#especially ROSA ILY

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i p r o m i s e i will send you more of these tomorrow after i have slept but for now... what about 📚 🚫 💘 🎂 for my boys alexei and elijah????

Aaaaaah tysm for sending me this for my boys (and for all of your lovely asks) ily! I welcome anything else you want to send me about anyone.

📚 BOOKS — what level of education has your oc most recently completed/is currently in (GED, undergraduate, grad school, phd, etc)?

Alexei got his bachelor's degree in English Lit, then completed a teaching credential program. A couple of years after he started teaching, he went back to school to get his M.Ed because he's crazy like that. That's the last thing he's done although in the future he's going to do an MFA in creative writing. He enjoys being a student. Yeah, I don't know where he gets it either.

Elijah got through undergrad and got his bachelor's degree. He wasn't especially interested in going to college (he'd managed to build his streaming stuff up really well throughout high school, and was signed to a pro esports team), but his parents insisted and he wanted to shut them up. He majored in art partly because he's actually really interested in it and it would make the four years tolerable, and partly because he knew it would drive his parents up the wall (they really wanted him to major in something more serious and "grownup", and kept trying to push him into premed like his sister) and make his father's forehead vein pop.

🚫 PROHIBITED — does your oc drink/smoke? do they do it regularly, or is it more on occasion or for special events?

Neither of them are big drinkers. Elijah may have the very occasional hard seltzer if he's doing a fun, chill stream, or something if they're out on a fancy date night but he's just not a big fan of it overall. Alexei's pretty similar - might have a cocktail if they're out on a date or if he goes to a happy hour with his co-workers. If he does have a drink, he likes his sweet, fruity and preferably with a tiny umbrella.

Neither smoke, but they both enjoy edibles on occasion. It's usually a weekend thing - Elijah will make them some fancy snacks, they'll both have a gummy and spend the day catching up on a favorite show or watching movies together and just hanging out. Sometimes they'll go out for a walk in the park near their apartment and commune with nature, do a little people-watching, grab lunch together and chill.

💘 HEART WITH ARROW — what and/or who do(es) your oc consider the most important to them?

Elijah's absolute favorite people in the entire world are Alexei, and his older sister, Lucy. He's also ride-or-die for all of his teammates (Jude, Apollo, Omar, Flora, Nico and Noelle) and his boss, Rosa, who's basically a second mom to him (he's been working at her coffee shop since he was about 15 and she adores him).

Alexei is very family-oriented and, next to Elijah, his moms, younger brother and older sister are the most important people in his life. After that, it's Chase and Reiko. Chase is a teacher at the same school, and they've become incredibly close friends. He took a few of Reiko's classes in undergrad (and is going to take more with her when he goes back to get his MFA), she really took him under her wing and mentored him as a writer and they've developed such a close friendship.

🎂 BIRTHDAY CAKE — when is your oc's birthday? how old are they? what are their sun, moon, & rising signs (if known)? what about their tarot card, ruling planet, & ruling number (if known)? do they fit the typical traits of these sun, moon, & rising signs?

Alexei's 29 years old, and his birthday is on July 19th. He a Cancer sun, Libra moon with a Virgo ascendant. He embodies his big three traits pretty well. He's very family and relationship-oriented, is nurturing and compassionate, hates conflict and is a natural peacekeeper. He tends to be really well-liked no matter who he's around - he's just got fantastic, soothing energy and tends to be very diplomatic so he can get along with almost anyone. He's hyper-organized, especially at work. He's absolutely that teacher that has weeks of sub plans stashed away if he needs them, and they're all incredibly detailed. He can be a bit fussy sometimes, and a little indecisive when he's stressed. He can definitely be prone to having some very Cancerian big feelings, but the Libra moon tamps those down a bit and mostly keeps them on the inside.

Elijah's 26 years old, and his birthday is on November 18th. He's a Scorpio sun, Leo moon with a Gemini ascendant and he's classic. Think all of the Scorpio intensity and emotional depth, with the charisma, creativity, desire for recognition and self-confidence of a Leo. Throw in a twist of restlessness, curiosity, adaptability and such a way with words and you've got Elijah. Those traits can definitely clash a bit sometimes, and he has to keep himself from flitting from one thing to the next rather than being focused on one big goal, but he usually manages to strike a good balance and make it all work together cohesively.

[fizzytoo]

lying, ghost, crying, anger, sleeping, shaved ice, maple leaf and see no evil for anyone u want and milky way for adrien, rua & rosa <33

THANK YOU ILY<33333 im answering under the cut 🦔

🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

Juliette!- she's an okay liar. like she has her moments where she's gotten away with some tiny lies which really makes her overestimate her abilities 😭 it's harder for her to get away with bigger lies when you know her. she becomes even more animated than she normally is and she plays with her hands.

👻 GHOST - do they believe in ghosts? what are their "ghostly experiences," if any?

Rosa!- yes, 100% she'll tell you the story of when she was a kid growing up in her grandparents' old farmhouse and the ghost she SWEARS she saw in the upstairs bathroom. she only saw it once, but once was enough to scare her from going to the bathroom at night.

😭 CRYING - what makes them cry? do they cry easily?

Adrien!- Adrien's a frustrated crier. if he feels like he's being misunderstood, or if something just isn't working out like he thought—he'd cry. They're hot, angry tears he tries hard to hide.

💢 ANGER - what are some habits they have that will take some getting used to?

Adrien!- despite his put-together appearance, Adrien's pretty disorganized. Among other things, he constantly forgets to close the fridge or and turn off the lights after being the last one in a room. his hair-ties and bobby pins are all over the house, and his clothes and shoes are a mess where they're kept. He tries to multitask but ends up getting distracted halfway through. Rua's the neater of the two so it was something he had to get used to.

💤 SLEEPING - do they fall asleep easily? what helps them sleep?

Rosa!- she can't fall asleep just anywhere. she has to be in her bed and in her comfy clothes. Rua!- loves to fall asleep to music. He has a sleep playlist that now even Adrien needs him to play before bed. He likes to chat with Adrien while the music plays softly in the background. Danny!- Danny, in classic dad fashion, can sleep anywhere. Catch him dozing off in the morning while he's preparing coffee before work. Adrien!- He loves a good nap, especially one on their new sofa in the afternoon when the sun is peeking through the curtains (very catlike of him ‼️). At night, he loves the sleep while holding Rua :3

🍧 SHAVED ICE - do they still have any objects from their childhood? what significance does it have to them? what would their reaction be if they lost it?

Rosa!- She used to have a little fox plushie as a baby. It was faded, torn, but well loved. When she had Adrien, she had it fixed and gave it to him! Eventually, he'll give it to Amaya :(

🍁 MAPLE LEAF - what is their favourite season? why?

Danny!- He loves the fall. More than the season, he loves preparing for a new class of kids. He loves back-to-school shopping. This year, he got a new classroom so he can't wait to get it ready.

🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?

Adrien!- He tries to carry himself with so much confidence, but it's a front. He's anxious and has a lot of self-doubt. He's insecure about his appearance and even a little insecure about his relationship.

🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?

Rosa!- I wanted a sim with a bright, warm personality. I wanted a sim who was confident and full of love despite being burned. Adrien!- A lot of Adrien's character building came from his in-game personality. He was a silly kid who loved his family and loved to be surrounded by people. Because he was raised by his single mother, who is just as bright and fun as he is, I wanted him to take on a lot of her traits. Rua!- He was supposed to be a very flirty sim, and in a way he still is. A hot guy that Adrien worked with who was unaware of how pretty he was and just very endearing. He went through so many different drafts before I decided on how he should look.

[amorhoney]

4 and 7 for the ask game 🌸

p.s. omg melly!! i’m so glad that you came back to tumblr—i ran a tiny little one direction blog with like 150 followers and you were like my first “big” mutual (no clue why that was my perceptions haha, especially since we’re the same age) but it made me so happy and i’m so happy you’re here again

SIERRA!!!!! u don’t know how happy i am that i found your blog again!!! this means sososososo much to me 😭 you’ve always been a fave blog of mine, it’s so peaceful and sweet and feels like home <3 thank you for being my mutual again even when u saw me unhinged on my last one, that’s a true friend bdfjjsjejf ily!!! 💖💕💝💝🩷💓💘 and thank u for sending questions, i love these :D

4. what kinds of names do you like for kids? or just in general?

i loooove the idea of having names in the native languages of my partner and i (idk i have a feeling i’m gonna be marrying someone from a different culture hehe) but from my end i love nature/magic sounding type names if that makes sense??? like Rosa, Sol, Iris, Luna, Margot:’))

7. how many pillows do you sleep with?

so i always have to have my body pillow to hug, then i have 2 on my backside and 1 that my head lays on 😌 it’s so extra but i like to be cocooned in like plz drown me in pillows

domestic & pleasing asks 🕊🍰💐

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i also really would love to play as a caitiff or thin-blood but i feel like i need more experience in the tabletop game first lol. theyre both just really cool kind of vampires especially their position in the world. i love when beckett said they could hold the "spark of revolution"

[romanticizingacademic]

currently reading “choices” by messermoon on ao3!!! it is so so good. read trigger warnings first but written beautifully.

my fanfic tbr after choices: note to self, how remus got his groove back, the cadence of part time poets, crimson rivers, heartstopper + fine line by sxlmon, number neighbors by moonsblack, love of my life, just lovers, art heist baby

please please share more marauder fic recs (especially wolfstar angst) ily all

(image source: “rosa :-)” on pinterest)

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So if the new Japan and aew supershow happens, what would you want the matches to be??

OMGGG ILY I have so many dream matches with these promotions and imma gush about my dream supercard for this event !!!!! for the record: I’m doing aew vs tjpw for the women since stardom don’t have a working relationship with them, and there’s loads of fun to be had with the tjpw girls!!! prepare for my hardships because there’s so many people i had to leave off and it PAINED MEEEEEE

kazuchika okada vs adam page: top champ vs top champ! but honestly I’d absolutely love to see this match with the level that hangman is hitting in his career at the moment!

bryan danielson vs zack sabre jr: the two best technical wrestlers in the world going head to head! this is an absolute dream match of mine and while i would LOVE dangerous tekkers on the card together, i simply can’t pass the chance to see this up!

pac vs shingo takagi: pac is super loyal to dragon gate so the way i see him doing a show like this is to face off against the former ace of that very same company! i wish we could’ve had the chance to see this match before shingo left for new japan in 2018, but to get it now would be great, especially with their well storied history in dragon gate to add to the stakes of the match!

lance archer, minoru suzuki, taichi and el desperado vs andrade el idolo, tetsuya naito, bushi and hiromu takahashi: SUZUKI GUN VS LIJ !!! i added andrade since he was a member of the original los ingobernables stable and i wanna see him and suzuki square off !!! i would’ve done bushi vs malakai as a match because they both use black mist but selfishly faction wars win !!!

cm punk vs kenta: i just think it would be neat ;)

jon moxley, wheeler yuta and shota umino vs tomohiro ishii and best friends: i LOVED the mox vs ishii singles match from the G1 and it would be a pretty cute and heartwarming moment for him to team with his two proteges~ added angst at yuta vs best friends too ! and SHOOTER

mjf vs hiroshi tanahashi: i don’t know why but i’ve always wanted to see mjf vs tanahashi because i think it would rule so fuck it it’s going on

orange cassidy vs toru yano: the ultimate comedy match omg cornette in shambles

thunder rosa vs maki itoh: rosa and itoh have history from tjpw so i think it would be super fun to see that rematch !!! maki is also familiar to the aew audience so she’d get a great reception!

serena deeb / hikaru shida vs miyu yamashita: please. PLEASE. also do a aew vs tjpw show so i can get my bunny and penelope vs hikari noa and maki itoh deathmatch PLEASE

tayjay vs sakisama and mei seint michel: FOR THE SAKISAMA ENTRANCE ALONE but this would be like a fun crowd pleaser, especially with the tray spot and other fun spots that saki and mei do as part of this act! i would do fatal four way tag with bunnelope and magical sugar rabbits (yuka sakazaki and mizuki) too but i don’t like fatal four way tags much asfghahjks but that’s on the options too~

[angsty-nerd]

anne ily 😌 q: is echo breaking up this season or no

So, my dear friend @thatblackdress sent me this lovely little ask a few days ago...which I’m sure she was anticipating I’d give a yes or no answer to, with maybe a few sentences of elaboration. But when I started thinking about it, my answer got so complicated that I decided I needed to sit on it a bit, and give it a long-winded, multi-faceted, crazy-pants answer instead.

So… Will Echo break up this season? Mayyyybe? Maybe not? I think based on what we’ve seen in the narrative, and the clues that we’ve gotten from interviews (most specifically, that interview with Jeanine where she says that Liz ends the season in a place of like, stability and/or normalcy or something like that), that it really could go either way. The biggest question to me is, what would Liz consider to be a sense of normalcy at this point in her life?

Is a sense of normalcy now going to be stability, safety, and happiness in Roswell? Because if so, then they’re going to stay together, Liz is going to move in with Max, and she’s going to have some sort of a sciencey research job (or her own sanctioned lab) and everything’s gonna be hunky dory. Rosa and Arturo will both be safe, either at home in Roswell, or in a sanctuary city where they’re protected.

BUT, is that really normalcy to Liz? Or is normalcy NOT something she can find in Roswell? Is normalcy her getting a grant and running? Is it picking up her life and starting somewhere new? Either alone or with Rosa? Is happiness with Max actually a normal feeling for her? I’m not entirely sure.

Certainly, the Liz who came back to Roswell in the pilot would feel more normal running, getting back to her brilliant scientist life. But the Liz we’re seeing right now has already left normal (to use a term from OG Roswell), and like Charlie said…can anything ordinary feel like enough anymore? The Liz we’re seeing right now is keeping Max around, doing alien science, and making new discoveries. She won’t be happy without those things.

Here’s what I honestly think. I think it’s more likely to be the new Liz, not the old one. I think Max and Liz will end the season together. BUT I also think that if they don’t break up, they’ll come really, really close to it. I think we’re going to find the secrets and the lies and omissions building over the next few episodes. I think that Liz’s overprotectiveness is going to cause Max to snap again. And I think Liz’s worry over him is going to eat her alive...especially once she finds out that he HAS discovered how weak his heart is.

I think the alien science is going to become an issue. I think Max will trust Liz if she goes down this path, but it’ll still scare him. I think Michael will not trust Liz and will try to undermine her or stop her. I also think there’s a good chance that Liz gets a job doing alien science...either for Deep Sky, or for the military, or for someone new and sketchy that we haven’t met yet. I think there will be a blow up over this stuff, and I think it will end with Liz and Max at odds — maybe not fully broken up, but certainly questioning their relationship.

And then I think something dangerous will happen. Either Max will get taken in a White Room-esque scenario, or whatever happens with Deep Sky will blow up, and Max will almost die again. And at the end of the season, they will have one of those, “it’s not worth it to not be together because we love each other and we have to find a way to make it work” moments. Or just a “fuck me, I almost lost you again and that is NOT ACCEPTABLE” moment. Or something along those lines that results in a re-commitment or reestablishment of their relationship, like, in a good way, and leaves them happy and together for the hiatus.

So there you go! My rambly thoughts on the current state of Echo at this mid point in the season. We shall see if I’m right or if I’m totally off base!!

Here, have some cute Echo to close this out!

Okay, I just really want to see them continue to smile and all the heart eyes. I just love them together SO MUCH!!!

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( danielle rose russell. twenty-three. cisfemale. she/her. ) in texas, VICTORIA  is more commonly known as vic. they have been riding with the R E A P E R S for five years. they originally from stratford and the soldier is known to be very bumptious  & sullen but the other club members will tell you they are feisty & vigorous. as the years go by, they’ve gained a lot of respect in the club and around town. they rarely ever drive a car but when they do popular monster by falling in reverse is usually heard blasting. ( a smile that promises trouble. an empty red wine bottle on a nightstand & the sound of old songs hummed between breaths . )

i’ll spare you any more info about me, but the same applies to her: if you’d like to drop, hit the like button !! iLY all

basics.

FULL NAME: victoria cox

GENDER / PRONOUNS: cisfemale, she/her

AGE / DOB: twenty four, august 20th 1996

SEXUAL / ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: bisexual, biromantic

ETHNICITY: american

NATIONALITY: american

EDUCATION: high school

OCCUPATION: soldier for the reapers, part-time boxing trainer

LANGUAGES SPOKEN: english

ZODIAC: leo

PERSONALITY TYPE: estj-a / slytherin 

DOMINANT TRAITS:  casuistic, adaptable, stoic, adroit, captivating, abrasive,  dauntless, incisive, meticulous, staunch, haughty, pessimistic

character inspirations.

katherine pierce. michonne. diana prince. rosa diaz.

background & personality.

BEFORE BEING ACCUSED OF HOMICIDE.

my lil bby victoria grew up in stratford and had to take care of three younger brother’s after her mother died and her dad turned into an alcoholic. she never complained about it, never said a tone about how she felt and still managed to graduate high school with good grades. it still seemed like she was living a good, happy life, even after everything that had happened with her mother’s illness. and she loves her little brothers. she’d protect them from anything world. but she still hated it that she never truly had a childhood or youth herself.

so, the second when she turned eigtheen, she didn’t move out from home because she STILL has to care of her little brothers even though they are much older now and do manage to be alone for some time, she at least decided to join the reapers. she needed something exciting and thrilling in life and because someone saw her in the gym doing karate and realized how good of a fighter she was, they asked her if she maybe wanted to join. that they could need someone like her. (wanted connection, by the way !! )

she’s now a soldier for them, fights the dirty battles and gains quite the reputation for it. she also teaches the other gang members - as well “legally” in the gym to some teenagers. that’s how she manages to bring in the money, after all. while it’s hard to be there for her little brothers, she still tries everything in her power to give them a good life.

while she turned into a really grumpy and mean person because she never really experienced any kind of proper love or friendship/relationship because she never had time for it, she’s extremely protective. especially of her best friend, daisy, of course her brothers, but also the rest of the gang. she would do everything in her power to protect those.

AFTER BEING ACCUSED OF HOMICIDE. ( tw : mention of gun )

wrong time , wrong place . a saying victoria cox unfortunately knows too well , as she truly couldn’t have been at a more wrong place at a wrong time --- especially with a gun in her hand .

she only was at the border , where the famous diablo president was shot , because someone ordered her to be there . and as much as she didn’t want to go , as much as she knew it probably was a trap , the rebellious side in her of course had to find out who exactly the person was . but she never found out & the next thing she remembers is being on the run , seeing her face all over the television and hearing her name on the radio . how could she ever go back to the people she called family ? if they thought she started a horrible gang war.... nobody would believe her.

she had lost count of the days she flew , she cried , she just wanted to go home . she had no one . nothing . not even a place she could call home . not even a penny to rent a motel room , as if she even could do that as a fugitive . 

she was on the run for nearly two whole months , before she had heard the news that camilla mendoza was alive & she confessed that no reaper or diablo shot her . victoria’s name was cleared , but she still feared everyone’s reaction . nobody would look at her the same way as before .

but because she had nowhere else to go , she decided to come home . even if everyone would probably still hate her , at least she had a place to sleep again . at least she had a family, the reapers ----- at least that’s what she still hoped she had.

[taraolssons]

5 Shows and Some Questions

Rules: Pick 5 shows, then answer the following questions. Don’t cheat. Tag 10 (or however many) people.

tagged by @merldruck , thank you love 💖

brooklyn nine nine

druck

anne with an e

skam españa

the good place

Who is your favorite character in 2? amira thalia mahmood, david schreibner and matteo florenzi. i refuse to choose between them.

Who is your least favorite character in 1? the vulture (he makes for a good character i.e. entertainment value, but shit person lol)

What is your favorite episode of 4? season 2, episode 4 & 5. sisters forever is one of my fave skamverse clips ever, it puts me on the verge of tears. also the crisana kiss + reunion!!

What is your favorite season of 5? probably the first, nothing beats that plot twist.

Who is your favorite couple in 3? shirbert (the obvious choice haha). but i live for dianne too!!

Who is your favorite couple in 2? davenzi

What is your favorite episode of 1? all the heist episodes tbh (doug judy ones are very close runner ups).

What is your favorite episode of 5? i haven't caught up with season 4 yet bc i'm an idiot and absolutely have not had the time to do so, but what i know of the series finale sounds amazing. for now tho, i'll say michael's gambit.

What is your favorite season of 2? season 3 is their strongest season, so that.

How long have you watched 1? i think i started watching it in october 2018? so about 2 and a half years.

How did you become interested in 3? a lot of my dash was filled with awae, especially after it got cancelled. it sounded lovely so i gave it a shot.

Who is your favorite actor in 4? i'm in love with hajar brown. but in terms of acting, irene is a total idiot but she really sells cris' character ngl.

Which do you prefer, 1, 2, or 5? this question really managed to pit my faves against each other huh. i'll pass, or i'll end up crying aflsdjdks

Which show have you seen more episodes of, 1 or 3? i watched both in full, so technically b99 because it has more episodes.

If you could be anyone from 4, who would you be? eva vasquez, i mean she's funny, smart, kind and a lovely person, who wouldn't!!

Would a crossover between 3 and 4 work? the timeline makes it a lil difficult but why not hnnnngjshf (the amount of LOVE these shows have for their women, i would die)

Pair two characters in 1 who would make an unlikely but strangely okay couple? amy and rosa. i mean peraltiago and all, i know, but could you imagine??

Overall, which show has the better storyline, 3 or 5? personally i like tgp more, but they're both very strong shows.

Which has better theme music, 2 or 4? eskam ily but your soundtrack is okay at best, and druck has like one of the strongest in the skamverse.

tagging @naslostcontrol @startagainbuttercup @viridibabidibu @navollidiot @sweterki if yall want to!!

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Há coisas que não consigo dizer, mas escrever.

Cê deixa meu coração quentinho, meu mundo coloridinho. Não quero parecer clichê, nem parecer não ser, um clichê às vezes cola, às vezes não. Desculpa se te deixei bolado dessa vez e outra alguma vez, é que, eu sou um pouco turbulenta demais e isso me cega por um tempinho, até perceber do exagero ao eixo.

Dizem que os anjos são os seres místicos mais puros (mesmo em rpgs), não é atoa que herdas o nome de um. Posso ter rido quando falou, mas você é meu anjo da guarda sim, você tem sido o príncipe, mas além de me tirar dos apuros, me dá mais umzinho: você mesmo. Mas você é o apuro que... Bem, eu não me importo de ter, mas me importo de não ter. Não tem como ser errado mesmo que pareça, também não parecendo.

Não quero parecer clichê, mas já sendo, é especial demais o que sinto por você, tenho a vontade de cultivar sempre mais e mais, porque sei que vale a pena, que você vale, até minhas últimas fichinhas...

Distintos e parecidos ao mesmo tempo, bagunceiros, organizados, calmos a eufóricos, na mesma medida? Distintos totalmente? Se for, tudo bem?

Nós nos assustamos algumas e tentamos ver até quanto podíamos nos afastar e querendo ou não, acho que continuaremos fazendo isso (risos). Mas não tem jeito, Honey. No momento que imãs se encontram, é difícil de separar, a não ser que se seja realmente preciso, necessário.

Esses dias postei uma música no insta direcionada a você: i want you to want me. i need you to need me. - just like i o want you, Just like i need you -

(Indireta? Rs, não...)

E, bom, apenas quero que saiba que... nada, nada, nesse momento parece mais certo do que quando estou com você. Sei que posso ser bastante complicada às vezes, bastante mesmo. Mesmo que eu fique distante e pareça te querer afastar por mania ou defesa, saiba que não é isso que eu quero. Que todos os meus "eu te odeio" são sinceros e minha forma de dizer... o quanto sou grata por te ter na minha vida, bff. J'taime too, honestly. Achei que eu seria a primeira a falar de alguma forma, por isso fiquei nervosa. Eu gosto de você da forma mais sincera que eu poderia gostar de alguém, gosto em todos os sentidos e maneiras, sem pestanejar, mesmo tendo medo de falar, não sabendo a hora certa e por medo de falar algo errado, mesmo sabendo que damos nosso jeito... kkkk Ily, bae. (Assim como na rosa mesmo)

Tenha um bom dia hoje, saiba que se eu pudesse, te acordaria da melhor forma possível: pulando em cima de você te assustando e o fazendo sentir dor, muahaha, brincadeira. Mas sutilmente deitando do seu lado, fazendo carícias em seu rosto e cabelo, sabendo que provavelmente, 95% de chance, você pudesse acordar dando seu sorrisinho de canto que particularmente me hipnotiza, assim como seu olhar. E já teria feito meu dia. Fica bem logo... Também quero cuidar você.

[peacelongingmoved]

ten songs that remind you of your muse repost , don’t reblog !

tagged by : @butvic​ ily tagging : all of you, this dash meme slaps lbr.

OLD YELLOW BRICKS  by  ARCTIC MONKEYS

You are the fugitive ,  but you don’t know what you’re runnin’ from .  You can’t kid us and you couldn’t trick anyone .  Houdini ,  love you don’t know what you’re runnin’ away from !

RODDY  by  DJO

There’s somethin’ wrong with this world ( I feel it coming on ) .  And contradictions take their toll ( Is that where we went wrong ? ) .  And somethin’ struck me ,  it struck me deep —  It knocked me to my knees .  Roddy, step on back from me .

SLEEPING ON THE SIDEWALK  by  QUEEN

I was nothin’ but a city boy ,  my trumpet was my only toy .  I’ve been blowin’ my horn since I knew I was born ,  but there ain’t nobody wants to know !  I’ve been sleepin’ on the sidewalk ,  rollin’ down the road .  I may get hungry ,  but I sure don’t want to go home !

FONTE DA SAUDADE  by  JOE VASCONCELLOS

El arte de extrañar es un don especial ,  que me hace vivir ,  me hace amanecer temprano .  Mejor salgo a buscar esa magia especial ,  que hace suceder, hace acontecer las cosas .  Que son maravillosas ,  cosas simples que hacen reír .  Son como pequeñas rosas ,  que se abren frente a ti y se desvanecen si no estás .

CUT MY LIP  by  TWENTY ONE PILOTS

I keep on going back ,  even though it’s me I abuse .  I’ll keep on going back ,  even though I am bruised ,  face of contusions —  Know I’ll keep moving !

MOTHER LOVE  by  QUEEN

I’ve walked too long in this lonely lane ,  I’ve had enough of this same old game .  I’m a man of the world and they say that I’m strong —  But my heart is heavy, and my hope is gone .  Out in the city, in the cold world outside ,  I don’t want pity, just a safe place to hide .  Mama please, let me back inside .

PERSONAL LIES  by  DJO

Lately I feel like I’ve been losing my mind ,  I’m acting funny I keep refilling my wine !  I fail to notice when I push past my limit .  And then I lied about it, said I didn’t !

I’M STILL STANDING  by  ELTON JOHN

Don’t you know I’m still standing better than I ever did !  Looking like a true survivor ,  feeling like a little kid !  I’m still standing after all this time ,  picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind !  I’m still standing ,  yeah yeah yeah !

MOUNTAINS  by  MESSAGE TO BEARS

And we could run away ,  before the light of day .  You know we always could ---  The mountains say, the mountains say .

BAD REPUTATION  by  JOAN JETT

I don't give a damn 'bout my reputation .  I've never been afraid of any deviation !  An' I don't really care if ya think I'm strange ,  I ain't gonna change .  An' I'm never gonna care 'bout my bad reputation !

[bonni]

What was your first webkinz? Do you have favorites? They were a big part of my childhood c:

My first Webkinz was a beagle that I got from a classmate's birthday party when I was five! Her name was Rosa. I started playing that year but I would make my mom play all the mini games for me since I was bad at them lmao. She got really good at zingoz pop

I still have my account from elementary school but I don't use it much because 1) my deadname is on there and 2) I was five so my pet naming skills sucked, I basically just stole names from Barbie movies. However I don't have all my plush pets from back then because when I started middle school I decided I was too old for stuffed animals and I donated a bunch of them :(( then I got abused and my maturity immediately regressed lol

My current account I've had since I was like... 13? I think? I got another beagle for nostalgia's sake and then I just started collecting the ones I thought were cute. My favorite Webkinz overall is googles I LOVE those funky little guys especially the pink ones..... actually my url was pinkgoogles for a little while and fun fact I got doxxed under that url which is still so fucking funny to me

in terms of plushes though my favorites are probably the berry cheeky monkey and sugarplum cheeky monkey (they're literally the same with different color palettes so I gotta include both, I never had the Cheeky Monkey Original (tm) so I can not vouch for him) because they are SO. SOFT. and their noses are very kissable

thanks for letting me rant about webkinz blakey, ily 💖

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show me healing

“I’m here if you need a person.” small piece i was inspired to write after noticing how sad rosa looked in the show me going ep of b99, i felt like rosa’s and jake’s friendship could be expanded a lot more so this mess happened lolol also pls bear w me as this is my first time ever writing a fic omg be kind…. also shoutout to tilde (@sergeantames) for helping me edit this u are amazing ily anyways w/o further ado, here is my fic also alternatively titled rosa + jake + emotions lol

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The air is cool when Rosa steps out onto the balcony to get some fresh air. She lets out a sigh of relief; she wasn’t used to having to deal with so many emotions and so many people hugging her in such a short span of time. A part of her was grateful for her squad. She loved them all so dearly, and seeing their relieved faces when she walked back into the precinct did pull at her heartstrings, maybe even enough to make her feel like crying. She’d never tell them that, though.

The immense love that she had for her team slowly morphs into an uglier feeling, something she doesn’t even know how to describe. She sits down on one of the concrete ledges and tries to untangle her thoughts. She feels angry, she feels horrified, she feels anxious, and mostly, she feels so small. The events of the day replay over and over in her head but nothing makes sense, nothing feels real. She barely feels real herself. The last thing she remembers clearly is relaying her badge number and name to the dispatcher right before joining two other detectives who were headed to the hotel as well. Everything is a blur after that, and the only thing reminding her that she’s still alive is the coldness of the concrete she’s sitting on.

“Hey.” Rosa hadn’t heard the balcony door open and nearly jumps out of her skin as she turns to face the person who came to check up on her.

Jake.

“Sorry,” he quickly adds as he walks over to where she’s sitting. “I didn’t think anyone would be here, and I just needed to process some stuff, and the cold air weirdly makes me feel less alone.”

Rosa turns her head back and focuses her eyes on the building that she had been staring at before Jake came.

“Yeah, the cold air is the only thing reminding me that I’m real right now,” she says without breaking eye contact with the building. She feels Jake sit down next to her on the concrete.

“How are you, Rosa?” His voice is soft, and this has more of a profound effect on her than she was expecting it to. She pulls herself together and turns back to him.

“I- I don’t know, I’m fine.” She watches Jake’s brow furrow, and swivels her head back to face the building. She doesn’t need sympathy, she just needs time to forget. She already feels herself repressing the events of the day, and she’d rather leave them at that instead of trying to unpack those events right now with Jake.

“I understand if you don’t want to talk. I just hope you know that I’ll always be there for you if you ever find yourself in a bad place, ok?” The simplicity of his statement is highlighted by his matter-of-fact tone. They’ve been through a lot together, and she knew that he always had her back. “I’m here if you need a person,” he adds.

She wasn’t expecting to reply, but her words spill out faster than her brain can think to stop them. “I don’t know how I got back, Jake. I told you that it was prank, and that I didn’t use the elevator on purpose, but honestly, I can’t remember walking back into the precinct. I literally think I just saw stairs and climbed up them, uninhibited, and ended up on the fourth floor. After I responded to the call, I think my brain switched to autopilot because I don’t remember making any conscious choices, I just remembered my training. I didn’t even feel like a person.” She wasn’t used to sharing so much about what she felt to others, even though she had known Jake the longest out of all of the detectives in the 99th precinct. She felt so exposed, but even that did not stop her from continuing.

“I do remember thinking about what if I died right there. A part of me was ready, I think, to die.” She’s shocked at her own revelation, but the more she thinks about it, the more she realizes that it was true. Rosa had been ready to sacrifice herself. For the job. For the civilians caught in the crossfire. For the people who left their homes today and didn’t return, and the families who they left behind.

“Were you really?” Jake’s voice cuts through Rosa’s thoughts like a knife. It sounded too hoarse to be his own voice, and he hadn’t noticed that he’d been holding his breath the whole time she was talking. Rosa looks down at her hands.

“Yeah,” she starts, “but I would have missed you guys a lot.” She lets out a small smile and looks up at Jake, but quickly looks back down when she sees him staring off into the distance with eyes that were a little too shiny. After a brief awkward silence between them, she gently nudges his shoulder.

“Hey, I’m sorry for freaking you out with what I said. I don’t really know where a lot of that came from.”

Jake promptly turns his attention back to Rosa. “No, no, please don’t apologize. I wasn’t even there when it happened, I don’t know why …” He trails off, struggling to find the right words to say what he feels but Rosa cuts him off.

“You know, on the way back here, I thought about you a lot, and all the stuff we’ve gone through together, and how scary it was to not have you there in a time of crisis. I mean remember being on Hawkins’ task force? That was some scary shit. And going to jail? Even more scary shit. But it was easier to go through it with my best friend, you know?” She watches Jake hastily rub his eyes with his sweater sleeve. He lets out a soft chuckle.

“Best friend? Some best friend I am, I don’t even think we got a chance to talk about what happened on that task force after everything ended and we came back.” Jake lets his anger seep into his words. He had always regretted not sitting down and talking with Rosa about the task force and the trial and being in jail for months. Sure, the whole experience had made him doubt his decision-making skills for a while after he witnessed firsthand how easily it was to be able to put away two innocent people. He became more cautious when determining the guilt of a potential suspect. It’s what made him a better cop, according to Holt. “You see it as a weakness, but it means you’re growing,” he had told him. But what about Rosa? How had the experience affected her?

She steps in before he has a chance to continue. “Hey, that’s equally my fault. I mean, I could have also initiated something.” Jake looks unconvinced, so she backtracks. “Okay, fine, I probably wouldn’t have, but it’s fine. You had a lot of things going on, you proposed!” Jake’s face lights up at the memory of that night and his huge surprise to Amy, and Rosa laughs at his very predictable reaction. “There was no reason for us to talk about it in the midst of all of that,” she shrugs.

“But that’s not the point of a friendship,” Jake argues. “Any person can be there for you when it’s convenient. Friends are supposed to make room in their schedule for you, especially when you’ve know each other since the Academy, and especially when you’re best friends,” he tells her.

“You know, I always considered you my closest friend because you didn’t try and talk to me about personal matters. Back then, it seemed like everyone was always itching to know everyone else’s ‘story’,” she says while making air-quotes with her fingers and rolling her eyes. “You were just content to test out the cool guns that were there, and it was refreshing.”

“Okay, there’s no need to make me out to be some sort of gun fanatic,” Jake huffs, making Rosa laugh again. “And while that may have been true at first, I think we’ve come too long of a way to not be able to be more open about how we feel out on the field, because … you’re right. It is scary out there, and it’s too easy to let that consume you. I mean, doesn’t a small part of you want to be more like the Swedes?” Jake breaks into a smile, eyes glittering, but not for the same reason as before.

“God no, and I’ll have someone mercy kill both of us if we ever end up like that,” Rosa deadpans while Jake struggles to contain his laughter.

“You KNOW people that can do that kind of stuff?” He asks incredulously, and Rosa makes a face.

“Oh come on! You were just telling me how long you’ve known me for!” She pretends to be offended at Jake’s gross underestimation of her vast amount of connections with shady people. Jake looks equal parts amused, impressed, and worried. She lets out a chuckle, but it’s quickly replaced by silence. “But I do want to thank you for looking out for me. I know I have a hard time talking about stuff like this but I appreciate you trying.” She pauses for a second, then continues. “And I’m sorry for not realizing that our friendship isn’t something that we can just half-ass.”

“That’s right, we must full-ass it!” Jake exclaims, a part of him actually being genuine. He transitions quickly back into being serious. “I’m sorry, too. I was really worried about you being alone and in danger-”

“I wasn’t alone, Jake,” Rosa reminds him.

“Well you were without the squad, our squad, so, a part of you was alone,” he justifies himself. “But, yeah, we were under orders to stay back, and I felt like I wasn’t doing anything to help so went directly against Holt and left with the intention of helping out at the hotel. But I hadn’t even gotten to my car before I realized that Holt was right, and that the squad needed me there to help them not repress their fear about this situation. And you need the same thing, we all do. I mean, God knows me and Amy are going to talk about this when we get home. I can’t even imagine what would happen if one of us…,” he trails off, lost in thought, leaving the sentence suspended in thick air. He shakes his head and continues. “The point is, emotions are hard, and we are all still learning how to express them in healthy ways, and I want you to learn with us.”

Rosa sighs. “I want to, too,” she manages to say after the bit of silence that passed while she was digesting Jake’s words. And she really did want to.

[adanlarracilla]

Felicitar al Reg. Lucio Carrillo Bañuelos de Tepic., Nay. Pdte. de la #CONAREM y a la Síndico Joanna F. Torres de Cuautitlán Izcalli, Edomex. Pdte. de #CONASIME por su toma de protesta en estas dos importantes organizaciones municipalistas de Regidores y Síndicos respectivamente. El trabajo conjunto con todas las fuerzas políticas hará avanzar la agenda de los gobiernos locales y fortalecerla. Por parte de la ANAC AC formarán parte de #CONAREM, el Reg. Fufo Guerrero de Tijuana como Co-Pdte., como Vpdtes. la Reg. Paulina Pérez G de Naucalpan, la Reg. Adriana Diaz Negrete de Chihuahua, el Reg. Nacho Garcia de Torreón, el Reg. Diego Rosas de Huixquilucan, el Reg. Saúl López Orozco de Puerto Vallarta y el Reg. Jesús Martínez de Cuernavaca; para #CONASIME, CoPdta. Ili Leon de Boca del Río, la Sin. Raquel Mota de Tepic, la Sin. Yolanda Carrillo de Tetla, la Sin. Diana Canto Moreno de Mérida, el Sin. Miguel Parrodi de Querétaro y el Sin. Christian Cruz Villegas de León. Agradecer a todos los integrantes de las directivas salientes su trabajo y aportaciones al movimiento municipalista, en especial al Vpdte. de Americas Conference of City Councilors y Pdte. saliente de #CONAREM Reg. Claudio Sinecio de Querétaro. Quique Vargas Pdte. de ANAC AC, Armando Quintero Pdte. de CONAMM #MéxicoFuerteconMunicipiosFuertes #SoyANAC #gobernanzamunicipal2030 https://www.instagram.com/p/CHRd93hMNaN/?igshid=18h9i40xtapyp

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Warning for mentions of violence and substance abuse ahead.

THE ALCOHOLIC

It’s an easy thing for Rosa to admit she’s one of the hardest working livers in the city, regardless of whether or not it’s factually accurate. The exact starting cause of her alcoholism is hard to put a pin in, but it’s very likely that it sprouted during her reckless teen years and that the seedy circumstances of her late adolescence and early 20′s nailed it in. It’s been hinted at and joked about that Rosa is far kinder with flask in hand than without, and that cutting out now might literally kill her (it was largely indirect, but the hangover caused by being forced to quit cold turkey during the first half of the Fragmentation event did exactly that).

I CAN STILL FIGHT

One of Rosa’s most commonly spouted rationales, particularly when all evidence is pointing to the contrary with neon signs and loss of functionality is significant. (The bleeding’s all internal, right? That’s where the blood is supposed to be!) This has all resulted in a very profound case of Dented Iron.

UNSTOPPABLE RAGE

Rosa’s Outrage ability is something she’s always been uneasy about, but this feeling was upgraded to a strong sense of dread when the Counterinsurgency event unlocked every citizen’s powers for a time and she was able to put a name to what she was missing. Otherwise passive until triggered, Outrage is a destructive state in which Rosa’s only goal is to eliminate the immediate cause of her anger with absolute prejudice and a scorched earth policy (complete with a tendency to slip into the realm of Berserker Tears depending on what lit the fuse). She’s incapable of telling ally from enemy during this time, and it’s an acute fear of hers that friends might come to harm in the future if they get in the way. Rosa vaguely hopes the scientists won’t give this back, but when have they ever been that kind?

PAY EVIL UNTO EVIL

For years Rosa’s life back home was one marinated in violence born from necessity and “eye for an eye” ideology. While her time in Hive City has softened these points in her a little bit, that conditioning still makes itself starkly evident in her behavior and decision making, especially in her more extreme knee jerk reactions. (Remember when Simon was fatally stabbed during the Counterinsurgency event and Rosa brought down the hammer in response? Pepperidge Farm does.)

EMBARRASSING TATTOO

A stranger might assume she has more, but Rosa’s tattoo count is one and the odds of her telling you where or what it is are astronomically low. (It’s a fully bloomed rose and it’s on her ass cheek. Which one? Be free to guess.)

[dasyjohnson]

I recommend the tv shows superstore, veep and grace and Frankie. Especially that last one ❤️❤️❤️

I’ve seen veep, but the other two are super high on my list! :)

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