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A Rose Without Thorns
Mama Rose from Gypsy on Broadway x Female Reader
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The city never truly slept, but tonight, it felt emptier than usual. The neon glow of a burlesque marquee flickered in the distance, its bright letters spelling out a name that was once just a dream. Gypsy Rose Lee.
The name echoed in Rose’s head like a final curtain call she wasn’t ready to take. She sat on a bench in the biting cold, hands folded tightly in her lap, staring out into nothing. Her fur coat, the one she had worn proudly through countless auditions and backstage battles, suddenly felt heavier than it ever had before.
Louise was gone.
Not gone in the sense that she’d disappeared, but gone from her. Living her own life now, standing on her own. The moment should have been triumphant—Rose had spent years pushing her daughter toward stardom—but instead, it left a hollow ache inside her chest, one she wasn’t prepared for.
She had no more dreams left to chase. No more curtains to pull. No more daughters to push.
And for the first time in decades, she was alone.
That was how you found her.
You had been passing through the quiet streets when you saw her, hunched over on a park bench, her head bowed as if in prayer. But she wasn’t praying. She was crying—silent, restrained tears that barely made it past her lashes before she wiped them away with sharp, hurried movements.
Something about the sight of her struck you. Maybe it was the way her shoulders sagged, a stark contrast to the indomitable woman you had seen on stage before. You weren’t a stranger to her reputation; Rose Hovick was a name whispered with awe and sometimes fear in show business. A force of nature, people said. Unstoppable. Relentless.
But right now, she just looked... tired.
You hesitated for only a moment before stepping closer. "Are you alright, ma’am?"
Her head jerked up, eyes narrowing in immediate defense, but there was no real fight left in them. Only exhaustion. Her gaze flickered over you—calculating, assessing—before something in her softened just slightly.
"Do I look alright to you?" she replied, voice hoarse from holding back emotion.
You smiled gently, undeterred by her sharpness. "Not particularly."
She scoffed, a sound that was half a laugh and half a sigh. "Well, aren’t you observant."
There was a beat of silence before you took a seat beside her, leaving enough space so she wouldn’t feel crowded. She didn’t tell you to leave, which you took as a good sign.
"Rough night?" you asked.
Rose let out a short, humorless chuckle. "Try a rough life."
You nodded, as if you understood. Maybe you did, in your own way.
"You’re Rose, aren’t you?" you asked after a moment.
She turned her head toward you sharply, surprised. "And how would you know that?"
"I’ve seen you before," you admitted. "Watched your girls perform. But mostly, I watched you. You have a way of stealing a scene, even when you’re not trying to."
She huffed, but there was something close to amusement in her expression now. "Yeah? Well, that’s the damn problem, isn’t it? Stealing the scene don’t mean much when the show’s over."
Another silence fell between you. She wasn’t looking at you anymore, staring down at her gloved hands. They were fidgeting, like she needed something to do but couldn’t figure out what.
"You have somewhere to go?" you asked finally.
She hesitated.
Then, so quietly you almost missed it, she said, "Not anymore."
It wasn’t just about a place. It was about them. June had run off years ago. Herby—sweet, patient Herby—had finally had enough and left her. And now Louise...
She had always been the one to leave, never the one left behind.
But here she was.
You made a decision then. "Come with me."
Her head snapped toward you again, brows raised. "Excuse me?"
"I have an apartment not far from here," you explained. "It’s warm, and I make a decent cup of coffee."
She stared at you like you had just offered her the moon. "You’re inviting a perfect stranger into your home?"
You shrugged. "You’re not a stranger, not really. And besides, I don’t like seeing people like this. You look like you could use a place to rest."
She opened her mouth as if to argue, but the words never came. Pride warred with exhaustion on her face, but exhaustion won.
Finally, she exhaled sharply and muttered, "Well. Guess I’ve done crazier things."
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Your apartment was small but comfortable. Nothing extravagant, but homey in a way that Rose hadn’t felt in years. She stood in the middle of your living room, still wrapped in her coat, as if unsure whether she belonged there.
You disappeared into the kitchen and returned with two mugs of coffee, setting one on the table beside her. She eyed it warily before finally sinking onto the couch with a sigh.
"Not exactly how I expected my night to go," she muttered before taking a sip.
"Me neither," you admitted, watching her over the rim of your cup.
There was a pause before she said, almost to herself, "Men always leave."
The words hung heavy between you.
She looked up then, meeting your gaze fully for the first time since arriving. There was something unreadable in her expression—curiosity, maybe, or something deeper.
"Women, though..." she trailed off, as if she was just now considering the thought for the first time.
You tilted your head slightly. "What about them?"
She studied you, as if searching for something in your face. Then, with the faintest hint of a smirk, she said, "They’re different."
You weren’t sure if she was talking about all women or just you.
But either way, you didn’t mind.
And neither, it seemed, did she.
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The night stretched on in quiet contemplation. Rose sat curled into the corner of your couch, one hand wrapped around her coffee mug, the other draped lazily over her lap. She was still wearing her fur coat, as if shedding it would leave her too vulnerable.
You let her sit in her silence, knowing that whatever she was working through, it wasn’t something that could be solved with simple conversation. You weren’t a stranger to heartache, to the weight of loneliness, but something about Rose’s presence in your living room—her stillness, her uncharacteristic quiet—felt heavier than any sorrow you’d seen before.
"Why are you being so nice to me?" she asked suddenly.
You blinked at her over your coffee. "Shouldn’t I be?"
"People don’t do things out of the goodness of their hearts," she said, voice tinged with old bitterness. "Not in show business. Not in life."
You tilted your head, considering her. "I’m not asking for anything, Rose."
She let out a small, skeptical huff, but there was no fight behind it.
"And anyway," you continued, "I’ve been watching you for a long time. You’re... something else."
Her eyes snapped to yours, suddenly alert, as if you had struck something tender in her. "That so?"
You nodded. "You’re tough. Loud. Unapologetic. But right now, you look like you’re trying really hard not to fall apart."
Her grip on her coffee tightened.
For a moment, you thought she might snap at you—Rose was sharp-edged, and you knew she wasn’t the kind of woman who took well to being analyzed. But instead, she let out a low chuckle, shaking her head.
"Well, aren’t you a perceptive little thing?"
You shrugged. "I just see you, that’s all."
Another silence fell between you. Rose set her coffee down and leaned back into the couch, finally allowing herself to relax, just a little.
"I should’ve had a plan for this," she muttered. "I always had a plan."
"But not this time?"
She shook her head. "I never thought past Louise making it. That was the goal. That was always the goal. I figured once she made it, I’d... I don’t know. I thought I’d feel different."
"And do you?"
She gave a dry laugh. "I feel nothing."
You swallowed. You understood that, too well. The feeling of chasing something for so long only to reach the end and find nothing waiting for you.
"Then maybe it’s time you stopped living for everyone else," you said gently.
She looked at you then, really looked at you. Her gaze lingered, eyes dark and searching, as if she were trying to read something in your face that she hadn’t considered before.
There was a shift between you, an unspoken weight to the air.
It was Rose who looked away first.
"Men always left me, you know," she murmured. "Three husbands. Then Herby. Even my own damn father."
"I’m not a man," you said softly.
She smirked at that, a quiet, almost amused sound. "That’s what’s new about this, isn’t it?"
You raised an eyebrow.
She sighed, rubbing a hand over her face. "I’ve spent my whole damn life being surrounded by men. Always needing them to get what I wanted. Always getting left behind in the end."
"And now?"
She met your eyes again, the smirk fading into something more uncertain. More vulnerable.
"I don’t know," she admitted. "But I do know I don’t wanna be alone tonight."
Your breath hitched at her words.
It wasn’t a declaration, not yet. But it was something. A thread between you, stretched and waiting to be pulled.
You set your coffee aside and stood. "Come on."
Rose raised an eyebrow. "Where are we going?"
"To bed."
She blinked, and you saw the brief flash of guarded surprise in her eyes.
You chuckled. "Not like that, Rose."
She rolled her eyes, though there was a flicker of amusement there. "Oh, I know. If you were, you’d have to buy me dinner first."
You laughed. "Noted. But really—there’s a spare bed in the other room. You need rest."
She hesitated, clearly unused to accepting kindness without strings attached. But after a moment, she sighed and stood, stretching with a groan.
"Alright, alright. Lead the way."
You guided her to the small guest room. It wasn’t much—just a neatly made bed and a dresser—but it was warm, and right now, warmth was what she needed.
She stood in the doorway, eyeing the bed with a strange expression. "Haven’t slept in a bed that wasn’t in some crummy hotel in years," she muttered.
You leaned against the doorframe. "Then maybe this is a fresh start."
Rose let out a small, tired laugh as she toed off her heels. "Kid, I’m too old for fresh starts."
You shrugged. "I don’t think so."
She looked at you again, and for the first time since you found her on that bench, you saw something lighter in her expression. Something softer.
"Goodnight, Rose."
She gave a small nod. "Yeah. Goodnight, kid."
As you turned to leave, her voice stopped you.
"And... thanks."
You smiled. "Anytime."
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Sway With Me
The soft click of the door behind you both signaled the end of a wonderful night. The warmth of the restaurant still lingered in the air, the scent of red wine and candle wax clinging to your clothes. Patti let out a satisfied sigh, kicking off her heels with practiced ease, her lips curling into a small smile as she glanced your way.
"Tired?" she asked, her voice husky with exhaustion but still carrying that ever-present charm.
"A little," you admitted, stretching your arms before letting them fall to your sides. "But it was a perfect night."
Patti hummed in agreement, walking further into the dimly lit living room. The soft glow of the fireplace cast flickering shadows across the walls, bathing her in a golden hue that made your heart skip a beat. She turned toward you, something playful dancing in her eyes.
"Come here," she murmured, extending her hand.
You tilted your head, curiosity piqued. "What are you up to?"
Patti wiggled her fingers impatiently. "Just trust me, darling."
How could you resist? You slipped your hand into hers, feeling the warmth of her skin against yours. She pulled you closer, her free hand resting lightly on your waist as she guided you toward the center of the room.
"Wait, are we—"
A slow melody filled the air, rich and velvety, seeping from the speakers like liquid gold. Patti smirked, clearly pleased with herself as she began to sway, leading you in an effortless rhythm.
"You planned this, didn’t you?" you teased, letting yourself melt into her hold.
"I may have had a little idea," she admitted, twirling you gently before pulling you back in, her arms wrapping around you securely. "I just didn’t want the night to end yet."
Your chest ached in the best way, warmth spreading through you like honey. The fire crackled beside you, the soft music weaving around your movements, and in that moment, there was nothing but her. The world outside could wait.
Patti guided you into a slow spin, her eyes never leaving yours. She dipped you unexpectedly, a mischievous grin forming on her lips as you let out a small, surprised laugh.
"Show-off," you whispered breathlessly, your fingers curling against her shoulder.
She chuckled, her thumb tracing slow circles against your back. "Maybe. But you love it."
You did. More than you could ever put into words.
The dance continued, your bodies moving in perfect harmony, lost in the quiet intimacy of the moment. And as Patti pulled you upright once more, she leaned in, pressing a lingering kiss to your forehead before resting her cheek against yours.
"Let’s do this forever," she murmured.
You closed your eyes, feeling the steady beat of her heart against your own.
"Yeah," you whispered back, "forever sounds good."
(My delusional ass- I apologize for the cheesy song <3)
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