#ending is so corny tho im so sorry
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part 2 of baker!reader + do not ever ask me to write accents lmao i suck at those šš and a huge thank you to all the sweet and dessert suggestions! i couldn't add all of them, but oh my god did i love all of them and choosing between them was sooo hard (that's what she said). if your dessert didn't make it here im soo sorry š
It was a quiet morning when you finally decided to reopen the bakery. The town had been whispering, speculating about the sudden disappearance of your husbandātragic, they said, to be found mauled by a bear in the woods. You hadnāt shed a tear, hadnāt flinched at the news. Maybe that was cruel of you, but after what you had endured, you couldnāt bring yourself to feel anything for him anymore. Not fear, not sadnessājust relief.
And now, with the bakery open once again, you felt lighter. Freer.
The 141 boys were there first thing, as you had hoped. Each one walking into the cozy space like they belonged there. Their heavy, winter boots made the wooden floors creak, their towering frames somehow making the space feel intimate rather than intimidating. You smiled as the familiar smell of fresh bread and sugar lingered in the air, the warmth of the ovens cocooning you and the rest of the bakery in comfort. Free from that terrible man youād called a husband, it was as if the world itself was taking on a more vibrant color.
āMorning, sweetheart,ā John greeted you, his eyes crinkling beneath his hat, though there was something watchful in his gaze.
āBonnie,ā Johnny chirped, leaning on the counter, his eyes sparkling as they usually did when he spoke to you. āPlace smells heavenly as always.ā
āYouāre open today, huh?ā Kyle said, grinning as he eyed the display of pastries lined up neatly behind the glass. āMissed our favorite baker, honestly.ā
Simon didnāt say anything at first, just gave you a long, steady look from behind his mask. You knew he had seen the signs. He was the only one who had seen the bruises, had taken your hands so gently that day and whispered that promise. You hadnāt asked for it, hadnāt said anything in return, but you had trusted him all the same. You are glad you did. You are so glad itād been him to see.
Now, as you wiped your hands on your apron and stepped out from behind the counter, your heart was lighter than it had been in months. āEverythingās on the house today,ā you said, your smile wider than it had been in ages. āFor you guys, at least. After allā¦ Iāve got a few new things for you to try.ā
Soap raised an eyebrow, a smirk tugging at his lips. āIs that so? Then weāre in for a treat, eh boys?ā
You went back to the counter, pulling out a few trays and plates, your hands moving quickly as you started setting them down in front of the men, watching their eyes light up at the spread. āIāve been experimenting,ā you said, your voice light, almost teasing. āFor John, Iāve got pecan pie. Thought you might like itāsomething a bit rich, a bit warm.ā Like you, goes unsaid but you hoped he still heard it.
Johnās eyes gleamed as he accepted the slice you placed in front of him. āAlways knew you were a mind reader,ā he murmured with a chuckle, cutting into the pie and taking a bite. The smile that spread across his face was slow, but appreciative.
āFor you, Kyle, lemon meringue tarts. Something sharp, refreshing. A little tangy,ā you said, setting the plate in front of him. āAnd a bit sweet, too. Had a feeling youād like it!ā
Kyle laughed, picking up the tart and admiring it at first. āYou know me too well.ā He took a bite, his eyes widening at the burst of lemon on his tongue and then groaning in delight. āPerfect, as always.ā
Simon watched you closely, and when you placed a plate of apple fritters in front of him, his gaze softened just slightly. āMade these with you in mind,ā you said, your voice gentle. āThought youād appreciate something classic, Si. Simple, but comforting.ā
He didnāt say anything at first, just nodded in that way of his, taking the fritter in his gloved hand. When he took a bite, his eyes closed briefly, and you could see the silent approval in the way his shoulders seemed to relax ever so slightly.
āAnd for you, Johnny,ā you giggled, setting down a small bowl of Cranachan in front of him. āThought you might like something traditional- whisky, raspberries, oats, and cream. Feels like a bit of home, doesnāt it? At least I hope so. It was my first time making it.ā
Johnny beamed all the same, eagerly reaching for a spoon. āAh, bonnie, youāre spoiling us.ā
But it wasnāt just them you were thinking of. You had made a fresh batch of focaccia bread for yourself, but this wasnāt just any bread- it was bold, spiced with rosemary and topped with chilli flakes and garlic. It was a reflection of your own newfound boldness. Youād been quiet, subdued for so long. Now, you wanted to feel alive again.Perhaps it might seem corny, but this focaccia bread meant to signify that for you.
You set a slice of the focaccia on a plate for yourself, taking a bite as you sat with them, your smile not faltering for a second. It was savoury- settling warmth in your stomach. āI think this might be my new favorite, actually.ā you said with a soft laugh. In your mind, you were already thinking of making and selling more of it.
They didnāt say much in response, still tasting their own desserts, but you could feel their appreciation, their understanding, in the quiet way they accepted it.
The rest of the bakery was alive with the smell of freshly baked treats: rich brownies, soft sugar cookies, fluffy cronuts, and delicate eclairs. Tres leches cakes sat next to pumpkin pies, while apple and custard empanadas filled the air with their sweet, warm scent. Cheesecakes, cardamom rolls, strawberry lamingtonsāthe selection was almost overwhelming, but everything sold well. Especially the bear claw pastries. You smiled softly to yourself at the irony. The bearclaw pastries might also be your new favorite, right alongside the focaccia.
Johnny noticed it immediately, the little twitch of your lips, and raised an eyebrow. āWhatās so funny, bonnie?ā
You waved him off, shaking your head. āOh, nothing. Justā¦ the bear claws. Theyāve been selling really well lately. Thought it wasā¦ fitting.ā
Simonās eyes flicked to you, then to the bear claw pastries sitting neatly in a display case. A slow understanding crossed his gaze, but he didnāt say anything. Just a slight nod, the corner of his mouth twitching, the silent acknowledgment of the truth that you all shared. You had no doubt the others knew about it as well- maybe even had a hand in it. Such incredible men.
And for the first time, standing in your bakery, surrounded by warmth and the quiet camaraderie of the men you had come to trust, you felt a sense of peace wash over you. The past was behind you. Now, you had a future to look forward toāone filled with new beginnings, layers to unfold like a mille-feuille crepe cake, and the quiet reassurance that you were no longer alone.
āHereās to new beginnings,ā you said, raising your cup of coffee, your smile bright and genuine.
The boys raised their cups in return, their expressions soft but full of unspoken promises. āTo new beginnings,ā they echoed, and for the first time in a long time, you believed it. Especially because you could see the way they were looking at you.
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Thinking about the what if El was never interested in Mike romantically, she just assumed she was discourse on the tag today and how it's very possible what could make El fully realize this, is when in s5 she see's Will's love for Mike in real time, for the first time, and she's just like damn! That is not me!
#byler#no but arguably that already happened..#remember that! you're the heart#el listening: you're the what now?? im sorry but that's corny as hell. could not be me!#i feel like this could be how el confronts will in s5 about lying to mike#i think it's interesting they had that talk with will and el about her lying to him with will calling her out#if to not circle back to it in some way for her to be like hypocrite much?#tho i doubt that's how it would happen#i have a feeling el is going to understand in will's case in contrast to her and mike's argument#like will and el are siblings so yeah they fight#but i just get the feeling she's going to sense something is up with them (already does)#and something big will happen and i feel like she's going to see the truth before they're able to#and i think will is probably going to realize last because he really does not think it could ever happen now#and also because of el i think will would feel like its wrong unless he was confident she would be okay with it#so i could totally see will not allowing himself to be happy in that sense even if he realized mike could return his feelings#but by then mike's already made his peace with el and they're good#UGHHGHHG s5 arrive now!#no but isn't it kind of side eye that they've never shown us el be confronted with mike and wills friendship at all?#like in s1 and s3 at the end Mike mentions will in his plans with el#and that's about where it ends#we have not seen her exposed to their dynamic and like reacting to it before#UNTIL THE END OF S4!!!
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finally got around to watching dragon ball super hero and
#okay db haters look away š¶āš«ļøš¶āš«ļøš¶āš«ļøš¶āš«ļøš¶āš«ļø#this movie was SO good like it was corny as hell but idgaf i had a fun time!!!!!#gohan using special beam cannon as the final move maybe made me cry a little whos to say?#i like pans little character arc also as an avid pan supporter this movie made me so happy#the only downside was no marron or bulla honestly#everyone was here and had a fun little role. goku and vegeta (love them#only show up for like 5 minutes total and have a post credits scene where vegeta wins in a fight against him#this movie was just fun dragon ball stuff and i hope they continue this tone for the series#i think ill read the trunks goten mini arc now omg#also loooove that krillin is like 'hey remember when u got really big at the world martial arts tournament' and piccolo went 'oh yeah š'#*gets really big*#also idk if im just out of the db loop but love the new gohan entomologist lore!#also any krillin/18 content is a win for me!#actually the real downside was the continued propaganda of blue haired trunks. you will never get me to like it <3#also i didnt think id like dr hedo and the gammas but i did! they were fun!! ofc gamma 2 died tho. black racism š«¤ (i watched the dub)#sorry i just needed to get my thoughts on this movie out#anyway this movie just proved that gohan needs to be the main character :)#i just cant get over him ending cell max with fucking SPECIAL BEAM CANNON im crying and screaming not the kamehameha or masenko like!!!!!!#like i know piccolo taught him masenko but theres just something abt sbc okayš#im so normal im so sane
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yeah but i really got fucked over by the people i told this abt loll
#some of yall might remember my vent posts and stuff and yeah this situation didnt end well for me#i could talk abt this for hours honestly this is so messed up#yknow ive been thinking how i never really tell my friends what i go through at home anymore bc i began to doubt myself#even tho i KNOW it all happened. They did abuse me. Still do. But some part of me thinks#that i just made this up or that it wasnt actually that bad. even though it was. it was so much fucking worse. and having to go through it#again and again and again. i have no words. sometimes my mind just goes blank bc i dont want to think abt this stuff. i just want it to be#over.#some part of me thinks that if i tell somebody im ruining my abusers lives. even though theyre the one ruining mine. nothing can harm them.#especially my words. they will never face consequences bc the system doesnt work. and i dont want to ruin their life.#i just want it to be over.#i just want to go on and live my life and leave this all behind and start anew.#im an awful person. i have younger siblings and this was the only reason i decided to go through with telling someone at school abt this. bc#i didnt want them to suffer like me. i knew what their mindless actions did to me. and to see my siblings go through that.#but my sister absolutely hates me for telling the school#she says shes ashamed to go there bc people know#she thinks i made it up for attention even though she literallywas there when they beat me. she was fucking there lmfao#im sorry if this is too much but i need to get this somewhere out. writing it down is not enough and i cant tell this at anyone#kill meš the only thing keeping me alive is dreaming. very corny i know. but fantasizing abt my far away future is the only thing making me#go on. thinking abt my life after this ends. but sometimes its not enough and i just spend all my time watching stuff or reading or whatever#just watching stuff abt lives totally different from my own. that helps me focus on something else for a while. sighhhhhh
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EVERYONE ADORES YOU (AT LEAST I DO)
3 times in which charles tried to win Y/N over, and the 1 time she caved in.
pairing: charles leclerc x fem!reader
warnings: none.
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pierregasly i can confirm
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francisca.cgomes miss you!!!
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francisca.cgomes honestly pierre donāt disturb us
pierregasly get yourself a real partner and STAY AWAY FROM HER
charles_leclerc i volunteer as tribute
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charles_leclerc what a duo!!! f1 race next? ;)
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arthur_leclerc spoiler alert: he did
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charles_leclerc never back down never what
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yourbsf get a job stay away from her!!!
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maxverstappen not part of the team, but i am begging you too.
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yourusername it truly is, leclerc
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charles_leclerc yk race weekend is coming up right?????? ššš
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lewishamilton i didnāt want to involve myself in this but Y/N please say yes before next season comes because i cannot handle him crying in the garage
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charles_leclerc SO YOUāRE COMING TO THE NEXT RACE?
yourusername donāt tell lewis i said this, but no
pierregasly ENDED HIM
charles_leclerc shut up pierre
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user3 Y/N eating as always!
user9 WHY ARE WE NOT DISCUSSING CHARLESā DISGUSTING PICK UP LINE IM CRYING HES SO CORNY
yourusername i know right, flattering me tho
charles_leclerc am i seeing this correctly? flattering? youāre flattered?
yourusername donāt you have a job to attend to?
charles_leclerc YOURE FLATTERED
scuderiaferrari heās squealing in the middle of a meeting, calm down please.
lilymhe i miss youuuu
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user8 wait i might be reaching do you think Y/N caved in
user1 no she is NOT that easy to convince
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pierregasly WAR. IS. OVER.
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yourbsf you did not get a job and you did not stay away from her. ok.
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charles_leclerc ASDNDLSBLXJWOSJ
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lewishamilton thank you for listening to my advice, Y/N
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yourusername it does
scuderiaferrari this calls for a celebratory dinner. not because you won but because she caved in
charles_leclerc ? thanks ig?
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yourusername yes!!!!
pierregasly my job here is done
yourbsf so adorable actually
charles_leclerc is this the comment of approval?
yourbsf possibly
charles_leclerc VAMOS
francisca.cgomes you are still my girlfriend tho
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Sorry not sorry to any Knox fans but i needed to rant a lil bit
Be forewarnedā¦.this is a LONG one guysš®āšØ
When him and Tess were first introduced i was like āOh well just as long as they donāt take too much away from the main story and are likeableā (BOY was I wrongš)
Now donāt get me wrong he was a big help at the end of the book by helping transport the scepter. Also when Tess got fairystruck, anyone else thought āhuhā¦that wasā¦easy?ā AND I GET IT the fairies were probs influenced by the interactions of humans (especially kendra) and were flattered by her costume as well as her age may have helped but it just all felt wayyy too plot convenient..
THEN they started getting their own chapters. Okay. Now im lowkey irritated bc could you IMAGINE if we got a RONODIN pov or one of Warren, Vanessa or Tanu? And i knoww its bc theyāre cousins & are important secondary characters (even though the characters i listed are just as, maybe even more important) BUT WHEN I FINISH SETHāS CHAPTER I GET ALL EXCITED FOR KENDRAāS and then itās one of theirsā¦ (though the only thing saving it was Newel and Doren tbh) And I have to force myself to finish it bc i donāt wanna miss important detailsš
And this isnāt particularly referring to Tess mostly Knox being insufferable but the point still stands!
*ALSO when he killed Remulon (which he did do his big one with that so ššš) Shouldnāt he technically NOT have been able to use the unicorn horn since in theory itās impossible to just pick it up bc it attacks the person with magical guilt?? If anyone has the answer to this lmk plz DID I MISS SOMETHING or is this just a plothole??š
ALSO also when he had the AUDACITY to TRY Seth (even if he was influenced by the crown) while he was āgiant kingā talking all that smack as if he didnāt injure Newel after being told how DANGEROUS the unforgiving blade was. And Seth just made him eat back up his words with barely any effort I KNOW THATS RIGHTTT I absolutely loved that sceneš
ā¦..And donāt even get me STARTED on the whole Obāknoxāious jokeā¦.š
Overall he was helpful and can crack good jokes, when its not corny!! Just *REALLY* annoyingly boastful at times. Tess was tolerable tho. I would add more but this is already long enough as is lol.
But Im curious on other peopleās thoughts on himš¤
#ughh#rant post#fablehaven#dragonwatch#kendra sorenson#seth sorenson#warren burgess#vanessa santoro#ronodin#brandon mull#my opinion#i love memes#meme#Shir0oos-thoughts#i need mutuals#poll time
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a special thank you to my moots.
(TW: suicidal thoughts, ig?)
ahem- so as I have mentioned, today is my 1 year old this platform! I honestly cant believe itās been this..long? A lot has happened, too. And honestly for the longest time, it wasnāt going well. Like- at all.
(rant continues under the cut:)
Iām donāt want anyone to feel sorry for me. Im doing much better than before, so itās really not a big deal anymore. Iām just giving some brief context for my 2023- early 2024 school year.
so, I made this blog a couple days before the whole situation went down. Which I think I briefly mentioned on here.
so for a bit, I had felt very uh- isolated in my friend group. I had kinda always been the odd one out. We had different interests. Their sort of fun was hanginā out, gossiping and what not. And I was into cartoons, and art. I never really told them, though. There were sorta judgy, and I was very insecure. Because they make fun of people. And I didnāt wanna end up by myself.
But anyways- usually, theyād all leave. And tell me to watch their stuff. And since Iām sort of a pushover irl, I didnāt really argue about it. But when I say all of them leave-? I meant all of them. All 4 of em. And it often did upset me.
also theyād talk to people I didnāt even know- which, okay yeah- but I couldnāt talk to them. I didnāt wanna get dirty looks. Iām not a very outgoing person. I like to think I keep to myself often.
So, Halloween comes around. And this stuff doesnāt end. And for a bit more context, one of my friends was getting super annoying by me. And Iām pretty sure she didnāt like me, like- at all. She easily got annoyed at me. And only me.
so she went to the Halloween dance- last block of the day
blah blah skip to after school and I text the group- āwhere are u guys?ā None of them respond. So I search a lil bit, then head outside. Where- guess what? All of them were.
I asked āWhy didnāt you answer the text?ā
and my friends that gets annoyed at my easily said a snarky āmy phone was off.ā And was generally just being fucking bitch. And I use to be a big crybaby and stuff- and eventually grew out of it. But this- this sentence really upset me. I stormed off, avoiding all of them.
eventually I got on my bus and- well. Uh. Let my feelings out, if you will. I remember it very cleary, too. It was one of the most tears I had shed in a long time.
I get home, and the girl texts the gc, clamming I stormed off for āno reasonā and I had enough. Saying smth āI obviously didnt storm off for no fucking reasonā
a bit more of arguing keeps going, and a lot more sobs. It was one of the worst days I had ever had.
a few more days go by, and the situation gets worse. I avoid all of them, and hung out w/ a diff friend. I ranted/vent to her, telling her my friend was a Hippocrate for complaining about our other friends leaving, even tho she did the EXACT same fucking thing.
Which, was talking shit. So that wasnāt great and rlly bad of me. And I guess karma hit hard bc she texted me after school, saying I was talking shit abt her. Bc my friend was friends with her friends. So..awkward..
and really- the next day, it was over. I was free. But at what cost, really? I lost all my friends. Became an outcast, really. It was pathetic, now that I think about it.
for the rest of the year, I rarely spoke to them. And never talked to the other girl.
I spent most my time in the library, reading. And skipping out on eating. I was so unhappy. I donāt wanna say depressed but- very close.
it really made me hate who I was. It made me feel like a terrible person.
And thatās when I really did start using Tumblr more. It was sort of an escape, of mine. And god, Iām so glad I set up and account. I Met do many amazing and unique people one here.
This is sort of corny but, I really think this has helped me through a lot. Since a few months early I lost my privileges to tik tok, and discord. Which, yeah. Sucked.
but so many things had happened-! Joined a rp group, met a new online friend (which we are now very very close<3), found out about a LOT of facts, found other people who shared my interests!
so here we are, one year later.
it was really something. Iāve met so many wonderful people on here, man. Especially my moots. You guys know who you are. Iām not gonna tag you guys, but Iāll do a quick smth smth ig
FIRST OF- my first closest moots-!! Ghosty, cookie, Sleepy, Ally, And my Pooks, Ari. So many awesome things happened with these guys. A lot of funny moments, too. Lmao.
AND ALL MY RAMSHACKLE PEEPS- dew, anomaly, Schnozz, reboot, Bailey, lilac,- you guys are literally AWESOME UGH- I seriously enjoy every interaction I have with you guys. It genuinely makes me so happy
sorry this is super corny and stuff, I really wanted to make something meaningful for this. Thank you guys for being so amazing.<3
ā jj
#<3#1 year tumblrversary#jj Lore drop#TW: rant#tw: suicidal thoughts mentioned igg uh uh yeahhh#importantish#rant
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Idk if youāve said posted this already, but do you mind explaining your hotd dr a little more?
im so sorry for taking this long to answer but here it finally is :)
soo i started this dr back when i really, *really* loved scripting so i made up a whole valyrian house (also bcs i really wanted to be valyrian but not a targaryen or valeryon lol). I havent really thought about it in a while so i dont really remember a lot beyond what i wrote down about the house (that i kinda did for my aegon the conqueror dr rather than hotd, so the hotd part is not really happy or nice). Only thing I know for sure is that I dont really have a set s/o that i end up with (mostly bcs none of the characters really interest me that much) but i do have a few affairs with some of them. Also, im not there for the whole plot but thats explained in the document linked below. Uh im not really team green or team black cos i cant decide (in this reality im mostly team black but im too lazy to change the whole plot i thought of now), both have their pros and cons, in my dr i spent a lot of time around the greens rather than the blacks (also explained in the document). I have 2 dragons, a black one and a white one (yes like ying and yang and yes its corny dont judge me) i dont have names for them yet tho cos im shit at naming dragons and people so if anyone has ideas id love some :) im around alicents and rhaenyras age, maybe a little older (5 years +/- 3 years) and i didnt grow up in westeros (also explained in the document).
I'll link that down below, keep in mind that i still havent watched the show (idk why either lol) so im going off what i found online and in fics so any inaccuracies prolly come from either lack of or misinformation or i deliberately changed them. its also not done yet so yea im open for feedback and/or ideas :)
Heres the document about my house (i really hope this works, if not please tell me so i can fix it)
uh i know i didnt really explain anything at all but i hope the document clears it up a little more (if not please send another ask) and yea also mostly cos i dont have it figured out that well yet and im shifting to another dr currently so im not really working on it rn. as always, i love questions and comments so dont be shy i dont bite :)
#reality shifting#shifting#desired reality#shifters#shift#reality shift#shifter#shifting diary#shiftblr#shifting realities#hotd dr#house of the dragon dr
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Achoo!
A little blurb abt how jooyeon would react when youāre sick
for @joocomics (feel better pookie š«¶)
a/n: booo corny title but whatever. also i love a sickfic i fear. even tho this is borderline a crack ficā¦ itās not my fault heās like that soz
honestly l think he is a little bit of a pain in the ass when youāre sick. but in an endearing way mostly
kind of just a pain in the ass in general at first tho
like you text him āsorry bb i canāt hang out today, iām sick :(ā and he replies some shit like ādamn. L+ratioā
and ur like āno actually like i feel really awfulā and he goes āim sorry babe that sucks feel betterā
he does Not get the hint until you practically hit him over the head with it by saying smth like āif ONLY i had someone to COME TAKE CARE OF MEā¦ oh how i WISH wish i had a handsome boy to come be my sexy nurse!!!ā
you donāt hear from him for like half an hour and ur like wtf! iāve been abandoned! and all of a sudden your front door opens and in comes jooyeon with a bag of stuff from the convenience store and pharmacyā¦ and 2 masks on
āwow youāre not gonna kiss me better?ā ābaby i love you but you sound awful and iām not trying to fuck up my voiceā āyouāre so meanā āiāll kiss it better with the masks on?ā āEw No WTF Thatās Weirdā
he is a sweetie tho. takes your temperature, gives you medicine and vitamins (he looked up what to get you and also asked seungmin), makes you tea with lemon and honey, and snuggles you on the couch
will actually kiss you with his masks on, donāt test him
heās actually DYINGGG to kiss you for real like he usually does All The Time
but when he left their manager warned him to be careful not to get sick and mess up his voice and he Really doesnāt want to get in trouble šš„²
wraps you in every blanket you own
takes your temperature again every 5 minutes
tries to cook you chicken soup with no vegetables in it??? āthat wonāt help me get better i need the nutrientsā ābut theyāre gross :( and u gave you vitamins anywayā āyouāre literally not eating it???ā āi was gonna make two servingsā āno leftovers for me thoā¦ youāre the worst nurse everā āat least iām a sexy nurse ;) thatās what you asked for, right?ā (and really, you kind of canāt argue with that)
makes you go to bed early, tucks you in and cuddles you
takes the masks off bc āitās too uncomfortable to sleep with them onā and ur like āthen why did u wear them in the first place???ā
he has no good comeback to that
so he gives in and actually kisses you, mostly on the forehead and nose tho to at least Pretend heās still trying not to get sick
but if you whine and pout your lips at him heās giving you the Most gentle and tender kiss ever that will leave your face feeling hot, and not just cuz of the fever
will sing/hum softly to help you sleep while gently rubbing your back and petting your hair
letās out a sigh of relief when you fall asleep cuz he really hates seeing you uncomfortable/in pain :((
if he ends up getting sick after thoughā¦ godspeed
youāre lucky to have each other though, and worse case scenario at least you can be sick together š„¹
#sorry this is corny as hell i know it is#but i was āØinspiredāØ#i have a longer thing coming soon but this overtook my mind for now so here u go#xdinary heroes x reader#xdh x reader#xdinary heroes fluff#xdinary heroes imagines#jooyeon x reader#jooyeon fluff
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JUST A LITTLE BIT ā ZHANG HAO
ā¹ Ė. synopsis: note for next time, never let zhang hao drink too much.
ā¹ Ė. pairing: zhang hao x m!reader
ā¹ Ė. genre: fluff, crack
ā¹ Ė. warnings: mentions of drinking, very much corny gay people, simply zb1 hyung line being idiots
ā¹ Ė. word count: 1.1k
ā¹ Ė. notes: I HAVE A HAO PC AND YOU DONT LOSER š¤£š«µ!! just kidding pls dont unfollow me i need the clout š anyway i DO NOT drink at all so if the depiction of drunk people in this is not how they actually are, sorry? i will never touch alcohol im sorry
ā¹ Ė. this is for jj (@junjiie) because tbf i kinda owe it to him after pulling his bias (sorry bestie westie ily tho)
"what the fuck is zhang hao doing?"
zhang hao is not a heavy drinker, he doesn't enjoy drinking as much as his partner does, and he made that very clear when hanbin suggested celebratory drinks in the first place. he said, and i quote; "i'm not gonna drink that much, i don't even like alcohol that much".
look at where he's ended up now.
to be fair, y/n is surprised. usually, he's the one embarrassingly drunk and zhang hao's the one having to make sure he doesn't accidentally kill himself. he remembers that one story zhang hao told him where he almost drank bleach because he legitimately thought it was milk.
but today it seems like the rolls have reversed.
zhang hao is like.. super drunk, in an almost insane manner. for the past twenty minutes he's been doing and saying the absolute stupidest things, whether its loudly singing their debut song or abusing jiwoong.
to say the members are.. shocked is a large understatement. seeing zhang hao drink so much and act in such a not like him manner not only shocks them, but it also humors them too.
"oh, god i have never seen him this drunk before".
"your telling me, i'm his boyfriend, i never ever see him drunk".
zhang hao giggles and snorts, kicking jiwoong in the back of his leg as he falls over on the couch, dying from a random joke jiwoong told like half an hour ago, but his mind is too fuzzy for him to remember that.
the second eldest hums, stopping his giggles as he turns around and strolls y/n's way, stumbling as he makes his way to his partner. "hi" he snorts, hiccuping, he almost trips and y/n reaches over to grab him, standing him back upright.
"hello" he smiles simply. he's a little drunk, not so drunk that he's stumbling and red faced like zhang hao. the older stares for a moment, and then he smiles widely.
"your very pretty" he states, rocking back and forth on his heels as he smiles like a teenager giddy about their crush. he giggles like a little kid, grabbing y/n's hands and beginning to swing them back and forth. "like very gorgeous man".
"really? well, your prettier" y/n replies, and zhang hao giggles like a little kid once again. taerae pretends to vomit on the other side of the room, disgusted by this couple-y behavior.
"your cute, i'm cute, i have the feeling we'd look very good together" he laughs, biting his lower lip to suppress a smile. suddenly, his eyes light up as he thinks of a brilliant idea.
yeah "brilliant".
"just a question" he starts, batting his eyelashes dramatically. "do you happen to be single?" zhang hao inquires, scooting closer to the boy until their shoulders knocked together.
"oh no, i actually have a boyfriend".
now listen, y/n thought it would've been funny to mess with zhang hao, it's a thing a two of them always do. sometimes when he was drunk, he'll forget he's dating zhang hao himself, and the older will just mess with him for fun. but what he doesn't expect, is for zhang hao's smile to drop.
"oh, you do?" zhang hao frowns, his voice lowers in a way that makes him sound sad. he slowly steps away from y/n, looking uncomfortable.
matthew blinks, observing the situation. hanbin narrows his eyes in confusion, taerae chuckles at his sudden attitude change, and jiwoong simply shakes his head as he watches zhang hao step away.
zhang hao stays silent for a moment, a sad yet panicked expression written on his face, as if he'd just done something wrong.
just as y/n was about to ask what's wrong, zhang hao turns to him and bows his head.
"i'm so sorry for flirting with you!"
"what!?" matthew exclaims, startling hanbin, who was just about to drift off to sleep. taerae stares, then just begins giggling like an idiot, the alcohol getting to him.
y/n is taken aback. "wait no that's notā"
"i didn't know you were taken i'm so sorry" he apologizes again. "your boyfriend must be a really great person i'm so sorry for what i did" the words spill out of his mouth so quickly they simply blur together into nonsense, his head bowed so low that it was basically touching the ground.
"no no no it's alright" y/n panics, placing his hands on his boyfriends shoulder and pulling him to stand upright. "no need to apologize" he says, taking zhang hao's face and caressing his cheek as well as fixing his messy hair.
for some reason, that action must've had quite the affect on zhang hao, because he started bawling his eyes out.
"whatā why are you crying!?" y/n exclaims, panicked by his boyfriends outburst.
he sniffles, bringing his hand up to wipe his nose before bursting into tears again upon making eye contact with y/n.
"he's taken" zhang hao sobs, eyes shut as tears dramatically fall down his cheeks.
without any warning, taerae fell over and began dying of laughter. giggles escaped matthew's lips as he watched zhang hao cry over his own boyfriend, and jiwoong tries his best to not burst into laughter.
"you three! don't laugh!" hanbin scolded, slapping both matthew and taerae on the back. he hurriedly rushes to zhang hao's side, wrapping an arm around him. "there there hao hao".
hanbin offers him a tissue, watching as zhang hao blows his nose as he rubs his hand up and down his back, he's trying his best not to laugh out loud as y/n stands there in panic.
"he's taken" zhang hao pouts, tears still falling from his eyes as he turns to hanbin, who, in response, lets out a small giggle.
"hanbin!?"
"sorry sorry" hanbin giggles again, but he then manages to stifle them, patting zhang hao's head. "don't cry hao-hyung, he's still very into you".
y/n stands there, feeling a little awkward. zhang hao sniffles again and turns to y/n, blinking as he stares at him. he stares for a specifically long time before walking up to him and pulling him into a hug.
"i hope your boyfriend doesn't mind this" he mutters into y/n's shirt, wiping his remaining tears on it.
y/n chuckles, running a hand up and down zhang hao's back. "no i don't think he'll mind" he says as he laughs, and zhang hao hums, pulling away to look up.
"has anyone ever told you that your very pretty?" he asks, emphasizing the 'very'. "i would kiss you but you have a boyfriend" he smiles, snorting once again.
"you are my boyfriend, silly".
"hah, funny joke".
zhang hao snorts once again, resting his head on y/n's chest. "you are very pretty".
"as you've said before".
"okay, continue lying pretty men".
y/n notes one thing from this interaction.
never let zhang hao drink too much.
#zhang hao#zerobaseone#zb1#zerobaseone zhang hao#zb1 zhang hao#zerobaseone imagines#zerobaseone drabbles#zerobaseone scenarios#zb1 imagines#zb1 drabbles#zb1 scenarios#zhang hao imagines#zhang hao x reader#š ą£ŖĖ š isa's works!
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hey c! can i ask how do we get over the feeling of embarassment when drawing self-indulgent shippy fanart? i've seen most of your amazing art and i've noticed that you don't seem to hold back when drawing fanarts, it's really beautiful with the way you portray characters' intimate relationships.. be it thru manga, illustrations, sketches. I have quite a lot of ideas on my mind that I want to draw similar to what you've drawn in terms of shipping characters, but I can't help but feel embarassed most of the time when I attempt to draw, thinking that it's "cringe" or I should draw something else with more deeper meaning into it, not just shippy stuff.. so I get very hesitant posting said art online or even starting the sketch (i haven't drawn 95% of my written ideas for nearly a year ;_; pain lol) since a few of my friends might see and question it lmao but deep down i really want to draw them ofc! i'm just very scared with what others think, but I do want to show myself more through my art and what I really like to draw.. Have you had a similar feeling of embarassment too c? I'm sorry if this got too long, I don't rly have any artist friends to talk to this about :')) I'm just so amazed at how you're able to fight the fear and just draw what you want in the end ^-^ I hope I can be like that too with myself and art, there are rare times where I just say f*ck it and post it anyway but 99% of the time is just me overthinking on whether it's cringe or not but I want to be cringe so bad so I can just be free and draw whatever the heck I want! ahh so many conflicting feelings ;_; i hope you get what I mean, thank you again for responding to my previous asks with the colors and numerous questions! I'm sorry for being so curious lol i just want to draw my favorite characters to kiss and cuddle so bad but im too scared to even draw them so intimately like that so i dont even draw majority of my ideas for fear of being judged :'D :') :(( hope u had a nice day c!
I might never show it but actually I relate to you so hard, it's not once or twice that I keep overthinking if my art is too self-indulgent and cringe, everytime I'm about to post my art I'm one click away to post it but I always have this nagging worry of people judging my art (even tho there's nothing wrong with it, for god's sake!!!) so I just spend another 30 minutes worrying about it until I close my eyes, flick my finger quickly, and close the tab.
And oh god in heaven put a curse on meme culture for this because there was this one instance when someone made a corny meme out of my art (that's not even a funny drawing) and dared to send it to me, I know it's only one person but it's enough to crush my confidence in drawing and posting shippy/emotional art.
Whenever I draw my favorite characters looking all seductive and cool I always worry people would think it's cringe, whenever I draw characters kissing I always worry people would think I'm weird, but then I remember about the other artists I like who post (their own) self-indulgent stuff and they make me joyous, I want people to feel the same way about my art when I post my own self-indulgent art too, so I guess that's what keeps me doing what I do today š
My 2023 resolution is just to stop giving a single damn about what people think of my art, if they think it's cringe then so be it, I can't control the mind of people, at least the cringe art gives me the happy brain chemicals and that's what truly matters š
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here's a little deep dive on the fight club necklace / my process in general hehe
i put like way too much thought into all my jewelry and this is about to be the most in depth ive actually ever gone about my process so sorry in advance 4 how long winded i am
(and if ur new to my jewelry i get everything secondhand and i upcycle so i source from places like estate sales/thrift stores/antique malls/ebay/shop frum peoples personal collections etc )
i think the necklace and the original paper street bracelet i made speak the same visual language as the paper street house pretty well because i sourced most of it from some of my oldest and most visually ornate jewelry finds.
a lot of the beads from this one are actually from this really dope older lady i knows collection/more specifically from a costuming warehouse in nyc and the jewelry is just so ornate and crazy and out of style, i imagine they were once worn by the kind of people that wouldve gotten their soup peed in so its kind of fun to reclaim them for something like this
when i went to go look thru my stash i was specifically thinking of chipping wallpaper and pulling anything that evoked that to me-kind of corny for a second, but i love beat up old houses visually and theres something so cool about the juxtaposition of ornate/destroyed. layerS and layers of beautiful print made sad and irrelevant by its surroundings. these (the houses and the jewelry) were luxurious and cool and trendy at one point and now theyre completely obsolete and funny. i honestly think the whole thing screams tyler durdens philosophy also
( a beautiful thing destroyed, the performance of put-togetherness+ wealth, putting stake in material goods+trends only for them to be completely stripped away by time )
but anyway yeah when u put these glamorous old things together with stuff like keys and charms that don't match and mix gold/silver, you get this really lived in and sick junk drawer effect, and when you pair pale whites with pale greens it can kind of give a souring/moldy/aged look
little more specific callouts tho for references (left to right)
golf club charms r pretty obvious
the green engraved stone i grabbed immediately because it gives the old wallpaper feeling i was going for
theres this golden charm that's kinda like a kitschy grandma charm, it says "1 minute/1 hour/1day/1week/1year/1leapyear/1century" and i put that as a reference to "this is your life and its ending one minute at a time"/"i am jacks wasted life" and i also think it works on another level/kindamatches with fight clubs irony since its like supposed to be a cutie love commitment idk at least 2 me hahaha
the little step ladder charm and the key i added so that it would read as yeah a dirty old unfinished house/kinda a visual junk drawer..the key i got at an estate sale (i got a bunch and had to make key soup to clean them all)it opens something somewhere
the dog vaccination tag is there both as a reference to the guy that they threaten but then also slightly as a nod to the narrators wacked self esteem the whole like puppy dog obsession aspect IDK
theres a little P and S charm for paper street
the freshwater pearl at the end and the plastic bone shaped bead are kind of supposed to give teeth/bones like subconsciously, i tried a kind of similar thing when i made jewelry based off of pearl from X and tried to make like a rotting looking necklace
theres a little coke bottle cracker jack toy on there too, if ur trying to condense fight club into symbols, glass bottles pop up in my brain so i wanted to find something like that and i got lucky. theres also a little green telescope cracker jack toy thats kind of rusty and i picked it up for how well it matched what i was going for visually but i feel like it could also be a space monkeys thing
any way thanks for looking at this, like i said this is the deepest ive ever gone into depth about my process, but this is why im so drawn to creating jewelry it feels like taking a picture or finishing a puzzle i just do it in a really specific way and it always feels fresh and new when i start a new project, (i definitely dont always have this much to say i promise) but any way hope this was cool
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hey! just here to say that i know what you mean about school and all. and i just want to let you know that despite what a lot of people think or say, junior year IS the hardest year, not senior year, and you have every right to complain!! and when it comes to those college level classes, i can't say 100% since i don't know your teachers specifically, but there's a running theme that in the beginning of the year those teachers purposefully overload students with work. it's mostly a way to make all of the people who don't actually care about the class drop out in the beginning. as it's always gone for me and every other college class i've heard about, once the beginning of the year is out of the way, the workload starts to settle down a bit. (as for your history teacher he sounds like a DICK omg im so sorry you have to deal with that man). my biggest tip for those classes is to get to know them for the first few weeks and get a rhythm down, and then take advantage of the time you have in class/other times throughout the school day to get as much out of the way before it's time to go home (ik you said that you don't get many breaks tho in school which sucks :( but hopefully as the year goes on more little moments open up here and there). and above all else, don't let yourself stop having fun! it's okay to set the work aside and just relax or make some time for yourself. there's a lot of work that goes into junior year, but (as corny as it sounds) you've gotta make some good memories too so that it's worth it in the end :)
ik junior year seems super scary, but you're not alone!! the beginning is always a lot, it's just about letting yourself go through the motions and finding out ways to make all of it work around YOU and who you are, not the other way around. you've got this, and i hope you feel better soon!! <3
this made me genuinely smile a little. iām trying to get into a rhythm? i mean i had hw over the summer so itās not really a homework thing. my older brother took some of the same courses as me and he told me the same thing about some of the teachers trying to sift through whoās just there for credits-i had the same experience last year because i did a few ap classes and the teachers tried to scare us out but i stayed and managed to do pretty good on the ap test. itās mainly the fact i donāt likeā¦want to deal with him? and sometimes i just think he likes to pick on me because iām visually impaired. i try to give teachers a few weeks because i know itās an adjustment for all of us and i donāt like judging people until i can get a good grasp of who they are, so by the off chance he does turn out somewhat okay iāll take back my words.
i know junior year is likeā¦tough. not only school wise but you have to think about college and while applying is probably tougher iām like newer to this stuff? and itās very stressful. but i think iāll be fine. i e just gotta hold my own i think.
this was genuinely so sweet to reach out to me like this. you made my night/day so much easier. iām sorry i didnāt reply faster, i was on a time crunch last night to finish some stuff up but seriously. thank you. this means tons.
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sex ed season four... not surprised the writers had no idea it was the last season. it's definitely the weakest season. i still remember how hooked in i was by s1 and s2, and i was in love w otis and eric's friendship and deeply related to both their personal struggles. and ofc i love all the characters too: maeve, aimee, ruby (ofc), adam (yes him too ofc!!), viv (underused underrated), jackson (ditto), isaac (literally my husband) and jean (milf).
i think the season lost me bc of its setting? why is cavendish some sort of lgbt haven school. it rly pulled me out, felt v utopic. i loved that there were new trans characters---and that they had a v untypical dynamic. roman is a gnc trans man and abbi is a trans girl, and i expected they would have as close to heteronormative sex as possible but nope! (i personally found roman v charming, he's my bb boy. but wtf does he have his gf's name tattooed so big non his chest jesus) i liked that there was a deaf character, aisha, who is queer and poly...but all 3 of them were so lacking in personality. they felt like checkmarks :/ i liked cal's introduction to the story in s3 but they too feel like a checkmark. i know that they're nb, dysphoric, quiet, and like to smoke. that is sooo little info. even o---whose character was butchered and made into a villain post-production according to yasmine benoit, her creator---has a lot more personality. and ykno what, yeah o was very unlikeable. she looked smug and two-faced. me personally? i like that and i found her cool. it's still sad tho that it wasn't the intention at all, and that it makes one of the few ace characters in media into a manipulative dick whose coming out scene didn't feel genuine.
still glad maeve and otis broke up i rly couldn't stand them together anymore teehee no more push and pull, no more on-off!
eric meeting god was corny ok. wtv happened to realism. rly had to suspend my disbelief w this one. (lowkey also when the pastor went to the school ball. it feels too good to be true idk.) but it's fitting htat he wants to be a pastor. ruby should become a pr manager srsly. and she should date me. jackson and cal should get back together also. or not. i don't believe in hs sweethearts. (says the one who was classmates w elementary school sweethearts)
joanna was such an annoying character im sorry. why would you do that. and who tf is dan i dont remember him
anyway yeah you can tell it shouldn't have been the last season. i was happy to get a finale cus so many shows go on forever but yeah that wasn't a proper ending. oh well!
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sorry this ended up being so long and its a little over the place
i thought they really nailed the atmosphere from episode 1 and i was srly impressed w the set design and the pretty seamless transition between live bits and prerecorded bits (felt a bit like a pre-rendered cutscene in a viddy game) and the general gamey aspects of the audience participation. my first first first impression of the entire thing was i was reminded of like you know those kids shows that are live action and theres an grownup guy whos host and theyre walking around in weird surreal rooms that arent real rooms but just a set? do you get what i mean.
i get that whole point was like well the "show" is show and its meant to be off and have this like vibe of shallow entertainment but its like when the large chunks of the actual series is That it wasnt always super interesting to watch unless there was something else going on? but like conceptually i really liked all the different segments of the "show". theres almost an aspect to them where in some of them the entertainment comes out of like almost degrading and dehumanizing the participants? could be wrong. anyway no matter how entertaining i found those bits, having 2/3 of the series be That does make really good buildup for ep3 i dont think i wouldve enjoyed ep3 alone without having seen ep1 and ep2. like them just walking around on these like sets they had been in prior but now theyre empty and dark. and the sets on their own were already a bit freaky and ominious but with all the silliness on top you sort of buy it, but now theyre empty like FUCK. seeing the ep 1 set from that perspectove for example fucked w me. i rly like ep3.
i liked the little nod to jerma dollhouse. and i love how they make audience participation feel increasingly more sinister during the course of the series . i mean it was already sinister in jerma dollhouse because jerma dollhouse is a riff on sims and SIMS is sinister because you get to play god with little guys and thats on paper a little fucked up. i guess the audience has way less power in genloss but theyre sort of complicit in everything and almost contributing to the spectacle just by virtue of being there and watching? idk. thinking of ranboo yelling stop watching into charlies stream and throwing the camera into the floor. maybe thats the point
i havent thought tooo hard about but but i think the overall recurring theme feels slightly on the nose like the part where ranboo walks into the food court and its just this row of streamers it feels like just slightly a little bit corny. but then on the other hand id rather have that than like it being so ambiguous that the casual viewer would not Get it do you get what i mean.
umm i think my biggest consistent negative thing was the improv between characters felt a little chaotic and overwhelming and it seemed like some participants werent really responding to each other as much as just Saying things. and i think given the many different kinds of Situations and Predicaments they were in i was a bit disappointed that there wasnt as much good like not banter but back and forth as i wouldve hoped. and then i liked even less when there were too many streamers in one scene at once it was very overwhelming and chaotic and it seemed like everyone was just fighting for screentime (maybe this is not true but this is the impression i got). im fine w the acting tho i think it was suited for the story they wanted to tell. as always blown away by ranboos profiecience at playing a miserable sopping guy at the end.
the standout star of the series was the visuals goddd the sets and the cinematography and the way they utilize the entire space so well.like every single hallway and door . and like idk what to call them the like Guys with the masks just pouring out of these corners is so freaky and then the Wire tv creechers are so and its so actually i have one thing visualswise that i thought abt that stuck with me with like again idk if they have a name but the guys with the masks in general. ESPECIALLY that moment in the end when ranboo presses that red button and they all just kind of stop and shut down and just stand there eerily . VISUALLY it reminds me so much of magrittes golconda and i just keep thinking about it. like the way theyre all spaced and just standing it almost feels intentional maybe not referencing that work specifically but def trying to evoke a similar feeling. do you see the vision
idk. Thats my thoughts.i have not been super into the whole arg aspect and the binary code and wingdings and i have not dived super deep into like the hashtag LORE these r just my own observations and thoughtse. yayy
THIS IS AWESOME TBH.... I DIDN'T MAKE THE MAGRITTE CONNECTUION BUT YUOU'RE SO RIGHT AND IT WORKS SAUR FUCKING WELL LIKE WHAT IF I EXPLODE
I think I had a lot of patience for the show:tm: stuff because I was paying (probably too much/reading Into It) attention to the moments of like . Shaky camerawork or weird handling of confessionals. That whole energy that Showfall is not an actual media company but something playing at being a media company. IS SO
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CAITIE.. i require sage wisdom..
so basically thereās this really cute guy i have a crush on and he just got the linebacker of the year award and basically im just asking if would i look weird if i brought him a batch of homemade brownies (his favorite) under the pretense that iām just happy he won the award-
I DONāT EVEN KNOW IF HE LIKES GUYS.. IāM PRETTY SURE HE DOES..?
i followed him at night about a week ago and he followed me back at like 6am so probably right when he woke up.. i saw that he had a girl in his highlights so i basically gave up and put a sad lil note on my instagram and iām pretty sure he thought it was about him and now she isnāt in his highlights anymore? (i feel like a piece of shit cause of that.)
also whenever i post on my story.. he only likes them if my face is in them or if its some corny lil romantic musings.. just last night i posted a story talking about how āheā could be the apollo to my hyacinth.. i posted a lil story after that which said āsunlight gleams off his skin in such a mesmerizing way.. thats whyād heād be a good apollo, that plus he has good music taste.ā
AND THIS COCKY FUCKER LIKED IT GRAHHHH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH š”š¤¬šš”šš”šš
so sorry to ramble but all of my friends think he likes me and i need an outside perspective.. love u caitie!
(P.S.. i had my friend ask him what his favorite dessert is.. IM SO SCARED THAT HEāS GONNA CONNECT THE DOTS.)
SAGE WISDOM???? you speak so highly of me!š„ŗšš»šš» absolutely you need to make brownies for this boy!!! i don't want to sound FOR CERTAIN bc i'm the most nervous and unwilling person when it comes to confessions + dating, but i definitely think like there's some positive signs of reciprocation being sent your wayš„°š„°š„°
putting your foot in the door but still giving him freedom of response as well as more time for everything to develop naturally is best way to go about things. it's never, EVER wrong to do something nice for somebody even if the outcome doesn't specifically meet your goal. Best case scenario he catches the signs, and worst, you can play it off by simply being the sweetie peetie pie you are for even wanting to celebrate him in the first place for the achievement!! i honestly see berry few downsides to this in general :) ... even if he ends up catching on, maybe that will help long term? (it makes sense to me tho bc if someone were to bake me something i'd enjoy it even more if it were my favorite, right?)
the crush phase is absolutely THEE worst thing ever tho, esp. the thinking of what could be-part.....so i'm wishing you all the luck in the world and am supporting you throughout the entire thing!! def keep doing what you're doing if the hinting is WORKING hehehe but also, don't be too down if things end up different somehow!!
i'll always love u (too) no matter what happens, even if there will be fireworks if/when you nab him!!ā¤ļøāš„thank you for trusting me with thisš«¶š»
#tbh a little jealous of u where do you find people to crush on who deserve it :(#also a sportsball player????????#oh when i get you ... when i catch you .....#im breathing heavy against your window rn#LOVE U THO HEHEHE I GASPED SEEING THIS U TOUCH ME in my heart !!#keep me updated okay?? and btw. you owe me a brownie too >:(#or at least the recipe if its banger#caitie answers#anon
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