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[myreputatioooon]

Outis and the Dante Dish

AKA the messy five-second analysis of possible parallels and maybe self-report on the quality of my memory using Hell's Chicken only

to my greatest regret I fell off on watching Limbus playthroughts midway through Canto III and have only just started watching Canto IV, and with the breaks I'm taking off of catching up to Limbus comes time to digest what I'm watching

Particulary the part where Outis makes a dish for Papa Bongy and dedicates it to Dante by making it look like a clock, which I'm starting to think I misinterpreted, or at least didn't interpret wholly

Outis makes a dish to reach Papa Bongy's heart, yes, but she's dedicating it to her direct superior, Dante

It's a lot like how P.Bongy made chicken to make a meal using it that his mother would finally like

and this is where we can start branching in interpretations

1. Outis ≈ Papa Bongy, Dante ≈ P.Bong's Mother

this is likely the conclusion lots of people will make if they put fuck all into thinking about Outis and her enviornment, aka The City

It's easy to see why as well; Outis/Bongy wants to prove themselves to their superior Dante/P.B.'s mom

The thing is that while P.B's become disillusioned to a degree whilst still holding onto his relationship with his mother, Outis continues to stand her ground on her stance regarding Dante

plus Dante was touched by Outis' meal, whereas P.B's mom never touched his chicken due to being a picky eater preferring Pizza

2. Outis ≈ P.Bong's Mother, Dante ≈ Bongy

Instead of using the lens of superior and subordinate however, I'm much more a believer of this one idk how to name

You expect anybody aged and experience in City whose worked under her fair share of bosses to not find her own way of aquiring tactics that give her advantages in getting a leg up against death or other unwanted scenarios prior to Limbus Company?

Lobotomy & Library have proven how deplorable authorities are willingly to act towards those below them, it isn't unlikely that Outis had dogshit bosses and had to figure out how to rig the game in her favor aka be treated as least shittily as possible

Which likely involved bootlicking and egostroking; acts which may have turned her peers away from her, but they would be peers that mattered little if it meant her bosses felt less inclined to throw her towards the wolves and whatnot

And at her age, depending on how long she's been playing this act, it might even be second nature

Dante is an amnesiac who is also a decent person for now but we and she don't know jackshit about Dante prior to becoming clockface

What's the likelyhood Dante wasn't a piece of shit once upon a time?

What's the likelyhood she won't be under their command if they regain their memories and keeps their clockface memories?

she's doing herself a favor, protecting herself from Dante's future wrath by presenting herself as their most reliable most praiseworthy underling at their most ignorant

it's not her concern if Dante comes to feel insulted by her fellow sinners and makes them pay for it. Her wellbeing is her concern

She's just like Meursault like that, just with her own spin on his take

Dante thinks Outis is their most reliable employee when their relationship is just like how PB thought he was never good enough at making chicken when his mother never liked it all along and prefered Pizza

3. Yes

Circling back to the post I hyperlinked, where I chipped away at what might be a mask by Outis and then I fell for it again, the answer could be both

Outis could be torn between the two ideas, maybe she started at One, then ended up becoming Two, or the otherway around, or she was always split between these ideas

and thats where im ending this off because my brain wont brain anymore, teehee~!

[zephyr-bazaar]

I don’t think it’s tooooo noteworthy since my tott playthrough got cut short, but I refer to all Konohana characters by their original JP names because Natsume changing Japanese characters’ names to other Japanese names is dumb as hell. Same with Sengoku/Soseki in ANB. (ESPECIALLY SENGOKU IN ANB. NATSUME DOING THAT EGOSTROKING FUCK OFF LOL)

[pfqsewers]

I'm an autoclicker abuser but I'm kinda fedup of this shit, it's a weird daily dose of egostroking, one that I need to stop. It feels surreal, not doing anything to stop a cheater like me works because I got guilt tripped, is this a master plan or something lmao. I wanted to know how people would feel if there was a image based captcha at every 5000 interactions or something, and you instaban a user if they fail it like 10 times, I think that would catch abusers what do you think?

some kind of captcha sounds good, depends on how difficult it would be it would be better instead of that useless pop up that appears after too many interactions

[tallemy]

Rereading your own translation after not touching it for years and actually liking it. Now that’s a big mood. I can’t decide if it’s my translation or the book itself is just THAT good. 

[ykmahedges]

i just wanna listen 2 punk music wit my honey while we water plants

[enderon]

Welp, turns out my nerves about it were all for naught cause it wasn't even an interview so much as she'd basically already decided that I was hired and was just giving me the rundown of what sort of duties I'll be doing and who I'll be working with and that sort of stuff, so, once again I spent hours of my time stressing myself into a tizzy over nothing ..... just like usual.

Man nothing quite like the emotional whiplash of being contacted about an opening in the job I’d been wanting for this next year and being really excited about that only to then become terrified at the realization that I now have a phone interview in 3 hours. Talk about yikes

[boiswithdreams]

@hawthxrnerps​ originated from here 

Alex has always been a rather composed and strong man. One had to be in able to be a Claymore. The job was just as grating mentally as it was physically. You’re fighting to keep humans safe and sound, and yet you’re hated and outcasted by the majority of them. But yet when they need a demon killed...Who’s the first people they call? Claymores. 

But it was hard to be composed with Aarush’s thick things gliding in and out of his ass. Alex was letting out small moans as it was going on, his cock rockhard between his thick thighs. Hearing the man’s words, Alex narrowed his eyes. He knew exactly what this man was wanting.

“I don’t beg.” It was said deeper due to the pleasure, but it was also said with confidence. He was to prideful to beg or moan loud or whatever he wanted for his egostroke. “Maybe you need to try harder?” Alex asked, a little challenge in his voice as he said tha twith a smirk. 

[weaselbeaselpants]

That Krispy Cat: A Warning, part 3

The last of the images cause I don’t want this bitch on my computer anymore. 

Knowing tumblr I kept the images hidden JUUUUST in case no one reads the fine print and can’t tell I’m being critical of this and gets me in trouble.

VVV ((Just in case you thought the JewishGriffon piece assured everyone that Crispy couldn’t POSSIBLY hate people of color, some of her earliest Nazi art had her character Klaus beating up Amigo Bear. She also made Amigo into a liberal strawman. )) VVV

((Dialogue to one of her TROLLARIOUS pictures that featured Amigo:

Amigo Bear: *muttering* "Your leader was a !@#$% little #@%^!@$^*!, you fascist feather duster..." General Klaus: "Fräulein, Ich vant you to cover your ears und shut your eyes as tight as you can." Crispy: "How come, General?" General Klaus: "Klaus ist about to say und do very bad sings zhat he does not vant his little Edelweiß to see or hear." Crispy: "Alrighty!" General Klaus: "WHO SAID ZHAT ABOUT DER FÜHRER? WER DIE FICK GESAGT? WHO'S ZUH SCHLEIMIG LITTLE COMMUNIST-SCHEISS SCHWANZLUTSCHER DOWN ZHERE, WHO JUST SIGNED HIS OWN DEATH VARRANT? NIEMAND?! GOTTVERDAMMT STALIN SAID IT! HERVORRAGEND! VHICH VUN OF YOU VANTS TO BE ZUH FIRST TO FIND OUT ZUH HARD VAY VHY MEIN FEINDE CALLED MIR DER BUTCHER BIRD?" ))

^^^ ((BUTOPHERARTISGOODSOYOUCAN’TCOMPLAIN

also the disc. for this pic before it was deleted had a ‘joke’ about cooking Jews in ovens. Oh and yes, that IS Hitler she’s giving that ugly ass cupcake too.))

^^^ (( - Thanks dA I never would have known I had a notifications unless eclipse blah -

This is one of her rants about how #Triggered she is that Starlight be compared to the Nazis when she runs a communist cult. Because A) that’s the real problem here and B) I too get upset when people say my OC is based on Jeffrey Dahmer when he’s so CLEARLY based on Ed Gein, Bwwwaaaah D> D> D> !)) ^^^

VVV ((Ugly art of her friend’s awful OCs.)) ^^^

VVV ((Crispy showing off why no one wants to be a patriot in our country.)) VVV

((FYI, Crisp, that attitude will make the Hamilton fans stronger so just keep that SJW-flinging coming you little SJW.

WHAT?! Social Justice is a broad term and as Crispy’s plainly demonstrated, you can circle it around and make a majority-class sound like the real underprivledged if you have enough fancy frou frou know-how and furries. Also, if a Social Justice Warrior constitutes someone who takes their cause soooo seriously that they’re annoying/petting/cruel/stupid about it....idk I think Crispy qualified.))

^^^ ((Crispy and her friend muse about what other races occupy the world of MLP in her headcanon. This, more than any other dA disc. and picture shows you her brand of “Segregationist-Nationalism is OKAY” thinking, cuz the art of these different races isn’t super offensive or cruel and neither are the characters. BUT if you scratch under the surface you’ll find that Crispy really likes these different people staying in their place and not in “someone else’s” country.

THEN, this same kind of thinking is used to convince you any mix of cultures is just cultural appropriation, again acting like she and her Nazi-stans are the only ones standing up to actual bigotry.)) VVV

^^^ ((Crispy makes the world a worse place by bringing up actual decent points; like how Americans dress Thanksgiving up as progressive and for the natives when we all know that’s not true...all to better her worldview.

fyi, GET OUT whenever you see a selfproclaimed Nazi fawn over Native Americans, because: Nazi Germany had a deep fascination with American Indians and used their struggles about their land being taken away from them to justify their eugenic genocide.)) ^^^

^^^ (( Crispy laughing it up on Furaffinity how she couldn’t be banned from her Furaffinity and then mysteriously never using her site there wowie.)) ^^^

^^^ (( Crispy complaining about SOPA cause her freedom of speech and blahblahblah.

Freedom of Speech is important. Unfortunately what people like Crispy don’t understand or care for is there’s no freedom of consequence. )) vvv

VVV ((LOL Joseph Mengele was such a stinkah let’s tell blithe jokes about him. At least WE AREN’T LIKE HIM!!!)) VVVV

VVV ((Early onset eugenic BS from her Spyro stuff that would be easy to miss if you didn’t know what this woman was talking about)) VVV

((Crispy admitting she thinks gays are pointless cuz they don’t reproduce but apparently loves them anyway. Also big shock Crispy’s seen Hetalia.)) VVV

VVV ((Crispy probably wanting Weeaboos to attack her cuz aren’t Japan’s animations so laaaaaaazy?!!?!? GUUdd think’ I’m a naziaboo! Germany’s never made any shitty animation evah. You know what, I lied. She doesn’t deserve Hetalia. She just doesn’t.)) VVVV

VVV ((Crispy dragging Brazil down with her as the apparent “Best South American Country”. Yikes.)) VVV

VVV ((More “it’s trolling ergo it’s not harmful” shit. Bulgarians probably do deserve their own Care Bears, but they certainly don’t want yours Crispy.)) VVV

VVV ((Disc. for her Richard Spencer bear art)) VVV

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I know, I know...this isn’t what you wanted to read today, guys. I know it’s offensive and I’m sorry if it made you ill. I also know I’m putting my own blog under fire by showing these images here but I think that should say something about dA’s bad policies that this art gets a filter slapped on it and nothing more when the artist is blatantly pro-fascist.

Crispy resonates with me so much - and no it’s not cause I DARED to be “triggered”.

It’s because, for one, she was talented. I MEAN I HAVE EYES! That’s some nicely drawn digital stuff I’m not gonna deny. She had some cool rewrites and sequel ideas that, had it come from someone else I would have eaten up and faved to hell and back onceupona2012. But I didn’t, where a ton of MLP and furry fans did because they undervalued their own talents and would say “well it’s pretty who cares about the message?” 

Unlike so many commercial+published artists, it’s REALLY hard to separate the art from the artist here because the artist is so connected and a part of her art and storytelling. If you fav her art, even if you didn’t like her, that was telling Crispy she’d won. It’s so defeating to have other artists say their gonna ignore their gut for the sake of prettypretty-Don-Bluth style art. And yes, that stigma DOES affect my view on 2D purists btw.

Crispy was so holier than thou’, and that attitude also was appealing to dA folks, not to mention her knowledge of art history by the time she dropped off the radar. Crispy was the kind of person who’d make long, detailed, justified rants against the design and color choices in Hazbin Hotel and then a bunch of antis would eat her redesigns up only to learn the awful truth later and embarrass themselves cuz they were so taken up by the craft they didn’t know they were reblogging a fucking Nazi.

Not to underplay Viv’s wrongdoings of course, but I’m sorry; the two aren’t comparable on the problematic artist meter. THAT’S HOW BAD CRISPY WAS.

If this somehow was just a faze and she’s come to her senses or doesn’t really think this shite she preaches...I don’t care. She said some vile shit and fuck no I’m not forgiving her. It’s like KenDraw or Shadman. You’ve changed your life around and realized you’ve done/drawn nasty shit that’s done real harm? Cool....I’m still not talking or ever promoting you, ya dingbat. You ain’t no Roman Polanski or Doug Tennaple. You’re a singular internet artist and any support of the project has to go to you - and you suck!

ThisCrispyKat was a wakeup call that showed me these people not only still exist but will be allowed to get away with it. I was very touchy bout this kind of thing back in the day. Fuck, I STILL AM TOUCHY. The rabbit holes I found thanks to Crispy opened up to reveal communities where people think my hair color’s going extinct. People would detail how much they wanted to rape me - a natural blonde - and kill my friends and family for not looking like me. That they want to jerk off in my naturally curly hair and see me in glowy German princess gowns preparing them dinner.

Crispy and other Nazistans would look at me; a blond-haired blue eyed Polish/German American woman and think I need to be “fixed” because I DARE to repeat propaganda that the Nazis were bad. They’d call me a traitor for thinking that celebrating the Nazi party ISN’T German pride.

HOW DARE YOU TELL ME THAT’S GERMAN PRIDE! I’LL SHOW YOU GERMAN PRIDE YOU EGOSTROKING-LIMPDICKED ATTENTION WHORES.

People like Crispy make it 1000x harder to actually show interest in German things. Because I AM interested in German shit btw.

Like for real: it’s a country I’d love to visit one day (at least the black forest, which is where my mom’s fam comes from). I love German art and German fairytales slap. I really do want to explore my heritage through art and stuff.

But guess what? Much as Crispy would argue to the contrary I DO know my WWII history and beyond and FUCK YOU if you honestly think jerking it to cuddly Nazi-furs is empowering or just “showing your interest in history”. Take your own advice and read a god-damn book.

TL;DR: I DO NOT have to be proud of Nazis to enjoy German culture and if you think otherwise, FUCK YOU. It’s a slap in the face to everyone even if you are ‘just trolling’ and it in no way values actual German’s feeling on the matter. It’s annoying how people undervalue real people just for the sake of fan art.

The Nazis were evil. They were racist, eugenic-genocidal idiots who killed over six million Jewish people, Romani, Slavs, Jehovahs Witnesses, disabled people, Poles, homosexuals and prisoners of war. They would have killed my dad’s side of the family if they were in Poland at the time. They made bullshit tanks that killed the people making them and didn’t work on the battlefield. Their leader was a fat, farting one-testicaled bastard who preferred animals to people.

They ruined everything for everyone and then took the easy way out, leaving the Germans that were left in the hands of the also-genocidal Soviets and Americans. Germany is still paying their war debts and now, 70-80 years later everyone else wants to laugh off this dark period of history with memes and forget what they did, and as such, are forgetting the victims of the genocide.

I have 0 tolerance for Nazi things for the sake of HUMANITY, let alone the individual groups they target. I don’t have to have German ancestry or know a single Jewish person to tell you any of this. It’s fucking history.

Eat shit.

[daetheexalted1ne]

.haa. I.m not gonna post the OTHER pics I took (yet) but @adonisbykyhry has me #feelingMyself with this order😈👌🏽Thanks👍🏾for the #EgoStroke

[goddamnwebcomics]

Webcomic Check: November 2020

I developed visual snow syndrome just a month ago, so the most important thing right now is to look at some irrelevant webcomics.

Las Lindas: Errrrr apparently Digit and Phi have now grown to be real boys...i mean, girls. And Phi has a huge ass chest because of course she does. We finally see that giant white thing from the start of the comic and apparently they meet the Guardian. Honestly i forgot these two existed, but they helped to contribute to the downfall of this comic, so screw em. This is the probably the first time there is zero Mora egostroking in the page though.

Spinnerette: Espinn is back! But then she says “If you’re such a hero WHY COULDN’T YOU SAVE ME” Damn it, they made her into a melodramatic dingdong, last good character in the comic has officially been ruined. Die in the apathy hole, Kraw. I wonder what the plot is this time around, but i see no fetishes around so it’s something Kraw put zero thought into i guess.

Roommates: VeERGHmon and Santino still talk about eww ladies, but first time ever we physically see her. Can’t believe this relationship rumba has been going for a whole year, but whatever.

Legacy of Dominic Deegan: Naked Snout and Ink Witch put up a giant sign reading about some gate somewhere. The password through the gate is Acibek, who was that guardian golem thing from the original comic. Can’t believe i remember that without looking it up. It is safe to say Mookie still can’t draw asses.

Carnivores: Holy shit, we get backstory on the gnolls as told by a random sheep. Can’t believe Austin is bringing everyone back. Hit me up when he brings back Lothan, or Dr. Whur.

[sanerontheinside]

Apparently some ppl forgot the first amendment caveat, ie with free speech comes responsibility 😒

It never boggles my mind how good TV show writers and showrunners are at fucking up. Like, do they never learn? Do they have zero ability to sit down and think about the consequences of their narratives? How, after all this time, are they all still so blind? How?

[alliluyevas]

me not leaving the house today bc it’s the fourth of july and demonic individuals are doubtless flocking to the area for trump’s stupid egostroking parade rally

[pilram16-blog]

JUST IDIOT #Repost @jklamlam (@get_repost) ・・・ YOU JUST ASSUME THAT PEOPLE KNOW BETTER BY NOW WITH ALL THE INFORMATION AVAILABLE ABOUT HOW CRUEL THESE RIDES ARE... via @dp4k.m ALL BRAWN, NO BRAIN & DEFINITELY NO HEART! When will people get it through their thick heads? Riding (or standing) on an elephant for a selfie to stroke you ego is ANIMAL ABUSE! LEAVE ANIMALS ALONE! #stopridingelephants #thailand #leaveanimalsalone #egostroker #dumbass 👉🏼@whereiswalding 👈🏼 #picoftheday #selfie #travel #tourist #india #sports

[tallemy]

📱💕🌐

📱 Show your phone lock screen and/or home screen Hahaha, my lock screen of pure egostroking. Home screen of pure warmth  by Nao! 

🎒 Are you in college, major area of study Ah not anymore. But I used to study Polish and Slavistics in general o/ (Also took a bite from Archeology and minored in Aesthetic studies)  🌐 Languages you can speak and/or are learning. Which are you fluent in Well Hungarian and English are the ones I’m fluent in. My Polish is kinda rusty, but I still manage if I get some time to refresh my memory. German is only reading /basic understanding and I started studying Japanese this September! 

[skarchomp]

You're 24 years old. Take the stick out of your ass, you're old enough to realize that some people are able to differentiate liking elements of something without approving of the whole. It's not all or nothing, especially when it comes to a video game. Stop being an internet crusader to feel better about yourself for your selfish egostroking opinions.

give me your credit card information

[casuistor]

Light/Misa, first arc vs. second arc! – submitted by @pensulliwen for the ship meme

I am forever amused by how you disappear but then reappear for the Misa content, first of all. Hope you’re doing well and things are looking diamonds for you <3

OK so my feelings on Light/Misa are, as you know, conpilcated, haha. I love them but JFC these two are messed up to hell and back. 

First arc Light/Misa – Their dybamic during this arc makes me p. uncomfortable because of the stalking and the total refusal to accept ”no” for an answer on Misa’s part. Truth be told, I just feel really bad for Light during this part because Misa does such reckless things and doesn’t actually listen to or abide by any of the measures he wanted to put in place for both of their safety?? 

I get where Light’s frustrations with Misa come from during this arc and even though it’s true that he does make the questionable move of “sure I’ll pretend to be your boyfriend” it’s pretty clear that he wanted out of that once it became obvious that Misa wasn’t going to be realistic about her demands and couldn’t get out of it because a) Misa wasn’t going to handle “actually no I’m not going to pretend date you either, don’t come to my house again” like a reasonable person and b) Rem existed. It just leaves Light stuck in this situation where he has to deal with this girl he really doesn’t like who might get him killed because she refuses to stop stalking him and he’s just kinda stuck having to grit his teeth and make the best out of shit circumstances. 

It’s just deeply fucked up and not fucked up in a way I personally enjoy. There aren’t too many things in Death Note that make me go “gosh poor Light” because so much of what happens to him is kinda deserved, but first arc shenanigans with Misa absolutely does, sob. I think if the element of legitimate possibility of death had been taken out of the picture and it was just Misa stalking him and Light gritting his teeth through her being clingy and extroverted while they go on a murder spree together, that’d have probably been more up my alley?

….which I guess is why I happen to find second arc Light/Misa so much more intriguing because the elements of coercion, stalking and “if I don’t grit my teeth and deal with this shit I might literally die” aren’t key parts of how their relationship works anymore. At this point, their dynamic has shifted – in large part because Light has worked out how to actually manipulate Misa properly, sob. It’s pretty terrible, but this actually moves in the direction of terrible that I like, soblol. A big part of the reason I think they stabilize is down to the fact that they live together which is like… Misa’s Couple Mission Unlocked!! and she feels more like a permanent fixture in Light’s life, so she doesn’t have to pull more crazy stalking antics…and also L’s dead so doubleyay for the lack of external threats?? 

So they just end up in this weird state of “How to Train A Misa.” I’m being facetious about something that’s p fucked up as well but effectively it’s just them drawing out and enhancing the worst parts of each other in a circlejerk of awful. Light basically conditions Misa into becoming more dependent on his approval and praise, which in turn makes Misa so much more inclined to see only LIght as being relevant in her universe. She isolates herself without realizing that’s what’s happening…and she’s probably super proud of it, too? Like LOOK AT HOW MUCH I LOVE LIGHT, la la la. And in turn, Misa gives him regular egostrokings and makes it easier for Light to not really question what he’s doing as Kira because well, yeah…he’s great, duh. 

And in a way, I love this about second arc Light and Misa. They shape each other to be worse versions of themselves and I don’t think either of them realize that. Light still thinks he’s above Misa, but he takes her for granted and hypocritically relies on someone he views as being criminal. And Misa… well, she’s just so trapped in her own fantasy land that Light built up for her and she’s just, in her own mind, living out the dream, not realizing that the ways that she makes excuses for Light are indicative of anything significantly wrong.

It’s so stupid and sad, I love them.