#eddiesbleps

[iluvyoubuddy]

Performance Review 100/10 BLOGGING NO COMPLAINTS, FIVE STARS ✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️ AND A CHEF'S KISS

AWWW GEE THIS IS SO FREAKING SWEET THAAAANK YOOOOUUU AND THE SAME WITH YOU ❤️❤️❤️❤️

performance review

[monsterrae1]

This fic of yours I love so much

they're bringing up my history (you aren't even listening)

It's got all my favorites and I enjoy it sm 💚💚💚💚

Gee, my beloved, thank you so much!! I'm so love it. Writing that fic was a lot of fun! <3

Tell me your favorite fic of mine?

[piningbuddies]

Writer asks! 12, 17, 29 🥰

12. how does receiving or not receiving feedback/support impact you?

honestly, i'd be lying if i said that not receiving any kind of feedback on a story didn't have an effect on me. part of the satisfaction of publishing a story for me comes from the response of the readers. that's not to say it's the be all and end all by any means! writing is a great outlet for me, but part of the fun of writing, especially for 911, is the yelling in the tags

17. what do you do when writing becomes difficult? (maybe a lack of inspiration or writer's block)

answered here!

29. what's your revision or editing process like?

most of the time, i tend to do it as i write, paragraph by paragraph. i'll reread the paragraph before it, then the paragraph i've just written, and see if it conveys what i want it to. i never tend to read it in any sort of depth at the end, but i do give it a skim read just to make sure my grammar's correct and i'm not missing any punctuation

fic writer asks!

[ebdaydreamer]

Writer asks! 36, 39, 40 🥰

36) How do you write kissing scenes?

Wow, I've just realised I haven't written anything more than a peck on the lips in years 😂 I just throw shit at the wall and see what works

39) Share a snippet from a WIP

“It’s been too long since Buck came over,” he sighs in the overly dramatic way only preteens can sigh.

Eddie raises a brow at his son who’s becoming even more of a little shit than he is. “So hanging out with your poor Dad is lame, but Buck’s still cool? I see how it is.”

Chris rolls his eyes, and Eddie has half a mind to call him out on it, but he knows he’d be a massive hypocrite. “Well yeah, because I see you almost every day.” He deflates a little and asks in a much more subdued tone: “Why hasn’t he come over? Did you guys have a fight? Does he have a new girlfriend?”

If it weren’t 7:32 pm on a school night, Eddie would bundle them in the car and drive to Buck’s loft right this second.

(Chris is quickly becoming one of my favourite characters to write)

40) If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?

If someone made any kind of art of my work I would be too busy combusting to care what scene or fic it was

Thanks for asking!!

[thelikesofus]

Lemon and mint 💛💚 for the colors

Lemon – little happy pill of the dashboard

Mint – you deserve all the rights

Ahhh thank you lovely 🩷✨

[eddiebuckley-diaz]

S6B Buddie Bingo

Officially finished by a wonderful group effort!

It’s BUDDIE BINGO time babes, and we plan on getting every space filled, so play along!

Tagged bingo helpers:

@wolfdykes @destielbuddiepipeline @thebattybadger @sapphicscholars @nagaismybff @puppypeter @maythegeekbewithyou @mangacat201 @rozyy21 @poughkeepsies @singlethread @eddiesbleps @thespermdonarstorylineisstupid

[lonelychicago]

fuck it friday

tagged by: @shortsighted-owl @spaceprincessem @spotsandsocks @alyxmastershipper and @buddiearemydads 💗

so, this is from that werewolf buck fic i started weeks ago and i'm not sure i'll ever post it (this is my first werewolf fic and i feel it's a bit clunky?? idk if anyone has any constructive criticism i'm all ears)

He spent the night rolling in bed, staring at the ceiling, worrying about Buck and resisting the urge to go to the living room and check on the man— Eddie didn't want to wake him up or hover too close, but he also couldn't erase the image of his best friend all bloody and hurt from his mind.

I should've forced him to go to the hospital. He thinks, looking back. 

So, when the morning comes and he feels bone exhausted as he makes his way through the hallway and into the living room, he thinks he's imagining things at first. 

He thinks maybe he fell asleep and he's having a weird dream or something. 

Because What. The. Actual. Fuck. 

There's a big— a huge— wolf curling on itself and sleeping soundly where his coffee table should be. 

The wolf is massive and takes half of his living room, his fur a rich golden that seems to shine under the first rays of sunshine streaming through the window, the morning light making the— creature? look warm and soft and— 

Eddie blinks rapidly as he tries to process if this is real or not.

Because where Buck should be sleeping, in his place there's a big wolf. 

Eddie doesn't know how to react to the fact.

He should be panicking, right? He should be calling the police or animal control or literally anyone. 

But. 

Something catches his eyes. The wolf's fur is golden with sprinkles of brown here and there but just above the eye, there seems to be a pink mark. 

"Buck?" He stutters.

and also a moodboard bc i want to

tagging: @cowboy-buddie @monsterrae1 @buddiefication @buddierights @rogerzsteven @prettyboybuckley @comaboybuck @eddiesbleps @the-likesofus @elvensorceress @fatedbuddie @lesbianmaygrant @bigfootsmom @honestlydarkprincess @maygrantgf @loveyourownsmiilee @swiftiebuckleys @bekkachaos @messyhairdiaz @hippolotamus and anyone else who wants to!!

[elvensorceress]

fucking friday? 

promised @shortsighted-owl and @astronaut-karenwilson a snippet so 👀

 tagged by @spaceprincessem @putijeansdiaz-ronordmann @ebdaydreamer @hippolotamus @buddierights @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy @messyhairdiaz @comaboybuck @alyxmastershipper @cowboy-buddie @prettyboybuckley @spotsandsocks @swiftiediaz @rewritetheending @thekristen999 @eddiesbleps

tagging @eddiediaaz @wh0re-behavi0r @evan-buckleydiaz @eddiediazisascorpio @gayhoediaz @loveyourownsmiilee

from chapter 17 (three ish scenes left to write??? it’s almost there!)

In the morning, Buck is quieter than usual but mostly seems like himself. He does stare at Chris like he’s terrified Chris might collapse any moment. Eddie makes a point to stay close and wrap around him and shower him with extra affection. It makes Buck melt a little more and more each time with every tiny kiss and every hug and all the ways Eddie rubs his back and his neck and seeks out his hand until their fingers are threaded together. 

Buck almost puts off his dinner with Maddie because he seems reluctant to stop being plastered to Eddie’s side. But Eddie pulls up the recent pictures Maddie sent to Buck and reminds him of the little girl who misses her uncle, and Buck changes his mind. 

Eddie kisses his cheek at the door and Buck promises to text when he’s at Maddie and Chimney’s house. 

When Eddie closes the door behind him and turns around, Chris is in the middle of the living room with that suspicious, calculating look on his face. 

“Dad,” he says in his most serious but also concerned tone. The one he sometimes uses when Eddie teases him about vibe checks and #Moods and yeeting things, and Chris tells him he’s so embarrassing. 

But that’s part of the whole fun of it. 

Eddie raises an eyebrow at him. “Christopher.”

It earns him an eye roll and a rather whiny, very teenage rendition of, “Daaaad.”

“Yes, mijo, mi vida, mi cielo,” he says and can only think of Pepa when he does. She loves to do the same. Edmundo, mi amor, mi conejito being her most recent and most favorite. Eddie goes over to the TV and digs out controllers and a selection of video games instead of waiting for an answer. “You want to play something with me?”

Chris holds onto the arm of the couch with one hand and puts the other on his side near his hip. “No. You’re trying to distract me. We need to talk.”

Eddie sets down the games but puts the controllers on the coffee table not far out of reach, and then takes a seat on the sofa. He pats the spot beside him and waits for Chris to join him before he asks, “What do we need to talk about?” 

He receives a look like Eddie should know exactly what, but Chris answers anyway. “You and Buck.”

Eddie’s stomach tenses but he tries not to let anything show. “What about us?”

“You like him.”

Eddie bites his tongue and purses his lips. “Of course I like him. He’s our Buck. He’s our best friend.”

“No, Dad. I mean you like him like him. Like you want to date him because you like him.”

Yeah, Eddie was well aware what he meant. 

“Or you’re already dating him? Are you dating Buck? Is that why he’s living here? Because you’re all flirty and kissy and you call him cute. And you share a bedroom. Like parents do. Like ones who are married. Is that what’s going on?”

God, how can he even begin to explain all of it. Especially when he’s stuck on the fact that his son knows the definition of the word flirty because he’s supposed to be seven and he’s not supposed to know things like that. 

Except he’s not seven, he’s nearly thirteen and he’s always been far, far too smart for Eddie. “No. We’re not technically dating.”

Chris’ eyes narrow and he turns even more suspicious. “Are you just— are you doing it? Is that what it is?” 

Okay. Okay, no. No, Eddie is not prepared for that. Questions about his sex life or lack thereof are bad enough coming from anyone else he knows. But from his son? His not even teenage son? Jesus Christ. 

“No, Chris. We’re not.” He gets up off the couch and doesn’t know what to do or where to go, just that he wants to run and this is not a conversation they should have. He takes a few steps back and forth in front of the coffee table and puts his hands on his hips. “Why are you asking about this?”

“Because, Dad.” Chris makes frustrated gestures with both hands. “You don’t tell me these things. And I should know. I am old enough to know. If you are dating someone, they could be my stepparent. It’s part of my life, too. So, I need to know. You said you weren’t going to date anymore because Miss Flores had to leave and Raúl did, too. But now Raúl is around again? And you and Buck act like you’re married. And I don’t know what is going on but I don’t like losing people and I don’t know what we would do without Buck but I should get to know what is going on.”

[eddiebabygirldiaz]

Fuck It Friday

Tagged by @rose-buddie @mumucow @buddiearemydads @rewritetheending @comaboybuck

Thank you my loves! 💖

Here's a little something I started today (it's all April's fault) and I'll probably have it finished either tonight or tomorrow, so let me know if you wanna be tagged when it's posted!

So, he’s not entirely sure what his newfound realization means for him and Shannon. He loved her, he absolutely loved her, and he’s gay. Those are two things that can and do co-exist, which is something he’s been working on for months with Frank. Him realizing he is undoubtedly very into men does not negate what he had with Shannon.

And, look, he knows he doesn’t have to explain that all to Buck. He can simply say I’m gay and Buck will smile and tell Eddie he’s proud and probably pull him into a bear hug that Eddie will sink into with a sigh and leave it at that.

But he wants to tell Buck. He wants Buck to know all the complicated tiny details that make up Eddie Diaz. He wants to share every part of himself with Buck because he knows the other man will never judge Eddie and that he will cradle the fractured shiny and dull pieces Eddie gives to him in his strong, gentle hands like they are precious and never let them fall to the ground again.

No one has or ever will protect Eddie like Buck. Eddie has never felt so safe and secure with another person before, and yes, Eddie is well aware that it’s because he’s in love with Buck, but it’s not the whole reason. Buck is just–he’s so fucking good and beautiful and the best friend he has ever had in his life. Even if Eddie wasn’t in love with him, he would feel like this, he’s sure.

And besides, Eddie being gay isn’t about Buck.

Tagging @elvensorceress @spaceprincessem @hippolotamus @shortsighted-owl @swiftiediaz @monsterrae1 @cowboy-buddie @gayedmundodiaz @eddiesbleps @thekristen999 @the-likesofus @eddiediass @prettyboybuckley @rogerzsteven @buckleysbee @honestlydarkprincess @spotsandsocks @sibylsleaves @buddierights @singlethread @usercowboy and anyone else who wants to share!

[gayhoediaz]

wip wednesday

tagged by @wh0re-behavi0r thank you babe 💕

“Hey - hey, Eddie - hold up!” Fuck. Buck’s voice echoes down the hallway, along with the sound of his slides tapping against the floor as he hurries his way down towards the elevators, just as Eddie turns around.

“No, Buck - it’s fine,” Eddie tries again - and it’s true - even if Eddie’s feelings were completely platonic, he genuinely wouldn’t want Buck to chase after him - he should go back inside and finish. Buck could call him back over in an hour, and they’ll still have the rest of the day to hang out. (Which would also give Eddie a chance to take a very cold shower and get his head screwed on straight.)

“Well yeah, but-” Buck somehow manages to get a hand in between the elevator doors, and squeeze his way inside, right before they close.

Which, again - fuck.

Because now Eddie is standing in a small, bright elevator, with a sweaty, breathless Buck - a Buck who is dressed, but not dressed. Clearly, he just threw something on - he’s wearing the slides he uses to take out the trash, and he’s wearing a pair of gray sweatpants, (and Eddie is decidedly not looking at his crotch, but if he did, there’s no way he wouldn’t see a very clear outline of his cock) and…

“Is that my shirt?” Eddie finds himself questioning, as the elevator starts to take them down, tilting his head slightly to the side as he watches the way the thin, black fabric clings to Buck’s sweaty chest. It’s a ridiculous tank top, really - oversized, with giant holes for the arms and neck. It fits Buck a lot tighter than it would fit Eddie, and yet it’s oversized, and Eddie has a distinct feeling that it’s his - he used to wear it to the gym back in the day, mostly when he moved to LA. Then it turned into a laundry day piece. Then he doesn’t know where it went. (It’s not necessarily a surprise that it somehow ended up in Buck’s closet - honestly, at this point Eddie thinks both of their closets are a fifty-fifty mix of things they bought and things they accidentally stole from each other.)

“I think shirt might be generous,” Buck shrugs, looking down at his own chest.

tagging: @eddiediass @usercowboy @eddiediazes @burnthatbridge @messyhairdiaz @henswilsons @homerforsure @eddiesbleps @buckleysibs

[honestlydarkprincess]

Seven Sentence Sunday!

I was tagged by my lovelies @alyxmastershipper, @cowboy-buddie, and @swiftiediaz <33

as it was the winner of the poll, i've started on the vegas accidental marriage au!

“Are we sure we should go for a whole weekend, Eds?” Buck asked for the millionth time. “I feel weird about leaving Chris.”

“He told me himself that he was really looking forward to an all weekend sleepover, Buck,” Eddie reassures him, also for the millionth time. “They have a whole thing planned: movies, video games, and probably more sugar than any kid should reasonably consume.”

“I know, I know, it’s just…shit, I’m being ridiculous, I know,” Buck sighed, collapsing heavily on Eddie’s couch, staring at their packed bags. They were all set to leave for the airport and Hen would be swinging by to give them a ride any minute.

“Hey, leaving your kid is never easy,” Eddie said, flipping through their paperwork to make sure everything was in order for their flight. “But trust me, Christopher is going to have a great time and so are we.”

no pressure tagging: @bigfootsmom, @dykemunson, @morganofthefairies, @afterafternoons, @swiftiebuckleys, @fatedbuddie, @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy, @shortsighted-owl, @maygrantgf, @ravens-words, and @eddiesbleps <333

[monsterrae1]

WIP  🚧 Wednesday

Thank you for the tags my loves: @alyxmastershipper @ebdaydreamer @spaceprincessem @swiftiediaz @spotsandsocks @cowboy-buddie @jobairdxx

ER Doctor Eddie, coming to an AO3 near you next sunday.

Have this cute scene, cause the show made me feel validated:

“If you tell anyone about this I won’t be baking the cookies for Chris’ bake sell” Buck said as soon as Eddie stepped through the curtain that separated him from the rest of the ER, Eddie smiled at him.

“Please tell me you’re not gonna say you fell on a bottle and it’s stuck up your ass”

Buck scrunched his nose “Ew, Eddie, no, I have toys for that” Eddie did not blush.

“Then what brings you to my ER tonight, Buck, I thought you were off shift today?”

Buck groaned “I was, I am”

“Okay, then?”

Buck groaned again, and slowly pulled the sleeve of his hoodie up, revealing an already bandaged wound “I tried to do it myself, but it started hurting again a few hours later and I figured better safe than sorry, right?”

Eddie frowned confused and started to remove Buck’s bandage to reveal a burn in his forearm, it didn’t look too bad, not like it had happen during a fire, but the skin was blistering and raw, it looked very painful.

“Buck” Eddie said softly, reaching for the antiseptic cream with anesthetic, that at least would help him with the pain “How did this happen?”

“I might’ve forgotten the basic laws of thermodynamic for a second or two”

“Which means?”

“I was trying to make Bobby’s lasagna, and when I went to put it in the oven…”

“You rested your forearm on the grill inside” Eddie finished, taking another look at the burn and clearly seeing the way the blisters were formed in lines, he shook his head “You’re a firefighter”

“I know!” Buck groaned, “I just, I didn’t think, okay? I’m sorry”

Tagging if they want to share anything: @peaceofficerdiaz @loveyourownsmiilee @prettyboybuckley @rogerzsteven @buddierights @bekkachaos @buddiefication @eddiesbleps @eddiescowboy @elvensorceress @jacksadventuresinwriting @the-likesofus @imeasyeitherway @shortsighted-owl @honestlydarkprincess and whoever else wants to share something!

[ebdaydreamer]

WIP Wednesday

tagged by: @wh0re-behavi0r and @buddiearemydads 

Here’s some of Eddie’s POV of this fic

“It’s been too long since Buck came over,” he sighs in the overly dramatic way only preteens can sigh.

Eddie raises a brow at his son who’s becoming even more of a little shit than he is. “So hanging out with your poor Dad is lame, but Buck’s still cool? I see how it is.”

Chris rolls his eyes, and Eddie has half a mind to call him out on it, but he knows he’d be a massive hypocrite. “Well yeah, because I see you almost every day.” He deflates a little and asks in a much more subdued tone: “Why hasn’t he come over? Did you guys have a fight? Does he have a new girlfriend?”

If it weren’t 7:32 pm on a school night, Eddie would bundle them in the car and drive to Buck’s loft right this second.

He stops washing the dishes and pulls up a chair next to Chris. “No, buddy. I think he’s just going through something right now.”

“But we’re supposed to help each other when we’re going through things.”

Eddie nods and runs his fingers through Chris’ curls. “I know. But you know how when you’re going through something, and that’s all you can see and feel? Well, Buck tends to forget that there are people around him that love him and want to help him. I try to remind him. I invite him over all the time. But I don’t think he’s ready yet. Because we got a lot of love to give him, don’t we, bud? And Buck can find that overwhelming. So I’ve let him know we’re here when he’s ready.”

Fucking Frank. Good at his fucking job.

Chris nods but frowns. “He’s not used to a lot of love, is he, Dad?”

He pulls him into a hug. His son is so smart and observant and compassionate. The universe gave him a break when it gave him Chris. “I don’t think so.”

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[thelikesofus]

Fuck It Friday

tagged by @rogerzsteven @eddiesbleps @thosetwofirefighters @ajunerose @spotsandsocks @elvensorceress

look i am feeling particularly unhinged this evening and all I can seem to write about is worms so here have this unedited monstrosity that should probably never have made it out of my google drive

“If you were a worm—?”

“Buck, I don’t think we want to hear the rest of this question.” Chimney cuts him off and Eddie tries to hid a snort in the sleeve of his turnout. “I certainly haven’t spent much time imagining myself as a worm. Hen have you ever thought of yourself in worm form?”

Hen rolls her eyes and shoves at Chimney’s shoulder. 

“I was a worm once.” All eyes turn to Ravi who is staring forlornly out the window as if he doesn’t realize he said anything and judging by the wide-eyed look he has when he turns to face the rest of the crew, he definitely thought that was an inside thought. 

“Care to expand on that, Bud?” Chimney raises a brow and Eddie glances at Buck who looks completely enthralled waiting for Ravi’s response. 

Ravi ducks his chin into the collar of his coat and chews his lip. “I was high as all hell. College was weird okay. There’s a reason I dropped out.”

“I thought you decided you didn’t want to be a doctor?”

“I never wanted to be a doctor.”

“What does this have to do with being a worm? Buck, where were you going with that question?”

Buck sits up straighter and jostles Eddie’s shoulder in the process. “I was just wondering, okay. If you were a worm—.”

“And we’re here,” Bobby pipes up from the front. “Let’s go.” 

wasn't gonna tag anyone cos i dont think this is even worth reading but maybe someone will find it funny and if any of yall have anything to share go right ahead @lilbuddie @shortsighted-owl @wheelsupin-five @bekkachaos @monsterrae1

[imtheiliad]

WIP WEDNESDAY tagged in various things over the past few days by @gayedmundodiaz @honestlydarkprincess @usercowboy @buckleysbee @cowboy-buddie @buckleysibs @ravens-words

more of buck and his thoughts on kids fic which has changed dramatically since its beginning but i dont hate it? and is mostly just random bits of scenes that have come to me as i go and i saw this one so clearly i had to include it.

Buck walks through the park, Charlotte strapped to his chest in her sling, when he sees her for the first time in six years. 

“Sammy! Be careful on the monkey bars!” she calls after a blonde boy scrambling to swing across the playground. 

He smiles and bites his lip, his hand curling around Charlotte as he approaches her, ducking his head. She sees him before he can greet her. 

“Buck! Oh my god, it’s been what?” 

“six years,” he squints and smiles at Kameron, “sorry about that,” he gestures toward the monkey bars, “pretty sure the daredevil tendencies transcend parenting. “

Her eyes crinkle and fall to Charlotte and her gaze softens. 

“And who is this little one?” she widens her eyes at Charlotte and smiles. Charlotte babbles happily, waving her hands around. 

“This is my daughter,Charlie,” he introduces her, taking her tiny wrist in his hand and waving at Kameron. 

“Oh she is just precious!” 

She babbles and giggles again, happy to be the center of attention. 

“Mommy! I’m hungry,"Sammy trots up to the three of them.

Buck freezes a little bit, focusing on Charlotte and  checking the time to make sure she wasnt due for her own meal. 

“Who are you?” Sammy asks, looking up at Buck with wide eyes. 

“I uh, I’m a friend of your Dad’s, Buck.”

“He knew you when you were just a little baby,” Kameron says, digging through her purse for a granola bar.

Buck kneels down to his level, “It’s good to see you again kid,” he holds out his fist which Sammy easily bumps back.

tagging: @eddiediazisascorpio @wh0re-behavi0r @buddiefication @swiftiediaz @eddiesbleps

[lonelychicago]

fuck it friday!

can't believe it's friday already damn. tagged by @comaboybuck @eddiesbleps and @messyhairdiaz thanks, loves!

here's some of my famous buck au, since some of you have been excited about it <3

here's a tiny teeny snippet:

After the interview where Buck talks about his first love and how that shaped his relationships moving forward, everyone is dying to know more details.

Most importantly, who was he talking about?

He gets asked about it in every interview about it and he trends on twitter at least once a week every time an old high school partner comes forward to claim he was talking about them.

They're all lying, though. Eddie knows they're bluffing, trying to get their five minutes of fame.

and here's some more edits i've made for the fic:

tagging: (no pressure): @cowboy-buddie @monsterrae1 @buddierights @jobairdxx @trippedandfell @spotsandsocks @elvensorceress @sunshineravi @honestlydarkprincess @the-likesofus @alyxmastershipper @fatedbuddie @prettyboybuckley @rogerzsteven @bigfootsmom @lesbianmaygrant @maygrantgf @hippolotamus @shortsighted-owl @loveyourownsmiilee @swiftiebuckleys @bekkachaos and anyone else who wants to do it <33