#especially the holding hands part
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There are more of course, but those are my top 5. Feel free to reblog with your second top moment.
#armandiel#armandaniel#devil's minion#no 'see results' or 'didnt happen' answers sorry#for me it's the whole alice thing#cause I cant explain it#especially the holding hands part#or Armand's reaction#or—#my polls
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i tried to play into tumblr's automatic video looping but you can also watch it on youtube with subtitles for the dialogue, it's not that important, it's more about the idea of the loop than the experience
#agatha all along#not perfect but im pretty pleased with this as a first impression#i mean it's literally only been 3 days it's gonna take simmering for a while before i come up with like#the really interesting ideas and visuals#but this already has some potential#i especially like the second verse#the 'please let him live' with the dandelion and rio blowing the protection sand circle away#giving response to the request but not in any way agatha can understand#and that sequence of dandelion-rio-baby is just so on point both idea-wise and rhythm-wise#and the covens/hands/binding ritual part#'you hold nothing' -> agathas empty (healed by rio) hand and her three of swords#i also like the second refrain/fighting sequence#especially the sequence of agatha killing her coven-dead witches become knife on the floor-she looks at it-death looks at her#anyway. nice to make a video again#already started a second one for them but i dont know when im finishing that one since my editing program situation is not ideal rn#and also i have homework to do
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Varadha touching his nose ring while looking at Deva, remembering the time when Deva himself that put it there for him with his own blood in his hand, remembering the fact that it was Deva who protected and kept his "little honor" intact.
#salaar#varadeva#prithviraj sukumaran#varadha rajamannar#devaratha raisaar#what deva didn't know was the fact that putting a nose ring on a mannar yourself in front of many people as their witness#was considered as wedding ritual#that's why Varadha was holding his breath because there's also blood in deva's hand to seal the oath#lol in Varadha's heart he considered himself a married man#but Deva didn't know that#no one told him#this is obviously made up custom I think in my head lmao#funny scenario in my head is that Varadha was staring so intensely at Deva wondering if he should stop him or not#contemplating in his head if he wanted to be married at such a young age#but in the other hand he didn't want to embarrass Deva in front of many people because he was determined to put the nose ring himself#every mannar knows that Deva was Varadha's husband as well#the only one who's left in the dark was Deva perhaps if he told his mother about the detail his mother might tell him#he clearly told the event after his mother asked him how did he got the electric scars#but of course between Deva and Varadha both never mentioned the part where Deva put the ring on#that's why the first thing that he did when he met deva was to run into his embrace#he was like I didn't have to feel like a widower anymore my husband is here after 25 years alive and healthy#then he also didn't hesitate to sleep on Deva's lap#he is his husband after all#who's going to tell Deva that he's a married man#thinking about older Varadha trying his best to give a hint for Deva to consummate their marriage#they have waited long enough#25 years he has been waiting for him and he only has a little patience left especially if his Deva has grown into such a fine strong man#Deva of course never shy away from Varadha’s touch#but he also never do it more than that only a cuddle and a kiss on his neck one time and never more was he not into varadha the same way#just imagine the misunderstanding the chaos the pining and just how confused they both feel like bad communication at its finest
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I’m always a bit taken aback by these posts because I never see a ‘#f u Tywin’ or a ‘#Gregor and Lorch belong in hell’ in the tags, but these posts never fail to include a ‘#Rhaegar (insert vague threat here)’
This kind of stuff is so genuinely insane to me because we still do not know what Rhaegar was doing nor do we know what his plans were. We do not have his POV to know his thoughts, which means we know very little about him, but I do know that he did not kill Elia or his children. I do know that he did not order anyone to kill his family. I do know that he never sacked Kings Landing. I do know that he died before these murders and the sacking even took place. I do know that it was Aerys who prevented Elia and her children from fleeing Kings Landing. And I do know that he didn’t look at his children’s dead bodies and call them dragonspawn.
Rhaegar gets more heat than Elia and her children’s actual killers and their captor. In my opinion, that is insanity.
Because if people actually cared about Elia and her children, then there would be way more heat for Tywin and Aerys, for Gregor and Lorch. But instead, I see posts like this all the time in both Rhaegar’s tag and the main tags, and yet these posts never mention anything about the character who ordered the deaths of Elia and her children. I see nothing about the character who raped her and brutally killed her and her son. There is nothing about the character who dragged a little girl out from under her father’s bed and murdered her in a horrific manner. And the fact that there is heat for Rhaegar instead of Aerys and Robert tells me everything I need to know and leads to me not taking posts like this seriously.
cause wth
#can we like… not divert blame#it’s getting tiring#and weird#especially when rhaegar fought the rebels to protect kings landing and his family and died for it#sorry that he didn’t love the woman he was arranged to marry?#sorry that rhaegar had a hand in beginning the war#sorry that he died bc that basically doomed the royal cause#but let’s hold the actual responsible parties responsible for their horrific crimes#rHaEgAr bEgAn tHe wAr aNd CaUsEd HiS fAmiLiEs dEaThs#no#aerys held them captive#tywin ordered elia and rhaenys and aegon’s deaths#gregor and lorch were the henchmen who carried out their orders in the most horrific manner possible#and robert refused to deal out justice#asoiaf fandom critical#anti elia stans#rhaegar targaryen#tywin lannister#aerys targaryen#gregor clegane#amory lorch doesn’t even have a tag ig#robert baratheon#i get physically sick when people don’t hold murderers accountable and divert blame#hate it here 😞#kidding 🕊️#but i do seriously hate posts like this#and it’s not just a problem with rhaegar antis pushing all the blame onto him#this is a reoccurring issue in all parts of the fandom#people diverting simplifying fallacing all over the place#it’s just a bit bleh. but ofc there’s incredible in depth posts floating around as well… so it’s not all bad lmao
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People who say there were no good Charlie x Vaggie scenes except for More Than Anything Reprise: Everyone is entitled to your opinion, but you are wrong.
#hazbin hotel#charlie x vaggie#chaggie#like they are touching each other all the time#its very small but its so important#especially the part where Charlie calls her dad and Vaggie is holding her hand#that's the good shit#they're not like Moxxie and Millie and that's okay
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Thinking about winter and their physical affection and now literally none of these happen under happy circumstances.
#the second theyre together in their little father daughter unit#it’s immediate proximity and being comfortable with each other#and then it all crashes and burns five days after#but like!! enough that she holds the side of his face trying to figure out what to do to save him!!!#how she holds his hand during winter when it’s an especially bad day and she just wants him home!!!!#HOW HE FINDS HER AFTER DAVID AND IS SCARED AND SHES SCARED AND SHE PUSHES AGAINST HIM BECAUSE SHE THINKS HES ONE OF THEM#BUT THEN HE GRABS HER FACE AND HE SAYS HER NAME AND HE SAYS LOOK AT ME AND HIS HANDS ARE SO GENTLE#BUT SHE KEEPS PUSHING BUT THERES THAT FAMILIAR WARMTH AND FEEL AND SO SHE SEES HIM EYE TO EYE FINALLY#AND HE GUIDES HER TO HIS NECK TO THE FUZZY PART OF HIS COAT AND DOESNT LET GO OF HER FACE TIL SHES SAFE AND SECURE#AND HE WRAPS HIS ARMS AROUND HER BACK AND BEHIND HER NECK AND HERS GO OVER HIS SHOULDERS AND BEHIND HIS NECK#AND HOW SHES COMPLETELY ENCAPSULATED IN HIS EMBRACE BECAUSE SHES SO TINY AND FITS THERE SO WELL BECAUSE THEYRE PUZZLE PIECES#EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY#AND HOW HE’LL PULL HER AWAY AND HOLD HER FACE AND TELL HER HE’LL NEVER LEAVE HER AGAIN#the last of us hbo#tlou spoilers#joel miller#ellie williams#joel and ellie
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My sex and gender class is cool and I enjoy it bcuz it’s allllllll discussion every day and even if I disagree with people I like hearing thoughts. Expands my perspective. But it kinda weirds me out because my prof keeps talking about how lesbians have it kinda easy and we’re not that oppressed or made into outcasts as much as like… bisexuals. Or something. Thinking emoji. It’s not a competition but I just think it’s kinda weird !
#the thing about me is that my beliefs especially about the lgbt community are so nuanced and bendable that I contradict myself#my rule is basically do what you want forever + my personal beliefs should have no effect on what you do + it doesn’t matter + but I can#still be annoyed#BUT this one thing just irks me. and idk why but discussing how lesbians have less sex than literally everyone else is#well I don’t necessarily DONT believe it but I think it’s more nuanced than how my prof says#lesbians are more ~emotionally interested~ we like to ~hold hands~ and such. rubs me wrong. IDK!!#statistics are probably right but still I don’t think that’s the reason.. 😭🫶#at least not the ONLY reason. maybe it’s a part of it. but in my opinion#it’s the combination of… the effects of estrogen. socialization (women taught to be submissive+not take the lead). umm#idk. stuff like dat 🫶👍
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i need to write vdm
#phase weeps#i need to write them beating the shit out of eachother and then fucking#young vdm were absolutely insane and i stand by that#yes they have their tender moments but i feel. atleast in how i perceive them that they never ever had they true acceptance of feelings#they were never lovers or husbands but they were partners and i think that they were in love in the way that people like them could be in#love. but i think theres a lot more potential to tem then the cut and clean “they are husbands” narrative#i want vdm to be as ugly and rife as every other relationship in game#and i especially want to put emphasis on their inability to let go of the past and living in this “free and wild” world#and i think this dream of dutchs deeply affects how he views relationships#as just another gust of wind. just another sunset#just another desert flower#his romaticazition of being on the run. painting the blood on his hands as holy#the rough and tumblr hospitality of the american dream#is so deeply packed into who he is as a person that he cannot see beyond his own viewpoint#and dutch is a self centered man#his viewpoint is his world. because dutch is the sun. and everything revolves around him. and everything that gets drawn in burns up#eventually#and i think hoseas trick is that you never get that close#there is a longing to vandermatthews that speaks of a chasm between them. on the cusp of deep understanding yet skirting around it#they are life partners#and they hold each others hands through the darkest parts of their self made hell#but their is nothing romantic or holy about it#they are a visage of the american man and twisted american kindness. and they are people soldered parts of themselves together but the deep#parts are left to be seen and not touched. i just. theirs so much potential for tragedy in vandermatthews i dont think we're touching
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WE GOT EN'S FULL NAME AND VIGILANTE/HERO NAME!!!! YEAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!
#FINALLY#EVEN A NEW PANEL OF HOW AFO SEES HIM#hey AFO.... can you share more about the past users? youre the only one who remembers their details anymore#you hated kudo so much you wiped out the women and children he was close to and any relatives so#you probably know a megaton about kudo especially right?#please oh please with yoichis hand on top#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#spoilers#banjo daigoro#lariat#EN TAYUTAI#GAEN#THATS CUTE#EN PUT HIS REAL NAME AS A PART OF HIS ALIAS#my boy did the equivalent of “En123” for his name#I WANT TO HOLD HIM UNDER HIS PITS AND SHAKE HIM AROUND LIKE THE SHORTIE HE ISSS#BABBBYYYY#SO CUTEEE#en tayutai#the name tayutai just reminds me of the guy in fairy tail who goes “tai tai!” and hes got a stupid looking face#no thoughts head empty#oh en thats ADORABLE.#edit: if this is when enemies were assigning aliases to their enemies#then what if someone just when “gaki en” (“brat en”) and combined that#because yeah en is a brat. look how young he is#idk the writing for this in japanese but. what if
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Goldenheart fanfic below the break
No smut, but there's a lot of flirty banter and like, one curse word. And a sword fight. But it's a cute duel between knight boyfriends. (With maybe a little a lot of foreshadowing for the movie thrown in)
No idea how long this is other than it's definitely a lot longer than I thought it would be. Anyway. Hope you enjoy this fic of Bal and Amby letting off some steam the night before the knighting ceremony. :)
In the face of adversity, I am by your side
Thwack! Thwack! Thud. Thud. Thwack!
Then, there were the thousands of people in this kingdom that would be watching the knighting ceremony tomorrow. Watching HIM. At least half of those people fiercely believing that he doesn't belong there and is better off back in the ditch he came from.
The training dummy had seen better days, but it took each hit like a pro as Ballister attacked it with thoroughly-practiced precision and a passionate power that's been keeping him going all his life. It is the fire inside him that kept him fighting for what he believed in. In the face of being sneered at for being a poor kid on the street who could barely afford food, let alone the luxurious baths that all the rich folk seemed to think was a necessity if you wanted to receive any sort of empathy.
As well as in the face of the knights and knights in training, his peers, when they let their pride get in the way of seeing him as a useful part of the team when he proved to be more skilled than them.
He's going to have to face a good number of them tomorrow. He's been told about all the things he will have to do in the ceremony and knows them by heart. Ride in formation up to the bottom of the stairs. Stand straight. You will be second to step before the queen, and when you do, you will wait for her to address you first and thank her. Kneel and present your sword to her. After she nods for you to stand, take your sword and stand on your mark to the side.
Swordfighting will not come into this ceremony. No one will draw a sword on anyone.
Still, a large part of the kingdom doesn't agree with that. And it's hard to feel worthy of defending a people when so many of them are telling you you aren't. So he comes out here.
But Balister is still out here in the empty training yard, fighting a dummy. It helps him clear his mind and feel less anxious when he is actively working hard to achieve his goals. The precise marks hitting the dummy in the exact spots he's been hitting it in for years, leaving prominent marks, some scattered and faded from when he was starting out. From where he began.
He really has come a long way.
Thwack. Thwack. Thwack.
He tries his godamn hardest to prove himself.
Thwack! Thwack! Thwack!
And does his best to ignore all the condescending and sometimes ruthless words and actions that have been thrown his way.
THWACK! THWACK! THWACK!
And knows he'll never truly feel like he deserves to be here!
CLANG!!!
Ballister takes some heavy breaths as he looks at the person behind the sword that has just blocked his own.
He sees blond hair framing a kind, smiling face, and brown eyes looking at him with more love than Balister had ever known before in his life.
There's also some concern.
"Bal. What are you doing?"
Ballister feels heat behind his eyes that had started well before Abrosius stopped him. He lowers his sword and Ambrosius does the same.
"I was just-" he pauses. He wants to make an excuse about how he was just training so he'll sleep better before tomorrow. And while that isn't totally untrue, they both know there's more to this and he doesn't like lying in general, especially to Ambrosius.
"I needed to vent a bit."
"Vent via sword?" Ambrosius draws out the word "sword" with a little lilt in his voice, and tilts his head as he twists his mouth and blinks at Ballister in that silly way that almost always gets at least a chuckle out of him.
He manages to tilt the side of his mouth up in a half smile for a second, still breathing somewhat heavily.
"Yeah, vent via sword."
Ambrosius does a small frown. "You could've come found me you know?"
"You had that fitting for the last touches of your armor for tomorrow and-
"And I would've gladly ditched it to be with you, especially if you needed me." Ambrosius brought his hand to gently hold Balister's face. That, combined with his earnest look, made it easy for Ballister to lean into his hand, both to seek comfort, and maybe hide a bit of his embarrassment as he blushed. Not that he really needs to hide from Ambrosius, but there are some habits Ballister is going to need a long time to break if he ever does at all. He's gotten pretty good at appearing confident, but feeling confident is still a struggle for him. Even though it's a little easier around Ambrosius.
Everything is easier when he's with Ambrosius.
"Besides, do you really think I need more glitz and glamor on that heavy ass armor? Honestly, this face is all I need to be the charming golden boy everybody loves."
Ballister does smile and scoff at that. "First of all, language." Ambrosius rolls his eyes and shakes his head with a dramatic sigh, which only makes Bal smile more. "And second of all, that armor IS pretty eyecatching. A little extra blitz does goes a long way." His hands are around Ambrosius' waist now. Ambrosius' other hand comes up to Ballister's chest. He leans in to whisper barely half an inch away from his lips, "and I wouldn’t be so cocky about the face thing."
Ambrosius gasps, trying not to let the sound turn into laughter." He pushes Bal. They let go of each other, but don't make any more space between them.
"You like my face. You know you do."
Ballister pretends to make a thinking face. "Hmmm, I don't know about that."
Ambrosius steps back and taps his sword saying "well, in that case, I may have to challenge you to a duel, Sir Boldheart." He smirks and wiggles his eyebrows at him.
Balister tries and fails not to smile as he says "are you sure about that. I've beaten you sooo many times before. What makes you think you'll win this time?"
"I have a secret weapon up my sleeve," Ambrosius declares dramatically. "But if you're too scared..." He smiles knowingly.
Ballister's eyes light up with the challenge. He takes a stance.
They circle each other slowly at first. A good couple feet of space between them. Their swords meet flirtatiously a few times before Ballister moves in.
Clang! Clang! Clang!
Ambrosius is backed up a few paces. He turns from Ballister to come at him from a slightly different angle and-
Clang! Clang! Clang!
Ballister meets each blow without moving from his spot. He smiles. Ambrosius narrows his eyes and crinkles his nose jokingly. "Oh, I'm Ballister, and I'm as unmovable as a rock." Their swords continue meeting as Ballister responds. "It's not my fault that you're as unable to stand still as a dancer."
Ambrosius laughs. He does an extra twirl as he brings his leg up to hit him square in the chest. Ballister takes a single step back.
"Not as immovable as you thought then, huh." "Well, if anyone was going to move me, it would be you." Ambrosius stops and turns pink at the sudden sincerity. Ballister takes the chance to swing his sword carefully over Ambrosius' head. His blond curls swooping down from the air as it goes past before popping right back up. Ambrosius looks up in surprise before frowning at him. He raises a single eyebrow that gets a small snicker out of Ballister. Ambrosius goes back in and they continue their playful duel. Each of them put slightly more effort in until Ballister has Ambrosius pushed up against the dummy. Ambrosius tries to wriggle away but can't.
"Give in?" Ballister asks.
Ambrosius pauses before glancing down at his lips. "Nah." And kisses Balister hard enough to knock him just enough off his stance to be able to step back and push Ballister to the ground. They're swords ditched in the fall to avoid any accidents. Ambrosius lands on top of him and sits up, pinning him down. He says triumphantly, "I told you I had a secret weapon."
Ballister shifts a bit then responds with a smirk, "do you now?" Quick as a flash, Ambrosius finds himself flipped onto his back. Ballister leans close enough for their noses to brush and says, "Funnily enough, I do as well," Then quickly stands up and grabs his sword before Ambrosius can flip them again. He points the sword in the general direction of Ambrosius, who is lying on the ground in shock.
"I think this means I win then, yeah?"
Ambrosius lowers his head tiredly and laughs. "Yeah, Bal. I think you definitely win."
Ballister goes over and holds out his hand. Ambrosius takes it and helps himself up with ease before looking Ballister in the eyes. There really is so much love in them. Ballister can hardly believe it.
But then, he really should by now. They've known each other since they were kids and even with the media painting them as rivals, even with nearly everyone else in Ambrosius' life telling him to be someone who, in a world that makes sense to them, would never associate with Bal... Even with all the things making it harder for Ambrosius to love Ballister, he loves him anyway. And, though it wasn't nearly as strong then, he has loved Ballister pretty much since they met. And Ballister has loved Ambrosius just as much.
Ballister has always had his own fire to keep him going. Keeping him fighting. But when Ambrosius became his best friend, he started to think maybe he doesn't have to keep that fire going alone. Now, he knows he doesn't. Even if he still forgets it sometimes, Ambrosius is always there and will always love him. And that makes the fire burn brighter than ever.
"Feeling better?" Ambrosius asks.
Ballister looks at his boyfriend and feels how the abundance of love in his chest has made his anxiety about the ceremony incredibly smaller.
"Yes, I do. Thank you."
"ANY time, Bal." He brings ballister closer to lean their foreheads against one another's.
"I'll always be here for you. I love you."
"I love you too."
They let themselves stay in the comfort of each other's love for the other for a moment. Their breathing slows to an even pace after being heightened in the fight.
Ambrosius leans away. "Wanna get tacos?"
They get tacos to-go for once and giggle as they hold hands all the way up to their secret spot high in the castle. They sit shoulder to shoulder as they start unwrapping their tacos and settle in to watch the sunset together.
Both of them are still nervous about tomorrow. They each have mountains of expectations that will be pressing that much more heavily into their shoulders as the eyes of thousands bear down on them. But they will take on the challenge together.
As Ambrosius leans into him, Ballister looks at the bright pink hues in the sky and thinks to himself with a surprising amount of certainty, "Whatever happens tomorrow, I know I'm not alone."
#nimona movie#nimona#goldenheart#ballister x ambrosius#balister boldheart#ambrosius goldenloin#pre movie#foreshadowing#banter#rivals to lovers#sort of#no smut#just a lot of flirting#and hand holding#i like fluff okay#fluff#especially fluff with underlying angst in stories where you know what's going to happen#but keep reading anyway#i might do a part 2#but if i do#it'll mirror the scene where they fight in the movie and go through the emotions of how that fight is so different from this fight#and so much more painful#did you like my pink sunset foreshadowing how Nimona will be helping Ballister into the next phase of his life after the impending trauma#that's about to happen?#i felt proud of it#maybe a little too proud#sword#swordfighting#i kind of combined the characterization from both movie and the comic book for these two#nimona comic
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if there was a torchwood/spn crossover, jack would get shot in the head so much. i know he already dies a lot, but he’s going to die so many times during this crossover. keeps getting bullets unloaded into him. they stab him with silver and steel and copper and none of it keeps him down. he’s gonna get squirted with borax and that one’s not gonna kill him but it is going to ruin his coat, which is materially worse for him.
#also gwen cooper would wrestle dean to the ground and beat him half to death#ianto is going to get himself possessed. im not saying he doesn’t take every precaution he knows how to against it. im saying he does and it#doesnt work <3#i think sam and tosh could be friends :) (<- actually means they’re just both stuck in ‘make this conversation go as smoothly as i can by#masking so fucking hard. so that i can leave sooner’ mode.)#and i think owen would kiss dean on the mouth because it would make him so uncomfortable and owen can and will use his ability to be an#asshole without regret for the good of the team. especially if this moment is directly a result of like. Dean hitting on Tosh while she’s#clearly not into it. Owen is going to kiss that man at the risk of getting shot just like jack has 17 times in a row just so that he’ll#fuck off and leave tosh alone. and this will work because dean winchester will immediately malfunction upon being kissed by a man because#now he doesn’t know whether to direct his homophobic impulses at owen (<- unaffected by anything he could say.) or himself (<- guy who#believes being gay works like cooties.)#and in the background you can see jack sort of gently put his hand over toshiko’s and she releases a pen she was holding onto very tightly#and this is the part where you realize Oh She Was Going To Stab Dean In The Knee With That If He Didn’t Stop.#i also think Jack should get to kiss Crowley. i think they’d both be into it and it’d be funny. i think they should reference that they’ve#been off-and-on lovers for years actually. (gwen: you’ve been sleeping??? with the king of hell???? || Jack: see i don’t know why this is#surprising to you.) (ianto has been standing there with his mouth slightly open for a full minute. long enough for crowley to comment on it#and for owen to jokingly try to shut it for him. (cue short impromptu slap fight as ianto bats his hands away and then owen gets too into#defending the honor of his poor slapped away hands.) but anyway. <3 ianto you’re into guys you really need to come to terms with this at#some point sir. jack is *not* your exception this is an all day job.)
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your sokka is SO sokka and i say this as someone who holds him so dear ur writing of him is amazing. tbh im sooo fussy with his portrayal but its pretty nailed. like so many fics (esp zukka and zuko centric and ESPECIALLY ones where hakoda like adopts zuko) he's constantly pushed to the side in favour of zukos issues and zukos problems when in reality sokka is very hurt himself and has suffered a lot. man i GET taob sokka i really do bc people seem to think he was a lil mean but nobody seems to realise when you're in sokkas position it would've read like everyone was against you. all the swt men, including his dad who snapped at him, and even katara and aang and suki tell him to give zuko a chance and the fact that they were trusting someone who had hurt all of them so much- because yes WE know zuko wouldn't have killed them, but the gaang didn't. not when they were being chased and terrorised, and when sokka had his trust betrayed in the prison, he had absolutely every right to hate zuko, esp when it felt like everyone who he thought would understand his feelings, including his own dad who had been hiding his relationship with zuko from him, seems against him. his conversation with hakoda was probably my favourite scene in taob just bc he was allowed to feel like that without being treated by the narrative as someone just being mean to poor little zuko. he gets to be a sourpuss and angry and jealous at zuko for feeling like hed been replaced by his own dad. all of the water tribe men get this treatment like they're not written as bad people for being wary or disliking zuko initially (even chena despite being enemy no.1 at the start). his convo with hakoda was so important bc it stressed the detail that yes zuko has suffered and deserves to be cared for but SOKKA is his son, his actual child who is so hard on himself for things out of his control and who has hurt so much and deserves just as much as zuko does. sokka is just a baby my boy. he's not the main character but he's just as complex and intricate as zuko, not just in taob but also for the times we have seen him in tams there's been keen detail to his emotion and how he's feeling pointed out
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#BESTIEEEEEEEEE YOU GET IT <333#like ik the atla fandom including unfortunately some taob locals are generally AWFUL with sokka when zuko is involved#but it really was only a handful of taob readers esp in the grand scheme and i do want to clarify that#but now we're on the same page. OH MY GOD WHEN I SAY I WANTED TO PHYSICALLY FIGHT SOME PEOPLE#JUST THE SHAMELESS FAVOURITISM??? THE EXPECTATION THAT I TREAT A CHARACTER AS SOMETHING NOT-HUMAN BC THEY HAPPEN TO BE MEAN TO THEIR FAVE??#like idc if zuko means a lot to you!! idc if it's sad seeing people be mean to him bc you relate to him so much!!#id be a terrible writer if i treated the other characters as planets in zuko's orbit. THEY dont know they're in his story#and sokka is a fucking sixteen year old. like come on i get mad when people do the same with chena being a dick to zuko#but at least he's a grown man. sokka is a TEENAGER. even if he was being irrational that would be completely fair#bc teenagers ARE FAMOUSLOY IRRATIONAL!?!?!?! GO OUTSIDE??!?!?!!?#anyway. im so normal about this topic and hold noooo grudges not any haha#remembering when someone commeted saying me personally as a real life person i was insidious and evil for insinuating#that adopted children arent worth as much as biological children and i should NEVER adopt bc im clearly the Worst#when that is not only an insane thing to say to a stranger on the internet but also. not what happened#hakoda never adopted zuko. that's a joke made in fandom. jokes are when people say untrue things for comedic affect#adoption is an actual official process of willingly and actively bringing a child into your family#NOT taking some teenage symbol of your culture's oppression as a prisoner and unwillingly growing attached#and now he's someone you're fond of and feel protective over as is natural of an adult towards a hurting child#but your actual son feels replaced and it's especially cutting bc of aforementioned symbol of your culture's oppression#and also this specific kid was a dick to him. like as a pretty notable part of his character he was a dick to him#so you reassure him bc that is your actual real life son. yeah?#are we on the same page? are we good? please i dont know how much more i can take-#taob asks#ask
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DID introjects, not fanart ▸ reblogs are fine
A slow-dance to Sinatra, drawn by our system's Sinclair a long time ago. Appreciation to his 'Tiny Wife', and a caption written by Alma herself.
#slowly uploading older sketches that still hold up#The inner world can be rough#but it's full of loving moments too#no one else experiences the inner world but the system at hand#and with amnesia a part of DID i think it's important to capture those moments and share them with the world sometimes#like grafitti on a wall that yells “I was here”#we alters strive to be perceived#I'm really glad he drew this.#especially because he loathes digital art lmao im surprised he did it#- atticus#Alma 🍸#Sinclair 🛎️#dissociative identity disorder#introject#bioshock#queen's gambit#system art#Otherbuttons
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indeed dot com is being really mean to me today
#qrevo.txt#job hunting is so scary can someone hold my hand#(^ not because of tge job part. neither because of the interviews part. but because of those fucking AIs that throw your resume in the tras#just because it doesn't have the chosen words of the day. also because of the 30 long steps you need to take before talking to a single rea#person in the company. i hate indeed and i hate linkedin and i hate gupy. especially gupy. fuck gupy)
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billford to the song The Masochism Tango except it's bill singing it to ford
#i cannot stress this enough#“my heart is in my hand... ech. its here that i must be!”#ARE YOU KIDDING ME??#billford coded song if i've ever heard one#especially for those who make human bills that have his same powers as canon where he could physically hold his heart in his hand#and was summoned by ford (the “its here that i must be” part) and the ICONIC line from the missing journal 3 pages of them telling eachother#to get out of their heads#im so normal guys#battery powered YAPPING#mackie's undiagnosed autism acting up again#billford#gravity falls#bill cipher#stanford pines#ford pines#i love the masochism tango its such a good song
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every time i���m amazed by fluoxetine actually doing its job i can’t help but think that it’s only short term because my old ssri did its job at the start too and then it didn’t…?
#like on one hand i feel like myself again#i don’t feel numb and the world doesn’t feel black and white and i actually feel emotions like i used to#but there’s this part of me that’s like what if this stops working too???#like i’m trying to cut down my compulsions and it’s actually working but im just scared it’s all going too well and too fast that it’s all#gonna come crashing down and that’s terrifying#especially because the rituals that ocd makes me do are related to contamination and even if i stop doing compulsions that obsession is#still there in my head and i keep thinking about it for days afterwards so im terrified that this will all go back to how it was and i’ll n#never truly get better#but i’m going to hold out hope regardless <3#mehak.exe
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