#especially when connie and jean got turned into titans

[karasimpno]

I just sobbed

[abiatackerman]

AOT characters relationships with you.....

Levi Ackerman

At first your relationship with Levi wasn't good at all. You thought he's an arrogant bastard and he thought you're a lazy assed useless doctor who won't survive even a second on the battlefield. He got more pissed on you because he was ordered to train a fragile person like you and had to turn you into a soldier.

On the other hand, you used to get so pissed with him because he was a strict and harsh trainer. Also not to mention he used to insult you as often as he could. You almost shouted at him every day. But little did none of you two know, Levi liked it when you would get angry at him and you really liked shouting at him.

Slowly but surely, you two started to get close. You started to heal his mental and physical wounds, he focused on making you stronger. Not to mention he never hesitated to let anyone know that he was your protector and he would show no mercy to anyone or anything which will try to hurt you in any way.

But with you he was soft. He would cry on your shoulder, reveal his real feelings to you. You helped him to get out of his childhood trauma, showed him how amazing love and physical affection is.... You made him love you so hard that getting worried if losing you, he dragged your ass to the church and married you just when he got the chance. And thus you two become the ideal couple of the survey corps.

Hange Zoe

She's your best friend in the survey corps. Also not to mention you two spend the most time together. You two are like sisters to each other, you pulling her to shower she's pulling you out of your bed in the morning. Though there's a lot of difference between you two.... You two never fail to get along.

Also, she's the main supporting character in your relationship with Levi. Also the main teaser too!

Erwin Smith

Your relationship with him is formal but you two both respect each other. You slowly but surely get his trust and he started to trust you so much that he never imagined making you a pawn of his bet. Also you both support each other mentally if you two get the chance. Like he would console you if you wouldn't be able to save a soldier's life and you would console him if one of his plans would accidentally fail.

Special Operation Squad members

Since you were a member of this squad too and you spent most of your time with them, your relationship with them was pretty friendly. Especially with Petra, you cared for her like she was your little sister. Also you and Oluo would try to mimic Levi together, have fun chatting with Eld and Gunther. They even forced you to meet their family... That's how close you were with them. You were the breath of fresh air and happiness in the squad.

Mike Zacharias

Your relationship with him was just how two colleagues relationship should be. You two would meet often and talk about the normal things out of formality. Also you liked how amazing his smelling ability was, it always amused you.

Eren, Mikasa and Armin

You always cared for them as you little siblings. Especially Armin, who likes to read books just like you. You would chat with him for hours about your favourite books and not to mention support his amazing ideas and encourage him since he was so insecure about himself.

Eren and you had spent enough quality time together. He was so scared of Levi and you would try to reassure him as you would laugh seeing his scared expressions. Also most of the time you two would talk about the titan abilities and you would try to find out how many similarities titans and humans had until it was discovered that titans are actually humans.

Mikasa and you never really spend that much time together.... But you always respected her for her strength and protectiveness and she loved you for always saving Eren's ass from Levi.

Jean Connie and Sasha

Just like the previous trio, you cared for these three the same. Especially Sasha, you probably cared for her the most. You find her always the cutest and the most adorable. You litarery cared for her so much that you sometimes gave her the opportunity to sneak in the kitchen to steal food. Also you loved cooking for her and enjoyed seeing how happily she ate them.

As for Jean and Connie, you would always enjoy their jokes and stupidity. You would sometimes joke with them too to reduce some weight from your shoulder. They were a refreshment for you from the cruel life of the survey corps.

Historia Reiss

You always felt pity for her. You didn't know her until her true identity was revealed. After she became queen and started to work for the homeless-unwanted children, you helped her to run the orphanage and to manage the kids. You were with her during her pregnancy period and helped her to give birth.

A/N: Hello there everyone! So I decided to write my thoughts on what your relationship would look like with the AOT characters. Of course it's my and only my thinking, you guys can think in your way. Here you means 🫵 (if you wanna imagine yourself) also me and my oc.... The oc of the story I've been writing on my ao3 account.

So that's it! Hope ya all have a great day!

[terriblyvexed]

hey hey! its one of your readers on ao3 i realized i can ask questions on tumblr so i am trying it out. this may be a controversial question as opinions vary greatly from person to person lool but i am curious being a fellow fan of aot and a fan of your work, so, what did you think about the ending to aot? 👀

(personally i subscribe to a specific fan theory (NOT ANR GOD FORBID i rebuke it!) to keep hope alive in my heart that theres more aot to come cause i did not like the ending much so basically, theres no judgement from me srsly im delulu myself as it stands 😭💯)

anyway thats all thank you for writing left behind and answering my question (potentially)! hope you have a great rest of your day :D

Yeah I know your nickname haha and you can ask or yap about anything!

Ahh yes the ending opinions where swords are drawn two minutes into the debate lol and it’s annoying that people can’t state their thoughts as freely because of the toxicity from every side. This is going to be long I’m sorry😭

I personally didn’t like the ending that much either. I don’t think it’s as bad as people make it out to be, I mean we’ve all seen GoT, but I know a story like AoT could’ve done a little bit better than that, so. It’s not that I wanted Eren to live happily ever after, because his death made the most sense even before I knew about it, but it’s the execution of the episode in general that makes it feel rushed for me.

Mikasa killing him is a beautifully tragic twist, I started bawling my eyes out right there, but I wish the cabin scene was done differently. For me it didn’t feel as raw and honest as the Eren-Armin convo, which I’m not the biggest fan of either, but I’ve always wanted more communication for Eremika so maybe that makes me bitter. Let me see them talk about the table scene and let me see Eren apologise to her. It’s their last moment together, I wanted to see more emotion and honesty rather than an already established relationship that they did off camera. I get what it’s trying to show, and the scene itself is not bad, but I was just a big EM shipper at the time and hoped for more. (I felt the same back when he told her he would wrap that scarf around her forever and always. It hit me just in the right place I remember wanting them to talk about it afterwards but nothing was said.) Same with the memories he gave back to his friends, I’d have liked to see them talk. Him opening his eyes one last time to see her was beautiful no comment there.

Other than that I also LOVED when Levi saluted his friends and comrades! Liked his internal monologue where he said he didn’t regret not bringing Erwin back (Which also made me wish we could’ve seen Armin coming up with impressive strategies and ideas like he used to.)

I liked how Hange was sent off, but I missed them in the final fight.

I really liked the rumbling montage with Guilty Hero playing and Armin’s VA pouring her heart out + that cry at the end when Armin sees Eren. The Levi&Mikasa team-up/final stand was amazing. Those were all done nicely, but that’s pretty much it for me.

For some reason I wasn’t vibing with Annie. I mean she was never my fav but her in season one and in her ova was so much more interesting to me.

I was left underwhelmed by the final fight considering we’ve had great battles like RTS and Liberio previously, it does not compare in my opinion. I understand that Eren won’t kill his friends and I definitely agree with that, but something else could’ve been done with Ymir to make the stakes higher. The ancient titans didn’t feel threatening when you just knew no one was going to die, especially when Falco (first time flying) could dodge all of their arrows.

When everyone there turned into titans, like Jean and Connie, I would’ve preferred if they stayed titans and died when the curse ended. Bringing them back a few minutes later is just meh for me, and makes the emotions I’ve felt a one time thing only because that Jean&Connie dialogue didn’t hit the same afterwards. Not to mention that Connie’s mom was brought back only for us to not see their reunion lol.

Ymir’s storyline was interesting when Eren saw her memories, but after that she lost me a bit. I also don’t like that that *chef’s kiss* scene with Eren telling her she’s just a person didn’t free her at all, that killing Zeke stopped the Rumbling, that Levi was nerfed for the sake of the fight. If all these decisions were done in a slightly expanded time period, I don’t think I would’ve minded much. Especially the final episode itself was, again, rushed in my opinion.

Also, this isn’t just the finale but Historia being sidelined like that is a no-no for me. Not a fan of how the Hizuru-Mikasa plot line didn’t go anywhere either. That may just be nitpicking, but again I do believe season 4 should’ve been longer, maybe with a season 5 as well.

With all that being said, these are just my personal opinions/feelings and despite all, thematically the author did a good job wrapping everything up. Ending a story like AoT couldn’t have been easy at all. Watching it was an experience I don’t think I’ll ever forget or get over and I’m forever going to miss it. (I’m reading the manga now and the uprising arc has me hooked since it’s a bit different from the anime, and dare I say better?)

The ending didn’t ruin it for me or anything, just sad that I won’t get to see the things I wanted to see because naturally everyone has their own expectations, but what are fanfictions for?

What’s the fan theory that you believe? Other than that ANR I’ve heard about the mist and ouroboros but I’ve never read them in detail.

Thank you for reading Left Behind! I’d also like to state that my criticism of the AoT ending does not mean I’ll write one better lol. I like my ending for my story but I’ve already made peace with the fact that some readers might have problems with it. Which is fine as well because I love a good finale debate.

You have a great day/night as well!💓

[luvbugs-blog]

i heard you wanted ideas? how about the aot boys reaction to you (their s/o) greeting them after a mission? its a suggestionnnn, anyway goof luck with writing and drink plenty of water, dearest writer

I LOVE THIS. I CAN'T WAIT TO START WRITING FOR IT.

today we have: eren jeager, jean kirschein, armin alert, and levi ackerman

*hehe i thought this gif was so funny*

this was requested so long ago and i'm so sorry it took me so long. it's also kinda short, but college has been busy and i'm writing this at 12:20am on a sunday night. let me know if you like this! this was so fun to write:)

eren jeager

pacing the corridor, you wait anxiously for your boyfriend to return. as you were healing from a previous mishap on an expedition, you were forbidden to join them. but this mission had you especially nervous. not that you think eren couldn't handle it, but there were a lot of outside factors that he couldn't control.

what if his titan didn't transform when he needed it to? or what if levi lets him out of his sight and he gets kidnapped? AGAIN? you shake your head and try to rid yourself of those thoughts. he will be just fine. you find it is easier said than done. all you can think about is him. you walk towards the kitchen, hoping a class of water will be able to refresh you. you fill it up and lean on the counter, facing the wall.

it wasn't helping. you were just too nervous. you groan, laying your head on the counter.

"you good?" you whip up and turn, face breaking into a grin when you see eren standing there. you rush over to him, pulling him into a tight hug.

"y/n?" you pull away slightly, giving you a good look at his face. your hands gently cup his face.

"are you ok? you weren't hurt?" he blushes and gently pushes you away.

"of course. what's up with you?"

"i was just worried, baby. didn't want anything to happen to you while you were out." blushing harder, he turns, waving you off.

"nothing would happen to me, you're being crazy." you laugh at the boy before hugging his back.

"thanks for coming back to me, eren."

he mumbles something under his breath that you don't hear, so you let go so you can finish your glass of water.

"always."

jean kirschein

the two of you got separated in the field and you hadn't seen him since the scouts shipped out. you knew he could take care of himself, but you couldn't help but worry. after returning, you take care of your horse before setting off to find him.

but he was no where to be found and no one knew where he was. you asked everyone. eren, armin, mikasa, sasha and connie, reiner and bertolt, even annie. he wasn't with anyone. but they did mention seeing him when they returned, which let you relax a bit.

maybe the expedition was rough for him and he needed space.

buuut time went on and there was too much space. you go to his room, and knock on his door. no answer.

"jean?" you crack the door open, but he wasn't in there. where could he be?

he didn't show up to dinner either. you were able to save some food for him, despite sasha's protests. you walk back to his dorm, checking all the nooks and crannies to see if he was hiding in them, and left the food on the table beside his bed.

you wait for a second on his bed before deciding to leave. you walk out, hoping he would be walking down the hallway, but no such luck.

you couldn't think of what else you could do, so you return to your bed. you get your uniform ready for tomorrow and tuck yourself in, seeking to find comfort in the warmth of your sheets. but they were oddly cold tonight. it was going to be hard sleeping not knowing what as going on with him.

you toss and turn, but to no avail. you sigh dramatically, your head hitting the pillow. over the noise the sheets are make, you don't notice the slight knock at the door, so it startles you when the door cracks open slightly. but you are so glad it does.

"jean!" you wrench the covers off and run to the door. he falls into you as soon as you're close enough. he buries his head into your shoulder and he holds you tight to his body. you stroke the hair at his nape, whispering into his ear.

you stood there for a few minutes, but after hearing someone coming down the hallway, you pull him fully into the room, not wanting to risk being caught.

you grab his arm and lead him to your bed, laying down and just holding him. it's silent for a while until you hear his sniffle and then you hold him even closer.

"jean?"

"i'm sorry."

"for what?"

silence. you let him cry slightly, rubbing his arms until he spoke again.

"i'm not a leader. i'm not strong enough, i take advantage of our friend's deaths. i can't do it." you sigh, happy he's engaging with you, but sad that he's kept this in for so long.

"baby, do you remember what marco said?" the mention of his friend causes him to choke out a sob.

"he said that you are a great leader. and you are. you know what to do because you can relate to the others. i believe in you. and you will learn to believe in yourself. it will get easier."

he calms down slightly, his breaths starting to slow, so you continue.

"the others believe it too." trying to be comforting, you pull the covers over him, rubbing his back in the process.

after some silence, you try again.

"jean?" he gives you a small kiss on your neck, but doesn't say anything else. and neither do you. the two of you fall asleep shortly, and you are so glad that he came back safe.

armin alert

being childhood friends with armin isn't easy, considering the angry boy he was friends with. you were waiting for him to come back from a mission, as you didn't join the scouts with the three. after seeing titans massacre your friends, you choose to stay behind and help plan the missions instead. you expected armin to join you, as the two of you were at the top of your peers in the classroom. in the field, it was a different story, so you figured you would be most helpful at the base.

you weren't so confident in this mission though. erwin was weirdly secretive when planning with you, which had never happened before. he didn't tell you where eren and the levi squad would be, which was slightly alarming.

so you anxiously wait at the gate, hoping the hear the bell signaling the return of the scouts. minutes feel like hours before the gate opens again, but with much less soldiers then what they started with. your heart pounds with anxiety before spotting the blonde in the crowd standing over eren.

you push your way towards him and rake your eyes over his body searching for anything that might cause you to lose him. you do spot the wrap on his forehead, which causes a pinch in your heart.

"are you ok?" he gives you a weak smile, which you understand. you don't want to make a scene, so you just grab his hand and squeeze. you know you can talk about it later, but for now, all he wants and needs is your comfort.

levi ackerman

it was difficult being partnered with the scouts as a nurse. you barely had any time off, and any day you were given, you were pretty much immediately called in to help. scouts everyday poured in with new and horrid injuries.

it was a tough job. a lot of the time, the scouts were too wounded, either physically or mentally to continue their work outside the walls. sometimes they died. it was very hard for you to keep working, but what pushed you through was knowing that your husband was out there everyday, fighting to make the world a better place. knowing that he was the strongest soldier made you proud and you've seen him in action, so you weren't as worried when he left.

but that was something else that constantly weighed on your mind. what if one day, he's the one that needed your medical attention. what if one day, he stopped by the world's strongest? those thoughts are ridiculous though. he made a promise to always return to you and you are constantly reminded of that promise when you see the ring on your finger.

that day that he returned was a long one. broken bones, puncture wounds, infections from raw skin caused by the harnesses. same shit, different day. but you were excited. your husband was returning from an expedition today and after you clocked out, the two of you had some free time for the next few days to celebrate your anniversary. you were excited to great him once he returned home. but it wasn't you who found him first.

your friend had wandered in your office with a concussion. while you were wrapping her head and giving her the information on how to heal, the two of you start chatting. the two of you talked so long you didn't notice that your shift ended 30 minutes ago. and this didn't bode well with your husband who just wanted to be home with you.

he saunters into your office with a annoyed look on his face. you almost don't notice him because he's so quiet. but when you do, you quickly usher your friend out, reminding her to rest for a while before jumping back into any labor. you turn around after shutting the door to give the man your full attention.

"hey sweetie. how was the expedition?" he grunts and crosses his arms over his chest.

"so you care all of a sudden?" you grin, slapping his arm.

"don't be a big baby. i'm sorry i wasn't home with you came back."

he scoffed. "it's whatever." you laugh at his antics before holding onto his arm, leading him back to your home.

laying your head on his shoulder, you squeeze his arm.

"love you baby."

sigh.

"love you too."

a/n: finally finished this at 9:55pm the next day. this was so fun to write. i am currently switching between aot, op, and jjk, so if you want any lil fics, let me know:)

and i'm sorry. i totally blanked on the armin one. I'LL DO BETTER NEXT TIME I SWEAR.

everyone better be drinking water or i'll find you. have a FANTABULOUS night!

[casualaruanienjoyer]

Mikasa and Jean (post rumbling) babysitting.

Oh anon, this was a very fun one to write! It's a bit long, I hope you don't mind! 👀

Babysitting

When Jean and Mikasa learned about Annie’s pregnancy they were overjoyed. The recently married lovebirds made their announcement during dinner, where everyone had been invited.

Jean teased Armin to no end while Mikasa comforted Annie, making sure she was doing well. They were like family after all, the four of them alongside Connie, Pieck, Reiner and Levi. They celebrated all night long.

But no one expected their kid to turn out to be such a little brat. Well, all toddlers are assholes, but their little girl was spoiled to death. Both Armin and Annie wanted Iris to have the life they never got to have, so they gave her everything, from toys to clothes and infinite affection. They had been a bit too lenient. Too soft.

“For fuck’s sake!” Jean shouts, running around the living room with a butterfly net. “Come back here you little shit!!”

Iris is only one year and a half, but already has an attitude the size of a Colossal titan.

She refused to eat anything Mikasa cooked her and then, when they weren’t looking, escaped her high chair to roam through the house unattended.

“Jean, be careful!” Mikasa holds up a blanket, trying to capture the little monster.

Jean and Mikasa had offered to keep an eye on her for a few hours while Armin and Annie went away on a little trip. They REALLY needed a break from parenting, even for just a bit.

Both of them agreed to meet up at the Arlert residence to babysit Iris. It all seemed easy at the start.

“Got ya!” Mikasa says triumphantly, catching Iris in her blanket, wrapping it around her and lifting her up. She glances over at Jean, smiling, proud of herself.

But Jean really underestimated how difficult caring for a kid was. Especially while his and Mikasa’s relationship was still uncertain.

Yes. Uncertain. Undefined. Unlabeled. Were they dating? I mean they hugged before, once or twice. And their fingers had touched on some occasions. But Jean really didn’t want to push his luck, with Mikasa’s feelings toward Eren possibly still lingering.

“Haha, got ya you little fuck! You’re going straight back into your crib. No more play time.” Jean laughs, still panting from running around.

“Jean, you really shouldn’t talk like that around her.” Mikasa scolds him. “She’s a fast learner”.

“Of course she talks a lot, just like her dad” Jean crosses his arms. “That guy never shuts up!”. Mikasa nods, tickling Iris who giggles in return.

“Horsie!” Iris laughs, reaching out for some of Jean’s loose hair.

“Huh?! Not you too!”

Mikasa’s hand covers her mouth, muffling a few laughs. Jean lifts an eyebrow at her reaction and she turns her face away.

“No, Iris, my name is Jean. Jeeaann.” He repeats slowly, trying to get Iris to say his ACTUAL name.

Iris frowns, sticking out her tongue and turning towards Mikasa. She was a lot more fond of her than Jean. Mikasa was better at handling kids in general. She took care of Eren and Armin after all. And kids just gravitated towards her.

She was kind and soft. Had a lovely smile and a beautiful face. But she was also a badass, and could lift insane amounts of weights, including several kids at once. This is partly why kids gravitated towards her. She was like a superhero to them.

And given how much Mikasa had gone through, she was pretty much a superhero to Jean himself. Her scars were deep, too deep for kids to notice them. But Jean knew everything, he had seen Mikasa break and rebuild herself time and time again. He has no idea how she kept moving forward even after Eren’s death.

“I don’t think she’ll say your name anytime soon, Jean '' Mikasa adds, stroking Iris’s back. “It’s not exactly easy to pronounce”.

“And Mikasa is? She didn’t have issues saying that one!” Jean scoffs.

“I mean, she can’t say Arlert yet either. And her Reiner sounds more like ‘laina’ than anything” Mikasa moves to leave the living room and Jean follows her upstairs.

“True, I mean she’s still so small. But one day she’ll say Jean.” He smirks. “-Best uncle Jean-, to be precise”.

“But Connie’s her favourite uncle.” Mikasa opens the door to Iris’s room.

“For now. Give her some time and she’ll realise who the cool uncle really is!” Jean holds the door for her.

“I’m pretty sure she likes you the least.” She says flatly. “Even Levi’s higher on her list of ‘cool uncles’ and he made her cry the first time they met” Mikasa places Iris in her crib.

“Harsh” Jean pouts, passing Iris her favourite toy, a whale plushie. “So, who do -you- think is the coolest uncle?”. He leans against the wall, crossing his arms.

“Just so you know, I think all of you are very uncool” Mikasa tucks Iris in. It’s time she had a nap. “But if I had to pick, I think you’re the most fun to be around” she says softly while caressing Iris’ forehead.

“Oh?” Jean lifts an eyebrow. “Really? Well, miss Ackerman, I think you’re a pretty cool uncle yourself.”

Mikasa snorts. He always knew how to make her laugh.

“Very funny Jean.” She stands, pushing some hair behind her ear. “She’s asleep, we should let her be for a while.”

“Alright, we’ll check on her in a bit. Let’s take a break” and they turn off the light and leave the room, closing the door carefully.

“Alright, 30 minutes left.” Jean looks at his watch. “We’re almost done with her”.

They decide it would be best to hang out somewhere close by just in case Iris wakes up early, so they enter the guest bedroom next door. Mikasa rests on the bed while Jean falls into a comfortable armchair next to it.

“She’s a menace” Jean mutters. “So stubborn, just like her mom.”

“I don’t know, Armin can be pretty stubborn himself.” Mikasa chuckles, leaning back against her arms. “But she’s fast and climbs everywhere. I think she got Annie’s agility.”

“She’s pretty much a copy of Annie. They look so similar.”

“Yeah…”

There was silence for a while, Jean fiddling with his shirt while Mikasa glanced out the window.

“Thanks for doing this with me” she breaks the silence, crossing her legs on the bed.

“Of course, those hopeless dorks really needed help. I don’t think I’ve ever seen Armin so tired in my life.” he leans against his hand. “Besides, I like spending time with you” he mutters.

Mikasa smiles and shifts a bit closer to him, now facing each other.

“I like spending time with you too, Jean.” she pauses, playing with her fingers. “We should do it more often.”

Jean’s eyes widen. “You… you’d like that?”

“Yeah. You always make me laugh.”

“You do have a nice smile” Jean says, and Mikasa’s blush provokes his own. He takes a moment to reply. “And a nice…well… everything else”. Oh no, did he overstep?

“Jean…” she sounds serious, and Jean is about to get up and leave. But Mikasa stops him. “Stay. We need to talk”

“About what?” Jean asks, flustered. “I’m sorry, Mikasa. I said to-”

“No, you didn’t. I also…think you’re nice. Y-your smile…” her voice is small, like a whisper. “And everything else too”.

Jean is stunned. What was happening? Was Mikasa… flirting with him?? He must be reading between the lines.

But then she gazed at him with a spark in her eyes, rosy cheeks and furrowed brows in a way he’s never seen her do before and he can’t stop himself from leaning in and kissing her soft lips. They stayed like this for a second which felt like an eternity. But then Jean pulled away, covering his mouth. “I’M SO SORRY-!” He stands up, kicking the armchair behind him. Now he’s done it.

But Mikasa pulls him back down, kissing him again much more powerfully than he had done moments before and he loses his balance, falling over her on the bed.

He pushes himself up on his arms. “Hey, what are y-” but she kisses him again, and again. Jean can’t think straight and before he knows it one hand is in her hair and the other one rests on her waist, playing with the hem of her blouse. How long were they like this for? Were they really…

“MAKING OUT?” Annie shouts, the door slamming open. Armin’s in the door frame too, holding Iris but covering her eyes. Her face is plastered in what looks like pie.

“WHILE IRIS IS DOWNSTAIRS, IN THE KITCHEN NO LESS!” She’s fuming, slowly making her way towards the bed.

"Fuck!" Iris giggles, and everyone goes quiet. Annie turns to glare at Jean and a shiver runs down his spine. “JEAN KIRSTEIN, YOU ARE A DEAD MAN”.

If Jean died right now, he’d be a happy man.

💜This fic is now also on AO3 !

[sinning-23]

My First Kiss

OKAY so this is indeed a multi fandom page and I have recently been rewatching Attack on Titan so I hope you guys are ready to endure this brainrot with me :D I'll probably make a pt. 2 with the higher ups and shit-

Never fear tho i have some OPLA stuff in the works too I just haven't really finished it up...

ps. im sorry for any spelling errors I wrote this on impulse

ANYWHO enjoy!

Eren

Your first kiss was completely by accident. Didn't make it any less rendering or embarrassing. The conversation between you and the main three was getting heated, Armin making a valid point that Eren simply wasn't listening to (he was listening he's just hardheaded) and Mikasa gave her occasional input only fueling the fire.

Somehow the debate took a turn and before you knew it everyone was becoming more and more animated in their movements. You had simply turned your head a bit too quickly in the direction Eren was sitting nd coincidentally he had moved forward just enough for your lips to meet in a quick pec.

"O-Oh! I'm sorry!" You yip, immediately pressing your fingertips to the spot on your lips.

You'd never seen Eren turn so red so fast. He tried to play it off, averting his eyes as the conversation died down a bit at the awkward occurrence. He'd never admit that he was hoping for something like that to happen.

Armin

You were a bit taller than Armin, well at least when you were younger. The blond just HAD to have a growth spurt. Anyway, you had a bit of making your height different more painfully obvious. When he reached for books you often got them off the higher shelf and teased him a little before giving and handing him the hardcover he desired.

As previously stated, he just HAD to have a growth spurt. Now if was your turn to be teased. You had been reaching as best you could, the presence behind you making you stop.

The blond had grabbed the item so easily, hell you'd forgotten what you needed at this point. he looked...good from this angle, his eyes somehow darker as he looked down at you with a smile.

"I won't tease." He hums, pressing his lips to your wrist, your hand still stretched upwards before he places the item in it.

If your major crush on the blond wasn't solidified before it sure as hell was now

Connie

You and Connie were already in a relationship, more secret so as to not draw attention but god damn it was easy to see you two were a lot closer than before...and neither of you was really good at keeping a secret like this especially when the two of you always had your hands off one another.

At this point, everyone had seen you two hold hands, sneak off during training to just be in each other's presence, little stuff. The one thing that had yet to be seen was more intimate contact. And it was only because it hadn't even happened yet. You and Constance hadn't kissed yet...so when you had snuck into the boy's dorm to lay with your glorified cuddle buddy, you weren't expecting anything but that. Until he started talking to you. In whispers of course.

"Hey y/n," He began, your fingers intertwined as you faced each other, your limbs tangled with one another.

"Yeah, Connie?" You answer, throat suddenly dry when his hand rests against your hip. It wasn't like you didn't think about being more romantic with Connie, you were really just nervous, you'd never kissed anyone before and neither had he.

"Do you think we should...kiss more. I mean, you are my girlfriend, I should kiss you, right?" He asks, his eyes looking down at yours, easy to see even in the darkened room.

"Do you want to kiss me Constance?" You ask, placing you hand behind his neck, your thumb rubbing over the fuzz at the base of his neck from hs buzzcut.

There was a little hesitation but your question was answered when his lips are pressed firm against your own.

Jean

This smug bastard, he knows you like to pick fights just as much as he does. and when you pick fights with him, it's honestly his favorite thing. He loves how your eyebrows angle so far down that you have a little crease between them. He loves how you get in his face and point that well-manicured finger into his chest. He loves it when you get loud. Not that he would ever admit it to anyone, but sometimes he pisses you off on purpose for just a crumb of your attention.

This particular argument was over who was supposed to clean the stables. You insist he help you but of course, he wants to fight, so he declines.

"I wasn't asking I was telling dumbasss now get up and help me." You huff, walking to him, your head angled upwards and the height difference. He only smirks and takes the opportunity to claim your lisp. The action surprised him a little bit. Since when did he get the balls to do something as bold as that. What surprised him more was when you tugged at his collard to push him away...but only doubled down and snatched him back to meet your lips again.

Yeah, if this was when he was gonna get when he pissed you off, he was gonna make it a point to do it more often.

Reiner

Honestly, you couldn't remember when you and Reiner first kissed, you two just sort of...did it and didn't stop doing it. Reiner always had some sort of scary guard dog position when he was with you and made it a point to let everyone know who was treating you like the goddess you were. So, any chance he got to show you off and show that he was totally hitting that, he did. According to him, your first kiss was right after you teo had been training all day.

You coudlt get the move down and you had been expressing your frustrationt o him. So, he offered to help you practice.

"I'll be great practive, you never know the size of your opponent so use this as a reference. Dont hold back." He insited, taking a stance as you breathe deeply.

You sprinted towards him, sliding between the bap he left between his legs. You were quick to put him in a chokehold, leaning back so that he would lose balance, and sure enough he did. You had managed to crawl from under him, positioning yourself atop him, your legs at either side of his waist as pride fills your face.

"I did it!" You celebrate, huffing in satisfaction before commigntot he realization of your current position.

"I-Wow okay sorry Reiner-" You apologize, hearing him chuckle a bit before sitting up on his forearms.

"Nah it's fine, i think i like this position though, nice work."

And before you could process the fact that your training crush had made a bit of a suggestive comment, his lips were already pressed quickly to your own.

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Authors Note; UHHHH lemme know what all wanna see next my ask box is always open my luvs <3

[natsuki208]

Seeking Warmth ❤️‍🔥

After a long night of snow training, Marco gets very cold and needs to warm up. Jean sneaks him out to the main room and builds a fireplace for both of them to keep warm.

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“Brrr, it’s freezing out here.”

The young freckled boy struggling to carry his supplies on his back thinks aloud to himself. This has to be the coldest day of the 104th snow training yet.

But he isn’t the only one who’s having a hard time coping with the cold, everyone else in front and behind too. In fact, some have to be dragged along in the snow by rope after falling unconscious, which will make the journey back to camp go a bit longer. The young teens are very tired, and very hungry, especially the ponytail girl with her stomach growling like a beast.

Fortunately, they all managed to return to their cabins much sooner than they figured. The instructors informed them all the have a well-deserved rest while they unlock the cabin doors. Seven of the exhausted teens huddle together for desperate warmth, and to think back on their trip.

The icy winds howls louder over their conversations, while snowflakes flurry from the sky and onto their already cold cheeks. It’s certainly not a pleasant experience for young teens such as them to trample through, but for upcoming material for soldiers, they have little no choice - for what they’re training for will be undoubtedly worse.

“About time, I can barely feel my legs.” The light brown-haired Jean complains on the snowy ground.

“None of us can, dude.” The bald kid Connie quips back at him. “Well, maybe Mikasa is still feeling like herself.”

Glancing over at the concerned Mikasa checking on both Eren and Armin’s health, even if Eren tells her not to, is the clearest sign. Yup, aside from her, these guys and girls are not themselves tonight. All they want is a good meal and to warm up.

“I just want something to eeeaat.” Sasha whines as her stomach growls even louder.

“Just hang in there, Sasha…. it will only be another minute.”

Jean looks up after hearing that weird pause from Marco. The boy’s been breathing into his gloves, rubbing them together to attempt to keep his face warm. Now this wouldn’t be bad or unusual since a lot of them are currently doing this, but what is putting Jean off is the ashamed look in his eyes and frown. Sure it’s hard to feel anything positive while freezing but it still doesn’t feel like Marco at all to him.

Not until Jean begins to stand up, quite shakily, is when the bell rings for the chilly cadets to come inside the cabins for the night. Everyone sighs in relief and head on in, in groups or one by one, which Marco does so Jean doesn’t get his chance to question his friend straight away.

-

The last meals of the day were served, the bell rang once again to acknowledge bedtime for all cadets, and so they all obeyed nicely and checked out for the night. Boys and girls sleep in separate rooms from each other but not enough for them all to sleep separately - this of course leads to having roommates like back in the main training grounds.

All should be sleeping soundly, however, this year’s winter is undoubtedly the harshest one on record. For the past few days, heavy snow and wind have been blustering non-stop, with howls like a wolf pack, and the strength of titans trying to bury them in the snowstorm. The wood the cabins are made of may be strong enough to stay on, ground but not enough to keep the bitter cold out.

Poor, tired teens are left to shiver under mid-thin sheets every night. It got so bad that the instructors had to travel back down mountain for extra warmth like firewood and blankets, which is very helpful but also very limited. Many of the cadets had to take turns using both and sadly, led to the instructors having to take control of choosing after endless arguing.

This night, no where near as calm as previous nights, had to be the final straw for the restless Jean Kirstein.

Just barely audible under the gusting wind, are the sounds of chattering and whimpering on the bed next to him. Jean tosses over to his side to hear them closer, and to see how badly his roomie is taking it - which is very badly.

He’s never seen Marco in this state before; from the redness on his nose and cheeks, to the saddening frown shaking away. His whole body is shaking under the sheets too, and it really puts a sour taste in Jean’s stomach more so than the cheap supper he had. But just when Jean can even think about daring whoever has the thicker blankets tonight and take ‘em back here, he thought of an even better plan.

Slowly creeping out of bed, he tip-toes along the creaky floor as to not disturb Marco any further. The cold air surrounding him is no different from how it felt under his sheets, but it doesn’t stop his arms from shivering. One shivering arm reaches for Marco’s shoulder and as he gently places his hand, could lightly shake it but the freckled boy already senses Jean’s presence.

“Jean…” He whispers.

The boy jumps in slight surprise. “M-Marco… are you awake?”

Marco nods while opening those tired brown eyes of his, he roughly looks like he’s about to cry. “Can’t sleep.”

This is definitely more serious than Jean thought, or he likes to take it that way, to make his planned actions more justifiable. He reaches down a hand for Marco to hold and the boy accepts immediately. It feels closer to an icicle which upsets Jean more. Before Marco can say anything, Jean practically and slowly pulls Marco up from the mattress until he’s sitting up.

“Come on.” Jean informs quietly. “I have an idea.”

“W-What? Jean, we’re not suppose to go out of our rooms this late-”

“Look. Do you want to freeze to death or not?”

A pause occurs, Marco looks sad again, and Jean feels inner regret for that small burst out. It doesn’t take long fortunately for Marco to visually respond with standing up and keeping his grip on his friend’s hand. Jean understands this gesture so the two now quietly step across the wooden floors, Marco staying close as possible, and soon they are outside in the eerie hallway - nothing but the wind howling outside.

-

Everyone in the cabin, including the instructors themselves, have all hit the hay for the night, but Jean and his freckled companion are still hesitant to enter the main room at first. The former takes the lead with reaching for the handle to open the door, slowly creaking it open, only to see nothing but empty furniture inside. With permission, Marco walks slowly to sit down on the floor while Jean searches for the firewood.

“I found some over here.” He says, picking up about four or five logs and throws them in the fireplace (quietly of course).

“I’ll lend you a hand.” Marco replies.

It’s a good thing these were taught a lot about building a fire from their hiking training in the forest; after rubbing some sticks together they manage somehow to start up the fire. It begins small, but it feels much nicer than the plain cold room they’re stuck in. A few more minutes pass and the fire gets bigger and brighter enough to fit the fireplace. It glows of orange, shines with brightness and of course, spreads the warmth throughout the room.

Marco feels almost better already, so does Jean, as they shift to get a little closer. They rub their hands together and sigh in relief, it feels like forever since they experience proper heating like this. The smile on Marco’s face catches Jean’s eye, forming a small yet comforting smile of his own.

“Ain’t this much better, huh?” He states while the smile forms into a smirk.

Marco only nods. The smirk on his friend fades away.

“You know…” Jean cannot take holding back the beans any longer. “I couldn’t stand seeing you freezing like that, it’s news to me to see how vulnerable you can be. So I had to do this.”

“I… wouldn’t say I’m vulnerable.” The freckled boy returns with his piece. “I’m just not use to the cold such as this.”

“But you’re from Jinae, I heard that it gets very cold with it being like a small farmland of sorts - at least that’s what I heard.”

“Y-Yeah. But usually in the winter, my little sister and I would huddle by a fire like this with my mother’s quilt. Sometimes we’d stay there the whole night.”

The happy chuckles from reminiscing along with the fire’s glow shining on his freckled cheeks is a sight to behold - it makes Jean blush a little.

“My mother is really good at sewing. She eventually made quilts for both of us for the winter.”

That surely brings flashbacks to Jean too. The light brown-haired boy glances back at the fire and remembers various winters with a similar scenario with his parents, all pleasant and inviting. Jean mutters with a smile.

“My mom is like that too…”

“Hmm? You said something?”

Jean snaps back and looks away. “Nothing!”

Quiet is shared between the boys now, a flustered Jean won’t turn back to face his friend, just leaving Marco to find comfort with the fireplace. Although it’s nice, there’s something pinning in his chest. A little birdie is telling him to not leave things as they are, after all, Jean did this for him so he should give back in return.

He gulps a little as his hand shifts towards Jean’s. “Hey, uh… Jean?”

Jean doesn’t verbally respond but slowly looks back.

“Would you mind if you sit a little closer?” The blush can’t be notice as it blends in with the glow of the fire.

Jean thinks for a split second, yet he does so anyway. “Sure.”

The two of them are just close enough for their shoulders to touch, and Jean unintentionally puts his hand on top of Marco’s. Even though he quickly notices, he can’t find himself to pull it away, only to stare down in embarrassment. He worries for what Marco will think but quicker than a snowflake in the storm, the freckled boy rests his head on Jean’s shoulder. This catches him off guard and his eyes widen with surprise. Next thing he knows is the Marco closes his eyes peacefully too.

“Hey, wh-what-” hesitant to say something that can come out rude, he zips his mouth for a bit to think first.

The more he stares at Marco, the more relax he feels. To have his close friend like this, even more physically closer, and to feel his warmed-up hand intertwined their fingers together gently is all that he needs to tell him to not move. Jean begins to lean his head down too, on top of Marco’s head, his eyes slowly droop while still on Marco’s smile. Before he can drift away, he mentions some things:

“What will the others say?”

“Mmm… it’ll be alright, Jean. They’ll understand.”

“Can we at least… get the blanket?”

“No thanks… this is enough.”

No more words are shared, just the soft sounds of breathing. Not even the gusts of the heavy snow outside was enough to keep them from snoozing. There they stayed, throughout the rest of the frosty night, cuddled and embraced into each other’s warmth.

They feel at home.

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Thank you to @lying-on-floors for inspiring me to write JM again. ^^

[giuliettagaltieri]

 Home is Where You Are

Pairing: Eren Jaeger x reader

Synopsis: As Eren’s past comes to pay him a visit, you come to realize that love can come in all shapes.

Warnings: Hints of AOT S4 spoilers, mention of inexplicit sex.

Word Count: 1535

“Did you ever really love me?”

You whisper in your softest voice so as to not wake your husband.

You have never heard him say it to you.

He is so beautiful.  Eren is far from being a perfect man, he went rogue in his youth and dared to threaten to let the thousands and thousands of colossal titans march and trample the enemies but moments such as this one, fools you into thinking as if he is crafted by angels by hand, made to do no wrong.

Still, nothing could ever change what he has done.

You believe it was the reason why he chose to separate from the people he grew up with.

Not to run away, he is never the type of person to do so.

But to give them peace of mind and let them move forward.

Eren ended up settling in a different country, where he found you, a simple girl in the countryside whom inherited a flower farm.

You brush the strands that fell on his perfect face that is illuminated by the faint glow of the moon that seeped pass your window.  

His brow twitch for a moment and you are quick to withdraw your hand.  You wonder if his past has come to haunt him in his dreams.

You hope not, as you know that the day will be enough torment for him.

As slowly and gently as you can, you get up from your shared bed.  You pull the blanket over his bare shoulders to keep the night’s chill from getting to him.

You quietly padded out of your room to head to the room which has your precious son.

He will wake soon and cry for you to feed him.

The door gently creeks when you open it and you stay there as you watch him sleep.  

So innocent, so pure.  

You almost wish he would stay that way for the rest of time.

As you anticipated, he stirs in his sleep. His tiny hands forming a tight fist as he grimaces.  Before he could cry out, you are already picking him up to cradle him on your chest.

“Hush, little baby.  I’m here.”  You coo as you litter his tiny head with kisses.

You sit yourself on the chair facing the window, overlooking the wide field with rows and rows of beautiful flowers.

He grows impatient, a trait he with no doubt got from his father, and grips the collar of your night gown.  You smile and help him get to your bosom, which he suckles adorably.  He relaxes in your chest and grips your clothing tightly as if warning you to never dare to leave him.

The sound of hooves thumping woke you from your slumber and you sit up gently, making the blanket that you cannot recall draping on yourself and your son to slip on the floor.

He hums, agitated and rubbed his cheek on your chest.

You walk over to the window and there below, you see your husband with people who just hopped off their horses.  

And you see her.

There perhaps will never come a day that you will no longer feel apprehensive around her.

Especially when you see her sharing a gaze with your husband, a gaze that held a thousand words and more emotions than Eren has ever shown you.

No longer willing to dishearten yourself even more, you choose to turn your back and prepare yourself and your son for the day instead.

The living room was full of life.  They were all so excited to share what has happened in their hometown to Eren, who has a small smile on his lips.

They all turn to you as you descend the stairs and you beam at them warmly.  “Everyone, welcome to our home.”  Your son hides his face to your chest, just as he always does in crowds.  “How fared your travel?”

All of them were very excited to answer you and were very curious about the little boy in your arms.

“The kid looks exactly like Eren.”  Jean chuckled.

Connie was staring at the kid intently and your son stared back at him before turning his nose upwards and hiding on your chest once more.

“Sweetheart, be nice to them.”  You coo softly.

They catch up and you prepare their lunch.

You overhear them talking about what has changed in the island.

And you hear the unmistakable longing in their voices.

Making you set your eyes downcast.

Armin was asking about your flower farm as you took all of them to a stroll around the area.  He seemed genuinely interested.

But you did not miss how Eren and Mikasa falls a few steps behind, talking in hushed tones, smiling.

It made your chest tighten, seeing Eren the way he does right now, not with you, never with you.

The tears were almost impossible to be kept from sliding down your cheeks when you see Eren placing his hand over Mikasa’s.

In haste, so as to not embarrass yourself, you made an excuse that you needed to nurse your son.

Armin and Jean shared a glance but spoke nothing of it.

The moon was high up in the sky.  

Your husband was putting your son to sleep and your guests are asleep in the guest rooms.

Your mirror glows faintly with the reflection of the lamp and you stare at yourself from there.  Your eyes are free from impurities from your tears but the exhaustion for having to deal with the tempestuous emotions has left you exhausted.

A little over a year ago, you met Eren in the most tedious day.

There was nothing out of the ordinary that day.

You were just in town, getting food to last you for a week when you drop an orange.  He was kind enough to pick it up for you and even offered to carry the basket that looks a little too heavy to be in your hands.  

It tickled you inside how he was so kind to you and you were glad that he liked the jasmine tea that you offered after he saw to it that you got home safely.

The second time he visited, you did not let him leave without a bag of freshly baked cookies.

The third time, he went home with a bottle of homemade marmalade.

The fourth time, Eren was happy to receive the flower crown that he watched you make.

The fifth time he visited, he was already bouncing you on his muscular thighs.

You married shortly after, just before your stomach started to show.

The door to your bedroom opens and you had to shake the thoughts away.

Eren groans as he stretches, his arms must be sore from rocking your child to coax him to slumber.

“How did your day go?”  You ask with a sweet smile as you look at him from the mirror.

Eren smiles with his brows furrowed.  “You were there.”

“I was.”  You played with the ring on your finger.  “I just wanted to hear it from you.”

He chuckles and disappeared in the bathroom. “It went well as you saw.”  You hear the splashing of water before he comes back with his shirt now gone.  “Got to talk about the things we intentionally chose to ignore before.”

The tightening of your chest made you chew on your lip.

Eren could never feel for you the same way he does to Mikasa.

They share a past together.

One that is full of woeful sympathy, understanding beyond measure, wounds.

Eren prays never to have it with you.

Your eyes drop to your lap before you raise your chin look at him from the mirror again, voice shying away when you see him already looking at you as he sat on your bed, his elbows resting on his thighs.

Eren sighs, standing up.  “How about you, how was your day?”

“It was okay.”  You sniffle and Eren walks over to stand behind you.  “I had fun, seeing them all again.”  He wipes your tears away with the rough pads of his thumb.

“You’re a pathetic liar.”  He teased as he leans down to place wet kisses on your cheeks, enough to squish them and make a smooching sound.

Did he leave you out of the conversation way too much earlier?  Was it because he spent too much time apologizing to Mikasa?  Was that it?  

He has a bond unbreakable with Mikasa but he also shares something with you that he can never share with anyone from this lifetime or another.

“Are you leaving with them tomorrow?”

He chuckles and places another wet kiss on your cheek.  “What are you talking about?”  

The comfort of just being in the presence of each other, with no worry hovering in the air, just the intimacy and freedom to be in love with one soul and receive it back in its purest form.

“Aren’t you going back home to Paradis with them?”

Eren wraps his arms on your waist and rests his chin on your shoulder after pressing a kiss on it.  He meets your eyes in the mirror.

“Home is where you are, my love.”

[stinkysam]

Reiner Braun - Collateral damage

Warning : s2-3 spoilers, slight gore (Marco, reiner)

Genre : angst

Synopsis : the scouts get to forest to recapture Eren and Ymir from Reiner and Bertholdt where the 104th chase after them and MR tries to confront Bertholdt and especially Reiner + during season 3 of the retaking of Shiganshina where the 104th are fighting him and Reiner is trying his best to not hurt MR but ends up hurting him anyway by accident. After the 104th take down Reiner MR tries his best to get him to talk but Reiner can’t manage to say anything.

Reader : male (you/yours)

A/N : a lot of rewritten scenes (Marco’s death, shiganshina’s fight) // 2,321 words

The moment plays in your head over and over, clearly.

Mikasa had stopped walking, turning around to keep an eye on Eren. He was talking with Reiner and Bertholdt about something she couldn’t quite hear. You had stopped, too, like the rest of the group. Suddenly, the tension breaks. Mikasa throws herself on Reiner and Bertholdt, attacking them both and pushing Eren away.

“Eren, run !” Yelled Armin as light emanated from both Reiner and Bertholdt as they turned into their titan form. Wind pushing you violently, unable to do anything but watch in shock as the armored titan grabbed Eren, and the colossal, Ymir.

A tough fight between the armored titan and Eren erupted, issuing in Reiner and Bertholdt taking Eren and Ymir with them, leaving you and the rest of the group behind either burnt up or concussed.

-

If only your horse could go faster. You could see Mikasa was thinking the same thing as you, barely noticing when she got told to slow down by Hannes. But it was no use, as fast as your horses were, it was too late when you reached the forest, making you use your ODM gear. Deep in the forest, you found Ymir in her titan form, but before you could understand what she was doing, she grabbed Christa, no, Historia and ran away too fast for the group to catch up. You could see the armored titan run with Ymir, Bertholdt, and Eren on his back. Fuck, missed again.

As fast as you left it, you were back on your horse, running closely with the others.

"No hesitation this time, I'll kill them both. And Ymir, too, is she gets in our way. Nothing will stop them from killing them," announced Mikasa, determination on her face.

You understood her but at the same time you wanted to stop her from doing such things. You didn't want to kill them, you just wanted to talk to know why they did all of this.

Mikasa was one of the first to land on Reiner, menacing Ymir and Historia to let her get Eren back. You were on the titan’s head, trying to talk to him.

You tried to get him to talk or at least get a reaction out of him but nothing, no matter what you said, Reiner would not answer.

Oh he wanted to. He wanted to tell you all the things there were outside these walls, the seas and oceans with all those different types of fishes, all those beautiful countries and cities to visit. All the places he wanted to show you. But he said nothing. He couldn’t, as a warrior, reveal those things to you. 

You could hear Jean and Connie talk to Bertholdt, reminiscing their time together. You tried to do the same on your side, anything to get a reaction out of Reiner. But apparently, Bertholdt was the one to break first.

"You really think… we wanted to kill all those people ?!" He cries out "you really imagine we kill by pleasure ?!"

"Then why ? Why do all of this !?" You asked.

"I understand perfectly you blame us to death, what we did is irreparable. But the weight of our crime was too heavy to assume. Acting like soldiers helped us carry it." He paused. "It wasn't a lie, Connie, Jean ! Yes we fooled you but it wasn't all lies ! You really were friends ! I know no matter what we do, we're unforgivable."

"Bertholdt, give us Eren" Mikasa said, impassive.

"No, I can't. Someone… someone has to get their hands dirty !"

Before you could try to get him to talk again, Hannes called for you to get down as Erwin was arriving with a horde of titans. They threw themselves on the armored titan, forcing him to move his hands to fight back.

This gave an opening to Mikasa to get Eren back successfully, thanks to the help of Erwin. Yet you still found yourselves cornered, titans everywhere as the armored was throwing them on the group until they suddenly stopped attacking to throw themselves on one titan, ripping it apart and eating it before attacking Reiner and Bertholdt, leaving you an opening for a withdrawal.

-

Three months have passed since you last saw them. Yet, you still weren’t ready to fight him. You still wanted to talk.

All Reiner had to do was to kill the horses and run away but after seeing Eren’s titan, he decided against it and to follow him instead. Soon a fight began between the two titans and despite being cornered by Eren, Reiner never let him have the upper hand for too long. Until the soldiers came with their new weapon, exploding his eyes and the back of his neck.

“One more time !” Ordered Hange, “Fire the thunder spears and finish him off !”

Everyone froze. “Kill… Reiner…?” They thought. They had forgotten it was what they fought for.

“Guys ! We prepared for that, no ?!” Reminded Jean “So let’s go !”

And with that they went again, sending their thunder spears once again by his neck.

Trapped, Reiner remembered the day Eren closed the hole in Trost’s wall.

“That plan to reseal the hole, this is crazy…” said Bertholdt, “Eren might end up eaten and we won’t learn anything."

“Effectively, if it goes bad I’ll have to intervene with my titan.” Reiner answered.

“But, if it goes well, we will have smashed the wall for nothing !”

“Nevermind that. We finally have a lead for what we searched for 5 years.”

“Guys… what are you talking about… ?” Interrupted Marco, dumbfounded. “Did you say “my titan”, Reiner ? And you Bertholdt, that you smashed the wall ?”

“Marco… it was… a joke.” Reiner said, trying to sound believable. Marco yelled at them to not say such things when people were fighting titans right next to them and flew away. They had no other choice but to go after him, throwing him to the roof of some house.

“He heard us talk, we can’t let him live.” Announced Reiner to Annie before or donning her to take Marco’s ODM gear. She refused, asking why she had to do it.

“You put yourself in danger to save Connie, earlier. Why take such a risk ? You take sides for those demons, maybe ? If I’m wrong, prove it now ! Prove me that you and your father who awaits your return are not like them. Come on, do it !”

“Reiner, the titan is here !” Bertholdt warned, scared.

“Annie !”

Marco screamed as Annie took his ODM gear, yelling his name in pleas.

“Annie, tell me why ?! Annie ! Annie !”

“Here’s the spirit of a true warrior, Annie. I’m proud of you.” Reiner said before flying away with Bertholdt and Annie, leaving Marco alone to his sad destiny.

“Why are you leaving like this ? We still haven’t tried to talk calmly !” He yelled before the titan caught him, eating him alive.

“Why... Marco… is being eaten.” Said Reiner with horror, watching the scene next to his two accomplices.

“We got him !” “We exploded his face !” “We took down the armored titan !” The soldiers cheered as the armored titan had fallen, Reiner was visible out of the titan’s neck. Face cut in half horizontally.

“You were a real pain to deal with but look at you now you evil bastard !” Jean said before seeing you Connie and Sasha crouched down, crying in horror at your actions. It was your friend you just exploded.

“What the hell are you three crying for ?!” He yelled, grabbing the three of you one by one, “c’mon get up, we’re not done yet ! All we’ve done is kill Reiner ! Don’t cry, we’re the one who killed him !”

If it was to cheer you up, it had failed. All it did was make you cry harder.

But when you least expected it, his titan moved again before screaming loudly only to fall down again. You all watched around waiting for anything to happen. Hange ordained to throw more thunder spears, when something went flying down the sky. A barrel most likely containing Bertholdt ready to transform.

“Bertholdt, let’s try to discuss !” Yelled Armin after telling Hange it was their last chance to negotiate.

“If we talk, will you agree to die ?!” You all stopped as Bertholdt spoke, listening “we only have two demands, we want you to give us Eren, and we want all of humanity inside the walls to be wiped out ! That’s just how reality is, Armin, everything has already been decided !”

“By who ?! Who decided that ?!”

“I did ! I decided your lives are coming to an end right here !!”

Armin brought up Annie. How her screams were still echoing down the wall of her prison. But this time it didn’t work as planned. 

“Why did you agree to talk then ?” Asked Armin

“I wanted to make sure…” Bertholdt began, remembering Marco’s crying face. “I thought that when I showed up you might start whining and begging for mercy again. But… It looks like you’re fine now. You’re all cherished friends, and you’re all really trying to kill us.”

Mikasa had to step in, cutting Bertholdt one ear before stopping Armin from following him. She was right to do so as he then transformed himself into the colossal, burning and destroying the area. Armin couldn’t tell what to do now, he had misjudged Bertholdt and had no idea how to fight the giant titan, preferring to leave the lead to Jean for now.

After trying to fight an unfair fight against the colossal, the armored titan was back up. And you couldn’t help but to feel relieved at the sight.

“We let Armin and Eren take care of Bertholdt. And we keep Reiner busy and far from them.” Jean announced “harass him without letting yourself get caught!”

“Understood !”

But Reiner ran past the five of you with ease. Mikasa was the first one to react, throwing herself after him. You were quick behind. She threw a spear in the back of his left leg, sending him falling to the ground, destroying houses on his way down.

��Since the diversion didn’t work, we’ll have to eliminate him for good !” She said, “we have to cover Eren and Armin !”

“But we only have three spears left !” Told Connie.

“No choice left ! Anyways, without a fight there’s no victory !” Sasha reminded

Reiner had no idea what he was doing here. He remembers saying goodbye to Bertholdt and jumping down his side of the wall but that was it. How did they explode his leg ? What happened ? He was lost and low on energy.

He looked over to Bertholdt who walked toward a passed out Eren. At least the plan was going accordingly. And soon they would be back home. All he had to do was to get rid of-

Shit.

You were here too. He had to fight against you. That’s the latest thing he wanted. Fucking hell…

Jean was the first to attack him, jumping on his back to get his attention while Connie and you went in with the thunder spears. But to avoid them he accidentally got hit by one on Connie’s side and touched you, slapping you with his giant hand against the roof of the house to his side.

No !

He tried to check on you but found himself cornered instead by Hange’s arrival with a new thunder spear, sending it right to the right side of his jaw making it hang wide open for Mikasa to send hers inside his hanging mouth, throwing Reiner out of his titan’s form with a big explosion.

You could barely hear what was happening, lying on your back with Connie and Sasha to your sides, your ears were ringing and it was painful to breathe, your lungs and ribs hurting you. You coughed up blood, it left a sour taste in your mouth but somehow it unplugged your ears a little bit. You heard Jean talk.

"It doesn't look like you, Hange. If we let the unknown paralyze us, how can we hope to overcome the titans ?"

Then you heard Reiner cough. So he was still alive. Relief washed over you.

"When will we be able to unlock the secrets of the enemy ?"

You manage to sit down, not without coughing up more blood.

"Reiner, you really won't say anything ?" You asked. "Even after everything we went through together, you still can't let us know anything ?"

But Reiner remained silent.

Hange ordered Mikasa to check on Eren and Armin while you stayed there with Reiner.

"If all our discussions meant anything, why suddenly not discuss anymore ? We're understanding, why are you doing all this ? What is outside these walls ?"

"[Name], you should rest. It's no use." Said Hange.

Reiner's jaw was tightly shut. He couldn't say anything. Fuck. He wanted. You had so many things to know about the other world. So many things to discover. He wanted to see your face once you found out about photography. Cars. All those recipes you're missing out on… ice-cream.

He wanted to take you on a date to do all those things. And discover the fair they held each year with those machines and roller coasters. He wanted to offer you one of those cliché plushies you could win. Making you meet Gabi who must've grown out quite a bit. And his mom. God he wanted to say "my boyfriend" when talking about you.

But he didn't have the time to try to even think about saying anything as the four-legged titan came, taking him from Hange's grasp.

[witchycamisado]

okay i watched the last episode of aot, i couldnt bring myself to live react because i was so invested but i have so many thoughts

the entire fight on eren's back is so insane i loved how it was the past lives of the 9 titans. there was so many moments where i really thought someone was going to die, basically at least once with all of the characters besides mikasa, it felt v much high stakes. genuinely for a second i thought armin was a GONER when he was in the paths. i like the scene with him and zeke a lot there, especially with the leaf and baseball moment. absolutely iconic though that we go from that to levi literally killing zeke on sight. when we see eren jumping around with people in their memories thats where i started to get a little lost lmao. im assuming its the same as when he showed zeke how he spoke to grisha through memories and its all in the paths. the moment where jean and connie turned into titans (and gabi but honestly.. fuck gabi to this day) i literally thought that was it for them.

but the whole thing with eren explaining his motive to everyone and erasing their memories, i still just dont see the point in his plan. like eren himself said that he tried a numerous amount of times to change the outcome but it was always going to be 80% of the world thats destroyed by the rumbling. its also hard to tell if its really erens will or ymirs will manipulating eren through the founding titan. especially because after mikasa kills eren and we see all the ghosts (?) of the scouts and past people ymir also shows up, and its one of the few times that her eyes are clear. eren says too that ymir was bonded to mikasa because of the loyalty/love they both have for eren and the king. so maybe ymir was the one who truly wanted freedom and had to wait for an ackermaan or someone with a bond to an attack titan, since they also have the ability to go through past memories, in order to get to this moment where she gains freedom. idk thats my out there theory when it comes to this convulted plot lmao

post the rumbling i wish we got to see more of what the other characters were doing after. a lot of plot points seem unresolved. annie and armin started getting pushed heavily (out of nowhere) but we dont even know if they end up together. it looks like jean and mikasa end up together at the end scenes where its super tiny drawings. levi also literally lost his best friend and officially has no one left of his peers/mentors and is heavily impacted from his injuries of the battle/war and all we see is him wordlessly handing out candy? idk just watching these characters literally suffer and go through tragedy from the beginning and then be through literal war for multiple seasons i wish we got to see them happy post all of that. it didnt ruin the end or anything for me though, just left me wanting more

okay so the very end where we see presumably hundreds of years go by and the tree that mikasa has buried eren under has grown into basically a replica of the tree ymir fell into, i actually dont hate. i know a lot of people were upset that eren did all of this to stop the war/violence and it ended with at least the island where paradis was to be destroyed, but i actually dont mind the ending. i get what they were going for with the fact that its inevitable for humans to fight. i also dont hate the idea that its all a cycle and the parasite is still there under the tree. i think it makes sense because they didnt burn erens body, and they also said that parasite was "life" which may make it impossible to kill even.

its been crazy watching the whole show unfold, and live reacting to it since the start of season 4. overall i didnt dislike the ending. there were really high notes for me, and i felt the actions scenes were really good. i think just wrapping up the character story lines post the rumbling fell a little flat. still 10/10 episode and show <3

[cosmicjoke]

Wow, well, first, thank you for adding such a detailed and, frankly, heartbreaking addition to my little answer, haha. This was really interesting to read, and really, I think, highlights all the MORE just how extraordinary it is that Levi was able to fight alongside his comrades in that final battle at all. Really, it's something of a miracle, and I swear, nobody better say again that Levi didn't do enough in the final fight, especially if they read this.

Obviously, there's going to be some elements to the reality of the injuries that Levi sustained that can't be depicted in a work of fiction. One always has to allow for some artistic liberty in any work of art, especially one where people can turn into giant, man eating monsters and can fly around on ODM gear, haha.

But when you actually break down, realistically, what Levi endured and went through, as you have above, it really puts into perspective just how heroic he is, and like I said, it absolutely breaks your heart.

Anyone else would have just given up, man. And understandably so. But not Levi. Definitely, there had to be some adrenaline involved, and yeah, shock, though I wonder about the shock, given he'd sustained the damage from the thunderspear explosion about a day or two before. The shock might have worn off by the time the final battle started.

I do also wonder about whether Levi had actually passed out from the initial explosion or not. When Hange finds him, his eyes appear to be open, and I mean, he might still be unconscious, and his eyes just didn't close, but he might be conscious too, and if he was when Hange found him, I can't even imagine what that was like. Obviously he would have been in shock, but still...

And yeah, he did actually pass out after the titan bit through his leg, and I think it must have been from the pain and just the sudden physical trauma of it. When we see Connie holding him after, Levi is limp in his arms, and he's still conscious, but he coughs up even more blood. His body probably got horribly jostled when Connie caught him too, which no doubt exacerbated his internal injuries. And also, with you talking about the impact his body took when he rescued Jean, people need to also realize that Levi took that impact on purpose to spare Jean from taking it. When he comes in to rescue Jean, it's Jean that's facing the bones protruding from Eren's back, but in the split second it took for them to hit, Levi turned them so that he was the one facing the bones. That's Levi for you. He just instinctively tries to protect people.

Anyway, yeah, adrenaline definitely had to play a part, as it would have been impossible otherwise for Levi to even move, let alone fight. This is why I get so pissed too when people criticize Levi for not taking part in the fight at the docks against the Yeagerists. What the hell was he supposed to do? People don't even consider just how badly injured he was. They act like he should have just been able to shrug off taking a massively powerful explosion to his face. He literally willed himself to fight in the final battle, out of desperation. He really had no business even being a part of that final battle, but he forced himself to be, because he wasn't going to let his comrades fight alone.

So, yeah, with you expounding upon in such gruesome detail just what it was Levi suffered, people seriously need to give him more credit for even taking part in the final battle, let alone contributing as much as he did. What a hero Levi is.

And oof, also, with what you say about what his recovery would have been like, and how his injuries would continue to impact him for the rest of his life, that breaks the heart all the more. That should kind of put to rest too this idea that he'll just suddenly, miraculously recover full mobility someday and be able to walk and run with no problem. And yeah, Levi may after all need somebody to live with him, a live in assistant maybe, or maybe he lives with Onyankopon, or Gabi and Falco. Levi for sure is suffering a lifelong disability now. That's not to say he can't live a full and good life. But I wish more people would acknowledge just how much he sacrificed in the end to save humanity. Not just the loss of his friends, but literally his body. Especially when you think about how physically superior Levi was. He could do things no other person could. And now he needs help just walking. That's a massive sacrifice, and he did it willingly just to save as many lives as he could.

Like I said, what a hero.

Would you say that Levi’s pain tolerance is quite high?

Oh yeah, definitely. I mean, all one has to do is look at him during the Battle of Heaven and Earth to know that Levi can deal with a LOT of pain. He was bleeding internally, his entire face had been literally stitched back together just a few hours before, his right eye destroyed, his fingers had been blown off. He had to have been suffering extraordinarily during that final battle, but he pushed through it and was just as effective, and even more effective, than almost everyone else in battle. We see him push through pain also during the female titan arc, when he twists his ankle, but still manages to rescue Mikasa and Eren. If anyone has ever sprained their ankle, they'll know it can often be more painful and harder to heal than a break, even. So yeah, I would say Levi has an extremely high pain tolerance.

[frodokas]

WHY I DISLIKE AOT'S ENDING

Well, the journey has ended - and I've never imagined that it would happen in a disappointing way like this. Before I'd jump into anything THIS ISN'T A HATE POST - I respect Isayama and am really grateful his more than a decade-long hardwork, preciseness. I completely understand that in the end he got tired of it and he absolutely has the right to finish his own story as he pleases - but as auidence we have the right to criticize it in a cultured way. The post is based off the untranslated, korean chapter. Not proof-read.

SPOILERS FOR ATTACK ON TITAN'S 139TH (FINAL) CHAPTER BELOW!!!

The conclusion of Mikasa. Okay, we've had our rounds(bee - boo) why I'm personally not a big fan of her and why she's objectively a badly-written character - but I'd be upset even as a Mikasa fan. I was glad that she seemingly was ready to let Eren go, BUT NO. Mikasa killed Eren, but didn't actually let him go. Seemingly she's gonna grieve over him forever, and this isn't a good message, it isn't a big development from her - I think this is a very bad (main!!!) character writing - many people refer to Mikasa a badass, independent, but she sticks to her deceased loved one in a self-destructive way, even withdrawing from society. I understand that she isn't able to process Eren's death, but I they could've shown it to us in a better way. Mikasa isn't a good role model in general, especially with this conclusion of her story.

I've always been reassuring myself, that Historia will surely have a reason being almost written-out. Well, her pregnancy didn't have importance, the identy of the father neither. Just an easy, plot-saving movement, which is really disappointing, it completely ruins her character.

No titans anymore. A thing I enjoyed about Attack on Titan is that actions, decisions actually had weight - if something happened that couldn't be turned back. I was almost certain that everyone will turned back into human - suprise, suprise I was right. It was just a cheap movement to keep the fans thrilled for a month. My heart cried for Connie and Jean, but this upsets me even more.

Jean really didn't have a vision about Marco? REALLY? When the spirits of all the deceased SC members are there, and Jean, one of the most important characters doesn't have a last-last goodbye with the person WHO WAS THE MAIN MOTIVE FOR HIM? It's okay if you ruin this man's whole character arc, but now totally forgetting about a thing that has determined his personality, development and actions during the WHOLE series? Keep me hung.

Connie, where's your mom? You were fighting for her and would even feed a child if that meant you can bring her back to life. HAHAHA.

I think I won't list all the characters whose development and/or arc were thrown into trash.

Everything is just rushed. I haven't been satisifed with the last eight-ten chapters - they weren't logical, some characters started to act OOC and the story just fell into pieces, being the shadow of itself. The Attack on Titan was a morally grey story about soldier life and centuries of hatred, but it got sugarcoated in the end - former enemies are acting like nothing happened, like none of the killed each other's loved ones or committed mass war-crimes. Yes, I know they've been trough a lot - but suddenly the whole world just forgets all of it? Meh. Completely goes against what AoT was originally about.

Of course, it's not a catastrophe, there were some stuff I enjoyed:

Levi's fate. He's an average character, but at least everything is okay about him - there are no holes. He's fufilled his promise to Erwin and now (as predicted) he is the only remaining veteran SC member of his generation. The last one. Also, his salute was beautiful despite the fact I didn't like the whole "SC ghosts" element in the series.

Gabi-Falco reunion. Anatomy 0%, meme material at max.

Overall the first ~130 chapters. They were truly excellent.

I'm grateful, that this story ever existed, its messages, characters and story is still something outstanding. I feel bad for it, I'm disappointed but that's it. It be like that sometimes.

Hitch is a mood as always. Gotta love this bitch.♡

[everseeking]

Hi! Is it okay to ask for a Levi smutxfluff where he's benched from injuring his leg but it's getting a lot better. His fem! S/o is part of his squad and he gets the report that she was in a life threatening situation but she made it safe and he's waiting for the scouts to return. He waits for them and doesn't know what to feel fjejfjs im sorry this is hella long!!! Also no manga spoilers/references please

 - hello !! thank you so much for requesting ! that’s totally okay and don’t apologize for the length, it helped me out having details :) there aren’t any manga spoilers or references, but there are season 2 spoilers in case anyone hasn’t finished it yet. i hope you enjoy and thank you again for requesting <3

relief

- levi ackerman x reader

- warnings: season two spoilers, nsfw contains smut; hand job, oral (giving), fingering, cream pie, slight overstimulation but not much, AFAB!reader

once again, levi injured his damn leg.

after being temporarily handicapped from his leg injury when he initially fought the female titan, he made a personal vow to never let an injury like that happen to him again. it was a major setback and seriously hindered his abilities. but unfortunately, titans makes no promises.

it was during an expedition, of course, and things were taking a turn for the worst. levi was unaware that his squad would be needed on an expedition the next day, so he kept them up late the night before to polish their skills as much as possible. during the mission, it was clear they could barely keep their eyes open.

levi was extremely stressed out, worrying about his team as well as what he was going to say to erwin later when he yelled at the commander for such a late notice on the mission. for now, the captain had to make up for much of his team's slack. as much as the kids wanted to put up an argument when he flew in and stole their prey, they kept their mouths shut. there was no way they could’ve finished the job on their own and knew their protests weren't worth it, as it felt kind of wrong to argue with someone who was saving their lives.

it was brutal work since he too was bordering onto exhaustion, but levi pushed through and helped his team clean up the last hoard of titans. just when he thought he was in the clear, a titan came up on sasha and tried to grab her. if he had gone any slower to finding her, he wouldn’t have been able to save her. but thankfully, levi was able to use the last bit of his gas all at once to throw himself forward and push her out of the way.

he seriously couldn’t catch a break as this resulted in him getting himself caught in the titan's grip. his blades weren't drawn prior to being grabbed so cutting himself out was impossible. the giant had levi's entire lower half engulfed in its hand. if his second in command hadn’t been there he would have for sure been a goner.

it was y/n’s turn to play hero, as she flew in and swiftly sliced the titan's nape, freeing not only her captain but also her partner from definite doom.

levi wished he could say it was a clean save, but he couldn't deny the bone crunching he heard below him. they arrived back home in one piece with only levi's broken leg to report.

so not only had he injured his leg again, but it was worse than his sprained ankle from the forest. the captain was even more upset when the medics informed him that he had to be benched for six weeks. that meant no physical activity for six weeks. yes, that includes sex.

over the course of his healing, there were many times when he claimed to be okay so he could accompany his team on expeditions, only to be rushed back to bed by his colleagues. many people even urged y/n to nail down the door to her and levi’s shared room in order to keep him trapped in there. y/n laughed off the idea, not even considering it because she knew levi would only feel more tempted to break out. a few nails wouldn’t stop him. the only thing he could say he enjoyed about his time off was having y/n as his "personal nurse," when she wasn’t off with the rest of the team. she still had to stop things from getting too heated every now and then.

“doctor’s orders !” she’d always say as she stopped a heated make out session or after he had tried to pull her into his lap.

when it came to more domestic care, levi hated having her watch after him. he definitely appreciated it, but the last thing he wanted was to be a burden to her. he wasn’t just burdening her with his personal care, but also the burden of the entire team since she would be his replacement for the time being. many times he tried to wave off his partner and tell her he could manage on his own before he finally told her he didn’t want to have to rely on her. he was surprised when she brushed back the hair in front of his forehead to kiss his forehead, whispering that she wanted to take care of him and help him. 

finally, he had reached the sixth week and was ready to hit the sky again. the morning of the latest mission, y/n noticed levi had a bit of a pep in his step as he prepared to venture outside the walls for the first time in a few weeks. she giggled at his poor attempts to get excited since he wasn't the best at expressing his emotions, but she felt a little guilty since she didn't have the heart to tell him that he was once again sitting this one out.

hanji had pulled y/n aside the night before and broken the news to her. she explained that although his road to recovery had been going well, he needed to take one more week to ensure that he was completely healed. it hurt y/n’s heart a little bit to hear this. over the last few weeks she watched her partner practically counting down the days until his return, so she made sure to tell hanji that she wouldn't be the one breaking the news to him.

hanji also knew how restless her friend was and wasn't sure if she would comeback alive after telling him the news, so she waited until the last possible second to tell him. literally, word got around that it was time to make the final preparations before heading off when she pulled him aside and told him.

he was enraged to say the least. he grabbed the front of hanji's shirt and pulled her down to his level as he began to chew her out in front of everyone. the soldiers awkwardly shuffled past the two, definitely not wanting to get involved. it wasn't until y/n came and informed the two of them that it was time to go when he finally let go of her. hanji laughed nervously and decided to give the couple one last minute of alone time as she headed back to her squad.

there was a lot they wanted to say to each other, levi wanting to tell y/n to be careful and y/n wanting to apologize for not telling him sooner, but they both knew this wasn't the time for a conversation. y/n put on a determined face and told him that she would do her best to lead the team in his place, offering him a salute, then headed over to join the others.

levi was super bummed. he waited behind and watched as the horses left to make their way towards the outer walls before he sulked to himself and retreated back to his quarters to finish the less exciting side of his job; paperwork.

it had been a few hours since the cadets had left that morning, so the golden sunlight that was now pouring through levi's windows notified him that they should be back any minute now. he stood up from his small desk and stretched his back that had started to stiffen up from sitting in his chair for the last few hours. many nights had been spent sleeping in the same chair, but he swore it was more comfortable sleeping in it than doing paperwork it in.

he took a look around the room and saw the rays of sun illuminated the dust particles floating through the air. it annoyed him to say the least, as he had yet to find a way to clean the air. for now, he would settle for sweeping the room one last time. just as he was pulling a broom out of the closet, a hard knock came from his door.

"captain levi ?" a young soldier called from the other side. levi was slightly annoyed that he was being interrupted, but he managed to keep the ‘this better be important,’ thoughts to himself.

he placed the broom back in the closet and made his way to the door. upon opening it, he saw the distressed look on the soldier's face.

"what is it ?" levi pryed, not really sure what to expect at this point.

the soldier straightened up and cleared his throat. "the first group from today's expedition has arrived with a report. the rest of the scouts are on their way back now, but i was told to hand you the part of the report that regards the condition of your team." the boy held out the paper in his hand for his superior to take.

levi practically ripped the paper out of the soldier’s hand, causing him to flinch a little, but it was understandable. a million scenarios were playing through levi’s mind about what could have happened. he feared that once again he had lost his entire squad and had to start all over again. it was a pain he never wanted to live through again, especially since his lover was apart of his team this time.

his eyes quickly scanned the clearly hastily scribbled words, searching for words like death, killed, and eaten. the was almost at the end of the page when he realized he hadn’t heard anything terrible yet. eren ended up not needing the use his titan form, mikasa had another impressive kill streak, armin and connie were in a bit of a predicament but got out fine, and jean and sasha were safe too. the only one that had been yet to mentioned was y/n.

in an attempt to distract a group of titans from one of her fellow soldiers whose ODM gear was malfunctioning, y/n l/n used herself as bait. she was successful in saving the soldiers life, but one of the titans caught ahold of one of her gear’s cables and she was thrown to the ground. l/n was found unconscious by armin arlert and she is currently being watched until the group arrives and she can be transported to the infirmary for a full check up.

levi’s heart sank deeper and deeper into his stomach with every word he read. y/n was always putting others first regardless of how dangerous a situation was. she was selfless to a fault. he warned her many times that something like this would happen, but she never listened. her heart would never let her not help someone in need. it was one of the things he loved about her the most.

the awkward shuffling of the messenger soldier’s feet brought levi back to reality. before waving him off, levi asked if there was any more information than what was shared in the report, but he shook his head.

the soldier finally left, leaving levi frozen in the middle of his room. the report was too vague for him to know what to think or do. 

how high was she from the ground when she fell ? did she just get knocked out ? or did she hit her head hard enough to cause internal bleeding ? 

the thought that her current condition could be much different from the report also crossed his mind. y/n was stated to only be unconscious, but she could have gotten worse since. 

there’s no point in pondering the what-ifs, he reminded himself, but it was easier said than done. he moved over to his neatly tucked bed and sat down on the edge of it, resting his elbows on his knees and holding his head in his hands.

he didn’t know what he would do if he lost her. what the team would do if they lost her. before he could fall back into his dark thoughts about his partner’s condition, a large commotion came from outside alerting him that the cadets were back.

with a small stumble as he jumped up from his bed, levi sprinted out of his room to go outside. there were already a lot of people crowding around the carts and horses, so he did his best to slip past them all. the people in the way that had managed to see his face instantly moved aside, not wanting to anger the captain after seeing the intense look on his face.

after making his way to the front of the crowd, levi scanned the area in search of y/n, having no luck until he heard a familiar voice yelling ‘captain.’

his eyes met with eren’s who was waving frantically in order to flag down his captain who was now quickly making his way over to the group.

“she’s alright,” the titan shifter called out over the other voices in the crowd. levi didn’t want to get his hopes up as he wasn’t sure how accurate eren’s words were, but regardless, a wave of relief came over him.

as he pulled up next to the cart they were sitting in, levi also met armin, who nodded in agreement with what eren was saying. the blond opened his mouth to add onto what his friend had said, when he was interrupted.

“where’s levi ?”

hearing his partner’s voice almost brought levi to his knees. the weight of not knowing her condition finally fell off his shoulders. he peered over the side of the cart to see y/n laying on the ground on her back with a white bandage wrapped around her entire head. her face instantly lit up when she saw him.

the girl jumped up and threw herself onto the captain, wrapping her arms around his neck in a tight hug. if this were any other situation he would’ve told her to get off of him, but right now he allowed himself to wrap one arm around her back and placed his free hand on the back of her head, pulling her closer to him.

levi couldnt bring himself to scold her for being too rough while she was injured. instead, he sighed and hugged her tighter.

“thank god you’re okay,” he breathed out against her hair. he felt her smile widen as she nuzzled her head deeper into the crook of his neck.

after the two finally pulled apart from each other, levi immediately took y/n to the infirmary where they confirmed she only had a minor concussion.

the moment they entered their shared room for the night, levi pulled y/n in for another hug. she graciously accepted, wrapping her tired arms around his middle.

he pulled back and brought up a hand to brush her hair away from her face so he could place a soft kiss on her forehead where her bandages previously were.

y/n placed her hands on levi’s cheeks and gently pulled his face down so she could plant a kiss on his lips. levi eagerly kissed back and began taking careful steps backwards to lead her onto the bed.

they now sat on the edge of the bed and kiss turned more passionate, with y/n opening her mouth to swipe her tongue across levi's lower lip asking for entrance into his mouth. he eagerly accepted, greeting her tongue with his own as they made out.

without breaking the kiss, y/n carefully straddled herself onto levi's lap taking extra care to not put too much pressure on his healing leg. however, her plans became a lost cause when he grabbed her hips to meet his. her eyes widened as she felt his bulge between her legs. tension built up in her core as she instinctively rolled her hips forward to grind herself against his clothed crotch.

it was levi's turn for his eyes to widen as a wave of pleasure swept across his body. he broke the kiss to meet his partner's lustful eyes as she recoiled her hips back once again to bring herself more pleasure. he sharply inhaled before kissing her deeply one last time before throwing her off his lap.

y/n flopped down on the bed next to him, laughing, but she took the hint and started undressing herself like he did. once their clothes were in a messy heap on the floor, levi took a moment to pull her head close to him so he could kiss the side of it, worried he had only made her concussion worse when he threw her off of him moments ago.

“are you okay ?” he pressed, lips still against her head.

y/n laughed and placed her hand on top of his that was on the side of her head. “i told you a million times that im okay, my love.”

“and i’ll ask you a million more times just to be sure,” he replied, pulling back.

as he moved away, y/n grabbed the sides of his face and pulled him in for another deep kiss. one of the captain's hands placed itself on the small of her back to pull her closer while the other felt around behind her looking for the bed. once he gripped the sheets, he brought the hand up to the other side of her back and took a step to turn his own back towards the bed, then fell onto it, pulling y/n down with him so she would land on top of him.

he cringed as he remembered her concussion and quickly asked if she was okay, only for her to laugh once again and reassure him she was fine. before levi could ask anymore questions or make anymore quips, she returned her lips to his. their tongues explored each other’s mouths, searching every inch of each other’s caverns.

she pulled her lips away from his to smile at him while she slowed her breathing. the sight alone was enough to make levi fall in love all over again. her messy h/c hair fell perfectly, combined with her eyes filled with pure adoration from looking at him and the goofy smile that was on her lips. no one had ever looked at him the way she had. his eyes tore apart from hers and trailed down to see the rest of her body.

"you're absolutely perfect," he whispered, just loud enough for y/n to hear as he took in every curve on her body. levi thanked the stars that the moon was bright enough tonight to let him see the soft pink hue that spread across her cheeks as he complimented her.

she leaned in close to his ear and whispered "as are you," back to him. each movement of her lips tickled against his earlobe. it sent a shiver down his spine. y/n shifted her body weight so that she was now sitting up and straddling his lap once again. her right hand met his strong chest, then dragging down to his toned abdomen followed by his lower stomach.

y/n scooted back so she could get a full view of  his hardened cock. her index finger traced a straight line from the base of his member to the tip. it took a lot of self control for levi keep himself from shuddering as her nail softly grazed the side of his cock.

levi propped himself up with his elbows. to get a good look at what she was doing. he watched as her hand went back to the base of his shaft and her fingers wrapped around it. she started slowly pumping him, resulting in his breaths becoming deeper. he closed his eyes for a mere second when a new wave of pleasure swept across him that made his eyes roll back in his head.

y/n had lowered her face and began sucking on just the head of his cock while her hand's pace quickened. her cheeks hollowed out from the pressure of sucking his tip and he fisted one of his hands into her hair. he didn't push her head down, rather, he gripped it to stimulate pleasure for her as well as to let her know he was enjoying what she was doing.

she hummed against him and started to incorporate her tongue as she swirled it around his head, which sent yet another wave of pleasure throughout his body. when y/n added her free hand to the mix, using it to fondle his balls, the stimulation almost became too much for levi to stand. he used the fist in her hair to pull her off him and up to his face.

a small dribble of spit leaked out of the corner of her mouth. before y/n had a chance to wipe it, levi was pulling her forward and swiping his tongue against her mouth to lick it off, then planted open mouth kisses down her face and up her jawline until he reached her neck where began to suck her skin and create a few hickeys. she slowly leaned her head back to give him better access to her neck.

she said a silent thank you when she realized the marks were placed just low enough to be hidden by the collar of her white shirt so no one would know a thing the next day. everyone already freaked out enough when they found out y/n and levi were a couple.

without removing his lips from her neck, levi lifted y/n from her hips then moved one of his hands to feel the folds of her pussy. she was soaking wet, so all her had to do was cover his index and middle fingers with his slick before he slowly slid them both inside of her. a low moan came from y/n’s parted lips as levi’s fingers went deeper inside of her. 

he pumped them slowly, reaching deeper each time until he was knuckles deep into her core. when he curled his fingers to hit her g-spot, she had had enough.

“inside of me...i need you inside of me levi,” y/n moaned, digging her nails into his back. levi laughed to himself at how desperate his lover had become from just his fingers. it was clear to him that he needed to avoid any injuries that could put a halt to his sex life at all costs from now on. 

he pulled his wet fingers out of her and gripped his cock, making sure to cover it with her juices that were still on his fingers so it would be easier to push inside of her, then positioned himself with her entrance. y/n moaned once again as his tip rubbed against her folds before sliding into her. she sharply inhaled as his head entered her. levi gave her a moment to signal that she was ready before thrusting deeper inside of her. after a few weeks of abstinence, y/n needed a bit longer to get adjusted.

after about a minute, levi was able to thrust his hips up and push his full length inside of her as she dug her nails deeper into his back. he knew it was payback for him marking up her neck when she broke her hazy gaze to give him a smirk. just for that, he pulled himself almost completely out of her, then thrusted balls deep back into her, hard.

y/n’s hand flew off her partner’s back and onto her mouth to stifle the loud moan that almost escaped. she shot him a fake glare and he returned the smirk she had given him earlier. levi wanted nothing more than to hear her call out his name loudly, but it wasn’t worth the harassment he’d face from his colleagues the next day.

after she had composed herself, y/n removed her hand from her mouth and placed it on her partner’s bicep. he stopped thrusting into her, knowing she wanted to take over. just like he had thought, y/n started to rock her hips so she was grinding on him much like she had done whilst they were still clothed.

the pleasure was much more enjoyable now that he was inside her. each time she rolled her hips forward, his cock hit her cervix. now it was levi’s turn to stifle a moan, as y/n road him into ecstasy. his grip on her hips increased which most definitely left yet another mark on her skin.

the fact that y/n was biting her lower lip also didn’t go unnoticed by the captain. whenever she did this it was a sure fire way of telling him she was close to her release. he wrapped one arm around her back and in a swift motion flippped both of them over so that y/n was on her back and he was hovering over her.

she let out a small squeal at his sudden shift and wanted to scold him for not being careful with his leg, but her words were lost as he snapped his hips against hers. she once again went to cover her mouth to avoid her moans escaping, but levi’s hands interlocking with her own prevented her from doing so. he gave both her hands a quick squeeze before going back to thrusting himself into her. her eyes stayed trained on his, while his watched the way she engulfed his cock. it drove him so crazy she could feel him twitch inside of her. he high was near, but there was no way he was going to let himself finish before his partner.

he focused more on his thrusts, moving his hips better so he would hit her g-spot harder with each thrust. the way he rolled his hips to meet her core finally sent her over the edge. he kissed her deeply as she moaned against his lips while he continued to ride out her climax. even after she had come down from her high, levi kept thrusting into her, chasing his own release.

the overstimulation was enough to send her over the edge again, this time being joined by his own release. he let out a low grunt as he finished inside of her painting her inner walls with his cum.

levi pumped into y/n three more times before he stopped and fell onto her chest, not even bothering to pull out. after six weeks of no sex, their orgasms were both super intense.

“maybe we should wait another six weeks before our next round if it’s gonna be that good again,” y/n teased.

levi’s head shot up so he could see her face. y/n bust out laughing when he finally realized she was kidding. levi rolled his eyes and pushed himself off her so he could slide out of her.

the mix of their juices that escaped her as he unsheathed his cock from her made his member twitch back to life, becoming hard again.

“or i guess we could go again right now,” y/n added after sitting up herself and seeing his hard on.

levi smiled and pushed her back down gently then hovered over top of her once again.

“that’s more like it.”

[biggest-stupidhead]

So I was wondering if I could request something like Levi x reader where they get into an argument right before a expedition. The reader gets hurt on that expedition and Levi feels guilty. Kinda thinking angst and a bit of fluff at the end c:

I loved writing this sm! thanks for sending it in anon!

Summary: You grapple with Levi before a stressful mission.

Word Count: 2.3K

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"Behave yourselves and enjoy this 'cause it cost the corps two months worth of our budget!" The chef announced as plates of meat were uncovered in front of the soldiers. Your mouth watered as you watched Hange slice the thick slabs of meat on the platter.

"Worth every penny." She hummed as she slapped a piece onto her plate. Levi rolled his eyes and looked up at Erwin, who was sat across from him. You elbowed him and shot him a dazzling grin.

"Lighten up cap, it's not often that we get to enjoy this stuff."

"It'll likely be the last for most." Levi grunted and your grin fell from your lips.

"So macabre." Hange snickered as she gnawed on a piece of meat.

"It's the truth." Levi's cold eyes were locked on Erwin who nodded in agreement.

"Well I plan on savoring it." You quipped, popping a piece into your mouth and chewing it dramatically. Levi scoffed and crossed his arms, ignoring his full plate.

"-Sasha! That's my hand!" Jean cried out, you had to cover your mouth in a futile attempt at hiding your amusement. Sasha had her teeth sank into his hand as Connie desperately tried to pry her from Jean.

"Sasha! Don't make me knock you out!" Connie pleaded as he caught her in a choke hold.

"Damn kids." Levi growled, as he glared at the teens from across the room.

"They're having fun! You should try it sometime." Hange kicked Levi under the table and you chuckled around another mouthful of food.

"I'm good." Levi's lip curled in disgust as Sasha was wrestled to the ground, the two boys finally subduing her.

"They're young, let them figure it out themselves." You assured him, gently resting a hand on his elbow. His eyes softened for a fraction of a second at this. Your touch was fleeting before your hand fell onto the bench between the two of you. He sighed loudly, finally grabbing his fork and picking at his potatoes.

The atmosphere was warm and made you feel so...whole. Even if you knew that Levi was right, tonight was likely the last time you and your comrades would dine together. But even if that was the case, you would be grateful for this happy memory. The peace was short lived however. Jean and Eren broke out into a fist fight, a rather pitiful one at that.

Within a few short minutes, the two were a sweaty mess, both huffing and staggering as they held their fists up. Levi got to his feet and stalked towards them, a deep scowl etched on his face.

With only two blows, the pair was on the floor, clutching their stomachs as Levi towered over them.

"Go to bed." He ordered. Jean vomited and Levi's lip curled in disgust.

"And clean that shit up." He added curtly as the dining hall murmured, recovering from the excitement. Sasha whimpered from her post as she struggled against her binds, feet kicking loudly against the wooden floors. As the soldiers filed out of the room, you made your way to her to free her. She sighed in relief as the gag was pulled off her mouth and the ropes slashed.

"Thanks miss." She gushed as she rolled her tense wrists.

"Don't mention it." You smiled as you reached into your pocket and passed her a loaf of bread.

"Did I mention how much I love you?" She grinned as she accepted the food and dove in for a hug.

"Actually, I don't think that you have." You giggled as she began eating the bread behind your shoulder as she hugged you.

"mf, well I sure do!" She exclaimed around a full mouth.

"You'd better go catch up with the others." You suggested with a firm pat on her back. She stood and jogged out of the dining hall, half eaten loaf in hand.

"You're too soft with them." Levi scolded from the doorway. You waved him off as you joined him, walking side by side out of the large room.

"They need it." You assured him, gently brushing your shoulder against his.

"The last thing they need is to be coddled." Levi argued.

"Levi, I think that sometimes you forget that they're fifteen." You paused outside of his office, leaning against the threshold as he unlocked the door.

"I haven't forgotten." He mumbled as he pushed the door open.

"Okay." You rolled your eyes, brushing off his especially sour mood.

"Don't you have formation plans to look over?" He asked as you followed him into his office.

"I thought we could go over them together." You shrugged, dropping down onto his couch.

"I'm not looking at them now."

"Then why should I be? Do you think I can't comprehend a simply formation we've used for years?" You were half teasing, but there was only so much crap you could take from him.

"Sometimes it seems that way." He agreed, falling into his desk chair. Your eyes narrowed and the food that had felt so good in your stomach moments before seemed too heavy.

"Why are you extra shitty tonight?" You asked even though you knew the answer. He always got moody the days leading up to missions.

"I think you know why." He looked up from his papers to shoot you a pointed glare.

"You need a nap." You attempted to rein in the easy banter, but Levi was persistent.

"I need you to get the fuck out of my office." His words stung, and you barely caught the hurt expression before it crossed your face.

"I'll see you in the morning." You said as you stalked across the small room and out of the door, closing it softly behind you. Levi groaned once he was sure you wouldn't hear him, his head hit his desk hard as he tried to fight off the migraine that had been creeping up on him since dinner.

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As promised, the next morning he saw you. Or rather, he caught glimpses of you as you readied your horse and helped the younger soldiers make last minute preparations. The day ahead was going to be long and taxing. Mostly comprised of traveling out of the safety of the walls. Erwin had allowed for just enough time for the scouts to travel, timing it just so their departure from the gates would be well after sunset.

His morning was shittier than usual, Hange had been annoying, and Erwin had been stubborn as ever, continuing to dismiss his lack of an arm and insisting on joining the corps on the mission. So when you didn't brush up against him and crack one of your shit jokes during the long ride, he knew that he had royally fucked things up.

He still hadn't spoken to you when the lifts hoisted the scouts over the wall and into titan territory, or when the lanterns were the only light that guided them through thick trees.

When the first rays of sunlight fell onto the abandoned city of shiganshina, you stood stoically beside Hange and Moblit. He had missed his window, now it was time to focus on the mission. He could only hope that both himself and you survived.

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As the morning wore on and the battle turned from bad to worse, you knew that chances of survival became slimmer. The only thing you could do was trust in Hange, Erwin and Armin to form a plan to defeat the Reiner and the beast titan. The colossal had yet to show his face, making you more uneasy. The small victory of bringing down Reiner was short lived as a barrel flew over the wall and the sounds of distance explosions echoed through the walls.

"Bertolt is in there!" Armin screamed as you watched the barrel fly overhead.

"What do we do!?" Connie cried as you flew through the rooftops.

"If he transforms, there will be nothing we can do!" Armin yelled over the wind. Eren's titan jogged ahead as you made your way towards the center of town.

"We have to do something!" You yelled, desperate for a solution. Luckily he didn't immediately transform, instead rushing to Reiner's side and addressing him first.

"I'm going to regroup with Hange!" You said, as Bertolt zipped towards you.

"Hurry!" Jean yelled after you as you flew away, pouring on the speed.

You reached Hange's team to find them struggling with some dysfunctional thunder spears.

"(Y/n)! I'm glad you made it! Was that Bertolt inside of there?" Moblit asked as you landed heavily on the tiled rooftop.

"Yeah, it's him. We don't have long before he transforms. We've got to get back to the kids!" You informed them and they all leapt off of the rooftop, rushing back in the direction that you had come from. You only made it about half way there before a blinding mushroom cloud and a clap of thunder overpowered your senses. Hange reached out for you, snagging your wrist. Moblit pushed the two of you down and you screamed as the blast took him in a blinding light. You and Hange fell down a well, a mess of limbs and tangled gear. You couldn't tell if it was your blood or hers as the two of you laid motionless in the shallow well.

"Hange!" Your ears rang as you shook her desperately. Her face was covered in blood, you could tell that her eye was missing already. You began clawing through your pockets in search of gauze, the taste of iron made you want to gag. With shaky hands, you wrapped her head, covering her exposed eye socket. She woke moments later, hands shooting out to grab you.

"Your face." She groaned, hand falling to rest on your chin as she slowly sat up.

"What's wrong with-" You froze mid sentence when you realized that was why you tasted blood. She dug into her own pocket and produced a needle and some suture. She sewed the large gash, which ran from the apple of your cheek to the corner of your mouth.

"We need to check for survivors." Hange grunted as she bit off the remaining suture, you nodded in agreement.

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As you stood on the rooftop staring at the two lifeless bodies, you knew immediately who had to be chosen. Hange clutched Mikasa to her chest as the girl cried, tears running off her pale cheeks.

"Levi." You whimpered, his bloodied face turned, eyes wild and tortured.

"Get back, I'm giving the serum to Erwin." He ordered. Floch hauled Eren away from Armin, who's charred skin smoked in the late afternoon sun.

"You can't." You cried, tears stinging the wound on your cheek.

"I will." Levi growled.

"Now leave!" He pulled the syringe out of the case and filled it with the opaque liquid and your chest squeezed painfully.

"But-" Jean's hand closed tightly around your bicep as he began pulling you towards the edge of the roof.

"Let's go." Jean's voice was strangled, and you realized that all of you felt this loss deeply. He needed you to be an adult here, needed some reassurance. So you leaned into him and allowed him to pull you off of the roof, wrapped securely in his arms. As you hugged him and Connie a few rooftops away, the sound of a titan crashing through buildings made you look up. Levi landed near you, head hung low and empty syringe in hand.

The thin beast shoved the screaming boy down its gullet and you gasped when you saw its face. You knew it was Armin, and you felt ashamed at the surge of relief that flowed through you.

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The sun beat down on your shoulders as you sat beside Sasha on the wall. Levi and Hange had gone with Mikasa and Eren about an hour ago, leaving you in charge of the remaining kids.

"Here they come!" Connie called, pointing excitedly at the group as they used the last of their gas to scale the wall. Levi didn't bother joining the group, instead favoring to walk in the opposite direction. You rushed after him, legs pumping as you ran across the wall. You snagged his wrist and tugged on it gently.

"Levi." You had no words, only able to form his name in a raspy voice.

"I should have chosen Erwin." He said numbly, too weak to even try pulling free of your grasp.

"It's over. We reclaimed Maria. You made a hard choice, I can't say it was the right one but.." Your words failed you as he turned to face you. You had never seen him look so hopeless, lips glued into a frown and eyes searching for validation.

"You did what had to be done." You assured him as you took a step closer, the tips of your boots touching his.

"Did I?" His brows knitted together as your hand slipped into his.

"Yes. You did, you gave us a chance." You slowly leaned forward, wrapping your arms around him. You were surprised when he melted into you, his body pressed close, breath tickling the skin behind your ear. Your hands gripped the harness on his back in an attempt to ground the two of you. He sighed and breathed you in, his own hands coming to rest at the small of your back.

"We'll figure this out." You said into his neck, lips brushing the skin there unintentionally.

"I'm glad....that you survived." He said into your messy hair, which was falling from it's hold. His hand slid from the small of your back to rest between your shoulder blades.

"Me too." You let out a small laugh half sob, allowing a few more tears to slide down your cheeks.

"Let's address those shitty kids." He said as he pulled back, and you nodded, giving him a watery smile as the two of you fell into a matched pace once more.

[uchihaclansslutt]

THIS WAS SO FUN TO WRITE @sslutf0ryel3na

captain's daughter; connie springer

things to know: drabble, fem!reader, lowercase intended, suggestive language, captain levi has a daughter, angst if you squint?? right person, wrong time

"i fucked up."

the survey corps were making a railroad to further develop paradis, especially with the insane events that were coming soon. although eren could've done it himself using his titan form, he insisted the rest help in order to "train their bodies." at the moment, you were helping jean hammer the wooden boards down.

you looked up and sighed when you saw your ex, connie springer. the heat was already annoying you and now he was here. "connie, genuine question," you wiped the sweat off your forehead and scrunched your brows, "when are you not fucking up?"

you heard a snort coming from your left. "sorry, carry on," jean brushed off as soon as you turned towards him. you completely forgot he was nearby, the heat and connie were definitely starting to get to you.

"i need your help, y/n." he sounded desperate but you weren't going to give in.

you were still a bit salty about the breakup. your relationship with him was perfect until he decided to get all immature—you hated him for it. you never understood how he could let go of something that meant so much.

you looked at jean, who just suppressed his snickering, and then back to connie again. "i'm not helping you."

"i'm serious, please." you ignored his begging and continued working on the railroad. connie took a deep breath in and rubbed his nape, "i slept with the captain's daughter."

"WHAT?!" you and jean exclaimed at the same time, dropping your equipment right away. there was no way.

"oh i'm definitely not helping you now, springer," you scoffed and chuckled. "have fun dealing with that."

jean was still in disbelief, he could not process the fact his best friend messed up so bad. "captain levi's daughter?" he asked once more just to clarify. connie nodded, disappointed of himself. "god, are you out of your fucking mind?!

"she was just cool! we hit it off right away and well shit, one thing just led to another," he defended. you watched him crouch on the ground and cover his face, "i think he saw me climbing out the window too."

jean's eyes widened, "don't tell me that's why he's visiting us today."

you laughed sarcastically. "well, if it isn't the consequences of your own actions."

"you're fucking done for man." you'd expect jean to be laughing his ass off and making fun of connie's mistake, but he seemed rather stressed instead. he rubbed the side of his head, "but i'm lost. why would you need y/n's help for that?"

you thought about it for a moment and realized jean had a point. who in the right mind would ask their ex to help them with something like this? you glared at connie, pressuring him to answer jean's question since your curiosity piqued too.

"captain levi doesn't know we broke up-"

you cut him off, "captain knows everything. believe it or not, he's a big gossiper and word gets around quick." you knew this personally, only because levi went out of his way to ask if you were okay. "you're not making it out alive. good luck."

he started getting restless—he was pacing, fidgeting with his fingers, it was honestly written all over his face too. to make things better, in a distance, you heard the sound of horses marching towards you all.

"shit, shit, shit," connie cussed. "jean?-"

the taller friend scoffed, "listen man, i love you but i'm not fucking with the captain. short stuff's scary."

they got closer, you were now able to see hange and levi on each horse. hange looked the same—energetic as ever. you couldn't say the same for captain levi though.

you three continued working on the railroad, acting as if nothing happened in the last fifteen minutes. all of you thought if you were doing a good job on the railroad, the punishment wouldn't be as bad for connie.

"cadets! here, now." captain levi looked furious. in a matter of seconds, everyone stood in a line in front of hange and levi. "were any of you with springer last night?"

he shot an eye at sasha and jean specifically, considering the fact the three of them were best friends. both of them shook their heads, "no captain."

"do you wanna tell me what you were doing last night?" levi wasn't asking, he was demaning an answer from connie.

connie was sweating more than usual. you didn't blame him though, the captain was intimidating. sleeping with his daughter was basically asking to get killed by levi's own hands.

"i was," he started before pausing for a while. great, he's gonna mess this up for himself. "i-"

"he was with me captain."

"tsk." levi turned to you slowly with a scowl on his face. "you can get into big trouble if you're lying, y/n. you guys broke up, i already know this. nice try."

"no captain, i'm serious. we were together last night and talked about some things." you didn't know how you managed to keep a straight face, considering the fact you were laughing at connie's misery not too long ago.

you didn't understand how you were able to lie with ease.

levi stared at connie, waiting for him to speak for himself. "she's right captain. we talked it out."

the captain walked away from the line, getting back onto his horse. hange waved goodbye and did the same.

"did we seriously come all the way out here for that?" the brunette asked as she sweat.

"we need to find the fucker that was in her room last night and rip his fingers off."

hange sighed, "whatever you say shorty."

the six other survey corps let go of a breath they didn't know they were holding onto.

"holy shit," jean exhaled, "he bought it."

"what did you even get yourself into?" sasha asked while nudging connie.

connie wiped the sweat off his face. "long fucking story." suddenly, he started looking all over the place. he was looking for you because he wanted to thank you, but you were nowhere to be found.

later that same evening, everyone returned back to their rooms. after an overwhelmingly long, hot day, all that was needed was a cold shower and a good night's sleep.

you were in your room, drying your hair with a towel when you heard a knock on your door. you went to open it to see who it was and to your surprise, it was connie.

he pulled you into his embrace instantly, hiding himself in the crook of your neck. "you saved my ass, y/n." his hand was caressing the back of your head ever-so-gently. "thank you so much."

being in his arms was so nostalgic. part of you missed him—the warmth and security he provided, his natural scent, the way he made you laugh so effortlessly.

you were about to throw your hands around him as well. "hey, connie-" you whispered but, he didn't seem to hear it.

"i'll never bother you again," he said as he let go of you and walked away, "i promise."

you brought your hand up to stop him but pulled it back. you wanted him to keep annoying you to death, you wanted him to be the first thing you saw every morning, you wanted to tell him you missed his presence—you wanted him back. how could he be so fucking dense?

there was so much you wanted to tell him but you realized it could never happen. besides from his immaturity, you two were born in a world where tomorrow wasn't guaranteed.

while standing at the corridor dumbfounded, you finally figured out how you were able to lie to levi's face so easily.

deep inside, you wanted it to be true.

[vrisrezis]

Aot x reader - Chapter 139 (spoilers obviously)

Eren

- once you realized mikasa had killed Eren, the three of you hugged and cried

- they both knew it was very rough on you

- he wanted to love you and live a normal and long life with you

- he wanted you to love him and nobody else and only think about him

- even after he’s gone

- such selfish desires he could never truly ever have

- but he did get one wish

- that you’d never move on

- it was three years after his death, exactly three years

- it was his anniversary death, mikasa was there with you, the others would join you soon

- while mikasa often encouraged you to try and go out on dates you couldn’t

- you were in love with Eren Yeager and it would always be like that

- until you finally died

Armin

- you and armin mourned Eren

- you and armin finally got married

- after dating for now 5 years it was something you finally got to do, the two of you just wanted to live like a normal couple

- while you spent a lot of time together, along with everyone else.. it was nice to just be alone with armin for once

- you loved him so much

- “do you wanna start a family?”

- as to which he’d reply, “yes, absolutely”

- you two could finally rest and live normally, and quite frankly it’s all you guys ever wanted

- you just wished Eren could’ve been there to see it

- you tried to encourage mikasa to go out and date, armin did not.. maybe it was because of what Eren told him

Mikasa

- she took erens death very hard

- she was the one that killed him after all

- you understood, they were very close

- she wanted to just live a normal life, be a wife and have kids

- so eventually you would

- and she would every so often visit Eren, even if it wasn’t all the time

- but it was his three year anniversary

- you cant believe it’s been three years since you’ve fought, since you’ve killed

- she can’t believe it either

- thank you Eren, for everything

- that’s what the both of you said a lot

- he was like a brother to you

- you couldnt imagine how mikasa felt

- your girlfriend is one strong lady

Connie

- the two of you (and Jean) really thought that was it

- and when you both got freed from being Titans, you instantly hugged eachother and cried.

- all you could do was cry

- Eren...

- the both of you forgave him of course

- the two of you still mourned over sasha quite a bit

- and you both cried seeing her again after so long

- at least you and Connie can finally relax

- “do you wanna... get married ?”

- “I mean .. sure”

- Connie and you visited everyone as often as you could, and you can see Connie slowly turn back to his normal goofy self

- it made you very happy to see him so bright again, he hadn’t been that way since Sasha was around to be honest

Jean

- the both of you thought it was the end of the line

- coming back, after just becoming Titans made you happy, but the mixed feelings you both had because of Eren

- crying seeing Sasha again

- “who you tryna impress Jean? Y/n? They already know what you look like” “shut it Reiner”

- he hasn’t been able to live a normal domestic life like he’s always dreamed of

- he takes you on dates, he does so much with you and he’s just a big hopeless romantic nowadays

- dances with you, you name it

- he just loves you so much

- he’s just glad he could spend a normal life with you finally when it’s something he prayed for

Historia

- after all that hell was over you just wanted to be with historia

- you felt bad leaving her with some random guy to cover for you while you fought out there

- but of course historia didn’t mind and understood you had a duty

- it’s been three years and it’s your daughters birthday and the both of you couldnt have asked for better

- you had a child and were happy, and you were married

- what better ending for the both of you then that?

- while she was miserable while being pregnant for a long time, she didnt realized the joy it was to have a child

- until she had the child at least

- she was glad she didn’t stay miserable and so were you

- it was the happiest moment of your lives, even if eren never got to witness it

Levi

- while it did hurt you a bit to see him in the state he was in and would be in for the rest of his life you were happy he was finally resting

- he was safe, with you, with gabi, and with falco

- nothing you could want more than that to be honest

- especially with the emotional attachment you grew to those kids

- he knew it too, you acted like such a parent to them both

- for once, despite all that he’s gone through and all that he’s lost he never lost you

- and man, he is so glad his worst nightmare never came true

- but truth be told he still gets really bad nightmares, but now he feels a lot safer

Reiner

- when he saw you again he cried and hugged you, as well as his mother of course

- he could finally introduce you both to eachother

- he went on dates with you often, but Jean always had something to say about it

- especially when you’d write him letters.. cause he’d sniff it like a creep

- he loves you though, and he’s glad he can finally be happy

- if only bertholdt was here to see it for himself

Annie

- she introduced you to her father

- something she always wanted to do actually

- living a normal domestic life with you wasnt something she ever thought could happen

- she’s happy about it though

- often you and Annie went to spend time with mikasa since she was going through a rough patch

- you and Annie eventually got married

- took awhile, she wasn’t ready but that was fine with you

- armin was happy for you both :]

- you and Annie see Reiner often too, you guys are buddies :]

- overall Annie is for once very happy

Pieck

- it has been so long since you’ve seen pieck actually get some fucking rest

- over the years this has been the best thing to happen to the both of you

- she was finally taking better care of herself

- she finally looked like she was sleeping, and had cleaned herself up and making herself just look a lot better

- she didn’t have regrets anymore, since she wasn’t dying anytime soon

- she was just there by your side living as normally as she could, which was pretty normal

- neither of you imagined this kinda life but you are both pleased

Gabi and falco

- the three of you gave eachother a big hug upon seeing eachother again

- safe and sound

- falco was relieved to see you both in one piece and not mindless Titans

- he cried a lot and so did gabi

- now you guys are older teens

- the three of you had been together for awhile but no complaints there

- the three of you did your best to take care of your dad Levi and he wasn’t displeased by how you guys dealt with it either

- he cared for you all very much and you all cared for him too

- you were just glad falco and gabi were happy, that the three of you could live long lives together like falco always wanted