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marmixedwithabitofintellect · 8 months ago

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Chapter Six: New Adventures

Surprise Surprise! 🥹🥹🥹 I have missed you all so much and I am so happy to be back writing! This chapter has tested me in ways I could have never imagined, but I am so glad I finally finished and I'm sharing it with you guys 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 I hope you enjoy it and I promise there won't be so much time in between postings ✨✨✨ As always, my inbox is open for you guys and please come talk to me about what you thought of the chapter! All the love, Mar 🤍

May 14, 2022 – June 13, 2022: Month Six

May 17, 2022

Harry. New York City, New York. 7:20 P.M.

The house hadn’t been this loud for a while, probably since Coachella. While Y/N was busy getting Pippa ready for bed, I was in the kitchen with Lambert and Jeff finishing dinner while Pauli, Niji and Elin helped us by setting the table. Mitch went to the airport to pick up Sarah and Glenne, while Ny Oh let us know she would be here later.

After placing the pizzas in the oven there were strong knocks coming from the door which had me laughing, as soon as I opened Glenne kissed my cheek quickly while removing her shoes and pouring some antibacterial gel, “Is she still awake?”, I smiled and nodded, Glenne reached in for Sarah, and they started making their way to the nursery.

I greeted Mitch while leading him to the kitchen, then made my way to the nursery. Once inside, I smiled and went to hug Y/N and kissed her temple, she squeezed my side and turned to kiss my chest, Sarah and Glenne were busy cuddling Pippa who was all smiles.

Y/N cleared her throat and started making her way to grab Pippa, “Okay little miss, say goodbye to your aunts, okay?”, Sarah and Glenne pouted and kissed Pip, then handed Pippa back, exited and closed the nursery door; Y/N settled into the rocking chair while I floated around the room making sure the monitor and fairy lights were on, then sat down next to her and kissed her knee.

She smiled and ran a hand down my face before turning to look at Pip before whispering, “How is she six months old already? It still feels surreal, like six months ago we were learning to give her a bath”, I smiled, and nodded, “Time has gone by so fast, and doing this with you has been the best experience ever”, she smiled and blew me a kiss, “I love you Harry”, I squeezed her hand, “I love you too Y/N”.

Once we settled Pippa in her bassinet, we closed the door and went back into the living room to have dinner with our friends. Once everyone had their dinner plates served and found a place to seat, I reached for my glass and cleared my throat, “Well hello everyone! Thank you for being here; I am glad to have you all here, especially because we still had to celebrate and welcome Jaffra to the band!”

Cheers were heard all over while Jaffra gave us a smile and a silent thank you; once the cheers were done everyone was looking at me again, I smiled and sighed, “So… we’re just three days away from the release of the new album- “, I smiled as cheers and hollers were heard around the living room.

I cleared my throat, “And once the album is out, chaos will surely ensue; between the One Night Only shows and the beginning of tour, this will be a few busy weeks, but I am forever grateful to have you all here with me”, Mitch then said “Here, here!”, I smiled before placing my glass at the table.

“We are about to embark the biggest year of tour so far; with the residencies, Latin America, Australia, Asia and back to Europe it will be a hell of a year, but I trust that we have a great team and things will go on smoothly”, everyone nodded while I took a deep breath, “However, I really feel the need to ask a selfish favor from you”.

Everyone, except for Jeff and Y/N nodded, “I need you guys to promise that you will have the best time, that you will enjoy everything, the good, the bad and the worst, to give your everything into every show, every rehearsal and every travel, because… because I honestly don’t know if this will be the last time we will do this”.

Y/N squeezed my hand and kissed my cheek, “This has been, a very wild ride, and to be honest with you... life has changed so much this last year, and I really don’t know where we’ll be tomorrow, but what I do know, is that right this second, this is where we are supposed to be”, there were nods all over the place, “So once more, let’s cheer to welcome this last adventure with Love On Tour!”.

May 19, 2022

Harry. New York City, New York. 11:55 P.M.

“Drive safely guys! See you tomorrow!”, Glenne and Jeff gave me another wave as the elevator closed, I also closed and locked the main door and leaned mt forehead taking a deep breath, I then walked to the kitchen, made sure that all lights were off, and trash was put away then made my way to the master bedroom.

I expected for Y/N and Pip to be sleeping but was surprised when I opened the door and saw Y/N sitting up and looking out the window and the anxiety I felt when Glenne asked me to go with her to the nursery returned. I sat next to her in bed and reached to run my hand down her face, she turned to see me and gave me a small smile.

“Hi baby, everyone gone?”, I nodded and kissed her cheek before whispering, “Yes, everyone asked me to say goodbye and that they can’t wait to see you tomorrow”, she nodded and sighed while reaching for my hand and giving it a squeeze.

I placed another kiss to her cheek before whispering, “You okay?”, she nodded and turned to see me, “Yeah, just tired, all the excitement and the long nights drained me”, I nodded while she continued to talk, “Let’s go to bed yeah? You need your rest too”.

I sighed defeatedly and nodded my head, then made my way to the bathroom to get ready for bed. Once outside I leaned into the bassinet to see Pippa, I smiled then leaned to kiss her cheek softly before pulling back and getting into bed, Y/N joining me a few seconds later.

We both made sure our alarms were one before cuddling into our pillows, I pulled her by the waist and nuzzled her neck, she made sure she was comfortable before letting out a breath and kissing her cheek before whispering, “I love you, and I’m here for you baby, whatever you may need”.

May 21, 2022

New York City, New York. 7:30 A.M.

The smell of fresh coffee pulled me from the slumber I fell into after feeding Pip at around three. I got out of bed and made sure she was still sleeping then left the room, leaving the door was ajar. I then started walking to the kitchen where I could hear Harry humming and cooking.

When I entered, I started making my way to stand behind him and placed a kiss between his shoulder blades, then wrapped my hands around him, he reached down to kiss my hands before whispering, “Good morning baby”, I smiled and placed another kiss, “Hi you, I missed you in bed”.

He laughed a little and turned off the stove, served breakfast and grabbed the plates while I grabbed the coffees before making our way to the table; we started eating in silence, placing little kisses in each other’s hands before he cleared his throat, “How are you?”, his eyes were hopeful on me talking to him.

I sighed and wished I could ignore the elephant in the room but knew it would not be worth it, “I’m not okay, I’m very sad and disappointed”, I sniffled, he reached to clean my tears, “Baby, maybe you should talk with Ellie, or even your dad”, I shrugged my shoulders, “What good would it do? She still belittled me and my baby”, I sniffled, “I get it, I am her disappointment but that little girl sleeping in her bassinet is not guilty.”

He nodded and kissed my temple then rested his forehead against it, I continued to speak up, “I just don’t understand, how can she see her and still pretend she doesn’t exist; isn’t she curious? Like doesn’t she want to know who she is, who she looks like, if she has any personality quirks from me?”

Harry ran his hand down my back then whispered, “I wish I could go back in time and give her a piece of my mind, be sure to protect you both from her; above all I wish I could take away your pain and sadness because you don’t deserve it, and I’m sorry that I couldn’t.”

I smiled in appreciation and reached for a napkin, “I will be okay, I promise you, but I need to feel sad and process this, okay?”, he nodded and squeezed my arm, “However you Mister should start to finish your suitcases, okay? Us girls are already packed, and we leave in about seven hours”, he laughed, then stood up and started clearing the table, “Fine, I will pick this up and will finish packing, okay?”

I nodded then left the kitchen and went into the room and smiled when I noticed that Pippa was slowly rousing form her sleep, “Oh hi baby! good morning my girl how are you?”, she cooed once I pulled her into my arms and started leaving slobbery kisses on my face, “Are you hungry? Yeah? Let’s go eat, then we will have some tummy time and then we’ll get ready, and you’ll nap before our flight because we are leaving for London!”

Pippa smiled and we switched sides, “Oh look at that smile! You’re so happy to go to London huh? I am too, I miss our family so much”, our family, as warmth spread through my chest I turned down and smiled at her, “Yeah baby, our family, the one who chose me and love you because you are their blood, the ones we deserve and will love us forever.”

May 22, 2022

Harry. London, England. 12:45 P.M.

We had been back in London for less than 48 hours and it felt so good just to be home. Even if there was so much chaos and things to get ready, being back with family made the whole travel worth it. My mum had made sure that our fridge and pantry were stocked as soon as we arrived then left some dinner ready for us.

I was finishing setting the table while Y/N got Pippa ready while we waited for our guests to arrive; after setting down some wine glasses the doorbell rang and I smiled when I opened it and saw our first arrival, “Dad! Welcome, come in!”, my dad smiled and hugged me, then proceeded to remove his coat and hang it on one of the available hooks.

“Harry! How are you son? I hope I am not too early?”, I shook my head and we started making our way to the living room, “Not at all, just finished setting the table and waiting for my ladies to be ready, little one woke from her nap a little ago”, he smiled and before he could speak, a voice carried over from the stairs and into the living room.

“I hear that someone is asking for the girl of the hour?”, Y/N appeared with Pippa in her arms and gave my dad a smile while walking to where he was standing, “Des! Welcome! It is so good to see you!”, my dad met her halfway and pulled her into a half hug, “Hello darling, it’s so good to have you guys back here.”

I smiled when I realized that Pippa was giving my dad a very curious look, but still held on to her mum’s arm, she laughed a little and bounced her while my dad offered her a smile and coo, Y/N spoke up, “Who is that baby? Is that your grandad? Do you wanna say hello?”, my dad reached for her and started kissing her cheek, while Pippa patted his cheek.

The doorbell rang again and as Y/N went to open I went to stand next to my dad and Pip, she offered me a smile and I chuckled a little, my dad ran a hand down her head, “Oh she’s definitely a daddy’s girl huh?”, I nodded and reached to kiss her cheek, then turned to look at him, “I mean yes, but as soon as she sees her mum, dad is out of the picture”.

Out of the corner of my eye I saw Y/N come into the living room followed by Gemma, Michal and my mum; we all said our hellos and sat down in the living room for a little, Y/N left to check how lunch was coming along and when she came back she sat next to me, I kissed her temple and continued talking with Michal.

Gemma cleared her throat and reached out her arms to grab Pippa, who was still happily being held by my dad, my mum going to sit next to him and cooing at her hoping to coax a few smiles and giggles, “Okay can the grandparents share her with her fave aunt?”, my mum shook her head and my dad placed a kiss on Pippa’s forehead before handing her to Gemma, who was smiling so big and kissing all over her face while the baby cooed at her.

“I can’t believe she can laugh now”, my mum nodded along with my dad who was smiling at the baby as he spoke, then added, “Before we know it she will be crawling and walking and talking”, I shook my head and pouted, “Nope, not happening, we have been discussing the fact that she needs to stay this little forever”, Y/N shook her head but before she could add anything else left for the kitchen to get the pasta out of the oven.

“H! It’s ready!”, I nodded to the direction of her voice then turned to our guests, “Okay everyone lunch is ready, so let’s go to the dining room”, we all started walking towards the lovely smells and took our seats at the table, Y/N went to grab Pippa and promised Gem she would give her back as soon as she ate, the took her seat next to me and settled Pip in her lounger.

After a delicious lunch and an even better conversation, we all moved back to the living room to have some dessert and tea; Gemma laid with Pippa, Y/N, and my mum on her little playmat for her tummy time while the rest of us scattered in the couches around. My mum then turned to look at me and asked, “Is everything ready for your show?”

I nodded while I sipped on my tea then left it on the coaster, “Pretty much, we will do a visit to the venue tomorrow and Tuesday will be packed before the show; I’ve arranged for a van to pick you all up so that you can all come together, is that okay?”, everyone nodded then continued to enjoy their dessert.

It was around seven that we said our goodbyes and once I made sure my mum was distracted, I nodded at Gemma, who came to stand next to me and whispered, “So, still up for babysitting tomorrow?”, she nodded then turned to make sure mum was not coming, “Yup, will be here tomorrow at around 5 okay?”, I nodded and then we said our goodbyes; once I made sure they were all on their cars I licked the door and went upstairs to join bedtime routine.

May 24, 2022

London, England. 10:30 P.M.

I closed the nursery door and made sure that the monitor was on before making my way downstairs where friends and family were digging into the catering we had ordered for after Harry’s concert, which by the way, had been such an eclectic event.

Once I entered the kitchen, I was greeted with a plate served by Anne, I smiled in appreciation and she squeezed my arm before taking a sip of her drink, “Baby went down, okay?”, I nodded and finished chewing before answering her, “She did, I was worried she would wake up once I transferred her, but she must’ve been so tired.”

She chuckled in agreement and gave me a soft smile, a few seconds later I felt someone pull me into a chest and kiss the back of my head, I smiled and settled myself against his side and kissed his peck, “Hello superstar! Enjoying your party?”, he nodded and opened his mouth, I fed him a bite of my sandwich and while he chewed Anne and I continued to discuss our plans for the weekend.

After swallowing his bite, he gave me a soft squeeze and then turned to look at Gemma and asked her to come over, Anne gave us a curious smile and I reached to squeeze her arm, she then asked us, “Is everything okay?”, we nodded and Harry spoke up, “We just want to talk to you all, is that okay?”, they both nodded and we made our way to the foyer, where we knew we could talk privately.

Des and Michal also joined us, and Harry cleared his throat before speaking up, “So… we have been keeping a secret from you guys”, my mum gasped before excitedly whispering, “Are you pregnant?”, we both chuckled and shook our heads, “No, we’re not pregnant, but we hope to have more babies later on.”

Anne nodded and asked us, “Well, are you guys okay?”, Harry nodded and smiled, “Yeah mum… uhm we have been speaking about our future as a family, and where we want to settle”, Gem was smiling while my mom gave us a hopeful smile, Harry continued, “So… we have been viewing a few properties in different locations, and…”

Anne gave us an excited but careful nod and harry turned to look at me, I smiled and kissed his hand, which was laying on my shoulder then turned to look at our family, “We just put an offer for a house”, before they could speak up, I added, “Here, well actually, a few blocks down”, everyone’s eyes opened so big, Anne was stuck in her place while Gemma pulled us into a hug followed by everyone else.

Anne stood frozen in her place with some tears falling from her eyes, Harry walked carefully next to her and as soon as she could she pulled him into her arms, and a few seconds later she pulled me into her arms too, then whispered, “I cannot believe this! I honestly had made pace with the idea of only seeing you three every few months, but the fact that I will be able to see you when we feel like it? It’s just priceless.”

We pulled back and turned to look at everyone, Des spoke up, “So what’s next?”, Harry smiled, “Well, we have to wait and see if the offer will be accepted, Olive our real estate agent said it could take anywhere from weeks to months, so it’s a waiting game”, Gemma smiled, “Well, I cannot wait for us to be able to go house shopping”, I laughed, “I’ll definitely let you know Gems”.

May 28, 2022

Harry. London, England. 10:30 A.M.

“See you in a few mate!”, Jeff nodded and continued to walk with the personnel from BBC while I made my way to the entrance to collect Y/N and Pippa, as soon as I saw her she gave me a big smile and I pulled her into a kiss and hug, then we started to make our way back to my dressing room.

Once inside I lifted the blanket covering the stroller and smiled at the sleeping baby; not wanting to disturb her sleep I let the blanket fall again and walked to sit with Y/N on the couch, once I settled her on my lap, I started kissing her cheek repeatedly while she let out some squeals and little laughs.

A ping from her phone had me pulling back and reaching for my phone to see if I had any new notifications. She took out a deep breath and squeezed my arm before chuckling, I turned to look at her and gave her a questioning look, she settled on my lap and whispered “Harry…”, u hummed and kissed her nose with my eyes closed.

She whispered again, “They accepted the offer”, I opened my eyes and smiled at her, my eyes asking her to confirm what she just said, and she nodded before speaking up, “We got our house H”, I stood up and pulled her into a hug while we spun, making sure to keep quiet for the baby. I stopped and whispered against her lips, “We got our house baby”, she nodded and placed a chaste kiss then whispered, “We got our house”.

June 11, 2022

Glasgow, Scotland. 7:30 A.M.

A whimper coming from the monitor pulled me out of bed, I grabbed my sweatshirt then made my way to the adjoining room where we had created a nursery for Pippa, turned on the lamp and cooed at the crying baby, “Oh no baby what are those tears for huh? We’re here for a dress-up party for your daddy!”

I settled on the bed and removed my sweatshirt and shirt so I could feed Pippa, who latched immediately, “Oh you were hungry huh? I’m sorry baby I am such a meanie huh?”, she turned to look at me and my eyes watered, I still could not understand how I could love her so much.

Once she finished, I changed her diaper and we left her room and ordered some room service, the turned to pull out the little cake, candles, and balloons I bought yesterday while sightseeing with Glenne. As soon as I finished setting up room service arrived, and I went into our room to wake him up.

With Pippa in my arms, I walked to my side of the bed and settled with her on the bed, once she saw her dad she squealed and I laughed, then placed her next to Harry’s face, “Come on baby say, ‘Dada wake up!’”, she started aggressively patting his cheek; he let out a deep breath and chuckled, “Morning baby girl! hello you!”, he turned around and pulled her into his lap, she smiled and he pulled her in for a kiss then turned to look at me, “Hi baby.”

I smiled and leaned to kiss his lips then whispered, “Hi, breakfast is ready, wanna come out?”, he nodded then handed me the baby, went to the bathroom and as soon as he came out, we headed to the living room. He stopped on his tracks and smiled at the decorations I set out for him and pulled me into a hug.

We sat down and started eating breakfast, then I lit up the candle and before he could blow it I cleared my throat, “I just want to say that I’m so proud of you, it is amazing to be a witness to your radiance and happiness and to be able to love you at the end of everything”, I sniffled and he squeezed my hand and reached for Pippa.

“I know that we won’t be able to be with you every single date physically, but I need you to remember that we are always with you here”, I placed my hand over his heart and he sniffled before whispering, “I love you Y/N more than words are able to express it, and I know I repeat it a lot, but I truly will never ever be able to repay you for everything.”

I pulled him in for a kiss, then left a bunch of smooches on Pippa’s head before pulling back and whispering, “Now before you blow your candles, I want for you to make a wish for this tour, okay?”, he nodded and closed his eyes, then blew out the candle. Pippa and I clapped a little then kissed his cheek before speaking up, “Okay my love, you have about four hours until we have to be at the arena, so take your time getting ready, okay?”, he nodded then pulled me up, “How about we settle her for a nap then enjoy the tub for a little?”, I nodded then followed him.

June 11, 2022

Harry. Glasgow, Scotland. 7:45 P.M.

The murmur of the crowd was enough for my hands to tremble harder than they already were before and I could feel the sweat falling down my spine; I had been ready for a while and met my band for our pre-show ritual, and hugged my family, but right now the only thing I wanted was to hug my girls.

Speaking of, they have been on my dressing room for a while because little miss Pippa had an explosive accident, so I knew that’s where I would find them. As soon as I entered Y/N offered me a smile, however it disappeared when I started sniffling and making my way to them, “Baby what’s- “, I didn’t let her finish before I pulled her into a hug.

She started running her hand down my back while cooing at me, “Baby it’s okay, take a deep breath”, it took me a few moments, but I calmed down and we pulled back; she ran her hands down my cheeks and cleaned my tears.

Before I could speak up a shriek had us looking at the baby laying on the cushions next to us, Y/N laughed and pulled her into her arms kissing her head, “Were you missing us baby? we could never forget you huh?”, I smiled and handed Pippa my fingers to chew on, Y/N whispered, “Feeling better?”, I nodded, “so much.”

We stayed like this until Jeff came to get us, I pulled her up with me and we walked all the way to the side of the stage, we turned to look at each other and smiled, she spoke up, “We’ll be watching from the box, yes?”, I nodded and kissed Pip’s cheeks and her lips three times, “I love you baby, I’ll see you after okay?”

She nodded and I started making my way to the back of the stage and stopped on my tracks when I heard her scream my name, I turned to look at her, “Yes?”, she smiled, “Welcome to Love on Tour 2.0; break a leg handsome.”

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pikapeppa · 7 months ago

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15 questions for 15 friends

Tagged by @elveny and @johaerys-writes -- thank you, my loves!

ARE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? My mom. Apparently my dad really wanted to name me after my mom and she was like "ugh really fine" LOL. My dad is also named after his dad, who was named after his dad... REAL ORIGINAL. This is going to sound like a total humblebrag, but my mom and I are both published academic authors, so we have to use our middle initials to distinguish who published what 🙃

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Probably in therapy last Thursday LOL. Though I got a little prickly-eyed earlier this week watching the episode of ATLA where Zuko and Aang go on their lifechanging field trip to the Sun Warriors' secret village 😂❤

DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Nope! Childless by choice.

WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY/HAVE YOU PLAYED? I played T-ball when I was 5 or 6 (hated it, cried so much that my parents pulled me out LMAO) and I was on the volleyball team in Grade 6. I'm left-handed and I had a habit of serving into the wall, unfortunately, and the habit got worse when I was nervous. During one game, they took pity on me so much that they paused the game until I got the ball over the net. I was fucking humiliated and have never played a team sport since then. 🤣💀 Re: other physical activities, I like dancing! I've taken a ton of different kinds of dance classes including swing, salsa, bellydancing, and Bollywood dancing, and loved all of them!

DO YOU USE SARCASM? No. Me? Never. 🙃🤣 Forreal though yes. All the time.

WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Uh...! I don't know if there's any one specific thing? I usually take in an "overall impression" of appearance. Vague, but that's all I've got. If the question was "what's the first thing you notice in people you're attracted to", that might be a different story 🤣

WHAT'S YOUR EYE COLOUR? Brown.

SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? I am going to copy Johaerys's answer and say it doesn't matter to me, as long as the story was good. But also, who says scary movies/horror media can't have happy endings?? 🤣Haunting of Hill House, anyone? (Bittersweet, maybe, but it counts as happy to me!)

ANY TALENTS? Would it be wretched if I said I feel like writing might be a talent? Whatever, I'm saying it. 🤣😅

WHERE WERE YOU BORN? In a hospital in the same city where I currently live! Which I will chose not to reveal openly! 🤣

WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES? Writing! It takes up a solid 75-90% of my free time. Also gaming (which I might count into the writing time since it often becomes Research™ for the writing 🤣). I also enjoy baking and cooking, though I don't know that I'd count those as hobbies since they're necessary ADLs?

DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? A cat named Meeko. She is my daemon. We can never be apart when I am home. Case in point, a photo taken in real-time while completing this quiz:

HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5'3".

FAVOURITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? Uhhh... what level of school are we talking here? In undergrad, I took an incredible linguistics/history course about writing systems, and that was probably my favourite class ever. I took a course during undergrad about different schools of psychotherapy that was pretty damned influential too.

DREAM JOB? I also loved Johaerys's answer here: "I don't think there's any sort of job anyone could do in this capitalist hellscape we're all currently living in that would be enjoyable enough to make up for, well... living in a capitalist hellscape." I'm lucky enough to work in the public healthcare system so I'm pretty safe from the worst of capitalism, I guess, though my job (speech-language pathologist) is one I chose more for practicality (certainty of employment) than because I was really passionate about it. If I could do something else and not have to worry about money, I would either want to be a fiction editor, or a sex therapist.

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weirdthoughtsandideas · 1 year ago

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A liveblog of a rewatch of my favorite lesbian film (Fucking Åmål)

Agnes having a "secret diary" on her computer it's so 90s.

"I am subtle about my crush on Elin" Meanwhile her diary:

It's so fucking funny how the first scene with Elin is her just POURING MILK OVER HER SISTER BECAUSE SHE DARED TO TAKE THE LAST OBOY (that's a chocolate drink) She's so impulsive and just says and does stuff all the time.

Everyone has known someone like Elin. And she was often the really annoying girl irl, but she's also just so young and naive and you can see there's just something else behind all of that.

Agnes' mom wanting her to have a party and AGNES DOESN'T WANT TOOOO AAAAUGGGHHH AND SHE DOES THIS BECAUSE OF HER MOM

Johan is so fucking awkward. He really tries to hit on Elin and she just disses him. Literally she doesn't want a ride and he's like "but you can carry the helmet if you want" HELP

NOT THE GIRAFFE NECK GIRL

Her name is Camilla but I call her giraffe neck girl because

Agnes... girl... stop doodling Elin's name you're not subtle

Victoria is so deeply afraid Agnes is gonna hit on her. Like. Agnes: So the french word for "bus"? Victoria: PUSS?! (this is the swedish word for "kiss") Agnes: ?? Agnes: Bus. Victoria: OH

Elin's lines in the cafeteria always cracks me up so much

Tfw you're grounded because you "accidentally had no pants on"

Listen like. I understand Agnes' mom, she just wants her daughter to have some friends. But she really does not understand her.

Oh no not the ableism... yikes

Agnes :((

Agnes litting up when she finds out Jessica and Elin have come over awwwwwwww

Not her mom giving them wine????

AGNES' COMPUTER IS ON AGNES HONEY GET A PASSWORD good thing Elin didn't see her diary cause.

Elin hearing the rumour about Agnes being a lesbian and her immediate thought is "Cool. I'm gonna be that too".

The 90s homophobia is strong, but some of these lines are so funny for no reason?? like?? Elin: What do I get if I kiss her? Jessica: AIDS, probably

Agnes' reaction to getting kissed by Elin isn't "omg I got kissed by my crush" it's shock, it's "what the fuck happened", and then when Elin and Jessica laugh and run away she just sits there. Not knowing how to feel. It's realistic.

Noooo Elin feeling so bad about it immediately and wanting to go back to apologize :(

Elin: *vomits* Johan: Fuck, you're so hot Elin:

Honestly same because who tf says this after you just have thrown up

Also how is this not a meme:

Fuck the self harm scene... aaaaaaaa I always forget it exists

Elin throwing rocks at the window :3

Ok I decided to translate my favorite exchange cause it's sooo

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Omg their talk about what they wanna be when they grow up <33

Elin: Do you think I am pretty enough to be a model?

Elin: Why are you so weird. Sorry for asking, but... you are weird. Agnes: You're weird, too. Elin: I want to be weird. Or... not weird, but I don't wanna be like everyone else. This exchange <33 They can be weird together

"It's just because you live in fucking Åmål" OOOOOOO

Elin is here with her dumb questions and Agnes is just

Let's go spontaneous trip to Stockholm woooooo

Imagine what would've happened if they actually went to Stockholm. THAT would have been a different movie.

AGNES GIVING HER A LITTLE KISS BEFORE GOING HOME

Not Jessica eating up all the chips because "otherwise their mom will wonder" and Elin is like "?? can't we be home without having eaten chips?"

ELIN MOANING IN HER SLEEP

Victoria is such a savage tbh.

"Good luck with Elin"

AAAAAAAAAAA JESSICA STOP BEING SO NOSY LET HER CALL HER!!

And Agnes will wonder why Elin isn't calling :( And Elin just WANTS to call but her nosy (but rightfully protective) sister is in the way :(

AND NOW ELIN HAS TO PRETEND SHE'S INTO JOHAN

Elin: Mom, I'm a lesbian Her mom: What?! Elin: Elin: Elin: Nah, I'm just joking

Not the random 30 second masturbation scene?? I mean this film has a very realistic portrayal of teenagers but. Well. At least it was just a zoom in on her eyes and not much else.

God living in a small town like these... everyone knows everyone...

NOT ELIN HANGING UP WHEN AGNES CALLS NOOOO her internalized homophobia :(

Agnes' dad sees so well that something is wrong and she can't tell himmmm

Elin: I wanna be a psychologist Jessica: YOU NEVER TOLD ME THAT

So I know Jessica is just looking out for her, they kind of only have each other, but also she needs to give her some fucking privacy

Jessica: You get everything you want Elin: WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT THAT? WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT WHAT I WANT? THE ANGST

Agnes' mom reading her diary AAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHYYYY

You know there's nothing to do in the small town when the teenagers play BINGO

Elin calling Johan from the OTHER ROOM to break up with him

Not the "you can't stand on an A-well because it means bad"

"No, I'm not feeling anything. No anal sex."

"I'm in love with someone else" AAAAAAA

THE CINEMATIC MIRROR WHEN AGNES HAS BEEN STARRING AT HER SCHOOL PHOTO ALL MOVIE AND NOW ELIN DOES THE SAME

Elin wanting to throw rocks at the window again and BREAKING THE WINDOW AND THE MUSIC JUST ABRUPTLY STOPS

TOILET CONFRONTATION LET'S GOOOO

Elin is so bad with words but god she tries... honey...

UGH and everyone outside banging on the door thinking she has a boy in there.

In this movie, no one comes out of the closet, they come out of the school restroom

"Ta da! Here is me, and this is my new girl! Could you move? We're gonna go and fuck!"

Wrote history!

"Fucking" means drinking oboy lmao

Elin just infodumping how she has too much chocolate powder in her milk

I really wonder what happens later. When they go back to school the next morning. When Agnes goes home to her mom who has read her diary. When Jessica finds out. But at the same time, it ends so sweetly. Right now it's only them and no one else.

This movie is really cheaply made. It's shot like it's some secret person recording these kids. It's awkward zooms and hectic cuts. But it also adds to the charm. It makes it feel... real. Like we're seeing them right now in these moments, not putting up an act.

Also, campy movies are the best movies :D

#fucking åmål #show me love #show me love 1998

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caitlynmeow · 3 months ago

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Would you have some random facts about some of the new OCs (Gavril, Staffan, etc) you introduced ? If not no worries.

I do! Though they're not a lot but I suppose it's at least something?

Here goes:

Alexe and Gavril met when they were about 20-21, they were so awkward around each other that Cassandra interfered and played cupid for a while just to get them to confess their feelings to each other.

Despite his outer appearance, Gavril is a total sweetheart and he really doesn't have it in him to be hard on anyone (read: cass).

Alexe believes he is needed whenever Cass and Gavril are together because things can easily descend into chaos with them.

He gives in to Cass eventually so his earlier statement is false.

Staffan is ace. This is why he is always rolling his eyes @ Elin and her romantic conquests.

Staffan is only one year younger than Elin but he's an ass and teases her all the time.

He is very social, and can talk about anything. While he mostly does it to annoy Elin, everyone knows if they want any tea on anyone Staffan is the man to seek.

He’s an ass though, and doesn’t help for free.

Only Elin gets his service for free because there is a risk of bodily harm.

He saw her knock a few men unconscious when they were cornered by gangsters one night. He does not want to be on the other end of that fight.

So he gives her free passes on many many things.

He may come off as sarcastic most of the time, but deep down he cares for those he considers close. He doesn’t show it though, but they know.

Staffan talks a lot of shit, and he will protect this reputation at all costs. But secretly, he has his days where he wants to stay inside and do nothing aside from watching Star Wars over and over again (he’s a huge Star Wars nerd but he’s good at hiding it)

With how much he teases Elin, he knows that is she catches him she will never make him live it down. It’s too powerful weapon in her hands to use against him.

He’s also a good cook. In his free time, he tries new recipes and spend some peaceful moments cooking something delicious.

He is never cooking anything for Cassandra Dimitrescu ever again.

#house dimitrescu #resident evil village #resident evil 8 #re8 #headcanon #asks #i didn't share all headcanons because some of them are going to spoil stuff in the fanfic #so it's better to read them there before learning about them :D

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alexbkrieger13 · 1 year ago

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The WC stars have to cope without their families: "It's going to be tough"

WELLINGTON. The last championships have been a blue-yellow folk festival.

Now both supporters and family are missing, an extra challenge for the mothers in the national team.

- I have to be able to talk to them every day, of course, says Lina Hurtig

The Swedish national team striker shakes her head when she thinks about what lies ahead. Several weeks without the family on the other side of the world.

- It's a bit of both. It's of course very sad not to be able to meet them in... It will be over a month. At the same time as I get so stressed when they are out flying and flying. Somehow it still feels good that they will be here, so it's a bit of both, says Hurtig.

Thursday was the first time that the entire Swedish national team trained together. Last of all, on Wednesday evening, the mothers of the national team landed: Lina Hurtig , Jennifer Falk and Elin Rubensson .

- It will be tough, I have never been away from home for so long, says Elin Rubensson.

The midfielder is used to having his family there. So is Hurtig. During the EC last year, wife Lisa and daughter Lo were there, but the fact that they would travel to New Zealand was not an issue.

- It is too far. Plus Lo is in a phase which also contributes to the fact that my wife absolutely does not want to go out and travel with her right now.

However, there will be a lot of FaceTime. When it fits purely in terms of time given that there is a ten hour difference. Something that Hurtig hadn't really thought about.

- When will I be able to call home? I'll have to figure that out. I really need to check that out.

- So much. They give me strength, absolutely.

Both during the World Cup in France and the European Championship in England, there have been many Swedish supporters on site and the Swedish players have had loved ones there.

- We really have had incredible support and it's so much fun when you talk to dad or family who are there and they tell you how they experience it. They think it's crazy fun to go to matches because there are so many fans and supporters.

"Too expensive"

That will not be the case this time.

- No, it was too expensive and too far and we play at different venues in different cities so they can stay at home. Unfortunately, says Nathalie Björn and continues:

- Of course it's boring without supporters, but I know we're damn good at supporting from home so it's going to be great.

But there are exceptions. As for Hanna Bennison whose mother, father and partner will travel down. A trip that has been planned for quite some time.

- Then they didn't know if they were going to join or not, but they have been prepared for a while.

They booked rebookable tickets then?

- Yes, they did, haha.

#this was a sad read #swewnt #swewnt article

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kusin-tisdag · 2 years ago

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Elin has... well, she isn’t very happy at home anymore. She’s almost 35, she works a lot to get that fortune she dreams of and she isn’t very interested in her niece and nephews. Even worse is hearing her sisters talk of nothing but the babies. And she has never gotten along with Hanna.

She has been seeing Lars pretty seriously recently. And well... he actually even proposed! So Elin decides to visit him, his wife camilla and his baby Christina. They are obviously planning for a pretty open/poly relationship. Camilla’s young sister doesn’t seem to approve too much of Elin, but honestly? She doesn’t care.

And a short while after he first visit, she moves in with him. She seems happy, finally. She does call her bff Ingrid now and then, but over time it gets obvious that a big city life suits Elin very much and she continues to focus on her career and her life with Lars.

(Camilla, Lars’ wife, is the great-granddaughter of gen 2 Gustav Vasa, from his second marriage to Elin Iousa.)

#elin tanaka #legacy:vasa #ts4 legacy #camilla kudo #christina kudo #helena kudo #marianne tanaka #kjell vasa #ebba vasa

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ishotforthestars · 2 years ago

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Hi Elin!

How about 17, 20 and 30 for your ao3 wrapped?

Hi Sflow, thanks for the ask! 💜

17. Your favorite character to write this year? Probably Simon, I've had such a blast writing him in weird situations, such as when he tries to fake being a riding-instructor to get to keep talking to Wille in 'reins to my heart' or has to stay late to tend to entitled princes late night shopping needs in the grocery store-fic. I love Wille to pieces but Simon is a bit more fun to write!

20. Which work of yours have you reread the most? Good question! If we're talking rereading while writing, it's definitely 'play my song', I think I must have read and reread every chapter like a hundred times before posting. Out of the finished works I think it's probably 'opening hours', I go back and reread that one every once in a while. I typically write mostly for myself and with that one I actually managed to write something I do enjoy reading myself, which is nice!

30. Biggest surprise while writing this year? How difficult it to finish things! Especially chaptered fics... I had a very clear vision with 'play my song' of weekly updates and chapter outlines and how it was all gonna turn out when I started writing. But then, when it kind of outgrew its initial limits and turned into something bigger and more important than I'd previously thought, it got so much harder. Both to get the inspiration to write and the courage to eventually let it come to an end. I think the lesson there is to not take things too seriously and make them too important, because for me that very much smothers the creativity and inspiration for the project.

ao3 wrapped

#asks #ao3 wrapped #writing

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elinekeit-artstuff · 7 months ago

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That projectile titty rocket flew so my agender ass could walk 💞

#artists on tumblr #queer art #trans art #transgender #trans comic #idk how to tag this #mazinger z #I accidentally flattened all the layers of this comic so don't tell me if i made a typo or something #or i'll cry #eline talks (too much)#comic #2024 works #digital art #personal art

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elinekeit · 1 year ago

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Take your kid to work day kinda vibe

#guillermo de la cruz #Don't talk to me or my son ever again #lazlo cravensworth #wwdits #wwdits spoilers #spoilers #what we do in the shadows spoilers #wwdits fx #Eline talks (too much)

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watermelonsvgar · 2 years ago

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I didn’t journal today so I’ll write a bit..

The 70% rule .. amazing (guideline?)

I want to keep my journal with me when I read the artists way so I can write down quotes! Todays fave - “pursue mystery, not mastery”

Yoga tmrw.

My mom warned me today about keeping all my clients on schedule & on my mind. She’s right. We actually had a really nice talk… something about being with Elin softens me a bit. Until my mom talks over me too much then I need to pause the conversation.

Also a great slaa mtg tonight, 5:30pm, intimacy in committed relationships.

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bookio · 2 years ago

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The Emigrants (1951) by Vilhelm Moberg

Part 1 of 4 books in the so-called 'The Emigrants series' but famous Swedish author Vilhelm Moberg. I randomly picked up all the volumes at the library to try out and got completely swept away. These book are pretty thick, occupying me for days!

We follow many characters, but our main focus is Karl-Oskar and his wife Kristina. They live on his family farm (his parents are too old to work with the harvest anymore but have their own house on the same land where they all live) with cattle and grain fields. Karl-Oskar and his wife lust a lot for each other and Kristina later birth 4 kids with few years apart. However, the earth on their land has started to dry up and the weather is too unpredictable ("punishment from god" according to Kristina), they're no longer able to grow food for themselves, to sell or for the cattle, sending them into starvation and poverty.

Meanwhile, Karl-Oskar's younger brother Robert (Karl-Oskar is around 24, Kristina 22 and Robert is 17) has been forced to work at a neighboring farm as a 'dräng' (farmworker), but his housemaster is physically abusive and Robert dreams of a vagabond lifestyle without a master or forced labour. He shares this dream with a fellow worker named Arvid, who becomes his best friend. Robert has bought a book about "The land of the free" and teaching himself English for a future abroad.

We also get to follow Kristina's uncle Daniel who one day wakes from a dream in which he got visited by god and given the quest to spread his learnings among his peers. His wife and him start to invite less fortunate people to their house in exchange for devotion. Since during this time period, the church and priests had a lot of power in Sweden and took much money from the people, his free preaching wasn't allowed. When the church learn of Daniel's many private hostings, they fetch the police. The priest forbids the household to enter the local church ever again, even threatening jail time or heavy fines.

These three situations merge together as Karl-Oskar is leaning towards seeking farming fortune in another country, America. By this time, Robert has fled from his abusive housemaster and want freedom in America too. His best friend Arvid has also left, but by being fired (after the housemaster's old mom spread a fake rumour that she saw Arvid hump a cow, which was not true) and found work with Daniel instead. Daniel want to move to America too, with his family, so he can spread his preaching without priest license. But Kristina won't bulge.

Not until another difficult winter, to celebrate christmas she has put away porridge to swell for the family to eat later. But one of their daughters Anna, is so hungry she sneaks in and eats of the porridge. She eats half a bowl !! meant to feed the 8 people including the grandparents. When she's caught, her tummy aches and the porridge that wasn't done swelling has started to. She dies withering in pain in her family's arms as her stomach literally burst inside. Kristina decides that she doesn't want any more of her kids dying under such circumstances and agrees to emigrate.

They start selling all their stuff and pack for their travel. Daniel and his family brings Arvid, but also a loyal follower named Ulrika, a loud but beautiful prostitute, and her 16 year old daughter Elin. Kristina immediately looks down on them but stays silent in respect for her uncle. Their lonesome neighbor Jonas-Petter joins them too, but he's really an unnecessary minor character so far, without personality and only shows up when characters need to lift heavy stuff or talk to someone, haha. I think they're about 14 people in total including the kids, leaving their little small town for the unknown. It's a slow read but definitely interesting so far! 4/5 stars

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Unto a Good Land (1954) by Vilhelm Moberg

Book 2 of 4. The boat is much smaller than expected but they manage to get a space together among the crowded passengers under deck. We get a short POV from the captain about how his boat went from being a delivery boat, to an immigrant ride over the years.

The ceiling is low under deck and the only air comes from the small hatch for the ladder up to deck, so the containment get really moist and heavy. During the weeks, people get sick and puke and have diarrhea. Especially during heavy weather when the boat is fighting the waves. But on calmer days, people are allowed on deck to breathe some fresh air, use the kitchen to cook food, wash clothes and such.

It's a looong boat ride, maybe two thirds of the book. The food and water start getting scarce, uncle Daniel is getting more manic with his god worshipping, claiming only sinners will get seasick - and then every passengers get sick including himself, oops! Only prostitute Ulrika is safe, to Kristina's dismay. Daniel's wife later passes from scurvy or something, and have to be buried at sea. Kristina also get seriously sick, a stubborn nose bleed won't stop running and leaving her completely weak. Instead of putting anything in her nose to stop the bleeding, the captain help Karl-Oskar tie her arms and legs (?) to stop the blood flow, what. However after some hour, a blood cloth probably finally put a stop to the red river, but the men are sure the tying her limbs did the deed.

With his wife sick, Karl-Oskar has to do the cooking and care for the children. Everyone think this is super weird but the captain admire him for it, and start respecting him, dreaming of having him on his boat as a strong crewman. Like a fanboy.

Karl-Oskar connects with an elderly couple that has the space next to them. The couple tell them that they're following a letter sent by their son, he has emigrated years ago and is all set up with his own house and farm in Minnesota. Karl-Oskar who has no one in America to aim for asks if his family can go there too, to which the couple agrees and makes a deal that they will travel together and care for each other on the journey there. However one morning, the man of the elderly couple has suddenly passed away. The old lady wife clings to his body when the crewmen comes to clean the body up, she later accepts his passing but turns into a grump.

Karl-Oskar accidentally saw Ulrika wash herself naked one time, and got excited only to then be mopey that he can't have sex with his slowly-recovering wife because of all the witnesses. Yikes, really?

When they finally reach the boat's stop, New York, they have to stay at the harbour for an extra 3 days because of a local cholera outbreak. When every passenger is cleared to be somewhat healthy (most of them were just seasick or had a cold) everyone is allowed to step onto the land. The boat ride took 2,5 months! Our MC group lost 1 person of their company, Daniel's wife, but gained a new one, the old lady with an address.

The captain, having a huge respect for Karl-Oskar, offers them a guide to follow them a long way towards Minnesota. They have to take serval mini-boats and their very first train ride. During the ride they all scream and cry when the train shakes, it's really funny because all the other local riders are superchill. When their guide has done his part, they find themselves a bit lost - and can't speak the language. Only Robert speak very heavily swedish-english to which many have no idea what he's saying. I'm not a fan of Robert btw, yes he's young and wants to be his own master, but he's also know-it-all. Always comes with strange trying-to-get-a-reaction stories that doesn't make any sense, pretends he can translate when he really can't and getting them into trouble. Slowing the whole journey down.

Either way, Karl-Oskar goes into one of the cities alone one night to find milk for his kids. He immediately gets lured onto the wagon of a man who says he has a farm up ahead where he can milk his cows. But during the ride, another man joins them with a knife, to which Karl-Oskar finally understands the situation and runs to a nearby log-holder-thingie. He releases them towards the horse, which gets scared and rides away with the thieves. During this he gets injured and staggers back to his waiting family without the milk. Kristina patches up his wounds.

During heavy rain, a priest finds the family sitting by the harbour and takes them into his household. Even though they have trouble communicating with each other, the priest gives them lots of food and warm beds to sleep on. He sees the old lady's letter and knows the adress they're following and says it's just up ahead, like 1 hour straight walk from there. He promise to send for their heavy luggage to the address via river boat.

The next day the family walks together, enjoying the beautiful nature, having picnic. Kristina connects with prostitute Ulrika and learn of her sad background story (assault sending her into prostitution). Robert makes a failed attempt to hit on Elin.

They arrive at the old lady's son's house. The american wife is scared of them while the son welcomes them with open arms. Women and children get to stay in their house while all the men sets out (after some resting days later) to find their new housing ground. The land is free with only some native americans passing by now and then. After a 2 hour walk, Daniel chooses a place to build his farm. Lonesome neighbor Jonas-Petter builds his house right next to him. But Karl-Oskar walks another hour before settling for a beautiful place close to a river.

Weeks go by, they all finally have their own houses! Kristina isn't too impressed by the build but can imagine the house growing bigger in the future. They even have a small farming spot already. Serval days go by describing them settling down and eating food. Money is basically completely out now though. This is heavily noticeable when a letter arrives at the store 3 hours away (the store puts a list of names on the door for people who has mail to claim, sometimes Karl-Oskar walks all the way there only to read the list) and it costs 50 cents to claim, which the family doesn't have. But their luck comes in the shape of a lost man who asks for directions. He sees that they have a lot of hay and no animals, and asks if he can buy the hay for his cattle. This way the family is able to buy food and claim the letter. They happily read from their family and friends back in Sweden. Kristina later births their fifth child in their new house, with the help of Ulrika.

The book ends with Robert, who also lives with the family, out wandering in nature til he notices a native american sitting in a tree. He gets all paranoid in his racism and shoots the unknown man. He tells his brother Karl-Oskar about the encounter, lying that he heard "arrows being shot at his direction" but when Karl-Oskar goes to investigate, not a single arrow is found. The brothers argue and Robert decides to take the next boat to become a free vagabond. His best friend, Arvid joins him.

Just as the first book, it's a very very slow read. I was luckily in the mood for old times survival story so i ate it up quickly though! Sadly i feel i'm kinda getting tired of the characters now, so we'll see if I'll read book 3 and 4 too, hmm. 4/5 stars

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