#evcrkill

[mythvoiced]

-. @evcrkill | ♥ for: Isa

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When Sabriel had first stepped onto Terrian soil, they’d done so with the intent to learn. Discover new things, but not from high up in the clouds, where the view might have been nice, but removed, not half as exciting as a first person point of view might have been. They’d wanted to see how things changed as they stood in the middle of it, wanted to experience evolution and transformation from a point of view where they could directly stick their fingers into it and perhaps even become a part of it, enough to learn what a vantage point couldn’t have given them.

They hadn’t taken into consideration what consequences a mere wish could have brought with itself.

Heaven is a totalitarian system, one of Sabriel’s siblings would say - an angel with a wicked grin and metal under his fingernails - a system in which even the mere thinking in a direction not pre-designed by faceless laws resulted in immediate punishment.

It hadn’t been their intention to step close to a reality that would justify that ideology. Nor had they ever wanted to become centre of their very own metamorphosis, to wonder for themself, if they should just sleep a little bit longer and forget all this nonsense.

But here they are. And they wish the circumstances of their discovering a healer seemingly as talented and renown as the one they had been referred to, to be anything but relating to their own well-being. They would have plucked a star from the sky, if it could have meant sitting before Isa with only questions in mind, eyes gleaming with curiosity.

Instead, all they have is prayers.

“I heard about your healing abilities,” they wring their hands as they speak, insecurity an uncharacteristic trait to find in an archangel. “Would you consider helping me as well?” Hands shoot forward in a scramble to reassure. “I promise, whatever you may require in terms of payment, I can guarantee!”

[diviinitatis]

call out for alex ty uwu

Send me the name of one of my OCs and I’ll write an angry Tumblr gremlin rant about why they’re Problematic(TM)

the way so many of y’all have crawled up alexander reed’s ass :)))) did y’all just fucking forget that he’s a MURDERER??? he literally CANES PEOPLE TO DEATH. and he has fun with it and tortures them too. and don’t come at me with the “but he’s an assassin!” shit he’s just there for the torture porn and shock value. and lets talk about how the ONLY non-cis character in outrunning karma is a murderer and is creepily “concerned” about kids. he wasn’t taking the murders seriously until he found out a kid was killed, and then he went and turned all serious. that obsession with kids is such a red flag and y’all are ignoring it because he’s “hot” when he’s literally just another skinny white boy trans stereotype :))))) and lets not even go into how he’s lazy trans rep. he’s not dysphoric even if he didn’t have bottom surgery. he’s just there to make cis people comfortable with trans people and y’all look like boo boo the fool when you say he’s good rep 🤡 he’s also so fucking manipulative. he literally adjusts his personality just to get what he wants and nobody calls him out on it and he just acts like that’s normal??? if you’re putting on a whole new personality for your own gain that is NOT NORMAL, that’s MANIPULATION. he’s awful to jay and just drags him around. i didn’t like him from the moment he told jay in graphic detail how he would die to scare him into drinking blood lmao, and also made annie cry and only apologized after victor told him to.  WHO DOES THAT. who tells a guy who is already scared and has had his entire life turned upside down that he’s going to die if he doesn’t break his morals????? he also just conveniently “forgot” to tell jay he’s an assassin and took away his autonomy by not giving him the chance to decide he didn’t want to be around him with this knowledge :))))) he’s the peak example of privileged billionaire celebrities just going through life without consequences because they can throw money around and put on a face. for all your “eat the rich” posts y’all love this billionaire huh??? the only good thing about him is that he beats up felix, who is only worse than him because he’s openly h*moph/obic and tr*nsph/obic

alexander reed stans do not clown on this post :)

[painmade]

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send ☄ for a HC about jesse !!

Jesse never goes anywhere without a gun. 

The first time he looked in a mirror after his captivity, he did not recognize himself and it triggered a dissociative episode. 

[sketchyguy]

[ 📲 • sms ] —— what’s wrong with you? // tabs!

🔥 @evcrkill. meme. accepting!

[ mssg. thinks im problematic. ] Good afternoon. I don’t know what you’re talking about.

[ mssg. thinks im problematic. ] Ah, wait. Right. You’re wondering why I was walking out of your place while you were coming back home. I thought I made it obvious, Tab.

[ mssg. thinks im problematic. ] I took a shower. See, I had a long work day and I didn’t feel like smelling like burger grease all the way back home. Your shower seemed inviting and you have those shower steamer fizzy things that I like so much. Are you mad? Don’t be upsetti... Eat a baguetti. I can bring you one. 

[dis--parity]

@evcrkill​ sent: ☢ What fads/trends are you so over? ✮ Have you managed to stay away from drama? (Accepting!)

☢ What fads/trends are you so over?

Hmmm... I would say Sinday is a bit of a weird trend, even if I partake in it myself sometimes. Something kinda just puts me off about needing to dedicate a specific day to smutty interactions when you can,,, literally just do them? I know it actively drives people away from the dash when it rolls around, too, and just,,, the name of it also puts me off. Maybe it’s just me getting weirded out, but the whole sin = sex thing gives me weirdly puritanical vibes that are just a bit offputting tbh.

✮ Have you managed to stay away from drama?

For the most part! The only real major stuff I take part in is when a predator or transphobe or nonce or whatever else is inevitably called out in the RPC but I wouldn’t call that ‘drama’ as much as it is just keeping the community safe. Other than that, yeah, I just try to vibe on my own terms, it’s not healthy to obsess over grudges and all that.

[dogxfiend]

@evcrkill​ asked: ツ 回

Questions for mun

ツ Who has been your favorite muse to play so far? Why?

Syde is definitely up there, considering he’s the only OC I’ve played on Tumblr in like 9 yrs of Tumblr rp lol,, He has a lot of development and people tend to have strong reactions to him, which I think is a good sign of some solid characterization. He’s also just genuinely fun to write in almost any situation.

Jacket from Hotline Miami has also been a favorite of mine though, because I’ve played him for so long and have gotten to do so much with him. He’s a MESS which is part of what makes him so fun

I haven’t gotten to play Eris from Dreamworks’ Sinbad much since I had trouble finding people to write with, but I LOVED writing her for the little bit I did, and it was some of the best writing I’ve ever done.

回 Which muse was the worst to play? Why?

This isn’t to say I didn’t enjoy playing him, because I did play him for like 4 years and I still dig his character, but I wrote K.azuo K.iriyama from the B.attle R.oyale movie and phew. It was rough all-around because it was my first rp blog and I didn’t really know how Tumblr rp worked at the time. Plus the character is really fuckin’ dark so it took a toll on me after awhile, and looking back I’m kinda amazed I was able to do it for that long. I wouldn’t want to write some of that type of stuff again tbh.

Most of all though, that fandom and its rpc was so small that there got to be a lot of drama. That was so many years ago and everyone was so young, I don’t care about any of it now, but it wasn’t a fun experience at the time lol

[ghostofaformerself-archive]

15. what is your character afraid of?

CRUCIAL CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS @evcrkill asked:

15. what is your character afraid of?

     that can be found here !!

[sailorvinusmoved]

1. On formatting. + 11. On your character !

✨ @evcrkill. meme. still accepting!

1. the weird spacing is a nightmare for some people. people wanna scream all they want about loving those that have disabilities and disorders, but then won't lend this to their overall writing aesthetics. you dont have to use all that garbage to write a good reply, i dont give a fuck if you think its cute. i really think one has to step back and evaluate what theyre writing and why if they cant stick to like a basic small font and a couple of accents here and there.

it screams insecurity to me. like. cant even stand behind ur own writing because u gotta throw confetti on it and hope that people think its poppin. couldnt be me. and it isnt me! and im glad. formatting, to me, is for accentuating. not burying. bury ya writing in all this bullshit, with NO MEANING OR INTENTION BEHIND IT OTHER THAN ~~~OOOO AESTHETIQUE~~~, and then???? and then.... whatever

sometimes formatting looks absolutely insane on some themes. but i mean.

look a fool if you wanna. it’s a choice! it’s an ugly choice but its a choice

anyway, the insincerity towards people with disabilities doesnt go unnoticed. :) just admit that u cant stand by ur output and keep it moving, that’s more honest.

11. virote h. srisati... what can i say? he’s immaculate and gorgeous and wonderful and has so many emotional issues it could fill a rack for magazines... in 2017, he was incredibly timid. a straight up wet blanket of a person. u could step on him and he’d just be like :( because this bitch didnt have a spine!! i mean he had a spine but it was made of jelly so u kno he wasnt the strongest.

2018 was a bit of a wishy-washy year for him, he was finding his confidence but he just couldnt get there yet. his relationship with his mother was kind of rocky, too. the repairs were being made, but there was still tension between them.

2019 was the Divine Awakening™ of his soul.

2020 if you look at him wrong for 1 second he will rip your spine out of your body and use it for a jump rope.

he’s gone through his Evolutions and he has his geography to navigate. hills and valleys and mountains plateaus and plains and winding roads. im just excited to see where he goes next!

[olivierperrier]

{ @evcrkill partner in crime gone awry } send in " you're an idiot. " for your muse to tend to my muse's wounds after a fight/battle 

  The soot covered man is shaking, a fist and jaw clenched so tightly   his skin would be white if it could be seen under the smeary ash.   There’s BLOOD on him - his blood. The gash in his palm is disgustingly   deep and bleeding profusely and he’s not going to look at it.         Nate is right, of course. He is an idiot.   Olivier could have blasted the razor blade coming for his crime   partner with flame hot enough to melt it, but he’d pulled Nate back   and grabbed the stupid thing with his hands unlit still from touching him. The man then received a full blast of fire in the face and was left a headless    corpse with a burnt neck leading to a melted flesh skull.          WHY DID HE DO THAT?            because he would have burned Nate if he tried to melt the blade.

He exhales sharply in what could be a laugh at the comment, but can’t reply without feeling the nausea rise and burn at his throat. Images are glitching through his memories of BLOOD pooling on the floor, BLOOD flooding his mouth, BLOOD reeking of gasoline hot and slick and --          ❝ hurry the fuck up, or-or-or----or let me try and cauterize it already.                        I CAN’T STAND BLOOD. ❞

[mythvoiced]

out of your muses: who's most likely to start a fight? who's most likely to finish a fight? who's most likely to record it for their instagram story?

-. @evcrkill | owns all my love

Because seriously, thank you for these questions, where can I sign up to be eternally grateful to you and showcase said gratitude?

Who’s most likely to start a fight? Well, depends entirely on the situation. But as things stand right now, and if we were to consider a scenario in which all my muses would be in the same room together, just plainly thrown into it and against each other, good contestants for this position would be: Diana, Cesare, Nathaniel and Kangmin. Diana: she reacts to her environment with intense defensiveness, which she responds to with aggression. She feels threatened by the slightest doubt directed at her and/or any of her statements and she tends to react to it, so one badly aimed jab by one of my less tactful muses and the shitshow would start. Nathaniel: he’d be the one instigating everything, honestly, either on purpose or because he said the wrong thing at the wrong time, usually too uncaring of the feelings of others and too good at reading the room to not take advantage of what possible weak spots he might have uncovered while listening in on someone else’s conversation. Cesare: similarly to Diana, the reason he usually starts fights is that he feels threatened by the people around him, independently from who they are, and grown the habit of attacking before he gets attacked, so more often than not he starts fights because he thought someone else wanted to fight him. Kangmin: they hold back a lot, while keeping at bay dangerous degrees of frustration; what this means is, basically, that they let things fester within them until it just bursts out of them, often in a fashion rude enough to cause an instant escalation (never physical, though).

Who’s most likely to finish a fight? Patrick, Seona, Eunjae, Catharina, Nathaniel, and Caleb. Patrick: he hates conflict, mostly because it takes up a lot more time than it is worth, also because I like to project. He usually finds ways to end fights before they even properly pick up (unless he’s fueling them as means to an end) or at least find quick and easy ways to end it after it’s already started, this independently from whether or not he was actually involved in it; it is to be noted, though, that he’s less likely to end a fight he has nothing to do with. Seona, Eunjae, Catharina: similar reasons, they can’t be bothered to participate in one, usually finding more interest in other scenarios than one spent listening to arguments they won’t incorporate anyway, they’re really difficult to move; when it comes to physical conflicts, Seona might indulge them a while because she likes using her powers, taking the fight as an opportunity to practice/keep herself fresh. Nathaniel: usually the cause of it, but also easily bored by it, Nathaniel is strong enough and moody enough to just start and finish fights as he feels like, one of the most charming attributes of his character. Caleb: he’s simply good-natured; he doesn’t like conflict, not because of the reasons Patrick tends to avoid it, but because he’s simply, secretly and naturally, a pacifist at heart, who’d rather find less violent and/or negative methods to resolve whatever conflict might have presented itself, often involving himself in fights he had nothing to do with at the beginning to avoid unnecessary bad blood when the situation could be resolved more easily through a simple exchange of words.

Who’s most likely to record it for their instagram story? I hate that Nathaniel is in all of these, but yep, he’s in this one as well. So, Nathaniel, Quincy, and Kaeden. Why? They’re all prime examples of Being A Little (or Big) Shit. Nathaniel finds the drama funny and wouldn’t mind causing extra plight for the people involved by exposing them to the public; Quincy just finds the entire situation either impressive or amusing and if someone were to actually throw down why wouldn’t they record it? And Kaeden, Kaeden would simply record it and post it to have easy access to it whenever he’d want to look at it again.

[voxvulgi]

an Adonis starter for @evcrkill​

Did Adonis regret picking up a random stranger who collapsed on the sidewalk? In all honesty, sometimes. Most of those times where when he asked Nate how he got stab wounds — like just now, again — and he evaded the question. Honestly, he wouldn’t be surprised if Nate called him over with a bullet wound next time. Of course, Adonis urged him to go to the hospital every single time, but he refused, and Adonis couldn’t drive his nearly unconscious body to the ER this time.

He was halfway done stitching today’s wound — with Nate’s very own stitch kit; something normal people did not have lying around — when Nate’s voice offered a lighthearted comment. Adonis had to freeze his hands where they were, holding very still with the needle half in. Y’know, I’m pretty sure this is the opening scene of a gay porn somewhere. It was lighthearted. Nate’s voice held no malice in it, no ill intent. But Adonis didn’t know Nate enough to infer whether he was being suggestive, using queerness as the butt of his joke, or this was just the first thought on his mind.

He could recall the young men at his parents’ dinners, talking about women and making jokes about the men who couldn’t manage to get a date with one. The memory stirred something angry within Adonis, but he took a deep breath, drove the needle all the way through with steady hands, then said, “Don’t be inappropriate while I’m trying to stitch you up. I almost ruined the stitch.” But that one sentence wasn’t enough. Adonis’ thoughts built up and up and up inside his head, until, finally, after a few more stitches were made, he added, “Gayness isn’t a joke, you know.” Maybe that was all it was to straight boys, but Adonis wanted to make it clear he didn’t think so. He especially wouldn’t be taking gay jokes from some suspicious man who frequently got injured doing God-knows-what and asked Adonis to tend to those injuries every week now— with little more than a “thank you” and not a shred of transparency. Why was Adonis doing this for him, anyway? He was an idiot for doing it.

[cindrelle]

What are Fuu's pet peeves? Is she a morning or a night person? How does she make a difficult decision? How would she want other people to view her?

QUESTIONS ABOUT THE MUSES : always accepting !

fuu hates situations where someone forces her to speak in more than one sentence or can’t catch her meaning from what little she says. she dislikes small talk. she can’t stand messes or loud eating / talking with food in one’s mouth either. also, people being too loud in general when it is uncalled for. oh, and grammar. words are important --- especially to one who says so little.

fujin is a night person ! though she hates solitude, night is also the time when she can get her thoughts out on paper as she’s not preoccupied with her job. but i wouldn’t say she isn’t a morning person because she’s always raring to go right at 0600 every morning.

she makes difficult decisions by consulting rules / laws / etc. if it can’t be decided that way, she’ll consult her morals. but if either should come in conflict with each other, she’ll consult other means of decision - making i.e her cards.

fujin doesn’t want people to see her as something fragile and broken. she wants to be accepted as someone capable of looking after herself and someone who is strong enough to be relied on. the fact that seifer, at least, seems to value her skills enough to have her as his second - in - command is important to her. she wants people to see her as someone worth listening to and taking the time to understand her.

[dis--parity]

@evcrkill​ sent: Send 📝 for a rule you think is important when it comes to role playing (Accepting!)

[inhale]

[The earth starts gently rumbling at my voice]

for fucks sake please read what the other person is writing beyond just dialogue and take the time to appreciate the effort they put into describing body language and the situation because we notice when you haven’t bothered and it’s really disheartening to not have that level of detail appreciated

BUT AT THE SAME TIME DON’T CLOG UP ALL YOUR REPLIES WITH PURPLE PROSE AND DETAIL THAT’S DOWNRIGHT UNNECESSARY BECAUSE IT ACTIVELY MAKES IT HARDER FOR THE OTHER PERSON TO GATHER WHAT THE ACTUAL SITUATION IS WHICH MAKES IT EVEN HARDER TO RESPOND ALSO  P L E A S E DON’T RESPOND TO LIKE 4 PARAGRAPHS WITH A 9 PARA RESPONSE PLEASE I  B E G YOU

[serenaxluna-a]

INDEFINITE HIATUS NOTICE

;; should be fairly obvious since i haven’t posted in a year but i’ve moved on from canon/kh rp. i’ve had this blog for almost a decade and i adore some of the threads and au’s i have on here, and i’m very grateful for the people i’ve met. i might be moving isa to an oc blog since i hardly do any kh stuff anyway so i’ll keep u posted if that happens

ANYWAY i’m still around over on my oc multi @evcrkill which is a very fun time if u wanna come hang

alternatively mutuals are always welcome to add my discord!

[sailorvinusmoved]

’ i’d trust you with my life any day. ’ // nate

✨ @evcrkill. meme. still accepting!

❝People be like, Virote, you're the kind of person that would catch a bullet for someone else. I'm like. I'm a disappointment, despite my big heart. I have a friend, right. I love him to death, he's my number one. One time, we went into this haunted dance club. It was abandoned because some dude choked on an overly-solidified jello shot in 2011, right? I was like, wow, wouldn't it be wacky if some ghost popped out from behind one of the booths and ended our whole shit?❞ He took a moment to pop the lid on his taro boba, immediately going for one of the tapioca pearls at the bottom of the cup. ❝So, we're standing there, looking like we just got separated from Scooby Doo and the gang, when some of the lights come on. Out walks this shadow creature that kind of looks like some long, lanky, Hell creature from the depths? Think, like, Jeffree Star, but made of smoke. I nearly shit myself! I thought that thing was gonna be like HI, HOW ARE YA and then make me buy a lipstick that looked like pea soup.❞

Then, he reached into his pocket and pulled out a semi-chilled bottle of yukju, basically ripping the cap off and setting it aside. A sip of yukju, then boba. Yukju, boba, yukju, boba. Dumped the rest of the yukju into the boba. Mixing alcohol and that much sugar was gonna ruin him in a couple of hours, but he had to get in the zone. It was storytelling time! Recalling antics of hunting demons while sugar-drunked off his face? FUCK YEAH!  ❝This thing is walking towards us and all of a sudden, I can hear Ke$ha. Wake up in the morning, feeling like P. Diddy. More like wake up in the morning and feeling like we're gonna be more dead than P. Diddy's romantic relationships.❞ Good lord, he was feeling the boba-yukju a bit quicker than he anticipated. Why was the room tilting to the left?

❝I look to my friend, I say, Tida, I believe we should leave this place. Because, like, we were probably disturbing this poor demon's home. But, the demon got mad. It came charging at us and I hauled ass. I hauled ass quicker than you could count to five. Not like I was afraid of dying, but I was also not waiting for the James Charles demon to come out and be like, SISTERRRR. It cornered my buddy, but he got out. He's dead, already. So, it's fine. Anyway, I'm glad you trust me with your life. But, I'm afraid of white Beautubers; so, if I see a demon that looks like one, I will abandon you.❞