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Hi! Can you write some headcanon for V with a pianist MC? Thanks a lot 💛💛💛

V

You had this aura about you that simply told him you were a creative mind. 

You’ve got a talent in your hands that nobody else does. It is seemingly clear to him that you’ve spent years honing this talent and trying to get better by learning and practicing. It’s clear to him that you love what you doing and that you love to share this talent with anyone who is happy to listen to you play. 

When you offer to do it for him the first time, he gladly smiles and leans back, listening to how you craft a world in the palm of your hands. 

He loves it when you take an extended period just to play something, and he’ll often time just sit there when you do or he’ll go to working on his own pieces because he too, loves to create something and having your sound helps locate something he hasn’t been able to find to quite a while. You’re both creative and you both flourish when you’re doing what you love, and sharing that moment as much as you can together is—

something that V would covet. 

He’ll remind you to take care of your hands and not overextend yourself when you’re playing. He may even be willing to try learning himself, his mother was a musician, after all. He might feel at home with it if he were to give it a shot for once in his life. At the end of the day, he’s just happy to be by your side when you play exactly what you’re feeling for him. 

“Y/N?”

“Mhm?”

“Could you play that one again? I never feel more at peace than I do when I’m here listening to you play.” 

“Haha... of course.” 

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We did a secret Santa on a server full of friends, and I ended up being my best friend's @estherultimatefangirl santa! :D She asked for a soulmate AU ♥️

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Me and @estherultimatefangirl trying to act like I won't drink with her because my mom follow my account on Instagram, Part one.

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@estherultimatefangirl

the idea of a ‘best friend’ is just the highest form of tenderness like. it’s the epitome of choosing someone over and over, maybe even subconsciously because you just. know on some unspeakable level that your lives are supposed to be entwined, that the connection between you is fatefully significant and necessary 

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Hey! Could you write about an MC who has been in a abusive relationship before getting with V / Saeran? Like you know, with a toxic BF who was destructive with her. If you're okay with it I would like to ask for the two of them, but if it's too much, then just do Jihyun.

TW: Past-Abusive Relationship

Who would have thought that someone as kind as you would have known what he was going through? 

He never would have thought or even guessed that you had been put through the wringer in your life. He can’t believe that. He knows that it is the truth but it still pains him to think about it. It can’t be great for you and knowing that you had to see him going through something so similar—

Well, it hurts him. 

It hurts you more, though. 

He wishes that he could do more for you to make things better but there is only so much that he can do and he tries to do well more than that already. He knows that you know that, but he won’t give up on trying to help you through your demons and ghosts.

Jihyun knows what you’ve been through because he went through the same thing in his last real relationship and it wasn’t until he got with you and finally saw what was wrong that it fully hit him that his relationship hadn’t been healthy and he needed to take a step back and look for his sense of self again. 

It was thanks to you that he realized he needed to help himself and that faith in him gave him the power to be strong. 

He doubted himself for so long, but it was just some push that he needed to hear from someone to fully make him take that step to make a change for himself and for the ones that he loved and sincerely cared about. 

He never did realize that you went through the same thing, and that was why you knew exactly where he was coming from and what kind of pain he had been dealing with. 

It pained him to learn what you had gone through because he empathized; Jihyun wished that he could have been there for you as you had been there for him. 

 You have a lot of rough nights. 

Tears burning your own vision, throat racked with sobs, and whimpers from nightmares that you could not escape from. 

Jihyun was pained to see you in such grief, but all he felt like he could offer was his arms wrapped around your shoulders with a few gentle words murmured into your ears. He did his best that he could for your sake during those nights. You would do the very same for him if it came down to it. He knows that and it is one of the reasons why he loves you. 

Your pure heart. 

You never deserved to be hurt the way that you were, and neither did he. That is the truth that he has learned. Sometimes he can’t believe that someone would hurt you or make you cry. You’re just a kind soul who has done nothing but look out for other people in their time of need. 

You’re selfless and do everything that you can to see others smile. 

He admires that about you. 

Sometimes, you don’t even bring up that you’re hurting. You bite your tongue and try to hide it from him but he can see it in your eyes. 

He can see that pain is there and he wishes that he could do more. He opens the dialogue a lot with you when you’re together, he wants you to know that it’s okay to talk about it when you feel awful. 

He’ll hold your hand and talk you through it. He wants you to know that those years are over and you are safe now, you are happy, and you are loved. You have him, the RFA, your family, your friends, everyone is on your side now and they will always protect you and care for you. 

You don’t have to worry about being hurt ever again. Jihyun will make sure of that and you can count on it forever. Your smile is what he wants to bring out and he hopes to see it again soon. 

Even today, as you feel the tears well up in your eyes, he’s right there by your side to hug you tightly to his chest as you let it all out. “I know it hurts a lot right now, Y/N. I promise it’s going to be okay. I’m here with you, and I’m not going to let anything hurt you. You would do the same thing for me. I care about you, and you’re here with me now. It’s safe. You’re safe. I promise you that. It may not feel like it right now, but I assure you that it will be okay. It always is when I’m with you.” 

He’ll always be there for you, always. 

And Jihyun knows that there will come a day where you finally feel like you are free and able to live your life without fear any longer. He believes in you and firmly reminds you of this fact often when you feel like you have taken steps back instead of forward. 

You can do this. 

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Some soft soft ships.

Ikaku, Atsu and Chieko sleeping cause they're cute af. (Chieko belongs to @estherultimatefangirl )

Some Prinxiety, I wanted to practice kisses and they make me very soft. (Virgil and Roman obviously belongs to @thatsthat24 )

Reblogs >>> Likes !

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I think that quarantine is really starting to get on my nerves because now I want to have a date with someone, even a platonic date.

@estherultimatefangirl please go on a platonic date with me when this is all over :(

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@estherultimatefangirl how we got from me crying to us laughing together in 10 minutes.

Millennial culture is having two wildly different conversations with the same person on two different apps at the exact same time

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Hey ! So I listened to your advices and I finally created an imagine blog :D I'm very happy that I asked you, you helped me a lot ! I don't think what I've done is perfect but I'm willing to get better :) If you want to check, this is @mysticalmessimagines ^^ Love on you sweetie

Go follow @mysticalmessimagines! You can only learn if you give things a shot and you won’t know if it’s something you’ll enjoy if unless you give it a chance to see how far you can take it or how much you can create with it. I’ll wish you luck because there’s a lot of great ideas and requesters out here to work with! I might pop by and give you one myself. <3 

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Honey whatchu waiting for ?~

Heathers AU with OCs ! Gosh, it took me so long but it is worth it.

Kae (mine) is Chandler, Chieko (@estherultimatefangirl ) is McNamara and Keyna (@/Tanu__Kiya on Insta) is Duke.

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Well, I want to talk about an AU with my OCs. Note that there's @estherultimatefangirl and an other friend named Tanu OCs in here too !

It's a fantasy AU. Simple, right ? The characters are from our shared Danganronpa verse thingy

Chieko (Esther's OC and protagonist) is a princess, Atsu (my protagonist) is her kind of security guard but mostly girlfriend. After the failed execution of a mysterious Drow (Ikaku, my OC and trickster) thanks to a little guy who LOVES explosions (Tanu's OC and protagonist, Lucy), they go to find them and, Chieko having a fucking heart of gold, end up help them.

That's the main storyline of this AU, but there's also sidestory.

There's a famous gardener (Jin, my OC) who tries to come to terms with the fact he's in love with the most wanted thief around (Miku, Esther's OC and trickster). Ado (My OC) and Niku (Esther OC) planning their wedding anniversary and "oh fuck Chieko's gone and she's Niku's sister". There's Aitsu (my OC and other protagonist), trying to find his way back home when he's getting healed by Chalu (also my OC)...

Yea, there's a lot of characters. And did I mention that there's a lot of fanchildren of the original characters in here ?

But I really want to write or draw this story one day. Maybe once I have a computer and a graphic tablet, I hope

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@estherultimatefangirl that's why Chieko have so many partners. Crime.

Thank you Maine Millennial for this efficient summary of Leverage

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@estherultimatefangirl

Nobody:

Absolutely nobody:

Bisexuals:

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Hey! In fact, I would like to open a tumblr for writing and imagines about MM. But the thing is, I'm not rly sure about that, like I'm not confident enough. Do you think that's a good idea? And what would be your advice? I'm sry if this is too much but you have this weird appealing and reassuring aura, I would say you make me wanna trust you haha

Oh, well I’m flattered you think I have some appealing energy. I try my best to be a kind person and genuine. I think it’s important to think with a positive note even when it’s hard to do so, trying to shift your perspective on the world doesn’t all that easy to some people, but I think trying is the real effort that we all can strive for to combat toxicity and our ill thoughts towards ourselves. 

I think that’s a great idea! Writing is a good outlet to channel your feelings in a way that you may not be able to verbalize or put into thought with your feelings in a personal way. 

Putting that steam and feeling into something written can, sure enough, make you feel surely like you’ve made something from your feelings. Anyone has the capacity to create and to be a writer if they so want to. It’s not about writing style, or if you have a “perfect” written work. God knows my writing is riddled with a lot of errors and grammatical faux pas from a grading standard, but that’s nothing but fancy talk. 

The most important thing in writing is that you can feel what the writer penned on their paper, or typed on their keyboard. I spend a lot of time reading and looking at stories that may not ever get glanced at due to the writing style and God, let me tell you that there are so many creative people out there that get overlooked due to their style. 

Writing is like art, you grow and get better as you keep doing it. 

I’ve been doing it for a long time for fun, and I still think I have a long way to go to get anywhere, whereas I think some people would say the same thing if they look at my stuff. We’re all learning and growing, and being positive to one to each other as well as helping each other get better is a great thing to do cause fandom is about friendship and support. 

I think it could be a great idea for you. 

Writing has helped me find a stronger voice because for a long time, I didn’t really have a voice and I didn’t really feel great about myself. I still struggle but knowing that I can channel my feelings into something that makes someone smile... God, I can’t express the feeling that I get when I answer a request. I think you could find that same feeling, so my first advice is that you keep an open mind and be kind to yourself. 

Don’t kick yourself for just starting out. 

We all start somewhere. 

Now, as far as a blog goes... Set your rules first. What are you willing to write? What aren’t you willing to write? Lay down what feels right. What is a trigger to you and what won’t you do? Like, I don’t do Yandere stuff, as an example. So, think about your comfort zone and label it thusly. Are you willing to write N/S/F/W or not? Label that. Are you okay with writing for multiple characters? Or do you want anons to limit their requests to a certain number per post? 

Make sure to set up a tagging system! Character tags, fandom tags, tags for any triggers, and so on and so forth. That helps a lot more than you think it would, to be honest. Masterpost is also great to have so make a chart for yourself as soon as you can when you start writing! 

Kindness is key. Don’t let anyone pressure you to write something or send you messages that are rude. You’re doing it for free, so they will get what they will get and they will wait for it if they truly love your writing and want to see what you have to say. Close the ask box if you have to sometimes, God, I’m still learning that one. 

Remember to always share your warmth with others, but don’t let anyone in that has ill-intentions. If you feel shady vibes or uncomfortable, don’t hesitate to get rid of an ask if it doesn’t sit well with you. It’s your blog, you write what you want and you do what you want. 

Oh! I know I’m rambling here, but if you do make it, let me know and I’ll give you a shout-out and probably read a lot of your posts. I love reading what others have to say. 

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Hey hey! Catch my kiss! (Send V a kiss) 💛

[His face is red but he opens his hand and “catches” it.]

You got me!

-V (Blog Takeover)

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Hey, I think you did a great job with the anon! I mean... You did everything you could to help her, and it seems that your words reached her. Well all we can do is hope she's safe right now, but you shouldn't feel bad or anything! You had a good reaction and provided her help. You didn't judge her and you explained everything, so I really think that you should be proud!

It’s not easy to talk to people that are in relationships like that or are in homes where there is abuse. I know what that’s like so it affects me in a personal way, and I know I did what I could. I tried to talk to her like I would have talked to my younger self, and I don’t even know if I came across as calm or gentle, to be honest with you. It’s a scary thing to deal with, no matter if you’re living through it or if you’re trying to help someone. It’s a little reassuring to hear that I didn’t sound like, mean or condescending, because they’ve clearly had to deal with that. 

I know at the end of the day, I offered what I could. Which, I suppose is what matters the most.