#during my first college week 🥲

[timelesstheartist]

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[fakeusernamelol]

It's time for my teen dads au Shermie appreciation post with drawings included 😌😌

Yes this is shermie but hes now the child of the twins because im silly, yap below!! 🤭🤭

Shermie was born as Shermaine in 1967 alongside his twin mariana when the stan twins were 15, things you already know happen yada yada yada and we're back to when the twins are 17 and stan got kicked out! While his parents and grandpa were fighting in the living room Shermie was in another room being babysitting by caryn, she appeared in the heat of the fight but it was too late to stop it so she could only watch how her son left home with her granddaughter on his side. Now it was only Stanford, but she wanted to know why her little free spirit had reacted so badly to the good news, yes she knew stanley and ford were very close and it could hurt to move away from him, but Stanley never seemed to have a problem with Ford's previous successes so she could perceive there was something more happening and she needed to know it before stanford leave to college. However, There are things that you would be happier if you didn't know and Caryn learned this the hard way when she found out about the origin of the grandchildren she loved so much after pushing ford to say it 🥲🥲

She was ANGRY, disgusted but most of all, she was disappointed with her sons for the freaks they turned out to be. not one but the two pines twins were a shame to their family now, at least without his machine broken ford get to West Coast Tech so he had a place to go after being also kicked out of house, but things wouldn't go as he expected anyway.

Without any of his parents around it was Caryn's responsibility to take care of little shermie, she couldn't see his grandson as she used to know that she knew the truth, the least she had left was to try to raise him better than she did with her children so she decided to raise shermie as a child of her's.

Shermie's childhood was like the twins but more strict and lonely, Filbrick didn't want anything to do with the kid so he only paid attention to him when he needed to give him some discipline while Caryn cared for him but was much less loving than she used to be with her other sons and without a sister on his side shermie grew up as a quiet and obedient child. Without his «parents» attention or any family member who could guide him during his adolescence (plus sex ed in the early 80s wasn't so good yet) he ended up in bad steps and same as Stanley he got knocked up at 15 by accident. 🥲🥲

Caryn was mad when she find out but at least she help him hide the truth to Filbrick as long as they could, weeks later a call announcing the death of his old brother Stanley came up and he had to go to the funeral to make companie to his mother even if he didn't never meet him (and thanks to his pa the only things he got to knew about stanley terrified him for matching what was he hiding lol) the funeral was the first time after years that he saw his «old brothers» even tho one was dead 🫠 he was very uncomfortable at the funeral wanting to hide at the side of his ma but «Stanford» has been watching him the whole time and took the opportunity when Caryn moved away from Shermie to talk to him. Even if stanley hasn't seen his other child in more than 13 years he knew that something was wrong with him and when he noticed what was that wrong he could only assure him that he would have his support even if what he really wanted to do was to take him and run away lol.

When shermie was around 7 months pregnant Filbrick noticed that the kid's belly was getting rounder and bigger and fuck no, he wouldn't go through that again. no matter if it was cruel or if caryn screamed at him but he wasn't going to let any other kid in this household. Without any support in house and knowing he couldn't stay there with his baby, shermie ran away and took a trip to stay with his «brother and niece» in Gravity falls. (And later find out he was trans lol where my trans man shermie truthers are at 🛐🛐)

He was way happier and loved in Oregon!, Stanley took his time to tell him the truth (skipping the incestuous part for later lol) and that was hard to process among other things like being a dad now but he at least had the support of his father and sister. Shermie, now Sherman, grew up as a very normal and calm man after all the fucked up things he go through when he was younger, married when he was in his 20s and later got the news that he would be a grandfather in 1999 BECAUSE NOBODY KNEW A FUCK ABOUT SEX ED IN THAT FAMILY 😭😭 he loves his grandchildrens and family anyway, but prefers to live far from all the crazy adventures of his family in Gravity falls to have a more calmly life along with his wife in California

I love so much shermie sorry 🥹🥹 and im happy to have a story for the kids in this au!! Want to explore about the stans relationship ship now 🤭🤭 please feel free to send ask or anything about this au i love any ideas for this au 🥹💖💖

Also, when shermie got told he was becoming a grandpa:

🤭🤭💓💖💓💖

[leejungchans]

svt as the types of people you meet in college? it can be totally up to your interpretation of them hehe and they don't have to fit into certain college stereotypes!!!

OH i love this!!!!!! (based on my own experiences mixed with some cliches/aus/imaginings 🫶🏻) sorry this took a while to get to btw 🥲

seungcheol: the senior who manned one of the booths at your freshman orientation. did you join his club bc he was ridiculously attractive and made small talk with you? no comment. you follow each other on instagram but that’s probably about it <//3 definitely a campus crush that feels very unattainable but it doesn’t stop you from imagining what he’d be like as your a boyfriend

jeonghan: you walked past him once, and pretended you heard someone behind you calling your name just so you had an excuse to do a double-take. people this pretty existed?? and at your college/uni?? you told all your friends about him and after some snooping you managed to find his instagram. please just send that follower request, you have nothing to lose <3

joshua: i can totally see him being a student advisor omg!! so so so sweet, actually checks in on you often and is genuinely interested in knowing how things are going for you :’) does his best to give good advice, but as you became closer friends you became more familiar with his sense of humour and his advice got increasingly……interesting 😭 “your prof said what? next time trip him in the hallway!” “joshua nO” don’t do that

jun: sat in front of you in one of your courses last year, fell asleep during the lecture almost every single week. his friends gave up on keeping him awake halfway through the semester. you became friends after being randomly assigned to the same group for project and now you’re the friend who has to keep him awake during classes. he’s so cool though, and very witty and funny <3

soonyoung: even if you don’t know him personally, you always run into him on campus. grabbing a coffee at the cafe, goofing off with his friends in the quad, dozing off in the library…he’s friendly with everyone, even the grumpiest professors. you want to be his friend so bad, he just seems so fun to be around. also the only person you know who wears tiger print but he pulls it off!!

wonwoo: you have a class with him and he always sits in the back. so quiet and shy, barely talks to anyone but he’s really cute so you noticed him regardless. you got paired up for a discussion and found out how smart and well-spoken he was, and you guess he vibed with you too bc since then he started saving you a seat :’)) occasionally plays games on his laptop when the lecture gets boring, and angles the screen more towards you so you can watch <3

jihoon: a friend of a friend. you’ve never met but jun tells you so much about him, so it almost feels like you know him too. you follow him on instagram and occasionally he’ll post covers of him singing while playing the guitar. you offhandedly mentioned to jun that his voice is so pretty and soothing and much to your embarrassment he tells jihoon 😭 but it’s okay bc he’s setting up a hangout to officially introduce you both to each other!!

seokmin: the friend we wish we all had. you met on your very first day of college/uni when you had the same class. he initiated convo with you and was so sweet and friendly even though you could tell he was extremely nervous himself, protect him omg 💔 one of your closest friends to this day even if you don’t have the same majors. you enrol in random electives together and those lectures are always your favourite bc you sit in the back and goof off, just try not to get shushed too much <33

mingyu: spilled coffee on your shoes at the starbucks on campus 🙁 it’s not his fault it was really crowded and someone bumped into him causing him to bump into you!! also, he looked very guilty about it so you couldn’t find it in you to be mad. he pays for your coffee as an apology. he recognises you when you stand behind him in line two weeks later and jokes that he won’t spill anything on you this time. you became friends and now you understand why his close friends (affectionately) bully him so much bc he’s just a puppy trapped in a 6ft man’s body 🤧

minghao: literally the main character. he doesn’t walk, he struts and it works for him. so effortlessly cool and attractive. a huge motivating factor for showing up to that class is getting to see what his outfit for that day is. one time you mustered up the courage to compliment his shirt, and your heart swelled at how his face lit up immediately :’)

seungkwan: if you hear the sound of ice being shaken around in a plastic cup mid-lecture, 9 times out of 10 that’s him. he’s an iced coffee girlie he’s just like me. you became friends after he sincerely complimented you on how well you did in your midterm presentation 🤧 the sweetest most caring person ever, but he shows his affection by (playfully) judging you while sipping his iced americanos <3

vernon: took the seat across from you in the library one day while you were cramming for a test. has the coolest stickers on his headphones. you aren’t sure if he actually got any work done bc he seemed really into the music he was listening to. you accidentally made eye contact and he gave you a dorky little smile <3 you exchanged contacts the second time you happened upon each other at that very same table and he showed you a pic of his cat hehe

chan: this is sooooo self-indulgent bc i’ve had these thoughts for the longest time……he’s such a loser (affectionate) omg………..he sat next to you for a quiz and realised he didn’t have a pen 😭 blushed so hard when you offered to lend him a spare one before profusely thanking you. forgets to return it………..you thought you lost that pen for good but when he walked into class the next week, his eyes desperately searched the room looking for you, and with an sheepish smile he returned your pen along with a candy bar as an apology for forgetting…….he’s so cute i hate him so much🧎🏻‍♀️

a/n: many feelings about college bf!wonwoo and chan…….

[wttcsms]

balancing act fan anon here again 👋🏼 girl…… i will take anything that you got for this fic (i really may be the only feral gojo fan u got in ur fanbase 🥲)

one of my favorite parts abt writing balancing act is the idea that reader is seen as this total girlboss (in the least cringe way, i swear 😭) so she’ll sometimes be described as - or even describes herself - as that annoying antagonistic evil woman in the hallmark movies. you know, the one that the businessman male lead is engaged to but ends up dumping in favor of choosing the sweeter, nice small town girl instead. but a major part of balancing act is emphasizing how in relationships, there's sort of a part we choose to play when we enter them. so, we get a glimpse of this in the first chapter when reader is talking to utahime, and in the narration, it's mentioned that reader cannot believe that utahime's ex boyfriend broke up w her because he considered her to be "shy" and "demure" but it's commented that reader recalls utahime drunkenly choking out gojo during karaoke night when they were in college; there's nothing shy or demure abt that. and so u wonder (but never ask) about how utahime presented herself in that relationship.

some fun scenes + notes that i took for balancing act:

reader and gojo make intense, intimate eye contact and reader gets nervous, dare i say, thrown off balance, and he thinks you're going to say something sweet and you are thinking of saying something nice and genuine to him but what comes out is "you need to get some brown contacts. seriously." and then u walk off and ur like what the actual fuck did i just say that, why did i say that. he's thinking wtf too

reader is kinda ass at cooking, so u go to a convenience store nearby ur apartment but that one closed down (a recurring anecdote LMAO), so u resort to going to a 7/11 that GOJO happens to go to often and you know how there's like a section where u can cook the ramen or food u purchased and ur just sitting there eating, decompressing after work, and out of the corner of ur eye, who do u see? GOJO

cue awkward, accusatory "what are you doing here?!" against his "me? i live like two blocks from here, and i'm here every week, what are you doing here?" and ur like "every week? that is so not the brag you think it is." despite the fact that reader's dinner like 3x a week is instant ramen heated up in a convenience store microwave

and reader is kind of embarrassed bc u feel like this is something lame of u, almost shameful, because again, appearances to u matter. but gojo is fucking loaded and u see the fancy takeout he gets for lunch in the office so ur confused as to why he's eating instant spicy noodles and using the same public microwave you just used, and he's like, well, the food here is really cheap

and ur like "yea cause it's packed w preservatives and chemicals." and hes like "well u seem to be enjoying ur preservatives and chemicals." and ur like "yes. they say u should eat ur skincare. this is cheaper than botox. im gonna be so preserved, i'm going to look this way forever." and now, ur once a week ritual is to sit next to each other and eat instant ramen

blah blah blah, this is abt how there is no performance when it comes to each other; although, maybe it'll be touched on/mentioned that in the beginning stages of you two being in the process of opening up to each other, there is still a level of performance going on (re: reader immediately trying to turn the embarrassment u feel abt herself by "shaming" gojo for doing the same exact thing only to end up enjoying his company and doing said activity together. maybe something abt how u two always exchange this performance (insulting each other) like it's a type of pleasntry; their own little version of a "hi, how are you" type thing)

short scene immediately after is a convo w him and geto, where geto asks whats got him so happy and gojo is like "we're getting botox together."

and the whole point of ur relationship and why it’ll work and why it’s just so different is that between the two of you, y'all have both always been performative in ur respective romantic relationships (to a certain extent)

but w gojo, reader is unabashedly and sometimes even embarrassingly yourself, your full self, in front of him and when we finally get to month three of the story, you're trying to seduce him, so u get all dressed up

and gojo knows ur trick and he stays strong but what gets him to snap and give in

is when he sees u in the morning, making coffee, no makeup, messy hair, wearing his shirt

ALSO, u tell gojo he's annoying bc he makes u laugh all the time which makes ur makeup crease around ur smile lines + gojo says softly, hidden by the sounds of ur laughter, "but i like ur smile lines. i like your smile"

gojo can be a sweetiepie, reader just needs to have a breakdown in front of him

i wouldn't say it's angst, i think both need to have their own moment of self reflection to be like ok damn, this is who i am as a person. and again, you're both used to being performative people

you'll have a moment where you're close to each other, and the conversation turns serious and maybe even oddly sweet, and reader's "instincts" just kick in and so u back away, both physically and figuratively, trying to change the subject

and i think an important aspect is that this is out of gojo's comfort zone as well; he can joke around, he can be a (poor) flirt, he teases, and so he's putting himself out there by also engaging in serious convo w you, in being the most open about himself

and so it's v hurtful to see the light at the end of the tunnel, to believe that you can really let him in and that it's worth putting himself out there

and so, rationally, he can only handle being shut out (while also feeling like he's being thrown aside) for so long

so cliche, he's drawing back and now you're the one who has to do the pulling him in while he's somewhat pushing you out

just, moral of the story, u can't expect someone to love u unless you show up with your full self in tow and allow them to know you

and being a #corporategirlboss isn't as much fun as buzzfeed articles will have u believing

and so i think you are v focused on ur looks as well

and u two go on a business trip

and ur luggage goes missing which contains ur makeup bag

and ur like tweaking tf out LMAO

[hueseok]

life update !

my besties apologies for being inactive again 🥲 if i were to be transparent, it's because of the struggles of being a fresh graduate and a first time job seeker 🤧 it's been something that i have been dealing with and having self-doubts with too but anyways, i'm here to stop by and say that i just got hired to a company last week and tomorrow's my onboarding!!! which means i'm officially now a working girlie!!!

that said, i might become further inactive as i go adjust to this new chapter of my life hehehe. my job position involves a lot of writing (i am a content writer so pls pray that i'll always have brain cells to use for this job lmao) which might mean that i also won't have the energy to write for my two series or write new fics for a while 😬

but i do think that once i adjust and maybe feel less anxious about life, i'll warm up to writing again and post more! 💗

that's all hehehe,, it's crazy to think that i started being an active fic writer during my 1st year in college and now i'm part of the corporate world??? AHHCK 🥹🥹🥹

[cementcornfield]

What happened to Matt Eberflus being in the hunt for a DC??

Who do you think is better out the two it seems we're getting?

Patrick Graham or Al Golden? (Unless they surprise us)

Hi Wicked <3 <3

So okay, DC updates were abundant this week!

Eberflus seems to be out of the running. Honestly the tweet that first mentioned him was so oddly worded anyway, I believe it said something like "Matt Eberflus is involved in the Bengals' DC search" and they never specified that he'd be a candidate at all. Of course, everyone jumped to conclusions that he was, but it's looking more and more like he was never even going to be interviewed 🤔 Maybe he was involved as like, a consultant? I think Zac and him have a good relationship from planning that joint practice together last summer.... it also could have been that Eberflus' agent wanted to show that there was interest in him, for leverage with other opportunities potentially? All of those big Insiders are really just mouthpieces for agents at the end of the day 🥲

And yes! Looks like it's narrowed down to between Patrick Graham and Al Golden! Love that we're quickly making progress here!

From what it sounds like, Golden is the front runner, but they're waiting for the national championship to be finished before they finalize everything. (I'm technically a Buckeyes fan just via family but now I do want to see Notre Dame put up a fight defensively for the sake of my Bengals fandom 👀). Honestly though from what I'm seeing, both candidates would be solid choices for us!

Graham was the former Raiders DC, and despite them being a pretty awful team last year, their defense over-performed based on the talent available (Maxx and I think a few other of their better starters got hurt during the year). He's been known to be creative with schemes, and has spent a lot of time with the Patriots under Belichick (which can only help his defensive background!) He's also apparently well respected throughout the league and players love playing for him.

Golden is the current Notre Dame DC and he also was the linebackers coach for the Bengals during their super bowl run in '21. (He did a lot to bring the best out of Logan and Pratt that year apparently!) I don't follow college football at all really, but ND has one of the best defenses at that level and honestly not a lot of Star Freak Players (again I think some of their best talent got injured earlier this year and still they've been playing lights out on defense!)

I think the best thing about both of these candidates is that they've shown they're able to connect with young players and develop them. And the players don't necessarily have to be Stars; they can build the scheme around them to enable them to be at their best. And as great as Lou was at a lot of things, that was a clear weakness of his. We've got ALLLLL this top round defensive talent! Rounds 1-3 in '22, rounds 1-3 in '23, rounds 2-3 in '24! And so little to show for it! I think if you hire either Graham or Golden, you're going to be getting more out of the young guys no matter what and I'm excited about that!

Some more info to read up on them if you're curious!

[palletofshipping]

since palletshipping week is almost here, I’ll share some hcs!

Gary:

• I already mentioned this on my twitter, but his pendant from his first outfit (OS-Chronicles) was originally his late father’s 🥲

•His parents passed when he was about 3 years old. He has vague memories of his parents, but knew that they loved him :(

• His maternal grandparents live in Johto! He didn’t really get to see them in person for the first time until he journeyed to the region. The reason why is because his grandparents don’t like to travel and they are EXTREMELY old school so they don’t have rotom phones/video phones.

•His sister, Daisy is a Pokémon breeder in Paldea! She used to be a coordinator but wanted to take a different path after traveling a few regions. She now likes to style pokemon for contests :)

• Gary ends up doing online college for his Bachelor/Masters degree so that he can stay with Ash.

Ash

• His father passes when he was about 4 1/2 years old. Gary, knowing the feeling of losing a parent, comforts his during this time. (note: i know the canon AU implies that is dad is living. I’m basing the hcs off of the regular canon)

• one of his earliest memories with his dad is watching one of the Pokemon league competitions on TV

•pretty sure i mentioned this on twitter as well but, Ash eventually gets tired of the monotony of being a defending world champion, which leads into his existential crisis at the age of 14

• He likes to sleep in LATE on weekends. Poor guy isn’t used to working full time 😔

Both

•they start dating at the end of their time in Paldea. They’re about 15-16 during this period. Let’s just say that their experience in Area Zero may have expedited the confessions.

•They get engaged when they’re 21.

•they get married a year later at Oak’s Corral so that all their pokemon get to see them get married 🥹

•about 10 years into their marriage, they adopt a young girl named Luna (I’ll talk about her in a future post)

•if they can’t come to an agreement on what they should have for dinner, they battle!

[dreaming-medium]

Blog Update!

Hello to all my followers! 💖

I apologize SINCERELY for this long hiatus that I was just on! I had some MAJOR life changes happen in the last month that left me spread too thin.

Last month, my college decided to inform me that my degree was actually NOT completed like I was originally told and that I was no longer grandfathered into my program and now I need to go back and take additional classes. So, that was the first punch to the gut.

When my employer found out about that, I was let go since I no longer met the qualifications for the job (even though I had been working there for over a year).

So, I had to do a frantic job search since student loan payments don’t stop (fuck student loans). That took up most of my time for about two-ish weeks.

I found a new job and started it, I’m currently in my third week of this job. I’m the administrative assistant to the CEO/President of an international medical supply company now. (It’s very fanfic i have to say) and I’m taking the job day by day. My pay is more here but has nothing to do with my “degree” so… we’ll see where it goes.

But, I had to go through SEVERAL interviews and applications. I think I applied to somewhere around 200 jobs and only had 5 or so callbacks.

Also, I’m fighting with my university about this fucked up news they gave me to try and figure that out.

I am so sorry that i basically dropped off the face of the Earth with no news— trust me I feel horrible about it.

Animals Without Direction will have a new chapter VERY soon (most likely Friday!)

A lot has been going on so I really haven’t had a chance to sit down and write even though I’ve wanted to. I still have so many ideas and updates I want to give but that was all put on pause for a little bit.

So many of you have checked in on me and it means the world. It makes me smile! I will be responding to all your messages soon, trust me!!! (I’m typing this up at work rn! I no longer work from home so I can’t write fic during work hours 🥲🥲🥲)

I love you all very much and I really appreciate you bearing with me while I took a lil break 💖

Fics are coming ;)

Love you all 💖💖💖💖💖💖

[cerromoreno]

Starbula Week, Day 5: Alternate Universe and Day 6: Family / Holiday

This weekend has been crazy busy, so I guess I’m just combining the two most recent Starbula Week days for the price of one 😅

Basically, this is just a continuation of my post last year that explored the future daughter (Meredith Quill) that I imagine Peter and Nebula having. I won’t rehash it all here, but basically I picture her looking like Millie Bobby Brown, just blue (like…tell me there isn’t *some* resemblance here)

At the time, I didn’t realize that Millie was actually going to be starring in a movie with Chris Pratt (made by the Russo brothers, no less), called The Electric State, which will be releasing in 2025. And now that promo is starting up for it, my Starbula brain is quite delighted 🤭

So in today’s combo Starbula Week post, I’ll both share my headcanon about how an AU Meredith and Peter could fit into the visuals and plot of The Electric State…and, first, some recent press tour photos that look like Peter hanging out with his young adult daughter and make my heart happy 🥲💗

I’m sorry, this is STUPIDLY CUTE. I’ll also just assume that Peter recently lost a bet and had to shave his beard, since otherwise I can't think of why he'd be without his lovely facial hair from Vol 3 😤

Ok, so now for the Starbula/The Electric State AU!

I will admit, basically the only Starbula element here is the fact that she and Peter are married with an adorable daughter who is now in college on earth 😅

Also, I know nothing about this movie aside from what I've seen in the trailer! Everything here is 100% vibes lmao

So in this AU, somehow Peter and Meredith get stranded in a robot apocalypse and have to work together to save the world/escape/rescue Nebula/etc. I actually think it’s a cute concept in general, because how many father-daughter buddy-adventure films are there? 

Ok, here we go...

Meredith's first semester of college has just ended, and Peter comes to earth to bring her back home to Knowhere for winter break. Nebula can’t make it because an important work trip came up that she couldn’t reschedule, which is why she’s not on this adventure lol 🙃

On the way to Knowhere, the two get intercepted and basically kidnapped/trapped on this planet where robots have taken over. (And this is the only universe where this happens, hence it being an AU.) Maybe Meredith and Peter's ship get captured and brought to the planet via tractor beam, maybe it gets boarded and they're forced on to the robots' ship, idk. But clearly these robots had been looking for them…😱 *cue suspense*

Once Meredith and Peter are on the planet, they realize that they can’t escape or call for help, since this advanced robot tech is jamming all of their own technology. They somehow manage to escape their captors, and are now on the run in this strange planet, without a way to call Nebula or the Guardians to rescue them. They end up here for several weeks (months?), hence Peter’s hair getting shaggy and Meredith having a super 90’s hairstyle. (In reality, I think the movie is just set in an alternate 1990’s lol) 

In the meantime, they learn how to work together as a father/daughter duo. Peter reluctantly teaches Meredith how to use a gun and fight, and, after feeling sheltered and coddled by her parents her whole life, Meredith finally feels like she’s being respected and treated like an equal by her dad.

(Of course, who can blame Peter and Nebula for coddling their daughter and wanting her to have a safe, sheltered life, after the childhoods they had both had?)

Also, since there seem to be some nice robots that they team up with in this movie, I guess during their adventures, they end up gathering a little team of friendly robots who want to overthrow the evil robots who are in charge of the planet.

Eventually, Peter and Meredith learn the backstory of these robots, and why the two of them have been brought here. The robots were originally made on earth, or some earth-like planet, that had decided to scrap the idea of sentient robots entirely and sent them all into space, where they crash-landed on this random planet and eventually took it over.

(Maybe the evil leader robots want to take over the universe – typical 🙃 – in retribution for being cast out by their creators, and the nice robots just want to live in this planet in peace, but are being forced to cooperate with the evil, in-charge robots or be taken apart...)

Meredith and Peter also learn that they’ve been kidnapped and brought here as bait for Nebula, who the robot leaders have been enthralled with ever since they’d learned about her – a being who is both mostly robot and is alive. They'd decided that by holding her family ransom, she’d be forced to give herself up in exchange for their safety. What these robot leaders actually wanted with Nebula, Peter and Meredith still aren't sure.

But once Peter and Meredith are eventually kidnapped, Nebula (who has, along with the rest of Knowhere, been distraught for weeks at the disappearance of her family) is sent a message: Unless she comes to their planet, alone, within 24 hours, her daughter and husband will be killed. 

Nebula's arrival on the planet basically starts the climax of the "movie," where she learns that the robot leaders’ goal is to finish her “upgrades,” making her 100% robotic like them. That way, she can be a sort of god for them as they fulfill their "destiny" of wiping out the universe of non-robotic creatures. (The more I thought about this scenario, the more this actually seemed like an MCU-esque mission/galaxy threat, lol.)

Meredith, who is restrained next to her dad, tries to convince her mom not to go along with the exchange and to escape while she still can. However, when a guard begins torturing Meredith in front of her, Nebula distraught, agrees to all of their terms. Of course she’d do anything to protect her daughter. 

And then, of course, they all somehow get out of it 🤪 Maybe Meredith and Peter's new robot friends, who had always been undervalued by the more advanced robots that took charge of the planet, are able to sneak Meredith a gun and she is able to kill the robots holding her captive and free herself, Peter, and Nebula. Then, once they’re all free, the trio – plus their robot friends – are able to destroy the robot leaders for good and free the rest of the planet from their control. Yayyyy

And in the process, the Meredith and Peter (and Nebula!) of this AU have gotten to grow closer, having survived a robot apocalypse and even saved the galaxy together. 

So there you go! My extremely random Starbula AU...with visuals to go with it! 😉

I really do love that no matter how the movie turns out (even though it sounds like the relationship between Millie and Chris’ characters is central to the plot, which is amazing), it will definitely have some fun visuals and vibes to fuel this AU that I've come up with. Can't wait for March 2025! 🥳

@starbula-week

[magnificentwolfface]

let's see, random kp99 bits:

vegas and porsche are childhood friends ala gina and jake: gun had cut ties with korn many years ago so he is a weirdo loser dad who has atrocious fashion sense but is so damn hot (ex piya is so goddamn attractive) instead of the abusive monster he is in canon— something HAS to have made him pull pete's mom!

as a result, tankhun and kinn have too little memories of vegas, and kim didn't even meet him and macau until many years later

kinn and vegas meet at the police academy, where they had a tiny bit of rivalry but nothing major, despite korn's efforts lol

vegas has A LOT of fun messing with kinn tho: he secretly thinks his older cousin is so cute when taking everything he says and does ultra serious

however, it will be years before kinn and porsche meet when kinn transfers to porsche and vegas' unit: kinn DID know of porsche though, through vegas' stories

although personality wise, it's vegas as gina and tankhun as the combination of hitchcock and scully in this AU, i think in terms of profession, they should switch: so vegas is a detective and tankhun is chan's assistant lol

macau is the only theerapanyakul not in the law enforcement: he is actually a... wait for it... FIREFIGHTER!!

(gimme ta in a tank top and suspenders, pls pls pls)

vegas meets pete's cousin (played by jes) during a family reunion trip to phuket: tired of pete and not-petes, vegas escaped to the beach and met jes' character (idk what to name him: tyme after 4 minutes? theerakit after his crossover pairing character?) when literally witnessing the man exit the water against the sunset like some sort of sultry romance book's male love interest

vegas wouldn't find out he was pete's cousin until much later, like, after they spent many wild nights together. it was... awkward to say the least. not that it stopped them from continuing in secret after returning home. i mean, clearly, seeing as vegas got PREGNANT

tankhun: never thought vegas would be the first to have kids. i thought for sure kinn would have all of us beat there, i remember how slutty he was in college. vegas apparently wasn't that different but kinn was a league of his own

kim: they nicknamed him 'just say yes kinn'

porsche @ kinn: YOU KNEW OTHER MEN CARNALLY?!

kinn: (⊙x⊙;)

kinn got less slutty the older he grew lol

kinn when asked: my knees and jaw aren't what they used to be _(:з)∠)_ and my back hurts now

won't stop him and porsche from going at it like rabbits tho

Hey, sorry for replying SO late 😅 I’ve been super busy and honestly, I got sick twice this week 🥲🤧, but I finally got the chance to dive into these kp99 bits! 🔥🔥

Vegas and Porsche as childhood friends is such a chef’s kiss dynamic 😭—like, I can already hear the "Jake and Gina"-style chaos 😂. Also, Gun as a hot but weird loser dad? 💀 PLEASE, it explains EVERYTHING about Pete’s mom being into him 👀.

I DID think about Tankhun being Gina for the whole vibe but decided against it 🤔. Also, I forgot about Pol and Arm being Hitchcock and Scully 😭, but that combo is everything too. Macau as a firefighter? 🥵 Ta in suspenders is officially all I need to survive rn.

Vegas messing with Kinn at the academy is peak sibling-cousin energy 😈. And that slow-burn revelation of Kinn and Porsche finally meeting… I’m living for it. Vegas calling Kinn “cute” for taking him seriously though? STOP 💀.

Vegas meeting Pete’s cousin (Jes with romance-novel vibes, yessss!) on a sunset beach? 🏝️✨ The plot twist of realizing he’s Pete’s cousin after their adventures? Perfection. Also, PREGNANT VEGAS?? 🍼👶 Tankhun being shocked but supportive is the energy I didn’t know I needed 😂. (For Jes's characters' name i would probably choose Tyme)

Kinn’s “Just Say Yes” college phase being brought up? ICONIC. Porsche finding out?? 💀 And Kinn’s “my knees and jaw” line—I’m SCREAMING. Kinn still being spicy with Porsche? As he should 💅.

[selsieeeo]

Give Me back my Son

Based/Inspired off of @llondonfog potion!au because I wail on the inside every time I think about it 🥲 I also can’t think of a good title rn. It’s 11pm rn I can’t think and wrote this quick out to get it out of my head. Probably some grammar mistakes

Lilia watched from the stands as Vargas introduced the start of the tournament that Night Raven College and Royal Sword Academy held each year, switching the stadium from school to school each year. He would have watched with anticipation this year as Sebek was in the tournament this year but he couldn’t bring the heart to be excited at all.

Not without his son Silver…

No less than three months ago, everything was fine. He was happy, his son was doing well. Sebek still argued with Silver. Malleus talked to the Ramshackle Perfect about Gargoyles. It was all perfect and he was happy. Then his son disappeared.

It was the evening, he had been in the lounge, patiently waiting for his son to come back. He had assumed Silver must have fallen asleep again. No worries there, Silver usually managed to wake up and come back before it struck midnight.

It was past 11pm now. Silver wasn’t back. Strange. Lilia frowns and goes to search for his son.

He searches all over the places where Silver would most likely be at. He found nothing. It was as if Silver disappeared without a trace…

Lilia felt his stomach drop. How could Silver have just disappeared just like that? He alerts Malleus and Sebek about Silver’s disappearance and they assist Lilia in trying to find Silver.

It’s nearly 1am now. They still haven’t found a trace of Silver at all.

“Lilia…it isn’t like Silver to just disappear.” Malleus says. “He could have been…”

“Kidnapped?” Lilia finishes miserably. Malleus nods. Lilia didn’t want to believe it, but he knew it was the only possible option left. Who dares try to steal the former general’s precious son from him?

A week had passed by, news of Silver’s disappearance had spread like wildfire. Crowley had given Lilia, Malleus and Sebek permission to leave school grounds to search for Silver.

After going through the magic mirror they agreed to go to the Shaftlands first to search for Silver. They had searched for quite some time. Then Lilia managed to secure a clue. Fragments of an old kingdom were found in the north of the Shaftlands. They headed to the north.

Lilia had seen a brown haired human confronting them as the human asked what they’re purpose was so far in the north. Lilia took note of the insignia. The same insignia of the kingdom Lilia helped destroy…

Malleus had explained to the human that they were simply trying to find someone. A person named Silver. Something inside Lilia suddenly snapped. This guard…he remembered taking him down but not killing him before he found…Silver…

The brown haired guard was the one to take Silver.

Lilia remembered suddenly shouting at the guard in rage. Demanding him to give him his son back. He would have gone even farther to killing the guard if it weren’t for Malleus telling him to calm down as they needed the information. The sly guard had slipped away during the commotion.

Eventually, Queen Maleficia ordered Lilia to go back to Night Raven College as this kidnapping had happened close to her grandson. Though upset, he complied and returned to the college. He did know the queen did have a soft spot for his son and took a guess that perhaps she would help in one way or another to find his missing son.

Two months had passed since Silver’s disappearance. It was as if it disappeared from thin air without a trace.

Now here they were again. At the tournament. Lilia sat besides Malleus who placed his hand on his caretaker. “We will find him.” Malleus says to Lilia.

The tournament begins. The representatives for Royal Sword Academy come out. One of them made Lilia’s heart drop in an instant.

A 17 year old boy comes out of the tent fitted in Royal Sword’s uniform as if he always belonged there. He had silver hair tied up in a low ponytail and auroral eyes.

It was as if the world decided to drop his son back to the world.

His son…Silver…

Lilia wanted to get up and just fly over to Silver but his bats did it before him. They suddenly flew over to the RSA’s representatives, many of them shrieking and taking cover. He heard them muttering about this being a sabotage. He doesn’t care, all he sees is his son. His son with his bats who are happy to see him again.

It takes all of Malleus’s strength to hold Lilia back from jumping over the railing to join his bats. Malleus told Lilia that they can wait once intermission arrives upon them to see Silver. Lilia nods absentmindedly. All he can think about is that his son was back. His most precious son. The one thing that lights up his world. He hears about Sebek confronting Silver and that Silver didn’t seem to remember Sebek at all.

Lilia frowns at that.

What did they do to you, Silver? He wonders.

Intermission arrives and Lilia immediately leaves the stands to find his son. What a coincidence for him to run into him soon after.

“Ah, you must be the student that owns the bats.” Silver says. “I just want to help return them to you.”

Lilia smiles warmly. How thoughtful of his son!

“What is your name?” Silver asks.

“Lilia. Lilia Vanrouge.” Lilia replies. From what he can tell, Silver seems to have his memories wiped clean. Who would do this to him?

“It’s nice to meet you Vanrouge-San.” Silver says as he gives back the bats.

“Please call me Lilia, no need for honorifics.” Lilia says as he pats one of his bats on their head. The bats were sad that they had to leave Silver. He understood their feelings.

“Silver. There you are.” Lilia’s blood freezes. He knows that voice…

Silver turns around and greets a certain brown haired guard. “Ah hello Andrei.”

Him.

Andrei looks at Lilia. “Who is he?” He asks Silver.

“Ah that’s Vanrouge-I mean Lilia. I met him when returning his bats to him.”

“I see…” Andrei’s eyes lingered on Lilia as he placed his hand on Silver’s shoulder.

“Uh-Andrei is my guardian, ever since my parents died.” Silver explained trying to ease up the sudden awkward silence.

“Guardian…? I See.” Lilia says, trying not to sound angry. How dare Andrei. How dare he take his son and claim him as his guardian. He did this. The vampire fae restrained himself from attacking the guard and kept his cool. “It’s a pleasure to meet you. Andrei” he says.

Andrei looks at him stiffly. “Pleasure is all mine. Come Silver, you must have your daily tea now.”

Tea, huh. Lilia could see the grimace coming from Silver but he nods and bides goodbye to the old fae.

Lilia stands there utterly shocked and angry. He’s angry at Andrei for taking his son away. He’s shocked that his amnesiac son now attends RSA.

But that doesn’t matter right now. No matter what, he’s fueled with a new mission. He’s going to get his son back no matter the cost. Getting his memories back? Not a problem. All it costs is Andrei's blood…

[aloesarchives]

I hope ur doing okay! You've been gone for so long and I'm a little worried 🥲

So... Hi Y'all! No amount of apologizing and half-ass excuses can justify my absence and inactivity. The last time I posted something was either in June or July, can't really remember.

Anyway, I'll update y'all on where I've been for the past 4 months. So the reason why I haven't been able to post anything was because I ended up burning myself out from writing. It was unfortunate because I had so many WIP that were close to being finished but I just couldn't write at the time and finish any of them no matter how much free time I had.

I also was dealing some things in preparation for my move-in day. The reason I was able to write a lot and get back into writing was I took a gap year after graduating community college before I transfered over to a college in Chicago. During the gap year, I was getting my life sorted out and I got back into writing since 2021. I had a lot of free time and I really dedicated it into writing. I was dealing with a lot on my plate and I couldn't come back because I like to take the whole day to myself to write. I started school the first week of August and haven't had any time to focus on my WIPs.

The reason why I can post this is I have an upcoming assignment for one of my class where we have to make a blog post including a mock post. So, I will be active for a bit on here because of my assignment and using this blog as an example. I probably won't really be active until December for winter break. There's never a day where I miss writing for you guys and your support! Again, I'm so for being radio silent for a third of the year and not fulfilling my promises. Thank you all for being so understanding and still reading and sharing my stories! Love you all! ~Aloe💙

[seb-reads31]

Request - None, I got random inspiration✨

Tw’s - None, unless if you count crying but they’re happy tears <33

Genre - Fluff

Comments - I got random inspiration like, a month ago?? And just no finished it. It is currently 3 minutes past midnight as I type this. So please enjoy my suffering 🥲

Confessions

Today was like any other day in your college classes, being absolutely bored out of your mind, listening to the teacher ramble on about something… cells you think? Who knows, the only thing you know was that you were on the verge of a well deserved nap…

That was until there was a hand on your shoulder, lightly shaking you. You startled awake and turned to the owner of the hand. And when you did, you came face to face with an equally startled Aster, the shyest boy in the class. How you two became friends was a mystery to the rest of your classmates, and sometimes, even to you. But you don’t regret it for a second.

In the middle of the first semester, a new student, Aster, joined your class. He was incredibly shy, never talking to anyone, choosing the only empty desk in the class in the very very back of the class, alone. If someone did try talking to him, he would stutter out an excuse, pretend to not hear you and speed walk away, and would even sit in the library during lunch to avoid people. You noticed a lot of things about Aster just by watching him, he had piqued your interest after all.

The things you noticed weren’t too surprising. First off, he either didn’t have any friends on campus, or just didn’t have any at all, making you feel sorry for him. Second, he hated being touched by anyone. He would always flinch away from people coming too close to him, and even waited in classes long enough for the halls to empty a bit before going to his next class. And finally, he didn’t socialize, (shocker, huh?). And after watching Aster carefully for a month or so, you decided to try and be his friend!

..Which is easier said than done. He would always walk away from you whenever you tried to talk to him, which made you frustrated, but even more determined to befriend him. It finally happened when you decided to follow him to the library for lunch, and asked if you could sit with him during lunch. And ever since that day, you’ve been friends.

And today, you two were gonna have lunch in the library like normal, but you had a surprise for Aster. Today, you were going to confess your growing feeling for the shy raven haired boy. How you might ask? Well, you had been planing this for about a week, and finally decided to make Aster cookies, put them in a nice bag with a note to give to Aster in the library, knowing how shy he can be around a lot of people.

You snapped out of your thoughts of how you were going to confess to Aster when he stuttered out something. “I.. uh.. s-sorry.. I d-didn’t mean t-to..” He said, looking away, quickly pulling his hand away from you, bringing it to his chest. You shake your head, giving him a soft smile before responding, “No no, you’re fine Aster. All you did was startle me.” You had to say it gently, reassuringly to make sure he didn’t overthink and get stuck in his head.

Aster looks surprised when you reassure him, and gives you a look of wonder. His cheeks start to turn a soft pink color, his eyes wide when he looks at you. You nod, silently hoping that Aster wasn’t doubting himself like he used to do at the beginning of your friendship, and believed you.

You suddenly remembered about your plans to eat lunch in the library, and wanted to double check with him. “Oh yeah! Are we still going to eat lunch in the library?” Aster hesitates to respond, almost in awe of your attitude towards him. Once he finishes his hesitation, he gives a quiet nod, then gives you a soft smile that makes your heart melt without fail. “Y-Yeah, we are..” When he responds, there’s a hint of nervousness in his voice and body language, showing that he’s still worried that he’ll do something that’ll make you angry, or dislike him. But you give him a reassuring smile, so warm and full of kindness.. “Great! I’m excited!” You tell him, both showing how excited you were, but not too much so you don’t spook him. Aster smiles, feeling at ease thanks to your eagerness. It even gives him confidence, despite his normally shy demeanor.

“I’m a little excited too..” He says quietly, but the happiness in his voice still shown.

~At the end of class~

Once the bell rings, signaling the end of class and the beginning of lunch, you pack up your stuff, and wait for Aster to be ready to leave the room. Aster walks up to you once he’s done packing his stuff up. “Ready to go?” You ask, wanting to make sure Aster was ready before just leaving. And he was surprised when you did, instead of just deciding for him. “I’m… Well, I’m ready.” He says, and starts to walk alongside you. “The library, right?” You nod, “Yep, and~ I got a little surprise for you!~” you pull out a small decorative bag and show it to Aster.

Aster’s eyebrows raise curiously, eyes wide as he stares at the mysterious bag. “What is it?” He sounds nervous when he asks, not used to getting presents. But if it’s from you, he’ll appreciate it, whatever it is. “You’ll just have to wait until we get to the library to find out!” You exclaim, there’s a pep in your step now, adoring the curiosity in Aster’s face.

Aster smiles at your joy. Even though he may be anxious about what’s inside of the mysterious decorative bag, it was an enjoyable thought to him.

As you two walk to the library, there’s a silence around you, a comfortable one, leaving Aster with a small smile on his face. “I hope I like it,” Aster spoke again, making an effort to keep the conversation going. Although he’s quiet about it, he’s trying, for you.

“I hope so too, I spent a couple of days thinking about this, and only decided on one idea yesterday..” You admitted sheepishly, rubbing the back of your neck with the hand that wasn’t holding your gift to Aster.

Aster was surprised at how long you had planned this little gift for him, but was flattered at the same time. He wasn’t used to it. And he wanted to pay the favor back, but wasn’t sure how to. The best thing Aster could think of at the moment was to try and express how much it meant to him. “Thank you, truly. That means a lot to me, no one has ever spent that much time on a present for me.” You could hear the gratitude in his voice, as clear as day.

You blushed at how sweet Aster was about his gratitude, but look away before he can see it. “Gee… now I’m really anxious for you to open it,” you muttered under your breath, just as you both reach the doors to the library.

“Don’t be.” Aster said quickly, reassuringly. Your comment about being anxious made his heart beat faster, still not used to people caring about him. “I’m sure I’ll love it. The thought alone makes me love it already.” He smiled warmly at you, giving you even more reassurance than before with that smile and his kind words.

You blush again, deeper this time, not once expecting Aster to hear your muttering. But you smile anyways, walking towards your usual table on the corner of the library, and sit down with Aster taking the chair across from you.

Aster is smiling a bit from the light pink color of your cheeks. He feels more at ease seeing you smile, your happiness spreading to him, making him less anxious. “You have no idea, how much you mean to me,” Aster says quietly, his face lightening up with a small smile of his own. He always seems to have a calm and relaxed demeanor when he’s around you. “I’m very lucky to be allowed to call you my friend.”

Your blush grows impossibly deeper. You look away quickly, and slide the mystery bag over to Aster. “H-here… I uh, hope you like them…” Aster opened the bag to reveal chocolate chip cookies. They were cooked long enough to not fall apart in your hands, but not too long for them to still be soft and melt in your mouth deliciously.

When Aster saw what was in the bag, a huge smile lit up his face. “You baked these?” He asked, looking even more excited than before. The cookies were perfect, Aster wasn’t sure if he wanted to eat the cookies or stare at them in awe forever. “They look great!”

You nodded, smiling shyly at the praise, then remember that there was something else in the bag Aster had yet to take notice of. “There’s a, um… a n-note in the bag..” The mentioning of the note surprised Aster, his face lightening up even more. “You wrote a note as well? You’re so sweet!” He seems so genuinely surprised, but also touched that you did all of this for him. Aster reaches into the bag and pulls out the note carefully.

“Can I read it?” He asked softly, wondering what was in the note. You nodded, looking away as he opened the note, reading this:

”Aster, since the moment I laid eyes on you, there was something about you that drew me in. I remember the day I walked up to you and we started talking as if it were yesterday. That moment was the start of an amazing friendship, (in my very humble opinion at least.) But lately, I felt my feelings for you… changing…. not in a bad way though. But I think I.. like you, Aster… But it’s completely fine if you don’t feel the same way! I just.. wanted to tell you how I felt…”

Aster was quiet for a moment as he reads the note, his cheeks turning pink as his eyes widen, seemingly speechless. A few tears escape his eyes as he quickly gets up from his chair and walks over to you, wrapping you into a tight hug. He doesn’t even need to tell you how he feels, his actions being all the answer you need.

“T-Thank you so much.. I like you too..” He says softly between sniffles. You gasped at the sudden hug, not quite expecting it since how Aster avoided being touched by absolutely everyone at all costs. But after you got over your shock, you slowly, but hesitantly, wrap your arms around him as well, feeling a few tears roll down your cheeks as well from all of the emotions you’re feeling.

Despite Aster’s usual avoidance of touch, he hugged you for a good while as you both shed tears of joy in each other’s embraces. He holds you tight, putting every ounce of love and affection into the hug he possibly can, letting you know silently how much he cares about you and your growing relationship, but he slowly pulls away from the hug and holds your hands in his gently. When you look at his face, his cheeks are pink with tear streaks running down them with a gentle smile to bring it all together.

Notes - It is now 12:15 🥲 crying. Please make sure to point out any mistakes you see, and I'll be sure to correct them ^^

[hhoonii]

hello 😊 i think i am a freshman, too?? like it means first years, right? and i major in computer science engineering, hehe... crying on the inside cause i have no interest in it. PEER PRESSURIZED ME TO TAKE THAT COURSE

writing blog ✨️ yes, i'll take my time and take it slow, but this stupid block in my head wont move, yet i have ideas coming to me all the time i watch movies. i am sorry i didnt watch the movie you mentioned. will watch it today or tomorrow for sure. PROMISE

and the movies i watched yesterday, i got like 3 ideas for writing a drabble but my english sucks. i wish to do better in improving my english. like it has been 3 years since i talked in english 🥲

i at least just want to have a glance of them just like once, only once 🥲 you seemed to really enjoy your trip to korea emie <33 hope you enjoy the next time you visit too!!

yes once i leaen, i think it will be cool and i will show you the cool things i can do 😎 good luck to us who will be starting college from next week 👍🏼perhaps you have instagram or any social media? yk for us to talk if we cant talk through asks.

thought of using small text so that it won't look long and intimidating 😁 will be waiting for your message !! can i know at what time you mostly login to tumblr?

july anon <3

yess freshman means first year! also if you realize comp sci is not your thing you can try to switch majors! it’s not as easy as it sounds tho 😭 maybe you can try to stick with it and see how it goes

yess! lmk how the movie is! and your english is so good!! keep practicing with me and you’ll feel more comfortable :)

i have discord and we can chat there if you have it! idk when I’ll be active during the day since im still getting used to college, but you’ll def see me posting if im active!

[lesbonym]

I’m doing well, I got a new job so it’s been draining and I’m going back to college in the fall. how are you sweet thing? 🤍

(don’t worry I don’t have any concept of time this is the first night I’ve been able to just relax)-🦋

I hope your job is going well! I'm doing okay, just also very drained cause I'm at college currently and I need to find a job. So this is the first year that I will be back in school during my birthday since high school. So ughhhhh. Then I get like a week break and have to start my fall semester too 🥲.

(Time is just dumb, I think)

[randomthoughts0010]

I wanted to say goodbye,

Pero mahal ko yun, I feel bad for her,

Panget na nga ng napili nya mataba na,

Diagnosed pa with General Anxiety Disorder at Depression.

I do trust her.

-

I feel like I don't have the right to be jealous over those things, kasi she don't feel like I trust her

At some point

Napaisip ako

Pipiliin ba ko neto?

Mukhang hindi?

I do get her point naman

I know marami syang friends

And most of the time clingy sya

Believe me when I say masaya ako

Pag masaya sya.... at some point rin andun ako sa

Sana all kinekwentuhan, sana all nauuna sa balita tungkol sa buhay nya, masama ba yun?

Cause I feel like over the past month,

I am the least favorite friend...

Hays.. yeah parang ganon... dahil dove yung character type mo you always choose peace,

Yung tipong wag nalang sabhin para walang issue

- . - .- . -

I feel like gusto kong sisihin si Liezlle

Kung hindi kaya nya ako paulit uli ginago

Kung tinapos nya na lang agad at di na bumalik

Mag kakaganito kaya ako?

Nung mga panahong pinag palit nya ko

Sabi ko ah ayaw nga pala non ng mataba kaya siguro

Pinag palit ako that time lumobo ako 100kg

As in bilog lahat

Lahat kinekwestyon ko over the past 8 years

Panget ko kasi, ang taba ko kasi, ang bobo ko kasi

I flunked in most of my subjects during 3rd yr college,

Kakahabol sakanya, sana di ko nalang hinabol e

Naalala ko 1st time nya ko niloko

Baseball game non, hahaha wla ako sa ulirat pero ako papalo ng bola sakto sa ano ko tumama

Deputa sabay non parang nag slow mo mundo ko

Unti unting nag sync in na okay mag mmove on na ko

Pumunta p ko sa bahay ng best friend ko

Ilang liters nf tubig nainom ko nun lol

Tapos non di ko na msyado tinext si liz

I .... wait si sam :/ kamusta na si sam :/

Si sam, hays sorry naman I kind of used her as a rebound. She don't deserve any of that,

We kind of flirted over ilang weeks then one day

Nag text si liz saying sorry and all di nya daw ako kaya mawala 🥲 ay waw sana all joke lang

Syempre marupok ako 😵‍💫

And yes po bumalik ako sa kanya 🥲

Sinabi ko tungkol kay Sam

And for the first time yata over 4 yrs nag selos si delacruz 🥲

*wait bat nsging kwento na to this was supposed to be some kind of a monologue*

Sinabi ko rin kay sam, ofcourse nasaktan sya

Sana raw hindi nalang ako nakipsg trxt kung ganoon,

Kaya I feel like karma rin nanyari sakin,

Paranoid ako kay liz , I always check kung nasan sya

Sa una were doing good naman, pero nung tumagal na

Unti unti nanrin syang nag bago uli

So may crush saknya yung co worker nya

Lagi syang hinahtid sundo sa bahy, fck 1 time binigyan sya ng dress at pina salon nag date, friendly date daw ang potek pinag bbgyan nya daw kasi ang kulit

Tapos tinuturuan rin syang mag drive, ay waw naol ano pala ako nun? Hahahaha

Anyways alam ko di pa kami nag hiwalay non e

Dahil dumating pa yung cielo, may jowa rin yung cielo ang tagal na nila nung jowa nya

Lakas hinala ko dito kay cielo bfore grabe close nila ni liz tapos si liz walang bukhang bibig kung di si cielo 😵‍💫

Gang sabi ni liz

Gusto nya ng me time ...

Like nag break na tlga kami ...

Kahit anong gawin mong suyo ayaw..

🥲 kung kami daw talaga mang yayari at mangyayari yun sa huli, yung prang ayaw nya na pero pinapaasa ka pa, parang pag mali desisyon nya sabuhay may babalikan sya ganorn

Hahaha gang sa mapagod na ko, nalaman ko rin na may jowa na syang canadian na hilaw nag sasama sila sa bahay nila liz, engaged na sila, 😵‍💫 ahhahahaahah pinag palit tayo sa datung chsris ... 2015 ata to

2017 or 2018 ata, karma is a bitch 🥲

Nag chat sya sakin

Saying ako daw karma nya

Sa mga gnawa nya sa kin

Niloko sya ni jonah, pinag palit sa tga etivac, mixed emotions ako non, nsa parehong company kmi pero nag resign n sya nag plan mag dubai natuloy naman, inaaya nya ko mag dubai ayusin daw namin yung sa min, lol malalaman ko meron uli syang kausap na iba

Pero during those time, medj nag heal nko bsta pkiramdam ko pag alam nyang mgging okay ako nag chchat sya, not until aly recommended na iblock n sya ng tuluyan, mas naging okay nako nun, naka move on ako ng tuluyan,

Tapos eto may naiwang trauma, si ria nag ssuffer 😵‍💫

Paano bang gagawin lods, ayokong mapagod sakin yan

Mapapadasal ka nalang talaga minsan ...

Kaya minsan naiisip ko talaga,

Baka mas deserve nya ng iba,

Opkors masakit kung pakawalan ko,

But if she'll be better off without me, magiging masaya na rin ako para sakanya.

Yoko na mag relapse...

I don't want her to feel like I don't love and trust her.

Cause I do, it's just all in my head ba 🥲😵‍💫

I feel like I want to harm my self..

Pero magagalit nanaman yun..

Hays.

Thats all.