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MULLIGANāS?
AS INā¦BRENNEN LEE MULLIGANāS?
LIKE THE TAVERN IN MID-EVIL MIDWEST?? WITH WYN, MALACHI, JADE, AND WILLIAM?!
NO WAY.
#monster of the week#motw ttrpg#motw campaign#motw rpg#midevil midwest#mid-evil Midwest#mid evil midwest podcast#eowyn james#malachi knight#jade knight#william fletcher#wyn James#encounter co podcast
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Art credit: @awnrii (Magnificent work, please commission him as heās incredible)
The official character art for our beloved group of hunters!
Pictured from Left to Right: Jade Knight (the Wronged), Malachi Knight (the Chosen), Eowyn āWynā James (the Spooky), and William Fletcher (the Professional)
#eowyn james#jade knight#malachi knight#william fletcher#wyn james#mid evil midwest#mid-evil midwest#monster of the week#encounter co#midevil midwest#memw#mid evil midwest podcast
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[...] More specifically, the cycle of violence in The Last of Us Part II appears to be largely modeled after the Israeli-Palestinian conflict. I suspect that some players, if they consciously clock the parallels at all, will think The Last of Us Part II is taking a balanced and fair perspective on that conflict, humanizing and exposing flaws in both sides of its in-game analogues. But as someone who grew up in Israel, I recognized a familiar, firmly Israeli way of seeing and explaining the conflict which tries to appear evenhanded and even enlightened, but in practice marginalizes Palestinian experience in a manner that perpetuates a horrific status quo. The game's co-director and co-writer Neil Druckmann, an Israeli who was born and raised in the [occupied] West Bank before his family moved to the U.S., told the Washington Post that the game's themes of revenge can be traced back to the 2000 killing of two Israeli soldiers by a mob in Ramallah. Some of the gruesome details of the incident were captured on video, which Druckmann viewed. In his interview, he recounted the anger and desire for vengeance he felt when he saw the videoāand how he later reconsidered and regretted those impulses, saying they made him feel āgross and guilty.ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ But it gave him the kernel of a story. āI landed on this emotional idea of, can we, over the course of the game, make you feel this intense hate that is universal in the same way that unconditional love is universal?ā Druckmann told the Post. āThis hate that people feel has the same kind of universality. You hate someone so much that you want them to suffer in the way theyāve made someone you love suffer.ā Druckmann drew parallels between The Last of Us and the Israeli-Palestinian conflict again on the official The Last of Us podcast. When discussing the first time Joel kills another man to protect his daughter and the extraordinary measures people will take to protect the ones they love, Druckmann said he follows "a lot of Israeli politics," and compared the incident to Israel's release of hundreds of Palestinians prisoners in exchange for the captured Israeli soldier Gilad Shalit in 2011. He said that his father thought that the exchange was overall bad for Israel, but that his father would release every prisoner in every prison to free his own son. "That's what this story is about, do the ends justify the means, and it's so much about perspective. If it was to save a strange kid maybe Joel would have made a very different decision, but when it was his tribe, his daughter, there was no question about what he was going to do," Druckmann said.
And continuing, on the security structures featured in the The Last of Us Part II:
Besides the familiar zombie fiction aesthetics of an overgrown and decomposing metropolis, The Last of Us Part II's main setting of Seattle is visually and functionally defined by a series of checkpoints, security walls, and barriers. There are many ways to build and depict structures that separate and keep people out. Just Google "U.S.-Mexico border wall" to see the variety of structures on the southern border of the United States alone. The Last of Us Part II's Seattle doesn't look like any of these. Instead, it looks almost exactly like the tall, precast concrete barriers and watch towers Israel started building through the West Bank in 2000.
Illustrations, from the article:
The first barrier Ellie and Dina encounter when arriving in Seattle / West Bank barrier.
. . . article continues on Vice (July 15 2020)
Backup -> archive.today link /archive.org link
#free palestine#palestine#israel#gaza#the last of us#tlou#tlou2#zionism#i know this article has made the rounds here before but i wanted it archived in case vice goes down
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Our new art is so freaking cool!!
(Preston is still tall I just drew him hunched over)
I was lucky enough to be able to design the new character looks for the banner for @theencountertableofficial . It aināt the best but my digital art will get better with time.
(I did have the help of a base w Dex mainly for the hand at his side but Preston and Scott were both free hand with a ref on the side of my iPad on procreate lol. I do have to say I did Scott at like 3:30am on no sleep and finished in the hour, Preston was similar, and Dex took me two retries and a day. Also for consistency purposes *totally didnāt forget* his tail is behind him.)
#the encounter table#tet#dexter turner#scott travis#preston adeline#dnd art#dnd podcast#encounter co#dex turner#tet podcast
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Namjoon Fic Recommendations
a - angst f - fluff s - smut
One Shots
Good To Me (a f s) by @httpjeon ā¹āā club ardor holds a special raffle for a free night with a man who will supposedly be the boyfriend of your dreams. you definitely donāt expect to win.
a word from our sponsors (a s f) by @ugh-yoongi ā¹āā youāve co-hosted a podcast with namjoon for three years; have known him even longer. the two of you have always been the picture of platonic, but that hasnāt stopped the internet from doing what the internet does. the shipping? a little weird at first, but you can understand it: two attractive twenty-somethings always in close proximity to one another, obvious (platonic!) chemistryāpeople have created ships for less. the fanfiction, though? also pretty funnyā¦ until you canāt stop thinking about it.
baby fever (f) by @95rkives ā¹āā what was supposedly a peaceful morning stroll in the park, an unexpected encounter triggers namjoonās intense desire for a baby, turning him into an adorable, baby fever-filled mess.
Dom Daddy Joon (s) (ft. Jungkook) by @joonsmagicshop ā¹āā When Namjoon catches you doing something you aren't supposed to be doing he decides to punish you, and lets his maknae join in on the fun
new guy (s) by @kithtaehyung ā¹āā all you want to do is have a successful meeting after experiencing dwindling attendance. but the new guy is completely disrupting things... or is he?
all night (s) (ft. yoongi) by @axigailxo ā¹āā in which listening to music during a smoke sesh with your best friends namjoon and yoongi in the studio turns into much more
Pheromones (s) by @rmnamjoons ā¹āā As the botanist on a deep-space exploration vessel, youāve seen your fair share of weird and unexplainable. This large pink alien flower you and your crew picked up on one of the outer terraformed mining planets, however, might just take the cake. Youāre pretty sure itās fine, but youāve been ordered to study the plant and determine whether or not itās safe for humans to be around, and youāre having trouble discerning what exactly is inside the alien flowerās bulb that just refuses to bloom. Namjoon ā the captain of your ship and the man youāve been secretly in love with since first joining the Galactic Academy ā is eager to help you any way he can, but just as love begins to bloom, so does the alien flower.
love.fm (a f) by @ugh-yoongi ā¹āā you know three things for certain: jeon jeongguk will do anything to inconvenience you, kim seokjin is an absolute bastard for putting you in charge of the stationās holiday show, and youāve got a lot of regrets about the way your relationship ended. however, you also know spending the last two years on your own has done you some good. youāve got a new haircut, an apartment with a bay window, and a rescue dog.
thereās also the stranger who keeps writing into the station about regrets of their own. the stranger whose prose feels so familiar. the stranger who leaves you wondering if things with your ex are quite as resolved as you think.
Embrace (s f) by @rmnamjoons ā¹āā You and Namjoon have been best friends for years, and youāve been secretly in love with him basically the entire time. You both love cuddling and being close, much to the amusement of your friends, but to you, being with Namjoon like this means everything. Youāve always believed that Namjoon didnāt feel the same way as you, no matter how much you wanted him to, but maybe there is actually something else behind Namjoonās cuddles, other than just innocent friendship.
Love Language (s f) by @rmnamjoons ā¹āā Exactly one year before one meets their soulmate, their loveās first words spoken to them appear as a tattoo on their wrist. When Namjoonās tattoo appears, however, itās not of words, but of the most beautiful set of eyes heās ever seen.
Merry Kissmass (s f) by @taleasnewastime ā¹āā Thunder and Lightning, very, very frightening, well, that statement has never been truer than now. Sat in a cabin in the middle of the woods, in the middle of a storm, alone. Itās the worst decision youāve ever made, why didnāt you just go to that spa as a Christmas treat? Why did you come here? And just when you thought it couldnāt get any worse thereās a banging at the door. Pretty sure itās a murderer, you stupidly see whoās there only to be met with a dimple filled smile, and a very large, very damp man. Well, maybe it wasnāt such a bad idea.
Castaways (a f s) by @rmnamjoons ā¹āā Youāve always hated the ocean. Open water terrifies you, and you stay as far away from it as possible for self-preservation and peace of mind. Despite this, your friend somehow convinces you to go on a luxury cruise with her, her boyfriend Hoseok, and Hoseokās nerdy friend Namjoon, whoās almost cute enough to distract you from your debilitating fears. When a sudden storm hits, however, you and Namjoon are swept overboard and find yourselves castaway on a desert island somewhere in the vast South Pacific.
#bts#bts fic recs#bts x reader#bts smut#bts angst#bts fluff#namjoon#namjoon x reader#namjoon fic recs#namjoon fluff#namjoon smut#namjoon angst#rm#rm fic recs#rm x reader#rm fluff#rm angst#rm smut
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FIRST SEASON OUT NOW: Please listen to our podcast about delivering mail in space
Clem Bianchi (they/them) is a courier, delivering mail in space one job at a time in a future where mankind has settled among the stars faster than communications technology can keep up. When a chance encounter awakens them to the ability to hear conversations tied to their mail, they embark upon a journey of adventure, conspiracy, and connections made across the stars.
SOME KEY POINTS:
10-episode first season out now
LGBTQ+ characters, cast and creators
Most episodes run 25-35 minutes
Sound design that uses bluegrass instruments in ways nobody should, probably
ADDITIONAL POSTAGE REQUIRED is a biweekly audio drama podcast, chronicling Clemās adventures as they take on jobs, explore the new abilities at their disposal, and become entangled with the lives of their clients. APR is created and written by Jay Petrequin (@extremesalsaing on social media), co-written and co-produced by Chris Hutton (@topherdisgrace) and stars Kai Swanson as Clem Bianchi. Full cast lists, sound effect credits and content warnings can be found in episode descriptions.
Find us on:
Apple Podcasts
Spotify
Amazon Music
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Everywhere else!
ADDITIONAL POSTAGE REQUIRED is a production of the Moonshot Podcast Network.
#additional postage required#APR#podcast#podcasts#audio fiction#audio drama#mail#space#science fiction#sci fi#fantasy#lgbtqiia+#queer#full season#season finale#Clem Bianchi#courier#Moonshot#Moonshot Podcast Network#writing#queer creator#queer creatives
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Hey! So in Zeeās vision of the vest, the back is clear of any patches because part of the appeal for Wyn and their patches is the ability to see them!
Hidden inside the vest, however, right over where Wynās heart is: Wyn has Bruce, Loni, and Abbigailās names stitched there.
But weāll start from the left and go from there!
So from the top left side is a Destroy Boys patch
The left pocket has a red Anarchy patch, it is a little hidden by Wynās hand
Underneath the pocket is a patch for the trans symbol
Underneath that is two vertical patches for Bahaus and Korn
Moving on to the right side!! The top of the bright side has an open safety pin patch, an old symbol for resilience within punk circles
Underneath that and above the pocket is a Metallica patch
Then there is a no-smoking patch and a radiation danger patch on the pocket!
Underneath the pocket is a Red Hot Chili Peppers patch
Followed by a Judas Priest and Rage Against the Machine patch
Below that is a Nirvana patch, a Pine Guard patch, and a Nine Inch Nails patch!
I can reblog this with the remaining pictures if youād like, but Iāve reached the mobile limit lol.
@midevilmidwestofficial i desperately need a patch tour of Wyns vest(front and back) for my cosplay šš»
#mid evil midwest#mid-evil midwest#eowyn james#wyn james#midevil midwest#monster of the week#encounter co#mid evil midwest podcast#memw
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Guess what ššš
Baby girl we have the interlude ready to go!
#mid evil midwest#mid-evil midwest#eowyn james#william fletcher#wyn james#malachi knight#monster of the week#jade knight#midevil midwest#encounter co#mid evil midwest podcast#Spotify
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Jolieās thoughts on
The Reigate Squire (Sherlock & Co. podcast)
Weirdly, I had real trouble following the plot of this one, even knowing the original story. I feel there was one art gallery and one art galerist too many to keep track of. I know that Sherlock Holmes stories are really not about the cases for most people, but I belong in that small minority that wants cases and wants the cases to be brilliant. I needed a relisten to really get this one.
Loved the nods to ACD in the names of the paintings and painters, though.
Nice foreshadowing with the handwriting in the opening scene, too!
Do people in a coma really clench their hands? (Never mind me, now Iām just nitpicking. š)
I must say that I love (as in LOVE) the H/C in the original story, with Watson literally crossing the sea to fetch a sick Holmes home, and with the touching contrast between Holmesās public image (wading through congratulatory telegrams) and his private misery, which only Watson was allowed to witness. Somehow the quick info dump that Sherlock was overworked and a bit burned out in this episode didnāt quite make the most of the original's potentialā¦
I also desperately wanted to know more about what brought Sherlockās breakdown on. Physical exertion? Intellectual strain? Emotional strain? Mental health issues? Or am I missing the obvious and theyāre being obscure on purpose because the true cause of his weak state is too delicate/too illegal to talk about on a public podcast? Is he recovering from a drugs bender? Did he even overdose?
I can see why this episode has got a lot of our Jonklockers quite excited, though!
John comparing Sherlock to the back of his hand and then poceeding to LICK said body part was really something else, and it was only the start.
Captain Hayter being a hunk, a dish, a stud and a certified beefcake will certainly go down our fandomās history as one of the most quoted Sherlock quotes ever, justly so. Let me just say, dear Sherlock, until I hear you using any similarly enthusiastic vocabulary about the physical appearance of any woman you encounter, I'll be Making Assumptions.
(Check out this lovely fanart by @jonk-md, and this one by @dead-chela !)
"Captain Handsome" (š) - "Can you stop saying that because Iāll laugh and then heāll ask why Iām laughing and then thatāll be awkward." - Awkward FOR WHOM, John, and WHY EXACTLY, we would like to know.
"You heard it here first, folks." - Yeah, sure, that was just a totally innocent play on words there, Sherlock. Your subconscious is doing funny things, mate.
Lovely to see our boys caring about each other as much as ever though.
"Watson is one of the most capable medical practitioners London can offer. Iām in safe hands."- "All right, youāre delirious, Iām calling an ambulance."
There is SO MUCH to unpack in that short little exchange alone.
"Never mind him collapsing, how Iām still standing is the real question!"
Love how this John Watson still has the patience and loyalty of a saint but he also gets to be grumpy about it.
"You eat cereal at night!" - "Thatās different!" - "How is it different?" š
Cereal-at-night-eaters of the world unite! Hands up who hasnāt done this at some point in their lives.
And Sherlock on a swing is a mental image to behold indeed. (A swing on a playground. Get your minds out of the gutter, people.)
"This is very much me being me." Awww.
Love how they literally run away giggling from the idea of commercialising their success. All three of them together, no verbal coordination needed, let alone any discussion. And straight into the next mad adventure. I canāt wait.
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Holmesswap!: BBC Sherlock and Sherlock & co. Watson
This is an idea board for how I think the different incarnations of the Sherlock Holmes main duos would get along. I might create full stories or scenes but for now, have this.
-BBC Sherlock and Sherlock & co. Watson are put on a case together, it takes place over several days so the two have time to get to know each other.
-Co!Watson gets accustomed to BBC!Sherlock pretty easily due to how similar he is to his Sherlock. When first meeting, BBC!Sherlock deduces everything about Co!Watson perfectly, giving him deja vu to his first encounter with his Sherlock. The only initial surprise is that BBC!Sherlock regularly calls him John instead of Watson, though that's due to habit.
-BBC!Sherlock on the other hand is not initially impressed with Co!Watson. He's awkward, lacks the same skills his John has and talks constantly. He finds Co!Watson's podcasting annoying at first, with the man recording everything and talking over his thought processes quite a bit.
-This leads to BBC!Sherlock treating Co!Watson coldly, seeing him as an inferior version of his Watson. He doesn't engage with Co!Watson as much as a result.
-Co!Watson tries his best to help despite BBC!Sherlock's lack of engagement, understanding that it would probably be hard for him working with someone else. Though deep down he's hurt, because he wants this Sherlock to like him and he doesn't.
-This leads to Co!Watson trying to force his help on BBC!Sherlock to get him to recognize some of his value, which results in arguments.
-A big fumble on the case causes a bad argument, with BBC!Sherlock calling Co!Watson "useless". Co!Watson leaves, and BBC!Sherlock feels regret. Lestrade chews him out on his behavior towards Co!Watson, not even giving him a chance to help out.
-BBC!Sherlock agrees and goes to apologies to Co!Watson. Co!Watson forgives him and also apologizes for being pushy. And with that, the two resolve to finish the case together.
-While finishing the case, their relationship becomes more positive. Co!Watson finds BBC!Sherlock amazingly clever as usual and BBC!Sherlock gets excited to learn that Co!Watson has a dog with Co!Watson showing him pictures
-The case comes to a head when BBC!Sherlock realizes that Co!Watson's habit of recording everything has paid off, with Co!Watson having recorded a crucial moment to convict the bad guy. This leads to BBC!Sherlock's first big praise, with makes Co!Watson happy and flattered.
-Together, they catch the bad guy and solve the case. BBC!Sherlock allows Co!Watson to upload the adventure and they get a bite to eat. They talk some more before they both have to leave, but not before goodbye hug from Co!Watson. Though both are happy to go back to their version of their friend, the two promise to see each other again someday, having become each other's friend as well.
So what do Y'all think? Is it accurate? Do you want more? It was fun to write, and I think I did a pretty good job.
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THE BOYS!!! They look incredible!
felt silly and drew ashton and zane
#ashton memw#zane memw#mid-evil midwest#the encounter co#mid evil midwest#mid evil midwest fanart#midevil midwest#mid evil midwest podcast#memw
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because I'm partway through a reread and queueing up a bunch of reblogs about it, and it seems only fair to recommend it first:
JackĀ Farris doesnāt want to save the world, just every person he knows, encounters,Ā or hears of. Itās a bit of an issue. S. Grey doesnāt want to save anyone but himself. He wants to know everything and majoring in sagework at the Academy is the best way to do that. Laney Jones left her home to avoid the constraints there, only to find different barriers holding her back at the Academy. Eager to learn, to excel, to escape, she has far from given up. Rupert Willington Jons Hammerfeld the Seventh would just like everything to be orderly, thank you very much, but it seems the only way to make monsters and myths (and malicious but mundane men) stop rampaging through his world is to go out and do some hero-ing himself. They are put together as an unwilling study group, but they become something more.
this is Beanstalk. It's first in a trilogy, all self-published, all free on the author's website, and the series is one of my favourites. It has:
ā found family, with platonic relationships front and centre
ā an adventurer's academy with a complicated legacy, where "hero" means a coloured armband and a diploma
ā worldbuilding (appreciative), featuring an interesting magic system and monsters of all kinds, many of them people
ā a red-headed boy named Jack, seventh son of a seventh son, who left the forest and grew like a beanstalk. You may recognise parts of his story. You may recognise others down the line.
ā there's a whole cast I don't want to spoil except to say I'm currently rereading the first book and really looking forward to reaching the rest.
ā there's definitely casual queer rep though. what do you take me for.
ā honestly the writer (hi @ink-splotch!) writes all these characters with a complexity and love that I really admire. Some of the chapters that affected me most aren't even about the main cast.
ā you may know the writer from her fics, the interactive games Stay? and More a Haunting than a History, or the podcast Second Star to the Left which she co-created with Aysha Farah. I can highly recommend most of the above and will get around to MaHtaH eventually.
If anyone's interested, I'd advise you don't go looking for spoilers. There most definitely is angst, but less so in the first book - hit me up if you want content warnings!
#I'm also queueing up someone else's rec for this but I wanted to put the platonic relationships bit right at the top#for ''I'm aro and I'm feral about it'' reasons#beanstalk#leagues and legends#that second tag is the useful one but every now and then I forget the series name but still remember the first book so I try to use both#falderal speaks#when I say I admire inky's writing I mean i have done for years#it's probably influenced my writing style a fair bit and honestly I hope it has
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Episode 18 TMP Quick Thoughts
Housekeeping and Prologue
Hello, this is Douglysium and you might not know me as that guy who wrote over 100 pages of analysis on the Eye (which can be read on Tumblr here (https://douglysium.tumblr.com/post/735599414228484097/the-relationships-between-the-dread-powers-the) or Google Docs here (The Relationships Between the Dread Powers: The Eye- Knowledge is Fear and Ignorance is Bliss)) or as that guy who wrote an article on the Extinction (which can be read on Tumblr here(https://douglysium.tumblr.com/post/717929126195003392/what-would-avatars-of-the-extinction-be-like-a) and Google Docs here(āWhat would Avatars of the Extinction be like?: A TMA Speculation)). Suffice to say I might be a bit of a TMA fan. Also, spoilers for TMP up until episode 10. You can read my ramblings on the last episode here (Episode 17 TMP Quick Thoughts).
However, Protocol offers a very unique opportunity and experience for me because I didnāt actually get into TMA until after it was over and I binged all of it. So this is my first time experiencing something even remotely similar to what the original TMA fans probably experienced when waiting for each episode week by week and slowly having to put everything together with the limited information they had. So I decided to throw my hat into the ring since this might be my only chance to do something similar. However, Iām working on some longer form TMA content so I canāt spend as much time on these articles giving a bunch of super detailed thoughts. I will try to keep these short and that inevitably might mean some could have questions about why I think or predict certain things and in those cases I would probably recommend you read at least some of the two articles I mentioned above to get a better idea of where Iām coming from. This also means I wonāt be giving you a play-by-play of every single thing that happens in the episode so I encourage you to listen to or read them yourselves and feel free to comment if you feel something is important.
These reviews are probably going to end up focusing mostly on the Entities and their manifestations as they are what I have thought about the most and spent the most time interpreting and thereās been a lot ofā¦ interesting theories floating around about how the Entities are manifesting that I want to go over.
Finally, Iām just going to say it right now, spoiler warning for all of The Magnus Archives. I know that Jon and co said one could start with Protocol and be fine, and while thatās probably true, media like this tends to be made in conversation with or take into consideration what came before it in the irl chronology in order to connect them. While Iām sure you could skip The Magnus Archives, I don't really see the point of skipping over it when we are already getting characters from TMA showing up in TMP in Protocol. So to me itās pretty clear that if we want to understand the full picture of TMP and all the things it is trying to say then we canāt just try to pretend TMA doesnāt exist or scrub it away. Just because you could understand whatās happening without the context in broad strokes doesnāt mean you're getting all the nuances.
These articles are meant to be quick and short so sorry if thereās typos and if I donāt address every possible question or possibility. I donāt want to repeat myself too much in this series outside of the prologue so be sure to skim some of my other articles.
Episode 18 āSolo Workā
As always, we are witnessing the events of the podcast via various devices. We start off in the evening with Aliceās phone as she encounters Teddy in the courtyard outside of the OIAR. Alice grabs Teddyās attention and the transcripts say āTeddy looks over and sees her. He does his best to seem pleased to see her. ALICE comes over and takes her earphones out.ā An interesting reaction to be noted in the transcripts and one that points to a possibly rocky relationship or some kind of friction between them in the future. Although, I canāt say if Teddy pretending to look pleased with Alice is because of any personal gripe, heās attempting to cut all ties with the OIAR, or because heās tired / stressed.
Teddy says āHey Alice! Hi. I er, didnāt recognize you.ā and the two get to talking. Alice had assumed Teddy came to visit her but it turns out he had an interview. Alice makes a joke about Teddy being unable to make it without her but he responds āYou do realize there are other businesses in Royal Mint Court? Itās not just the creepy basement nightmare factory.ā before Alice responds ā(genuinely surprised) Huh. I never considered that.ā So Royal Mint Court is definitely a location to keep an ear out for and I might have to go back and see if the location has been previously mentioned. Also, fun fact about Royal Mint Court, itās an actual place in London that wikipedia states āThe main building, designed by James Johnson and completed by Robert Smirke.ā If youāve seen TMA youāll understand just how important Robert Smirke is.
Thereās still a lot of questions up in the air in relation to how closely the Protocol universe mirrors the TMA universe and when the supernatural events started appearing. If this universe has its own Entities then thereās a chance this universeās Robert Smirke also had a connection to the supernatural but if these are the same Entities from TMA then the question becomes about some weird multiversal time and space shenanigans affecting when on the timeline the Entities would have appeared in the Protocol universe that I wonāt get into today. We know that based on Anya Villetteās account in MAG 114 (Cracked Foundation) it seems possible for things being sent through the gaps in reality to actually end up at a time before they left. Exactly how much of a time discrepancy there can be when traversing the gap or if there is any limit or condition to the weird time stuff is unknown. This is all to say that I canāt tell you if Smirke will have any level of importance again in this universe or if heās just a normal architect and this is a reference for TMA viewers.
Teddyās comment about the Royal Mint Court makes me wonder a bit more about how the OIAR is set up. We know Lena seems in charge, Gwen is currently the Externals Liaison working under her, and in Episode 11 (Marked) Gwen says to Celia āAnd I gave a full explanation for my lateness. Which, I might add, I didnāt actually need to do for a subordinate.ā Which might imply that officially the Externals Liaison somehow outranks the station of Sam, Celia, and Alice. We also know that Lena has her own bosses that she answerās too based on Gwenās blackmail. I wonder if the OIAR has a day shift and if thereās always supposed to be an Externals Liaison? If so, who was the Liaison before Gwen? Also, if the OIAR is a part of the government how far does knowledge of the supernatural go? Does the prime minister know about what the OIAR exactly does? Are the king / queen kept in any sort of loop?
Alice asks how Teddy is doing and he says āIāve been better. I have some savings, though ā Iāll get by.ā and Alice remarks āBe cool if you got this job, right? You working here by day, and me lurking in the nightļæ½ļæ½ Hey we could even go for drinks! A little snifter to start your day off right!ā To which Teddy says what is basically a āmaybeā depending on how the interview goes. Teddy says heāll have to keep her posted about said interview and Alice mentions how he needs to keep her posted about everything because she never gets to see him anymore.
Alice mentions Celia to Teddy and explains āOh, youāll love her mate. Sheās really weird, but like, in a hot way. Sheāll make you forget about all about your embarrassing obsession with Sam.ā Makes me wonder if Teddy did genuinely have feelings for Sam at some point and if the reason Alice seemed upset that Celia was going on another date with Sam is because Alice also has feelings for Celia. This is me saying I wonder how many of Aliceās jokes or comments are projection. We then get this interaction:
ALICEĀ
āThen text me back, you loser.āĀ
TEDDYĀ
āI will.āĀ
ALICEĀ
āLiar.āĀ
That last line hits harder than intended, and the air suddenly goes out of the conversation.Ā
I wonder if the reason this line hits so hard is because it hits too close to home or Aliceās comment has more truth to it than either would care to admit? One of the last things Alice says as Teddy leaves is āLook after yourself Teddy.ā I wonder if this worry is connected to the reason Teddy quit his job or if itās just how anyone would worry about a friend.
We cut to the breakroom at night as Sam pours himself some coffee and Lena walks in. Sam notes that he doesnāt see Lena in the breakroom often and she says āI forgot to fill my thermos this evening.ā Lena makes note of how nervous Sam appears and he explains āOh, well, I mean, if Iām being honest, youāre my boss, but Iāve hardly ever actually spoken to you still.ā Which leads to:
LENAĀ
āWhy would I need to talk to you? Your work is satisfactory. Unless you have a work-related issue I could assist you with?āĀ
SAMĀ
āUm no, nothing like that.āĀ
LENAĀ
āThen Consider my silence a compliment, if you like.āĀ
SAMĀ
āRight.ā
Lena indeed comes off as a bit strange. I wonder if she doesnāt need to talk to Sam most of the time because she has some way of monitoring where people are or what they are doing like a certain boss from TMA. Also, does this mean Lena is going through each of the cases after they are categorized by her subordinates or is she just saying that whoever / whatever checks them hasnāt complained? Maybe she has a way of watching Sam work or maybe a possibly supernatural way of automatically going through the forms?
Sam asks Lena where Celia is in an interaction I find kind of funny and Lena answers ā(taking slight pity) She called in with a āchildcare emergencyā.ā We know that by the end of this episode it was probably Celia teleporting somewhere randomly suddenly again.
SAMĀ
āGod, I hope Jackās ok.āĀ
LENAĀ
āWhoās that?ā
SAMĀ
āUh, Celiaās kid?āĀ
LENAĀ
āOh, is that its name?āĀ
SAMĀ
āUh Yeah.āĀ
LENAĀ
āHm.āĀ
SAMĀ
āNo kids of your own?āĀ
LENAĀ
āNo.āĀ
SAMĀ
āNo. That makes sense.āĀ
Never change Lena, never change.
Case
This case is already notable because itās being told to us by Augustus. A voice thatās not only implied to be rare when Alice says āHey! Augustus! Feels like I havenāt heard from him in forever!ā but we actually havenāt heard the voice since Episode 4 (Taking Notes). I have some thoughts about Augustus but letās go through the case first. It starts off with:
Report of medical examinerās investigation for inquest into the death of Violet Parker.Ā
Autopsy and examination performed by Dr. S. Rashid.Ā
Decedent: Violet Abigail ParkerĀ
Sex: FemaleĀ
Age: 41Ā
Ethnicity: White BritishĀ
Occupation: TeacherĀ
Home Address: 74 Willowtree Close, Ickenham, Greater LondonĀ
Type of death: Found at sceneĀ
Notification by: London Metropolitan PoliceĀ
Investigating agency: As aboveĀ
Situation of body: Clothed, in the middle of Milton Court Open SpaceĀ
Estimated time of death: 0300 20.03.2024Ā
Rigor: YesĀ
Eyes: GreyĀ
Hair: BrownĀ
Height: 172 centimetresĀ
Weight: 31 kilogramsĀ
Marks and wounds: Extreme malnutrition. Tissue damage on both feet and stress fracture on left ankle.Ā
Probable cause of death: Starvation, dehydration, exposure.Ā
Manner of death: Unknown.
The examiner leaves some comments about the autopsy and notes how despite being dead the body of Violet keeps talking: āShortly before finishing my autopsy, the deceased, Violet Abigail Parker, began to talk. I can confirm absolutely that she was dead when this happened and I was at that moment examining her heart and lungs, and neither of them was active. How she could speak with an open thorax is beyond me.ā They note that Violetās body is reciting some kind of story with something akin to an involuntary reflex and they suspect that the story in question has something to do with the nature of her death. āAfter a few minutes the cadaver ceased to speak, and has not resumed since. Unless the morgue technicians or funeral directors report something similar prior to cremation, I will probably keep this record private. I want to ask the next of kin about it but unfortunately noone has come forward to claim the body. Besides, I doubt they would appreciate finding out she gave her last words after her death.ā
Okay, thereās already a lot in common here with the drowning woman that appears in Episode 15 (Well Run). Itās a bit hard to tell when listening to it for the first time but the drowning lady also seems to be recounting some kind of story or experience. I sloppily edited what the drowning woman says in that episode together to give a better idea of what she is saying- ā- the second time is up I try to grasp the air and fill my lungs that burn and rattle full. I canāt, thereās so much air but none inside as I go down again the cold surrounds and drags me down, the blue the black the weight of all the sodden fates awaiting me below the line of sea and sky. I kick, I lunge I flail towards the brightened blue and break above the third and final time. I know I'm spent there is no more within me save the salt spun death that reaches down my throat and spasms in my chest that cannot breathe inside me i'm done the water is... is... dark Deeperā¦ Deeperā¦ Down among the dead and swollen flesh so pale within this lightless place where eyes are open cloudy white and all the water pushes down upon a lifeless form that sinks and sinks down to the bottom that is not there no sandy grave below the swell no rest among the coral and the depths I feared so much but reached up and over land to claim me still.ā
What the drowning woman talks about also seems like it could relate to her death. However, I donāt think that the drowning woman Alice encounters and Violet are the same person. Most notably, the examiner doesnāt make any mention of there being any evidence of drowning or waterlogging. We only get āMarks and wounds: Extreme malnutrition. Tissue damage on both feet and stress fracture on left ankle.ā, āProbable cause of death: Starvation, dehydration, exposure.ā and āManner of death: Unknown.ā We know that the drowning woman had an autopsy and her lungs were full of too much water. However, there is no note of that here. I also donāt think this was any of the bodies we saw Ink5 digging up since this one seems like it died super recently. The examiner also transcribes what Violet is saying and it doesnāt really sound anything like the drowning womanās speech. The entire speech goes-
AUGUSTUS (CONT.)Ā
ā-and of course mother always said not to. It was an old house, and an empty house, and mother said that that made it a dangerous house. There will be spiders, she said, rotten wood to fall through and oh so many rusty nails. And most importantly, too many rooms. So many turning passageways to confuse you, so many locked doors that even if you didnāt hurt yourself, you might never find your way out again. And then youād walk till your feet broke and you starved to death. She wouldnāt come for us, if we went in there. Sheād leave us to wander all alone. Thatās what mother said. And we never did go in that house on Church Street.Ā
But itās strange, even though we never went inside, Iāve been in the house on Church Street my entire life. I try to escape it. If my mother says she needs money, I give it. If Tom needs me to put together more lesson plans, I will. If Hannah needs her clothes washed Iāll do it. Because if I donāt, if I donāt listen and I donāt do what Iām told then they wonāt come for me. Iāll be alone in the house. Iāll be alone.Ā
And itās always there, waiting for me. Iāve dreamt of it my whole life and I still am dreaming.Ā
When I was fifteen, we were told that we had to study Wordsworth in school: āI Wandered Lonely as a Cloudā. Everyone laughed: soppy, stupid poetry. But in my imagination the clouds rolled silent and thick through the old house on Church Street, choking and hiding, so that even if anyone had thought to look they would never have seen me. The daffodils pushed and strained and tore through the old wood of the house, a rotted mass of yellow that would be my only company. From that day forward the empty grey of the house was laced with fog and moldering yellow.Ā
The house itself is long gone, of course. They tore it down when I was ten. Reduced to splinters and stones. But it was already too late. With my motherās help I had built the house anew, not on Church Street, but inside me. Where no-one would find me or ever think to look.Ā
And here I am. The corridors stretch onwards with the doors all blank and strange. Even the daffodils are here, stinking of mildew. Someone has brought me here but who? Some figure reaching asking questions in an alley? It does not matter. They are not here now. No-one is here now, and no-one ever will be.Ā
Because I broke my promise. I went in the house on Church Street and Iām still here. Now all I can do is walk. Walk and hope and ignore the burning in my throat and the aching in my belly. Keep screaming hoping someone might hear me through all that cloying fog.Ā
But no-one is coming to help me. So I must be careful on the stairs or they will break and I will fall. I must be careful on the floor or I will step upon an upturned nail. I must be careful with the doors or the handles will give me splinters. And the fall will break my legs. And the nails will give me tetanus. And the splinters will turn to gangrene. And all the while the daffodils will watch and wilt and laugh.Ā
I wander lonely. I wander lonely. I will die in this place. And no-one will miss me.ā
So this speech doesnāt make mention of drowning or water. Whether this is caused by the same force / Entity as the drowning woman or by something like ERROR is something I cannot say for certainty. Itās also possible something like ERROR is causing these people to speak after their deaths without being the thing that killed them.
If we were to look at the case through the lens of Smirkeās 14 + The Extinction, Violet's account has some similarities with a couple of Entities.
One of the most apparent is that of The Lonely. Violet recounts how her mother wouldnāt come for her if they entered this strange house and āSheād leave us to wander all alone. Thatās what mother said.ā Violet also says āI try to escape it. If my mother says she needs money, I give it. If Tom needs me to put together more lesson plans, I will. If Hannah needs her clothes washed Iāll do it. Because if I donāt, if I donāt listen and I donāt do what Iām told then they wonāt come for me. Iāll be alone in the house. Iāll be alone.ā which shows that she fears she will be abandoned if she does not appease the people around her.
Violet recounts an experience she had at school by saying āWhen I was fifteen, we were told that we had to study Wordsworth in school: āI Wandered Lonely as a Cloudā. Everyone laughed: soppy, stupid poetry. But in my imagination the clouds rolled silent and thick through the old house on Church Street, choking and hiding, so that even if anyone had thought to look they would never have seen me. The daffodils pushed and strained and tore through the old wood of the house, a rotted mass of yellow that would be my only company. From that day forward the empty grey of the house was laced with fog and moldering yellow.ā The Lonely is known to have an association with fog, which is a type of cloud. This is probably because fog makes it harder to see whatās around you and muffles noise, so itās harder to tell if others are around you and it can make you feel more alone. Martin was tied to The Lonely in TMA and liked performing poetry alone but this feels like a bit more of a stretch. However, the fear of being ostracized or being unable to connect to other people does connect to The Lonely pretty well.
We also get āThe house itself is long gone, of course. They tore it down when I was ten. Reduced to splinters and stones. But it was already too late. With my motherās help I had built the house anew, not on Church Street, but inside me. Where no-one would find me or ever think to look.ā This could easily be a metaphor for loneliness, with the idea being that her mother caused her to feel alone even when the house disappeared. She feels lost in a house she associates with bad memories. Violet emphasizes the loneliness even more by saying āSomeone has brought me here but who? Some figure reaching asking questions in an alley? It does not matter. They are not here now. No-one is here now, and no-one ever will be.ā and believing that she was sent there āBecause I broke my promise. I went in the house on Church Street and Iām still here. Now all I can do is walk. Walk and hope and ignore the burning in my throat and the aching in my belly. Keep screaming hoping someone might hear me through all that cloying fog.ā
We know that some people, such as Peter Lukas, had the ability to magically cast other people into The Lonely, but whether this is anything similar is anyoneās guess. Thereās more mention of fog and the speech ends with āI wander lonely. I wander lonely. I will die in this place. And no-one will miss me.ā People have died in The Lonely before too, In MAG 150 (Cul-de-Sac) we get āI didnāt know them, as it turned out. A young woman, conservatively dressed. Her face was bloody but I was sure I didnāt recognize her. She had a bag with her, and her ID read āYotunde Uthmanā, not a name Iād ever encountered before. Just another victim of this place. It looked as though she had forced her head through the mirror on the dressing-table. The shards cutting her face and neck to ribbons, a particularly large piece piercing her jugular, spilling blood all down the unremarkable white table and onto the light brown carpet below. I donāt think sheād been dead that long. Iām not a doctor and I didnāt really try to check.ā So we know it is sometimes possible to die in The Lonely or maybe The Lonely was just trying to amp up the fear by generating dead bodies.
Plus, when Jon is describing Martinās Domain he says āItās a small domain. A swirling mix of The Eye and The Lonely. Inhabited by a few lost souls whose fear is not of their isolation or their agonies, but that no-one will ever know of them. That they shall suffer in silence, and be mourned by nobody. Thatās why you canāt really see it. Itās why even if we do travel through it, you wonāt be able to see any of the people trapped there.ā So there is a precedent for The Lonely being connected to the fear of dying alone or not being missed.
Violetās account also shares similarities with Entities like The Spiral, Corruption, Eye and even a bit of the Desolation.
Violet mentions āAnd most importantly, too many rooms. So many turning passageways to confuse you, so many locked doors that even if you didnāt hurt yourself, you might never find your way out again.ā which could connect to Entities like The Spiral and / or Stranger via the fear of being lost, mistaken, or not knowing where you are going. A place with too many rooms and corridors sounds similar to something like the Distortion. We also get āAnd itās always there, waiting for me. Iāve dreamt of it my whole life and I still am dreaming.ā and Violet mentions that she is unable to recall who sent her to the house and The Spiral has an association with misremembering stuff while The Stranger has an association with forgetting things. The Spiral has also had an association with dreams and being unable to tell if youāre asleep or awake. As I mentioned in Episode 8 (Running on Empty), fog could theoretically be associated with an Entity like The Spiral since some other definitions of fog include āsomething that obscures and confuses a situation or someone's thought processesā and ābewilder or puzzle (someone).ā Both of which could point to the idea of fog or mist manifesting as a metaphor made literal in order to confuse someone. Thereās also an argument for an association between fog and The Stranger with how it makes it harder to make out whatās happening around you.
The case also has some themes of The Corruption with all the rotting imagery. Things such as āThere will be spiders, she said, rotten wood to fall through and oh so many rusty nails.ā, āThe daffodils pushed and strained and tore through the old wood of the house, a rotted mass of yellow that would be my only company. From that day forward the empty grey of the house was laced with fog and moldering yellow.ā, and āAnd the nails will give me tetanus. And the splinters will turn to gangrene. And all the while the daffodils will watch and wilt and laugh.ā The Corruption is an Entity tied to fears relating to disgust which often includes things like rot and diseases. Additionally, The Corruption can connect to disgust with non-physical things (such as certain relationships) or even a sort of self-loathing with someone being disgusted with themselves. Violet seems to have a low opinion of herself here.
A place that The Lonely and Corruption may overlap is with certain forms of isolation. If people find you disgusting or off putting then they are less likely to want to be around you, which might cause you to feel both disgusting and alone. In this way the house within Violet could represent how she sees herself.
Thereās also some themes relating to The Eye here. There seems to be a fear of judgment with āIf my mother says she needs money, I give it. If Tom needs me to put together more lesson plans, I will. If Hannah needs her clothes washed Iāll do it. Because if I donāt, if I donāt listen and I donāt do what Iām told then they wonāt come for me. Iāll be alone in the house. Iāll be alone.ā and āWhen I was fifteen, we were told that we had to study Wordsworth in school: āI Wandered Lonely as a Cloudā. Everyone laughed: soppy, stupid poetry.ā Thereās also āAnd all the while the daffodils will watch and wilt and laugh.ā Whether the daffodils are watching literally or metaphorically is debatable but a white daffodil might vaguely look like the whites of an eye from a distance. The Eye also tends to have a big emphasis on memory and being forced to relive things. This is most obvious with TMAās various statements but characters like Jon can also force people to recount things that have happened and people who give live statements will suffer nightmares revolving around said statement every time they sleep. In fact, the account Violet is giving after death is very statement-like and I could totally see The Eye do something like make dead bodies give statements or accounts based on what happened to them in order to scare the people listening.
There is also a little bit of The Desolation here via some of the pain and dangerous accidents or things breaking. Violet mentions ārotten wood to fall through and oh so many rusty nailsā and āSo I must be careful on the stairs or they will break and I will fall. I must be careful on the floor or I will step upon an upturned nail. I must be careful with the doors or the handles will give me splinters. And the fall will break my legs. And the nails will give me tetanus. And the splinters will turn to gangrene.ā
You could also make an argument for an Entity like The Web in relation to the fear of being at the whims of other people or like you are not in control of the situation / youāre actions, The Vast in relation to Violetās mentioning of falling on a couple of occasions, and The Buried in relation to the fear of not having enough space (since you might accidentally step on a nail or splinter and you seemingly cannot leave the house).
Violetās account also shares similarities with something like a Domain in TMA and, as I mentioned earlier, it does share some thematic similarities with Martinās Domain.
AUGUSTUS
So Iāve been going through each of the computerās voices to see if thereās any pattern. If you want most of my thoughts on them you can see them here (Episode 12 TMP Quick Thoughts) in the conclusion section. TL;DR CHESTER (Jonathonās voice) tends to have cases relating to the Institute or people looking for things while NORRIS (Martinās voice) tends to relate themes of isolation, losing loved ones, or feeling abandoned (watching people you care about die, disappear, etc.). However, AUGUSTUS is a bit of a mystery because weāve literally had only one case to go off of, so it was impossible to find any overlapping themes or connections between the AUGUSTUS cases. Well, until now anyway.
In Episode 12 I wondered if AUGUSTUSā cases were either really old or had to do with people using the supernatural to gain power. However, this case doesnāt fit into either one of those categories, not only did Violetās death presumably occur around ā0300 20.03.2024ā (so in 2024) but Violet didnāt seem particularly power hungry and she didnāt have any victims.
However, there is one thing both cases have in common and thatās that both Violet and Bardwell are dead. Violet was murdered and events written down in Episode 4ās case occurred in the 18th century. So itās possible that AUGUSTUS deals with cases from people that have already died, which would make sense if you buybuy the theory that Jon, Martin and Jonah are somehow trapped in the computers. Not only was Jonah afraid of death, so much so that he enacted the Change in an attempt to extend his life, but Jon presumably killed him. Of course, some may ask āIf Jon killed him how is he in the computer?ā Well, when the Catalogue of the Trapped Dead exists we know itās not impossible for Entities to copy, or recreate the minds of specific people. Considering that being the āPupil of the Eyeā means you were literally joined with The Beholding it wouldnāt surprise me if a part of Jonah somehow got tied to it before he died or if The Eye is sort of recreating parts of him that it likes.
Rest of the Episode
Sam notices some of the obvious similarities between Violetās case and Aliceās encounter with the drowning woman and tries to point this out to Alice.
SAM
āAs in telling the story of its death. Sounds like she was trapped in her greatest fear which then actually killed her.ā
ALICE
āLook I see where youāre going with this. You think itās something to do with- With what I saw?ā
SAM
āYeah. I think maybe thereās something out there that killed both of them.ā
ALICE
ā(growing sarcastic) Hmmmm. I see. So you reckon I should have a look at this case? Maybe note down some connections? Pin it up on my corkboard, circle some key dates in bright red, connect them all with string and stare at them while moodily sipping bourbon?ā
SAM
āI mean, maybe?ā
ALICE
āThatās dumb.ā
SAM
āYou canāt just ignore this.ā
ALICE
āWhy not? Ok, letās assume youāre right. These cases are connected and thereās a weird murderer who can kill you with your deepest fear and then make your corpse narrate it. Letās take that insane premise as a truth.ā
SAM
āFine.ā
ALICE
āDid your case give you any clue as to how to avoid this killer?ā
SAM
āUhā¦ no, not really?ā
ALICE
āOkay. Did it give any hint as to where they were going to be in the future so that I can avoid also being there?ā
SAM
āWell no butā
ALICE
āDid it, in fact, give any details as to how it works, what it looks like, what it wants, why itās here, anything like that?ā
SAM
āNo.ā
ALICE
āThen with the greatest respect, your idea is bad and you should feel bad.ā
SAM
āBut now we know somethingās out thereā
ALICE
āAnd? If even one percent of these cases has even a grain of truth to them, then there are hundreds of somethings out there, thousands! This is just the latest flavour of awful.ā
SAM
āBut you might have actually met this one. In personā
ALICE
āAnd in case you didnāt notice, it messed me up! So why the hell would I want to know more about it!?ā
SAM
āI mean, it might help you come to terms with it, orā¦ā
ALICE
āNo, Sam. Absolute best case scenario it does nothing and just wastes my time. Most likely scenario it makes me too scared to walk down the street without freaking out. Worst case scenario it gets me curious. Because if thereās one thing Iāve noticed with all these cases over the years itās that itās curiosity that actually gets you killed. So, thanks but no thanks.ā
Sam sighs.
SAM
āSorry I brought it up.ā
ALICE
āItās ok. I know youāre just trying to help butā
Sorry Iām copying and pasting so much here, but I just find this conversation really interesting. I find both Sam and Aliceās positions to be very empathetic here. Alice is kind of right in the fact that currently they lack any way to actually do anything about whatās happening. So why bother stressing about something you canāt control? But Sam believes that they might be able to find more of the answers Alice is talking about by investigating further and that knowing more can bring closure. My personality leans a bit closer to Samās logic I think but I can understand the feeling of not wanting to know something terrible when you donāt think you can do anything about anyway. Sometimes knowing about stuff you canāt exactly control causes extra stress.
This conversation also helps show that while Alice means well, and is doing what she can to protect herself, her defense mechanism of ignoring the problem might cause her to come off as heartless or not taking things seriously enough as she shields herself with layer upon layer of jokes and irony.
I also find one of Aliceās comments very interesting- āWorst case scenario it gets me curious. Because if thereās one thing Iāve noticed with all these cases over the years itās that itās curiosity that actually gets you killed. So, thanks but no thanks.ā If youāve read my TMA article on The Eye (COUGH (Google Docs- The Relationships Between the Dread Powers: The Eye- Knowledge is Fear and Ignorance is Bliss) COUGH(Tumblr- https://douglysium.tumblr.com/post/735599414228484097/the-relationships-between-the-dread-powers-the)) then you know that the idea of curiosity being dangerous or the fear associated with knowing something is actually a pretty big theme in TMA. Most notably, with The Eye. A lot of the people see The Eye as just being the fear of being watched but it actually has a much larger swathe of fears it embodies. It also includes the fear of being judged and In MAG 111 (Family Business) Jon says āR-r-right. I know The Eye. Fear of being watched, right?ā and Gerard states āBeing watched, being followed, having your deepest secrets exposed. Needing to know, even if your discoveries might destroy you. The feeling that something, somewhere, is letting you suffer, just so it can watch.ā The Eye doesnāt seem to just be the fear of being watched but more broadly the fear of knowledge. This is to say, that The Eye isnāt just the fear of being known or watched but also the fear of knowing too much or being the watcher, seeing something you wish you didnāt. This is why Jonah can force information into the heads of people like Martin and Melanie, and in MAG 200 we are told that The Eye was born from the fear people had āof their eyes showing them too much.ā If you want to read a more in depth explanation about what Iām talking about feel free to check the previously mentioned article.
I bring these points up because I feel like Sam and Alice are a sort of continuation of these themes from TMA. Iāve mentioned previously that Sam has a level of curiosity that The Eye likes to prey on or take advantage of (in a manner similar to how The Slaughter can encourage rage or The Hunt the urge to chase) and Alice has an āignorance is bliss mindset.ā Iām not saying that Sam and / or Alice are secretly Eye Avatars or something, but rather that the OIAR is probably tied to The Eye or a similar Entity that attracts people like Sam. Also, something might be feeding on the fear of the workers in the OIAR reading the statements. Plus the cases resemble statements. Whether Sam and / or Alice will fall into The Eyeās clutches or already have remains to be seen.
Aliceās comment also tells us that Aliceās personality might be a fair bit more curious than she lets on and she is actively trying to suppress her curiosity. There have been a couple of times in the transcripts of previous episodes where Alice seemed interesting in learning something ādespite herself.āĀ
Gwen enters the room and itās clear something is bothering her. After some probing from Sam, Gwen does what we have all been waiting for. She tells Alice and Sam the truth about the OIARās Externalsā¦ or at least tries to. You see, the first External Gwen met, and the one she presumably has had the most experience with at the moment, is Mr. Bonzo. Who, mind you, already exists as a very popular childrenās character in the Protocol universe. It would be like if creepasta version of Elmo was a hitman for the government.
This entire situation goes about as well as youād think which leads to Sam and Alice taking it as a joke, and Sam gives a surprisingly accurate if a bit rough impression of Bonzo when he says āYou absolute asshole, Gwen! You absolute- You totally had me going there! I was- ha! Christ, could you imagine though? Youāre turn up to the tv studio all all like (sinister voice) āI have a job for you, Mr. Bonzoā (normal voice) And heās all like (Bonzo voice) āBONZO BONZO BONZ-ā.ā Okay, maybe Gwen didnāt pick the best example but itās the best one sheās got and she didnāt find Lady Mowbray super monstrous.
Gwen describes the Externals as being āTheyāre notā¦ I donāt think theyāre people. Not all of them, anyway. Not fully.ā and āIn the cases, you know how there are often things or places or people or whatever whoā¦ arenāt right? Who seem to be causing all the awful things to happen. ā to which Sam asks āLikeā¦ the monsters?ā Mr. Bonzo is probably some kind of monster, and while monsters can look like ordinary people and Avatarās can look monstrous it wouldnāt surprise me if characters like Mowbray were some kind of Avatar (something that might make them seem like āpeople who arenāt rightā).
This scene is interesting because making a joke like this seems kind of out of character for Gwen but I canāt blame Sam for assuming itās a prank or something. Sam notices that Gwen is taking this very seriously:
ALICE
āTold you. Curiosity will get you killed. Best try and ignore it.ā
ALICE starts putting her earbuds in.
SAM
āAlice, sheās really messed up, you canāt just keep ignoringā
ALICE
ā(loudly) Canāt hear you! Headphones!ā
SAM
āFor godās sakeā¦ā
More āignorance is blissā style theming from Alice and this also shows how Alice ignoring problems can easily come off as cold hearted or outright mean. It also shows the differences in Samās and Aliceās approach to stuff like this. I assume that Alice literally has seen at least one person die or disappear and I wonder if one or more of those events are what led to Teddy quitting.
We cut to Celiaās flat via baby monitor and we learn that Jack is indeed a real baby (and not just an excuse Celia made up). We also get to see the Protocol universeās Georgie, which is an interesting treat. Georgie is playing with the baby and pretending Jack is taking her face: ā(covering her face) Oh no! Who keeps taking Georgieās face?ā I pray this is just a joke about how this is an alternate version of Georgia and not some fucked up foreshadowing because The Stranger is known to steal skin and faces, as seen in The Strangerās Merry-go-round Domain in MAG 165 (Revolutions). The Domain is watched over by NotSasha and it involves people fighting over faces in order to regain a sense of identity. This could also be seen as ironic since the Celia that appears in TMA seems to have had her original name (Lynne Hammond) taken away from her in a Domain that could be tied to The Stranger. That Celia was also a part of Georgie and Melanieās cult in the Post-Change world. So seeing them interact like this does have me thinking. Does Celia still worship Georgie as a prophet or anything?
Anyway, Celia returns home with some baby food and tries to explain her sudden disappearance as well as why she didnāt call Georgie beforehand, but Georgie calls her bluff and says āCelia, Iām saying you donāt need to lie to me.ā Celiaās excuse about baby food makes no sense because Georgie found tons of baby food in Celiaās house after Jack woke up hungry.
Georgie then says āCelia, I like you. And I love little Jack. Yes I do! Heās so cute! So Iām not going to ask about all these āemergenciesā that you have to run off to, or your ācivil serviceā job that happens to last all night. But if Iām going to be helping out I need you to be straight with me on something.ā before asking if Celia is spying on her for the government, the illuminati, Masons, some secret organization, or aliens. Georgieās comment on Celiaās āemergenciesā would imply that Celiaās disappearances are probably random and involuntary as opposed to some active experiment she is continuously trying to do. Georgie being a sort of paranoid conspiracy theorist is also a funny juxtaposition from TMA Georgie. Is this what Georgie would have been like if she didnāt lose her sense of fear in that encounter with The End? Weird.
We also get:
GEORGIE (contād)Ā
āSpeaking ofā¦ have you been out all night in your Pajamas?āĀ
CELIAĀ
āYes. Yes, I have.āĀ
GEORGIEĀ
āOkay.āĀ
This once again implies that Celiaās disappearances are involuntary.
Conclusion
Things are moving at a pretty slow pace but there was a surprising amount to think about in this episode. If you want the category this case was filed under in the transcripts-
CAT1RC2374-20032024-10042024
Memory (derelict) -/- compulsion
Incident Elements:
- Isolation
- Strong Language
- Arguments
- Trauma Triggers
- Mentions of: corpses, autopsy, starvation
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How did you meet your partner?
Oh man are you ready for the maybe the nerdiest story you've ever heard? be warned, it's kind of long lol.
Back in the day I used to co-host a hockey and baseball podcast with one of my best friends (who I actually met on tumblr through the Sterek fandom). The friend, we shall call her M, is so smart that she got invited to present at a sports analytics conference. We talked a lot about analytics on our podcast, so I was/am very familiar with sports analytics.
She asked me to go with her and on a whim I said yes. The conference was on the west coast so it was a pain to get there, but I'd always wanted to go to a HAC/SAC (hockey analytics conference/sports analytic conference).
The first night there's a social event and M asks if I recognize a guy across the bar and I said 'he looks like every other white guy here, but he's kind of cute'. I thought that would be the end of it. (reader, it was not the end of it).
The next day he sat near us in the hall (not that weird since it wasn't a huge space) and then that night at the social event he slowly made his way over to where I was holding court (I only say it like that because when you put me with a group of people that I'm pretty comfortable around I like to tell stories and keep conversation going).
Eventually he sits down across from me and immediately started roasting me for my choice in hockey team. I did the same thing to him and we were bantering and flirting and it was all very fun, but I didn't think it was going anywhere. Then he bought me a drink and sat down next me when he got back.
(I still didn't think it was going anywhere. I was sharing a hotel with M, he was staying on a friends pullout couch.)
But, like it was meant to be, some other dude came over and tried to start flirting with me by bragging that he was doing a speed talk the next day about how baseball games were getting longer/the product was worse. That guy was an idiot and I told him so because I had just written a piece on how baseball game run times had only increased by 3 minutes over the last decade.
My now partner jumped on the bandwagon and when the guy walked away my now partner turned to me extremely embarrassed because he realized he listened to my podcast while I was roasting the other guy.
We shared a cab back to the conference area with some other people and the next morning we chatted a bit before the lunch break. I had to leave to catch my flight, that should have been the end of our little flirty encounter.
But he followed me on twitter already and DM'd me saying it was nice to put a face to the voice on the podcast and if I was ever in his neck of the woods I should let him know. The next day I worked a 14 hour event at work (after getting home at 2am). I posted on twitter that I was going to pass out, but I would love to wake up to photos of people's pets.
He sent me a bunch of pictures that night and continue doing that for like 8 months. We kept talking, exchanged numbers, started facetiming all the time, and eventually a few months later met up to spend a long weekend together in Toronto.
We met in March, had our first 'date' in May, and got married in November all of the same year. We never would have met if we weren't both giant sports nerds.
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My sketchbook being SO full of Mid-Evil Midwest.
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Missing 411 guy?
David Paulides, the guy who is the creator of "Missing 411" which is basically a conspiracy about suspicious clusters of people going missing in National Parks in the United States. He is also the bane of my existence for the past year as someone who is researching a story about someone who goes missing in a National Forest.
To start with, if you've ever been even on the fringes of "irl spooky stuff" videos on YouTube, you might have encountered this. There are a lot of youtubers and podcasters who cover this guy's content without understanding What and Who they are giving platform to. Sometimes, people don't even mention him but will relate the cases that he covers in his books or use the same conspiracy points as him. I would not be suprised if you watched a Buzzfeed Unsolved/Watcher video (which are fine btw) and then got recommended something related to Missing 411 in the sidebar since it's a similar genre. It's super popular to the point where its outgrown its creator. I can't stress enough that many of you have probably encountered this content, at least in passing, without knowing what it was.
So to recap, Missing 411 documents cases of real-life people who have disappeared or been found dead in national parks, national forests, etc and claims that these cases are unusual and mysterious. It frequently talks about missing person "clusters" and things like that. There is often an overt, if not outrightly stated, implication that something supernatural, crpytid, or UFO/alien related was involved. For starters, David Paulides has written a ton of books trying to prove the existence of bigfoot. Now, I have no issues with people believing in bigfoot, or cryptids, or aliens, but I do have an issue with people co-opting real life tragedies and twisting information to push this as conspiracy. I simply do not think it is helpful or respectful to talk about missing and dead people (and children!) like this. Also, with the high prices of his books ($100-200) he just reeks of grifter to me.
To me, Missing 411 "criteria" is a stretch at best. You will see cases "mysteriously" connected because both of these people wore red when they went missing. Both these people's bodies were found near water (as if many National Park do not have water features.) Both these people's bodies were found near granite rocks (like, the most common rock type in mountains lol.) All these cases involve the weather turning bad! (um, yeah, that's a big reason why people get in trouble?) He frequently claims that bodies being undressed is highly unusual, without ever acknowledging paradoxical undressing. Or he claims laughably weak connections between people like "these two women who went missing in different years are connected because they both had three letter names that started with A." I haven't personally listened to this talk but there is a data scientist mentioned in his Wikipedia page who examined the case data and found nothing out of the ordinary in them. If you don't want to watch a video (I don't either right now) then he also wrote this article. From a different person, this article from a podcast is also good.
David Paulides does not present Missing 411 cases with accuracy. He has been known to cherry-pick data and purposefully omit data to make them seem more unusual. Many cases he covers are either already solved, or have extensive information available. He does not retract information or admit when he is wrong. Even if he does present a particular case accurately, he has such a bad track record with reliable research that he cannot be trusted as a source. There used to be someone on reddit who would deconstruct cases he covered. In this post they found several instances of cases of Paulides missing sources and coming to incorrect conclusions.
Note there's a few differences in the sources I just linked. The data scientist and podcast skeptic both said they found the data to be accurate, while the redditors have found evidence to the contrary. The data scientist also says he found Paulides' presentation of information respectful, but I personally find all of this highly disrespectful. But despite these differences I think we can all agree....the claims of Missing 411 are pretty ridiculous.
Also, let's talk about David Paulides himself. Before becoming a writer, he was a cop in California. He was a cop who was fired for corruption (well that's hard to do), because he was caught soliciting donations for a fake charity he set up. That's straight from his Wikipedia page. He continues to use his past as a "dectective" to attempt to make his claims sound more reliable. There was also a redditor who pulled up some other career highlights from when he was a cop in the 80s, by looking at court transcripts and news articles. His job used to be entrap gay men by pretending to be gay, getting them to invite him home with them, and then arresting then. He and his unit were also accused of police brutality many times in the 80s, with Paulides testifying in defense of his unit. And he has not changed btw, he's a Qanon stolen election covid denier type of nut right now on his YouTube channel (according to reddit. I am not watching this man's videos.) So yeah, I think his character speaks for itself.
Anyway, I'm tired of hearing about this guy and seeing 411 related content pop up around YouTube, Reddit, Tiktok, etc. Pay attention if you watch things related to "creepy and unexplained real life disappearnaces." I do not think he is a good person, I do not think he can be trusted, and I do not think that his work actually benefits the families of the missing persons in question. These are real people. He turns them into spectacles to push ~unusual~ circumstances and paranormal activity.
#helppp can u tell i hate this dude#i have formed a deep abiding dislike of him after being subjected to his content#near constantly while working on my au#DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO RESEARCH MISSING PERSONS CASES IN NATIONAL FORESTS???#AND GETTING LEGIT RESULTS THAT DON'T MENTION MISSING 411??? I SEE HIM LIKE EVERY GOOGLE SEARCH#i have literally had to scrap information from sources because i consider mentioning missing 411 and david paulides#as an instant negative on a site's credibility for research#i started doing research on certain parts of my fic by writing -missing 411 in the search bar to exclude results mentioning it#quara asks#also i recognize that using reddit posts and podcast episodes to 'debunk' things this guy says is not necessarily a reliable source either#but it's not like something relatively niche like this is going to get some Big Official Takedown.#it's gonna be the redditors that dig into it#anyway you can tell that even in his official subreddit people are starting to hate him#whereas i first encountered missing 411 back in 2019 and people were into it hook line and sinker#but now even among his fans there's much more distrust
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