#edbell

[yutamayo]

I'm not going to lie to u what even is Edward & Bella's ship name??? BC in thos days we just used the 'x' liberally. So if it's not Bella x Edward then like-

Bedward? Edlla?? ? Bellun? Culla ? EdBell? Bellad? Bellward?? WHAT THE FUCK IS IT

[thecullenclan]

Twilight 15 Day Challenge -Day 4

Favorite couple?

As the description of my blog says: Edward and Bella forever. This couple to me is so beautiful. They have such a deep and profound love for each other and I really like that. Though their relationship may seem unhealthy at times, at the core of the relationship is love. A great —die for each other Romeo & Juliet type love which is passionate important.

[conscience-killer]

I think something is wrong with your brain, Ed.

[ree-duh]

I’m like way over my twilight phase but one thing I think edbelle stans need to get is the relationship and depiction of Edward is crafted by a racist women who wrote two (post twilight Jacob) toxic characters and framed them specifically so you would sympathise with Edward over Jacob like it isn’t a coincidence that people are okay with excusing Edwards behaviour because he was “in love” with Bella but are unable to see how smeyer purposeful demonised her indigenous characters like it isn’t just a personal opinion that you are more forgiving of Edward the books are specifically designed so you over look his controlling behaviour because at the end of the day this series was written by a racist woman and there is no changing that regardless of how much fanon y’all try and incorporate

[ahysterekalmess]

FAVE REYLO FANFIC AUTHOR: redbelles

Check out this Reylo author at AO3.

Special Reylo Talent: Developing a quiet chemistry between Rey and Ben/Kylo through somber, raw conversation that brings them, literally and figuratively, from worlds apart to common ground.  Just the truth (and the fear of it) - spoken a loud, but felt strongest in the quiet moments and hesitant gestures.  

Reylo Fic Must Read

In-Universe: build a ladder to the stars

Other Fic Highlights

Alternate Universe: stuck in cold weather

In-Universe: and the snow started falling 

Why they are one of my Reylo Faves

In build a ladder to the stars, @redbelles prose are well crafted, but it’s the way they build a story through snippets of moments strung together on a linear, but undefined timeline that provides for a lyrical quality to their work.  Similar in methodology to angharabbit’s Accusations: 26 Reylo Ficlets, but more poetic in execution.  To be clear, these are not compiled vignettes, but a story of moments (similar in style (not delivery) to Evan S. Connell’s Mrs. Bridge).  Subtle in plot, heavy in Kylo’s internal reflection and Rey’s internal turmoil.  Too much of an arc to be mere character studies, but the characterizations are nearly perfect, I might consider this more of a “relationship/connection study” - as clearly it’s been well thought out by the author, not only who these characters are and what they look like fleshed out, but also how they would interact and connect - and what that looks like fleshed out.  Through all the myriad of allegorical introspection these two jump through, the poetic fact that Kylo Ren’s heart is a desert and Rey is well adapted to navigating (and surviving) a desert is beautiful in it’s simplicity.  

stuck in the cold is one of those fics that will appeal to a wide spectrum of readers, but I think is being missed because of the summary.  So here’s the gist: it’s a modern AU of financially struggling, tough barista Rey pining for awkward, but proper professor Kylo (who is also pining for Rey) being gifted a chance by fate when a snowstorm makes for a “stuck together” situation.  This fic masquerades as a PWP, but is packed with tender longing fueling a chemistry that delivers a ... climax.  Under 10k words, it’s an enjoyable half hour fic before bedtime to leave you with a smile and sweet dreams.  

The Bottom Line 

redbelles has fleshed out versions of Rey and Kylo, and in turn fleshed out a version of “Reylo”, in a curated style that provides for a unique crafting of the Reylo dynamic and well-written, satisfying fics to the fandom.  

@redbelles

Find more of my Reylo recs now at @areysololife

[brittwallacerealestate]

I am excited to have been invited and be able to go to this event tonight in Phoenix. #AIM #AthletesInternationalMinistries #AthletesInternational #Ministries #athletes #JoeNameth #CameronJordan #EdBell #MatthewBarnett #EmmanuelButler #MichelleFloyd #ByronDawson #Phoenix #Arizona #AZ #PHXAZ #PHX (at El Zaribah Shrine Auditorium & Conference Center)

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[belllaculllen]

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PS I am posting that EdBell HC tonight :)

[ainaaaaah]

Watching a movie trailer and a recent talk with an old friend reminded me of all my issues *cue Issues bgm*. And since natetempt na naman akong magmukmok, ibblog ko na lang to.

Most of my friends share their year recap in Facebook but let me do mine here. As I have told several people, overwhelming is the only word that can describe my year. I spent half of my 2017 in California and the other half here in the Philippines. Pag iniisip ko, parang ang layo layong panahon na nun, pero nasa iisang taon lang pala yun. Sa pagitan ng 12 months ko, sobrang daaming nangyari. It was a learning year for me. From January to December, God pointed out a lot of my issues that I thought I am already over with. And that is painful. Kasi kahit ako, hindi ko naiintindihan kung bakit ko nararamdaman yung mga nararamdaman ko, yun pala kasi may mga parts ng puso ko na hindi pa completely healed. Habang tinatype ko to, naluluha ako, kasi ang sakit parin pala. Nasasaktan ako kapag narerealize ko na nahahdlangan ko yung sarili ko in honoring God in every way possible. But one thing I learned again this year, is to not despise the process. Siguro dadaan ka talaga sa season na irerefine ka pa, and maybe that’s okay. I have to live with the tension between who I am and who I want to be, instead of just accepting na hanggang dun na lang ako (thank you Andy Stanley!). Okay so sige pagusapan natin yung some of my issues that God pointed out this year.

1. Money - nung nag-IHD kami, isa sa mga lumutang na issues ko ay itong sa mone, especially with my mom. After ko mag-ojt sa US at later this year, sobrang naramdaman kong hindi pa pala ako tapos dito. And sobrang nalungkot at nahiya ako nung marealize ko to. Last month, dinedicate nila ptr Gio, kuya Edbel and kuya Archie yung car ko. Nung sinasabi nila sakin na sobra akong blessed, and that di daw nila alam anong iniisip ni mama why she gave me that but they’re sure that it is a work of God in her heart, and that thi is grace... narealize ko na dahil sa issue ko with money, hindi ako naging grateful sa kung ano man yung mga meron ako ngayon. Iniisip ko, baka tapos na si mama sa issue na yun, baka ako na lang yung nandito. Naisip ko na baka ang sakit kay mama na hindi niya nakikitang overjoyed ako sa mga binibigay nya. Starting that night, gusto ko nang baguhin yun. Ayoko nang dalahin tong issue na to.

2. Control - takot ako sa mga bagay na hindi sigurado. Takot ako sa mga pagkakataon na hindi ko alam kung paano ako magrerespond. Minsan positive to. Kaya ako coordinator, kasi nakikita ko ahead of time ano yung pwedeng maging mali, napupuna ko yung mga maliliit na mga bagay at gusto ko lahat maayos. Kaya din ako planner pagdating sa travel. Gusto ko alam ko kung saan ako pupunta, anong oras ako pupunta dun, anong gagawin ko dun, magkano papunta dun, anong mga kailangan dun,gaano ako katagal dun at lahat ng blog, magazine at website na pwede kong basahin para malaman ko lahat ng impormasyon tungkol sa kung saan ko gusto pumunta. Ang resulta, sulit yung mga travel ko.

Kaso pagdating sa ibang area, medyo mahirap tong may control issues ka. Lalo na kung may God ka na mas magaling sayo at sobrang mahal ka para hayaang magsettle ka sa plano mo lang. Palagi ko paring nilalabanan at sinusuko yung sarili ko, because I know that when I control things, there’s no room for faith. I can be wise, yes, but I cannot Lord over myself. Napansin ko lang na si Lord this year, talagang dineal nya tong issue kong to. Lalo nya akong dnerail sa mga plano ko, just for me to see that “His thoughts are higher than my thoughts, and his ways are higher than my ways”. 

Naalala ko, lesson ko na rin to last 2015 (my worst year so far haha hindi parin napantayan ng 2017). Lahat ng pinanghahawakan ko malliban kay Lord tinanggal nya, hanggang sa matutunan kong sakanya lang tumingin, and in that moment, I am most satisfied. I believe I am being taught this lesson again, hanggang sa maging lifestyle ko na sya.

3. My desire for daddy to come back - hindi ko alam kung kelan ko sinimulan sabihin sa sarili ko na okay na kami ng wala sya, na masaya naman kami at kumpleto na kami na kaming tatlo lang ni mama at ni Chie. Pero nung nakausap ko ulit sya nung June, dun ko lang narealize na gusto ko parin pala syang bumalik. Doon ko lang naramdaman na nasasaktan parin pala ako na umalis sya ng di namin alam kung bakit. Sabi ko dati, nasasaktan lang ako para kay Chie, kasi lalaki syang kagaya ko, naghahanap ng tatay. Althugh totoo naman yun, hindi ko alam na iniisip ko rin pala na baka kami yung kulang, na kaiwan-iwan kasi kami, kaya sya umalis at hindi na bumalik. Pero lalo akong nasaktan nung nalaman ko na mmay family na siya. Kasi hindi na siya pwedeng bumalik, at yung tanging daddy na nakilala ko, hindi na namin pwedeng makasama ulit.

4. Abandonment Issues - Ito talaga solid. Akala ko tapos na ako dito. Sabi ko dati, okay na ako, wala na akong trust issues. Mature na ako. Hanggang sa nagulat na lang ako ngayong taon na pumapalag parin pala tong parte na to ng isip ko. Kapag masyado na palang marami yung mga taong mahal mo na nakita mong naglakad palayo sayo, iniisip mo na makikita mo na rin yun sa lahat ng mga taong dumadating. Actually habang tntype ko to, ganun parin yung pinapaniwalaan ko. Na lahat ng tao, aalis, mag ggrow apart. Nagkakaiba lang sa timing, kung kelan sila aalis o mawawala. Narealize ko lang na yung abandonment issues ko pala yung root nito. Sa tuwing matatakot ako at masasaktan ako, gusto ko na abutin yung doorknob at lumabas na sa relationship na yun. Narealize ko na galit ako, galit ako kasi sobrang lungkot ko pero gusto kong maging malakas. It hit me to the core nung sabi ng isang friend ko one time, “papaalisin mo kami tapos malulungkot ka na mag-isa ka lang”. Hahahaha. Ayokong mag-isa, pero gusto kong mag-isa, kasi no one can leave you kung ikaw lang mag-isa. Nakakalungkot, kasi minsan iniisip ko, ako yung may kasalanan kaya palagi nila akong iniiwan. Siguro kung mas gentle ako, kung mas kind ako, kung katulad ako ng iba, baka hindi nila ako iiwanan. Ng family ko, ng friends, ng chuwariwap... Natatakot ako na maattach, kasi pakiramdam ko, walang kayang humandle sa lahat ng issues ko. Pakiramdam ko, nakakapagod akong mahalin. Duh ako nga napapagod sa sarili ko eh, syempre ano pa kaya yung iba.

So ayan, ilan lang yan sa mga issues na pinoint out sakin ni God this year. Pero sa totoo lang, sobrang dami pa, hindi ko na kaya at gusto pang isa-isahin yun dito. Alam nyo na kung bakit sugatan na ako pagdating ng December. Gusto kong umalis dito, gusto ko talaga. Kaya lang hindi ko kayang umalis kaagad. HIndi ko kayang baguhin agad lahat ng mindsets and defense mechanisms na nabuo sakin. Sinusubukan ko naman. Minsan napapagod lang talaga ako. Pero ngayon, handa na ulit akong lumaban. Kahit kelan hindi naging comfortable yung growth. Naisip ko nga dati, yung puno, bago sya maging malaki at malakas, marami munang dahon yung nahulog sakanya (ANU DAW PADEEP KAINIS HAHAHAHA). Siguro kasi pray ako ng pray na gusto kong maging someone whose heart and life glorifies God, kaya siguro sabi ni Lord “oh sure, sige lika dito, ito ang proseso”. Hahaha. So ayun na nga, di ko na to maisipan ng maayos na ending so ito na lang:

BYE!

[hocus-focus-trulala]

For tonight :D #instanesia #movie #popular #twilightsaga #twilight #edbell #lfl #likeforfollow