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enbyjjunie · 2 months ago

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I just wanna take care of you

KINKTOBER DAY 1: lingerie + first time

reader x Lee Changmin

content warning: reader is written with very gendervague language but is afab, lingerie, low-key intense staring, foreplay a little rough, mushy changmin, clear consent asked/given, praise, body worship, reassurance, cunnilingus, protected sex, PIV, changmin uses so many different pet names, aftercare wc: 5.1k summary: Finally ready to have sex with your boyfriend, you let Changmin guide you through your first time.

BY READING FURTHER, YOU AGREE THAT YOU ARE AT THE AGE OF 18 OR OLDER

Of all the things Changmin had thought would greet him when he got over to his significant other’s apartment, that he had been invited over to, one of them definitely wasn’t them in cute flowery lingerie. He must’ve looked stupid as he stood at the entrance to their living room, just having taken his shoes off. He was still holding his bag’s handle, ready to take it off where it was slung over his shoulder, but now completely frozen in the place and position he had seen the vision in front of him.

“Um, Changminnie? Please say something…” he heard you say, snapping him out of his trance. “Baby, oh my god…” Changmin would come to smack himself for the first words out of his mouth the next morning, cursing himself for not being smooth or suave at the start of the evening. He wanted you to feel like you were in safe hands, but you’d say to him that you hadn’t wanted him to be anyone or anything other than exactly who he is (“you’re the one I want, silly”). Although the words were not as smooth or put together as Changmin would’ve wanted them, it made you smile and hold back a giggle, knowing that you had shocked him in a good way.

“Do you like it?” you did a slow spin to show him every side of the flimsy outfit. It almost seemed like every other time you’d show off an outfit to him, but that was before he got closer to you, taking your hands and scanning your body, not able to take his eyes off it. “You look phenomenal, my love. Did you just buy this today? Is it new?” ‘Did you buy this just for me?’ He held himself from asking the last question, even though he felt somewhat desperate to know if you did.

When you started dating Changmin, you were transparent that you hadn’t been with anyone sexually and that it was something you were saving to do until you found the perfect partner to have your first time with. He had told you that he completely understood and not to feel any pressure to rush yourself for his sake, that he felt like the two of you really clicked and that he wasn’t wanting to be with you just to get laid. If he was the one that you wanted to be with for the first time, that was great but it didn’t matter to him if the two of you never got there. But there you were, looking amazing in cute lace flowers adorning your body, making you look like the prettiest little thing.

With his stream of questions, you couldn’t hold back your giggles, breaking out in a smile, which infected him, his lips stretching out too and he felt like the energy was back to the loving home you always provided for him again. He lunged forward, picking you up, spinning you around and catching your lips on his, kiss a little deeper than the normal ‘hello’ kiss he’d greet you with whenever he’d come over. He breathed out a little ‘hi’ as you parted, eyes softening as they landed on your face, running all over your delicate facial features. Your eyes grew narrower as your smile took over your entire face, returning the greeting. He held you like that until all the usual ‘how was your day’ questions were asked, then he put you back down on the floor, arms still loosely hugging around you, hands resting on the small of your back. You could see the way he was looking at you changing, his stare getting more distracted from your eyes than normal. They were going to your chest, which was only really covered with see-through material. His eyes were tasting the expanse of your bare skin; your collarbones, shoulders and especially your neck, eyes catching on the lilac strap of the bra and following it down again, gaze, yet again, fixed on the top hugging your chest. It felt as if you could feel him caress wherever his appreciative eyes landed, your breath getting heavier when he took in the purple flowers connected by dark green stems and leaves, all on a sheer lace base with a lilac tint, all covering the swell of your chest. You’d never felt as appreciated and desired by another person before and it made your head spin, watching as Changmin took in every piece of your being that his eyes could reach.

It was only when he felt like he was finished looking that he spoke again, eyes back on yours; “You look absolutely phenomenal, darling. Did you dress up so pretty for my sake?” His question was genuine. He was floored by your desire to show off to him like this for the first time, and he just hoped it wouldn’t ruin the mood when you’d eventually get to feel his body’s reaction to you on your abdomen. Your eyes broke away, shyness filling you as you replied, “well, yes and no… I wanted it to be special, but also I wanted to feel sexy for…” He smiled as your words died out. He carefully placed two fingers on your chin, calling for your attention to come back to his eyes, and what met you was adoring and devotion. “Mission successful.”

He picked you up again, this time placing his warm hands on the back of your thighs for you to wrap them around him as he carried you off to the bedroom, tilting his head up, urging you to kiss him again. You brought your arms to rest on his shoulders, your hands smoothly running up from the nape of his neck, up and into his hair. You let your nails trail across the skin on their way, making him sigh just as you leaned in to kiss him, deeper this time, tongues slowly moving against each other. As much as Changmin knows your apartment by heart, the way you kissed him and how you felt against him distracted him to the point where he walked straight into the corner of some furniture that he hadn’t paid much mind to. He broke the kiss to hiss and groan in pain into your mouth, and as bad as you felt for him, it was also incredibly hot to you, making you grind down on the hard bulge that had grown in his pants since the moment he saw you and your surprise earlier. He let out a quiet 'fuck!’ and you weren’t sure if it was because of the pain or because you were grinding down on his hardening cock, not until he said: “Baby, wait, fuck-,” which gave you a rush of adrenaline, excited to have such an effect on him.

You couldn’t help yourself and ended up kissing up his neck and sucking where you knew his favourite spot was. You may not have done anything too sexually, but it wasn’t because you’d done nothing. More than a few times, the two of you had ended up on your couch making out and grinding on each other, touching over clothes and sucking on each other’s necks, so you knew exactly where he liked you kissing and sucking on his neck. Changmin hoisted you up again to get a better grip on you, ensuring you wouldn’t fall and also hopefully that you couldn’t grind on him like that before you reached your bedroom, since he couldn’t have any more throbbing toes take his attention away from treating you like he wanted and you deserved.

You’d lost yourself to marking up his neck, wanting to be able to look at the blooming purple and red-ish marks and be reassured that Changmin was devoted to you and that you were his sole focus for the night since you knew that you could get caught up in your bad spirals. Though, it also had a pleasant effect on the man in question, making him lightheaded, the rush of blood that was supposed to help keep his head in good shape was going elsewhere. He was roughing up the grip he had on your thighs, and he ultimately nearly threw you onto your own bed, eyes looking a little darker than how you had remembered they were just before being lifted off your feet.

“You’re a menace, you know that?” He groaned, looking down at you as he took a few deep breaths, collecting himself. “And I can’t have you messing with me like that when I’m supposed to be thinking clearer.” You crawled over to him, lifting yourself onto your knees right in front of him, placing your hands on his wide chest, feeling it rise and fall faster than normal. His hands naturally found their place on your hips, feeling the strap of the panties he was dying to take off you. “What if I don’t want you ‘cool, calm and collected’?” You looked up at him with big eyes, looking slightly through your eyelashes. You’d seen some porn and you knew this could be a killer move, hoping to rile him up even more. He huffed out. You being this hot and bothered was not what he had imagined for the first time. He had a - not a plan, but an outline, for how he had thought the night would go, and you getting this much under his skin was not something he had taken into consideration. He took a deep breath, in through his nose and out through his mouth to centre himself. He looked at you, softening his eyes, and smiled. “My love, please let me treat you like royalty today. I swear that you can be the little seducer that you are any other times you’d want to, I’m-, I just…” He trailed off and brought his right hand up to your cheek, thumb smoothing over your skin. You couldn’t help but lean into his palm, nuzzling into his warm skin, your demeanour shifting to a softer version than before. “I just wanna take care of you. You don’t have to worry about anything tonight,” you could feel your heart grow a little at the care he was showing you, and you could tell that it was something he’d thought about a lot, which had your heart soaring even further. You nodded, an ‘okay’ for the two of you to follow his lead, and he leaned in to kiss your forehead.

Changmin moved forward, putting his knees on the bed slowly, forcing you off your own to move further back, now scooting on your ass. He shot his eyes towards the headboard on the bed, silently telling you to move even more away from him before he reached out to hold you in place by your thighs when he deemed it far enough. He climbed over you, making you feel small beneath him. It felt different than other times, where you’d just make out and maybe grind a little; this time it felt heavier. The way he looked at you kept you in place, not because of any authority he held, but because he looked down at you as if you couldn’t be any more perfect. You were in the perfect spot, in the perfect position, looking so perfectly pretty, and you found that you wanted him to keep looking at you in that way, at least for that night.

His hands found themselves on either side of your head, holding the rest of his upper body above you, one leg kneeling between yours, and his favourite necklace dangling between you. He leaned down to kiss you again, this time slower and more tender than the kisses that had grown hungry before. As he pulled away, he looked into your eyes. “If you feel uncomfortable, I want you to tell me. And if you, at any point, want me to stop, just say the word and I will stop immediately, okay?” You nodded, but that was clearly not enough for him as he tilted his head and looked at you as if he were fishing for something from you. “I promise I’ll tell you if I’m uncomfortable or want to stop.” He mumbled something sounding like “good job, baby,” and you could feel yourself preen at his praise, knowing that hearing him praise you like that is most likely something that can be your drug of choice in the future.

As you were distracted by the sweet words rushing to your head, Changmin started placing small kisses on your jaw, moving down your neck, giving special attention to your shoulder and collarbone. He caught your attention when he moved his lips down the middle of your chest, nipping at the lacy fabric covering you, both to tease you a little and to test out the strength and durability of the fabric, needing to make sure if he had to take extra care of it when taking it off of you. It seemed like it could take some resistance, thankfully. His kisses slowed down as he reached your abdomen, taking in how his pursed lips felt against the soft skin of your stomach, how it gave when he pressed kisses to it. He continued down under your belly button, and that was the first time he heard your needy little gasp so clearly, he immediately needed more, kissing lower and lower, even nipping the skin slightly just to draw your reactions out of you.

As he was bringing his lips further down your skin, he hooked his thumbs on either side of your panties, pulling them down at the same speed as his kisses, slowly revealing your dripping hole. He breathed a deep and heavy sigh, breath shaking a little as he took in the new piece of your body that he hadn’t seen before, leaning closer and feeling the heat coming from you. He wanted nothing more than to dive in, but he had promised you and himself that he would take the time to love on you for your first time together; showing you that he would treat you the way you deserved to be treated if you wanted him to. Pulling himself away from your glistening folds and leaning in to press kisses to your inner thighs as they spread to make room for his was definitely the right choice, as he heard you mewl at the attention you got on your sensitive skin.

He closed his eyes and let himself get lost in kissing the skin closer and closer to where you needed him the most. Until he heard a weak ‘Changmin?’ coming from above him. With speed, he stopped, looked up at you and let his thumbs run comforting over your skin. “Yes, sweetheart, what is it?” He looked at your furrowed brows and wondered if he had somehow moved faster than you’d been comfortable with. You gulped and took a second to push the words out of your mouth; “I’m nervous…” He smiled, proud of you for speaking up. “That’s alright, love. Do you want me to stop?” He barely finished his sentence before you shook your head, telling him that no, you did not want him to stop. He was sure you were confused about what you needed and that’s why you wanted to tell him, so that he could help. He pulled himself up a little, his hand grabbing yours and placed a sweet kiss on the back of it, calming you a little. “Would you like me to hold your hands, sweet thing?” You nodded at his suggestion and exhaled as soon as his fingers intertwined with yours, holding your hands close to his own. He caught your eyes to make eye contact with him, “is this better?” You nodded again, feeling so much more relaxed as you had Changmin’s hands in your own. He placed a kiss on one of your fingers before he went back down again, and you unintentionally clenched your hand around his, to which he squeezed back with his, to let you know that he got you.

He didn’t linger too long; a kiss on your hipbone and one on the other thigh, looking up at you to see your desperate pout, that you probably didn’t even realise you were sporting. He could feel a smirk grow on his lips but dove into your nectar before it could spread further across his face. He could feel blood rush from his head with the combination of your tangy slick and your whine, which was a little louder than what you’d been letting out before, making him sure that it was not intended to be let out like that. He let his tongue tease your slit a little before placing it flat against your clit, moving it from side to side lightly, which rewarded him with the prettiest moans he believed he’s ever heard. He dragged his tongue slowly up against your clit and ended with a flick of the tip of his tongue against it, before placing a kiss there too. He went down again, letting himself go a little more as he started licking and slurping, getting drunk on the way you taste. He couldn’t help but buck his hips in reaction to everything you did and were, the tip of his bulge hitting the mattress and driving his hips even further at the little stimulation he got from it.

Changmin spent a little more time with his head buried between your legs, having added fingers to the mix to open you up for him. He lost himself to being surrounded by you; your body, your scent, your taste, seconds wasting away and time being obsolete as he was drowning in you. Your high and airy whines broke through the haze that his head was in, and he reluctantly pushed himself away, feeling the colder air of the room hit his face, making him aware of how messy he looked with your essence coating the entirety of his mouth and chin. He could feel you pulling on your still attached grip, and he smiled sweetly at you, moving up with his body between your legs, leaning in to catch your lips in a deep and loving kiss, which turned hungry as soon as he could feel your hips react to his bulge slightly grinding into you. “Fuck, baby, I could stay between your legs for all eternity.” You could tell he wasn’t thinking clearly, with how his words came out slurred and not with his usual calm but confident volume, “but you’re so wet and ready for me, and I want to give you everything you want.” You mewled at the promise of his dick in the near future, feeling so needy for anything more, and you just wanted him; wanted you and him to become one. He sat up and suddenly you became aware of how many clothes he was wearing as he was shedding it, not having had the time or mind to take it off as he was pleasing you.

You couldn’t help yourself but reach up and touch as he lifted his shirt over his head, your fingers meeting soft skin stretched over his abdominal muscles, something he was incredibly proud of having, as it took him so much work to get them. When he’d talked with you about trying to work out to get them, you’d told him that it didn’t matter to you. You would love him with whatever body type he had, but you would cheer him on and appreciate his hard work. And you did, as your hand ran over the muscles that hardened as he felt your touch on his stomach. He felt arousal rush through his body, your appreciation for his physique giving him a high he didn’t expect. He leaned down, hands on either side of your body and face close to yours. “Do you want your bra off, baby?” You felt unsure. You liked the thought of being bare for him, completely vulnerable, but there was a little voice in the back of your head worrying if you’d be up to his standards. “You’re so beautiful either way, I just want you to feel good and comfortable,” Changmin was back to his sweet and guiding self, helping you feel at ease as you navigate such a new situation. You looked up at him and said “please,” arching your back to let him reach behind you and unclip your bra, which he did with some ease. He slowly took the piece off your chest, marvelling at the new expanse of skin revealed to him. He took some time bringing his face closer to you, looking up at you for a sign of you being uncomfortable or unsure. He placed a gentle kiss in the middle of your chest, a little further up from your sternum.

“How are you feeling, baby?” he mumbled, and you felt your breath hitch ever so slightly at the way you could feel his lips rush over your skin as he talked so close to you. “Mmmhh… Good,” you felt like you could jump in and swim in the way he treated you forever, but there was also a fiery sensation crawling up your hips and abdomen, screaming with a need for him to go further. “Yeah? That’s perfect.” He kissed you again but froze, making you hold your breath, thinking something was wrong. “I-” You literally felt like you couldn’t breathe as you saw him struggle to find the words. “I don’t have a condom…” He looked up at you with eyes like a scolded puppy. You let out a breath and smiled at him. “It’s okay, Changminie,” he shook his head but calmed down a little as he felt your hands come up to run through his hair. “No, it’s only right to have protection, but I had no idea that you were anywhere near ready for this, so I didn’t-” you let out an amused and adoring laugh; “it’s okay because I have a condom.” He looked at you for a second and then collapsed onto you, groaning and whining about how he didn’t need to panic then. You reached over to your bedside table and dug the little packet out from where you’d hidden it between some of your normal stuff.

One kiss turning hungry and some wandering hands got the two of you right back on track. Changmin snatched the condom from your hand and shoved his pants and underwear off, growing impatient. He didn’t even give you a second to get a good look at what he was working with before sliding the condom on.

He looked up at you with strong eyes. “Are you ready?” He wanted to be sure before anything happened, checking in if you wanted to stop at all or needed a break before going further. Your hands run up the sides of his torso, landing on his shoulder blades as you let out a ‘yes’, knowing that he probably wouldn’t accept you nodding as an answer. He smiled and looked down to make sure he was guiding himself correctly. You hissed at the foreign feeling, feeling a sense of uncomfortable pressure as he stretched you out. He leaned down to place many sweet kisses on your neck, jaw and cheek as he slowly sank deeper into your warmth, pausing to let you adjust and breathe. “You’re doing so good, so perfect, my love, just a little more.” His voice sounded strained like he was holding his breath while talking. Your hands had been balled up on his back, but you relaxed a little at the praise he was giving you, which helped with the pressure lessening. You nodded this time, letting him know to keep going, which he did, slowly sheathing himself inside of you, kissing you deeply as he stopped. “God, you’re amazing, you know that? You’re absolutely incredible, my darling.” The praises just kept flowing out of him as he let you get comfortable.

You breathed out his name to get his attention and told him to move, which he did, a long exhale leaving his lips, as if he suddenly let some of the control he had over himself go, to just work into you and enjoy himself a little. He started using his hips more, knees firmly planted into the mattress. With each stroke of him you could feel the pressure ebb away, giving room to an amazing sense of being full, and feeling closer to him than you’d ever had before. You moved your head, lips in search of his, before finding them and bringing him to you to kiss you deeply, leaving you without a breath for a little time, only breaking way to moan out. Your focus shifted to how he was touching places inside you that you’d never even known of, sending little sparks of pleasure through your body. His lips kept lingering on your skin, taking time to kiss you but also resting on you as you could feel his heavy breath getting harsher as he sped up his movements. It didn’t take long for your mind to become hazy and your arms to hug him closer, an unexplainable longing to bring him even closer to you. He broke from his rhythmic thrusts to grind into you, having you give him the sweetest little cry in pleasure as his pelvis dragged on your clit, causing you to writhe a little.

He was close and could tell that he couldn’t last much longer, so he shifted his weight onto his left arm to let his right hand sneak down to where the two of you were connected, quickly running his thumb over your folds and his dick as well to wet his thumb, making sure that playing with your clit wouldn’t be uncomfortably dry. And as soon as he put some pressure on it, rubbing in small, slow circles, he could hear you whine and feel your walls clench around him. It caused him to groan into your mouth, hovering just above your lips. He was experiencing every little change in facial expression up close, and he was loving it; seeing his effect on you, how you react to his ministrations, it could never be enough for him.

Soon your whines and moans began to quicken as he went a little quicker on your clit, and his thrusts sped up too, trying to angle his hips so the way he hit would feel the best to you, and he knew you were close as he felt your fingernails dig into his back. “So good, baby, so close. I can feel you getting there, just let go whenever you want to,” as if you could hold your orgasm back from hitting you like a brick wall, your back stiffening and your arms and legs tensing up, trapping Changmin’s panting form against your body. Your whines became higher until something snapped and you let out a drawn-out moan, your hole clenching around Changmin so tight that it only took a few more thrusts before he also went over the sweet and blissful edge. Joining you in light and airy euphoria, sweaty bodies breathing against each other, he tried to come back down a little quicker than usual, wanting to be there to check in on you and how you were feeling.

When you came back from the daze you were in, you could feel Changmin placing a million little kisses all over your face; your forehead, nose, cheeks, etc. When you started leaning into his kisses, he knew that you were back with him. “Hi, lovely.” He placed a sweet kiss on your lips, gentle as ever. “Hi,” you mumbled back, a little shy with all the attention you were receiving from him. You’d noticed that he'd slipped himself out of you while your head was in the clouds, finding him lying half beside you as he doted on you. “How are you feeling?” You didn’t know how to answer that question if you were honest, but you tried getting close to it with as few words as you could use, exhaustion settling into your body. “Hm… Good? Good ‘nd spent,” you leaned into the hand that had come up to stroke your hair, eyes closing to fall into Changmin’s care and perhaps, fall asleep in his arms. “Mmhh good, but you can’t fall asleep yet,” you let out a whine as your body sank deeper into the mattress, “I know, I know, baby, but you have to go to the bathroom first. I don’t want you to get a UTI.” You guessed that made sense, and getting an infection because you’d finally been with your boyfriend in such an intimate way didn’t sound like a result that would be up to par with the amazing experience he had provided for you. You pouted but then nodded, holding out your arms to him. He smiled widely and hooked your arms around his neck as he placed his hands under you to lift you up, taking you with him to your bathroom, setting you down on the toilet while wetting some washcloths in warm water, giving you space when you needed to wash your hands. He picked you up after and brought you and the cloths with him into your bedroom again, lowering you gently onto the bed again, kissing you tenderly on your lips.

“Baby, I brought something to clean us up a little, is it okay if I do that?” You nodded, content that you didn’t have to do anything, but whined when he placed the moist washcloth on your inner thigh. “Sorry, I tried to make sure it was soaked with warm water,” Changmin explained and kissed you on your forehead as an apology, moving the wet cloth over your inner thighs and between them; any place that could grow uncomfortably sticky. After having done that, he placed the cloth down on your bedside table for later and picked up the second one he brought, using it on himself before also discarding that and slipping into bed behind where you had curled up on your side. He pulled the duvet over the two of you, and wrapped his arms around you, tucking you close to him as he kissed your cheek and snuggled into your neck. The scene was something you were incredibly familiar with, now without any clothes though. “You are amazing, you know that?” Changmin spoke lowly and close to your ear, making you smile. “Thank you,” he wasn’t sure if you meant thank you for the comment or for the way he treated the evening, but he took it as meaning both as you were already falling asleep and he wasn’t far behind you.

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a/n: i really did not mean for this to get so long, and please don't think that this length is the norm. i am a sucker for context and background so i can get a little caught up in writing a lot of what i'm not really there to write lmao. also, thank you for being patient!!! i really did think i would get this one out the 1st so that i could have at least one kinktober post going out when it was supposed to, but oh well.

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