#duu

[sabbl1995]

Ich habe dich heute ganz leise vermisst, und mehr als je zuvor..

Ich habe dich heute so leise vermisst, dass es niemanden aufgefallen ist... ohne Tränen habe ich dich heute vermisst, ohne Schluchzen habe ich dich heute vermisst, aber oh, wie sehr habe ich es gespürt. Ich habe es gespürt, als ich da saß und andere um mich herum anschaute. Ich habe es mit jeder Faser meines Körpers gespürt als ich zu Hause war, im Dunkeln, im Licht...

Ja, ich habe dich heute so leise vermisst und doch so laut gespürt. ~• 🫥

[follerys-trash-blog]

made a hypothetical slugcat where the concept was just : has bag

[the-lazy-llama]

What they would normally look like ehehe

First post of the Year!!!1!!

Drew one of my Roblox Avatars I have :#)

[knightofleo]

Akira Yamaoka | End of Small Sanctuary from Silent Hill 3

[lafiloyahl]

I may be starting something :3

[that-unspeaking-sky-kid]

back to the kitty cause she's kinda pretty

i cant stop looking at her t-t-t-t-FACE

Me and cat mama rolled into the distant fog,

little does she know im a nasty DAWG

[emzsimulation]

let’s go girls…

[vulpixelates]

omg 😭 i've been trying to avoid my wife seeing spoilers about The Transformation in dungeon meshi bc i'd JUST convinced her to watch by telling her about The Revival but didn't want to give everything away

and she just turned to me and was like. "wife? ... does falin turn into a dragon? bc i just saw someone draw her w a dragon dick..."

(edit: nsfw link to the art)

[hontokana]

Батцэндийн Энхмэнд (Battsendiin Enkhmend) - Хамтдаа туулъя гэсиймаа Region: Mongolia / Style: Zohioliin duu / Year: 2009 LIKED

[bluetraverser]

New Life - chapter 26 - Scandal

He went through the library, where his partner was still laid out on the couch, twitching now. Elliott watched him with worry, then glanced at the wizard. “Any changes?”

Rasmodius shrugged. “I don’t really know what’s happening right now. I think something is escalating but I don’t know what. We’ll only know when he gets out of it again… it might be a while longer.”

Elliott nodded, trying to be patient. But his insides were tout and anxious and all of this was hard…

He anxiously walked into his office, opening the envelope. He really shouldn’t look at those things now, actually. It would most likely be disturbing or threatening or-

It was photographs, clearly taken through a window.

Elliott stumbled into his chair, heart hammering as sickness suddenly rose within him while he glanced at more and more of the pictures, showing a rather intimate series of events between his husband and Sterling in various states of undress.

He opened and closed his fists, anger, disgust, hurt, hurt, HURT rushing through him with maddening intensity. He felt like his vision would give out. A vein on his forehead was pulsing…

He closed his eyes and collected the pictures without looking at them again, putting them face-down on the desk. Then he got up and opened the window, trying to get some air, breathing hard…

The sick feeling wouldn’t recede…

These…

They had to be fake…

He hadn’t felt capable of properly examining them, of course, but they had to be fake, they had to be!

There wasn’t even a time when Robert could have-

A part of his brain came to a dead halt.

There actually had been a time when this could have happened. Shortly after he had gotten back for good. They day they had gone to the bathhouse and Robert had asked to have some time alone to meet with Sterling for a bit. And a few days before that, he had gone for ‘a walk’ by himself, late in the day…

He felt himself shaking.

This can’t be true. Can’t be, can’t be, can’t be…

He was tempted to look at it again, even though he knew it would probably just make it worse but by now the images were rattling through his mind over and over, how they were kissing urgently, pressed against a wall, then naked in bed, then-

He sat down again and started rocking himself, trapped in this moment, not knowing what THE HELL he should do to calm himself down from this! His son needed him! His husband was fighting a horrible battle RIGHT NOW, for all of them!

Stay. Calm. He would never do this to you. If he had wanted to-

He took several deep breaths, fighting for composure, hurting to even think it.

If Robert had wanted to have sex with this man. He probably would have told him-

Would he have though?

I was gone for five years. He had never had sex with anyone but me to this point. Maybe he wanted to know what it was like with somebody else. People change. Maybe he felt, right now was the easiest he could get away with it. The most justified point…

He started crying quietly as the finality of his thought hit him.

He really felt this to be possible. He really felt…

Maybe he had gone there and told him how it was but also desired him carnally and made it a one-time thing…

But the night when they had made love again for the first time… he hadn’t seemed like...like he’d been touched since… He’d very much seemed starved for stimulation and closeness…

Maybe Sterling didn’t know how to satisfy him

Elliott put his head in his hands. All of this was pointless! This was so clearly a smear-attack designed to provoke infighting! And time-wise…

He thought about the first few nights they had been together again…

There was no way the man in his arms then had been longing for another, no way he had been touched by anyone else…

Or was there?

Full chapter at: https://archiveofourown.org/works/37490239/chapters/125916175

[vampiiric]

crying eating ice cream from the pint and watching rom coms but the romcom is re-animator

[sabbl1995]

Angestauter Frust, verdrängter Kummer. Und nichts kann ich ansatzweise nach aussen zeigen. Denn man wird es eh nicht verstehen. Wie alles andere auch nicht. Ich zerbreche immer mehr daran. 😔💭

[follerys-trash-blog]

just some oc stuff

[zhivchik]

[source]

[knightofleo]

Björk | Immature

How could I be So immature To think he Could replace The missing elements in me? How extremely lazy of me!

[cementforourteeth]

"Do you find it gets a little easier each time you make it disappear?"