#edit: THSI MAKES NO SENSE NOW THSTS IM READINF IT AGAIN I WROTE THIS AT 1-2 AM IM SORYDBRGFNF

[aesukiiee]

hi this is stinky sunny. I Am In Love. With This. politely asks for the song post—🔮

omg. prepare yourself sunny. for the very long rant i am about to go on. prepare for a lot. of angst i apologize KSNDHDKD

before i start btw im sorry if this doesn't make sense i am not very good at explain but i tried- my best- do ask anything if you need ＼(^o^)／ im might've missed a few things for these to make sense i am sorry-

first off is kira!!

the song used for kira is compared child.

for context, kira is a people pleaser, especially towards her mother. she has always wanted her mother to just take a second and notice her achievements, from exams to even helping an elderly cross the road or saving a kitten from the rain. though, due to the high standard that her older sister had unintentionally for her and mirai, their mother pays little to no attention to them. so whatever she does was pretty much based around wanting her moms attention.

from the song it says, "i failed much more than i succeeded, and i only got hurt some more."

kira is always staying up late to make sure she's doing well academically and that she'd be able to do any surprise test that she'll be given in school. although, when being put under pressure to do as well as your naturally smart older sister, it backfires and she ends up not being able to focus which turns into bad grades.

the next line, "its just fate that people will mock what i love most."

kira loves animals, she's an animal fanatic but when you're so used to being belittled and mocked by almost everything you do, she feels the need to hide what she loves so that it won't be ruined for her like everything else is. even if someone doesn't show any ill intention towards her, she'll still hide her likes snd hobbies away because she's so used to believing that there's a chance they might ridicule her for it. she never thought her parents would do such a thing, so who's to say others won't?

next is maia!!

for maia i used what if this isn't a slave.

maia is her family's golden child. growing up, her parents signed her up for all sorts of activities so that she'd be able to find out what she likes and doesn't like. though, cliche-ish, she seems to excell at everything, which caused her parents to give her even more responsibilities to see if they potentially have a genius in thier hands. slowly, she starts to realise that her parents are giving her more roles just so they'd be able to show her off like a trophy daughter (is that a thing?)

the line, "something i don't want to do, the adults are forcing it onto us."

pretty self explanatory, maia doesn't want to do the things that shes being forced into anymore. even if its not fun and they're not even taking her own interests to heart, she can't say anything because she doesn't want to disappoint. speaking of interests..

"Then what do you want to do? I don't know, i said I don't know."

maia has done a lot of things. so much that she doesn't even know what she likes anymore. even if she does, she starts to overthink and starts asking herself if she actually likes this or if its because her parents had forced her into it, so she feels obliged to like it. she doesn't feel in control of herself anymore, feeling like nothing but a puppet to her parents.

next is shula!!

for shula is I'm saying farewell to that rock-and-roll you.

i wasnt actually sure for shula until i saw a comment theorizing what the music video was about then i was like. omg. so true. so credits to that person u r a godsend.

being born in a family that's well-known in the entertainment industry, obviously you're gonna be expected of a lot of things. when shula's brother passes away, she's now carrying the expectations of what her brother once had on his shoulders. she's always felt obliged to carry out all these which made her own standards skyrocket.

"i was a worn out inferior student playing at being an honour student."

There is a perfect version of herself that she's envisioned and is now appearing in every situation that she's in, solving every problem without a sweat when she can't even get by herself. she's jealous of how talented that version of herself is and she's getting pretty irritated by it.

"i always dreamt to be special, even though i wasn't a decent person."

and

"all i'm doing is showing off my lame self no matter how much time passes."

further shows how she wants to be that perfect version of her and how she doesn't like how she is at the moment. almost feeling trapped in some way (?)

near the end, the lines, "i was always trapped by you," and "i understand now."

shula (slowly but surely) starts to realise that she doesn't need that perfect vision of herself to be able to carry out these expectations the way people want her to. she can do things her own way, the way she wants it and she doesn't have to pretend to be someone else in order to make things work. she knows katsuo wouldn't want her to either.

finally is mirai!

mirai's is hide and seek alone.

mirai finds herself at a point in her life where adults are always asking, what do you wanna be when you grow up? when they do, she finds herself thinking back at her sisters.

from the song it says, "you, a worldly-wise figure. You, a worldly-wise figure are glorious." and "you, an excellent risk-taker. you an excellent risk-taker are strong."

that 'figure' she's referring to is both of her sisters, maia and kira. it may not show, but mirai loves and looks up to her sisters. her entire life she's been protected and raised by them, so she obviously thinks highly of them. though, while she looks up to them, she can't help but feel like she won't be able to reach them. in her eyes, they seem to know what they want to do and they're working so hard to achieve their dreams, but she can't seem find one of her own.

another line, "im sick of hearing any words of salvation, so i just cover my ears." and "don't find me, leave things as it is."

her sisters are always telling her, "you'll find your dream someday," and "we'll help you get there!"

but she feels as though shes only wasting their time. she doesn't know what she wants to do, she doesn't think she ever will. she doesn't want them to sit there and wait for her to reach them when they could be doing so much more. they already have a lot on their plate and mirai doesn't want them to worry about her over the littlest things.

she acts as though she doesn't need them, that she's completely fine on her own and that they should worry about themselves instead. though mirai does it in a way where it seems like shes being mean to them, she doesn't intend to.

thank you for readinf if u have made it this far in my rambling ♪ヽ(･ˇ∀ˇ･ゞ)