#envy's thoughts

[envy-the-green-bitch]

Vodka is the only good thing humans have ever invented in their pitiful lives.

Well, that and maybe social media. I mean.. An entire database, dedicated to making people feel inferior?! Practically made for me!

[otaku553]

Thoughts on being aroace

[beescake]

im a sollux kinnie and ur art is great. like a delicious meal. 1 million courses. my compliments to the chef.

AOGHHH TYSM I REALLY APPRECIATE IT

in gratitude i present a little guy doing setup for the first time 🐝

[dykedvonte]

Curly's little blurb on his steam trading card just keeps reminding me he is a much more miserable person than people realize.

We don't get a lot of his thoughts, inner confliction that aren't bogged down by what Jimmy says or does. Even in the The Last One and Then Another, his dialogue is reflective, not the Curly before the crash but the result of everything. Parts of the him he was are there of course, but also disfigured and warped beyond recognition just like he is physically.

Curly really doesn't think much of himself and desires. He clearly chases fleeting moments of happiness. He doesn't really have prospects for himself, assumes in a similar way to Swansea, that if it should make it happy then he is happy. Though, he hasn't reached the point Swansea did to admit it doesn't. He neither sees the glass half full or empty, it's just water, something he needs and he'll take it from any perspective.

He wasn't running from anything but he's never really been going towards something either. He's listless. I've been using the term complacent to describe how he feels about his life and the closest people (really just Jimmy) in it, but now that word feels too neutral, too nice. Happier than Curly really was. There isn't just one word for it, he's unfulfilled, uncertain, uninspired. There are no active problems he faces and that's the issue, why should he be upset?

I believe he really is a person who doesn't know who he is or wants to be. He follows a structure. I don't think he's suicidal, but he clearly doesn't think about what makes him happy. He's numb. I suppose that is a better word than complacent, used to the feeling even if he hates it. It doesn't hurt so why stop it?

[forzathunder]

"I have many fears, most of them about Lucrezia." — Cesare Borgia (The Borgias, 2011-2013) + hints of insecurity

that she adores someone that much / if she will reject his dark nature and act of love and violence as Ursula did / if he truly is not part of her desires / that she easily forgets him

[dilemma-danger]

vic fuentes is so gender

[sunlit-mess]

I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.

[send-up-my-heart-to-you]

shannon messenger: sophie foster has blond hair and brown eyes and she's the prettiest character ever n she's got at least three people in canon who like her and she's super striking and everyone thinks so and-

also shannon messenger:

[buwheal]

do you think theyll notice

[fish-cakez]

i like to think they’re sisters in a way (click on the image for better quality)

[envy-the-green-bitch]

Referring to you mentioning parfaits in earlier asks, it’s ok Envy. No shame in liking chocolate and or sweet things in general, it’s nothing to be embarrassed about. I have somewhat of a sweet tooth myself :3

Screw you, I don't need your pity!!

But also uh, thanks.. Or whatever... Sweet things are cool sometimes, when I'm in the mood for them.

[jammyjazzberryjam]

Some Spoiler-Free Thoughts on Inside Out 2

Joy's still as amazing as ever.

Sadness gets to be important again, and I'm so proud.

Anger is bae. No, I will not accept critisism.

Embarassment and Disgust are KING and QUEEN.

Fear sounds way more sassy this time round. I like it.

I could listen to Ennui's voice for a lot of time.

Anxiety's kind of a twit, but she's the best twit.

Envy's tiny and cute. But that's a popular opinion.

I wish there was at least one more scene with Nostalgia.

Riley got a lot more focus than I remember from the first movie, and I don't mind one bit.

Listen, as much as we hate Mindy Kaling, I would've loved for her and Bill Hader to return. But Tony Hale and Liza Lapira are absolutely perfect for the roles of Fear and Disgust. Also, Kensington Tallman knocked it out of the park with Riley!

[goldengroovy]

the cul-de-sac kids REALLY like ava!!

[shortnotsweet]

In a Week by Hozier ft. Karen Cowley

“The raven is death, obviously. When I die, I want a good tombstone—something right spooky. LT’s got something against the underground, though you’d think that would be just his kind of place. That’s alright. He needs to, he can cremate me. It’s not exactly Catholic, and Mam would turn in her grave, but God is a unicorn and no one is pure anymore, so. What’s all that got to do with me?”

Johnny “Soap” McTavish has a journal. Had. It is his no longer.

Simon “Ghost” Riley had dreams—awful ones, the kind that sank claws into his lungs, dragged him into sleep, and then sent him careening out of it. He still has dreams, but they’re different, now. Better. Johnny’s pages have folded themselves under his eyes and gotten into his head, brighter and more infectious than anything else has ever been. It’s more than the past, that rotting carcass behind him, and more than now. Now is nothing. Now is ash. It’s like, it’s like—blinding, is what it is. He’s a blind man.

It is biblical now. Ghost has read it backward and forward and sideways and inside out. When he runs out of things to read, he reads them again, and when that is not enough, he reads between the lines.

[greatgoddyke]

time to make your choice only you can be the one

[rosesofenvy]

Hold on tight to this time, this place 'Cause everything you know will be erased You were born inside your head And that is where you'll be when you are dead You're just a boy, you are no man And nobody you know will understand You're just a boy, you are no man And nobody you know will understand