#evcrkill

[sailorvinusmoved]

🙌 gimme them npc's uwu

✨ @evcrkill. meme. still accepting!

virote srisati was the president of the anime club.

and travis powell was the vice president of the anime club.

travis is only person virote kept in contact with after graduation. they stayed together, what with being a couple of the only minorities attending high school school in the ever caucasian. wealthy area of santa barbara. nothing like fear of white people and a big interest in anime bonding two boys together as they dodged the football team like the plague.

of course, it takes a lot for an african american family to reach the city of santa barbara. his family came from black wall street in durham, north carolina. a family full of incredibly successful factory higher-ups and bankers. this further pushed them to branching out into law and medicine. fast forward to some of the powells heading out west to california after much of black wall street was dismantled around the civil rights movement.

they had some pretty george jefferson™ levels of doin’ the damn thing, despite that.

he’s a simple, sweet guy! never makes much of a fuss, but witty. he unironically likes soundcloud rap and will open up fl studio to produce a few beats to sell when he wants, has a severe aversion of apples please dont have one in his presence, is a competitive smash bros player, rides a blue vespa he affectionately has nicknamed haruko, and will defend furries to the death. to which vi says, ❝do you have a wolfsona you’re not telling me about, travis?❞

currently stays in oakland, not very enthused about going anywhere else.

no magic powers on his end.

but he can stay up for 3 days straight and not feel like dying. that’s better than any magic.

[olivierperrier]

{ @evcrkill has a clandestine meeting with a firebrand }

its been ROUGH lately.

the flames lick inside olivier’s bones CONSTANTLY, it isn’t enough these days to simply burn trash, abandoned buildings, stalk the corrupt he knows in dwindling numbers from the days he could recognize as a clairmonte. they beg to CONSUME for relief. drowning himself in xanax and wine only helps so much. tequila only helps so much. the idea of throwing himself off a bridge.....is too much. but his skill-set isn’t unknown to certain people who have the ear of other people and soon olivier has a new way of dealing with his burning insomnia.

this is what has led him to be waiting outside a club pumping music and life and vibrancy into drunken and drugged masses that he used to join until he could sleep in a strangers bed. he’s waiting for his ‘escort’, whatever that may mean. they want him to do the job right - which is fair. olivier has not been hired before and he is being paid a hefty amount if he is who he seems to be. he wishes he wasn’t, but he might as well be useful to someone. his only rule: NO KIDS involved directly. anyone else: fair game if the price is right.

so he leans against the wall and waits for his partner, idly playing with his unlit cigarette. gray eyes are lit from within, light flickering like dancing flames in the dark alley as a taller figure approaches and nods to him. he’s ridiculously good looking and clad in the same simple all-black as olivier; he’s seen the man lingering in the higher reaches of the club, cool and collected as he seems now. must be the escort. fluidly, olivier pushes off the brick and snaps his fingers to light his cigarette without reaching anywhere near it. he just wants to begin the destruction, smell of smoke lingering on his skin far longer and cleaner than the scent of tobacco has ever been present. ollie falls into step just behind his new “friend” and hopes it isn’t far. he offers no words.

[merchantofwhispers]

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Rp Pet Peeves || Not accepting

Very tiny contained blogs. I understand they’re aesthetically pleasing, but I literally cannot read them and I will refuse to interact with people who use them unless they reach out to me first. I’m not giving myself a migraine. 

Silent followers. I understand entirely if you’ve tried interacting with me and I don’t reply, social anxiety, and the like. However, I’ve experienced people that literally follow me for WEEKS before I reach out and they never reply back, ever. I don’t get it and it makes me anxious lmao 

Over saturated icons. Why are you even using them if I can’t even see the icon? 

BONUS PETTY: People who rely on said icons to convey their characters emotions and actions, but YOU CANT MAKE OUT WHAT THE ICON IS. 

[mythvoiced]

-. @evcrkill | ♥ for: Isa

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When Sabriel had first stepped onto Terrian soil, they’d done so with the intent to learn. Discover new things, but not from high up in the clouds, where the view might have been nice, but removed, not half as exciting as a first person point of view might have been. They’d wanted to see how things changed as they stood in the middle of it, wanted to experience evolution and transformation from a point of view where they could directly stick their fingers into it and perhaps even become a part of it, enough to learn what a vantage point couldn’t have given them.

They hadn’t taken into consideration what consequences a mere wish could have brought with itself.

Heaven is a totalitarian system, one of Sabriel’s siblings would say - an angel with a wicked grin and metal under his fingernails - a system in which even the mere thinking in a direction not pre-designed by faceless laws resulted in immediate punishment.

It hadn’t been their intention to step close to a reality that would justify that ideology. Nor had they ever wanted to become centre of their very own metamorphosis, to wonder for themself, if they should just sleep a little bit longer and forget all this nonsense.

But here they are. And they wish the circumstances of their discovering a healer seemingly as talented and renown as the one they had been referred to, to be anything but relating to their own well-being. They would have plucked a star from the sky, if it could have meant sitting before Isa with only questions in mind, eyes gleaming with curiosity.

Instead, all they have is prayers.

“I heard about your healing abilities,” they wring their hands as they speak, insecurity an uncharacteristic trait to find in an archangel. “Would you consider helping me as well?” Hands shoot forward in a scramble to reassure. “I promise, whatever you may require in terms of payment, I can guarantee!”

[escapekissed]

@evcrkill BANG BANG! IS IT A CRIME IF THEY STOLE FROM YOU FIRST? TAKE WHAT YOU LOVE, REVENGE FOR THE FALLEN, THEIR SACRIFICE WILL NOT BE FOGOTTEN.

They’re all here for different reasons. Isn’t that always how this works? If everybody in the room wanted to steal the Lunar Eclipse Diamond for the exact same reason---well, this story wouldn’t hit nearly as many beats. Vaiety is the spice of life, you know. And the Lunar Eclipse Diamond, as a vehicle---well, everybody with any connection to magic knows it’s an all-purpose tool. And those without magic? Well, that’s all the more reason to keep it tight to your all-too-mortal chest, keep it safe from the goons and the goonies.

The rumors and legends surrounding it are as endless as the Diamond itself is beautiful, a brilliant black that would make Anish Kapor blush his own prettie’st pink. It’s said that travelers who seek to find the diamond to grant their own wish are so overpowered by its cool-whispered black that their own heart whimpers with need. They’re driven mad by it---as many are driven mad by their pursuit of it before they even see it---but those who actually manage to touch the Lunar Eclipse Diamond when inflicted with its curse of consumption----their body remains in the Earthly realm, but their soul is trapped within. Ignoring those warnings, historically the British Museum put it in storage a century ago to prevent ‘thievery’ and brings it out every partial lunar eclipse to entice tourists and instagram influencers to come look at it behind a velvet rope. But ever since the last total eclipse---it’s been hidden deeper in their archives, under lock and key. 

Rumors have been spread of an attempt from a local, somewhat notorious gang of magic-users, to steal back the Diamond in the name of the Indigenous group that once hid it from the wold. All the public knows is that the museum was closed for one day after the Lunar Eclipse. Employees of local cleaning companies and the Museum itself have gone on record saying a body was found near the Diamond as if ritually disebowled as if sacrificed---but the museum was also closed for a regularly scheduled bank holidaythat day, along with the very public dismissal of all public authorities and newspapers, so unless you were there yourself----there’s no way to be certain. What was certain is, that after all this time and scandal, the Lunar Eclipse Diamond would once again be put on display in six months time---during the next Total Lunar Eclipse.

A few members of our lovely troop of heroic vigilantes, were in fact there. Kaine and Fang were part of the original heist. Diogenes was by technical accounts, its leader and founder, though he did not seem to be here out of any obligation to Tabby or Nate, despite saying he was. Gladio was their inside man---who had used his very fancy degree to get a temporary position on staff at the museum, after which he was promptly fired for trying to spread news of his best friend’s murder. A Gahlarian himself, technically part of the tribe associated with the Diamond, he had sympathized with the gang’s motivation. He would never have helped let them in if he had known what had happened to Nate---but that was ancient history, and now he can’t imagine any team he’d rather be on. Rapunzel, damningly enough, had been one of the so-called ‘whistle blowers’ and spotted the body when she had come in to work in the middle of the night after realizing she forgot the book she was reading. To this day she still has nightmares about it. Nate was little more than a stranger to her---but just as she cared about every culture and artifact within the museum---she cared about this innocent man, and finding out whoever did this to him.

Eugene felt obligated to be here as a notable hacker with useful skills as well as the most experienced in actually stealing. He would take a backseat to his ex-wife, of course, but he would also make his knowledge well and fully apparent, no matter how vulnerable or rock tough she was feeling right now. They couldn’t risk what happened to Nate happening to anyone else.

But of all the people here, some that Tabby knew well, and some she didn’t, the strangest of all had to be the girl with a bow in her hair and an unusual smile on her face. Speaking out loud in Tabby’s moment of silence, the freckled, Aerith, in her very pretty sundress, speaks aloud. “Nate is very happy you’re all here. He says... ‘Let’s do this!’”

[diviinitatis]

call out for alex ty uwu

Send me the name of one of my OCs and I’ll write an angry Tumblr gremlin rant about why they’re Problematic(TM)

the way so many of y’all have crawled up alexander reed’s ass :)))) did y’all just fucking forget that he’s a MURDERER??? he literally CANES PEOPLE TO DEATH. and he has fun with it and tortures them too. and don’t come at me with the “but he’s an assassin!” shit he’s just there for the torture porn and shock value. and lets talk about how the ONLY non-cis character in outrunning karma is a murderer and is creepily “concerned” about kids. he wasn’t taking the murders seriously until he found out a kid was killed, and then he went and turned all serious. that obsession with kids is such a red flag and y’all are ignoring it because he’s “hot” when he’s literally just another skinny white boy trans stereotype :))))) and lets not even go into how he’s lazy trans rep. he’s not dysphoric even if he didn’t have bottom surgery. he’s just there to make cis people comfortable with trans people and y’all look like boo boo the fool when you say he’s good rep 🤡 he’s also so fucking manipulative. he literally adjusts his personality just to get what he wants and nobody calls him out on it and he just acts like that’s normal??? if you’re putting on a whole new personality for your own gain that is NOT NORMAL, that’s MANIPULATION. he’s awful to jay and just drags him around. i didn’t like him from the moment he told jay in graphic detail how he would die to scare him into drinking blood lmao, and also made annie cry and only apologized after victor told him to.  WHO DOES THAT. who tells a guy who is already scared and has had his entire life turned upside down that he’s going to die if he doesn’t break his morals????? he also just conveniently “forgot” to tell jay he’s an assassin and took away his autonomy by not giving him the chance to decide he didn’t want to be around him with this knowledge :))))) he’s the peak example of privileged billionaire celebrities just going through life without consequences because they can throw money around and put on a face. for all your “eat the rich” posts y’all love this billionaire huh??? the only good thing about him is that he beats up felix, who is only worse than him because he’s openly h*moph/obic and tr*nsph/obic

alexander reed stans do not clown on this post :)

[painmade]

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send ☄ for a HC about jesse !!

Jesse never goes anywhere without a gun. 

The first time he looked in a mirror after his captivity, he did not recognize himself and it triggered a dissociative episode. 

[sketchyguy]

[ 📲 • sms ] —— what’s wrong with you? // tabs!

🔥 @evcrkill. meme. accepting!

[ mssg. thinks im problematic. ] Good afternoon. I don’t know what you’re talking about.

[ mssg. thinks im problematic. ] Ah, wait. Right. You’re wondering why I was walking out of your place while you were coming back home. I thought I made it obvious, Tab.

[ mssg. thinks im problematic. ] I took a shower. See, I had a long work day and I didn’t feel like smelling like burger grease all the way back home. Your shower seemed inviting and you have those shower steamer fizzy things that I like so much. Are you mad? Don’t be upsetti... Eat a baguetti. I can bring you one. 

[dis--parity]

@evcrkill​ sent: ☢ What fads/trends are you so over? ✮ Have you managed to stay away from drama? (Accepting!)

☢ What fads/trends are you so over?

Hmmm... I would say Sinday is a bit of a weird trend, even if I partake in it myself sometimes. Something kinda just puts me off about needing to dedicate a specific day to smutty interactions when you can,,, literally just do them? I know it actively drives people away from the dash when it rolls around, too, and just,,, the name of it also puts me off. Maybe it’s just me getting weirded out, but the whole sin = sex thing gives me weirdly puritanical vibes that are just a bit offputting tbh.

✮ Have you managed to stay away from drama?

For the most part! The only real major stuff I take part in is when a predator or transphobe or nonce or whatever else is inevitably called out in the RPC but I wouldn’t call that ‘drama’ as much as it is just keeping the community safe. Other than that, yeah, I just try to vibe on my own terms, it’s not healthy to obsess over grudges and all that.

[dogxfiend]

@evcrkill​ asked: ツ 回

Questions for mun

ツ Who has been your favorite muse to play so far? Why?

Syde is definitely up there, considering he’s the only OC I’ve played on Tumblr in like 9 yrs of Tumblr rp lol,, He has a lot of development and people tend to have strong reactions to him, which I think is a good sign of some solid characterization. He’s also just genuinely fun to write in almost any situation.

Jacket from Hotline Miami has also been a favorite of mine though, because I’ve played him for so long and have gotten to do so much with him. He’s a MESS which is part of what makes him so fun

I haven’t gotten to play Eris from Dreamworks’ Sinbad much since I had trouble finding people to write with, but I LOVED writing her for the little bit I did, and it was some of the best writing I’ve ever done.

回 Which muse was the worst to play? Why?

This isn’t to say I didn’t enjoy playing him, because I did play him for like 4 years and I still dig his character, but I wrote K.azuo K.iriyama from the B.attle R.oyale movie and phew. It was rough all-around because it was my first rp blog and I didn’t really know how Tumblr rp worked at the time. Plus the character is really fuckin’ dark so it took a toll on me after awhile, and looking back I’m kinda amazed I was able to do it for that long. I wouldn’t want to write some of that type of stuff again tbh.

Most of all though, that fandom and its rpc was so small that there got to be a lot of drama. That was so many years ago and everyone was so young, I don’t care about any of it now, but it wasn’t a fun experience at the time lol

[sailorvinusmoved]

1. On formatting. + 11. On your character !

✨ @evcrkill. meme. still accepting!

1. the weird spacing is a nightmare for some people. people wanna scream all they want about loving those that have disabilities and disorders, but then won't lend this to their overall writing aesthetics. you dont have to use all that garbage to write a good reply, i dont give a fuck if you think its cute. i really think one has to step back and evaluate what theyre writing and why if they cant stick to like a basic small font and a couple of accents here and there.

it screams insecurity to me. like. cant even stand behind ur own writing because u gotta throw confetti on it and hope that people think its poppin. couldnt be me. and it isnt me! and im glad. formatting, to me, is for accentuating. not burying. bury ya writing in all this bullshit, with NO MEANING OR INTENTION BEHIND IT OTHER THAN ~~~OOOO AESTHETIQUE~~~, and then???? and then.... whatever

sometimes formatting looks absolutely insane on some themes. but i mean.

look a fool if you wanna. it’s a choice! it’s an ugly choice but its a choice

anyway, the insincerity towards people with disabilities doesnt go unnoticed. :) just admit that u cant stand by ur output and keep it moving, that’s more honest.

11. virote h. srisati... what can i say? he’s immaculate and gorgeous and wonderful and has so many emotional issues it could fill a rack for magazines... in 2017, he was incredibly timid. a straight up wet blanket of a person. u could step on him and he’d just be like :( because this bitch didnt have a spine!! i mean he had a spine but it was made of jelly so u kno he wasnt the strongest.

2018 was a bit of a wishy-washy year for him, he was finding his confidence but he just couldnt get there yet. his relationship with his mother was kind of rocky, too. the repairs were being made, but there was still tension between them.

2019 was the Divine Awakening™ of his soul.

2020 if you look at him wrong for 1 second he will rip your spine out of your body and use it for a jump rope.

he’s gone through his Evolutions and he has his geography to navigate. hills and valleys and mountains plateaus and plains and winding roads. im just excited to see where he goes next!

[olivierperrier]

{ @evcrkill partner in crime gone awry } send in " you're an idiot. " for your muse to tend to my muse's wounds after a fight/battle 

  The soot covered man is shaking, a fist and jaw clenched so tightly   his skin would be white if it could be seen under the smeary ash.   There’s BLOOD on him - his blood. The gash in his palm is disgustingly   deep and bleeding profusely and he’s not going to look at it.         Nate is right, of course. He is an idiot.   Olivier could have blasted the razor blade coming for his crime   partner with flame hot enough to melt it, but he’d pulled Nate back   and grabbed the stupid thing with his hands unlit still from touching him. The man then received a full blast of fire in the face and was left a headless    corpse with a burnt neck leading to a melted flesh skull.          WHY DID HE DO THAT?            because he would have burned Nate if he tried to melt the blade.

He exhales sharply in what could be a laugh at the comment, but can’t reply without feeling the nausea rise and burn at his throat. Images are glitching through his memories of BLOOD pooling on the floor, BLOOD flooding his mouth, BLOOD reeking of gasoline hot and slick and --          ❝ hurry the fuck up, or-or-or----or let me try and cauterize it already.                        I CAN’T STAND BLOOD. ❞

[ghostofaformerself-archive]

15. what is your character afraid of?

CRUCIAL CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS @evcrkill asked:

15. what is your character afraid of?

     that can be found here !!

[mythvoiced]

out of your muses: who's most likely to start a fight? who's most likely to finish a fight? who's most likely to record it for their instagram story?

-. @evcrkill | owns all my love

Because seriously, thank you for these questions, where can I sign up to be eternally grateful to you and showcase said gratitude?

Who’s most likely to start a fight? Well, depends entirely on the situation. But as things stand right now, and if we were to consider a scenario in which all my muses would be in the same room together, just plainly thrown into it and against each other, good contestants for this position would be: Diana, Cesare, Nathaniel and Kangmin. Diana: she reacts to her environment with intense defensiveness, which she responds to with aggression. She feels threatened by the slightest doubt directed at her and/or any of her statements and she tends to react to it, so one badly aimed jab by one of my less tactful muses and the shitshow would start. Nathaniel: he’d be the one instigating everything, honestly, either on purpose or because he said the wrong thing at the wrong time, usually too uncaring of the feelings of others and too good at reading the room to not take advantage of what possible weak spots he might have uncovered while listening in on someone else’s conversation. Cesare: similarly to Diana, the reason he usually starts fights is that he feels threatened by the people around him, independently from who they are, and grown the habit of attacking before he gets attacked, so more often than not he starts fights because he thought someone else wanted to fight him. Kangmin: they hold back a lot, while keeping at bay dangerous degrees of frustration; what this means is, basically, that they let things fester within them until it just bursts out of them, often in a fashion rude enough to cause an instant escalation (never physical, though).

Who’s most likely to finish a fight? Patrick, Seona, Eunjae, Catharina, Nathaniel, and Caleb. Patrick: he hates conflict, mostly because it takes up a lot more time than it is worth, also because I like to project. He usually finds ways to end fights before they even properly pick up (unless he’s fueling them as means to an end) or at least find quick and easy ways to end it after it’s already started, this independently from whether or not he was actually involved in it; it is to be noted, though, that he’s less likely to end a fight he has nothing to do with. Seona, Eunjae, Catharina: similar reasons, they can’t be bothered to participate in one, usually finding more interest in other scenarios than one spent listening to arguments they won’t incorporate anyway, they’re really difficult to move; when it comes to physical conflicts, Seona might indulge them a while because she likes using her powers, taking the fight as an opportunity to practice/keep herself fresh. Nathaniel: usually the cause of it, but also easily bored by it, Nathaniel is strong enough and moody enough to just start and finish fights as he feels like, one of the most charming attributes of his character. Caleb: he’s simply good-natured; he doesn’t like conflict, not because of the reasons Patrick tends to avoid it, but because he’s simply, secretly and naturally, a pacifist at heart, who’d rather find less violent and/or negative methods to resolve whatever conflict might have presented itself, often involving himself in fights he had nothing to do with at the beginning to avoid unnecessary bad blood when the situation could be resolved more easily through a simple exchange of words.

Who’s most likely to record it for their instagram story? I hate that Nathaniel is in all of these, but yep, he’s in this one as well. So, Nathaniel, Quincy, and Kaeden. Why? They’re all prime examples of Being A Little (or Big) Shit. Nathaniel finds the drama funny and wouldn’t mind causing extra plight for the people involved by exposing them to the public; Quincy just finds the entire situation either impressive or amusing and if someone were to actually throw down why wouldn’t they record it? And Kaeden, Kaeden would simply record it and post it to have easy access to it whenever he’d want to look at it again.

[voxvulgi]

an Adonis starter for @evcrkill​

Did Adonis regret picking up a random stranger who collapsed on the sidewalk? In all honesty, sometimes. Most of those times where when he asked Nate how he got stab wounds — like just now, again — and he evaded the question. Honestly, he wouldn’t be surprised if Nate called him over with a bullet wound next time. Of course, Adonis urged him to go to the hospital every single time, but he refused, and Adonis couldn’t drive his nearly unconscious body to the ER this time.

He was halfway done stitching today’s wound — with Nate’s very own stitch kit; something normal people did not have lying around — when Nate’s voice offered a lighthearted comment. Adonis had to freeze his hands where they were, holding very still with the needle half in. Y’know, I’m pretty sure this is the opening scene of a gay porn somewhere. It was lighthearted. Nate’s voice held no malice in it, no ill intent. But Adonis didn’t know Nate enough to infer whether he was being suggestive, using queerness as the butt of his joke, or this was just the first thought on his mind.

He could recall the young men at his parents’ dinners, talking about women and making jokes about the men who couldn’t manage to get a date with one. The memory stirred something angry within Adonis, but he took a deep breath, drove the needle all the way through with steady hands, then said, “Don’t be inappropriate while I’m trying to stitch you up. I almost ruined the stitch.” But that one sentence wasn’t enough. Adonis’ thoughts built up and up and up inside his head, until, finally, after a few more stitches were made, he added, “Gayness isn’t a joke, you know.” Maybe that was all it was to straight boys, but Adonis wanted to make it clear he didn’t think so. He especially wouldn’t be taking gay jokes from some suspicious man who frequently got injured doing God-knows-what and asked Adonis to tend to those injuries every week now— with little more than a “thank you” and not a shred of transparency. Why was Adonis doing this for him, anyway? He was an idiot for doing it.

[escapekissed]

😳 bi broosssss

“My whole life, I’ve been trying to impress everyone I ever met. In a way, I was kind of born to. My Dad wanted me to take ballroom classes. I went to Yale. When I took a gap year to camp across Europe---he just looked at me like he was looking right through me, and then said ‘okay,’ like he didn’t even care if I went to Yale at all even though he told me he wanted me to ‘somewhere good where you can make connections, like Yale.’ I can write and read and speak with perfect syntax in two different dead languages, but I can’t even speak te reo to my Mother’s relatives---wherever the fuck they are, because my Dad never told me and now it feels too weird to ask.”

“I was paraded around, and my Dad didn’t even... watch the parade. I won trophies. He didn’t even bother to count them, or even stick around to watch me collect them. And I had to work ten times harder than any white kid, and one hundred times harder than Noctis, to get any respect anywhere my Dad decided to sign me up for classes, or contests, or ‘training.’“

“I’m gonna be real. I think I’m better than half the people on this planet. But only the people like my Dad. Rich white dudes who don’t give a shit about anybody but their bosses and the bottom line.”

“I’m a cocky bastard, and I have a temper, and I know it, but I’m never allowed to show it anyway because I have to impress these people... But...”

“I’ve always felt like I was worse than other people who look like me. I don’t have any connection to my heritage. I feel out ot place with white people, out of place with people who aren’t white, people who are rich, people who aren’t. I’ve only ever really got to relate to rich academics who happened to be LGBT. But even then... there was always this barrier. There were always the subtle jokes... The microagressions.. The fact that half the guys on the apps liked me a little too much, and half the guys would rather spit on me than sleep with me, but also some of them seemed to want to incorporate that into the sex routine? And that always just reminded me. I have to impress people. i have to be perfect. I can’t slip up----there’s too much at stake.”

“... When I was little. What was at stake was my Father’s pride. Now it’s mine, I guess.”

“But none of that matters around you.”

“You accept me. Exactly as I am. I don’t have to be a superhero. I don’t have to get angry. I don’t have to defend myself, or belittle myself so you’re not scared or intimidated. You just like me. For me.”

“I love you, man.”

“Not in a bi way, though. Just in a bro way. Though I’m absolutely racing wheelchairs with you at the retirement home.