#dw they will be done e v e n t u a l l y

[r3nthebirb]

Long time no art, anyway have a best boi

Including the initial sketch cos….. eh, why not?

[thatgirlstrawberry]

hi bae🤭

was wondering if u could write smut about older!spence with a younger gf? i love how he gets a bit of a dad bod and he fills out more <3 like i just want him to have me laying on my stomach on the bed and pin me with his weight <3

Pin Me - BLURB

In which Y/N wants to show how much she loves her boyfriend’s dad bod

Warnings:

Spencer Reid x fem!reader

Being in college and dating someone older was new to you. It had all started when you met Spencer Reid in the library of your college. You didn’t recognize him from any of your classes.

You were on your stomach, pillow pushing your hips up as Spencer laid on top of you, pushing in and out of you. You loved when it was like this. You’d told him time and time again that you absolutely loved his little dad bod when he was feeling self conscious about it. “Please, harder!” You squeaked out.

The weight of him was increasing the pleasure so much it was almost too much to bare. “I don’t want to hurt you, baby…” He grunted, his hot heavy breath against your ear. You could tell he was holding himself above you so his entire weight wasn’t on top of you.

“Please, pin me.” You moaned. As soon as you said those words, he let a moan fall from his lips and he gently laid himself all the way on top of you.

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Im sorry this actually sucks— omg I just feel like I need to put something out! I’m almost done with the other asks so if you sent me something dw I’m working on it!

Love ya bunches❤️❤️❤️

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[athanasius-symposium-of-writings]

NSFT Alphabet: Nathaniel Norwell/Witch Hunt

Characterization is based on the art of @/ithawua (this art is from them)

Screaming god man oh MAAAAAAAAAAN tw: a lot of religious themes

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

The irony is I want to say yes and very much no. Listen, this was a moment of weakness for the hunter. One he finds himself often falling for with you. Aftercare is a tool, one he barely uses and one that can barely be called aftercare. He only touches you post sex to ensure what he used isn't broken, you have no use if you are. 

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Hair, he can pull it both during and outside of matches.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

He only cums inside of your holes, might as well give them a proper use

D = Dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

There are no secrets between you both, when he wants something he makes it clear. He likes to have you recite a confession prayer making you plead for forgiveness for making a man of the cloth as him falls into temptation. 

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

Virgin (like his brother lol)

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Missionary but he likes also making you stand up pinned against a wall taking his cock until your legs give out

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)

Serious

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Like Ithaqua, his hair is very light and thin

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? The romantic aspect)

There is nothing romantic about this, he just grabs you and rails you lol

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

No, but he has done it and edged himself in frustration with you and himself for wanting you this badly

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Dacryphilia 100% and Sadistic (w religious themes)

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

So he does it in public but hidden at first but later permits the use of your room, not his room

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Like Ithaqua, anything can set himself off 

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)

Gentle lolol gentle is for those in love and marriage. Also he will never bottom

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Receiving only

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Fast and rough, cruel too

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Often quickies to keep his head clear

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc.)

Risk only to make you feel guilty, only you after experiencing the risk

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)

A lot. Pray, seriously 

T = Toys (do they own toys? Do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

No, those are ‘holy’ until he find out the advantages of them used on you

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Very unfair, remember he likes making you cry

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He can be vocal even growling

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He loves dirty talk but he gets too caught up in the moment to keep talking

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Satisfying dw

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

High sex drive, pray you can handle him

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterward)

He does not sleep after because he leaves after the deed is done.

[babyawacs]

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[whatdoesshedotothem]

Wed[nesday] 5 October 1836

6 1/2

11 10/..

N

No kiss left A- [Ann]  asleep in bed - fine frosty morn[in]g and F[ahrenheit] 40° and w[e]nt out at 7 1/4 till br[eak]f[a]st at 9 in

1/2 h[ou]r - then sat a lit[tle] w[i]th A- [Ann] at her bedside – bet[ter] b[u]t oppress[e]d w[i]th cold at her chest - chose cloths

for the serv[an]ts and wr[ote] no[te] to ‘Mr. Duncan, Tailor, Halifax’ till 10 1/2 when call[e]d down to Jos[e]ph

Mann – w[e]nt w[i]th h[i]m to the wheel-race – h[a]d Booth w[i]th us – w[e]nt int[o] the bot[tom] – settl[e]d that

wh[a]t engine-pit wall[in]g is done, is to be pull[e]d up and down w[i]th bet[ter] st[one] and wall[e]d up[on] an oak-

frame – Jos[e]ph w[e]nt to Ch[arle]s How[ar]th to ord[e]r it - it will be done by noon tomor[row] - Dobson ca[me]

and walk[e]d w[i]th Jos[e]ph and me up to the Upp[e]r place quarry, and the 2 Lit[tle] marsh-holes - D- [Dobson] th[in]ks there

will so[me] good st[on]e co[me] out of the 2[n]d hole - the upp[e]r bed worn out – b[u]t the low[e]r will be 5 or 6ft.

thick of good st[one] - then ga[ve] Jos[e]ph Mann direct[io]ns ab[ou]t sink[in]g a sm[all] oblong hole d[o]wn to the bot[tom] of the st[one]

in the mid[dle] of the oat stubble bel[ow] the gard[e]n ab[ou]t 10 y[ar]ds ab[ov]e low end wall - to be begun of tomor[row] –

told Dobson I wish[e]d to ha[ve] all ready for the lett[in]g by the 1st of Nov[embe]r – Beg[a]n talk[in]g of the hole Mr. Freeman put

 Lit[tle] Marsh st[one]

ord[e]r a sm[all] hole to be made by the Manns

  225

1836

Oct[obe]r

V

LN

d[o]wn in Lit[tle] marsh land, ag[ain]st Mrs. Machan’s land, and left as n[o]t worth attend[in]g to – ask[e]d wh[a]t

Dobson wh[a]t it w[a]s worth offh[a]nd - he h[a]d nev[e]r seen the bot[tom] of it – wish[e]d he h[a]d – b[u]t it w[a]s fill[e]d up

2 y[ar]ds deep – s[ai]d I w[oul]d ha[ve] it reop[ene]d – Jos[e]ph Mann to do it aft[e]r he h[a]d put d[o]wn the hole in the

oat stubble - Dobson s[ai]d Womersleys’ fath[e]r h[a]d the delph und[e]r my unc[le] Jos[e]ph L- [Lister] in Upp[e]r Place land –

D- [Dobson] durst venture to gi[ve] 3/6 p[e]r y[ar]d p[ai]d d[o]wn - and then g[e]t up to 4/. p[e]r y[ar]d p[ai]d d[o]wn – Jos[e]ph [stood ]

ov[e]r the dimens[ion]s D- [Dobson] point[e]d out   44 y[ar]ds fr[om] lowside of hole to fence-wall at the top of the f[iel]d

and 50 y[ar]ds d[o]wn the f[iel]d - 30x44 =1320 y[ar]ds b[u]t D- [Dobson] s[ai]d there w[oul]d be mo[re] st[on]e than that – w[oul]d be a DW =

3136 say 3000 y[ar]ds at 4/. = £600 - as we walk[e]d b[a]ck d[o]wn Pump Lane Jos[e]ph Mann s[ai]d

there ought to be so[me]th[in]g p[ai]d by D- [Dobson] for the Kays (posts of st[one]) at Upp[e]r Pl[a]ce quarry - I took n[o]t m[uc]h

not[i]ce of this b[u]t th[ou]ght I w[oul]d find out mo[re] of this by and by - JM- [Joseph Mann] w[oul]d n[o]t advise me to try m[u]ch mo[re]

aft[e]r Mr. Rawsons’ trespass at pres[en]t – th[in]ks it low[e]r down and where we can[no]t co[me] at at pres[en]t –

beg[a]n say[in]g wh[a]t I might ha[ve] loos[e]d if I h[a]d h[a]d Mrs. Machan’s farm and Dovehouses – m[i]ght ha[ve] put

d[o]wn a lit[tle] steam engine just bel[ow] where the throw is in the Long-goit - I mere[l]y s[ai]d it w[a]s perh[aps] as well as

it w[a]s – ho[me] ab[ou]t 2 – a lit[tle] whi[le]  met Mr. Jubb at Ch[arle]s How[ar]th’s - my a[un]t rath[e]r bet[ter]? b[u]t no know[in]g

how long it m[i]ght last - A- [Ann] h[a]d a good deal of fev[e]r - a lit[tle] whi[le] w[i]th A- [Ann] a few min[ute]s w[i]th

my a[un]t b[u]t determ[ine]d n[o]t to go ag[ai]n dur[in]g her din[ner] - she m[i]ght ha[ve] done bet[ter] w[i]thout me - then w[i]th

A- [Ann] ag[a]in – g[o]t her a lit[tl]e cold meat and a teasp[oon]ful of Madeira and put her to bed (to lie d[o]wn)

and st[ai]d w[i]th h[e]r till ver[y] n[ea]r 4 - then out, ab[ou]t, till 6 20/.. – dress[e]d – din[ner] at 6 3/4 in 1/2 h[ou]r – coff[ee]

upst[ai]rs w[i]th A- [Ann] and sat w[i]th h[e]r till she rang for Cookson at 8 1/4- then till 8 35/.. wr[ote] all b[u]t the

1st 4 lines of today – call[e]d int[o] the h[ou]se soon aft[e]r 4 to ‘Mrs. W.? Johnson’ who call[e]d to

inq[uire] the charact[e]r of Rachel Sharpe - I regrett[e]d Mrs. J- [Johnson] h[a]d n[o]t seen Miss Walk[e]r – b[u]t b[o]th she

and I h[a]d an excel[len]t opin[ion] of Rachel for trustworth[in]gs and being oblig[in]g and good temp[ere]d - left us bec[ause]

n[o]t a suffic[ientl]y good cook, and n[o]t old en[ou]gh or capab[le] of tak[in]g charge of the estab[lishmen]t – Rob[er]t + 3

and 2 one h[or]se carts (Mark Hepw[or]th and Binns) br[ou]ght each a l[oa]d of rubble this morn[in]g and then cart

stuff fr[om] the court to top of old paddock as yest[erday] - Frank br[ou]ght rubble and rough stuff for

Ingham fr[om] Hipp[erholme] quarry – Ingh[a]m and his man and boy at digg[in]g out for the 2[n]d arch – Rob[er]t

Schof[iel]d break[in]g st[one] and mend[in]g up at the bot[tom] go the court lead[in]g to the coal-place door - his man Jos[e]ph n[o]t

here – poor[l]y - Booth and Jo[s]eph Sharpe and 2 or 3 lads at the west tow[e]r - laid the 1st cellar

step this aft[ernoo]n and wall[e]d up to plinth [?] on the s[ou]th side and west sides – Ja[me]s and Ab[raha]m in the

buttery cellar and the latt[e]r in the aft[ernoo]n paint[in]g up arch of hall-cellar, and Ja[me]s and he too latterly broke out

hole in the Drab-r[oo]m for stair case wind[ow] - the gard[ene]r w[i]th Sam Booth all today tak[in]g soil

off for the stuff br[ou]ght fr[om] the court – Ch[arle]s and Ja[me]s How[ar]th ca[me] this aft[ernoo]n to make the Engine pit frame –

Sugden h[a]d the 2 bay horses in the break this morn[in]g and s[e]nt them b[a]ck in a lath[e]r - Just bef[ore] din[ner]

Jack Green ca[me] this ev[enin]g and ga[ve] me the key of the mid[dle] b[a]ck Mytholm cot[tage] that he left on Monday

told Mark Hepw[or]th to get the mytholm croft plough[e]d and sown w[i]th tares and so[me] H[alifa]x stuff (manure)

harrow[e]d in as soon as he c[oul]d – w[i]th my a[un]t fr[om] 9 to 10 - sat read[in]g - my a[un]t ver[y] poor[l]y b[u]t ver[y] quiet – nev[e]r

spo[ke] or stirr[e]d - fine day - a show[e]r ab[ou]t 4 1/2 p.m. – F[ahrenheit] 43° now at 10 5/.. p.m. – let[ter] tonight fr[om] Mrs. Bull and no[te] fr[om] the philos[ophical] soc[iet]y

 £600 bid for st[one]

 coal-loose if

I h[a]d.................

 J. Green gi[ve]s up

the key of his cot[tage]

[friiday-thirteenth]

right right right c a m p

ok. ok so it was very long and I'm unbelievably tired but also my head says write it down so uh

day one- five hour bus ride. it was fun, bc the person I was sitting beside slept the whole time and I got to joke around with the guys, who were surprisingly chill. they only brought up p*rn once, which is like.... good for them all things considered lmao

then we had the tramp in. the campsite where we were staying at the first night was the farthest from base, and one group biked in while the other tramped.

my groups tramp took s i x h o u r s. no other groups went over five. we had to keep stopping bc a) one kid was feeling sick, b) one kid rolled her ankle and c) we weren't allowed to sprint off into the Bush and potentially die without an instructor with us.

so there were like, four of us who were constantly at the front, and they were: me, my crush, my crushes best friend, bitch-who-bullied-me.

twas interesting.

we got the campsite in the dark, after a river crossing in which my socks got soaked, as did my shoes, and the tents and food were already sorted for us so that was great. food was shit, though. mince that was half brown water and cold pasta.kept us going, though, and as became my motto throughout camp, food is food.

that night was the only time I cried. kinda sad, tbh, but it was bc on the 'girls' side (as we all know that if the boys and girls tents were together, absolutely everyone would just be going at it, of course (jfc they have a low opinion of year tens (we sorta deserve it though, stuff happened with last years year tens...))) everyone else was paired up and even the people in three person tents didnt want me in there 🥰🥰🥰🥰 really felt the love there, guys.... jokes on them I slept by myself each night and was ready within five minutes each morning. actually really glad they showed how much they didnt care abt me bc it was really nice being alone in the wilderness, and that's not sarcasm.

anyway. day two.

woke up, was ready within ten minutes bc I woke with the leaders, who wake ten minutes before we're meant to and get themselves and breakfast ready before we're up. (I'm really fast at waking up, but take ages to go to sleep. like, everyone has to stfu before my body's able to start shutting down, and as soon as there's people moving around I'm up like a shot.)

anyway. I had eaten breakfast and was washing up before anyone else came out. next kid out was my crush, and we bitched about people taking forever for a while, which was fun.

then we waited for ages for everyone else to get sorted out, blah blah blah, and we had the bike ride back. 11.5 kilometers, I think,mostly downhill for us.

it was fun! I'm not a brilliant biker, but I kept near the middle-front of the group, and i just. let go of the brakes going downhill. and these hills were bloody steep and gravelly, plus the dips and river crossings.

I didnt fall off the bike, but one kid did lmao. there was this sharp turn before a metal gate, and He saw the gate and started pulling kn the brakes, but he hit the front brakes and just. flipped. the bike crashed into me and he went to the ground.

it was funny in the afterwards, but the kid got rather grazed lmao. he's not dead though, so that's good.

we were at the campsite that was, in my opinion, the coldest that night. also I slept in a three person instead of a two person, and by myself that meant more body heat was going into the tent. brrr. but we also did the nightline activity(hold onto a rope and follow it through the dark forest while blindfolded and with a helmet on. highly recommend it. go do it with friends u trust lmao)

I was behind this slow kid and he tripped at one point so I just. went ahead of him. then I spent around half an hour walking through the dark by myself (I walked into five trees. each time I took a step back, glared at it through the blindfold fifty five seconds and then continued around it with a muttered bitch. I'm nothing if not dramatic.) before I crashed into my crush hehe. it was near the end and we just got to the end at the same time, where two others already were. it was chill, we talked for a while. bullied people who were going through it by whacking trees they were near with sticks and shaking the line as they tried to use it. (we were allowed to, dw)

the next day, we went canyoning and holy frick frack fuckedy fuck fuck, that was c o l d. freezing. I jumped into the water and nearly died (exaggerated) but my crush jumped through a fricken waterfall and couldnt feel his hands or feet for ten minutes. another kid was walking funny bc he'd waited in the water for five minutes, and this shit was cold enough that we were wearing wet suits and thermals.

once we were dry and dressed (we got to have showers. h e a v e n (I only took 10 seconds bc like, why tf would you need a longer one? people took fifteen minutes, like wtf)) we went rock climbing! which was brilliant, honestly. I liked the belaying more (I've got this thing where I prefer people trust me than me trusting them, hmmm I wonder why) but also climbed the hardest one! it was really fun, and I only fell like fourteen time at one point (lmao,the rope caught me each time but I looked like a fuvking idiot hehe)

then we slept at a campsite which had a fire kn the beach!! if was so much fun. we also did a solo, which involved us sitting in the wild for twenty minutes and reflecting upon camp. I lay on the ground and stared at the moon. it was lovely and peaceful, until two kids started talking.

side note, guys voices are lovely and deep and rumbly and very nice (in general) but girls are generally higher pitched and ugh, it can be v e r y bloody annoying when ur trying to contemplate life.

possums visited camp that night. woke up in the middle of it to a possum crashing into the side if my tent, and I just. stopped breathing for a minute while I listened to it. a possum growling sounds terrifying. look it up!

also heard cows that night. cows are good.

day four, we abseiled. holy s h i t, it was fun. just... sitting there and watching the river and and rock and dangling in midair.... god, I loved it.

then we went to the high ropes course. this was b r i l l i a n t. we'd done low ropes st some point, but high ropes involved more belaying, which involved, and then at one point, we did a thing called the leap of faith, which was around eight meters high and you climbed to the top of this cylinder of wood before jumping for a trapeze. I knew I wouldn't get it, so I jumped on two when they counted down for me, and I missed lmao. but it was bloody brilliant.

then we had to do a whole shitton of cleanup,which they don't normally get groups to do, but we were s p e c i a l (as in our school gets to clean things we dont even use, sigh) before camping one last night. I had go share with someone, it was gell, packed up at least four tents in the morning bc I was very good at that for some reason,before we hot back to camp and went to the bus and oh, that was brilliant.

I finished my book, chatted with the guys, chatted with my crush for .5 of a second, had that thkng happen where people see you talking to a guy and are like ooOOooohhHHHHHhhh they're dAtiNG bc we're all stupid year tens and it was fucking hilarious (I've never dated anyone, so peopke bloody obsess over pairing me up with someone and I'm just like??? fuckers I'ma child how abt no (sidenote there was a couple on camp and they were cute but uh. year ten relationships dont really last, according to my year 13 camp leader (she was chill af, and basically showed me a whole new perspective on being friends with guys and so in conclusion she's bloody brilliant))) anyway they came up with a ship name for me and the guy and I nearly pissed myself laughing bc its best to laugh along with it and it was really funny tbh

anyway. we also for some reason talked abt sex and porn a lot and it was weird but also kinda chill bc most of the boys are relatively respectful of the girls,in the sense that we all make dirty jokes to each other but don't cross the line, so it was pretty funny and chill. also guys apparently never stop making dick jokes and that type of shit and it was kinda funny tbh

then we got home, grabbed our shit, and legged it away from there.

now I'm gonna rant abt my crush hehe

he was like, oh who's this? when we were walking to dinner in the dark one night (I was in front of him and his friend and he couldn't see my face) and then fucking knew who I was from the way that I walked like mate, why tf do you know how i walk and how to describe it, hmm?

I flipped him off after he said that though it was fucking funny

also!! he just. stared at my eyes and was like, are your eyes different colors? and I was like yeah. and he just nodded slowly and we maintained eye contact for a while. twas weird.

we have staring contests a lot too?? like, he'll look at me or I'll look at him and then at one point he was like, you just stare at people and then tilt ur head, dont you! and I was like wtf dude,but also I kept eye contact bc its a Thing.

also on the bus ride home he just mimicked my facial expressions and it was really bloody funny and j broke out laughed and he smiled

yeah basically I'm hopelessly crushing on him bc he's smart and sarcastic but it never gonna happen so I just wanna be friends type thing. sigh.

ANYWAY. camp was kinda great, at some points it left me feeling like I was so bloody alone and also I felt really shitty mentally but I kept going and i really enjoyed it! yeah! also i nearly cried when i said goodbye to my instructors bc they were brilliant and I'm gonna miss them so bloody much, I'm sad I'll never see them again.

yeah.

[hwangskz]

coffee break? | barista! minho (lee know)

there's almost no minho content so :DD

• your new college year may or may not be going tHAT well

• you had like ?? a LOT of assignments due but look at you walking into the café beside your school once again

• dw you have your assignments rIGHT there in your hands ;)))

• incomplete,,,,,, ofc

• "mINHOE GET MY USUAL"

• the barista, minho, looks over at you, at yells back at you

• "my name is MINHO NOT MINHOE JESUS CHRIST"

• it was like an everyday routine for you to call him "minhoe" but whenever you did

• oh bOI this guy would smile so BRIGHT cause just looooovvesss it when you call him by a nickname

• even if it's a silly one

• since there were almost no customers, minho walked upto you to give you your order when he sees you stressing out on your work and his heart just ;;;;;;;;

• (๑ó⌓ò๑) (๑ó⌓ò๑) (๑ó⌓ò๑) (๑ó⌓ò๑)

• "y/n? should i..uh.. help you with that?"

• your head just sHOOTS up at his offer

• "aren't u little too dumb for this tho"

• "I WAS THE SMARTEST IN MY CLASS OK BE GLAD IM HELPING U WITH THIS BINCH HUFF"

• when he did that little huff ????

• u ???? uR G O N E

• HEART ? E X P L O D E D

• so he sits down with u to complete the assignments for u

• and by evening it's all dONE

• minho just kept stealing glances at u the entire time

• and ur heart may or may not have died a little

• when he stretched his arms and yelled "DONE!!!!"

• IN THE CUTEST WAY POSSIBLE

• u were giggling and minho was just admiring u cause u were honestly the only person with whom he had been THIS close to

• "anyways i should go now,,,, or else they'll probably close the dorm room doors and i don't wanna end up being locked out ok"

• so u both arrange everything and as he hands it to u

• and ur about to leave

• tHis BOI JUST CUPS YOUR FACE AND

• P E C K S Y O U R F O R E H E A D

• how is it possible to fall for someone tHIS MUCH HHHH

• U WERE MALFUNCTIONING

• AND AFTER HE PECKED U THIS BITCH JUST SMILED AT U

• LIKE THE CUTEST SMILE TO E V E R EXIST

• AND SAID

• "goodnight, love."

• AND YOU WERE SO RED JSVSJSVSSBSB HOW ARE U SUPPOSED TO FACE HIM NOW HHHH

• LEE MINHO WHAT HAVE U DONE

• anyways u kept coming back either ways and HE CONFESSED IN THE CUTEST WAY POSSIBLE LIKE SKSSVJABS

• THIS BOY JUST WROTE OUT HIS ENTIRE FEELINGS ON YOUR COFFEE CUP AND WHEN YOU NOTICED IT YOUR HEART JUS T KSVSHSVSJSJSSBSSB

• S C R E E C H

• anyways instead of throwing it away, you ordered another cup of coffee, and wrote out YOUR feelings on it and when you gave it to him

• he could swear that he was dying

• like his heart was sPRINTING IN DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS

• ALL BECAUSE OF YOU READER

• he came out of his booth to give you the tightest hug EVER

• and rests his head on your shoulder cause you're just so ˢᵐᵒˡ

• "hey can u like let go now i can't bREATHE"

• "yeah and that's me without u"

[annoyinglypurplestarlight-blog]

Oh since I haven't done the last one I guess I have to...

A to Z tag

Tagged by @evil-lil-newt ❤️🖤

Rules: Answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better

A - Age:  16

B - Birthplace: Bulgaria 🇧🇬

C - Current time: 21:18 (learn your 24h time shit fellas)

D - Drink you last had: a cucumber's blood

E - Easiest person to talk to: myself, obv I'm the best lol

F - Favorite song: too much to get started but here ya smt https://youtu.be/osD4puTOo70

G - Grossest ~memory~ thing: people who eat worms

H - Horror yes or horror no: pls no I'm a sensitive soul with no toleration to jumpscares

I - In love?: Yep ☺��

J - Jealous of people?: Nah, me, myself n I are the bestest ever

L - Love at first sight or should I walk by again?: bitch, I'mma Gemini, they invented that phrase :D

M - Middle name: My father's name hue hue :)

N - Number of siblings: 0

O - One wish: Happyness (and no maths tests pls I'm dying over here)

P - Person you called last: my babe

Q - Question you are always asked: Whatcha doin? / How are you? (like pls don't ask me that even if I'm not okay I prob won't tell you)

R - Reason to smile: my stupid but bestestestest boyfriend and his dumb ass jokes

S - Song you sang last: SHY Martin - Good together

T - Time you woke up: Literally 10 mins before my first class starts

U - Underwear color: idk man it's dark in the room so I'd say black (I really hope someone's gonna get that...)

V - Vacation destination: eeeeeeeehhhhhh... somewhere where I can chill a bit and have fun with friends

W - Worst habit: Overthinking / never studying for a test

X - X-rays: I hate it, I feel like my flesh leaves my body...

Y - Your favorite food: sore candy 🍬 🤤

Z - Zodiac sign: GEMINI (everyone hates it but I love myself dw ;) )

I’ll tag noone because I have no friends on Tumblr ye that's cool good night y'all (only @evil-lil-newt's gonna see this so gn sweety try to sleep)

[sstarkiid]

do all of the lovesick asks bitch. expose urself

wow, ok.

read more thing bc this is long and embarrassing

1: Do you have a current crush?

Two actually but who's counting

2: How long has your crush lasted?

Uhh a few months n then the other one is weird i can't answer that lmao

3: 5 songs that you have associated with your crush?

I'm……..not that sappy I can give u like one

Ice prince : Runaways by ATL

Space boy : Stars by Fun.

4: Do you think they've ever liked you back?

I mean. It's very likely.

5: Will you ever reveal your feelings to them?

Yea probably

6: What’s holding you back from making a move?

It's not that I haven't made a move but like. I am Fear.

7: Are you frightened by your feelings for them?

A lil

8: Do you think they could ever love you?

Maybe???? but i’m kind of an optimist

9: Do you love them?

Lol next question

10: Have you ever had a crush on someone you really shouldn't?

DEFINITELY. I CAN'T NAME ANYONE SPECIFICALLY BUT THE ANSWER IS PROBABLY YES.

11: Do you think anyone currently has a crush on you

...IT'S VERY LIKELY.

12: Ever had a crush on what you thought was a platonic friend?

Hi Jared

13: What would you do if your crush revealed they felt the same?

I'd probably need a second to process it but like probably hug ‘em idfk

14: Has your crush ever hurt you?

Nope!!!!

15: Have they made you cry by breaking your heart?

Nope!!!!!!!!!

16: Why do you like them?

Ice prince is fun to tease idk we go back n forth a lot but he's also a softie n listen he's dramatic enough to keep up w/ me

Space boy tells u like it is and he seems kinda scary or not,, nice at first maybe but he's actually also soft !!

They're also both hot as hell oh my god

17: Do you think you'll ever get over them?

I mean. If I had to I would but...  I don't WANT TO.

18: Do you have 1 specific song that is strongly associated with a certain memory or interaction with them?

Mmm not really?? Not yet?? It'll happen dw

19: The moment you knew you had feelings for them?

We both got scared of the firework finale on the 4th and I squeaked and he like held onto me n it was really funny n cute n I was just like “ok this is a thing now great”

Uhh I was doing the typical girl thing where I send screenshots of a conversation to a friend only the friend is his sister so………..i blame her it’s literally all her fault

20: What would they have to do for you to stop liking them?

Murder someone probably

Or y'know

Something equally as shitty n illegal

21: Have you ever fallen asleep with them?

Yea. Both. Napping is cool.

22: Held their hand?

Mmhm! Both but like that's not that weird

23: Kissed their cheek?

Yup. Both.

24: Kissed them on the lips?

Yeah. Both. Actually.

25: Gone down on them/ they've gone down on you?

N O P E

26: Had sex with them?

Nuh-uh.

27: Where on your body have they touched you?

This is…. A weird question I don't like it

28: Does their touch set your skin on fire?

Fire.

Ice prince.

Fire.

HM.

29: Do you get butterflies when they touch you?

Ok maybe

30: Do they make you smile like no one else can?

Y e a

31: Does their presence calm you?

Mmhmm.

32: Does it make you go crazy being around them and not 'being with' them?

Not… until recently but---

33: Are you friends with your crush?

Both of ‘em!

34: Have you always been friends?

Uhh I guess w/ Ice prince yes but not the other one

35: Last thing they messaged you about?

One was abt a dog, other one was abt coming over to hang out

36: Best phone call with them?

Hands down any call when I've been driving so I make my brother talk to them instead those are always fun

37: Last time you hung out with them?

I. I literally started answering this in one of their houses.

38: Ever been drunk together?

I DON'T DRINK

39: Fondest memory of them?

The fireworks show n then probs a few days ago when we just drove around n talked abt stuff

40: Ever made a mistake with them?

Mistake??????????? i don’t make those

41: Regretted not making a move?

Every day of my life but also I have literally kissed both of them so which is the truth

42: If you could go back in time to that moment, what would you do?

Nothing ‘cause I'm a big baby

43: Do you think that would change your current relationship with them?

Nope

44: If you could get a 100% honest answer from them, what 3 questions would you ask?

ok first FUCK THIS QUESTION

Ice prince

Do u. Actually wanna date or am I just the most gullible person ever

.......................so how do you feel about polyamory

Do u actually hate the puns or do u secretly enjoy them I need to know.

Space boy

Are you aware that you can literally text me for anything at any time?? Bc u should be

Were you ever afraid to talk to me?

Will you promise to talk to me before doing stupid shit so that at the very least i can tell u that ur an idiot,,, but like. affectionately.

45: Did they wish you Happy Birthday on your birthday?

My birthday is in like another month and I didn't know either of them really last year so they better

46: Have they ever tried to make a move?

?????????

Idk tbh

47: If so why did you miss it?

‘Cause I'm clueless as hell

48: Have they ever been infatuated with a friend of yours?

Don't think so

49: Are they single?

Lol yeah they're definitely single

50: Where were you when you felt the most for them?

IT'S ALWAYS WHEN THEY'RE SLEEPING they both just look so cute n peaceful n I get all mushy n wanna protect them but I'm weak as hell so

51: Any specific place you associate with them?

Mmmm not really

52: Films that make you think about them?

Disney films in general

Marvel movies for Ice prince bc NERD

53: Have you picked up a habit because of them?

I don't think so but it's also not unlikely

54: What was your first impression of them?

Ice prince seemed antisocial and idk abt space boy we were like 5 yrs old technically so who knows man

55: Has it altered since then?

LMAO YES

56: Do you remember the first thing you talked about?

Probably musicals bc I can't shut up ever and he was confused

And uhhh no unless u mean like when we started hanging out bc it was candy

57: First time they touched you?

COLD

HE DID IT TO SPITE ME AND IT WAS FUNNY BUT IT WAS SO COLD HOW

And I'm 99% certain I made him high five me before we ever spoke bc I'm a nuisance

58: Have they ever lied to you?

Not that I know of

59: What are their eyes like?

Ohhhhh my GOD

really......clear?? that’s not like. a good way to describe em but u know when u look up at the sky and it’s like. wow there are no clouds!! n then u feel the breeze and it’s kinda cold but it’s not unpleasant it’s?? p nice??? like. that.

cool as FRICK like what the hell i’m actually jealous they’re a rly pretty nice shade n then suddenly it’s!!! different!!!! and it’s like!!!!!!!!!!!!! a surprise a v good surprise which is fitting u just gotta look a lil and he’s full of lil surprises

60: What are you most attracted to about them?

well,, for one they’re both hot as hell, so. that. in general.

if u know anything abt me i’m a sucker for pretty eyes

i also like the “soft but pretends to not be” because i think it’s cute they’re also really good to cuddle with

61: Can you see a future with them?

well i can’t see one without ‘em so something’s gotta give here right?

62: Have you sabotaged things between you two?

i freaking hope not

63: Why? What were you afraid of achieving? Love? Happiness? Content? Disappointment?

why does this thing assume you said yes to the above question that’s kinda rude

64: Could they make you happy?

already do

65: Do you dream about them?

if we’re friends and you haven’t appeared in one of my dreams and done smth weird or random are we actually friends??

side note does daydreaming count LOL

66: What's something that only you two do?

i don’t think i “gently bully” anyone nearly as much as i do ice prince also the only one who actually can cuddle w/ me properly in the summer i’m js

uuuummmm go on random drives in the middle of the night so tht zoe can make out w/ ppl instead of texting our sorry asses

67: Does liking them make you feel vulnerable?

you. have. no idea.

68: Have they ever given you anything?

food has definitely been exchanged and shared. i’ve stolen sweaters. uh.

69: Have they ever used you?

.........not that i’m aware of??

70: Have they abused and manipulated you due to your feelings for them?

nO WHAT TH E

71: Have you ever spent quite literally all day and night thinking about them?

that’s......a bit much i might be pathetic and somewhat desperate but like i do kinda have a life

72: Have you ever accidentally nearly walked into moving traffic cause you were thinking about them?

no but i’ve walked into walls because i was tired and thinking abt stuff so that’s a thing i probably have done

73: Ever worn anything knowing it would draw their attention to you?

YEAH LMAO I DO THAT ALL THE TIME IN GENERAL i like attention fight me

74: Have they ever made you feel so safe and content everything else slips away?

y e ah

75: Ever held you so close you could feel their heartbeat?

mmhmm

76: Truthfully do you think you belong together right now?

[taylor swift’s you belong with me playing in the distance]

77: Have they ever seen you completely vulnerable?

um. no.

78: Do you trust them?

i would trust all of my friends with my life

79: When you see them what feelings are strongest?

i just get?? really happy n i turn into a little kid i swear to god how does he put up with me

n he makes me feel really calm n content n just. good. u know.

80: Are they in love or interested in someone else?

d e a r l o r d i h o p e n o t

81: If they asked you to kiss them, would you?

in a heartbeat

82: Will they be in your life a year from now?

they BETTER BE

83: A moment where you so nearly gave into your feelings for them and did something about it?

i have literally kissed both of them and not because of dares what kind of,,

84: Do they know you have feelings for them?

i’m not exactly,,, subtle

85: Do you have a favourite picture with them?

no but i have favorite pictures of them

86: Your ideal date with them?

hey. concept. a double date. but like. instead of 2 couples it’s just me w/ both of them wow

87: What's their name?

it’s rly obvious that i’m talking about porter and connor fuck you

88: Have you ever been in their room?

i’ve been in connor’s but porter n i mostly chill other places

89: Shared a secret with them?

yeah but it’s not a secret if i tell the internet now is it?

90: Have they ever made you a promise and broken it?

don’t think so

91: Have they ever disappointed you?

nope!

92: Whats the most problematic thing about them, which you overlook due to your feelings for them?

uh. idk. porter’s kinda closed off to other people at first i guess that could be problematic. i’m patient w/ that shit so it doesn’t bug me as much idk

general relationships or lack thereof w/ other ppl tbh for both of them i think 

93: Have you ever had to compete for their affection?

no

94: For as long as they're in your life could you handle just being friends?

that’s what i do with p much everyone else but another way to approach this is if u couldn’t be together would u shut them out and the answer is no?? bc that’s kinda shitty

so yes

95: Ever looked for a sign to make a move?

every?? single second of every day but once again i have literally kissed both of them uh

96: What's standing in your way from being with them?

general anxiety

a single conversation

...lmao

97: Would you let them use you for sex?

this implies that,, they don’t care abt me and only themselves n they’re not really?? like that so?? it wouldn’t happen like that??

realistically knowing myself i wanna say no but i probably would which is Not Good i know

98: Ever had a bad feeling about them that's screaming for you to get out while you still can?

no. like. literally the opposite. wtf

99: If you could go back in time, would you avoid ever meeting them?

NEVER

100: You have 1 wish about them, what would you wish for?

that porter finds someone who makes him feel warm n fuzzy on the inside even if it’s not me

n for connor that one day everything is stable and everything is ok

anyway hey jared U SUCK

[kookmiinie]

A - Z  tag game!

Copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, when you are done tag up to ten people. 

Thank you for tagging me @minyoong-ii !! <3333

 A - Age: I'll be 15 on May 12th!! 

B - Biggest fear: Being unable to stop/change things

C - Current time: 3:10pm

D - Drink you last had: water? I think?

E - Every day starts with: the urge to go back to sleep

F - Favourite song: currently?? I think it's called "Enjoy the Silence" by Ki:Theory

G - Ghosts are they real: I've used a oujia board enough times to think so

I - In love with: bts !!!! 

K - Killed someone: no?

L - Last time you cried: uhmmm, saturday?

M - Middle name: Marie

N - Number of siblings: ...eight

O - One wish: ahdjdm, would it be sad if I said to meet someone I genuinely enjoy being around? 

Q - Question you are always asked: "How do you like having short hair?!"

R - Religion: none

S - Song last sang: errhhhm? probably tomorrow, i’m always singing that

T - Time you woke up: like 8:14

U - Underwear colour: black 

V - Vacation destination: anywhere anywhere outside of Ontario would be super cool!!!!!! 

W - Worst habit: coming off as a mean person

Y - Your favourite food: I like cookies!! 

Z - Zodiac sign: Taurus is my sun sign

I tag: @hoseokskitten, @jungkookio, @peachpjms, @taekookiesandcream, @hoshoks and @13christiel

please don’t feel pressured to do this!! i tagged some of you because you’ve tagged me in these types of things “recently” and i still haven’t gotten to it but i love you so dw!! 

[studypride]

Alphabet Questions Tag! Thanks to @studypsy, @cutiefly-studying, and @kendalls-korean-studies for tagging me! Check them all out, they’re super cool c:

Rules: copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, and when you are done tag up to 10 people!

A - age: 17 B - biggest fear: someone publicly pointing out all of my weaknesses and then everyone agreeing that i’m sad and pathetic orz C - current time: 11:26 Pm D - drink you last had: earl grey tea E - every day starts with: me rolling out of bed F - favorite song(s): She Ain’t Me by Sinead Harnett and lately Good For You by Selena Gomez has been in my head but?? it’s not a fave G - ghosts, are they real: depends how vengeful they are H - hometown: don’t wanna say, but Southern California I - in love with: my boyfriend and Link from LoZ J - jealous of: people who don’t have to worry about finances being an obstacle to go to college/uni K - killed someone: no?? what the heck L - last time you cried: literally 2 hours ago facetiming my bf ‘cause i miss him M - middle name: ? no N - number of siblings: 3 O - one wish: to have no debt after undergrad and grad school smh P - person you last called/texted: my bf Q - question(s) you’re always asked: how do you pronounce your name? R- reasons to smile: new loz:botw info, strangers smiling at you as they walk past, seeing a friend for the first time in a while S - song last sang:  ...Good For You by Selena Gomez haha T - time you woke up: 6:30am U - underwear color: ?! V - vacation destination: Argentina, Japan, Hawaii W - worst habit: biting the inside of my lip when i’m anxious aaa X - x-rays you’ve had: the typical ones you get for your teeth? like when i had braces Y - your favorite food: steak, mashed potatoes, anything sweet Z - zodiac sign: gemini

-- Alright and now I tag: @afrostudy, @study-cake, @literaryraven, @yangstudies, @medkip, @slack-and-study... And if any of you have done it already, dw about it, just ignore this post altogether c:

[astronity]

Alphabet Tag Game!!

hello hello thank you @neenboy and @bunnistudies for the tag <3 Rules: copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, and when you are done tag up to 10 people. A. Age: 15 :) B. Biggest fear: uhhhhh things not going as planned?? not knowing what to do? C. Current time: 10:55 p.m. lol kill me D. Drink you last had: LOL uhh water i think #stayhydrated E. Everyday starts with: going back to sleep F. Favorite song: Absolutely Smitten by dodie clark right now!! actually anything dodie, sighs, i relate G. Ghosts, are they real?: duhhhhHHhhh H. Hometown: New Jerseyy I. In love with: guacamole and a girl (jess ur answer tho :( ) J. Jealous of: ppl who are actually doing homework right now bye K. Kill(ed) someone: i would go for the classic morbid "me" but imma be real and say that this makes me feel like this whole chain post is dedicated to tracking down admitted murders L. Last time I cried: during APUSH today LMAO it was more like a "well i guess this is what my life's come to" moment though M. Middle name: Anne :))) N. Number of siblings: 1 younger brother and 1 older sister! O. One wish: to publish something notable :) P. Person you last called/texted: called was my friend jenna!! (since my last texts have all been in group chats ahaha) Q. Question you’re always asked: tennis and art??? is your wrist okay??? (no) R. Reason to smile: no reason at all!! theres no need to have a reason to smile :)))) okay but really! theres so much beauty that we as people have done like rad ART and rad MUSIC and there are literally. endless possibilities. it makes me excited tbh!! S. Song last sang: my type by saint motellll T. Time you woke up: 6 am? 6:30 am? U. Underwear color: black LOLOL V. Vacation destination: Ireland!! or the countryside. I just want to see a cow W. Worst habit: i pick at my nails a lot :( my hands are real fidgety in general rip X. X-rays you’ve had: teeth, lungs, wrist!! im 100% physically fine now tho dw Y. Your favorite food: UHH popcorn. ask me out with a bag of skinny pop ill be yours forever Z. Zodiac sign: leo !! sorry sorry i wont be tagging anyone :( u can do this if you want to though!!!

[starkissedblade]

Rules - copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in your own. when you are done tag up to 10 people and also tag the person that tagged you…most importantly, have fun

@webelieveinjohnlock thank you!!!

a / age - 17 b / biggest fear – being kidnapped/raped :( c / current time – 7:40 PM d / drink you had last – milk e / everyday starts with – waking up and realizing i should set more than one    alarm, i always unconsciously turn it off f / favourite song – sorry i cant pick one, i love “That’s not how the story goes” at the end of a series of unfortunate events season one. most of the guardians of the galaxy music is great, and theres something about TOP songs thats great. i like violin music secretly (i blame in on PBS haha thats a large part of what i watched when i was little) g / ghosts are real? – yes, i like believe there are different planes of existence/reality, that sort of thing, i really dont think about it too often tho h / hometown – Roseburg, OR i / in love with – beautiful aesthetics, the sky, great movie/tv soundtracks (i guess that could go in the song question), sun, fog, the idea that there is 90% more to history than meets the eye, bbc sherlock, dw, sw, daisy ridley, jenna coleman, peach tea, finally understanding a passage that is above my reading level, carrie fisher (miss her so much :( ), genuine smiles, all the flowers and bushes next to roads in California j / jealous of – try not to be but i cant help but be jealous of those who live in bigger cities because there are more oppurtunities (i know i want to go into film/tv, but i just dont know where to start or how im NOT supposed to go about it) k / killed someone – no l / last time you cried – the other day, it sounds ridiculous but one of my teachers remembered i loved star wars (theres this guy in the class that would probably be remembered more than me, full on cosplayed as obi wan the day rogue one came out) and she got sw stickers with us in mind (probably as well as others in other classes) and at any given moment she’ll give the sheet of stickers to u and just??? it made me so emotional (i think its funny that i hardly ever cry and its star wars stickers that set me over the edge haha :D) because the other day i hadnt even answered a question and she just let me pick one, like no one had given me a sticker in forever??? and i truly dont know why, she just actually made me feel like she actually cared i was coming to school, like she actually shows initiative to make school more enjoyable for the students in her classes and remembers stuff about them, i dont remember a teacher doing that for me in like 7+ yrs, and since then when i answer a question, i’ll be the only one in the class that she gives the sticker sheet to :D idk it makes me so emotional haha i am sorry this turned into a huge paragraph ( :D & no i didnt start crying in class haha) m / middle name – lee n / number of siblings – 2, one ive only been around (when u combine all the separate amounts of time) for about a year, and the other i’ve never met but whatever o / one wish - secret 4th episode or SOMETHING p / person you last called/texted – My dad q / questions you’re always asked – none r / reasons to smile – dogs and cats, nice ringtones  s / song last sang – living on a prayer t / time you woke up – 7:15 am u / underwear color - blue v / vacation destination – california, europe w / worst habit - diving completely into things, not taking enough initiative in situations that i dont like but need to face and deal with x / xrays you have had – dental, full body y / your favourite food – fries z / zodiac sign - Aquarius

so i’m tagging : @niccccceeeee @sherlockedmeta @gayholmie @theleakedproblem @signoftjlc @agrumpybi @allroadsleadbacktobakerstreet @get-shezza @heimishtheidealhusband @95bees

so yep u dont have to do it if u dont want

[travel-hopefully]

Tag Game

I was tagged by my lovely friend @missmendelsohn .... yay i love these!

Rules - copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in your own. when you are done tag up to 10 people and also tag the person that tagged you….most importantly, have fun!

a / age - 21 (it was my birthday very recently) b / biggest fear - Your fears are so similar to mine @missmendelsohn .. .I have a massive fear of losing everyone I love. I also fear failing and feeling like I haven’t accomplished what I wanted in life.  c / current time - 11.15 am... getting hungry now... d / drink you had last - I just sipped some water in my cybermen glass! e / everyday starts with - Contemplating what lies ahead in the day and feeling like I can’t get out of bed. f / favourite song - I don’t have one tbh. I love lots of songs by Bastille, Passenger, Muse and also Murray Gold. g / ghosts are real? - I believe they are, but they are not physical and can’t be seen. They are ghosts that plague the mind. h / hometown - East Yorkshire but not saying which specific city! i / in love with - Erm? A lot of things! Firstly mentioning my family, boyfriend and friends... also, fictional shows and films like DW and HP. Music, food, adventures, nature, events and day trips with people.  j / jealous of - People who always seem to be doing things- hanging out with friends, going abroad etc. People who have good mental well-being.  k / killed someone - Well even if i have killed someone i wouldn’t say it here, lol! l / last time you cried - I think it was when watching the ‘Queen of Sheba’ episode of good ol’ British comedy ‘The Royle Family’. My heart! m / middle name - Elisabeth, with an ‘S’! n / number of siblings -  1, a younger sister.  o / one wish - To be unconditonally happy and have all the people I love with me alive and well! p / person you last called texted - My dad i think? q / questions you’re always asked - Whats wrong? Why are you scared? Can I have the TV now? What are you going into career-wise after you finish uni? r / reasons to smile - Family, boyfriend, friends. Living cosily in a decent house. Doing reasonably well on my course. Food, Doctor Who...  s / song last sang - I can’t remember. I sing loads of random songs and it could have been any one of them.            t / time you woke up - 8.15am... when my alarm woke me up! u / underwear colour -  Personal much... but flowery and multi-coloured! v / vacation destination - Cardiff Bay (for the DW stuff mostly), the lovely resort I went to in Gran Canaria last year. Would love to visit Iceland, Germany, Canada and America. w / worst habit - Worrying too much. Being paranoid and anxious. x / xrays you have had - On my foot i think. It ended up being a torn tendon.  y / your favourite food - Chocolate!!! Chocolate brownies, cake, cookies, biscuits, bars, milkshakes.... Also love pizza, mexican food, indian curries! z / zodiac sign - Capricorn!

Tagging: @angelic-equilibrium @kageshini1 @swenish-and-the-fishies @claraosjwald @claramaximoff @born-tosavethedoctor @rbgianfar @ragevanilla @justpeachy13 @ladypearl 

Enjoy!

[whatdoesshedotothem]

Tuesday 23 September 1834

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good one last night ver[y] fine sunny morn[in]g F[ahrenheit] 58 1/2° at 9 a.m. - br[eak]f[a]st at 9 1/4 - H[a]d Thorp – then Washingt[o]n

th[e]n left th[e]m all – A- [Adney] to go w[i]th Thorp int[o]the walk, and set out flow[e]r beds in front of the h[ou]se, whi[le]

I spo[ke] to John Pearson who ca[me] to gi[ve] up the farm, say[in]g I h[a]d run off my prom[ise] - th[a]t I h[a]d s[ai]d at

1st he w[a]s to ha[ve] the farm at the pres[en]t rent dur[in]g my fath[e]r’s life, b[u]t the last ti[me] I h[a]d s[ai]d he

w[a]s to beg[i]n of pay[in]g £65 p[e]r ann[um] immed[iatel]y – they h[a]d talk[e]d it ov[e]r at ho[me] and he w[oul]d rath[e]r

gi[ve] up the farm now, th[a]n ha[ve] it at any pr[ice] – I told h[i]m I neith[e]r want[e]d h[i]m to keep the

farm n[o]r get it - th[a]t w[a]s indiffer[en]t to me – I on[l]y wish[e]d h[i]m to do wh[a]t he th[ou]ght best for hims[elf]

b[u]t I was annoy[e]d at his talk[in]g of my break[in]g my prom[ise] – I h[a]d done no s[u]ch th[in]g - explain[e]d –

spo[ke] sharpish[l]y – he s[ai]d he w[a]s sor[ry] for the misunderstand[in]g – it w[a]s his mista[ke] and he w[a]s sor[ry] for

it – and I s[ai]d I w[a]s satisf[ie]d - Howev[e]r he gi[ve]s up the farm – and Washingt[o]n being still in the h[ou]se just

told h[i]m to go to Pearson, and say he (W- [Washington]) w[oul]d val[ue] the tenant-right on my part - th[e]n settled w[i]t Throp

to hack up and trench the who[le] of Bairstow 2a.2r.9p. at 3/. per rood of 49 sq[uare] y[ar]d

+ 1/. for the sa[me] for acorns and sett[in]g and 20/. p[e]r DW. per ann[um] for tak[in]g care of the young pl[an]ts

so long (I s[ai]d 4 y[ea]rs at least they w[oul]d want it) as they sh[oul]d want it, or was long as I th[ou]ght they

want[e]d it - b[ou]nd Throp d[o]wn to ha[ve] all the acorns in by Xmas day - Washingt[o]n

told me, Mrs. Machin asks £40 p[e]r DW. for her coal, so he told h[e]r noth[in]g mo[re] w[oul]d be s[ai]d

ab[ou]t it – He s[ai]d Holt w[a]s mistak[e]n in say[in]g Mr. Rawson c[oul]d n[o]t get Mrs. Machins’ coal – now

th[a]t he h[a]d b[ou]ght the Law hill coal he c[oul]d get it all ver[y] well – asleep 1/2 h[ou]r till 1 3/4 - whi[le] we were out w[i]th Throp Ann

Lee and her assist[an]t Miss Fox and Ch[arle]s and Ja[me]s How[ar]th put up the Diaper tent-shap[e]d (the top seams b[ou]nd w[i]th

cord cov[ere]d w[i]th crimson carpet bind[in]g) in the upp[e]r kitch[e]n ch[ambe]r now to be call[e]d the tent r[oo]m - fr[om] 2

to 6 (b[a]ckw[ar]ds and forw[ar]ds the whi[le] ) wr[ote] 3 p[ages] and ends and 1 line und[e]r the seal to V- [Vere] kind let[ter] - h[a]d n[o]t rec[eive]d

or heard of h[e]r ‘sm[all] let[ter]’ till h[e]r own ment[io]n of it – ‘b[u]t I w[a]s n[o]t uneasy bec[ause] I knew you were hap[py],

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‘th[a]t you w[oul]d n[o]t fancy me less anx[iou]s ab[ou]t you, or less oft[e]n think[in]g of you, mere[l]y bec[ause]

‘chance h[a]d made one writ[ten] interc[ourse] less freq[uen]t – H[a]d you been und[e]r an[y] circumst[ance]s und[e]r

‘w[hi]ch I bel[ieve]d y[ou]r welfare less secure, you w[oul]d ha[ve] heard fr[om] me oft[ene]r; b[u]y my mind is at ease ab[ou]t

‘you, and I alm[o]st count up[on] see[in]g you bef[ore] next summ[e]r – one of th[e]se days, I shall be delight[e]d

‘to see you at y[ou]r own beaut[iful] pl[a]ce - b[u]t gi[ve] my k[i]nd reg[ar]ds to y[ou]r Don[al]d, and tell h[i]m I am impert[inen]t

‘en[ou]gh to say, he is right, n[o]t to let an[y] temptati[io]n, howev[e]r str[ong], lead h[i]m int[o] debt – Festina

‘lente, is an excel[len]t motto in th[e]se cases’..... gl[a]d she h[a]d been at Drumfin - c[oul]d ent[e]r

int[o] h[e]r feel[in]gs – heard all ab[ou]t h[e]r own lit[tle] Louisa fr[om] L[ad]y St[uar]t - th[ou]ght her (L[ad]y S- [Stuart])

‘look[in]g harass[e]d, and being mo[re] feeble th[a]n when I saw her in June’ - .... ‘I shall be here

‘dur[in]g the remaind[e]r of my a[un]ts’ life – she suff[e]rs a gr[ea]t deal, and is n[o]t expect[e]d to survive the

‘wint[e]r - b[u]t h[e]r hav[in]g contin[ue]d so long, is so extraord[inar]y, th[a]t her life may still be prolong[e]d

‘bey[on]d the calculat[io]n of h[e]r medic[a]l men’ - ha[ve] n[o]t giv[e]n up my north[e]n schemes - h[a]d a

delightful tour am[on]g the m[oun]t[ai]ns of Savoy - w[e]nt complete[l]y r[ou]nd M[on]t B- [Blanc] ..... ‘I need

‘n[o]t say how oft[e]n I th[ou]ght of you - th[e]re is an associat[io]n in my mind bet[ween] you and M[on]t

‘Bl[an]c, I do n[o]t eas[il]y forget’ – ‘I saw Mrs. Heneage go[in]g and ret[urnin]g  She alw[a]ys reminds me of

Sibb[ell]a by a so[me]th[in]g in look and man[ner] I can[no]t descri[be] - h[e]r interest ab[ou]t you delights me’ –

sp[en]at an ev[enin]g and din[e]d w[i]th L[ad]y Charl[otte] Lindsay and the Miss Berrys – if n[o]t so nail[e]d d[o]wn to ti[me],

sh[oul]d ha[ve] been off fr[om] Geneva to join L[ad]y Gord[o]n for a few weeks at Munich – Love

to L[ad]y Harr[ie]t – dare n[o]t risk mo[re] let[ter]s fr[om] here thro’ the for[ei]gn off[i]ce b[u]t will wr[ite] by one

means or oth[e]r, when I ha[ve] anyth[in]g mo[re] partic[ula]r to communic[a]te – shall n[o]t forg[e]r h[e]r

kind[ne]ss wheth[e]r I wr[ite] or n[o]t ‘you kno[w] I am n[o]t giv[e]n to forget my fr[ie]nds – you us[e]d to tell me I h[a]d too m[u]ch heart,

‘so I hope you will nev[e]r th[in]k I ha[ve] too lit[tle]’ – to wr[ite] fr[om] Leamingt[o]n - let[ter]s alw[a]ys safe

here – ‘I h[a]d y[ou]r last near[l]y 3 w[ee]ks ago, and sh[oul]d ha[ve] writ[ten] immed[iatel]y h[a]d I n[o]t been ver[y] busy and wait[e]d for a lit[tle]

‘leisure to enjoy mys[elf] whi[le] writ[in]g to you - G[o]d bless you, my d[eare]st Vere! I fell as if I chang[e]d

‘remarkab[l]y lit[tle], and am cert[ainl]y n[o]t less th[a]n ev[e]r ver[y] aff[ectionatel]y y[ou]rs AL- [Anne Lister]’ din[ner] at 6 1/4 - aft[er]w[ar]ds

won 2 gam[mon]s and two hits ag[ain]st 2 hits - w[i]th my a[un]t 1/2 h[ou]r till 10 10/.. - th[e]n till 10 50/.. the who[le]

of th[i]s p[age] - ver[y] fine day F[ahrenheit] 60° now at 10 50/.. p.m. - seal[e]d my let[ter] to ‘The Lady Vere Cameron  

Achnacarry Fort William N.B.’ – to go tomor[ow] morn[in]g - add[e]d und[e]r the seal ‘I w[a]s delight[e]d to

read the acc[oun]t of y[ou]r recept[io]n by the clan’ –

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