#erfz

[mxmorel]

was working on a char design for a little comic yesterday

[remyfire]

Thinking about BJ and Peg exchanging dirty letters about what they'd do with Hawkeye if they had the chance, both so lonely and hungry for one another and finding another sense of connection in invoking this gorgeous man with a voice that's sexy as hell who is now known personally by both of them. They haven't talked about opening up their marriage. The fantasy just happens.

BJ brings up the idea of Hawkeye coming back with him to California to meet Peg and Erin and stay overnight before Hawk takes a flight to Maine the next day. Peg teases BJ about how Hawkeye would have a hell of a noise complaint the next morning, with what BJ and Peg would be up to in the room right next door to his. BJ jokes back about how Hawkeye is such a pervert, he'd probably be enjoying himself on the other side of the wall, so just to be neighborly, maybe they shouldn't try to be too quiet.

Then Peg begins to describe how she'd feel, knowing he could hear them, how she'd tilt her head just so in order to let Hawk hear her moans best. She'd beg for everything she wanted. She'd want to show off how well her husband takes care of her. BJ has to legitimately stop reading halfway through this letter because Hawkeye is sitting right there and now his heart is racing. He replies that if Peg is going to put on a show like that, a guy like Hawk might not be able to resist. He might come peep on them at the door as he got himself off. Peg suggests in return that perhaps they'd catch him. She asks what they'd do with him. BJ feels like he's hurtling himself off a cliff when he watches the jeep with that next mail bag drive away, containing his brief and anxious reply that Hawkeye might come in, that Peg should be careful how close she is to him because that lech (fond) wouldn't be able to stop himself from reaching to feel how soft her skin is.

From that point on, they begin touching themselves after writing and reading every letter, weaving this long-distance fantasy once a month or so that they revisit and develop until they reach the fantasy's climax and both of them have immersed themselves in it for so long that they feel as though they have lived it.

When the three of them are first together in person after the war, when BJ and Peg are gearing up to ask if he wants to come share their bed, it's difficult for them to remember that Hawkeye didn't live those moments too. That he isn't as familiar with their bodies as they are with his, so to speak. They try not to rush him, but it's almost impossible to resist touching him or stealing kisses from him back to back out of the blue. But he's so very worth the wait.

[serpercival]

See the problem about the most memorable scene game is that I know it's something foxtrap, but the four of us also built that entire world with our own hands, so I'm having a moment where I can't figure out if whatever comes first to mind was in the fic or in ERFZ or both hfkdsf BUT. Honestly that first heat for Hawk and Trapper is so distinct to me. I remember Hawk begging Trapper not to make him leave while Trap was slowly going out of his mind and it makes me wibbly every time.

AUGHHHHH YES! ougugugug going to be wibbly about them until the end of time. Wow you guys remember when Mating Habits was just that round and was like 22k. Haha. hah. yeah

[dauntless-dragayn]

//talking quitely

top/bottom discussions can be fun (when kept lighthearted and when not applied where inappropriate) but i feel like it’s also a bit much. i feel like young queer people who probably haven’t tested themselves out sexually yet, see it and go to themselves ‘oh i HAVE to fit into one of these’ because theres this Joke element to it that it depends on certain personality types, or that completely arbitrary traits or behaviors imply you’re one over the other. when in reality it’s just about how like to pleasure/be pleasured and half of the fun of sexually exploring yourself is.. well, exploring. so we have these young impressionable people who might not try out different positions or things because they’ve got it in their head that they can’t? for a lot of us, i know we have confidence issues, and that extends to in the bed. it’s something that’s really hard to overcome but also something that you hopefully can with a trusting and patient and communicative partner. but the only way you’re gonna be able to start that process of gaining confidence is if you’re willing to try out different things.

i.. i dunno, i just want to make sure we’re all aware of what we’re saying and what weight it actually has, and that we’re not sending the wrong messages to the wrong people. our sex lives (or lack of it) are beautiful but shunned by a lot of society, so we need to be there for each other especially in that regard. (not trying to ruin anyone’s fun, so please don’t take it that way.)

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[remyfire]

Did you think I was kidding about dantrap.

I think it’s got incredible comedic and angst potential if Trapper’s marriage falls apart and all he can think is that he needs to get away. The war isn’t over yet, and no, he and Hawk never wrote, but Trap imagines that Hawkeye should have his rotation points by now (he does not know they increased them), so surely he’s home. He drives straight to Maine…and he is not there. But Daniel tells him that it’s gonna get dark soon and he’d rather Trap stay the evening rather than driving in the dark, if he’d be so kind as to keep a lonely old doctor company? And then he might as well stay the weekend because there’s a big fair the next town over and traffic’s gonna be hell. And then he just. Never goes home.

I am thinking about things like how Daniel and Trapper start his time there sitting far apart at the dining table and one on the couch and one in a lounge chair in the living room. And how slowly they begin getting closer in multiple ways. Soon they’re perpendicular at meals, not flinching if their shoes or legs brush each other’s under the table. They end up on the couch together because Trapper wants Daniel’s opinion on a recent medical journal and that’s the fastest way for them to read the article and see any visuals while holding a fervent conversation.

It’s actually. Nice. For Trap to not be instantly seeing someone as a potential sexual partner from the beginning. He’d almost forgotten what that felt like. That’s why it’s so incredibly inconvenient when they lock eyes for a long moment several weeks into his stay and he feels the telltale hunger swelling up in his chest. Daniel’s brilliant. He’s clever. Funny. Compassionate in a way that Trapper hasn’t seen in older doctors for a while—so many of them lose their heart over the course of their careers, so tired and frustrated and forgetting to see their patients as humans. It’s really unfortunate that Trapper began to fall for him before he ever realized how sexually attracted to him he is. It’s harder to cut off. It’s been so long. He was so fucking lonely before getting here.

Imagining a night when they’ve stayed up too late talking about everything and nothing. They’re sitting so their thighs are pressed flush together. Daniel keeps avoiding Trapper’s gaze, but Trap will catch him looking anyway from the corner of his eye. So Trapper does something stupid like he always does. He lightly rests his hand on his thigh. Leans in.

“Trapper,” Daniel warns but without much force behind it.

Trap grins. He can’t help it. He rests his other hand on Daniel’s cheek and watches him shiver. There is a faint sense of horror in his gaze. But there is far, far more heat.

So Trapper kisses him, gentle as anything. Lingers close to see what Daniel will do. “John.” Daniel murmurs, “We can’t.”

“Think I just did,” Trapper drawls. “What if I do it again?”

Daniel takes in a deep, shaky breath. “You know why we can’t.”

“I can help you forget it.” Trapper thumbs over Daniel’s cheek. Daniel still hasn’t pulled away.

But then Daniel says, “We have to tell Hawkeye,” and Trapper’s heart sinks all the way to the floor. He can’t breathe. Hawkeye. Hawkeye who has no idea that Trapper is even attracted to men. Hawkeye who might not make it home.

In the end it’s Trapper who pulls back, gets up, and walks to the window, staring into the infinite darkness of the new moon’s night. When Daniel stands, he doesn’t turn. He’s so busy shoving all of his emotions down like a foot in an overstuffed trash bag that he only comes out of it when he hears Daniel’s bedroom door close. He doesn’t follow.

[mxmorel]

cutie pie

[remyfire]

Thank you for not unfollowing me during Wayne spam time yesterday. I had a lot of emotions :')

[remyfire]

STAE fic!!! 👀👀👀👀👀👀

WIP Fics Game OUGH so uh. Every snippet I have for this so far is brutal, sorry ;v; My babies.......

He sits on his cot. He faces the door. And he waits. And he waits. And he waits. And when the sky begins to turn a lighter gray and he knows deep in his soul the true situation that he has set in motion, he flies to his feet and shoves his way out into the dismal dawn and stumbles as far as he can before he doubles over and spills the contents of his stomach into a bush.

His legs won't hold him anymore. BJ drops to his knees and presses the back of his trembling hand to his mouth. It's okay. It's all right. It's just a misunderstanding. It's fine. You'll see, you'll find him and you'll talk about it, and it'll be good as new. It's okay. It's okay.

He squeezes his eyes shut and curls into an old, distant, familiar friend—a tight ball that blocks out the entire world—and stays there just long enough to really, truly convince himself.

[serpercival]

what is erfz? am confused! 💗

Ah it's just my tag for "a certain subset of my friends will know what I'm talking about with this/will enjoy it" if i dont want to bother tagging them 😘