#erc 3

[motorsportverso]

Campeões-rally,rallycross, Extreme E 2024

WRC-Construtores

Toyota Gazzo Racing WRT

WRC-DRIVERS

Thierry Neuvile-Hyundai I20 N Rally 1-Hyundai Sheel Mobis WRT

WRC 2 & WRC 2 Challenger

Sami Pajeri-Toyota GR Yaris Rally 2-Printsport

WRC 3

Diego Dominguez Jr-Ford Fiesta Rally 3

ERC

Haydon Paddon-Hyundai I20 N Rally 2-BRC Racing Team

ERC 3

Filip Kohn-Ford Fiesta Rally3

ERC 4 & ERC JR

Mille Johansson-Opel Corsa Rally 4-IK Sport Racing

Fia Codassur Rally

Fabrizio Zaldivar-Hyundai I20 N Rally 2-MZR Rally

Codassur 2

Frederico Esslin-Mitsubishi Lancer EVO X-Esslin Rally Team

Codassur 3

Estan Eid-Ford Fiesta Rally 3

Codassur 4

Frederico Maisonave-Peugeot 208 Rally 4

FIA W2RC

Construtores

Toyota Gazzo Racing

W2RC-Ultimate-Drivers

Nasser All Attyah-Prodrive Hunter T1+-Nasser Racing

W2RC-UTVs Challenge

Rokas Baciuska-Can-am Factory Team-Can-am Maverick X3

W2RC-UTVS SSV

Yasir Seidan-Can-am Maverick X3-South Racing-Can-am

Extreme E(teoricamente)

Molly Taylor\Kevin Hansen-Veloce Racing

BR de Rally Cross Country

Ultimate T1+

Marcos Baugard\Kleber Cinea-Toyota GR Hylux T1+-X Rally Team

T1.1

Gunter Hinklemann\Weidner Moreira-Ford Ranger-MSL Brasil

Ultimate BR

Pedro Queirolo\ Lauro Sobreira-Buggy Giafonne V8- R Mattheis Rally Team

Ultimate Pró

Cristiano Rocha\Andersson Geraldi-Mitsubishi Triton CR-Accert Competições

Stock

Frederico Mol\Andersson Brandão-Mitsubishi Triton Sport R-Mol Racing

UTVs Challenge

Lelio Carneiro Jr\Weberth Moreira-Can-am Maverick R-Fifi Rally Team

UTVs SSV

Rodrigo Batistel\Giovani Bordin-Polaris RZR Pro R-MSL Brasil

Word RX

Johan Kristofersson-VW Polo-Kristofersson Motorsport

Euro RX1

Patrick O'Donovan-Peugeot 208-Team RX Racing

RX2e

Nils Andersson-Kristofersson Motorsport

BR de Rally-Rally 2

Leonardo Cavaletti\Murilo Spirolo-Hyundai HB20 Proto-Cavaletti Racing Division

BR de Rally-Rally 4

Wendell Simioni\Rodrigo Vicari-Peugeot 207-Garagem Gerson

BR de Rally-Rally 5

Felipe e Tiago Klymaczeski-VW UP TSI-K SPORT RALLY Team

RallyPR-Rally 2

Leonardo Cavaletti\Murilo Spirolo-Hyundai HB20 Proto-Cavaletti Racing Division

[spotaus]

Hi guys, this is usually what a doodle page ends up looking like <3 (oh, and @ancha-aus thought you might like this! Not writing but certainly fuel to my fire lol-)

This one is New Age filled!!! (Close-ups abd Lore beneath the cut!)

1) Night and Cross!

Night is actually very clingy once he's a teen. He doesn't usually realize it, but around the castle he'll snake to be closer to his Knights so long as there's no one he needs to keep his composure infront of is nearby. Cross is the one who's not used to physical touch (when it's not Ink ofc) so Night in his personal bubble makes his heart melt but also scares tf out of him <3

2) Error and Night's Meeting!

Error was carrying his whole life on his back and trying not to get arrested for unintentional property damage at this point, so when he saw the chance to get back at his brother and prove he was strong enough? Yeah, he got that on chance instantly. And was VERY smug when Nightmare chose him. (Also, Error is wearing gloves, so less Haphephobia)

3) Dream and Blue designs!

I think these are good tentative designs! Dream probably has a more regal fit, but he likes to play up that rugged exile look- He's inspired by Archers, while Blue takes on that classic Knightly-vibe. Their equipment is mostly stolen from Night's troops or brought with them from Blue's home kingdom.

Also, Dream is approx Killer's height at this point, shorter than Cross and *much* shorter than Apple!Nightmare. (Hc that Skeletons tend to be tinier in stature thanks to weird monster beauty standards. Horror and Geno's fam are outliers.)

4) Horror and Dust designs!

Horror is naturally a very *large* monster. He's very malnourished when Nightmare meets him, but by the time he's a Knight Nightmare has made sure that's no longer the case. He actually loves comfy, simple clothes, but to play up the whole 'strong mysterious' bit he wears a more barbaric Knight's garb. He doesn't mind acting scary, it's more fun that way :]. Dust is very very small, and envies horror sometimes for his size, but his tiny stature let's him control his body and move a lot quicker. He's very much based on a rogue, and usually covers the lower part of his face w/ a black cloth, and the upper part w/ his hood or mask. Dust only removes both to bathe, eat, or relax in a safe location. (Ignore that I can't draw the stupid gaster blaster lmao-)

These last two were space-fillers, but Cross and his Borzoi (Windmill, otherwise known as Milly (Killer named her-)) and really bad first wips of Ccino! I think Ccino was a chubby, happy toddler, but lost a lot of 'weight' (bone mass? Magic?) due to stress and pressure and bad eating habits. So it isn't until a while after the Coronation that he starts to relax abd feel safe enough to eat normal meals (Nightmare used to guilt him into eating snacks together, but as his boss (and younger brother) he can encourage it more often). By the time Killer shows he's still not quite healthy, but he's better. As more weight is lifted off his shoulders, the better he is. (That 'beauty' most people saw was a more stereotypical slimness, but Killer never stopped seeing Ccino as beautiful-) I think he never looked traditionally underweight, so no one noticed, and it was only much later that Night processed it. (And maybe it's why Dream hardly recognized him later on-)

[sregnarkroywen]

Preseason training from Wojo’s perspective

[lemonidae]

Taboo BL Manga

Kaori no Keishou (The Inheritance of Aroma) by Nakamura Asumiko

Two adopted brothers, a forbidden love, and a lifelong conflict are the essence of this shocking story. Although Shinobu Hiraki is his brother, they are not related by blood. Takezo became a member of the Hiraki family after his mother married the head of the family, but his new older brother seems to hate him. Shinobu looks at him with eyes filled with deep disgust and hatred, but Takezo can't help but desire him in return. One night, giving in to his lust, Takezo sneaks into his brother's bedroom. He uses his sister-in-law's perfume and covers Shinobu's eyes with a blindfold, hiding his identity to fulfill his most twisted desires...

Status: 2 Volumes (complete)

Tagged: Adult, Drama, Psychological, Tragedy, Yaoi, Adultery, Angst, Blindfold, Incest, Dubcon, Rape etc...

Tourou no Ori (Mantis Cage) by Psyche Delico

It takes place during the Showa Era in Japan. The story revolves around a young man who has lost both his mother and father. Now, the only person he has that he can rely on is his butler who has been working for the family. However, his father had a secret he was hiding. This secret reveals itself after his demise.

Status: 5 Volumes + extras (Complete)

Tagged: Drama, Psychological, Tragedy, Yaoi, Adultery, Master-Servant Relationship, Grooming, Rape etc...

MadK by Suzuri Ryo

Makoto has long been ostracized because of his odd hobbies and a sexual kink others would see as disgusting. One day he finds a book on summoning demons and manages to summon the intimidatingly beautiful and rather chatty Archduke J. The demon offers to grant Makoto's deepest twisted desire in exchange for his life. Once Makoto has sated his demented appetites, he fulfills his end of the bargain, only to find he's been reborn as a monster…in hell!

Status: 3 Volumes (Complete)

Tagged: Adult, Drama, Horror, Mature, Psychological, Supernatural, Tragedy, Yaoi, Blood, Gore, Prostitution, Cannibalism, Demons, Ero-Guro erc...

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Heartless by Nishin Masumi

A beautiful “incubus” luring humans with his looks and eating them lives in the present age. With him lives his “lover,” a man called Manuel. Before the two living quietly in the woods, appears a self-entitled heresy hunting cult… Drawn with overwhelming reality, a never-before experienced survivor horror BL.

Status: 1 Volume (Complete)

Tagged: Adult, Horror, Mature, Supernatural, Tragedy, Yaoi, Demon, Violence, Rape, Guro etc...

Umi no Soko (The Bottom of the Sea) by Jnnkleche

Living in a seaside village, Wakashio is secretly in love with Yakaze, a member of the forest tribe. As the youngest son of the chieftain, Wakashio is living a difficult life, and spending time with Yakaze is the only solace he can find. However, when his brother discovers their relationship, Yakaze is killed. Just when Wakashio sinks into despair, Yakaze returns in a different form. With pale skin and red eyes, he may look like a monster, but his heart remains unchanged. The two still love each other as they once did, and begin to search for a way to live together.

Status: 1 Volume (Complete)

Tagged: Adult, Romance, Supernatural, Tragedy, Yaoi, Body Horror, Monster, Rape, Incest, Tentacle, Violence etc...

Venus ni Seppun by Sadahiro Mika

Toma and Miyako were raised in the same orphanage. From the moment they met, Miyako has been unable to repress the impulse to soil Toma's beautiful hands. What awaits the two who wound each other and lick each other's wounds!? Sequel: Shinkai no Venus (1 volume)

Status: 1 Volume (Complete)

Tagged: Adult, Drama, Yaoi, Amputee, Dependency, Fetish, Sadism, Voyeurism, Violence etc...

last updated 01/dec/2024

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[otdiaftg]

ERC finally posts the following week's line-up. Six teams from the evens bracket were proceeding to the death match, compared with eight from the odds. The Foxes would face the University of Vermont Catamounts at home. UT was up against Nevada and Washington State would take on Binghamton. In the odds bracket, the Big Three had miraculously avoided drawing each other's names. They'd all proceed to the third round, along with whichever team won the Oregon-Maryland match. There would be another week-long break between the death match and round three.

Day: Friday, February 2nd Time: 3:30 PM EST

[andreilslovechild]

Since I'm nothing if not predictable I'd love to see how you'd do a time travel AU for AFTG :3 - @jtl-fics

riko wakes up with a start, looking around the room wildly, his mind racing. however, he finds himself in his room in the nest, the walls still dark and familiar, and the automated lights buzzing on. whats going on? hes supposed to be dead! ichirou had held a gun to his head and pulled the trigger... whats going on? hes looking around the room when his eyes land on the lump in the bed across from him. that was kevins bed. that bed was supposed to be empty. he slowly gets up and moves over to the bed, walking quietly, his mind racing. he slowly reaches for the covers and pulls them aside, revealing...

"kevin?"

riko is so confused, and when he doesnt get an answer he shakes kevin roughly, making him gasp and fly awake.

"ah-fuck-riko stop-im awake!" he flails around and shoves riko away a bit, rubbing his eyes "is it time to get up already?" he stretches and yawns before his eyes catch on rikos bewildered expression, "uh, you okay 'ko?" the use of the old nickname makes riko intensely nostalgic, and he realizes something weird is going on. kevin hasnt called him that since he left. he decides the best course of action is to lay low and figure out what the hell is going on. he clears his throat. "uh, yeah. fine."

they get ready in silence, kevin rushing as usual so they can at least eat something before practice. they manage to get ready and riko gets through practice without raising too many red flags, but after practice, tetsuji calls them aside, and what he says makes riko freeze. the erc wanted them to compete. they suspected kevin was holding back. he could practically say the words as they came out of his uncles mouth. hes left in a daze afterwards as kevin rambles about how the erc is wrong and rikos the best and how hes not holding back really he isnt- but rikos not listening.

hes somehow been sent back almost 2 years.

hes been given a second chance.

[constelationprize]

The Kayleigh Day Lives AU - Part 3

Also known as Congratulations, Wymack, it's a boy! He is also already 20 years old and horribly traumatised

So I think that after the banquet Kayleigh goes to some ERC after party to schmooze a bit, maybe with the explicit intention of undermining the rumor of Kevin being better than Riko. Like "do you think I'd let anyone hold MY son back? *Nervous laugh*"

Smash cut to the match between Riko and Kevin

Kayleigh is halfway back to the hotel when she gets Kevin's call. He's immediately locked himself in a bathroom while Jean helps distract Riko.

Now she knows this is BAD bad for a couple reasons. For one, hands have very delicate bones, and full recoveries from severe blunt trauma injuries are hard and rare. Second, there's the fact that this confirms her suspicions that Kevin was being mistreated from behind her back. Third, she knows they won't let her take him to a hospital right now. And last, but not least, it's going to be very hard to get away with double homicide once she gets her hands on Tetsuji and Riko.

Kayleigh has to make a snap judgment if she wants to help her son, in a way that won't put either of them in more danger. She can't trust Tetsuji anymore, so she goes over him.

Now, I don't think she would have access directly to Kengo, but during her years as a Moriyama asset she has amassed enough goodwill she has a few contacts in the main branch. People who are worried about Tetsuji overeaching with his little project.

She calls them and very carefully chooses her words. She says that Riko has dealt Kevin a potential carreer-ending injury and that the best way to control that narrative is going to be playing it off as an accident and taking Kevin out of the public eye for a while, transfering him out of Edgar Allan so people focus on that drama instead of questioning the origin of his injury. She doesn't necessarily threaten going public with what she knows if they don't allow her to take him safely out of the Nest, because she isn't stupid, but it IS implied.

Kayleigh gets half an hour to take Kevin out of the hotel before she herself has to report back. Wherever he's going, she can't come with, as insurance.

That... Somewhat hinders her options.

But, well. David Wymack is in town.

Kevin has found the letter in this universe too, because Tetsuji would have it regardless, but he took Kayleigh at her word when she explained it was for the best that Wymack not know.

This is not a can of worms Kayleigh ever intended to open. But there is a saying about desperate times and desperate measures.

Which is how she ends up picking up Kevin, badly bandaging his hand, and going after the Palmetto State Foxes.

She catches up with them right as they are piling onto the bus to leave. She almost his the bus with her car. It's a mess.

It gets worse once she and Kevin get out, though.

Wymack is alarmed and confused and oh my God Kayleigh what the fuck is your badly injured son doing here.

And she says something to the likes of "First of all, that's OUR badly injured son"

There is a lot of screaming. Dan thinks she's having a stroke. Wymack is torn between confusion and rage. Kevin is going into shock, like, the medical condition. Abby is trying to weave her way to him because someone has to give that boy some actual first aid. Kayleigh's time is running out and she doesn't have time to stand here in this parking lot and justify every questionable decision she has made in the last thirty years. Tetsuji just found out about everything and starts blowing up her phone.

Andrew is crashing from his meds cycle and sleeps through the whole thing.

There is literally no time to untangle any of this, so Kayleigh just tells Wymack that Kevin will explain everything after they take him to the hospital. Preferably in South Carolina because the farther they are from Riko, the better.

No one is happy with this turn of events. It's for certain, though, that things will get a lot worse before it gets better.

On another note, Aaron just won himself like 200 dollars, and it might just be enough to ask that cute cheerleader in his class on a nice date.

[ask-the-t-sanders-sides]

ERC ENDING: Remus' POV

[TW: this part features violence and swearing, if this triggers you, please skip this part, its not more important than your health.]

enjoy :] <3 (you can find all the other parts on #arcend on this blog)

"love the new outfit, bro" i try to be friendly

He is trying to copy me, right? Next thing he'll try to grow a mustache! I wont let it happen

"yeah.. i didn't really pick it myself, you know?" Wait what??

Okay maybe i wont have to kill him, GREAT!!

"why did it even happen? You're the prince guy" maybe he'll have an answer

"i dont know.. i hate it... Like- im supposed to be the good guy, the hero, THE KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR. But... But im not.." oh shit is he crying?? Shit fuck damnit

Okay who do i have to kill?

Oop- loud footsteps!! Is it the snake boi? Can i finally stab? HeheheheheheheheHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!!!!

oh no its just Virgil... And Patton? What in the name of the rat boiz is this fuck doing here???

"what is HE doing here?!" Roman stop shouting you stupid bitch, this will make things worse

"Hes with us now" Virgil... Why are you protecting him? He literally helped Janus kill me and Logan! Are you out of your fucking mind?

"Yeah right!! He probably used his snake friend to poison your mind too. Re, get them OUT OF HERE." Roman's eyes are glowing green, didn't know he could do that. Nice.

Wait yes!! I can stab!

HAHAHAHA TIME FOR REVENGE YOU FUCKING TRAITORS.

where's my- there we go. Morningstar in hand, lets stab these fuckers the way Janus stabbed me.

Im going to spill their guts all over Logan's floor. Sorry not sorry, Lo.

Im going to watch as the blood runs down their-

"cookies! And we can watch some movies, i-if you'd like" Patton you stupid fu- ARE THESE CHOCOLATE COOKIES?! OMG OMFG YES!! IDC WHO YOU ARE I WANT THESE FUCKING COOKIES

Im taking them, im reaching my hand over and im grabbing them.

Nomnomnom oh fuck yeah! I love chocolate cookies so fucking much

"can we please calm down and just Hang out angst free for once? And its me saying this, you know its too much when the embodiment of angst tells you it's too angsty" Virgil is breaking my peace >:( I'd stab him if it didn't mean blood on my cookies

Roman sighs and oh shhhhiiiiittttt... Im supposed to kill Patton- back to th-

"fine" Roman what- you know what who am i to complain? I get free cookies!!!!!!!

I wonder how many of these i cant shove in my mouth at the same time...

Oh oh wait we're leaving right the tv is in the living room

What movie should we watch? I think we should watch a horror movie, fits the vibes

Lets sit here, i hate sitting on that thing- couch- that-

Oh wait i cant reach the cookies D:

Oh nvm lmao i have creativity magic :3

I wonder where Logan and Cronus are...

[galaxostars]

URL song game with a twist!

Write down your url only using songs from your Top Songs of 2024 playlist and tag as many people as the letters in your url! 🎶🕺

thank you @emlovessid for the tag <3

G uess (ft billie by charlie XCS)

A fterlife (by nothing but thieves)

L e temps de l’amour (by françoise hardy)

A ngel of small death & the codeine scene (by hozier)

X erces (by deftones)

O ù va le monde (by la femme)

S eabird (by alessi brothers)

T he adults are talking (by the strokes)

A t last (by etta james)

R eal love baby (by father john misty)

S he’s my collar (ft kali uchis by gorillaz)

no pressure tags : @the-sun-themoon @starsworth @arviyya @shoopsthereitis @transsexualpriest @bluedahlia912 @lilacfiresoul @inevitablestars @wormvirtues @the-invisibility-bloke

[motorsportverso]

ERC Rally Roma-resultado

1-Crugnola\Ometto-Citroen C3 Rally 2-1:53:10.9

2-Campedelli\Canton-Skoda Fabia RS Rally 2-1:53:38.8

3-LLarena\Fernandez-Skoda Fabia RS Rally 2-1:53:43.0

4-Tempestini\ITU-Skoda Fabia RS Rally 2-1:53:43.0

5-Franceschi\Malfoy-Skoda Fabia RS Rally 2-1:53.43.0

ERC 3

1-33-Khon\Wood-Ford Fiesta Rally 3-2:04:06.8

2-35-Humbert\Hryniuk-Renault Clio RS Rally 3-2:05:56.5

3-32-Karem\Silvestre-Ford Fiesta Rally 3-2:07:02.6

ERC 4

1-40-Cogni\Brachi-Peugeot 208 Rally 4-2:04:31.9

2-37-Bertalan\Paizs-Peugeot 208 Rally 4-2:06:53.8

3-41-Rendina\Cipriani-Renault Clio RS Rally 4-2:11:45.7

[greyeyedmonster-18]

So I know that obviously you are Dr Grey, but if you were to compare yourself to the other characters with your own personality traits, who would you be?

I feel you are a Yang or Arizona maybe... I am more of a season one George 😅

Hope you're doing well ❤️

Oh my gosh, sorry this has been SITTING here for a minute. I absolutely love this question. and i love absolutely any excuse to talk about greys anatomy.

but yes, i am in fact doctor grey, but Cristina Yang is absooooolutely more me. Theres a line that Burke says to her season 1 thats like “you dont ask alot of questions and youre hard to get to know” during the thanksgiving episode which hit SO HOME. as a person who doesnt “chat” alot (which can rub and does rub people the wrong way). I also think there is something…heartbreakingly poetic about cristina literally fixing hearts for a living and consistently choosing men who use her to fix them.

but—the reserved and blunt and ambitious and confident nature of Yang is definitely me (“im not beautiful im brilliant”) and her like…softness and kindness once she trusts you. however, i also deeeeeeply identify with season like 1-3 izzy stevens and navigating the world of medicine/healthcare erc as a “stereotypically attractive” person. I however would probably not fuck a ghost.

(and george and izzy season one are friends) ♥️♥️♥️♥️

[sregnarkroywen]

2024 pre-season training | Credits: x / x

[mtahooligans]

Nem jó, ha már a G7 is fideszes-arabos szemmel nézi a tudományt

Megjelent ma egy cikk a G7-en, amiben arról van szó, hogy downhillen a magyar tudomány teljesítménye. Fogalmam sincs, hogy azon van-e, de hogy nem amiatt, amit a cikk ír, az tuti.

A cikk a SCImago adataira hivatkozik és hát innentől sajnos nem tud a dolog jó lenni. Itt van, hogy milyen módszertannal dolgozik a Scimago, amikor intézményeket hasonlít össze. Research, innovation, societal a három nagy kategória. Vannak tudományok, amelyek némileg hátrányból indulnak: matekos képleteket, algoritmusokat pl nem lehet levédetni az EU-ban, így innovatívnak nehéz lenni, hacsak nem működsz közre más területeken. A research kategória 50%-ot ad bele, de ebből csak 13% olyan, ami size-independent, vagyis a tudományos teljesítmény mérésekor az eredmény 3/4-ét olyan dolgok adják, amik mennyiségiek, azaz, ha többen vagytok, simán veritek a kisebb, de sokkal jobb intézményeket.

Itt a magyar matekos rangsor:

onnantól, hogy az MTA külön szerepel, az egészen már tényleg csak röhögni lehet. az elnök-fötitkár-fötitkhelyettes hármason kívül senki se MTA (mondjuk 2014 és 2020 között Lovásszal még ez is elég menő volt).

hetediknek sikerült minket rangsorolni. és akkor mutatok egy képet:

ők a rényis ERC-nyertesek (+Lovász, aki az ELTE-n nyert ERC-t, de már a Rényibe Synergy-t, ami egy ilyen kiemelt ERC, nem olyan régóta van, és valamiért nem minden táblázatban van egyben).

szóval az ERC az olyan, hogy nem életműdíj, hanem hogy eddig nagyon jó voltál, még mindig aktív vagy, jól pályáztál, akkor adunk nagyon sok pénzt (EU-s szemmel is, nemcsak magyarral). ebből matekosat 13-at nyert Magyarország eddig, ebből 10-et a Rényi (+Lovász Synergyje) és egyet Lovász még ELTE-sként. mire jó ez a "kibővített" EU-ban? itt a link az ERC oldalához.

veri a Rényit:

Cambridge, Oxford, Warwick (UK)

ETH (Svájc)

Héber Egyetem, Tel-Aviv, Weizman Intézet (Izrael)

CNRS - ez kicsit csalás, mert a teljes francia kutatóhálózat matekos részlege egyben szerepel, de hát mindegy.

és kész. vannak 8-cal, 9-cel, nem sokkal mögöttünk, de jobb csak ennyi.

Szóval fontos dolog mérni a tudományos teljesítményt, de a tök mindegy hogy mit csinálsz, csak legyen sok, és vonj egybe mindent, vegyél meg neves kutatókat, akik oda se jönnek az országodba, de ráírják az egytemedet a cikkeikre. Amikor a fidesz a Nobel-díj hatására a Krausz intézetét áttette a Semmelweiss-re, hogy az majd hátha benyomja bizonyos listákon az első százba, na az kb ez. ettől biztos nem lesz senkinek jobb, de majd lehet virítani egy semmit nem mondó számot.

[trans-axolotl]

hi, i wanted to ask if possible (I'm sorry if this is a little invasive!) but what treatment program did you go to? I'm looking for some and I'm receiving mixed singles right now..

hey! I'm comfortable talking about it. I'm assuming you're talking about the eating disorder treatment program I went to, not the other psych wards I've been to, but let me know if you meant something else.

I went to the Eating Recovery Center in Washington. i have a lot of mixed feelings on it. i really hate the entire structure of residential treatment and think that it is inherently carceral and coercive. ERCWA was a really restrictive treatment program, we were on a locked ward in a medical center, there were a lot of shitty + abusive staff, and there was just so much bullshit the entire time, like having no privacy in the bathroom, no doors on the bedrooms, barely being able to go outside, having so much of what we said and did monitored, the fucked up ways they used NG tubes, a really ableist psychiatrist, etc. treatment was pretty standard CBT, DBT, ACT, RODBT, random "skills groups" that felt like a waste of time with a lot of therapists and interns who had no previous therapy experience. I got medically stabilized through that program and was able to achieve pretty sustainable changes in my disorderly eating, but i really credit that more to the peer support then to any of the actual "treatment."

But compared to some other programs i don't think it was the worst. You can have your phone all day which was a huge benefit to me, since most programs take your phone. while i was there they had a dietitian who accommodated custom ARFID menus--she doesn't work there anymore, but they probably still do ARFID menus. they had multiple trans staff members and let me stay on hormones. they also don't kick you out for self harming and can handle a higher level of medical complications. ERCWA is run slightly different then some of the other ERC locations though, and I've heard a lot worse stories about other ERC locations. this info is all only true for adult wards as well--i would not recommend ERC for teens. i don't really know if i would recommend ERCWA at all to people but i think there is some things that made it more tolerable then some other treatment centers, and that if you have some specific needs, it might be one of the only treatment centers that can accommodate some things.

sorry, i feel like this isn't a super helpful answer, but i just have so much anger towards residential treatment and have a hard time recommending any places, even though i don't think ERCWA is the worst option.

if you have any more questions I'm happy to answer--i can also post old photos and videos that show my room, schedule, etc. i also have a lot of friends at a variety of different treatment centers and can answer questions about some other centers if you have any.

sending you the best of luck anon, I hope you're able to find the support and care that you need <3

[amyriadfthings]

<3 Cory for the IRC aka the organisation the real Varian Fry helped found with his ERC

[finns-fading]

♡ September rules♡

(Tw for 3D below cut)

The rules I'm setting myself for September while being mindful of damage control, listing my bodies limits (chronic ill gang :/ yay), and avoiding my family finding out(who are very close and big eaters)

F@st!ng:

Minimum 13h f@st every day

Aim for 16-18h each day

One long f@st (24+) a week *if schedule and lifestyle allow for it*

C@ls and f00d:

1L of water a day minimum

Do not e@t at work

Prioritise protein- 50g-100g a day

Turn down takeaway/food out unless absolutely unable to get out of it

E×erc!se

10k steps at least 5 days a week

Gym at least once a week

Stretch daily

Yoga/pilates/low intensity weights at home at least 3 times a week

Walk as much as possible