#emy rambles

[writerinlearning]

i can’t believe we might be seeing the blimp explosion from the series finale

this movie is about to heal my whole childhood. i just know little me would be thrilled

[emypony]

Obligatory pigeon post!

Today we said goodbye to Corn!! She's been with me for the past 3-4 months after she was attacked by a cat (supposedly? It's not clear, and she didn't die from it? As you would expect since it's very dangerous for birds), and I took her home to care for her until her big feathers grew back. It took a while for me to realize I had to pull out the old dead feather remnants so new ones could grow in.

That said, I'm grateful for her presence in my life. I've had a very hard time when moving to the capital because of my job being physically demanding and sending me into an incredible anxiety and depression spiral because of my boss manipulating and gaslighting me and wanting me to do the job of at least 3 other people, all on minimum wage and disrespecting my free time + yelling and so many other things.

If I had to be honest, some days she was the only thing that kept me coming back home. I was in a really bad spot, and quite frankly if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have been here anymore.

Thank you for your service and companionship Corn 🫡

On your way back home! Hope you continue to live a long and prosperous life! And enjoy the extra weight you gained while I fed your ass all these months ����

We released her today and she flew away successfully<3

[emy-loves-you]

Okay, so the results are in

I've decided that I'm gonna move everything (and I mean EVERYTHING) to this blog. All of my oneshots, all of my WIPs, even shit that's on hiatus. Everything, even non-Sanders Sides works. It'll take a while to get everything ready (I'm in the middle of finals rn) but expect a bunch of chapters posted eventually (and maybe a few that haven't even reached AO3 yet)

If you don't like my writing, that's fine. I'll tag all of my writing and anything discussing my fics with the tag 'emy writes' from now on, so if you're only here for the memes just block the tag.

I'm also scrapping the current lists of people to tag, since most of them are either deactivated accounts or no longer enjoy Sanders Sides. If you want to get added or re-added to anything, just DM me what fics you wanna get added to.

That's it for now. I might post an update when everything is uploaded, but for now I hope you all have a lovely day. Thank you for being patient with me, I'm a chaotic mess right now and I needed to sort everything out before I continued posting

[mintaikk]

Guys I think I found some new favorite blorbos

[emi-the-gremlin]

My favorite post confession Edwin, is the one that’s happy and comfortable with their relationship, and therefore uses his newfound understanding/acceptance of himself, to ruthlessly and shamelessly fluster Charles any chance he gets.

[writerinlearning]

warning: percy jackson and the olympians is about to become my whole personality once more

[emypony]

hm. i may be mentally unwell about them

probably my last haul godspeed. i got my grubby hands on anything i could find lol

im always intimidated by people's shrines BUT YOU KNOW WHAT... FINALLY BUILDING MY OWN !!!

.....and its pardo-senti-hua themed. there's so little senti items you would be surprised. im still missing some (unfortunately fu hua goes out of stock so fast, you might say oh kiana this, elysia that, NO GIRL, THE BREADWINNER FOR HOYOVERSE IS FU. HUA. SHES KEEPING THE WHOLE THING IN BUSINESS)

nonetheless ill keep an eye out for items that might restock..eh hehjfg. i have some other stuff but they're preorder for now so im waiting !

not pictured here is also the huge pardofelis hoodie / poncho thing but im not sure how to take a picture of it. ITS SO DAMN THICK AND BIG LIKE A BLANKET WTF..

[yumemi-emi]

So this is the art I mentioned in an earlier post, and the girl is my OC, Adelina

I will never not shamelessly ocxcanonpost so sorry if you followed me expecting something else :3c

(Artist is @royalavera !)

[qkmlh]

Cool cool cool cool cool please excuse me as I vividly think about Professor Sato keeping bunny (Ollie) around all these years. A deeply beloved toy that Kenji found comfort in as a child, and how he goes on to gift it to Emi. Thus allowing Kenji to, in turn, share the comfort he felt back then with his own daughter, now, when she needs it most.

How Kenji harmonizes with his dad and bunny in singing Bingo to Emi (how singing is such an important expression of love in Lost Ollie)

How Emi comes to adore bunny so much she first goes back to grab him on the beach before showing him to her daddy because she couldn’t leave bunny behind. He was too important to her, even when things were getting scary, to leave him behind.

“She was loved so much she fell apart”

And thinking about Ollie going through the worst to make it back. Being in such an awful state, but still so loved, he’s cleaned up and fixed to then get passed down and share the love he brought.

Made with a love shared and passed forward from generations of parents to children.

[snailstrailz]

Puberty isn't going to be kind to her 💔

[collabwithmyself]

Isn't it great when characters have some weird shit going on between them

[da-janela-lateral]

MP100 S2E01 under a writer's perspective

The Emi Fukami episode in Mob Psycho 100 was a beautiful display of Mob's character development in relation to his individuality and a earnest vision of emotional vulnerability, but I want to call attention to a single detail: Emi being a writer.

Out of all the secret truths that the cast masks during the narrative, Emi's must be one of the most mundane. She is writing a book. She doesn't want people to know about it, much less read it, as Emi was led to believe this hobby of hers was embarassing.

I find it very interesting that Emi, character whose focus episode revolves around vulnerability, has writing has her main passion. In a way, writing is one of the most revealing art forms that there is. Literary choices are a reflection of the author's context, beliefs, likes and dislikes, fears and dreams, even though many of these choices cannot be perceived in a sensible level. Even if I suddenly decided to write a tale about a random theme - you say, a blue-footed booby who becomes an architect while wearing ballet shoes - it would say something about me. It could be a preferred text type, my sense of humor or even my idea of what is "random". Word choices, rhythm, figures of speech, themes, narrative structures, spins on a literary genre's expectations - all of these and more consist of conscious or unconscious decisions made by the writer. Writing as an art form serves as a mirror to the artist's very mind.

As a result, a piece of text can be a very delicate thing. Many people would only reveal their works to a exemplarily trusted someone, or to no one at all. That's the origin and end of uncountable masterpieces. It is also associated to passion. Few are the writers who characterize themselves as such and don't feel a duty to write. Yes, duty. Not all pieces are a labor of love, but it's almost universal that they're one of resolve, as little as it might be. One can unlock a fundamental will to write something in spite of it being weary work. At this point, for many writers, it's not a simple hobby. It's a need. It's a compulsory manner of expression hardwired onto our brains; thus, it's an inseparable part of who we are.

So what does any of this have to do with Emi's arc?

S2E01 is all about being vulnerable. Even though Emi had only asked out Mob because of a bet and hanged out with him for a week, she felt safe enough to show him her book. Her own friend group didn't have an idea that she was working on one, and once they discovered this, they ridiculed Emi's effort and teared it to shreds. Emi tried to alleviate this rejection by affirming she didn't care for her work, while everything shown previously on the episode proved this was wrong. In turn, Mob uses his psychic powers to put back her text together - his first public demonstration of them since he was a child. Mob was honest about himself by revealing he was an esper. Emi was honest by wanting his opinion on her book.

Emi is a fourteen year old girl going through a confusing and ever changing phase of her life. After doubting on Mob's emotions, she tells him that she too doesn't know well who she is, and her actions around her friends prove how she was prone to peer pressure. Her mind and identity were on an uncertain state, and this would also reflect on her writing. Emi uses complicated words, perhaps to make her writing sound more serious. Based on a translation of her work "Adventure", she uses more of a stream of consciousness prose and ambiguous descriptions. She immediately decides to write something different after her experiences with Mob. Emi has a personal style! She has techniques and topics she enjoys and active choices about how she will employ them! Emi has a bit of her on her story and this was why she hid it so much: a mockery of it would be synonym of a mockery of herself.

This is what makes the plotline with her book so important to express the episode's themes. Emi felt insecure to reveal such an integral part of herself to the world until someone came and not only took it seriously, but appreciated it enough to make an effort to understand it better. It tells a lot how Mob's demonstration of caring made her leave the people who destroyed her work.

As a writer, this detail gave a whole another layer of significance for the episode. I've felt Emi's struggle in a very intense level on the past. Storytelling is something so dear to me I can't see myself without the adjective of "writer", but the acknowledgement of my work would be the same as exposing myself to the world. It can be scary at times, to divulge something so sincere to others. However, such is the writer's role: divulging. For reasons long unknown a magical excess of words was born to me, and this coincidence can't be supressed and abandoned on the dark. There is something I can offer copiously hand in hand and its words. Words. Words. Words... And the reflection of me resonates on others.

[miragethecat]

y’all wanna talk about how in ultraman rising they use glasses as a way to show how characters are closed off from eachother/the world?

cause i can go on about that. FOR EXAMPLE

ken when we fist see him is only seen in those reflective sun glasses, until about half~ way through the movie (around when he goes through that montage with Emi and the call with the reporter). But in the beginning he is very closed off, detached, and full of himself. and once he developed as a character, I believe he never wears the reflective sunglasses again.

and then I believe his coach also wears the reflective glasses when he and Ken first meet and then you see him lose the glasses later in the film.

AND THEN HIS DAD. professor sato. is wearing just regular glasses, but if we put that into the context of what I’ve been talking about now, it shows that he is opening up and he wants to make those connections and is trying to connect to people. 

god this movie is so good

[emi-the-gremlin]

Way to fucking go guys

[holdmeclosebutdontloveme]

freinds im in too deep with ultraman rising, only now did irealized that i have watched it for 5 times now. and im still not over it. this is an addiction. i just love emi too much, shes my baby. ive read the entire family-centric fics of her and her family in ao3 and subscribed to a few, im only reloading the page for a new one. hehe. wish there's going to be a sequel, wish i can burn cash buying an emi plushie and stickers of her. i love her. i wanna see kenji dealing with his baby girl growing up, wanna watch him and gigantron parenting emi. i wanna see emiko be curious to how big (literally) her family has gotten. i wanna watch hayao explaining kenji his origin and learn more of the ultraman lore in the context of rising. i wanna see the captain on kdf deal with being defacto successor (cause i think he is or will be).

another reason for you guys to watch it

[writerinlearning]

suddenly remembered i had an adoptive dad!norm with a little na’vi girl who doesn’t speak until she meets the sully and thus to communicate she learns to use sign language. wonder if i should continue this story and put this up