#especially bc they grew up to be GREAT BIG KITTIES

[lilnasxvevo]

We have a very large cat carrier that could probably fit a mid-sized dog in it comfortably and for a while we used to put The Ladies (our two younger cats, who are sisters from the same litter) in that carrier together when we had to take them somewhere but then they would spend the whole car ride trying to kill each other. We’d be like Can’t you do anything else. Can’t you look out the window or something

[moltre-s]

hi! sorry for being nosy, but im interested as to what life is like in HK as a (non asian?) foreigner & how do you navigate your way around, how others treat you and if you feel "out of place"? sorry if its too personal, im just looking to eventually move to hong kong and im collecting notes of as many experiences/advice/etc. as i can to better prepare myself haha.

hey! omg no ur not nosy!! i love hk and i love talking about it!!

tldr; overall, living in hk has been a great experience and i’m so grateful that i grew up there :)

on navigating around:      hk is very easy to navigate as an english-speaker. the official languages of hk are canto and english, so most people speak at least a little english and pretty much all signs/announcements/news/etc. will be in english.      public transport is incredibly easy, clean, cheap, and convenient, and u’ll get the hang of it super quickly :) hk is also generally very safe (especially compared to the u.s. where i go to university).      also, everyone has an octopus card which is basically like a debit card that works for public transport, supermarket, fast food restaurants, and more. it’s so convenient and u can add money back onto it whenever u want.

on how i’m treated / feeling “out of place”:      there are quite a few expats in hk, and expats are generally treated well. growing up as a white girl, i did feel like i had to to act/behave a certain (non-western) way. i felt like i was always representing all foreigners - if i were to do something stupid in public, people would assume it was because i’m a foreigner. however, if someone else were to make the same mistake, it would just be viewed as that individual person doing something stupid. i think this is a common experience of minorities everywhere, and even though i absolutely benefit from white privilege in hk, i’m still a minority there, and do sometimes feel out of place.      i’ll also note that there is definitely discrimination/racism against ethnic minorities in hk (eg. Black people, brown people, SE asians, etc.). unfortunately, many places have this problem, so it isn’t unique to hk, but should be addressed nonetheless      all that said, my feelings of being “out of place” have been a small part of my life in hk, and i want to emphasise that my experience is overwhelmingly positive otherwise!! i just want to share the less glamourous side of things because it’s much easier to see all of the wonderful, amazing things about hk :)

all in all, hk is very accommodating of expats, and there is a large, friendly, welcoming expat community that is super helpful and a great resource for newcomers. there are tons of online websites/forums and organisations created to help expats adjust and make friends!

i’ll also note that i’m basing this off of my life (as an affluent white american girl) the past 10 years. with the national security law, hk will probably change quite a bit over the next couple of years and has already undergone changes in the past few months. i can’t predict how the nsl (and whatever else the ccp imposes) will impact life in hk, but it is such an incredible place full of amazing, passionate people, and i don’t think anything the ccp does can change that.

some random quick tips/advice:

the local and street food is AMAZING. i miss pineapple buns every. single. day. when i’m at university

get an octopus card first thing when u arrive! super useful

7/11’s are amazing. u can get fresh garlic noodles, a bottle of vodka, and a SIM card all in one stop

as someone who doesn’t know much canto - try and learn it! it’s notoriously difficult (even harder than mandarin!), but worth it :)

this isn’t a tip, but i just want to say that my favourite thing is when old men taxi drivers sing cantonese opera to me. literally makes my whole week and it happens more than you’d think

if ur american, stock up on american snacks before u go! british/australian/japanese/korean/etc. snacks are pretty easy to come by, but american snacks not so much

do the tourist-y things! big buddha and cheung chau are super underrated imho

since most people walk to the supermarket, when u check out they can deliver ur non-perishables right to the door of ur flat that afternoon so u don’t have to lug it all back yourself

people will wear t-shirts with random incoherent english words and it’s amazing. like u’ll see a little old grandma walking down the street with a shirt that says “hey, nice drug” and i love it

lots of fun english names. can’t tell u how many women i’ve met named Princess, Kitty, and Rainbow. i’ve also met multiple people named Double which is neat

take advantage of the gorgeous hiking trails!!

be prepared for insane humidity. i have to wear waterproof mascara bc the non-waterproof stuff just melts off

if ur pale and wear makeup, stock up before u go! i’m very pale and could never find concealer or foundation in my shade

hk style karaoke is 1000x more fun than american style

that’s all i can think of for now, but if u have any other questions or want me to clarify anything, please don’t hesitate to reach out!! :)

[laracroftsleatherjacket]

Flower Asks: all of them >:3€ (forgive me)

(this is so many omg but I’ll allow it only bc i love u)

Alisons: Sexuality? 

     Gay af (ace lesbean)

Amaranth: Pronouns/Gender?

     Waman (she/they)

Amaryllis: Birthday?

     November 2nd

Anemone: Favorite flower?

     Funnily enough anemones are one of my favs but i think my top favs are chrysanthemums and morning glories but I really love many flowers and flowers in general

Angelonia: Favorite t.v. show?

     As of right now, stranger things duh

Arum-Lily: What’s the farthest you’d go for a stranger?

     Like favors or? I mean I really do try to be a kind and helpful person but if I don’t know somebody or haven’t at least seen them a couple times before I usually don’t do much bc of anxiety 

Aster: What’s one of your favorite quotes?

     "The extraordinary is in what we do, not who we are.” Lara Croft mostly bc I cant think of anything else right now and that stuck with me

Aubrieta: Favorite drink?

     Like a really good cup of black tea with cream and sugar or sweet tea

Baby’s Breath: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

     Never been kissed before but I definitely have someone in mind I would kiss ;3

Balsam Fir: Have you ever been in love?

     Hell yeah I am right now and I don’t think I ever have been before now

Baneberries: Favorite song?

     Oh hard question... currently really digging We Fell In Love in October by Girl in Red 

Basket of Gold: Describe your family.

     My family is supportive (for the most part) and very loving, even if they express love in weird ways sometimes. We also like to joke around a lot and make fun of each other but in a good way? Like we all have a good time mostly and I get along better with everyone since I started college

Beebalm: Do you have a best friend? Who is it?

     My girlfriend is my best friend uwu I also have a lot of good friends but yeah

Begonia: Favorite color?

     Purble but specifically like a pastel purple and purples that lean more towards blue than pink

Bellflower: Favorite animal?

     Lynx! I love so many animals tho and I also like many cats and domestic cats in general

Bergenia: Are you a morning or night person?

     Night!

Black-Eyed Susan: If you could be any animal for a day, what would it be?

     Probably would love to just be a loved house cat who gets to lay in front of the fire all day or a lynx bc i love them

Bloodroots: When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

     A veterinarian (or a special agent lmao)! I also still plan on being a vet tho even tho I get discouraged at least once a month 

Bluemink: What are your thoughts on children?

     I mean I like kids and I was a camp counselor for a summer, but I dont really want any of my own

Blazing Stars: What are you afraid of? Is there a reason why?

     Oh god so many things.. Biggest thing would maybe be death/dying? Like if i think about it too much like the possibility of there just being nothing after death freaks me out. That and throwing up/nausea 

Borage: Give a random fact about your childhood.

     I played soccer and then I was a competitive swimmer so i was kind of an athlete? even tho i hated sports

Bugleherb: How would you spend your last day on Earth?  

     I think I would like to go to waffle house, have the perfect cup of tea, spend lots of time with my loved ones and pet my kitties, play video games with my gf, and sit under a tree in the mountains preferably on a warmer day in the fall and watch the sunset 

Buttercup: Relationship Status?

     Very happily taken

Camelia: If you could visit anywhere, where would you want to go?

     Always wanted to visit Norway

Candytufts: When do you feel most loved?

      Really big long hugs, good morning or goodnight messages, and I also really love cards 

Canna: Do you have any tattoos?  

     I have 6 

Canterbury Bells: Do you have any piercings?

     Yup! I have an industrial, orbital, and 3 earlobe piercings   

California Poppy: Height?  

     5′2 or maybe a little less

Cardinal Flower: Do you believe in ghosts?

     Yeah I think so, but I do also get freaked out easily lmao

Carnation: What are you currently wearing? 

     Red flannel, jeans, fuzzy socks, and big dyke boots  

Catnip: Have you ever slept with a nightlight?

     Yeah I did for a long time and I still sometimes sleep with one or like a bathroom light on if Im sleeping by myself in a new place

Chives: Who was the last person you hugged?  

     Either my mom or my dad I dont remember technically who was last bc my parents are visiting me at college

Chrysanthemum: Who’s the last person you kissed?

     Again, never kissed or been kissed! but maybe soon... :0

Cock’s Comb: Favorite font?

     Font? I like the font in Night in the Woods?

Columbine: Are you tired?

     Pretty much always either sleepy or tired lol

Common Boneset: What are you looking forward to?

     Christmas, getting to see my gf again, and Magfest!

Coneflower: Dream job?

     Like a veterinarian but having my own practice and also being able to take in injured wildlife if possible

Crane’s-Bill: Introvert or extrovert?

     Introvert for sure

Crocus: Have you ever been in love?

     Oh repeat question, hell yes

Crown Imperial: What’s the farthest you would go for someone you care about?

     Depends what it is but I would go pretty far for somebody I care about and Im also a crazy person and would drive/travel no matter what distance for someone I love

Cyclamen: Did you have a favorite stuffed animal as a child? What was it?

     Yup! I had a ballerina bunny, named Bunny because I was very creative and I still have her

Daffodil: What’s your zodiac sign?

     Scorpio

Dahlia: Have you done anything worth remembering?

     I think so? I did a lot of cool stuff with my GS troop like our bronze award project and going ziplining and to sliding rock. 

Daisy: What do you feel is your greatest accomplishment?

     My GS gold award for sure, that shit was hard work and stressful af

Daylily: What would you do if your parents didn’t like your partner(s)?  

     Umm??? I would tell my dad to eat shit and die and I cant imagine my mom being anything but sweet and supportive so I dont even know

Dendrobium: Who is the last person that you said “I love you” to?

     You! This morning uwu

False Goat’s Beard: What is something you are good at?

     uhh Im pretty good at making sense of stuff in my science labs and reasoning and im sometimes good at art? I feel like I do traditional better but Im getting better at digital

Foxgloves: What’s something you’re bad at?

     bad at not being impulsive sometimes and bad at dead by daylight 

Freesia: What are three good things that have happened in the past month?

     a little over a month but officially got a girlfriend who i love very much, my gf came down to visit and we got to chill on the mountains together, and I had a pretty nice birthday 

Garden Cosmos: How was your day today?

     Good! Got breakfast at a diner with my parents and got coffee and a donut at my fav coffee shop so thats all i really need in life tbh 

Gardenia: Are you happy with where you’re at in your life?

     Yeah Im happy even tho Im stressed with school at times 

Gladiolus: What is something you hope to do in the next year or two?

     Get a job after graduation and hopefully get into vet school on the first or second try

Glory-of-the-Snow: What are ten things that make you happy/you’re grateful to have in your life?

     My kitty, mom, wonderful gf, sister, dead by daylight, heated blanket, apartment, waffle house, my sisters kitty, and my dog

Heliotropium: What helps you calm down when you feel stressed?  

     Donuts, coffee or tea, blankets, video games, and loud music

Hellebore: How do you show affection?

     Hmm... I really like to draw art for those i love, tell them how much i love them even though i can be bad with words, and i just try to spend a lot of time with the people I care about no matter what we are doing

Hoary Stock: What are you proudest of?

     uhhh trying to open up more? and Im really proud of my gf 

Hollyhock: Describe your ideal day.

     Going to waffle house. Go to a mountain and hike a little, sit on the top with girlfriend. Admire beauty of mountain countryside. Admire beauty of girlfriend while they admire the beauty of the mountain. Then warm up together with hot chocolate and play video games

Hyacinth: What do you like to do in your free time?  

     I like to doodle and do the arts, play video games, and I like to bake sometimes

Hydrangea: How long have you known your best friend? How did you meet them?

     uuuuuuh I have a good friend I’ve known since kindergarten or first grade when I first moved to where I currently live

Irises: Who can you talk to about (almost) everything?

     My gf uwu and my mem

Laceleaf: How many friends do you have?

     probably like less than 10 

Lantanas: What’s the best compliment you’ve ever received?

     I think its really cute especially when you compliment my laugh

Larkspur: What do you think of yourself?

     ??? I think I am an okay person? And I try to be a good person and be kind and polite to people

Lavender: What’s your favorite thing about yourself?

     Umm... I mean I like that Im kind? and Im not fake and I try to be a good person     

Leather Flower: What’s your least favorite thing about yourself?  

      I hate that I procrastinate and that I can get frustrated easily at myself and at situations like crowds and traffic

Lilac: What’s something you liked to do as a child?

     I liked to play ‘restaurant’ with my sister with our littlest pet shops

Lily: Who was your best friend when you were a kid?

     I had a really great best friend named Rachel :c

Lily of the Incas: What is something you still feel guilty for?

     Losing a lot of friends and for being distant for a long time 

Lily of the Nile: What is something you feel guilty for that you shouldn’t feel guilty about?  

     Cutting off a friend that was bad for my mental health and who didnt treat me well even though we were best friends for a long time 

Lupine: What does your name mean? Why is that your name?

     My name is literally my parents ship name... like they even told me they chose my name by putting their names together lmao but I mean I like my name so i guess its okay..

Marigold: Where did you grow up? Tell us about it.

     Small town in new jersey when I was really, it was nice and family was closer. Then we moved and that was difficult but I ended up adjusting and it was good, had a decent amount of friends and the schools i went to were good

Morning Glory: What was your bedroom like growing up?

     For a long time I shared a room with my sister and we had a bunkbed and I had the top bunk of course, when we moved out of the apartment and into a house I got my own room and it was baby blue only because I told my dad that no, I didnt want a fuckin pink room and that was a whole thing lmao

Mugworts: What was it like for you as a teenager? Did you enjoy your teenage years?  

    It was good? but also sucked a lot. I had a lot of issues with my mental health and struggled for a long while with something. I was bullied and stuff at home wasnt always that great. And i got outed so that was fun. Other than that I enjoyed swimming competitively and I got into art

Norwegian Angelica: Tell us about your mom.

I love my mom!! she is the most Mom mom and is so sweet and always there for me. She helps me out so much with so many things and I just love my mom so much

Onions: Tell about your dad.  

     I mean I love my dad? And hes better than he used to be, but he still doesnt help with shit and irritates me a lot. 

Orchid: Tell about your grandparents.

     I never got to know my grandfather on my moms side bc he passed away a few months before i was born and I sort of knew my grandmother but she lived far away and passed away 10 years ago. I usually see my gramma on my dads side the most and I try to visit often and help her out with stuff and I love her even though she can be a bit... racist and shit.. and I sometimes see my grandpa and step grandma but they can be strict about weird shit and always ask a lot of uncomfortable questions

Pansy: What was your most memorable birthday? What made it be so memorable?

     I dont really do much on my birthdays? Ive had a lot of nice birthdays and it usually involves going out to dinner or having a nice dinner at home and having birthday cake and playing games like jenga or yahtzee.

Peony: What was your first job?

     I did some petsitting for a while but my first real job was being a camp counselor/tower belayer/lifeguard at a girl scout camp

Petunia: If you’re in a relationship, how did you meet your partner(s)?

     Met online after following them for a long time and drawing some arts for them, but didnt really start chatting until stranger things 3 came out bc I saw they had just watched it. Didnt meet irl until fursonacon and I just remember seeing them walking up to my car when I got there and just being like .... oh no.  I had already had a crush but at that point I was just heart eyes      

Pincushion: How do you deal with pain?

     Its a little fucked up but depending on the type of physical pain I like it? Like getting tattoos and stuff.. emotional/mental I just curl up in blankets and listen to sad music lol

Pink: Where is home?

    I feel like I have many homes? I feel really at home in the mountains, at home with my family, and when Im with my girlfriend

Plantain Lilies: If you could go back in time, what is one thing you would stop/change?

     Every event no matter how shitty shaped me into who i am today and Im pretty content and lucky with what I have today so maybe nothing?

Prairie Gentian: Who is someone you look up to? Describe them.

     My GS leader Miss Kristin. So incredibly kind and outgoing and just willing to do whatever she can to help others. Shes so adventurous and outgoing and made my gs troop so amazing. She is such a wonderful lady and shes basically like another mom to me.

Primrose: Describe your ideal life.

     To be with my SO in a nice cabin in the mountains with a nice fireplace. Its cozy and we have pets (especially kitties but also maybe a dog and chickens and such) and life is okay and we’re happy

Rhodendron: What is something you used to believe in as a child?

     God and Santa Claus (i was so heartbroken (over santa not God lmao))

Ricinus: Who’s the most important in your life?

     My girlfriend and my mom

Rose: What’s your favorite sound?

    My gfs voice and their laugh c: and I also really like the sound of thunderstorms and rain

Rosemallows: What’s your favorite memory?

Sage: What’s your least favorite memory?

Snapdragon: At this moment, what do you want?  

     To see my gf again and for winter break to just be here already I am so done with school lol

St. John’s Wort: Is it easy or difficult for you to express how you feel about things?

     Difficult? I try really hard to express how I feel but I usually mess up and I get anxious but I try my best lol

Sunflower: What is something you don’t want to imagine life without?

     Any of my loved ones and my cat 

Sweet Pea: How much sleep did you get last night?

     I wish I got more sleep but it was an okay amount

Tickseed: What’s your main reason to get up every morning?

     Good morning texts from my gf and my gf in general

Touch-Me-Not: How do you feel about your current job?

      I dont currently have a job but I occasionally do art commissions which is usually fun and gives me something to do 

Transvaal Daisy: What’s your favorite item of clothing?

     Any of my flannels and my leather jacket (also not mine but my gfs hoodie they gave to me to borrow)

Tropical White Morning Glory: Describe your aesthetic. 

     mountains, cabins, flowers, fall, flannel, small coffee shops, pastels 

Tulip: What would be the best present to get you?

     Im not one to be picky about gifts? I just love anything that someone put some thought into and thought I would like or reminded them of me but i feel bad if it was something expensive or anything lol

Vervain: What’s stressing you out most right now?

     Final exams and graduation

Wisteria: How many books have you read in the past few months? What were they called?

     0 lmao I used to read a shit ton but Ive been picky about what books I want to read lately 

Wolf’s Bane: Where do you want to be in life this time next year?

    Working towards applying to vet school and maybe thinking about moving out depending on a lot of things.

Yarrow: Do you know what vore is?

     Unfortunately

Zinnia: Give a random fact about yourself.

     I like collecting pins, pennies, and postcards which is funny to me

(So in conclusion,,, I love my gf)

(wow that was long as hell and took forever but done!)

[lovinglukas-blog1]

well what’d u know,,,,, the bitch did it. from the award winning maker of Grumpy Ass Gerard comes Lukas: Big Dumb Puppy

SO,,,,,,,,, here’s what u need to kno abt bby boy lukas

grew up a spoiled LA boy ngl

never rly got to see mama much tho due to her bein an fbi agent and all

he’s p popular and well liked, has a lot of friends so childhood’s p great

until his mama is killed in action under suspicious circumstances

gets p fucking paranoid from here on out, always questioning ppls motives, making them jump thru hoops to prove they’re “real friends”

lowkey manipulative but he does have a natural persuasion to him, plus who could say no to that face

Big Dumbass

Really, Massive Big Fucking Dumbass

how did he graduate high school?????

tutors

then papa gets diagnosed w/early onset alzheimer’s

lukas moves them out to what he hopes would be a quieter, calmer place for him to take care of his dad & get his BA in criminal justice

AKA Valdez

while studying there he meets someone who befriends him, slowly starts talking abt a “group” he was apart of, eventually gets lukas interested

tells him all he has to do is remember conversations, especially at his local police dept internship interview, then come back to him & tell him what happened and he’d get money!!

lukas agrees w/out much thought bc he needs the money for papa

also bc hes a DUMBASS

gets the internship & continues this throughout, only finds out whole truth when sworn into the dept as a full fledged officer 2 yrs ago

was rly upset and mad that he’d been made a fool of like that but at the same time,,,,,,,, this “friend” is offering him a real position now. be a crooked cop, and collect 2 paychecks. that’d definitely cover the treatments and help his papa needs

in the end he agrees to do it

feels hella guilty abt it but!

he’s always been a party boi and when off duty just drinks booze like its water and eats drugs like they’re candy

overall he’s a sweet boy, a gentle giant

literally giant

fc is 6′5, no, im not joking

he’s v loyal

loves to fucc tho lmao

lives in a decently sized apartment w/his dad and 2 kitties

EDIT: forgot to add he’s epileptic!! takes his meds every day tho so usually no issues unless he cant get to it for whatever reason

OK OK i’ve rambled enough!!! the rest abt my bby boy is here! yall lemme kno what u think n shit ok!!!!

[artcanary]

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oh my god dude 

im gonna put this under a cut bc this is a lot. this is a ride, have fun i guess

1. Your first OC ever?god. its got to be Super Kitty. when i was like … an incredibly small child I used to draw comic strips about this feline caped crusader, who was friends with everyone in the city, and the comics always involved him stopping an evil banana man from stealing money from the local bank. He was paid with donuts for his service to the city. i still remember how to draw him. 

2. Do you have a personal favourite among your OCs?i’d get arrested if I didn’t answer this with Bronze, probably… but really, they’re very important to me

3. Have you ever adopted a character or gotten a character from someone else?man, i cant remember! i really dont think i have… P:

4. A character you rarely talk about?there’s loads of characters ive never even posted a single picture of on tumblr, i wouldnt even know where to start asdf

5. If you could make only one of your OCs popular/known, who would it be? bronze is the easy answer, but… i guess that could also go to Servant or Westrin. Servant has a comic project in the works that basically stars him, sort of a series of one-shots about the things he’s experienced, i feel like that would be a good thing to take off and run with. Westrin’s just fun as hell, i love the guy.

6. Two OCs of yours that look alike despite not being related?real talk now… there’s at least five different characters that i refer to as a whole as “bronze-tangential”, who started out as, “what would bronze be like if they were in this world?” and then becoming their own thing within said world because i just get stupid attached 

its an epidemic

7. Are your OCs part of any story or stories?nearly all of them, actually. that’s the main reason i make characters, after all! too many to really go into specifics here, again P: 

8. Do you RP as any of your OCs? If you do, introduce one of your RP OCs here!not often, but i think Bronze and Westrin are the most common ones. unless playing a character in dnd, or running an npc in dnd counts… then a whole lot more hahaha

9. Would you ever be willing to give any of your OCs to someone else?it depends on the circumstances. i don’t really like the idea, though. 

10. Introduce an OC with a complicated design? Westrin’s old getup is a pain to draw, and there was one other design i did that I cant find anywhere… whichever way, i dont often tend to draw super complicated things often 

a couple fakemon ive designed though… heheh those can get pretty finicky

11. Is there any OC of yours you could describe as a “sunshine”? hmmmmmmmm my immediate thought was Eric Silverdale from a comic i was working on a few years ago. hes a darling, i want him to be my friend irl

12. Name an OC that isn’t yours but who you like a lothow could you do this to me i love each and every one of all my friends ocs GOD the first one who comes to mind is @d20-official‘s Smith, whos Bronze’s friend… everyone in that DND party actually

13. Do you have any troublemaker OCs? Rated on a scale from “harmless” to “honestly somewhat frightening”: -Baromet (charming and quite friendly but definitely a kleptomaniac),-Westrin (demigod of bards and travelers), -XEN09 (a nonsense hacker), -Conny (needlessly contrarian and dumb as HELL), -Enza Colie (long fucking story but hes a good-for-nothing), -Hemlocke (mad scientist, chaotic evil), -Iris (AI and hacker, VERY bad), -The Terminus (glitch-in-the-matrix demon, chaotic evil), -and Sydd (the Queen of the Faeries, hopefully the danger there needs no explaining :’D)

14. Introduce an OC with a tragic backstory Mmm… there’s a few of them, most obviously Lent (whose background I did a short comic about). Basically his entire town got eaten by ghosts and turned into zombies, he only barely survived with a sliver of his soul left. 

15. Do you like to talk about your OCs with other people?yes, i often discuss storylines and such with friends

16. Which one of your OCs would be the best at biology (school subject)? Probably Bronze’s dad! I don’t talk about him much, but his name’s Devon Reed, and he was a biotech developer specialising in android design. 

I often describe him as being something of a reverse Arthur Weasley - a very fatherly scientist fascinated to the moon and back with the concept of magic. 

17. Any OC OTPs? having trouble thinking of a lot of them right now, but there’s Eric + Lent & Naiadine + Tailias from Emerald Sigil, Avken + Baromet from my space campaign world, Sydd + Wyvv from my unnamed campaign world, and I’ve been considering Westrin + Servant as an interesting dynamic in Servant’s story

18. Any OC crackships? My character Bismuth and @autistictimeknight​‘s oc Eros. Theyre so fucking in love, I love it. Its been awhile but I do still think about them sometimes.

As I recall, Eros is an empath, she can read other people’s emotions. But Bismuth is a robot, and Eros can’t read her. Because of this Eros can let go of her fear of unintentionally manipulating the emotions of her date, which would hold her back from most other relationships. 

19. Introduce an OC that means a lot to you (and explain why)Hey, meet Bronze! I definitely do not talk about them every five minutes, why would you say that. 

Bronze was with me through two of the hardest years of my life so far, and being a DND character they grew with me, both as a fighter and as a person. They were non-binary before I started using those pronouns, they were the first character or person or anything who I fought someone about using the right pronouns for, they make a great icebreaker for if I want to see how someone reacts to non-binary pronouns … 

One funny anecdote about Bronze is that when I first made them, their “gimmick” was that they would sometimes glitch out and mess up their speech, mostly because I wanted an excuse not to engage in the roleplaying (which I was very bad at). The interesting thing is that as I got better at interacting with the group, we both grew out of needing it very quickly. 

I’m very proud of Bronze. 

20. Do any of your OCs sing? If they sing, care to share more details (headcanon voice, what kind of songs they like etc)?Westrin is a bard! His singing voice sounds like Bill Wurtz and these are his theme songs.

21. Your most artistic OCProbably Westrin again, he writes a lot of songs… and Hallux is a game designer?

22. Is there any OC of yours people tend to mischaracterize? If yes, how? I honestly dont know… no-one talks to me about them, haha! 

people use all manner of pronouns for bronze, though. 

23. Introduce OC that has changed from your first idea concerning what the character would be like?I’m gonna go with Enza for this one. Enza Colie was originally written entirely because I wanted an antagonist for a short starring his sister, Jane Colie. But the more I fleshed out his reasonings for acting how he did and explored his character, the more I realised he’d make an even more interesting character if allowed to have a redemption arc, too. 

I just want to state for the record that I was very reluctant to the idea, and he basically dragged his way out of the villain pit entirely of his own accord. I am dubiously proud of him, and also a bit scared. 

24. If you could meet one OC of yours, who would it be and why?Probably either Eric (Big Man, Best Friend), Crocus (Mother figure), Reed (Father Figure), Westrin (hed just make a good friend u kno??), or Bismuth (she makes good conversation!)

25. The OC that resembles you the most (same hobby, height, shared like/dislike for something etc?)probably the homestuck fan-troll Hallux, but that’s mostly because they were based on a troll-sona I made awhile ago. They’re a hope/prospit game designer who is small and full of rage and love

oh, and there’s dave! dave’s a superhero speedster, existing in a modern-day superhero version of seattle. theyre idiot, just like me,

26. Have you ever had to change your OC’s design or something else about them against your will? this is an interesting one… i don’t think ive ever had something Bad in a design ive done called to my attention by someone, but I did create my character Servant at around the same time I was first really expanding the diversity of my casts. (since i don’t talk about him often, a little context: he’s a magic spirit creature bound to human form to serve the royal family of the land and follow their orders.) 

somehow, younger-and-more-stupid me managed to have the revelation that making this “eternal slave” character literally anything other than a white man, especially as a white author, would be Pretty Not Good. im … thats really, really not something i should pat myself on the back for, but i do consider it one of the biggest bullets dodged in my artistic career so far that i realised that not all representation is good representation so quickly, before i could make that incredibly, incurably stupid mistake. 

after that, trying to make sure my characters and their presentations don’t harm anyone pretty much has become a paranoia. i don’t seem to have stepped on any toes yet, but when it inevitably happens, please let me know - i didnt know, and i want to fix it! 

27. Any OCs that were inspired by a certain song? None that I can think of, actually! I don’t really do that often. 

28. Your most dangerous OC? god damn it i have no idea!!! is it the terminus? glitch in the matrix god of chaos motherfucker?is it sarle? terrifying calculating scientist with the power of the soul at her fingertips ??? is it ares??? is it athena????? is it petra?????? the gatekeeper???? 

… actually, the gatekeeper might be it, if “dangerous” just refers to “the amount of raw power it can wield”. the Gatekeeper is a titanic entity that exists in interdimensional multiverse space, and its implied to have the ability to create and destroy entire universe bubbles at will. for what cosmic purpose, no-one knows. 

at a more personal scale, though, literally all of the aforementioned characters are pretty bad to run into too. 

29. Which one of your OCs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone they’re going?god. Mina or Tawn. Tawn is the Indiana Jonesy type and probably dumb enough, but also competent enough not to get into too much trouble there. Mina would probably drag her friends along. 

30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection? XEN09. No-one knows, because no-one knows xir personal identity. Xe absolutely does, though. It’s less of a secret if you know xir in person, but good luck finding out about it otherwise. 

31. Pick one OC of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like (what they reblog, layout, anything really)dave just reblogs memes all the time tbh. they like to keep tabs on the ridiculous superhero news going on, and they show human jokes and cat videos to their alien gf. they dont really post or add to posts, but they talk in tags a lot. 

32. Which one of your OCs would be the most suitable horror game protagonist and why? i want to say tawn because i literally just realised ive been imagining their voice as sounding like luigi this entire fucking time and i never realised until this exact instant

33. Your shyest OC?probably baromet. they prefer to keep to themself in their hideout, with their collection of shiny things. they don’t really enjoy trying to communicate much, mostly because they expect to get yelled at. 

34. Do you have any twin characters?Yes! At least two sets; 

- Crocus and Sarle. (x) (x) They don’t exactly have a very well-developed relationship, but they are both quite important to the plot of my campaign world, and they are both very interesting. Crocus is a motherly figure who just exudes friendliness, while Sarle is .. very much not that, a researcher studying very gruesome things and pushing the boundaries of reality. 

- Jane and Enza Colie. I haven’t talked a whole lot about either of them here, but I’d rather leave their story to do the talking whenever I get around to it. Essentially, the both of them were intended to do the dirty work for their crime boss family, but Jane ditched to study medicine. Most of the conflict between the two of them comes out of Enza not understanding why she made the choice she did, and coming to understand how he’s been manipulated. 

35. Any sibling characters? I can’t really think of any off the top of my head, I should … I should really work on that. 

I can talk about Westrin, though. Westrin (a demigod of many things, but namely bards, travel, travelers, and people who are lost) often becomes close friends with mortals, sometimes practically adopting them. These people who consider him family, and people who have received his blessing, are able to use his surname, Brilanta, as their own if they choose. So I guess all of the Brilantas are siblings, at least in spirit. 

Oh, and XEN09 has like, seven siblings. Xe is the second-oldest, and least remarkable. 

36. Do you have OC pairs where the other part belongs to someone else (siblings, lovers, friends etc)? I already talked about Eros and Bismuth up there a ways in question 18, but I’ll talk about another relationship here. @autistictimeknight​‘s character, Nova the Alchemist, is mentor and adopted parental figure to my character Munna. Munna … Munna isn’t a very good apprentice. She tries very hard. 

37. Introduce an OC who is not quite human That’s most of them, I’m not quite sure what to say here. Bronze is an android? Bronze again? Westrin? All the aliens ?? 

38. Which one of your OCs would be the best dancer? man. uh. westrin or jean. or perhaps valencia. 

39. Introduce any character you want ??? uhhhHHHhhHHH Lord Brillium is the reigning deity of the Cloud Kingdoms in the other campaign setting I’m working on. They represent light and the quest for knowledge, and spend most of their days in the Cathedral Observatory watching the stars. 

40. Any fond memories linked to your characters? Feel free to share!one time bronze flew a hover-bike through the stained glass window in a cathedral blaring all star by smash mouth on their iguana

also one time bronze rickrolled a rakshasa demon and then pulled updog on it like, two minutes later

another time bronze scared off an entire army by pretending to be an automated security system 

41. Has anyone drawn fanart of your OCs? If yes, maybe show a picture or two here (remember sources & permissions!)ive got a whole little folder on here from all you blessed people !!!! right now ive got a drawing quinn did of one o fmy characters as my lockscreen

but i think the one i’ll really never ever get over is this piece of Jane, by @rabendraws​ / @owoltron​: 

(i bet you thought i forgot about this, dude. dude. think again.) 

42. Which one of your OCs would be the most interested in Greek gods? this is kind of a weird question, m, I feel like Bismuth would find learning about the mythos utterly fascinating, as would Tawn. 

43. Do you have any certain type when you create your OCs? Do you tend to favour some certain traits or looks? It’s time to confesshaha. uh. i might. 

aside from the entire “bronze-tangential characters” thing i mentioned awhile back, I tend to really like designing characters with hair color lighter than their skin color. it just looks so cool man. i love drawing freckles but dont put them on enough characters. i like really curly hair, but also really long and flowy hair. i like drawing triangular body types, and pointy/prominent noses. 

44. Something you like about your OCs in generaluhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is a really vague question. m. m. 

45. A character you no longer use?there’s old versions of characters, but a lot of my older ones have been somehow repurposed. I guess there’s Turien, my first-ever DND character, who’s just kind of sitting dead now. Haven’t really done anything with him other than a pretty recent tangential character. 

46. Has anyone ever told you that you treat your OCs badly?Not that I can think of.

47. Has anyone ever (friendly) claimed any of your OCs as their child? Im certain it’s happened, but I can’t remember any specific instances. 

48. OC who is a perfect cinnamon roll, too good for this world, too pureSpring. spring knows nothing of th dangers of the world who is letting them into fights someon eneeds to stop this

(spring roll, hehe.) 

49. Which one of your OCs would most likely enjoy memesim not sure what this question is asking since many of my ocs actively enjoy memes including but not limited to westrin, dave, bronze, xen09, iris, and doctor archersen

50. Give me the good ol’ OC talk here. Talk about anything you wanti think. i think im going to pass on this one. i gave you the good old oc talk. your damn turn, yall: 

if you have any questions about any of these guys feel free to shoot one at me!

thats all from me im tired and its one am. techskylander you absolute madman 

[nightglider124]

I’m gonna leave this here as a request bc it was originally put out there as an ask and I’ve only just finished writing it up.

I bring you RobStar fluff bc really what else do I give you lot?

Nuzzle

The weather was miserable today; rain pelting the windows in the common room so hard, Robin wondered if they would withstand the force of the droplets. There was clearly a mix of hail in there considering it sounded much fiercer than just water.

He sighed as the news continued to drone on upon the big screen.

Maybe he had been around Starfire and her positive thinking too much lately but boy, did he wish there was more on nowadays other than catastrophe. Murders, rapes, natural disasters; there was never anything uplifting on the news, never anything to brighten peoples’ day up.

Although, he supposed, the content on the news successfully reflected the atmosphere of the weather today. That was for sure.

He frowned, glancing at the clock and silently hoping that Beast Boy and Cyborg were alright on their journey to retrieve pizza for dinner. Raven was in her room, the last time he checked and he guessed if anything did go wrong, she’d alert them; what with her and Beast Boy being an item now, meaning she was a lot more tuned to his aura when he wasn’t around.

There was a muffled whimper from beside him and Robin found himself smiling before he’d even turned his head.

Starfire was fitfully sleeping on the sofa beside him, her head just resting against his thigh. Her hair pooled over her shoulder and down her back as she lay on her side, making sleepy noises every now and then.

Robin watched her, his eyes softening a great deal behind the veil of his mask.

She was so adorable in everything she did; every gesture she made. Watching her had always been a favourite pastime of his but now he could do it without feeling like a bit of a creep.

There were a lot of things he could do now that he couldn’t before, seeing as now he was her boyfriend.

Robin felt a flutter in his stomach. He could never get tired of repeating that in his head.

He felt her shift beside him before twisting and turning, attempting to get a little comfier. Robin smiled softly and brought a hand to her ear, pushing her hair back and rubbing that spot just behind her ear in circles to soothe her.

She immediately leaned into his touch, purring and her body lost its tense posture. His grin widened, thoroughly enjoying this kitten side of her. Starfire had previously told him how her people were descendant from felines and how she often shared certain traits with their Earth cat.

Bless her; she’d been so awkward and embarrassed explaining that to him but Robin hadn’t minded in the slightest. In fact, he was fascinated and found it utterly gorgeous; especially that purr of hers. It could range from a comforted sound to a sexy sound, depending on what exactly they were doing.

He hadn’t come across many other traits yet but he’d found this little ‘behind the ear’ trick and found it absolutely wonderful. It seemed to set her off in all kinds of ways, especially if they were getting a little hot and heavy. Other times, like now, it seemed to soothe her extremely well.

Robin jolted a little as her hand came to rest on his thigh, just beside her head.

He gulped as she pawed the material of his uniform. Her fingers were warm and soft and he suddenly craved more of her touch.

However, she wasn’t quite finished, so it appeared. Starfire made a noise, similar to a ‘meow’ and her chest rumbled anew as her purring intensified in response to the pressure of his fingers increasing behind her ear.

Starfire began subconsciously crawling up his chest, staying close enough so the contact between them was not lost, even for a second.

Robin bit his lip, determined not to laugh in fear of waking her. He was enjoying this attention from his girl and it was adorable that she was doing it in her sleep.

He felt her lips brush against his neck and he lowered his chin, kissing her cheek briefly.

She hummed a happy noise and started nuzzling the crook of his neck, rubbing her face against his and running her hand up and over his chest. Robin grinned when he heard her deeply inhale his scent before her purring grew louder.

He tried hard to keep his eyes on the TV, he really did but she was so distracting but in the best way.

Starfire lifted her head slightly, her lips brushing his cheek before she snuggled back down on his lap. Robin kept a protective hand on the back of her head as she continued to purr whilst rolling this way and that on his lap.

With a snort, Robin threw his head back and laughed to himself. She was absolutely adorable and this lazy kitty cat side of her was a new favourite of his.

His Princess yawned and slowly opened her eyes, looking up at him. She frowned, confused to find herself draped over his thighs on her back, her hair pooled around her head.

“Robin...?” Starfire murmured, rubbing her eyes,

“Hey Star,” Robin smirked,

Glancing around, Starfire only furrowed her eyebrows as she pushed herself up onto her elbows,

“Was... did I not fall asleep on your other side?”

“You did.”

“I am confused.”

His arm slipped to her waist and he tugged her up so that she was comfortably sat on his lap, her hands splayed on his chest as she stared at him.

“I don’t think you told me everything about Tamaranians being descended from felines.”

Starfire tilted her head at her boyfriend.

“You were very affectionate during your nap, Star.”

Her cheeks tinted red and she swallowed, “What do you mean?”

Robin grinned, “You were purring and rubbing your face all over my cheek and neck and then finished off with some rolling around in my lap; all whilst touching me wherever you could.”

Starfire gasped, lifting a hand to her mouth, “I did not.”

He nodded, “You did... just like this actually...” Robin leaned forward and copied her earlier gestures.

She groaned and let her head fall into her hands, “Ohh! I am so embarrassed!”

Robin couldn’t help but laugh at her as she shook her head, refusing to look at him. He gazed at her, smiling as she continued to fret over her slumbering behaviour. She might have been looking at the feline traits as strange and distasteful but Robin found them endearing. Her purring and nuzzling were something Robin was beginning to cherish; they stirred something deep in his stomach, giving him the best kind of fluttery feeling.

“Star.” Robin stated,

She lifted her head only a little, peeking one eye at him, “Yes?” came her muffled response,

He chuckled and caught her wrists, pulling them away from her face, “Look at me.”

With a huff, Starfire did as he asked, her cheek flaming as her green eyes met his, “I know it is the weird, Robin and I do not mean to but it is instinctive and I cannot help it-“

He did the only thing he could think of to make her stop talking. He leaned forward and kissed her. Starfire made a surprised sound but sure enough, started to kiss him back.

When he pulled back, she was frowning at him and looked ashamed of herself.

He smiled, “Starfire, it’s not weird. It’s a part of who you are and honestly... I kinda love it.”

She blinked, “What?”

“I think it’s an adorable side to you. Kitty Starfire is funny and very cute.”

She cast her eyes downward, her fingers playing with the material of his cape.

“You are just saying that because you feel obligated to do so as my boyfriend.”

Robin rolled his eyes and cupped her cheek, forcing her to look at him again,

“No, I’m saying it because it’s true. I love your feline traits and I love you. You’re always surprising me and I like being kept on my toes.”

A smile slowly spread across her face, a timid, bashful smile, “Truly?”

He nodded.

“I love you as well...”

He brought her face closer and kissed her nose, “That’s what I like to hear. Now, snuggle up and let me get that spot behind your ear that apparently sets you off something crazy.”

Starfire stiffened and flushed again, “How did you-“

Robin smirked, “You give away all your best secrets in your sleep, Star.”

[chaoticpanenergy]

ksdfghjkl @agnesandcecilia​ tagged me so here goes!!

Rules: answer 17 questions and tag 17 people you want to get to know better

Nickname: on tumblr i go by peregrin! after peregrin took from lord of the rings, my favorite character from my first serious fandom. <3

Zodiac Sign: virgo! i know nothing about the zodiac! what does virgo mean! one time i did the birth chart thing and like the first 4 or 5 things were all virgo and i showed one of my friends who’s actually a zodiac person and they just stared at me in horror and said “are you OKAY???” which, absolutely not but i doubt the zodiac has much to do with it, why do you ask, botany my pal. [for the record, please don’t get worried anyone, i am fine. mostly. enough. would be more fine if my parents would let me go to therapy but we’ll work on that one i guess.] 

Height: 5′5″ (i was 5′4″ for the longest time and for some reason was super salty i never hit 5′5″ and then i went to college and somehow grew an inch my first year??? idk how that worked but regardless i hit 5′5″ and it matches and i’m happy now!!)

Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw. people are never surprised to learn this. i think this means i am doing ravenclaw right. 

Last thing I googled: “how many people zoom” - i was arguing with a classmate over the max amount of people our college’s plan can fit on a zoom call + i didn’t want to bother with enough words to make sense when i knew those words would get me the result i wanted. (for the record, i was right.)

Song stuck in my head: rn it’s gotta be “go the distance” from hercules. probably bc it’s one of the only ones on the roman sanders playlist thomas just released that i already knew. i am but a simple nonbinary that only listens to like 3 kinds of music and disney is one of them. 

Following and followers: following 208, 58 followers! huh they both end in 8 rn that’s random and cool. 

Amount I sleep: hhhhhhhng probably not enough lol. the last couple of weeks i was staying up until about 2-3am and then sleeping in until between 10 and noon, but now school is running again i’m heading to bed between midnight and 1am and getting up at 8:30. so. i don’t know how to do math i’m a humanities gay but,, however much that is? minus the like hour it typically takes me to fall asleep once i go to bed.

Lucky number: 29! it’s a prime number and also pippin from lotr turns 29 during the course of the book & he’s my fave character. plus i just think it’s a neat number. 

Dream job: hmmm this is tricky. okay, dream life situation is to be a parent of some kiddos, be able to write my stories & hopefully publish them, and hopefully do graphic design work too—designing book covers is the ideal. so a job that involves/allows for those elements. idk lol. 

Wearing: a red t-shirt with the logo of a writing club at my college that i’m an officer for, a red leather jacket i bought from the thrift website thredup last week, and black high-waisted jeans from american eagle (the only brand i have so far found that consistently fits me well). also socks and a green barrette (i have a side part in my hair on the left and it makes my hair fall in my face unless i clip it back) and gray fingerless gloves bc i get cold + overstimulated easily & the gloves help w/both of those things. i own like 5 pairs of these exact gloves it’s great. a watch on my left wrist with a mother-of-pearl type watch face & a narrow pink leather strap, which my parents gave me for christmas. my pocket is full of fidget toys. 

aaaand bc i’ve been working on and off on this it’s now a whole different day! i’m now wearing a gray heathered tee with a big old heart on it in the nonbinary flag, a light pink & dark blue flannel from costco, and the same black jeans with a pocketful of fidget toys. also the same gloves & watch. my barrette is purple today! & i’m wearing dark gray slippers to keep my toes warm. 

also i wear glasses every day, purple frames in a shape kiiinda similar to canon logan & patton’s from sanders sides. 

Favorite song: ksdfghjkl this is harddddd uhhh “the wizard and i” from wicked never fails to make me have happy feels and a lil bit of like, good angsty feels, ya know? also “show yourself” from frozen 2 is a gem and queer anthem bc i’m queer & i said so.

Random Fact: i’ve been a vegetarian my entire life! meat as a concept seems very gross to me personally lol. i don’t really care about others eating it, though. not my body, not my choice (which is a great phrase in many contexts) ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  

Favorite Authors: I’ve been a fan of Tolkien’s work since I was 5 years old. patricia c wrede is really great. the only works by leigh bardugio i’ve read are the six of crows duology but those were PHENOMENAL and contained the first straight ship a YA book has managed to make me ship in quite a long time (i would die on the spot for inej ghafa), so definitely would count her as a fave. i’m a pretty big harry potter fan but,,, ah,,,,, not so keen, let’s say, on jk rowling herself. tamora pierce is fantastic for whenever i’m in the mood for some classic Good Old FantasyTM. also a bunch of fanfic writers!! especially @/tulipscomeinallsortsofcolors [i am too shy to tag]​!!!! laoft is INCREDIBLE and i’m a huge fan and i get SO EXCITED every time a new extra comes out. so much talent!!!!!

Favorite Animal Noises: ooh. hm. my parents are not pet people so i haven’t always been exposed to a lot of animals and can be shyer than i’d like to be of critters. kitties are very good. the lil “mrow” noise specifically. also birds can be fun. 

Aesthetic: pastel blue, pink, purple, with silver accents and teal, aqua, and dark purple as secondary colors. space & dainty things, w/a little bit of soft nerdiness thrown in. essentially if ravenpuff didn’t have a specific color scheme associated with it. (fun fact, i wear so many bright clothes that one day i wore all black just for funsies and a friend of mine saw me and literally assumed a family member of mine must have died and i was in mourning. bc she was so surprised to see me not in brightly colored clothes. i could not make this shit up if i tried. if ur reading this, love u moon mom.)

aaaaaand i currently have too much anxiety to tag people & i’m gonna say that’s okay for now <3 but totally message me if u wanna be friends!! i will reply when i have appropriate levels of social energy <3

[sunflowerstationary]

Dearest darlingest Ivy,

Lol well this time I sucked hard. Oh well. I'm ready to reply now.

Kinktober is harder than I thought but it feels especially good and rewarding to keep up with it. It's already at over 20k? How? It's three days in??? The fuck? I've never finished such a long multichap before, I will be so fucking proud of myself. Even if it's shit.

Put a hold on looking for a recliner bc god knows when I will know where we'll be living or how much space we'll have. I appreciate it though.

Personally I'm all in favor of you just fucking bringing home an enormous comfy couch without asking and your mom can just deal with it. Lmao. That's how I got Timmy. #yolo

I, too, am horridly disappointed that it's not looking like I'll be able to live with you at least within the next five years. I mean, I'll probably hold out hope. Life has had a funny way of panning out for me so far, you just never know what wild shit might be around the corner. For example, I never thought that I would be domesticated at 21 and willingly living with and dating a cishet guy in his 30s, yet here I am.

I know what you mean, though. I love living with Steve, too, I just wish that he got along with... anyone. Anyone else that I loved. Sigh.

Ever since we got the eviction news Steve's been like, totally depressed and engrossed in his video games, and I'm trying really hard not to get upset or be selfish and ask for extra attention... but I'm anxious too, and I kind of wish he would rather ride this out with me than just be mostly absent most of the time. I know this is his way of coping, I just...

My ways of coping probably aren't better, though. All I've done in days is write. Obsessively. Write, and drink too many energy drinks, and get not enough sleep.

It's a good thing I have this phone and redownloaded all of my strictly for-pleasure apps (like the moths, and the cats, and the dragons) bc otherwise I think I'd be driving myself up a wall.

I'm sorry I haven't been texting as much as I could. I think I've overextended myself a bit.

Should I re download Snapchat???

I'm really proud of Scrap for taking the commotion in the house so well as we begin packing again, and I'm starting to calm down about the moving again thing. Even if we just end up in an apartment, I know I'll be able to take him, so i just need.. to chill. Like. At most he's going to be back at my grandmas a couple of days while we figure out the moving shit.

You aren't obligated to smoke, my friend. I mean, personally? I would recommend trying it, but it's not really life changing. It's most likely to be a huge disappointment bc it's not as great as everyone makes it out to be. But as I said, I have some, so if it want to smoke up lmk.

I really need to get more wine. I am out, and that wine is delicious. I've been drinking that apple liqeur shit for a few nights now and while it is delicious, it doesn't get me drunk as quickly. Sometimes that's nice. Lately, though, I just want to be inebriated.

Remind me to have you try it.

I guess it's a good thing that you aren't worrying about it when you don't have to... but at the same time, I just. Really hope you don't get hurt in the end. This whole thing makes me very nervous. :/ I miss when everything seemed simple, and we were all just going to live in a big commune when we grew up with all of our best friends in one place.

Life fucking sucks for not giving us that.

I have, at least, opened a tab to start looking at the Kate Bush stuff. Progress!

I am CONSTANTLY struggling with the urge to tell people I have fucking ptsd so they should fuck off. Good job on restraining yourself tho xD I guess it's for the best that we don't, but God. Sometimes. Sometimes.

This stuff is so fucking sour.

I was weak today and spent basically my whole break talking to Jenn... it wouldn't be so bad except whenever I let myself get absorbed in conversation with her, I always end up over sharing about my very personal life, like. My personal problems... and I know that that's a fucking stupid thing to do? But I still do it? It's hard to remind myself that Jenn is not a good friend to have, even though she's so earnest and seems like she really truly does want to help.

Unrelated, but we sicced her on a customer from hell today, it was fucking awesome. xD Wish you were there.

Rain check on the cat tree, if I haven't already said that. Sigh..

Jesus, a counselor specifically for eating disorders? That seems like jumping the gun a bit? Doesn't your mom realize that the problem probably stems from something else...? Idk, in my own experience it was more helpful to see a therapist who didn't really specialize, and didn't look for specific things in me... just took an overall look at my symptoms and started helping me find the tools to deal with them individually.

I hope that it helps him though. I really do. I love TJ, having him at work is great. I'm too awkward to really express it but since he's yours I feel a bit protective of him.

~Reminder to talk about bondage~

No, you never told me exactly. I don't even know if the specifics matter though. That it upset you is enough for me to be unimpressed with him.

Drunk sex is great. I miss drunk sex. I feel like it's not really all that coordinated, though.

Have you asked him to do a scene with you? Maybe he could do the dom thing more if it was like.. structured.

(Not that I've ever gotten to do that either.

God, I'm sex deprived, fucking end me. I'm so horny. Why didn't I think of this before I decided to do a month long porn challenge?????)

I agree, about Kevin being oblivious. I'd be scared of that too. I hope that he actually listens to you and pauses to imagine it the next time you bring it up. I wonder if life just hasn't thrown him a real wrench yet. I feel like after the first terrible surprise, for me, I just... started to look at everything differently. I was so married to my morals when I was a teenager and didn't really realize it. I would assume Kevin is too, if he hasn't experienced anything that would force him to reevaluate.

God, I need to go keep writing. I'm so fucked. I have my three days in Canada coming up and it's just fucking awful timing, I'm hoping I don't get very far behind. Or behind at all. (wishful thinking, though, i think)

I'm so tired and I have such a long week ahead of me.

Hope you have a less stressful one than me. Tell me what you think of the next Kinktober chapter, and kiss each of your kitties for me. I miss you.❤️

Love, Tonio~

PS are you keeping up on your russian??? я тебя люблю

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Vicfolk, meet Emily Scholes, maker behind cozy toque and flower crown company Olann Handmade in Victoria, BC. We caught up with her during this chilly spring (perfect toque time) to chat about the weather...and other things…

What describes you?

Dreamer, homebody, hard-working, a bit of a ranter.

What is the basis of your business?

On trend. Inspired by nature and the heart.

Who is your community?

Close friends, creators and family.

Which neighbourhood do you live in?

Vic West.

Describe your neighbourhood.

A sweet little spot that keeps getting better and better. Nestled by the Gorge and within walking distance to town...I think it will soon become the next big thing!

What do you like about your hood?

Small, quiet and well situated. Great amenities and fabulous, local shops.

Name three Vic West haunts you frequent.

Hold General, Fry’s bakery, Victoria Sushi.

What are three things you adore about Van Isle?

The water and beaches.

Island life (camping, taking a drive, visiting small nooks across the island).

When those visiting our island and city tell me how lucky I am to live here, because I know I am.

What are three things that drive you crazy about where you live?

Passive aggressive people.

The cost of ferries.

The near constant wind.

Where are your favourite places to go in the greater area?

Dallas Road.

Visiting our locally owned, little stores.

Tofino.

Wine in the afternoon on a patio downtown.

Describe what “home” means to you.

Where the husband, kitties and art is. Clean and fresh. Flowers in vases in every room. Not wanting to leave.

If you moved here from somewhere else, when was the first time Van Isle felt like home? Do you plan to stay here for a long time?

I grew up in other places in Canada and in the UK. Will Vancouver Island ever feel like home? I’m not sure. But for now I plan on staying and continuing to make it my home. I always dream of downsizing to an even smaller island, but that dream is in the distant future.

What are some lessons you learned being an entrepreneur/maker here?

There is such a strong community for makers in this part of the world.  There are local customers who value locally made goods and are prepared to support their artisans. It’s a lot of work but if you put in the effort and produce enough merchandise, it does pay off.

How do you feel supported as a business owner/maker in your home?

In my home, my husband and family support my endeavors. It is not an easy job, especially since I already have another full time job, but for me it satisfies my creative outlets to be able to “make” in the spare time I carve out for my craft.

How often do you "hone your craft"? What are the hours or efforts put in with your business?

I make practically every day. I am always working on something whether it is an order, a new design that I am trial-and-erroring, or just ploughing away at getting pieces made for upcoming events. It is rare that there is a day that I am not working on something. So when I get home from my day job, I maybe sit for a few minutes or start the laundry or do the dishes. Then I begin my other job as maker for the few hours I have left in the day before dinner calls and bed soon follows!

What's next for you in your business? What are you excited to expand into?

The most pressing thing on my to-do list is to approach local retailers about stocking my items. I have a to-do list a mile long but essentially this is my next big step. I am also going to start producing a Summer and Winter collection for Olann that will feature beautiful linen and cotton fine knits and virgin wool and alpaca sweaters and accessories. I want Olann to be the company local people think about when they consider making their next knit purchase. I am also in the process of applying for 2017 markets and have just signed up for my first one, The Craft Cartel 2017.

This is a blog about Victoria and Vancouver. Do you notice any areas of overlap between the two cities? What about differences?

I don’t visit Vancouver enough to comment too specifically, but there is a general “West Coast” vibe that resonates though both locations. I think Islanders think they are more relaxed but this might just be a misguided perception! Victoria is a smaller city and doesn’t feel as frenetic as Vancouver. Victoria is a bit less multicultural in some respects as well, but both cities now have great bike lanes!

What do you like to do when you visit Vancouver?

Go to the beaches, do a little shopping, eat food on Commercial Drive, visit Stanley Park, ride my bike though Gastown and go for lunch and visit art galleries in the area.

What do you show people in Victoria or on the island when they visit from other places?

Beacon Hill Park and Dallas Road, Sooke and Sombrio Beach, Coombs and Tofino and Goats on the Roof, camping, the Gulf Islands, whale watching. I take them out for amazing food, picnics in the park, and bike rides all over town.

What do you hope for the next generation of people in your hood?

That it only becomes more cool, more developed and offers more interesting social activities!

Lastly, is there anything about the island that makes you go "aww, my home!"

Every time I drive off the ferry in Swartz Bay and head into Victoria I sigh and always feel so thankful to be back on the island. It always just feels different from where I have come from in the best possible ways.

Check out Olann Handmade on Etsy and Instagram!