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seokmattchuus · 2 years ago

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Enough - Optional bias ver.

One, not my best but it's as good as it's gonna get. Sorry. Kinda.

You never meant for it to get this far, but you really couldn’t help yourself.

Cheating while in a relationship wasn’t you. It wasn’t the kind of person you wanted to be. But at this point, keeping your morals was useless.

Maybe you thought that because your affair was with your best friend.

Your long-term boyfriend, Jae, just wasn’t cutting it. You never understood why he stayed with you. You never went on dates anymore. Anniversaries were just normal days. Texts and calls were rare. He just wasn’t who he used to be. Not to mention he had his fair share of using someone else.

Maybe that’s why you started falling for said best friend.

You’d always call him after arguing with Jae and one night, one thing led to another before you found yourself back at his place.

It was never a part of the plan to keep it up after the first night but something about the way he started looking at you had you coming back for more. He offered everything Jae didn’t.

You even considered leaving your sorry excuse of a boyfriend for good, but you hadn’t even seen him the past couple days to do that. Him claiming he needed “time” before seeing you again.

Not that you were complaining. It’s not like you didn’t have someone to spend time with anyway.

And maybe that’s how you found yourself wrapped up in his arms while watching a movie on his couch.

“Do you even plan on leaving him?” His voice took your attention away from the screen and you sighed.

“I take it you weren’t even watching the movie.” You deadpanned, not ready to have this conversation for the umpteenth time.

“How can I?” He scoffed. “I’m running on borrowed time, anyway. Who knows when you’ll go back to him and I have to wait for him to throw another bitch fit in order to see you again.” He shook his head, the sounds from the television drowning out as you turned to face him. “It’s not like he’s all that faithful, either. We both know how he’s spending that ‘time’ he claims he ‘needs’.”

The words had you falling silent. Never did you think he would bring it up, especially since you both agreed not to.

“You have no right-”

“I’m just so sick of seeing you come over and knowing it’s because he pushed you away. Or because he fucked up again. Or because you can’t stand him. I hate seeing you and knowing I’m your second choice.”

“You knew it was going to be that way.” You sighed, turning to face him. “You said yourself you’d never date me, so why are you bringing this up now?”

“Because I care.” He raised his voice, moving to sit up, making you sit up as well. “I always have.” He paused. “It’s just-” He sighed, running a frustrated hand through his hair. “A little more, now.”

It was quiet for a moment until he spoke up again.

“You know he’s with her.” He chuckled bitterly. “And you’re here with me.” He swallowed bitterly. “So why are you two even together?”

“Ho-”

You started, but got cut off as your phone started ringing, and you turned your attention to it.

“Don’t.” He said as you turned it over. “Y/n, I’m serious. Don’t.” His voice was more stern but you answered it anyway. Mostly out of spite, but also to see if he was right.

But you couldn’t even hear anything as he snatched your phone away and ended the call. You reached over but he stood up and held it away from you.

“God, you’ll always pick him, won’t you?” He raised his voice as you still tried to reach for it, nearly hitting him in the process. “You keep running back to him like he’s the only person that exists.” He continued, grabbing your wrist so he could still your movements.

Your lips folded in as a poor attempt to keep your feelings in as you blinked away the tears that were threatening to fall. The past tension plus the sudden information about Jae’s side piece hit you a little too hard and it was all getting too much.

“It’s not like that.” You spoke softly, but you knew he wasn’t lying.

And it only made you more upset.

You always did go back to him. Like he was some sort of fucked up home base for you to start over at.

“Really? Because it’s exactly like that.” He scoffed. “Why else would he tell you he needed time?” He questioned, his grip falling from your wrist. “For something he did, at that?” His voice was louder this time as his head fell back with a sarcastic laugh. “Had you not shown up early that day, who knows what you would’ve walked in on.”

You got quiet, a tear finally falling as the memory came rushing back, his words sinking in.

You’d gotten this speech a thousand times, but hearing it from him only made you feel worse.

“Why can’t you just see it?” His tone was softer now, and you couldn’t stop the rest of the tears from falling. He’d always fixed you on these kinds of nights, why was he suddenly so upset?

“If I wanted a lecture about how shitty my choice in men is, I’d ask.” You spoke lowly, your tone strained as you tried to keep a hold on your emotions. “And since you’re so sick of m-”

“That’s not what I meant and you know it.” He cut you off. “I’m just sick of seeing you like this. And I’m sick of you saying you go back because it’s what you’ve gotten used to.” He continued. “I’ve been here longer. Have I never been something you were used to?”

The words took you by surprise and in your current mindset, you couldn’t really think about what he just said.

“It’s easy to go back because you love him.” He started as he looked down at you. “But try being with someone who loves you.”

It was quiet as his words settled between the two of you.

“Do you mean that?” You spoke up, your tone more stable as you looked up at him.

“I wouldn’t have said it if I didn’t.” He countered, closing the space between the two of you. “So make a choice.” He said. “I can’t keep doing this.”

“And if I picked you?” You said, your eyes looking away. “What makes you so great?”

He chuckled at the comment, his arms wrapping around your hips and pulling you flush against him.

“I’m so great because you always run back to me.” He whispered, slowly moving in. “I’m so great because you always end up back in my bed.” He smirked, his lips stilling right before they reached yours. “I’m so great because you know deep down I’m better than he’ll ever be.”

His face tilted so he could place a kiss on your cheek before pulling away.

“So who’s it gonna be?”

“What do you think?” You licked your bottom lip playfully. “I’m still here, aren’t I?”

“But I want to hear you say it.” He said seriously. “I need to know I’m what you want.”

You looked at him and smiled slightly.

“You are.” You said. “But I think I need a little convincing before I make my final decision.”

He scoffed lightly.

“You just love playing with me, don’t you?” He tsked as he pulled away. “You know that never ends well, right?”

“Oh, shut up.” You chuckled before grabbing his shirt and pulling him closer so you could finally kiss him.

It didn’t take long before the kiss deepened and he was carrying you towards his bedroom and sitting down so you were straddling him.

His hands slowly slid around your sides to the hem of your shirt, slightly playing with it before pulling away so he could slide it over you. Once it was gone, he wasted no time in getting rid of your bra, a small gasp leaving you as his cold hands made contact with your chest.

“You’re always so sensitive.” He smirked as he looked at you.

“And you’re always so talkative.” You bit back, another gasp leaving you as he pinched your nipple.

“Don’t act like you don’t love it.” He smiled. “You love it when I don’t shut up.”

His hands pulled away and moved their focus to your hips, slightly pushing them against his own.

“After all, you’re the one who says you love my dirty talk.” He smiled cheekily before leaning into your chest to press small kisses against you, his hand moving from your hip to the button of your shorts, easily undoing it while his lips moved to your nipple.

Your hips didn’t need his guidance as they were moving on their own against him. Your hands moved on their own accord as well, one settling on his shoulder while the other tangled itself in his hair.

“We don’t need this tonight,” You bit your lip as you let your head fall back. As good as it felt, you really couldn’t handle it right now.

“But I want to.” He whispered against you. “You chose me, after all. I wanna make it worth it.”

“Now is not the time for an ego thing.” You chuckled. “Just fuck me already.”

“So snappy.” He playfully sighed before moving to lay you down so he was on top.

“That’s why you like me, no?” You smiled up at him as he slid your shorts off.

Your comment got a small laugh in response as he then worked on getting rid of your underwear. He didn’t say anything as he knelt between your legs, his hands slowly spreading your thighs before gently sliding up, just to come back down.

“Don’t tease,” You looked away, suddenly feeling shy in front of him.

“Don’t.” He whispered, his voice coaxing you to look back at him. “I want to see you.”

You licked your lips as you watched him place small kisses along the span of your legs, nipping slightly as he got closer before pulling away entirely.

“God, you’re such a tease,” You groaned as he grabbed the hem of his shirt, quickly pulling it over him. “I hate you,”

“You won’t be saying that soon.” He snickered, starting on the button of his jeans.

Once his own clothes were gone, it wasn’t long before he pulled you flush against him, your legs lightly wrapped around his waist.

“I’ve always wondered what it was like to fuck you off a time limit.” He licked his lips as he ran his tip down your slit, slowly pushing it in. “You don’t have to leave, and I don’t have to rush,” He continued, slowly pushing in deeper. “You’re all mine for tonight.” He whispered as he bottomed out.

You wanted to make a comment about the ego thing but got cut off as he quickly pulled back just to snap his hips into yours. The pleasure making you forget whatever you wanted to say.

His hands grabbed onto your legs, lightly moving them from his waist and spread them out, the new feeling making your eyes close. It wasn’t long before your eyes had screwed themselves shut as the pace he set left you

“No.” He shook his head, a small smirk playing at his lips as he gripped your chin to force you to look at him. “Look at me.” He said simply. “I want you to see who’s fucking you.” He whispered as he leaned in to press a kiss to the side of your neck.

“I want you to know that it’s me making you feel like this.” He said before pressing another kiss. “That he can’t ever make you feel this good.” He chuckled softly. “Because if he could,” He softly bit down on your sweet spot. “We both know you wouldn’t be here.”

You hated that he was right, but you really weren’t in the position to fight back when he knew how to fuck you just right.

“Tell me.” He smirked. “Tell me how much you love it when I fuck you.”

"I love it so much," You whined as your eyes narrowed when he leaned back up, his hand reaching out to rub your clit. "Fuck, please don't stop,"

He watched as you fell apart, part of him not sure if he wanted to give into you that easily. He decided on slowing his pace, both in his hips and his hand, scoffing at the loud groan you let out.

"You think that's enough to make it up to me?" His tone holding something different as everything came to a complete stop. "I'm here giving you what you want but what about me?"

"I'll break up with him, I swear." You swallowed as your eyes stayed on his.

You weren't lying. Truth be told, you were, in fact, sick of his shit.

"We can go get my stuff from his place tomorrow and I'll never even think about him again." Your voice wavered as his fingers started up again. "It's you." You whined. "It's always been you."

With that, he started up again. The confirmation that you were actually picking him for once being more than enough to settle the score in his head.

"Shit," He groaned as he watched your hand reach out for his arm, your nails digging into him as your legs started shaking. "Go ahead, baby." He grunted as he felt you clench around him, his own hips stuttering as you finally came undone.

He pulled out as soon as your high hit, using your daze to catch you off guard as his head found a place between your thighs. Your hands attached themselves to his hair, desperately trying to push him away, only for his arms to wrap around your thighs.

"Nuh-uh, baby," He pulled away to whisper, his lips pressing light kisses to the inside of your thigh.

"I'm going to be the only thing you think about tonight."

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euphoniumpets · 3 years ago

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Hi☺️ just want to say I love your work, you are a great writer and thank you so much for taking requests for My Name! 💕

Could we please get another Do Gang Jae fic. Smut with a bit of fluff too maybe at the end? 😍

I can't help it, I love him so much! I wish we got to see more of him in the show. I honestly thought he was gonna turn out differently at the start 😩

Thank you!

Always on my mind | Do Gangjae

Summary: Having a relationship inside of Dongcheon was forbidden when you arrived at the place. That was all until when you met Gangjae and he noticed you and ever since, you had always been on his mind. What will happen when his desire takes over and break that rule?

A/n: I suck at summaries especially when it is complicated ones lmao. Anyway, thank you for not being a nonnie because i feel lonely if i can describe it lmao when i write these request because I don't get to know you guys :( don't be afraid i don't bite! AND YES i felt bad for him of how he turned out in the show bcz he had so high hopes.. DO YOU SEE HOW INNOCENT HE LOOKS IN THIS GIF I FOUND?

Warnings: smut, nsfw, 18+ minors dni, sexual content, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it kids), fingering, steamy sex, and pls give me holy water and forgive me father for i've sinned for writing this fic.

Ever since you stepped inside of Dongcheon, you had always been on his mind. He didn't care if your hair wasn't brushed or that you looked like you didn't slept for days at all. He was mesmerized as soon you stepped inside those doors and never looked back.

Ever since you were always in his mind. He would see you when he slept, trained with the others or when he was doing something else.

Gangjae wouldn't describe himself as a shy person, he was intiative and always took the step out first before anyone did it. But something about you made him nervous when he was around you.

A question was always left his mind because he wanted to know why you joined Dongcheon out of all places when you could go into university or get a better job. That made him curios about you and he wanted to know more about you.

He knew the rules of course, that attachment was forbidden when you had arrived considering that you were the second woman beside Jiwoo.

He didn't know why he felt so drawn to you.

It was 9 pm and he couldn't sleep. As always, he couldn't get off the image of your smile when he got to see it for the first time today when he saw you and Jiwoo talking.

Letting out a sigh, he approached towards the gym when he heard the boxing noises when he approached it closer. He frowned when he saw the small light streaming from the room of the hallway.

He was surprised when he saw you with the boxing gloves around your hands as you kept punching the bag in front of you.

You panted as you let out a grunt before you threw another punch on the bag. You couldn't sleep and you thought you could waste your energy on some more training. You had been lacking off lately and Mujin wasn't happy with your results.

''Hey,'' You snapped your head in surprise when you saw Gangjae in front of you as he leaned on the fence. You didn't even notice that he was in the gym. ''Hey,'' You let out a breath, feeling embarassed that you didn't even notice him standing there.

''How long have you been standing there?'' You questioned as you wiped the sweat on your forehead. ''Not long,'' he replied with a smile on his face. ''How long have you been here?'' He asked as you glanced at the clock on the wall.

''After dinner,'' You answered as he widened his eyes. ''Have you been here for, what? three hours?'' He asked shocked. ''I need to train more, Choi Mujin told me that my training has been sloppy,'' You replied.

''Let me help you,'' He offered.

''Are you sure?'' You asked him.

''Yeah, come on, I will help you,'' He responded as he walked away to take some boxinghands before he stood in the middle of the gym. You stared at him blankly as he let out a chuckle towards your expression. ''Don't worry, I will go easy on you,'' He teased you as you rolled your eyes before walking closer.

''Ready?'' He asked as the two of you were ready in your positions. You took a deep breath as you nodded before he threw a punch towards you. You tried to remember all the weak spots that Choi Mujin taught you and Jiwoo as you defended yourself from his punches.

Gangjae threw a punch on your stomach and flipped you over on the ground. You let out a grunt before you flipped yourself up and punched him again. He dodged your punch before he flipped you on the ground, keeping you locked so you couldn't get released from his grip. You grunted as you tried to wriggle out his grip as you saw his face in front of you.

He continued to try and hold you still on the ground and you swore you could see his eyes flicker down on your lips. You knew what he was thinking and he knew what you were thinking.

''We shouldn't do it,'' You whispered as you looked into his eyes.

''I don't care,'' He responded before he met his lip against yours. You let out a small moan when you felt him kiss you - hard on the lips as his hands moved towards your back as you could feel your legs wrap around his waist. You let out a sigh when you wrapped your arms around his neck, dragging him closer to your body before you let go to catch your breath.

You both breathed heavily before he attacked your mouth again as you felt him lift you from the ground. You was so caught up at kissing him when you didn't even realize until now when he had led you to his room.

You let out a small thump when you felt him throw you on the mattress and watched him undress his sweaty shirt and his boxers down. You did the same and when you were done, he crawled on top on you as he kept sending kisses all over your body.

You let out a sigh when you felt him kiss on your chest before it trailed over to your neck. You let out a surprised gasp when you felt his palm go under your panties as you could feel the wettness as he rubbed your clit in small movements. ''Gangjae,'' You gasped his name as he continued to kiss on your neck.

You gasped when you felt him put a finger inside you as he kept pumping in and out of your pussy in a rhythm. ''Say my name again,'' He mumbled into your neck as you kept whimpering in front of you.

''Gangjae,'' You moaned as his free hand gripped your left wrist against the mattress. Your hips buckled against him as the pressure inside of your stomach grew. ''Such a good girl for me, yeah?'' He mumbled as you let out a whimper from your mouth.

He released his mouth from your neck before he buried his head between your breasts. You kept moaning for him and when you felt about to cum, he released his fingers from your cunt. ''What are you doing?'' You asked him, annoyed as he let out a chuckle towards your behavior. ''Tonight, I only want you to cum on my cock,'' He told you before he kissed you.

You saw his hardening cock in front of you as it made your mouth water towards the sight. He placed his body between your legs as he spread your legs even wider. You let out a small moan when you felt him grind his cock on your wet cunt in front of you.

''Please,'' You pleaded him since you were done being teased by him. You heard him let out a chuckle as he placed the tip of his cock on the entrance. You sucked a breath in when you felt the tip.

Before you even know it, you let out a surprise gasp when you felt him slip inside of you. You gripped the bedsheets tightly as both of you moaned out loud towards the europhic feeling.

''Gangjae,'' You moaned when you felt his head bury of your neck as you gripped tightly on his shoulders. His cock stretched you out with pleasure. ''God, you're so tight,'' He muttered before he began to move. His pace began to go slow before you urged him to go quicker.

He continued to go a quicker pace as he listened to your moans that sounded like music to his ears. You could feel that you were close and he began to quicken his pace even further. Then, like the time had frozen, you felt your stomach tighten as an euphoric feeling came washing through you.

The two of you said nothing for a while as you catched your breath. Gangjae let out a sigh before he lifted his head up from your neck as you saw him grin before giving you a kiss. His limb cock slipped out as he walked towards the bathroom to clean him up. He walked out and towards you with a towel in his hand as he helped you clean up before the two of you went back to bed.

You didn't spoke for a while as you could feel his warmth body and enjoyed each other presence. ''Why did you join Dongcheon?'' He asked and cut the silence. He trailed his fingers on your arm as he had his left arm wrapped around you.

''I came here to look after my father,'' You responded with a sigh.

''After my mom died, she told me that he was part of this organization,'' You answered as you looked up and met his eyes.

''My mom got killed after I decided to join,'' You revealed as you looked down and trailed your fingers into small pattern on his abs.

''I will help you find him,'' He responded as you looked at him with a frown. ''Really?'' You questioned. After you was told that your dad left you, and then later your mom died, you didn't had anyone to trust before when you met Gangjae.

''Whatever you go through, I'll go through it with you,'' He replied with a soft smile on his face. You smiled as you nodded and placed your head onto his shoulder as you could feel him drag you closer to his body.

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smoll-tangerine · 3 years ago

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congrats on one year on here!!! here’s my req for the writing 🤓

fake dating au! with jaehyun

“my eyes! my virgin eyes!”

[a/n] ahhh, thank you so much! can't believe it's been a whole year! enjoy the drabble :)♡♡

PAIRING. jaehyun x female!reader GENRES. romance, fake dating!au, college!au PROMPT. "my eyes! my virgin eyes!" WORDS. 544

WARNINGS. swearing, (spoiler) someone kisses reader out of nowhere

You expected to be done with rumours and gossip when you graduated from high school. You didn’t expect to still be surrounded by all that pettiness when you got to university. One year of peace without any drama — was that too much to ask for?

“Do I want to know why is everyone staring at me and talking behind my back?” you asked exasperatedly as you looked around the campus.

“They’re not talking behind your back,” Johnny reassured you, though the tone of his voice didn’t really sound confident. While he was easily one of the best liars in your group, it was hard for him to lie to you.

“Okay, then why is everyone staring at me, then?”

“Gosh, not everything is about you!” Jungwoo sassed at you and you raised a brow at him. He immediately hid himself behind Johnny who simply laughed. You then turned to Mark, the only one you could count on in this group.

Well, him and–

“Rumour has it that you slept with Jaehyun,” Mark admitted quickly and your jaw dropped in surprise. “And everyone thinks that you made that fact up and that it’s pathetic of you.”

You gasped at the words and Mark immediately raised his hands in defense.

“Those are not my words!”

You spent the next few minutes spluttering, not knowing how to make sense of the situation. How on Earth did people arrive to the conclusion that you and Jaehyun had sex? Not only did you consider yourself to be someone low-key, Jaehyun was only a friend, for God’s sake!

(Albeit, a friend that was too handsome for his own good.)

“Well, here comes Jaehyun.”

Speaking of your friend, he looked a bit pissed off. The rumours probably reached him too. You internally sighed to yourself. How were you going to explain to Jaehyun how he got caught up in the mill of rumours? You could only hope that this wasn’t going to make your relationship weird.

Especially since you two didn’t sleep with each other.

“Jae, I can explain–”

Jaehyun didn’t even bother greeting you or your friends when he suddenly grabbed your face and pressed your lips against his. Your eyes widened in disbelief, not exactly sure of the situation that was going on at the moment. On one hand, your rational side wanted to push Jaehyun away. Yet, on the other hand, you couldn’t help but think just how great of a kisser Jaehyun was.

So, naturally, you snaked your arms around his neck and kissed him back.

“My eyes! My fucking virgin eyes!” Haechan dramatically screeched in the background.

You pulled away when you felt like things might have escalated if you weren’t going to stop, but kept your arms around Jaehyun’s neck. Your brows furrowed in confusion as you played with his hair.

“What was that for?” you asked.

Was it a necessary question since you could have just enjoyed it — no.

But who in their right mind would show up out of nowhere to simply kiss you in front of everyone?

Jaehyun shrugged and tightened his hold on your hips. “That ought to teach them.”

“Teach… them what?”

His eyes darkened and he only smirked down at you.

“Teach them not to mess with my girlfriend.”

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kpop---scenarios · 3 years ago

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Revenge Is A Bitch (1)

Pairing: Nichkhun x Reader | Jaehyun x Reader

Warning: Eventual smut, cheating, angst

Word Count: 1.7k

A/N: Surprise! It's now a series. Let me know if you wanna be tagged!

Summary: You're life with Nichkhun was amazing, until you went to visit him on a business trip, where you meet Jaehyun, a friend and coworker of your boyfriend. Things escalate quickly from a little flirting in a club, but things get even worse when Nichkhun finds out. "

Y/N." Nichkhun growls. "Give it back." He says, trying his best not to smile. You stand on the other side of the couch, his phone in your hand as you stick your tongue out at him.

"You want it back?" You ask.

He nods his head.

"Then come get it." You yell, laughing as he charges for you, bursting out into laughter as well. Sometimes you were needy, especially when you felt like he was paying more attention to his phone than you. You giggle and scream as you run around the couch, Wooyoung sitting on the couch watching the two of you in disgust. Nichkhun grabs you, pulling you into him, peppering your face in kisses. You stop fighting him and he sets you down as you both continue laughing. You give him back his phone and he slides it into his pocket before tucking a piece of hair behind your ear.

"I love you, beautiful." He whispers.

"And I love you." You grin, placing a kiss on his lips.

"And I'm gonna be sick." Wooyoung groans, leaving the living room as the two of you laugh at his annoyance and disgust of your love. It had been two years of just pure bliss and happiness with Nichkhun, something you never thought you'd ever find, until you found him.

A few hours later, you were sitting on the edge of the bed with your arms crossed as you watched Nichkhun pack a bag. As usual, a last minute business meeting came up, and he was taking off for a week.

"Babe, where's my blue suit? The one with the stripes.. yanno?" He yells from inside the closet. As much as you didn't want to help him, you begrudgingly stood up, shuffling towards the closet to help him find the suit he needed. You roll your eyes as you walk in, and Nichkhun is on one knee, holding a ring pop, making you laugh. "I'm sorry I have to leave my love, but with this ring, I hope you remember that I love you, and I can't wait to come back to you and marry you one day." He grins.

He always knew how to make you feel better and put a smile on your face. Some days you swore he knew you better than you knew yourself. You take the ring and stick it on your finger as he stands up.

"Now, I actually do need my suit." He laughs.

"You mean the one that's hanging right in front of you?" You giggle, taking it off the rack and handing it to him.

"My savior." He grins, putting it carefully in his bag.

"Toothbrush?" You ask him, beginning to list off the items he needs.

"Yes!" He exclaims.

"Underwear? Socks? Passport? Wallet? Casual clothes?" You ask.

"Check, check, check.. where's my passport?" He asks worriedly. Despite only going to a different city, he still needed it.

"Nightstand, left hand side." You sigh. He quickly leaves the closet, going to his nightstand as you zip up his bag, bringing it into the bedroom.

"Like I said, my savior." He grins.

"I'll call you when I land." He says before answering his ringing phone. "I'll be right down."

He gives you a quick peck before heading through your lavish apartment, with you following behind him, watching him walk out the front door, leaving you alone.

It had been a few days and you still hadn't heard from Nichkhun. This really wasn't unusual for him, considering he got very busy with work but he hadn't even sent you a goodnight text in the last 3 days, and that made you really sad. So you decided to do something about it. With a plan in your head you went to sleep, knowing you had an early morning ahead of you.

When you woke up, you booked your last minute ticket, and began packing your bags. You felt a frisson of excitement skate across your nerve endings as you zipped up your bags and waited for your ride to the airport. You very rarely, well actually never had surprised Nichkhun, but this time it felt right. It felt like it was going to be a wonderful surprise.

After a smooth flight, you caught a cab, and told him to go to the hotel Nichkhun was at. You felt like nothing could go wrong, this was the perfect plan, with a perfect execution. You paid the nice cab driver, who also took your bags from his car for you and you went into the lobby to wait for Nichkhun. You called his phone a few times, but he didn't pick up. You look around the fancy hotel and observe a couple who seemed to not be able to keep their hands off each other. You loved that for them. You smiled to yourself, imagining you and Nichkhun being that publicly annoying. You wished you could show your love and passion the way they were. The way they touched each other, it spoke of passion and need and familiarity.

You looked at your phone that has now gone to voicemail six times, you glance up once more and see the faces of the couple that enter the elevator with tears in your eyes.

“Welcome to Club Arriba! What can I get you to drink?”

"6 shots of your strongest liquor." You yell, slapping the credit card that Nichkhun had given you for emergencies. Clearly this was one, and so was the lavish hotel room, and the room service you had ordered before coming to the club.

"You got it." The bartender smiles, sliding the cars off the bar. You stand there waiting for your shots when three girls approach you.

"I love your dress." One giggles. You hold up your finger, asking for a moment before you quickly, and quite professionally down four of the six shots you had bought.

"Thank you." You grin. You turn to the bartender and wave him over. "Four more shots for me and my new friends." You yell, taking the last two shots on the counter.

And like that, you had made friends with some really nice girls, who bought you drinks too. The four of you were dancing, laughing and having a great time when you feel a pair of hands land on your hips. You look behind him and see an extremely handsome man smiling down at you. You don't mind, you enjoy the attention, besides it wasn't like you were getting much these days anyways. You move your body closer to his, swaying your hips to the beat of the music, while smiling at your new friends, who were also dancing with others. As you were getting more into it, you felt a hand wrap around your wrist. You look up and see a man that you absolutely recognize trying to pull you away from the other man that had begun groping you.

"What are you doing?" You ask. Glaring at the man. You know him.. from.. Nickhun's office. "Jaehyun?" You ask. He looks at you surprised that you remembered his name. He pulls you away from the man, through the crowd to a secluded hallway. He swings you around, pushing you against the wall as he crosses his arms.

"What the hell are you doing?" He asks. "You're in a relationship with my good friend and my boss." He hisses.

"Mhm, are you sure you're as good of a friend as you think you are?" You ask, tilting your head to the side.

"I don't understand what you mean." He sighs.

Of course he doesn't. No one knows, you didn't even know until this morning.

"What do you want, Jae? Should I blow you so you don't tell my precious Nichkhun?" You ask, pouting.

"I would never do that to Nichkhun." He deepens. "I'm going to have to tell him about this." He finishes.

You shrug your shoulders, pushing yourself off the wall. "Do what you gotta do." You say. “You know what I’ll help you tell him." You say, taking out your phone. Jaehyun stands there, watching you, unsure of what you're doing. You turn around with snapchat open, and kiss him on the cheek before snapping a picture before he moves away from you.

"What the fuck are you doing? Do you realize that this looks fucking bad?" He yells.

"I've seen the way you look at me when I come into the office. Do you want a taste Jae? Would you like to feel me gripping you while inside me? How about how wet and warm it would feel to cum inside me? So good." You whisper into his ear.

Jaehyun moves back from you, looking partially offended, and partially turned on from what you said. He doesn't say anything to you, he just walks away, and you watch him disappear into the crowd. You adjust your dress and throw your shoulders back and walk back to your new friends.

As you continue to dance, you can feel eyes on you, raking your body up and down. You look around and see Jaehyun leaning against the bar, his arms crossed as he watches you. The way your hands roam your body, the way you lick your lips as you watch him. You can feel his guard being let down as he begins to inch closer to you. The rush of victory flows through your body as he walks towards you.

"Let me take you home." He says, offering his hand to you. He slides Nichkhun's credit card back in your purse and he weaves the two of you out of the club.

"Are you trying to get in my panties, Jaehyun?" You ask, looking at the handsome man.

"I'm just taking you home." He says.

The two of you are standing outside your hotel room as you put your key in and open the door to your large suite.

"Don't tell Nichkhun I'm here." You say, walking inside, Jaehyun following you.

"Let's just get you to bed." He sighs.

You stand in front of him, pulling your dress off, dropping it on the floor. You're almost naked, in front of your boyfriend's good friend, feeling nothing but lust and attraction for this man.

Jaehyun takes a deep breath. "Fuck it." He whispers, crashing his lips onto yours, pushing you onto the bed. Your fun starts now, and soon Nichkhun will know that revenge is a bitch.

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moonlit-jeno · 4 years ago

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fifth time’s the charm? (m.)

pairing: johnny suh x female reader

genre/warnings: explicit sexual content | mentions of recreational drinking/ drugs (weed) | fluff | jaehyun being, well, jaehyun

words: 5.2k

summary: sometimes the universe aligns for you. and sometimes, it really doesn’t

1. There’s a delicious warmth between your thighs, growing with every slow grind of the guy’s hips. You don’t know his name and there’s no chance to ask, not with the way your lips are practically glued together, his tongue doing wonderful things as he licks at the seam of your mouth. He nips at your bottom lip at the same time his hand slides up your thigh, stooping just short of the hem of your dress, and you jolt, whining loudly.

He’s got a cocky smirk on his face when he pulls back to catch his breath, lips swollen and eyes dark. You stubbornly try to pull him closer, wrapping your legs around his waist and grinding your hips up more desperately. The two of you are as close together as the kitchen counter allows you to get. The muscles in his back flex under your fingertips and you’re so turned on that you think you could cry.

You’re just about to ask his name but then his lips are on your neck, leaving a trail of marks down the delicate skin. His hand squeezes at the meat of your thigh and you moan, tossing your head back and smacking it against the cabinet. A soft curse leaves you but the pain doesn’t really register, not when you’re being touched like that. His fingertips are so, so close to your core but he doesn’t dare move there yet. That spot is reserved by his dick, the impressive hardness dragging deliciously against your core.

There’s a commotion next to you and you turn your head to look, immediately regretting it. A guy from one of your classes- Jaehyun, you think- is emptying his stomach contents all over the floor. Your nose wrinkles and you rapidly tap your hookup’s shoulder, trying to get him to pull away. He does, a little confused, but then he follows your gaze just in time to watch Jaehyun throw up again, this time on the opposite side of the same counter you’re sitting on. Your arousal fizzles out and you groan, trying to ignore the wave of nausea that replaces the lust.

“Oh, for fucks sake Jae.” Your hookup groans, running his hand through his messy hair. He turns to you. “I gotta go take care of him, sorry.”

“Friend?” You ask as he lifts you off the counter.

“Best friend. And roommate. Which means I’m probably gonna hear him all night.” He sighs, glancing over to where Jaehyun’s got his face shoved under the faucet. “Thanks for this, though. It was fun.”

You smile, pulling him in for one last kiss. “Sorry we didn’t get to finish.”

He winks as he walks away, throwing a “next time, then.” over his shoulder. You watch as he rubs Jaehyun’s back soothingly, whispering something in his ear before picking him up. “Don’t fucking throw up on me.” Your hookup tells him, adding a “please,” as an afterthought. It makes you laugh.

It isn’t until you get home that you realize you never got his name.

2. You’re on the couch at yet another party when you see him again.

“I’m Johnny.” He offers you a joint and you take it gratefully, placing it between your lips. He even lights it for you. What a gentleman.

“Y/N,” You finally respond after taking a deep hit, watching all of the smoke leave your mouth and float overhead. “Nice to see you again.”

His eyes drift to your mouth when you take another hit and you let your head fall back to expose the column of your neck. “It is.” Johnny murmurs quietly, tongue wetting his lips.

It doesn’t take long before you end up on his lap, his hands grabbing desperately at your hips as you grind down, kissing him with the same ferocity as last time. The only difference now is that you’re high, you’re so, so high, and Johnny feels so good against you that you’re drowning in him.

Johnny pulls away to take another hit, tugging your mouth back to his so that he can pass the smoke between your lips. You accept it easily, loving how the burn in your chest matches the burn in your gut.

“Mhmm, if you feel this good now, I can’t imagine what it’s gonna feel like when I finally get to feel your pussy.” Johnny groans, bucking his hips up against your core. “Bet you’re so wet, so fucking tight.”

“Just for you.” You whisper in his ear, giggling at the deep groan he lets out in response. His hand makes its way under your skirt and you gasp, fully prepared to let him finger you on the couch in front of everyone.

His fingertips graze your core over the thin fabric of your panties and you whimper, swiveling your hips. Johnny’s a tease, just lightly petting your folds, not quite giving you what you want. You open your mouth to beg when a hand clamps down on your shoulder.

You jump when you realize it’s not Johnny’s hand, turning to find a very nervous looking Taeyong.

“Hey, sorry to interrupt. Uh, the house is currently on fire so we’re evacuating everyone.” He explains, trying valiantly to keep his eyes from wandering to where Johnny still has his hand under your skirt.

“Oh, fuck. Is everyone okay?” You ask, standing on shaky legs.

Taeyong nods. “Yeah, I think we’ve got it under control. But we don’t want to take any chances.”

Johnny nods. “Yeah, for sure man.”

Taeyong walks away after bidding the two of you a goodnight. You and Johnny look at each other, sighing deeply before he breaks into laughter.

“Damn, we are so unlucky.”

You groan, laughing despite yourself. “It’s unbelievable.”

3. The last time you’d seen Johnny wasn’t perfect, but at least you got his number.

Johnny texts you like you’ve known each other for years. He doesn’t bother with ice breakers- thank god, because you can’t stand small talk. It’s all memes and stories about how chaotic his day was and honestly? It’s refreshing.

Especially because he always takes the time to ask about your day, letting you rant and giving you support. He doesn’t leave you on read for hours at a time, either- you’re pretty sure the longest you’ve had to wait for a response was about an hour, and that was because he’d been in a class.

Surprisingly, there hasn’t been one suggestive message from either of you. You’d certainly been expecting it, considering the nature of how you met. But Johnny keeps everything family friendly, with the exception of a few dirty jokes and curses.

The most suggestive text he’d sent was a “hey, wanna come over and watch a movie?” But even then, you can’t guarantee that it’s going to lead to sex. You can certainly hope, but it isn’t determined.

Of course, you still shower and throw on your sexiest lingerie. Hell, you even lotion your legs.

Which you’re very thankful for as of right now, because Johnny’s got one hand up your dress and the other cupping your breast. He’s half on top of you, his lips pillowy and insistent against yours. You moan and pull him closer, tugging at his soft hair.

The movie is still playing from his laptop and you lean up to close it, reaching to set it on the floor. You’d hate for it to fall off the bed and break later on.

“I can’t believe it’s taken us this long to fuck.” Johnny huffs a laugh, pulling away to catch his breath. You giggle, tugging at his shirt to get it off.

“Hey, we haven’t fucked yet.” You remind him, sliding your hands up his toned stomach, feeling the firm muscles. He flexes and you slap his chest lightly.

Johnny leans back down to connect your lips, finally moving your panties to the side to run his finger along your drenched entrance. “Well lucky for you, I have a solution for that.”

The door creaks open before the first finger can even slide in. “Johnny! Taeyong baked us a shit ton of cookies, you want some?” You and Johnny jump apart at the speed of light, your hand flying to smooth down your dress while Johnny pats down his hair. The impact of your back hitting the headboard has you grimacing and you distract yourself by focusing all of your energy on glaring at the intruder.

Fucking Jeong Jaehyun. This is the second time he’s interrupted you, although if you take into account that it was probably him that caused the fire, it’s the third. You’re fully prepared to kill him, though you suppose you’ll spare him if he gets the fuck out of Johnny’s room.

He doesn’t.

The idiot’s looking down at his phone, so he doesn’t even notice what position you and Johnny had been in, and he somehow doesn’t even notice how both of you are panting and sitting in unnaturally stiff positions. Finally, he looks up from the device. You raise your eyebrows, waiting for him to notice that Johnny’s shirt is off and that he has multiple hickies scattered across his skin, but he doesn’t! Jaehyun smiles and lifts the tin of cookies.

“I’m okay.” Johnny says shortly. He’s holding a pillow over his lap and he looks absolutely murderous.

“Suit yourself.” Jaehyun shrugs, wandering further into the room. “Were you watching a movie?” Doesn’t this kid know how hookups work? He had to have seen the two of you together at one of the last parties, has to know that there’s a reason you both have swollen lips and messy hair.

“Yeah. Inception.” Johnny responds, clearly hoping that the complicated nature of the film will have Jaehyun sprinting away.

“Oh, I love that movie!” Jaehyun drops the cookies onto your lap and clambers in between you and Johnny, excitedly opening the laptop. “Oh cool, you’re only fifteen minutes in!” He presses play.

Johnny groans. You shove a cookie into your mouth.

4. To say that you’re sexually frustrated is an understatement.

You like Johnny, you really do. Spending time with him is fun. Texting him is fun. He’s a good person overall, and you want to get to know him better. Another thing you desperately want? His cock.

Every time you try to hook up, you get rudely interrupted. Maybe it’s a sign that you should actually start a committed relationship. Maybe it’s a sign that you and Johnny aren’t meant to be. Or maybe, just maybe, the universe hates you.

It’s late, way too late to text him to come over, but you’re horny and annoyed and your imagination just isn’t doing it for you. Your attempts at fingering yourself are fruitless, and even though you’re so turned on that you think you could explode, you just can’t get wet. It must be a curse. Probably Jaehyun’s fault, you grumble, though there’s absolutely no way it could be his fault considering he isn’t here.

Your fantasies keep failing you and despite you having clear ideas of what you want Johnny to do to you, it’s not enough. After a full minute of consideration, you grab your phone.

[Me] 11:43pm

You up?

[Johnny] 11:45pm

Of course I am

It’s not even midnight yet

What’s up?

[Me] 11:46pm

Bored

Thinking about you

[Johnny] 11:46pm

Oh so I’m boring now

The little quip has you huffing a laugh, smiling down at your phone. You bite your lip and roll onto your stomach, propped up on your elbows.

[Me] 11:46pm

Hmm

I mean I guess I could change my mind if you prove me wrong

[Johnny] 11:48pm

You only think I’m boring bc I haven’t had the chance to show you how much fun I am

I might even be too much fun for you

[Me] 11:48pm

Prove it

It’s not surprising that your phone starts ringing, the stupid selfie Johnny had taken last time you hung out popping up on your screen. Your stomach jolts in anticipation, teeth finding your lower lip as you answer it.

“Hello?” You roll back over, shoving your pillow under your head. Your free hand rests on your stomach, drawing shapes into your skin.

“Hey baby,” Johnny’s voice is a low purr over the phone and just the sound of it has your stomach flipping, the pet name drawing a soft whimper from you. “It’s awful late for you to be thinking of me. Mind sharing what’s on your mind?” You consider it, sinking further into your mattress and drawing your knees up a little. “Mhmm, I dunno. I’d rather you share what’s on your mind.” That draws a soft laugh from him. “Oh, nothing much. Was just debating if you’d rather come three times on my cock or three times on my tongue.” The bluntness of his words has you sucking in air through your teeth, though your chest is so tight that you doubt you got any oxygen. “Oh.” Your voice is small and you may have been the one to initiate it, but you have no idea how to continue it. “Oh, fuck.” “Yeah?” Johnny laughs lowly on the other line. “Well, which one is it?” “Both.” You try to sound confident but you’re a mess, hand trembling with how hard you grip the phone.

“Greedy girl.” Johnny clicks his tongue, and you can almost see him shaking his head. “How are you going to earn it?” Your mind is blank, nothing but warm arousal shooting through you. “I-” You try to start, finding yourself unable to finish the sentence. The words are too filthy to be spoken out loud.

“Would you suck my cock baby? You’d probably like that, hmm? I know I would.” Johnny’s voice sounds breathless, and you can vaguely hear the slick sounds of him jerking off. “Would look so pretty with your mouth full. Do you want that?” “Yes.” You manage to gasp out, letting your hand find its way between your thighs. Two fingers dip into your core before moving up to trace quick circles into your clit.“Wanna be stuffed full.” A deep groan leaves him. “Fuck, I’d stuff you so full, baby. Do you think you can take my cock?”

“Mhmm, yeah, I can take it.” You moan, finally starting to pleasure yourself the way you want to. Fingers fucking into your core quickly, palm hitting against your clit. “Oh god Johnny, I’m so fucking wet.” “You sound so good princess. Makes me want to-” His voice cuts off and you hum, urging him to continue. He doesn’t.

“Johnny?” You ask, frowning at his silence. A sigh leaves you when he still doesn’t respond and you draw your hand out of your panties to pick up your phone. Your confusion turns to annoyance when you're met with a black screen and a spinning circle. “God fucking damnit!” You scramble for your phone charger but it’s too late, the dead battery symbol popping up when you try to turn it back on.

You flop onto your bed and scream.

5. It’s been a long time since you’ve had sex, and it’s all you can think about.

Now look, you’re not unreasonably horny. You think about sex the normal amount, and it never actually interferes with your life, but there’s something about Johnny that’s just fucking you up. He’s nice and considerate and makes you laugh so hard that tears stream down your face, and you catch yourself smiling at him fondly even when he’s not doing anything besides frowning at his laptop. Everytime your phone lights up with a notification, you dive for it to check if Johnny had texted you. You’re not in love, but he’s got you wrapped so tightly around his finger that it almost hurts.

It doesn’t help that he’s fucking hot. He’s tall and strong and sexy, and carries himself with so much confidence that you find yourself swooning. You’ve gotten just the slightest taste of what he’s like in bed, but you want the full experience. The whole legs going numb, eyes rolling back, head empty experience. Preferable without any cockblocking roommates.

So no, you don’t think that you think about sex too much. Even if you do end up paying Jaehyun twenty dollars to go see a movie and get dinner so that you and Johnny will finally have the apartment to yourselves. Honestly, you think that locking him in the abandoned storage room would have been more efficient, but this is definitely the more legal option.

Johnny doesn’t look surprised to see you when you knock on his door, letting you in with a smile on his face. He dips down for a kiss and pushes your jacket off of your shoulders, hanging it over the back of a chair.

“My baby.” He whines, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you tight to his chest. “I missed you!”

You giggle and melt into his embrace. “Let’s make up for lost time, then.” “Did you have something in mind?” Johnny pulls away a little to look you in the eye, an amused smile on his face. He brushes his thumb over your cheek and you press into the touch like a cat. His smile widens. “You know, Jaehyun’s not here tonight. We have the whole place to ourselves.”

You act like this is new information. “Oh, well then it looks like we’ll have to make the most of it.”

Johnny hums. “Wanna watch a movie? I’ve got some popcorn waiting to be popped and some wine just begging to be drunk.”

“We could do that.” You humour him, smiling and pulling away when he leans in for a kiss. He pouts and you giggle, pressing your lips to his cheek before moving closer to his ear. “Or you could fuck me.”

Johnny stiffens for a moment and you swear he stops breathing, but then a deep groan rumbles in his chest. “Fuck baby, you can’t just say that.” You giggle and pull back to look up at him with innocent eyes. “I can’t? Why, do you not want to fuck me?” It’s meant to be rhetorical, because you know just how badly he wants you. He’s made it plenty clear. You turn to walk away and Johnny grabs you by your shoulders, anchoring you to him, your back to his chest. He brings his lips to your ear and leaves a lingering kiss on the skin just under your lobe, pressing his hips to your ass. There’s already a sizable bulge there and your stomach flips, mouth suddenly dry.

“Does it feel like I don’t want to fuck you?” Johnny asks, rolling his hips into you. “I want to fuck you so badly that it hurts, baby. Do you know what I imagine doing to you?”

His breathing gets a little heavier when you grind back on him. “Mhmm, no. Why don’t you show me?” Johnny effortlessly spins you around and picks you up, the squeal you let out muffled by his lips. He laughs softly and the corners of your mouth twitch up. “What?” You whine, pouting at him. “Why are you laughing at me?”

“I’m not.” He doesn’t sound convincing at all. “I’m not! You’re just too damn cute.” The pout on your face is kissed away by his insistent lips and he closes the door to his room with his foot, setting you down on the edge of his bed.

There’s still a teasing smile on his lips but his eyes are dark. You swallow thickly as he drops to his knees in front of you, the heat of his palms on your bare thighs nearly too much for you. “Will my cute baby let me show her what I’ve been imagining?”

His words have your breath hitching and your head feeling fuzzy but you manage to find the energy to nod, a shaky ��yes,” passing through your lips. Johnny moves his hands higher up your thighs, thumbs playing with the waistband of your shorts. Your stomach jolts when his thumb brushes over the bare skin just under your belly button.

“I’m gonna eat you out.” There’s no hesitation in the way he speaks, his gaze determined. Your core clenches at the thought of having his mouth on you, his pretty lips and tongue working to please you. “Help me take these off?” You stand up just long enough for Johnny to tug your shorts and panties down your legs, kicking them off so that they land somewhere far away from you. And then Johnny’s pushing you back down onto the bed, palms on your thighs to push your legs apart, and you nearly scream with the anticipation. You’ve waited so long for him that you feel like you might die if he doesn’t touch you right this second.

“Fuck, I’ve been wanting to do this for so long.” Johnny groans, staring at your pussy like he’s in awe. He parts your folds with his fingers, tongue coming out to moisten his lips. “You’re so pretty.” He kisses your inner thigh and hooks your legs over his shoulders, dipping down to press a kiss to your clit. You inhale sharply, and Johnny looks up at you with nothing but lust in his eyes as he begins to eat you out eagerly.

You have to throw your head back when he drags his tongue up your entrance, dipping the muscle inside just slightly before moving up to suck at your clit. It’s too much too fast and you feel like you’re falling, head spinning and feeling fuzzy with all the sensations he’s giving you. His hair is soft between your fingers when you reach down to grab a hold of it, trying to simultaneously pull him closer and push him away.

Johnny moans into your core and pulls away to smirk at you. The lower half of his face is covered in your arousal and his plump lips glisten. “Feel good, princess?” There’s a filthy noise as he spits onto your cunt, using his thumb to spread the saliva around. “Because you taste fucking divine.”

Breathless curses of his name leave you as your elbows finally give out, your body hitting the mattress only to arch right back off of it. Your hands fist in the sheets and your head rolls from side to side, your body not quite sure how to handle this much pleasure. “I’m gonna cum,” You whimper, pressing your heels into his back to draw him closer. “Johnny, keep- keep doing that, ‘m gonna cum.” It comes out as a plea, and another few cries of his name leave you before your orgasm washes over you, drowning you in the pleasure.

The fog finally clears from your mind and you pry your eyes open to find Johnny still kneeling in front of you, licking his lips clean of your release. “Feel good?” You scoot back a little to allow Johnny room to join you on the bed. “Amazing. Knew you had pretty lips for a reason.”

“Aww, you think my lips are pretty?” Johnny teases, making an exaggerated kissy face. You scoff and steal a slow kiss from him, slipping your tongue past his lips at the same time you slide your palm over his dick, feeling the shape of him through the confines of his pants. He moans and tries to pull away but you catch his lower lip between your teeth, nibbling gently.

“I think you’re pretty. I also think we should take care of this, hmm?” You squeeze him gently and his thigh jerks. Johnny laughs breathlessly and reaches down to untie his pants, pushing them down his thighs just enough to free his cock. You waste no time wrapping your hand around the thick length, stroking him slowly. And Johnny makes such a pretty sight, his eyelids fluttering closed and his mouth hanging open. You shuffle back a little further on the bed, moving to lower your mouth to his cock, but he stops you.

“Too impatient,” He pants out, stepping off the bed and throwing his shirt off, kicking his pants to his ankles. “Wanna fuck you.” “I think I’m okay with that.” Your core clenches painfully at the thought of being filled up, and some of your arousal leaks down your thighs. He laughs at your response and reaches for a condom, rolling it on while you rid yourself of your shirt.

You throw your bra at him in an effort to get him to move faster, but it has the opposite effect. He looks at your bra for a moment before moving his gaze to your breasts, swallowing thickly. Both of you groan, but for different reasons.

“Babe, you can look at my boobs while you fuck me.” You whine impatiently. Johnny nods, tongue licking across his bottom lip slowly, eyes still locked on your breasts. It takes him a moment to crawl over to your body, settling between your legs and drawing you into a deep kiss. His dick brushes against your thigh and you wrap your legs around his waist.

Johnny’s always been a tease but you didn’t think he’d be this bad, holding what you want right in front of you, just out of reach. He presses the tip of his cock to your pussy, drags it through your folds, bumps your clit, does essentially everything except for what you want him to do. “Ready?” “Yeah, please,” You sigh, trying and failing not to sound desperate. And yet he still doesn’t put it in. He bends down to place a kiss on each of your nipples, swirling his tongue around one of the buds before moving to the other one. It has you sighing out in pleasure, and his teeth graze the sensitive skin at the same time he finally slides in.

The way his cock stretches you out has your eyes rolling back, your walls clenching around him desperately to adjust. Johnny swears and buries his face in the crook of your neck. “Fuck, babe, you gotta- you gotta stop doing that.” “I can’t,” You arch against him, the action only pushing his cock deeper. “Johnny, you’re so big.”

“You’re just too small.” Johnny quips back, but it’s lacking the normal bite. This time it sounds strained, and your stomach flips at knowing he’s just as affected as you are. “Jesus Christ, how are you so fucking tight?” He finally bottoms out with a groan, grinding into you with a little half-thrust before moving to pull out again. “Guess I’ll have to change that.” Johnny fucks like he simultaneously has all the time in the world and like he has none at all. His thrusts go from hard and fast to slow and deep, the overall effect leaving you with your head spinning and your body burning with pleasure. Your nails dig into his back and you chant his name like it’s a prayer, and he responds by fucking you even harder, sucking bruises into the soft skin of your neck.

One of his hands grasps at the sheets near your head, the other resting on your breast. He gives it a loving squeeze before moving his hand up your arm to lace your fingers together, lifting his head up to find your lips. Both of you are panting heavily but Johnny kisses you like oxygen isn’t important, messily sucking at your bottom lip and meeting your tongue with his own. He lets out a deep groan and breaks away from you, dropping his face back to the crook of your neck. His grip on your hand tightens. “I’m not gonna last much longer.” “Mhmm, okay,” You squeeze his hand back. “Touch me?” He lets go of your hand to clumsily work his hand between your bodies, rubbing tight circles into your clit. Your eyes roll and you arch against him, gasping out his name. Your orgasm is so close, you just need that extra push…

Johnny gets there before you can, teeth sinking into your shoulder to muffle his groan. His hips stutter and his rhythm grows sloppy but he keeps desperately fucking into you, fingers still frantically rubbing at your clit. He presses a messy kiss to your shoulder, moves up to your ear. “Come on, baby. Wanna see you cum for me.”

It only takes a few more of his dirty words, a few more desperate thrusts, a few more presses of his thumb to your clit before you’re coming, legs locking around his waist and nails digging into his back. He swears at how your walls lock around him in a vice, his hips stuttering again as a hiccupy moan leaves him.

He all but collapses on top of you after, rolling to the side and panting heavily. You giggly breathlessly and curl up next to him, head on his chest. His entire body shivers when you press a kiss to his nipple, and he misses the shot when he tries to throw the condom into the trashcan.

“Did it live up to your imagination?” You finally catch your breath enough to ask.

Johnny shrugs. “I guess.” He cackles and catches your hands in his own when you slap his chest and make an indignant noise, pressing a kiss to your knuckles. “I’m kidding! But actually, it might’ve been even better. We might have to try this again soon, just to be sure.” “Right.” You drag the word out in one long syllable. “Is this your way of saying you wanna go for another round?” “That depends,” He says carefully. “Do you want another round?” You laugh and shake your head. “You’re insatiable.” The air is cold when you roll out of bed and help yourself to Johnny’s closet, slipping one of the sweatshirts that you’ll ‘forget’ to return later on over your head. “But yes. Later though, I’m starving.”

The popcorn Johnny had offered you earlier gets stuck in your throat when Jaehyun barges into the apartment, the door slamming open with way too much force. Johnny snickers and pats your back, moving your water closer.

“Hey man, you have fun?” Johnny asks, only half paying attention as he tries to make sure you don’t die. You manage to dislodge the kernel and give him a thumbs up.

“Yep, nothing better than a free movie!” Jaehyun states happily, chugging the red bull in hand before opening the fridge for another one.

Johnny furrows his eyebrows. “Free? How’d you get free tickets?”

Your eyes widen and you try to motion at Jaehyun not to say anything, but he’s as oblivious as ever. “Y/n bought them for me.”

“Oh, did she?” Johnny grins, the pieces clicking into place. He turns to look at you, grabbing your hands in his own when you try to bury your face in them. Jaehyun’s already wandered away and Johnny shakes his head in disbelief. “You had this planned, didn’t you?”

“It’s not my fault!” You whine, pouting at him. “Can you blame me for wanting to have sex with my hot boyfriend?”

“Yeah, I am pretty hot.” Johnny sighs, laughing with his entire body when you glare at him. He coos at you and pulls you into his chest. “But am I your boyfriend?”

Your face goes hot and there’s a moment of sheer panic before you shoot your shot. “...yes?”

“So that makes you my girlfriend, then.” His smile looks even brighter now. “Well girlfriend, it looks like we’re gonna be buying Jaehyun a lot more movie tickets now.”

You groan.

#johnny smut #johnny suh smut #nct smut #nct 127 smut #johnny x reader #kpop smut #johnny scenarios #kpop scenarios #nct scenarios

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ifeelallwrite · 4 years ago

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Let’s talk about Hospital Playlist. (KDRAMA REVIEW)

note: does contain spoilers

When people ask me what is my favorite Korean drama of all time, with no doubt, IT’S HOSPITAL PLAYLIST. This drama has the comic relief, the emotional scenes, realistic characters-just to name a few. No toxic relationships and petty revenge fights. Nothing else will stop me for saying that this is the ultimate feel good drama.

SYNOPSIS: The drama shows insights into the daily lives of doctors and nurses working at Yulje Medical Hospital. It focuses on 5 doctors who have been friends since medical school, who also play together as a band.

This drama encompasses so many elements and characters so bear with me yo this might be real long

Hospital Playlist is produced/written by the Shin-Lee PD and writer pairing, whose previous works were the renowned Reply trilogy and Prison Playbook (which are *chef’s kiss*) I really like that all their dramas really highlight humanism, and puts emphasis on creating a heartwarming and realistic series. There isn’t always a major conflict to be resolved, but instead it showcases how different people-in this case mostly those in the medical field-go on about their daily lives. I also liked their reasoning to produce a medical drama which was that hospitals were where the most dramatic moments occurred, for example during births, deaths or sickness. And since we are still in the Covid-19 pandemic, it ties in greatly to be paying homage to all the medical personnel saving lives. Hence, props to those who were involved in this meaningful masterpiece <3

The drama is not the usual 16 episodes, but has 12 episodes for each season (SEASON 2 IS COMING SOON YAAS) Good thing is I felt that they were still able to weave a dynamic storyline in the first season even with lesser episodes. The writing was just top-notch with the witty humor bits. Additionally, the music is AMAZING. I love the concept of the main characters being a band and playing different songs every episode too.

Okay, now onto the characters. I thought that every character in this drama was well rounded. Starting of with the main five characters, also known as The 99ers, whose distinctive personalities and natural chemistry make all of them extremely likeable. All main characters are professors of different specialties, and I find the male OB-GYN (Seokhyeong) and female neurosurgeon (Songhwa) very refreshing. Also, I like Shin-Lee dramas always have characters that might be realistic yet hardly seen in other dramas or films. For example, Professor Ahn Jeongwon. Despite being a chaebol (inheritor/heir), he isn’t depicted as a spoilt brat or a cold character, instead as a warm Pediatric doctor who uses his wealth to secretly support patients in need. However it makes him stingy to his friends LOL

To be honest, I really thought I was gonna dislike Junwan due to his cold and tsundere nature. I pretty much believed that he was going to be the party pooper type of the bunch, but with the writer being a master of character development, he turned out to be really sincere and hilarious at times. Same for Ikjun, who apart from his enthusiastic and happy go lucky exterior, cares the most about the people around him. Although Seokhyeong seemed detached and introverted, he shows a emotional side to his friends as well as his mother. Songhwa is literally a girlboss though haha she’s smart, capable and gets along with everyone well. And she’s the most sane out of the bunch.

With all the main characters, we have the relationships. Junwan is the first to date seriously with Iksun (the dog or Micky? jkjk) who is Ikjun’s sister. When it first happened I was like not again Jung Kyung Ho (bc he dated his best friend’s sis in prison playbook too LMAO) I think their relationship was realistic and open. It also showed a more sensitive side to Junwan who would do anything for her. I especially liked how he said he didn’t need access to her phone because he trusted her. Yet as all couples do, they have their fair share of ups and downs. Like conflicts on getting married and a long distance relationship as Iksun moves overseas for graduate studies. I don’t really know how to take the ambiguous ending for these two, as Junwan receives the returned box (that has the ring he sent) I really hope nothing bad happens to these two though.

I’m sure we all love Wintergarden couple though, tbh they’re kinda my OTP at the moment 🤣 It was pretty much a ‘will they won’t they’ relationship with a relatively slow build. I think Gyeoul turned out to be one of my favourite characters. Shin Hyun Been did a good job at portraying her as a straightforward but innocent Resident, who is pretty much openly crushing on Jeongwon. The scenes they had together were adorably awkward (and the scene where he gives her chocopies omg) And when Jeongwon battles his inner conflict to become a priest, the final decision where they kiss was beautifully shot, with the actors both showcasing their emotions extremely well.

Then we have Chihong who pursues Songhwa, his professor. Midway through the drama, it is also shown that Ikjun and Songhwa might have had romantic feelings for each other. Songhwa ends up rejecting Chihong’s confession. In my opinion, Chihong was quite a interesting character but I didn’t really like him at the end. (I like the actor though) He did a real jerk move during drinking games, insisting on Ikjun to confess his feelings towards her even though he is already trying not to put Songhwa in an awkward spot. Although his character did end up making a cool exit and when I thought about his incredible story of soldier to doctor, I kinda regret disliking him that much. As for IkSong, In the final episode Ikjun confesses to her one last time, and we are left waiting for Songhwa’s reply. As much as I love this pairing, I don’t think that the ship will sail or maybe not as quickly as we think. I believe Songhwa would meticulously consider the sacrifices to their friendship or other aspects and might not be able to bring herself to it, but I hope it’s otherwise.

Lastly not forgetting Seokhyeong and Minha, another Professor+resident pairing. This one’s a bit ambiguous though, mainly because there hasn’t been much romantic development. To me, the most impactful scene came from Minha who had been irritated by continuous night shifts and was on the verge of a breakdown. She ended up remarkably saving a patient, starting off surgery on her own for the first time. Oh man Minha was such a lovable character, I remember feeling so bad for her but extremely proud of her for her accomplishment. Although Seokhyeong seemed a bit aloof and distant (which was intentional bc he’s an introvert) I think the backstory and all the hardships he faced with his family really made me feel for him. I hate to break it to you, but I’m not so sure if the ship will sail because of the phone call from his ex-wife and Minha’s somewhat rejected confession. But who knows, they might pull off a twist 👀

Apart from all these characters, there are more characters HHAHAH However, I think this is the killing point of ShinLee dramas. Unlike typical dramas which usually focuses on a main character and 2-3 side characters, they like to cast a diverse range of actors (especially those from theatre/musicals and lesser known drama/movie actors) while actually give their characters personality or a reason to be there. I’ve seen many dramas where extras or side characters were kind of irrelevant thus making me feel that they weren’t needed to build the storyline, yet ShinLee dramas hit different y’all. Every role, no matter how small, holds significance to the drama. It really seemed like a collaborative work that shows off every actors skills (and not forgetting staffs) and teamwork.

Anyways because there are way too many characters and too many scenes for me to mention them all, I’ll just talk about some honourable mentions heheh

1. Sunbin and Seokmin confession scene (ahh so cute)

I kinda sensed that they liked each other at the start but I didn’t know Seokmin would ask her out on a date at the end. Even though it’s kinda awkward that they are dating and working with each other though (both are in the same department) but hey the confession was cute and awkward and just warm and fuzzy 🥰

2. MAMA ROSA IS THE QUEENN

I think we all (would) love Mama Rosa because she’s a real one ☝️ (probably the coolest mother ever) She’s feisty, hilarious and kind to others. Plus her friendship with Ju Jong Su was just adorable and super wholesome. The scenes where they were supporting one another through tough times and hanging out with each other when they felt lonely always put a smile on my face. Oh and how Mama Rosa treated Gyeoul was extremely sweet. (as well as Seokhyeong’s mother) Despite her tough exterior, she’s a likeable character for being a strong but caring woman.

3. Just Do Jae Hak

I seriously love this guy so muchhh omg he’s so funny

Do Jae Hak has a funny amd clumsy personality, though it’s clear he’s been through a lot and is strong willed person. From admitting his indecisiveness to counselling Jun Wan on his love issues, there’s literally nothing to hate about him.

4. Uju and his dadd

The father and son chemistry between these two is so good omg. The scenes with these two are so adorable and heartwarming (not to mention hilarious) It’s amazing to see how Ikjun cares so much for Uju despite his hectic workdays while going through infidelity issues with his ex-wife. Uju is matured for his age and shows his love and appreciation for his dad too, making their interaction a great portrayal of a healthy family relationship💞

5. the food stealing the show🥘

Who doesn’t love food and when a show has great food scenes? Some of the best scenes are definitely when the 99s gather to eat. It really showcases each character’s personality with the tiniest details as well as highlight warm delicious meals. Just don’t watch this when you’re hungry at 2am in the morning guys you’ll be drooling all over your screens HAHAHA

Of course there are way more aspects, like Hongdo and Yoonbok, Ikjun and Iksun’s pigeon jokes and raps, or Jeongwon drunk crying in the chicken shop with his brother (who was his coach in Reply 1994 when he played Chilbong LOL)

Most importantly, I think it is the themes and messages that you get from the drama that really create such a lasting impression. Not only does it hit you in the feels with the hardships of hospital patients, or the hardworking doctors+nurses who are working long shifts saving lives, it also tackles topics of friendships through the possibilities of platonic and friends-to-lovers relationships. However I think the biggest lesson for me came from Seokhyeong, who learns to live his life doing what he want, with the people he treasures. Although the drama might seem slow at times (mainly because there isn’t really a main plot line/conflict occurring), but this drama would still bring you on a journey where you would laugh, cry and finish the series, begging for season 2 ✌🏻

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bts-reveries · 4 years ago

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mini me | 24

After getting the location of Taehyung’s interview, you thanked Yoongi for the free drink and left to go talk to Taehyung.

Well

To wait for him to finish his interview, and then talk to him.

You didn’t know how long it was going to take. Once you got to the place, you got out of your car and waited right outside the building.

Ten minutes passed, then twenty, then once it was nearing thirty the doors open. Taehyung comes out with a huge smile on his face, his phone to his ear.

“Jimin-ah,” he says. “I just got done with the interview. I think it went well. Do you want to go out for dumplings to celebrate?” He was all giggly and happy as he talked to Jimin about the possibility of him actually getting into the exhibition.

“Yeah, I’ll be on the way. I’ll text you when I’m there,” he says, hanging up the phone and walking off. He doesn’t seem to see you.

“Taehyung-ah!” You call out. He stops mid step and the smile falls off of his face. You ran up to him, standing in front of him.

“Are you really going to keep ignoring me?” You say. He shakes his head.

“I’m not ignoring you,” he answers. You quirk up an eyebrow at him.

“Oh really?” He sighs, looking around. It was a pretty empty area at the moment.

“Look, I don’t want to cause any more drama than there already is between us three,” he says. “I know you came here to talk about your relationship with Youngdo and I’m going to save you some time and just say that I completely understand. But I don’t want anyone to see us here together, alone, and have any idea that we’re together because I’m not a homewrecker okay?”

You stood there flabbergasted.

“Kim Taehyung, what are you talking about?”

“I really really like you and I love Youngjae but that’s so so so wrong when you’re with another person. Especially if that someone is your son’s biological dad.”

“Taehyung--”

“And also, you’re the first person I’ve ever felt this way with and it hurts right now, I’m not gonna lie. So I don’t think I can be around you as of now,” he says. His eyes starting to shine. “For the first time, I need to think about myself first, and I think right now we shouldn’t hang out anymore. At least for a while, okay? I’m really sorry, I respect your decisions and really, I just want you to be happy. Even if it’s not with me, it’s fine. So if we can just have our separate ways right now, I’m going out to eat with Jimin,” he says, holding his phone up, beginning to walk away.

“So you’re just not going to let me speak or explain myself?” You say, making him stop again.

“I-- I’m really happy right now with the things that just went on in there,” he points to the building. “I’m about to go spend time with my best friend and his family, celebrating this second chance that I got. I don’t want this to ruin it. Maybe tomorrow, okay?” He turns around to walk to his car.

“TAEHYUNG OH MY GOSH JUST LET ME TALK,” you say, grabbing him by the arm. He sighs loudly, running his hand through his hair, finally turning around.

“We’re still friends, I just need some time away from you right now, please. Just please respect my decision like I’m doing with your--”

“I CHOSE YOU.”

Flashback to your date with Youngdo in part 23 ⅔

“So what did you want to talk about?” He asks. You laugh at his question.

“I thought you said you knew?”

“Ah… yes,” he says, taking a bite of the cupcake. You laugh when he gets frosting on his nose. You grab a napkin and wipe it off for him. He looks down at you with sad eyes.

“Okay, I know it’s about us. And I’m guessing it’s who you're choosing? I didn’t want to get my hopes up. I thought about it a lot while waiting for your decision. And I’ve made one too,” he says. You tilt your head at him, curious about his decision and wanting to hear it first.

“Which is?” you ask. He puts the wrapper from his cupcake on top of the box that was in between you two. Finishing what was in his mouth.

“After spending more time with you and Jae and seeing you two be happy, I want to be respectful with any decision you make,” he says. “As long as you two are happy, I’m okay. You two seem to be happier when you’re with, not only Taehyung, but also your new friends. I’m glad Jae has some friends, or family, his own age to play with, and I’m glad you have people you consider as sisters to confide in. I figured that I get to see you and Youngjae still in both situations, and as long as you’re happy, I will be too. I know I haven’t been the best person to both of you, and I do want to apologize about that. So I can see why you’re choosing Taehyung.” Your heart stopped when he said that. “I don’t want to say he’s the better choice, because I have hope in myself that I can be the best to you two as well. But you know,” he laughs, a sad laugh, “I should’ve done my best when I already had both of you, so I’m the one at fault.”

“You know… that I’m picking Taehyung?” You ask. He nods.

“I’m not very fond of him,” he laughs, “but I can tell how much he cares. I saw you two when Jae was in the hospital when I got there. He was hugging Jae and holding your hand. He looked so in love with you. I know because you used to look at me like that. I heard what he said too. Anything for the two of you. I know that you don’t need my permission on who to be with, but I’m glad it’s someone who cares so much about the two people I love most.” You were already tearing up as he was talking. You didn’t think it was going to be this… easy?

“Don’t cry,” he laughs, pulling you towards him for a hug. You put your head on his shoulder, your arms around his waist.

“You were the first guy I ever fell in love with,” you tell him. “Then Youngjae and Youngjae is the love of my life. I never thought I’d ever fall for anyone else after you two. But he came and everything I wanted in the past, I could see in his and I’s future. It’s weird for me to think it’s not with you,” you say, pulling away. You wipe the tear on your cheek with your sleeve. “It’s scary to think that I might just have a whole new future in front of me.”

“It’s scary for me to think that I’m going to be alone for the rest of my life,” he jokes, laughing to get you to stop crying. It made you giggle.

“You won’t, I mean, look at you,” you say with a soft laugh.

“I guess we just weren’t meant to be together forever,” he says, smiling sadly at you. “But I’m happy you’re getting what you’ve always deserved.”

End of flashback

“You chose.... Me?” Taehyung says in shock. “But- I saw you on a date with Youngdo and- and- you were so happy and you didn’t answer my text when I asked you out.”

“I didn’t want to say yes until I had a talk with Youngdo and Youngjae first. Youngdo talked to me weeks ago about getting back together and I wanted to talk to him about my decision first before I came out with you as a boyfriend. Plus I needed Youngjae’s permission first~”

“So how’s Youngdo dealing with it?” He asks, still confused.

“He respected my decision and just wants me to be happy. He says he’s glad that I found someone who cares about me and Youngjae as much as you do.” Taehyung’s bottom lip comes out in a little pout. Then his face switches to a confused, angry(?) one.

“Then why does he hate me?” He asks suddenly.

“He doesn’t hate you- well, you know I don’t know but I’m sure you two will warm up to each other.”

“What did Youngjae think about this?”

“He says if I start dating you, does he call you daddy too?” Taehyung laughs and he thinks out loud.

“Daddy… hmm..” He tilts his head. “I like it.” You scoff, noticing that his little drama moment was instantly gone.

He then steps a little closer to you, grabbing both of your hands in his.

“So…,” he says, “you chose me?” You look around. Did he not just listen to everything I just said?

“Mm.. like a pokemon,” you smile.

“Good,” he says. “I was kind of disappointed when I thought you didn’t.” You tilt your head.

“Really Tae? I didn’t notice.” You say sarcastically. He laughs cheekily.

“Well I’ve been wanting to do this, since our paint sesh,” he says, lifting his hand up and brushing your hair to the side. He holds onto your cheek and leans in.

I know what you’re thinking.

Finally.

“What in the Kdrama…”

The two of you’s eyes open, stopping an inch apart from each other, turning to the voice.

Yuna, Jimin, and Mingyu were both standing a few feet apart from you two.

Yuna mouths, “I’m so so sorry.” While Jimin was covering his mouth, Mingyu just looked at you two confused.

“I’m so sorry, I- I thought we were going to get dumplings. You didn’t text and we were already waiting there for a bit so I figured something happened. We just got here, I didn’t know what was going on, but you two can continue now though,” Jimin says, smiling at both of you. He then grabs Mingyu’s hand, putting it into a fist and raising it up. “Uncle Taetae fighting!”

You didn’t know what else to do but laugh.

“Jiminssi,” Taehyung says calmly. Jimin raises his eyebrows.

“Huh?”

“I’m gonna kill you."

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mini me

ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ part twenty-four: i chose you ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

pairings: artist!taehyung x singlemom!reader

a/n: so what do you think

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illuminatedquill · 3 years ago

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Nevertheless, Do Hyeok’s Confession

Let’s talk about why this scene is currently my favorite in the entire show so far.

(Chae Jong Hyeop really deserved to be listed as second lead in this show and while I have major kudos to Song Kang and Han So Hee for their performances, I’m saddened that Chae Jong Hyeop doesn’t get the same recognition. He absolutely nails his character and gives him depth beyond the “Nice Guy” label that people give him.)

Nevertheless is such a difficult show to watch for me because it challenges my fundamental beliefs about love and how you should treat each other in a relationship. I have a LOT of issues with the characters (well, the main leads, really) but it does an excellent job in portraying these different relationships and, most importantly, love; how it blinds us, breaks us, drives us, and motivates our day to day actions without us realizing.

Yu Na Bi, hiding away from the world, viewing everyone with a cynical eye; the burned out romantic, hurt by love. Her initial relationship with Park Jae Un made sense to her at the time; she could have the perks of being in a couple (having fun, spending time together, the physical intimacy) without any of the downsides (emotions, the risk of being hurt, breaking up). But, Na Bi, is ultimately still a believer in love. It doesn’t take long for the cracks to form in the relationship as she desires more from Jae Un. And when he is unable to give it, she breaks up with him.

Park Jae Un, the playboy with some unknown trauma that leads him to treat women as disposable flings, never committing to a relationship. I can’t speak too much about why he does what he does; it hasn’t been revealed in the show, yet. But he and Na Bi are similar in that they’ve been hurt by people they loved in the past; her cynicism and his refusal to commit are symptoms of this wound. It’s one of the reasons why they’re so drawn together in this never ending toxic loop. Their inability to love courageously and be sincere is why their relationship suffers so much and is probably doomed to fail. (I hope.)

And then, there’s Yang Do Hyeok. Just a regular, decent guy who was Na Bi’s childhood best friend. They meet again on a bus one random night and hit it off immediately. And you can already see that Do Hyeok’s feelings for Na Bi from childhood never faded. Love is a spectrum; you’ve got Jae Un on one end, where his love is motivated by lust, possessiveness, and a hunger to fill up his own emotional needs - a love that is all consuming, all of it tainted with selfishness and ego; Na Bi, in the middle, stuck between wanting to hide away or moving forward, ready to risk it all, all the while being torn from her indecision - a love that paralyzes, weighs down a person with its heaviness, a weight she can’t lift because she’s so hurt; and then Do Hyeok on the other side, with his love that seeks to uplift, heal, and inspire compassion - a love that is selfless, brave, and kind without ego or thought of reward.

All of this is love. Guess which one I believe in and aspire to.

Do Hyeok, baring his heart out. He knows how it will end, he’s seen the looks passing between Jae Un and Na Bi all night, he can feel the tension ratcheting up between them. But he tries, anyway, and the outcome arrives as he knows it will.

And it doesn’t matter. Na Bi is crying, and he is hurting, but it doesn’t matter. He loves her. Unconditionally. And he walls away his hurt and he is KIND to her. Compassionate. Understanding. He spent so much time on this event, and he sits on the ruin of his yearning and anticipation and feelings and IT DOESN’T FUCKING MATTER. Because Na Bi is crying and he wants to help her. Because he’s Do Hyeok and he loves her.

He’s been hurt terribly yet he doubles down in his trust and love for her. Because that’s how much he cares. He puts HER feelings first before his own.

(Ask yourself; how would Jae Un have handled this? Exactly.)

And the way he reassures her. God, it’s so good.

“Are you disappointed in me?”

“Yes. But I knew I was going to be disappointed tonight, so a little thing like this isn’t going to make me disappointed in you.”

“You’re romanticizing me.”

“Then just keep disappointing me. I like you so much, I don’t know what to do.”

(I think the dialogue is a little lost in translation but Do Hyeok basically says that she can keep hurting him; it doesn’t change how he feels about her.)

This scene, this confession, this moment in the entire toxic mess that is Nevertheless, hits so hard because of how wholesome it is. Love at its more pure, beautiful, and kind. I want to scream to the rooftops over and over how amazingly KIND Do Hyeok is. It’s not a trait we usually hype up in most media, especially in male characters. But it should be. We should make it fucking SEXY and spread it around. The potent power in kindness is limitless; how we reach for each other in times of need and hurting to make someone else feel better. To share in their pain and lift it’s weight, even for just a little bit.

He was kind, he was kind, he was KIND. And you see Na Bi’s eyes literally opened to just how amazing Do Hyeok is. And she thinks that he is romanticizing her considering who she is now. But that’s not it. Love doesn’t blind you to your partner’s flaws but recognizes that they are an essential part in who they are. And loving them anyway.

Na Bi thinks she doesn’t deserve Do Hyeok. She doesn’t want to let him down. She probably thinks that she’ll mess him up with her problems. But to Do Hyeok, it doesn’t matter; whatever troubles she faces, whatever hurt she sends his way, he will stand by her; and we know Na Bi and her problems all too well, and it will be hard work to care for her. That’s probably why she doesn’t allow herself to have feelings for him at the moment; it will be hell if he stays by her side, if she invites him in.

(But not to him. Not if it’s her.)

“Oh, it must be nice

To love someone

Who lets you break them twice”

- Finneas, “Break My Heart Again”

#jtbc nevertheless #nevertheless #kdrama #han so hee #chae jong hyeop #yu na bi #yang do hyeok

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lubdubsworld · 4 years ago

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Dangerously Beautiful. (Seokjin x oc)

Kim Seokjin x OC!!

Genre : Organized Crime AU !

Warnings : AU related violence . Explicit Content. Blood , Gore but not too bad. I’ll see how it goes. Extremely Dubious Consent. Abusive relationships. Unhealthy power dynamics.

Summary : When you’re caught in a war that has no end, the only goal is to survive.

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Prologue

“Been a while, huh baby? You’re too fucking tight....” Seokjin grunted, fingers crushing my wrists together with a bruising grip , eyes narrowed as he smirked right into my face as he fucked into me, his hips slamming into mine with a force that made my bones rattle and I had to bite my lips to keep from crying out, tears spilling over my eyes and soaking the fabric of his tie , knotted and stuffed in my mouth.

“But that’s good...at least it tells me you haven’t been spreading your thighs for anyone else, right baby? Not that you would dare....you know you’re mine, don’t you ? Your sexy little body....all mine, huh darling?” He leaned down and made to kiss me and i panicked. I didn’t want him to kiss me.

I closed my eyes, turning my face away but he brought one hand up to grip my jaw, yanking my face back to stare at him. He tightened the grip on my chin and I whimpered when his thumb dug into my skin .

“Open your fucking eyes and look at me.” He demanded. “ What are you afraid of huh? Afraid to admit how much you like this? How much you like having my cock in your cunt?”

I glared at him, hoping he could read all the hatred, all the disdain and scorn and fury I felt for him. He merely laughed shaking his head, his movements speeding up. He stared at me like I was the most precious thing in the world and yet he treated me like I was something he wanted to destroy.

“So you’ve been hanging out with Jihoon again...imagine my surprise doll... Me .... one of the most powerful in the country, “ He punctuated each pause with a thrust that left me wincing in pain, “one of the most feared men in the country and yet....my beautiful wife...out flaunting a relationship with another man.... Don’t make me put a bullet in my own brother’s head, Renae....” He growled, thumb slipping into my mouth, alongside the tie. I closed my eyes, , exhausted as my body went limp to fight the pain.

I hated him. Hated him . Hated him.

“Gonna fuck you all night. Gonna fuck you so hard you’ll be sore for days.....Heard you made plans with him? Let’s see how you run around the city with my brother if you can’t fucking walk tomorrow.” he snarled and I choked on my tears.

The knock on the door made him pause and he swore.

“What the fuck do you want?” He roared and I held my breath.

Please... Please leave... Just, Please.

“Wang’s here, hyung.” Jungkook’s voice carried through the thick mahogany door. “ He’s got the Lee kid. “

Seokjin groaned .

He glared at the door for a second , taking deep breaths to calm himself down and I could see the anger swelling inside him. i held my breath because I did not want to be the outlet for all that rage. I stared , watching his eyes shift to mine, cold and unfeeling.

I winced when he brought his clenched fist down on the sheet with enough force to rattle the whole bed. I exhaled shakily as his fingers came up to brush the sweat slicked bangs off my face, thumb pressing into my lips with force.

“Looks like we’re gonna have to reschedule, princess.” he grunted pulling out, and relief flooded my body so hard, i sagged. He made to move away but stopped when I shuddered.

“What? “ He snapped and I froze.

His fingers reached for the knot at the back of my head and he yanked on it till the tie came undone. I gasped when he pulled the fabric out of my mouth , swallowing to sooth by bruised throat.

“You look entirely too glad that I’m leaving.” He tilted his head thoughtfully and my gaze snapped to his.

“I.. I..” My voice broke, rusty from disuse.

“On your hands and knees.”

I sobbed in disbelief, shaking my head and trying to move away but he gripped my waist, turning me over and lifting my hips till I was on all fours.

“Grab the fucking headboard.” He whispered , sounding unnaturally calm and I felt a chill spread all over my skin.

With Seokjin, the calmer he was, the more reason you had to be afraid.

“I’m gonna fuck you till I cum and then I’m supposed to go kill Lee Jae Hwan’s son. If you stay quiet , let me do my thing... I may consider letting him live. What say, princess? He’s only twenty three years old.... “ He smiled eerily, the sheer beauty of his face a complete contrast to the things he did.

I closed my eyes.

It wasn’t really a fucking choice was it?

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“You didn’t come to the cafe.” Jihoon’s voice came from the shadows , just as I left the library on the east wing. I felt my heart race, eyes darting up and down the length of the corridor, anxiety spiking as I tried to listen for footsteps or voices. It was mid afternoon and the sun spilled into the open hallways through the open windows, and there was no one in sight.

No one visited the East wing that often especially in the middle of the day but you could never be too careful. The servants , guards and the housekeeper were all loyal to Seokjin. And last night... Seokjin had made it clear that he was watching. I couldn’t do this. Couldn’t put handsome, kind Jihoon’s life in danger for my own selfish desires.

I ignored him, walking a bit faster to get away but he moved faster, stopping in front of me and holding both hands up to stop me.

“Renae....what’s wrong?” He asked softly , eyes warm and worried and brimming with concern and i wanted to sob.

“We shouldn’t be doing this , “ i whispered, shaking my head. “ I can’t convince Seokjin to let me go if he thinks it is you I’m leaving with. Right now I hold no value to him but if you keep following me around..acting like a fool....he will keep me chained to his side.!!!”

Jihoon growled , eyes flashing with frustration and anger.

“He doesn’t deserve you!”

“I know.” I whispered, glancing back up and down the corridor. I was so terrified in my own home and it was so unfair. “ I know but you must remember.... he did not force me into anything. I came here of my own volition. I let him court me and marry me and I am his wife now. He owns me. Unless he lets me go, I cannot escape.”

“Its been five years. How much longer? How much longer must I wait for you to-”

“I never asked you to wait. Your waiting is your own doing. Don’t pin that on my head, Master Kim.” I said coldly.

He flushed at that.

“I just.. i love you. I care for you deeply and I want to give you the life you deserve...does that count for nothing?” He asked, desperately and I looked away, laughing at his naivety.

At twenty five, Jihoon was as naive as they came. He had been raised, sheltered. Away from the family business. He did not know how ruthless his brother was.

How little Seokjin valued human life? How fiercely possessive he was of the things he owned.

How little he cared about what anyone else wanted?

“No..matter what any of us wants, because only the king gets to have what he wants “ I said sharply, “ and Kim Seokjin is the King. This is his empire. You and I , we are pawn in his court, only here to serve him as he asks us to....to give him what he wants...... And as long as he wants me , in his house and in his bed, I am bound to him. You’re risking your life , for something that may not even be real”

“Don’t say that... Don’t you dare say that.. What we have is real... it is real.” He said softly.

I stared at him, shaking my head.

“After four years with your brother I no longer know what is real and what isn’t. “

He stared at his feet.

“You love him. “ I said softly.

He didn’t deny it.

“I love you more.” He said hoarsely.

I laughed a little.

“I’m sure you believe that. But the truth is he will kill you. He told me as much. I can’t have that on my head, Jihoon.”

I turned away, clutching my book to my chest , as I walked away from the only person who had ever shown me any kindness.

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“She is in love with Jihoon.” Seokjin said casually, taking a sip of his whiskey, eyes trained on the sunset, lavishly beautiful from their position up on one the tallest towers in the estate.

Yoongi hummed thoughtfully.

“not surprising considering you treat her like dirt.”

Seokjin grimaced.

“I don’t have time to indulge all her fairytale fantasies. She is my wife , she is honor bound to serve me and me alone.” He growled.

Yoongi laughed.

“This isn’t the dark ages. You married her. You didn’t buy her love....”

“then why am I still fucking paying for it. “ He snapped. “ Why am I still here, four years later, chained to her but nowhere closer to being what she wants. Why am I here, contemplating killing my own brother....? “

Yoongi shook his head.

“Because you wasted the years when you should’ve been there for her. You left her alone in a sprawling mansion with no one to lean on and it was your brother who offered her the companionship she craved...”

“My father had died!” Seokjin shouted, fists clenched in frustration. “ He died and he left me a crumbling, burning mess of an organization filled with traitors and opportunists. None of them were loyal to me , I had an attempt on my life every day of the fucking week...so forgive me if I couldn’t take time off to play house with a nineteen year old girl .......”

“Its not too late.” Yoongi said softly.

Seokjin sighed.

“Yoongi...”

“ You’re not that man anymore, Seokjin.... You’ve done your part. You’ve built an empire even the Romans would envy and you are the one in control. She isn’t nineteen anymore either..... She’s twenty four. She knows the kind of life you lead, She will be more understanding. She hasn’t left yet so there’s no reason you shouldn’t try-”

“She has been looking for divorce lawyers.” Seokjin whispered. “ She wants me to let her go.”

Yoongi stayed quiet.

Seokjin continued, voice laced with frustration.

“I can’t do that. I... I don’t know what love is but I feel...something for her. Something that makes it impossible for me to contemplate a life without her. So I can’t let her go but if I keep her life this, if I chain her to my side , she is only going farther away from me. i don’t.. i don’t know what to do.” he said helplessly.

Yoongi nodded.

“I think its time to let Jungkook take over as the head of operations.” He said softly.

Seokjin’s eyes snapped to him.

“What?! He’s not ready -”

“And he’ll never be ready if you don’t give him the chance to prove himself. He is intelligent , sharp and ruthless. He knows the in and out of this business like you do and he has stayed by your side since he was sixteen years old. He loves you like a brother and he is loyal to you in a way that I’ve never witnessed in my life. “

Seokjin sighed running a hand over his face.

“So, what? I just hand things over to him and go sit in an armchair fiddling my thumbs?”

Yoongi laughed.

“No... you take a step back... see over everything and offer us your advice when we’re stuck. The way bosses all over the world function. The next time there’s an issue that needs to be dealt with, you trust us to deal with it, instead of turning up at an abandoned warehouse at two in the morning to break some poor college kid’s arm.”

Seokjin nodded, taking another sip of his drink.

“And... Renae?”

“You tell her you want to build a relationship with her. Beg her for a chance if you have to and then you fix things If you want her love, you earn it. “

“Is that how you earned your wife’s love?” Seokjin smirked.

Yoongi grimaced.

“Let’s not talk about that ...’“ He grunted.

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When I walked into the dining room that evening, the last thing I expected was my husband, dressed to the nines and leaning against the fireplace, staring off into space.

He straightened when he saw me and i froze in place, fear choking my insides.

“Hi.” He said softly.

I blinked, confused.

“I was hoping to have dinner with you.”

He what?

I merely stared at him, completely thrown.

“Unless you have other plans.”

I pinched myself discreetly. Was I having a fever dream? Had I fallen asleep in the library?

“Say something.” He snapped and I got pulled out of my reverie.

I swallowed.

“No.. I.. no i don’t have any plans.”

“Good. Come, let’s sit.”

He pulled a chair out for me and i stared at him in confusion, walking over and carefully lowering myself into the seat.

“Are you going to kill me?” I blurted out when he took the seat opposite to me.

He stared at me in shock.

“What?! Of course not..why would you think that?” he demanded.

I swallowed.

“What are you doing here then.??? ..you don’t do this. Ever.”

“Maybe I’ve changed.” He said casually and I laughed in disbelief.

“I don’t know what sick game you’re trying to play with me but...”

“I’ve been neglecting you.” he said gently.

I froze.

:” I’ve not been the kind of husband I could’ve been. And I think, I need to remedy that.”

He stared at me.

“I don’t know what you mean.” I said shakily.

“I want to make this work. “

“This?” i said, slightly hysterical.

“Our marriage. I want to make it work.”

“I.. no. I don’t want that.. I want a-”

“DON’T!!!” He shouted, fists coming down on the table with a force that made me jump. “ Don’t ask me for a divorce. I’m not giving you one. not now, not ever.”

I stared down at my knees, tears stinging.

“I am trying to be more ....gentle. I want to mend things between us so you wouldn’t have to look for comfort or companionship from another man. “

“Please stop.” I felt sick.

“You’re my wife Renae. And i want you to enjoy it. “

Nausea. Anger. Disbelief. Despair.

Everything warred inside me and my head pounded.

“I ....am not hungry anymore.” I choked out, stumbling to my feet and moving away and for the first time, Seokjin let me leave the room when I wanted to .

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imaginesbymonika · 4 years ago

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The Letter . Jackson Wang x Reader

Plot: Jackson has to learn that not everyone has the same privileges as him.

Pairing: Jackson Wang x Reader, JB x Best friend!Reader (platonic), Got5 x Friend!Reader

Warning: angst, mentions of family abuse, swearing, fluff at the end

A/N: as someone who went through a tough childhood with an narcissistic mother I know your pain, or at least a part of it- my DM’s are always open.

Jb and you have been through thick and thin, he understands you better than anyone else. You’re convinced, that’s why he saw himself as your personal Cupid. The idol was frequently attempting to set you up with his friends and you always said no, after all, he was your best friend and not your dating service.

Until you came across Jackson Wang.

You took advantage of your spare key to Jaebums flat and casually walked in with a bag of groceries (you learned how forgetful he could be when he worked, and you weren’t letting him ignore his health). You heard sounds coming from the living room and started talking about your day- unknowingly that the individual you were chatting to wasn’t your best friend.

“And on my way over here I stepped into a puddle.”, you told, your voice sulking:” You don’t mind, if I borrow a pair of your socks, do you?”.

You put the soy milk into the fridge when you heard footsteps approaching you.

“I don’t know.”.

You instantly turn around and let out a high pitched scream before grabbing the nearest item on the kitchen island to hold it in front of you defensively. The brown-haired man giggled softly:” I don’t know if a banana would protect you from an intruder.”.

“J-Jackson Wang?”, you stuttered with wide eyes:” You scared the living hell out of me!”. You put the banana back and sigh when you see how smashed banana is all over your hands, you must have clenched the fruit a little too tight. “You must be Y/N.”, Jackson chuckles:” It’s nice to finally meet you!”.

To this day, you have no idea that that has been the moment the Chinese singer fell in love with you.

You and Jackson became close friends pretty quickly. JB would never confess it, but every now and then he would feel green-eyed. After all, you two were friends before you met Jackson. But when he saw how his best friend began to stare at you, whenever you weren’t paying attention to him- he’d clear of his jealous mind.

It isn’t a secret that Jackson loves his family. Especially his mother. You had never seen anything quite like that before, especially considering that your relationship with your own mother was everything but nice. But luckily for you it never became a topic, until one day...

“You’ve got mail.”, JB says while he enters the living room, since your apartment was right next to his your Mail would sometimes get mixed.

You look up from your spot on the couch, next to Jackson only to watch how Jb’s jaw clenches as he stares at one letter.

“Are you okay?”, Bambam asks and furrows his forehead. But JB, who looks at you takes a deep breath:”It’s a letter from... your mother.”.

As soon as he finishes his sentence a smile appears on Jackson's lips:” Open it!”. Your gaze falls from your best friend to the white letter in his hands and you feel how the anxiety forms in your chest. How could she send you a letter?

“Where did she get my address from?”, you ask, your voice cold as ice. And you feel how Jackson’s muscles tense up. You sit up straight and reach out. JB hesitates for a second before he hands you the letter. “To my wonderful daughter- Y/N Y/L/N.”, you quietly read out. “Open it!”, Jackson says again softly, although his voice is slightly intenser than before. “I rather not.”.

You promptly get up and walk over to the counter, where you put the letter down. Without saying anything you take a glass out of the cabinet and fill it up with water. “What do you mean “I rather not”?”, Jackson asks:” It’s a letter from your mother after all!”.

Jb licks his lips:” Sit down.”, he says through gritted teeth, his voice a bit too sternly. Jackson glances at him with confusion in his eyes:” W-What is going on?”. He turns to you:” She’s your mother, she probably wants to know how you are.”.

“Yeah, right.”, you scoff. Your distress rising in you with each minute passing:” But honestly, I don’t care.” You bend down and open the cabinet:” Jae- did you move the trashcan?”.

“You want to throw the letter away?!”, Jackson asks, confusion and bitterness audible in his voice:” How could you do that?! It’s a letter from your mother, don’t you have any appreciation for her?!”.

Your fingers grab the edge of the kitchen island, while you face the wall. You could feel how hot tears threaten to leave your eyes. “Jackson!”, JB hisses:” Stop it!”. “If my mother would send me a letter, I’d-.”.

“YEAH, BUT SHES NOTHING LIKE YOUR MOTHER!”, You spin around and cry out. Jb closes his eyes and sighs. “SHE WAS AN ABUSER, SHE LIED TO ME, SHE EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSED ME FOR A WHOLE DECADE!”. Tears roll down your cheeks as you glance at the rapper:” Not everyone has a mother like you! Not everyone has that privilege!”.

Without thinking twice about it, you snatch your jacket and storm out of JB’s apartment.

“Y/N- wait!”, he says, but you’re already gone:” Great.”.

Jackson who is still standing a few meters away from JB turns to his friend. He opens his mouth but closes it again when no words leave his lips.

“That’s why she didn’t give her mother her new address.”, he explains, calmly with a voice crammed with sadness:” Because her mother abused her.”.

You mindlessness stare into the cup of coffee. Of course, he couldn’t believe it, he doesn’t know it any other way. He doesn’t know how it feels like to grow up in survival mode. A sigh leaves your lips as you take the spoon into your hand.

“Hey.”, a small voice whispers. You look up and watch how Jackson smiles down at you. He points at the empty chair:” May I?”.

Without saying anything you nod. For a while neither of you say something, then he reaches over the table and takes your a hand:” I’m so sorry. I overreacted. I shouldn’t have done that.”. You bite your lip, as you feel how hot tears arise in your eyes once again. “Sometimes, when I can’t visualize something - I get mad, but just because I can’t imagine it doesn’t mean it isn’t real. What your mother did to you, that’s horrible. No mother should do that. You were just a kid. I’m sorry. I love you, I won’t -.”.

He stops. You peek up:” D-Did you.”. Jackson swallows thickly and sees how you wipe away a tear that’s rolling down your face. “I‘m so sorry, I didn’t mean to-.”. “I love you too.”.

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papergirllife · 4 years ago

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The way he smiled at her, the way their chemistry made fans of both fandoms cheer made you worry. It’s common for artists to have stages with each other, especially if they took on emceeing jobs or during award shows.

You weren’t angry, nor disappointed in any way. But the way they were smiling at each other made you nervous. You always had a very serious case of insecurity, it started ever since your ex started cheating on you, you hadn’t dare to leave the relationship, until you confronted him, then he left you permanently, only leaving a huge scar on your heart. You hadn’t known that the wound would reopen until today.

When it all became too much for you, when SM announced that he’ll consider taking on the role, you went to look for his co star’s account on instagram, and she’s so beautiful, Jaehyun is way out of your league, you knew this from the start. Yet she’s at the same level of beauty as he is, what if he finally sees that he made the wrong choice? And leaves you for her?

Then you found a short clip of a fan pointing out that Jaehyun panicked when he received a text from someone during his birthday live a few months back, you looked at it a hundred times to see a sunflower emoji saved as the contact’s name. But you were most definitely not the sunflower emoji. So who was it?

You could feel yourself panicking as you laid down on your shared bed with Jaehyun, has he shared this bed with anyone other than you? You try to bury your thoughts as you switched on some random movie on netflix, yet your heart wasn’t really into anything that’s happening on the screen.

“Y/N? Y/N?”

You woke up to the voice of Jaehyun calling for you, it was a Sunday, and he just got back from another inkigayo episode. You soon felt his arms wrapped around your tired body. You tensed up when he did so, flinching at his touch like fire being burnt on your skin.

“Are you okay, Y/N?”

“I think I’m just feeling a bit cold from the constant rain, I’ll be fine, you can go get dinner with the boys, I want to sleep.”

“Oh, okay. Should I get you some medicine now?”

“There still some in the cupboard. I won’t be needing any.”

“Okay, I’ll see you later.”

“Yeah.”

You successfully avoided his eyes, the eyes that make you want to give him the whole world if you could, the eyes that would send you into cloud nine, as well as a painful death over the cliff.

Once he left the door, you cried and cried even though you didn’t really know what you were crying for at this point, until you tired out yourself, slipping into slumber.

Jaehyun could sense something was wrong when he woke up to find that you had left his embrace, when he clearly remembered that he pulled you against himself as close as possible, and when your hugs were short and tensed. He finally decided to ask when the both of you sat down for lunch, when you finally came out of the room saying you had lots of work to do.

“Is something up, Y/N?”

“Nothing, why would you think so?”

“I feel like you’re a bit distant these days.”

“I’m just busy.”

You weren’t looking him in the eyes when you answered him, instead your eyes were trained on the plate of noodles in front of you, suddenly finding them very interesting.

“You’re avoiding me.”

“I’m not, Jae, it’s going to be month end, I just have lots to fix before passing it up to my boss.”

“Look at me then, look up Y/N, stop avoiding my eyes.”

When you did as he said, Jaehyun was shocked to see how tired and swollen your eyes were, and he had only seen you like this once, when you got out of your last relationship.

“Y/N, tell me what’s wrong, babe. Why have you been crying so much?”

“It’s nothing.”

“It can’t be nothing.”

“I’m just insecure okay?!”

You hadn’t meant on lashing out at him, but your emotions had been running high these past few days. You could see the shock in Jaehyun’s eyes, the realisation that it was your doing, made tears leak at the corner of your eyes.

“I’m sorry, it has nothing to do with you, it’s just me”

Then you rushed into your bedroom, locking the door behind you.

Jaehyun was trying to decipher what you had said, were you back with your ex? Are you leaving him? Are you still conflicted on who to be with? Jaehyun laid down on the couch after clearing up the plates, not knowing what to do.

When you heard complete silence outside your bedroom, you sneaked out and laid a blanket on top of his sleeping figure.

That very night after having dinner with his members, Jaehyun tried his bedroom door once again, finding that it was unlocked. He went in to see your sleeping figure, so beautifully peaceful unlike earlier that day, what did he do to make you so distressed? What if your ex was looking for you again? Would you choose that trash over him?

Jaehyun sat next to your sleeping figure, his hand brushing away hair that was stuck onto your cheeks by your dried tears. When you woke up with such hurtful eyes, Jaehyun could feel his heart clench.

“Can I ask you something, Jae?”

Your voice was croaky from all the sleep, but you didn’t care, you needed to know now.

“Who’s the person you saved as a sunflower on your contacts that contacted you during one of your v lives when you were showing your phone to your fans?”

“What are you talking about? That’s the florist shop that I buy your flowers from, their shop’s logo is a sunflower and their name is very long, so I was lazy to type it out, and put the emoji instead. The reason I was worried was because they sent a text to confirm my order being sent to this address. You didn’t trust me?”

You looked up to see Jaehyun sporting hurtful eyes at what he was suspicious about, you let your gaze fall back down on your hands clasped upon your thighs, emitting a loud sigh.

“It’s not you that I don’t trust, I don’t trust myself.”

“What do you mean, Y/N?”

“What I mean is that I don’t have enough faith in my plain old looks and boring personality to keep you interested in me for forever.”

Jaehyun’s feelings went from being hurt, to being heartbroken, not for himself, but for you. The words you said had such heavy feelings that his broad shoulders sagged, he thought you were suspicious towards him, but it was self doubt. When did this start again? He thought he had brushed all your worries from your past relationship away, is he the source of all your insecurities now?

You got up and walked inside the connected bathroom, standing in front of the mirror to look at your own tear stricken face, too emotional drained to even bother putting in the effort to wipe them away.

You looked back at Jaehyun who sat hunched on the bed, his own tears crinkling at the corner of his own eyes. You didn’t know what are his feelings towards you are now. Anger? Disappointment?

“I’m sorry, Jaehyun.”

Your voice rang loud and clear as the echos bounced off the walls of the bathroom towards the bedroom, letting it ring into Jaehyun’s head a few times. He heard it loud and clear, shaking his head, not wanting you to apologise when you’re most clearly not in the wrong, but he couldn’t utter the words yet, a lump in his mouth as his head spins.

“I’m like a broken mirror, no matter how much effort you use to put the pieces back together, I’ll still be broken.”

You felt more tears escape your eyes as you said this, you knew the truth all along, but you still let yourself love another being, even when you knew how heavy your emotional baggage weighs.

When Jaehuyn heard what you had said, he made himself force down the rock in his mouth, you’re not broken, no one is allowed to say that, not even yourself. He walks to the bathroom, and pulls you into his embrace, out of the cold and empty toilet.

“A mirror will never be broken Y/N, they reflect the same thing at different but all very unique and beautiful angles, that’s how you see me, you’re the only one who sees each and every one of my sides but yet you choose to stay next to me.”

Jaehyun knew what he had to do to heal your aching heart when he first met you, he swore to himself that he’s never going to give up. He knew the weigh on his shoulders wouldn’t be an easy fit, but as long as he’s standing tall, there will always be a place for your head on his shoulders, right now, tomorrow, and many more days to come.

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hubbytaeil · 4 years ago

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Hello! Can I request a Jaehyun drabble using 89, 23, 2? Something maybe Fluffy please? Thank you for your time! ❤

Jaehyun + #89 Your lips are so soft, I could kiss them all day & #23 Can I kiss you? & #2 Your hair is so soft

genre: fluff

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"Your hair is so soft." Jaehyun is never the type to beat around the bush; if he has something to say you can be sure that he won't stutter in voicing it out. It's only natural that when he feels like complimenting you, Jaehyun catches you a bit off guard. Especially right now, while he's driving you back to your apartment after Johnny's dinner party.

You're feeling a bit light headed because of the champagne but as you feel yourself sobering up, you're extremely aware of Jaehyun's hand caressing the top of your head. "Um...thank you?" You mumble unsure on how to act properly. You and Jaehyun have started going out just a couple of weeks ago and everything feels new and unfamiliar. One thing you haven't considered in the equation is how incredibly awkward you feel around your new boyfriend. It has been years since your last relationship and somehow you feel like you have forgotten how to be a girlfriend. "Is the headache gone?" Jaehyun asks and that makes you remember why his hand was there in the first place. Because you had asked him to, and you feel the embarrassment taking over. "Y-yes, I'm feeling much better." Like that, Jaehyun removes his hand to put it back on the steering wheel swiftly. "You're a bit of a lightweight, aren't you y/n?" Jaehyun jokes, attempting to cover his laughter. Oh my God, did I do something weird? "I wouldn't say that, I can handle my alcohol." You scoff, desperately recollecting your actions of the past night in search of any humiliating action you might've done. "Y/n, you were swaying left and right after two glasses." Jaehyun reminds you, leaving you unable to talk back. "Okay, maybe I'm a lightweight, but I'm sobered up now!" You exclaim moving hands in different directions; you must look incredibly ridiculous because you've never seen Jaehyun laugh so hard at anything. He brings one palm on his stomach to alleviate the pain of his vigorous laughter. The ride goes on with you two talking and laughing without taking any silence breaks. Before you know it, the pleasant drive comes to an end when Jaehyun pulls over in front of your building. The ecstatic atmosphere is replaced by a gloomy one. Neither of you wants to be separated from the other, you're not entirely sure if Jaehyun can see that the feeling is mutual so you make an effort to make it show. "Can I kiss you, Jae?" Your request is softly spoken which makes it barely audible even to Jaehyun, but he has heard you loud and clear since his ears are now fuming. "You know you don't have to ask?" Jaehyun fidgets with his words, his eyes quickly going from the dashboard and back to you. You bring your hands together, squeezing one of your fingers out of nervousness. "Sorry, I'm so awkward." You affirm looking away. At your words, Jaehyun puts his right hand behind the back of the seat, facing you. "Maybe... but in a cute way." Jaehyun affirms as he's pinching one of your cheeks lightly; you try to escape his gentle grip but it's useless. You master the courage to look at him in the eyes, for a split second, time has stopped in that car. You scoop closer letting your noses touch, he's now grinning, his adorable dimples fully showing. "Stay put, I need to get my kiss." You whisper before finally connecting your lips to Jaehyun's. He smiles into the kiss, which only makes the butterflies in your stomach multiply. Jaehyun's palm makes its way on your back, holding you closer, while the other cautiously rests on your knee. You caress his chest softly before your lips find their way to his neck. Jaehyun releases a low sigh, you feel a slightly harder grip around your shoulder. You feel happiness crashing all over you. Suddenly, you don't care anymore if it has been so long since you were with someone. Because none of those people were Jaehyun. As your thoughts come and go, he shifts backwards wanting your lips on his once again. "Your lips are so... soft, I could- kiss them- all day." Jaehyun murmurs in between kisses, making you become the one who can't stop smiling this time. "Then why don't you?" You suggest, drawing a small heart on the right side of his chest. "I think I might."

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k-llama-llama · 4 years ago

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Muffin Raid

Twice AU: 10th member

Jaewoo x Twice

Jaewoo’s popular with everyone....but especially female idols.

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A/N: Momo isn’t really in this but this gif is god tier

Jaewoo still felt like he was sweating. They’d finished their performance twenty minutes ago, and had cleaned up and got back into their normal outfits, but the stage lights still burned too hot. He could just imagine the headlines about the nine girls of Twice and the sweaty oaf that had followed them to the award show.

At least his own salvation was that he wasn’t wearing his suit jacket anymore. The stylists had wanted to change it up, so he was now wearing a white button up with the sleeves rolled up to his shoulders, making it into some sort of a pseudo muscle tee. His jacket had been appropriated by Sana, who had spread it across her lap. As they took their seats in the artist section, Jaewoo did a quick check, before grabbing the provided blanket off of his own chair and passing it down to Nayeon, who’d been missing one. She gave him a thankful look.

“You did really well.” Sana leaned over to whisper to him, mindful of the artists currently performing.

“Yeah?” He grinned. In order to keep the performance fresh, it had been decided that Jaewoo would cover Mina’s part of Feel Special. Obviously his voice was vastly different from hers, but they were able to make it work. It had been the most time he’d ever spent in the center, and he’d been super nervous.

“Yeah.” Sana confirmed. “I think the cheers got way louder when you started singing.”

“I hope so.” He waved at a camera pointed in their direction, recognizing it as one of Sana’s fansites. “I worked on that performance for like a whole week.”

“Jae!” A voice from behind prompted him to turn around.

Joy was leaning forward, aware of the eyes on him as she spoke. “You did amazing up there.”

“Really?” He smiled at her. “Thanks. You guys are up next, right?”

“Yup.” She shrugged. “Same as always, but you’ll promise to cheer for us, right?”

“I promise.” He held up a fist, and he she bumped hers against it.

“Stop attracting attention.” Sana said when he turned back around.

“What do you mean? She talked to me.” He tilted his head.

Sana sighed. “What are we going to do with you?”

Jaewoo smirked, turning his attention back towards the stage. In all honesty, he did know what she meant. There had been many headlines about his supposed relationships, all because he was comfortable talking to female idols, and they were comfortable talking to him. He didn’t know why, though Chaeyoung insisted it was probably because everyone was in love with him. He had a feeling it had more to do with the fact that most other male idols were terrified to be seen interacting with any of the girls. He was used to it, and it didn’t act overly polite or weird about any of it at all.

During the intermission of the show, they went backstage. There were several other groups milling around, but Twice had to get ready for presenting the next award. That meant getting their hair and makeup touched up, and sneaking in a snack while they could.

Jaewoo’s hair didn’t take too long, so he went to the snack table, scoping out a mini muffin that he desperately needed. Stray Kids wandered over, also raiding the snack table.

“You guys did great.” Jaewoo patted Chan on the shoulder. “Seriously, you killed it.”

“Thanks.” Chan grinned. They were the same age, and had trained together, so they knew each other really well.

“Hyung, we should move.” Han prompted Chan.

“What, why?” Jaewoo looked around, expecting to see their manager scolding them.

Chan followed Han’s eyeline and nodded. “Oh, yeah.”

“What are you talking about?” Jaewoo glanced where they were looking. Blackpink were standing in the far corner of the room, eyeing the snack table. But they weren’t making any move to approach it.

“They probably want us to move.” Chan agreed.

Jaewoo snorted. “I don’t think that’s exactly the problem.”

While the girls were glancing at the table, they were also glancing towards the door, as if they expected a manager to walk through at any minute.

“I’ve got this, you guys keep eating.” Jaewoo picked up a plate of mini muffins, making his way over to them, and casually eating one.

“Ladies.” He said with a smirk when he sidled up to them.

“Jae.” Jisoo gave him a nod. “How are you?”

“Full.” He answered. “In fact, I might need some help with these muffins.” He turned to face the door, holding the plate behind his back.

“I’ve been staring at these for like ten minutes.” Lisa exclaimed, and he felt them starting to grab muffins.

“Were we too obvious?” Jennie asked. “We were going to try and sneak over but…”

“Don’t worry about it.” He looked behind him and winked at Rose. “Only one? I brought you guys a whole plate.”

“Don’t be a flirt.” She shook her head, but still took a second muffin.

He brought the plate back to his front, taking another muffin for himself and keeping his eyes on the door while they ate.

“All clear?” He asked.

“All done.” Jisoo confirmed. “Thanks, seriously.”

“Yeah, I don’t know how we would have made it through the night.” Lisa sighed, licking her lips. “I was starving.”

“That’s what I’m here for.” He smiled. “But please don’t stare so intently, last time. You were scaring the rookies.”

“They were blocking my view of the food.” Jennie explained.

“Well, do you need another plate, or am I good to go?” He asked.

“You’re free.” Rose said.

“And an absolute peach.” Lisa added. “I’ll see you on Thursday, yeah?”

“Yup, we’re still on.” He nodded, turning to walk away. “Oh, and Rosie?”

“Yeah?”

“Looking good.” He shot her a finger gun.

She rolled her eyes. “Knock it off.”

Jaewoo walked back to the table, moving to stand next to Chan and dropping the almost empty plate on the table.

“I hate it when you do that.” Chan said.

“What?”

“Make it look so easy.” He explained. “If I got caught doing that, there would be headlines and a statement and a-“

“Same for me. Difference is, I don’t care.” Jaewoo spotted Jihyo at the door. “I’ve got to go, but I’ll see you on Thursday.”

Chan gave him a wave, and Jae hurried towards his leader.

“How many muffins did you eat?” Jihyo asked, already dreading the answer.

“An appropriate amount.” He promised. “Don’t worry, you can’t see my abs in this shirt anyways.”

“No, but your cheeks are looking a little squishier.” She poked him.

“Yah. Makeup.” He pushed her away. “Come on, we have stuff to do.”

“You don’t give the orders. I do.”

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