#eggtart thoughts

[huaidanta]

Analysis: Why I think Fuuta was actually wrong to make his post about the university professor in Bring It On

[Originally a Twitter thread so it may read a bit clunky]

I've been thinking a lot about this sort of belief that Fuuta only really went wrong in the case of Miss Magic/Killcheroy and it got me to consider the other targets in Bring It On.

In particular, I was curious about how people viewed the second case (Rypirotes). Compared to the other subjects, this one had a clear victim and a much more serious offense. The university professor committed sexual harassment which definitely calls for some sort of action.

I made a Twitter poll asking if Fuuta was justified in making his tweet outting the university professor for sexual harassment and the overwhelming majority (78.4%) said yes.

However, I don't agree with Fuuta making the post and I'll explain why:

Fuuta taking a photo of the scene is represented by 3 different texts appearing in front of him. "SHUTTER", "chance", and "盗撮".

Wait... "chance"? To me, "chance" makes it sound like Fuuta sees this as an opportunity, rather than as something genuinely horrible.

Even worse, the kanji that appears here is specifically used to describe non-consensual photography like upskirt shots and peeping photos. They've directly correlated Fuuta taking a photo of the situation as something perverse and violating.

Like... just think about it. Fuuta took a photo of a woman in an incredibly vulnerable situation and put it on the internet for everyone to look at, without ever getting her consent.

As a man, Fuuta has more social power to directly intervene and stop the harassment... We also know he's a coward. Even so, couldn't he have tried reporting it to other authorities at the university? Or at least checked to see if that woman was okay?

We can infer that Fuuta never directly did anything because he was walking the university hallways at 12:25, witnessed the scene and left (we see him leave!!), made a tweet at 12:46, posted the photo at 12:58, and was checking the post at 15:01 (?) from his seat in class.

In his post, Fuuta asks for the others to report this to the university. Why didn't Fuuta do it himself?

Instead, one of the first things he does is tweet "I found a bad guy". He isn't horrified this is happening, he's EXCITED that he gets to broadcast it.

Fuuta and the repliers don't actually care about the wellbeing of the woman. No one expresses real concern for her, they just want a bad guy to take down.

As Es says in Fuuta's T2 VD, this is a game—entertainment—to them.

I also want to point out this comment in particular, because it shows that Fuuta didn't even blur her face out!!!

There's an irony in that by publicly calling out the professor for violating a woman's boundaries and consent, Fuuta's violated those very same things.

It's the only "fight" in Bring It On with a real tangible victim but she's treated as insignificant.

In conclusion, I don't think Fuuta was right to make that post because he never bothered to truly help the victim. The post only further violated her boundaries to serve Fuuta's own selfish interests.

It's easy to get swept up in the desire for retribution and miss that there are real people that were—and continue to be—hurt.

(MV text translations are from Rochisama)

[hexedbug]

💭 shapeshifter too tired to hold their form becoming a simplified blobby thing

[costinblazetwice]

Anniversary With Tzuyu (Male reader x Tzuyu) (smut)

“It’s really good Y/N.” Your girlfriend Tzuyu says with a smile after taking a bite of the eggtart that you had picked up on your stroll in the mall.

It was your guys’s one year anniversary and you had booked a trip to Paris, France to celebrate. Since morning the two of you have been out and about enjoying the scenery of the romantic city after having spent the previous day resting up from the flight.

“Let me try.” You said as leaned forward and bit part of the piece that was hanging out of Tzuyu’s mouth causing her eyes to go wide as she looked around in embarrassment.

“Why would you do that? We’re in public you know?”

You don’t answer as you’re too busy savoring the taste of the egg tart that was once on her lips. Besides this is Paris and seeing couples acting romantically wasn’t anything new.

You two continued to spend the day enjoying each others company including spending the sunset by the Eiffel Tower. As night time came the two of you headed back to your hotel, heart thumping knowing that you two would get the chance to do what you didn’t do due to tiredness last night.

As you two arrived at the hotel Tzuyu excused herself to the bathroom as you took the chance to scroll through your phone as you hadn’t had time throughout the day. You hear the door open and as you look up you drop your mouth and your phone at the same time.

Tzuyu walks out wearing a white lingerie kimono mix which is see through showing the white bra and panties she has underneath. She has a sheepish smile on her face which shows a mixture of embarrassment and flusterdness. But you loved it.

You quickly got up from the bed and put your hands to Tzuyu’s side watching her squirm under the touch on her bare skin. You turn her around and take in every second of the beauty right in front of you.

“When’d you get this?” You ask puzzled, not recalling Tzuyu ever having this set before.

“Remember when that package came and I said it was some hoodies I brought and quickly put it in my room? It was this.”

She puts her head against your chest and continues.

“I was so embarrassed buying this, but I thought you might like it…” she lifts her head to look you in the eyes.

“Do you?”

You couldn’t hold it in anymore. Those puppy eyes she looked at you with made you want to ravage her right there.

You pick her up princess style and lay her on the bed as she lets out a slight yelp at the sudden movement. You immediately crash lips with her, going for the tongue rather than taking your time.

“So beautiful.” You breathe through the kiss as you begin to remove the garments. “But they’re in the way.”

You remove the material covering her until you’ve reached her panties which she covers with her hands to prevent you from removing them.

“Wait honey, I didn’t get to shower yet.”

You laugh at how cute she seemed but if that was the case she should’ve taken one before coming out. Maybe she just wanted to give you a sneak peek? Either way you don’t mind as the pheromones that belong to Tzuyu drive you crazy, her personal scent which consists of Diptyque Do Son perfume which smells of gardenia, her sweat, and her musk that is completely unique to her

You press your mouth against Tzuyu’s dripping cunt, letting the musky scent that belongs only to her fill your nose as you begin to flicker her clit with your tongue. Your mouth filled with the salty wetness of her excitement and her whimpers filling the air only made you want to keep going at it, enjoying the sensation of her gently tugging at your hair.

“You like that?” You whisper pulling away for a second before diving in tongue first once more.

“It’s so good Y/N.” She breathlessly moans as her back arches and her hands go from tugging at your hair to pulling on the back of your head, wanting to push you as deep as your tongue can go into her most pleasurable area. She begins to rock her hips as well and with the sticky witness from her pussy only increasing in quantity and your raging hard boner now at its peak vitality, you decide it’s time for the next part.

You lift your head up as Tzuyu lets out a groan. She begins to protest with “I was so close” but you cut her off with a kiss, letting her taste her own juices. The two of you stay in the embrace for several seconds before pulling pull away.

“I can’t wait any longer.” You state as she catches a glimpse of your cock that’s pointing straight to the air in excitement. She nods as she adjusts the pillow beneath her head and adds a second one under her lower back lifting her lower half up to give you further access, just the way she likes it.

Tzuyu doesn’t need to tell you every little thing she wants or expects. She’s a shy girl and when the two of you first had sex there wasn’t much confirmation on what was good and what wasn’t. Over time as your relationship continued to build you began to find what works for her, what gets her hips moving a particular way, her breathing to speed up, and her whimpers to begin to loosen from her mouth. It’s pretty crazy that now we’re here at our 1 year anniversary and you’re able read her mind so easily in bed when that was something you struggled with.

You align your cock with Tzuyu’s entrance, teasing her as you rub against her dripping wet cunt causing the pleasurable friction to make her moan and also make the nerve endings at the head of your penis to go into a tingling fit, feeling as though you have fluttering butterflies kept within that are now moving uncontrollably.

“Stop teasing…” Tzuyu whimper out as she rocked her hips trying to get all the pleasure she can get. Her eyes were still closed and her head turned to the side. Begging for my cock being something that even all our time is something she’s rather shy about.

But you wanted to hear the words from her mouth on your guys’s anniversary.

“Tell me what you want. I want to hear it from that pretty little mouth of yours, Princess.” You say hovering over her, using one hand to keep you propped up over her and the other to gently take her chin and force eye contact between you two.

She whines in response lightly tapping at your abs, but you don’t budge.

You lean down enough to where you’re laying on her but not with your entire weight on top of her. Your bare cock touches her stomach and the leaking precum drips on her belly as the cold touch makes her shiver.

“I want my Princess to tell me exactly what she wants on our anniversary.” You nibble on her ear as you whisper this causing her to groan as she shifts her body.

To some this may seem overly cheesy, but you know just how Tzuyu likes it. For her the romantic connection has to be there and there’s nothing that gets her heart racing like hearing you calling her Princess inches from her ear. You know exactly what she likes.

“I want your cock.” She mumbles to the point where you think you imagined it.

“Say that again love.” You nuzzle your head into her shoulder with your ear directly by her mouth, craving oh so desperately to hear those words, knowing she’s just as desperate from her cunt juices that have soaked the bed sheets near her crotch area.

“I want you to put your cock inside of me.” Hearing your cute innocent girlfriend say the word “cock” almost made you cum right there, but you composed yourself.

“That’s my Princess.” You lift yourself up to give her a quick peck on her cheeks as you notice her unable to make eye contact with you as her cheeks ever subtly turn a rosy color.

You laugh silently to yourself. She really is the best girlfriend in the world.

With the amount of precum you have dripping out and the natural fluid dripping from her heat there’s need of minimal lube as you align with her center once more, and the plunge ever so slowly in, savoring the long drawn out moans of Tzuyu who takes the pillow her head was resting on and now uses it to cover her mouth, but the moans are still heard throughout the room.

Tzuyu’s not really a moaner but more so a whimper. When she’s enjoying herself the room is filled with soft yet quick whines rather than loud or exciting screams. And you liked it like that. Sex was something between you two, from the smell, taste, and sounds. No need to share it with the neighbors.

You rock your hips in a slow and controlled manner, just as Tzuyu likes. She wants to favor every feeling, loving the bliss she’s in when she can feel every inch of your cock entering and exiting, but you also include several hard thrusts as well to break the rhythm which make her whimpers start to resemble full blown moans. She bites harder on the pillow to prevent from being heard but there’s nothing more you’d like to see than your princes making such an erotic face and sounds for you.

You take the pillow and remove it, observing your innocent girlfriend who just a few hours ago was cheerfully eating an egg tart while walking with you in a shopping mall, and is now a smutty mess with tears welling, saliva ever slightly drooling near her mouth, hair a disheveled mess with parts caught up in her mouth, and her cheeks a rosy tinted color matching that of her lips.

It’s enough to make you cum right there.

Despite being in the steady rhythm that Tzuyu enjoys, the sheer eroticism of all that was taking place was putting you near your edge as you began to frantically increase the pace at which you were thrusting into Tzuyu. The squeaking of the bed increases as does the frequency of her little moans as the two of you are nearly at your tipping point.

“I’m gonna cum.” You smack into her one last time and let your cum release inside, seconds later flopping next to Tzuyu on the bed who’s attempting to catch her breath.

“That was amazing…” She speaks before you get the chance. You reach your arm out to the cupboard next to the bed and grab a few sheets of napkins which you hand to Tzuyu who slowly wipes at the liquid dripping from her cunt.

You place your hand on her stomach and rub at it, thankful for having such a wonderful human in your life. She attempts to get up to throw the dirty napkins away but you take your hand that was on her stomach and wrap your arm around her and pull her down into your embrace.

“Do it later please.” You groan against your girlfriend who attempts to wiggle out while complaining about it being dirty, but eventually she gives in by tossing the dirty napkins filled with mixture of your cum and her juices onto the cupboard as she melts into your embrace.

“Made you cum pretty hard there.” You say with a cheeky smile as she playfully slaps at your chest. She runs her hands through your hair with a slight smile on her face.

“Best anniversary ever.” She says with a laugh.

“But this is our first anniversary.”

“I know. But it’ll be hard to top this one. I mean it’s been perfect, but the best part?..” she trails off with a smirk on her face as you can feel energy beginning to return to your member down there.

“…was the eggtart.” She says taking the small remaining leftover from the cupboard and eating it with a sheepish smile.

“That was mine.” You groan lifting yourself up and smashing your mouth to hers, attempting to use your tongue to retrieve what bits of flavor you can savor from her mouth as Tzuyu giggles in your embrace, wrapping her arms around your neck as you two sink back into the bed with your tongues still tied in a clash.

Looks like the anniversary night isn’t over yet.

[bootlegsymphony]

I honestly think it’s kinda amazing some would draw such observations from 3H’s conveyance when there’s not a single circumstance where Eggtart explicitly expressed she’s concerned about the livelihood of people afaic. There’s likely not a single occasion where her comment on the status quo being unacceptable goes beyond ““giving people equal opportunity to rise to power” and some would really interpret that as ““granting happiness and fulfillment to people” when it’s almost, the opposite of the case all things considered. In all, her cognitive intake that the civilians are suffering scarcely functioned as an incentive to directly take measure against it. She witnessed Remire, thought it was visually repulsive but it did not faze her in the realistic implications it entails; she saw civilians turned into demonic beasts, it did not faze her and she proceeded to use them as war assets; she saw a war-torn continent, and it did not faze her. Whereas same or similar circumstances would sentimentally impact the likes of Dimitri and Rhea to be prompted to immediately put a stop to it, and Claude would lament over his discoveries to say at very least. 

A vital piece to comprehend Edelgard is that her ideals always precede her enthusiasm to solve imminent, practical, palpable problems at hand. The sufferings of civilians she observed, in her mind, serves as a building block to further necessitate her “equal opportunity to rise to power” agenda and not an intuitive piece that, hey maybe as a ruler I should feel sorrowful and to some extent responsible of it, and it’s in my power to avert such calamities (esp. when she *personally* played a hand in begetting certain incidents and it’s not even about her mere negligence.)

From her viewpoint, civilians suffer because their pathways to rise to power were thwarted (by the nobility system, by church, your pick). If they all had equal opportunities to acquire power there would be no such suffering, or none that she could have cared (and she explicitly spelt sth to that effect in SB). She also had a verdict for “the weak” who would fail to acquire power when her “equal opportunities” were granted, “If after all of this you believe the weak will still be weak, that is only because they are too used to relying on others instead of on themselves.” In other words she had alienated herself from the resolution of such problems (needless to be said she’d surely be alienating herself from the fact that she *was* a part of the cause of some problems) . Heck, she only considered free education when Ferdinand convinced her that free and equal education is instrumental to grant equal opportunities to civilians, not that maybe it’s just a basic right to receive education, heh.

The problem isn’t quite that “equal opportunities to acquire power” being inherently wrong or bad, it’s that it’s largely inconsequential to people’s well-being, security and gratification if that’s the focus. Especially when there’s no mention of her entertaining the thought of a functional, benevolent governance, or there’s any exhibit that she, as an emperor, had ever communicated with a proper civilian rep before Hopes took place, meanwhile there were probably more cues explicating that she does not care, none of those was a significant matter to her.

Is it ever a realistic outlook that the majority would be able to acquire power, thus in Edelgard’s mind liberated from suffering? For starters, apparently not. And that’s not to elaborate the very complex and unwelcoming outcomes her ideals potentially bring forward. 

Her beliefs are honestly very consistent (though twisted) through out and she’s honestly just a lot more fascinating when you forfeit any hope to view her in an affirmative (via common sense) manner. 

Just came across this line in the fic, from Dorothea to Gilbert:

Dorothea turned to her friend, and smiled. “Because that’s the difference between Edie and your Archbishop and your King… they cared about nations, and churches, and order, and peace, but she cares about people.

"You see Gilbert, Woobiegard is so much better than Rhea or Dimitri because UNLIKE THEM who care for stupid things like PEACE, WOOBIE-DOOBIE-DOO over here cares about the PEOPLE!!"

Yeah, just ignore how that apparently means murdering them as well as anyone who happens to disagree with her in any way. And ignore how she's doing nothing about the food shortage that she forced everyone to go through. And ignore how violently she, uh, "cares" for the people. And ignore how she can't stand by her morals and ideals. And ignore how racist she is. SHE CARES!!

[devil-changmin]

Head empty. Thoughts strawberry

[mull3ts]

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⚠︎ 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 | Smut, Dilf! Aged Up! Donghyuck, Daddy Kink, Dacryphilia, Squirting, Fingering, Overstimulation

Your cries rang throughout Mr. Lee's bedroom as his fingers curled inside you so well, by now tears were welling in your eyes.

"Daddy!" you cried, your tears now falling from your cheeks as you threw your head back on his shoulder. Laying against his chest whilst he laid against the headboard, your hand was tangled in his hair. Your breath quickened, the pleasure he was giving you might've made you pass out.

"D-Daddy, s'too much!" you panted out, your other hand gripping Mr. Lee's wrist to no avail—this was basically his hobby.

"No, no, no, baby" he cooed, with a mix of scolding in his voice. "Just one...one more time-" his sentence faded into nothing but praise as you clenched hard on his fingers. Mr. Lee watched you squirt all over the bed in awe. Pretty moans left your lips, begging Mr. Lee to keep fingering you.

"Thought it was too much, hm?" he asked, tauntingly. "Now baby wants more from her Daddy?" he tsked "Don't be such a fuckin' brat"

"P-please, Daddy" you begged, honestly—you'd continue yourself if he wouldn't do it. Slapping your inner thigh, his digits dipped back inside you, curling just the way you needed. Rolling his eyes at you, he moved his fingers faster than you ever could. Suddenly, he slapped your thigh again.

"Stop fuckin' squirming," he scolded, his fingers slowing down to curl hitting your g-spot.

Your eyebrows were furrowed with sweat covering your forehead making your hair stick to the skin, "Daddy c-c'mon...gimme, g-gimme more! Wan' more!"

With a devilish smile on his face, he kissed your tear stained cheek. "Fuckin' brat" he murmured, letting you grow undone in front of his eyes once again. Mr. Lee relished the feeling of your walls fluttering around his fingers. "Does my baby still need more?" he questioned, pulling out his digits from your sopping cunt. He swore he must've done something good in his past life when you nodded, getting on all fours on his bed—you ass all in the air for him to see and use.

Heat immediately rushed to your face at the thought of how pathetic you looked at that moment. Mr. Lee thought you looked absolutely perfect for him, though. Who even are you to question his better judgement? You threw all your shame out the window while you watched his eyes wander up and down your pretty body.

"P-Please Daddy...gimme more~" you whined.

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[ateezthings]

ATEEZ: Late night car drive

Fluff

Gender neutral :)

Help, I can’t stop listening to Mist, it’s so so so good and also Wooyoung in the chorus soothes my soul, I can’t with this album it’s so good, also the Wonderland M/V is so powerful, I love this era I can’t believe they did all that, I stan the right group.

(Also in this I included my thoughts on who’s dom/sub as in who drives/who let’s their partner drive (although some of them could be switches) so enjoy…)

Seonghwa

- after your fancy dinner date with Seonghwa you didn’t want to go home just yet, so Seonghwa suggested a late night drive

- he wanted to show you some special spots in Seoul, which you had never seen

- while he was driving his free hand rested on your thigh

- as soon as you arrived on the observation deck, Seonghwa got out of the driver’s seat and went around the car to open your car door – being the gentleman he is

- the view was breathtaking: the skyline of Seoul, the trees and the moonlight, creating a magical atmosphere

- the best view however was Seonghwa in his fancy suit, you couldn’t take your eyes off of him… and he noticed: “You enjoy staring at me?”

“Actually I do, I’m so lucky”

- you pulled him in for a sweet and slow kiss

 Hongjoong

- you’ve been cooped up in your apartment all weekend, having no energy to do anything

- Hongjoong called you a few times making sure you’re alright but you insisted you didn’t wanna bother him

- at 11 pm on Sunday night someone knocked on your door and of course it was Hongjoong

“Are you ready to feel better?”

- just seeing his beautiful face was enough to bring tears to your eyes

- he didn’t tell you where he wanted to take you, he just took your hand and you trusted him completely

- after driving for about 40 mins he parked the car in a parking lot that looked abandoned

- you wanted to open the car door but he stopped you: “No need to get out”

- he pulled out a picnic basket from the backseat and put his seat in a lying position

- the car had see-through ceiling (thank KQ for that) so you could look up to the sky and the stars

- while eating chocolate covered fruit, kimbab and eggtarts you both talked about the things that made you worry at the moment

 Yunho

“Uhh… Y/N? Mh, I think we’re lost”

“What? You said you knew the way, that’s why I let you drive” You had noticed Yunho taking seemingly random turns for a while now

“I know it in the daylight, it’s pitchblack outside now, I can’t help it”

- he looked like a lost puppy, it was so cute, so you laughed

“That’s not funny, we’re actually lost in the middle of nowhere”

“I know but your face was so cute”

- and to that he sulked

- you ended up relying on google maps to guide you home

- you ended up talking 3h for a 1h trip

 Yeosang

From Yeosangie: I’m still at the company, sorry, I’ll be done in an hour

stay there, you texted back

- that was the perfect opportunity to take a night drive with him and spend some one on one time with him

- so an hour later you showed up at the company, Yeosang was already waiting on the street for you

- he got into the passenger’s seat

- you could tell he was exhausted by the dark circles under his eyes

- for some reason that made him even more attractive to you

“How was your day babe?”

“just the usual stuff: went to uni, had lunch with a friend, did some studying in the library, although I wasn’t that productive today. I have this really big exam coming up, I should really step up my game for that, or I’ll fail that and I can’t let that happen. So how was your day? Did you get to sing the new song?”

- no response from him

“Yeo?”

- you looked over to him and he was out, he looked so peaceful

- you took his hand in yours, he was so warm

- you kept driving till he woke up 2h later, you knew he needed sleep whenever he could get it

 San

- San drove you both through the city

- you two talked a lot, which kind of distracted him from the road

- you didn’t think much about it but when San kept driving although the traffic lights were red and almost got you both in a car crash, that was it

“San, pull over now! I’m gonna drive”

“…okay”

- he was sulky the whole ride home, he just wanted to show you how well he could drive

- you made it up to him at home in ways he could never refuse…

 Mingi

“Mingi stop pushing random buttons please, I need to concentrate”

“I’m sorry but I’m bored, where are you taking me?”

“You’ll see”

- after a while you arrived at a cliff

- you stayed inside the car, but you could see the sea, you were so close to the edge

“Woah, that’s pretty cool”

“Isn’t it? I saw it on Instagram and I thought this could be nice”

- you let down the windows and breathed the fresh sea air in

- after some time Mingi started playing some songs on his phone

- it didn’t take long for you two to start screaming the lyrics at the top of your lungs

 Wooyoung

- this has been the most nerve wrecking day of your life

- a few days ago Wooyoung mentioned how much he missed his parents and his little brother so you suggested you two could visit them, which you just did

- you were incredibly nervous before but after a while you got used to the whole situation and felt quite comfortable

- now you were on your ride home, Wooyoung on the passenger’s seat

“You did amazing today, I love you”

“Really? Do you think your parents like me?”

“My dad loves you, he told me when you were in the kitchen and my mum is always savage, that’s how she shows affection, so yeah they both like you”

- relying on Wooyoung’s statement you could relax a little

“I love you Woo”

- while you were shifting gear Wooyoung put his hand over yours

 Jongho

“You still awake?”

“Yeah just got home, are you alright Y/N?”

“Yes, I just wanted to see if you would come on a late night drive with me?”

“Always”

- 10 mins later you picked him up, he had a ton of snacks in his hands

- you spent the night with him feeding you various sweets and both of you singing along to the songs he played on his phone

- whenever he got really into a song you loved looking at him because he was so immersed and his eyes were closed

[trustinspaghetti]

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dinner: family’s dish w/ rice, stir-fried shrimps, grilled pork, steamed cabbage-d pork, veggies.

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dessert: 1 full "bánh bông lan trứng muối siêu sốt" (vietnamese trendy food)

it's basically 2 thick layers of cake with salted eggtart, salted shredded pork & creamy cheese sauce (extra sauce)

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my portion was only 1/2 cake, but i think i just experienced my first extreme hunger. amazed, freaked out and acted immediately, i asked dad for the last 1/2 piece.

the video is me celebrating my victory.

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i thought i was so full & nauseous after the cake but after a short minute did i feel fine again & just really fatigued, ready to go to bed.

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it was a really big fear food. i’ve heard my friends saying they could not finish the whole cake, my mom & sis starring at me bc they’re surprised but i did it anyway, & it’s for my own good.

yo girl needs a big push & some motivation to do so, yesh!

[heritageartifacts]

While polenta is widespread throughout northern Italy, boiled or grilled corn isn’t part of the table here. I have yet to see a vendor selling ears of corn at any of the markets. So when friends with a prolific garden said they were Sardinia-bound for the month of September and told us to enjoy the last push of their produce, I immediately thought about their crowning patch of corn. - Chopped baby zucchini and their flowers are wilted in a mound of butter and just-beginning-to-caramelize shallots. The colorful mix is slathered onto layered Piedmontese yellow potatoes sliced so thin, I could almost make out the edges of reason in a world gone mad. Next came a crumble of salty sheep feta, grated lemon hauled back from the coast, and tiny corn kernels so sweet they were nipped raw. Topped with a dozen whipped eggs of varying sizes and shapes stolen from said couple’s hens, and a shake of crumb made from dried grissini (they’re breadsticks, man), the dish was baked in a roaring oven until I could smell it from upstairs. - #italy #lunch #pranzo #eggtart #summerveggies (at Сан-Бенедетто-Бельбо) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUIHPsVNgPWQEPnwyiUSuUtsi1YKkgOpLKJYq40/?utm_medium=tumblr

[hongkongdramas]

Brutally Young

A nice catch for this drama and I was intrigued by it when they released the trailer during promo. That mouthful title for the drama has already summarized the main plot of the story. I was indeed caught on by the mysterious theme to it and I can safely say that it was nice to watch. Not the kind where it makes you go all out, chasing each and every episode but I was enjoying myself watching it as the story progresses.

I like how they link up all the tiny crimes to that one ultimate crime that took place 18 years ago. I was guessing and guessing who the culprit was but then realized that there was no point into guessing it all along when it was revealed near the end since the story just simply does not reveal much but rather it was a side of the story that was completely “hidden”. There was no clues and hints at who it was and the only way to find out was to watch on.

Anyway I was constantly thinking why the police didn’t want to pick up bloodstains from the crime scene where the mental guy was brawling with his victims... and realized that the police were taking super duper long to DNA analyze his blood... Like after Ghost Keung, Tiger and his wife died (3 PPL DIED) was the time they found out the identity. By then, it was too late...

Another problem I had was the fact that why would they allow random people into the crime scenes and shouldn’t there be some SOP or protocol to prevent unrelated people into crime scenes? I was annoyed at how the police especially Madam Yeun to randomly allow Sam into crime scenes (like when they discovered Tiger’s wife dead) or to even fill him in onto details and information about the cases... Isn’t it supposed to be confidential?! And because of all these led to how the cases kept on escalating for the worse....

At the beginning, I was rooting so much for Madam Yuen to quickly uncover the truth about her father being the father of Sze. Because I was guessing around too much and was highly suspecting him as the killer of Ghost Keung and Tiger. I initially thought he was trying to get revenge for his son by taking off the people who took part in “killing” Sze. But when tables turned and more was revealed, the anticipation I had to bringing whoever was responsible to justice changed. And now it went from Madam Yuen’s Dad to Sam. I was consistently waiting for the moment where he would be caught and apprehended....

Oh and the part where the father tried to make Eggtart “talk”.. A MACHINE TO TRACK HEARTBEAT?! Are you serious..?!?!?!? A bedridden man is being pushed far away from the hospital and is facing a really agitated man questioning him constantly. How is it possible that he would have a normal heartbeat and is feeling calm in that environment??? He should be stressed and afraid! So how accurate can the polygraph be at tracking the heartbeat to get answers to questions?!?!

The ending was simple and expected. Those who deserved to be punished were punished.

Performances wise... Ugh I was STILL unhappy with Shaun Tam... All he had was a monotonous tone to his voice and a straight face almost allllll the way throughout. Just like as when he was in Succession War. I’m sorry but I gave him so many chances from Succession War to The Stuntman to Forensic Heroes to Brutally Young... He just can’t seem to deliver some WOW performance. Maybe some credit can be given at the ending when he is “talking” to his young self... but overall.. meh.

Mandy Wong doesn’t have sufficient charisma as a Madam but still able to pass off and deliver the daughter-that-lost-her-mum side of the character. I know she is a great actress given how she has proven herself in the drama Threesome but I guess the limited space for her character to develop here in the drama didn’t allow her to show off her skills.

Hats up to Vivien Yeo for the dedication to learn and pick up sign language for the drama. And I can’t help but notice how skinny she was.. On the other hand, Joel Chan was convincing as the triad gang leader and shows how much brotherhood he has for his friends.

In conclusion, the gripping story was captivating and interesting. Not the very best drama as I was thinking maybe it could have been more exciting in one way or another.  

[dokim-kyungin]

💫Get to know me tag💫

->Tagged by @minsugajangjangmanboongboong​  (  >:3;)>  c’mere

->Rules: answer 30 questions then tag 20 people you’d like to know better

Nicknames: purin,bread,safi

Gender: Female

Star sign: Aries

MBTI type:  omg does everyone know wht this is? i feel old

Height: 5′5

Time: 12:25AM

Birthday: April 8, 1992

Favorite bands: EXO & many more

Favorite solo artists: Honestly too many to name. but most recent is BEN

Song stuck in my head: Maiko Fujita - Nee

Last movie watched: Spiderman (Homecoming)

Last show watched: Stranger (secret forest)

When did I create my blog: hmm *checks email* 2014!  Omo

What do I post about: Do Kyungsoo, Kim Jongin, Kaisoo, Exo

Last thing I googled: “304hkd to cad” X’D

Do you have other blogs: of coooourse!

Do you get asks:I used to when I was more active but thank you for noticing me senpai ;3;

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Favorite color: anything that makes me go WAAH at that moment

Average hours of sleep: 4-5 hours OTL except when i have no work

Lucky number: 8 & 12 <3

Instruments: Violin & Piano

What am I wearing: Mismatched cotton pjs

How many blankets do I sleep with: 1

Dream job: went from dentist to photographer

Dream trip: South Korea (3days does NOT count plus i was like 13 ), Thailand, Norway, Sweden, Malaysia, Singapore (again was too young), Turkey, Morocco, Macau, Japan (going!) HK (lived there half my life but GOING after 9 years ;V;) , Quebec ..not to stalk Goblin or anything

Favorite food: sushi, bubble tea, madeleines, eggtart, cheese cake, strawberry shortcake, oreos, twizzlers, spinach puff, pound cake, almond croissant, banamiruk- OKAY its 1:20AM i aint got time fo dis i have work 10AM tmr plus i need sleep before kokobop drops D:<

Nationality: Land of the Moose

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Observations about Fuuta's clothing choices

Some loose thoughts I had about Fuuta and what his clothing says about him. This was originally a twitter thread I made in November 2023 so it may be a bit jank since it was made to fit that format.

So we already know that it's quite odd that Fuuta is the only one out of the guilty prisoners to have a clothing change for the 2nd trial. However, I find it especially interesting how his mask got swapped out for a hoodie.

Obviously, the point of a face mask is to cover part of your face. We see him wearing this mask in Bring It On and during Trial 1. While there's benefits of it protecting his identity, I personally believe he may be using it to conceal his insecurities.

In comparison to the other characters, Fuuta has short and messy eyebrows, deep eyebags, and unconventional teeth. He's literally masking these, which is fitting with how he exudes a tough bravado to hide his inner cowardice.

Also, isn't it interesting that his older sister is a beautician?

He also tends to wear baggy clothing or clothing that completely covers him up. The most skin we've ever seen from Fuuta is the birthday art (which still has him wearing the mask).

There could also be something significant with him pushing his hair back and revealing more of his face than usual. As he's also wearing golden shoes, evocative of the European Golden Shoe awarded to top scoring football players, maybe this is Fuuta with fulfilled dreams and a greater sense of confidence.

A reply I got on the original twitter thread pointed out that one of the first things we see in Bring It On is Fuuta getting ready for the day, putting on his hoodie and mask, and fixing his hair. Being shown this, we can infer that Fuuta does care about the way he presents (and conceals) himself.

It should also be noted that Fuuta's armour changes throughout the song. He initially only wears a turtleneck, but starts wearing a black hood over it during the last chorus. His mask and hoodie are also items in his RPG inventory! It shows that these aren't just clothing items, but important pieces of "equipment" to him that boost his attack and/or defense.

(Note that fantasy Fuuta's outfit has double white lines on it which feels out of place in a fantasy setting. It of course ties to real life Fuuta's sporty clothing choices, including the hoodie. In this fantasy there are still elements of reality.)

In Bring It On there's an emphasis on Fuuta properly wearing the mask but pulling it down when he's participating in the Dark Triad's activities.

If we go with my previous thinking that Fuuta uses the mask to hide his insecurities, it could mean that he feels most comfortable and secure when acting with the Dark Triad. Fuuta is someone that relies on the validation of others, so it would make sense that he feels most confident in himself when he's with a group of similar-minded people.

(I'm also interested in these shots where we don't see the mask at all... The right image is especially intriguing as his mouth is covered despite not wearing the mask. It's a stark contrast to the nasty smirk he usually does when he's maskless.)

Anyways, he stops wearing the black mask in Trial 2, probably due to his injuries. He instead wears a black hoodie, distinct from the navy shirt he wore in Trial 1. He has essentially traded one concealing item for another concealing item.

On his Trial 2 album cover, Fuuta has his hood up and is shielding himself with his hand. He's trying to hide away, to protect himself from the terror of persecution and the consequences of his actions. I find it eerily similar to the ending of Bring It On where he's doing the same thing but with an entire blanket as his hood.

This denial and hiding away from his sin is something even stated in Undercover.

TLDR: Fuuta uses clothing, especially masks and hoods, to hide his insecurities and protect himself.

[furesemide]

Got Lost...

Sometimes being lost leads you to unexpected things.

Have I ever told you guys that we went missing when we where in Macau? It was when we where heading to Macau Tower and we didn’t realize that the bus we rode will literally leads us to Macau Tower. Initially, me and Erika thought that we had to ride another bus that can lead us to our destination. Hence, the fare cost only 7 pataca. So cheap for a fare to our destination.

So, we randomly dropped off ourselves somewhere in Macau. Unanticipatedly, the place we stopped by was the spot where Erika’s 101 photography spot is located. I dont know the name of the place but its a tenement. Its quite unusual and interesting because the windows looks like bird cages! It was quite scary and intereseting if you will see it in person. You can imagine The Transformer movie, where they captured every human being and arrested them and put them into cages, it was like that.

It didn’t take long to take photos. We have an itinerary to follow kahit wala na,haha...We’ve waited for a bus that will finally lead us to the tower. Upon arriving there, I’ve noticed that in every corner there are casinos. They were all gallant and splendid! You can imagine how rich Macau is. I was just heartbroken because people are smoking. For a place so rich, the atmosphere is disturbing.

We went to the famous Lord Stows Egg Tart which is located inside the Grand Venetian. We ordered a box of egg tarts. It cost 10 pataca each, more likely 70 pesos if you convert it. Somehow expensive for an eggtart you know,hahah...I’ve first tasted Lord stows egg tart during my college days. My aunt brought it at home. It wasn’t famous that time. I think, they boom after the Korean Princess hours scene where the princess ate there tart. Or not?Or I’m just thinking it that way,hahah

We left Macau around 6 or maybe passed 6?We were all happy and glad that we were able to explore Macau with a good weather, I mean we prefer sun than rain.

I can say that I am an adult now because I was able to enter a casino, A living proof of being an adult. Just bring your ID always please. hahah...

[zizliine]

Hello TUMBLR! It’s been a super long time since the last time I type things on a blog. I’ve been wanting to do this for a long time, sometimes I just jot my removable pen on a random note that always gone, or on a memo app that tend to deleted accidentally. So I decided to share my thoughts on this platform, idk what would it be, but I’m sure it’ll be healthy for my mental lol.

There is a loooot of things I have in my mind. I always have this roller coaster brain, juggling up and down.

DECEMBER 2015 - I GRADUATED! I was one of the best student you can say. Graphic design. After my graduation, there is a lot of things happened. I do regret that up until this early 2018, I still don’t know what to do with my life. Since I was a kid, I always love doing tons of things, you know it if you’ve been followed me through my junior high school blogs. I used to aim to be a multitalented someone, independent woman, and self-sufficient. 

It happened mostly on being someone who is talented on doing a lot of things, "Jack of all trades, master of none”. I keep jumping on wanting to be a graphic designer, interior designer, chef, business owner (clothing store and cafe mainly), Muay Thai fighter, youtuber, makeup artists. Its crazy. 

JANUARY 2016 - So this is what happened, after my graduation. My dad hospitalized, he was diagnosed with Hepatitis B at first (early 2016) and the other hospital said he got Hepatitis C afterward. Me and my mom went back and forth accompany my dad, to Kuching, Malaysia, to Singapore too. I guess it took only 6 months for him to recovered and free of the virus, THANK GOD. Because of that, my grandma was sent to Jakarta to stay and treated with my uncle, because we were busy taking care of my dad (for 3 months).

MAY 2016 - Then my Dad bought a new house, we were so busy designing the house. My dad assigned me to communicate with the interior designer, and I kept looking for design inspiration that match with my family’s taste. I always consider others, always want their taste to be contributed to the house. I want the touch of us, in every part of the house. My sister was capable of choosing the look and feel of the house, the way she wanted. My bro and my parents only told me they want “Hotel” theme, which is sleek and clean, specifically brownish n warm tone just like Marina Bay Sands hotel. The construction started around May 2016.

During that time, my dad kept going back to Singapore for a following check up, I am soo grateful that my boyfriend always had my back, up until now. Idk what to do if I don’t have him, I wasn’t that strong :)

JUNE 2016 - My lovely Auntie taught me how to bake eggtart, and it was a really good experience cos I LOVEEE EGGTART! It was my grandmother’s recipe. The outer crisps was damn good. I modified the recipe by adding some grated cheese and grounded almond. My family was proud of me and really loving the tarts. I baked a lot during that time, I gave it away for my friends and family (including my boyf’s grandma, and she sent me a pumpkin egg tart too)

JULY 2016 - Its the Hari Raya Holiday again, so my family went to Singapore again. I brought the egg tart that I baked 3am in the morning for my boyfriend’s family, I choose the best ones and hand carry them to Singapore lol. We went to the zoo, I remember how I was super influenced by Mathilda, Leon The Professional’s clothing style. On 4th of July, I was invited to Emilie’s 4th Birthday, she is my boyfriend’s cousin.

NOVEMBER 2016 - I was texted by someone, I was shocked at first, but she became my best friend now. She contacted me to become a model for her clothing store, I was with my other friend, who turned out to be my boyfriend’s cousin too. We had fun at the photoshoot, we played with makeup too. After that, I told them how I enjoy making lace choker, then we started our first business together, Dixi Choker, but it only last for a while lol.

DECEMBER 2016 - The three of us are three musketeers, we went everywhere together, it was a great time. There was a lot of great event we had, going to Jessandra’s bday party together, had Christmas dimsum & went to the church on Christmas Eve, it was really great. Then in the end of year, I bleached my hair to blonde! I had awesome time. My family went to Singapore again to spend our New Year. 30th December, me and my boyfriend went to Art Science museum, we happily bought the NASA tshirt as a couple lol. On the 2nd of January, my fam supposed to go back to Indo, but the plane had trouble so we postponed the flight, and went back the day after, just the day before my birthday. 

JANUARY 2017 - On the 5th of January, my best friend Klara and Jessica surprised me at King’s Restaurant, I wasn’t expected that at all. These two girls are really sweet that I guess, I opened myself to them the most. You know, it is not easy to get close to me. I have such a cold heart. Just like cold turkey in the cold storage lol. I had a lot of Star Wars gift too from my friends and my boyfriend!

We held our grandmother’s 85th birthday party on 11 January. I forgot when she went back, but we gather all her relatives, her siblings and had our dinner at Restoran Gajahmada. She carried her peached shaped pao, very happily. She really loves pink, so we dressed her all in pink. “Dadu”, is how she named pink. I miss her so much as how I look at her pictures. During my house construction, we took our grandma with her wheelchair to visit the house too, she was so happy and resists to go back to our old house lol. She’s so funny. On January 27th, we fly back to Singapore again for Chinese New Year & go back again on 31th of January. 

FEBRUARY 2017 - Klara, Jessica and me went to Kuala Lumpur for farewell trip because Jessica was going to pursue her study to New Zealand. It was a very sad moment tho, but so memorable. I’ve never really go anywhere with friends before, I did, but for a study tour to Taiwan when I was in senior high school. It’s because of the school, lol. So we had a really good time you know, we went shopping and had so many photoshoots. Cafe hoping and culinary mostly, play dress up and make up. 

MARCH 2017 - On 15th of March, Jessica fly to NZ. I am not a type of person who melts easily, who cry easily in front of people cos I am trained to hold my tears as I always want to look strong. But I’m dying inside, I miss her a lot. When she was around, she talked to me a lot, maybe she does it to other of her friend too, but I listened to her as she is my only friend. She shared me her secrets, we had a lot of deep talk and quality things. You know, I’m into deep talks and building deep connections. The next day, my friend from Korea, Ji Eun (She is actually my older sister’s classmate, and her bro was my classmate, so we got so close) visited Pontianak. We had empek2, ice cream angi, and she boughts some DVD contained Indonesian Folklore animation, then we had our dinner at KBAB, played monopoly deal together with my sister.

I took my Ielts class with Klara, we had 3 months of course. I was actually disappointed with my results lol, but its okay cos the score is above the requirements.

APRIL 2017 - Me and my fam went to informa a lot to buy furnitures, it was a great experience cos it was the first time we move lol. We decide together for our garden design too. It felt great, after 3 years away from my family, we had a lot to catch up. On Easter (16 April), I went to church with Linda, accidentally met my boyfriend’s auntie and cousins. Then on April 29th, me and my family went to Singkawang. We had great time, such a wonderful road trip. This is what I love the most, when we usually have our holiday in Singapore, my dad is always busy at the casino, stucking his nose up to those machine lol. I was always busy with my boyfriend too. So this little trip helps a lot you know. Its an awesome go-getter.

MAY 2017 - My english teacher since I was in high school, the one who help my IELTS when I was going to Singapore came back to Ponti after she Moved to US with her husband. We had a great lunch at Saung Kedah. Then on 22nd of May, My boyfriend visited Pontianak! With the whole pack, his parents, his twins, lil bro and older sis. I spent a lot of time with his family. I was invited to his parent’s Anniversary, and her grandma’s new house blessing (24 May). It was a great opportunity. On 26th of May, me and bf went for a movie together, it  was our first time watching movie together in Pontianak. We watched Pirates of the Carribean lol. Then I took him and his grandfather to Ice cream Angi, and we went to fix his portable wifi too. I dragged my boyfriend to Kopi Aming too, his first time trying my favourite coffee in Ponti. 

JUNE 2017 - We moved to our new house! I was so happy organizing our house, especially my room. I made drawer separation system by using pretty cardboard and turned out pretty well. It was the time when I was all crazy about plants too, disgustingly obsessed. It was a bad obsession I can say, until I bought a lot of gardening stuff, seeds, and hydroponic system. It was also the time I tried to import stuff from China, started my online business clothing store. I bought my ringlight too, oh GOD I spent a lot of money. On 25th June, My family went to Singapore again. I guess it was only me, mom and dad. I went to Ikea and daiso a lot to buy organizing stuff. We went to Universal Studio for the first time (we went twice for the Halloween Horror Night, but never for the day rides lol). I introduced him the Pork Bun too, the one I had when I was in Hongkong.

JULY 2017 - It was when I went so deep into gardening. Had my pretty marigold flowers blooming from seeds. Then my Auntie came back from Jakarta and taught us to make Pizza from Pan, sweet potato purple doughnuts, and Biji Salak. It was so great. Then my cousin introduced me to Sims 4, and I was impulsively bought the game from tokopedia. Which is a huge regret now. I hate myself when I got into games, I could play it all day long until I neglect my life. That is how fast I get addicted into things. 

My dad always pet a specific fish, its Red Parrot Fish. He really love it, but everytime we move the fish, from house to house, they always get stressed out. The older and big fishes died slowly. One by one, then he got new ones, I guess almost 20 fishes lol. I got myself succulents too, and I got some for my sister. I also bought a lot of IKEA furnitures, sent them through an container expedition sent by ship cos it costs so much if I use the regular one. I had fun in assembling the furnitures too. I went crazy in buying plant seeds too lol.

On July, my boyfriend visited ponti again. We surprised our friend Shella with other friends too. As usual, when my boyfriend come to ponti, we always have Ice Cream Angi with his Akong. His Akong loves Ice Cream so much. Then me and my boy went to Shinjuku, a Japanaese Yakitori Street Food. We had kaloci, tausuan, and pentol as a closing of our dinner lol. At night, we tapao Bakmie Atie for Ama. The morning before he go back to Sg, we initially wanted to have tiammie for breakfast, but the store was closed, so we ate Bakso in front of my complex, and I drived him to eat some Tua Ce Ie too. He love it so badly. (25July)

I sold my first clothing piece on 27th of July. I was so happy lol. During this month, I spent my day promoting my clothing store and taking care of my plants.

AUGUST 2017 - My auntie came back again, we made some handmade noodles and sponge cakes. I took pictures of her recipe books as she told me to. I spent my time with my Senior High School friend too, as he is a photographer, I  asked him to help me to take pics for my clothing store. I asked Anggi and Michelle (my niece) to be the model.

26th August, is when my Grandma passed away. I was torn apart. I hate myself so much that I did not spend more time with her. I spend more time with my boyfriend’s grandparents a lot more than with mine. I was so sad that I lose her. It my first time to lose someone who is so close to me. She was buried on 1st of September 2017.

SEPTEMBER 2017 - We visited Singapore again. I forgot what it was for hahaha. But mainly I just had fun with my mom and boyfriend. We had nice dinners so many times. We went to China town to buy some jerky beef, and as usual my main restaurants to go in Sg are Genki Sushi, Tanuki Raw, Mcd, Menya Musashi, Kanshouku, any Kbbq or Hotpot restaurant. When I went back to ponti, I always limit my food intake lol.

OCTOBER 2017 - We held my sister’s birthday too, I bought her mangoo cheesecake. She was happy, and me and my friend surprised her for the second time at Tyga per Ampat too.

NOVEMBER 2017 - I prepared my bro’s bbq party. I made him sate taichan, bbq chicken, sauteed potato (4NOV). My housemate when I was in Singapore visited to Ponti too, they are originally from Batam & Medan. We surprised Brenda’s bday party too, twice (6NOV). First at Botani, followed a BBQ party at William’s house. I was still in a journey to lose some weights, so I bought a lot of granola during that time. I bought an expensive muay thai punching bag too. CRAZY. I always made a bold move in spending my money. (18Nov) I did see results, my waist are smaller. I visited Jakarta on 19th November, mainly for my acne treatment. Then I had nice dinner at Kintant with Gris, and Shaburi with my mom. The rests are random KBBQ, random Indo food with my cousin.

DECEMBER 2017 - I only focus doing muay thai and losing weight, I did some intense classes, follow kayla itsiness and strict with my diet. I made my weight planner, it was crazy. I bought protein powder from my protein, I was really focus in making myself feel stronger and energetic. I determined to be healthy so I can focus better. THEN MY FAMILY FLY TO SG AGAIN TO SPEND OUR NEW YEAR! hahahhaa.. its always like that.

JANUARY 2018 - So from 28 Dec to 6 January, 9 days spent in Singapore. Me and my whole fam spent times in Singapore, then my Fam went back first on 1st of January. I stayed at Derrick’s home. I accompanied him to school, sitting at the cafe and read Girl Boss book. Then on 3rd of January my dad and mom came to Sg again to pick me up! Hahahha that is how my dad spoil his 23 years old daughter. I’m old alr but he is still super protective. He was actually fly from Ponti-Jkt to had his dental surgery, but he decided to pick me up. I want to extend my day in Sg cos I want to spend it with my boyfriend. I don’t wanna be in Ponti for some reasons. It feels like I’m getting old but I have no where to go. I know its my hometown, but it feels strange somehow. I am weird, its hard for me to get along with people here. I hate those eyes staring at me with the thoughts I predict they wud say. I know it might be only in my mind. But I hate myself enough already, those questions asking me about what’s my career now, what am I working now is depressing. I need time with myself. I just want to be with someone I feel safe with, which is my boyfriend. I feel so calm whenever I am with him, might be the reason why I want to be with him forever. I am anxious every time, talking to him was the greatest feeling ever. He always giving me positive feedback and encourage me. It was great.

So I went back to ponti after that, and my parents went to Sg again. My mom was on cruise trip to Thailand & Sg.

FEBRUARY 2018 - My cousin from my Dad’s side had his wedding, somehow we didn’t go there even though they were waiting for our presence. Its kinda pressurize me when I have those thoughts abt ppl asking me what I am doing. So I decided not to go by that reason. And chosing nice dresses on not-so-confident-me is stressful too. idk why i stress everything over small things. Btw we surprised our mom too, she had her birthday! Then again, my dad and mom fly to Singapore again. Kinda bad decision tho, cos Jipek suddenly passed away. He is my best uncle on earth. I love him so much eventho I never show it when he’s alive. He taught me gardening, asked me to eat rose petals, drenching rose plants with crazy tons waters, he pet an orang utan, taught us how to draw, and a lot of things.

So yeah, idk what else to write. There are a lot of memorable things, even though I feel I did not achieve something during this past 2 years, at least I learnt a lot. I always wonder what if , what if I continue to work or just continue my study in Singapore during 2015-2018. But I wouldn’t be as close as this with my family, I won’t have time to catch up with my grandma, I wouldn’t be there when my Ama left. I feel like God sent me to Ponti to have golden time with my family. I was way too harsh with myself when people asked me why am I still in ponti doing nothing. I cursed myself everytime people asked me things abt my future. Guess what? I am okay. I learnt a lot. 

- I lose 2 of my favourite people, but I was there before they gone.

- I was there to help my mom taking care of my dad and ama. So she was not alone.

- My dad bought a house and need me to help with the design.

-I learnt muay thai and made some connections with them.

-I got new close friends, Klara and Jessica, and Gerry too hahah.

-I got close to my bf’s grandparents.

-I participate in makeup competitions and started few videos on my chanel, its growing but slow hahha

-I learnt a lot abt gardening

-I hang out a lot at a coffee shop, and make some friends. 

-I started my online shops and struggled!

-I did some organizing at my new house which is a great thing I guess?

-I cook a looooooot for my family, thank God they love it.

-I fly to places without my parents (hongkong with sisters) and kuala lumpur with my besties.

-I did chalk drawings at a cafe with Linda and Jeff.

-I work with 5 clients on graphic design (Rutos, Achiang, Shica, Cloud Vape, Cokoer) Some cv design for friends, and some i dont really remember lol.

-I catch up with hair dying experiment again with my mbak and myself! I permed and bleach my hair too lol idk whether its smth special to mention or not.

- I did makeup for people too and earn money for it!

Its crazy how time flies, but it was not for nothing. God has been good to me. 

During 2015-2018 (disgusted with myself how i spend my time but you know, its not bad at all! )

So now its 2018 guys! There is a lot more to come. I realized when I try to do graphic design freelancing, it was really hard to manage my time, to make my income constant, pricing my work, to talk with clients and everything. I was alone to do it all.

It was hard to run an online business alone, order stuff, talk to clients, design, market my stuff, branding, send the stuff.

I know i can grow through makeup, cos I can see it is my passion now. But I need to prioritize what I need now. I need to earn money. Real money. So I decided to take my path and take a turn. I’ll be mentally stable in Singapore, working with a good amount of salary, and constant too. 

All i need to do is just to play safe right now. Cos hell yeah ofc, I need money. I just need to save up. I need to be good in saving money, as what ppl say, to earn is easy but saving is hard. I need a stability, I need to anchor myself on something I am sure about. I need commitment. I need something to hang on. Which is what I have and certified is graphic design. 

So now I am planning to revamp rebuild my portfolio, cv, resume and cover letter. I will target myself to apply some jobs in Singapore before March. Hopefully I’ll get some interviews. PLEASE GOOOODDDD! HELP ME! Hehee.

 If not, (worst case scenario lol) I’ll take some courses, online and in school. I want to specialized in UI & UX. Then on early march, I will go to Jakarta with my sister and mom, she had an art exhibition. I wanna grab new laptop for me to work better. 

But yeah currently I’m working on my works, and trying to sharpen my skills, get into my workflow, and learn some more skills on share skills ! WISH ME LUCKKKKKK <3 <3

[mull3ts]

[ # 𝟐𝟒 𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓 ]

⚠︎ 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 | Smut, Dilf! Aged Up! Stepfather! Doyoung, Infidelity, Daddy Kink, Oral (f)

Doyoung always liked keeping your best interest in mind, no matter what.

Doyoung liked you, and you liked him exactly as much—though, the attraction you had towards each other was probably a little more than a "like".

To describe it, he was planning to divorce your mother just after a year of marriage. As said, Doyoung kept your best interest in mind, all the time. Just like now!

Mr. Kim had suggested you take a break from studying as he himself took a break from meetings, emails, and other CEO business. You just didn't quite know what he meant by "taking a break".

"Hold still, baby," Mr. Kim slurred as his right hand pried your legs open, spreading them across the arm chairs, and the left spread apart the lips of your cunt all for him to see. "Daddy's gonna make you feel so, so good, baby." he winked, kissing your sensitive little clit.

Mr. Kim's eyes never seemed to leave yours, sending you a wink every time you'd meet his and look away.

You nodded, heat rushing to your face as all you could do is look down at him as his tongue worked along the slit of your cunt. Mr. Kim's lips wrapped around your clit and groaned around it earning a whimper from you. Chuckling at your response to him, his middle and ring finger slid inside of you, curling to hit your g-spot as he kissed the inside of your thighs, leaving soon-to-be hickeys everywhere. Your breath was ragged as his lips got closer to your cunt again. Instead of his lips wrapping around your clit, his thumb rubbed it in a circular motion.

His tongue met your clit once again, sucking on it harshly as his fingers quickened their pace.

"Feel good, angel?"

"Mhm," you agreed breathlessly, your moans rang throughout the room as you felt your orgasm inch oh-so closely to you.

"Da...Daddy m'gonna cum~" you cried out, your walls pulsing around Mr. Kim's fingers as you came. Your back arched in the chair you sat in, Mr. Kim thought you looked like you came straight out of his fantasies on that chair. "Good baby," he praised, lapping up the cum that oozed out of your pussy. Standing back up off the floor, he positioned your panties back into their original place on your skin.

There was a slight flush to his cheeks.

"Now get back to work, baby," he ordered, motioning to your forgotten about computer on his desk before landing a kiss to your cheek. "No," you whined, pulling him back closer to you by the belt-loops of his dress pants. "Wanna please you, too~"

Mr. Kim smiled at you before internally shrugging, letting you undo his pants as he stood in front of you.

At the same time, you kept his best interest in mind too.

HOT DILFS IN YOUR AREA

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Hong Kong souvenirs from Mom. She thought the red boxes with the picture of egg tarts actually are egg tarts. Mom... seriously? Well, I won't dwell on it since they taste good. 엄마의 홍콩 기념품. 빨강 상자에 사진이 에그 타르트라서 진짜 타르트가 있다고 생각하고 사오신... 맛이 괜찮아서 그냥 넘어가겠음. #hongkong #souvenir #eggtart #keewahbakery #nugat