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Im sorry, I usually don't do ship content on my blog, but I had to. Been having a bad day and this ship makes me happy, especially with how goofy they are.
Also the Lucky design is the look I usually give Y/N characters, imma be honest, might change the design later, but for now, this is how I see Lucky looking.
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snowballs - cl16
pairing: charles leclerc x nanny!reader (fem) summary: in which you bake cookies with charles and his daughter but still end up on your knees warnings: some cute fluff?, 18+, slight smut, oral (m-receiving), bad french (please correct me!!! i don't speak french), not proofread word count: 1,342 author's note: merry christmas eve (ya filthy animals) lmaooo. also loling at the title. leaving this here for y'all. single dad Charles has me in a complete chokehold. this is not a part 2, just a little Christmas themed drabble if you wanna call it that. if you didnât read THIS yet, then go do it.
french edits made by @dannyramirezwife !!! (my angel)
⊠. ăâș ă . ⊠. ăâș ă . ⊠⊠. ăâș ă . ⊠. ăâș ă . âŠ
THE AIR WAS filled with the sweet scent of pine and cinnamon, instantly putting you in a festive mood as soon as you arrived today. Soft, twinkling lights adorn the walls and windows, casting a warm and inviting glow throughout the space. Throughout the apartment, the sound of classic Christmas tunes plays softly in the background.
The kitchen, where all three of you stood, was pure chaos. Bowls varying sizes are strewn across the countertops, each bearing the remnants of different stages of the baking process. A mixing bowl, its sides smeared with sticky remnants of cookie dough, sits next to a flour-dusted measuring cup. Multiple trays of already baked cookies, sat cooling atop the stove. It truly was a mess.
âPapa! Vous ne pouvez pas manger ça!â You canât eat those! She exclaimed in fits of laughter. Her face was absolutely covered in ingredients. No doubt from sneaking licks of cookie dough and frosting when she thought that nobody was looking. Flour coated her hands and arms, and some had found its way to her rosy cheeks.
âIls sont pour le PĂšre NoĂ«l!â Theyâre for Santa! You agreed with her. Swatting him with one of the Christmas themed hand towels that was nearby, before returning to decorating the cookies that lay in front of you.
Charles emitted a resounding gasp, skillfully weaving of feigned anguish. His reaction unfolded with a theatrical flair; a symphony of emotion portrayed through a dramatic hand gesture that traversed the journey of his fist to his chest. It mimicked the palpable sensation of being struck, an artful display of simulated injury. âUn autre homme reçoit tout cela?â Another man gets all of these?
With an indulgent smile, you playfully orchestrate a slow, deliberate roll of your eyes in response to his theatrics. Unfazed by the charming display, you redirect your attention solely to the task at hand â meticulously adorning the remaining cookies with festive embellishments. The ambiance in the room becomes a delightful blend of shared amusement as you all work hard finishing them all.
Charles soon excused himself to his bedroom to gather a call regarding some car testing that happened earlier this week.Â
As you were on the verge of releasing a hearty sigh, ready to vocalize your exhaustion, your attention diverted to the drowsy four-year-old near you. Her delicate features were gently pressed against the countertop, closed in the embrace of slumber. A wave of endearment washed over you. Suppressing a giggle, you marveled at the sheer adorableness of the scene, momentarily setting aside your fatigue to savor the precious sight before you.
Tenderly, you gathered her into your arms, cradling her like a precious bundle. With each careful step echoed through the familiar path leading to her room, where the soft glow of ambient light revealed the traces of a day well spent.
Arriving at her bed, you marveled at the cherubic expression on her face. Softly, you attempted to wipe away the remnants of flour that adorned her tiny arms and face, a silent acknowledgment of the shared joy in the dayâs baking escapade. Deciding that it was best to let her sleep than to wake her to bathe her now. The sheets could always be washed later. In that quiet moment, you sat on the floor beside her bed, just smiling at her. The room became a sanctuary, where the gentle act of care echoed the love woven into the fabric of the night.
Unbeknownst to you, Charles stood silently in the doorway, quietly observing the intimate scene before him. A swell of emotion gripped his heart as he beheld the tender scene â there you were, alongside his daughter, the warmth of familial connection radiating from your shared moments. In that unspoken exchange, a poignant desire filled his heart, longing for the sense of family that seemed to effortlessly bloom in your presence. His heart was full of want for you.
âSugar crash?â His voice, soft and unexpected, caught you off guard, prompting an instinctive flinch. As you turned your head, you found Charles slowly approaching, his tall figure standing gracefully behind where you were seated. His captivating green eyes remained fixed on you, their beauty holding a silent intensity, never once wavering from your presence.Â
âOui,â you softly smiled. âJe devrais aller nettoyer,â I should go clean up. You stood to your feet as Charles pressed a soft kiss to his sleeping girl and brushed her hair out of her face.
Back in the kitchen, it truly looked like a tornado had hit the room. Standing amidst the culinary chaos, you contemplated where to even begin when, suddenly, a pair of hands playfully seized your waist, diverting your attention.
âTu me rends fou,â You drive me crazy.
His lips pressed softly into the swell of your neck, his tongue pressing against your cookie batter covered skin. âTellement doux,â So sweet.
Your stomach clenched with butterflies as he spun you around, holding you close to him. Slowly, he brings his index finger to the corner of your mouth, wiping a speck of dough off you and bringing it to your lips.
He doesnât even need to tell you before your opening your mouth, wrapping your tongue around his finger to lick it off. You stare up at him in the process, witnessing the color of his eyes darken as you release his finger with a âpopâ.
âJe te rends toujours folle?â Still drive you crazy?
You observed the Adamâs apple in his neck bobbing with a pronounced gulp. The veins in his neck stood out prominently, evidence of his teeth being clenched.
You slowly made your way to your knees, trailing your hands down his body, feeling his taut muscles through the confines of his sweatpants. You skillfully looped your fingers into his waistband, pulling them down to free his hard length. Not too far away, was some spare cookie dough on the island of the kitchen. To which, you reached one arm up and grabbed, spreading some of it onto him, a smirk graced your lips as you heard him groan.Â
âMon dieu,â My God. He physically had to lean forward, hunching over you, in order to grip the kitchen counter top as soon as your tongue met him.
You moaned at the taste of him and the cookie dough.
He half-chuckled as his hips bucked further into your mouth, chasing after his pleasure. He inhaled sharply, trying to relax, but you were eager and adamant on getting him there. You were so so so eager to please him.Â
Your hand gripped him, collecting the spit on your fingers, spreading it all over his hot skin, while you suckled gently at his sensitive tip.
âMmm, fuck,â He couldnât get full words out as you sunk him deeper into your mouth, his tip scraping the walls of your throat. The burning in his stomach was rising as he watched you eagerly take every inch of him. You moaned at the taste of him, the vibrations pushing him even closer to the edge.
His face was completely flushed now as you bobbed up and down, essentially choking on him. Keeping your voice down, you pulled off of him again.
âJe te veux partout sur ma langue,â Want you all over my tongue. Your whimpery tone sent him over the edge almost instantly.Â
âFuck, fuck,â he repeated. The muscles of his arms bulging as he gripped the edge of the countertop tightly. Your eyes were wet with tears, but you were satisfied as he filled your mouth. Your tongue ran over the tip once more, licking up every drop, before he took a step back from you.Â
You grinned lazily at him as you stood to your feet. His chest was rising and down deeply as he tried to catch his breath.
âComplĂštement fou,â Fucking crazy. He murmurs, pulling you in for a sweet kiss.Â
âIl est temps de nettoyer!â Time to clean! You clap your hands together, devious to escape his touch.Â
But you both know, that he wonât let you off the hook that easily.
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Chapter Twenty-Five
đPairing: detective ateez ot8 x detective afab reader
đSummary: "What You Wanted"
đWC: 3.8k
đAU: detective/mafia
đGenre: action, dark themes, poly romance
đWarning(s): 18+ rating, cnc, gun threats, gun play, choking, 'kidnapping' if you squint, size kink, stomach bulge kink, threesome (of sorts), manhandling, penetration with no barrier, cream pie, ripped panties, reader essentially consents, thrill kink, multiple orgasms, dacryphilia
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It occurred to you the alarm that had gone off wasnât really an emergency, but a ploy to keep you from asking questions you shouldnât. After all, Yeosang had been watching. You didnât know where the cameraâs were, or what he could see, but you were even more certain that was the case a week later.
You had purposely asked Haru if she knew of anything going down around that time, and she had just confirmed your suspicions. Then you picked up that later in the week the Guardians had interjected, backing up the Vipers just as you had told Hongjoong.
But the real suspicious activity was the Vipersâ increase of goods from the docks- they were doing business with the Black Pirates.
Some of the girls speculated that the Pirates were helping for more territory over the river; others said they saw that without the Vipers, they would be the target of the Wolves. You supposed both could be true, but if you were correct you knew the most viable answer: if the Vipers lost, then San was lost.
The conflicting emotions and morals inside your head and heart were starting to boil over, unable to look Seonghwa in the face as he picked you up for the night. It was later than usual, the club had been more packed than normal with quite a bit of players killing some time. You were quite good at bartending, adding a little extra alcohol for some to get their lips loose, losing track of time in the process.
Yet Seonghwa hadn't been waiting long at all when you came out the back, a reminder that Yeosang had been watching and probably told him when you started closing up. Adjusting your skirt that kept riding up you approached him, taking note of the subtle way he eyed your legs.
Good, that would make this easier.
The skirt rode up even more once you were on the bike, bare inner thighs pressed against his rear, pressing closer as the heat from the bike radiated onto your skin. Your arms were tight around His waist, chest against his back, usually shy deliberate touches were now bold âaccidentalâ touches you would constantly apologize for.
Like digging your nails into his hips when he would make a turn, or grabbing his thighs when he would stop so you could ground yourself. The way you âadjustedâ your skirt every chance you got just to rub against him and press your chest closer. You could tell from the way his muscles tensed up, and the white-knuckle grip on the handles that he was affected.
Once you arrived at your apartment, you didn't immediately step off the bike, nor unlatch from him. Your hesitance to head inside showed, thankfully it played in your favor.
âAngel?â Seonghwa sounded concerned. Good. Perhaps this would make it easier to bring him inside.
Slowly you stepped off the bike, took the helmet off and appeared flustered. âCan we talk? Inside? Please?â When he appeared reluctant you added on âyou told me if I had doubts to talk to you. You aren't going back on that now?â
He softened, shaking his head and stepping off the bike once he turned it off. âOf course not. Let's head inside.â With his hand on the small of your back you made your ascend to your apartment.
Each step felt like an added weight on your heels, glancing back as you held his hand. If he could tell you were nervous, he didn't let on. Maybe you could play it off with your concerns. Seonghwa was a smart man though, so who knows how long you could keep up with deception.
Hopefully long enough to subdue him.
Once inside your apartment you kicked your shoes off, taking his hand once more once his were off too. âWhat is it, Angel?â
His obvious concern felt like a knife in the already growing wound. âHas Captain told you⊠about what we did in the gym a couple weeks back?â
Only because you were looking for it did you see it: the slightest tell of recognition. He buried it quickly under a look of confusion. âNo, he hasnât. What did you do?â
That obvious lie was like a shot of adrenaline. A sharp reminder of what you had to do. Any thought you had about asking him straight out was dashed from your mind.
With a coy smile you pulled him by the hand to your bedroom, his gaze dipping to the way your hand worked off the zipper of the jean vest you wore, nothing but the lace bra under it. The undercover work required more revealing clothing, but this you wore with this moment in mind. âI sucked him off, I wanted to do much more than that but there was an emergency.â Your words clearly affected him, just as you wanted, but you were still cautious. âBut I havenât seen or heard from him since⊠did I do something wrong?â
Seonghwa followed your every step, letting you pull him into the bedroom as your vest was opened and chest displayed. âYou didnât do anything wrong Angel⊠Iâm sure I wouldâve known about it.â You were positive he did know though.
âThen⊠can you ease my worries? W-with Chan I-â You trailed off, playing the part of dejected woman perfectly as you pulled those feelings to the surface. âI donât want any more uncertainties about if Iâm wanted or not. Please? Just a reminder?â It helped you had been so vulnerable with Seonghwa before, he didnât seem to suspect it was staged.
Not as he followed you onto the bed, lust taking over his features as he reached out, fingers trailing over the lace bra. âWeâve been neglecting you again havenât we Angel?â
You nodded, scooting more and more back on the bed so there was plenty of room for you both. âJust a bit.â The closer he got, the more you shut off your emotions. The wants and desires to do this under different circumstances. To completely indulge in the way his gaze devoured your body, to trust him with your heart, and give yourself over to the partnership the eight of them had.
But you werenât one to trust so easily, not any more, and you couldnât handle the lies. Not after everything. This wasnât a desire for them physically any more, or a need for respect in their work. His lips on yours felt like a game, as if they gave what you wanted just to keep you at bay, to twist and manipulate you so you suited their needs.
This was personal.
You kissed back just as you wanted to, because even as your world was crumbling you still desired him, desired them. His touch still had heat pulsing between your thighs, still had you so eager to lose yourself to the way his hands worshiped your body. Over your breasts, down your sides, pushing your skirt up so he could slot his thigh between yours.
With a ragged moan you rolled the two of you over towards your right, straddling his waist and grinding down on his hips with clear desperation. âHwa~ You look so good like this, under me.â Your lips were back on his in a heated kiss before he could respond, rolling your hips to stimulate the growing bulge you could feel. You were throbbing imagining it inside you, hitting deep every time you slammed down.
Shaking those thoughts off, your hands slipped up his shirt, slowly pushing it up. His kisses became hesitant, pulling away once your fingertips met his perky little nipples. âW-wait Angel, my shirtâŠâ
âWhat about it?â You trailed kisses along his jaw, pulling one hand away to grab his hand and place it back on your ass when he had pulled it away. âAre you shy?â
âA little⊠please?â He pushed at your hands, pleading up at you.
With a reluctant sigh, you nodded, moving your hands to brace yourself by his shoulders, capturing his lips again as your hand slid into his hair. âJust donât stop touching me then.â Thankfully he listened, his hands back on your ass, kneading the flesh there as you continued to kiss him.
In an instant it all shifted, the gun you were now pressing to the side of his head the reason. You kept one in your pillow to help you sleep better at night ever since you started the undercover work, and it was a blessing once you started to suspect.
Slowly you leaned back, keeping the gun trained on him as you wiped away all signs of desire from your features. âCut the bullshit Seonghwa.â
He too had a stone expression, eyes hard as he stared down the barrel of your gun. âWhat are you doing?â
âGetting answers. You know how good of a shot I am, so why donât you just listen to what I say and youâll walk out of here alive.â
âWith Mingi right next door?â He cocked a brow, meeting your gaze.
You smirked. âReally? Thatâs your retort? Nothing about my morality or oath I made as a cop? But threatening me with Mingi next door? You donât want to get the police involved in this, donât you? Better to kill me and cover it up huh? If Iâm willing to shoot you, donât you think Iâm willing to shoot him too?â
His jaw went tense, eyes flicking away for a brief moment. If you still believed that he did care for you, you might take that as a sign of remorse. âWhat do you want to know?â
âFirst-â Keeping the gun trained with precision, you grabbed his hands and pulled them up to the headboard where you had a pair of cuffs hidden. âI knew you would look good in bondage.â When he pleaded your name, you tightened the cuffs. âDonât. You had plenty of chances to tell me.â
âTell you what?â He insisted, seemingly unaffected by the gun as you moved down his body and pulled his shirt up. He went deadly still, your eyes falling on the very evidence you needed. Scrawled on his ribcage, were the words âBlack Pirateâ.
Gone was the last bit of hope, the last chance you could convince yourself that you were being paranoid and that your distrust was wrongly placed. And with it, you just snapped. Laughter boiled out of you, insane laughter like this was the funniest, craziest thing to have ever happened. âI- I canât believe it. I was right?â
You didnât want to be.
âAngel-â Seonghwaâs plea was cut off by the muzzle of your gun being pressed to his lips.
âNo. Donât call me that. Iâm not that.â You sneered out, laughter gone. âI wanted to trust you. I did trust you. But this? The Black Pirates?? Seriously?âÂ
It irked you how his gaze softened, concern there like a mother wanting to comfort their hurt child. âWe were going to-â
âTell me? When? After I fucked you all? Killed someone for you? Got so deep in that I wouldnât have any escape if- Oh my God you were huh?â You swallowed hard at that daunting realization. âYou were only going to tell me when I was so far in that you had no choice. Not because you trusted or cared for me. But because you were stuck with me and once I had enough blood on my hands only then would you tell me?â
He couldnât meet your gaze. It hurt even more.
âThe team comes first, itâs our shared secret, our personal feelings donât matter.â
With a rise of anger clogging your throat you pressed the gun closer. âYou had me believe I could be part of that, but Iâm not. Iâm not part of the team, of any of this! You used my vulnerability over Chan against me. Took advantage of the way they just tossed me aside. I trusted you, but you couldnât trust me? Not withoutâŠâ You broke off, shaking your head and trying to clear your thoughts.
You were a detective first. You had the law to uphold. This was not the right way to do it. Taking a deep breath to calm yourself you climbed off him, keeping the gun trained on him as you patted down his body. You found a gun on a calf hostler, tossed it on the chair out of reach with his pants, patting both down for any wire or tracking device. You turned his phone off for good measure, knowing Yeosang could probably track the location.
The whole time Seonghwa was watching you with that look in his eyes that was making your blood boil, but he didnât speak.Â
With the silence it gave you a moment to think. What could you do, this was a member of the black pirates- the higher up would be pleased. But you were also aware you had no way of bringing him in alone. Your evidence was nothing more than the tattoos now and the fact Seonghwa wasnât denying that yes, they were. It was the whole unit too, and being the department of organized crime- well they would be the ones who would normally be called in to deal with this.
But you also couldnât just let him go. Youâve held him at gunpoint, threatened his and Mingiâs life, and you knew their secret. They werenât going to give you a chance to get evidence against them, nor were they going to let you live for very long either. You had this one night to figure it out.
Burning the bridge with SK was now a very bad idea. You were entirely alone, and doing something reckless and stupid.
No wonder why you got transferred.
âAngel-â
You swung back around to point the gun at him again, your emotions boiling in the pit of your stomach. âStop calling me that!â
âThen talk to me! I canât help-â
You climbed on top of him quickly, pressing the gun to his forehead as you sneered. âHelp? Why the fuck would you want to help me? Your team comes first, and Iâm not part of that remember.â
âIs that what this is really about?â
âNo!â Yes- screamed in your head. âThe Pirates have been active long before any of you became detectives. Wooyoung isnât even an official one, and with the way Yeosang can erase an entire person from the internet, with access to police records and sealed files, Iâm sure he could make any crimes you all did just disappear. Could make me disappear.â
âAnd youâre smart enough that you know this entire situation only hurts you, whether I live or die.â Seonghwa attempted to reason with you, and you wanted it to work. âSo let me help you. Let me go, we can go talk to Hongjoong, and we can resolve this together. You donât have to do this alone.â
You wanted, more than anything, to believe him. And you wouldâve. You lowered the weapon, just an inch as you blinked back tears, only to jump into action when you noticed a shadow in your peripheral, adrenaline still pumping through your veins. You plummeted to the bed, large hands pushing your body down as the gun was tossed from your hands.
Instead a large hand was on your throat, squeezing hard enough your windpipe felt tight. Yunho stared down at you with such a murderous glare that any belief you had in Seonghwa was dashed. How could you talk it over with someone who wanted to kill you?
âYunho! Donât!â Seonghwa pleaded as you choked, grasping at his gloved hands to try and get him off you.
âShe had a gun pointed at you so donât give me that shit!â He snapped back, tearing his eyes away for just a second long enough for you to turn the tables. You kneed his balls and then kicked his leg to have him stumbling to the side. With a timed punch to his own windpipe you were out of his hold and rolling off the bed to grab your discarded gun.Â
He was quick to recover, grumbling curses as he followed after you, grabbing your leg to pull you back on the bed. With a silent gasp of surprise, you kicked back at any part of him you could, hitting his jaw then shoulder, just to have him grab your other leg and have more leverage against you.
You managed to get the gun, grabbing it and bringing it up just as he had you on the bed again. He stilled, staring down the barrel of your gun as he held your waist down. âYou reeeally want to do that, butterfly?â
The nickname brought back flashes of the club, the desire you had seen then once more in his eyes which just astonished you. He was panting, busted lip and a smirk on his features as he stuck his tongue out and licked the muzzle of the gun, daring you to pull the trigger.
He used your befuddlement against you, lifting your hips with one hand so you could feel the bulge in his pants, catching the spark in his eyes as he stared down at your throat where you knew there were bruises forming. Bruises in the shape of his fingers.
âYunho- donât.â Seonghwa warned again, something different about his tone this time that had you afraid of something else. They were mafia, meaning they committed crimes, killed people and probably-
You swallowed, throat sore as you tried to speak. âIâll shoot-â It came out like a croak, much less threatening than you hoped for.
He laughed around the muzzle, tongue still playing with it like he was kissing it. âYeah? Do it. Shoot me. Come one baby girl, you can shoot me, or you can fuck me.â
âFor fuckâs sake Yunho now isnât the time!!â For the first time since you had pulled the gun Seonghwa began to squirm to escape, attempting to at least. It would have clicked sooner in your brain if you werenât so fixated on the way he licked the gun.
âBut it is⊠isnât it? You wanted us, wanted to trust us, and now that you think we donât want that youâre lashing out. You want proof yeah? That we still want you?â Yunhoâs words cut deep but-
He wasnât wrong.
At your core, you just wanted a place to belong. No matter how well you did on the job, how many things you achieved, it all meant nothing without someone to trust. Someone in your corner. Youâve never had that, and they have given you a taste of their corner.
You wanted that. But it meant nothing unless they wanted that.
All the fight was pulled from you as Yunho flipped you over, holding your hands above your head with one hand as he ripped your panties off with the other. He was rough. Two fingers shoved into your pussy before you could even react.
âSheâs so wet Hwa- fuck. You get off on the fight baby girl? Like to be choked and tossed around? I like doing that to you.â Yunho whispered in your ear, nibbling at the flesh as his fingers pumped into you roughly.
The gun was still in your hand, you could easily point it at Seonghwa to get Yunho to stop. This was wrong, he was being mean about it and yet-
With a moan you dropped the gun, instead gripping the sheets and lifting your ass for more of what he was giving you. âTold you.â He chuckled darkly, fingers removed just to get shoved into your mouth.
Even as he let go of your wrists to undo his pants, you remained pliant under him, glancing over at Seonghwa while you sucked your own juices off the two appendages. He had stilled, watching the scene before him while biting his lip.
You held his eye content as Yunho pushed his entire length into you, a raspy cry leaving your sore throat and eyes going wide. You knew how this looked, especially on paper, but you made no effort to stop it.
Not when Seonghwa looked at you with such impatient desire your pussy throbbed around Yunhoâs dick slamming into the deepest parts of you. His size matched Mingiâs, and there was the drag of metal on his tip that hit all the sweet spots with you still being so tight. No pleas to stop would be coming out of your mouth, just moans and pants as you just gave in.
Yunho fucked you with such a force the whole bed shook, his hand grabbing your throat again to bend you back, the shift in angle having you cream on his dick with the lack of oxygen. You felt high, even a bit like you were going to pass out, but you latched onto consciousness like your life depended on it.
In a way, it did.
âThatâs it. Maybe San was right, you are made for us. Taking my cock so fucking well- I can see it bulging out your cute tummy. See that Hwa?â Yunho rasped out against your ear, staring down your front.
Seonghwa shifting into your view was not what you were expecting, his now freed hand pressing against your stomach and hissing. âYouâre being too hard on her.â Yunho must have tossed him a spare handcuff key and you were just too delirious to notice.
âThe brat was acting out, Iâm just- ngh fuck- putting her in her place.â Yunhoâs words were now heavier, his grip on your throat different from when he was choking you earlier, this time with the intent to be pleasurable for you. Couple that with Seonghwa pressing down on your stomach where you could feel Yunho bulging it out with each thrust, you felt completely fucked dumb.
Just let them do what they want to you, because at least they wanted you. Tears sprung in your eyes, from the pleasure, pain, and raw emotion that began to surface.
Seonghwa wiped them away, now kneeling before you and cupping your face in his hands. Finally you moved your own hands, grabbing his biceps to hold on as both you and the bed rocked harder from Yunhoâs growing erratic thrusts. âItâs alright Angel, weâll take care of you.â His soft words were a harsh comparison to Yunhoâs roughness.
You couldnât formulate any words as another climax hit you, this time your vision becoming hazy as your eyes rolled back. Fucked through your orgasm, as soon as Yunhoâs hips stopped their assault you blacked out, the last things you felt were hot cum filling your womb and gentle kisses on your face.
In the darkness of your mind, both warmths eluded you⊠drowned out by how utterly broken you felt.
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â tell me you are mine â
stepdad!leon x fem!reader.
summary: you just wanted he to be yours, one more night, one last night... just one last one, right?
content: 3.9k words, angst and little comfort, porn with plot, p in v, unprotected sex, doggy style, oral (m receiving), reader rides Leon, breeding kink, size kink, stepcest, age gap (reader ALWAYS +18), real daddy kink yk (not only in the sexual way)
note: i bring the third part because i see that you like it a lot uwu, i hope you enjoy it even though i'm a dramatic as fuck. all your reblogs and comments are well received !! ily'all. âĄ
THE CHAPTER IS BEING CORRECTED AND EDITED TO AVOID GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so i'm sorry if there are parts that are not very understandable uwu.
"Thank you for accompany me..." you said in a soft voice, and your eyes slipped out the window, blonde hair peeking out made you smile in a mischievous way.
"It's okey... I wouldn't want to let you walk around alone" said Mike, your college mate, with whom you had finished a project that very day and, therefore, the hours had passed so fast that when you wanted to realize it the sun had already said goodbye. And, ever the gentleman, he offered to accompany you to your place of residence.
You knew that Leon was looking out the window, attentive to how his little daughter took the boy's arm with her hands and caressed him with feigned innocence. Your companion immediately tensed, laughing softly with you, and before you could even get any closer than you were the door opened with a swiftness worthy of your stepfather. Come on, he wasn't a government agent just for the hell of it.
"Inside" his voice was low and he didn't bother to greet the young man in front of him, who with an uncomfortable look said goodbye to you as best he could and took off, rather uneasily. And he was no less, a man of 6'4", with large arms and breasts that drew a menacing stance. That is until you looked at his eyes, his furrowed brows and the sharpness of his gaze that made you shiver. But, even though Mike flew away in fear, you could only feel your panties getting wet, making you sigh.
You didn't let him notice, at least not that much, and just walked in gently pushing the older man's shoulder in annoyance "Thanks for scaring the fuck out of my partner" you grumbled, arms crossed and the tantrum tone made Leon snort, closing the door behind him. Yes, you were his lovely girl but you could also be fucking capricious a lot of the time, going so far as to disobey. He blamed your mother for that behavior, anyway.
"We already talked about how dangerous being late is, and you keep doing the same thing" his tone was harsh and impatience was starting to show, which deep down made you stir because, well, pissing Leon off was a hard thing to do and you were pulling it off without trying very hard.
"Mike walked me here!" you argued with him, stomping your foot on the floor and feeling your hormones flutter in your stomach. You just wanted him to shut the fuck up and stop talking to you with that worry and demand in his tone of voice, all it accomplished was to send your body into a state of confusion. Where you were fighting with yourself about whether that discomfort in him made you feel worried or... horny.
"I don't like that boy walking around after you, you know I can't leave you in the hands of just anyone..." his tone softened and he tried to move closer to you, wanting to rest his hand on your waist, but you were exalted enough to let him touch you. You were too weak before him, holy shit.
"Leon" you emphasized, moving away only a few slight steps. His blond eyebrows rose in surprise "It's my life, you know that, don't you?" you crossed your arms over your chest and sighed "I'm not a child...or why can you have a normal life with my mother and I have to be left waiting for you?" your words seemed to sink deep into Leon. His gaze contracted and he sighed, causing him to take a full upright posture.
"Your mother or I will pick you up at the university, no more delays... and NO more classmates escorting you to the front door, got it?" his tone of voice rose and you felt the lump in your throat tighten, causing you to step forward, desperate, trapped. You wanted to hit him, you wanted to ruin him and make him regret his stupid words. But at the same time you wanted everything to go back to the way it was a few hours before; just to have him to yourself and to take care of you the way only he knew how.
But this was getting out of hand. Both of them.
"Fuck you, Leon" you uttered, not a word more, not a word less. Your posture remained the same, both of you staring at each other in a battle of who had more pride. But you were competing with Leon Stubborn Kennedy, that was going to be fucked up.
"What did you say, brat?" he raised an eyebrow and took a step forward but you got ahead by walking up the stairs, leaving him with the words in his mouth "Who the hell do you think you are for-"
"Fuck you! That's what I mean!" you shouted, almost unintentionally but... you broke free, you could almost feel the tears threatening to explode in your eyes.
"If you think you can do what you want you are wrong, it's my fucking house and you will do what I tell you" his voice was hard, you had never, seriously, never heard him talk to you like that. In his posture, look, presence there were no traces of the loving and caring father that Leon was, but rather of a hard and strict father... almost like your biological father, let's say "If you think you can bring any asshole to the door of my house and make little scenes throwing yourself on him, get those ideas out of your fucking head!" he seemed exasperated, but those last words ended up spilling the glass, leaving you with your heart in your hand. But you could only squeeze it and put it aside, but fuck your heart.
"And you get it out of your fucking head that you can fuck me and then go on with your life normally!" you ran up the stairs as fast as you could and with a loud bang you slammed the door. Your heart was pounding and tears were already inevitable, streaming down your red cheeks even though you were trying to be strong and not fall.
Leon downstairs was trying to understand how everything had escalated into such a fight. What was going on in your mind that suddenly things had become so distorted; with him and you saying hurtful things to each other that didn't even make sense.
However, that situation from the night before had been going around in your mind all day long. You had gone out in the middle of the night to get a glass of water, thinking that Leon and your mother were already sleeping, but the dim light and sound of the television made you you will go down slowly to the stairs and you saw them both comfortably on the sofa. Leon lying on her chest while she gently stroked his hair. You felt your heart being pierced by a painful pang that left you breathless for a few seconds. You felt envy, hatred, and sorrow that made you feel guilt and desire at the same time. Envy of your mother, for not being the one who would be in her place, and that hatred mixed with sadness for knowing that, even if you tried, you would never be the most important woman in Leon's life. You would not be the one bound to him with vows of loyalty and love. You were simply that morbid sensation that probably excited him, but you couldn't blame him because even if you tried to push him away and ignore him, the addiction to the sensations that being with him generated in you were simply... desperate, overwhelming but beautiful.
You had no choice but to go to bed with tears in your eyes and waking up the next morning with the news that your mother would be absent that weekend, and then it made more sense for you to be together that night. And you couldn't believe that you were more attentive to how much time Leon decided to spend with his wife than you were to the thought that you would miss your mother in her absence.
And the guilt returned.
And it lingered and distressed you. Making you feel alone, without the arms of someone to shelter you. Looking to any foolish boy you came across for some of that warmth that Leon was able to give you. And really... no one was able to love you as much as he did.
Sometimes you hated yourself and the habit of needing a cool glass of water very late at night. But there you were again praying to God that he wasn't in the room. However, it seemed that day was not a lucky one, and Leon's blond hair was illuminated by the dim warm light of the lamp, matching the low sound of the TV. As soon as you came downstairs with the greatest care of all, you saw how he stirred on the couch, probably waking up from his soft reverie.
You ignored him, you were just looking for water and that was it, you didn't have to see each other and he didn't have to get up. You opened the fridge, took a glass and poured the water gently so as not to make too much noise. And there it was again. That soft scent of expensive whiskey, his stubble a few days old against your neck and his arms wrapped around. There was the reason for your lack of compromise, you couldn't resist him and you were sure he felt you leaning your back against his chest, closing your eyes slowly.
"I don't want to talk to you if you're drunk..." you murmured, the sigh was inevitable, but you didn't move an inch away. You could feel Leon's arms squeeze you tighter and his soft lips leave a trail of wet kisses down the curve of your neck. As if you were going to run away again and that alone was enough to make you stay. And it was.
"I'm not... I barely tasted a sip" his voice drowned out by the kisses he was leaving you, his citrus yet sweet scent intruding on your skin to mark you and leave his scent on you "but i really need to talk to you, baby, I didn't mean to sound that way and I don't want you to feel that way about this either" contradictory to his words, you turned around without leaving his arms, and rested your tired head on his chest. You were his little girl and he was going to take care of you, right? You just wanted to ignore reality for one night.
"It's impossible for me not to feel that way, Leon" your hands clutched the fabric of his shirt, shortening the space between you even more "I just... I don't want to think, I don't want to concentrate on that anymore... I just want to be yours for one more night and for you to be mine. But only mine, you know what I mean?" your face lifted gently and you stopped holding back, seeking his lips with a thirst to taste him.
"I'm yours..." he murmured, their mouths brushing inches away from colliding and sinking into a kiss "but it's just that despair me that anyone else is near you, that anyone can smell you, feel you, hurt you" you licked his lower lip and sucked the spot gently, without it turning into a kiss "I'll be yours as many times as it takes" he moaned in desperation, opening his mouth as soon as you initiated a kiss just as desperate as the first time.
The disorder, the chaos, the whirlwind of sensations, on the contrary, calmed your mind. You stopped putting pressure on yourself wondering if it was right, if the two of you could maybe at some point be something more, or if it was just the thrill of the moment and he would leave you like everyone else who had passed through your life. You only wanted him for you, you wanted there to be no other woman in his life but you, you would give him reasons so he couldn't forget you. Yes, maybe that night or the next night would be the last, but you would be so marked in him that he would never be able to erase you.
Your kisses were his addiction, the endless missions where he didn't have you like at that moment made him go crazy; that he thought about leaving everything that at some point meant something just for you. He lived to have you on him like that moment. Both of you on the soft couch, his hands massaging the soft flesh of your ass while you ate his mouth like your favorite dessert. You felt small on top of him, but you didn't stop pushing him to the limit for it; you wanted in a way to punish him, to ruin him for making you feel so displaced from his life, and Leon just wanted you to stay close to him, to stick like gum to his shoe and chase him to hell if possible. That's where you both belonged, he thought.
"Fuck, just let me touch you more" he moaned, your tongues caressing each other slowly now, as if savoring that thing about both of you that you hadn't been able to taste in days. Your hands caressed his cheeks and traveled to Leon's hair, massaging the trails left by those golden but opaque strands. Your kisses moved slowly and wetly down their neck, you heard them gasp low even and could feel the inside of your thighs collide with the hardness of his cock. You were both wet but your kisses stopped when one of his long, thick fingers wanted to intrude into your shorts, brushing against your entrance.
"If you keep going, I'm leaving" the stiffness of his body was instantly felt, and like a dumb hound he searched your eyes trying to understand what he did wrong, but you weren't going to let him go so easily "You know, dad..." you began, moving his hands away leaving them at the sides of his body while your right took his fat piece and squeezed it gently above the fabric "I like everything about you, really.... down to the smallest detail, but I have to admit... God, your cock is one of my favorite things" your tone of voice interspersed with a moan made Leon sigh, the sound was heavy and husky, and you even saw his length startle gently. Your mouth watered, you felt your body go into desperation from the desire to drown with him.
"You're going to fucking make me explode..." Leon moaned, throwing your head back, bumping against the back of the couch as he lifted your hips in desperation and impatience. Your soft and playful giggle made him curse under his breath, your fingers running along his veins that bulged through the stain on his boxers which you soon undid, and he helped you as fast as he had the chance. You licked from his base to his glans, red, wet and dripping. You gave soft kisses, loving that part of him that always made you feel full, complete. It was that part of Leon that reminded you that he was a man, that he could protect you, but that he could make you tremble until you couldn't stand it anymore.
"Do you want me to squeeze you, daddy?" you sucked on his tip like your favorite popsicle, moaning as your hands cradled his balls and fondled them, they felt hot and heavy, and your insides contracted into nothingness itself imagining the amount of milk you would have to milk for him later. "This dick is only mine, isn't it? Only your pretty daughter's" the saliva barely let you speak, because your head bobbed up and down on the hot, wet flesh, blessing it with your tight throat.
"Only yours, baby, no one else's" Leon moaned, his hands itching from not being able to grab you by the head and plunge you deeper onto his fucking cock, to make it even clearer to you "My cock only cums for you, love, fuck, I just want to fuck you until you pass out" he gave a gentle lunge as his tone of voice shook as if he had run a marathon for hours, and the throbbing of his cock in the hollowness of your cheeks only made you smile wider.
You pulled away and wiped the saliva and precum from the corner of your lips savoring your stepfather's arousal "Sometimes you act like I'm not the only one, and that makes me feel bad" a soft pout played on your lips as you looked at them with sorrow, real sorrow. Ruined and sweaty with his bangs sticking to his forehead as he struggled not to send everything to shit and masturbate looking at your pretty body in front of him. "C'mon, Leon, show me that your cock is only mine and nothing else" you whispered, a secret between the two of you, and before you could finish the sentence your shorts disappeared from your legs and your chest stuck to the couch. You moaned as Leon's hands didn't know where to start, they didn't know whether to rip your shirt off, whether to touch your tits, he didn't know what the fuck to do. He was an animal desperate to make you his in a thousand possible ways.
Before your head could understand what had happened because of that sudden change, the martyrizing emptiness of just a few moments ago disappeared. The silence and tension was immediately cut off with a moan from Leon and you in unison and a thrust caused your legs to falter. He had to hold you from your waist to keep you from collapsing, causing your back to crash against his chest, tearing your throat into a moan as he pulled out completely and thrust back in "My cock is made to go in your fucking pussyâ he growled from deep in his chest âDamn, you always let me fuck you so good, brat" his words sounded harsh against your ear as he buried his face in the crook of your neck sinking into your messy falling hair, breathing in that sweet scent that warmed him so much.
Lunge after lunge your body bounced, your shirt was gone from your body and his hands squeezed your tits as you gasped heavily âDad-... Fuck! Yes!" slammed against your spot, against that button that gave him the power to fuck you any way he wanted. And there you were, on all fours like a fucking bitch in heat moaning so loud that anyone passing in front of the house would worry about what was going on inside.
Before he could increase the speed of his onslaught, you broke free of his grip and, much to your dismay, pulled his cock out of you. The sticky sound stopped for a few seconds but Leon didn't even have a moment to ask what was going on, before you spoke "Just... sit..." you could almost hear him object to this, but you were so high on his scent that you still felt his hands squeezing your hips and the sensation of your empty entrance was driving you crazy "Just, sit, please" you whimpered and turned around, trying not to fall. He closed his mouth and sat down.
Oh, for the love of God.
He looked so... you didn't know what, but him, with his thighs open, his shirt off revealing his chest rising and falling in the frenzy of the moment and his cock jerking desperate for a place to bury itself. So desperate to bury itself in you. And you were in no position to deny him; it was easy for you to climb on top of him -who was quick to hold your body in his hands- and line his cock up at your entrance, gently penetrating yourself. Leon's eyes narrowed and his mouth stretched into a grimace as he hissed, and you in your disconnected state couldn't help but melt at that image, the lines of expression at the side of his mouth, his jaw contracting and relaxing as the two of you became connected once more.
Connection intermingled with a constant back and forth of sensations, you jumped on top of him as you sought his lips, dizzy from the constant twinges that swirled in your belly down to your throbbing core "Mhm, mine, you're mine" you moaned into his mouth, you held his chin in your left hand as the sound of your ass slapping against his thighs echoed through the house joining his grunts and his saliva as he sucked on your tits, sucking on your nipples with no thought of the marks he would leave on you later.
"Yours, âm fuckinâ yours" his pelvis lifted and penetrated even harder, you could feel the head of his cock give into your stomach, he ravaged your womb each time his hips lifted and ground against your sweet spot, stealing moans from you uncontrollably. His hand squeezed your hip and as you felt the frenetic thrusts you could feel how he was only a few more strokes away from exploding in you. He looked like a child clinging to his favorite stuffed animal, hugging you tightly as he buried his face in your tits but at the same time fucking you with a force that you knew sooner or later would make it difficult for you to walk.
You wanted to go on, you needed to go on, but you didn't know at what moment -nor how, without needing to touch yourself- you were spilling all over the cock of your stepfather, of the man who opened his arms to you in a brotherly way every time you needed him. But there you were, getting him all wet as drops trickled down your thighs and stained the couch a little. The overstimulation was getting too much, you felt ruined and before you could moan again Leon filled you with his creamy seed without being able to help it. He didn't come out and cum on your face, tits or abdomen, no, he let all that tension and despair fill you. He didn't want to fight you again, he wanted to be inside you more than anything else, and filling you, letting you squeeze him until he squeezed out the last drop, was a sign of his desperation "I..." he gasped and crushed himself more and more slowly against your entrance already without strength, just to not let anything escape -which was impossible, he really had a lot to get out- "I really love you" he sighed, without stopping hugging you. You wanted to respond and say that you too, that you loved him madly, that you would give up everything to be able to wake up next to him every morning. But your body could only lie down on the couch and open your arms, offering him your warmth. You needed to give him your warmth before you became conscious again.
It was probably very late at night, and both Leon and you were on the couch resting your devastated bodies. You had that man, as intimidating as he could often be, lying on your chest sleeping peacefully. His heavy breathing made you understand that he was in a deep and undisturbed sleep, and that only made your heart squeeze. You knew he could be very stiff and tense, always alert, but having him asleep between your legs while allowing you to caress him and stroke his hair so naturally, made you feel love.
Love.
It was specific to feel that. You loved loving Leon, in all his ways. You loved when he put aside the paperwork to take you to your favorite coffee shop, when on his missions he remembered you and brought you a present -you loved that brown teddy bear he brought you from San Francisco-, or when you felt overwhelmed by college and he helped you study by sitting for hours to listen to you tell him everything you knew. Maybe it was your silly, lovesick girl imagination, but you saw that love in his eyes, a mixture of brotherly pride and... maybe something else. Something else you could feel it when they have sex, when just sleepily fuck in the mornings when your mother is not around, and you feel how he penetrates you as if you were going to break and he just wants to stay there, inside you, just to make sure everything is all right.
You closed your eyes and sighed. That would be the last night.
Sure, you had said that two nights ago, maybe a month ago... maybe two... but you couldn't help it. You couldn't help it if the hugs weren't enough, if his kisses left you wanting more. You were weak, weak before him. And he didn't have the strength to say no to you, he had tried a thousand times, but he would melt for you, he would kill himself for you.
You closed your eyes.
You would just forget that feeling for one more night and sink into his warmth. You didn't want to have to decide, not so soon. You just wanted to keep loving him. Just wanted to keep feeling his love.
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Resident Evil Village characters with a chubby fem s/o
Dating Headcanons (+ Some bonus drabbles for a few)
Including Alcina Dimitrescu, Karl Heisenberg, Donna Beneviento, Salvatore Moreau and Mother Miranda
(Reader is somewhat coquette? Princesscore? Just the dainty feminine type)
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A/n: Hi lovelies, Lia here. I'm back after a long time. I hope you enjoy this post and I'll be setting up my schedule soon, I'll be posting once or twice every 1-2 week/s. If you can't tell, purple has always been my theme. I'll add more to these and edit it if I think of more to add. Any mistakes will be corrected upon checking.
This is just me but I love the concept of like a girl who is so sweet and her style just looks so fem and she's just surrounded by all the creepy things that are resident evil.
I'll be checking and if this post does well I will write more.
Warnings/Disclaimers: English is not my first language so please don't come after me. Blood, gore?, violence, typical resident evil stuff and mentions of insecurity. Slight suggestive content if you squint.
Alcina Dimitrescu
First of all despite your plush stature, she still treats you like a porcelain doll.
She just adores you so much (I mean she herself is tall and plus size).
Motherly nature and all, she has three daughters and honestly if she ever sees you interact with them. It would just warm her cadou infested heart.
Insecure about stretch marks? She'll kiss that shit away right then and there. She'll even show you hers because let's be honest here stretch marks are beautiful, you just don't like them on yourself.
Anyone insults or talks shit about you? She'll get rid of them, in any way possible depending on what they said. She'll pick a suitable punishment for them, ranges from "you're fired" to "I'm going to skin you alive and tear your heart out".
Alcina is a confident and dominant figure, she isn't swayed by something so small as beauty standards. Especially in herself, therefore I think she'd even help you build your confidence up.
Gifts galore with this woman, she love to spoil you with her riches. Loves to see you adorned with luxurious items that she give you.
Love dressing up with you, seeing you all dolled up for her. Has custom made clothes for you, sometimes opts for an outfit that matches or contrasts yours perfectly.
Knows what compliments your features best since she loves to bring them out.
Her hosting soirees and balls with you as her special guest, having you wear elegant dresses that she bought for you.
I see her as this almost touchy type. She'll love having you curl up on her lap while she gets paperwork done.
Her reaction seeing you in a dress that you wanted to show off to her:
You called Alcina's attention wanting to see her reaction to the new dress you bought, Alcina's eyes lit up at your elegance and charm. She smiled warmly, taking your hand in hers. "You look enchanting, my darling," she purred, proud to have you by her side.
Karl Heisenberg
Stinky metal dilf here actually loves that you're so soft in contrast to his gruff and abrasive nature.
He hasn't had physical affection in a long time so having someone soft and warm to hold is new to him.
Karl is naturally protective over you, especially because he thinks you're fragile. I mean compared to whatever's in the village, the rest of the lords and Mother Miranda.
I bet you this man has tore down someone for you, he chopped them off limb by limb for insulting you.
I can't get enough of the dynamic you'd have. It's like the grumpy x sunshine trope, this man has a sharp tongue. Especially when you hear him insult Lady Dimitrescu.
This man has a soft spot for you, I'm pretty sure you're the only one who can make him take a bath after being all sweaty from working with machinery all day.
I feel like he has scars all of his body, especially his very toned back.
Doesn't mind you leaving scratches when you're in the bedroom
Alcina sometimes tries to piss him off by commenting at the fact that you are soft and dainty while Karl is just the opposite and offers you an opportunity to be with "Someone refined" (She ain't wrong).
It really is just to get to Karl's nerves.
His reaction seeing you in a dress that you wanted to show off to him:
Karl smirked, trying to play it cool, but you could see the admiration in his eyes. "Not bad, princess," he teased, pulling you into a hug. He whispered softly, "You're somethin' special, ya know?"
Donna Beneviento
You know Donna understands what it's like being insecure about looks but to her you're just perfect in every single way.
Donna just doesn't give a shit in a good way, she doesn't judge people based on their appearance. It's dumb and shallow.
Donna would absolutely adore making clothes for you or altering your current ones. It's a skill she's proud of and seeing you appreciate it makes her all the more in love with you.
Angie has made a few comments resulting in her getting kicked off into space but once Donna warms her about that and how you don't like it, she'll stop in respect towards you. Which is rare considering how Angie is.
Donna's personal style definitely helps contrast yours, though it's the opposite from your soft light colors.
Thinks you're so pretty, she's smitten. Even though yours are different from you, she still makes use of her skills to fit your clothing tastes.
I can just imagine her staring at you in awe as you spin around and show her how the dress she made fits you. I like to think she has your measurements memorized from head to toe.
She take one look at something and already know how it would fit on you or if she needs to alter.
You once asked her to make a doll that looks like the both of you (and Angie but like a smaller version that fits the doll's arms).
Donna entered your shared bedroom to find you but noticed something on the shelves. It was the dolls she made sitting against the book. She noticed how you positioned them. Holding hand while the tiny Angie replica was on the doll version of her's lap. Donna swore at that moment she was gonna melt.
Her reaction seeing you in a dress that you wanted to show off to her:
Donna's expression softened as she saw you in the vintage lace dress. She held your hand, wordlessly conveying her affection and admiration.
Salvatore Moreau
God so help him, he was flabbergasted when he first heard about your insecurity. Literally why? Like you are just the most beautiful thing that walked the planet in his eyes.
He just worships the ground you walk on, he isn't as wealthy as the other lords but still, he give you his best efforts by carving you small trinkets out of wood.
Gifts you natural things he finds like crystals and whatnot.
Best of efforts when he comforts you. Sometimes he's too scared to physically touch you because he thinks he'll hurt you.
You're relationship is filled mostly by nature, despite the wasteland that surrounds your living area. It's hauntingly beautiful in it's own way. (Some of it I suppose)
Feels more at ease around you, think about how much he wanted to just make Mother Miranda proud of him, he's that with you but 10x more the effort.
His reaction seeing you in a dress that you wanted to show off to him:
Salvatore couldn't contain his delight at seeing you in the dress. "You're my beautiful water nymph princess!" he exclaimed, spinning you around with excitement.
Mother Miranda
You peeked her interest when she first saw you, I mean you're her complete opposite. She finds beauty in dark items and almost gothic stuff, so her taking an interest to you just made her even more curious.
She works a lot so gifts and trinkets to remind you of her are an occasional thing. I can just imagine you taming crows and she's just in awe.
Loyalty of crows means they leave you shiny trinkets and sometimes Miranda takes them for herself when she likes whatever they bring.
Again she's one to think you're fragile because of your style, you just look so cute and soft.
Nobody dares insult you, I mean if you really won the heart of Mother Miranda they are fucked if they even speak a little out of line.
Likes to keep you by her side despite working a lot. So you'd often be by her side during her meetings with the four lords and honestly you are such an eye candy.
Her reaction seeing you in a dress that you wanted to show off to her:
Mother Miranda's composure remained regal, but her eyes showed approval. "You look exquisite" she acknowledged, holding your hand with reverence. To her, you were a jewel among mortals, deserving of admiration.
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I think some online leftists need to read Interesting Times by Terry Pratchett but believe him about it not being about China because it's not about China
These two sections live in my head rent free:
"âLook,â he said, rubbing his forehead. âAll those people out in the fields, the water buffalo people . . . If you have a revolution itâll all be better for them, will it?â
âOf course,â said Butterfly. âThey will no longer be subject to the cruel and capricious whims of the Forbidden City.â
âOh, thatâs good,â said Rincewind. âSo theyâll sort of be in charge of themselves, will they?â
âIndeed,â said Lotus Blossom.
âBy means of the Peopleâs Committee,â said Butterfly.
Rincewind pressed both hands to his head.
âMy word,â he said. âI donât know why, but I had this predictive flash!â
They looked impressed.
âI had this sudden feeling,â he went on, âthat there wonât be all that many water buffalo string holders on the Peopleâs Committee. In fact . . . I get this kind of . . . voice telling me that a lot of the Peopleâs Committee, correct me if Iâm wrong, are standing in front of me right now?â
âInitially, of course,â said Butterfly. âThe peasants canât even read and write.â
âI expect they donât even know how to farm properly,â said Rincewind, gloomily. âNot after doing it for only three or four thousand years.â
âWe certainly believe that there are many improvements that could be made, yes,â said Butterfly. âIf we act collectively.â
âI bet theyâll be really glad when you show them,â said Rincewind."
Pgs 198-199 of the Kindle edition
And
"âYou see those armies over there?â he said.
The buffalo holder concentrated his gaze.
âYes,â he decided.
âTheyâre fighting for you.â The man did not appear moved by this. The water buffalo burped gently.
âSome want to see you enslaved and some want you to run the country, or at least to let them run the country while telling you itâs you doing it really,â said Rincewind. âThereâs going to be a terrible battle. I canât help wondering . . . What do you want?â
The buffalo holder absorbed this one for consideration, too. And it seemed to Rincewind that the slowness of the thought process wasnât due to native stupidity, but more to do with the sheer size of the question. He could feel it spreading out so that it incorporated the soil and the grass and the sun and headed on out into the universe.
Finally the man said:
âA longer piece of string would be nice.â"
P 227 of the Kindle edition
This this very relevant to a lot of leftist discourse bullshit I see everyday
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Dear CeCe
I have a request itâs something along the lines of
"You brought me breakfast?" "Well you said you always forget to eat before you go to work, so I thought I'd make sure you ate something."
Where the reader (much like myself because of my adhd) forgets to eat breakfast so the driver (preferably Carlos because that man can cook and I believe itâs one of his favorite things to do when not racing) brings them breakfast so they can eat.
(Ps can it be an plus sized!reader)
Thank you â€ïžđ
thank you for requesting!đ«¶đœ
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When you had made the comment with the Spaniard present, you didnât think it would amount to anything.
It had been during a rainy stint between free practice sessions. The rain was still going heavy and the track was too wet to even attempt a few laps, so most of the teams had been huddled in the garages as they waited for the weather to ease.Â
You had been on Carlosâ side of the garage, along with some other Ferrari workers that were on the social media team. Originally, you were planning to use the extra time to get some shots of both drivers for the Instagram page, only to find yourself seated with both drivers and some others from the engineering team as you discussed random topics of conversation.Â
The topic of the driversâ insane meal and dietary requirements came up, along with superstitions and favourite meals on race day when you had made the passive comment.
âI donât think I could be a driver. I forget to eat breakfast half the time, let alone remember which foods I can and canât eat. It would be a mess!â
The comment had stuck with Carlos, and not in a good way. He didnât like it. He didnât like the idea that you were skipping out on meals. He had noticed a handful of times youâd forget to eat whilst you were at the paddock because you were too immersed in your work. But the fact it went beyond that? That you were forgetting meals outside of work?
He didnât like it one bit.
You had been in the Ferrari motorhome the first time it happened. You had been sitting at one of the tables, your laptop sat in front of you and your eyes focused on the screen as you worked on editing some photos that were supposed to be going up that afternoon.
You didnât even notice the Spanish driver leaving the catering kitchens, let alone making his way towards you until the chair he pulled up beside you was scraping against the floor, the screeches hard to ignore.Â
You smiled when you noticed him, opening your mouth to greet him, only to freeze when he placed a plate in front of you.
You blinked. âWhat is this?âÂ
âBreakfast,â he said simply with a smile as he took the seat next to you, placing his own plate in front of him.Â
âYou got me breakfast?â you questioned, unsure why the action made your stomach flutter. Maybe it was the hunger you didnât even realise you felt, or maybe it was the handsome man beside you.
âI made you breakfast,â he corrected before pausing. âDo you not like it? I can make you something elseââ
âNo!â you said suddenly, flushing a little at how loud and abrupt you were before clearing your throat. âNo, IâŠthank you, Carlos.âÂ
âNo problem, amor.âÂ
But what you assumed was a one time thing started to happen every day you were at the paddock. On race weekends, Carlos would always have a plate ready for you when you arrived, from Thursday straight through to Sunday. And on the weeks where there was no race, you found yourself exchanging numbers with the Spanish driver, only to find yourself receiving constant reminders from the boy.
smooth operator: remember to eat something today xx
smooth operator: did you drink enough water today, amor? xxÂ
smooth operator: remember to eat dinner before midnight pleaseÂ
It sent a flutter of butterflies down to your stomach every time he texted. It made your heart thrum whenever he called. And you knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that you were falling for the Spanish driver. Despite knowing his actions were probably just a show of friendship, it didnât change the way you felt for him.
And you were happy to keep your feelings reserved to yourself until Charles had made a comment one race weekend.
âCarlos, your girlfriend is here!â The other Ferrari driver called out through the garage in a sing-song voice.
Your cheeks flushed. âOh no, Iâwe are just friends.âÂ
Charles looked sceptical. âFriends, huh?â
You frowned a little at his tone of voice. âYes?âÂ
Charles laughed, shaking his head. âI knew Carlosâ whole âfood is the way to a womanâs heartâ was a load of bullshit!â
âAy, no itâs not!â Carlos scoffed as he made his way over, smacking his teammate on the back of his head before he turned to you, a smile on his face. âAh, mi amor.âÂ
âHey,â you murmured with a shy smile before you raised the bag in your hand, the rustle catching both boysâ attention. âI, uh, thought it was time for me to repay the favour. Itâs not as good as your cooking butââ
âItâs perfect,â he insisted, not even caring what was inside the bag.Â
âWhat a nice friendly gesture,â Charles piped up with a grin plastered across his face.
Your face heated up and Carlos frowned a little.
âYou think we are just friends?â Carlos asked, his head turning to look at you.
You blinked. âWe arenât?â
âIs my flirting really that bad?âÂ
Your lips parted slightly. âYou were flirting?â
âOh, this is brilliant,â Charles snorted.
âMi amor, I donât just make meals for any girl,â Carlos said with a sheepish expression on his face.Â
âOh,â you murmured.Â
Carlos raised his brows. âOh?â
âI didnât think you felt the same about me,â you admitted with a shy smile.
âWell, youâd be wrong,â he teased, something darker and more tempting shining in his eyes. âThink I can convince you to agree to dinner then?âÂ
âWill you be cooking for me, Mr Sainz?â you asked.
âItâs just one of many things Iâll be doing for you, amor,â Carlos said, his darkened gaze meeting yours.
âThen Iâd be a fool to say no.âÂ
âThis is horrible to witness, by the way,â Charles piped up once again. âIâm glad you two admitted your feelings but really, get a room, please.â
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Tutorial: Manga Banners
Basic Manga Text Change/Coloring/GIF creation in PS
Hey, so as promised making a very basic tutorial for making banner gifs in photoshop for fics/drabbles/layouts, etc.
I'm going to keep things super simple here for beginners.
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(NOTE: This gif I made will be used for an unreleased story of mine so please don't use this exact gif/images but you are free to follow the tutorial to create your own).
All I ask is if you find this helpful to REBLOG! :) No need to credit me.
For this tutorial you will need âŽÂ
Photoshop
At least 2 manga panel images (non-transparent*)
Optional: Manga fonts. I mostly use CC Wild words (speech bubbles) & Manga Temple (narrator boxes)
Basic knowledge of photoshop layout/where tools are.
*this tutorial is essentially the same if working with transparency but if you do work with transparency you will need to have knowledge of clipping masks which i do not cover here.
Tutorial âŽÂ
(optional) Prepwork: so i didn't think to include this do this but you are going to need to crop and resize your image. make sure the width is either 540 or 1080px. This is the recommended width for pictures in tumblr. Height can be what you want it to be. This is done image > image size (make sure the link-chain is pressed for aspect ratio)
Step 1
This is what you want your setup to look similar to. Delete locked background layer.
Steps 2 & 3
Make a new layer. It might be helpful for beginners to re-name all their layers so instead of "Layer 2" you might name this âą "White fill layer or Text cover up". (doubletap layer name to change it).
Use rectangular marquee to select text you want to change. If you are just replacing a word or two you dont need to white out everything. But you could choose to cover up all if you wish. I just wanted to remove "senpai".
Steps 4 & 5
Use Paint Bucket Tool to fill in selection area with white (make sure the new layer you made is selected when you do this).
Select Text Tool. There is no need to make a new layer as once you are done typing it will become a text layer. I used CC Wild Words bold font for this for emphasis. If you do multiple lines of text use a new text layer for each line.
Step 6 - Optional Step - Highly recommended if you did multiple lines of text.
Rasterize Type by right clicking the layer. This is an optional step. I tend to do it out of habit and rasterizing lets you use the move tool to give you exact px distances between other rasterized elements but nothing we are doing requires this tbh and if you do decide to do it you can't go back and edit text.
If you did multiple text layers you cause space them out evenly using the move tool (zoom into 200%-400% if necessary to get exact pixel distances). Tip: Manga text is centered in the bubble and leaves a good distance away from the edge.
When you are done ctrl/cmd to select all text layers then right click and merge the layers. This is so incase you have to move the text layer for whatever reason they are all on one layer now, evenly spaced and you won't accidentally mess that up.
Step 7
Create an exposure layer (half filled in circle in layer bar for menu). This is important as it can lighten/darken image to make the colors we will add later pop by playing with the sliders for each setting.
Step 8
Apply exposure settings. On the right-hand side there will be 3 slider bars. The screenshot shows my settings but your settings will vary depending on the image. The one that gives the biggest benefit for manga is Gamma Correction which affects the midtones to make them lighter/darker and adds better contrast to the image so it doesn't look as muddy, often in black and white images it is easy for midtones to look muddy. Offset affects mid to dark tones of an image. Exposure affects midtones to highlights to make brighter or darker, overall use this the least. TIP: If you want to make an image brighter or darker you usually want this to apply equally to the overall image so then you would create a brightness/contrast layer instead. most manga images skew muddy and need a midtone and dark adjustment rather than highlights. the better the manga scan images the less adjustments you will need.
Step 9 - Optional
Apply a gradient map (half filled in circle in layer bar for menu). This is optional. a Gradient map adds gradient but preserves the shading in the image so essentially adds a gradient to the shading. I do this in black and white. But if you are happy with how it came out in the exposure phase you don't need to.
Step 10 & 11 -
Apply a gradient (half filled in circle in layer bar for menu). So when you add a gradient there are a ton of preset color combos you can use or you can create your own. I think this one is a preset but can't remember. I like a diagonal gradient from light to dark depending on where the light source on the image is but it is completely up to you. I tend to set the gradient angles near these 4 settings: -145, -45, 45, 145 depending on what corner I want the lighter part in.
One thing to note is brighter colors work better with a darker background. Lighter backgrounds can get washed out. One you add this as you can see it will be solid color.
*note* once this layer is applied any edits such as moving text, etc. around you want to do to the lower layers beneath it click the "eye" button to hide the gradient (same for the map) or there's a good chance it will move the gradient layers around and not the layer you want.
Change layer blending mode. By default it's set to "normal". You can play around with these. Depending on the effect you want and whether the image has darker or lighter colors will decide the blending mode. My typical blending modes are screen, overlay, hard light, vivid light or pin light. You can duplicate this gradient layer and play around with multiple settings and opacities to create something you like.
Step 12 - Optional
Add a Brightness/Contrast layer (half filled in circle in layer bar for menu). Brightness/Contrast on this step will look wildly different than if you added it right after the exposure step. It's not necessary but if you want more overall contrast or brightness then you can add it.
You can see my settings below on the sliders on the right-hand side.
Step 13
Create new layer for highlights. (also good check point to see how your layers are organized).
Step 14
Select the brush tool and ensure brush settings are a soft round brush with a hardness of 0% for the highlight effect. (if you click the brush image you can see my settings better)
Step 15
Select the dropper tool and pick a color from the gradient image. I usually pick the darkest colors available as it will have the best dodge effect for highlights. Since this is pink/redish I only have one highlight color but if you were doing a green/blue gradient you would pick the darkest from both. (ignore the purple here its not being used)
Step 16
Create highlights with brush tool. Do a few tests placements randomly around the image for positioning and then swap the blend mode to either color dodge or linear dodge. I usually do color dodge. You will get awesome highlights like below. You can play with the sizing of the brushes and opacity to decrease the effect.
Step 17 & 18
Export as PNG. Do this even if you want to make a gif as I always recommend a clean canvas for gif making. If you want to be done here and don't want a gif thats fine too. File > Export > Quick Export as PNG (do not save as jpeg/gif you will lose image quality).
Repeat for second image. You don't need to open a new file unless it helps you to not get confused. You can just make a new layer and paste your new image into that layer (if you just right click copy the file in the window/finder folder you can directly paste it into a layer in PS) and use the transform tool to resize. However you can totally just open the image in PS. The benefit of same canvas is you save yourself some time as you can just duplicate gradient layers/adjustment layers and move them. But this is kinda more advanced so if you aren't comfortable with photoshop just make a new image.
Step 18-19
Create new file/open one of the PNG in PS (more advanced can just create new layer, select image, then copy > copy merged and paste on new file for each. Otherwise open one file, create a new layer then copy the other file. The bottom later will be the first image in the gif.
Create Frame Animation on the timeline window. (if the timeline window does not appear then window > timeline) *note* if this is your first time working with the window it may be set to "create video timeline", if that's the case create it then from the frame menu (in step 23 theres an example of where this is) select "convert to frame animation".
If done correctly your setup should look like the below with two images. One for each layer and one for each frame.
MAKE SURE PROPAGATE FRAME ONE BOX IS CHECKED IN THE LAYERS WINDOW.
lmao, not to be dramatic but this ensures most effects you would add to frame 1 (which corresponds to layer 1) is applied to all frames. I'm not too sure its super vital for this super basic gif I'm showing you but its better to get in the habit of always having it checked. otherwise it will fuck you over later down the line in my next tutorial where I show how to add frames to gifs.
Step 20
Select both layers, then select both frames (ctrl/cmd) and finally select tween from the timeline window. It is the multi-faded dot option on the bar below.
Step 21
Add Frames to Tween. Tween is the fading effect adding more frames is the longer the fading effect is. I added 20 for this step, you can play around and add more or less.
Once you do that you can see 20 new frames being added onto the timeline. This will not automatically add new layers, this is fine. Frames and layers don't need to be a 1-to-1. (Another reason why propagate frame 1 needs to be checked as you can still adjust those layerless frames by adjusting frame 1's layer)
Step 22
Adding delays. Automatically the delay on every frame is at zero. But especially if you have text you want people to be able to read that so you need to add in a delay. Your delays can be in increments of 1/10th of a second. I add a 1 second delay to the first frame only.
Step 23
Select and Copy the first frame and then select the last frame and Paste. A paste window will appear in this case we want to paste after selection. I circled where the menu for frames are. (sorry used a different gif as an example so ignore everything but the circled menu)
Step 24
Adding additional delays. I add a 1 second delay to the last two frames.
Step 25
Add more Tween I added 5 frames this time as we want the transition to be much quicker to reset the image. You can see frame 23 in the previous step are now frame 28.
You can add more images in than 2 and follow these steps to add tweening.
DONE! Now to save.
Step 26
Export your gif. File > Export > Save for Web (Legacy) and the screen below should pop up. Here are the settings I use for gifs. You can play around with it but I really wouldn't lol. (again ignore image size, this is from a different gif) it will also tell you how big in file weight your gif is. This isn't something you have to worry about for something simple but the bigger the image size and the more transitions/images you use the more frames you will have. Reducing image size (make sure chain link is on like in the below) will take off more sizing then removing frames will and I would recommend that. But tumblr allows 10MB MAX per gif so just something to keep in mind.
Let me know how this was! If you have questions just drop me an ask. â€
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*BREATHES HEAVILY.*
KONIG X PLUS SIZE FEM READER.
alright bud, letâs say that reader is trying to learn German for Konig right? sheâs been practicing alot since Konig leaves to go to his work. When Konig comes back from his mission and reader says some basic sentences in german to Konig, Konig was so surprised so he took her to the bedroom and yknow.. đ (smut..)
(also if you donât mind , can you make it like hardcore? I completely understand that if you canât do it.)
THANKSSS :3 !!
Next to Me (König x F!Plus-Sized!Reader)
Pairing: König x F!Plus-Sized!Reader Category: Fluff/Smut Tags: Light Domestic Fluff, Slight Angst, Dom!König/Sub!Reader, Wife!Reader, Dirty Talk, Foreplay, Making Out, Mentions of Safe words, Spanking, Face Riding, Oral Sex (F!Receiving), Bondage, Rough Sex, Unprotected P in V Sex (You Know the Drill), Multiple Orgasms, Missionary Position, Mating Press, Creampie, Post-Sex Cuddling Word Count: 4.5k+ Adult Content Banner by @cafekitsune Original A/N: Thank you for your sweet request! âșïž König's name is König in this fic - I just wanted to avoid any confusion. I hope you enjoy! (Side Note: Iâm not fluent in German. If I made any errors, please correct me. Thank you!) A/N/N: I chose to edit and reupload this fic. I got ahead of myself when I originally posted it, and wanted to go back and make some changes. I apologize for taking it down, but I wanted to make sure it was the best quality I could make it.
Your heart skipped a beat when you heard the click of the front door unlocking. You immediately turned off the stove and rushed over to the microwave. You parted your lips and checked your teeth as you quickly brushed some loose hair from your face. You smiled before smoothing your hands over your apron. With one firm push, the door to your humble abode swung open and your tall, massive husband stepped through the doorway.
âBaby!â you squealed and sprinted towards him. Königâs bright, blue eyes lit up as he bent down and tossed his duffel bag aside. He grunted when you ran into him and squeezed him tightly, your arms wrapped around him in a vice grip. You nuzzled your face into his broad chest as he wrapped his arms around your smaller form.
âIch habe dich so vermisst, MĂ€uschen,â your love rumbled while stroking his massive palm along your back [I missed you so much, little mouse]. The two of you simply held each other as the warm summer breeze drifted through your cozy home. König sighed as you pulled back, his sparkling, blue eyes glowing with affection as you cupped his rugged cheek.
âIch habe dich auch vermisst, groĂer bĂ€r,â your voice wavered as you spoke [I missed you, too, big bear]. König gasped softly as his eyes widened. You squeaked when his grip tightened around your smaller body. His shocked expression quickly melted into a grin as he picked you up and spun you around.
âWhen did you learn that phrase, hm?â he chuckled before gently placing your feet on the floor and pressing his lips to the top of your head. You giggled as he smoothed his hands over your hips.
âI learned a bit of German while you were gone,â you replied with a small shrug. König's smile softened when you reached up on your tip toes and pecked the deep, prominent scar on his chin. A flicker of desire passed through his eyes as he rubbed his thumbs over your love handles.
âWirklich?â he asked [Really?]. You smiled and nodded.
âJa,â you giggled and kissed his chin again [Yes]. König chuckled deeply, his gaze becoming half-lidded as he dipped his head down. You smiled and closed your eyes as he pressed his hands against the small of your back while his lips gently met with yours. Warmth flooded you from head to toe as the two of you tenderly embraced, yours hands resting on his broad shoulders as he grunted.
Your husband sighed when he eventually pulled back, his pink lips glossed over with your combined spit. He smiled softly as he brushed his rough thumb along your bottom lip.
"I thought about you so, so much while I was gone," König sighed as his hand gently caressed your cheek. You sighed and cupped your hand over his own, taking in the many new scratches and bruises woven into the tapestry of his ivory skin. To anyone else, he would look broken...but to you, he was everything and more. König's brows furrowed as you sniffed.
"Maus, what's wrong?" your beloved cooed softly as he wiped your tears away with his calloused finger. You sighed and shook your head.
"I-I'm just happy you came back to me," you said with a solemn smile, the weight of the "what ifs" that came with his occupation weighing heavily on your aching heart. König gazed into your glossy eyes as he rubbed your back, resting his chin on top of your head.
"I'm here, (Y/N). I'm here," he murmured soothingly. You closed your eyes as you released a shaky breath, your shoulders relaxing as the two of you rested in the doorway. You eventually pulled back and smiled as you looked up, your husband brushing his fingers behind your ear as he reflected your grin.
âYou look so cute in that little apron, MĂ€uschen,â your beloved smiled. You chuckled softly as the tips of your ears heated up.
âT-Thank you. I was just finishing up dinner: Schnitzel and KĂ€sespĂ€tzle,â you murmured. A bright grin formed over his face as he closed the front door with his combat boot.
âAh, you know how to spoil me, Schatz," he chuckled and pecked the top of your head. You beamed, your heart skipping a beat at his praise as you slipped your hand into his.
"Come on then, you must be starving," you cooed. König squeezed your hand as you began to lead him into the dining room. You turned to see an insatiable hunger glowing in his eyes.
"I am...but I'm afraid I'm hungry for something else right now,â your husband rumbled as his hand fiddled with the strings of your apron. Your eyes widened as your apron became looser, a spark of heat igniting deep within your core.
âO-Okay. Iâd be happy to make something else for you,â you swallowed thickly before biting your lip. A mischievous glint flashed through König's blue eyes as he clicked his tongue.
âNow now, there's no need to play coy with me, Hase,â he rumbled lowly while gently pulling your apron over your head and tossing it aside [bunny]. You squirmed beneath his lustful gaze as he leaned closer to your ear.
âI might have you just give you a spanking for being so cheeky, you know,â König groaned as his hands snaked down your back and gave a delicious squeeze to your supple rear. You parted your lips as your body trembled with need. You leaned back and met his gaze as you played with his short, fiery locks at the back of his neck.
âIch wĂŒrde gerne sehen, wie du es versuchst,â you whispered lowly while tracing your hand down his chest [Iâd like to see you try]. Königâs brows shot up as he dug his fingertips into your clothed bum.
âOh, wĂŒrdest du?â he rumbled in a deep, husky voice [Oh, you would?]. You noticed the primal look in his eye as he readied himself like a panther about to pounce. You squealed as you ran into the living room, his long strides quickly catching up with you as he chuckled.
"Come now, Hase," he hummed as the two of you playfully danced around the coffee table. You moved your upper body back and forth. You giggled as you made a mad dash for the bedroom, your hulking husband effortlessly wrapping his thick arms around you and pulling you against his rugged body.
"Nice try," he clicked his tongue as he gave your chubby tummy a subtle squeeze. You wiggled against him, your ass mindlessly grinding against his semi-hard cock. Your husband groaned as he leaned down and gently nibbled on your ear, making you gasp and arch your back in his hold. König grunted at the sweet friction of your round bum against his stiffening cock, his lips slowly trailing from your ear to your cheek.
"(Y/N), bitte. I haven't felt you in so long," your beloved groaned as his hips bucked against your backside [please]. You whined and shifted your body as the heat within your core began to swell and spread through your entire being.
"Ich gehöre ganz dir, mein Liebe," you moaned breathlessly [I'm all yours, my love]. König rumbled deeply as he gently pushed you against the bed, your body folding over the edge of the mattress as his hands glided over every inch of your curvaceous sides. You squealed as König dipped his fingers below the band of your pants and panties, his hot breath cascading over your neck as he tugged them down.
"Oh mein gott," your love groaned as your bare ass jiggled when he shoved your pants all the way down to your knees [Oh my god]. You arched your back and wiggled your hips as your husband grunted behind you, his massive palms now cupping and squishing your asscheeks together.
"Same safeword as last time?" he whispered against your neck. You swallowed thickly and nodded, your heart racing faster the longer his hands remained on your luscious body.
"Y-Yes," you managed to breath out. You felt him smile over your pulse before he pressed his lips even harder against your neck. You moaned softly as one of his hands embraced your hip, the other lazily tracing shapes over the curve of your ass.
"Listen here, Hase. You're going to count each and every spanking I give you. If you mess up...well, there will be another punishment I'll give. Verstehst du?" your husband grunted as he smoothed his hand over one of your lower cheeks [Do you understand?]. You parted your lips and nodded, your hands gripping the sheets below you.
"J-Ja," you replied, your legs clenching with anticipation of the delicious mix of pain and pleasure. You moaned as König suddenly laid his flat palm against your bum, the sharp sting sending a wave of pleasure straight to your needy core. "O-One," you grunted. You gasped when König traced his fingertips over your spine before pinching your bum.
"Ah-ah, Liebling. Auf Deutsch," he clicked his tongue [In German]. You whined and squirmed against his hold.
"E-Eins," you sighed [One]. König chuckled lowly before laying another quick smack across your rear. You moaned as your walls clenched and fluttered, a dark mark starting to form over your bum. "Zwei," you panted as you felt your lower lips start to ooze with slick [Two].
"Gute Arbeit, Maus. Keep going," he urged you with another swat to your backside [Good job]. You keened each time his palm slapped against your skin, your pussy growing wetter as the pain slowly melted into a pleasure that pooled in your heat. You were white-knuckling the blankets by the time his palm slid away from your body, your ass throbbing with a dull sting.
"Sehr gut, mein kleine Frau," König grunted before gently brushing his fingers through your hair [Very good, my little wife]. You keened at his praise as he gently kissed your neck. Your eyes rolled back as you felt him suckle on your pulse, his rough, calloused hands gently spreading your asscheeks apart as he rutted his hips against your rear. You sighed and tilted your head back as he slowly pulled his head back, a string of spit connecting his lips to the fresh hickey adorning your neck.
"You know what I want now, more than anything?" he murmured huskily before slowly dragging his tongue along the dark mark on your skin. You shuddered and shook your head.
"W-What?" you whispered as your breath hitched. König chuckled deeply as he dipped his fingers lower. You gasped as he gently teased your lower lips with his fingertips, the tender rubbing making your clench your thighs around his hand. He tilted his head close to your ear again and nipped at it.
"I want you to ride my face, mein Schatz," he rasped into your ear as he pushed his fingertip against the slick rim of your entrance [my treasure]. Your throat grew tight as you squeezed your thighs together, his fingertips resting over your folds as he chuckled. "Does that sound good, Liebling?" König hummed lowly as he slowly rubbed his fingers across your labia. You swallowed the growing lump stuck in your throat as you nodded.
"B-But, I don't want to hurt you. You know how...big I am," you frowned and looked down at the mattress. Your husband chuckled before his hand cupped your mound.
"I'm not worried about that. In fact, I could suffocate between your thighs and die a happy man," he growled while swiping his thumb over your sensitive clit. Your jaw went slack as a searing wave of bliss rolled through your weeping cunt. Your husband sighed before gently kissing your temple. "Now...let's get out of these clothes," your love groaned before laying a soft, playful slap against your cunt. You mewled and slowly nodded your head, your chest rising and falling as König stepped back and rolled his shirt over his head. You tore your shirt and bra off and tossed them aside before climbing onto the bed, your husband still unbuckling his belt.
"Gespannt, nicht wahr?" König snickered as his pants dropped to the floor [Eager, aren't we?]. Your mouth watered as you saw the large bulge strain beneath the fabric of his dark briefs.
"V-Vielleicht," you replied while licking your lips [P-Perhaps]. Your beloved hummed softly as he tugged his underwear down his taut, muscular thighs. You released a quiet moan as his thick, heavy cock bobbed from the tight confines of his briefs, the weight of it causing it to droop closer to his knees. You bit your lip as his eyes trailed over your naked body, drinking in every roll and curve of your exposed form.
"Sie sind so schön," König rasped as he climbed into bed with you, his back flat against the sheets as his hands tugged your hips closer to his face [You're so beautiful]. Your heart fluttered at his words as your dripping heat hovered mere inches from his eager lips.
"Endlich," König groaned as he snaked his burly arms around your thick thighs [Finally]. Your eyes rolled back as he blew a puff of hot air against your lower lips, your legs shaking around his head as you lowered your hips. A loud instantly escaped from your mouth the second his warm lips touched your folds in a wet, sloppy kiss.
"O-Oh baby, mmm," you panted as you fully sank down, the tip of his nose tenderly brushing against your swollen clit. You mewled and shifted your hips as he tugged your labia between his teeth, your slick smearing along his lower face as he groaned. Your eyes widened as he slowly dragged his tongue along your slit, his hot breath fanning over your weeping sex.
"Oh mein gott, I've missed this," your husband's voice was muffled between your thick thighs as he traced his wet muscle between your folds [Oh my god]. You whined and gripped the headboard as you rolled your hips forward, creating a savory friction between your bodies. König squeezed your supple legs as he swiped his tongue back and forth across your sensitive heat, his throat bobbing beneath your folds as he guzzled down your juices.
"K-König, o-oh shit," you gasped. Your heart skipped a beat as the his rugged nose continued to gingerly rub your bundle of nerves as he swayed his head side to side. Your moans grew louder with every wet stroke of his tongue. Intoxicating pleasure swelled and bubbled through your pulsing core as you ground your hips against his warm mouth. You threw your head back as your love gently puckered his lips around your clit while flicking the tip of his tongue over the surface of your button.
"F-Fuck!" you groaned as your walls fluttered. König grunted, the sound reverberating deep within your sensitive heat as he suckled on your needy clit. Your hips began to rock even faster against his face, the bed creaking beneath your thrusts as he flattened his soft tongue over your engorged bundle of nerves. The muscles in your lower belly began to wind tighter and tighter as he enveloped his lips over your entire lower lips. The wet sounds of him sloppily making out with your gushing, hot pussy driving you deeper into a lustful frenzy.
Your eyes rolled back as you felt him dip his tongue inside of your puckering hole, your juices cascading down his chin and pooling around the bottom of his thick neck. His low, gutteral grunt sent shivers through your core as your body balanced on the edge of your release.
"K-König, Mmmm-fuck, I-I'm so close!" you keened as your hips wetly slapped against his face. Your husband dove his tongue even deeper inside your slick cavern as his fingers snuck around your hips. You gasped and arched your back as he rubbed slow, languid circles around your bundle of nerves while curling his agile muscle inside your tight heat.
"König!" you screamed as stars danced across your vision. Your hips bucked forward as your legs shook around his head, the muscles deep in your core violently clenching around Königâs tongue. A thick, creamy ring of white formed around his pink muscle as your thighs tightly squeezed around his ears.
"Yes, yes," you panted as your warm slick painted his stubbly chin. You swallowed thickly before slowly blinking your eyes open, your head still spinning after your intense release as you caught your breath. Your body shivered as König loosened his grip around your thighs, allowing you to shakily raise your hips. Your jaw went slack when you saw how utterly soaked his lower face was.
"O-Oh my god!" you gasped, the tips of your ears burning as you scrambled off of your husband. His chest heaved as he gazed at the ceiling with a far-away look in his eyes. "Sweetheart? A-Are you okay?" you asked as you carefully cupped his face. You stroked his cheekbones with your thumbs before he suddenly snatched your wrists.
You squeaked when he quickly shot up and pinned you to the mattress, his wet lips finding yours with ease. Your cheeks filled with warmth as you tasted yourself on his tongue while he rubbed his clothed erection over your raw heat. You both panted for air when he eventually pulled back, his lips curved into a small grin.
"That was amazing, MÀuschen," König beamed as his large hand squeezed your wrists above your head. You couldn't help but let out a small giggle as you blushed.
"You were amazing," you murmured, your head still spinning with the bliss of your sweet release. Your husband chuckled softly before pecking your lips, his body gently rocking against yours as the two of you groaned. Your heart raced as you watched him dip his arm down the side of the bed. The metallic sound of his belt buckle clinking made your sex throb with insatiable need. A wave of goosebumps washed over your skin as you watched him gently tie the leather piece around your wrists, tugging on it until it was snug around your arms.
"How does that feel? Is it too tight?" he whispered, his lips just barely ghosting over the shell of your ear. You shook your head, the pulse between your legs growing more and more unbearable.
"N-No. It feels perfect," you murmured in reply. König nodded slowly before he kissed your forehead.
"Alright. Just remember: the safeword is always there if you need it," he rumbled while tracing his calloused fingers along your cheek. You smiled softly and nodded before watching as he wrapped one of his large hands around the base of his cock.
"Mein gott, I love seeing you like this," König groaned as he slowly began stroke himself. "All spread out...just for me," your love rumbled as he used his the other hand to spread your puffy, flushed folds apart.
You moaned as he gingerly massaged your clit with the pad of his thumb as he curled his fist around his throbbing dick. Your eyes lit up when you saw his bulbous tip was already weeping with heavy, translucent beads of salty precum. You bit your lip as he continued to trace slow circles around your bundle of nerves while guiding his tip to your oozing pussy lips.
"Are you ready for me, Schatz?" he murmured as he gently pressed his thumb against your delicate button. You swallowed thickly and nodded as your walls ached for the steady drag of his veiny shaft.
"Y-Yes, mein groĂer BĂ€r," you moaned into his ear. Your beloved growled deeply before you felt the flush tip of his cock kiss your entrance. You tilted your head back and wrapped your ankles around the back of his knees as you felt his bulbous head part the tight rim of your slick entrance with a loud squelch.
"Ohhhh mein gott," König sucked in a sharp breath as he slowly slid inside your tight heat, his prominent veins caressing your warm, velvety walls. Your breath hitched as your pussy grew tighter with every inch he pushed into you, your wrists squirming in the snug grip of his belt.
"Y-You're just as tight as before - ScheiĂe, so gut," König breathed as he rubbed his calloused thumb back and forth over your sensitive clit [Shit, so good]. Both of you let out a soft gasp when he finally bottomed out, his heavy balls resting against your puffy slit. Your husband sighed deeply before he rested his forehead against yours, his cock twitching as it rested deep inside your snug cunt.
"F-Fuck, it's so much," you swallowed thickly as you could feel his dick throbbing against your plush cervix. You felt a ghost of a smile pressed against your lips as he sighed.
"I know, mein Schatz. Just take some deep breaths for me," König whispered tenderly as he slowly pulled his hips back. You moaned and dug your heels into the back of his thighs as he pushed back into your gummy walls, a trail of your slick gushing down your slit and painting the ruffled blanket below.
"Ohhh fuck," you panted as he kept flicking his thumb over your wet clit. König clenched his jaw as he locked eyes with you, your breasts bouncing each time his hips slapped against yours.
The bedframe began to creak and groan at his even rhythm, each drag of his cock leaving you breathless and desperate for your release. The slow, steady pace was driving you wild with need, your walls practically pulsing and aching for him to go faster. König stopped when you let out a small, quiet whine.
"(Y/N), what's wrong? Do you need to use the safe word?" he asked in a quiet, hushed voice. You shook your head quickly.
"N-No. König...please go faster. I-I don't want you to hold back," you mewled and arched your hips against his. Your husband parted his lips as he gazed into your eyes.
"A-Are you sure, (Y/N)?" he grunted, his ginger brows pinched together and lips curved into a frown. You nodded your head vigorously as you squirmed beneath him.
"Bitte, Liebling â hĂ€mmere mich in die Matratze," you pleaded with a high-pitched moan [Please, darling - pound me into the mattress]. Your eyes widened when he grabbed the back of your legs, a feral fire burning in his eyes as he shoved your legs up to your chest. You groaned as your puffy tummy poked out, your knees squished against your soft breasts as you gulped for air.
"K-König!" you squealed as he squeezed the back of your knees, his lips puckered over your pulse as he rapidly pounded into your cunt. Your pussy clenched around his girthy shaft as you released a wailing sob of bliss. He moaned as he suckled on your neck, the sound of skin wetly slapping against skin echoing inside your dark bedroom as the bed creaked even louder.
The tip of his cock brutally rocked against your g-spot as he frantically drove his dick into your velvety, oversensitive sex.
"S-ScheiĂe," König cursed between gritted teeth as he squeezed your legs. Your thick asscheeks began to clap with his rapid thrusting as the familiar tight knot began to form deep within the depths of your belly. Your moans and whimpers filled the room as he licked over the fresh hickey he decorated over your skin, his cock fervently splitting your sopping cunt wide open.
You panted heavily, your head spinning a the knot grew tighter and hotter. Your hands curled into fists as you strained against the belt, your eyes growing wide as you gasped.
"A-Ah! König!" you screamed as your hips snapped forward. Your lips parted into a perfect circle as your walls gripped his thick length in a vice. You sobbed as your cunt spasmed and contracted incessantly as your mind dissolved into ecstasy.
"M-Maus, oh mein gott," König sucked in a sharp breath as his thrusts began to stutter. Your head continued to spin with pleasure as he dug his nails deep into your skin.
"M-Mmm, s-so good, baby," you moaned as you felt his warm lips press against your neck, his breathing growing ragged as he inhaled your scent.
"(Y/N), God, I'm so close," König grunted against your goosebump-riddled skin as his swollen cock throbbed. The movement made a pulse of pleasure rush through your core, your body twitching with overstimulation as you moaned.
"P-Please, fill me up," you begged as you squeezed his dick with your gummy walls. A strangled moan flew from deep inside his throat as his hips moved impossibly faster.
"S-S-ScheiĂe, S-ScheiĂe," your love rasped before he slammed his taut hips down with one last, powerful thrust. His gutteral moan made your eyes nearly roll back as you felt him still against you.
"K-König," you murmured his name with a shiver as his cock painted your stretched out cunt with thick, sticky ropes of his seed. You mewled and panted as you felt his milky cum fill you to the brim, pearly drops of his release forming around the base of his cock and dripping down your slit.
König swallowed thickly as his breathing began to steady, his hands giving the back of your knees one last, gentle squeeze before he peppered your neck with kisses. You sighed and closed your eyes as his warm mouth danced across your skin, his hands now rubbing your hips in circles as he exhaled slowly.
"Are you feeling okay? Are you sore anywhere?" he mumbled against your pulse. You blinked your eyes open and smiled.
"N-No, I'm fine. Just a bit out of breath," you said with a quiet sigh. You felt him grin against your neck before he gently untied your wrists.
"Let's get you cleaned up, ja?" König cooed as he scooped you up into his burly arms.
àŒșâ„àŒ»
You laid on the fresh, crisp bedsheets with your loving husband after taking a long bath together. Your ankle gently wrapped around his as you traced lazy shaped over his thick, muscular back. König sighed as he brushed some wet locks of your hair away from your plump cheek.
"Danke," he murmured with a yawn, his eyelids starting to flutter [Thank you]. You smiled softly and tilted your head.
"For what?" you whispered. König smiled and rested his hand against the side of your face.
"For taking such good care of me," he replied with a dreamy, half-lidded smile. You cooed softly and pecked his lips.
"You're welcome, König," you said with a calm, gentle smile. Your husband yawned again as he slowly closed his eyes.
"SĂŒĂe TrĂ€ume, mein kleiner Hase," König murmured before letting out a soft snore [Sweet dreams, my little rabbit]. You giggled quietly as you traced your thumb over the scar across his bottom lip.
"Schlaf gut, mein groĂer BĂ€r," you whispered softly and laid a soft kiss to his temple [Sleep well, my big bear]. You sighed and closed your eyes, falling asleep in the safe haven of your beloved's arms.
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found you - ch. 5 (part III)
pairing: gojo satoru x female oc (ara natsuna)
tropes: psycho! rival! athlete! yandere! gojo x introvert! booksmart! sheltered! rbf! oc
warnings: 18+ only babes, stalking/possessive themes, profanity, coercion, pet names (kitten), gaslighting, manipulation, underage drinking, praising, unprotected & protected sex, rough sex, mentions of suicide & depression, toxic jealousy, begging, chokehold, fingering, squirting, oral (f receiving), overstimulation, w33d, mentions of hard drugs (ecstasy, cocaine)
word count/plot: [15.5k!] ara catches gojo's attention when news breaks that she is the top academically ranked student in their grade. he is ranked second. he tries to befriend her but she ignores him. despite her obvious disinterest, his obsession begins...
a/n: ok this part took me forever to write bc i lowkey suck ass at writing backstories. hopefully ya'll r able to understand what i wrote for that part (you'll see what i mean once u read it). also i skim editted this chapter so if some of it is in lowercase, don't blame me. i actually prefer to type in lowercase but since i started writing this fic with correct capitalization i wanted to be consistent w that. anyway, have fun reading. i'm so excited to read ur guy's comments hehe
ch. 1 , ch. 2 [ part 1 | part 2 ] , ch. 3 , ch. 4 , chapter 5 [ part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 ]
Ara pulled the blanket up to Millieâs shoulders. She was passed out, like most of her classmates once they brought the party inside the penthouse suite of the hotel. It was nearly 5 am so she couldnât blame them.
âPsst.â
Ara glanced over to see Gojo walking her way, a drink in hand. She knew he didnât drink so..
âIf that drink is for me then you can put it away.â
He grinned, âNah itâs water.â
âOh,â she took it from him and then took a sip, only to spit it out, âThatâs vodka!â
âEheheh,â She shoved him as he sat down on the couch beside her. He motioned towards Millie, âSheâs out?â
Ara nodded, âShe drank enough for everyone combined.â
âThatâs what Iâm talking about.â
Ara squinted, âYou donât even drink.â
âShhh,â he slipped his hand into hers, âCan I steal you now?â
âFor what?â
âI have to show you something.â
She was silent for a moment, âItâs too early for a prank.â
He grinned brightly, âItâs not a prank. I promise.â
She let him take her by the hand and lead the way. As they walked through, she spotted Choso laying down passed out a bean bag and Geto asleep on the couch across from him, his leg hanging off the edge.
Gojo led her to one of the rooms, opening the door a bit carefully to peek inside and make sure it was the right one before pushing the door wide open for her. He motioned with his chin for her to go in, a little smirk on his face.
She entered to see balloons covering nearly every square inch of the floor, making the bed almost look like an island. The lit candles made the vast, modern room smell of comforting vanilla, maybe a hint of strawberry as well. The glass windows were wide open, revealing a sickening view of their beautiful city.
She was astonished, âGojo..â she was about to turn around to face him but suddenly a hand rested on back, urging her forward.
âKeep going.â
She complied with his gentle pushes towards the bed, pushing aside balloons as they went. That was when she spotted the rather big box on the flower petal covered bed. The box was perfectly wrapped in glossy white wrapping paper with a pastel purple bow at the center.
She sat down on the bed, her eyes widening as she took in the boxâs size.
He spoke quietly, âOpen it.â
She glanced up at him, âToru, what did you do..â
 âJust open it, open it.â he urged.
She noticed his barely contained excitement and shook her head subtly. Heâd already given her so much, much more than she could ever ask for and yet here he was. Giving her a gift, as if he didnât give her several on the daily.
He plopped down on the bed across from her, resting his head on his arm as he eagerly watched her pick up the box.
She ripped open the neat wrapping only to gape when she saw the orange box underneath. Thin black ribbon was tied around the box as well, but sheâd be a fool to miss the âHermesâ logo printed at the center.
âGojo, whatââ she sputtered, at a loss for words, âYou.. oh my god.â
His barely contained smirk broke out into a full grin. He continued to urge her, âKeep opening it.â He was almost tempted to open it for her at the pace she was going.
Once she got the wrapper fully off, he easily pulled the ribbon loose for her. Watching with a smile as she opened the box.Â
Inside was her very first Birkin. It was mainly off-white, with an ombré effect of light brown at its edges. The crocodile pattern was unmistakable. The shiny, white-gold diamond latch glittered iridescently under the dim light. (a/n: if anyone is curious abt the bag https://madisonavenuecouture.com/products/hermes-birkin-25-himalaya-niloticus-crocodile-diamond-encrusted-hardware)
She was in awe.
He cupped her elbow, thumb gliding over her forearm gently, âHappy birthday, kitten.â
She set the box down, too shocked to even touch the bag itself. This was unlike any of the Birkinâs sheâd ever seenâeven though sheâd only seen them in videos and in Shokoâs motherâs closet but still. Its grandeur was obvious and the diamonds-real diamonds on a bag? she couldnât even comprehend it.
âSatoru⊠how? Why?â It seemed english wasnât coming to her very easily, âHow much was this?â
His hand slid up her elbow to her nape. He sat up to kiss her neck. His lips on her throat made her heartbeat scatter.
âNothing compared to you.â
âToru,â she backed away slightly, âThis isn't smart. I donât even wear bags that much-â
âNow you will.â
She met his gaze, only for her pounding heartbeat to quicken. He was looking at her with so much adoration, maybe a hint of lust but most of all, his gaze was filled with..
She glanced away, murmuring, âThis is too much.â
He always did this. Gifting her the most expensive things so easily. It never failed to make her uncomfortable at first, making her feel like he was trying to compensate her for her affection only until she realized he truly liked itâgiving her things. His love language was gifts.
His fingers caressed her hair for a moment before he let go of her nape.
âOpen the purse.â
Her eyes widened, âWhat?âÂ
He didnât respond, merely pushing the box towards her.
When she didnât move he took her hand and placed it over the Birkinâs diamond latch, expectantly waiting for her to open it.
She opened the latch hesitantly, her fingertips gliding over the bag's rigid yet wearable material before slipping her hand within. She immediately felt something.
She withdrew her hand to see a small velvet box in her palm. She opened the box to reveal a beautiful petite white-gold diamond ring. It had a twisted over pattern, with diamonds embedded in each twist. She nearly gasped.
He suddenly reached within the collar of his shirt and shuffled out a thin silver chain around his neck. At the end of the chain was a ring made of the same material as hers, shaped more like a band.
His face was flushed.
âThis ring is my promise to you.â His bright blue eyes met hers and he looked serious-for once.
She noticed his adamâs apple bob in his neck.
âI promise to keep you the happiest girl in the world. I promise to give you every piece of me and more,â The corner of his lip lifted subtly, âI promise to burn down the world for you, if thatâs what you want-â
She chuckled airily, shaking her head.
He took her hand, âListen to me, I know I havenât always been the best man but I canât live without you, you hear? I canât live without you.â
His eyes dropped to her hand in his, his brows furrowing, âWhen you broke up with me I hated it. I hated being away from you..âÂ
âI never stopped thinking about you, you know,â he scanned her face, âYou're right in front me and I still canât.â
She couldnât hold his gaze.
âI love you, Ara.â he said softly.
His thumb ran over her ring finger, âYouâre getting a promise ring now but thereâs gonna be an engagement ring here one day. Youâre gonna be my wife.â he spoke so definitively, as if it were already fated.
She let out a small, awkward laugh, âYour seriously talking about marria-â
âI am serious.â
âYou sure?â her voice was low, tantalizing, âShoko told me you donât believe in monogamy.â
He chuckled, âI do now.â
âWhy?â
âI found you.â
She stared at him as he slid the ring onto her finger, his hand lingering over hers before he returned her stare.
The next thing he knew she was crawling into his lap, drawing him a hug so tight her narrow arms shook from the strength she was exerting. He smiled. He wound his arms around her just as tight while peppering her temple with kisses. His hand tangled itself in her hair before tugging her head back.
He leaned towards her but she pressed a hand to his chest, stopping him before their lips met.
âYou canât take that back yâknow.â
âWhat?â
Her hands tightened around his collar, completely losing her train of thought when she felt his hard-on brush her ass.Â
Her cheeks grew warm, âe-everything you just said.â
âNever.â he panted, suddenly digging his fingers into her ass before flipping her over onto the bedâhim atop her. âNever, never, never.â
Her eyes widened when she saw the mirror on the ceiling. She could see everything.. her reflection.. his face in her neck, eagerly leaving love bites.. his muscular shoulders rippling under his shirt as he reached between her legs, spreading them. His fingertips grazed her pussy lips before curling around her thong. He yanked it off.
She jolted, a loud gasp leaving her lips.
His face came before her, the ring on his thin chain dangling between them, âYouâre mine Ara, forever.â
She threw her head back, her head resting on his shoulder while his face dug into the crook of her nape, his lips territorially marking her neck.
His cock pistoned in and out underneath her, his hips smacking into her ass as she sat completely naked over his lap. She was making the most obscene noises, she couldnât help it. The hand of his that wasnât gripping her hip was right above her cunt, his fingers working her clit.
âfuckkâtoru! toru!!hnnn~â her body arched.
His fingers dug into her hip, his cock slamming into her harder. His finger playing with her clit at a dizzying pressure.
âyou feelso fucking good, birthday girl.â he rasped out.
She whined.
He watched her writhe atop of him, her head bouncing on his shoulder with each forceful fuck. Her hair jumped with each thrust of his hips, the dark strands splayed out over his chest, shoulder and neck. Her mouth was wide open. Her tits swinging up and down hypnotically.
The tear stained black mascara trailing down her cheeks made his cock jerk with more stamina. He bit her narrow shoulder.
She yanked at his fluffy white hair, âTORU!!â
âcum ara, cum right fucking now.â
She shook her head wildly. âsatoru..please, i canât-f-fuck.â
His cock hammered into her, she could barely breathe. everything hurt. she swore she could feel his cock head swell within her. his cock was so hard.
She gasped out between fucks, âhnnâcanât, toru. canât. so big. too big.â
âi know iâm big baby. but your cunny can take it, i know she can.â
She tried to push away his hand at her clit, âi canât,â she cried, âtâmuchââ
His hand remained fixed over her navel, instead his fingers picked up the pace. his cock grinding into her cervix, making her cunt let out the most embarrassingly wet sounds sheâd ever heard.
Her eyes rolled to the back of her head, âohhhhhnnnnm~â
Her body burned with pleasure. his cock felt obscenely hot inside her as she felt herself twitch around him. His cock made her feel so deeply full, she wondered if her cunt had finally been stretched to the limitâif heâd finally broken her.
âOhmygod-my god-nghhh!â
Her body jerked atop him, wave after wave of pleasure coursing through her. Feeling like this shouldnât be realâall of this-him-couldnât be real. Â she couldnât take it.
She moaned weakly. her cunt spraying liquids despite him still being inside herâdeliriously grinding his cock deeper into her. His cockhead touching her deepest parts.
âAraaaaa~â he sighed brokenly into her ear. She felt like heaven.
Her eyes flitted open as her jerking subsided. She caught sight of herself in the mirror above and froze. The sight caused a cold jolt up her spine.
She looked... slutted out. her eyeshadow, mascara and liner had all blurred together into a seamless smoky eye, minus for the trails of supposedly waterproof mascara running down the corners of her eyes. her lipstick was smudged. her skin was covered in hickeys, including one on her chin. several on her cleavage and tits. Her nipples were surrounded by teeth marks.
His white hair tickled her cheek as he shifted slightly, his cock still inside her. His hot breath traveled down her neck, making her skin tingle. she couldnât help but notice how large his muscular thighs looked underneath her smooth ones.
Her body jerked once more, an aftermath of her high.
âGood girl.â he praised, giving her clit a small squeezeâmaking her entire body twitch. She whined as he laughed, his fingers continuing to explore her. He touched the wetness along her pussy lips.
She heard his breath hitch beside her ear, âThis pussy is gonna be the death of me.â
Her cunt constricted around his cock and he growled. his fingers suddenly digging deep into her hips, making her yelp.
She tried to grab his wrists and pry his hands off but it was too late.
His cock plunged into her ruthlessly.
She felt his hot, white cum spill into her. spurting along her cramped walls. she felt it travel and dribble out of her cunt, spilling down her inner thighs.
his cum was so warm.
She squeezed her thighs together, which only drew out more cum from his cockhead. she shivered, a low whine leaving her.
âHappy birthday.â he whispered above her.
Her eyes flashed opened only to close a millisecond after when his hips bucked into her again, slowly and deep. fucking his seed back into her.
He hummed as she mewled meekly underneath him. his shoulders flexed.
âYou're not even someone i should go to for this.â
âWhatâwhy?â
âCuz you drive hella fast.â
He snapped her seat belt in place for her, âListen, Iâm still a good teacher.â
âAre you?â
âI am.â
âHow?â
âI just am.â
She narrowed her eyes, âLove the confidence but seriously, why canât you just let me have a driving instructor?â
âCuz i want to teach you, kitten. Isnât it gonna be so cute when you tell our kids one day-â he mockingly began to use a kid voice, â âmommy how did you learn how to drive? âyour daddy taught meââ
She punched him in the shoulder, making him yelp. He immediately cradled his arm, groaning as if sheâd brutalized him.
âCan you stop being a dumbass?â she gripped the steering wheel, âTell me what to do.â
âGet in the back seat.â
Her glare was fierce as he quickly amended, âOkay, okay, pull out this parking spot.â
âOkay.â she pressed the gas pedal only for the car to make a loud âvroooomâ sound but not move.
âItâs not moving.â she stated.
He was laughing, âBecause you didnât change the gear.â
âYou didnât tell me that!â
The maid opened the door for them and they walked through. Gojoâs laughter filling the lobby.
He shook his arm around Getoâs shoulders, âSuguruuu, donât be jealous.â
Geto shouldered him off, âIâm not jealous.â
Ara walked in after them, eyes glued to her phone.
The maid faced them, âGojo sir, I must inform you your Dad is here. Heâs currently in the gardens.â
Gojoâs grin immediately faltered, âHe is?â
The maid nodded.
His voice deadpanned, âWhen did he come?â
âLess than an hour ago, sir.â
âHmm,â he nodded subtly, âThanks Macy.â
Macy merely nodded before excusing herself. Ara caught Getoâs tense expression.
Gojo spoke first, âYou guys can chill in my room. I wonât be long.â
She stepped up to Gojo, âWhatâs wrong?â
A small smile found its way to the corner of his lip, âNothings wrong,â his hand slipped up the side of her face, âJust wasnât expecting him thatâs all.â
She searched his face, âAre you gonna be alright?â
His smile widened, âIâll be perfect, baby.â
She stared out the window of Gojoâs study. Her hand tightening around the circular windowsill as her eyes raked the expanse of the well kept greenery before deciding it was useless. Wherever they were they wasnât visible from her vantage point.
She was drawn from thoughts when a loud âthunkâ resounded from somewhere behind her.
She turned to see Geto with a book at his feet. He bent over to retrieve it, âOops.â
She waited a brief moment, watching as he dusted off the cover before flipping it open-skimming the pages.
âGeto.â
He immediately glanced up, his eyes a silent âyes?â
âIs his Dad bad?â
He glanced sideways for a moment before asking, âSatoru hasnât mentioned him?â The question wasnât mocking, merely inquiring with a calmness that felt almost reassuring.
There was a beat of silence, âNo.â
He shut the book in his hand, a light sigh escaping him, âI donât like him, if thatâs what you wanna know. You should let Satoru tell you the whole story though.â
âThereâs a story?â
He smiled slightly, âIsnât there always?â
The bedroom doors swung open, immediately making Araâs head snap up from the book in her lap. She sat up on the bed just as Gojo entered. If heâd been stressed it was hard to tell because the second his eyes landed on her a wide grin swept across his lips.
He crawled onto the bed, easily crowding her space to kiss her neck before laying his head on her lap.
âSatoru.â She rested her hand on forehead, pushing his hair back, âHow was it?â
He sighed, eyes flitting closed, âIt was fine. He leftâthank god.â
âYou donât like him?â
His eyes fluttered open, examining her. He rarely talked about his family and she wasnât slow enough to believe that was just a coincidence.
He shook his head. His index finger twirling around a strand of her hair, âHe wanted to see you.â
âHe knows about me?â she asked, shocked.
His hand went still within her hair, âEveryone knows about you.â
She held his gaze for a moment, âSo why didnât you let him see me?â
She saw the corner of his mouth twitch, âCuz you donât like meeting new people.â
â..and?â
âCuz he doesnât deserve to yet.â His voice held more of an edge than she expected.
And that look in his eyeâŠshe hadnât seen that on him in a while. It reminded her of when sheâd struck him, the first night he had his way with her.
He took her hand from his forehead and slid it down to his cheek, lightly kissing her wrist as he did so.
âLet me explain,â he paused, as if gathering his thoughtsâuntil his brows furrowed and he realized he wasnât sure where to begin.
He played with her fingers as he spoke, âMy Dad has a twin. Identical. But they couldnât be more differentâhonestly.â he chuckled quietly.
âHow?â
 âI guess my Dadâs more likableâhad this quality about him that made people want to listen. While my Uncle.. well, let's say heâs persuasive in his own way.â
He continued, âThe point is. They competed with each other a lot-over everything and anything. My Dad thought of their competition as harmless fun but my Unc-not so much. Heâll never admit it though, if you ask him, but everyone knows.â
âEveryone?â
âEveryone in my family,â he clarified, before smirking up at her, âItâs gonna be your family too yâknow so pay attention.â
She rolled her eyes, âWhat do you think Iâm doing.â
He smiled slightly, âAnywho, Unc shouldâve felt like he won this little competition since he was given full reins of the family business but I guess he still held a grudge. Dunno if itâs cuz Dadâs political success or Dad beinâ Gramps favoriteâor Mom but-â
He cut himself off, âRight, so my Mom was actually a bet between Dad and Unc. She was Uncâs college crush and for fun they decided to see who could get with her. Dad won her over and they ended up falling in love. They got married but.. my Mom never got used to it-the politician life.â
He went on, âDadâs career as the Director of National Intelligence was actually very strategic. It was something my Gramps wanted to get his eyes in on cuz oil refinery is more political than you might think, like they're some countries we weren't permitted to source from due to a bad political climateâeven though our company is private. It was something Gramps wanted to work around and possibly manipulateââ
Ara blinked, âWouldnât that be illegal?â
âJust a little,â he smirked, âIt wasnât just that though, youâd have to ask Gramps the detailsâexcept heâs dead, but anyway~â
Araâs eyes widened as he nonchalantly went on, âThe beef between Dad and Unc really hit the fan a few months after Gramps diedâwhich isnât surprising cuz Gramps was sorta the mediator but.. I guess, it was inevitable.â
Despite his nonchalance she could tell his next words were harder for him to say, âSo basically Unc had a business deal going with Israel, worth about $2 billion but since-everything going on politically, socially, you name it-Dad did not want to get involved, especially monetarily. But Unc didnât agree, he wanted to juice as much money as he could since the US was sending Israel money anyway and he wanted a piece.â
He continued, âDad knew he would try to see the deal through with or without his call so he started involving himself in the family business to supervise Unc which he was not happy about, so you can imagine they arguedâa lot. At the office, at the house, everywhere. Dad ended up kicking Unc outta the house and threatened to hurt him if he came back.â
He sighed, âI didnât know Dad kicked him out, I wasnât there for that argument. Instead I was sad that Unc wasnât coming around anymore cuz we usually hung out a lot. We hung out more than Dad and I did anyway.â
He shook his head, âI didnât suspect anything when Unc called me to let him in so I did. We talked for a bit, caught up, he gave me a bottle of alcohol to give my Mom. I told him to give it to her himself but he said he wanted it to be a surprise for her and asked me to keep it a secret that he came by.â
She saw something flicker in his expression as he went on, he stopped playing with her fingers.
âMom wasnât in a great mental stateâshe never was, to be honest, not after marrying Dad. She hated the fame, paparazzi, everything that came with it but she tolerated it because she loved Dad. I-â Gojo never stuttered, âI didnât know that she was an alcoholic because she hid it from me so well. She always acted happy when she was with me. She never wanted me to see her.. down. I didnât know Unc and Dad helped her through the alcoholism and depression cuz I didnât even know it was an issue.â
His voice was tight but he quickly recovered, âSo I left the bottle on her vanity, just like he asked and she drank it all, breaking her sobriety of six months. Dad found her drunk and they started fightingâI didnât realize they were arguing about her sobriety, I just thought he was mad she drank in general so I tried to intervene but Mom left the room once I got there. Dad and I ended up arguing but nothin' came of it cuz he basically told me to shut the fuck up and get out of his face.â
His bright blue eyes were somewhat dull as he glanced up at her, âI should tell you my Dad isnât usually an asshole but when heâs mad heâs a different person. Everything ticks him off. He was.. in this mood for a while and Mom breaking her sobriety didnât help. She started drinking a lot again and they were just yelling all the time. No one would tell me what was going on, Mom was pushing me away and I blamed Dad for it. It felt like he was mad at everyone for no reason and I wanted him to stop.â
He exhaled, âUnc came by again and I told him everything-about Mom and Dad fighting.. how it was.. getting to me. Unc asked me why they were fighting and I told him I didnât know. Unc then asked me if Dad was hitting Mom and I realized I wasnât sure. But the theory made sense because why else would Mom avoid me? She probably didnât want me to see her bruises or marks and explain that Dad did them.â
âObviously this theory made 10 year old me extremely upset so Uncâs solution was to give me his gun. He told me the next time I overheard Mom and Dad fighting to wave it around to scare Dad off-â
Araâs eyes widened, âWhatâhe gave a gun to a kid? What type of solution is that?â
A low, dry laugh left him, âAt the time it made sense to me cuz Unc and I used to go hunting together and all that but he also told me Dad kicked him out the estate so I kinda did want to scare him some way cuz he really felt like public enemy 1. It felt like he was tearing the family apart.â
He ran a hand through his hair, âThat nightâŠwhen I was in bed I heard Mom screamâand a shit ton of thrashing. I didnât think, I grabbed the gun and ran. I saw Dad on top of somebody, throwing punches and I-I didnâtââ he spoke through gritted teeth before exhaling, âI didnât mean to hit him.â
Her eyebrows skyrocketed, âYou shot your Dad?â
âI did. Straight through the head.â
Araâs jaw dropped, âBut wait-but your Dad.. heâs still ali-â
He squeezed her hand, âListen, listen. I thought he was on top of Mom, beating her but it turns out he was on top of my Uncle. Mom was just in the room, yelling at him to stop because I guess my Uncle just showed up uninvited.â
He stared at her, fingers tightening around hers, âMy Dad died that night. I didnât know what the hell to do. I was freaking out but Unc came up with a plan.â
He closed his eyes, âUnc said he would take the blame. He told us to tell the cops that he snuck into the estate-which he did-and that he tried to hurt Dad but then Dad shot him. Except he would pretend that he was Dad. And that the man who died was Unc.â
She was astounded, âSo⊠your Uncle pretended to be your Dad?â
He nodded, âYes, and he still is. The world currently thinks my Dad is alive.â
Ara was speechless as he continued, âNo one else knows because Unc and Dad are identical twins. Same blood type and-miraculously-same fingerprints, etc.â
She blinked as he sat up beside her, not letting go of her hand.
He looked at her expression with a small knowing smile, âI know you have questions.â
She glanced over at him, âWhy did he do that? Did he not want you to face any repercussions?â
He nodded, âI thought he was protecting me but now I know he schemed it all. He manipulated me.â
Araâs eyes widened, âHow do you know?â
âHe knew about my momâs alcoholism and told me to give her a bottle. He sneaks into the estate and causes drama the same night he gives me a gun? A gun with the safety off?â He shakes his head, âIt's not a coincidence at all.â
âIf he wanted to kill your Dad, why couldnât he just kill him himself?â
âThat wouldâve got him nowhere but jail. But making me do it gives him all the leverage. Pretending to be Dad to protect me gives him everything he wants. My mom, Dadâs position-his connections, the family businessâall in his lap.â
He laughed dryly to himself, âWell the only thing he didnât get for long was Mom. She killed herself.â
âWhat?!â she exclaimed in shock.
âIt was two weeks after Dad died. Found her body in the pond by the gardens. She overdosed on prozac.â
âProzac?â Ara gasped, âthe antidepressant?â
He nodded, a small sad smile spreading across his lips, âIronic isnât it.â
She was silent for the longest moment, processing it all. She almost couldnât believe it was real. It felt like the plot of some really dark CEO drama but this was reality. His realityâhis life. Heâd only been 10 years old. A ten year old murderer.
âI wanted to believe Unc had something to do with her death.. but I know he would never hurt her. He loved her.. She left me on her own.â
Her eyes widened. This was the saddest sheâd ever seen him. His eyes glossier than normal, his jaw clenched tight and yet his lips were twisted in a bitter smile.
âI wouldâve done anything she asked. We couldâve taken Unc down together but she left me.â
She squeezed his hand, âToru-â she murmured.
âIsnât it funny? I feel like I found out more about her after she died. All her thoughts were in her diary, everything. If sheâd just told me when she was alive-I couldâveââ he shook his head, a shiny tear slipped down his cheek, âI donât kn-I-â
âStop.â she pulled him into her chest, âStop.â
He sagged into her smaller frame, clutching her waist so tight she nearly lost her breath. For the first time in her life, she felt him trembling.
Her small fingers raked through his hair, âYou were just a kid. How were you supposed to know everything she was going through? She probably didnât tell you because she wanted to protect you.â
His arms wrapped around her tighter, âShe couldâve protected me by staying alive.â
Her hand went still in his hair, âDonât you know already, adults are selfish.â
She then realized that maybe that wasnât the most constructive thing to say.
âIâm sorry, I meant-â
âNo, you're right.â his voice was muffled in her sweater, âThey are selfish. Everyone is. You have to be in this world.â
He laughed softly to himself, âEat or be eaten.â
She shook her head, clutching his chin to make him look up, âI donât know about all that but you have to know that her.. doing that isnât your fault-â
âDoing what? Killing herself?â
Araâs mouth opened partially before closing. Then opening again, âYes.â
He smiled faintly, âYou can say it yâknow. She killed he-â
She flinched-snapping, âStop, itâs not a joke.â her hands tightened around his face, âwhat i-iâm saying is that itâs not your fault. It was her choice. She knew the consequences. You donât have to agree with her but you have to respect it.â
She cupped his face more gently, âIt doesnât make you any less of a person, itâs what you do now that counts. Sheâs still watching over you.â
His gaze seemed distant, âSheâll get her justice.â
Ara blinked, âJustice?â
His eyes suddenly sharpened, âMy uncle. I still need him. I donât know how to run the business myself yet.â
Her eyes widened, âWhatây-you donât mean kill him, right?â
Suddenly a wicked grin appeared upon his lips. He leaned close, his lips brushing over hers, âSome things are worse than death, kitten.â
She gently rubbed the face mask across her cheeks. It was a yummy baby pink color and smelled rather delicious. strawberry poundcake. it already made her skin feel cool with one application.
She used the little tool it came with to scoop more product and apply it to her forehead only to flinch when she saw Gojo in the bathroom. he stood with his back to the door, arms crossed. a crooked smile on his lips.
âHey kitten~â
She shook her head, âI hate you.â
He grinned, making his way towards her, âYou love mee.â
He stood behind her, his hands interlaced behind himself. He bent down to kiss her on the head but she moved out of his way.
âWhy do you like scaring me?â she grumbled, rubbing in her face mask with a bit more ferocity.
âheh. itâs not my fault you're as unaware as a baby chick.â He held her shoulders and kissed her temple-where her face mask hadnât been applied yet.
She shoved him off, âtoru! my face mask.â
It seemed a bit of the mask had landed on the tip of his nose. he wiped it away with his thumb, looking at it curiously, âmmm, smells yummy.â
She raised a brow as he continued to stare at the blob on his finger and gripped his wrist the second he brought his finger towards his lips.
âAre you stupid? itâs not edible.â
She grabbed a nearby hand towel and hastily wiped it off his finger before tossing the towel somewhere on the counter.
He watched silently as she continued applying the face mask on her face. His eyes glowing with curiosity.
âWhatâs it supposed to do?â
âMake you poreless.â
He picked up the face mask jar to read the description just as sheâd been reaching for some more. She sucked her teeth impatiently.
He slid the jar back to her. He blinked innocently, âCan I use some?â
âNo.â
âWhyyyy~â
âCuz you're already poreless.â
That made him grin. He touched the sides of his face as he leaned towards the mirror, âAm i?â
She rolled her eyes. It was too early for his buffoonery. This was supposed to be self-care sunday. emphasis on self. And sheâd told him that, yet here he was.
He leaned against the bathroom counter, facing her with a mischievous glint in his eyes, âIf you wanted a face mask you couldâve jus asked me.â
Her brows furrowed-confused-only to freeze when she realized. She grimaced, âYour nasty as hell.â
âOh come on~â
She shoved him as he neared her, âStop. You're actually annoying me.â
âAraaaa~â
âStop.â
âOkay, okay fine. Iâll stop. I promise.â
âPromise what.â
âNot to annoy you.â
âThen why are you coming closer to me?â
He tugged her close, resting his chin atop her head. Her small frame easily fitting into his chest.
âBecause i wanna be near you âkay?â
He kissed the corner of her neck, his hands gently squeezing her shoulders. She sighed.
He stared at her in the mirror as she continued to finish up the last of the face mask. His hands running up and down her arms repeatedly. the action oddly reassuring.
He kissed the top of her head, âLast night was fun right?â he muttered into her hair.
She blushed at the memory, ây-yeah.â
There were two things she found out last night. 1, Haibara knew how to throw a party. 2, never play hide and seek with Gojo. Heâd pick the best hiding spot and no one would find you both, leaving you open to your demise at his hands.
Ara couldnât walk after.
He smirked slightly, âWhat was your favorite part?â
She thought it over, âhmm probably when Geto shot all those bottles in a row. I didnât think his aim was that good. oh! and that drink Shoko made, um, whatâs it called-â
âEspresso martini.â
âYes! That was soo good.â
his smirk widened as he nuzzled her head, âYou drank a lot of green tea shots too.â
She nodded.
He kissed the crown of her head, âYou look so good knocking shots back.â
She reddened, mumbling, âShut up.â
He squeezed her shoulders once more, âArenât you gonna ask me my favorite part?â
She reddened more, âNo.â
His arms slipped around her shoulders, squeezing her into him, âPleaseeee~~~â
âAh! toru! let go-â
He hugged her tighter.
âaHh! i canât breathe. fine, fine!â
âYayyy.â he loosened his hold on her and she smacked his arm.
âYou promised not to annoy me.â
âOopsies,â he grinned while staring at her ass as she bent down to pick up her fallen hair brush.
When she stood up, he placed his hands on her hips. pressing his groin right against her ass. She gasped, freezing the second she felt his erection.
He nipped at her ear, âMy favorite part was holding your hips, just like this,â his fingers squeezed her hips, âand watching your ass bounce on my cock in that tiny little closet. Hearing your cute lil whimpers cuz you wanna keep quiet so bad. always so scared of getting caught-â
She faltered forward, her hands flat against the bathroom counter as he began to thrust his hard-on into her. as if his jeans and her towel werenât in the way.
He nipped at her nape, leaving love bites along her soft skin. as if it wasnât decorated enough.
âYour pussy gets wet so fast, kitten. everytime i fuck you your pussy makes such slutty sounds. mm-â
She gasped when the tip of his clothed cock rubbed against her bare pussy. It seemed he discovered that she wasnât wearing anything under her towel. She saw his bright blue eyes go wide in the mirror's reflection before a devious smirk spread across his lips.
Just as she felt his hands tighten over her towel-a millisecond from ripping it off. She shoved him back.
âNo!â she held her towel tightly to her chest, âToru, please. we barely slept all night. I canâtâi canât go another round.â she begged desperately.
âAww~â he whined, before slipping his arms around her. Her hands on his chest weakly pushing him back. âCome on.â
âIâm gonna pass out.â
âYou wonât.â
âToru, seriously.â she looked up at him, âHow can you even want to get freaky when i have this on my face.â
âYou think a little face mask could stop my dick from getting hard?â
His eyes dropped to her lips, âIf anything it jus makes me harder.â
Her eyes narrowed.
He pouted, âNext time you want a face mask just ask me âkay?â
She shoved him-successfully getting out of his hold this time, âNot happening.â
She began to clear up the bathroom counter, putting her skincare where it belonged. She glanced at him in the mirrorâs reflection. she watched him tug at the belt of his pants, adjusting himself.
âCâmonnn, mine probably has more natural benefits anyway.â
She looked at him incredulously, âOh yeah? And what natural benefits would there be?â
He grinned, âmy face mask is edible.â
She rolled her eyes, continuing to put stuff away, âStop talking.â
He leant behind her, speaking in her ear, âDonât act like you donât like the taste. You always lick it up like your hungry-â
âOnly because you feed it to me.â she spat.
She met his gaze in the reflection. fear immediately blooming in her gut the second she saw the fire in his eyes.Â
Before he could move she darted around him, running straight out the bathroom. The second he moved to chase her, the bathroom door slammed shut in his face. He heard it lock from the outside.
âAra!!â he whined, pushing at the door, âAra!!â
âAra.â
âHm.â she barely looked up from her laptop. She was surprisingly focused for being outdoors. She wasnât usually the type to study that well outside but something about the calm, breezy air of the estateâs gardens seemed to offer her enough solace to study.
Heâd also been studying too but-of course-he finished whatever he had to do before her.
âWhyâd you get a new phone?â
She froze, finally glancing up from her macbook to look at him. He was sitting on the fountainâs edge, with a loose black long sleeve and matching pants on.
He took off his sunglasses, letting the sunlight hit his eyes in a way that truly made them seem crystalline. He appeared apathetic but she knew he wouldnât have asked if he wasnât curious. She was just surprised heâd noticed that out of all of her purchases. She hadnât even shown him the new phone yet. but of course, she wasn't naive enough to believe any of her purchases were unsupervised. whether he was there or not.
He raised a brow at her silence.
âOh-um-well. I wanted to give it to my dad.â
âOh!â he then paused before tilting his head, âAnd how do you plan on giving it to him?â
âI⊠i havenât thought that far ahead yet.â
Sheâd just made the purchase yesterday.
âI can have Ijichi drop it off to his mailb-â
âNo, no. Itâs okay. I want to give it to him when Iâm ready. or Iâll just keep it as a business phone.â
He grinned before singing, âi got two phones one for the plug and one for the load, i got two phones one for the bitââ (a/n: he's singing 2 phones by kevin gates)
She shook her head, face-palming herself, âPlease shut up.â
He threw his arms around her, squeezing her oh so tight before dropping his bags and hoisting her legs around his waist. He supported her with one arm around her ass before beaming up at her.
âWe won the game! We wonââ
She cupped his face, pressing a short kiss to his lips, âIâm proud of you baby.â
She saw a light flush crawl across his cheeks. His brilliant eyes searching her face, âYeah?â
She felt his arm tighten around her bum. âShould we celebrate?â he asked, âLetâs travel somewhere, out of the countr-â
âNo.â
â-try. Any country. You havenât been out of America yet right? Letâs-â
âNo, Toru, stop.â
He pouted, âCâmonn. Donât be lame. You donât wanna travel with me?â
âI never said that.â
âThen why?â
âYou want to celebrate your high school basketball game win by going out of the country?â she smacked his forehead with her palm, âWe have school tomorrow idiot.â
âSo? Weâll tell em it was an educational leave.â
âEducational leave?â
âYeah..â his eyes dropped to her shapely tits in her school uniform, âfor anatomy or something.â
She shoved his shoulder, âYeah, I never want to travel with you.â
âWhat?!â
âPut me down.â
As she twisted in his hold, her tits inadvertently got in his face and he immediately opened his mouth to playfully bite one of them. She shoved his face back.
âPut me down!â
Geto sighed, shaking his head from behind them, âI hate third wheeling.â
Ara twisted in the sheets. Her eyelids squinting together as she tried to sleep but sleep wasnât coming to her. It just wasnât.
She threw the blanket off frustratedly. She adjusted her pillow before lying back against the headboard, half-sitting. She reached out to grab her phone from the nightstand only to frown when she realized the time.
1:07 am
She glanced at the empty spot in bed beside her. She was silent for a long moment before glancing back at her phone to see that she didnât have any new text messages.
He shouldâve been back by now.
She opened youtube on her phone. trying to distract herself.
1:43 am
She opened netflix on her phone. an episode of gossip girl might be fun.
2:35 am
She closed out of netflix, unable to ignore her frustration. She opened her phone app. Her thumb hovering over his contact name.
Suddenly the bedroom door opened, making her jolt.
Gojo entered the barely lit room, immediately shuffling out of his jacket and tossing it onto the couch before making his way towards the bed. She watched him shake his head, droplets of water spraying here and there as if heâd just showered.
He silently removed his phone and wallet from his pocket, quietly setting it down on the nightstand before his striking eyes met hers. His face brightened.
âOh you're up?â
âWhere were you.â
He blinked at the seriousness of her tone.
âWhere were you?â
A slow grin spread across his lips, âYou worried about me?â
She sat up, âI said, where were you?â
âI was at Getoâs, kitten. I told you Iâd be there.â
âWhy are you wet?â
He sat down on the bed, âI was in his pool for a bit.âÂ
He crawled towards her, she leaned back into the headboard.
âThen why do you smell like soap?â
âI showered after. I hate smelling like pool water.â
He leaned over to kiss her on the neck but she stopped him by pressing a hand to his shoulder.
She glared, âYou smell like perfume.â
He blinked, âWhat?â
Her glare intensified, shoving him back.
âWait-kitten,â he let out a small chuckle, âI donât smell like perfume.â
âDonât gaslight me.â she snapped.
His eyes widened at her tone but there was mischief in his gaze, âIâm not.â
âSmell your fucking shirt.â
He held up a corner of his shirt and smelt it. A smile broke out across his face, âIts Shokoâs. She hugged me before I left.â
Just as an insult nearly left her lips, she paused. He was right. She recognized that perfumeâit was Shokoâs signature scent.
Her face reddened, âSo you can hug girls but I canât hug guys?â
A sly smirk lit his lips before he crawled on the bed towards her. He grabbed her leg, dragging her underneath him.
âJealously looks so fucking sexy on you,â his eyes raked her up and down, making her feel devoured simply by that action. he pulled at the thin strap of her nightgown, âespecially in thisââ
She slapped his hand away, âdonât touch me.â
His hand slipped around her throat, âYou think i fucked another girl, hm? Think I fucked her nice and hard and showered at her place?â
She felt her heartbeat fasten, her pulse throbbing in his firm grip. He bent lower above her. The tips of his damp hair scraping her forehead.
âYou think another girl can take me like you do? Think another girlâs pussy can wrap around me so tight that I think my dickâs gonna get stuck inside? Think another pussy could squirt back to back like itâs begging to be creamed?â
She turned away, but his hand on her throat tightened. His thumb and index finger rested on her jaw and forced her to look up at him.
âNo, Ara. No is the answer.â
He released her neck, sliding his hand down the front of her body. When she writhed, his other hand gripped the hair at the crown of her head in a fist. She gasped.
He cupped her pussy through the thin nightgown. She cried out. He gripped her cunt so tight, she didnât understand how the entirety of his hand managed to cup it all.
âThis is the only pussy i want.â
He yanked her nightgown up to her hips, easily slipping his hand into her underwear. His thumb found her clit and she jerked.
âToru-!â she mewled.
He began to rub her clit in vigorous circles, âThis is the only pussy that drives me insane. Only cunt i wanna ram into again n again, I can nut in you every single second of my life and it still wouldnât be enough.â
She let out a strangled moan, her back arching as his pace slowed around her clit. He gently pressed the hard nub at a painstakingly slow pace, sending electric currents through her body.
She gasped with each press.
âLook at you, Ara, look at you.â his long white eyelashes fluttered as he looked down at her, a light pink flush across his cheeks.
Her eyes were squinted shut. a yummy pinkish red color on her cheeks. her nightgown was practically see through. She mustâve known because she wore a cloth bra-that barely contained her tits-underneath and matching underwear. He remembered picking that nightgown.
She looked so fucking delicious.
âYou donât even know how sweet your pussy tastes. It can make a sane man mad. It made me mad.â
His fingers gradually picked up the pace over her clitâknowing her weakness. knowing her pleasure.
Her legs trembled. She gripped his shoulders, back arching but he gripped her hair to keep her on the bed.
âtorutorutoruTORUUUUUU!!!â
She squirt all over him, her juices flying into the air. wetting his shirt, his jeans, the sheets, everything.
Her body trembled, convulsing as she felt her inner thighs get sticky from her mess. Her pussy throbbing from her release. He always knew how to make her feel so fucking good.
Her eyes fluttered open, breathless, as she looked up at him. He wasnât smiling but the gleam in his eyes was enough. It was enough to make her feel like nothing but a doll just made for him.
She jerked when she felt his fingers slide into her pussy, feeling up her gummy insides. Her fingernails dug into his shoulders, she was already so sensitive.
"Toru..â she gasped out.
He took his fingers out, watching her juice separate on his fingers as he spread them. He seemed lost, as if entranced.
âThis⊠this makes me insane.â
He stuck both fingers in his mouth, cleanly licking her juices off them in one go before lowering himself to her pussy.
She tried to close her legs, âtoruâwait!â
He buried his face between her legs, sucking her clit with the entirety of mouthâsuctioning her clit perfectly with his tongue. sucking the resistance right outta her.
Her back arched against the bed as she cried out.
ânghhh!! toru-huuu-nghhâ she was already so sensitive down there, god please, what is he doing?
He flicked at her clit with his tongue a few times before doing what he ultimately wanted. he lowered his face, burying his tongue into her wet cunt. She was a sopping wet mess down there. one that he couldnât wait to fuck the sense into.
His tongue slid in and out of her, making her body jerk and tremble with her moans. She grabbed his hair, she couldnât take it. something about his tongue always felt so fucking differentâso fucking good.
She was throwing her head side to side, âtoru! toru!! please, please!! enough!!â
He was licking her pussy like a madman. drinking her fucking juice straight from her cunt like heâd been thirsting for it all his life. She couldnât deal with this. it was too much.Â
Her legs shook as his tongue fucked into her, as if trying to taste all of her, all the way to inside of her soul.
She glanced down between her legs. at her hand in his soft white hair, at his eyesâglued to her pussy as if lost in a trance until suddenly, his eyes flickered upto her.
He lightly bit her clit.
She erupted. Her head flung back and her hands gripped his hair so tightly, refusing to let him go anywhere else. pleasure burst through her like a bomb had been ripped inside her body. she couldnât breathe.
It didnât help that he was licking up everything that poured out of her at lightspeed. as if he couldnât let a drop go to waste. as if he had to drink it all to survive. she was already so sensitive now, this was too muchâ
she gathered as much strength as she could-despite feeling so weak-and managed to push his head back.
âstop, toru. stop.â she spoke in between gasps. she was dizzy from pleasure.
he finally sat up, in between her legs. the lower half of his face wet from her juices. he licked his lips before letting his tongue sweep around his mouth. he then wiped the lower half of his face with his hand, gathering her remaining wetness with it before licking it off his palm.
He didnât break eye contact with her once. She shivered.
He grabbed the hem of his shirt, easily tossing it off before spreading her legs. She shivered once more, her legs looked so small compared to his large hands on her thighs. compared to his broad shoulders that he was lifting her legs on top of.
His hair was a mess from her fingers and that look in his eyes was anything but innocent. it was depraved.
âYou still think i wanna cheat on you?â he asked, his voice cold.
She flinched when she felt his cock head touch her pussy lips.
âC-condom, toru,â she rasped out, her voice barely audible, âCondom.â
He hissed, as if annoyed that she remembered. or maybe at the fact that she was sane enough to.
He reached towards the nightstand, hastily grabbing a condom and tearing it open. He didnât waste any time putting it on before spreading her legs once again.
He placed his cock atop her navel, looking in satisfaction as the tip of his cock went an inch past her belly button. He felt her shiver sensitively.
He glanced down at her flushed face, her trembling lips and that look in her eyes. that fear mixed with want. He knew she wanted it, no matter how much she denied it. She had to have. That face is begging for it.
He could feel her juices on his balls when he rested his cock on top of her like this. He couldnât wait to see his cockhead bulge inside her tummy either.
He grabbed her throat, before slamming his cock into her in one brutal thrust. The weak sound that left her made his cock throb with the need to cum. Her eyes rolled into her head and he was grinning like a lunatic before losing all focus when her pussy squeezed the life out of him.
He glanced down at the little bulge in her tummy. groaning as he felt her delicious tiny walls restricting his cockhead. her walls curling around him as if it could suppress him from moving.
He touched the bulge at her tummy, he groaned as he felt his cock twitch. She suddenly grabbed his hand, âToru, pleaseâplease-donât be rough.â
He grabbed her wrist and pinned it to bed, fucking into her as mercilessly as he wanted. Fuck, her pussy felt so good. so hot. so fucking wet.
She screamed as he spoke into her cheek, âYou wouldnât even know if i fucked another girl would you? You donât even have my location on, you never asked.â
ânghhhângh-ngh!! toru!â
His thrusts were hard, fast and deep.
âYou donât even check my phone as much as I check yours. You barely question me.â
His pace picked up. She screamed. She was going to break.
Her nails dug into his arm, âstop! stop! it hurtsâyou're gonna break me.â
He gritted his teeth, delivering another round of ruthless thrusts before finally slowing down. Her pulse fluttered rapidly in her throat. she could barely think.
âMaybe I should break you.â he whispered against her lips, he thrusted into her once. letting his cock hit her womb. She cried out.
âMaybe thatâll make you care about me.â
He ground the tip of his cock into her, making her wince.
Her neck arched in his hold, âtoruâŠâ
âah,â his cock twitched as he stared down at her, âYou sound so sweet.â
His hand tightened around her throat as he fucked another powerful thrust into her. She yelled, tears streaming down her cheeks. She could feel his cock throbbing inside her.
âMaybe I stayed out later on purpose..â
He pulled out slightly, âMaybe I showered so you could get the wrong idea..â
He pulled out a little more, âMaybe I sprayed Shokoâs perfume to see if you even noticed.â
He slammed back into her, making her moan. She scratched at his arm while her other hand struggled against his grip on her wrist.
She shook her head back and forth as he began to deliver short fucks with most of his cock inside her. She felt his tip hit her deepest part inside, making her whimper and shake all over.
Her eyes fluttered opened, staring up at his focused expression, âToru, please, please-â her voice broke. she felt so full.
âPlease what.â he snapped, his pace picking up, âYou never get jealous, Ara, ever. Do you know how insane that makes me?â
His hips smacked into her with each thrust, âI get jealous when you talk to another manâwhen you stand near another man. Even when you look at another manâhaah, I must be crazy.â
He was fucking into her ferociously now. Her body shaking from the pressure of his fucks, her body getting buried deeper and deeper into the bed.
She writhed under him, her free hand pulling at his hair, âToruâplease! slow-slow downânghhhh!â
He let go of her throat to grab her tits. squeezing it hard in his one hand. letting his fingers sink into the entirety of her perky yet soft breast.
He nipped at her throat, âMaybe you know I wonât cheat cuz of how obsessed I am.â
He suddenly squeezed her tit hard making her wince and look down at him. His blue eyes were hazy with lust.
âBut i canât be the only one obsessed.â
She screamed as he fucked her-impossibly-harder. her insides sqlueching with her juices as her cunt tried to keep up with him but in the end she gave out. the last thing she felt was his warm cum spurt inside of her. loads and loads of it, as his cock twitched within her depths.
She sighed at the feeling of her hair being stroked before her eyes opened in a panic.
She was met with Satoruâs big ocean blue eyes staring back at her. He was lying right beside her, facing her while she lay chest-down on the bed.
âHow do you feel?â
She moved to shift her legs but winced.
âAchey.â
He smiled slightly, repeating her words, âAchey?â
She nodded.
âYou want water?â
She nodded.
He sat up easily, reaching over to grab the glass from the nightstand and offering it to her.
She tried to sit up, only to immediately crumple back at the action. Her face pinched up in pain.
His eyes widened before setting the glass down, âSâokay baby, I got you.â
He propped his pillow up on the headboard and slowly pulled her up against him so that they were half sitting, half lying down.
He then handed her the glass. He watched her attempt to hold it but her hands shookâshook so badly she could barely hold the glass.
He slipped the glass out of her fingers. She sighed weakly, leaning into his shoulder.
âIâm-iâm thirsty.â she whispered.
âI know kitten.â he replied gently before taking a rather large sip of water himself.
He then held her chin and brought her lips to him and let her drink. She drank from him. It was absurd but his hand on her chin made her less shaky. Their lips on each others made her more stable.
He gave her a peck when she finished.
âMore?â he asked.
She nodded.
They did it once more, his mouth holding the water for her to drink. Maybe she was in too much of a daze from their sex to even question it but god, water never tasted better.
But it didnât end there.
Once the water was gone from his mouth it shouldâve ended there but he couldnât seem to let go of her lips. and neither could she. his hand on her chin keeping her lips to his as his tongue sweeped her mouth. a low groan leaving him.
She broke the kiss, breathless. Her hand coming to rest on his chest as she pushed him away slightly.
âToru.â
His arm slipped around her back, squeezing her hip as if to keep her close. He kissed her along her jaw.
âJust to keep the record straight, I didnât stay out late on purpose.â he kissed her shoulder, âI did swim and shower and hug Shoko goodbye. I shoulda texted that I was gonna be out later but I didn't expect to, honest.â
She shifted beside him, silently letting him kiss her until he grabbed her chin and made her face him.
âOkay?â he asked.
âYeah.â she sighed.
He scanned her before smiling faintly, âI love seeing you worry about me though.â
He reached over to squeeze one of her tits, making her shiver, âIt makes me so hard.â
When she felt her nipple harden under his palm she glanced down at herself. Only to freeze when she saw she was naked under the sheets.
She looked over at him in a panic, âWhy am I naked?â
He spoke from the crook of her neck, his hand still fondling her tit, âcuz weâre not done yet.â
He began to nip at her neck, she knew theyâd be marks but that was the least of her worries. Her gaze dropped down to the tent in the blanket, right where his groin would be.
He suddenly pinched her nipple, making a low weak moan leave her lips.
Ara wandered into one of the living rooms. This one had the best lighting in her opinion, perfect for reading. just as she walked towards the couch she froze.
âOh!â it was maid Marin, standing on the other side of the room with a vacuum beside her.
âIâm sorry to startle you, Miss.â Marin bowed her head slightly.
Ara waved her hand, âOh no, you're good!â
âIâll head on to another room-â
âNo please, donât worry about it.â Just as she turned around to bolt somewhere else, Marin quickly spoke.
âPlease, miss, continue as you were. I just finished.â
Ara slowly turned around, belatedly noticing that the floor looked spotless. sheâd thought marin was just about to get started.
âoh, um, thank you.â
Ara walked towards the couch, hesitantly getting comfortable on it before flipping through her book trying to find where sheâd left off. Sheâd lost her bookmark for it.
Surprisingly a light laugh left marin, âYou donât have to try make my life easier you know, thatâs my job.â
Ara immediately glanced up, confused.
Marin was looking at her rather fondly, âYou leave your room the cleanest Iâve ever seen it. Do you put away his clothes as well?â
Ara blinked, belatedly realizing that⊠she did. but it wasnât on purpose. It was because Gojo was an actual mess. He was terribly comfortable with tossing his clothes anywhere and misplacing random things after using itâwhich was the worst because she liked to keep things in a rather meticulous order at times. things had to be in a certain place.
Which was why his hastily tossed aside clothes in random corners of the room would not do. neither would his half-open drawers. or misplaced colognes or-god, i could really go on.
But she supposed the main reason for her minute attention to the room was because it felt ungrateful-it felt ungrateful to leave such a lavish space messy.
âMiss Natsuna?â
She snapped out of her thoughts, âYes-um-please call me Ara.â
The maid shook her head gently, âThat wonât do.â
Ara eyed her as unobtrusively as she could. This was nicest sheâd ever seen Marin act with her. The older woman was usually reserved. She usually saw her in passing, as she did with the other maids or workers of the estate. But Marin was the one she interacted with the most and even that was seldom.
âIâd like you to know that Iâm grateful. Iâm grateful that you're here.â
Araâs eyes widened.
âSir gojo was barely home before you moved here but now he is here all the time. He seems so much brighter as well, more lively. He was always energetic since he was a boy but this is different. Heâs so happy with you.â
She could tell the woman meant her words. Whether it be because of the care in her voice or the genuineness of her words-all she knew was that this maid really did care about Gojo.
âItâs all his Mother ever wanted for him, for him to be happy.â
Marin offered her a small smile-the first Ara had ever seen.
âIâm happy he met you.â she paused, âPlease take good care of him.â
Ara stabbed her sausage with a fork.
âSo⊠Gojoâs birthday is coming up.â
Araâs eyes flickered upto Millie across from her. âIs it?â
âYeah!â Millie responded indignantly, âYou didnât know?â
âOf course I know.â she responded, annoyance clear in her tone.
Idiot Haibara wouldnât shut up about it. He was unnecessarily hype that it would be her first time attending Gojoâs bday bash. Apparently something âwildâ happens every year. When she asked him to give an example, she was told to âwait and seeâ with the most goofiest smile on his face.
As if she couldnât just ask Gojo herself.
Unfortunately she knew Haibara was right. In the previous years she remembered her fellow peers raving about his birthday parties in the following school days. Whether it be live singer or a yacht party, his bday party was the social event for these airheads.
She supposed she was one of the airheads now herself, since she was dating the biggest one.
âWell what are you gonna give him for his birthday?â
âThatâs the thing, I donât know. What do you get someone who has everything?â Ara took a frustrated bite out of her sausage.
Millie placed her chin on her hand, âHmm thatâs true.â she squinted as if mulling over a few things but then dismissing them, âDamn, he really does have everything.â
âThanks for the help.â Ara responded sarcastically before taking another bite from her sausage.
Millie eyed the sausage jealously. Sheâd devoured hers in two seconds. She loved how the school chef made themâsuddenly her eyes widened.
âWait.â
âWhat?â Ara asked.
Millie smirked, her eyes glinting with excitement, âHe technically doesnât have everything..â
Ara stepped out of the car feeling like a doll. Even though it was Gojoâs big day heâd rented out an entire spa and massage sesh for her and Millie cuz he could tell she was getting anxious.
Maybe because everyone was hyping Gojoâs birthday party up or maybe because it was the fact so many people were going to be there, her introvert self couldn't take it.
but after everything. hair. nails. makeup. outfit. all put togetherâ& maybe some hits from Millieâs j. She felt more calm-ish.
It was saturday, the night of Gojoâs party even though his actual birthday was tomorrow. It was taking place at the estate. Heâd considered throwing it at one of his familyâs beach houses but Shoko declined the idea due to the fact that Geto apparently did that last year so they had to keep it different.
Apparently Gojo didnât host events often at the estate-mainly for security/privacy reasons. His uncle also hated it but-according to him-his Uncle's opinion didnât really matter.
The last time heâd thrown a birthday bash here was freshman year so he counted it as a full circle moment since they were seniors now. so they had to go all out.
Ijichi closed the car door behind her and handed her her mini bag. âMis-â he quickly shook his head, âAra.â
She raised a brow, âYes?â
âY-you look beautiful.â
She smiled shyly, âThank you, Ijichi.â
Suddenly Millie tapped her shoulder, âCâmon câmon lets go.â
Music could already be heard from the estate even though it was rather early. She supposed it was never too early to start. The sun was bound to set soon.
Ara glanced back at Millie, who was smiling wide as she took in the view of the estate. The place that had homed Ara for the past few months.
âThe fact that you live here⊠insane.â
Ara shook her head, âIâm nervous.â
Millie rubbed her back, âDonât worry. donât worry. No oneâs here yet. We have time to chill. besides you know how to party so donât be a party pooper now.â she teased.
Ara rolled her eyes, âThanks.â
His friends were in the living roomâchilling and smoking. It seemed everyone had gotten the memo to dress nice aka hot.
Shoko passed her cigarette to Toji the second she saw Ara. She ran upto her.
âHey hey!â
Ara hugged her back.
âWhen did you get here?â Millie asked.
âOh, we got here like twenty minutes ago. Where were you guys?â
âStill getting ready.â Ara answered.
âWell, it was worth it because yaâll look-â she bit her lower lip, making the dumbest face sheâd ever seen.
Millie laughed while Ara shook her head, âPlease stop.â
Shoko grinned, âDid you guys have anything to drink yet?â
Millie snapped her fingers, âNope. Imma need that.â
Shoko gestured towards the table in the center of the living room, âKnock yourself out.â
Millie zipped straight where she pointed. Shoko then turned to her, âWhat about you?â
Ara was silent for a moment, examining the room. Toji sat on the couch, his feet crossed over another and propped on the coffee table before him. Haibara was on his right, blabbing about something passionately that Toji clearly could give two shits about.
Then there was Nanami sitting on the sofa across from them. Heâd gotten a hair cut and-if Araâs vision wasnât impaired-he seemed to have filled out a bit. It suited him.
 âWhereâs Gojo?â
âOh him and Geto are upstairs, doing god knows what.â Shoko shook her head.
âDo you know how many people are coming?â she asked.
Shoko blinked, âUm.. no. Letâs just say this entire place is gonna be packed though.â she examined Ara with a raised brow, âWhatâs with you?â
âNothing nothing. Iâm just.. nervous.â
âWhat?! Why?â
Ara ran a hand though her perfectly done mermaid waves, âI donât know.â she sighed.
âThereâs got to be something.â
Ara straightened her posture, âI donât know why.. I just feel this pressure in my-â she gestured towards her stomach, âI canât explain it.â
âYour anxious?â
âYeah.â she sighed.
âYou know, I think I know a cure.â
âLet me guess, a drink?â
âDamn,â Shoko grinned, âI'm predictable as hell arenât I.â
Ara chuckled.
âOkay but listen, this drink is actually called âthe cureâ and I invented it. All the girls love it, itâs fruity and yummy and itâll prolly calm your nerves. Let me make it for you.â
âDonât make it too strong please.â
âOf course, I got you.â
âUno!â Ara spoke a millisecond earlier than Toji.
His sexy green eyes narrowed but she didnât miss the subtle curl of humor on his lips, âAh-fuck you.â
He drew four cards from the pile.
She felt a slight nudge to her left and glanced down to see Nanami outstretching his fist towards her in silent commemoration. She smiled, fist bumping him back.
Nanami had already won the round so now her and Toji were fighting for 2nd place.
âAlright, your turn.â Toji grumbled.
She glanced down at the yellow card with the number 9 at the top of the pile. She bit her cheek to hide her smile before kissing her card and setting it down atop the pile.
A green nine was her last card.
Toji sucked his teeth before tossing his pile of cards on the table.
âThis a damn scam.â
âYou owe her 10k.â Nanami added monotonously.
He leaned forward in his seat adamantly, âThe hellâs she gonna do with 10k? Gojo literally gets her Birkins every other week.â
âAre you jealous of her gifts?â Nanami retorted, âShould she ask Gojo to get you one next?â
âeh?â Tojiâs ears turned red, âHell no.â
Ara held back her laugh while arranging the cards on the table in a neat pile, âA deals a deal-â
Suddenly a hand clasped her shoulder and she looked up to see Millie with a bright smile on her face. She handed her a glass.
Ara hesitantly took it, looking at the pinky orange liquid within it, âWhatâs this?â
Millie patted her shoulder, âA gift from Dr. Shoko aka the cure.â
oh right. Sheâd forgotten about that.
Millie glanced over at Nanami, âBy the way, sheâs looking for you.â
âWhere is she?â he asked.
âIn the kitchen.â
âWhich one?â
Millieâs eyes nearly popped out of her body, âThereâs multiple?â
âYes.â Ara, Nanami and Toji all replied at the same time.
Millie sucked her teeth, âJesus. Well, itâs the one with the blue marble countertops.â
âEast wing.â Nanami muttered under his breath before getting up and leaving.
Millie quickly took his seat and held out her glass of the same drink.
âCheers?â she asked Ara.
Ara could already tell by the glassy look in Millieâs eyes that the girl had clearly got a head start with the drinks.
Ara sucked in deep breath, âWe donât need a chaser?â
Toji snorted, âFor Shokoâs cure? Hell no. Shits sweet as hell.â
Millie rolled her eyes, âWe get it, tough guy.â
He grinned at her.
Millie ignored him, facing Ara, âNope you barely taste the alc in this, for real.â she held her glass up, âCâmon, câmon.â
Ara held out her glass, a satisfying âclink!â resounding from their glasses once they touched. They then linked arms and tilted their heads back, downing the drink in one go.
They set the glasses down in a fit of giggles.
Ara lightly dabbed at the corner of her lip with her fingertips, making sure none of it spilled or messed up her lipstick.
âThat just tastes like juice.â Ara noted.
âTold ya.â Toji replied.
If Ara had been nervous before, she barely remembered what that felt like now. What had she even been worried about? people? ha. She barely noticed when the house began to gradually fill up.
The music was all she could focus on. It felt like it was connected to her veins. pumping through her body with each soundwave that blasted from the speakers.
She was dancing, moving her hips in ways she didnât even know was possible. Millie wouldnât stop laughing and it seems her laugh was too contagious cuz Ara couldnât stop laughing either.
But suddenly, the song changed and she saw Millieâs face turn serious. She grabbed Araâs hand, leading her somewhere.
Millie climbed atop the pool table and pulled her up. She started yelling the lyrics, Ara handed her a pool stick as if it was a mic.
The surrounding people turned around, staring up at them and the next thing she knew people started to sing along, some people even started jumping. A few girls climbed on top of the pool table to join them as well.
Millie tossed the pool stick somewhere and started to dance with her. Ara only knew the chorus of the song so the second it started to play they both started pointing at each other and singing. (a/n: song is okay - by JT)
âIâm pretty than a motherfucker, hoes be lookinâ okay.â
âShe think that she fuckinâ with me, is this bitch okay?â
âHe said he ainât fuckinâ round, i look at him like, okay?â
âI used to be down bad but now a bitch okay.â
Millie nearly tripped and Ara grabbed her shoulders, catching her just in time. They both gasped, staring at each other with wide eyes.
They both burst out laughing. In the midst of their laughter, they didnât notice people cheering and making way for a certain individual.
No one other than the birthday boy himself, Gojo.
He stood a little distance away from the pool table, dapping a few people up as he passed before crossing his arms when he spotted her. A wide grin on his lips.
His vibrant eyes looked her up and down, before chewing at his lower lip and sighing.
She was wearing his favorite color on her. redâblood red. It looked so fucking good. Her dress hugged her waist so tight, those thin straps were barely holding in her yummy tits. He swore her skin glittered under the lights-and her hair, it looked so silky and wavy, swaying with each roll of her hips. She had to be a siren.
The thought of running his hands through those locks and wrapping it around his fist before spreading her glowy little legs. He wondered if her back was just as sparklyâhaah. I need to calm down.
To say he was pent up wouldnât cover it. Heâd felt so utterly betrayed when she suggested that they hold off on sex before his birthday, just so he could cherish it more.
Sheâd suggested that he hold off for a week. Impossible. They broke that a day in. She should know he always cherished whenever they fucked. He never ran out of stamina with her and she knew it. He felt like this break was more for her than anything.
In the end he ended up only managing to hold out for two days, today being day two. He didnât like itânot having her. Discipline wasnât in his nature when it came to her. but-god-with the way she looked right now⊠mmm she better not expect to sleep tonight.
He felt an elbow jab his ribs and remembered himself. He glanced over at Geto.
âGet your shit together.â
Gojo grinned, uncrossing his arms to run a hand over his mouth, âIâm trying.â
Geto tilted his head, âAre you?â
âGimme a sec.â
He deftly made his way towards her, standing in front of the pool table, right where she was. How distracted are you kitten? She barely looked away from Millie as they danced, enjoying the song to its fullest.
She looked so good, singing the words-word for word-fuck he was too impatient to wait. He wanted her eyes on him. She hadnât even greeted him when she came back to the estate after getting dolled up all day.
His hand slid up her calf, immediately drawing her attention. She glanced down, her eyes instantly brightening.
The spark that ran up his spine was incomparable.
He stared up at her with a boyish grin, his hand sliding up along the back of her thigh and she leaned into him, placing her hand on his shoulder. He easily held her waist and placed her down in front of him.
He hummed, pressing her body to his by sliding his hands down her waist to her ass, squeezing her cheeks hard.
A small, sexy little yelp left her lips and he exhaled silently. She stared up at him, her hands on his chest, âToru..â he heard the reproach in her tone until her gaze dropped to his lips.
She shook her head but he quickly cupped one side of her face. âYour lipstick..â
She smiled softly. Right. Sheâd gotten mad at him about that before. She tilted her head up, fully pressing her chest against his, âItâs waterproof.â
His lips crashed to hers, nearly swallowing her lips whole. The music silencing their sloppy, desperate sounds. Her hands grasped at his forearms and his hands squeezed her pretty waist. He could taste the alc on her tongue, it tasted fruity, sweetâ
Her nails dug into his skin, pushing herself back.
âToru..â she whined, resting her head on his chest.
He ran a hand down her hair before pressing his lips to the crown of her head. God, sheâs so damn cute.
âEverytime I look at you I feel so lucky.â he muttered into her hair.
His hands found her hips, squeezing lightly as he looked down at her, âDo you know how good you look right now?â
She looked up at him, âI do.â she pressed her stomach to his groin to prove her point. His eyes widened. The action made his cock throbâpainfully so. Heâd been hard as a rock the second his eyes landed on her.
He grinned, âYou wanna do something about it?â
She tilted her head, giving him a look.
âFine, fine~â he pressed his forehead to hers, running a hand down her hair only to grasp her nape to drag her close. His lips at her ear, âYou canât drink too much.â
He felt her hands on his chest waver, âI wonât.â
âYou promise?â
She slipped her hands around his neck, pulling back to nudge her nose against his, âI promise.â
He introduced her to a ton of people. She couldnât possibly remember them all-but to her shock, Gojo was friends with so many nepobabies, celebrities and LA influencers, it was incredulous. She couldnât believe theyâve never talked about it before.
She never thought in her life she would ever meet these people. and the fact that some of their classmates were talking to these celebrities as if they were friends⊠as if theyâve met them before. She couldnât believe it.
Like genuinely in what world did Gojo know David Beckhamâs son, Romeo? or Monica Bellucciâs daughter?
Sheâd done her best to remain as calm as possible whenever Gojo introduced her to these people. He loved saying itââthis my girlfriend, Ara.â
She was almost sick of hearing it so many times but she knew he ate it up. The little smile he gave her whenever he said it, he loved claiming her like this.
His arm was on her back, his hand resting low on her hip as he spoke to an actual prince-Prince Nikolai of Denmark to be exact. Then randomly, Vinnie Hacker joined their conversation. She felt like she was watching the mogging olympics. She couldnât even focus on the conversation, merely laying her head on Gojo as she stared up at them talking.
Suddenly she felt a hand on her arm, prying her away from Gojo. She glanced over to see Shoko, âCome here.â
Gojoâs hand loosened on her hip, letting Shoko take her as he continued to converse. Ara slipped away, letting Shoko lead her to the corner of the room.
âHow are you feeling?â
Ara slow blinked, âUm⊠I feel good.â The realization made a small smile spread across her lips.
âReally?â Shoko inquired, before running a hand through her hair, âThank god.â
She tilted her head, âWhy?â
âBecause Millie came up to me and I donât know if she was joking or not but she said she put ecstasy in your drink.â
Ara froze.
Shoko went on, âShe said she only put a little-to ease your nerves or something but, still. I was hoping you knew⊠did she tell you?â
Ara answered with a simple, âNope.â
âOh god. Are you sure you're okay?â
She gave her a thumbs up.
Shoko raked a hand through her short hair again, âAre you sure?â
She grabbed Shokoâs arms, âI promise iâm okay, stop worryingg.â
Shoko stared at her smile for a second before nodding, âAlright, alright.â
Shoko reached out to fix one of Araâs necklaces, âIsnât your friend.. a little sus? Why would she not tell you that.â
Ara shrugged, high out of her mind, âDunno, maybe she told me and I forgot.â
That was a lie. Ara would remember something like that.
Shoko shook her head, smiling slightly, âYouâre a mess.â
Suddenly Mina showed up in all her blonde haired glory. Ara swore those big loose waves belonged in a Victoria Secret show. Mina grabbed ahold of both of their wrists.
She wriggled her brows, âLets dance.â
Ara was on the rooftop, dancing with girls she didnât even know. Shoko knew them though.
It threw her off when some of the girls recognized her as Gojoâs girlfriend. She wondered if it had to do with Gojoâs socials. She didnât really use social media much herself but sheâd advised him against posting her too much. She wondered if heâd listened.
The breeze on the rooftop was perfect along with the sunset. The multicolored sky looked like something straight out of a landscape painting.
She walked away from the dancing girls, telling them she was going to get a drink but in reality she needed a break. She wandered to the farthest lounging chair and laid down.
She lay on her side, one leg over the other as she stared at the sky, letting the music and breeze waft over her.
She felt surreal. She didnât want to ever stop feeling like this.
Suddenly she heard a familiar voice nearby, âAra?â
She glanced over to see Geto hovering nearby. He bent down slightly, âAre you okay?â
She smiled a bit, âIâm great.â
âYeah?â he sat on the seat beside her, sighing.
âMhm, what about you?â
He scratched his brow with his thumb, âFine, a bit⊠tired. Maybe Iâm not drunk enough.â
She laughed lightly, âMaybe.â
âYou drink enough?â
She nodded.
He set his drink down to light a cigarette. He offered her one but she shook her head. She watched him take a puff. The smokey air billowing upwards was the most interesting thing to watch.
She laid down more comfortably, adjusting her arm underneath her head. She stared at him. His black hair looked nice down. It ended a little past his shoulders. She was so used to seeing it up in a man bun that she didnât realize how long his hair actually was.
She followed his gaze. He was looking at a girl, near their age. She swore she mightâve seen that girl on pinterest or something. Regardless, the girl was gorgeous.
âYou should talk to her.â Ara suggested lightly.
His eyebrows raised slightly, âOh no-no, sheâs my friend. Iâve known her since i was little.â
She watched him lean back in his seat, raising his glass to his lips to take a sip. He gazed over the crowd uninterestedly.
âWhy donât you talk to any girls?â
He nearly spit his drink, âWhat?â
âI just..â her brows furrowed slightly, âI just realized Iâve never seen you talk to a girl at a party. like talk talk.â
He held her gaze for a moment, expression shocked before he hunched over in his seat, looking away.
âIâm not really good at talking to girls.â
She could see the tips of his ears reddening as he admitted this.
âNo way.â she gasped out.
His eyes immediately flickered to her, âWhat?â
âSo Gojo wasnât lying? Youâre a virgin?â
She watched color swiftly bloom along his cheeks, âHe told you that?â
"I honestly donât think thatâs bad. I donât see the big deal about losing your v card by a certain age or whatever. Itâs just unnecessary pressure. I was a virgin-â she cut herself off, suddenly thinking over her words.
âUm-â she felt her face go warm, â-until-uh-â
He couldnât seem to make eye contact, âOh.â
âYeah.â
She sat up, crossing one leg over the other. She adjusted the end of her mini dress.
âAnyway,â she muttered, âI donât see the big deal. I just hope you lose it with someone you love.â
Her eyes widened as she processed her words. She felt Getoâs eyes boring into her.
âSo you love him?â
She glanced over at him, unable to read his blank expression.
He offered her a small smile, âHeâs been waiting to hear you say it, yâknow.â
âHe hasnât said it.â
"He said he did.â
She blinked, belatedly remembering that he has. In fact, heâs said it multiple times-but he never pressured her to say it back.
Faint confusion etched her features, âHe wants to hear me say it?â
âWho wouldnât.â
Fireworks sparked across the sky. the air was foggy with smoke. the scent of alcohol, sweat and expensive colognes and perfumes everywhere.
âHAPPY BIRTHDAY GOJO SATORU!!!!â Haibara yelled atop his lungs into the mic after his spiel-that she could barely concentrate on-and countdown.
Gojo was laughing beside her, she playfully shoved him away. He shot her the handsomest smile as he stumbled backwards. He then faced the balcony, sharing his smile to the people below.
He easily climbed atop the balcony railing, standing on the ledge with just his two feet.
She felt like she was watching him in slow motion when he slipped off his shirt. His built upper body visible to everyone. His protruding biceps, compact abs. The pool water somehow reflecting across his body, creating lines of light blue waves along his skin.
He shook his head, moving his floppy white hair out of his eyes before he blew a kiss to his fans by the pool below. He tugged at the belt of his jeans, grinning down as the party goers hooted and hollered. chanting his name.
She stared at him, looking at the shit eating grin on his face. She hated how attractive the expression was.
He tossed his Jean Paul Gaultier sunglasses off before jumping off the railing.
She watched in astonishment as he managed to curl into a ball and roll in the air a couple times before landing smack center in the pool. She swore she felt water droplets from where she stood on the rooftop.
She was gaping until his head emerged from the pool. He shook his hair out like a dog, laughing in his boisterous airy way. Several people jumped into the pool, his friends swarmed him.
She shook her head, glancing away when she felt something poke her arm. it was Arden, one of Shokoâs friends. When Ara glanced down she realized what had been poking her was the straw of a multi-colored fruity looking drink.
âItâs yours.â Arden offered.
âI think Iâm goodââ
âDrink.â
Ara snatched it out of her hand and chugged it down.
She laughed, shoving Millie back, âWhat the hell is with you?!â
Millie countered, âYou feel better though, donât you? donât you?â
She paused before answering, â.. I do.â
They both made eye contact before breaking down in a fit of giggles.
She burst into one of the guest rooms to find a group of boys and girls hovered over in a loose circle. Her gaze then dropped to the tray between them and the lines of white powder on it.
âOoops, my bad.â
She quickly slammed the door shut. Her hand still on the handle as she kept her back to the door, standing in complete shock.
âWhat is it?â
Toji stood in front of her.
He gestured with a tilt of his chin towards the door behind her, âWhatâs in there?â
âYou like coke?â
âMaybe.â
She let go of the door handle, âItâs all yours.â
Just as she walked around him, he grasped her wrist.
She raised a brow as she looked up at him.
âYou took a line?â an undercurrent of shock and curiosity in his voice.
âPft no.â
His eyes narrowed, a subtle grin on his lips, âLiar.â
She tried to tug her wrist away, âI didnât.â
He let her wrist go, âYou definitely took somethinâ â he leaned in, âYour pupils are big.â
She touched her cheek, âThey are?â she tried to recall reading about physical symptoms for MDMA use but couldnât remember anything.
âMhm.â he leaned back, âWhatâd you take?â
âEcstasy⊠Millie said she crushed up a bit and put it in my drink. She said it would help me relax and it did.. but..â
âBut?â
She met his gaze, âShe told me she only put a little.â
The corner of his lip curled ever so slightly, âI hope she did, for your sake.â
âAm I going to black out?â
He looked her up and down, âYou donât look like it. How do you feel?â
âI feel fine.. I feel like everything feels better.â
He smirked, âI bet.â
âDo you think iâm gonna be able to stay up all night?â
Confusion flickered across his features, âWhyâŠâ a millisecond later realization made his thin brows instantly shoot up, a sly grin on his lips.
âNever mind.â she quickly spat out.
âYouâre a good girlfriend.â
âShut up.â
Ara stood in the kitchen, scarfing down a slice of cake. It was delicious. The frosting was the best texture on the entire planet. holy grail.
The cake was a cute faded pastel blue color, the inside was made of three layers-moist chocolate cake, fluffy chocolate mousse and chocolate ganache. She wasnât even that much of chocolate person but this tasted heavenly.
âdish is amazhing.â Some girl beside her spoke through her chewing. Ara had never met this girl before.
âIt- yes.â she agreed.
The floor pulsed with the bass of each word, each beat drop. Her heart pulsed along with it.
She was jumping so much her legs were sore. She danced with her hands on Millieâs shoulders. Millie? yes, Millie.
Millie was dancing too. Her curls had loosened and appeared more mermaid-like than tightly curled. She looked like a doll.
Millie grabbed her hands and spun around with her. There were so many cheers, so many voices. Everyone was so loud.
People danced in front of them, behind them. They somehow got tugged into a circle, hooting and hollering as girls and boys alike took the center space to dance. Some people were recording. Ara swore sheâd seen some of the faces around her on tik tok or youtube.
Araâs mouth dropped open when she watched a few girls slide into the center of the circle, showing off their moves in their skimpy outfits. Goddamn, they know how to dance.
Sheâd never seen so many people having so much fun at once. It almost felt like one of those antidepressant ads in real lifeâexcept it was real life.
Millie touched her cheek, âdance! dance! dance!â her voice echoed in her ears.
Was music always this beautiful?
She felt hands on her waist and opened her eyes. It was dark, the sporadic neon flashes the only source of light but she could recognize the man in front of her anywhere.
His skin was poreless, smooth. Her hands touched his familiar abs.
His hand was in her hair, his other hand on her assâkeeping her groin against his. He was hard.
The neon lights flashed over his eyes and she swore they glitteredâbrighter than uncut diamonds.
His lips were on her neck, his lips were on her lips. his hand tugged her nape closer. His cock throbbed through his jeans, against the thin material of her dress.
She couldnât stop his lips from moving over her own. She felt like she was gonna disappear in him and-oh she wanted to. yes she wanted to.
Her body needed something and he knew exactly what. She felt it in his hold, in the pressure of his lips against hers. She couldnât think.
He pulled her legs up around his waist and she knew the party was behind them.
a/n: fic continued in chapter 5 [ part 4 ] !!!!!
#jjk#jjk fanfic#jujutsu gojo#jujutsu kaisen#jjk oneshot#jjk smut#gojo fanfic#gojo imagine#gojo x oc#gojo hcs#gojo headcanons#gojo x you#gojo angst#satoru gojo#satoru smut#gojo oneshot#anime#jjk anime#gojo#jjk x you#nanami kento#toji fushiguro#geto suguru#shoko ieiri#gojo drabbles#jjk headcanons#gojo fic#gojo smut
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This is for all the younger gen Z women, particularly those of you within the ages of 17 to roughly 23. This is written from an American perspective, things might be a little different depending on where you're from.
I graduated high school with the unconscious assumption that certain systems will take care of me. The medical system would educate me on proper nutrition and health issues was probably my largest underlying assumption, but really I just had trust in institutions generally.
This isn't true. You are responsible for learning. As an example, I have been vegetarian since age 14. Nobody talked to me about proper nutrition, they just told me I needed to eat more protein.
I lived a decade of my life having shortness of breath, sleeping issues, clumsiness, cold hands and feet, having brain fog, extreme fatigue, heightened anxiety, etc. My period was extremely light and brown, it'd last for about 2 or so days. I'd go and talk about these problems, and telling doctors that I was vegetarian was one of the first things that came out of my mouth just with any visit because I knew at least that piece was important to communicate.
There was really no action taken over the span of about 10 years. I was told the period thing was normal, that changes for women. A sleep specialist let me know that feeling exhausted was also normal. The brain fog was probably due to anxiety. Here, try allergy medication (tbh that did help for other reasons). Then one day I just asked them to check my vitamin and mineral levels. Prior to this I didn't think you can make requests to doctors, I thought you showed up and they performed tests on what they recommended. With some reluctance from my primary care physician and some compromise because she said my insurance wouldn't cover testing things like B12 levels (I later found out from a nurse that, they would, she would have just needed to fill out extra paperwork), she did some tests.
I found out both my iron and D3 levels were low. What else could be?
I later learned pretty much all the vitamins common to be low for vegetarians were low. D3, magnesium, vitamin Bs, iron, and healthy fats. Bought some liquid vitamins (because the body only absorbs 10% of the pill supplements), began eating an avocado a day, my period became normal for the first time in nine years, and I am able to function.
Another example of how human systems won't educate you: I don't have feeling in some of my toes due to wearing incorrect sized footwear for years resulting in permanent nerve damage. I'm size 11.5 in women's, and I was relying on someone to tell me how proper footwear worked, because surely the guy in the minimum wage position working the footwear section would know.
Don't trust human systems to guide you through how certain things work. Seek specific specialists and experts when you can, and inform yourself on your own. Don't blindly trust search engines like Google, it's not like how it used to be when I was growing up and many millennial adults will tell you to "just google things" because we're used to finding actual substantive answers when we do. However, now, usually whoever pays is who makes the first page or two of search engines, it has nothing to do with what information is "most correct". Don't be afraid to request certain tests be done by doctors or certain referrals made to different specialists.
Edit: And also, I've found general practitioners are terrible when you walk in and tell them about several different symptoms at one time. They're more used to treating one symptom at a time, and they treat the symptom not the root cause. If you go in with a runny nose, general practitioners are going to throw medications at you to try and treat the runny nose, not look deeper into what's causing the runny nose. It's equivalent to if you're in a boat and it's sinking, they're bailing out water without actually fixing the hole or trying to figure out where it is, with the exception of emergency situations and even then it depends.
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another vent uh itâs nothing major so Iâll put the cws I think might be needed just in case. No tags this time.
Cws for possible mentions of yelling, self expression suppression, mockery, copying, etc
In my family, itâs like I canât do anything without a shitty half baked copy of it coming from my brother. TV shows? He has to watch them too. Friends who are at least twice his age? Too bad, his friends too in his opinion. Not even the stuff most kids find weird- therian masks and quadrobics? Heâll look like shit doing both, and wonât stop bragging about it. It feels like a mockery to my life, every time he copies me. Heâs even flirted with my fucking boyfriend, whoâs twice his age??? Wtf???
So as you may know, I got converse the other day. Yâknow, the shoes that are popular because of art, embroidery, beads, and painting on them? That I bought specifically to do these things? My mom called it âruiningâ them. Like what? Iâm sorry? First of all, I didnât even do it on the fabric part of the shoe that would make it unable to be worn with the supplies I own. I painted on the white bits and the bottom. Also- I painted things that express ME. I painted trans flags, the paw lines on the top, theradelta(âŻâ€), quotes, etc to express MYSELF- what I like, what makes up me, and what COMFORTS ME- and she called it ruining them. Now sure, If it were any other kind of shoe, if I hadnât mentioned it before hand several times, if I hadnât asked for permission, etc- I could see how it would VAGUELY be seen as that. But come on. This just felt like you were saying that my personality, beliefs, and lifestyle ruined me as a person, despite all of them being harmless. And to make matters worse, sheâs even more upset because my brother who has NO sense of âjust bc they did it doesnât mean I have toâ, decided to draw blobs that I canât even recognize as things on his brand new Nikes.
Mine cost 20 and were an after thought. His cost 50, and he got two pairs. But when I craft on the thing I got to craft on, itâs RUINING them. Heh. Thanks, mom.
and if it were just this, I might have been a little upset, but this isnât the first time, hence the examples I gave previously
and now despite me already doing all the research, sheâs not letting me get a binder either. Even though we have a place that would give them out for FREE with CORRECT SIZING. I really donât want to sound like a brat or picky. But is it just me, or does this feel really suppressing? I felt lucky I could get a camp halfblood shirt without her reading g every single Pjo book first.
In summery, my mom just indirectly called my self expression a waste of time, effort, and a pair of shoes, my brother canât form an original idea and itâs made me possessive over everything and everyone I love, and I donât know what to do <3
If you read this, uh⊠thanks. It means a lot to me that youâre willing to listen to this shit
and if youâre my online dad uhhh sorry for not just ranting to you like usual I donât wanna ruin your ren faire day
EDIT: here are some photos of the âruinedâ converse. It doesnât matter what she thinks since they make me extremely happy, but I just think it adds to the overall madness I feel like she has
There are lyrics from the moon will sing on the front but I couldnât get a good photo. Everything involved I did myself and is incredibly personal to me, and I was so proud of how they turned out. I also TAUGHT MYSELF how to lace on the beads without tutorials. So yeah. Thanks for encouraging my creativity and expression, mom.
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20dollarlolita pattern school step 3) prep and pattern selection.
NOTE: Here's a link to the pattern school discord. If this link has expired, please message me off-anon and I can send you one. I like to get to know everyone in the pattern school and so I don't let too many people in at once, so that I don't get overwhelmed.
So quick summary of where we were: Pattern School is a project that I'm working on in this blog, and that has an accompanying Discord server. The purpose of Pattern School is to teach people, though hands-on experience, the consistent conventions that sewing patterns use. It also teaches basics about how to transform patterns into designs that do what you want them to do. Pattern School is divided up into steps. Each step builds on the skills of the previous one, and each one teaches new elements.
Here's the pattern school tag, in chronological order.
In step 1, everyone follows a commercial pattern with notches, grainlines, and written instructions. This pattern is for something that is not fitted to a human body/is not multi-sized. In this step, we make sure that everyone has a basic foundation understanding of how commercial patterns are made. We choose a non-fitted item so that selecting the correct fit and adjusting for body shape is not necessary. If the student wishes, an additional challenge for step 1 will be to look at a pattern, see if it's usable in lolita fashion, and make good fabric and trim selections to make a usable lolita item.
In step 2, we take a pattern for pajama pants and use it to create bloomers. This step introduces the basics of pattern manipulation. We go into how to remove seam allowance, measure ourselves for fullness, and assemble a garment from a modified pattern. Once again, there is a challenge of choosing good trim and fabric options to build a usable lolita garment.
In step 3, we will be making a lolita or lolita-adjacent garment for ourselves. This garment will be a fitted item, and it will have a closure. What's a closure? Closures are something that opens and closes to allow the wearer to get in and out of the garment. Closures can be zippers, button plackets, hooks and eyes, IDK freaking magnets or something, if you want to put velcro as a closure then more power to ya, but your garment needs to have some kind of closure. I've made resources for how to put in zippers, but other closures are probably also acceptable. Pullover elastic is not a closure. We are making a garment for ourselves because it's a lot easier to make a fitted garment when you have the body you're using right there with you at all times. If you are always with another human being while you sew, you could probably use them, but the critical component is that you have the body accessible to you all the time.
This time, the challenge is also to make something that either can be part of your lolita wardrobe, or that forces you to choose and style something that has a lot of lolita fashion aesthetics. If you want to pick a lolita-adjacent concept, like Aristocrat or Fairy Kei, you're probably fine? If you're doing this on your own, the person who decides if you're cheating is you. If you're in the Discord, you can ask if something's acceptable and like 15 people will disagree with it before tagging me and then I make up an answer on the spot. I firmly belive that Ouji is just lolita with pants and doesn't need to be stated separately.
I previously made a very long list of garments that you can make EGL fashion with, but it's older and some of the patterns are out of print. So, here's a few hours of me going through the big 4 pattern website and finding stuff that has potential.
Dresses:
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So quick note: my image editing software kept refusing to function with images off simplicity.com, so we're going to alternate between funky screenshots and semi-competent images. I'm not sorry.
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Any time you're making a lolita dress from an existing dress pattern, you'll need to check that the skirt will hold our petticoats. Frankly, most of them don't. You've done the bloomer step, so you do have experience with this kind of modification, but I'll do a tutorial later about checking this and drafting your own skirt onto an existing bodice. For step 3, doing a commercial pattern for the bodice and then following a web tutorial for the skirt totally counts. What we're looking for in a dress pattern is the ability to mod it into a working lolita dress. Please note that Simplicity 8444 (the pirated-but-not-pirate lolita dress) and Simplicity s9735 (the âwhy'd you use Derpy-chan??â) dresses are not eligible for Step 3, as they are both elastic pullovers.
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Blouses: However, Simplicity 8444 and s9735 both have blouses that work for step 3. If you want to build the JSK on your own and then follow the blouse pattern for step 3, you're good.
The McCall Titanic looking thing is a really fun blouse to make for this, and it's got a back zipper, so if you're not confident in your button-sewing then it's a good option.
Any button-up that goes all the way to the neck has some lolita potential. M8463 is actually pretty loliable on its own.
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Vests are easy to make, don't take a lot of fabric (so you can use some really fancy fabric and have it not break the bank). You're going to have to find a good reference image for lolita but they're really good for ouji and aristocrat, so they get a category.
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I've just always wanted to make my own lolita coat so they get a category. Once again, you're going to need to double check that the flare fits your skirts.
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Welcome to the weird shit category. There's a costume shop near me that sells these funky bolero steampunk things and I've always wanted to put it in a coord, so it's on here. The other one is a top that you could probably use as the top half of a JSK, so if you want to make a coordinating skirt then you could have some fun separates. I think handmade lolita needs more coordinating separates. They're a real thing but I want them to be more common.
So that's in no way a complete collection of patterns you can use, but I hope that's got some kind of inspiration about pattern. My test garment was made off an etsy pattern. There's plenty of other patterns out there. This was just the fastest way for me to showcase some patterns that do work.
We'll do a little more about looking at style lines and finding how to understand this a little better in the future, but for now here we are.
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and it's finished! my new mid-19th-century style workshirt is done. made it with a heavy shirting linen I got remnants of for cheap and made it almost exactly to the plan of The Workwoman's Guide (1838/1840) recommendations for laborers' shirts. the entire shirt is hand sewn with stitches appropriate to the period, like felled hems and full backstitching around the armscyes.
closeup of the shoulder and collar. I made it with a narrow band to allow for detachable collars to be used with it (I have a couple prefabricated ones from when I was first getting into this.) I also gathered the sleeves and collar properly, rather than simply pleating them like last time--much trickier, but more accurate to the examples from the period, and I think more aesthetically pleasing (though my gathers are far from professional-quality.) I had considered adding more buttons down the bosom slit but for the time being I'm happy with the one; the folds of the gathers and any neckcloths I wear basically conceal the hole.
here it is as part of an ensemble (everything else in the photo is prefab.) you can see the detachable collar buttoned on here. unfortunately, the stripes clash with some of my more eccentric ties and cravats, so basic black it is to accompany this one. the collar likes to ride up a little bit and expose my neck in a couple spots, but I've found that wearing the vest and tie help to keep it in place.
only thing on this shirt I'm dissatisfied with is that the sleeves are a little on the short side, which I think is probably just a combination of me being skinny enough to want the small shirt but tall enough that it's a little short, and the general thing where 19th century people were on average a little shorter than people are today. the version of the book I used actually had alternate longer sleeve sizes, because the ones in the first edition were "found scanty", which makes them still being too short kind of funny to me. anyway I'm not changing it because lengthening the sleeves would probably require me to cut fresh, extra-long cuffs and reattach them & I am not doing all that to correct a centimeter of discomfort lmao
anyway, fun project overall! looking forward to my next one.
#sewing#historic clothing#product of like 20 hours blood and sweat (i tried it on multiple times and pricked myself while felling the lining on)#sewing projects
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More soul stone and Tony? :)
I am making up a lot of magic shit here. If any of it is inconsistent with canon (comics or MCU), just consider this an AU. If itâs inconsistent with previous installments of Tony & Soul, please let me know. (I did check, but thatâs not foolproof.)
Content warning for past death of a teenager (no details) and discussion of corpses (mild) and ghosts (more extensive).
Edit: Realized I forgot to link the rest of the series. Here it is.
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âWhen you said we were going on a field trip,â Tony said, looking around the morgue, âI thought weâd be, I donât know, learning how cheese is made. Or going to the aquarium.â
âBecause those are terribly relevant to soul magic,â Stephen said dryly. He murmured a quiet thanks to the morgue attendant and then they were alone. Turning to the storage drawers, Stephen found the correct one and opened it, pulling the corpse out into view. It was a boy. He couldnât be more than fifteen.
Tony crossed his arms and focused on Stephen. âSoul was pretty clear that I couldnât resurrect people.â
Stephen cast him a surprised look. âThatâs not what weâre here for,â he said. âGiven what you now know about the Mystic Arts and souls, havenât you wondered why a city the size of New York isnât full of ghosts?â
âActually, no,â Tony admitted. He kept his eyes on Stephen. âI hadnât really thought about it.â Which seemed foolish now, being the bearer of the Soul stone. Damn it.Â
Stephen frowned. âMy apologies. I really should have given you a more thorough introduction to related magic. Itâs not likely to be exactly the same, but at least youâd have context.â
Tony waved off the apology. âItâs fine. Ghosts?â
âRight. Given that roughly 200 people die every day in New York City,â Stephen continued, âwe see several new ghosts every week. They donât accumulate because helping them to move on is one of the duties of the Masters of the Mystic Arts. With Soulâs help, you should be able to do the same.â
Tony took a long look at the boy on the extended slab. âI know I said I was up for something more hands on,â he said, âbut this is⊠Heâs just a kid, Stephen.â
Stephen stepped up beside him and laid a hand on his back, between his shoulder blades. The touch was warm in the cool morgue air. âIâm sorry,â Stephen said quietly. His regret was cool, almost soothing in a strange way, like a cold compress. âI didnât think⊠Between med school and the Mystic Arts, perhaps Iâve grown a bit too comfortable with death. I should have warned you, let you adjust to the idea.â
Tony rubbed at his goatee, eyes still on the boy. âHe left a ghost?â Tony could see Strange nod out of the corner of his eye. âIs he⊠angry?â
âNo.â Stephenâs thumb moved, rubbing tiny circles into Tonyâs back. âHeâs confused. He wasnât trying to linger, he just missed his chance, so heâs not really connected to the living world, either. Heâs not even aware that weâre here. All he needs is for the way to be opened again. He needs our help, Tony. I know itâs not the same as helping the living, but itâs just as important.â When Tony turned to look, Stephenâs gaze was fixed on a point next to the body, but up a little. That had to be where the ghost was, though Tony couldnât see it. After a moment Stephen turned and met Tonyâs gaze. âI can make a portal for you if this is too soon.â
A portal for Tony, but not for Stephen, because heâd be staying to help this kid get to the afterlife. Because someone needed to. Tony set his jaw. âNo. Iâll help. Show me how?â
âGhosts occupy a plane of existence very close to our own, between our reality and the astral plane,â Stephen explained. âIâm not sure about the other planes, but you should be able to see this one via Soul. This of it asâŠâ Stephen cast about for a metaphor for a moment. âYou know those prints that appear three dimensional if you refocus your eyes correctly? Itâs a little like that, at least for me.â
Tony squints at the spot Stephen had been looking at earlier, but nothing seems different. Help me out here? he asks Soul.
The stone is, but suddenly thereâs someone there. Tony was expecting him to be washed out, translucent, but heâs not. He looks exactly like a living person, except that heâs haloed in an orange glow. Tony swallows hard. âI see him.â Heâs abruptly grateful for the continuing presence of Stephenâs hand on his back, a warm anchor to reality.
âGood,â Stephen murmurs. âHeâs trying to reach for something; can you see it? Or feel it.â
Tony starts to say no, but Soul interrupts: Not with his hands. With his soul.
After a moment, Tony sees it. The orange glow is trailing off in one direction, extending away from the boy. âI see it.â
âYou want to give that reaching element more energy,â Stephen says. âNot much; youâre drawing from your own reserves. He only needs enough to feel where heâs meant to go.â
Tony canât quite make it happen just by focusing. In the end, he raises a hand and points one finger, and a thread of orange spools out of it and towards the boy. Soul cuts the thread before it makes contact. Youâre not trying to make a connection, it explains. Just to donate a little energy.
The thread disappears into the boyâs orange aura. For a moment, Tony thinks it didnât work, but then the boy looks up from his body and turns in the direction that the orange trail is pointing. He takes a hesitant step, then another. On the third, he vanished, blinking out as if he was never there at all. Tony lets out a breath.
âWell done,â Stephen says. With a final press of his hand, he steps away from Tony and carefully slides the drawer closed, sealing the boyâs body away again.
âI was kind of expecting a white light,â Tony admits.
Stephen smiles, just a little. âSo did I, the first time. But in reality, weâd have to get a lot closer to death to see any representation of the other side, and the Masters still arenât sure if the images we see when we make that approach are cultural, physiological, or definitive.â
Tony snorts. âEven the Mystics donât know everything, huh?â
âNot even close.â Stephen casts a portal for them and together they step into the Sanctum.
Tony waits until the chill of the morgue has entirely dissipated and Stephen is pouring tea for them before voicing the thought thatâs on his mind. âSoul warned me not to make a connection when I gave the boy some extra oomph.â
Stephen turns an interested look on Tony. âReally?â
âYeah,â Tony says. âWhich begs the question: what could I do with a connection?â
Stephen sets the teapot down with an uneven clink. âI donât know.â
Tony blows out a breath. âYeah. Me neither.â
Soulâs silence is less than comforting.
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Levi! The Babygirl Otaku Shut-in!
A small collection of blurbs/headcannons of what it's like to date Levi!
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Leviathan, who streams for money. Heâs introverted and a little shy, but when he is live streaming feels different. He is pretty popular too, and people think his expressiveness is pretty funny. He plays all different kinds, but everyone can tell he has a soft spot for indie games and dating simulators. After you guys start dating, he accidentally slips up and mentions you while playing one. It was a simple âOh! Me and my s/o did something like this the other day lololol.â Chat went absolutely FERAL. Shut-in otaku Levi!?!? WITH A LOVER?!?!?! They were demanding for a reveal. He discussed if you were comfortable or not. If you said yes he would be absolutely ECSTATIC, he would be ok with a no tho, he gets it can be pretty stressful. If you would just like to be on call, no face that's cool! He gets so happy if you say you are fine with a full reveal, face and all!! Brags about you so much, his chat clowns him so hard. They stop calling him by his name and just call him your boyfriend. Ever since then you sometimes play games with him, your choice! The chat loves you two!!! They call you two couple goals when you start making fun of each other.Â
Levi really likes to visit the beach when he gets out of the house. Hope you can drive, he cannot. If you canât, better start preparing those puppy dog eyes to convince Mammon to take you two to the beach. He really likes collecting seashells for Henryâs tank on the seashore with you. I think Levi would be really good at surfing!! He heard about it from the human world, and really wanted to give it a shot. He kills it!! He also likes having picnics there too. Cute foods or leftovers are all fine with him, he just thinks it's fun. Heâs a sap.
He makes mixtapes for you. He knows people make playlists now, but he thinks having a physical one is a little more meaningful. He draws cute hearts and a picture of the two of you on the CD. Are there a lot of anime songs on there? Yes. Your point? Miku didnât make these to go to WASTE!!!! Also includes songs that remind him of you, and songs you mentioned that made you think of him.
Levi is a little bit more weird on how he shows affection. He never really had a long term relationship (maybe not even short term onesâŠ). He doesnât always get it. Show him you love him though your ways and heâll show you how he loves. Making couples cosplay to even outfits you said you wanted but they didnât have the correct sizes or lengths. He likes when you wear these, as they leave marks of him on you. He also likes giving you items he owns to wear. Bracelets, pins, shirts, whatever you want you can have!! Levi gets a little possessive, especially since he doesnât attend class in person a lot. He also might bring back fossils. He just thinks they're neat. Also, stuffed animals are a must. He gets them for you on instinct. They're cute like you, and are good for nests! (I like to think demons nest. That is what Levi's bathtub bed doubles as since hardly anyone comes into his room)
Continuing his strange affection streak: physical affection. He bites softly on your cheeks or arms, cuddles almost look like heâs killing you because he wraps around you like a snake, just funny little things that make you laugh sometimes. He also like to cuddle because he is naturally a little colder, because he is a reptile based demon. Will surprise you with his cold hands and laugh at your misery. Kiss him in public and he shuts up. I bet he is so ticklish from lack of touch hnrgh. Tickle him till he cries!!! His laugh becomes so ugly and he snorts and starts crying and it looks so CUTE!!!! He is just a touch starved cutie please give him all the lovings! Do expect revenge for this though, he is not a merciful demon.Â
I think he glows in the dark. Bio-luminescent sea creature my dudes(gender neutral)!!!! Night light boyfriend!!! He likes it when you kiss those marks, because for a long time he was insecure of them. Honestly? Loving any part of his demon form makes him feel better, because he still hates them. He has made an uneasy peace with a lot of it, but sometimes he still feels intensely disgusted by them. Ask him permission and Touch! His! Horns! Tell them how it reminds of coral (I think they might be based off of fire coral specifically?). Pet his tail!! He appreciates it, even if you sometimes have to chase it because he gets excited and it starts to wag. You feel like you're fighting a beast trying to catch it some days.
These ones are a little more serious. Please remember he has bad anxiety!! Depression also comes hard on him too. You can notice because his hygiene starts to slip first. Levi might be a shut in, but he doesnât like to smell. He escapes for little showers, or at least takes rag baths. Please encourage him to shower, sometimes that means being in the bathroom with him, not always necessarily in the bath with him though. He just likes your presence, you never feel overwhelming to him. He might ask you to wash his hair at these times. Speaking might be too much in these times too. Just turn on Ruri-chan or the TSL movies. Theyâre his comfort shows. Let him take his time. Heâll tell you soon enough.
Back to light-hearted ones now!! Levi really likes terms of endearments. His favorite ones to call you is Henry, Player 2, and when heâs being really cringe âhis Waifu/Husbandoâ. He also really likes calling you âhisâ, not in a toxic way. He just sometimes likes knowing that you are his like he is yours. Just calling you âhis s/oâ makes his heart flutter. Levi likes any name you give him! Obviously there are the ones that are the matching one to it, like âLord of Shadowsâ and âPlayer 1â. Please babygirl him, he loses his mind. He CANNOT believe heâs your babygirl! HIM! He doesnât like when you say it in public, he can only take so much!!!! Much more prefers being called it in private. He really likes any softer pet names, heâs a soft guy!
#leviathan x reader#leviathan x you#i am obsessed with him. I will not apologize.#bunny's.game.collection
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