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Naturistics Sparkle Dust Loose Glitter in Angel, Dream and Pixie
2004
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Unique Gifts: Antisocial Butterfly Fairy Grunge Tees for Friends and Family
Antisocial Butterfly Fairy Grunge is an eclectic subculture that blends the ethereal world of fairies with the raw edginess of grunge, all wrapped in a cocoon of introversion. This unique aesthetic celebrates the paradox of being simultaneously delicate and dark, magical yet misanthropic.
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blazes of deceit
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+ summary. When the opportunity to finally venture past the stone walls you’ve grown up in presents itself, you jump at the chance to discover the origin of those mysterious lights—even if the trip comes with a harsh truth and a suspicious, yet undoubtedly attractive, tour guide.
+ pairing. jungkook x reader
+ genre. fluff, angst. tangled!au.
+ word count. 26.052
+ rating. 18+
+ warnings. threats against a baby’s life, unwarranted death, mom problems, trespassing, pan violence, hiding a (not dead) body, tying people up with hair, curse words, drinking, thievery, deadly chase, sword/pan fight, recklessly jumping from a great height, graphic descriptions of wounds and blood, general violence, dark family matters (it’s pretty twisted!), orchestrated infidelity.
+ author’s note. happy early birthday to golden baby jungkook!! this fic took me wAY too long to write but she’s finally here! HUGE thank you to my big brain frenemy @guklvr for beta reading and hyping me up by boosting my confidence level +2000 even tho she’s on vacation and should be relaxing LMAO i would’ve postponed this until next year if u didn’t push me so TY ILY LOADS CARL 💘 i also wanted to shoutout #1 jk ryder supporter @dewykth and wofe @yeojaa for encouraging me every step along the way, y’all are the best n ily both to pieces 💝💕
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You are positively ravenous.
Flurries of people scurry past the towering bars of your crib, yet none spare a glance in your direction despite your boisterous wailing. Like moths to a flame, they’re all huddled in one corner, surrounding a panting woman that clutches her rotund abdomen in one hand while tightly clasping onto a bejewelled crown in the other.
“What are you waiting for?” she spits out, hardened orbs narrowed in on your pathetic form.
“Your Royal Majesty, it’s only been an hour since you have given birth, please reconsider—”
Her glower is redirected onto the younger woman’s trembling form. “Are you questioning your Queen? Shall we reconsider your life as well?”
“No,” she begs, her tone quivering with anguish, “please spare my ignorant self.”
Your facial muscles begin to cramp and the walls of your throat feel like sandpaper, which only serves to exacerbate your violent sobs. The insistent suckling on your thumb is doing nothing to quell your raging stomach.
Her lips peel back to reveal two rows of pearly white, dazzling teeth framed by a nasty snarl. “Somebody slit that brat’s throat!”
Another midwife adorned in the bloody rags of childbirth darts across the cramped space with a weeping bundle of rough canvas in her arms. As she scrambles to deliver the shuddering newborn into his counterfeit mother’s arms, the clumsy woman trips over thin air, flying across her enraged Queen’s lap. Without a second thought, her backside is pierced by a shiny steel sword, sullied in a crimson liquid when it reappears.
The introduction of another babe deters your cries for attention. Instead, you distract yourself with a dull glimmer that you catch in your peripheral. Your chubby fingers hopelessly extend toward the dingy stars dangling above your head, just out of reach, reflecting the bright orange tiger lily printed onto the high ceiling of your cage.
“Not a soul shall speak of today's treachery.”
You’re well aware that your short arms could never stretch the distance required to satiate your unending curiosity; but they stay aloft, searching for the reassuring warmth of your mother’s embrace.
“Our blood will remain on the throne.”
Screams of agony overwhelm your developing eardrums as your tiny hands come to cradle your head, willing the pain to end.
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Every inch of your walls is covered with abstract paintings, doodles of twisting branches snaking around the edges, dainty birds in every colour under the sun, and a joyous little girl dancing in her own brilliant freedom. No matter where you look, bespeckled tiger lilies are buried within the intricate linework like easter eggs, waiting to be found.
Your favourite by far is the uncanny depiction of the image stashed deep inside the crevices of your memory, a sight your heart desires to view most from up close. The miniature illustration captures your longing gaze pinned on the multitudinous lights ascending from a foreign location, golden hair streaming down your back and flowing over the fireplace in your determination to capture its vast length.
You attempt to steel your nerves for the umpteenth time, but you can’t help your nervous pacing across the minuscule length of your room. The entire tower is spotless as a result of your mindless cleaning—floors scrubbed twice, nonexistent dust wiped away, and trinkets set at the perfect angle to encourage your mother to comply with your outrageous request.
Today is the day, after all. The day that you’ll finally convince the stubborn woman to bring you out to watch the masses of floating lanterns disappear into the night sky.
The pitter-patter of your bare feet scuttling against the concrete floors nearly drown out the melodic appellations from outside your window.
“—down your hair!”
You dash over to the aperture, hastily gathering the ends of your mane to fling down while fixing the bulk of it onto the hook above your head. When the figure enshrouded in a black cloak snatches up your tresses, looping it around to create a foothold and carefully wedges one leg inside, you haul them up through the makeshift pulley.
By the time both of their feet are safely planted on the ground next to yours, sweat is beginning to form by your temples and the perpetual ache in your arms flares from consistently being forced to heave another grown adult up the stretch of the colossal tower.
“Welcome home, Mother.” You pull the rest of your hair inside and turn to face the stunning woman who lowers her excessively long hood, the extra length of fabric intentionally stitched on to keep her identity obscure as she travels.
Your mother sweeps you up into her comforting embrace and you allow yourself to relax in her arms, resting your cheek on her chest while your digits tightly clasp on to one another around her middle. Her chin settles onto the crown of your head.
“You would think that lifting me up all these years would give you some more upper body strength,” she says, her disappointment practically tangible. Placing both manicured hands upon each of your shoulders with a light squeeze, she pushes you back to examine your body from head to toe. “But look at you! My poor, delicate, little flower.”
Your forehead creases from your raised brows as a tense smile completes your agitated countenance.
“Oh, darling, what’s wrong? Come, come with Mother.” The adamant woman latches onto your forearm, dragging you over to the rustic fireplace and pressing down on your shoulders. Ever the obedient child, you kneel down onto the thick rug below.
Your mother delicately takes a seat on the antique chair beside you, a weary sigh slipping past her lips before she starts sweeping a brush through your golden strands. As per tradition, you sing the incantation that’s essentially engraved in the back of your mind at this point.
“Flower, gleam and glow Let your power shine Make the clock reverse Bring back what once was mine,”
A gleaming shimmer races across your tresses at the verse and from the corner of your vision you watch the light creases marring your mother’s features fade in rapt attention. She hums along to the tune with a detached, distant look in her eyes.
“Heal what has been hurt Change the Fates' design Save what has been lost Bring back what once was mine,”
You allow your lids to slide closed, gathering all the courage you can muster for the following conversation.
“What once was mine.”
Once the last note fades and a deafening silence reigns, she gently urges, “Tell Mother everything.”
This is it, it’s now or never.
“Uh, well, as you know,” you mumble, clearing your throat, “my eighteenth birthday is tomorrow.”
“Mhm, and I’ve already gotten your present as well,” she hums, steadily working her way down your mass of hair.
You falter at the information she casually reveals, guilt eating away at your conscience for preparing to ruin her good mood. “Yes, I know you’re always thinking of me, but, uh, well—”
“You can tell me, darling.” You register your mother’s heavy palm stroking your head, coaxing the words to tumble out of your mouth.
So you lay it on her. “I was just wondering if you would take me to see the lanterns this year.”
“What was that?” she questions, rightfully so when the garbled words blurt out quicker than you can process.
Before you can second guess yourself, you stammer, “C-can we please go see the lanterns?”
The brush suddenly halts in its path, suspended within the waves and dips of your many strands. Although you can’t see her, you know your mother well enough to feel her stiffen up, peeved at the topic you’ve brought up many times before.
“Petal—”
You interrupt, desperate to plead your case, “Mother, please, I’ve been waiting for—”
“Zip it.” You instantly clamp up at her hissing.
Your mother takes her time to stand, stalking over to halt directly in front of your hunched form. Her daunting figure looms above you, fierce orbs evoking a filthy shame that sinks its claws into your spine, and you lower your stare to her ankles from its intense weight. “Enough. I don’t understand why you keep asking this idiotic question when you already know what my answer is going to be.”
Her spontaneous refusal dampens your spirit, but you press on. “I just, uh, thought that I could see them once for my birthday a-and then I’d never ask to leave the tower again.”
With a scowl as cold as an executioner’s axe, her arms come to cross beneath her bust. “I’ve already told you time and time again that they’re to celebrate the healthy birth of the Prince, any special ‘connection’ you feel to these lights is simply misguided and naive.”
You scramble to gather the scraps of bravery she shredded in order to sputter out, “But it’s my b-birthday too. Even if it’s just a coincidence, I wanna see them with my own two eyes.”
“How many times do I have to explain to you how dangerous the world is outside these walls? Do you know how many people are jumping at the chance to use your magic for themselves?” She rolls her eyes, chiding at you as if you’re a petulant child who disobeyed their elders one too many times. “If your little heart wants some adventure, you can go downstairs and explore the living room, besides darling, you should be thankful that nothing has happened all these years.”
“How am I supposed to be thankful for anything when you keep coddling me like this!” you lash out, frustration bubbling over at her usual response and refusing to toe the line any longer. Any notion of gently swaying her judgement or prompting her to consider your point of view is thrown out the window.
But your mother is nothing if not resolute.
“What?” Her words turn to ice—syllables forming razor-sharp blades that figuratively line your throat, poised to strike the second you step out of place. “Do you want to repeat that?”
Your breaths quicken, deathly afraid of the repercussions that will follow if you decide to continue your rebellious act. It wouldn’t be the first time that she punished you for begging to leave the tower.
“I’m sorry,” you apologize, head hanging low and voice laced with resignation, “I didn’t mean that. I shouldn’t have brought it up.”
“Aw, my precious petal,” she coos, her mood drastically flipping one hundred and eighty degrees as the edges of her lips subtly point upwards at your obedience. “That’s why Mother is here, to guide you in the right direction. You know that I’m only looking out for you, right?”
“Of course, Mother.”
Evidently content with the outcome of the conversation, she turns back to continue brushing through your tresses.
By the time her ebony cloak rests upon her thin shoulders, hood draping over her face, your hair is already hanging by the hook above the window and she hops through the opening to lower herself to the ground below. You watch as her figure shrinks with the increasing distance, only turning back once to give a short wave before disappearing through the lush greenery.
And then you’re alone once again.
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In the hours that pass after your mother’s departure, you become well acquainted with the five stages of grief. Of course, your requests to leave have been denied more times than you can count on both hands, but you foolishly believed that mentioning the eighteen years you spent cooped up in one place, fending off boredom, would hit a soft spot.
You forgot that your mother doesn’t have any of those.
Obviously, she anticipated your attempt to convince her by throwing yourself a pity party, as she deliberately mentioned purchasing a gift in advance. Out of all your celebrations, you couldn’t recall a single time where she prepared—much less remembered—your birthday.
Utterly absorbed within your final stage of acceptance, you lose yourself within your thoughts. That’s why the steady, rhythmic tapping on the cobblestone metres below makes you jump, mind wiped clean of everything except questioning the origin of the sound. Goosebumps manifest across the length of your arms, already slick with cold sweat.
Initially, you believe that your mother may have misplaced something, but your doubt accumulates when you don’t hear her usual jingle follow the rapping. You wonder if she is harbouring acrimony at your earlier outburst—even though she seemed quite pleased as she left.
Thus, like the loving daughter you are, you gather the ends of your hair, about to throw the lump over the aperture when you take notice of the stranger’s bulky frame and lack of disguise. Last time you checked, Mother certainly hadn’t chopped all her curls off either.
You can feel your heart thumping in your head, chest rising and falling expeditiously to compensate for the sudden rush of adrenaline surging through your veins. In your distress, her words come back to bite you, echoing within your mind that he must be after your magic.
Mother knows best, after all.
Discreetly glancing back down, you spot the man scaling the wall using two arrows, a feat which you’re sure he wouldn’t be capable of performing without those well-defined muscles, attractively outlined through his thin clothing. Realizing that you’re wasting time ogling at the intruder, you spin back to survey your room, scanning the area for any weapons you can use to defend yourself.
You disregard any prospect of overpowering him and decide to approach the confrontation by taking advantage of your ability to startle him. Before long, the sounds of the rigid arrowheads wedging into the spaces between the stones are no more than a couple of metres away, and you grab the nearest object in a blind panic.
All too soon, his large hands are gripping the window sill, and you scurry to press your body against the wall directly next to the opening. You grip the handle of metal tighter, struggling to keep your heavy breaths silent as you watch his fit form effortlessly raise himself up past the open window.
When he lands inside, you’re transfixed by the way his shirt hangs on his brawny body, the veins in his arms enlarged from the physical exertion of carrying his weight up the tower. Just for that moment, you let your eyes roam his lean figure in unadulterated fascination.
“Hah! Stupid guards, thinking they could catch me after—”
And then that moment ends.
A loud clang resounds throughout the cramped space as a result of the pan in your hand bashing into the back of his head. For a split second, you worry if the force behind your swing is enough to knock him out cold, but then he meets the floor headfirst. You wince for him.
With the substitute weapon in hand, you circle around his seemingly unconscious form up to his head, which is turned away from your prying stare. In order to decipher his level of cognizance, you crouch down and bow over him to get a better look at his face.
Long, dark locks that were perfectly mussed before his fall now cover nearly half his countenance, so you push them to the side to reveal his closed lids and strong brows. Following the curve of his cheekbones, you pass his cupid’s bow to gaze upon his thin lips, a tiny beauty mark laying directly underneath—an intimate detail that you feel uncomfortable knowing.
A faint blush colours your cheeks as you comprehend how utterly breathtaking the stranger is, drastically disparate to the stories your mother told you as a child, where men resembled ogres that lived under bridges, grotesque and unkempt.
He is nothing like that. Not at all.
He reminds you of the princes you read about in picture books—dashing and strong, willing to go to extreme lengths to find their Princess, their one true love. You know you’re taking it too far when you begin to fantasize about his personality purely based on his, admittedly, strikingly handsome appearance. With a vigorous shake of your head, you force yourself out of your reverie and get back to your task.
You stretch two fingers out to rest just beneath his nostrils, feeling the warm air that leaves his body at constant intervals, a good sign that he was not only alive but knocked out cold.
You prod at his shoulder, whispering, “Are you awake?”
No reaction.
With this confirmation, you take hold of one of his wrists with both hands and clench your jaw while leaning back, trying to use your body weight to help drag him. He proves to be much heavier than you initially believed, though you feel him moving inch by inch. Rather than another human being, you simply think of him as a heavy sack of potatoes for the sake of your conscience as you shuffle backwards, heading for the wardrobe on the other side of the room.
By the time you reach said armoire, you collapse on the ground next to him, gulping in as much air as you can. Now, there was simply the problem of shoving him inside. You turn your head to face the stranger, pouting at the prospect of having to lift his bulky self.
After much pushing and rearranging, the doors finally close behind him, although, as you predicted, stuffing him in there took much longer than you would like to admit. You aren’t sure how comfortable he is in the disfigured pretzel position you left him in, but his contentment is not at the top of your list of priorities right now.
Rubbing your palms together, you go to pick up the frying pan that lay discarded on the floor near the window when you take notice of the brown satchel that sat next to it. You have no use for any kind of travelling equipment, obviously, what with your whole life existing in this tall building, and your mother only carries a quaint, woven basket around. She is insistent on living as modestly as possible, and that includes whatever goodies she brings back from her adventures.
That rules out everyone but the stranger. The bag does look more masculine, anyway. Grabbing the strap, you raise the object in question up to have a closer inspection and find the leather to be heavier than expected. There are odd bumps protruding from its exterior, filling you with a tenuous curiosity.
Carefully, you lift the flap open to expose a heavily jewelled crown. Perplexity is written within the creases of your brows as you reach to grab the item within and drop the empty satchel. From your inexperienced eyes, the thing is as real as it gets, a shimmering gold decorated with the finest jewels in the kingdom. The different colours of each gem catch the light, reflecting the brilliant rays onto the walls of your room.
Your impromptu analysis concludes with an inexplicable pull towards the diadem, which you’re uncertain how to act upon until you involuntarily place the crown on your head. You turn to face the mirror leaning against the wall and it feels so right, as though two matching puzzle pieces have finally been brought together. The reflection staring back at you seems complete in ways you have never been before.
Yet, you can’t begin to fathom the reasoning behind all these strange epiphanies, unfamiliar with the tranquillity that quiets the constant buzzing in your head. Overwhelmed, you remove the crown and not a moment too soon, for a familiar, shrill shriek meets your ears.
“Petal!”
Your stomach lurches. Eyes darting to the wardrobe, you’re reminded of the man inside. You know if Mother saw him, she would definitely freak out, maybe even refuse to visit for the next week to drive you insane with solitude. But, then again, you could use him as an example to show that you could handle yourself out in that dangerous world she was always going on and on about.
“Let down your hair!”
You stuff the diadem back in the bag and stow it in an empty flower pot.
Giddy at the prospect of having a legitimate argument to reinforce your reasoning to leave the tower, you dash to the window sill and fling your hair over without a second glance outside. The rush of excitement blinds you from the sensitivity of your sore muscles as you haul her up.
“Petal,” your mother grits out, staggering inside due to your rushed actions, “what did I tell you about checking who’s calling before letting your hair down?”
“Hello, Mother!” you brush off her question, practically bouncing on the balls of your feet. “I have something really important to show you!”
“Don’t change the subject.” She squints her eyes at you, lips pursed with frustration. “You're getting more and more reckless. One of these days, a crook will make their way up here and you’ll be foolish enough to invite them inside, maybe pour them a cup of tea while you’re at it?”
“I’m truly sorry.” You decide to humour her to prevent her temperament from flaring, throwing out a meaningless apology—one you’re used to blurting out left and right.
“Now that’s what I like to hear,” she says, as smug and haughty as always. Your mother removes her coat, handing it off to you. “But today’s your lucky day! Just as I was about to visit, I remembered to bring your present!”
Your heart warms at your mother’s unusual thoughtfulness, although you’re much too eager to prove your strength first. “Ah, thank you, Mother. But I really want to show you—”
“Something more important than your mother’s present?”
“Of course not! I just wanted to get it out of the way so that I could enjoy your present later.” She seems unconvinced, so you add, “Y’know how they always say to leave the best for last?”
The older woman heaves an exasperated sigh, shoving you out of the way as she heads for the armchair in the corner. She slumps her tired form on the rickety seat as it creaks its refusal, then waves her hand, gesticulating that you get on with whatever it is you have up your sleeves.
Perspiration gathers within your palms and you fight to ward off the minuscule smile that plays on your lips while you gradually make your way back to the wooden armoire, “So, you’re always going on about how weak and fragile I am…”
“Yes.” She rests her chin in her hand, scrutinizing every hair on your head as though the answers to your ridiculous behaviour are buried within the multitudinous strands. “And what of it?”
“Well, I just thought that I should show you,” you start as your back hits the old furniture and your fingertips graze its rough texture. “That I’m more than capable of handling myself when we go out to—”
“When we go out?” she interrupts, irritation hardening her sharp features as she fixes you with an enraged scowl. “And where do you suppose we’re going exactly?”
You hesitate as your earlier confidence slips and you scramble to correct your word choice before she completely blows you off. “Uh, I just meant that this will show you how strong I am, and, uh…”
An eerie silence occupies the room when you find yourself at a loss for words. You know that your blabbering will get you absolutely nowhere, so you tighten your grip on the handles of the wardrobe, counting on your actions to speak louder than your words ever could.
“How old are you turning again, Y/N? It was eighteen, was it not?”
You shrink under her abrupt question, choosing to play along to pacify the shreds of annoyance flickering in her orbs. “Yes, Mother.”
“And for how long are we going to play this game?” she asks, standing with her basket in tow. Your mother rounds closer to you and your gaze automatically flies to the floor.
“I’m not sure what you’re talking about.”
“What’re you hiding this time? Did you find another mouse? A rat?” she mocks, resting one hand on her hip. “Ooh, did a raccoon find its way inside?” Once her face is a mere couple of inches from your nose, you allow your eyes to meet her own, dreadfully empty ones. The sight sends a chill down your spine.
You release your hold on the furniture, dejection seeping from your tone. “Two mice this time.”
Her boisterous cackle echoes off the stone walls and she clutches her stomach in an attempt to quell the onslaught of laughter. The gesture reminds you of the countless other times you tried to ‘prove yourself’ through similar methods when you were younger, catching rodents that occasionally found their way into the nooks and crannies of the tower.
The first time you caught a mouse, you’d been ecstatic, rushing to show it off to the only person you knew. Although at that age, rather than a ticket to freedom, you were simply seeking your mother’s approval and perhaps a few praises here and there. You wanted to prove that despite your lonely upbringing—with your mother lounging around the tower for only a few hours every other day—you could handle yourself. She wouldn’t have to worry.
Evidently, you were too young to understand your mother’s rash nature, and she immediately assumed the worst—that you had somehow managed to sneak outside and wanted to prove your calibre by hunting down a nearby animal. The harsh scolding you received that day still lingers as a scar on your wrist, a painful reminder to never cross your mother.
“The outside world is not a simple matter of ‘two mice’ darling. You should know better than to think I’ll ever be impressed by these foolish displays of strength.” She swoops you up into her arms and you automatically bring your hands to circle her lithe waist. “That’s why you’ll always need Mother to protect you.”
Your chin rests on her shoulder, stare unfocused as you dismally state, “Yes, Mother.”
“Now, onto more exciting matters.” A couple of light, successive pats strike your back and you’re released from her hold. She is quick to open her wooden basket and rummage through the contents, reaching inside for what you assume to be your birthday present. The vegetables in her hand don’t excite you, but you put on a fake grin for her anyway. “I’m making your favourite soup!”
She scurries away from your static form to head past the doorway, but you stop her in her tracks with a low voice. “I’m not really feeling up for soup today.”
“You know how far the journey is to get some of these vegetables, let alone how expensive each one is!” she exclaims, waving said produce in her hand as she spins to face you.
“I’m really sorry, Mother,” you mumble, flashing her your best puppy-dog eyes. “But I ran out of paint recently and I’m feeling kind of down about it.”
She tuts. “That’s a three-day journey, Petal.”
“I know, it’s just that when I can’t distract myself with painting, I get these horrible thoughts of leaving the tower.” Doing your best to reason with her, you shift your weight to the other foot and fiddle around with your fingernails, attempting to appear as innocent as possible. “And I think those paints are a much better idea than going out to see the lights.”
A few seconds pass before a groan escapes your mother’s lips. “You’re lucky Mother loves you dearly.”
You stumble into her torso, grateful that she is unintentionally following along with your plan—a tedious scheme that you were saving as a last resort. She strokes the crown of your head, allowing you to nuzzle your cheek into the comfort of your mother’s embrace before her immediate departure.
Goodbyes are exchanged with some more reprimands sprinkled into the conversation, then she scales down the building and is no longer in your line of sight. You rub the nape of your neck, inching towards the armoire as you ponder whether a trip to indulge in your greatest desires is worth it when weighed against the lifelong bond you have with your own blood.
While navigating through your moral dilemma, you twist open the knob and watch as the scruffy man’s body slumps down to the floor without the support of the door to hold him upright. You refrain from cringing at his reddened nose.
Prioritizing your safety first, you retrieve your trusty pan and manhandle his body onto a chair, the seat still warm from your mother’s presence. This time around, you won’t be able to attain the upper hand by catching him off guard, so you settle on tying him up.
The question is: with what? You have no reason to keep ropes casually lying around the tower and one glance at his bulging biceps assures you that sewing thread will not be enough either.
As you’re thinking about stuffing him back into the wardrobe until you come up with a better idea, the blond strands at the edge of your peripheral catch your eye. For the first time in your life, your excessively long hair proves to be of use.
When he is tightly restrained to the armchair, your tresses acting like a straitjacket around his torso and snaking around his legs, you step back to appreciate your work. Your eyes drift over his corded muscles and roam over his face once again.
Before you let yourself get lost in his model-like features, your free hand reaches out, palm outstretched, to slap him across the face.
You nurse the stinging pain ebbing atop your outermost layer of skin, cradling the appendage to your chest as you hiss out a low whine, although the sound is masked by the low timbre of a groan. Your body stiffens while you gawk at the stranger, watching him gather his surroundings, whipping his head back and forth before his chestnut orbs land on you.
Your grip on the handle of the pot tightens.
“Wha—”
“No! Uh, I mean, hush!” you exclaim, deepening your voice for a rather weak, intimidating effect. “I’m doing the talking here.”
Your breath gets caught in your throat before you can utter another word. His doe eyes bore into yours and you step back, instantly feeling threatened by the intensity of his gaze. He wriggles around in his restraints, testing his extremely limited range of motion.
A prolonged, slightly awkward, silence stretches in the air as you attempt to recall the interrogation questions you practiced while tying him up. Regrettably, you come up blank.
He rolls his eyes at your lack of speech, raising a single brow.
“Well?” he questions, seemingly accepting his lack of free movement and slouching comfortably against the back of the chair. “I thought you said you were gonna do the talking?”
You grit your teeth at his impertinence, shaking off the nerves of talking to another human being that was not your mother as you adorn a superficial, bold facade. Striving to exude the same persuading tone that all those mystery books depicted, you mimic the slow strides you’ve read detectives take around their suspects.
“How did you find me?” You round the corner to escape his unimpressed glare, circling around him.
In turn, he cranes his neck to peer over at you, bewilderment written in the slack of his jaw. “Find you? Who says I was looking for you?” He whistles lowly catching sight of your mane, “That’s some hair you got there. Is that what’ve you tied me up with?”
A scoff escapes your lips, unconvinced at his act.
“Oh yeah?” you challenge, marching back to the front of the chair to dramatically slam your hands down onto his bound wrists, effectively halting his faint wriggling. “Then why did you come all the way up here, huh?”
The dashingly handsome stranger’s tongue prods at his cheek, serving to rile you up further. Taking his sweet time, he inspects the space around him before his focus comes back to you, and he leans in, smirking devilishly. “Sure as hell wasn’t for you, Princess.”
At the odd nickname combined with the close proximity, a flush tints your cheeks and you take a few steps back. He chuckles at his small victory—a deep, melodic sound that sends your flustered state into a muddled craze of butterflies, threatening to burst from within. You purse your lips and narrow your eyes at the man, more so to collect yourself than to unnerve him.
“Got something in your eye?”
You tilt your head back and grumble, exasperated at his lack of cooperation followed by his audacity to tease you further. “For your information, my eyes are working perfectly fine.”
“Good for you. Now, if you’ll just untangle me and give me back my bag, I’ll be out of your hair. Literally.” He grins at his joke, which you don’t find quite as funny.
“Like I’ll believe that.” You roll your eyes and cross your arms over your chest. “I’ll ask you again. How exactly did you find me?”
“As I said, Princess,” he jeers, his impatience made visible by the bulging veins lining his neck, “why would anybody be after your poor ass? I mean, just looking at the place, doesn’t look like you’ve got much else other than a bunch of hidden property and a shitty old tower.”
“Shitty?” You repeat, accosted at the stranger’s portrayal of the place you grew up.
He takes another look around the place as if to confirm his accusations before curtly nodding his head.
You glower at his blunt words, taking personal offence for the many hours you spent decorating, cleaning and doting over the building. “Well, I didn’t know we were expecting a rude guest. Then again, guests are invited inside, aren’t they?”
“Listen, you seem like the ditzy type, so I’ll keep this short and sweet. I got into a bit of a scuffle with some scoundrels and before I knew it, I was outnumbered!” he recounts slowly and melodramatically as if he is presenting a bedtime story to a child. “Then I stumble through some vines and find this gigantic tower!
“And to my surprise, rather than hidden treasure, this place has some naive, pan-wielding maniac at the top,” he concludes with a sigh, soundlessly implying that you should pity the unfortunate situation he stumbled upon—the unfortunate bit caused by your interference. All you feel is a burning itch to sock him across the face again, although that wouldn’t be too helpful in discovering his real objective.
His whole story sounds like pure bologna to you, but you feed into his obvious lies with a hum of acknowledgement. “Must’ve been so hard for you.”
“Like you wouldn’t believe,” he whines, a pout forming on his pink lips.
You flash a close-lipped smile and thrust the metal weapon centimetres from his nose with more force than intended, though it seems to do the job when you catch his eyes widen slightly before reverting to the same relaxed stare as before. His posture is evidently tenser than a few seconds ago, which builds your pliant determination.
“Either some truths are gonna come out of that smart mouth or you’re gonna take another nap,” You threaten, waving the pan back and forth.
“Okay, easy now.” The stranger bends his hands upwards by the wrists, waving his fingers down slowly, as though he were calming a raging bull. “There’s no violence needed in this okay? We can make a deal.”
The sound of his cooperation piques your interest, so you inquire, “What kind of deal?”
“First of all, can you lower that?” You comply with his request, although you keep the skillet in the air, ready to strike at a moment's notice if he tries anything funny. “Okay, Princess, how about you give me the satchel, let me go without any trouble and I won’t tell anyone about your little hideout here, hm?”
You shake your head. “No, I’m the one with the upper hand here.” If you two are to come to a compromise, you’re going to need more from the stranger than his word to keep quiet. “And I need you to take me to see the lanterns at the capital.”
A hacking cough morphs into a distorted chuckle in his throat. “Hm, you see, that would be a bit difficult considering the rocky relationship I have with the royals.”
You cock your head to the side, raising the metal menacingly.
His fists curl into balls as a strained grin stretches across his face. “But I guess we could make it work.”
Pleased with his compliance, you continue with your conditions, “You take me to see the lanterns tomorrow night, bring me back home in one piece and I’ll give your bag back. Then you can jump out of the window for all I care, just keep your mouth shut about this place.”
“Do I even have a choice in the matter?”
“Nope.” His lack of protest makes you giddy, and you allow yourself to credulously overestimate your influence over the man. It has to be that or your frightening frying pan, right?
“Then what’re we waiting for?”
A childlike wonder brightens your countenance as you speedily unravel your locks from around the stranger, whipping the bulk of it over the hook and out the window. With his newfound freedom, you catch him combing through miscellaneous trinkets and in fear of him identifying the location of his bag, you call out, “There’s no use, you could ransack the whole tower and never find your precious satchel. You’re better off fulfilling our agreement.”
Fitting your trusty skillet under your arm, you don’t spare him another glance and hope that your bluff is enough to deter his scouring. Thankfully, the clattering of objects ceases and he saunters past the vase with his dear bag inside. Your attention flits to the verdant scenery below.
You allow an exuberant screech to rip through your vocal cords while you effortlessly fly down, your body wrapped around your hair as though the strands have solidified into a firepole and land on the plush, vibrant grass with a bounce. The prickly sensation on your bare skin is not what you imagined the spindly plant to feel like, yet you revel in its oddities nonetheless.
Your companion follows along with less flair, steadily climbing down using the two arrows that were left between the stones. By the time he reaches the ground, you’re already feeling the consequences of sticking your bare feet in the mud by a river.
He rolls his eyes at your antics and darts off while you tread toward the water to wash off the muck between your toes. You swish your foot back and forth, watching the current run off with the dirt and avoiding the miniature fish that gather around you. Their bright orange bodies are stark against the rocks underneath, easy to spot due to the clear, crystalline stream that you’re splashing around in.
When one of them decides to start nipping at your ankles and the rest of his posse tag along, you wade deeper—searching for a grassy area to withdraw from their persistent suckling. As you’re scouring the landscape, enjoying the slight breeze blowing through your hair, you find yourself alone.
This doesn’t bother you at first, used to the notion of having only your own inner thoughts as company. You’re preoccupied with rinsing the brown stains that mark one section of your tresses and gather the clean, soaked mass into your arms before you realize that the tour guide you recruited has gone missing.
At first, you can’t believe he abandoned the precious crown that he appeared to cherish so greatly, but before you can think too deeply about it, a light smack meets the nape of your neck.
“Looking for me, Princess?”
“Stop calling me that,” you whip around, a glare directed at his triumphant smirk. “And where were you anyway? Not trying to run off already, are we?”
He raises his hands up as though he has been caught red-handed, although his digits are curled around what looks to be strips of tree bark and long strands of weeds. Just as you’re about to question him further, he crouches down and grabs one of your ankles, lifting your leg out of the water and closer to him. You yelp and shift your weight to rest on your other foot.
“What?” He secures a few layers of the rough wood to the sole of your foot, wrapping the flexible plants around the bark and expertly tying it at the top. “This is what I get for being considerate isn’t it?”
“Is considerate even part of your vocabulary?” you tease, the relief at his presence causing you to lower your guard.
He freezes halfway through fastening the second makeshift shoe onto your other foot when the orbs staring up at you light up with mischief. Changing position, he folds forwards then rocks back to stand up to his full height. “Ah, I see how it is. Then I would never do something so thoughtful, right?”
“I take it back! I take it back, just finish it up,” you beseech.
“That’s what I thought, Princess.” He bends over to complete the second knot then scampers off to the forest as soon as the job is complete.
As you test out the peculiar slippers—inwardly marvelling at the barrier they provide against the elements of nature—you vocalize your displeasure with the nickname he has taken to calling you, “I thought I told you not to call me that.”
His strides ease up from his hurried pace, shortening to compensate for your smaller steps. “Aw, does Princess dislike being reminded of who she is?”
“I’ve never heard of a Princess living outside of a castle before.”
He hums, tilting his head in wonder. “Is your tower not considered a castle?”
“Not when I’m the only one living there,” you mutter under your breath, although you’re not sure if he catches it or not based on his silence. Regardless, you change the subject before he has a chance to respond. “So are you gonna tell me your name or what?”
Sneaking a peek at his side profile, you catch the endearing crinkle that appears by his eyes when he grins. “What’s with the sudden interest? I mean, I understand the enthusiasm but—”
You strike his elbow with the bottom of the skillet and he whines like a kicked puppy.
“Don’t get ahead of yourself. I just thought we should be on a first-name basis if we’re going to be travelling all this way together.” You amuse yourself by twirling the skillet around in your grip, acting as though there’s a gigantic pancake that you professionally flip onto its other side. “I would prefer my name over ‘Princess.’”
“I kinda like the ring of it though.” He winks at you, but you’re too invested in your cooking charades to notice. “You can call me Geum.”
“Geum? Like ‘gold’? What kind of name is that?”
“Ooh, someone’s judgemental.” Snatching the pan, he brandishes it around like a deadly cutlass in a seasoned pirate’s hand, bounding around you. He ends his show with the tip aimed straight at your heart.
“Just saying. You’ve got to admit it’s a bit… unique.” You halfheartedly brush him off, fighting to keep your grin from showing. As a side note, you announce your name.
“Whatever you say, Princess.”
Before he can prance off, you pluck the skillet out of his grasp and tear through the dense bushes with your treasure. His war cry echoes throughout the expansive woodlands as he rushes after you, untangling your hair from lone branches as he goes.
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To claim that your feet are about to fall off is a gross understatement.
You have been travelling alongside Geum for hours now without a single break. Despite the high spirits that you two kicked your trip off with, the elation from brushing against the silky plants, cooing at the wildlife that crossed your path, and inhaling the fresh scent of damp moss and wet tree trunks from yesterday’s showers wore off quickly.
You’re inclined to believe that your enthusiasm began to subside when Geum yanked you away from running your finger along one set of rich emerald leaves—narrowly avoiding what he explained to be poison ivy. Your curious hands have been cemented to your sides ever since that close encounter.
After your lively bickering dies down, rather than a peaceful, quiet walk, listening to the whispers of the wind and the pleasant chirping of the birds, the antsy man beside you puts you on edge. He can’t stop looking from side to side, trying to peer past the endless birches and elms that obscure your view.
Is Geum expecting someone?
Perhaps some parts of his story are true. Perhaps having a ruffian with other delinquents hunting him is not the best partner to accompany you on this journey—not that you have much of a choice in the matter, it’s either him or no one. You’re unsure which option is worse.
Any conversation you strike is met with teasing remarks, so you give up on prodding him for any substantial information. But with the sky darkening and the breeze turning brisk, you’re about to mention camping out somewhere when Geum says, “We should settle down for the night.”
“I never thought I would agree with something that came out of your mouth.”
“That’s why you’re wrong most of the time.” And there it was, another snotty retort that practically begs you to deck him with the pan you keep tucked in your underarm.
The quibble ignites a fire under your skin, the flames licking at your sides and providing some warmth amidst the chill in the air. “Most of the time? So you’re saying that you’re wrong sometimes?”
“Yeah, nobody can always be right.” He flashes a lazy smirk your way, adjusting the bundle of your locks in his arms. “Like when I said that your hair isn’t an inconvenience.”
You take a second to process his snarky words. With your mind occupied, stuck in a whirlwind of potential reprisals, you unintentionally head towards the distant outline of the castle when you approach a crossroad branching in two opposite directions.
Just as you’re about to let loose a nasty quip, his warm hand wraps itself around your wrist, dragging you away from the faraway mansion. You overheat at the source of the touch, thoughts going haywire.
“Hey, hey!” In hopes of snapping him out of his reverie, you raise your voice. “You can’t blow off our deal now, don’t you want your precious satchel back?”
When he offers no explanation for his cryptic actions, you attempt to pry off his fingers with your other hand—making sure not to trip over your own two feet while you’re at it. Your wriggling is all for nought because Geum’s iron grip is too durable to be outmatched by your fumbling digits.
“Geum, please just,” you plead, ceasing your struggle when the delicate skin in his grasp begins to sting from his strength, “let’s talk about this, okay?”
You’re so preoccupied with regaining your freedom that you don’t notice the dingy sign you two pass; a rubber duck with the words The Snuggly Duckling etched onto the wood. “Shut up and hurry.”
Your jaw drops at his insolent tone, astounded at his change in demeanour. There’s no playful spirit behind his words this time, only a sharp annoyance accompanied by his sudden haste that you feel all too strongly in your wrist. You stumble after him and duck your head through a small doorway, your mind caught up in formulating a coherent response that consists of sounds other than your outraged sputtering.
“Don’t tell me to—”
You’re cut off by the ruckus inside the establishment. Burly men surround the two of you, drinking, howling in laughter, practicing their aim with throwing knives—there’s even a large group of people fighting in one corner. The amount of blood streaked across the walls, their clothes, and pouring out of their open wounds is concerning. You can smell the metallic tang from the entrance.
When the hand around your wrist disappears, you find yourself yearning for the physical connection, serving as some kind of reassurance that he is not leaving you to the metaphorical, and sort of literal, wolves before you. In order not to lose Geum as he wades through the crowds, you latch on to the thin hem of his shirt. He pays you no mind and continues onward.
Skillfully slipping through the giants while you bumble behind him, you two arrive at a row of vacant barstools. You loosen your grip at the unexpectedly tranquil space, such a drastic contrast to the commotion in the background that it’s like you’ve been transported to another place altogether.
You’re brought back to reality from the loud grunt that booms throughout the joint, although you tune out again when you hear a punch being thrown, then a crack that you can only hope isn’t a bone. Or two.
“Uh, Geum?” you ask, although he pays your appellation no mind. His attention is focused on the intimidating, tattooed man behind the counter.
“Joon.” Your unofficial tour guide takes a seat. “A mead?”
Determined to stick close to the only familiar face in the building, you slide onto the seat next to Geum. The overwhelming scent of liquor hits you hard, causing you to crinkle your nose the exact moment that your narrowed eyes spot the bartender, Joon, awkwardly cough into his fist, trying to stifle his snickers for your sake.
“Just a water for her.”
While Joon confirms Geum’s order with a slight nod, you cast your head down to stare at your twiddling fingers. Your mind is still reeling from the abrupt change in scenery, unsure how to carry yourself in this new setting. It was no problem in the dense forest, with only Geum to judge you��but it isn’t like you’re trying to impress him anyway.
In here where hordes of broad men are gathered, drunk out of their minds with crimson staining their attire, you’re scared. Everything is too raucous, too rancid, too overwhelming. You’re uncertain whether the trip to the capital will play out as you’ve imagined and you turn towards Geum to tell him as much when—
“Was this from me?” You instinctively flinch at his tug on your elbow, although regret rushes down your back, clawing against your spine like ice-cold water when hurt flashes across his shadowed orbs. Before you can blink, it’s gone.
As a feeble apology, you offer a tightlipped smile. Referring back to his words, you examine your arm and grimace when you spot the blooming scarlet streaks encircling your wrist, taking the shape of Geum’s slender digits. “Oh, uh, don’t worry. It’ll fade.”
It’s not a lie since the marks will eventually fade. You hope it doesn’t turn black and blue before that though.
A clear glass is thrust your way, which you’re overjoyed to snatch from Joon’s hand, noting Geum’s copper liquor from the corner of your eye. Hours of travelling without any form of hydration definitely took its toll on you, evident by your severely chapped lips that you can’t help but swipe your tongue over every minute—not that the dried saliva is doing you any favours.
Before you have a chance to sip from heaven in liquid form, you’re halted by a gentle finger tracing the length of your forearm. Thankfully, you’re not as skittish this time around, remaining frozen until Geums pulls back; the pale, discoloured scar he was following having tapered off into your natural skin. “Where’s that one from?”
His strange inquiry confuses you with its unusually intrusive nature considering his inability to chat seriously five minutes ago. You pause for a second to debate on revealing the truth or constructing a comical narrative for the sake of avoiding a sombre turn to the light conversation. Despite your decision, your lips rebel, taking on a mind of their own. “A punishment.”
Bronze orbs snap up to yours, boring into the deepest parts of your soul and uncovering each of your secrets one by one as if they’re gems, buried within the layers of your lonely childhood. You’re transfixed. “Mother said it would remind me to never leave the tower.”
The condensation running down the side of the chilled cup meets the edge of your palm, sliding down your index finger and becoming a stark reminder of your parched mouth. You lift the glass to take a sip, but a taste renders your control inoperative as you guzzle down the rest, leaving not a single drop inside.
Your famished stomach makes itself known with a growl when your thirst is quenched. Attracting the attention of the bartender with a small wave, you ask, “Is there any chance you’ve got some food here?”
“We’ve got anything as long as you’ve got the coin for it, blondie.”
You shudder in alarm at the introduction of another patron in the bar. Leaning away from the repulsive drawl to your left, you shift over to position yourself as far away as possible. Seeing your discomfort, the stranger takes a few steps forward to invade your personal space once more and you recoil back with a jerk of your torso.
The abrupt motion messes with your centre of gravity, tipping you over the edge of the barstool. Just as you’re about to have an unpleasant meeting with the floor, a palm darts out to the small of your waist and steadies you. You follow the arm up to Geum’s clenched jaw.
“She’s not looking for anything that you guys can offer.”
Your throat tightens at your companion’s harsh answer, wary of how the other men will react. The burly man to your other side bursts out in obnoxious laughter and a glint of light reflecting off of his silver teeth catches your eye, which you recognize from earlier. He’s one of the goons that was involved in the fistfight near the entrance.
“As if you’re packing anything better.” He nudges his lackeys behind them and they chuckle along like they’re all in on one big joke.
“It’s not hard to top a baby carrot.”
Panicked at his provocation, you glimpse at the challenging smirk plastered across Geum’s lips. You aren’t sure why he’s trying to pick a fight or if there’s any logical reasoning behind his actions at all, but you tap on the arm still attached to your torso, conveying your opinion on his moronic pride with your widened eyes.
Of course, men will be men, and the little posse arranged behind the silver toothed boss riles their leader up, encouraging him with disgruntled yells and unintelligible speech to prove their dominance. With you in between the two blockheads, you’re sure that you’re not going to like how this plays out.
Dismissing your distress, Geum takes a sip of his drink. He seems unbothered by the commotion surrounding him and you envy his nonchalant demeanour.
“You got any bite behind your bark, pretty boy?” His lackeys change tactics, switching over to goading Geum on. You assume their greater numbers spark their courage, reassured that they could overpower one man. “Or are we just trying to impress this little miss right here?”
“I’m not sure if it’ll be very fair for you guys,” Geum says cockily, scrutinizing each member from head to toe then returning to his sweet mead. “I mean, just looking at you boys, doesn’t look too impressive if you ask me.”
If the atmosphere didn’t thicken with a fatal tension, you would have giggled at his smart mouth. But the other man’s nostrils flare in resentment, beginning to surge forward before he’s interrupted by a spindly boy who thrusts a paper below his nose. “Boss, you were right, it’s him.”
His unsightly features twist upwards in joy, displaying his horrendous set of chompers once more as he chuckles. That’s when you realize that a sinister smile can be much more frightening than any bellow of rage. “Looks like you’ve got quite the bounty on your head there, Geum.”
At the snarl of his name, your eyes dart to the wrinkled sheet in his hand which he graciously flips to face your direction. An uncanny depiction of Geum’s face is drawn, a sum containing many zeroes painted underneath his name. What appalls you the most is the red, bolded letters at the very top, distinctly spelling out wanted.
Geum is a wanted criminal.
While your mind is reeling, sight blurring and breath quickening from the influx of information, the man in question unabashedly finishes off the last of his alcoholic beverage and proceeds to slam the glass onto the counter. Through all of the clamour, you pick up Joon’s exasperated sigh in the background.
The door to the establishment flings open, hinges creaking as the wood bounces back from the sheer force of the blow. While everyone is distracted by the bustle, Geum stealthily hops off his seat, slipping an arm around your waist to soundlessly lead you to the other side of the counter. Although you’re reluctant to follow, you refrain from squabbling with him in order not to attract any unwanted attention.
“We’ve received a report that a well-known thief has been spotted in the premises—”
Geum kneels in front of the shelves lined with drinks of all shapes and colours, fiddling with something you can’t see from your position behind him. Following his lead, you crouch behind him, softly muttering in disbelief, “You really think they won’t find us hiding here?”
A click is heard as a few of the racks cave in on themselves, revealing a concealed passageway. Geum shakes his head towards the opening, silently directing you to enter first. You’re hesitant to accompany him any farther but you’re pushed forwards by Joon’s calf on your back and you understand that you don’t have much of a choice in the matter anymore.
If you’re caught now, you’ll be accused of being an accomplice to whatever crimes Geum committed.
You spare a thankful nod to Joon, stealing a glance at the guards blocking the entrance while you’re at it. Their white uniforms are decorated with accents of bright oranges and reds, a familiar flower fastened to the right side of their chest. One of them holds another copy of Geum’s wanted poster which you tear your gaze from, willing yourself to escape from this mess before thinking about anything else.
Geum shoves you through the opening, and you crawl through the underground passage as fast as you can in order to keep his pinching fingers away from your ankles. You two are far enough to safely whisper short phrases to one another, but he insists on being a nuisance as he urges you to pick up the pace.
It’s pitch black when the trapdoor shuts behind Geum, and you’re unable to make out your own hands in front of your face; with no other path in sight, you blindly head forward. As you continue, you pass torches burning with a bright fire that provide light, illuminating the stones around you and the shadows following you. You wonder how often this underground system is used to have fire running at all times.
Eventually, the tunnel’s height expands enough for the two of you to comfortably tread through on your feet. If you weren’t tired enough from walking for hours on end, the brutal jog which Geum sets is more than enough to tire you out within mere minutes.
“Geum,” you heave, unable to catch your breath with your chest fruitlessly rising and falling, never passing enough air for you to gather your senses. He’s too far to catch, effortlessly sprinting ahead, yet you still uselessly reach out to capture his attention. “Geum.”
You push yourself to the limit, another few minutes passing by before your powerless body can no longer handle the stress of the strenuous activity, and you slow down, coming to a full stop. One hand on the rocky wall steadies your dizzying sight as you hunch over, throat burning and stomach aching. Even though you try to remain standing, your legs involuntarily give out and you end up on the floor.
As you try to regain your breath, hands grasp your shoulders and gently shake you back to reality. Geum’s intense gaze is only centimetres away, torso bent to level with you. “You can do this, come on. We have to lose them.”
“I,” you huff, “I can’t… It’s… too much.”
Geum’s arms return to his sides, his brows furrowing as you watch the gears whirring in his head through your blurry vision. When he spins around to face the exit, you cry out in a hoarse voice, believing that he’s leaving your pathetic, crumpled form to fend for yourself—but instead of running off, he crouches to the ground with his backside to you. “Get on.”
In spite of your resolute will to arise from your folded position, your legs can’t seem to extend outwards in order to climb onto his back, which you convey by tapping his shoulder and pitifully shaking your head. Geum’s lips pry apart to respond, but his words are drowned out by the pounding footsteps that echo throughout the tunnel walls. He curses under his breath as he turns and scoops your fetal form into his arms.
All you can register is his natural woody scent enveloped in the sweaty musk that drenches his frame, your body clutched tightly to his torso as he races to the end of the tunnel. You grip his thin shirt in one fist, unfamiliar with the warmth fluttering in your chest, so you brush it off as another side effect from the arduous sprinting.
A bright light can be seen at the very end, but your eyes are locked on the well-defined jaw of the man carrying you as if you were as light as a feather, running as if your lives depended on it—which they kind of do.
You couldn’t differentiate the pounding of Geum’s shoes from the mob of guards pursuing you two. As you slowly recover from your exhausted state, the guilt of becoming a burden settles into the creases of your face, worrying lines etching onto your features from thinking about your impending fate.
Your thoughts wander to the reasoning behind this violent chase. By the fancier uniforms they sport, you suspect their position to be rather high, perhaps palace guards or ones belonging to the royal family. Reminded of the wanted poster clutched within one of their hands, the image stirs unease within the depths of your stomach that’s already stinging from the massive amounts of cardio you’ve done today.
Before you can connect any dots, you’re out in the wilderness again, although instead of the sun’s blazing rays on your face, the moon’s tender beams spill over your surroundings. The sort of serenity that accompanies the stillness of the later hours are interrupted by your rapidly beating heart, which is amplified by the pulse felt on your left side.
After a few more strides, Geum comes to a sudden halt.
“What’s wrong?” You tilt your neck to look at his face in curiosity. Although he doesn’t appear fatigued, his cheeks only slightly flushed from exertion and a few sweat droplets racing down his temples, you ask anyway, “Are you tired?”
The grip under your legs lower you to the ground and you stand in front of Geum, beginning to worry about losing your advantage over your pursuers. He doesn’t provide a verbal response to your questions, simply shaking his head and causing the tips of his hair to sway back and forth with the motion. The strands cover his eyes when he stops, but he doesn’t bother to brush them aside.
Geum’s shoulders slouch, heavy from the weight of defeat. You’re unnerved at his strange actions, turning to look ahead at the obstacle that’s forcing him to give up all hope.
You two are standing at the edge of a cliff.
Your knees buckle at the length of the drop, which seems never ending from your viewpoint. The tenebrous shadows of the night obscure the bottom, painting the jagged walls with uncertainty at any chance for survival. Your heart constricts as the despondency emanating off of Geum slithers its way into your rapidly diminishing resolution.
“When they get here,” he announces, bravery shining through his firm tone, “I need you to run as fast as you can. I’ll distract them, just focus on getting back to the bar. Tell Joon to take you somewhere safe and trust no one but him.”
You’re baffled at his complete change in attitude as well as his idiotic plan. There’s no trace of humour in his piercing orbs though, simply an obstinate determination that implores you to obey his orders. But you aren’t about to abandon the first friend you’ve ever made. “Are you insane? What do you think you can do against trained soldiers?”
“There’s no other choice.” He nudges your torso to position yourself behind him, both your backs to the cliff, watching the guards get closer and closer. Dread weighs ponderously on your limbs, the adrenaline pumping in your veins with every footstep marching to surround you two. You’re cornered.
The soldier closest to Geum unsheathes his sword and steadily approaches. You slip the rusty pan into his hand and he inconspicuously reaches back to pat your thigh, reminding you of his reckless scheme.
Seeing your defensive stance, the guard rushes forward, thrusting his sword forward to slice through layers of skin. Instead, the clang of metal against metal resounds throughout the empty cliff and your apprehension increases tenfold with your front row seat to Geum’s doomed duel, fending off a glinting sword with your rickety skillet.
Although he’s fighting well considering his enormous handicap, you spot more soldiers creeping their way into the skirmish, unable to stand and watch one of their own be bested in battle. Overall, the odds weren’t looking too great for your pan-wielding knight.
You have to do something. With Geum’s plan off the table, you can’t think of anything other than taking your chances with the cliff. You gather all your faith in the landscape, Geum, and yourself while taking a deep breath. Waiting for an opening within the clash, you cautiously inch towards Geum and when one particularly hard blow jolts both men back a few steps, you snatch up the opportunity.
Before another guard can take his ally’s place, you rush over to snake an arm around Geum’s lithe waist, tugging his back to meet your chest. During this process, he nearly elbows you in the face, writhing around in your tight hold until he recognizes your delicate hands on his stomach.
With the enemy frozen in confusion at your ostensibly desultory actions, you take advantage of their shock to stumble backwards, proving harder than necessary due to Geum’s long legs tangling with your own as you head towards the edge. You’re nearly there when one of the guards pick up on your plan to escape, jumping into action with his razor-sharp sword and waving it in a deadly arc that nearly slices both of your heads off clean.
Thankfully, you lose your footing on a slippery rock and tip over.
While airborne, any air is momentarily robbed from the heavy drop in your gut and a terrified shriek rips past your mouth as you lose your tight grip on Geum, utterly absorbed in your fear. The distance between you two grows, but because of his quick reflexes, Geum is able to fist a clump of your clothes in his hands and pull you into his chest with one hand resting on the nape of your neck.
You don’t have enough time to react to the new position before both your bodies are enveloped in gelid water. All of your nerves fire off, enraged at the sudden change in temperature. A violent shiver overtakes your limbs in a weak attempt to warm yourself up.
Although Geum’s palm on your neck withdraws to wade your bodies back up to surface, the grip around your middle only tightens.
The stream parts as you two float back up to meet the chilly air, greedily filling your lungs as you unravel from one another in order to paddle your way to shore. The current sweeps you along, aiding your furious efforts to reach the ground again.
Geum arrives at the muddy grass before you, swiftly lifting himself out and turning to fish for your soaked form. White puffs of your breath escape your mouths because of the low temperature, yet they dissipate as quickly as they’re formed.
“You okay?”
“Yeah.” You close your eyes and nod. “Yeah, I’m okay.”
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The fire crackles alongside the chirping crickets, forming a peculiar orchestra with the breeze blowing through the rustling leaves. You extend your frigid digits as close to the flames as you dare, desperate for its warmth, yet recoiling from the sting of its heat all the same.
“Might as well stick your whole hand in there while you’re at it.” Geum emerges from the tenebrous thickets of the forest, making his way into the dull glow of the bonfire with a bundle of skinny twigs in his arms.
You’re drained from the day’s events, but you flash him a smile brimming with gratitude, appreciative that he’s intent on keeping the fire alive despite his inevitably numb appendages. You insisted on swapping turns, allowing his body to warm up a bit while you scavenged for wood, although he dismissed your offer multiple times, claiming that moving around was much more effective for him than any flames.
You’d have to disagree with him there. The burning fire feels incredible heating up your skin from the outside in.
“If you take a second to come and enjoy the warmth, then maybe you wouldn’t be so moody,” You jest, rotating the fish skewers that Geum expertly caught in the river with a sharpened branch. By the slightly burnt edges, you suppose it’s ready. “C’mon, let’s eat before you head off again.”
He grunts his affirmation, depositing his findings on top of the ever-growing pile of wood and taking a seat on a fallen log located a couple of feet away from you. You allow the meat to cool down before separating the fish from the stick it’s impaled on and passing it to him.
“Is your hair dry yet?” He’s too preoccupied with forcibly ripping the fish in half to avoid scaling it, so he doesn’t catch your affectionate, lingering gaze.
You hum, grabbing a lock of your wet strands. “Not quite.”
He places his meal next to him on the log and leans over to take the bulk of your tresses in his grasp. You watch as he lays the blonde strands near the fire, quietly giggling at his strange logic.
“You think the heat is going to make it dry faster?” The appearance of his wide grin elicits the return of the bizarre tightening in your chest, a crushing pain that makes it difficult to breathe. You haven’t had a bite of the fish but nausea swirls in your stomach as your hands turn clammy and you rip your eyes away from Geum in hopes of collecting yourself.
Seeing your doubt towards his surely infallible rationale, his brows scrunch together and he pauses his movements in his perplexity, a distant look swirling in his eyes. He should be completely unaware of the turmoil raging within you, yet all your previous worries dissipate with the smoke of the fire as his face becomes increasingly wrinkled, flashing an expression more ludicrous than the last.
After you beg and plead with him to stop, cheeks aching from smiles and belly throbbing from laughter, he breaks out into his own set of snickers. More than satisfied, Geum grabs his fish again and begins to nibble on the meat inside. “You never considered getting a trim?” he asks between bites.
A few seconds pass as you calm yourself down from your hysterical state. “Never allowed to,” you answer, short and vague to keep the pleasant atmosphere.
“Allowed to?” His voice is laced with his astonishment. “Who’s telling you what to do at your age?”
Fidgeting with your own skewer, you ponder over an answer that’s precise enough to satisfy his curiosity, yet obscure enough to conceal your identity at the same time. Your eyes dart from side to side, following the light of the fire as it illuminates a wet, crimson stain on the sleeve of Geum’s jacket.
“What’s that?” you question, scuttling over to his log and sitting down next to him. To get a better look, you grab his elbow and pull it towards you.
“Nothing. Don’t change the subject.” He tries to shrug off both your concern and your hand that’s clutching onto his arm, which only makes you tighten your grip. At the increase in pressure, a low groan slips past his lips and you instantly release your hold at the sound.
“Does it hurt?” The memory of the guard wildly slashing his sword in the air comes to mind and you realize that although the blow didn’t cost either of your lives, his upper arm must have borne the brunt of the force instead.
“It’s fine.” He attempts to brush you off again, but you’re as clingy as a leech and refuse to budge from his side.
You latch on to the lapel of his jacket and tug. “Take it off.”
Despite your solemnity, his low chuckle sends an involuntary shiver down your spine. “Already asking me to strip? I’m not that easy, Princess. How about you take me on a date first and I’ll think about your offer?”
“You know what I mean,” you grumble, exasperated that he persists on maintaining his incessant teasing while injured.
When he finishes cleaning off one half of his meal, about to reach for the other, you move to stand in front of him. You dismiss the wild pounding of your heart to focus on slipping his jacket off of his opposite arm.
He puts forth no effort to stop you, although he’s definitely not helping much with his limp, bulky appendages that are a lot heavier than expected. Slowly but surely, you tenderly thread his injured arm out of his sleeve with careful hands.
The white, short-sleeved shirt he’s sporting underneath makes it easy to spot the splotches of crimson dyeing the hem of his sleeve through the dim, orange light. You approach his laceration delicately, treating him like a frightened animal. He snorts at your earnest actions.
Lifting the fabric covering the entirety of the gash, you gasp softly at the depth of the wound, grimacing as though it’s your own limb that’s been hurt. “You shouldn’t be moving around with this, you’re not letting it heal.”
“I’ll endure any pain to keep you close,” he whispers, sweet honey dripping from his words as he loops his other arm around your waist, effectively pulling you in between his open legs.
His chin is a mere few centimetres from your belly button, gazing up at you with a flirtatious wink as he perches his hand onto your lower back. You hold your breath, worried that he can hear the utter chaos erupting within your chest due to the close proximity.
Flustered, you push at his broad shoulders, desperate for some room to breathe. Geum flinches at your touch and you instantly regret your thoughtless behaviour. Your concern at the severity of his wound multiplies tenfold, feeding into a disquiet that nestles into every cell in your body. “I’m serious, it doesn’t look good.”
One hand falls into his lap while the other comes up to ruffle his damp locks. “Don’t get shy now, Princess.”
Taking in the defeated slouch to his back, the distant glaze that darkens his bronze orbs, you think about your hair. You think about how much younger your mother appears after she detangles each strand. You think about all the scars you’ve avoided throughout the years by singing a simple tune.
This man saved your life, and it’s time for you to repay the favour. You consider waiting until he’s asleep to heal his arm, plagued by the distress of being mistaken as a witch. Mother warned you about those kinds of people, who are ready to ruin your life in order to improve their own—anything ranging from taking advantage of your unworldly qualities to selling you for a pretty penny.
Mother always knows best. Right?
You peer into his expressionless eyes that stare holes into the dancing flames, the other uneaten half of the fish still laying untouched. From the limited time you’ve spent together, you shouldn’t feel this distraught at his pain, as though a chunk of your heart is bleeding out with him and leaving you in a puddle of your own misery.
But one look at Geum’s laceration and even a child could tell that the relentless stream would end his life before long. No matter how well he can conceal his shallow, rapid breathing, you begin to make sense of his sweaty, pallid countenance that shreds any remaining skepticism you hold against him—dismissing the wariness brought about by those wanted posters.
“Geum.”
His eyelids shut close at your grave tone. “I know. It’s fine.”
At your hesitant tone, he sluggishly spares you a placid, tame smile. You hate it.
The Geum you’ve come to know is exuberant, taking all his hardships in stride with a sly smirk to boot. He’s brilliant, craftier than any artist, and resourceful even in the face of despondency. He’s compassionate, extending his own neck to save yours, always sympathetic to your plight.
This Geum is hollow, a shell of the person you knew.
The crushed downturn of his doe eyes doesn’t belong to his captivating features. You yearn to watch that classic, mischievous glint sparkle in his irises as he taunts you endlessly, testing how high your pulse can spark when he invades your personal space yet again.
You take a seat next to him. “No, uh,” you stammer, “I got a solution. You just can’t scream or freak out or anything, okay? Most importantly, you can’t tell anyone. Not a single soul.”
Before he can react to your cryptic warnings, you separate a lock of your hair, wrapping it around his wounded bicep. He raises a single brow at your strange antics but provides no further opposition. You’re pleased with the amount of trust he’s placed in you.
You close your eyes, and then you sing.
“Flower, gleam and glow Let your power shine,”
Starting from your roots, a golden glimmer races across the tresses of your hair. Bewildered, Geum recoils in his state of shock but remains rooted in his spot nonetheless.
“Make the clock reverse Bring back what once was mine,”
He follows the scintillating shimmer in your strands until he reaches the portion wrapped around his bicep. You absentmindedly wonder if he can feel his flesh reconstructing, cells dividing at a rapid rate to close the smooth gash.
“Heal what has been hurt Change the Fates' design Save what has been lost Bring back what once was mine,”
Your lids slide open to stare at his wide eyes, his jaw hanging ever so slightly. You’re glad to see that his previously pale complexion has given way to his natural, lively undertone.
“What once was mine.”
When the last notes fade out, eventually overpowered by the lone hoot of an owl, you gingerly untangle your hair from the shell-shocked man. Geum slaps his other hand over the healed skin, his head rapidly darting between examining his arm and making absurd facial expressions that convey his amazement. From his naturally cool composure, you treasure this rare moment of awe.
“Wha—”
Your stressed squeak halts him in his speech. “Please don’t freak out.”
“I’m not freaking out.” He looks like he’s trying to convince himself more so than you when he continues, “Not freaking out. What’s there to freak out about? I mean, magical healing hair? Completely normal.”
Your grin is filled with mirth at his nervous tone, and you lift his prodding digits from the site of the wound. Or at least where it used to be. “You feel okay?”
With all of your attention directed towards analyzing his healthy appendage, ensuring that your magic had not screwed up somewhere along the process, you miss Geum’s tender gaze roaming over every inch of your countenance. “Yeah, I guess I’m more than okay now.”
“I promise I’m not some kind of witch or anything like that. Just, uh, was just born with it,” you try to explain despite being in the dark about many of the nitty-gritty details yourself.
“Born with magical hair?”
You giggle at the absurdity of his question, although the validity remains true, it’s rather peculiar to hear it out loud. “Some of us are born with more talent than others. But that’s also why I can’t cut it,” you smile sheepishly, deciding to answer his earlier question now that your secret is out in the open.
“It turns brown and loses its magic.” You gather all your strands into one fist, pulling the mass to the side to expose the short, chestnut coloured strands underneath. You feel vulnerable and exposed with your neck out on display, sharing the fragility of your powers with a man you’ve known for less than twenty-four hours.
But it’s Geum, and he doesn’t feel like a stranger to you. “An overbearing mother is also part of the reason, but that’s a story for another time. Carrying it around can be heavy and the tangles can be brutal, but I guess it has its perks.”
He hums, stretching his torso to throw some twigs into the fire in hopes of enlarging the dwindling flames. “Yeah, I, uh…”
You stay silent, neither dismissing nor pressuring him into voicing his thoughts.
“My name isn’t actually Geum.”
A teasing smirk lifts the corner of your lips as you lean closer and nudge his arm. “You don’t say?”
He scoffs at your playful demeanour and pushes you back with one finger on your forehead. When your upper body is tilted away from him and your head is facing the starry night sky, he retracts his digit and speaks so softly that the noise is almost carried away by the wind. “It’s Jungkook.”
“Jungkook,” you test it out, matching the syllables to the face. It’s a bit strange after getting accustomed to associating him with the name ‘Geum,�� but in a way, it complements him better.
“Yeah.” He pauses and you shift your body to study him, memorizing the slopes and angles of his side profile. His orbs reflect the flickering fire, engulfing the newly added branches in its blaze. “I just thought somebody should know.”
“Is Geum your alias... for when you’re being a criminal?” Although you’re hesitant to delve into the subject, especially right after he’s begun to unveil his true identity, your curiosity outweighs reason and you can’t contain yourself. You can’t say that you’ve never questioned the diadem hidden in his satchel.
Crowns don’t belong to convicts who run from justice.
You wait for his answer with bated breath, unintentionally trapping your lower lip between your teeth in anticipation. Please, Jungkook.
“If you’re trying to ask what I did,” he hisses, knuckles turning white from his clenched fists, “Yeah, I stole it. Those assholes don’t deserve their riches.”
Jungkook’s jaw clenches, his anger radiating off him in waves. You wish you could eat your previous words because of how furious he’s become, but you’re committed to finishing the job. “Are you talking about the King and Queen?” Your brows pinch together in your discomfort. “Was that their crown?”
“This is your first time out of that tower, right?” You confirm his inquiry with a quick nod of your head. “How much do you know about the kingdom?”
“Jungkook—”
He tuts, fixing you with a strict glare. “Answer the question.”
“Well…” While recalling all the knowledge you picked up from your mother and the few historical books within your collection, you fiddle with a strand of your hair and organize your thoughts. “The castle is located in the middle of the capital, said to loom over the entire kingdom with its height. After it was rebuilt to accommodate more space for the Prince, everyone, from poets to milliners, cried over the beauty carved within those walls.”
He expels a deep sigh, causing you to question the legitimacy written in those pages you recited. “I asked about the kingdom, not the castle.”
His question leaves you dumbfounded. The information you collected over the years is limited to everything inside that grandiose, opulent building. There was nothing about the land, animals or even the common folk.
A gust blows the smoke of your little bonfire towards you, and you blink rapidly to avoid any soot from lodging itself into your eyes. Jungkook plucks a large leaf from one of the plants nearby, lazily fanning the fumes away. “That cozy castle and the royal family sitting on top of it all couldn’t care less about their people. They rake their luxuries from our hard work when even one jewel off that crown could feed hundreds.”
You process the cold truth in silence, a shiver overtaking your limbs in spite of the heat in front of you. “Is that why you stole it?”
“I don’t care if they want to plaster my face all over the kingdom and put a bounty on my head, I’m not going to stand around and watch people die from their greedy hands,” he states, proud and resolute.
You’re torn between the anguish nipping at your heels and the relief washing over your head. Living sheltered in that tower, you had no clue about the perils outside your own stone walls, is this what Mother was trying to protect you from?
However, discovering the true nature behind Jungkook’s crimes restores your faith in him, and your shoulders relax as you crane your neck to peer at the stars again. With your curiosity quenched, you move on to another question. “So, how many people get to call you Jungkook?”
He follows your example, leaning back and revelling in the breathtaking sight. “Nobody knows my real name, everyone calls me Geum.”
Your jaw drops a fraction from the admittance, feeling rather privileged that he chose to share it with you. “Your family calls you that too?”
“Don’t have any,” he brushes off your sympathetic gaze with a shrug.
“Why the name Geum?”
You catch his tiny, forlorn smile in your peripheral. “I grew up hearing all about the royal family’s massive parties, overflowing with family, friends—people. They were never lonely. And since they were parading their money around, I thought that was it, that was the secret.”
The dejected tone in his voice clogs your airways and makes it difficult to breathe, stunning your motionless form into remaining as still as a statue, the magnitude of his sorrow sweeping over you in fatal waves.
“And I hoped that maybe naming myself ‘gold’ might give me some luck with that.” With his shoulders downcast, his eyes flicker over to you, gauging your reaction.
You desperately wish you could turn back time to console the young boy whose heart was too big to fit inside his tiny body. Although he’s grown into it now, you strive to ease his suffering by even the slightest fraction. “I think ‘Jungkook’ is even better for making friends.”
The edges of his lips flip upwards as he navigates his face to halt directly right in front of your own, pressing one hand to the other side of your farthest thigh and caging you in. “Would you be my friend, Princess?”
All your blood rushes to your head, warming your cheeks. In a futile attempt to preserve any of your remaining dignity, you shrink back to maintain some distance. But his smirk grows at the sight of your shy response to his advances, his orbs flitting down to your pink lips before returning to your eyes. He looks absolutely ecstatic over your flustered state.
His hot breath fans over your lips and you gather any rational sense you have left inside your muddled brain to push him back, missing the split second his confident facade cracks and a sliver of insecurity shines through. It’s instantly replaced by a tight-lipped smile that doesn’t reach his eyes.
“No matter what you decide to call yourself, I’ll always be your friend.”
Seconds seem like hours as the two of you stare at each other, seeking to uncover the words left unsaid. Jungkook’s palms press against his knees, pushing off of them to come to a standing position and effectively ending your little moment. “I’m gonna go get some more wood.”
You nod, staring at his retreating backside that ventures into the adumbral forest once more. Even though the perpetrator of all these complex emotions is no longer within sight, you feel unsettled from the mere thought of him, yet your heart yearns for him all the same.
“Oh, Petal, I thought he would never leave!” A distinctly high-pitched cry rings out in the empty space, a voice which you didn’t expect to hear until at least tomorrow night.
Your head whips to the side to confirm your suspicions. “Mother?” Her dark figure emerges from the shadows and your heart drops to your stomach. You fumble for the right words, at a loss from her unexpected appearance. “How did you—”
“The better question is how could you, Petal?” she corrects, continuing to step into the light provided by the fire. The once comforting flames turn harsh, sharp pops bursting forth from the aggressive combustion. She lowers her hood to reveal the disappointment etched into her youthful features—and without fail, the sting of upsetting her burns through your conscience. “Really, how could you betray your own mother like this?”
You stand, determined to explain yourself, “Mother, he’s different from the monsters you told me about. If you get to know him, he’s sweet and caring and kind an-and he isn’t after my magic!”
“And that’s where you’re wrong, my naive, little Petal.” She tilts her chin up slightly, peering down at you. “Everyone is the same out here, all looking after themselves.”
You approach her within a few strides. “Mother, please listen to me, he’s different! Even though he puts on a tough front at times, he’s really considerate on the inside.” You fiddle with the tips of your fingers as you whisper the next part, “And I, uh, I think he might like me.”
The reaction you least expect is her startling outburst of laughter, powerful enough to fold her in half, and you wait for her giggles to quiet down before warily stepping forward. Your mother is acting awfully strange. “You think he likes you? And what makes you think that?”
You blanch at her ruthless words, wincing as though they assumed a physical form and punched you repeatedly in the gut.
Her maniacal snickers abruptly cease and a frown mars her lovely face once again, her expression one you recognized from previous reprimands, whether it was shattering a vase or begging to go outside. Your chin falls down to meet your chest, unable to muster up your faux bravery for any longer.
“I’m asking what gave you the idea that he would like some insolent, unsightly brat like you?”
You can’t open your mouth to respond, frozen in fear.
“Hm, what’s with the silence? You seemed so certain earlier, Petal. This is why you never should have left, look at this pitiful romance you’ve created,” she mocks, rounding your nervous form like a predator playing with their prey. “Let’s put him to the test then, shall we?”
Your head snaps up at her odd suggestion, eyes widening at the satchel she uncovers from behind her slim form. “You found it?”
She tosses the bag to you and you outstretch your arms—only to catch it a second too late. The bag drops to the floor and the flap flips open. You race to collect the sparkling crown that tumbles out, hastily shoving the diadem back inside before Jungkook wanders back, even turning towards the fire to ensure his continued absence.
“Why so scared?” your mother questions smugly, “I thought you said that he’s different from the rest of them?”
“He is!” you exclaim, rushing to defend him.
“Then give it to him, let’s see if he stays once he has the crown back in his hands. But don’t come crying back to Mother when he runs for the hills,” she snarls, lifting her hood over her short curls and withdrawing into the woods.
Your mind reels from your mother’s visit, but your concern lies with where to stash the leather satchel in your grasp. Dead leaves crunch under approaching footsteps and you examine your body, contemplating the best area for your idea.
Hiking the hem of your dress up to your stomach, you loop the strap of the bag through your left foot, twisting and repeating until it’s coiled around your ankle and the pouch snugly rests against your skin. You shimmy the satchel until the middle of your thigh where it refuses to go any higher.
Satisfied, you release your dress, smoothing the fabric down and confirming that nothing is suspiciously sticking out. You violently shake your leg back and forth to ensure there would be no future problems and sure enough, the straps tenaciously cling onto your thigh throughout all your testing.
“Hey, look what I found! He’ll definitely save us some travelling time tomorrow, but I don’t think he likes me much.”
Jungkook appears from the area your mother disappeared with an overwhelming pile of lumber in his arms. You stroll over to lessen the load, but he brushes you off and bypasses you to drop it beside the fire.
A white horse tromps along after him, trying to nip at the crown of his head while he shoos it away with a waving hand. The comical sight distracts you from the dreary thoughts of your mother, although the stiff strap wrapped around your leg forbids you from forgetting about it.
When you snap out of your reverie, Jungkook is cocking his head to the side at your unusually spacey behaviour.
You spare him a weak smile and shake your head.
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Rather than sore feet, the next day your entire crotch is painfully numb from riding Maximus, the quirky horse who holds an obnoxious grudge against Jungkook for reasons unknown to you. While Max allows you to rub his cheeks, scratch his neck and run your fingers through his mane, he huffs if Jungkook so much as breathes too loudly.
Oddly enough, the stallion follows Jungkook around like a lost puppy despite his cold attitude. What is with males and their inability to show their appreciation for one another?
Jungkook insisted on being in front and taking hold of the reins even though Max refused to let him mount his back at first. After some caresses and loving words with the sweet animal, Max permitted you to hop on—which Jungkook was not pleased with. It was a nice change of pace to watch the ordinarily suave man lose his cool over a horse’s favouritism.
In the end, the only way Jungkook was allowed on was by sitting behind you, latching onto you for stability. The animosity growing between the two males adds to your amusement, so you remain unbothered by the hostile glares you can feel Jungkook throwing over your shoulder and the aggressive puffs of air that blow through Max’s nostrils every once in a while.
“Tell me how you found Max again?” Skepticism leaks into your tone, courtesy of Jungkook’s thieving habits.
You could practically feel his eyes roll back into his head as his arms tighten around your waist. His built torso is glued to your back, which repeatedly distracts you from the path ahead. “I told you that I was collecting some twigs off of the ground when this guy appeared out of nowhere! I was scared shitless.”
“You mean to say that someone accidentally lost their horse in the middle of the woods?” You glance sideways to peek at his chin, lodged into the crook of your neck. His face is merely a couple of millimetres from your own.
When he insisted on resting his head there, you had thoroughly embarrassed yourself with a flaming face, resembling a ripe tomato ready for the picking, coupled with your inability to enunciate any word properly. But after hours of his head smooshed against the side of your face or leaning against your upper back, you finally relax into his hold, finding comfort and safety in the appendages coiled tightly around you.
“Sounds plausible, doesn’t it?”
You scoff at the impish grin stretching across his cheeks at his own horrible excuse.
The castle comes into view in the ensuing half-hour, the imposing building no longer obstructed by the towering trees of the forest. Your spirits are dampened slightly by the cruel secrets Jungkook revealed yesterday night, although your giddiness at the prospect of living out your dreams makes you vibrate in excitement. You remind yourself that you’re here for the magical lights, not the castle.
The faint pounding against your back picks up speed for a reason drastically different to your own. He is essentially walking right into his own imprisonment—his wanted posters more than likely plastered across every flat surface inside the marketplace with soldiers littered around the premises. You gather the sturdy reins into one hand, freeing the other to hold Jungkook’s conjoined digits over your stomach.
Completely engrossed in Jungkook’s dilemma, neither of you notice Max racing into town until a screech pierces your ears. You apologize profusely for the spilled legumes that begin rolling away from the young woman, and you whip Max into trodding off before she curses you out.
Once you’re satisfied with the amount of space between yourselves and the unlucky woman, you tie Max’s reins to a nearby fence and race to join the festivities carrying on all around you. Spotting Jungkook’s unsure form lagging behind, you dart back to tug on his wrist, flashing him an encouraging smile before lugging him from one stall to another.
You don’t get far before you experience a sharp pain on your scalp. With the large amounts of people bustling around the tiny square, your hair is a tripping hazard that you try to quickly bunch up into your arms. Your hair is way too long to carry by yourself, so you turn to ask Jungkook for help, though he’s nowhere to be found.
Your mind races to the worst-case scenario. The guards must have caught sight of him, capturing him off guard while you were none the wiser and now he’s going to be hanged for his crimes all because you were too stupid to—
A couple of little girls with flowers decorating their braids physically yank you out of your trance, their tiny hands gathering your multitudinous strands and dragging you off to the side. You’re about to protest against their actions, more concerned over Jungkook’s whereabouts than anything, but after catching a glance of said man playfully waving at you from a few feet away, you allow yourself to be whisked away.
The three girls deftly move from left to right, taking locks of your hair with them as they knot it all into one humongous five strand braid. When you stand up to your full height, you’re amazed to see that none of your hair touches the ground. Considering the hefty weight that pulls at the back of your head, you know this solution can’t last too long.
They scatter various fresh flowers all over, the scent of the blossoms wafting around your figure. As you’re appreciating their handiwork, an arm wraps itself around the curve of your lower back, drawing you into a herculean chest while you blow air kisses filled with your gratitude to the snickering girls.
Jungkook maneuvers you into a narrow alleyway, and you get a chance to admire his glittering irises from up close.
“Guards?”
He only grins.
You’re certain to keep an eye out for any wandering soldiers from that point on, with you pulling Jungkook behind crowds or him dragging you into the gaps between small buildings. Despite the situation being rather stressful with your lives at stake, your escapade is thrilling nonetheless and you enjoy being pressed up against his lean frame, carelessly giggling to yourselves.
Although neither of you carries any silver, window shopping proves to be equally as amusing—browsing through homemade accessories, toys and masks that you play around with, flashing ridiculous faces at one another.
The delicious smell of baked goods drifts through the streets and prompts your mouths to fill with saliva. You appreciate the artistry behind their beautifully decorated exteriors, adorned with colourful frosting and sprinkles. One booth catches your attention and you latch onto Jungkook’s hand to drag him along.
Rows and rows of shiny green bottles are positioned in perfect rows on a table inside the booth and plushies hang from the sides, acting as bait to any passerby. You tug on the hem of Jungkook’s dark vest, gesticulating towards the game with awe.
He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a few silver coins that glint in the sunlight. Your eyes widen into saucers at his mischievous grin and you smack his arm, chiding him for his wandering hands as he assures you that he found them on the ground. When he goes as far as to insist that he saved them from being trampled on, you can’t help your tinkling laughter from escaping.
Perhaps it’s karma that prevents your rings from landing on top of any bottle, but the exhilaration of watching the rings soar in midair with a flick of your wrist as Jungkook’s chants fill your ears is priceless. Certainly more precious than any stuffed animal.
You two amble about the streets again, side by side. Long fingers intertwine with your own and your heart flips in your chest, suppressing the raging flush that threatens to colour your cheeks whenever Jungkook is involved. You look around your surroundings, trying to conceal the cheeky grin on your face, resembling that of a toddler with their favourite candy.
Before long, your travelling gaze takes notice of the people hunched over on the ground, concentrated on the stones below them. With a closer look, you discover the sketches littered across the stone pathways—some spanning the entire street and some smaller than your palm.
You bolt over to join them with Jungkook in tow. This whole hand-holding business is proving to be more useful than you thought.
There are pieces of different coloured chalk dispersed throughout the streets, and you pick up an orange one, urging Jungkook to do the same. He searches around for a bit until he decides on a white coloured chalk.
By the time you’re finalizing the tiny drawing you sketched onto the uneven stones, the stub in your hand is half the size of your pinky. Your joints ache from kneeling for so long, but you’re more than satisfied with the bright tiger lily staring back at you.
You stand up, brushing off of any stray rocks that have embedded themselves onto the bare skin of your legs and nudge Jungkook’s arm with your foot. He grumbles under his breath that you ruined the white blob he claims to be a bunny, but you jest that it was doomed the moment he picked up the chalk.
The retort silences him and you stretch your hand out to help him stand, grinning sheepishly at the pout on his pink lips. He accepts your peace offering, although rather than using your aid to get up, he yanks you downwards and your unstable body lands right into his lap. You squeak at his retaliation and wriggle violently in his hold as he curls himself around you, his chin resting onto your shoulder and arms wrapping around your torso to quell your futile efforts of escape.
“You like the nation’s flower?” He questions, nuzzling his face into your upper back.
“Nation’s flower?”
He hums his confirmation and you feel the pleasant vibrations on your neck before he’s nodding towards the purple pennants that dangle off of thin strings, stretching between buildings. Now that you’re actively inspecting the marketplace for the flower, you notice the continuous motif of the orange lily sprouting everywhere from decorations to paintings.
Jungkook seems to have abandoned all hope on his own masterpiece, for he lifts you up by your underarms and leads you away.
As you venture through the rest of the market, grazing through the various stalls, you examine all the knick-knacks depicting the famous tiger lily. It soothes you slightly, recognizing the flower decorating your walls back at the tower.
Lost in your trance, you don’t catch Jungkook slinking away, disappearing into the crowds.
As you turn the corner to browse the next stall’s wares, a massive stained glass window depicting a family of three catches your eye. The man appears stern with his furrowed brows and deep-set frown, and the woman’s forced smile fits awkwardly onto her face. She’s holding a tight bundle of canvas, a tiny face peeking through the layers of fabric in her arms.
Rays of the setting sun pierce through the coloured, translucent material and surround the art piece with an ethereal glow. You’re transfixed by the woman, reminded of your own mother’s delicate features.
You shake off the unpleasant feeling of your last encounter with her and analyze the three squares dedicated to the child’s crumpled face. The only noticeable detail you can make out is his chubby cheeks.
“Interested in the Prince?” A warm breath whispers into your ear, “Am I not good enough for you anymore, Princess?”
You spin around to face Jungkook, barely able to contain your delight as you examine the playful glint in his eyes. “Bold of you to assume there was ever a point where you were good enough for me.”
He scoffs, hands automatically coming to loop around your middle. “I know you’re not suggesting that I’m anything less than stellar company.”
You hum aloud, feigning contemplation by rubbing at your chin and a wide grin breaks his irked performance. He tries to hide his little slip by burrowing his face into the crook of your neck.
His soft cheeks on your bare skin along with his large hands squeezing at your sides elicit all your muffled giggles to burst past your lips. Pure, unadulterated glee bounces around your stomach.
Some of the lilies lodged within your golden strands fall loose and flutter onto the ground with the movement. You intercept one that drops from near your temple, plucking it out of the air and slotting the stem just above Jungkook’s ear.
He pulls away from subjecting your clavicle with his tiny nips in order to rest his forehead against yours. Your head is cradled by one of his palms and you watch as his heated gaze roams down to your lips. Entranced by his overwhelming presence, your eyelids slide shut as he leans forward slightly, tilting his head to the side before a meaty hand encloses around the circumference of your upper arm, yanking you away from him.
Panic seizes your muscles. Your heart threatens to shatter your rib cage with its fierce pounding. The soldiers. You extend your other arm to reach out for Jungkook—the same alarm piercing your flesh is reflected in his blazing orbs. Before he has the chance to rush after you, a dainty woman clothed in a primrose dress sweeps him away as well.
Barely a whole day has passed since you began running away from the soldiers, yet you’re more than certain that the soldier’s attire solely consisted of their royal uniforms, which did not include any flowy, pink garments. You whip back to your own abductor; a stout, jolly man with a cheshire grin stretching from one ear to the other.
He releases you in the middle of a swarming mass of people, moving their bodies left and right to the beat being pounded out on tabors and the sweet melody spilling from a nearby flute.
The man spins you around, encouraging you to let loose and sway your hips to the upbeat song as you’re handed off from one partner to the next. Somewhere within the chaos, you spot Jungkook’s longing stare and you subconsciously inch closer to his side.
The second that you two are within reach of one another, you dart into his arms. Just as you’re about to slip into his comforting embrace, a scrawny boy takes your place while an older woman wraps her arms around your shoulders. She wastes no time before guiding you into a dip, her palms supporting your back.
Upside down, Jungkook’s annoyed countenance is an amusing sight that you gleefully chortle at. Knowing that he is similarly distraught at the prospect of being unable to dance together soothes your aching desire and you savour the thrilling experience of moving as one part of a greater whole.
You prance and twirl your heart out as if it’s your last time. And you’re sure that it will be.
Eventually, both of you are able to slither your way out of the dancing crowds, and the cheers die down the farther you get from the main square. The sun is rapidly falling past the horizon and the capital is shrouded in the deepening twilight. You assumed that he would lead you to see the lanterns about now, but you’re clueless as to why you two are heading away from the castle.
“Jungkook?”
He turns back to you with a breathtaking smile resting on his lips, the dwindling light casting an otherworldly radiance around him. Reaching for your hand, he intertwines your fingers with his own as he leans down to softly bump his forehead against yours. “You’ll see.”
Jungkook directs you towards the moat that surrounds the marketplace, ushering you into one of the many gondolas lined up against the dock. You narrow your eyes at him and he attempts to reassure you with a simple, “We’ll bring it back.”
This man will truly corrupt all your morals.
But you’re so entranced in his spell that you follow along without more than a tiny squeeze at your interlaced digits. You release his hands before he jumps into the boat, the wood swaying back and forth under his weight, worrying you instead of the unbothered man a few feet away. As you take a sharp inhale, about to follow in his footsteps, Jungkook grips the sides of your hips and lifts you into the gondola with him.
You fix him with a reproachful glare at his unexpected actions yet the silent scolding doesn’t last long, for you’re hopeless to the sight of his elation, sticking to him like a second skin. Powerless against his charms, you sit on the thin wooden seat on the other side of the boat and watch him grab an oar, dipping it into the water and propelling you two forward.
You want to admire the unobstructed view of the sparkling night sky, but nothing can beat the galaxies hidden within Jungkook’s eyes, thus you try to seem as inconspicuous as possible in ogling him from your peripheral. However, your futile efforts are rather pointless considering your position, facing the handsome thief rowing the boat at the other end.
You think the title is fitting since he’s stolen your heart without a problem as well.
Once he deems your spot satisfactory, Jungkook strolls over to your side, taking a seat on the bench across from you. His legs slot in between the spaces of your own.
“Now that I think about it, it’s the Prince’s eighteenth birthday too,” he states. “He must be pretty excited, taking over the throne and everything.”
You perk up at the news. “He’s succeeding the King?”
“Mm,” he affirms, wetting his lips with a swipe of his tongue. “King announced an early retirement or something because they’d already found the Prince’s betrothed. His coronation is today.”
You nod your understanding, thinking about the responsibilities bearing down on the poor boy. “It’s kind of weird to think about, y’know, being the same age and even sharing the same birthday but leading completely different lives. He’s about to get married, lead a country and me...” you falter, pausing to string your thoughts into a coherent sentence. “Well, this is my entire dream. Seeing these lights is everything to me.”
“And what’s wrong with that?” he asks, shrugging his shoulders. “You’re living your own life, on your own journey. Comparing yourself to others does nothing but rob yourself of your own happiness.”
You hum with a teasing lilt to your tone. “Suddenly the boy who named himself ‘gold’ in the hopes of attracting some friends is giving me advice?”
He breaks out into a chuckle, doubling over and laying his forehead on your shoulder. His hands reach out for the locks of hair resting on your lap, plucking one of the flowers swimming in your strands. Like Hansel and his bread crumbs, many of the blossoms that fell off throughout your time in the marketplace left tracks of your whereabouts. Only a few flowers remain with you.
With the delicate daisy between his thumb and index finger, he rolls the pads of his fingers against each other, spinning the white petals so fast that they blur together into a splotchy circle surrounding the yellow centre. Once he becomes bored with the flower, he lifts his head and stretches his arm out with a classic smirk that heightens his flirtatious nature. “For you, my lady.”
You huff at the offering. “You act as if it wasn’t already mine in the first place.” Despite your sharp words, you gingerly pluck the stem out of his grasp, fingers brushing against his own. When you raise the daisy up to your nose, the invigorating floral scent startles your senses once more.
With not much else to occupy your time, you decide that now is a better time than ever to dislodge the wilting buds from your tresses. You face the side of the gondola overlooking the water, grabbing onto the ledge and leaning forward.
You muster all the grace you have within your bones to place the ivory daisy onto the water’s surface. The flower drifts along the calm current, painting the atmosphere with a tranquil serenity.
Despite your best efforts to suppress them, your clumsy tendencies shine through when you tip your torso over a smidge too far, losing your balance and diving headfirst for the water. Jungkook is quick to latch on to your wrist, steadying you before you accidentally throw yourself overboard.
You’re sheepish in both your apology and thanks. To avoid any further mishaps, one of his hands remain on your lower back and the other collects the remaining blossoms in your tresses, handing them off to you.
A slow rhythm develops between you two and your raging thoughts come to a standstill, a red light halting the traffic within your mind. In front of you, a garden of assorted blossoms assembles, floating gently towards the ornate castle. One sprout catches your eye.
A tiger lily.
Directly below its long petals, a flash of bright red catches your eye in the reflection of the water. Jungkook’s deep voice cleaves through the soft sloshing of the water. “The lanterns.”
“It’s…” You struggle to piece together proper words to describe the sight before you. One lantern lightens the dark sky, drifting alone in the expansive space before a bunch of others race to join the first. Their warm, yellow glow overpowers that of the moon, painting the landscape in an orange tint that seems to welcome you into its embrace.
“Beautiful.”
You’re too distracted by the enchanting sight before you to notice his eyes trained on your profile, and so you soundlessly agree with a nod of your head. It’s as if time has ceased in its endless ticking, halting in its tracks for another world to open where only you and Jungkook exist.
You don’t mind the idea as much as you think you would.
“I have a surprise.”
You turn over to face him, head tilting in curiosity. He carries a paper lantern in his open palms and your brows furrow at his attentive, considerate behaviour. “Jungkook?”
“We should join in on all the fun, right?” A genuine smile illuminates his soft features instead of the usual smirks he casually throws your way. Oddly enough, despite your inability to operate in front of his flirty personality, you adore both sides equally.
“Kook, wait.”
He perks up at the nickname, reminding you of a dog with its tail violently wagging back and forth—you can’t help but be enamoured by him. You raise the hem of your dress up to the middle of your left thigh and he sputters, looking away. “Hey, hey! I know I’m pretty irresistible but this boat is not the place to—”
“No, you idiot.” You snicker at his unexpected timidity, shimmying the coiled strap down your leg and covering your decency once again with the fabric. “I have something for you too.”
He peeks at you, ensuring that you’re sufficiently clothed before turning to face you. A cold sweat settles over the outer layer of your skin as you watch his brows raise at his satchel in your hands. Keeping the lantern in one hand, and his steady gaze focused on your eyes, he gently pushes the bag down to the floor of the boat, the metal of the crown banging against the wood.
“All I need is you,” he whispers the words into the empty space of the night, the syllables getting lost somewhere within the mellow breeze blowing by. Your heart constricts at the reassurance that this time, Mother is wrong. You fight back the tears gathering at your waterline and grab the other edge of the lantern after he lights the candle inside.
“Ready?” he asks.
You nod and the two of you slowly lift your arms to release the lantern with the masses drifting above you. After a bit, you lose sight of your paper lantern and you glance back at Jungkook to ask whether he was able to keep track of its location, but your voice gets stuck in your throat when you become captivated with the childlike wonder buried within his orbs, roaming over the sky and examining every single lantern at once.
His scouring eventually leads him back to you. He catches you staring, but neither of you care enough to break the moment. His eyes soften and you two shuffle forward on your seats, being pulled toward one another like magnets. Your legs entangle with his in the cramped area and you lean forward until your lips are millimetres from one another.
From this close, you have a perfect view of your reflection within his brilliant irises, the shallow scar that runs along his cheek, the cute birthmark right under his mouth. His eyes are locked on your mouth and you take that as the go-ahead signal to close the gap and slot your lips against his soft ones.
With your evident lack of experience, Jungkook takes control immediately, a hand flying to the back of your head, threading through your hair to keep you in place as he sucks at your lower lip. His tongue swipes at the closed seam that blocks him from your mouth, and you instantly open up to clash tongues, although you shrink back soon after, letting him explore your hot cavern.
You sneak a peek at him every time you two separate for air, confirming that this is indeed reality and not some product of your wild imagination. He invades all your senses and keeps you locked to him like an addict desperate for their fix, his other palm searing through your clothing with its heat and burning a hole through the thin fabric of your dress.
When you finally pull away, you feel feverish and dizzy as a raging blush colours your cheeks. You can’t find it in yourself to look directly into his eyes, but he reaches for your chin and forces you to study the haze of passion in his gaze.
Every part of your body is lit aflame from his touch. Hooked on the feeling of his plush lips pressing against yours with your tongues swirling in tandem with one another, you’re about to lean in for more when his eyes dart off to the side and he abruptly jerks away as if you burned him with your embrace.
His startling jolt snaps you out of your dazed state. With your head out of the clouds, you notice that the lanterns have already moved onto the next town over, taking their warmth with them. The fire within you, kindled by Jungkook, dwindles with the uncertainty of your future together.
Without so much as another word, Jungkook snatches the oar from the bottom of the boat and jumps back to his position at the front of the gondola. He urgently paddles the two of you back to land and you fumble for words. “Jungkook, I—”
“It’s not you.” His statement is reassuring in writing, although his tone is detached, distant in a way that crushes the passages to your lungs. Lost in your dejection, you’re powerless to prod him for any more information than that.
Before the boat can hit the edge of the dock, Jungkook springs out with his leather satchel tucked under his arm, pausing to mutter, “I just—I have to take care of something. Please believe me when I say I’ll be back.” His anguish leaks into his voice and you will yourself to nod, a forced smile on your lips. “Wait for me.”
He dashes off with your heart in his hands. You steady your shaky breath and place your faith in him, the man you have come to trust with your life.
You spend the next half hour struggling to get out of the gondola, craving the flat land to ground yourself. By the time you manage to clamber out, there are a couple of discoloured blotches on the length of your dress that put your many failed attempts on full display. You fan one of the bigger spots to help it dry faster, but the fabric becomes chilly with the extra wind and a shiver slips down your spine from its icy temperature.
Languid footsteps approach your frigid frame and you brighten up, forgetting about the cold. “Took you long enough. Y’know, for a second there I was worried you’d actually lef—”
You pick up more than one pair of feet advancing on you and your eyes widen at the lanky, redheaded twins that stop in front of your path. Cursing your quivering limbs, you cringe at the tremor in your voice when you ask, “What did you do to him?”
They simultaneously snort at your question and the one on the left replies, “Sorry about this, lass, but you’re gonna have to come with us.”
The blood drains from your face and you repeat, louder, “What did you do to him?”
“Aw, don’t get all riled up now. But don’t worry your pretty little head, we’re going to take you right to him.” They corner you back to the dock and you scramble to locate a weapon to defend yourself with. At your wit’s end, you prepare to jump into the murky waters.
However, before you get the chance to move another muscle, an intense pain blooms at the back of your skull, wrapping around to your temples accompanied by a flash of light exploding behind your eyes. Then everything goes black.
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Your head pounds as a dull ache nestles itself deep within your bones. Your vision is nothing but a blurry, indecipherable mess of colours, so you opt to keep your eyes closed instead. You’re kneeling on cold tiles that rub your knees raw when you subtly shift into a more comfortable position, discovering the existence of the shackles around your wrists and ankles.
“—nd the girl. We expect you to keep your end of the deal.” The rugged tone that speaks is one that you recognize from before your blackout—one of the redheads.
“Yes, yes, all the charges laid against you have been cleared,” a high-pitched voice meets your ears and you subconsciously grimace, physically recoiling from the sound. Thankfully, your sharp motions go unnoticed. “You’re free to go.”
“What?” You hear shuffling nearby, the rustling of clothes getting farther away from you. The distinct, metallic sheen of a couple of swords being unsheathed follow and the footsteps come to a sudden stop. “You promised us gold.”
The woman scoffs, “Now why would I give you crooked-nosed knaves anything more than a death sentence?”
Many polished boots clamber against the ground with such force that the vibrations can be felt through the flesh of your folded calves. The grunts and garbled screams that ensue are silenced within seconds and two hefty weights hit the floor with a limp, lifeless thud.
“A pleasure working with you boys.”
There’s more shuffling, then something is dragged past your crumpled form. The throbbing across your cranium worsens and you’re incapable of fending off the blissful oblivion of desolation any longer, thus you surrender to the darkness once more.
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The next time you open your eyes a harsh light coats your surroundings and the blocks of colour are clearer, sharp enough to decipher the intricate detailing painted on the tiles beneath your knees. Someone chokes on a wet cough, and your eyelids snap shut once more. Your nose crinkles in disgust as well.
“Her tiny skull should have been rolling through these halls eighteen years ago.” The woman’s wretched tone fills your ears, words full of deadly poison.
You remain chained, kneeling against the ground with your head lowered. A numbing sensation lingers no matter how much you fidget in place, bearing down your limbs with the weight of your useless nerves that refuse to fire off.
Another, deeper, voice responds, “Tone it down. Her magic is powerful, the advantage we hold over the other kingdoms is colossal with this kind of sorcery on our side. If she falls, the whole empire will fall with her.”
Sorcery? Although you can count the number of people you met on one hand, you’ve studied heaps of books and drilled your mother with enough questions to know that your magic is unique and rare—a product of alchemy that occurs merely once every millennium.
“I see no point in keeping her around when we cannot access her magic at our will, she is as good as worthless to us. That halfwit of a sister was incapable of locking this churl in a tower for long enough, and look at her now, running around, wreaking havoc with a criminal.”
Your mind swirls with the sudden barrage of information, unsure as to why these two strangers hold deep insights into your life, as well as the knowledge about your unusual hair.
“There is nothing to worry about, Jimin is on the throne. We will simply send her away once again,” the gruff voice states, exasperation clear in his tone.
A deafening thud reverberates throughout the spacious room. Helpless to the dreadful fear swimming in your veins, your body shudders in response to the noise.
The woman shrieks, clearly at her wits’ end, “I want her dead! Guillotine, hang, drown, burn, I could care less. She poses a threat to Jimin’s throne with her existence, and we have gone through too much to have our plans foiled by this knave. We were merciful enough in having my imbecilic sister continue to meet with Jimin throughout the years.”
There’s a long, drawn-out sigh before the man answers, “Have some heart, darling, that is her son you speak of.”
“In the eyes of the people, he is my son and the King,” she seethes. Her enmity is strangely familiar, yet you fail to identify the woman through her voice. “Quit acting as if I am the only sinner here and remember how much we both sacrificed for our blood to inherit the King’s throne.”
“It is not your blood though, is it, dear wife?”
The tension within the room is thick, palpable in the dense air in the way that makes breathing difficult. “You must have enjoyed sleeping with my sister more than I believed. Do you want to call her back here? Play a good husband and wife for the counterfeit King?”
You couldn’t keep the tremours from breaking out over your body as your breaths quicken and an abundance of liquid races to your eyes. It was all beginning to come together, but you wait for the two to confirm your suspicions.
The man chuckles with hollow intent. “Do you fail to recall your own words, pleading with me to follow this foolish scheme of yours? I would have much rather preferred a foreigner rule the kingdom alongside our daughter.”
“Funny, that’s not what you said eighteen years ago.”
You let out a choked sob, unable to repress the sounds of anguish that tears at your skin to brutal shreds. Enraged rivulets stream down your cheeks, and you lift your torso to stare at your legitimate parents. They turn to you, the man distraught and the woman with pure disgust.
“How—” you stammer through your heavy wails, “how could you?”
“So the Princess found out.” Your biological mother raises from her royal seat, storming over the short distance to your trembling form. “Fine, we can strike an agreement.”
She reaches behind your head to grab a handful of your hair, yanking your head up to peer up at the exquisitely decorated ceiling. When you yelp in pain, she crouches down to your level, baring her pearly white teeth as she threatens, “Leave. Be a good little girl and go hole yourself back up in that tower. Don’t worry, Mommy will come get you if we ever need that magic of yours, hm?”
You desperately wriggle around to loosen her hold, but she only grips your strands tighter, pulling downwards to introduce more pain to your scalp. “That thief will stay right here to ensure you keep up your end of the deal, alright?”
At the mention of Jungkook, your heart stutters and your expression morphs to that of despair, momentarily forgetting about the strain to the sensitive skin of your head. “Where is he?”
She smirks and snaps her fingers. The door to the throne room is pulled open with a loud clack, and Jungkook’s weak, bloody form stumbles through the grand entrance, hanging upright with the help of two sturdy guards.
“Kook,” you achingly howl.
“Mopping all his blood off the floor would be terribly tiresome for the maids.” She jerks your head down to bear witness to the sneer stretching across her lips. “It’s all up to you, really.”
“Let me heal him!” you agonize, sobs ripping through your chest, burning through every tissue to the outermost layer of your skin. “Pl-please, please let me heal him. I’ll leave, I won’t say a word, I’ll do anything you want—I’m b-begging you, please.”
The wicked smirk playing on her lips grows wider at your pleading. She shoves your head away, the momentum of the push throwing your whole torso over to the side, bringing about a harsh meeting with the floor. With Jungkook occupying every crevice of your mind, there’s no space to register the pain pulsing through your groggy body.
“That’s what I like to hear.”
You scramble to your hands and knees, disregarding the scrapes and bruises littering your limbs. Despite your tunnel vision directed towards reaching Jungkook, your movements are sluggish from the extended period of time spent kneeling in one position.
The guards supporting him release their hold on his arms, and you scramble to catch his limp frame in your arms, but your depleted muscles can only manage to soften his fall with your body. You detangle yourself from him and hurriedly begin wrapping your hair around his torso.
Your jaw trembles at his damp locks, sodden with sweat and stuck to the side of his head dripping in crimson. The vicious colour oozes out of the deep gashes you locate across his back, peeking through the tears in his shirt and stains the bloody spit drooling from the corners of his cracked lips. Great purple welts fill the rest of his exposed skin, completing the heart-wrenching picture before you.
You pick up the weak croak of your name, and you hiccup from your fierce laments at his red-rimmed eyes. “Guess I was right all along, Princess.”
Your mother’s cruel words follow the nasty glower she shoots his way. “Shut up or we’ll end your pitiful life now, you filthy criminal.”
“Jungkook, I’m here,” you reassure him, beginning to wrap your excess strands around his arms before he stops you with a stained hand. “Jungkook let me—”
“Stop,” he mutters, gripping his side in pain.
“No! I can’t—I can’t let you die.” You grit your teeth, disobeying his words and going to wrap your tresses around his broken body once more.
“If you go back there,” he coughs, an alarming amount of blood spurting out, “then you’ll—”
“It’s fine, everything will be alright, okay?” You press your palm over his hand and the icy bite that greets you hardens your resolve. “We’ll figure it out.”
You take a deep breath, readying yourself to sing the incantation engraved into the back of your mind when Jungkook’s fingers graze your cheek. You unconsciously lean into his touch, examining every crimson stain marring his delicate features.
His doe eyes soften at your orbs roaming his face and when your gaze settles on his thin lips, he snatches the chance to land a peck against your mouth. The fleeting kiss fills you with greed, and your eyes flutter shut despite your rationale as you dip towards him for another.
You halt, gasping at the gut-wrenching sound of your tresses being severed from the base of your neck, the noise snapping you back to reality. Your eyes widen at Jungkook’s relieved countenance as his torso reclines to the ground, the sharp dagger in his hand rattling onto the tiles beside him. When you reach back to assess the damage, your hand grips onto the short strands that reach no further than your shoulder.
You glance back at the heaps of dead, brown hair sprawled across the palace floor and your mind wipes clean of any coherent thought. Instead, your chest caves in on itself, breathing made impossible because of your collapsed airways and you choke out, “Jungkook, what did you—”
“What an absolute halfwit, does he think he did anyone a favour with that little stunt of his? Without your hair, we have no need for either of you.” Your biological mother laughs, the notes turning ominously maniacal towards the end. “Kill them.”
Guards immediately surround you two, and in a weak attempt to protect him from their pointed swords, you cradle Jungkook’s powerless form to your chest. You prepare yourself to bear the end of their piercing blades.
“What do you roaches think you’re doing?” she seethes, blazing orbs flashing with white-hot fury. “I said, kill them!”
The gigantic doors burst open again, but this time, a lean man strides forward. His blond strands are neatly styled away from his forehead and the regal red robe hanging upon his shoulders elegantly sway after him. The soldiers part ways to make room for the intimidating man and one of his retainers at the door announces, “The King is here!”
You struggle to even out your frantic breaths, thankful for the distraction that grants you a break to rack your brain for a method to escape the dreadful situation you two have found yourselves in. Debating whether you should fight back, sneak away or plead for forgiveness, your eyes dart wildly around the room. A woman donned in a black cloak lingers slightly behind the King, gazing at you with a murderous glare that sends pin needles into the thin lining of your stomach.
“That’s enough,” the King states.
“Jimin.” The former Queen races up to him but is stopped by the retainers that encircle the King. “What business do you have here? There are more important matters for you to attend to.” Her eyes narrow at the sight of the woman behind him.
“No, I think this has gone on long enough.” He sweeps his gaze over to the two of you, Jungkook barely clinging onto life, nestled within your protective embrace. The woman latches onto his bicep, her head vigorously shaking back and forth, yet you’re uncertain whether her disagreement will relieve your anguish or worsen it.
Despite her insistence, his head nods in your direction and the woman that raised you begrudgingly marches up to you, barely acknowledging your presence in favour of pressing her palms against Jungkook’s open lacerations. He winces at the pressure and just as you’re about to tell her off, you discern the thick gauze that rests between her hand and Jungkook’s side, the sterile white shade expeditiously being replaced by a bloody crimson.
“What are you talking about, dear?” the former Queen asks, a hard edge to her tone. “These two are hedge-born lowlives, simply not worth your time.”
He crinkles his nose in disgust, flicking his hand towards the former King and Queen. “Lock them up in the dungeons.”
Both their eyes widen comically, jaws dropping to the floor. However, you can’t find joy within their despair when Jungkook’s survival is still up in the air.
The woman sputters, recklessly thrashing her body to escape the soldiers’ grip. The man simply lowers his head, seemingly having accepted his fate as he follows the guards without another word.
“Did you forget who put you in that throne, Park Jimin?” the woman screeches, the blood vessels lining her neck about to implode. “How dare you disrespect your pare—”
“How could I ever forget your treacherous actions?” he spits out, disgust lacing his voice, “How could I ever forget how many lives you’ve ruined, dear aunt.”
“We did it all for you!”
“You did it for yourselves,” he hisses. Relief trickles through the tips of your fingers, spreading across your body like wildfire from the King’s aid. “Get them out of my sight.”
“You worthless—” Her shrieks echo throughout the halls, though you’ve long lost focus in their conversation after watching the two wretched souls being punished and put in their rightful place.
Your aunt passes some thick bandages from inside the bell sleeve of her cloak. You gratefully accept the offering, pressing it against his lower back—wishing that it’s not too late, that Jungkook has not lost too much blood yet. The passive stare that your aunt fixes you with crams your head with doubt and you begin to panic, bringing one of your hands up to cradle his face.
Although you’re convinced that you wailed through an entire year’s worth of sobs, the tears sliding down your face refuse to stop, dripping down and landing onto the dirtied skin of Jungkook’s cheek. You press your forehead against his, hoping against hope that some magic remains within your body, that the tiniest bit will reveal itself like a bag trick and heal his wounds.
But your magical hair was extraordinary enough, and this is no fairytale.
“Get those two to the physician’s,” the King orders.
Guards scramble to action, ripping you apart from Jungkook as you unsuccessfully attempt to resist being separated again. You’re absolutely spent from the tiring events of the past couple of days and your weary legs give out as the soldiers lift your drained form into a standing position.
Jungkook is moved onto a sturdy sheet, then carried away past the double doors and out of sight. Your flimsy arms wrap around the shoulders of two guards as they assist you in following Jungkook to the physician, passing the King on your way.
His plush lips stretch into a sympathetic, tight-lipped smile, but the adrenaline from earlier wears off and the sting of your own wounds drains you of your manners, uncaring that you’re facing the King. Thankfully, he dismisses your discourtesy instead of beheading you, and you’re hauled away from the gracious man.
On the way, you’re close enough to overhear what he mutters under his breath. A garbled scream rips through your throat in protest, and you shoot the King the deadliest glare you can muster. He releases a deep sigh at your childish antics, waving as you turn the corner.
“Poor guy doesn’t look like he’s going to make it.”
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You spend the next few, rather tedious, days in a luxurious bed, being fretted over by everyone from the maids to the chefs. It was difficult to indulge in the extravagance that the castle had to offer when you were anxiously awaiting news regarding Jungkook, which they refused to disclose until your own condition improved.
After all the pampering, you were permitted access past the confines of the expansive room you were forced to recover in. Your injuries were minor in comparison to Jungkook, thus you were granted freedom much earlier than him.
Not like he was capable of stepping outside of his room anyway.
Although his body is repairing his torn flesh incrementally, he shows no signs of consciousness—not the twitch of a finger, the flutter of an eyelash, nothing. Doubt claws a bit higher up your torso each day, waiting for the moment that the disquiet slithers up your esophagus and suffocates you.
Despite the crushing news of his coma-like state, you work diligently to ensure that neither you nor Jungkook becomes a burden to the castle by picking up various duties. Jimin continuously waves off your attempts to help, but you’re restless and desperate for a distraction from wondering about Jungkook’s condition all the time.
Jimin banned you from performing some of the maid’s tasks once, then sorely regretted it when he had to tend to your nervous breakdown in the afternoon. Since then he has kept his comments on your excessive working habits to himself.
Today you’re in Jungkook’s room, dusting off the spotless shelves that house the many herbs being grounded into powders and rubbed as a salve onto his injuries daily. You organize the rolled bandages for the second time in the past hour and mop every inch of the floor.
You can’t devote yourself to lingering by the unconscious man’s side for too long, otherwise your mind gradually begins to spiral into every possible worst-case scenario and you simply can’t handle the reality of a future without him. It sounds overly dramatic—many of the maids you have grown close to over the months claimed as much when you brought up your journey together.
But they didn’t hear his melodic laughter that followed his teasing smirks when he said something flirtatious, effectively making your heart skip a beat. They didn’t feel his hand always reaching out to make contact with you in some way, craving your touch to ground him to reality. They didn’t see his eyes softening when he gazed at you as though you were holding his entire world in your eyes.
They didn’t know Jungkook the way you did.
You strain the mop of its excess dirtied water before stowing the tool away in the storage room. When you return, a draft filters in through the open window and you race over to close it, worried that Jungkook may catch a bothersome cold that will delay his healing process.
You take a seat on the lavish mattress adjacent from his thighs as you stare out the window in front of you. The air remains stale in spite of the fresh breeze that blew into the room seconds prior, and the dull atmosphere persists due to the lifeless man inhabiting its space.
You’re uncertain how many more times you can handle walking into this room with his weak body lying motionless on these pristine sheets, but you will endure it all without complaint for him. A knock at the door catches your attention, and you twist around to meet Jimin’s friendly beam. “How is he?”
“Same as he always is,” you state, allowing yourself to take in Jungkook’s sunken cheeks and pale face. “Unresponsive.”
“You wanna join me in the gardens for some fresh air?” At your unsure raise of a brow, he convinces you with, “You’ve been cooped up in the castle the whole day.”
The both of you head out to view the lush scenery outside, seated amongst the blooming tulips, although your eyes are drawn to the lilies that border the lilac cosmos. You trace the familiar shape of the orange flower with your pupils, reminiscing on the doodles decorating your room’s walls back at the tower. That seems like forever ago now.
Other than his lack of consciousness, Jungkook’s condition remains relatively stable and yet you still find it burdensome to stray too far from his side. The staff is under orders to instantly notify you should he arise while you’re away, but that doesn’t ease the disquiet that rouses whenever you leave the castle walls.
You’re convinced that the second you wander off, he will wake up without you there; a thought too unbearable to consider. You crave to lose yourself within his molten ember orbs once more, exploring the undiscovered galaxies in his gaze.
“These past few months must seem unfathomable,” he starts, pressing his lips together to ponder over his next words before continuing. “I don’t know how my mom treated you in the tower but, knowing her, I’m guessing it wasn’t too great.”
His casual mention of the affectionate term you pleaded to call your mother for ages—the topic she despised almost as much as you begging to venture outside the tower—stung the slightest bit. From her actions, it was evident that she never cared for you as much as her own, biological son, but it was difficult to dismiss the joyful memories you shared with her, no matter how few and far between they were.
“She started visiting me a few years back, explaining all their horrendous crimes and insisting that she was the only one I could trust. She told me about you, too. Your mother ordered her to lock you away in that tower and ensure that nobody ever found out the truth in exchange for my seat on the throne. ”
Your head lowers at the information, brows furrowing as you contemplate your true relationship with the woman that raised you from birth.
“When my mom caught word of you travelling with the thief, she returned the crown in hopes that Jungkook would run for the hills, and you would be left to come back with her. Her goal was to overtake the kingdom from your mother.” His eyes gloss over with a distant sheen and you sympathize with him; the boy was used as a tool, just like you.
“It’s reassuring in a way.” His strange admittance prompts you to glance up at him, confusion swirling within your orbs. “At least we’re both suffering from our family’s despicable actions.”
Our family.
His optimistic viewpoint hits you like a wave crashing against the shore, sharing his vast fortitude and washing away a fraction of the sombre agony tormenting your heart. Although Jimin’s life was no doubt disparate from your own, you two are connected through the blood running through your veins. Even if those same bonds brought you to a tragic meeting with your own wicked parents, at least you could rely on one person within your family.
The edges of your lips curl into a tiny smile aimed at the blond man across from you, your own short, chestnut coloured hair providing a stark contrast. “I’m glad I can rely on you, Jimin.”
He readjusts his weight on the green, iron chair and leans forward to rest his elbows on the metal table between the two of you. “I think this is the first time you’ve called me by my name without me having to remind you.”
You quietly giggle at the memories flooding your mind, from the hostile attitude you first approached him with, then the days he comforted you over Jungkook’s motionless form, to Jimin demanding that you call him by his first name. You consider yourself extremely lucky to have someone as gracious and compassionate as Jimin to be your half-brother.
“I know we’ve already gone over this,” he starts with a serious edge to his tone, “but this is your last chance.”
You rip your gaze away from the plants to lay a couple of light pats to his hand. Despite the lack of context, the topic is familiar to you, as he has gone over this with you many times. “No, I don’t want the throne. You trained for this position your whole life, so I’m entrusting the kingdom to your capable hands. All I ask is for you to fulfill my request.”
Jimin releases a heavy sigh. “If you really want him free of all his crimes, there’s no way you two can live within the capital.”
“That’s fine with me.” You shrug your shoulders, unconcerned about the prospect of having to leave the busy city. “I don’t think I could live somewhere like this anyway.”
You don’t expand on your reasoning, and he doesn’t question you further, simply sparing you a solemn, understanding gaze. Supposedly, you aren’t supposed to pick favourites within your family, but Jimin is definitely golden in your eyes.
“Deeply sorry to intrude, Your Royal Majesty, but your betrothed is at the door and wishes to meet with you.” A guard inches his way towards your table with his head bowed, hands respectfully gathered behind his back.
Jimin looks to you with an apology on his tongue, but you wave him off before any explanations can spill from his plump lips. “Go get your girl.”
A bright smile enlightens his features as he springs up from his seat, dusting off his uniform before bounding after the guard. When he quirks his head back, you demonstrate your encouragement through a thumbs-up that you wave from side to side until he is satisfied, facing forward with a gleeful snicker.
You inhale the outdoor air, about to head inside yourself to rearrange Jungkook’s bandages again when your eyes wander back to the tiger lilies that caught your eye earlier. Within a few strides, you reach the vibrant buds, stretching your hand out to pluck a few stems. The sweet smell invades your senses.
With a tiny bouquet in hand, you make your way back inside, the metaphorical load on your shoulders a bit lighter than it was before. You expertly maneuver your way through the halls towards Jungkook’s room with the dwindling hope that today will be the day that his honey orbs reflect the sun’s light filtering in the window, filled with the mischief and tenderness that you remember.
When you’re met with his unmoving form instead, another sliver of that faith shatters into tiny shards.
You shake it off and head back to the windowsill, where an empty flower vase rests. The lilies within your grasp are carefully inserted inside and you place the bouquet back onto the tiny platform. Their floral scent wafts throughout the space as you take your place beside his legs.
As part of your usual routine, you use this time to relax. Just for a moment, you give yourself the room to breathe, giving your brain free rein to feel the emotions raging within you and fantasize about your future with Jungkook. You imagine yourself in a tiny cottage, craving a quaint place to live after the immense tower you were raised in.
The two of you would settle down there, adopting a pet to keep you company before you inevitably brought a few children into the world. Their genders didn’t matter, as long as you could raise them with Jungkook, forming a tight-knit family that shared all the love the both of you lacked growing up.
A warm hand wraps around your wrist. Your head snaps to follow the direction of his arm, curving into his broad shoulders, and past his sharp jaw with your heart in your throat. Tears gather at your waterline, spilling over onto your cheeks as you hiccup from the sudden sobs that overtake your body.
The doe eyes that stare back at you carry your whole world in their weight.
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+ epilogue.
Tiny footsteps scuttle around the wooden floors, screaming in delight from being chased by a much larger, yet still very childlike, man. “Betchya can’t catch me, daddy!”
Your husband playfully roars at the taunt, speeding up his strides to snatch the little girl up into his arms. She shrieks at the hand that comes up to tickle her little torso.
“Okay, okay, enough playing you two,” you command, calming the baby boy in your arms that becomes far too excited from the chaotic energy erupting within your cottage. “It’s dinnertime!”
“Dinnertime!” your oldest repeats, violently wriggling around in her father’s grip to force him in lowering her back to the ground so that she can run to her spot at the table. She looks from side to side, doe eyes flitting back to you with a pout on her lips. “But where’s Pascal, Mommy?”
You pass the baby to Jungkook, freeing your hands in order to bring the steaming hot food from the stove to the table. The beige chameleon fades back into his natural emerald colour once you grab him by his scaly torso, dropping him into your daughter’s awaiting hands.
Her squeaky voice chides, “You can’t hide from Mommy.”
A boisterous, yet melodic neigh notifies you of Max’s presence in your backyard, and you shamble past the wooden door to hand the carrots you prepared for him. He snorts in delight as he lowers his head to the floor and begins chomping away. At the sight of his dirtied mane, you take a mental note to give him a thorough wash and brush later on.
Before you head inside, you catch sight of a blond man making his way towards you. “Jimin!”
His eyes reduce to two crescents from the wide grin that occupies his face. He swapped out his imposing robe for a commoner’s shirt and slacks, and they strangely suit his lithe form better than his bulky uniform.
“And where’s our lovely Queen?” You tease, elbowing him when he reaches out to ruffle the top of your head.
“Taking care of things that I don’t want to do.” You two snicker, ecstatic to see one another, and you step aside to let him coddle your children. The slight breeze in the air gingerly kisses your face, rustling the leaves on the trees surrounding your tiny house, and you close your lids to relish in the tranquillity of nature.
A pair of familiar arms curl around the shape of your waist and a smile creeps onto your lips as you open your eyes to examine Jungkook’s face, inches away from your own. He brushes your brown strands over your shoulder, leaning in for a quick peck as a loud chorus of disgust is vocalized behind you.
Both of you break out into giggles at your daughter’s behaviour and turn to face your family waiting for you inside. With your hand tangled with his, you walk to a brighter future together.
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TARIN
In terms of hair, complacency with the regularly recurrent had never been Marjani Hunter’s forte. Whether she sacrificed a good night’s rest to scrounge the depths of Youtube for in-depth protective style tutorials, or she begrudgingly put her trust in the hands of a beautician from around the way with hopes of an end-result that exceeded her expectations, my friend tended to experiment with her hair quite often; leaving no style -- or color -- unattempted.
Over the years, I bore witness to the multitude of drastic hair transformations -- the burnt orange dye job I happened to grow fond of after a week of loathing, the effervescent bubblegum pink travesty she soon followed the former up with that haplessly damaged her hair by the onset of summer, and the befitting buzz cut she wore proudly subsequent to vowing she would ‘never allow an ounce of relaxer touch her head again’.
In true Marjani fashion, she revoked her pledge. And by that very same summer’s end, she commenced to relaxing, chopping and dyeing her short amount of hair that barely made it past her ears, settling on an auburn rinse styled into the cut reminiscent to Halle Berry’s in Boomerang.
However, this particular ‘do she chose to sport trumped them all.
She emerged from the sitting area in the lobby of my building wearing a wig the color of slime green; the neon colored locks cascaded down her back and its feathered fringe strands continuously grooved against her eyelashes. By the front desk, my eyes widened in astonishment; the sight alone prompted me to stuff my phone into the tiny satchel that draped along my shoulder and stare longingly at her as she gaited towards me, scooting by the passersby who’d failed to properly excuse themselves.
My eyes narrowed the longer I peered at her.
Marjani assessed my expression with a raised eyebrow, waiting for my initial reaction.
“...I actually like it.”
In response, Marjani kissed her teeth. “Stop lyin’.”
“No, really I do. The color might’ve caught me off guard at first, but I like it on you. Looks good.” I explained, taking notice to the subtle grin tugging at her heavily glossed lips. That subtle component of her fully made up face complimented the vivid smokey-eye I presumed she spent a majority of her time on.
I crouched down and inspected the wispy hairs, wondering if she’d styled the wig herself or paid someone to hack it for her. “It’s secure, right?”
“Girl, of course. I’m not about to be out here with my shit slippin’ off. This,” She tugged down the length of the wig’s pin-straight shaft, “ain’t going nowhere.” Her hands then fussed with the drawstrings that altered her ruched top. Gold chains dangled from her neck, exposing her decolletage coated in a cast that shimmered from the recessed lighting fixtures. “Don’t you ever get the urge to switch it up a bit?” She queried, messing with the braid out I managed to salvage when returning to New York.
Since my departure from Hill Sunday morning, it remained pulled into a pineapple until I mustered up enough patience to let it down and revive it with water and a generous amount of curling cream.
“I haven’t gotten the urge to make a drastic change to my hair. Not yet, at least.” I answered truthfully. “Who knows, maybe in a few months, I’ll want some highlights --”
“-- Or maybe you’ll cut it all off…and get some highlights put in to, you know, liven it up.”
“I don’t know about chopping all of my hair off, Jani.”
“What’s there to think about?” She questioned. “I read an article once that stated women should chop their hair off at least once in their lifetime. I can’t even begin to explain how liberating -- how freeing that shit feels! I’m aware that hair is such a big deal to us,” she ran a finger over the top of her hand to indicate her complexion, “but that needs to stop.”
I nodded in agreeance, recounting instances throughout my adolescence where hair, its texture, and length remained a central fixture of one’s identity, and caused such a hangup amongst the women that resided around us. Even my decision to no longer routinely succumb to the overheated bonnet dryers at the local Dominican hair salon garnered a lighthearted scolding from Mama Sarah years ago, especially when I failed to conform to the unspoken tradition of taking Ayla to get her hair straightened for school pictures and preferred her to wear natural protective styles.
Too immersed in my own thoughts, I hadn’t noticed Marjani bringing her hand forth and toying with the coiled wisps hanging past my neck. “I could see you with a low cut like Angela Bassett in Waiting to Exhale. Maybe even something a lil’ shorter. That Amber Rose buzz-cut might look fresh on you, girl.”
“I’d never.” I expressed vehemently, feigning my doubtfulness of possessing enough oomph to pull it off.
“Hey, you never know.” Jani retorted, adjusting the strap of her shoulder bag onto her shoulder. She attempted to pick up the pace in an effort to remain beside me, producing shorter strides as she no longer sauntered on the soles of her chunky platform sandals.
On the way out of the lobby, I acknowledged the building’s concierge manning down the anchoring front desk by nodding in his direction, receiving one in return and a pursed, yet amicable grimace as well. Rather than wasting fare by lazily hailing down a cab to take us to our destination, Marjani and I opted to walk the two blocks and enjoy the tepid, night air that embraced our skin. In the midst of making aimless small talk and bringing each other up to speed on what’s occurred since our last outing, and taking selfies all while dodging civilians passing by, a subtle mention of Hill was made, followed by an inquiry about an apparent photo that was making rounds through a few celebrity gossip sites.
“You know they’re callin’ you a mystery woman, right?” Jani chortled, stuffing her smartphone into the open compartment of her shoulder bag. “Let’s hope those crazies don’t find your place of employment. Some of those self-proclaimed journalists -- and I do use that term very loosely -- find stuff out like that for the sake of ‘investigative reporting’.” She expressed, using air quotes. “Next thing you know, there’s a bunch of assholes with cameras waiting for you, ready to pry right into your business as if they’re entitled to it.”
I halted in moving any further and looked her square in the eye. “I highly doubt that’ll happen.”
“Mhm,” Jani grumbled, “you’d be surprised…”
“Let’s not even put that into the universe, because that’s the last thing I need right now.”
“Right.” She agreed and nudged me in the arm to walk again. “Can’t say that I’m not surprised at all this, though. When you called me from Vegas, I was a bit skeptical of it -- of him -- because at the end of the day, Hill is an athlete. Most of them tend to run through women like they run through drawers…”
“I know --”
“One could argue that the athletes get more action than the singers. Maybe even more than the rappers…”
“Yes. I know. I get it, Marjani.”
Heaving an exasperated sigh, she pursed her lips together, preventing herself from uttering another word on the matter once she sensed my sudden uneasiness about where the conversation was beginning to head. “Sorry.” She said apologetically.
“It’s just that,” I paused, “I like him, is all.”
The corners of her lined lips hiked up a bit at my utterance, hardly faltering when I too allowed a grin to etch its way across my face.
“What?”
She was hesitant to answer.
“I haven’t heard you say that about anyone since Richie.” She stated, the corners of her lips hiked up a bit and faltered into a grin of indifference. A sigh swept past her lips. “If anyone would’ve told me months ago that my prudish bestie was going to dust off the cobwebs and get her pipes cleaned --”
“--Marjani, please stop!” I insisted. My hand shot up and I could feel heat rushing to the height of my cheeks, albeit, laughter couldn’t help but spill from my parted lips. Upon hearing her spiel of laughter, I guffawed, feeling tears brimming my eyes as I keeled over and giggled.
“I’m just saying,” she managed to get out, “I didn't know you had it in you. No pun intended.”
Subsequent to regrouping by a nearby bakery and reluctantly answering a few invasive questions, we reached our destination; past the Chelsea Market, between a trendy boutique and a deserted eatery, was a nondescript bar with people drifting inside, paying an entry fee before crossing the threshold.
In droves, people packed into the cramped establishment equipped with minimal stools surrounding the crowded bar. Manning the taps and gliding beers down the sticky surface was a buxom woman dressed casually in a black t-shirt; in bold letters ‘ROUGE’ was emblazoned by what appeared to a feathered boa stretched fiercely across her bust area.
A mashup of pop hits from the early 2000s emitted through the speakers, inciting the individuals around Jani and me to sway along to the infectious interpolating cadence.
My eyes wandered towards the horde of chairs surrounded a makeshift stage. And behind the stage were pieces of shimmery garland that dangled from the ceiling, distinctly warning the patrons not to advance past the festoon of hung decorations.
“Your friend from the graduate’s program...,” I leaned close to Marjani, “is he here already?”
After ordering a disproportionate vodka tonic, she took a timid sip and squeezed a lime wedge into her highball glass prior to simply muttering, “yep.”
Sometime in between Marjani downing the rest of her cocktail and me screening my phone for any text messages from either Hill or my mother concerning Ayla’s finicky request for dinner, she began divulging about her newfound friend she’d met by chance.
He was far from a veteran, per his own admission to Marjani one afternoon during a mandatory digital fabrication workshop, albeit, Raheem Lee was more than content with his weekly residency at ROUGE. His penchant for female impersonation garnered a bit of a buzz throughout Manhattan more for his performative imitation of Whitney Houston that seemed to go over well with the masses.
Unlike the previous shows we’ve attended on our respective celebratory birthday outings that were oversaturated with performers impersonating the likes of Cher, Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, Lady Gaga, and Kylie Minogue, this particular drag show where black and brown patrons predominantly frequented highlighted entertainers of color as drag queens chose to skillfully pay homage.
Upon being provided with her second overpriced cocktail, Marjani led the way toward the adjoined alcove. Tonight’s show attendees began claiming seats closest to the stage, leaving us to rush toward the two empty chairs placed some feet away.
Simultaneous to us dropping our bags on the lucite tabletop between us, brilliant lights flickered on and averted towards the stage’s center; the emcee emerged, donning a sheer fabric dress bedecked with tropical leaves.
In a sassy, high-pitched tone, she revealed her name was Chi-Chi; the seductive introduction was followed up with a pose that showcased her toned legs and jeweled stilettos. As the crowd waited for the actual showcase to begin, Chi-Chi made her rounds amongst the inebriated patrons, asking outwardly invasive questions that proved to be funnier than either of us let on. In an instant, the beaming light fixtures transitioned to a soft, pink hue, intensifying the moment Chi-Chi sashayed toward the far end; the scanty, exotic green number hung loosely against her, threatening to groove down the ample curvature of her broad shoulder.
She extended her hand forward, and as if on cue, another impersonator strutted on stage, inciting an uproar from the crowd that the emcee hadn’t expected. In comparison to Chi-Chi’s stature, she was slimmer, and a little on the petite side even when wearing a pair of heels. Her honey-colored hair, both tousled and grazing past her shoulders, had been held up by a bow that complimented the dress stopping right above her knee.
Across the small table, Marjani swallowed hard; her eyebrows rose and her eyes beamed with excitement. I took notice of the expression bestowed upon Marjani’s face. It was a mixture between awe and intrigue -- a silent reverence and fascination as she stared longingly at the other individual standing inches away from Chi-Chi.
The applause and hollered praises continued, making it difficult to hear the emcee formally introduce who I concluded to be Marjani’s friend dressed as Whitney Houston.
The only utterance audible was a single mononym, Monaé.
Rather than following suit after her heavily done up counterpart by prematurely engaging with the people in attendance, Monaé placed her hand on her hip; the subtle signal prompted the DJ to cue the music, and soon, a familiar rhythmic dance beat pervaded the room from the bass-equipped speakers set up nearby. My eyes remained affixed to Monaé as she moved across the stage, lip-synching every word of “How Will I Know” with ease.
She bopped and swayed emphatically, tossing her hair from side to side in lieu of the awaiting patrons holding out dollar bills. Without missing a step, she took the folded currency into her possession, coolly stuffing it into the padded brassiere exposed from the tank dress she wore. A smiling Marjani rummaged through her rather large hobo bag in search of her wallet, prompting me to do the same and retrieve any cash I had on-hand. As Monaé strutted off stage, making even strides in our direction, a few bills dangled from our hands. She passed by a group of guys, politely grasping each hand and giving them an affectionate squeeze in an expression of thanks. She strutted over, stopping only briefly to receive the dollar bills and caress the fullness of her cheeks.
Monaé maintained her character all without incident and proceeded to get the rest of her cash as the current song faded out.
***
The following morning, afflicted with a sore throat from unapologetically butchering ballads and reciting raunchy rap lyrics, I hurried to the nearest coffeehouse for chamomile tea before sliding into the awaiting town car provided by Cara for my mid-morning excursion. After hearing of the related news from Cheyenne that I cut out making the pointless commute to the office just to simply rush and meet with Haneef Parker, an email idled my notification center, stating that a chauffeured car service would be parked in front of my building.
In the palm of my left hand, my iPhone danced erratically against my skin, prompting me to stare downward at the new notification illuminating the once darkened screen. A text from Cheyenne confirming a scheduled phone call set for three o’clock sharp covered the lock-screen image, a capitalized ‘DON’T FORGET!!!’ soon followed.
Despite having to reroute and cut through various side streets after a fender bender between two motorists, the driver pulled up along the curb residence crafted by brick. Terracotta pots containing red begonias were placed on the outer ends of each step, contrasting with the black door and dark shutters framing the sashed windows. The minor yet noticeable domestic additions quickly reminded me of my sole purpose for meeting the R&B singer at his West Village townhome; a surprise baby shower for his pregnant significant other needed to be thoroughly planned.
My stare shifted and I made contact with the individual idling the driver’s seat.
Rhythmic thumps pervaded the small confines of the town car as the driver produced repetitive taps along the steering wheel, matching the cadence to the low tempo song pouring through the radio. Through the rearview mirror, the two of us made eye contact, exchanging courteous smiles briefly. I exited the car with my belongings in tow and expressed that I should be no longer than an hour right before closing the car door.
I raced up the four steps and knocked on the front door.
A short woman donning a pleated short-sleeved tunic and matching slacks answered, offering a warm smile.
“Hello, I’m Tarin -- Tarin Mena. I’m here to meet with Haneef --”
“Yes. He is expecting you,” The woman scooted aside, “right this way.”
I followed her beyond the foyer and through a hallway with walls decorated with canvases that combining elements of text and image. Ornamented tapestries draped along the wall adjoining a set of double doors that were left slightly ajar.
“I’d be more than happy to dispose of that for you...” The woman I presumed to be the housekeeper reached for my empty Starbucks’ cup but hesitated, fighting the urge to ask whether the disposable grande cup was, in fact, empty.
Obliging I handed her the cup, and she motioned toward the opened double doors.
“He’s in there,” was all she muttered before turning on the soles of her tennis shoes and heading back down the hall.
Heaving a low sigh, I tapped lightly against one of the doors, stealing peeks of Haneef seated comfortably with her sock covered feet propped atop a coffee table. His eyes drooped mercilessly as he grasped the remote, lowering the volume as political pundits debated about the current state of healthcare on MSNBC. I cleared my throat, garnering Haneef to turn his head in the direction of the door.
The barest hint of a smile played about his lips, dissolving just as quickly as it appeared.
“You don’t strike me as the type to reside out in these parts.” I entered the room, although I had yet been formally invited in by the crooner himself, “and we could’ve rescheduled to meet at a later date.”
“My girl’s out of town visiting her folks until tomorrow. Today was the only we could’ve met up without her finding out.” He explained, muting the mounted television entirely.
Having very little desire to waste his time, I dug into my back pocket and recovered my phone and unlocked it; the most recent tab displayed a former textile warehouse that had been renovated.
“I strongly suggest the full venue buyout; the upstairs and downstairs. With the additional space, there’s room for more possible seating, and tables. If you want, we could incorporate games throughout the gathering.”
His smile reappeared, putting me in the mind of the same grin plastered across countless magazine posters that were once taped to my bedroom wall. It was infectious in the way that, after a beat of silence, I too produced a smile and bashfully averted my stare elsewhere. My attention happened to fall on the only framed photo set upon the coffee table.
Placed beside a stack of hard-covered books was a black and white snapshot of who I presumed to be his expecting significant other, clutching her protruding baby bump with Haneef’s hands placed over hers.
“Now about food,” I cleared my throat and winced slightly at the soreness, “initially, I planned to bring in a catering team based in Midtown. Unfortunately, since we couldn’t get a move on planning the event, they won’t able to provide their services. There is, however, an executive chef that’s working on another event I’m planning. I’m supposed to get on a conference call with him and his partner this afternoon. If there’s availability, I could request a quote, and follow-up with you before five o’clock...”
“I hear the ‘but’ in your voice.” He noted, toying with the hem of his t-shirt.
“There was,” I confirmed, and released a breath.
His stare that was once trained upon the muted television shifted in my direction, lingering as she nodded in the direction of the empty space beside him on the loveseat.
I sat down, facing forward with my palms resting atop the slim-fitted slacks I wore.
“Before I request a quote from the chefs for the shower, I need confirmation on how many guests are attending. We can’t move any further unless I have a set guest list with names and reliable contact information.”
“I hear you,” Haneef uttered plainly. “You’ll have your list before three. I’ll make sure of it.”
Silence loomed over the quaint den until Haneef sat forward to straighten out his limbs.
“Still wiped out since coming off the tour, huh?”
He blew out a breath to conceal the hearty laughter escaping him, “You have no idea.”
“I can imagine,” I said, pursing my lips together soon afterward.
Letting out an exasperated breath, he muttered something about time finally catching up with him. “Touring never felt that physically taxing on me, ever. This week was only a taste of what’s to come.” Haneef uttered, running a hand down his face. His lips parted as if he were about to utter something else, but the light raps against the den’s double door deterred him from speaking altogether.
Poking her head between the small space, his housekeeper announced that brunch was ready and being served in the kitchen. She looked at me questionably. Her brown eyes held some hesitancy, just as they when she felt inclined to take my thermal cup upon my arrival.
Her trained glare prompted me to stand and gather my belongings.
“Yo,” Haneef called out. Had he not tugged lightly onto my blouse sleeve, I would’ve assumed he was speaking to the housekeeper. “You ever had spinach frittatas?”
“Not to my recollection, no.”
“Well, would you care to stick around to have some?”
Without hesitation, I nodded, certain that the growl emitting from my stomach would have been a dead giveaway of how hungry I was.
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Reviews 247: Blair French
There is so much to the musical world of Blair French, with releases stretching back to the early 2000s and covering subdued modern classical (Through the Blinds); weirdo underwater ambient (Blkshrk); interstellar jazz, cosmic downtempo, and leftfield house (Cosmic Handshakes); film score and soundtrack work (Heidi Ewing’s and Rachel Grady’s Detropia); hazy club thumpers and ecstatic Afro bangers under his own name; and so much else besides…all built on foundations within Detroit’s storied hip-hop scene. But perhaps my favorite style covered by French is a sort of sun-kissed and tropically-tinged balearica, which he explored to great effect across the Sandbar Caviar 10” on Claremont 56 and as a part of Nois Land’s Big Kahanu 12” on his own Fat Finger Cosmic. Now in 2019, French continues building on these solar spells, island vibrations, and seaside incantations with the stunning Patio Pastels EP, released on NuNorthern Soul. Congas and bongos surf on rainbow energy waves while synthesizers evoke steel drums, mermaid breaths, new age flutes, and blue lagoon bubble clouds…all as the heart is carried away by vibrant funkbass movements and smooth fusion glides. Shakers suffuse the air, guitars glow and chime like ocean crystals, sampled orchestrations weave pastoral prog majesties, and best of all, hushed vocals wrap the heart in glowing pop atmospherics, including a radiant performance by Stephanie Leon that would make both Isabella Antena and Nanako Sato proud.
Blair French - Patio Pastels EP (NuNorthern Soul, 2019) “Patio Pastel” is centered on hand percussion tribalisms and marching kicks while sea-spray pads hover beneath Michael Jurczak’s acoustic guitar finger-picking. Ebulliant cymbal and shaker patterns bring the beat to a gallop and crystalline electric guitar arpeggiations join the swooning rhythmic sway…all while claps intermittently cut through layers of ethereal woodwind magic. Sometimes the beats drop out, leaving the mind and body afloat on sliding synth bass fluids and aquamarine drone hazes. And near the middle, we drop into a jungle drum ritual awash in propulsive disco and rainforest shaker humidity. Elsewhere, chittering clouds of static overly the ocean folk groove as echowave guitars and bouncing pop basslines dance towards the sun and there’s an ever increasing sense of energy, with dial tone space leads, massive drum fills, and zany synth runs leading to a sleepy-eyed “na na na” chorus that perfectly encapsulates the vibe of a balearic summer. Next is “La Playa de Terciopelo,” which starts with spring reverb clicks and machine rhythms built from pillow bass drums, subtle woodblocks, and sizzling cymbal shimmer. Warm synth chords flutter side-to-side as a romantic dub-pop dreamscape fades into being, carried by Stephanie Leon’s soul-melting vocals. Her breathy, charismatic, and exotic melodies are tracked by glistening steel drums while Jamiel Dado’s seaside funk guitars scratch out solar riff spells and at some point, writhing synth fluids blow through the air and bring with them a lush instrumental chorus with soaring brass fanfares that recall Broken Social Scene. And as the song comes to a close, ocean waves and intergalactic space ether wash the mix clean.
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Waves crash to shore in “Morning Sail” while fog horn drones overlay shakers and maracas. Electric piano meditations from Schuyler Campbell play off searing arcs of guitar fuzz as a twilit rhythm bubbles in, constructed from barely-there kick pulses and splashy hand drums while being backed by soulful electrofunk and boogie fusion bass runs. French colors the air in shades of dark blue, sea green, and glowing orange with an array of hazy pads while tambourines bring the rhythm into another soft gallop. And after piano leads sparkle like seafloor gemstones, the vibe changes dramatically, with delirium waves of distortion breaking the jam down into thumping bassline sexuality and island dance drum fever as sickly synth psychedelia drifts through the air. Then in “Lounsbury Gardens” a beautiful mellotron intro awash in pastoral prog majesty gives way to dreamy ocean exotica…as if the song is traveling across distances and decades, moving from UK in the 70s to Japan in the 80s. Indeed, the track is awash in city pop mesmerism and reminds me especially of Yuji Toriyama as well as the CBS/Sony Sound & Images Series (Pacific and The Aegean Sea most specifically), with Dado’s glistening guitar runs painting the sky in coral colorations over a samba-fusion groove. Loungey basslines run beneath rimshot and woodblock hypnotics while dub echoes float amidst string synth orchestrations and it all works towards an incredible guitar solo wherein waves of burning fuzz wash over the South Pacific glide, before giving way to hazy synth solos that evoke aquatic fantasy kingdoms.
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The stuttering groove of “Human Make Human” intermingles Italo future balearica and further Japanese beach fusion magic, as scraping wood textures and shuffling shakers surround slamming synthbass and kick drum circulations. Bell tones cascade through each ear, polychromatic bubble clouds float through the air, equatorial chords bring sundub atmospherics, and flutey percolations swim through heatwave hazes…all while breezy vocals lock into a repeated refrain of “inside of you”. During moments where the rhythms vaporize, clicking guitar riffs, floating steel drums, new age pads, jazz bass scats, and crowd chatter intertwine for spells of dreamwave ambiance. And as the song comes to a close, muscular drum syncopations support delay soaked guitar wonderment and slippery synth-bass magic. Closer “Belle Isle Sunsets” is heavily suffused with the sort of techno starscape feel Detroit is known for, reveling as it does in a heady mixture of intergalactic future jazz and seaside jungle ambient. Everything is smothered in a tropical night haze, with paranoid energies lurking within the skittering cymbal and hand drum patterns, laser noise sequences, and breakbeat kick pulsations. Deep house chords flow like universal breath, guitars from Ryan Spencer hit like beads of light, and neon-hued synth leads flow down from a starry sky while hushed vocals sing out and dust-caked claps crack through the air. Then, as the drums drop away, dramatic chord stabs, effusive shakers, and cerebral sequences join staccato bow strokes emanating from an underwater orchestra before it all moves into a dopamine smothered ambient house heartbeat.
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Inside Earth, Microbes Approach Immortality
Last month, the Deep Carbon Observatory declared an astonishing fact: the bulk of the microbes living beneath the planet's surface amounts to 15 to 23 billion tons of carbon dioxide, a sum some 245 to 385 times greater than the carbon mass of all people. That's remarkable. It was not so long ago we weren't even certain life at depth was possible. But buried in the media release was a detail that I discovered a whole lot more surprising and intriguing than the bulk of underground life: its era. Back in the late 1920s, a scientist named Charles Lipman, a professor at the University of California, Berkeley, started to suspect there were bacteria in rocks. Not fossil bacteria. Alive bacteria. He was considering the fact that bacteria in his lab may be reanimated after 40 years in dry dirt in sealed bottles. If they could endure four years, was there any limitation? Coal seemed like a rock ripe for testing, made as it is from swamp muck. He started crushing lumps of coal to find out if he could get anything to grow from the dust. He did. When placed in solutions of coal dust and sterile water, in two to three weeks he started to see what seemed like germs. When put in solutions enriched with germs chow called peptone, it took as little as five hours. Intriguingly, he found a rehydration period of at least a couple of days in liquid was essential for revivification. When the crushed coal was wetted but instantly placed on food-infused gelatin-like agar in a Petri dish, nothing grew. He had, of course, included controllers and taken precautions to ensure no contaminants led to the growth. His draconian cleaning and sterilization process of the pre-crushed lumps involved scrubbing, soaking, baking, or pressurizing the lumps of coal for days or weeks before pulverization. In actuality, he discovered that heating the sample for hours at 160°C never managed to kill the germs within the coal. If anything, it only seemed to encourage them. The longer they had been baked -- up to an unbelievable 50 hours the better they seemed to grow when the coal was then crushed (If his results were real, they might not be altogether surprising given both the states that produce coal as well as the effects of heat shock proteins). Lipman didn't feel that the germs that he coaxed from coal were residing in the sense that the bacteria in your gut are living. Instead, he considered that during the process of forming coal, the germs had dried up and entered suspended animation.
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". . [T]he microorganisms found in coal are now survivors, imprisoned at the coal at the time it was formed, from material that originally was probably very full of microorganisms because it was peat-like in nature," he wrote in the Journal of Bacteriology. "It's my opinion that here and there sprinkled through the masses of the coal measures an occasional spore or any similarly resistant resting period of a microorganism has survived the vicissitudes of time and circumstance and kept its own living character, its capability to become a vegetative form, and its capability to multiply when circumstances are left handed for it." This dessicated condition we now call anhydrobiosis, and it's in this state that organisms such as water bears can withstand the vacuum of space and bombardment with radiation. Lipman's coal came from Wales and Pennsylvania, where some was pulled from a depth of 1,800 feet. Pennsylvania coal inspired the title of a whole geologic subperiod -- the Pennsylvanian. It's at least 300 million years old. The year was 1931. His coworkers probably thought he was nuts. But from where we sit in 2019, it is looking increasingly possible that Lipman wasn't nuts. The world's oldest surviving people might not be gnarled bristlecone pines or shimmering aspen clones, but small microbes locked in stone miles under the surface whose purpose is to not to grow or replicate, but only to cheat death. An increasing number of newspapers published in the past decade indicate that bacteria living -- many of them in a hydrated, active state -- in sediments, in stones, and in pockets and fissures buried deep underground are old beyond belief. For example, in the early 2000s, scientists demonstrated that the rate at which microbes in aquifers and sediments were breathing was significantly slower than that of germs in the surface. The biomass turnover rates -- the time in which is needed to replace the molecules in a cell -- were measured on the order of hundreds to thousands of years. "We don't know if the microbes of those subsurface environments replicate at such slow rates of biomass turnover," wrote Frederick Colwell and Steven D'Hondt in a review named Nature and Extent of the Deep Biosphere in 2013,"or reside without breaking for countless tens of centuries." A 2017 paper in the Proceedings of the National Academy of Science discovered low densities of bacteria (although"low" remains 50-2,000 cells per cubic centimeter) in 5 to 30 million-year-old coal and shale beds situated two km beneath the floor of the Pacific Ocean from the coast of Japan. They were actively, if exceptionally slowly, living. Their creation times ranged from months to over 100 years. However, this quote was probably low, the authors conceded. The production time of E. coli from the laboratory: 15 to 20 minutes. A 2018 study published in Geobiology of microbes living in deep sea sediments from the South Pacific Gyre reasoned that the fitness in these sediments is about growing but only surviving. Such microbes' only food source is whatever happened to be buried together, the authors concluded. The quantity of carbon they have for upkeep and repair annually is only 2% of the cell's own carbon material.
"Only the fact that intact microbial cells are found in this ancient habitat has remarkable consequences regarding the durability of the organisms," the authors wrote. In their own computer versions running multi-million year simulations, after four thousand years, all cells had ceased growth. They were only putting whatever tools they could scrounge into maintaining the old jalopy running, such as the desperate survivors in a Mad Max movie. How long does that zero-sum game go on? Will they finally starve? Will they metamorphose to the dessicated, suspended state that Charles Lipman promised to find in Pennsylvania coal? Or does that need the particular conditions of coalification? Evidence is also accumulating that such nutrient-deprived, superannuated germs aren't"microbial zombies". To the contrary, a lot of studies have found that if deep subsurface microbes are put in more moderate environments, they immediately animate.
Taken together, these findings are not as absurd as they may appear when you consider that germs buried deep beneath the planet's surface are protected from cosmic radiation -- a frequent killer of the preternaturally obsolete -- by thick overburdens of sediment, water, or stone (Muons, the form in which cosmic radiation reaches Earth's surface, can only penetrate tens of meters into stone ). Such radiation mutates the DNA of organisms living on Earth's surface. Panspermia hypotheses that life seeded the world by hitchhiking inside asteroids have always seemed very tin-foil hat for me. But these findings, along with the recent understanding that life might have appeared on Earth almost as soon as it was possible, induce me to reconsider. Although distance is immense, life is insistent. To sum up, Earth's crust seems to be just lousy with idling, historical bacteria parked in power-save manner, prepared at almost a minute's notice to throw the gearshift into drive. But what a life! Eons spent entombed in a dark, airless, quiet matrix, hardly eating, hardly breathing, hardly moving, hardly living. But not dead. Not dead.
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Inside Earth, Microbes Approach Immortality
Last month, the Deep Carbon Observatory declared an astonishing fact: the bulk of the microbes living beneath the planet's surface amounts to 15 to 23 billion tons of carbon dioxide, a sum some 245 to 385 times greater than the carbon mass of all people. That's remarkable. It was not so long ago we weren't even certain life at depth was possible. But buried in the media release was a detail that I discovered a whole lot more surprising and intriguing than the bulk of underground life: its era. Back in the late 1920s, a scientist named Charles Lipman, a professor at the University of California, Berkeley, started to suspect there were bacteria in rocks. Not fossil bacteria. Alive bacteria. He was considering the fact that bacteria in his lab may be reanimated after 40 years in dry dirt in sealed bottles. If they could endure four years, was there any limitation? Coal seemed like a rock ripe for testing, made as it is from swamp muck. He started crushing lumps of coal to find out if he could get anything to grow from the dust. He did. When placed in solutions of coal dust and sterile water, in two to three weeks he started to see what seemed like germs. When put in solutions enriched with germs chow called peptone, it took as little as five hours. Intriguingly, he found a rehydration period of at least a couple of days in liquid was essential for revivification. When the crushed coal was wetted but instantly placed on food-infused gelatin-like agar in a Petri dish, nothing grew. He had, of course, included controllers and taken precautions to ensure no contaminants led to the growth. His draconian cleaning and sterilization process of the pre-crushed lumps involved scrubbing, soaking, baking, or pressurizing the lumps of coal for days or weeks before pulverization. In actuality, he discovered that heating the sample for hours at 160°C never managed to kill the germs within the coal. If anything, it only seemed to encourage them. The longer they had been baked -- up to an unbelievable 50 hours the better they seemed to grow when the coal was then crushed (If his results were real, they might not be altogether surprising given both the states that produce coal as well as the effects of heat shock proteins). Lipman didn't feel that the germs that he coaxed from coal were residing in the sense that the bacteria in your gut are living. Instead, he considered that during the process of forming coal, the germs had dried up and entered suspended animation. ". . [T]he microorganisms found in coal are now survivors, imprisoned at the coal at the time it was formed, from material that originally was probably very full of microorganisms because it was peat-like in nature," he wrote in the Journal of Bacteriology. "It's my opinion that here and there sprinkled through the masses of the coal measures an occasional spore or any similarly resistant resting period of a microorganism has survived the vicissitudes of time and circumstance and kept its own living character, its capability to become a vegetative form, and its capability to multiply when circumstances are left handed for it." This dessicated condition we now call anhydrobiosis, and it's in this state that organisms such as water bears can withstand the vacuum of space and bombardment with radiation. Lipman's coal came from Wales and Pennsylvania, where some was pulled from a depth of 1,800 feet. Pennsylvania coal inspired the title of a whole geologic subperiod -- the Pennsylvanian. It's at least 300 million years old. The year was 1931. His coworkers probably thought he was nuts. But from where we sit in 2019, it is looking increasingly possible that Lipman wasn't nuts. The world's oldest surviving people might not be gnarled bristlecone pines or shimmering aspen clones, but small microbes locked in stone miles under the surface whose purpose is to not to grow or replicate, but only to cheat death. An increasing number of newspapers published in the past decade indicate that bacteria living -- many of them in a hydrated, active state -- in sediments, in stones, and in pockets and fissures buried deep underground are old beyond belief. For example, in the early 2000s, scientists demonstrated that the rate at which microbes in aquifers and sediments were breathing was significantly slower than that of germs in the surface. The biomass turnover rates -- the time in which is needed to replace the molecules in a cell -- were measured on the order of hundreds to thousands of years. "We don't know if the microbes of those subsurface environments replicate at such slow rates of biomass turnover," wrote Frederick Colwell and Steven D'Hondt in a review named Nature and Extent of the Deep Biosphere in 2013,"or reside without breaking for countless tens of centuries." A 2017 paper in the Proceedings of the National Academy of Science discovered low densities of bacteria (although"low" remains 50-2,000 cells per cubic centimeter) in 5 to 30 million-year-old coal and shale beds situated two km beneath the floor of the Pacific Ocean from the coast of Japan. They were actively, if exceptionally slowly, living. Their creation times ranged from months to over 100 years. However, this quote was probably low, the authors conceded. The production time of E. coli from the laboratory: 15 to 20 minutes. A 2018 study published in Geobiology of microbes living in deep sea sediments from the South Pacific Gyre reasoned that the fitness in these sediments is about growing but only surviving. Such microbes' only food source is whatever happened to be buried together, the authors concluded. The quantity of carbon they have for upkeep and repair annually is only 2% of the cell's own carbon material.
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"Only the fact that intact microbial cells are found in this ancient habitat has remarkable consequences regarding the durability of the organisms," the authors wrote. In their own computer versions running multi-million year simulations, after four thousand years, all cells had ceased growth. They were only putting whatever tools they could scrounge into maintaining the old jalopy running, such as the desperate survivors in a Mad Max movie. How long does that zero-sum game go on? Will they finally starve? Will they metamorphose to the dessicated, suspended state that Charles Lipman promised to find in Pennsylvania coal? Or does that need the particular conditions of coalification? Evidence is also accumulating that such nutrient-deprived, superannuated germs aren't"microbial zombies". To the contrary, a lot of studies have found that if deep subsurface microbes are put in more moderate environments, they immediately animate. Taken together, these findings are not as absurd as they may appear when you consider that germs buried deep beneath the planet's surface are protected from cosmic radiation -- a frequent killer of the preternaturally obsolete -- by thick overburdens of sediment, water, or stone (Muons, the form in which cosmic radiation reaches Earth's surface, can only penetrate tens of meters into stone ). Such radiation mutates the DNA of organisms living on Earth's surface. Panspermia hypotheses that life seeded the world by hitchhiking inside asteroids have always seemed very tin-foil hat for me. But these findings, along with the recent understanding that life might have appeared on Earth almost as soon as it was possible, induce me to reconsider. Although distance is immense, life is insistent. To sum up, Earth's crust seems to be just lousy with idling, historical bacteria parked in power-save manner, prepared at almost a minute's notice to throw the gearshift into drive. But what a life! Eons spent entombed in a dark, airless, quiet matrix, hardly eating, hardly breathing, hardly moving, hardly living. But not dead. Not dead.
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Session Summary - 17
AKA “The Wyvern Hunt”
AKA “Depth Charge The Hero”
Adventures in Taggeriell
Session 17 (Date: 28th January 2017)
Players Present:
- Rob (Known as “Balasar”) Dragonborn Male.
- Phil (Known as “Nac”) Half-elf Male.
Absent Players
- Arthur (Known as “Gim”) Dwarf Male. <Controlled by party>
NPC
- (Known as “Naillae”) Elf Female. <Controlled by DM>
- (Known as “Korvin”) Human Male. <Controlled by party>
- (Known as “Valder”) Elf Male. <Controlled by party>
Summary
- Wealday, 10th of Neth in the year 814 (Second Era). Winter.
- The party begin this session, within the now abandoned bandit camp, within the ancient ruins of a complex of buildings devoted to the God Alairros; having fought and driven off the bandits last session. Night is approaching and so too is the cold and rain.
- As the sun sets and the darkness creeps in, most of the part retire to the relative safety and warmth of the bandit leader’s lodging; whilst Balasar The Death Monk examines the dead body of the Great Ape, taking various samples and items, like the beast’s heart.
- With more time and no chance of bandits wandering in, the party take the time to more thoroughly search the large northern building of the bandit leader. Nothing of value is found.
- Whilst Gim and Naillae remain behind at the entrance to the northern building, to keep an eye on the Lady Lilya who is still quite fearful of the bandit’s return, the rest of party move into the large open clearing that is central to all the buildings. At the center is the stone well which sits upon a large mosaic dias, surrounded by six old and weathered statues.
- Korvin tries to remember some of the history of the place. Nac keeps interrupting him and giving his opinion as to the history. And after a few minutes of terse discussion, bordering on full out argument, the two arrive at the same conclusion. This temple complex must be from the time before the Kingdom of Tyriba existed, now ruled by a King, and must be from when the previous Empire of Aerestow existed that covered most of the southern land mass, over seen by a “God Emperor”, about 2000 years ago.
- The stone well, which Valder had previously observed had a compass on the top edge but facing in the wrong direction, is searched and examined. Balasar notices a very small, tiny triangle carved onto the stone wall, facing north. Balasar tries to move the top dial of the well and it turns, slowly but with great reluctance. Nac, Korvin and Valder help Balasar with pushing the compass edge of the stone well and with the combined effort it moves easily. They keep turning it until the north dial does indeed face north, and lines up with the tiny carved triangle, and it settles into position with a click. At the same time, Naillae shouts out that a small panel opened up on one of the north statues.
- The statue is examined by Valder and within is a small wooden chest that the wizard pulls out. As he does so, the ancient wood crumbles into dust and slivers and the contents fall out onto the soft sand: a small leather pouch; a glass vial; a silver pendant on a chain; and a silver scroll case.
- All the items are gathered and taken into the north building and the party regather there. The Lady Lilya has gone through some of the bags in the leader’s room, looking for her missing signet ring, and has located some of her travel clothes. She has now scrubbed off the dirt from her face and has changed into clean clothes.
- As the bandit leader’s lodging had a fire going and a pot of stew cooking, the party are warm and feed this evening.
- The items just found are examined: the leather pouch is ancient and as the pouch is handled the hard, brittle leather begins to break and fall apart in fibres, and out spills 33 silver coins and a large diamond. Balasar appraises the diamond as being worth 100 gp and notices that the silver coins are not the current coins of the Kingdom of Tyriba; they are of a different shape and design. These coins are secured separately from the other coins of the party.
- The silver pendant has the symbol of shield set with a tower and star, the symbol of the God Alairros; this must be a Holy Symbol of the Solider God. The vial is identified as a Healing Potion by Valder, and he also examines a handful of previous vials and all are Healing Potions. Some other vials, that were found in the building with the Great Ape, are examined and Naillae states they are two Poison vials and one vial of Anti-toxin. The silver scroll case is opened and an ancient scroll removed, the paper is still flexible and shows no sign of age or ware. Valder reads the scroll, with a little difficulty, it is a spell he has never heard of before: one of the lost spells from before the Dragon Wars! He deciphers the script and it is a spell known as “Reverse Compass” that can confuse and befuddle a foe to move in random directions for some time.
- Watches are set and the party get to sleep, thankful for the warmth of the fire.
- Apart from the occasional soft moan carried like wind from the southern building across the open clearing, nothing disturbs the party this night.
- Oathday, 11th of Neth in the year 814 (Second Era). Winter
- The party arise in the early morning, the sun having just risen. The day is cloudy, windy and cold but the rains have stopped.
- During breakfast, the party decide to go to the large southern building and examine it, even though Lady Lilya, has begged them not to as she fears for their safety.
- Nac speaks, “I heard wails coming from that place last night.”
- Gim speaks up, “Yeah we all heard it too, so?”
- Nac replies, “I said wails, plural. With the way the bandits wouldn’t go in there and would leave trinkets at the entrance, the cold feel to the place and the wailing, I believe were facing a chorus of banshees in there.”
- With that grim news the party gear up and prepare to move on. It is decided to leave Naillae behind to guard and reassure the frightened Lady Lilya and everyone else will head down. The southern large building stands prominently. Where the other buildings in the area show evidence of losing the fight against time and nature, this building has already lost. What was once the roof now lays in stone ruins among the ground. The forest has overrun the place, driving a line of trees right through the sides of the building some 15 or so feet from the entrance, erupting out of the floor and heaving the foundation into disarray. The trees shoot through the building’s absent ceiling, enveloping it in their green canopy.
- The group enter the building and as a line move forward into the thick line of trees that grow internally and block of the rest of the building from sight. Korvin and Valder are on each of the end of the line. In the middle are Balasar and Gim, with Nac standing close behind the pair.
- After the party slowly push their way through the 15 foot wide span of trees, the back half of the stone building comes into view in the dim light. A pervasive stink of offal and decay hits the party. The floor is littered with the remnants of the collapsed ceiling, mouldy and torn linens, and bones. Before the party can do much else, a soft wailing begins from eastern side room and the air begins to flicker as a shimmering figure can just be seen about to emerge; a Banshee!
- Immediately, Balasar rushes over to the emerging figure, a brief flicker of fear passes over him but the monk remains steady (Successful save versus fear effect), and swings his enchanted blessed mace. The weapon swings through the Banshee twice and does tremendous damage; the wispy figure appears much duller and less luminous. Korvin moves across into view of the figure, he too remains calm (Successful save versus fear effect) and lets off a burst of arcane energy, striking the floating figure and evaporating it into mist.
- Suspecting another Banshee the party ready themselves towards the other side room on the west: Nac and Valder ready spells and Gim readies a crossbow.
- Guessing correctly, another Banshee does indeed appear from the western side room. Nac and Valder fires off spells at the luminous figure and Gim lets loose a crossbow bolt at it. The floating Banshee drifts across into the room and everyone manages to keep their emotions under control (everyone made a Successful save versus fear effect) and as the Banshee gets to the middle of the large hall it lets out a loud wail, that causes the whole party to wince but have no ill effects (everyone made a Successful Constitution save versus instant Death). Balasar runs over to the creature, which is already injured from the waiting attacks of Nac, Valder and Gim, and again the Dragonborn Monk swings his enchanted mace at it, which swings into twice and destroys the creature into mist.
- Immediately the cold in the room vanishes. Now the party spend most of the morning to search the large hall, the two side rooms, various piles of rubbish and garbage and all the walls for secret passages or compartments. They find in the east room: 27 sp and 13 gp, and three small blue gem stones (which Balasar thinks are worth about 10 gp each). In the west room they find: a small gold bracelet, and a large diamond (which Balasar thinks is worth about 250 gp).
- Returning to the north building, where the Lady Lilya and Naillae are waiting, the victorious party are warmly welcomed back by the Lady Lilya who listens raptly at the tale of vanquishing the two Banshees.
- Eating the rest of the stew from the pot, the party prepare to leave, during which Nac performs a Prayer of Healing to cure some of the injuries on the whole party.
- Leaving the bandit camp at about midday, the party walk south along the track, back to main Ling-Gar road and then west onto Lington. The journey takes about 6 hours, during which time nothing of note occurs, and with about 15 minutes left of sun light, the party arrive back at Lington.
- Splitting up, just in case the party get recognised, they enter the town with the Lady Lilya and then once safely through the defended north gate; the party regroup.
- The Lady Lilya directs the party down various streets until after a five minute walk they see a very large Manor that takes up a small block. The Manor is surrounded by tall stone walls, beyond can be seen numerous trees, and a three level Manor with richly detailed painting and stone carvings covering it. The players approach a large ornate gate on the outer wall, that is guarded by knights in full plate armour, wearing capes that bear the symbol of a leaf on top of a sheaf of wheat; the symbol of House Haldenfrond.
- As the party approach the gate, they are seen by the knights and shouting can be heard announcing the arrival of the Lady Lilya; which brings many more armoured Knights rushing to the gate. Nac takes hold of the Lady’s hand. As they get near the gate, all the Knights kneel down, with one Knight in a set of plate mail inlaid with gold detail, speaks, “My Lady, you have returned. Your father Lord Guildain has been advised and awaits you inside the Manor.”
- Nac uses his cleric powers via a cantrip to enhance his voice and presence, “Yes, tell your lord your lady is returned under my protection.”
- Most of the knights breath in deeply in surprise and awe but the captain simply stands and with a slight smile replies, “I think we can do without a show? My lady, after you.”
- The group is escorted into the lavish Manor, through a set of large detailed double doors (guarded by more knights) and led into a large waiting hall that is resplendent with colours, paintings, tapestries, silver wear, ornate furniture and exotic trinkets.
- After a moment, from the rear of the hall enters an imposing man, Lord Guildain.
- He is dressed in fine red robes. His sour and somewhat ugly face looks over at the party. The Lady Lilya rushes over to her father and embraces him.
- Lord Guildain and the party discuss the rescue and how they managed to find and return his daughter. Lord Guildain mentions something about paying the agreed posted reward and sends one of his servants to retrieve the amount; something which the party were not aware of but just nod in acceptance.
- The party learn that Lord Guildain of House Haldenfrond is from a very wealthy family, built on a merchant empire of selling, exporting and importing: spices, salt, flour, incense, and fragrant oils. When the matter of what exactly Lord Guildain does and some probing questions by Nac, he sends his daughter away so that he may discuss “boring matters of business” with the party. Korvin enquires whether the Lord has a private library, and when he learns that there is indeed one present, is granted permission to attend the library to examine it.
- The party are brought into a guest dining hall with the Lord and a lavish dinner is waiting for them; a meal is also brought to the library for Korvin to eat.
- All around the house are the symbols of House Haldenfrond, a leaf over a sheaf of wheat. As the party are walking towards the dinning table to take their seats, Balasar leans towards Nac and whispers, “I recognise that symbol. When I was a pirate we raided some ships and stole their cargo it had that symbol on it. It wasn’t spices or salt in there. It was weapons.”
- Nac smiles, “Interesting. I think I can use this to our advantage.”
- With the knowledge gained from Balasar’s past, Nac and Balasar keep probing into the exact nature of Lord Guildain’s business. The Lord is being evasive and both Nac and Balasar sense he is being deceptive. Nac mentions something about a possible business deal back in Phandalin that the Lord may wish to get involved in but wishes to do so in private. At first the Lord is reluctant as he can’t possibly see what profit a small frontier village like Phandalin could hold for his interests but Nac is persistent and eventually Lord Guildain agrees to a private conversation with Nac.
- At the end of the fine meal, which was five courses, smoking sticks, pipes and cigars are brought out along with a fine selection of alcohol. Nac and Lord Guildain move off to a side smoking room in private.
- In the room Nac presses his advantage in knowing that Lord Guildain’s empire is actually built on weapons sale and not spices. The Lord admits this is true when Nac offers a possible deal with shipping weapons over to Phandalin to supply a contact he has there. Nac learns that the Haldenfrond empire is built on illegal weapon and armour sales to anyone or any kingdom with enough coin. Lord Guildain wishes to know how long it will take to receive an answer from the contact in Phandalin and Nac replies a day. An agreement is made that Nac will contact his Phandalin contact and arrange a meeting.
- Meanwhile, in the guest dining hall, Balasar, Valder, Naillae and Gim are enjoying themselves. Korvin has also returned from the library, impressed with the collection, but disappointed that there were no books on anything related to the arcane arts. Everyone, except Balasar, is partaking of the alcohol and tobacco. Gim has pulled a small smoking paper and is attempting to roll his own smoking stick. He grabs a tobacco pouch and goes to the bottom of the pouch and pulls out a bunch of mostly stem, ignoring the green leaf. The Dwarf rolls up the stem in a smoking paper into a small smoking stick.
- “What are you doing Dwarf?” asks Naillae, “You’re suppose to roll the leaf, not the stem.”
- The Dwarf takes a puff and then leans back in his chair, eyes closed, “Oh yeah, that’s the stuff.”
- Nac and Lord Guildain now re-enter the guest dining hall, their discussion being concluded.
- A servant brings in 5 leather bags and deposits them onto the dining table.
- Lord Guildain speaks, “As posted, the agreed price for the reward. Each of those bags has 100 gold coins in it; 500 gold coins in total.”
- The party take the reward. The Lord retires for the night but arranges each member of the party a room for the night in the Manor, in thanks for saving his daughter, and states the party will be supplied breakfast in the morning at which point they must take their leave.
- The party have free reign to come and go from the Manor until morning so Naillae decides to head out for the night to catch up with some acquaintance from the Thief’s Guild. Balasar asks her if he could appear before the Guild about a job to find a missing person. Naillae says she’ll ask.
- Balasar and Gim decide to head out for the night to get a drink, and make their way to the far side of the city, to where they previously found The Black Blades tavern. On the way they pass the “Fallen Sons” public square, where during the day is normally filled with market stalls, and move up to the Job Notice Board. On the board are numerous jobs pined to it: one asking recruits to join the Lington Militia as soldiers for 1 gp a week for 1 year service; the posted Reward to rescue the Lady Lilya for 500 gp; a bounty on a dangerous Wyvern for the Hunter’s Guild for 500 gp; and an escort job for the Imperial Mail Office to guard the Imperial Couriers to various locations, including one towards WInterhaven for 25 gp per guard. Balasar takes the jobs off the board for the Hunter Guild and the Imperial Mail Escort.
- Continuing on to the more seedy part of Lington, Balasar and Gim make their way back to The Black Blades tavern. Once again the tavern is noisy and filled with drunk patrons and much ruckus. Once inside they see small fights here and there, unconscious bodies about, people singing and dancing, gambling, games of chance, dwarf tossing, and just all round shenanigans. Behind the bar is a towering Half-Orc, seven and half foot tall, with a large frame. He serves customers drink and is obviously the bar keep of this place.
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- Gim moves over to look at a competition going on at the dart board between four competitors.
- Balasar moves over to the Dwarf tossing. A rather plumb Dwarf, tied up and gagged, who is trying to get free is the object of the tossing and a large wooden bucket is the target of the tossing. Balasar takes a turn and throws the Dwarf so hard he smashes the head of the Dwarf through the wooden bucket smashing it, which elicits a loud cheer and much applause from the crowd; and a mug of ale is thrust into Balasar’s hand as a reward.
- Gim gets bored with the dart competition and can’t work out who to place a bet on so he heads over to the bar and gets the attention of the Half-orc bar keeper, who is called Gront.
- Gront speaks in a loud deep voice, “What you want?”
- Gim looks up at the tall figure and shouts to be heard over the ruckus, “Depth charge.”
- Gront looks down and squints, “What?”
- Gim then orders a large mug of ale for some coppers and a small Dwarven brandy shot for 10 gp. Gim drops the brandy shot into the mug of ale and then skolls the drink down in one go. Gim wipes the foam off his lip and says, “That is a Depth Charge.”
- Suddenly a bunch of people near Gim start yelling out and ordering Depth Charges from Gront.
- Gim, now feeling the effects of the alcohol, goes over to the Dwarf tossing competition and picks up the tied Dwarf. He raises him easily and throws the Dwarf so hard he goes through the bucket and smashes it, the tied Dwarf ending up with the copper band from the bucket now stuck around his large frame. The crowd erupts with cheers and lifts Gim up in triumph, yelling “Depth Charge!” over and over.
- Eventually, Balasar and Gim leave the tavern, Gim singing and swaying slightly. As they walk through the dark streets they find themselves suddenly surround by six street thugs who pull scimitars out, demanding the pair hand over all their money.
- Without waiting, Balasar rushes forward to engage three of the thugs and drops two quickly.
- Gim likewise moves over to another three thugs and nearly takes off one of their arms with his battle axe killing him outright (Critical Hit - Slashed Shoulder - Maximum damage).
- The fight is over quickly as the thugs have picked the wrong pair to try to rob. With one thug left who tries to run away, he too is brought down when the chasing Balasar unleashes a torrent of acid at him via his acid breath.
- They search the bodies but only come up with two small pouches filled with a total of 25cp, 7 sp and 3 gp.
- The pair return to the manor before midnight and retire to the rooms. The rest of night goes uneventful.
- Starday, 12th of Neth in the year 814 (Second Era). Winter
- The party are awakened by a Manor servant knocking on each of their doors to inform them that breakfast is ready. Nac tells the servant to ask Lord Guildain to meet them at breakfast as he has some information for him.
- Downstairs in the guest dining hall a large and elaborate meal is laid out, with various fruits, breads, slices of meat and various drinks.
- During the meal, Lord Guildain appears and Nac informs him that he has made spoken to his contact in Phandalin and they have agreed to look into a deal. Someone will attend the Lord’s Manor in two days time to discuss the Phandalin trade. Lord Guildain looks pleased and takes his leave.
- Balasar whispers to Nac, “I know your contact is Halia, that’s obvious. How did you speak to her so quickly, Phandalin is about 60 miles away, and what’s she going to deal with a bunch of weapons?”
- Nac smiles, “Don’t worry yourself about the fine details Balasar of how or why. Just be assured that it’s done and in time will be in all our best interest.”
- Over breakfast Naillae informs Balasar that she has asked for a meeting for Balasar with the Thief’s Guild regarding his job. She has been told they will think about it and get back to her in a day or two.
- The party finish their breakfast and leave the Manor, the iron gate gets shut behind them and it is clear they no longer will have access into the Manor as guests. The day is cloudy and windy.
- They make their way over to the commercial district and find a Jeweller / Antique shop called “The Fine Brooch”. Inside a female elf by the name of Petrilla serves them. The party sell of some of their gems and the small gold bracelet for a total of 270 gp. When Balasar shows the ancient silver coins they found hidden in the well in the bandit’s camp Petrilla’s eye widen. She quickly goes and gets a reference book and looks something up and then examines the coins under an eye glass. She offers to take all 33 antique coins and in exchange offers the party four small yellow diamonds, each worth about 250 gp. They party agree and make the exchange.
- Leaving “The Fine Brooch” they make their way over to the Lington Hunter’s Guild Lodge which is a rustic building, obviously well used. Inside the lodge, is filled big comfy chairs and many animal skin rugs. Along the walls hang numerous heads of beasts hunted and killed. From across the room, comes a man in his sixties, limping very badly. He has white hair and an impressive moustache.
- The party learn he is called Odard and he is the Master Hunter for the Guild in Lington. He speaks with an obvious accent from the far northern lands. The party discuss with Odard the posted bounty for the Wyvern. He gives them some advice about fighting a Wyvern and tells them where to look for the beast.
- As the party leave, Odard shouts out, “Remember, you bring head back, then we drink, and you get pay. All good!”
- The party feel confident they are ready to take on that challenge and leave straight away via the nearby west gate and head out along the Haven-Ton Road which they follow for about 6 miles before leaving the road to head north into the grass lands. After an hour they find a series of ancient collapsed pillars, which Odard had advised them of, and then take a trail that heads north west. They follow this for nearly two hours before the trail heads into the Changrove Forest. They follow the winding trail through the thick trees until after a couple more hours they come to a large clearing about 150 feet across. In the center of the clearing is one large ancient tree of immense size. Surrounding the ancient tree are twelve smaller trees, evenly spaced, in a ring around it.
- Naillae looks around, “What is this place?”
- Valder speaks, “I’m not sure. I’ve heard of druid groves but I don’t know if this is one.”
- Nac speaks, “What ever it is, you hear that? Nothing. No birds. No wild life. Nothing. I think we’ve found the Wyvern. Get ready!”
- The party slowly creep forward: Valder and Korvin head over to the left; Nac and Naillae head over to the right; and Gim and Balasar head forwards towards the ancient tree.
- From the rear a large red beast suddenly beasts forth from the trees, smashing over two trees. Only Naillae who was watching the rear is ready and throws two daggers at the Wyvern. The winged beast reaches Korvin in a single bound, and snaps his mighty jaws at the Warlock, and swipes him with his barbed poisonous tail which slams into Korvin’s side. The Warlock drops to the ground, dying, and the Wyvern continues with speed, never pausing, and leaps into the air, wings beating fast to blow sand and dirt into the eyes of the party as it rises into the air above the clearing.
- As the party are reeling from the sudden assault and clearing their eyes from the sand blast the Wyvern banks to the right and swoops down towards Nac. As the beast flies past it snaps with its teeth and strikes out with his claws. Nac nearly suffers a fatal blow but luck intervenes and he only gets injured (Critical Hit on Nac but Rob forced a re-roll by using his Inspiration).
- Seeing how they are sitting ducks out in the open, Balasar, Nac and Naillae run over to the ancient large tree and hide under the thick canopy. Valder attempts to drag Korvin to the nearby tree line but is unable to move him (Failed Strength check). Gim rushes over to the dying figure of Korvin and stands next to him, his battle axe ready, “Come on ya filthy red beast! Taste my axe!”
- As the Wyvern swings around again, Balasar uses his Wand of Magic Missiles to fire at it and Nac casts spells too. The beasts swoops down and tries to grab Korvin, wanting to claim his prize and food, but as he does so, Gim swings his axe and strikes at the beasts claws cutting a deep wound (Critical Hit - Low Blow - Maximum damage) causing the creature to drop Korvin.
- As the beast flies off and comes around for another pass, Gim quickly grabs the dying Korvin, and drags him into the tree line and hides him in a bush. Gim and Valder then stand behind the tree line trying to get some cover.
- As the Wyvern flies around, Nac concentrates hard and lets loose a powered up spell, forcing as much divine energy into the casting of it as he can (cast 1st spell at 3rd spell level - increases power to add more damage dice) and lets fly a guiding bolt that hits the beast hard. A dim glowing now surrounds the beast also making it easier to see and hit.
- Valder points upwards and sends forth a small orange ball that flies rapidly towards the beast up in the air and as the small ball reaches the Wyvern it explodes into a large fire ball. The Wyvern does a barrel roll and manages to avoid most of the fiery area, only taking some damage from it.
- With no open targets the Wyvern flies down and lands next to the tree line, desperate to get it’s prize. It starts to attack at Gim, clawing and swinging with his poisonous tail; the Dwarf using the trees to avoid most of the hits but still takes huge wounds.
- Once again Balasar lets a volley of Magic Missiles at the rear of the downed beast and Nac launches another guiding bolt at it that blows off one of its wings, dropping and killing the beast (Critical Spell Hit).
- The party quickly regroup and check Korvin who has managed to stabilise and stop bleeding (three Successful Death Saves).
- Now the threat is over Nac performs a Prayer Of Healing to heal the party, which also brings Korvin back to consciousness.
- Over the next hour and half, Valder goes over the body of the Wyvern with his tools and manages to harvest some useful alchemy items from it that should be worth some money. As per the agreement with Odard The Hunter, they cut off the head of the beast to return it, to claim their bounty.
- It is now late afternoon now with less than an hour and half left of sunlight, and the party decide to stay put and rest; to set camp up just outside the clearing on the trail.
- Balasar speaks, “Is it a good idea to be so close to that grove at night? I got a real bad feeling about it.”
- Nac respondes, “Yeah, should be ok. What could go wrong?”
- As night comes the party are already well set up for camp. Watches are set for the night.
- About half way through the night, during the time that Valder and Korvin are on watch, they see a large number of small, floating lights, coming from around the ancient tree.
- Concerned, the pair on watch wake up the rest of the party.
- Valder and Korvin look at the winking lights that are changing colours and in unison say, “Will-o’-wisps!”
- Nac grabs for his armour, quickly trying to put it on and shouts, “Get your armour on now Gim!”
- Gim and Nac hurriedly try to put their armour on, as the party watch the lights at the far tree wink out one by one and vanish. A moment later, before the Gim and Nac have finished putting on their armour properly, twelve small wispy balls of light appear all around the party surrounding them.
- Valder, Balasar and Korvin each get approached by two wisps; Nac and Naillae get one wisp each and Gim gets surrounded by four wisps.
- The party are finding it hard to damage the wisps quick enough as the strange undead creatures are immune or resistant to most things and non magical weapons do little to them. Korvin is dropped quickly and as he does so four of the wisps begin to float over his dying body.
- Naillae is getting badly damage and attempts to run off towards the ancient tree but one of the wisps follows her. The rest of the party take on the wisps one by one but very slowly as most of their attacks are doing limited damage.
- The four wisps that float over the downed body of Korvin then begin to feed on him and suck up and consume his life energy. Korvin dies instantly. (Failed Constitution Save versus Death).
- The party are getting hammered by the wisps. Valder in desperation casts a fireball spell directly at his feet, the large ball of flame engulfs the party and wisps; all except Naillae and one wisp which are moving towards the ancient tree. Through Valder’s skill as a Evoker, he shapes the flames around himself and Nac, Balasar, and Gim; the intense heat and light surrounding them. The flames burns at the wisps and dead body of Korvin. After the flames are gone, most of the wisp are still present but damaged.
- Naillae still trying to run away from the single wisp at her, runs through the party and lets the party take on that on too, as the wisp chasing her instead goes for Nac.
- The rest of the battle is hectic: Valder casts more spells with tremendous force (two Spell Critical hits for double damage); Balasar nearly missed with his mace (one of the few weapons capable of dealing sufficient damage to the wisps) but managed to hit (Rob used 1 Luck point to re-roll a miss); and Nac used his Channel Divinity to call forth the power of his God to bring an unholy strike at one wisp.
- Eventually all the wisp are destroyed.
- Nac quickly pulls out a scroll from his backpack, and reads it hurriedly, his only Revivify scroll, but he has to cast the spell before the body has been dead for 1 minute otherwise the spell will fail.
- Luckily, Nac is quick enough, and Korvin sits up coughing, returned to life.
- The rest of night passes uneventfully.
- Sunday, 13th of Neth in the year 814 (Second Era). Winter
<And as the party get ready for the new day, that is the end of the session.>
XP Allocation
Group - Combined (This is equally divided by the number of players who were involved)
Quests (Only quests that are completed or rendered undoable, during this session, are shown here)
- Return Lady Lilya to Father = 400 XP
- Unlocking The Well of Alairos = 100 XP
Creatures Overcome
- Banshees = 2200 XP
- Street Thugs = 150 XP (Rob and Arthur only - as only ones present)
- Wyvern = 2300 XP
- Will-o-wisps = 5400 XP
Individual (This is only given to that person and is not divided amongst all players)
Special Bonus (Outstanding Role Playing)
Nil
XP Levels and Player Allocations
Player : Start + Received = Total (Notes)
Phil : 12407 + 1941 = 14348 (Level up to Level 6)
Rob : 13319 + 1941 + 75 = 15335 (Level up to Level 6)
Arthur : 9500 + 1300 + 75 = 10875
NPC (Valder) : ??? + 866 = ???
NPC (Korvin) : ??? + 866 = ???
NPC (Naillae) : ??? + 866 = ??? (Level up)
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Makeup Geek Matrix Palettes | Makeup Geek Eyeshadows
This review is for the Makeup Geek Matrix Mega Set ($220), which includes two magnetic palettes full of most of their single eyeshadows. I am also reviewing four additional single eyeshadows that were released as part of their recent rebrand but were not included in the palettes. The palettes can be purchased individually for $125 each. The individual matte shadows are $5.49 each while the foiled shadows are $7.99 each. Buying the whole set brings the price of the individual eyeshadows down to $3.93 each. Buying just one palette will bring the price down to $4.46 each. These are just rough calculations considering you also get the magnetic palettes. The point is, if you want a whole bunch of shades, it may be more cost effective to just get one or both palettes.
The magnetic palettes themselves feel like really nice quality. The back and sides are made of a rubberized material so they aren’t slippery in your hands. The lid can be positioned anywhere and has some tension to it so you can leave it halfway open and it will remain in that position. You can also lay it out completely flat. The lid is held shut magnetically as well. Now, I did see a review from Annette’s Makeup Corner, and she got one of the magnetic palettes that holds 9 eyeshadows. The magnetized sheet that was inside was warped in hers, so perhaps there is some variation in the quality of the palettes from size to size.
There is a gap between the pans in the palette when it is completely filled, meaning the pans don’t fit 100% perfectly in these palettes. This may be annoying for some people but for me I really don’t care. This gap makes it easier for me to take shades out if I want to without having to use some sort of tool to do so.
There are currently 10 foiled eyeshadows available. Three of them were slightly sheerer than the rest (Medieval, Day Dreamer, and Whimsical) but I had no problems building them up. They have a smooth, almost creamy texture that was neither too thin nor too thick. I was able to use a brush to apply them to the lid just fine but as with all shimmers, using my fingers did give me more intense color payoff and higher shine. There was some shimmer fallout but not so much that I feel the need to apply my foundation after my eyeshadow.
The formula of the mattes is different than most the mainstream brands I’ve tried. It took me a while to “get to know” this formula and how best to apply it. They are generally somewhat powdery, yet very pigmented. The majority of them adhere very well to the eyelid and don’t dust away (except for Prim and Proper, Blushing Beauty, Bitten, and Spilled Tea, which were slightly thinner and dustier than the rest but still workable). I can apply them either to a set or unset base. I appreciate this flexibility. I prefer to set my base as my eyelids can tend to get oily throughout the day.
Many of the deeper matte shades applied much more evenly with a flat shader brush, but this also caused the color to go on darker and made it more challenging to blend out the edges. A fluffy brush would sometimes cause the eyeshadows to lay on the lid in a patchy way that I was unable to smooth out with blending. The lighter matte shades generally applied fine with a fluffy brush.
The mattes have a similar texture across the board, although some of them are more loosely pressed and powdery while others are quite firmly pressed. The more firmly pressed ones formed a bit of hard pan during swatching but I don’t feel those ones performed any worse than any of the other shades.
The matte highlight shades (So Pale, Vanilla Bean, and Banana Split) are a smidge less pigmented than the rest but they still have plenty of color payoff. When blending the matte shades, sometimes I ran into issues with not being able to stretch the color out. Normally I am able to place a color in the crease and blend it fairly far upward into the transition area. There is a limit to how far some of them will move from where they are initially placed.
The four shades that are not included in the palettes are Peach Smoothie, Grandstand, Flame Thrower and Mystical. I like all of these and I’m glad I included them in my order. Personally I think peach smoothie is an essential transition shade to have, especially if you are fair and love warm toned and orange-y eyeshadow looks. There really isn’t a good substitute in the pre-made palettes. Grandstand is another one that I’d recommend. Being a bronze-y rose gold, it is the kind of shade that I think tends to be universally loved by most people.
Wear time was pretty average for me. I didn’t find that they lasted much longer than most other shadows I wear but I also didn’t think they creased on me super early in the day.
Pros:
Very large selection of neutral eyeshadows with a wide variety of undertones.
Pretty good selection of colorful eyeshadows. I would like to see an expansion on the greens/blues and lighter/brighter shade options.
Great color payoff.
Fallout during application was generally very minimal.
Elimination of the analysis paralysis phenomenon. This set provides you with a large number of shadows across a variety of tones and depths without having to pick colors one by one on the website.
The idea of having a gradient of shades organized this way does make it easy to pick out a select few shades to create your own palettes. However, this took me some getting used to. After having used this palette for over a month, I now feel I know what every color looks like, how dark each one is, what undertones they all have, etc. In the very beginning it was a little difficult for me to come up with color combinations but now I’m really happy with how it’s organized.
Cons:
If you are accustomed to dustier formulas that are incredibly easy to blend, this formula may take some getting used to. The majority of the shades stay where I initially apply them, so I can go ham blending without worrying about them dusting away. However, this comes at the price of spending more time getting a smooth blend.
I experienced a small degree of patchiness with several of the shades, especially the cooler tones and darker shades. It wasn’t terrible and wouldn’t deter me from using those shades. However, if you already have shades like those that you love and are extremely picky about how smoothly an eyeshadow lays on the lid, then you might want to skip the cooler tones and darker shades.
Enough similar shades that buying the whole matrix set can feel like a waste. The deep browns in the neutral palette do have different undertones that are obvious when you look at them in the pans, however on the eye, they are all extremely similar to each other. It’s possible the difference may be more visible on someone with a deeper skintone than me.
In the colorful palette, some of the columns don’t have enough difference in depth from light to dark, in my opinion. For example, creating a monochromatic look using the column that includes Current Obsession, Curfew, and Eternally Grateful does not end up looking balanced.
Shades that are extremely similar:
Tuscan Sun and Pinky Promise
Curfew and Eternally Grapeful
Seas The Day and Time Travel
Espresso Yourself and Deja Brew
Dark Roasted and Coffee Before Talkee
Worth buying?
$220 for both palettes is definitely a hit to the wallet, but I feel like the price is fair for what you get. If you are a makeup artist and you need to have wide variety of shades in a relatively compact space, this is not a bad way to achieve that. If you enjoy playing with color and makeup is more of a creative outlet for you, I think you would like this set. Keep in mind that most of the colors are pretty muted and a large percentage of them are on the darker side. I can get some lighter looks out of these shadows but I feel like the overall range of colors combined with the formula make these eyeshadow more ideal for those that enjoy intense color and darker, smokier looks. It’s also going to be a better fit for those that don’t mind shadows that require more time and effort to blend out. If you prefer eyeshadows that are super quick and easy to work with, you might want to err on the side of caution and maybe just pick up a few shades to see how you like the formula.
Makeup Geek Matrix Palettes | Makeup Geek Eyeshadows
Makeup Geek Matrix Color Palette | Makeup Geek Eyeshadows
Shades
So Pale
Vanilla Bean
Shimma Shimma
Banana Split
So Pale: Very pale nude with subtle yellow undertones. Vanilla Bean: Pale nude with peach undertones. Shimma Shimma: Pale peachy nude with a subtle satin finish. Banana Split: Light nude with yellow undertones.
Bedrock
Clean Slate
Take For Granite
Smoke Signal
Bedrock: Light taupe with very subtle red undertones. Clean Slate: Medium taupe with red undertones. Take For Granite: Deep taupe with very subtle red undertones. Smoke Signal: Deep charcoal grey.
Beach Please
Latte As Usual
Espresso Yourself
Dark Roasted
Beach Please: Soft, cool tan Latte As Usual: Soft cool brown Espresso Yourself: Cool, rich cocoa brown Dark Roasted: Neutral, Deep true brown. Didn’t like this one.
Creme Brulee
Honey Badger
Cheetah Bear
Chocolate Wasted
Creme Brûlée: Light, warm brown Honey Badger: Warm, soft reddish brown Cheetah Bear: Warm, medium reddish brown Chocolate Wasted: Warm, deep reddish brown
Prim and Proper
Blushing Beauty
Vintage
Americano
Prim and Proper: Cool, light muted pink. Blushing Beauty: Muted cool pink Vintage: Cool, muted grey purple Americano: Cool, deep plum brown
Cupcake
Getting Figgy With It
Bitten
Give Me The Dirt
Cupcake: Medium warm pink Getting Figgy With It: Warm, rich plum brown Bitten: Muted, warm burgundy Give Me The Dirt: Warm, deep Swiss Chocolate
Had Me At Yellow
Tiki Hut
Deja Brew
Coffee Before Talkee
Had Me At Yellow: Warm, muted soft yellow Tiki Hut: Warm, muted yellow brown Deja Brew: Warm cocoa brown Coffee Before Talkee: Neutral, deep cocoa brown
Illuminaughty
Olive You
Spilled Tea
Enchanted Forest
Illuminaughty: Light green with warm yellow undertone Olive You: Soft, warm olive green Spilled Tea: Cool, medium moss green Enchanted Forest: Cool, deep ivy green
Medieval
Blue Me Away
Seas The Day
Time Travel
Medieval: Cool bright teal with a deep blue undertone Blue Me Away: Muted, cool tropical blue Seas The Day: Medium teal blue Time Travel: Cool, deep teal
Day Dreamer
Current Obsession
Curfew
Eternally Grapeful
Day Dreamer: Cool Light Purple Lilac Current Obsession: Cool bright lavender (slightly warmer toned than Curfew) Curfew: Cool Medium True Purple (slightly cooler toned than Current Obsession) Eternally Grapeful: Cool, deep true purple
Whimsical
On Wednesdays
Back To The Fuchsia
Wine and Dine
Whimsical: Cool, pale pink silver On Wednesdays: True cool pink Back To The Fuchsia: True warm fuchsia pink Wine and Dine: Rich, warm purple
Starry Eyed
Tuscan Sun
Pinky Promise
Berry Shady
Starry Eyed: Neutral, light beige champagne with a pink undertone Tuscan Sun: Soft, neutral salmon pink Pinky Promise: Medium, neutral salmon pink Berry Shady: Neutral Rich Berry
In The Spotlight
Peach For The Stars
Staycation
Hot Tamale
In The Spotlight: Warm soft pink with coral undertone Peach For The Stars: True warm peach Staycation: True, warm coral pink Hot Tamale: Warm, deep bright raspberry
Legend
Chickadee
Morocco
Brick House
Legend: Light green with warm yellow undertone Chickadee: Warm medium orange Morocco: Rich, warm medium orange Brick House: Warm, deep burnt orange
Peach Smoothie
Grandstand
Flame Thrower
Mystical
Peach Smoothie: Warm, pale muted peach Grandstand: Medium warm coppery brown Flame Thrower: True warm copper Mystical: Warm deep plum
Looks
Makeup Geek Eyeshadow Look #1
Products and shades used:
Nars Smudge Proof Tinted Eyeshadow Base in Light
So Pale – Brow bone
Vanilla Bean – Inner corner
Banana Split – Transition
Bedrock – Lower lashline, fill in brows
Smoke Signal – All over lid, blended into crease
Olive you – Crease
Illuminaughty – Center of lid
NYX Skinny Black Liner
Fenty Full Frontal Mascara
Makeup Geek Eyeshadow Look #2
Products and shades used:
Nars Smudge Proof Tinted Eyeshadow Base in Light
So Pale – Brow bone
Vanilla Bean – Inner corner
Chickadee – Crease, blended into transition area, lower lashline transition
Getting Figgy With It – All over lid, blended into crease, lower lashline, close to the lashes
Legend – Center of lid
NYX Skinny Black Liner
Fenty Full Frontal Mascara
Makeup Geek Eyeshadow Look #3
Products and shades used:
Nars Smudge Proof Tinted Eyeshadow Base in Light
So Pale – Brow bone, inner corner
Peach Smoothie – Transition, lower lashline, inner lid
Peach For The Stars – Crease
Hot Tamale – Outer lid
Staycation – Center of lid
Starry Eyed – Inner lower lashline
Covergirl Lash Exact Mascara in Black Brown – Lower lashes
ColourPop Honeydude Creme Gel Liner
Fenty Full Frontal Mascara
Viseart Brow Palette – Used lightest powder shade to fill in brows
Mac Shape + Shade Brow Tint Pen – Just the liquid side
Loreal Color Corrector Palette – I used the peachy shade to clean up around my brows
Pixi Brow Gel
Makeup Geek Eyeshadow Look #4
Products and shades used:
Tarte Shape Tape in Light – Under eye concealer, clean up around brows
Soap and Glory One Heck of a Blot Powder – Set concealer
Elf Putty Eye Primer in Rose
Vanilla Bean – Inner corner, brow bone
Tuscan Sun – Inner lid, inner crease
On Wednesdays – Outer lid, outer crease
In The Spotlight – Center of lid
Viseart Brow Palette – I used the two lightest powder shades to fill in my brows
Mac Shape + Shade Brow Tint Pen in Taupe – Just the liquid side
Fenty Beauty Full Frontal Mascara
Makeup Geek Eyeshadow Look #5
Products and shades used:
Vanilla Bean – Inner corner, brow bone
Cupcake – Transition, lower lashline transition
Bitten – Crease, lower lashline
Give Me The Dirt – Outer lid, blended into crease
Mystical – Center of lid
Whimsical – Inner lid
Fenty Beauty Pro Filt’r Hydrating Longwear Foundation in 120
Urban Decay Stay Naked Concealer in 30NN
Soap and Glory One Heck of a Blot Powder
Viseart Brow Palette
Fenty Beauty Full Frontal Mascara
Makeup Geek Eyeshadow Look #6
Products and shades used:
Vanilla Bean – Inner corner, brow bone
Prim and Proper – Transition, lower lashline transition
Blushing Beauty – Crease
Vintage – Lower in the crease
Americano – Lower lashline, close to lashes, outer lid
Granstand – Center of lid
Fenty Beauty Pro Filt’r Hydrating Longwear Foundation in 120
Urban Decay Stay Naked Concealer in 30NN
Soap and Glory One Heck of a Blot Powder
Viseart Brow Palette
Fenty Beauty Full Frontal Mascara
Makeup Geek Eyeshadow Look #7
Makeup Geek Eyeshadow Look #7
Products and shades used:
So Pale – Brow bone
Banana Split – Transition 1, inner corner
Had Me At Yellow – Transition 2, lower lashline transition
Chocolate Wasted – Crease, lower lashline, close to lashes
Spilled Tea – Center of lid
Enchanted Forest – Outer lid
Illuminaughty – Inner corner, went over top of Banana Split
Nars Pro Prime Tinted Eyeshadow Base in Light
Ulta Gel Eyeliner in Black Out – Waterline
Fenty Beauty Full Frontal Mascara – Top lashes
Covergirl Lash Exact mascara in Black Brown – Lower lashes
Loreal True Match Lumi Foundation in N1-2
Too Faced Born This Way Concealer in Almond
Soap & Glory One Heck of a Blot Powder – Set foundation
Hourglass Veil Translucent Powder – Touch up
Viseart Structure Brow and Eyeshadow Palette – Lightest powder shade on bottom row
Mac Shape + Shade Brown Tint Pen – Liquid side only
Makeup Geek Eyeshadow Look #8
Products and shades used:
Shimma Shimma – Inner corner, brow bone
Creme Brulee – Transition
Cheetah Bear – Crease
Honey Badger – Outer part of lower lashline
Starry Eyed – Inner part of lower lashline/li>
Wine and Dine – Outer lid
Vanilla Bean – Inner lid
Day Dreamer – Center of lid
Nars Pro Prime Tinted Eyeshadow Base in Light
It Cosmetics CC Cream SPF 50+ in Fair
Laura Mercier Secret Camo Concealer in SC-1
Soap and Glory One Heck of a Blot Powder – Set foundation
Hourglass Veil Translucent Setting Powder – Touch up
Wander Beauty Powder Foundation – Add coverage
Viseart Structure Brow and Eyeshadow Palette – Two lightest powder shades on the bottom row
Mac Shape + Shade Brown Tint Pen in Taupe – Just the liquid side
Fenty Beauty Full Frontal Mascara
Makeup Geek Eyeshadow Review This review is for the Makeup Geek Matrix Mega Set ($220), which includes two magnetic palettes full of most of their single eyeshadows.
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