#ek baar phir

[desiringparadise]

Everyone who trashed iss pyaar ko kya naam doon? ek baar phir in favour of the first season owes me an apology, because frankly, it's TRASH compared to ek baar phir. The MMC has as much personality as drying paint. The FMC is a moron. There is barely any drama between the leads outside of 'they don't get on'. I don't see what people see this in this TV show.

[ukiyowi]

I take back everything I said abt positivity I'm going to beat this bitches ass god damn, y'all are so lucky i try to keep my calm in group projects

[medschoolrip]

Ok this whole counseling process sucks these fucking shitheads ONCE I CATCH THEM ITS OVER

[vellhighbandi]

Mere experience me to ye ek hi jagah milte hai...

Apne colony me. Mere colony wale bando me meri har nautanki dekhi hai... And they my besties. But ab sab apne apne zindagi me aage badh gye hai. Aur contact to ab rha hi nahi

Normalize befriending girls without the intention of trying to sleep with them

[qalbofnight]

Reading Parveen shakir gives college vibes but in urdu aesthetic eraaa "Parveen Shakir"

Apne bistar pe bahut der se main neem-daraz

sochti thi ki wo is waqt kahan par hoga

Main yahan hoon magar us kucha-e-rang-o-bu mein

roz ki tarah se wo aaj bhi aaya hoga

Aur jab us ne wahan mujh ko na paya hoga!?

Aap ko ilm hai wo aaj nahin aayi hain?

Meri har dost se us ne yahi poochha hoga

Kyun nahin aayi wo kya baat hui hai aakhir

Khud se is baat pe sau baar wo uljha hoga

Kal wo aayegi to main us se nahin bolunga

Aap hi aap kai baar wo rootha hoga

Wo nahin hai to bulandi ka safar kitna kathin

Seedhiyan chadhte hue us ne ye socha hoga

Rahdaari mein hare lawn mein phoolon ke qareeb

Us ne har samt mujhe aan ke dhoonda hoga

Naam bhule se jo mera kahin aaya hoga

Ghair-mahsus tareeqe se wo chaunka hoga

Ek jumle ko kai baar sunaya hoga

Baat karte hue sau baar wo bhoola hoga

Ye jo ladki nai aayi hai kahin wo to nahin

Us ne har chehra yahi soch ke dekha hoga

Jaan-e-mahfil hai magar aaj faqat mere baghair

Haye kis darja wahi bazm mein tanha hoga

Kabhi sannaton se vahshat jo hui hogi use

Us ne be-sakhte phir mujh ko pukara hoga

Chalte chalte koi manus si aahat paa kar

Doston ko bhi kis uzr se roka hoga

Yaad kar ke mujhe nam ho gayi hongi palkein

Aankh mein pad gaya kuch keh ke ye taala hoga

Aur ghabra ke kitabon mein jo li hogi panaah

Har satar mein mera chehra ubhar aaya hoga

Jab mili hogi use meri ala'lat ki khabar

Us ne aahista se deewar ko thaama hoga

Soch kar ye ki bahal jaaye pareshani-e-dil

Yunhi be-wajah kisi shakhs ko roka hoga

Ittifaqan mujhe us shaam meri dost mili

Main ne poochha ki suno aaye the wo? kaise the?

Mujh ko poochha tha mujhe dhoonda tha chaaron janib?

Us ne ek lamhe ko dekha mujhe aur phir hans di

Is hansi mein to wo talkhi thi ki is se aage

Kya kaha us ne mujhe yaad nahin hai lekin

Itna maaloom hai khwabon ka bharam toot gaya!

[pyaari-naari]

Tere paas apna dupatta bhul jaun,

Issi bahane tujhse phir ek baar milne aau.

[annagxx]

Phir Milne aaoge na?

“Phir milne aaoge na?”

“Shayad haan.”

“Shayad kahoge toh umeed de jaoge.”

“Ho sakta hai main wahi chahta hoon?”

“Tum itna uljhaate kyun ho?”

“Tum pehle se hi uljhi hui ho.”

“Toh suljha doon?”

“Koshish toh ki thi.”

“Ek aakhri baar phir sahi.”

“Aaj waqt nahi hai.”

“Tabhi toh poocha.”

“Kya?”

“Phir milne aaoge na?”

[love--on-the-brain]

Mila hu usse sou dafa, mile hai unke ankhon se

Phir bhi unki aakhein har baar ek naya nasha de jaati hai

Mila hu usse sou dafa, mile hai unke jhoomko se

Par har dafa woh baliyan naye tariko se man behlati hai

Mila hu usse sou dafa, mili unki payal se bhi

Par har dafa woh mujhe aise hi nachaati hai

Hum hosh na khoye pee jaam bharpoor

Par unki ek jhalak me toh kambakht jaam bhi madhosh ho jaati hai.

//

-Nilabh

[thatstolenpayal]

aadmi sochta kya hai? hota kya hai? kitne shikve kitni shikayatein, kitne saalon se jo sawaal dabaaye rakhe hai, sab pyar banke beh gaya, firdaus, us ek lafz ne hisaab kar diya mera

“mujhe to laga tha tum azaad karoge” “khud se azaadi toh sirf maut de sakti hai, ya phir ishq”

agar meri kismat me sirf khaak likha hai, mujhe qubool hai, agar yeh hi meri aakhri aah hai, mujhe qubool hai, qubool hai, qubool hai

kuch cheezein apni jagah pe hi theek rehti hai, door se dekh lo, aankhen sek lo, haath lagao toh gaayab ho jaati hai

“aankhen kaabu me rakho, zubaan apne aap mithi ho jaayegi”

“pehli baar jab tumhe dekha tha firdaus, bomb fatt gaya tha seene me, ek ek cheez tumhari yaad hai mujhe, tumhara scarf, tumhari kahaniyon ki kitaab, wo lambi chaudi ajgar jaisi ghaati, chinar ka lal, wo ek ek din jo maine roz jiya hai”

fitoor, 2016

[desiringparadise]

[meanslackofart]

saw the laila majnu quote, where Qais goes like, “chal ek baar phir chodha tujhe, jaa ab nahi aata ab tu hi dhoondh mujhe” and my mind straight up went to something i just said a few minutes ago "jao karlo ghost, I'm not texting, waise bhi it was your turn"

doesn't both of them somewhat sound the same except the former is a 🤌🏼

[shwetakithukai]

College Proffesor Ne Randi Banaya

Mujhe humesha se mere psychology ke professor se chudna tha. Unko dekhte hi meri laad tapakne lagti thi, aur mujhe mauka mila. Humara class test tha aur mai jaan boojh kar fail hui thi, jis din result tha us din mai jaab boojh kar slutty kapde pehenkar gayi thi. Tight shirt aur tight jeans ke saath heels. Mere boobs aur meri gaand acche se nazar aa rahe the. 

College ke ladke bhi mujhe hawas bhari nazron se dekh rahe the, jaise abhi mere kapde faad kar mujhe chod denge.

Par mera dhyaan to Sir ki taraf tha, mai wait hi kar rahi thi kab sir result batae aur mujhse aakar baat kare. 

Sir ne checks mark sheets sabko di, aur akhir me mere paas akar bole “I’m disappointed Shweta, meet me in my cabin after college” aisa bolkar unhone mere hath par se hath fera.

Meri to saase tez ho gyi aur chut gili hone lagi.

College khatam hone ke baad mai sir ke cabin mai gayi, sab ja chuke the, sir akele kuchh papers check kar rahe the.

Unhone mujhe kursi par baithne ko kaha, aur uthke mere paas aane lage, meri saanse tez ho rahi thi. 

Mere paas aakar mere face ko caress karte hue bolne lage, “Shweta, fail kaise ho gyi tum?” Mai kuchh bol nhi  paa rahi thi, bas sharma rahi thi, aur bohot garam ho rahi thi.

Sir ne mera muh pakad kar apni taraf kiya aur jhuk kar mere karib aa gaye, “Ab fail hui hai to kuchh to karna padega na, kya karegi bata?” 

Mai bas unki aakhon mein dekh kar nod kar rahi thi, wo dhhere dheere aur paas aaye mere hothon ke aur ruk gye, meri saase boho tez ho rahi thi, mera bohot man ho raha tha unko kiss karne ka par control kar rahi thi.

Sir ne mere baal pakade, mai poori geeli ho gyi thi tab tak, aur poochha “Kuchh bhi karegi Shweta? Mere liye?” Maine sir hilaya aur sir mujhe kiss karne lage. 

Mai bhi kiss karne lagi, pagalon ki tarah

Sir meri shirt ke buttons kholne lage, mai rokne gyi to mere hath pakad liye, aur shirt kholdi meri aur bra ke ooper se boobs dabane lage

Mai siskariya bharne lagi, “Ahhhhh sirr, koi aa jaegaaa, please yaha nhi”

Sir ne mujhe khada karke ghumaya aur shirt poori utaar di, aur bra bhi utar kar peeche se pakad liya mujhe

Aur mere boobs dabate hue, gardan pe kiss aur bite karne lge.

“Koi nhi aayega, aaj tera test h akeli ka”; “Ahhhh okayy sirr sssss mmmmm” mai sikariya bhar rahi thi

Sir ka khada lund, meri gand pe feel ho raha tha, mai apne hath peeche le gyi aur pant ke upar se unka lund sehlane lagi, is se sir aur zor zor se mere boobs dabane lage aur nichodne lage, phir ek hath se meri jeans ka button kholne lage, mai unhe rok rahi thi, toh unhone ek ungli mere lips par rakhi, aur bole “shhh shhh Shweta” 

Aur aisa kehkar dheere se ungli mere muh mai dalne lge, mai bhi dheere dheere choosne lagi

Mai bohot geeli ho rahi thi, au halke halke unke khada lund pe apne ass rub kar rahi thi

Phir sir ne meri jeans kholkar neeche kardi mere shoes tak, mai unke saamne sirf panty mai thi

Unhone panty ke upar se meri pussy par halke halke thappad mare, “ahhh sirrrrr, nhi koi aa jaega” mai unka hath rokne ki koshish kar rahi thi

Sir ne kaske pakad liya mujhe aur meri gardan kaat te hue panty ko side karke meri geeli pussy rub karne lage

“Ahhhhhhhh mmmmmmmmmmm mmmm hmmmmmmmmm” mai ekdam pagal ho rahi thi

Sir doore hath se mere boobs dabane lage, mai aur zyada geeli hoti jaa rahi thi, sir ne achanak ek ungli andar daal di, mai siskaariya lene lagi. 

Phir sir ne meri panty neeche kar 2 ungliya daalkar fingering karne lage, mai aahe bhar rahi rhi, is se sir aur garam ho rahe the aur tezi se fingering kar rahe the, mai usi mai 1 baar chhoot gyi.

Mere pair thode thode kaanp rahe the,

Sir ne ungliya meri geeli chut se bahar nikali aur mere muh mai daali mai choosne lagi tab tak mere boobs acche se daba rahe the, phir mujhe ghuma kar kiss karne lage, mmmmmmmm

Aur mujhe ghuno pe bitha diya, unka khada lund pant mai saaf dikh raha tha, unhone apni pant kholkar apna bada sa lund bahar nikala, maine turrant hath mai le liya, aur unki taraf dekhte hue neeche se upar chaatne lagi, wo mere baal sambhaal rahe the. Phir maine unka lund muh mai lekar choosna shuru kiya, wo mere boobs daba rahe the, phir unhone mere baal thodo peeche kheeche aur poora lund muh mai andar bahar karne lage, “ahhhhhhhh shwetttaaaaaaaa ahhhhhh” dheere dheere tezi badhane lage aur acche se deep throat karne lage.

Thodi der tak mera muh acche se chodne ke baad unhone lund mere muh nikala, aur mujhe mujhe wahi zameen par jhuka kar spank kiya, “ahhhhhhhhhh mmmmmmmmmmm uhhhhhhhhh” mujhse raha nhi jaa raha tha. 

“Ahhh Shweta!! Kya geeli chut hai teri ufff” Meri chut par halke halke thappad lagate hue bole.

Mai siskariya leti jaa rahi thi, is intezaar mai ki kab uska lund meri chut maarega.

Tabhi unhone apne lund ka top meri chut par ragadna shuru kiya

Mai pagal hoti jaa rahi thi, achanak unhone aadha lund meri chut mai dhakel diya, meri cheekh nikal gyi, “Ahhhhhhhhh” sir ne turrant mera muh band kiya aur kaan mai bole, “Itni tight chut h, bohot cheekhe niklegi teri lagta h” Ye bol kar ek jhatke mai poora lund andar daal diya, mai chilla rahi thi, par sir ke haath se meri awaz daba rahe thi

Unhone dheere dheere age peeche karna shuru kiya, jaise hi unhe samajh aaya mai thoda relax ho gyi hu, unhone ekdam se zor zor se jhatke maarna shuru kar diya mai pagal hoti jaa rahi thi, “ahhhhhh ahhh ahhhh ahmmmm ahmmm muhhhh uhhhhh fuckkk kahhhh ohhhhh mmmmmmmmmmmm fuckkk fuckkkkkk” wo jaise jaise jhatke maarte meri siskaariya aur tez hoti jaati. Sir mere baal kheechkar mujhe chodne lage, mai jhad rahi thi aur sir mujhe zor zor se chod rahe the. 

Phir sir ruke, aur dheere se apna lund meri chut se nikala, mere pair kaamp rahhe the aur mai siskaariya le rahi thi. Mere boobs dabake mujhe khada kiya aur table par jhuka kar spank kiya. Peecche se meri gardan pakdi aur apna lund meri chut mai daalkar chodna shuru kar diya, zor zor se jhatke marne lage, mai zor zor se moan kar rahi thi. “Ahhh hhhh hh ammmmmm ummmmmm siirrrrrr fuckk ahhhhhh ahhhhh ahhhhh mmmmmm fuckkk fuckkk fuckkkkkkk uhhhhhhhhhh ahhhh” 

Kaafi der aise chodne ke baad sir ne mujhe ghutno par bithake lund muh mai daal diya aur apna saara maal mere muh mai nikaal diya “Ahhhhhhh Shwetaaaaaaaa ufffffff kyaa kamaalll ki randi hai tuuu” 

Mai saara maal nighal gyi aur sharmate hue kapde pehen ne lagi, sir mujhe kass ke pakad liyaa “Kal tujhe college ke baad ghar le chalta hu, chalegi?”

Mai sharma kar sir hila kar waha se chali aayi.

Us din ke baad sir ne mujhe bohot choda, kabhi hotel le jaa kar, kabhi uske ghar, kabhi car mai door kahi le jaakar. Mujhe bhi sir ke lund ka addiction ho gaya tha, kayi baar unhone mujhe raat bhar choda. 

[hi-avathisside]

okay a little storytime, puraani baat hai but aaj bhi woh insaan bohot yaad aata hai, toh uske liye storytime hehe

So i used to go in a van to school, like other children obv, toh wahan par we had this little group of friends (my best memories about school okay imma cry if i talk about school more so moving on) Toh wahan par ek ladka tha, and we all were good friends, group main the and all, chhote the so no phone numbers or whatsapp groups, only friends irl. And he was in the singing club. He used to sing very good. toh hum log antakshari khelte the usually and he used to sing, so one time, randomly, uss time par hum chup chap behte the, matlab sab apne main gossip kar rhe the koi ek saath collectively koyi game nahi khel rha tha, this is like 2017s ki baaat hai, god i feel so old, so main aur woh aamne-saamne baithe the, khidki ki side, baaki sab bachhe apni baatein kar rhe the, aur ek dum se I looked at him, and he looked at me, and the world went silent. dead silent. that moment, that eye-contact I won't ever forget.

Fir ek aur baar aisa hi kuch hua, hum aise hi antaakshari khel rhe the, fir na sabka ghar aagaya tha, uska stop last tha, aur mera 2nd last, toh sa chale gaye, it was me, aand him, and a few little children, uske saath hi utarte the, same colony. So he then looks at me, and I'm look at him, and I smile a little and he smiles back. Fir fir fir OKAY OKAY

he asks me "Tera favourite gaana konsa hai?" Main uss time par zyada gaane nahi sunti thi, only on radio and agar van main bajj rahe hote the toh woh sun leta tha. Uss time par popular gaanon main se ek joh mujhe bohot pasand tha it was "Tum hi ho" so I said, Tum hi ho, aur fir uss bande ne mere liye woh gaana gaaya. YES USNE LITERALLY GAANA GAAYA. I WAS BLUSHING SO HARD AND THEN HE SMILED AND I SMILED AND I SAID A LITTLE "thank you" and he smiled again and for most of the time i was looking at him, he was looking at me.

ek aur baar, hua kya I was in the bus, he was also there, but mujhe aane main thoda late hogaya tha so I had to stand in the bus, that guy, stood up and gave me his seat. I- I was speechless. And again him and I had that eye contact again and uhhhhhh I melted. he was so cute, probably he still is. ab toh bohot saal hogaye baat kiye hue lekin khuda ki marzi hai sab :)

(plus i was a really quiet kid, a really really quiet one, and I did not talk to anyone, not even him, group main sabse chup main hi rehti thi, bit still the eye contacts were enough. and he was the outgoung social type, sabse baat karni, saare dost the uske, he used to smile and laugh all the time, probably, uske liye dost banana aasaan hota hoga )

ek aur baar kya hua, since woh paas main hi rehta tha, He and I met accidently, main mummy ke saath thi we were going, and he was in a car, red light thi, and he got out of the window, like peeked(lol) and he was like( my name!) aggressive waving, and I smiled and waved back, at first jab usne mujhe nahi dekha tha, mujhe pata hi nahi tha he was there lol, fir then he called my name, so I noticed him, he was looking very sweet that day.

fir uske baad usne na school chhod diya, aur phir yaar usse baat hi nahi hui kabhi. I don't know how aur why I suddenly remembered him, but I did and so we are here.

that's all. plus a lot of eye contacts an romantic tension.

Let's name him Ak <3

Aaj pata nahi kaise yeh story aur woh insaan yaad aa gaya, so wanted to share :) Thank you for reading it till the end.

"दिल ने चाहा तो फिर मिलेंगे,

खुदा ने चाहा तो फिर मिलाए जाएँगे। "

[mashriqiyyah]

When NA wrote in Halim, ke "wo sari duniya phir le, saray zamane ki kitabein padhle, usay Talia Murad jaisi ladki kahin nahi milegi, Talia Murad se aap zindagi me sirf ek baar milte hain aur phir uss jaisi muhabbat kisi aur se nahi kar sakte"

It was true. Because certain people, you just meet once in a lifetime. And if somehow your ways are parted, there's no way you'll find someone like that again. You'll search for them in everyone and then your sight will return disappointed because you've kept that one person on such a high pedestal, no one seems to match the standard they've set. And this is why, you should value the blessings that come your way ina human form 🤍

~ mashriqiyyah 🕊️

[qalbofnight]

Chand dinon pehle humare urdu ke profesor ek sher padhte hue ek gumnam shayra ka zikr karney lagey,

Us shayra ko 16-17 ki umr se hi shayri ka shauq tha vo likhti rehti,padhti rehti lekin Zahir hai apne ghr se muashrey se chup kar, jaisey sabko hota hai unhe bhi allhad si umr mein ishq huwa lekin kabhi samjha na gaya,in sab se ghabra kar 21 saal ki umr mein hi unki shadi ho jaati hai , unhe phir lagta hai ki unhe us mard (shauhar) se mohabbat ho gayi hai, lekin duniya ki tamam ممنوعات (taboos) se bandha kamzarf mard bataur e shauhar mohabbat ka dawa to karta lekin shayra ko samajh na paya, usne shayra ki qabiliyat aur mohabbat ko pehchana hi nahin so shayra ne bhi naummeedi ki aur saada zindagi us mard ke ghar me ikhtiyar kar li lekin bardasht ka vo ghoont khud shayra ko pi gya aur ek din unhone apni tamam diaries,kitabein aur notebooks ko apne sath jala Kay khudkushi kar li , jab shauhar kamrey mein hadsey k bad phncha to ek Jale hue panney pe Sher likha Mila :

" dil hi dekhta koi ,dil ki binayi se

Ek hi Tamanna to thi faqat yahi to chaha tha humney "

Vo pehli baar tha jab shauhar ko pata chala ki unki biwi ek qabil shayra thi aur saheli ke zariye unki ek kitab bhi publish hui.