#europass

[imfuckingdisaster]

Dopo due anni di duro lavoro mi sono licenziato da un lavoro a tempo indeterminato (lo so, oggi giorno teoricamente non si dovrebbe fare) per il troppo stress fisico e mentale (le ginocchia e la schiena fuori uso, ed il cervello per i fatti suoi per la continua pressione che mi veniva messa), ma principalmente perché lavoravo 10 ore al giorno ed avevo solo una settimana di ferie a disposizione durante l'anno.

La mia passione è sempre stata in ambito aeroportuale, che sia dell'equipaggio di cabina o del personale di terra.

Mi frena soltanto la paura di non essere accettato per il mio viso che ha non pochi difetti purtroppo ed il non essere tanto fluente nell'inglese (sono bravo più della media sia nel parlato che nella comprensione, ma non madrelingua).

Comunque sia da quando mi sono diplomato, 5 anni fa penso ormai, non ho mai smesso di lavorare duramente, quindi ora mi prenderò un po' di tempo per cercare di inseguire il mio sogno.

Se qualcuno volesse scambiare due chiacchiere, di qualsiasi genere o anche per sfogo personale, sono qui ad ascoltarvi.

[beatsforbrothels]

Elzhi - The Transitional Joint (Baby Girl Glow) [Prod. Black Milk]

[martinstieger-blog]

Österreich: Hochschulen stellen leider oft sehr mangelhafte Diploma Supplemente aus

Da ich für mehrere Bildungseinrichtungen tätig bin, halte ich täglich rund ein Dutzend Abschlussurkunden in Händen. Natürlich auch die dazu gehörigen Diploma Supplemente. Sehr ärgerlich dabei, dass viele Hochschulen, gleichwohl ob Universitäten oder Fachhochschulen, die Diploma Supplemente mangelhaft ausfüllen. Insbesondere wird bei Diploma Supplementen nach Hochschul- oder…

[frikatilhi]

Has jere really explained Are You?? What's the origin?

Yes and no 😭

In the newest vlog Mikko the light guy asked where 'are you' comes from, and Jere told the story that we pretty much knew: they were playing never have i ever, and he asked Bojan "some question", and everyone was quiet for a while, doing their own thing, and maybe after a minute Jere turned to Bojan and said ARE YOU?? in that specific tone, and everyone cracked up and so it went on from there.

"Some question," really Jere? Really???

[acebytaemin]

was just writing my cv and the fuckass website crashed and i lost 3 hours of progress.

[lambdaorionis]

oh look we’re gonna build a website where you have to LOGIN to use it and to login we’re gonna force you to download our APP to register your phone into our WEBSITE so you can get a PIN CODE to login and we’re gonna make sure that the app NEVER works and that the documentation that is supposed to help you login doesnt EXIST except for a crusty twitter video that shows exactly what you’ve been doing all along and doesnt fucking work AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[vaulttecvevo]

i cant sleep i went homr too early cause my bitchass friends r forsaken by youth

[fasolabean]

warninggg this is a long one ,,,

(Okay so I started writing this uhhh vent before more posts on the n//fts appeared later so plz keep that in mind hah)

So I haven’t been too active on here for the past month – a bit personal start, but I’ve moved to a different country whooo!!!! (its terrifying) (my brains been involved in fandom stuff as usual but physically I wasn’t lmao).

But I wanted to talk ab the n//ft (censoring bc idk ab bots here) thing bc while some people on here provided some great context and threads, most of the talk has happened on twitter. So like. Since it was first confirmed what the raffle thing was I was veryyyy disappointed, especially bc K has made fun of this very thing on stage previously. And like yea, the nature of what hes doing is different than the n//ft crypt0 scams, since the cost of the paywalled content is set and not fluid and the raffle thing was free to enter, and I know there have been threads about the website not being the worst on twitter (link) (edit: now here on tumblr too). But still man. Both of these could’ve been done on either an independent website or through stuff like youtube members or patreon. Or hell, even just on the merch store? Like buy a promo code that buys you access to the material?

Also like I get that this was probably a contract that would be rly hard if not impossible to terminate. STILL though, I wish we just got an even short thing like “hi sorry I wasn’t aware this is gonna be a one time thing we’re not doing it again”. I don’t mind extra content being paywalled personally, I know some people do, but I just really wish it wasn’t don’t with that technology. And yes, I also now know it’s a safer way to handle shit like that but I just cant see this excuse being used for commercial use? Like maybe I can see why I could be made to use it for like idk an important document, but a raffle ticket? Nah

I also, ugh. Felt weird about mikke in the team since the winter. This whole thing seems to be – at least to a large extent – either done or influenced by him, judging by even the fact that the europass thingy webpage has oy photomikke marked (no im not buying it but i did look around curiosity was stronger). Also the previous thing that had made me go hmmm about käärijä as a brand was the bnb, which now seems to be ran entirely by mikke and his wife. Like stick to your photos man? That being said tho, Jere IS an adult and he IS the face of this brand. If he doesn’t think hes qualified to make business decisions all by himself (which I get, this shit is hard), nothing is stopping him really from getting a professional to help him with those things. And if there IS something stopping him then hey man I think you should go to the press with that lol. From any interviews ive seen or read, you can feel he feels this responsibility to keep his friends and family that initially helped him afloat. But I wish he understood that not letting people who in the end are not professional about business and PR and having them stick to their own thing does not have to mean cutting them off.

But now I just wanna share a thought that to some might seem like me defending him – which, in case you didn’t get I am very much not lmao. The thing is, im really glad the fandom is able to call him out on a shitty thing – like a bad baaad business decision. You can like somebody’s art, hell you can even like the public person they are, while not agreeing with everything what they do. What annoys me though, is that apart of the kä fandom, he is also often talked about (usually negatively) in the wider esc fandom. Over the past week I’ve seen multiple threads on twitter from people that rarely ever mention him about this. That would’ve been like, not that much of a deal (though sometimes it really got… engagement bait-y) but the amount of bodyshaming and shaming of his fans that comes up with every valid criticism is making me wanna pull my hair out.

Especially cause he’s neither the first finnish esc-related artist to do that (Robin and Cyan Kicks are mentioned on the kollekt website) nor is he the first esc artist of his influence to do it either. Last year Loreen and Alessandra have released n//fts last year, and Loreen did a very similar raffle a couple months ago. Now I wanna be very clear: I don’t want this to be like. Cancelling these people, that would be so hypocritical of me. I also don’t want this to be like a fandom war like oh youre mad he did xyz?? Well THIS and THIS person did THAT!!1! I’m just merely annoyed that these people doing essentially the same thing went with no echo at all, but now I’ve seen us (the fandom) be literally called the r slur and the most vile things being said about jere and, for some reason, his appearance???

Idk man. I really try to  make it clear im not trying to excuse his decisions and I think being angry and/or disappointed at him is absolutely understandable. Im just angry that every single time he fucks up, every single time he makes a mistake, my timeline is filled with a wave of people rejoicing in it. I know he’s a controversial figure, he’s been one since day one, but I just wish he’s gotten the same amount of shit his peers do for the same actions? And this happens every time, and each time im like “well ig I can see why hes so bad when it comes to criticism”. Because imagine doing a thing that your peers have done with no/minimal criticism and then the moment you try it out you get people calling your fans slurs and commenting how stupid you are. Like ngl id also think any criticism was hate lmao.

Again I wanna be very VERY clear im very critical ab what he chose to do. I wish he took some responsibility – and hope he maybe does, at some point in the future. This year has been a whole lot of bad business decisions for the käärijä brand in my eyes, and I hope he can actually see where its gone wrong and do something about it, both for his and our sake. I am also happy to see fellow fans who are able to call out their fave. But man I am TIRED of him just getting all the shit (from people who very visibly fans are not)?? And now I have the proof that it is comparably more than other people and not just my bias towards him because wdym there’s been at least 4 esc artists, 2 of which more famous than him, and 2 umk artists doing exactly the same thing with almost no echo??

TLDR (thishasover1kwordsfuckshit); I wish he did better, simply. I kinda cling to some hope that maybe hey finally this time he will see that criticism can be constructive. I think this is still a level of fucking up that you can like, come back from. Pity it’s connected to the eurotour since kinda souring my excitement ab my first concert in a new country a bit :(

[mishkakagehishka]

It really is the way i can choose to link my tumblr on the europass cv website.

[zefly]

Dear Kääryleet who have europass: do you know if Mikke posted pictures from the Paris Gig ? I just want to have the group photo of the end of the gig (i think i'm in it xD ) 👉👈

[thesugarhole]

being serious day 1 blog:

was going to spend the day at the library to better simulate a focus environment but my mom had some exams to do that required general anesthesia and had to have someone pick her up after, so i stayed home to both take her and pick her up

* i have to get re-used to driving even though i dont have a car. rookie mistakes

headache started brewing

spent all morning and most of the afternoon cleaning the house with her

while she was there i came back home and finally analyzed/ opened up my portefolio to update it. turns out it needs less work than i expected it to. reworked the cover & back bc i dont want my face in there, also removed some projects i dont think are relevant to the type of design i wanna do (theyre on behance regardless)

this was roughly 2-3 hours of work though and my headache got worse. saw that it was close to the time to pick up my mom so i went to rest my head for a bit

pick up mom, back home. go get something to eat with her bc she hungry due to having to clean her guts for it = chicken soup, jello and pills for like 4 days

has an inflamed stomach and a mass inbetween stomach and. i forgot the name. they took part of it for a hospital biopsy that can analyze it more thorough. awaiting results

here writing this. 7pm. head still hurty

tldr: first day got very little done in terms of job hunting, but could be worse. could have done nothing at all. i need to check if the library isnt on different schedules due to labor day on wednesday, but the main plan is go there tomorrow all day and finish editing my portefolio, as well as translate my cv to english/update europass (<- havent needed it yet but who the fuck knows). i think its feasable.

im wondering if it would be worth it to charge my transport pass (30 euros) just to have a bus library<-> home. its not a long walk, 20mins/1,4km/0,6 miles?, but carrying my laptop in summer-like heat is a drag. ive eliminated as much weight as i can from my junk but just that plus a water bottle is enough to tire, can you believe it. or maybe im just kinda lazy.

[beatsforbrothels]

Elzhi - Talkin' In My Sleep [Prod. Black Milk]

[frikatilhi]

Jere just randomly talking about the origin of Are you in his europass today and Bojan just throwing Jerč around in an interview. What is this timeline and what is wrong with them?

Yeah, it's unbearable, why are they so soft and what are those smiles when they talk about each other HUH????

[helianskies]

any IT whizzes out there able to help me urgently with uploading a cv that fits the precise criteria this website has yet a cv that said website refuses to upload with the message 'file could not be saved'?

for reference, this is the eruopean parliament and a europass cv. a pdf document <70kb big. and it won't upload. and i have until Friday to apply to traineeships. and i just don't understand what the issue could be! i've tried uploading it as a .doc/.docx too (also allowed) but it isn't working, and even a whole other cv from scratch didn't work!

literally any advice would be very very helpful. i am, regrettably, crying over this