#emo ako huhu

[thesleepingninja]

all time low foreverrrrr

dhiskskskskdkdkxnxjcchnjj sobrang surreal pa rin

when i was in line for the freebies before the concert, we were given the chance to write something for the band on a banner, and most of the writings and messages i read meant something along the line of "thank you, your music saved me." i had this thought then, na as a mentally stable kid, wow wala akong ganung klase at kalalim na feelings, i thought i just really enjoyed their music

kaya naman pagpasok ng intro ng missing you, di ko rin inexpect na maiiyak ako hahahahahaha

kasi nung concert proper na, habang tumatagal at papunta na sa most recent album yung songs, narealize ko na even in the subtlest of ways, these songs have saved me. hindi ko lang naiisip kasi feeling ko mundane everyday thing lang yung iplay ko yung songs nila sa playlists ko, but i knew then, in my heart, they've saved me from some of the worst days of my life ♡

sobrang happy ng inner child q listening and singing and shouting along to all those songs that kept me steady and grounded growing up huhu

kaya para sa batang ako: akalain mo 'yon, afford na natin bumili ng ticket para makita yung favorite band natin?? ✨️✨️✨️

p.s. on a sadder note, i also thought about those misunderstood emo kids back then (when depression was still very much a taboo) who aren't here with us anymore to reminisce and internalize these same sentiments that i have; i hope things are better where u guys are

[onewordenglish]

binuksan ko ulit yung accnt ko sa fb na oneword. ginawa ko lang talaga yun dahil nga anon ako kaya di ako pwede mag add sa totoong accnt ko. so ayun nga ang dami kong friend request tapos yung mga mutual friends e mga nasa 200-400. ang galing eh, syempre alam ko naman na lahat yun e tumblrista tapos ang daming mutal friends nakakatuwa. hindi ko naman sure kung kelan nila ako inadd pero inaccept ko na din today. hahaha

naging active ako dito nung 2013 or 2014 ata eh and ang dami ko din naging friends and mga nakilala lalo na nung hindi na ako nag anon.

nagbrowse ako ng mga posts ko dati tapos puro kalokohan lang. namiss ko yung pbb tumblr mates edition. yung ako e N ang anonymous blogger ng rizal, yung happy go lucky ng batangas ah basta madami pa yun eh.

actually madaming hindi familiar sakin yung mga friends ko dun sa fb na yun pero yung familiar sakin eh binisita ko yung profile. ang nasasabi ko lang eh "ay pumayat sya" "luh ang gwapo nya lalo ngayon" "ganda nya ah muka na talagang dalaga" "nasa ibang bansa na pala sya" "ay ang galing photog na sya ngayon" "nice graphic artist" "ay nag nurse pala sya" basta kung ano ano pa. mga 4 years na din ang lumipas mula nung hindi na din talaga ako naging active sa tumblr kaya wala na din akong balita sakanila. hindi ko din talaga alam eh bat nga ba ako biglang naging inactive.

upon checking their fb accounts, nakaramdam ako ng pagkamiss sa tumblr. kung pano ako nabigyan ng tumblr ng mga kaibigan. yung memories na kelanman hindi ko makakalimutan. good or bad memories nasa isip ko lang. tanda ko pa din kung pano ako kinain ng sistema ng tumblr. tanda ko pa din yung mag nangyari dati, yung mga nakakausap ko or yung mga url na madalas makita ko sa dash. kaya ayoko talaga idelete ang accnt ko dito at paminsan minsan nagpopost pa din ako.

I still don't know kung ilan pa sa mga kasabayan ko dati ang nagbablog pa din hanggang ngayon, kung meron man at nabasa mo to gusto ko lang sabihin sayo na salamat kasi naging parte ka ng tumblr life ko. :)

[tihgnari]

ate............ I FINALLY GOT HIM LMAOOOOOO

I wish I could show you the video but I got jean on my first 10 pull and the heartbreak o felt💀good thing i saved up over 90 pulls and brought him home by fource😂

This bitch really had the audacity to try and me lose my 50/50 again to the same person🙄✋

-crying tears of joy and cursing emo boy thea

SHETTTTTT SANA ALL!!! i havent gotten him pa atm since 30+ pity palang ako :< PERO YAY IM GLAD U DID PERO SHET TANGINA TALAGA NI JEAN

manifesting na hindi sana umuwi si mona sakin HUHU i hope i win 50/50 tho!! para kumpleto na 4nemo ko 😭

[neekoiii]

SasuSaku 5th Canonversary

"The Spring sunshine in my dark life.” 🌸 - Ssk

Around 15 years ago, I was this nerdy hs student reading SasuSaku fanfics on my PC 'til midnight with no one to gush over with or share my theories and headcanons to, since I didn't know anyone who fangirls like me before.

Fastforward to college days, I found some friends who share the same ship but they were lost too when Sasu Shippuden turned quite dark, and many turned to NaruSaku instead. But I remained holding on to the ship... Kahit masakit na coz you know, he DID try to kill her twice. Huhu 😢

The demand and workload halfway through college and eventually upto medschool made me drop the manga and anime 😭 (but rly, alam ni denz na kaya ko tinigil magbasa kasi iyak ako ng iyak nung namatay si Jiraiya hahaha). So I was out of radar for most years, but never stopped following SS tumblr accounts, seeing random clips and snippets of the anime and manga, and got majority of my canon ideas from the VAST (and I mean Super DAMI) fanfics that I have read. Name it! Hahaha ♥️ several medschool friends were also SS shippers too! I remember a friend drawing an SS fanart nga din. 🥰

Can you believe that we're now celebrating the 5th canonversary of this pairing?!?!?😻🥰 But I did believe, YASSS! dati pa...Nung mission palang nila sa Land of Waves VS Haku and Zabusa at yung iyak ni Sakura, nanalig na agad ako. 🙏🏻

Mas lalo na nung chuunin exams sa forest of death at umatake ang cursed seal ni Ssk tapos si Skr lang nakapagpa kalma sa kanya. Di yun mangyayari kung walang something! Haha! Plus that Gaara arc yung nag monologue si koya mo na he has lost everyone before, at di na nya kakayanin to watch those dear to him die before his eyes. DAYMMM! Tapos yung heartbreak nung departure ni angkol sa village at iniwan si ante sa bench! Umiyak din ako dun teh! Bwiset lang yung mga nagsabi na baliw daw si ate nung sinabi niyang sasama sya to desert Konoha. Qaqu ba kayo?!?!? Ganun talaga pag nagmahal, nakakatanga! Haha 🤣

Then biglang naging cold for the whole Shippuden part. 🙄 Short clips lang ng interactions nila... PERO PERO! Every time nagkikita sila, they always acknowledge each other first. Tipong, "Sakura ka," tas "Sasuke-kun." Yown. Laging ganern.

Tapos bigla tayong pinagbigyan nung Kaguya arc nung hinanap nila Obito at Skr si Ssk sa different dimensions... JUSQQQLERD yung puso ko sa pagsalo at pagpasandal ni Ssk kay Skr nun tapos yung eyesmex pa beshies! Pang Miss U ang tilian! 🤣 👀😋

Finally, biniyayaan tayo sa dulo ng manga (Arigatou Kishimoto-sensei) sa chapter 699 ng "The Ultimate Expression of Love" in the form of 'dekoton' aka forehead poke ♥️ grabeeee! (tapos na leak pa yung Sakura and Sarada moment the day before!haha) Sa mga nakakakilala at analyze sa character ni Ssk..., the exhibition of this action which he shared with his beloved brother spoke volumes about how much Skr meant to him. It was a "tokubetsu" action of endearment. And to finally see our angsty, emo, arrogant turned dark Sauce-kun get thawed and show some gratitude and return Pink-chan's feelings is LIKE the FINAL PROOF of the Uchiha's redemption. Tapos sa chapter 700 pinakita pa na they have fulfilled Sasuke's second goal of resurrecting his clan... They finally have Sarada! Uchiha fam indeed... 🥰 (Boruto fillers are questionable since Studio Pierrot hates SS haha)

Waaahhhh... This has been my longest fandom to date!!! After belatedly hearing about the Sasuke Retsuden novel release just August of this year allowed me to jump back into this fandom and have met so many great people (Twitter fam SSPH) and delve deeper into more detailing and analysis of their interactions even years after the series has ended. 💕 Even though many still voice their arguments regarding this pair, I still hold my ground firmly as I had all these years, defending my OTP hanggang dulo.

The ship has sailed successfully. Kishimoto planned for them to be together from the start.

As Sasuke has said in the Akatsuki Hiden novel,

"But that was not all, even though I had abandoned, ditched, and was cold to this person on several occasions,

Haruno Sakura had dedicated her love for me

And she always tries to be the Spring sunshine in my dark life.” 🌸

Napagod ako.... Hahaha! Kung umabot ka dito, salamat sa pagtangkilik sa aking kabaliwan. Drop a 🌸 below for SasuSaku appreciation 😂 💕😝

[iriesandie]

06 Aug 2020

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA share ko lang na tuwang tuwa ako sa VC ng Whatsapp PERO SYEMPRE MAS TUWANG TUWA AKO SA KAUSAP KO HAHAHAHAHA <3 Buti pala dito, pwede pagpalitin kung sino yung mas malaki sa screen. Pinaglaruan ko lang ng very light kasi nakakatuwa e, now ko lang na discover HAHAHAHAHAHA. Di ko sure kung alam ni Ian na pinaglalaruan kaya siya natawa o baka natatawa siya sa mukha ko. May nakakatawa ba? HAHAHAHA char lang. Ayun, nakakatuwa din kasi mas okay na internet connection ni Ian sa hotel. Second day na niya na naka quarantine ngayon pero wala siyang covid ah, di ako papayag HAHAHAHA jk. Kakatapos niya lang mag swab test kahapon kaya emo mode muna siya ngayon. Hindi pa din alam kung hanggang kailan siya tambay pogi sa hotel, waiting na lang ng konti para sa bagong life adventures and I’m happy to witness his littles steps. Sana bukas okay na pakiramdam Ian 100% huhu. Fighting!!!

[spacetimeodysseyofjane]

HOY ANG SAYA KO!!! Huhuhu after years of concert drought, I am back!!! For the first time, I watched THE SCRIPT perform live!!!

Skl, this was unexpected. I wasnt planning to watch because the ticket was sold out immediately. But my sister sent me a message on the day of the concert itself… one of her co-reporters is selling her tix for a lower price!!! Grabe the universe is listening to my heart’s desire hahaha! Without thinking twice, I bought it! And there I was like I used to before, on my own, enjoying live music. Huhu

I am sooo happy! Before pandemic, I was a concert goer and there were a lot of shows that was cancelled. I never knew that this day would come again. 🥹 grabe the kilig I had when I entered the arena, naiyak na nga ako!!! Hahaha! I have a thing for concerts and music. Ang emo but… it’s such a wonderful feeling to be in a room full of strangers but we are connected in a way because we love something in common. Hahaha!!! Kaya I dont feel alone even though I am always alone. Hahaha! Basta ang saya ko!!! I cannot wait to watch more shows and see my favorite artists!

[eunicexxx]

March 11, 2022

I was feeling so down this morning and I told my workmates jokingly that I am sad. I asked them to have a coffee with me at Hometown Cafe. Carla said she can’t because she will jog after work and Ma’am Raqs didn’t say anything. Nakisabay lang siya sa pajoke joke ko.

At 5:05pm, I got out of the office with Carla. Then nong nasa taxi na kami, I received a message from Ma’am Raqs asking if we are at Hometown na. Sabi ko kay Carla tsaka na siya mag-jog eh but nakaset na talaga siya so hindi ko na pinilit pa. And ayoko naman na dalawa lang kami ni Ma’am Raqs dahil sa sobrang sentimental ko, gusto ko 3 kami na magtatry ng coffee sa HT 😅

Super touched lang ako sa message ni Ma’am Raqs. Kasi I didn’t know that she really noticed. That she believed me when I said I am sad. And she’s willing to join me sa pag-e-emo. 🥺 naiiyak na ko nung nabasa ko yang message niya huhu.

I am blessed talaga with my workmates. Sobra. Paano ko kayo niyan iiwan, ha? Huhuhu.

Thank you, Ma’am Raqs! ‘Yang message mo na yan ay nagbigay sakin ng lift sa nakakadown na araw na ‘to.

[wordxbeyondwords]

#52

Dear Reivax,

There are good weeks and bad weeks. I guess I can say today has been a good week in the psych ward. Cute ng patient ko huhuhaha as in sabi niya “puro nalang mali nakikita mo. Bakit pag may ginagawa akong tama di mo pinipraise *insert nagtatampong sad face here*...kaya ako nagpupunit at nagdadabog minsan eh. Nagtatampo kasi ako” hahaha tas ayun. Mejo naguilty ako ng very mejo slight kasi naman...may point siya. Di ko nga siya narereinforce socially. Puro token economy kami ih di niya tuloy nafefeel na tama ginagawa niya hahaha pero ayun. Happy naman ako na slowly...getting better siya in terms of emo reg, compliance and social skills. In fairness sakanya, natolerate niyang may 5 new people (interns) na kausap HAHAHAH tas tawa din siya ng tawa. Nung pagtapos nila magkwentuhan nung PM ax, grabe siya hahah sabi ko “oh happy ka?” Sabi ba naman “okay lang.” pero nagpipigil ng smile HAHAHAHAH kulit na nakakatuwa talaga siya kanina. Sana always hahaha pero ayun. Nung pababa na kami, pajoke na thank you. Tas nung nagbbye ako- sabi ko, pero seryoso ha? Thank you. Tas um-oo lang siya hahaha haay ngayon tinitrain ko siya mag greet ng hi and bye HAHAHA pero sad lang kasi gusto niya magvisit sa fam niya kaso bawal pa :( haaay at least di siya nagwala at nagcompromise nalang kami. :) good and bad but still kinakaya.

Huy ikaw...bat ang tahimik mo again? Huhu bukas magkwentuhan ulit tayo ha? :)

Good night, Paps! See you tomorrow! Ingat ü

- z.

07/11/2019

[whatsuppketchupp-blog]

#3

these people really made my high school days worth fucking laughing and crying for. (emo post ahead) (ehe)

last night, me and my every beautiful friend, Martina, had a super fun conversation thru iMessage. (kasi wala sya eh oks lang me maw iM nalang) Any way, we talked abt life and shit, and then next thing u kno0w we were both reminiscing how REALLY FUN and how we REALLY LOVED our 3rd yr high school experiences. :(

some may question why my 3rd yr in high school is the most treasured memory ever in my whole high school life. hays ok 

on my recent blog post, I had this ~*nainlove*~ ako phase nung high school ako haha puta!! i was in a relationship with my girlfriend (yes) for like 3 years, since nung grade 6 ako HAHA PUTA anlande :(( and then yon she is older than me pala for like 2 yrs, edi when i moved to the high school dept, times spent together increased. omygod di ko nga alam bat di ako nagsawa? HAHA everytime talaga non we were always together. recess, lunch, dismissal time, even on weekends!!!! that resulted to decreased time with my friends talga. like i don't even know if i had like a friend-friend friend talaga that time???? all i know was that i have that “i have her, saks na”, thing going on. (im sweet tbh) those circumstances continued until my 2nd yr, and ended when she graduated high school. awh

tbhhhh i was really nervous on my first day in 3rd yr hs talaga because as i have mentioned before, i dont really have someone na really close as in by heart by boobs by everything. ;( so im like really clueless who can i go home with, go to school with, have my lunches with, or even who can i invite when i needed to go to the restroom. IM SUCH A LOSER puta fak HAHAAHAH :(( and then yon, weeks passed, or like days, when these people really entered and made a big impact in my life na tipong worth it silang kablog-blog even though i have so much work on my plate right now. huhu

ive been friends with monica and martina since 1st yr high school. and sure we spend a lot of time din naman together even though sinasabi ko na i dont have a friend-friend friend. mehe. i think they were the first people that i invited, or like “sabay ako pauwi” on the first day of class. i didn't know that time that they've been also really close with ven and gino. so sabay sabay kami lahat pauwi. hihi. AYUN NA BESHIE. we often talk to each other na after that, always sabay together, lunch together din siguro, swim together ganon etc. and that time, my friend, was my first ever (that i remembered of) “ang saya pala magkafriends” SITUATION IN MY WHOLE LIFE EVER. im not even lying ;((((( everything went really great with this set of friends. so ayon na, sum time together we named our group “Ulupong Family” or “UF”. MEHEHEHEHE wanna know why? secret. haha puta ;(( next blog na joyce ;( we spent most of the time after dismissal at KFC, took lots of pics together even though i cant seem to find them, and we surely laughed together A LOT. idk man im just really happy ive known these people talaga because fak they sure made me GENUINELY HAPPY AFFF. FOR REAL. :((((((((

BUT OK, That was like 4/5 years ago. its 2017 already, and syempre this group doesnt exist anymore. YUN LANG sobrang lungkot gago. we can be this “friends series” set up kaya. HUHU. what amazes me is that, kahit na this circle lasted for like a year only, this is the one of best group of friends ive been into. ;(( IM SO EMOTIOCAL HNGGNGNNGG  HUHU. of course i dont wanna blame the reason why this group separated (even though i really want to) i still cant take off my mind the things that could have happened today if this group  still existed. oh god ewan ko sobrang saya talaga non. :((( BUT OH WELL people change ok I GET IT. A LOT. i just wish talaga na some people can value a friendship that is obviously constant and will obviously last. (yeah im pertaining to u monica ok I BLAME U) (charot 1/2) UGHHH sobrang emotional ko gago FAK. pero yknow, i just wish na maybe in the near future, things will go back to way it was supposed to be. maybe we will all get back together, idk idk idk but I TRULY hope so :( 

I love you martina, gino, patricia, althea and reaven.

I slightly love u mon. 

***ENJOY SOME PICS MAH FRIEND***

[kwentotero-blog]

How it all started

(posted on June 18, 2017)

Around april 2016, nasa bakasyon ako at nag aadventure time kung saan saan. Pumunta ako kela Roniel para dun makigulo at naisama ko si Gillian nun. Gabi na nung napansin namin na wala si gil, yun pala nasa kwarto at may kausap sa cp. As usual, kami ni roniel ay nagsisigaw ng "inom na", "hi baby, i love you", at ung mga iba pang sinasabi ng mga taong nanggugulo pag may kausap ung tropa nila sa cp. Tinanong ko kung sino yun at sinabi nya na conference yun, at nagloud speaker sya. Nag hi kami ni roniel at sinabi namin na sali kami sa tawagan nila. May kausap si gill na babae at lalake. Nagpaadd agad si roniel sa babae at sinabi ko na ako rin. Kaso nga lang di ako inaccept agad :(. Sadnu, di nya ako tanggap sa buhay nya :( huhuhu Natapos ung usapan at tinanog ko sino ung babae, sinabi nya na si Stephanie yun, syempre search ako agad. Madami lumabas pero nakita ko ung dp nya sa messenger ni gill kaya alam ko na sya yun. Stalk dito stalk doon, sabi ko sa sarili ko na medyo cute ung babae at mukang maliit dahil sa nakita ko pic nya na may kasamang friends nya. Umuwi na ako sa rizal, lumipas ng ilang buwan nagbalik laro ako ng Lol. Naglalaro si gil at may kaparty daw, napilit ko na sumali ako at mga kaparty ko na taga AdU. Tinanong ko sino kasama nya at sinabi nya na si steph ung kausap nya dati nung nakela roniel kami. Habang naglalaro nag hi ako at mga tropa ko. Syempre knowing them, nagpaadd agad sila sa fb at inaccept agad. Sabi ko sa sarili ko "pshh di kayo iaaccept nyan, ako nga hindi inaccept e" tapos biglang naging friends sila. Syempre nainggit ako at nagalit kasi bat sila inaccept agad samantalang ako hindi, tinanong ko bat di pa nya ako inaaccept agad at ayun inaccept nya din ako. Kaso ang pangit tignan kasi parang pinilit :( hayyss pinilit ko lg sarili ko sa buhay nya huhuhu :(. So ayun nagkakilala na kami, at nagchat kami sa fb hiningi ko number nya at nagtxt na rin kami, nasabi nya na lagi sila nag coconfe nila gil at tinanong nya ko kung gusto ko sumali. Syempre umoo nman ako. Naging busy si gil at ako na lagi nakakasama sa confe kasi wala pa akong ginagawa nun. Napakilala nya ako sa mga kaklase nya at lagi kami nag coconfe, naisama ko si ian sa confe namin pero nakalimutan ko pano nga ba sya nasama dun hahaha. So ayun minsan kami na lng ni tep natitira sa confe at lagi kaming naguusap hanggang 3 am, kahit may pasok sya napipilit nya na magpuyat ng ganun (awwww sweet nman nya) syempre nakasanayan na at halos araw araw na kami nagtatawagan. Dami naming pinaguusapan, about sa buhay namin, future, laro, relationships, at kung ano pa. Tumagal ng laging ganun hanggang magsimula na ako pumasok sa school. Medyo naging busy di kaya di na ako nakakapag puyat. Habang tumatagal lagi kong hinahanap boses nya, parang gusto ko sya lagi kausap kahit na wala na kamig mapagusapan, hanggang sa puro tanong kung kumain na ba or ano ginagawa hahaha. Pero syempre naglalaro parin kami ng lol. Napakilala ko na rin sya sa mga ibang kaklase namin ni gil sa saudi haha. Isang araw nagising na lng ako at may napansin. Napansin ko na nahuhulog na ako sakanya, alam ko yun kasi isang beses palng ako nahulog nung time na yun kaso di rin ako nakayanan at binitawan ako ouch hahahaha. Nung time na yun pumasok sa isip ko ung kanta ng spice girls na if you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends. Hahaha wtf e noh. Pero sinunod ko yun. Nakipag close ako sa friends nya, and para pag nanligaw ako may backup na agad ako hahaha. Pero di ako marunong manligaw huhu. Ayun medyo naging busy ako at friends nya lagi kong nakakausap. So ayun parang lumalayo sya, nagpost nga din sya ng status na "from one call away to we dont talk anymore" hahahaha so ayun kinausap ko ulit sya kaso parang ang lamig na nya sakin :( huhuhu sorrryy naaaa Ayun bday ko at naiisip ko na baka walang handa kasi di pa nagpapadala. Kaya emo emohan ako nun, pumasok ako at nabati nman ako ng kaklase ko. Sabi rin ng tita ko dito na kung may bisita ba ako mamaya kaya naiisip ko na baka pwede maginvite. Ayun sinabihan ko lng sila ageo, mike at aj. Nauna ako umuwi tapos bigla may sumama na ibang kaklase ko wtf hahaha. Di ready si tita na madami pala. Out of nowhere nagbati si tep at sinabi na kasama nya si ian. Syempre selos ako nun, nauna pa nyang nakita si tep kaysa sa akin na matagal na nyang kausap pero syempre wala lng yun sabi ko haha atleast may handa ako. Tapos sabi nya bigla na ppnta sya dito!!! Omgfgagdhajdjs ppnta syaa kasama sila kath jecka at ian. Awwwww shtt kinakabahan ako na tuwang tuwa. Sinabi rin sakin ni la yun bago ako mag bday kasi nag bati agad sya ng happy bday at magpapadala ng kaha ng yosi hahaha. Ayun sinundo ko agad sila nung bumaba sila sa 7 11 hahaha. Medyo malayo pa samin kaso wtf excited much kaya bumaba??? Hahahha jk. Pero ayun sobrang saya ko nun. Pinasayaw nila ako, kumain kami, nagbaraha tapos hinatid ko sila sa megamall. Nag thankyou ako kasi di ko inaasahan na magkakasurprise sa bday ko hahahaha

[towritewhatmatters-blog]

Queen B

Hey, ikaw! Yes, ikaw nga! May isa akong mabuting friend na nagsabi na mahilig ka magstalk sa tumblr ko. So, Hi! Kumain ka na? Kain ka muna. Haha. You know who you are. Probably habang binabasa mo ‘to nakokornihan ka na kay mag-eemo naman ako haha. Pagbigyan mo muna ako mag-emo ngayon kasi ‘di na ako pabitin. Bahala na korny haha pero seryoso to. J Binigyan kita ng banana kanina and andun na. Nasabi ko na. ;) Well, ito na myx ko. This is my choice, my music. I’ve never done this before to anyone. I’ve never told my feelings for anyone. I am too weak. Alam mo ‘yan. Ito na rin yung isa sa mga reason kung bakit dinaan ko na lang sa pagsusulat sa tumblr ito. Di ko kaya kapag personal. Haha srry @@ Ililipat ko rin to sa private tumblr after. J Hehe. I like you, siopao, marshmallow, Kathryn, queen B at panget. :) I like you for who you are. I like you katopakness sa madaling araw. I like your randomness everyday. I like the way you love bananas and coffee na sa tuwing kakain ka ng banana sobrang saya mo at hyper. Ang pagiging maldita at judgmental mo. I like the way na kapag binabatukan ka bumabalik at nagbobounce lang ang ulo mo. I like how the way you smile na pilit kong ginagaya.  Ang cute mo kapag depress ka at galit sa mundo although hindi dapat depress parati. I like to pinch your fluffy cheeks and braso na kapag ginagawa ko yun ay nagagalit ka but para sa akin ay ang cute pa rin. I like the way you dance. I like the way you sing! Kanta ulit. J It’s 2:38 ng madaling araw and like may outing pa tayo mamaya. So sorry in advance if magiging awkward ako whole day at sa pagbigay ng banana. Hahahahahaha. Hayx. Basta. Kaninong amoy bay un yung naamoy ko saan-saan? Haha. Pero honestly, everywhere I go, parati ko naamoy yung scent mo. Creepy but para sa akin amazing. ;) Oh yan nag text ka pa na hindi ka makatulog haha tulog ka na nga. Maslalo papanget. Hindi ka na niyan attractive para kaya no oh. Haha. Go to your dreamland na nga with mcdo. Hahahahahaha. Well, I really just wanted to express my feelings na sayo. Now or never. Sorry if I had caused you so much confusion. At kung nagtataka ka or tinatanong mo ano yung problema ko sa tumblr at sino yung pinag-eemohan ko ditto, well ikaw yun. Alam ko kadiri pakinggan haha pero wala eh. Scroll ka pababa at ikaw yan lahat. Hehe. Nahihiya na tuloy ako XD Inaamin ko na ako na ang mas Malabo sa ating dalawa. Pero maldita ka kasi. Pero ito na nga. Nasabi ko na. I want you to know that I appreciate your care for me. I appreciate you for who you are. I want you to know na I admire you. You have attitude consistency. Hehe. Ung you do not care what others think about you basta your true to yourself lang.  I know na like we both sa isang org and alam na natin ang rules diyan. But that does not mean na I can’t make you special for me. I wanted to know that everything that we have right now is really okay for me. Less maldita ka lang. Haha. But srsly, I like everything now. Whatever happens, siguro I’ll just go with the flow and enjoy life. Hehe. We will never know. Of course now na nasabi ko na, maybe go with the flow with you. Hehe. If you ever have a problem or may kailangan ka, I am always here. Always feel appreciated kasi you deserve it. Nagplalano pa ako kung fake banana ba or real ibigay ko pero remember na true tong feelings ko for you. Nakakahiya naaaaa. Huhu. Maybe after ng pagbigay ko ng banana sayo magiging awkward talaga ako kaya please bear with me. I’ll try my best na hndi maging ganun. J I want you to be happy every day. Wag masyado padepress na kasi maging kamuka mo talaga yung train. Sabihan ko lang si percy at queenie na bantayan ka nila always. Hehe. Always love bananas and don’t change please. You are amazing just the way you are. When you smileee the whole world stops and stares for a while. Kumanta pa ako ha. :D Ito na yung time na sinasabi ko sayo pero parang may mas alam ka pa ata sa akin about sa time na to haha. Be random always, okeee! I’ll be here when you need me. And if hindi na nga tayo classmates which will really make me sad, always remember na I am just a couple of walls away from you. J Kahit na may mcdo, v, shuang at maraming pang iba ka na. Hehehehe Last na to kasi mag one page nah aha. I like youuu. Really. Darwin was emo at 3:27. A for effort! Thank you for everything! Alam ko korny talaga to for you. Matutulog na ako kasi late na talagaaaa. Hope na you are having a sweet sleep right now. Sorry sa pagdistorbo sayo at pagkukulit sa pagtext. Hehe. Kamaya kaw daran! And oh, yung meaning ng “thank you” at “ill buy you quail eggs” ask mo na lang si pogiporebs later. Thank youuuuu! Good luck bukas sa akin. HAHA. Byes. J)

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So here's a story. Today is really not a good day for me. So bale kanina pa ako nagooverthink about what if's and could have been. In short emo ako kanina pa letsugas. Grr. *kicks the nearest solid non-living thing* Syempre ayoko din naman ng negative energy kaya pumasok ako sa National Book Store. Yeees. My happiest place on earth. 😍 Edi tingin tingin, haplos haplos, amoy amoy ng pages, ngiti ng parang tanga, basa basa ng blurb then bigla ko tong nakita! 😱 Bukas agad si bag at check si wallet! Jusko baka di ako makauwi kung bibilhin ko. Kakapaiyaaaak! Lalo akong naffrustrate sa buhay koooo! Why why why! Why you life so cruel!? 😭 Btw, tataka kayo bakit ko to pinost? Wala gusto kong magrant pampaluwag ng kalooban. Haha. Wala na gang mas woworst pa sa araw na to. Lol. Ang sarap magwalaaaaa! Huhu murder me please. 😭😭😭 #lakampakedunkasawallmo 😂

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