#dyingtobethin

[medandana]

today, my mom told me i looked like i was losing weight

and i’ve never been more fucking flattered. i also didn’t eat anything today and i’m determined to fast until friday because i binged so much during the weekend due to the unexpected “big sad” of my partner cheating on me. day 1 of fasting was a breeze. i loaded myself up with TONS of water and carried my jug with me wherever i went. was also able to complete tonight’s workout woohoo! hopefully, i won’t give in before i reach the end of the week. i’ll fill you guys in with my progress.

[mothloco]

Yeah this "challenge" took my apetite

[berriesnbucky]

The scales: you haven’t weighed yourself in two weeks??

Me, spiralling into a breakdown: plateaus can’t exist if I don’t know about them 🥰😗✌️✨

[delicatelimbs]

Okay

Any christians struggling with an ED?

I'm in a funny position where I feel guilty as if restricting and thinspo etc. Everything I do, is like against God. I don't know, I just feel so weird reconciling the two and am curious if anyone else feels this way/has thoughts on it?

[gothlovestory]

picked up a nasty habit

[blessedbones-cursedfat]

Wish I had a weight loss buddy - pls msg if keen

I wish I had someone I could talk to who really understands the struggle to lose weight. Not someones who will tell me every 2 seconds I’m beautiful or whatever but someone I can share my victories with and someone who won’t sugar coat it when I fuck up. I’m not saying like an ana coach like we could discuss our workout ideas and what we do and even talk about things outside of weight loss guess it’d just be nice to have a friend.

Feel free to msg me if u want to be my friend and meet this criteria (for safety purposes)

18+ as I am 20 and cannot and will not interact with technically children as it is stated by law

Are ok with different time zones as I am australian

Aren’t going to waste my time

If you message me feel free to ask for proof of identity as I know there are creeps on here. I will provide a photo of myself. You are welcome to ask anything as well.

Please come say hello I am lonely

[zerocalbabe-blog]

Obese and starving

I feel like I'm the only one out here who is actually super fucking fat and struggling with starving myself. Everyone talks about body dysphoria, but I dont just think I'm big I know I am. I own a god damn mirror and I can see the number on the scale. I hate myself so much.

[too-tall-to-be-dainty]

Day 1 Goal: 500Cal

100g cucumber 15cal

100g celery 16cal

1 pack popping candy 28cal

1 quorn steak slice 426cal

TOTAL 485Cal

Treadmill -100cal

Rowing -50cal

Weights -79cal

TOTAL BURNED 228Cal

DAY TOTAL 257Cal

[desire-2-b-thin]

My fat self just binges and purged. I can’t stand myself sometimes I just want to “pinch my skin between two fingers and wish I could cut parts off with some scissors “

[sunsetskinandbones]

25 hrs into a fast

I weighed myself yesterday (14th) in the morning and weighed 82.3kg (im so fat 🤮).

Im 25 hrs into a 44 hr fast and weighed myself again tonight at the gym. in 36 ish hours i lost almost 3kg and im down to 79.4kg

I know this is so insignificant but im really happy. my friends have started catching on that im not eating lunch at today they made me eat a muesli bar. i literally mean MADE. it was so horrible, she literally sat next to me and force fed it to me. i wanted to gag and cry and scream but i had to laugh it off cos iM nOt SiCk. I tricked her though and only ate half of it (only 83 calories) so im not counting it as “breaking my fast”.

SW: 94kg

90kg 🌷

85kg 🌷

80kg 🌷

75kg 🌱

UGW: 60kg ✨

[talluaurora]

Back on track. We’re gonna look better for Christmas. We must.

[thedayistoppedeating]

3/2/2019

My life feels like it’s crumbling to pieces right now but at least I have stayed pretty consistent with going to the gym. I have noticed that the weight has started to drop again. This makes me extremely happy.

[confessionsofaskinnymind]

I went on holiday for a week and had huge anxiety about eating and definitely gained weight. Now I’m on my period so I’m feeling like absolute crap. Back to restricting today and will be doing so until summer holidays - 7 weeks and counting! Summer body here I come!

[thatweightlossstory]

A while back I forgot to pack lunch so I asked a coworker if I could have her leftovers before she threw them out. So she gave it to me and I later found out that a couple girls were laughing about it and one said “she’s so fat she needs to stop eating”

So I did.

[gothlovestory]

White cheddar rice cakes are only 45 cals eat up young queens

[snowtrice]

I've been gone for so long I'm scared I don't have it anymore. Can anyone help me? #anabuddy ?