#dunno just feel like i need to clarify
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Consider your gouda snatched. Forget your weave. I want the cheese.
#gouda#gouda cheese#your gouda? mine now. /j#/nsx btw#dunno just feel like i need to clarify#good-a cheese >:) /pun#did i make a new tone indicator??#i have no idea#anyway have a tone indicator.#/pun for puns#/npun for no pun intended#don't cancel me if it's already existing and/or means something else just inform me politely in my asks or something đđđ#and I'm rambling again
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shoutout gothcleats shippers o7
#rambling#idk i feel like as a dndads blog im legally obligated to make A post abt it#but idk! it was fun#sad about normal but glad everyone else got a happy ending#(warning i get like. pointlessly negative/personal beyond this point)#but idk. ive been so checked out of s2 that i feel like. detached?#like makes me feel shitty to admit this but i just dont really care#idk if that has to do with my disinterest with the season. or just not being fixated anymore#or just my own mental state as of recent#it just makes me really sad that i feel this way about a series i adore#i dunno. i'd like to do a relisten of s2 so i can really pinpoint what about it frustrates/bores me#but rn i just cant be bothered#dont get me wrong i love this season!!! i feel the need to clarify any time i get negative about it#i love the characters and most of the plot and there were things i found really really compelling#and god its SOOO FUCKING FUNNY#my venting comes from a place of love yknow#but yeah tldr i have like literally no strong thoughts on the finale atm. it was fine#but im excited for the future#dndads s2 spoilers
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honestly at this rate, iâm considering going back to fic writing/drawing fan works full swing
#đ â later guys! iâm outta here. âȘ ooc. â«#vent //#don't get me wrong i still love rping. i'm still gonna do it#it still makes me super happy whenever i see new interactions pop up in my inboxes - even if i never end up getting to them#but hoogh.. i'll be honest besties - this past year has been challenging#idk how to describe it really without sounding like a loser dkasdafjdl but the tldr is mental illness and#writing in a space where feedback isn't always guaranteed doesn't mix well for me#which is why i'm kinda debating fanfic again because i STILL get comments and kudos from a fic i worked on back in 2016#even though its full of flaws and cringe moments i still am so touched that there are ppl out there that still enjoy it in its full#teenaged toby angst glory kgjsdkj#what does that mean for my blogs and activity if i do wind up getting back into that kinda thing? dunno yet.#but i'll still BE here#and i will still probably respond to stuff (just slowly.. i am not fast like sonic T hedgehog)#jussst yeah. thinking it'll be good for me to pursue other hobbies and passions too#oh yeah i feel like i need to clarify - this has nothing to do with anything recent#it's been a gradual feeling
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what if i like. (not actually) live-streamed me trying to do composition? like imagine a composition subathon type thing (it ends in tears thereâs no negotiation that is such a bad idea)
#i mean like i guess it would keep from getting distracted???#but man can you imagine#(i think iâm procrastinating here. i have 13 days. arguably less cause iâm busy the deadline day and the day before#itâll all be fine (maybe) (hopefully))#i think if i get the plot and slight improvements on the film one#and then just get a good intro & ending to this one thatâll be good#theyâre long enough already so thatâs not an issue#i dunno i was listening to other peoples film comps yesterday and they sound so good and now mine sounds less good :(#ezraâs real life rambles#composition chronicles#i just need to get it done. i just need to get it done#i feel like i should clarify i do legitimately enjoy music and i do find composing fun#itâs just also the worst thing ever but genuinely a fun activity
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okay sorry iâm gonna be insane for a second bc this is bothering me
assuming that the bed from last nights snapchats is like his Actual bedroom. Why Is There a Bed in his Recording Room
is it just like? set dressing? weird emergency guest room? secret camboy setup? like what is going on there
#like when the face reveal first came out i was like âdamn is that really where he sleeps like that room has no windowsâ#and now with the confirmation that yeah he prob has a separate bedroom iâm just like.#đ€š#dreamwastaken#just chatting#also the last thing abt the secret c.amboy setup is /j btw. dunno if i need to say just feel better clarifying dhdhsjs
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Keep it on â° MS
âââ~đ©âĄđȘ~âââ
fwb!matt! Your friend (with benefits) bought a new pair of glasses, a sight for sore eyesâand an even sorer aftermath.
Warnings! Smut!, obscene descriptions!, petname (pretty), p in v, unprotected sex (don't do this irl, this is just fiction, protect yourselves hoes<3), friends with benefits, size kink (kinda), dunno what more,
wc. 1.1k
note. English is not my first language! [Prologue]
You and Matt had decided on this weird arrangement after accidentally hooking up at a mutual friendâs party, both having drunk a little too much and zero fucks to giveâyou stumbled into a spare bedroom and woke up entangled in each otherâs arms.
The compatibility was so good that the arrangement seemed logical. No strings attached, just feeling the bliss and having a friend to talk to that you knew wouldnât judge you; almost too good to be true.
He was addictive.
Today was like any other day; with you knocking on his front door, ready to have the "muchâneeded" relief. As soon as Matt opened the door, you felt your breath hitch, he looked like a vision, the hair, the stubble, the clothes, the glassesâ wait the glasses?
You blinked and stood there entranced, making Matt let out a small chuckle of amusement, "you gonâ stand there all day pretty?" You snapped out of your thoughts at his words, suddenly very nervous and fidgety, "yeahâ no, uh... pardon my intrusion," your words came out more like a mumble as you slipped in through the door, your nervousness evident.
You cleared your throat and looked around briefly, "Nick and Chris arenât home?" You asked, trying to distract yourself.
"Yeah, they were talking about going somewhere today, Iâve been alone all day, itâs a good thing you came, I was getting bored out of my mind," he chuckled as he saw the small fidgeting you were doing with the hem of your shirt, "you nervous or sumâ?" Your eyes widened briefly, "whaaat? Me nervous? Mânever nervous around you," you downplayed, laughing, but the slight quiver in your voice gave you away.
Matt chuckled again, "right, definitely not nervous, not at all," he said with playful sarcasm.
You couldnât help a chuckle at his teasing words, even if it was at your expense. "Youâre wearing glasses." You stated the obvious. "Yeah, does it look weird?" He asked, grinning while fixing his glasses, "no, not weird," you clarified, "itâs just that Iâve never seen you in glasses before, but I have to say, âs not a bad look on you," smiling as you gave him a teasing nudge on his arm.
Matt smiled back at you, and took your hand, already leading you to his room. "Well, since my brothers arenât home, might as well use it to our advantage, no?" You let out a small laugh, "yeah, not like we donât use any moment of solitude to our advantage," you said as you let yourself practically get dragged into his room.
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After making out and having a slow sensual foreplay, you had become a needy mess. Your insides craved to be filled by himâthe glasses perched on his nose didnât help your ache, only worsened it. Wrapping your legs around his waist, you pulled him closer, eliciting a hum of approval from Matt. He broke the kiss, leaning forward to get a condom out of the bedside drawer.
"Hold on pretty, lemme put on-" you stopped his hands from ripping the condom, "do it raw today, I wanna feel you." A soft groan left his lips as he threw the condom somewhere on the bed, "youâre gonna kill me someday, woman," he breathed out, lining himself at your entrance, prodding but not pushing inside. You bit the side of your bottom lip, rolling your hips as you tried to push him in yourself.
"Matt... câmon." You whined in frustration, the ache too much to ignoreâ or go along with his teasing. "Mm... you want this big dick in you huh? Want me to stretch youâ split you open with it?" His voice was strained, letting you know that he was just as affected as you were.
"Please Matt, yeah... Please, I need you so bad... câmon," you pleaded, your voice laced with desperation and pure need. Your hands trailed down his chest towards his stomach, his muscles tensing under your fingertips as shuddering breaths left his lips. "Youâre so pretty when you beg like that," he praised, making you look at him with pleading eyes, silently conveying your need.
"Please, Mattâ I need it, I need you," he leaned down, his lips brushing against yours. "I know pretty, I know," he murmured against your lips before claiming it in a searing kiss, slowly pushing his thick length in, stretching you deliciously. A soft moan of pure, unadulterated, relief and pleasure fell from your lips. Matt pulled back until only the tip of his dick was inside before slamming his hips flush against yours, bottoming out as he groaned into the crook of your neck.
The sudden feeling of being filled to the brim made your back arch, sharp moans exited through the "O" shape etched on your lips. Your hands clutched desperately at the bedsheets, trying to ground yourself from the intense pleasure as he pounded into you. He snaked one arm under the arch of your back, holding you tightly as his other hand held your hipâwith bruising strength.
The subtle hint of pain caused your pleasure to double.
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Matt groaned in annoyance as his glasses kept slipping down his nose â due to the sweat-slicked skin â his hand on your hip reached for his glasses but you held his forearm, stopping any further movement. Mattâs pace faltered as he looked down at you, confused, "yeah? Whatâs up pretty? You okay? Am I being too rough-" You chuckled breathlessly at his concerns, "no, no, donât worry, youâre not being too rough, I just..." You paused.
"You just?" He repeated, panting softly, slowly rolling his hips against yours. A breathy moan fell from your lips, "well, just keep it on alright... you uh... you look good in it, the glasses I mean." You said, still breathless, mumbling an add on, "delicious even," a slow smirk made its way onto his lips, now understanding why you were acting so flustered and fidgety earlier today.
Matt wiped the sweat that had been making his glasses slide, chuckling as he leaned down to your ear, his lips brushing against the shell of it. "Oh Iâm gonna keep it on alright, the whole night even, mâgonna fuck this pretty little pussy so goodâruin you for anyone else," he whispered â a promise â before continuing his pounding, each one making your body rise up the bed.
Your tits bounced with each slam as he held you tightly, not letting you escape the intensity of it all. All you could do was cling to him and scream his name as he took what he wantedâwhat you wanted. Your nails dug into his back, making him hiss and shut his eyes in slight pain and pleasure, his pace never faltering.
The ecstasy etched on his features, the glasses, the stubble, the hair, the earrings, the chainâ a sight for sore eyes indeedâ and an even sorer aftermath.
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wc. 1,146
Isa's notes. Yeah... Another smut? I'm so awkward when it comes to writing something like this đ« Also, something longer? Gee, I know, but the topic is too good not to write a longer fic to.
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© sweetshuga
#matt sturniolo#fanfiction#smut#blurb#matt x you#matt x reader#matt sturniolo smut#matthew sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#nick sturniolo#chris sturniolo#matthew sturniolo blurb#matthew sturniolo oneshot#matthew sturniolo smut#oneshot
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I was thinking about Cybertronians freezing in the Arctic due to the ice that forms on them instead of just the cold & not knowing what humidity is again, and what if they werenât instantly aware of all the abilities of their alt modes?
Theyâd have a warmup period after scanning them and have to gradually get used to/ discover all the things they can do. Thereâs little to no water on cybertron, no reason for them to know that ice forms in the cold, no reason for them to have de-icing. And when they come to earth and choose aircraft as their new vehicle modes, they have no idea those aircraft come with built in warmers on the wings.
I thought about how some flying decepticons would deal with it. Letâs go with Starscream first because I love him very much.
(Also because he complains about cold the most out of all the characters. I imagine everyone ices up the same amount, but the cold is an entirely different problem and one that affects him more because heâs all thin and lanky, not very good at retaining heat. Itâs worth clarifying that the freezing is whatâs dangerous to them. The cold bothers them but isnât a threat in and of itself, seeing as they can walk around in space just fine. But I ramble on)
- If he had a human friend or partner, heâd be complaining about how cold it is in front of them and theyâd be like âWait, arenât you a plane?â Heâd ask what that has to do with anything and get very annoyed that he didnât know he came with extra heating.
- He claims he totally knew about that all along and merely forgot about it in the moment. He also claims he totally knows how to turn it on, butâŠremind him again?
- The realization that he can just⊠make himself warmer at will is incredible. Heâs still gonna complain about the cold though. Probably out of instinct, he complains to fill the silence. (Is it obvious I want him to be safe and warm. I think itâs obvious.)
- Cue a concerned human asking if heâs been flying through clouds and terrible weather and all the way into the stratosphere with ice building on his wings for all this time. How is he still flying? He just replies that heâs built different, and that heâs far superior to human machines yap yap yap blah blah.
- He doesnât want to admit how great it is, but after the human shows him how to turn it on, heâd be waking around with the de-icing turned on all day, even when he doesnât need it. I reckon itâd make the area between his wings an excellent nap spot. He could just put a human in there and squeeze them between his wings and itâd feel like being put in one of these bad boys, I dunno what theyâre called in English
In any case, peak nap spot.
Up next is Megan:
- Megatron doesnât actually have an earth based vehicle mode, leading me to believe he wouldnât have any form of de-icing. My headcanon is that his bigger, bulkier frame would require and generate more heat, but look at him.
He got a lot of nooks and crannies that ice could build up in. Even spikier than Starscream. Much like Starscream he doesnât have paint which may also have acted like an extra layer of heat insulation. Additionally, his joints on the arms and legs are visible.
(Actually unsure if Starscream is painted and just gray, but Megs definitely isnât)
- My point is, Iâm not an ice expert but Megatron is terrible for both heat insulation and icing prevention. Megatron is a tough bot, he can take a lot of punches, and as prideful as he is I doubt heâd ignore the fact that a snowstorm would be a genuine threat or hinderance to him.
- Not that heâd let anyone notice, of course. He has a reputation to maintain, and he canât allow anyone to know his weakness. When heâs in private though, I find the image of evil dictator Megs snuggled up in a billion blankets drinking a hot cocoa hilarious. Iâll probably draw it.
- A human pal or partner may not be able to advise him to turn on de-icing that he doesnât have, but they might be able to offer him another solution. A badass cloak or cape to protect himself from the snow, while also remaining intimidating. Anyone would think it was just for show, unaware that itâs actually to keep him from freezing.
Last but certainly not least, Soundwave!
-Oh, Soundwave totally knew about the de-icing without needing anyone to mention it. Soundwave knows a lot of things. Heâd totally read his own altmodeâs manual. I donât think weâve ever seen Soundwave in the Arctic though.
Trying to find a good gif for my own reference hang on-
- Iâd argue that out of these three heâs probably best with the cold. Sure, heâs spiky too, but nowhere near the other two. His âelbowsâ are awfully small and exposed, but since his wings form the arms thereâd be no issue once he turned on the de-icing. In the gif he easily covers his entire body with those huge arms, so he could easily curl up around himself and defrost if be needed to. Now hereâs a good writing idea I probably will never use
- Laserbeak probably has its own de-icing, which makes Soundwave extra warm when he requires it. ADDITIONALLY Laserbeak could be deployed in order to warm up a human friend or partner from afar. Tactical warms.
- Not much to say about Soundwave. Maybe Iâll edit and add later.
#transformers#transformers prime#tfp#decepticons#decepticons x reader#starscream#Megatron#Soundwave#tfp starscream#tfp Megatron#TFP Soundwave#transformers x reader#transformers x human#starscream x reader#megatron x reader#soundwave x reader#headcanons#transformers headcanons#tfp headcanons#cybertronian headcanons#de icing#donât forget to turn on your de icing kids#clear ice can bring you down#also remember to adjust throttle occasionally in icing conditions lest it freezes in place#always use your carburetor heat#and turn it on gradually if you suspect it has already iced to prevent water ingestion#follow me for more airplane factâs or cybertronians in the cold headcanons#there is no starscream gif because I already know by heart what he looks like#cybertronians struggling with temperature and humidity
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Someone nice, Somewhere safe
Angel x Virgin Male Reader
àȘâ⎠Angel x Virgin Female Reader - Someone nice, Somewhere safe*
*same story, just your bits and bobbles are changedÂ
You let it slip to the group you were a virgin, and instead of laughing, Angel grabs you before bed to offer a friendly hand.
<Warnings/Promises: Angel Dust x Virgin Male!Reader, smut, fingering, lubed to the gods, Angel uses four arms, Valentino is a blind bag of smashed assholes, creampie, oral, the gentlest sex Iâve ever written (probably), an alarming towel>
listen here virgins, if I could craft a perfect first time for you, this is it. Minus the lack of condoms becauseâitâs hell? Sex workers are tested bi-weekly?? This is still a fantasy??? Just if anything, please take from this the importance of a safe and trusting environment at all times đ Â
minor dni (shoo! get outta here! Go on, git! đ§č)
You thought everyone would laugh when you said you were a virgin. The group aweâd and said it was cute, which was definitely better than the response youâd gotten in the overworld. But when Angel made a joke that your toys must be worn to the base, you felt the need to clarify. Total virgin, never used toys or your hands for, you cringed, penetration. Everyone just looked⊠sad? The conversation was quickly derailed by Angel launching into a list of wildest orgasm faces heâs seen, Charlie leaving the room entirely.
Continuing with the eveningâs theme of surprise, you hadnât expected Angel to catch up to you when everyone was filing off to bed. His hand gently reached for your wrist, âHey ya got a sec?â
 For Angel, the epitome of smiling through the pain, youâd give him the remainder of your time in hell if he just asked. Every second, his.âAlways!â
âSo uhâ, he rubbed the back of his neck, âabout beinâ a virgin and all that.â Your stomach dropped, was the famous porn star about to embarrass you into a second death?âI think itâs real important that likeâ knowinâ yourself, and what makes you feel good is like super healthy. I dunno if you are interested in that kinda stuff but,â he was wildly moving his hands round, nervously stumbling over his words, âIâd be happy to help ya out.â
All of the blood rushed to your face.
âOh fuck!â Angel grabbed your head and tipped it forward, âI would have accepted a simple no, jesus!â With one hand pinching your nose, he led you into his room just down the hall.Â
Whatâ what was happening, exactly? At all? In general? With your entire existence?
He kicked the door closed behind him and grabbed a handful of tissues, âKeep your head forward. Everyone who says tilt it back is an idiot.â
His hand was red when he drew it from your face, using his other hand to now hold tissues between his fingers as he pinched your nose shut.
âIs- is my nose bleeding??â Your voice cracked.
âDoes that happen often?â
âNever.â
âWell I got to help you with at least one first, right?â Angel laughed, moving his hands away as you took over the task.
Oh, right. The offer. You glanced around the room, small but lived-in. Everything was pink and purple and soft.
âAngel, do you think because youâre a sex worker, you have to help me?â The room fell silent. Angel completely still beside you. You would love someone you could trust to take your virginity, but you would never want to use Angel like so many other people did on a daily basis.
âYa knowâ a lot of people get real confused about this.â He sighed, chest heavy with the many misconceptions others had, âWhat I do for work, what I gotta do to get through the day, has nothinâ to do with who I am as a person.â You turned to look at him, âWhy should I limit my experiences because of what other people have done to me?â The words hit you like a truck. You had unintentionally boxed him into his job, in turn into his trauma, summing him up as a warm body and incapable of any depth past that. Just a sex worker.
âNo, no I didnât mean anything like that. I just, I donât want to ever,â you grabbed two of his hands, âever take advantage of your kindness.â You squeezed, âor any part of you.â
His frown turned up, âWeâre dead, yea, but you still exist. If you want to, you should enjoy every part of your afterlife. And Iâd hate you to meet some asshole whoâs too rough or doesnât get ya warmed up first. A bad first time can be really traumatizinâ.â
You nodded without actually thinking. Your brain wasnât really processing meaning, his words were just soft and kind and your nose still stuffed full of tissue.
âDo you wanna?â
You nodded more vigorously, âDid my nose start bleeding again?â
Angel took the tissue away, giving a second to see, âNope.â
Taking a deep breath, you said, âOkay. Yeah, I want that. Someone nice, somewhere safe.â
âIt ainât quite nice but-,â Angel looked around his room.
âItâs perfect, Angel.â
âAw fuck, I should clean up,â he hurriedly carried trash from his nightstand, flattening out the comforter and adjusting his pillows. He placed fat nuggets on the floor with a little pat on the head.
Finally, he stood in front of you, two hands on his hips, two gesturing to you.
âAlright baby! Letâs pop some cherries! Undress~â he elongated the word, shimmying his hips a little, â-to your comfort level.â He began to unbutton his blazer, âBare minimum, take off your pants and underwear, please and thank you. Though I have fucked through underwearâŠâ He was momentarily lost in a memory.
You hadnât anticipated getting naked in front of a friend tonight. But Angel so effortlessly shed his clothes, peeling off his gloves. Pulling off your pants, you paused.
âIs it weird if I keep my shirt on? Likeâ do you know who Winnie the Pooh is?â
âNothinâ weird about beinâ comfortable, pookie.â He pinched your cheek, âIâd offer a modesty blanket but I kinda need to see what Iâm doing.â His eyes flitted to the left, âNo, wanna. I wanna see.â Angelâs laugh relaxed you, the idea of anyone wanting to see you made you feel a little lessâ-naked. Still, your hands seemed frozen on your underwearâs edge.
With a hum, he disappeared into the bathroom and returned with a towel. âGo on, lie down. Iâll help ya relax. This is already feeling too medical-like.â
Were you going to need a towel? Were you going to need a towel?? Were you going to need a towel!?
You sat back on his bed, and when he crawled up to meet you, all legs and arms and Angel Dust, you buried your face in your hands.
âOh heyâ,â his voice was so soft, lacking its usual sass, âWanna just, cuddle and watch stupid shit on my phone?â You groaned, face sinking further down. This would be easier if he wasnât so sweet. You could at least take a backseat, then.
You shook your head, and felt his hand on your ankle. It snaked up your calf, slipped down your knee and thigh, finding the waistband of your underwear. When you looked up from your hiding place, Angel was a foot from your face. His features lit only by the purple neon signs hanging beside his bed and near the door. He lifted his brows, a question he didnât need to vocalize. You sank back into the purple and pink pillows, different sizes, different textures, gently enveloping you.
With two hands now, he slide off your underwear. You might die, again. Your heart would give out any second, incapable of handling the moment. You were manually breathing.
He lifted your hips with two hands, a third sliding the towel beneath you before setting you back down.
âDo ya-,â he was rummaging now inside the nightstand drawer, ânot play with yourself? Ever?â
âNot really. Not like, there.â
âWhaddya do with all your free time?â His short but enthusiastic laughter forced a smile to your cheeks. Angel slid the drawer shut and came to rest in front of your tightly shut thighs and knees. You heard a cap pop, and found the courage to sit up and see what he was doing.
âWhat?â He squeezed a clear, thick lubricant onto his right hand, âDonât let anyone tell you ya donât need lube. No fun for no one, trust me. Could start a fuckinâ fireâ- and spit ainât lube!â Angel said it like he spoke from a personal experience.
Ah, the towel. That made sense now.
âShould I do something?â
âJust lie back, baby~,â he opened your knees and followed your face as you settled back down, âDo you like kissinâ?â
Youâd kiss a trashcan if Angel said it got him hot, so, âYeah.â
âGood,â One hand touched your cheek, sliding to your chin as he brought your lips to his. You thought youâd melt, his hands so soft on you, lips confident and sure. He used his thumb on your chin to pull down your bottom lip and ask you for entrance. When you opened up to him, his tongue slid into yours as his sticky wet hand finally touched you. Two fingers rubbing the lube up and down your ass.
You nearly inhaled him with your shock, he giggled into it, âYouâre so cute.â You twitched under his hand, âOoh, and reactive! Daddy likes.â
Stop. Stop talking. Iâm going to black out.
His mouth returned to yours, tongue over your tongue, as his fingers just massaged your entrance. No attempt at entering, no prodding, just gentle up and down motions. Slowly, your felt your skin heating beneath his hand, the lubricant somewhat melting with your warmth.
At work, Angel was never the lead. Never the top, and never afforded time to ease anyone open. He had no issues with topping, it just wasnât his normal role. Watching you sigh and twitch under him felt like a treat. Such a sweet response to what so many people made unnecessarily dirty at work. He wasnât shocked to find his cock twitching, swelling as your breathing hitched with every stroke of his hand. When was the last time he could just⊠slow down? Be the one in control? Not control like Val, control likeâ- can I get you a pillow? Is the pacing good? Letâs soften these lights. Hold my hand, sweetheart.
His head felt a little dizzy. His middle finger pressed now, and with a slow but constant motion entered you. âUncomfortableâ was the best word. Your body tensed around him, but he gently pressed past your virgin walls. He hummed, âFirst one down! Atleast,â he paused, âtwo more to go.â
âAtleast??â You shook your head.
âItâs sex math, trust the professional in the room.â He withdrew the finger and slid it back in, starting a slow pace of long drags from knuckle to fingertip.
It didnât hurt, to his credit. The excitement of having Angel touching you so intimately made the finger easier to relax into. Angel must have noticed, his finger leaving you. He popped the top again of his lube and pressed in two fingers. This was harder. You whined, his fingertips pushing past the tight ring of muscle and settling into the wet warmth behind.
Lying on your back, you stared at the now upside-down photos behind his bed. He looked so happy. Could you join that wall? Was this wall worthy?
âYou still good?â He leaned over you, fingers moving.
You nodded, âCan I have another kiss?â
Ah, you might as well have punched him in the chest. âOf course, darlinâ~ Ask and you shall receive.â You liked kissing, genuinely, but were always scared youâd kiss someone too long and end up in an awkward situation having to explain you werenât wanting sex. But that fear was all gone, youâd broken the code. Get naked first, then kiss.
You smiled into his mouth, and he smiled back, âWhatcha thinkinâ about?â
âI like kissing you.â You leaned up, pressing your lips to his chin. His fingers quickened, and you moaned without warning. You felt your cock twitch, erection growing as nervousness was slinking away and finally letting you feel aroused.
âOoh, now weâre gettinâ somewhere,â he leaned back, repeating the same steps and trying to press a third finger into you. His abundance of hands were a blessing, one at your entrance, one on your knee to keep your shaking legs open, and two roaming down the sides of your body. When three fingers finally entered, you could feel the burning stretch of your skin around them. He pushed in, and the skin followed. He pulled out, your sensitive hole pulling too. The hand on your knee came to your crotch, his palm pressing lightly down on your growing erection. You glanced up to him, his eyes focused as he watched his fingers slowly drag in and out of you. It burned still, but just past that burning was a slippery sensation that made your cock jump under his hand.
He let his fingers sink in entirely, before bending and feeling inside you. Your knee jumped when he hit something.
âBingo! Say hello to your g-spot.â He beamed down at you, gold tooth shining, âYou donât really need it to cum but oooh boooy does it maximize pleasure,â it sounded so pornographic when he said it.
You weakly copied, âB-bingo.âÂ
âI can do this now~â he replaced his palm with his fingers, sticky with lube, and they wrapped around your cock. His hand slowly pumped up and down your shaft. âSex math. Donât need your virgin ass locking up on me.â He said quietly to himself, fingers in and out of you picking up speed. Your head was pressing into the pillows as your neck strained, youâd never masturbated while someone, something, penetrated you. Every stroke of his hand made your body clench, the feeling of something hard and unforgiving pushing back against your quivering hole made a pleasure you couldnât describe.
âFeelinâ good yet?â The way he said it, he knew damn well how you were feeling.
You whimpered into one of the pillows, âFeels good.â A weak nod.
Angelâs grin bordered on wicked, hand slowing. He leaned down and placed a kiss on your cock head. Then another. His tongue flattened against his bottom lip as he dragged it over your sensitive slit.
You moaned, a half spoken-half cried, âOh fuck, Angel-.â Hips bucking up, his fingers kept their place and followed. You humped up against his tongue, ground down into his fingers; up, down. Soft tongue, rigid fingers.
âYou can fuck my face, baby,â He opened his mouth, tongue out, and looked up at you from your stomach. âI ainât got a gag reflex anymore, popsicles slide in likeâ well, cocks.â He lowered his mouth onto you, leaving room for you to move. His fingers slowed in you.
You thrust up slowly, testing the sensation. His mouth closed around you, tongue moving along you shaft as you rutted into his face.
One hand held tightly to the pillow, the other coming to Angelâs hair. Your body kept jumping away from overstimulation but you fought against it every time and tried to grind against his face.
His fingers slipped out of you, your body closing back around the space where they were. That feeling of your hole tightening made you hungry for his fingers to spread you back open. His hand came to cup your balls, feeling the weight in his palm.
He lifted his mouth off you with a deliberate pop, âGettinâ close already?â You nodded, eyes closed. âReady for the real thing?â
âYeah. I need more, Angel.â It came out as a whine, shocking you a little.
His hand came to his erection, red and leaking. Stroking himself, he returned to massaging at your puffy and swollen entrance.
âYou comfortable with gettinâ on your knees? This position ainât so conducive for what Iâm tryinâ to do.â
Somehow, ass up sounded better than face to face, âYouâre the expert.â You rolled onto your stomach, hips up, face resting into the sea of pillows. You paused, lifted off your now sweaty shirt, and got back into position.Â
âSexpert, but thank you!â The lid popped open again, cold and viscous lube being dripped directly onto your ass, âFinally some recognition around here.â He coated himself with what was still on his hands, and raised your hips to line himself up.
âDeep breaths, okay?â He leaned over your back, kisses falling down your skin. Two hands held your hips, one guided himself into you. You tensed when his head began to push in, âRelaaax, just like the fingers.â
A muffled, âokayâ from your place in the pile. Your heart was suddenly racing, erection now gone. He wiped his dick up and down your ass, swiping past your entrance, dragging the edge of your hole with the crook of his head. Lining up, he pushed in, getting his head firmly sunk into you.
âBreath, baby,â he moaned into your shoulder. You took a deep breath in, your body tight still. But, it didnât hurt like youâd thought. It burned, but there was no sting, no tearing. Angelâs hands ran up and down your sides, along you ass and thighs. He gently touched everywhere he could reach, until he felt you soften, âReady to keep going?â
âYes pleaseâ, you turned your head to look at him.
He pulled out slightly to collect more lube on his shaft, before slowly sinking into you until he bottomed out.
You were gasping, your brain misfiring. You couldnât feel anything but him, your body just a formless thought with Angelâs warm, solid cock reaching deeper into than you thought possible. One roaming hand reached for your shoulder, âCan I move?â
âSlow,â your hand searched for a loose fold of comforter to grip, but it was soon encased and intertwined by one of his.
He pulled out, and slowly thrust back in. A saccharine moan fell from his mouth, and it made you whimper.Â
You were so soft around him, yet your entrance was gripping him so snuggly he felt like he was melting into you. His breath was unsteady, âYou feel so good on my cock, baby.â A burning blush took over your face, your erection jumping back to life.
âHow ya doinâ?â Angel sounded nervous, timid.
You had to collect saliva to get any words out, mouth running dry from panting, âSâgood.â You tried again, âSo good.â Your fingers tightened around his.
He adjusted his hips, watching you closely. When your eyes closed and your hand nearly broke his, he grinned down, âBingo~,â his speed began to pick up.Â
âFuuuuck, Angel-,â you dragged out the last syllable of his name. You could feel your orgasm returning after dying down earlier.Â
Angel took languid thrusts out to the tip and pushing back past your still resisting entrance. Every time he pulled out and slipped in felt better than before. The sensations of him opening you around his cock again and again had your stomach and thighs tensing. You brought your hand up to stroke your own pulsing dick, slowly pumping.Â
Angelâs hand came down and wrapped around your cock, taking over your own attempts. The feeling of him in you and around you was overwhelming.
âCumming,â You hissed, squeezing his hand tighter, his thrusts becoming faster and shallower. His repeated pressing of your g-spot pushed you over the edge, hand slowly milking you of every drop of cum.
Angelâs moans got louder, your body tightening in spasms as you emptied your balls onto the towel. Your body was so inviting, warm walls sucking his head deeper. He rarely got to feel this sensation. His head rested against your back, hands running along the curve of your hips as he melted into your sweet heat.
He picked up speed, only drawing out an inch or so now with each thrust. The lube made a pop and squelch every time his skin pulled from yours, the sound making his legs weak.
âWhere can I cum?â His breath was raspy, messy with the pleasure of your soft insides rubbing along his shaft. You gripped the blanket, dick jerking from the feeling of Angel chasing his release with your body. You could hear the strain in his voice, âGonna need an answer real fast, babe.â You hid your face in the pillow mountain again, embarrassed to answer.
âInside,â you tried to say it loudly enough for him to hear.
He whimpered a, âFuuuuckâ down your spine, âSuch a dirty little virgin.â His hips stuttered before he sunk into you with such force your legs gave out. Your body came down flush onto the bed, towel sticking to your stomach and thighs. Angel was pressed into you, chest against your back as his breathing calmed. You could feel his heart through your ribs, his chest fluff silky on your skin. Your body was warm, his hot cum filling you.
Small, lazy kisses on your back, then up your neck, he leaned to kiss your cheek. He slid out of you delicately, but you didnât move. His weight left the bed, then returned as a warm, wet cloth wiped you clean. After a couple of minutes of gentle cleaning, you felt the throw blanket cover your back. Angel plopped down on his back beside you, pulling the blanket over his legs and unlocking his phone, âWanna see this fuckinâ hilarious video of my boss runninâ into a glass wall?â
You chuckled, nodding, making no effort to get up. One of his hands came down and ruffled your hair, he leaned in to your head and as you watched Valentino collide head first into a wall, he said softly, âLet me know if you need anything. I got a bitchinâ tub in there.â
You hummed, reaching a shakey hand up and pressing âreplayâ on his phone. Angelâs laughter echoed off the walls, and you decided you had no plans on leaving bed anytime soon.
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OBVIOUS
megan skiendiel x fem reader
req! - "Maybe megan x reader (7th member) fluff where theyâve been having feelings for each other for a while but none of them dares to do anything about it, until they end up confessing to each other"
a/n - LETS GOOO FIRST MEGAN FIC
wc - 2.7k
âare you wearing my sweater?â you ask the chinese-american girl who was currently lounging in your bed beside you.
megan glances down at the oversized sweater she was wearing, the sleeves hanging past her fingertips. âmm, yeah. Itâs comfy,â she replies, as if itâs the most natural thing in the world.
you canât help but chuckle at the casual response you receive from the younger girl. âmhm. you realize thatâs the fourth one youâve taken from me this week?â
she shrugs, a playful grin now spreading across her features. âwhat can i say? you have nice sweaters. plus, i think they like me better.â
âright, because sweaters have feelings now.â you roll your eyes, feigning annoyance.
at meganâs request, you were once again watching crazy rich asians. leaning back into your pillows some more, megan follows suit, her head resting comfortably on your shoulder.
it had become a ritual of sortsâ megan would come over to your room, or vice versa, and youâd settle in and do an activity together. whether it was binge-watching a series, a movie night, or just scrolling mindlessly through tiktok together. sometimes youâd be doing separate activities, the silence comfortable between you two as you continued on with whatever you two did.
the other members knew about yours and meganâs comfortable little routine. often teasing you two about it but still giving you guys the space to enjoy your time together.
ây/n?â megan pauses the movie, pulling you aside from your thoughts.
you turn towards her, curious. âyeah?â
âso, my mom sent me two tickets to the aquarium downtownâ
âmhm?â
âdo you wanna go together next weekend?â
you donât put much thought into your answer, you were willing to do anything with megan. âyeah, sounds like fun. whyâd your mom send only two tickets though?â
the singaporean shrugs, grinning softly. âdunno, but do you wanna go friday or saturday?â
âletâs go friday.â you reply.
âcool, am i driving or you?â
âiâll drive,â you chuckle softly, âyou suck at parking downtonâ
megan feigns offense, sitting up slightly, âhey, iâm not that bad at parking.â
you laugh, shaking your head. âlike that time you parked in front of a fire hydrant?â
âit was one time!â
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as the day of the aquarium approached, meganâs excitement quickly transformed into a flurry of nervous energy. she stood in front of her closet, clothes strewn everywhere, while her roommate lara sat cross legged on her bed, watching with an amused expression.
âugh, why is this so hard?â megan muttered, tossing aside a black graphic tee. âi literally have nothing to wear!â
âyou know you can just wear whatever you want, right? itâs not like the fish are gonna judge you.â lara smirks, enjoying the panic in the room.
megan shoots a look at her roommate, her hands resting on her hips. âbut what if i wear something too casual? or dressy? i need to look cute, but also comfy! this is a big deal!â
ârelax, meg. Itâs just a day out with y/n.â the indian girl leans back, grabbing a piece of popcorn from the bowl beside her. âjust wear something that you like.â
âare you seriously eating popcorn while iâm stressing out?â
lara laughs at meganâs offended expression. âyouâre getting so worked up over this, itâs funny. itâs y/n, megan. i mean, did you even clarify that you wanted this to be a date or does she think this is just another hangout?â
the â06 girl flushes at slightly at laraâs question. âi-i mean, i havenât exactly said anything. i thought sheâd maybe pick up on the hints!â
lara snorts a little, âyeah, keyword: maybe. you know that girl is as dense as a rock!â
âcould i be more obvious?â megan groans, âi meanâ iâve stolen like half her sweaters at this point.â
âwe steal each otherâs clothes all the time, meganâ lara grabs some more popcorn. âyou need to be more forward. just tell her how you feel!â
âway easier said than done, laraâ megan huffed, plopping down onto her bed in frustration. âwhat if she doesnât feel the same way? what if i ruin everything? i donât wanna ruin our friendship.â
âmeg, are we talking about the same y/n? the same one who willingly lets you into her room anytime you want?â lara laughs, throwing a piece of popcorn at the girl to get her up.Â
âyes, lara! who else?â megan huffs once more.
âoh my god, youâre so down bad for herâ lara laughs once more, prompting megan to hold up her pillow threateningly.
âokay, okay!â lara throws her hands up in defense as she finally gets up from her bed. âletâs get this outfit situation sorted out.â
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meanwhile, in your room, you had some soft music playing in the backgroundâ oblivious to the chaos happening in megan and laraâs shared bedroom.
manon sat in your gaming chair, scrolling through instagram on her phone.
âmanon, what do you think?â you ask, holding up some baggy black jeans, a black shirt, and a blue/white zip up cardigan.
the swiss girl glances up from her phone towards you, âthat looks good, what shoes are you gonna wear with it?â
âprobably just my black forces.â you reply, âiâm gonna go change in the bathroom really quick.â
you head off into the direction of the house bathroom, chuckling softly to yourself as you pass by lara and meganâs shared bedroomâ briefly hearing the commotion inside.
you go into the bathroom, pulling up the baggy jeans and slipping into the black shirt. as you put on the cardigan, you glace at yourself in the mirror. you looked presentable, you think.
feeling satisfied, you head back into your room, showing off the outfit to manon. âdid the vision eat?â you ask, striking a pose.
manon looks up from her phone again, taking in your outfit. âoooh, okay, yeah, the vision ate.â she replies, giggling lightly.Â
âmm, thanks. i figured i should i should at least look presentable since weâre actually going out somewhere.â you lay down on your bed, pulling out your phone to check the time. youâd be leaving in about ten minutes. âmeganâs been looking forward to this all week.â
manon raises an eyebrow, a knowing smile creeping onto her face. âare you sure this isnât more than just a friendly outing? you seem a bit extra for just hanging out.â
you roll your eyes, trying to play it cool. âitâs not like that⊠or maybe it is? i donât know.â you chuckle, feeling a mix of nerves and anticipation.
âyouâre both painfully so obvious, y/n.â manon giggles.
âshut up,â you chuckle, rolling your eyes. âthis is just another hangoutâ
âmhm, hangout.â the â02 girl teases.
âyes, hangout.â you say stretch your limbs as you get out of your bed, grabbing your car keys off your desk. âanyway, weâre gonna go now.â
manon waves you goodbye, smirking softly, âmhm, use protection y/n!â
you flip her off before leaving your room, shaking your head softly at your friendâs antics.
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you arrived at the aquarium, the sun casting a warm glow on the entrance as you stepped out of your car. the building was massive, which was to be expected considering it was the top rated aquarium within los angeles.
âdamn, this place is massiveâ you chuckle, taking in the sight.
âit gets better insideâ megan says happily, a wide grin plastered on her face.
âyouâve been here before?âÂ
âyeah, with my parents when i was younger.â she nods at your question, gently tugging you along towards the entrance of the aquarium. âcâmon, letâs go y/n!â
the moment you entered, the soft sounds of water splashing and the vibrant colours of fish swimming greeted you. the expansive lobby featured large glass windows showcasing a massive tank filled with dazzling marine life, instantly gaining your attention. families milled about, kids pointing excitedly at the various sea creatures, laughter ringing through the air. couples held hands, taking selfies with the colourful backdrop if the fish swimming by, and the atmosphere was alive with joy.
you and megan wandered in, her eyes wide with awe as she pointed out a school of colourful fish darting around. âlook at them!â she exclaimed, tugging at the sleeve of your cardigan, her enthusiasm infectious. you couldnât help but smile at how excited she was.
âyeah, theyâre really prettyâ you reply, taking in the sight of megan pointing at the school of fish. as you walked further into the aquarium, you both marveled at the vibrant displays of marine lifeâ jellyfish floating gracefully, a gigantic tank filled with a variety of tropical fish, and even a shark (which megan pretended to kiss.)
after a while, you noticed the temperature inside the aquarium had dropped a bit. megan rubbed her arms, shivering slightly.
you notice the small action, and, without thinking, you slipped off your cardigan and draped it over her shoulders. âhere, take this. you look like you need it more than i do.â
the younger looks up at you, surprise shrinking in her eyes. âyou sure? i donât want you to end up cold now.â
âitâs fine, really. iâve got a t-shirt underneath,â you assured her, grinning as you adjusted your cardigan around her. the sleeves fell just past her fingertips, making her look adorably snug. âsee? you look great.â
âthanks, y/n.â she smiled, her cheeks slightly pink, probably from the cold, as she pulled the cardigan tighter around herself.
you both continued exploring, the chill forgotten as you moved deeper into the aquarium. families and couples were everywhere, kids squealing with delight as they spotted turtles and sharks. the atmosphere was lively, yet peaceful, filled with laughter and soft sounds of water splashing.
as you wandered through the exhibits, the noise gradually faded, giving way to a more intimate setting. the path led you to a quieter section, where the tanks were surrounded by dimmed lighting. here, couples were taking their time, sharing hushed conversations and leaning into each other, completely absorbed in the experience.
âwow, it feels different back here,â you remark, glancing at megan, who was watching a mesmerizing display of jellyfish pulsating gracefully into the water.
âyeah, itâs nice,â she replies softly, her voice barely above a whisper. âi love how peaceful it is.â
you shared a comfortable silence, watching the jellyfish dance, their translucent bodies glowing softly in the dim light. the ambiance felt intimate, almost magical, as if the world outside had faded away. just then, as you turned to move on, you spotted an ice cream shop tucked away in a cozy corner. a sign outside read: âfree ice cream for couples!â
you raise an eyebrow, curiosity piqued, âlook megan, free ice cream. is that why thereâs so many couples around?â
meganâs eyes light up, a playful glint shining though as she follows your gaze. âoh my god! they still do that?â
âdo what?â
she turns towards you, a wide grin on across her face. âyou get free ice cream if you kiss your partner in front of them! my parents did this for me when we went last time to get me ice cream. i canât believe they still do this!â
another comfortable silence falls between you two, before megan breaks it first. âdo you wanna get some ice cream?
you hesitated, a mix of nerves and uncertainty swirling in your stomach. âi mean⊠ice cream would be nice, but weâd have to kiss first, right?âÂ
the 06âs playful smile turned into a mischievous grin, âexactly! come on, itâll just be a quick peck. itâll be quick!â
you swallowed, the thought of kissing her sending your heart into overdrive. âi donât know⊠it might be awkward.â
âit wonât be! itâll be quick, y/n!â she insisted, leaning in a little closer, her enthusiasm spilling over to you. âplus, think about the ice cream!â
you chuckle, glancing back at the shop. contemplation apparent on your face.
megan rolled her eyes dramatically, playfully nudging you. âyou think too much, y/n, itâll be a quick kiss.â
the more you thought about it, the more appealing the idea became. megan said it herself right? it wouldnât be awkward?. after a momentâs pause, you finally relented. âokay. just a quick kiss, and then we get ice cream.â
her eyes sparkled with excitement. âexactly, just a peck, and then we can indulge.â
as you both walked toward the ice cream shop, you felt a mix of anticipation and nervousness. the cheerful attendant smiled knowingly as you approached. âhi there! to get your free ice cream, you just need to kiss!â
you glance over at megan, who was practically glowing with excitement. she smiled softly at you, letting you know that sheâs ready whenever you are.
what if i mess this up? what if itâs too awkward? you thought, feeling your heart race as megan leaned closer. but her smile was so genuine, and the warmth of her presence made you want to lean in too.Â
you leaned in, feeling the warmth radiating between you. you noticed her fidgeting with the hem of your cardigan, a nervous habit you had come to recognize, and you could feel your own pulse quickening. the air felt thick with anticipation, the faint scent of her vanilla perfume swirling around you. you could hear your heart pounding in your ears as you leaned in closer, the world around you fading away.
the moment felt electric, and as your lips brushed against hersâ soft and tentativeâ you lost yourself in it. time seemed to freeze as you both leaned into the kiss, a sweet connection forming in that brief moment.
when you finally pulled away, both of you were breathless, a mix of surprise and delight evident on your faces. âwow,â megan breathed, her cheeks flushed. âthat was⊠nice.â
you nod your head in response, still breathless. it was definitely not just a peck.
the attendant handed you both cups of ice cream, a now forced grin on his face, âi was only really looking for a brief kiss but here are your ice creams.â
you both nod sheepishlyâ feeling a little embarrassed, thanking the attendant as you grab your two cups of vanilla ice cream.Â
you both wandered to a small seating area nearby, the ice cream shop fading into the background as you settled into a more intimate space. you sat side by side, eating your ice cream.
unsure of what to make of the silence between you two, you tease her lightly. âdoes it taste like how you remember?â
megan grins softly at the tease, âit tastes better, actually.â
you hum, savouring your ice cream, letting silence fall between you two again.
megan looked at you, her expression shifting to something more serious. âso⊠about that kiss,â she started, her tone slightly nervous.
âyeah?â you prompted, your heart racing again.
she took a deep breath, her cheeks still tinged pink. âi really like you, y/n. like, a lot more than just friends.â her gaze held yours, steady and sincere.
your heart soared at her confession. after months of dancing around these unspoken feelings you two were finally going to talk about it.
âi like you too, megan. Iâve been wanting to tell you for a while now, but i wasnât sure how.â
a laugh of relief escaped her, her smile brightening. âso i was being obvious? i mean, stealing your sweaters, constantly going to your room for sleepoversâŠâ
âtrust me, i noticed,â you admitted, grinning, âi was just scared i was reading it all wrong.â
âi guess being direct really is the best way to clear things upâ megan giggles lightly.
you chuckle along with her, âwhat made you decide this anyway? like, i mean, confess?â
âlara told me to woman up.â she laughs a bit louder.
you laugh along softly, âto be fair, i donât think i wouldâve tried anything unless you said something straight up.â
âi can see that now.â she giggles, taking another bite of her ice cream, then looks back at you with a playful flint in her eye. âso, what now?â
you consider for a moment, a smile creeping onto your face again. âhonestly, probably the same exact thing weâve been doing, except, more kisses and a label?â
âsounds perfect to me, y/n.â
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So my dearest Frens... even if itâs my day today I gift you with Part 6... I hope you enjoy it and have a good night... day... whatever timezone you live in â„ïž
The other Bronze â Pt.6
You woke up with pain in your wrist. You felt every pulse shooting right up into your wrist. You groaned and grabbed your phone seeing it was just after 3AM. You groaned again but pushed yourself up and stood up going on a painkiller hunt. You entered the dark kitchen and started searching for the pain meds knowing Lucy normally leaving them in one of the cupboards. You were just rummaging through the third cupboard as suddenly the light got turned on and you swirled around feeling like a kid with it's hand in the cookie jar.
âJesus fuckâ you exclaimed shocked being confronted by a scared looking Ona
âWhat are you doing?â the blonde asked evenly as shocked holding up a fly swat like it was a baseball bat
âI'm looking for drugsâ you gritted through your teeth
âWhat?â Ona asked confused
âMy wrist hurts like a bitch... I need painkillersâ you huffed out before noticing the fly swat âWhat's up with that?â
âOhâ the blonde quickly lowered her weapon âI thought we were being... robadoâ
âYou what?â you looked at her completely lost
âYou know... when strangers come and take your stuffâ she shrugged her shoulders
âRobbed... you thought you were being robbed and then you thought it would be a grand idea to defend yourself â and my sister â with a fly swat... great choiceâ you snorted unimpressed
âIt was the first thing I could grabâ the spaniard shrugged
âJust a small tip... if you have robbers in your house... call the police and do NOT engage with them.. they probably kill youâ you said before turning around searching again
âThey're in the bathroom... our bathroomâ Ona clarified as she saw you looking around again
âYou have an own bathroom?â you turned around again looking at her confused
âWe do... wait I get them for youâ she smiled before disappearing
âOwn bathroom... who does she think she is.. Taylor Swift or what?â you mumbled to yourself plopping down on a chair at the kitchen table
âHere you are Bebitaâ Ona said as she put a half a tablet in front of you getting you a glass of water from the sink
âLucy gave me two... you are pretty tight with my drugsâ you grumbled seeing that half a pill
âLucy overdosed you and you were high half of the dayâ Ona countered smirking
âSHE WHAT???!!!â you screeched
âWhat do you remember from yesterday?â the blonde asked carefully
âYour friends were over, Luce gave me pills, I sleptâ you shrugged your shoulders
âEhrm... yeah... do you remember being in the gym with Alexia?â Ona hummed
âHuh?â you looked at here like SHE lost it this time
âOkay... believe me â a half a pill is more than enough... the rest Lucy can explain... Are you hungry Bebita? You haven't had a lot in the last couple of hours... I can... batter something upâ the blonde spaniard offered
You just stared blankly at her.
âYes... no?â Ona looked at you expectantly
âYes... pleaseâ you said carefully
âWhat's wrong?â the blonde asked
âWhy are you so nice to me?â you asked unsure
âWhy wouldn't I be?â she questioned back
âI dunno...â you shrugged â... but I feel like you shouldn't beâ
âWhy do you feel that way?â the blonde looked confused
âGod... now you sound like my therapistâ you rolled your eyes but a smile was tucking on the edge of your lips
âSo... why do you feel I shouldn't be nice to you?â Ona tried again
âI... I.. I blamed you, you know... and I came here with the thought of hating you... and you're nice to me...â you mumbled looking away
Ona just looked at you before it dawned on her
âYou thought Lucy didn't come to your birthday because of me... because she prioritized me over youâ Ona concluded slowly
âI'm sorry... I really am...â you nodded as you looked up at her with sad eyes
âYou have nothing to be sorry about, y/n... I understand it... and I know Lucy wants to talk to you about it, but you know her â she's snoring her life awayâ Ona smiled at the end
âHow did you know?â you mumbled surprised
âYou talked a lot yesterday...â the blonde smirked as your eyes widen
âWhat did I talk about?â you ask panicking
âYou called Aitana flawless... Alexia pretty... MapĂ a colorbook and you spilled that you're dating one Georgia Stanwayâ Ona smirked
âShitâ you're eyes widen even more and all colour leaves your face âshit shit shit shit shitâ
âCalm down... she will talk to you about it but she's not mad... not really â more hurt that you didn't tell herâ the blonde said calmly
âShe's going to kill G... and then me... or first me and then herâ you just kept panicking not listening to Ona
âY/n... she won't, okay... there's more you two need to talk about... but Lucy is NOT madâ the spaniard grabbed your hand running her thumb over the back of it
âDon't let her kill me...â you whined â... Keira... I need to talk to Keira first... and then Keira can talk to Lucy and Lucy will talk first to you and I can flee the countryâ
âOkay... enough... nothing bad is going to happen â now here's how the next minutes will go... you tell me what you want to eat, then you take your painkiller and then you'll go back to bed... in the morning you and Lucy will sit down and talk to each other â REALLY talk...â Ona put her foot down hoping you wouldn't hold it against her
âOkay... okay..â you took a deep breath before looking at your sisters girlfriend hopefully âI know you guys are pro athletes and live on a diet... but do you have ANYTHING sugary? Cookies? Sweets? Anything?â
âDon't tell your sisterâ Ona pointed at you threating but smiling before standing up and got some chocolate chip cookies from a cupboard.
âOh godâ you moaned happily as you bit half a cookie off âdefinitely not telling her... because then I need to shareâ
âSlowlyâ the blonde warned you as she saw you shoving two more cookies into your mouth
You slowed down but ended five more cookies before Ona took the package away. You looked at her hurtful but she just shot you a âDon't push itâ-glare. She's getting really good with reading you, you must admit. Not Keira good, but... good.
âCome on Bebita... take your pill and back to bed... it's nearly 4AMâ Ona smiled softly at you watching you as you took your painkiller without further protest
âCan I sleep in your bed?â you ask pouting
âYour sister snoresâ the blonde reminded you
âI knowâ you rolled your eyes âI grew up with herâ
âCome on thenâ Ona nodded towards the bedroom âI'll take the guestroomâ
âYou.... with us?â you asked getting a little light headed again
âI don't think that's a good idea Bebita... your sister gets quite... handsy early morningsâ Ona tried to bring her point across
âMorning sex?â you ask pulling a face your brain a bit foggy
âSometimes... but that's not the point... how do you feel Bebita?â the blonde checked on you having a slight hunch
âBit funnyâ you mumbled âsleepyâ
âCome on then... I'll get you to bedâ Ona sighed as she stood up signalling you to follow her
You followed suit standing up slowly following the blonde spaniard as said woman turned off the light in the kitchen while you grabbed the back of her shirt so you have a little guidance to not run into anything.
âOff you go to your sister... lay on right side so you don't hurt your wrist further â you might need to push Lucy over a little bit... she likes to sleep in the middleâ Ona smiled encouraging as she stopped in front of their bedroom door.
âOh don't I know itâ you mumble as you let go of Onas shirt and stepped forward â to just run straight into the door.
Your face connected loudly with the wooden door. You needed a few seconds to realize what happened before your hand flew to your nose as you started to swear loudly which caused Lucy to finally wake up and open the bedroom door.
âWhat the Fuck, y/n? Do you know what time it is?â she whisper yelled at you as you try to hold back the tears that threatened to leave your eyes âIf you wake Ona up with your nonsense, I swear to godâ
âI'm already up... your sister needed painkillers and since you don't hear anything once you're out, I took care of itâ Ona said rolling her eyes as she grabbed you by your shoulders and pushed you inside the bedroom to sit you down on the edge of the bed.
âLet me look Bebitaâ she said softly as she pried your hand off your face.
âI bet it's broken... just my fucking luckâ you whined
âLet me look firstâ the blonde spaniard chuckled as she inspected your nose âNo... not brokenâ she smiled at you
âWhat is going on here???â Lucy asked behind you both looking so SO confused
âI woke up and my wrist was killing me... so I investigated the kitchen for painkillers since THAT'S where painkillers belong... turns out your girlfriend hasn't got the deepest sleep and tried to kill me with a fly swat thinking I'm a robber... then she gave me some toast and my painkillers and I asked if I could sleep at yours... she said yes and led me over here and told me to go on... which I did...â you explained everything lying about the cookies
â... and you decided to run straight into the door?â Lucy asked you perplex
âHow should I have known the door was closed? Who closes their bedroom door??â you said upset
âMe when my little sister is aroundâ your sister countered and you could see the small smirk as your eyes grew wide and you started to dry heave
âLucyâ Ona swatted your sisters shoulder hard âDon't worry Bebita... she's just messing with youâ
âI wouldn't put it past herâ you mumbled and shivered
âPaybackâ your sister growled playfully
âLook... I was.... non compos mentis... I don't remember anything so you can't hold anything against meâ you started to defend yourself knowing what your sister was referring to.
âOkay... both of you... either you go back to bed OR you go back into the kitchen and talk it out â I won't have you beat around the bush at 4AM when I could be sleepingâ Ona interfered strictly shooting you both a warning glare
âI'm half drugged I don't careâ you shrugged your shoulders
âBed it is thenâ the blonde spaniard said and both of you knew there's no room for discussion
It took a little bit of shuffling before Lucy and you got comfortable in bed as Ona leaves as promised to sleep in the guest bedroom
You woke up hours later to an empty bed the sun already standing high in the sky as you rolled over and out of bed. You padded barefoot into the kitchen to find your sister sitting at the table books and papers spread out in front of her.
âHeyâ you said tiredly scratching your head
âHey Bubsâ she looked up at you smiling âGood sleep?â
âMhmâ you hummed as you fell down on a chair beside her
âHow are you feeling Bubs?â she asked and you could tell she genuinely cares
âTired... kinda burned out... like my body wants to shut down but somehow it keeps going... my brain is not function and still runs a million miles an hourâ you answer honestly and for the first time you were completely honest with your sister
âWhat happened at home... I know my birthday was just an excuse to flee mom and dad... probably more momâ Lucy leaned back in her chair to look at you
âI just.... I felt so alone Luce... you and Keira were gone... Jorge and Sophie have their own families... yeah, the girls are great... you know Tooney and Mearps are always there but they're not you... or Keiraâ you said and shrugged your shoulders looking down
âI'm sorry Bubs... I really am... I actually thought you knew that you can always call me... or text me... or send a pigeonâ your sister leaned forward again taking your hand in hers âI may not be in the same country but I'm always there for you Bubsâ
âWhat could you have done when I got expelled from school?â you asked getting upset that Lucy didn't get you
âYou what?â Lucy looked at you confused
âI got expelled because I snapped at some girls who said stupid stuffâ you said guilty starting to chew on your lip
âTell me about itâ your sister said after a moment of silence âI really want to know what made YOU snapâ
âThey were talking shit about you and some other players... you know... sexual shit... I mean I can ignore most stuff... I'm used to people drool and swoon over you but this... went to farâ you explained getting kind of embarrassed
âOh Bubsâ your sister sighed out âI know it's hard to be my little sister â and I don't speak about the distance or the late night games or always being the baby of every team I join... but you can't snap at people.. not because of me or my name or my career but because of you... you are such an good loving caring person â I don't want people to think otherwise because the witness one incidentâ
âDo you know how it feels when people rate you top or bottom compared to other players? And not once but for WEEKS... and then proceed to ask questions about certain players and when I didn't answers they wouldn't leave me alone and pester me every fucking chance they got... do you know how it feels if you get asked in the middle of the class if you could top Leah... or Beth... of for god sakes JILL ROORDâ you finally broke your silence about what happened and of course your sister was the reason for it. You didn't said anything about the topic to your principal â or your parents. You just took your punishment and the disappointed looks from your parents and just went on. Your Dad decided after some days it probably would do you some good to clear your head somewhere else and shipped you off to Lucy â much to your mothers dismay but she let you go once your dad reasoned with her about Lucys birthday surprise.
âI'm sorry...â your sister started after you took in what you said but you interrupted her immediately â... stop say you're sorry... it doesn't change anything if you're sorry or notâ you leashed out at her feeling yourself getting angry â... I need coffee for this...â you said before standing up and going to the guestroom to chance and make ready to go out.
Your sister cleared the table while you went to change into some shorts and a simple white sleeveless compression shirt you obviously stole from Lucys wardrobe. As you re-entered the kitchen there were two cups of coffee on the table your sister sitting in her chair again waiting for you to sit down so you could continue talking
âI'm not drinking your shitty filter coffee...â you said grimacing at the cup
âIt's from the good machine okay...â she rolled her eyes while she pointed to the shiny porta filter machine standing on the end of the counter â... you're such a coffee snobâ
âJust because you don't have any taste buds left due to your old ageâ you fired back grinning but carefully took a sip of the cup â....yeah... acceptableâ you said after a second
âWe still need to talk Bubs...â Lucy redirected your conversation to the earlier topic â... what's going on?â
âHonestly.. I don't know Luce... I just... I get angry so quickly... I get upset even quicker... mom and dad are SO annoying... I don't really know what's going on... the only time I really calm down and can relax is when I'm with Gâ you try to explain but feel like you fail miserably
âYeah... we need to talk about that too.. but.. one step at a time... you're a teenager Bubs... of course mom and dad are annoying... about the anger... what makes you angry? Are there specific situations? Like do you get triggered by something?â Lucy said empathic offering you a little smile
âI... don't know.. sometimes it's like someone clicked a switch in my brain and I get so so angry... I punched a hole in a wall in spring Luce... I don't even know whyâ you said defeated
âYou need to get that anger out of you... in a healthy way... I'm going to talk to mom and dad â you're staying with me for the next few month... we're going to work on your anger management... I already have an Idea how... what do you think of boxing?â your sister said putting a hand on your shoulder for support âAnd I want you to talk to me... about everything...â
âEverything? Really?â you raised an eyebrow âDid you know that you can legally buy sextoys...â you started as Lucy slapped her hand over your mouth
âNOT everything... I'm not interested in that... in my world you're still a virgin and you will die a virginâ Lucy interrupted you quickly having a horrified look on her face
âReally... I'd die a virgin? But you can have girlfriends and sex? In front of me!â you asked baffled
âFirst... THAT was an accident... I didn't know you were coming...â Lucy started
âNeither did you apparentlyâ you mumbled smirking
âUgh... stop with the sexual innuendosâ your sister rolled your eyes âAnd yes... you'd die a virginâ
âYeah... kinda too late for that I'm afraidâ you shrugged your shoulders
âI mean... you did spill a lot yesterday but how did THAT happen anyway?â Lucy asked calmly
âWould you believe me if I'd say G slipped and her fingers..â you smirked evil
âNot THAT... the whole getting into a relationship with Georgiaâ your sister rolled her eyes again
âShe didn't want to at first... you know... she said you would kill us both... and that I should be able to have a relationship with someone who can openly declare how much they love me.... and then there's the age gap... which apparently is a big issue for some people... I wouldn't let her run away... It's all on me, so if you want to kill someone you need to kill meâ you said quietly hoping Lucy would understand
âI mean... I understand her... you're 16 Bubs... and even if it was all consensual she's older... it's dangerous â for both of you... no one will listen to you if this comes out... but I also understand you â I know you got a good head on your shoulders and I know you know about the consequences and thought carefully about itâ Lucy said thoughtfully
âI didn't choose to fall for her Luce... but I didâ you said sadly thinking your sister would forbid you to see your girlfriend again
âI know Bubs... love isn't something you choose... Love is something that's just happening â and most of the time it's happening when you least expect itâ your sister said softly âYou have two options now... you either break up with her or you need to be really REALLY sneakyâ
âI love her Luce... I know there's a lot at stake for her but I love her... and she loves meâ you said quietly
âThen you need to learn to sneak aroundâ your sister smiled encouraging
âLike you and Ona?â you asked a smile tugging on your lips
âLike me and Onaâ your sister confirmed
âYou do realize the fans already caught on, yeah... you have a ship name... but don't worry... it's not as bad as Wonzeâ you grinned
âYou loved Wonzeâ Lucy shakes her head
âI loved the W in Wonze... but the ship name itself... not a fan â it sounds so harsh... like a sumo guyâ you said thoughtful âBut the new one is better... they call you Luna... Lucy... Ona... Luna... kinda cuteâ
âIsn't Luna that yappy Dog from Mrs. Kean down the road?â Lucy asked confused
âWas... got run over... chased a squirrel... truck... yeah...â you explained shrugging your shoulders once again
âUh... I feel sorry for Mrs. Kean... she's a nice ladyâ your sister scratched her chin
âSo... you won't forbid me to see G again?â you asked carefully
âHonestly... I'm not a fan but I couldn't stop you anyway... I will do everything to support you I swear but I also WILL talk to Georgia about itâ Lucy said seriously
âOh Luce cooome oon.. please... noâ you whined âyou'll scare her awayâ
âI'm your big sister... it's my job to scare girlfriends offâ Lucy smirked widely
âI don't scare your girlfriends offâ you huffed
âMy girlfriends see you as the cute little helpless Bean... they don't take your threats seriouslyâ your sister continued to smirk âBut you could actually call your girlfriend and let me have a talk with herâ
âNo...â you said shaking your head hard
âOh yes...â she just grinned at you
âYou can't make me...â you pouted
âI can call her too, you know... I have her numberâ your sister mused
âBut I'm not leaving... you can talk to her but I will be right here.. and if I think it gets to much I WILL stop you... and if I have to kick your bad kneeâ you said quickly
âI will go light on her I promise... for nowâ Lucy wriggled her eyebrows
You pulled out your phone opening your contacts clicking on Georgias contact waiting for the face time call to connect which didn't take long
âHey Babyâ you heard Georgias soft voice before the call connected fully âEverything okay?â
You saw her before she could see you â and your sister who was perched over your shoulder smirking evilly. But you knew exactly the second the call fully connected as your girlfriend squeaked out a âShit... the other Bronzeâ and hung up on you.
You looked at your dark screen perplex while Lucy bursted out laughing behind you
âShe knows she just blew your cover without blowing itâ Lucy continued to laugh as you just stared at your phone
âShe can't be fucking serious???!!!â you bursted out already trying to phone her girlfriend again
âText her firstâ Lucy advice you âShe thinks she just fucked up â tell her it's okay and to call you back once she re-joins the land of the living... you probably gave her a coronaryâ
You tipped out a quick message before putting your phone down
âYOU gave her a fucking coronary grinning like a fucking maniac right behind me...â you snapped at your sister waiting for your girlfriend to answer
âCalm down... breath Bubsâ Lucy said her voice low sensing you're getting angry again
âI'm sorry...â you said shyly after you took a few deep breaths
âYou're all good... but we definitely need to do something about that angerâ your sister smiled at you
âWhat were you doing earlier?â you asked not wanting to talk about anger anymore
âLearning spanishâ your sister answered understanding your need to change the subject
âSpeaking of... where's the spaniard?â you wondered looking around to see if you could spot Ona
âWhich one? The pretty, the flawless or the colourful one?â Lucy smirked at you
âOoooh gooodâ you groaned letting your head hit the table with a loud âthudâ
âDon't worry... none of them took it seriously... Aitana was kinda horrified when you were two centimetres away from her face calling her flawless and then telling her she could do better than dating me, but all of them knew I overdosed you and to not listen to youâ your sister chuckled as she rubbed your back comfortingly âAlexia even went so far to actually answer to you calling her pretty spaniard... but to answer your question... she's at the Beach with some of the girls... it's our day off and the weather is nice enough so they decided on Beachâ
Your head shot up grinning widely âWanna play a game??â
âWhat did your brain vomitted out now?â Lucy asked carefully knowing you can be quiet the prankster â years of hanging out with Millie Bright, Rachel Daly and now Ella Toone and Alessia Russo took it's toll on your behaviour.
âYou think I could pull of another day of overdosement?â you smirked
âOverdosement is not a word... but I pay you 50 bucks if you can pull trough for an hour without Keira catching onâ Lucy smirked back holding out her hand for you to seal the deal
âKei's there... now THAT'S a challengeâ you grinned and shook your sisters hand
âLet's go then... you can take some of my stuff â like that compression shirtâ Lucy said offhandly as she stood up from the table and went into her bedroom to get some beach friendly clothes
âIt looks better on me anywayâ you yelled after her as your phone started to ring
âHey Gâ you greeted your girlfriend lightly smiling brightly as you saw her face again
âNEVER do that again... I swear I died â dead... possibly twice!!â your girlfriend stressed through the phone
âI'm sorry Luv... she made me call you... well... not really made me but she said either I call you or she would.... I thought it would be damage control if I'd callâ you explained quickly peering down the hallway if your sister would come back
âSo... she knows?â Georgia asked carefully
âOh yeah... she knows..â you sighed out â... she overdosed my painkillers and I spilled the beans quiet happily as I was told... I'm sorryâ
âAs much as I wish it would have happened another way... ANY other way... I'm kinda glad she knows... I mean... I still think she will kill me but trying to pretend to just be friends when she was around was hard... so hard when all I wanted to kiss...â
âStop right there Stanwayâ suddenly Lucy appeared behind you which made you swear loudly
âJesus fucking Christ Mary Mother of God!!!! LUCY!â you yelled scared as you slammed your phone upside down on the table out of reflex to âhideâ your girlfriend from your sister
âI'm sorry!!â Georgia yelled out as she was met with a dark screen where your face was just seconds before
âOh you're going to be sorry once I get my hands on you....â Lucy started before looking at you âturn your phone around... how should I threaten her properly if she doesn't see my face??â
âShe KNOWS what you look like, geniusâ you rolled your eyes âshe's seen your face beforeâ
âBut she was never at the receiving end of my glareâ your sister whined which made her âthreadâ kind of useless
âLucy I swear... I won't hurt her...â your girlfriend said her voice was serious and honest as you turned your phone again so she was met with the face of Lucy and you â.... I love herâ
âYou better not hurt her Stanway... you may be my friend and teammate... but she's my baby sister... if you hurt her I'm going to break your legsâ Lucy said and you knew she was serious about it
âIsn't it... âI'm going to break your neckâ?â you asked confused
âShe's a football player... broken legs are far more scary than a broken neckâ your sister grinned and winked at you
âGood pointâ you mused grinning
âEhrm.. excuse me?! We're talking my legs hereâ G interrupted you two
âYou have very nice legsâ your eyes shining knowing you could rile up your sister âvery VERY nice legsâ
âNo... nope... uh-hu... don't finish that thought....â Georgia stopped you quickly knowing what you were thinking â... I'm about to go to training, you can't think about that right now... AND... your sister is right next to usâ
âThere will be a moment where she's going to walk in on us... which won't make us anywhere near even but it's a startâ you said and can't stop grinning
âYou were so innocent onceâ Lucy whined as she finally caught on what you were talking about
âYeah well.. my room was right next to yours and the walls were very thinâ you shot back which made Georgia laugh out loudly
âAt least you learned from the bestâ your Sister shot back immediately
âYeah... Keira explained quite a bitâ you acted like you thought about something particular
âOIâ you heard from both women
âWhat... I always ask Kei if I have questions...â you shrugged your shoulders â... it's not like she showed me or somethingâ
âOkay... that's enough... G... training â go be great... y/n... do whatever... gosh... I feel like momâ Lucy huffed
You chuckled lightly at your sisters antics, shot Georgia a quiet âI love youâ before hanging up, looking at your sister expectantly
âWhat are we doing now? I'm boredâ you whined
âBeach?â Lucy smirked at you
âAnd what should I wear? Should I go naked?â you rolled your eyes
âI do own bikinisâ your sister shot back also rolling her eyes
âDo I look like I wear bikinis?â you gestured down your body
âShorts and a bikini top?â Lucy negotiated âBubs you look great.. you know that â but if you feel more comfortable in shorts or even sweats â which would be a bad idea here in Barca because it's like hot hot but even then â I want you to be comfortableâ
âIt's just... my knees... I don't want to answer questionsâ you said quietly
âNo one will ask questions Bubs... I'll make sure of itâ your sister laid her hand on your shoulder and squeezed reassuringly
âMaybe bikini with shorts?â you asked insecure
âSure Bubs...â Lucy smiled softly as she stood up and got different bikinis for you to choose from
âShould I send G some pictures?â you grinned âBet I can make her walk into a doorâ
âLet her be... she needs to train... she needs a lot of stamina for next campâ your sister waved off not wanting to get involved in your antics
âI like the way you think... stamina is always goodâ you grinned
âNot for that... she will run a lotâ now it was Lucy who grinned
âYou can't make her run... you're not captainâ you said as a matter of fact
âOh but she will run... away from meâ your sisters grin widen and got an evil look
âNo... Lucy no... please... you said yourself we need to be careful... and you chasing her around won't help with that because all the girls will ask questions and yeah... please Luceâ you actually begged your sister to leave your girlfriend be
âBubs you don't understand... I NEED to do it... it's basically big sister lawâ Lucy ruffled your hair and you knew you wouldn't be able to stop her anyway
âJust... make it subtleâ you sighed out rubbing your temple
âI'll see what I can doâ she grinned as she grabbed a bag which was next to the door and grabbed her car keys âCome on Bubs... it's Beach time... oh... and don't forget to act overdosedâ
âOkay... I need more pointers... what did I do yesterday... I need to be convincingâ you immediately were distracted by your sisters comment
âOh god... I don't even know where to begin..â Lucy laughed as she opened the door letting you step outside first.
That's it folks... it's a wrap for Part 6...
Next time on âLiving with the Bronzesâ
â Beach shenanigans with MapĂ
â trying to convince Keira of being high again
â Ona on babysitting duty
â Alexia trying to keep the everything and everyone under control
and Lucy deciding to just sit back, relax and drink Sangria
#lucy bronze x reader#barca femeni#ona batlle x reader#lucy bronze#keira walsh x reader#ingrid engen x reader#woso image#mapi leon x reader#alexia putellas x reader
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Rafe fucking jayjâs step sister to piss him off because he has a feeling your relationship with him goes beyond being step siblings
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rafe has been watching you. he was intrigued truly, how a sweet girl like you wound up being a pogue. he knew you couldnât be jjâs actual sister, noâ you didnât quite look the same, and the way you and him interacted, even in public was odd. too touchy, yet cautious, overly self aware. shit, he couldnât blame jj. if a fine piece of ass like you found your way into his family heâd probably do the exact same.
the need to get back at jj came when he went down for technically vandalising toppers boat. technically, it was pope. but pope didnât have anything that rafe wanted⊠jj howeverâŠ
you were stood so shyly at the entrance to the cameron residence, having received a message from âwardâ (actually rafe) that he was interested in hiring you, some kind of personal assistant job. but ward was out of town, and rafe was welcoming you inside.
âyâknow iâi donât know what he was thinking inviting you round right now, heâs out of town.â he scratches his temple, squinting apologetically.
âohâŠâ you fiddle with your fingers, glancing around at the inside of pristine tannyhill.
âyeah⊠yeah, iâm sorry about that. you want somethinâ to drink? whilst you know, whilst youâre here?â he extends his arm, backing up towards the kitchen.
âoh i couldnât possiblyââ
âplease, anything you want.â rafe waves you off as you follow him through to the next room.
âwell, if you insist. just a water please, iâm a little parched from riding my bike over here.â he tries not to snicker, thinking about that little pogue-mobile of yours. it was so you, rickety little thing with a pink basket on top. cute, rafe thought.
even the look of a brita water filter seems to slightly excite you and he smiles, filling up a glass and handing it to you. as you drink, he speaksâ seemingly making conversation.
âso youâre uh⊠maybanks sister, right?â he leans on the counter. he sees you stiffen slightly, knowing the two of them have had their quarrels, but jj never really letting you in on the ins and outs. âsâokay, i can separate the two of you. weâre all adults here, right?â he reassures.
you put the glass down on the counter, wiping your wet hand on your dress. âwell, heâs my step-brother.â you clarify.
âah, yeah⊠yeah i thought so. no one acts like that with their step sibling.â his gaze doesnât leave yours even when yours flickers away, guilty. right then, that moment there â rafe knew his suspicions were true. he steps back, nodding for you to follow him. âlets go sit down, yeah?â
you feel you have no choice but to follow him, sitting on the large couch now beside him with your hands on your lap. he leans his elbow on his knee, watching you.
âiâi wanna be straight up with you, that okay?â he drawls after the small talk time is up, eyes boring into yours.
ââŠyeah.â
âi know itâs not my business but i⊠i feel like your step-brother is doinâ things to you that he shouldnât be doinâ. and⊠it just wouldnât be right for me to sit here nânot intervene i mean iâm older than you, right? and â and itâs my duty to watch out nâprotect girls like you. iâm⊠right arenât I? heâs touching on you?â
ârafe⊠no.â you shake your head, looking away shyly, clearly scandalised.
âyou know itâs not very polite to come to someoneâs house nâ lie to them, sweetheart.â he squints one eye, the idea of upsetting him making you nervous.
âno iâm sorry itâs just⊠itâs not like that, okay? he teaches me stuff. thatâs all. i⊠dont have a lot of experience so heâs helping me. thatâs it, i swear.â you break easily, and rafes fighting everything in him not to smirk.
âyour brother?â he almost sounds mocking, like he wants to laugh and your brows furrow.
âstep brother.â
âyeah iâŠi dunno, kid. you know you could have anyone on this island. mâserious, with a â a pretty face like that? shit.â he leans back, shaking his head. âeven iâd help you out.â
and thatâs how he gets you, right there on that couch â because fifteen minutes later heâs got you on his knees, sucking on his tip as you look up for guidance.
âyeah, yeah like that. go ahead nâstart twisting your hand for me. thatâs right⊠see, kid? donât need your brother. you got me now.â
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Obsessive!Choso⥠pt 9
pt 8 here
content: stalking (duh.) overdone sick trope đđœ, FINALLY something happens Jesus Christ, reader hates school, Choso can't THINK, reader HAS siblings but doesn't consider them family, not so much stalking in this one, more just progression and Choso being cute hehe (a.n) yayyy I finally finished this!!!!! sorry I was bed ridden for three days straight and finally felt the sun on my face yesterday.(depression) I know I indulged a little too much of my thoughts and feelings abt family in this one but I HAD to. Wrote this listening to 'This town- Niall Horan'
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Obsessive!Choso who remembered how angry you looked earlier talking to your roommate, almost like you were arguing with them but he didn't know why. You seemed perfectly fine when he asked you if you were ready to go. He looked over at you, basking in the light of the moon. âCan I ask you something?â he blurted, making you look over at him. Bright eyes and a slight sneer on your lips, humming a quiet âmhmâ before looking back up to the sky. âWhat was your roommate telling you?â he asked, making your eyes turn tight, âBefore we left- I mean.â he clarified. You didn't bother looking over at him, you kept your eyes on the sky before answering him. âThey were telling me how rude I was being. âFirst day back and you're already running off with god knows whoâ I think they said.â you repeat what they told you in a sarcastic tone, âTelling me that was sooo unlike me.â you mumbled, being able to feel his stare on your skin.
âI dunno,â you spoke up, knowing he wasn't going to say anything till you expressed your opinion on the topic. âI certainly didnt miss their lengthy lectures or their opinions on my life.â you murmured, hands in your pockets as you hummed. âLectures?â Choso spoke up, questioning why your roommate was lecturing you. âOf all people in the world I refuse to believe they lecture you on your choices.â
âMhm. They love chastising me for such stupid things. It's like I live with my mother again.â You frowned, looking over at him to see if he had heard what he needed. âAnd that's a bad thing?â he pinched his eyebrows, âIf you grew up the same way I did, you'd never want to see your mother again, let alone live with her.â you laughed, â16 years was more than enough time living with that woman.â You joked, scanning his face and seeing he did not comprehend what you were saying.Â
Obsessive!Choso who blamed your words on your boozy state, making sure to remember the topic so he could ask you later. Seeing your flushed expression and thinking it was time to get you home, in hopes youâd sleep off whatever they gave you. âCâmon. Let's get you home.â he mumbled, seeing a tinge of disappointment on your face. You hummed, âI'd rather stay here forever.â swishing your torso as you looked up at the moon. It was clear from the tone you took that you were clearly inebriated. But heâd much rather have you here, tipsy and refusing to go home, than with another man who would've just hurt you. âYou stay out here any longer and you'll get sick.â He took a step forward. In the state you were in, you had found confidence looming inside you, a small smirk forming at your lips before you looked at him. âI didn't know you cared.â you teased. Eyes half lidded when you saw his face turn bitter. Furrowing his eyebrows and looking at you with a hand placed flat against his chest, almost clutching his pearls. âOf course I care-â serious tone as he saw you try to suppress a laugh.
You sighed with a smile, looking down to your shoes and humming in response. Looking up at him with a hazy smile, âTake me home.â you wirred. The words that fell from your lips made a chill run down his spine, the tone you took didn't help either. Choso only nodded his head quickly before taking a step away from you, suddenly feeling like you were too close. You only raised your eyebrows at him, almost waiting for him to start walking in the direction of your house. He inhaled sharply before turning to take a step, seeing you walk right next to him. Silence. Usually the silence that fell between you two was comfortable, knowing he wasn't a man of many words at times. But this kind of silence made you want to laugh at how awkward it was. Especially anytime your hand brushed against his, he'd flinch away as though you were made of glass.Â
âYou're so strange.â you mumbled with a smile, being able to see the side of his profile as you walked. âStrange?â he asked, looking over to you with his hands in his pockets to keep from touching you. You laughed at the way he said that word, almost like it was the last thing he was expecting to hear from you. You remembered a picture you had seen on instagram. Of a cat looking sad and apologizing for being strange and off putting- which you found hilarious because he looked exactly like that cat right now. âYes- strange and off putting.â You smiled, mimicking what the photo said. Choso mentally was scolding himself for being that way, not knowing why you were calling him that- but thought there had to be a reason behind it.Â
Obsessive!Choso who took a few seconds to process what you had said, seeing you look up at the stars as you walked on the sidewalk. âI'm sorry...?â he asked more than stated, making you look at him with a confused smile. âFor being âstrange and off puttingâ?â he mumbled seeing you not understanding why he was apologizing. You wrapped your hand at the ditch of his elbow with a small laugh, âThat's okay. I like you even if you are.â you joked, making Choso feel a warmth flood his cheeks.Â
Walking across the street and stepping up the small steps of your porch. Seeing the porch light turn on, scanning his face. Noticing his flushed cheeks and blaming it on the weather. âYou wanna come in? My roommates won't be home till late.â You smiled, looking at him through your eyelashes with a cheeky smile. Choso widened his eyes at your words, thinking of how forward you were being. Too forward. He nodded his head ânoâ before speaking. âI think you're a little too tipsy right now.â He grumbled, seeing you disagree with your head. âI'm not- you're just a little blurry right now.â You smiled. Seeing him give you a feigned âis that so?â raising your eyebrows in response. Mouthing a small âOkay, okay.â before turning to unlock your door.Â
You opened the door to your house before feeling a certain itch in your brain form. âBefore you go-â you turned around, the door cracked open with the door knob in your hand. âDo you...â you hesitated, suddenly feeling very embarrassed by what you were thinking. âDo you not like me or something?â You gave a forced smile. Knowing the words you had been thinking for the past few days were finally out in the open. The expression that formed on his face was something you never expected to see from him. He looked like a deer in headlights. Eyes wide and mouth struggling to find words to say to you. âI-â he started, you tilted your head with raised eyebrows waiting for him to say something. âBecause I like you, Choso.â you hummed, batting your eyelashes. Hoping that your own words would motivate him to say what you wanted to hear.Â
The seconds you stood there felt like an eternity- maybe it was. The porch light had turned off from how long he took to answer you. Chosoâs head was reeling from the words you told him. âAs a friend? As a stranger? As something else-â his mind was racing with questions only you could answer. He mouthed a million words, trying to say something but hesitating before he actually voiced them. âI-â he managed, seeing you part your lips and the shine in your eyes start to dim. âI lo-â he started, catching himself before stuttering. âI like you too.â He shuddered, the feeling of words falling from his lips without permission.Â
Obsessive!Choso who nodded his head ânoâ almost in disbelief at what he just said. âReally?â you asked, cheeky smile on your lips, fishing for more words from him. His face showed you everything you needed to see, he looked nervous. It was almost funny, looking horrified yet elated. He only nodded his head yes, seeing you look away from his gaze. âDo you really like me too?â he asked, feeling a frog was in his throat. Heart thumping so hard in his chest he swore you could hear it. Looking up at him through your eyelashes, dim lighting making your eyes sparkle once more. Nodding with a small âmhmâ. âEven if I'm strange and off putting?â he whispered, feeling hazy as though this was a dream. You gave him a lushy smile, cheeks starting to hurt from how much his words delighted you. âEspecially if you're strange and off putting.â You giggled, making him look down at his shoes. Noticing just how close you were to him.Â
âThis is wrong. I shouldn't be here.â he thought, looking back up to inspect your features. Taking advantage of how close he was. Even if he knows heâll feel guilty for it later. âI don't deserve to be here with you.â His gaze was heavy on you, feeling like he was staring into your soul. You exhaled, looking off to the side before speaking, âI've never felt so seen before I met you.â you whispered, feeling like he could see every crack, every secret and every moment of doubt in your life. Even if the plentiful amounts of liquor you had earlier were clouding your judgment. It was the truth, a truth you hadnât admitted out loud till now. He called your name, making you look back to him with swelling eyes and a wavering smile. â-I see you,â he hummed, the horrified look on his face now gone, looking at you with warm eyes and a softened expression. Calling your name once more, â-I always have.â you furrowed your eyebrows, lip quivering and looking to him with expectant eyes.
âYou sure you don't wanna come in?â you grinned, wanting to talk to him surrounded by the warmth of your bedroom. Choso softly nodded his head no, âAnother time.â he grinned. Even if he had turned down your offer, you found comfort in knowing that he at least liked you. Choso straightened his posture, looking at you with a toothy grin. âLock your doors-â he started, half laugh caught in his chest. âLock your windows, close your curtains.â he lectured, making you smile in response. âI will. I will.â you mumbled, stepping into the doorway and looking at him as you leaned against the door frame.Â
Sappy smile on your lips as you watched him take a step back, âGoodnight.â he grinned. Looking at you as though this was some shitty rom com from the early 2000. If you paid any more attention, you'd see his pupils in the shape of tiny hearts, hands in his pockets as the porch creaked beneath his heavy boots. âGoodnight Choso.â You hummed, waiting till he turned around to walk away. Making note that he looked back once at you when he was at the bottom of the stairs, and once more when he was walking on the sidewalk before closing the door. You found it sweet he looked back twice at you, if only you knew he kept looking to see if you closed the door so he could stand in the spot he usually stood at to watch your house. To watch you.
Obsessive!Choso waited to make sure your roommate got home before he left you alone. To make sure they didn't bring back one of their âfriendsâ with them. Not trusting your roommate or their shitty friends. But his fears were eased when he saw they came back alone, stumbling out of a car and tripping on their own shoes, sure. But thankful they came back alone, especially since they seemed frustrated when they saw the doors were locked. Having to fumble with their unused keys just to get into the house. Thankful that you listened to him, looking up and seeing you did in fact close your curtains. Smiling to himself at how you acted on your promise. Even if you were going to do it already, Choso couldn't help but think you did it just because he told you to.
Making sure to gently lay on his bed when he got home, on the brink of falling asleep before hearing his phone ding. He wanted to ignore it, but thoughts of what if it was you flooded his mind. Picking up his phone a staring at it with squinty eyes, seeing you had sent him a photo. âik its late but i wanted u to know this is what i was referring to btwâ he read, waiting for the photo to load. Seeing it was a very sad cat, âoh god did i look like that ?â he typed, trying his best to sound coherent. âyes u did!!! thats why i told u thatâ he read hearing your voice in his mind. âim sorry if u were sleepinâ you double texted. Making Choso roll over slowly on his bed and hug his pillow with a small blush on his cheeks. âi wont lie, i was about toâ he replied, seeing you start to type. âok ok ill let u sleep, text me in the morning ok?â you asked, your coherence made it clear to Choso that you probably ate something to soak up what was in your stomach. âokâ he sent, typing with one eye open, âgoodnight :)â before shutting his phone off and snuggling into his pillow pretending it was you.
Obsessive!Choso whoâs assumptions were true, you had finally eaten a sad grilled cheese and had a cup of coffee before your roommate got home. Suddenly regretting every single thing you had confessed to Choso. Worrying you made him uncomfortable or offended him by your slurred words that had no meaning behind them. Even if it was embarrassing recalling all the things you had said to him, you were glad they were said. Knowing that if you hadn't found the confidence to tell him, those words probably wouldn't have been spoken till you were frustrated with the lack of progress. But now the looming thought of âDid he mean he liked me in a friend way, or in another way?â was heavy. Frustration creep back into your mind, feeling like you haven't made any progress at all.
Sunday was spent in bed for Choso, feeling a little under the weather. Watching the small red dot on his phone move anytime you needed to run an errand for your roommate. It worried you- him feeling ill. Knowing how long he spent outside just to get you home. You tried asking him if you could come over with medicine. But the mere thought of you standing in his apartment, inches away from the shrine he had in his closet. Various photos of you in small frames around his apartment. It made him shiver at the thought. Clearing his throat before assuring you. âIâm fine- I'll be fine.â holding back the itching cough that tickled his throat. He did find it endearing that you would have risked your own health for him. The anxiety just thinking about you coming to see him was 50-50 with the heart aching feeling of actually letting you see him.Â
There was nothing more Choso wanted than to have you at his side, be it the rising fever or his feelings. But he struggled to deny your attempts to see him, feeling a certain ache in his heart to be doted on. It pained him to say ânoâ to you, it really did. But he couldn't risk you coming here. Almost crying by picturing you being upset at the things he had stolen from you, telling him he was your stalker the whole time. Monday came like a grade four hurricane. Choso woke up feeling like death came for him in the night, blinking his eyes open and seeing the time. Knowing one of the three classes he had with you started in an hour. If he was being honest, Choso knew heâd get sick eventually. Cold weather and an unheated apartment have never made the greatest combination. What he didnât expect was to wake up on the day of classes and feel like a victorian child being eaten away by the plague.Â
Choso dreaded sending you that text. It sounded like a lame excuse, like a lie. âim too sick to go to class, im sorryâ he felt like he was failing you in some way that you'd never forgive. But your quick replies of âi knew itâ and demanding his address and apartment number made his heart warm. When he didn't reply; you called him. He picked up on the first ring, âI was just about to text you back.â he croaked, his voice raspier than usual. âI sent those texts like 10 minutes ago.â you scolded, hearing him give you a half laugh from his chest. âI fell asleep.â he played coy, smiling as he pressed the phone closer to his ear. âDon't lie!â you smiled, being able to hear him let out a small huff. âI would never lie to you.â he muttered, cozying into his blankets as he closed his eyes. His incoherent words made you smile, telling him to send his address now.Â
Obsessive!Choso who felt his brain pound in his mind. âNo. Go to class. And pay attention.â he mumbled quietly letting his inner thoughts slip, making you sigh dramatically. âIâll think about it.â you muttered, being able to hear his breathing steadily over the phone. Whispering his name and hearing small heaving. Thinking he probably fell asleep. You sat in your living room contemplating actually going to class. Hearing your roommates leave the house one by one. With a loud sigh you sat up, knowing there wasn't anything you could do unless he gave you an address. Sitting in your intro to humanities class. Knowing this was one of the classes you were to have with Choso, you were fiddling with a pen in frustration. Staring at the screen of your computer as you heard the professor talk on and on.
Something the professor said made you remember Choso had sent you a photo of his courses for that semester. Opening it on your dimmed phone, scanning the photo and seeing the upper corner showed the street name of where he lived. Knowing that there was only one small apartment complex; if you could even call it that, near the campus. And coincidentally it was on the same street that the photo showed. If you were being honest, this made you feel like a stalker. But you were doing it for good, you just wanted to help a friend.Â
Smiling to yourself before gathering your things mid class. Walking to the grocery store close to your house. Surprisingly, the weather wasn't as bad as it had been the past few days. Today it was surprisingly sunny and not as cold. Picking up any kind of medicine that looked like it would work, not caring what it cost or if it was a name brand. Coming home to an empty house and packing a few things into a duffle bag, ordering an uber to take you to a small restaurant. Picking up a small bowl of chicken soup and riding to his apartment complex. Furrowing your eyebrows when you stood in front of the two story building, knowing that Choso was bed ridden in one of the 8 studio apartments. Suddenly realizing you had just come without warning, you called him.
Hearing the phone ring, and ring, and ring before he picked up. Nasally and hoarse as he mumbled a quiet âHello?â gaining a small smile from you before you spoke, âWhich apartment is yours?â you asked with an obvious smile in your tone. You heard silence before he spoke, âWhat?â he asked, being able to hear the confusion in his voice. âI said-â you trailed, âWhich apartment is yours? I'm outside.â you laughed, hearing silence on his end.Â
Obsessive!Choso who felt like his whole world would come crashing down if you even stepped into his apartment. Finding a sudden burst of energy and sprinting across his apartment and collecting everything that could look suspicious. Muttering various âwhat do you meanâ and âwhyâ trying to distract you from what he was doing. Finding a black photo box big enough to fit all the things you gave him that he had hidden in his closet. Standing in the middle of his apartment, âH-how was class?â He tried changing the conversation. Hearing you exhale dramatically, âBoring.â you mumbled. His eyes went wide when he found an old vent big enough to fit it in. Hearing you tell him to hurry up while he undid painted over screws with his hands. âNo- really it's a mess-â he tried deterring you, only hearing you sigh before shouting at him playfully. âChoso, I don't care! Let me in.â Slipping the box into the vent as quietly as he could, closing the vent and standing up. Quickly scanning his apartment trying to see if he missed anything. âYou take any longer and I'll go knocking on every door till you answer.â you teased, hearing him let out a low cough.Â
âIt's on the second floor- number 4.â he exhaled, gulping down as much of the coarseness he had in his voice as he could. Standing against the door as he heard you hand up the phone, not even bothering to check what he looked like as he waited. His heart beating faster and faster as he heard footsteps outside of his door. A small knock before his hand hesitated to reach the door knob. Unlocking the lock and wrapping his hand around the brass knob, turning it slowly. Cracking the door and seeing you, hands full and already beaming. Hearing you gasp, âYou look horrible.â You grinned, scanning his state. Disheveled hair, squinty eyes, and cheeks derived from any color, looking paler than normal. He let out a phlegm riddled chuckle, âAnd you look great.â he smiled, feeling his brain turn to mush by just looking at you.
âLet me innn.â you hummed, knowing he was speaking nonsense. Seeing him nod no while his hand was firm on the doorknob. âNo-â he gave you a weak smile, âI'll get you sick.â He scoffed, looking at you through the small crack. âI don't care. Besides-â you gave him a toothy grin. âIf you don't let me in your soupâll get cold.â You hummed, seeing him close his eyes and look to the floor. Looking back up at you with soft eyes, letting go of the doorknob and pushing the door open. Taking a step inside, scanning the four walls of his so-called apartment. Placing the duffle bag on the counter of his small kitchen. âYou were right-â you trailed, seeing he didn't have much decor, or really anything on his walls. âIt's colder here than it is outside-â you joked, looking over to him and seeing he looked almost bashful.
Obsessive!Choso who heard you unzip the bag before he apologized, âI know- Iâm sorry-â seeing you turn to him with a miniscule space heater in your hands. Letting out a small laugh at the way you displayed it between your hands. Seeing him slouched over himself, almost trying his best to stay standing upright. âGo lay down, you look like you'll keel over if you keep standing.â You smiled, unpacking the small tub of soup as he shuffled over to his bed. Sitting down gently as he watched you make yourself comfortable. Turning on the small battery operated heater and hearing him give a pained laugh. You muttered a quiet, âShut upâ as you looked to his kitchen, âBowls?â you asked, looking over to him watching you on his side.
âIn the cupboard above the stove.â he grumbled, seeing you nod and reach up to open the cabinet and seeing a single bowl. âChoso, if I open up one of these drawers am I gonna see just one spoon?â your tone was already accusatory, âDefinitely don't open the drawer closest to the microwave then.â he smiled, closing his eyes as he heard you open the drawer with a gasp. Smiling when he heard you stepping to him, placing the glass bowl on his nightstand. âEat. Then I'll give you medicine.â You demanded. Seeing him open his eyes and look up at you.Â
You turned around and pulled out the chair that was at his desk, rolling it to face the bed. Humming quietly as you walked back to the kitchen counter. Hearing him shuffle out of bed and sit up against the wall, âI thought you couldn't cook?â he smiled, taking a small sip of the warm soup. âI canât- if I did cook for you, you'd end up even more sick.â you mumbled, walking back to the chair and sitting on it. Placing the medicine on his side table as he ate. He looked over at you with hazy eyes, âWhy didn't you go to class?â he hummed, looking over to you. âI did-â you assured him, â-but I left like 20 minutes in.â you laughed.Â
Obsessive!Choso who wanted to scold you, nodding his head ânoâ in disapproval. âWhy?â he mumbled, feeling his throat sting. âI kept picturin you all alone, dry heaving in your cold-â you laughed, â- apartment and I felt horrible.â You tilted your head, seeing him stare at you with the bowl in his hands. âEspecially since you're always so nice to me-â you hummed, âI thought it was my turn to do something kind.â crossing your ankles and seeing his hazy eyes look at you as though this was the first nice thing anyone had done for him.
âHow did you find out where I lived?â he asked, setting the bowl onto his nightstand. You widened your eyes slightly, leaning in closer to him. âI stalked you.â You whispered, seeing his smile fall and scan your face. He mouthed a small âWhat?â before you leaned back into the chair. âNo, in the uh- picture you sent me of your classes this semester-â you grinned, âit had the address in the corner.â you looked at him disapprovingly. âAh.â he smiled, âEither way- when I feel better I'll find a way to repay you.â He promised, seeing your delicate hands pick up the bottle of cold medicine and shake them in his direction.
Seeing him pop the bottle open and take them dry. âYou can pay me back by taking me out.â you whirred. Choso froze up, looking at your face to see if you were being serious or not. You raised your eyebrows when you waited for him to reply, âWell?â you asked, looking at him while blinking slowly. âI can't focus on what I want to say to you right now.â He mumbled, turning away from you and feeling goosebumps form on his arm.Â
âDon't think about what to say. Just tell me what you think.â You assured, wanting to know what thoughts he hid from you. âI think-â he started, wanting to avoid this conversation in its entirety. Seeing his cheeks flushed as he avoided your gaze, you scooched the rolling chair closer to him. ïżœïżœHmm?â you hummed, placing your hand atop his that was on the edge of his bed. All but flinching when he felt you. âWhat do you mean by-â he gulped, looking back at you with pinched eyebrows and shy eyes. His ears burning, mentally blaming it on your tiny heater. â...Take you out?â his eyes showing you how unsure he was asking you that. You gave Choso a small giggle, âYouâre a lot less intimidating when you look at me like that.â you teased, seeing him close his eyes at how embarrassed he felt. âI meannn-â you droned on, âLike on a âdateâ or something.â You leaned back into the chair, making this conversation sound way too casual. âYou want me to take you on a date?â he asked, unsure if he heard you correctly. You nodded your head âyesâ, seeing him think about it. Finding it very difficult to process what you were saying. â...As friends?â he asked quietly, voice hoarse and cheeks pink. You let out a laugh, seeing his expression fall. Settling down a little and looking at him with warm eyes. âYou're impossible.â your tone endearing with a smile on your lips.Â
Obsessive!Choso whose face looked horrified. âNo Choso. Not as friends.â You grinned, tightening the grip you had on his hand. The blush roamed down his neck. âI suspected so- b-but I didn't want to assume.â he stammered, reddening cheeks feeling lightheaded by hearing your words. You furrowed your eyebrows, standing from the chair and pressing your hand on his forehead. Leaning over slightly, Choso lightly inhaled, feeling your hand on his face. Pressing the back of your hand to his cheek and humming. âYou're warm-â you mumbled, seeing him close his eyes. âIt's the heater-â he smiled, lifting his hand and wrapping it around your wrist. Hearing you scoff at his accusation, pulling your hand from his face. Looking into your eyes and blinking up at you.
âDon't blame my heater for your blushing.â You joked, rolling your eyes before sitting down. His hand falling from your wrist as you saw him stumble over his words. âMânot blushing.â he huffed, fiddling with his thumbs. âSure. Blame it on you being sick.â you teased, seeing him look over at you. Not even bothered by the conversation at hand, treating this as though it was some casual topic. Finally being able to gather his thoughts, âYou're going to kill me one of these days, you know that?â he thought to himself, seeing you look rather pleased with how flustered he was.
His thoughts were interrupted by his phone ringing on his night stand. Seeing your eyes look down to see who it was, âWho's âYuujiâ with a heart emoji?â you asked, looking up at him with a perked brow. Picking up his phone and seeing it ring, âMy baby brother.â he whispered, clicking the small green button and raising the phone to the ear opposite to the one facing you.Â
Obsessive!Choso who answered âHello?â, hearing his brother ask him questions. âNo- No i'm better now.â he smiled, looking down to his lap. Strands of his hair falling and blocking your view of his face. âYes Yuuji, I took medicine already-â he was cut off. Feeling your fingers push the hair from his face behind his ear, pads your fingers grazing his earrings. Looking over at you with a shocked expression before stuttering. âY-yes I ate-â feeling his blush return. âI-Iâm alone-â He stammered, you furrowed your eyebrows. Leaning in closer to hear what his brother was saying, so close the air he inhaled was sweetened by your perfume.
âYou never stutter- who's with you?!â the voice from his phone asked him, making you smile. Choso tried leaning away from you, only for you to lean on the edge of the bed trying to hear. âMy friend is here-â he irked, seeing you give him an offended look. Squinting your eyes as you feigned offense, âFriend?â you gasped quietly. Making Choso nod his head ânoâ in defense as his brother scolded him for making someone else sick. Even hearing his brother ask, âYou have friends?!â with a laugh before he exhaled harshly. âI will call you later Yuuji.â his tone stern and authoritative as you settled back in your chair. Silence in the air as you hear- âTell your lover i say hiii-â his brother teased before Choso hung up. Your perfume still stuck in the air close to his face.
It was quiet, sure. But you heard him clearly, making note it was the second time; that you knew of, that his brother referred to you as that. He looked over at you hesitatingly, seeing a smug look on your face. âYour brothers must be my biggest fans.â You tease seeing him give a pained laugh, clutching his ribs as he leaned against the wall. âThey really are-â he grumbled, seeing you from the corner of his eye. Seeing you hesitate before asking. âYou really love your brothers huh.â You asked, Choso turned his head to look at you.Â
âThere arenât words that could come close to describing how much I love them.â He declared, noticing a hint of sadness in your eyes at his words. âThat's really sweet Choso.â You replied, giving him a warm smile. âAnd you? Do you have any siblings?â he asked, mentally scolding himself for not having asked you that sooner. âI do-â you replied without thinking. âDid- I did.â you nodded. Furrowing his eyebrows, âDid theyâŠpass?â he pressed, not liking the look on your face. Almost like it pained you to speak about this. âLast time I checked? No, they're very much alive. Just not family anymore.â You shrugged, seeing the confusion in his eyes.Â
âI don't understand.â He blurted, not seeing how that was possible. âThey're only a blood relation.â You trailed on, looking down to your hands on your lap. âThey were always just random people I lived with.â You slouched your shoulders, âBut they're your family.â he mumbled, snapping your head to look up at him. âThey've never been a family to me. Not now, and they never will be.â You declared, looking back at him with furrowed eyebrows. Tone more stern as you saw his face, full of pity and sorrow.
Obsessive!Choso who wanted to hear more, asking you- âOlder or younger?â hoping to know why you hold such disdain towards them. âBoth.â You mumbled, looking at his face. Feeling like he was staring right into the largest crack you had in your heart. Choso took your hand, making you look at him with pinched eyebrows and soft eyes. Running his thumb over your knuckles.
âThat's why I think it's so sweet how much you care for your brothers. Mine never cared the way you do.â You grinned, seeing him look at you with a soft smile. Choso couldn't help but feel his chest swell with pride. At being a good older brother, and from receiving a compliment from you. âI'm sorry.â he apologized for nothing, you gave him a prize winning smile. Scoffing before speaking up, âIt's fine. I'm fine, I'll live.â You assured. âI am still sorry. I'm sorry you weren't cherished the way you shouldâve been.â Choso thought, blinking down to his hand holding yours. Feeling his heart throb in his chest from how much progress he had made with you.
pt 10 here
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the past few days I was writing this it felt like it was never ending omg- THANK U FOR READING. I know I took a hot second in writing this- unfortunately life kicked me in the butt. ANYWAYS. im alr writing next part- (lets pretend im not the author of this) EVERYONE CALM DOWN THINGS ARE HAPPENING HEHE
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my love, i still ( mark lee ) part two
mark x male reader
mark is a mess, but he'd never say that out loud.
content : 2.4k words, angst, idol!mark x manager!reader, ex-relationship, some riize, mk is v sweet but the ending will make u guys hate me i fear
part one
"what the hell.." y/n mumbled to himself.
"get it out, get it out!!" anton shouted annoyedly.
"i'm trying!" wonbin screamed back.
y/n watched the scene in front of him. he'd just arrived at riize's dorm to find that somehow wonbin and sohee had gotten anton's foot stuck in their sofa, though wonbin denied any fault in the situation.
"how do you even get a foot stuck in a sofa?" y/n asked tiredly.
"we were trying to prank him, but it just- y'know what, nevermind," sohee gave up on explaining. anton looked down at him with a death glare.
"i don't even know what happened," anton added.
wonbin held the cushions back while sohee tried to maneuver his groupmate's foot out of the sofa springs.
"i feel like i should be helping but i'm having a good time just watching," y/n snickered.
"hyung!" anton whined.
"alright, alright," y/n gave in. just as he was about to help, sohee finally pulled anton's foot out.
"i'm just glad you're wearing socks," wonbin grumbled.
anton rolled his eyes and stomped off to his room.
"anyways, hi y/n!!" wonbin enthused, he and sohee rushing to hug their manager.
"nah, get away from me you troublemakers."
"i told you, sohee did it, not me!!" wonbin defended.
y/n rolled his eyes and hugged the two of them anyways.
"okay, here's your lunch. your schedules are clear for the rest of the day so make sure to rest enough. tomorrow's gonna be a much longer day," y/n said as he set their bags of food on the table. "sohee, can you go get the others?"
sohee quickly nodded and skipped off to retrieve the rest of his members for lunch.
y/n sat down by wonbin and pulled out his phone. he smiled upon seeing a message from mark.
mark :
hey :) we still on for coffee tonight?
y/n :
yes :) sys !!
mark :
okay cool đ€
y/n sighed and set his phone down. by now, the rest of the group had filtered out into the common room for their food. y/n looked up to see shotaro giving him a smug stare.
"what..?" y/n asked.
"who's got you smiling at your phone like that?" shotaro teased.
"oooh! manager hyung has a girlfriend!" wonbin cheered.
y/n's nose scrunched up in disgust, "girlfriend??"
wonbin's grin faltered, looking between y/n and shotaro - who busted into a fit of laughter that filled their dorm instantly.
"i'm gay, bin," y/n clarified.
wonbin's eyes widened. he quickly covered his mouth to hide his fallen jaw.
"oh, i'm sorry!! you have a boyfriend then!"
y/n chuckled. "no, nothing like that."
"tsk. what a lie," shotaro insisted.
y/n sighed and shook his head. "you guys are so nosy. i'm gonna head out now for some errands. i'll be back late, but call me if you need anything."
"boooo," shotaro pouted.
"remember we need to leave at seven in the morning tomorrow. be ready to go, please," y/n added.
the boys muttered responses as their manager finally departed from their dorm.
"is it true he and mark dated?" eunseok asked.
"i dunno for sure," shotaro answered.
"wait, what??" wonbin was very confused. he almost felt left out. "there's a y/n and mark theory??"
"yeah, but i'd rather not talk too much about it when he's not here."
wonbin frowned at his leader's reply. "i guess that's fair."
"are you and y/n getting back together??" chenle asked excitedly. jeno and renjun stood with him, eyes wide with hope.
mark freezed and in tracks. he was about to leave to meet y/n for their coffee 'date'. he wasn't quite sure what to call it.
"..we're just going for some coffee," mark replied.
".." chenle stared at him. "you didn't answer my question."
mark thought for a second. "oh.. no, i guess..?"
chenle frowned. renjun patted their leader's shoulder from beside him.
"we'll take that as a maybe," he concluded instead. mark rolled his eyes and grabbed his keys to finally leave.
"what's going on?" jisung asked. his brows furrowed at the sight of three of his group members crowded around mark like little gremlins.
"we were asking if mark's getting back together with y/n."
jisung looked at mark and smiled, "of course he is."
"see!!" renjun cheered.
mark would've scoffed and bid his friends goodbye by now, but he was a bit taken back by jisung's sincere reply. the youngest was now comfy on the floor against the couch with his phone in hand, as if his statement was no news to anyone.
jisung felt his leader's eyes on him after a moment. he looked over at mark before lowering his phone.
"what? you are, right?" jisung asked. "..it's y/n. he's it for you. everyone knows that."
mark blinked. he looked back to the other boys, who clearly agreed with jisung.
"i'll see you guys later," mark said with a shake of his head.
jisung's mouth twitched downwards as he stared after mark. he then looked at his groupmates, worried.
"did i upset him..?"
"you didn't upset him. i think he's still figuring out what the fuck he's doing," jeno assured.
"well, he should hurry up," jisung muttered before going back to his phone.
mark stared at his feet as he walked out of the dorm. he knew his friends liked teasing him, but it was like their words were really starting to hit the target.
his watch showed a quarter til ten o'clock, fifteen minutes before he and y/n were supposed to meet at the coffee shop. mark could feel goosebumps on his skin. he hadn't been this nervous in a while.
the coffee shop was a small one; a little hole-in-the-wall of a store. mark found it very cozy and safe, and he was pretty sure y/n would feel the same. he just hoped meeting at the late hour would help them avoid other people for the most part.
once he arrived, he recognized y/n sitting at a table in the corner. the lighting was dim and the smell of coffee beans made the atmosphere even more relaxed.
y/n's eyes fell on mark as he sat across from him in all his glory. y/n felt his heartbeat pick up when he saw that mark was wearing his glasses.
"hi," mark spoke with a cheesy grin.
"hi," y/n smiled. "i haven't seen your glasses in forever."
mark's eyes widened as his hand reached up to adjust the frames sitting on his nose. he chuckled nervously.
"oh, yeah, sorry. i was having a lazy night. i kinda forgot i was even wearing them."
"don't be sorry," y/n smiled again, "i love your glasses."
"really?"
y/n nodded.
"oh.. well, i'll keep that in mind then." a light blush rose on mark's cheeks as he looked down at the table. the whole situation felt a bit weird if he was honest. it felt like they were just meeting for the first time again.
"so how're the guys?" y/n spoke up. although the question was mostly to fill the awkward silence, he was genuinely interested in hearing about the other dream members.
"they're good! jisung is thinking about getting a pet."
"oh cool! does he know what he wants? like what animal?" y/n asked further.
"not yet," mark shook his head. "do you still have your cat?"
"mhm!" y/n replied. mark loved watching the way his eyes lit up. y/n's cat was about the sweetest animal he'd met before, always cuddly and gentle. "she's adjusting to moving back from japan, but i think she's doing okay with it."
"that's good then," mark smiled. "and how's working with riize?"
"it's, um.. interesting!" y/n joked. mark laughed along while nodding.
"no, they're great," y/n continued. "wonbin is very.. baby. and sungchan has this ideology that no one will care if he goes around the dorm barely clothed."
mark burst out laughing at that, causing y/n to laugh along.
"what, does he walk around in his underwear, or..??" mark asked.
y/n nodded. "sometimes not even underwear. sometimes he'll be naked under a robe but he won't pay attention to when it gets loose or moves the wrong way. he's something else.."
mark kept laughing at the image of sungchan strutting around the dorm in just a robe.
"god, that's funny. jaemin taught him well, i guess."
"jaemin is worse," y/n laughed again, making mark's brows raise. "yeah, jaemin does it cause he knows he's hot. sungchan just doesn't care enough to clothe himself."
the two continued laughing at their table. their faces grew red as they clutched their stomachs and sat back in their seats trying to catch a breath.
mark sighed, looking at y/n with a fond smile. "i missed you."
y/n smiled and looked down, "i missed you too, mark."
"..i'm sorry for the way things ended."
y/n's smile faded a bit. he quickly shook his head at the apology.
"don't be. we both handled it as best we could."
"mm," mark hummed. he didn't agree. "but i could've done more. i feel like i let you down back then. i never thought we'd be apart and then when you were gone.. i don't know. the year you were away might have been the worst year of my life."
y/n looked at him, unsure of what to say. mark kept eye contact, refusing to back down like he normally would.
"after you left," mark began again, "there were multiple times when i would go to your old apartment building and just sit outside. like i was waiting for you to come back home. i knew i was kidding myself, but.. somehow it was comforting. like, that was the closest i could possibly get to you, so it was okay."
y/n felt like crying.
"how can you be so sweet and so depressing at the same time?" y/n asked with a small chuckle.
"sorry," mark smiled. "i didn't invite you out to be this sad. we can talk about something else."
"no, it's okay. it's good to talk about that stuff, i don't mind."
mark took a deep breath and nodded.
"so are you living with riize? or do you get your own place?"
"i'm with the boys for now. i don't mind it much, honestly. i like taking care of them."
mark smiled and nodded. he expected as much.
"well, how was japan then? was the work very different?"
y/n thought for a moment. "it was different, yes. definitely took some getting used to. y'know, going from taking care of seven dreamies to just minding my business was odd."
mark nodded, "they'd love to see you. we should all do something sometime."
"yes please."
it was quiet again for a moment. not awkward, just quiet.
"oh, do you want some tea or anything? i think i'll get a drink now."
mark watched y/n get his wallet out while glancing at the menu list that hung by the shop's counter.
"no, i'm okay. thank you."
y/n nodded and opened his wallet, still trying to see the menu so he wouldn't have to stand idly by the register.
a familiar picture caught mark's eye after a second. a polaroid was sticking out of y/n's wallet. it was the polaroid they took together at incheon airport. dream's flight was delayed, so he and y/n walked around for a bit to pass the time. it was pretty empty thanks to the early morning. they found an unoccupied gate and sat alone for a bit, talking and laughing. it was the most fun mark had ever had at an airport.
"you kept it?" mark asked.
"hm?" y/n followed the male's gaze down to the photo. he grinned and took it out. "oh.. of course i did."
mark felt tears prick at his eyes as he held the small polaroid in his hands. they looked so happy it made his heart ache.
mark was handing the photo back to y/n when he felt a chill go down his spine. he spotted someone in the corner of his eye taking pictures. or videos, who knew. it was definitely just a fan, but it was still unsettling. y/n watched mark cross his arms and adjust his mask in silence.
"is something wrong?" y/n asked.
mark didn't reply, only giving a glance to the fan that was holding their phone up at the other side of the shop.
"damn it. let's just go." y/n was quick to return his wallet to his pocket as he and mark got up and hurried out.
"you okay?" y/n checked in. they were now just walking along the street together. mark exhaled and nodded. he pulled his mask down and looked at y/n with a grateful smile.
"i'm fine. thank you."
y/n grinned and nodded back.
it was quiet again for a minute or so. the pair just enjoyed the gentle breeze and the sounds of the nighttime . mark's thoughts started to get the best of him as he glanced over at y/n a couple times.
"can i ask..?" mark trailed off, unsure of himself.
"hm?"
"do you ever, um.. do you think things could, like, be the way they used to be..?"
y/n's breath became a little staggered. "you mean with us?"
mark nodded.
"oh.. mm," y/n didn't know exactly what to say. he would be lying if he said he was over his feelings for mark. but things could get complicated and messy very fast if they weren't careful.
"i don't know.."
mark nodded again. he could feel a lump forming in his throat as he looked away from y/n now.
"that's okay. i don't want to push anything," mark looked up at the moon as he spoke. "you'll always mean a lot to me, y/n. i really do love you."
y/n slipped his hands into his pockets, gazing down at his feet. mark was about to make him cry if he didn't stop soon.
"i think i'll always love you," y/n said quietly. mark finally looked back over at him with a bittersweet smile.
"should we just.. try to move on now? just try to be friends?" mark asked.
"i guess," y/n replied with a small sigh. he wasn't sure what moving on would mean, but he was hoping it was for the better.
they continued to walk together without talking much more, just enjoying each other's company while they could.
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I also wear glasses and I can't see well without them. Imagine reader looking for her glasses because she and James slept on the sofa and ended up losing them, she asks him for help but he also lost his. It would be funny for the two of them to try to find their glasses inside the sofa with just the touch of their hands and with their eyes half closed to see if they can see better and find them.
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James Potter x fem!reader ⥠689 words
You rouse to sweet, tender kisses on your shoulder. Then your clavicle, then your throat, and thatâs odd. Your brows furrow as you blink your eyes open. James usually goes straight for your face when heâs feeling lovey. His lips feel odd, imprecise as they move up your neck. Like heâs searching.Â
âSweetheart.â James' voice is soft and honeyed. âMy sweetest, most beautiful girl, I need your help. Wake up, please.âÂ
âMâup.â Your hand finds his hair, curls fluffy from sleep. âWhat is it, Jamie?âÂ
âI slept for too long,â he tells you, leaning up into your touch. âI dunno what time it is, but itâs dark and Iâm sure Iâm supposed to be at practice, and I canât find my glasses.âÂ
âAlright,â you sigh, arching up off the couch in one of those deeply satisfying stretches you can only have after a good nap. âOkay, let meââ You go to rub your eyes under your glasses, only to find thereâs nothing in the way. âShit. My glasses are gone too.âÂ
James groans. âNo way. Theyâre not next to your face?â
Youâre already sitting up, patting around where youâd been lying. Your hands meet only the plush cushions of your couch. âNope. God, we must have been sleeping hard, huh?âÂ
âHavenât had a nap that good in at least a decade,â James agrees. âAlright, get up so I can have a feel.â Even without being able to see you, he must sense the look on your face, because he clarifies, âA feel of the couch, you degenerate. Move.âÂ
You snicker as you get up, joining him in feeling around the couch. âYour visionâs better than mine. Can you see anything?âÂ
âPfft. Blindâs blind, sweetheart. Itâs all blob to me. Hey, Iâm going to shake out this blanket, letâs see if we hear anything hit the ground, yeah?âÂ
You both fall silent as James jerks the blanket up and down, waiting for the telltale clatter of something hitting the floor. He makes a dissatisfied sound once itâs clear nothingâs going to happen, but you drop to your hands and knees to feel around the floor just in case.Â
âCareful, Iâm by your feet.âÂ
âYeah, I can see that. Christ, love, Iâm not so blind I canât detect movement.âÂ
You start giggling and canât stop, shoulders shaking as you crawl around on the floor.Â
You can hear the smile in Jamesâ voice when he asks, âWhatâs so funny?â
âThis is just so ridiculous,â you laugh. âItâs the blind leading the blind. Howâd we both lose them?â
âBest nap ever,â James says solemnly.Â
âTrue,â you say. âMaybe if weâhey, wait, I found something! Itâsâoh. Itâs yours.âÂ
James all but lunges for you, taking the glasses from your hands as you come up to your knees. âWell donât sound so happy about it.â He brings his hands towards his face, and thatâs as much as you can make out. Then they come back for you, gripping your jaw with newfound precision to guide your lips to his. âThanks, angel.âÂ
Itâs odd not being able to see him when you know he can see you, your pleased smile at his endearment. âCan you see mine?âÂ
âIâm looking, just a sec.â James brushes a touch against your shoulder on his way to the couch, and you can hear the cushions rustling with faster, surer movements. âGot âem. Hold still, sweetheart.âÂ
You do as he says. You know just as well as he does that you could put them on yourself, but you like when James does things for you and James likes when you go all soft and smiley on him. He slides the frames onto your face, taking a moment longer to straighten them on your nose than he strictly needs to.Â
âThanks,â you say, glad for your restored vision when James smiles, dazzling as usual.Â
âAnything for you,â he replies gallantly. He angles his head, pressing a quick kiss to your lips. Then another, more lingering than the first.Â
âDonât you have to get to practice?âÂ
James hums. âYou know how I thought it was dark outside? Turns out weâd closed the curtains.âÂ
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Lieutenant Steal-Your-Girl
Day 8: Cuckolding (Bob Floyd x F!Reader; Jake Seresin x F!Reader)
(For the 2023 Kinktober event that I created on my own because I am boring and basic and am trying to keep it simple this year...found here!)Â
CW: Â Light angst (relationship woes); open relationships; cuckolding, but not really, I think I did this one wrong but got too deep to turn back; Jake is a bad boyfriend; smut (Oral, F!receiving; PiV, unprotected); 18+ only.
Word Count: Â 5536
AN: Â This was requested for Kinktober by an anon!
AN2: This might not be for everyone. People feel A Certain Way about open relationships, and this is very much a Reddit revenge version of that. Cuckolding? Maybe if you squint. I dunno. It got away from me and my original intention for this. Also, if you're a Jake fan, this won't be for you. Read at your own peril.
The sentence makes Bob Floyd short-circuit. A question, in English, uttered by Jake with his smarmy grin, but itâs so incongruous, Bobâs mind cannot grasp it.
âYou wanna fuck my girl, Baby on Board?â
Bob sputters at the question. He feels his cheeks heat up as blood floods his face in a furious blush. He wonders if itâs a joke, a put-on by the other pilots. He glances aroundâto the piano where Rooster is perched, to the bar where Nat and Javi wait patiently for a fresh pitcherâand finds himself without backup. Itâs just him and Bagman by the pool tables.Â
Bob canât help but glance out the windows of the Hard Deck to see where youâre sitting.
Where youâre waiting patiently for Jake to rejoin you. Where you often sit alone while Jake flirts with the local girls. Where the other members of the Dagger Squad often sit with you, an apology of sorts, a paltry way of making up for your boyfriendâs inattention. Where Bob, more than any other Dagger, often sits with you, distracts you from your wayward boyfriend, makes you laugh with his corny jokes.Â
You explain to him one night how you and Jake are trying an open thing, an open relationship, a way of spicing up your long-term thingâbut Bob hears the misery in your voice, and he sees the hurt look in your eyes when you see your boyfriend openly flirting with his next conquestâ
Jake snapping his fingers brings Bob back to focus. He opens his mouth, manages to answer Jake (âof course not, sheâs your girl, Bagmanâ), but itâs the flimsiest of lies. Bob knows it. Jake knows it.Â
Bob has wanted you from the moment he clapped his eyes on you.
-----
Another night, another moment where Bob finds himself alone with Jake.
The same question posed to him. âYou wanna fuck my girl, Bob?â
This time, Jake doesnât let Bob sputter out a lie. The man shakes his head, offers a rueful grin, then claps Bob on the back hard enough to nearly jolt him off his stool.Â
âIt isnât an accusation,â Jake clarifies. âItâs a question. An offer. You interested?â
Another lie when he stammers out, âno, I wouldnâtâŠI mean, I donât thinkââ
Jake cuts him off with another hard clap on the back. âLetâs take a walk, huh? Me and you. Weâll talk.â
-----
Thatâs the night Bob learns that his understanding of kinks is incomplete. He always thought of kinks as things like role-playing or handcuffs or outrageous lingerie. He never knew of cuckolding beyond, perhaps, a vague memory of reading the word in high school when they read Shakespeare in English class.
Thatâs the night Bob learns that beyond opening up your relationship, Jake has a thing for cuckolding. Itâs only theoretical; you havenât slept with anyone but Jake, but Jake has taken full advantage of the open relationship and has had many lovers beyond you.Â
And Jake finds the idea of you with another man intoxicating. However, when heâs broached the subject with you, urged you to go out and find yourself a one-night stand, youâve balked.
Hence, the need for Bob.
âShe is comfortable with you,â Jake explains, and it sounds so commonplace, so everyday that heâs offering his girlfriend up as a potential one-night stand for his fellow Dagger. âAnd I know you like her.â
Bob ends up declining. Of course he likes you. Heâs wanted you for as long as heâs known you. He lies awake at night, plagued by insomnia that has its origin in you. Evenings cheering you up at the Hard Deck haunt himâyour sad eyes that always track Jake around the bar, but the way you laugh at Bobâs jokes, the way you chat with him earnestly about books and movies, about hiking trails you want to conquer, places you want to travel to. Youâre Bobâs dream girl but youâre taken, whether your relationship is open or not.Â
Bob declines Jakeâs offer. Besides, it feels too close to a business deal, edging too close to something akin to sex work, albeit without money changing hands. Jake and his smarmy grin feels too close to being a pimp. Just two men making a deal about a woman without her input.
So Bob declines, but when you make a similar offer weeks later, thatâs something else entirely.
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It happens at the Hard Deck. Youâre outside nursing a drink, separating yourself from where Jake chats up a local woman. Bob sits beside you, and he tells you a story from when he was stationed in Pensacola, but youâre not really listening.
You cut him off halfway through his story, turn to face him. Your eyes, usually so sad, have a fire in them heâs never seen before, and it pulls his up short, strikes him mute.
âDo you want to go out with me sometime?â you ask, and if Bob stammered his way through Jakeâs offer, he doesnât hesitate a single second when you ask.
âYes,â he replies. âAbsolutely.â
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Bob has no idea what the rules are. Jake made it sound like a tawdry hook-up, a late-night meeting with sex and nothing else.
You? You ask him if he wants to go out with you, and Bob interprets that as a date night. He gets your number, texts you throughout the week, and makes plans.
A proper date night. Bob canât tell if Jake knows or not. Heâs unclear if thereâs a donât-ask, donât-tell policy in place, despite how open Jake seems to be with his own dalliances. Bob keeps it hush-hush, and late Saturday afternoon, Bob finds himself at your apartment.
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Years later, Bob will be able to admit to himself:Â this isnât just a date for him.Â
Itâs an audition. Itâs a job interview. Itâs Lieutenant Robert Floyd doing his damnedest to show you that heâs a better bet than Jake.Â
Bob sees how unhappy you are with Jake, how miserable you are to be in an open relationship you didnât want. Itâs Bob trying to show you that Jake isnât the only man in the world; that there are other proverbial fish in the proverbial sea, and that maybe another man (Bob, specifically) would cherish you, would love you, would never offer you up to other men. Cuckolding isnât Bobâs kink at all, so he misinterprets Jakeâs insistence as guilt. Jake must feel guilty, Bob reasons, and offering you up feels like a twisted version of atonementâa chance for you to explore other men.
It occurs to Bob that Jake chose him because he doesnât feel threatened. Bob Floydâquiet Bob with his terrible, Navy-issued glasses, with his quiet voice and lack of braggadocioâis no threat to the handsome, cocky pilot.
Years later, it will only demonstrate:Â Jake Seresin doesnât know Bob Floyd at all, but more to the pointâJake Seresin doesnât really know you.
*****
As far as first dates go, Bob knocks it out of the park.
Not that you have a lot of experience. Youâve only ever had one first dateïżœïżœïżœall the way back in sophomore year of high schoolâwhen Jake took you out to Sonic and then felt you up in the cab of his truck.
You try not to compare Adult Bob against Adolescent Jake. It wouldnât be fair.
It doesnât stop you from comparing Adult Bob to Adult Jake, and the differences are stunning.
Bob greets you at your door with a bouquet of flowers, cheerful daises that nod their fat little heads as you invite him in to put them in water. Bob does his usual Bob-stammer, a faint pink tinge to his cheeks as he tells you how beautiful you look.
When was the last time Jake got you flowers? When was the last time Jake complimented your looks?
You often feel invisible with your boyfriend, and itâs always been that way. Star running back Jake, hometown hero, dating the perfectly average, perfectly middle-of-the-road girl. Jake with his good looks, his perfect smile, his perfect tan, his perfect musclesâŠand you.Â
Jakeâs idea of a date night is typically the Hard Deck, and since the two of you have opened up your relationship, date night has ceded to hunting for new prospects. You dread it every time; you sit outside and listen to the ceaseless roll of the waves, and you wait with a sick feeling in the pit of your stomach to see if youâll go home alone or if your boyfriend will turn up at last call, disappointed to have struck out, disappointed to go home to boring old you.
You are desperately unhappy. Your emotions veer wildly. You swing between extremes: manic periods where you work out, get your hair styled, where you scrub and polish and pluck yourself as near to perfect as you can get. Depressive periods where you can barely summon the strength to shower, ground down by the thought of your boyfriend fucking other women.
You know you should end it. When Jake sat you down all those months ago, your stomach had fluttered with butterflies. This is it, you thought. Heâs going to ask me to marry him. Youâd waited so long, patient and unswerving in your devotion. Through college and flight school, bouncing around in his wake as his assignments and deployments dictated.
Instead, Jake told you he was bored. That he read up on it, and he thought opening the relationship would be good for him. For you, too.
âAs long as we always come home to each other, I donât see it as a bad thing,â he had told you, and youâalways invisible, always trailing behind him like a lost puppyâhad hated yourself when you nodded in agreement.
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Bob takes you first to an independent bookstore, a tucked-away little gem, and you realize immediately that he isnât playing fair. When you tell him so, shaking your forefinger with a mock-frown, he only gives you his soft Bob Floyd smile.
âI have no idea what youâre talking about,â he claims, and he holds his palms up in surrender. âWe just have a little time to kill before our reservations.â
Bad enough heâs brought you here. The two of you talk books all the time, and itâs a thoughtful date idea. But what makes it worse is when he sidles up to you as you read the book jacket of a new release and says, low near your ear, âget whatever you want. My treat.â
Itâs the moment the bottom falls out for you. Itâs like youâve been wading around in the shallow end of the pool, and Bobâs sweet date paired with Bobâs surprisingly low, grumbling voice near your ear is your foot slipping into the deep end. You find yourself treading water. You find yourself fighting off the panicky urge to flail.
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Dinner is at a restaurant overlooking the ocean, and you wonder if Bob timed it so that youâd be there during sunset.
You suspect he did. Youâre starting to suspect that this isnât just some prelude to fucking, the crude reality of this open relationship you and Jake are doing, the cuckolding fetish that Jake seems to have. Bob could have just invited you over to his place, but heâs planned such a lovely first date.
You are out of your depth, but when the panic starts to grip you, you only look across the table to see Bob: his bright blue eyes, his gentle smile, the tips of his ears pink underneath the soft wave of his hair. You look at him and it feels natural, and the panic ebbs away but itâs replaced by something else.
Doubt. This date with Bob is a crack in the foundation of your relationship with Jake. A tiny little trickle of doubt slips through.
Why does this feel so easy, you think as you pick at your meal. Why does this feel so easy but everything with Jake feels so fraught?
It feels easy because Bob talks to you, not at you. Heâs endlessly curious about you: your history, your likes, your dislikes. What your job is like, what your childhood was like. Where you see yourself in five years, in ten, in twenty? Do you like the country or the city? The ocean or the mountains? Do you like dogs or cats or both? Whatâs your favorite book, whatâs the last movie you saw?Â
Jakes doesnât ask you those questions, and you half-convince yourself that itâs because youâve been together for so long. Jake knows everything there is to know about you.
But you know thatâs not true. Bob pays for dinner, then takes your hand in his. He walks you to a nearby gelato place for dessert, and itâs nearly perfect. This second first date with Bob Floyd while your boyfriend is out doing god know what (or who).Â
Itâs nearly perfect but not entirely because you admit to yourself that Jake doesnât know everything about you at all. Heâs never asked what youâre reading, who your favorite author is, and it hits you suddenly that Bobâwho youâve known for a handful of months, if thatâmight know parts of you better than your boyfriend.
At Bobâs truck, he puts the key in the ignition but doesnât turn it yet. He turns to face you, and his face is a furious red. Heâs blushing, you realize. Something is making him blush.
âTake you home?â he asks, and his voice has a strange tension in it that youâve never heard before. You think of this date, all the effort he put into it to make it perfect. You think of all the times heâs kept you company at the Hard Deck, how sometimes he sits in front of you, makes his body block your line of sight so you canât see Jake leaning in on some girl who is prettier than you, more adventuresome than youâ
âNo.â You shake your head, then smile at Bob. You donât care about Jake and his stupid cuckolding kink; youâve been on a low-simmer of growing desire ever since the bookshop when Bob leaned in and growled in your ear. You want Bob for Bobâs own sake.
 âTake me to your place,â you say.
*****
Itâs a dangerous thing, how Jake never once crosses Bobâs mind once he gets you to his apartment. Bob forgets the reality of this situation: that youâre taken, that this is a one-time thing, that itâs actually feeding into Jakeâs kink, not yours or Bobâs.
Bob forgets all of that. Heâs only focused on you: lovely, perfect you. The best date heâs ever been on, and Bob feels like a million bucks at how surprised youâd been with each part of it. The way your face lit up at the flowers, at his compliments. The squeal of surprise at the book store, the shy way you only chose one book for him to buy youâhe would have bought you the whole store if youâd asked. The content sigh each time you looked at the sun setting over the ocean, and how natural it felt to hold your hand as he walked you back to his truck.
Bob doesnât think of Jake until afterwards, and itâs dangerous because Bob instead thinks about second dates, third dates. He forgets that youâre spoken for, and instead he spins out an entire future where he meets your family and you meet his, where he cleans off a shelf in his bathroom for you, where the two of you move in togetherâŠ
Who could blame him, though? Once he gets you inside his apartment, he turns to ask if you want a drink, but youâre right there, standing so close to him that he can see the little amber flecks in your eyes and the question is only halfway out of his mouth when you kiss him.
Of course Bob doesnât think of Jake. Heâs wanted you since he first saw you, and here you finally are: your hands on him, holding him steady as you press your lips to his, as you bump against his glasses and knock them askew, then break the kiss to gently reach up and set them right again.
âSorry,â you mumble, and Bob doesnât link your sudden reticenceâyou avoid his eyelineâto Jake. He doesnât make the connection between your bashful expression and how youâve only ever kissed Jake, slept with Jake, and how monumental this all must feel.
âDonât apologize.â Bob cups his hands on your bare shoulders, pulls you in for a hug. âNothinâ to be sorry for.â
âIâm not very good at this.â It comes out muffled, your face pressed against his shoulder.
Bob has always guessed that your rocky relationship with Jake has shaken your confidence, but he doesnât think of that now. He only feels you sigh against him, embarrassed, so he pushes you away gently, touches his forehead to yours.
âYouâre fine,â he assures you. âYouâre perfect.â Then he leans in, kisses you this time, and when his glasses get knocked off-kilter again, he just takes them off, folds them into his pocket, then leads you into his bedroom.
*****
Youâve spent a lot of time on the internet researching cuckolding as a kink, and you had settled on the belief that Jake was into it because he was turned on by the idea of another man using you.
Or maybe he just feels guilty that heâs the only one taking advantage of the open relationship.
Who can say? When you try to talk about it, Jake brushes you off, tells you not to worry about it too much, so you never are quite clear on what motivates the man you thought youâd marry one day.
But as far as being used goes, nothing about your dalliance with Bob says used: the man worships you. He kneels in front of your body like a penitent, and his hands are so gentle, his voice so soft as he asks permission every step of the way.
âCan I kiss you here?â
âCan I touch you here?â
Is this okay? Does this feel good? Tell me what you like. Tell me what you need. Iâll do anything. Let me make you feel good.
Is this what Jake wantedâa change from the usual? Because being with Bob feels like a revelation: youâve never been loved like this. He kisses his way down your naked body, then reverses course until heâs between your legs, his broad shoulders holding your thighs open. His mouth on you, the shy little swipes of his tongue until he gets a taste of youâthen he devours you like a starved man, completely unabashed at the groans leaving him, at the way he grinds into the bedding at how turned on he is to feast on you.
You open your mouth to tell him not to bother, that youâve never come from oral alone, but then you feel how your body is responding, the answering arousal to Bobâs skilled tongue, and when he slides a finger inside you, youâre reminded of that too-deep feeling from earlier.
But instead of feeling panicky, you feel a sharp throb of arousal. You arenât afraid of being in too deep now. You arenât straining to return to shore.Â
You want to be swept out to sea, and you want Bob to be the one to do it. When your orgasm approaches, you reach down and tangle your fingers in Bobâs hairâitâs as soft as it looks, just as silkyâand Bob looses a groan that vibrates up from your pussy to the very top of your head. He reaches up and holds your hand against his head, mumbles against you to use him, to grind against him, so you do. You lift your hips and press against his mouth, feel the bump of his nose against your clit, and you realize that youâre about to come from oral for the first time in your life and that itâs not your boyfriend whoâs done it.
When you come against Bobâs mouth, every single thought of Jake is erased from your head, and you wonât think of him again afterwards.
*****
Bob takes a long beat to get control of himself. He was dangerously close to coming as he ate you out, and he waits for his own orgasm to fade into the background before he continues.
Instead, he props himself on one elbow and just watches you. If you looked beautiful before, you look even more so now: all of the tension is gone from your face, and blink up at him sleepily, dreamily. Your smile is lazy, and when you sigh, itâs nothing but content.
âGood?â he asks, grinning down at you.
You nod, just as lazy as your smile. âThe best.â You purse your lips, pout up at him. âKiss me?â
How can he resist? He leans down to kiss you, and you wrap your arm around his shoulders, pull him closer to you. Eating you out has relaxed you, banished whatever doubts you had from earlier, and you kiss him now with a passion heâs never experienced before: you part your lips, you slide your tongue into his mouth, you lick against him. You must taste yourself on him because you make the cutest damned whimper, and it goes straight to his dick, hearing how undone you are.
Then you do this cute little wriggling move underneath him, and Bobâs body moves independently of his brain:Â he slots himself between your thighs, slick from his earlier attention, and his erection bumps against your hip, your belly before you reach down and guide him to where you want him most.
Bob breaks the kiss long enough to mumble his question about protection, and it wonât occur to him until much laterâwhat it means when you say youâre on birth control but also that youâre clean, that thereâs no risk.
It wonât occur to Bob until later, what it means for you to say youâre clean. It wonât occur to him that youâre in a committed relationship, that your boyfriend has regular hookups but you remain STD-free since your last checkup.
Itâll hit Bob in the middle of his workday at Miramar, what you are telling him now:Â that your bedroom with Jake is dead and has been for a while, and that this moment with Bob is the first time youâve had sex in months.
Heâll realize that later. Now, thereâs only the feeling of your pussyâwarm, wet, perfectâas he pushes into you. Thereâs only the sound of your sharp inhale, your whine as you tell him to go slow, to be gentle, but you donât need to tell him that. Heâd never hurt you, and he can feel how tight you are, so he goes slow. He works himself into you carefully, watches your face for any sign of pain.Â
He sees none. He goes so slowly that he only sees your expression go from worried to stunned: the lines in your brow smooth out and your lips part as you gaze up at him, a perfect oh of surprise.Â
When heâs fully seated in you, buried in the silky depths of your pussy, Bob stillsâand he realizes that you are trembling underneath him.
âHoney,â he breathes out, the sweet nickname falling from his mouth without thought. âYou okay? You want me toââ
âNo.â You cut him off, gift him with a shaky smile. âStay with me, okay? Just stay with me a minute.â
ââCourse.â He leans down, bumps his nose against yours until your smile firms up, seems steadier. âWouldnât want to be anywhere else.â
Bob only moves enough to settle more of his weight on you, and then he takes the time to kiss you: he trails featherlight kisses across your face, your forehead, your flushed cheeks. He kisses the tip of your noseâit pulls a giggle from you, and the sound makes him smile. He kisses along your jaw. He dips his head near your ear, whispers how gorgeous you are, how good you feel, how heâd happily stay like this forever. He doesnât miss the little shudder you give at his praise.
Bob doesnât realize that heâs shifted your worldview entirely. Just this simple liaisonânot even complete, and nothing extremeâhas rearranged everything you thought you knew. You arenât actively thinking of Jake at allâheâs been banished until afterwardsâbut youâre considering the balance of your entire erotic history against this single moment with Bob.
Youâre realizing that sex can be so much more than just an actâŠand with Bob, a man you havenât known that long.
You eventually stop trembling. Bob feels it when you relax; the tight clench of your cunt slackens a bit. He feels your hands on him, shy at first and then bolder as you run your warm palms over the planes of his back, along his shoulders and arms. As you thread your fingers through his hair, comb out the tangles there. As you rest your palm along the back of his head and lead his face back to yours.
âThank you.â You whisper it, and your eyes are wide. Earnest. Bob isnât sure what youâre thanking him for, so he just kisses you again.
âIâm ready,â you mumble against his searching lips.
âYou sure?â
A nod, a purposeful roll of your hips that makes Bob see stars, makes the edges of his vision turn hazy with desire.Â
âTake me, Bob,â you tell him, and heâs never heard you so assured. âIâm yours.â
So he does. He takes you in small movements, focused on your pleasure. He is used to sitting in the backseat of a billion dollar plane, all those systems to keep track of, so focusing on you is an easy, wondrous thing: the expression on your face, the moans he manages to pull from you. The way your eyes flutter shut or roll back or fix on him like heâs responsible for setting the sun in the sky. The way your hands touch him or hold him, sometimes soft and stroking, sometimes clinging to him like heâs your life preserver. The way your cunt feels, slick and warm and gripping him, obscenely wet as he fucks into you harder, the sound of skin on skin, the heady scent of sex filling his room, and he hopes it lingers for days afterwards, he wants the moment to never end.
He focuses on your pleasure as it rises, crests around you: the way you tighten up, bear down harder on him until he loses some of his rhythm. He reaches a shaky hand down to touch you there, the slick, swollen place where he disappears into the confines of your body, and he rubs a tight circle against you. He begs you to come for him; heâs so close, he feels his balls tightening against his body, and he needs you to come for him first, needs to feel you beforeâ
When you come, you say his name. You breathe it out, a hot pant against his ear, and Bob is grateful for it because it pushes him over the edge. He groans out your name too, chokes out a curse, and you come togetherâyour pussy pulsing around him as he buries himself in you, comes inside you.
Marks you as his.
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Afterwards, Bob remembers Jake and feels a sting of conscienceâbut not enough to send you home. That had been integral to the cuckolding thing, Bob sending you home thoroughly fucked, to sleep beside Jake, for Jake to know youâd been with another man and to be turned on by it.
A mean little part of Bob wants to. He wants to send you home satisfied, his cum dripping out of you. Part of him sees the allure of it from his side; Jake doesnât consider Bob a threat, so itâd hit the smug bastard hard to see you satisfied, happy from your dalliance with the back-seater.
But Bob doesnât give a shit about Jake. Not when youâre sitting in his bed with the sheets wrapped around you, uncertain all of a sudden, and Bob kisses you on the forehead and tells you to stay.
âJust stay the night,â he says. âPlease. Iâd love for you to stay.â
He sees the doubt on your face. He knows youâre thinking of Jake, and Bob feels a flare of somethingâanger, protectiveness, whatever. It gives him the courage to speak up. He takes your hand in his, settles on the bed beside you.
âHoney, is this even what you wanted? I had a fun time with you, but would you have asked me out if Jake hadnât wanted it?â
Your expression turns from uncertain to surprise in an instant. âNo! I mean, I asked you out because I like you. And because Iâm in an open thing. I thoughtâŠâ You trail off, stare at him as you try to assemble your words. âDid you only agree to take me about because of Jake?â
Bob shakes his head. âNo. I took you out because I wanted to. I brought you here because I want you.â
Your surprise turns to a shy smile. âReally?â
He squeezes your hand. âReally.â
Your smile fades away by degrees, and your eyes shine with unshed tears. âI never wanted any of this, you know. IâŠI wanted to get married, have kids, all that, but heâŠâ You sigh, drop your head. âI donât like the open relationship. It makes me feel like Iâm not enough, you know?â
âHoneyââ
âLike if I were better somehow, he wouldnât have to go out and find other womenââ
âHey, no, donâtââ
âLike, what is wrong with me? Why arenât I enough? Whyââ
âStop.â Bob places a finger over your mouth to silence you. He hates all this doubt, hates how little you think of yourself, so he stills your words. âYouâre enough,â he tells you. âHell, honey, youâre everything.â
You blink at him, surprised. The shimmering tears shake loose, start to course down your cheeks, and Bob pulls you to him, holds you as you cry. He wraps you in his arms as you sob against him, gasp out that you donât know what to do, that youâve felt lost for months nowâ
âYou donât have to do anything tonight,â he murmurs against your head. âYou just need a good nightâs rest. Thatâs all you need to do tonight.â
Your tears taper off. You push away from him gently and swipe at where your tears have made his bare chest wet.
âStop being so wise, Lieutenant,â you grumble, but thereâs a teasing quality there that makes Bob smile. You sniffle and glance up at him, and heâs struck how beautiful you are even with swollen, teary eyes.
Maybe youâve rearranged his world too.
No, thereâs no maybe to it. Youâve definitely rearranged his world.
âStay with me tonight,â he says, and he keeps his voice low and even, tries to keep the excitement out of it. He can sense that a sea-change is coming, and he doesnât want to jinx it.
âStay tonight,â he repeats. âThings are always clearer in the morning, I find.â
So you do. You nod at him, and you wave off his offers to get you clothes to sleep in. The two of you fall asleep in record timeâthe cure for Bobâs you-induced insomnia is you, both the cause and the cure, your warm, naked body curled up alongside him as he fades into sleep.Â
And you were right: Bob is wise. Youâll wake in the morning to an empty bed, a room full of sunlight, the lingering scent of sex. Youâll pad out into Bobâs kitchen and find the man putting the finishing touches on breakfast, and youâll let him feed you before you let him fuck you againâthis time on his kitchen counter, the room full of light so you can see the blatant love in his expression as he claims you again. And then a third time, together in the shower, a slow moment so full of feeling that youâll cry when you come, and Bob will hold you, will choke back words as he comes too, and youâll wonder later why those bitten-back words sound so much like I love you.
And then youâll let Bob drive you home where Jake will be waiting for you. His smug smile will fall as you breeze past him, his cuckolding fantasy falling apart in front of him because he was the only one turned on by it, the only one turned on by opening your relationship. Jake will realize too late that he only opened the door for someone else to come and steal you away, and that the thief will be Robert Floyd, who taught you that love should never be such a fraught, painful thing, and that you may not be enough for Jake, but for the right man, you are everything.
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This bad boy is dedicated to @em-doods, because her adorable sketches of Hickory and John Dory meandering through the woods 100% are the reason I wrote this. (She also helped push me through a rather rough patch I had while writing the first bit, so a super extra special thank you there!!)
If given the chance I will write Hickory and John Dory getting together in every conceivable fashion. In this fic, they go camping.
Enjoy!!
"I've never been campin'."
"What?!" John stared wide eyed at Hickory, who looked somewhat bashful at his admittance.
"Well, I meanâŠI've been campin', but not, y'know, camping," Hickory unhelpfully tried to clarify while John Dory continued to stare at him in disbelief. He sighed, scratching at his cheek as he tried to think of a way to better explain himself. "Dickory an' I would need to camp out once in a blue moon, y'know, when we were out on a hunt. But it was never the kinda campin' where you get to roast marshtatoes or go swimmin'. It was just basic survival."
"Well, I can't let that stand," John said, smacking the table they were sat at with gusto, making Hickory jump. "No way. Camping, proper camping, is one of the best experiences in the world! I don't think I can let you go another second without experiencing the wonders of camping."
And that was how Hickory found himself staring out Rhonda's front window as John drove her into wilderness unlike any he'd seen before. The troll kingdoms were beautiful and unique in their own ways, but this place was truly something else. Rhonda ducked under gnarled branches and crawled through twisting vines, with John confidently at her helm, a broad smile on his face as he described to Hickory where he was taking them. The Neverglade trail, apparently, had all of the best camping spots, and he knew just the one that Hickory would enjoy.
Hickory felt like he was going to be sick, though he plastered a pleasant smile onto his face and nodded along every time John glanced at him while he excitedly spoke about where they were headed. It wasn't that Hickory didn't want to go camping with John. Oh, no. It was the exact opposite, really. He'd been looking forward to this trip since John had declared they were going a few days prior. It was the fact that it was just the two of them. Alone. Together. It made Hickory's heart jump into his throat and his palms sweat.
Thinking back on it, Hickory came to realize that he and John Dory had only really known each other for a handful of months. They'd met when Hickory had gone to Pop Village with the intention of visiting Poppy and Branch, only to find the royal couple surrounded by a group of trolls quickly revealed to be their siblings. Swiftly, Hickory had been introduced to all of Branch's brothers, and Poppy's sister, all while beginning to feel a touch overwhelmed by the new mix of personalities. Not quite sure what to say or how to act, Hickory began to flounder, when one of Branch's brothers had tugged him aside with an easy smile.
"We're a lot, huh?"
"I mean, I dunno if I'd say that, exactly," Hickory had started to demure, only to grunt in surprise as John Dory slapped a hand to his back with a guffaw.
"You don't need to be shy, man. We all know we're a lot. Big personalities," John had reassured, sliding his hand up to rest on Hickory's shoulder. "I know you're here to visit with Branch, but how about we get out of here? I happen to know that everyone else will be buggering off here pretty soon, so you'll have a chance for some one on one time with him and Poppy, but probably not for a couple hours. You can show me around town? I assume you've been here before. I've been here for a whopping three days, so I have no idea where anything is."
Hickory hadn't even realized his shoulders had been tense until they began to relax as John spoke to him. He let a slight smile curl his lips and gave a little nod. "Yeah. I can do that," he easily agreed, tucking his thumbs into his belt loops as they began to walk away from the cluster of trolls.
They'd spent the next couple of hours getting to know each other, and, quite frankly, Hickory couldn't help but to be charmed. John Dory was brash and confident in a way that made him laugh, but was also, somehow surprisingly, incredibly kindhearted.
As they were walking through town, a couple of young trollings had dashed in front of them, only for one to trip and fall directly in front of John Dory. Hickory had fully expected John to, perhaps, help the trolling up and for them to continue on their way, but instead he'd crouched down to the child's level to make sure they were okay. When it was revealed that the trolling had a scrape on their knee, John dug into his hair, pulled out a band-aid, and applied it to the injury without batting an eye. Hickory then watched in amusement as John scooped the kid up into his arms and spun around while theatrically wondering where the trolling's friend could have gone. They, of course, had been right behind John, giggling manically as the teal troll continued to spin and pretend he couldn't see them. Finally, he placed the injured child down, and the two all but begged John to go play with them.
"Sorry, I can't. See this guy behind me," John thrust his thumb over his shoulder towards Hickory, who gave them a little wave "He's my tour guide. And I can't just let him go on touring by himself."
The children whined at him while Hickory chuckled at their antics, but John ultimately encouraged them to continue on with their game, which they reluctantly did when it became obvious that John was just this side of too stubborn for them to persuade.
"That was mighty kind of you," Hickory hummed as they began to walk through the village again.
"Hm? Was it? I dunno," John said with a self depreciating little laugh and a shrug of his shoulders, "Just seemed natural to me. But, that probably comes from being the oldest of five. Lots of bumps and scrapes to take care of when they come running to you for comfort."
Hickory decided to side-step the comment about John's brothers going to him, rather than their parents. He was sure there was a story there, but it sounded like one for another time. "SoâŠYer the oldest brother, huh?"
John snorted, shoving Hickory playfully with an sheepish grin. "Yes. What's it to ya?"
"Not much. Just didn't much figure Branch havin' a silver fox for a siblin'."
"Silver-?! I am NOT that old. Do you see any grey hair here?!" John huffed, puffing out his chest and pulled his goggles up to show off his very teal roots, earning a laugh from Hickory. "If you must know, Branch is about fourteen years younger than me. The rest are all in between."
"Ah, can't remember with yer ancient brain? Ya need help rememberin', old man? I can always go find one of yer brothers, if ya need assistance."
"That is just uncalled for," John sniffed, looking affronted. Hickory worried for a moment that he'd taken a step too far in his teasing, when John snorted and deflated a bit. "I am getting old, aren't I?"
Hickory clicked his tongue, quickly realizing he had hit a nerve, but not the one he'd thought. "John, if I may, an' if my math is right, yer only thirty-eight. That ain't that old," Hickory reassured, offering a warm smile to the teal troll, "Yer only a few years older than I am, an' I certainly ain't old."
"Oh, yeah? And how old is the whipper snapper?" John joked, obviously lightened a bit by Hickory's reassurance.
"Thirty-two."
"Ah, you're between Clay and Floyd," John hummed, though the comment was obviously directed more towards himself.
Their conversation ebbed and flowed easily as they continued to walk through the village, Hickory occasionally pointing out landmarks or buildings he knew, while John Dory made comments here and there about how different the village was from the tree he's grown up in. He also made a point to let Hickory know that he'd obviously need to get another tour through town, what with his poor old memory not being quite what it used to be. Hickory was fairly certain he'd never had such entertaining conversation with another troll.
Eventually, they wandered back to Branch's bunker, where John bid Hickory adieu with a rather ridiculous and dramatic bow before going on his way, while Hickory descended into the bunker to have his intended visit with Branch and Poppy.
Their catching up truthfully didn't get very far before the topic of the royal couple's recent adventure and estranged siblings came up, and Hickory mindlessly blurted out, "SoâŠwhat's yer brother like?"
"âŠwhich one?" Branch said with a snort, arching an eyebrow at the ex-bounty hunter.
"John Dory."
Branch seemed to think for a moment, while Poppy gave Hickory an awkward smile. "He's an obnoxious, self-centered know-it-all."
Hickory blinked, quite taken aback by Branch's opinion of his brother. "Really? I never woulda guessed that by the way he was actin' todayâŠ"
"Well, to be honest, he may be my brother, but I don't really know him that well. We haven't seen each other in twenty years, but that's the impression I've gotten of him so far," Branch said with a quiet sigh. "He'll be staying in Pop Village for a while, since Floyd is recovering. Maybe if I give him some time, my opinion will change? But, that's what I've got for now."
Hickory hummed thoughtfully, and decided he would give it some time, as well. He bounced back and forth between Lonesome Flats and Pop Village over the next few months, and never once did John Dory give Hickory the impression of being self-centered, nor did he ever become obnoxious. In fact, he continued to prove the exact opposite. Nearly every time Hickory visited, John was with Branch, Floyd, or both, supporting his younger brothers in whatever they might need. And whenever Hickory made himself known, John offered to make himself scarce so Hickory could visit with Branch unimpeded. Eventually, however, Hickory had to reveal that he'd been intending to visit John the entire time, and that had been something of an awkward chat in and of itself. The sheer surprise that had shown on John's face when Hickory admitted that he wanted to spend more time with John had certainly made his heart twist in an unexpected way.
In the end, the longer Hickory spent with John Dory, the more he seemed to develop a rather inconvenient crush on the teal troll. Especially when he did things as sweet and thoughtful as remembering Hickory had casually mentioned once that he had a soft spot for a particular cupcake made by one particular stand in the market, but he was never early enough to get one. John had presented one to Hickory with a proud little grin on his face the next time the country troll visited. Or the way he obviously thought about Hickory even when they weren't together, as on one occasion when he'd trotted up to Hickory and presented him with a rather fancy looking silver belt buckle emblazoned with intricate little flower patterns. He'd said he'd picked it up in his travels and was going to toss it away, but perhaps Hickory would like it, instead?
Now, most trolls would probably consider such actions to be relatively basic indications of friendship. However, Hickory had had so few friends, or trolls who cared for him (and not a character he and his brother created) that he couldn't help but feel special when John gave him his undivided attention. And he had a sneaking suspicion that John Dory was much the same.
He mentioned the incidents to Poppy and Branch the next time he sat down with them to chat, the former of whom cooed happily at the revelation, while the later gagged quietly.
"IâŠI think he's got my heart all a flutter. What do I do?" Hickory asked, head in his hands where he sat at Branch's kitchen table. He felt like a little kid, telling his friends about a crush he had on some troll well out of his league. He felt especially foolish that said friend was his crushes younger brother, who was watching him with a wrinkled nose.
"Why are you asking me? At this point, I'm pretty convinced that you know JD better than I do," Branch said with a slight grimace.
"Oh, that's so cute," Poppy gushed, waving her hands at Hickory as he glanced up at her with a long suffering sigh. "Don't give me that look. It is! I've seen you two walking around town together."
"We certainly get along like a house on fire, but I don't know what to do. I haven't done this in a while. Least, not properly," Hickory sighed, slumping onto the table they were sat around.
"I don't know, man. Talk to him about camping? That seems to be one of his favorite things," Branch offered with a shrug. "Maybe that'll help lead the conversation into something?"
And Hickory had, which did indeed lead to this whole escapade in the first place. Perhaps it would allow him the opportunity to talk to the teal troll about his feelings. If he could work up the courage to do so, that is. Especially with the discouraging little voice in the back of his head that kept telling him that if the conversation went south, he was either going to be left in the wilderness on his own, or have a very awkward trip back to Pop Village.
"How much further are we gonna haveta go to get to this mysterious campin' spot a' yers?" Hickory asked, arching an eyebrow as John turned Rhonda down yet another trail.
"Oh, not too much further, I don't think," John hummed with a smile, shooting Hickory a wink that made the ex-bounty hunter need to immediately step away to try and hide the blush that bloomed across his cheeks.
They drove in relative silence for a few more minutes, before John finally pulled Rhonda over, and Hickory managed to calm himself down enough that his cheeks were no longer enflamed.
"Here we are!" John declared, as he spun the drivers seat around to grin widely at Hickory, who offered a slightly mollified one of his own. "Now, grab your gear, we've got a bit of a hike."
"Wait, this isn't where we're campin'?" Hickory asked, watching John pull an overstuffed backpack with a sleeping roll tied to it from atop his loft bed.
"What? No, of course not. You can't get a full and proper camping experience if we're staying in Rhonda. That's, likeâŠ'glamping', or whatever. No, if you want a proper camping trip, we gotta hike a bit further in and set up tents!" John exclaimed excitedly, pulling the straps of his bag over his shoulders.
"If ya say so," Hickory said with an awkward chuckle, grabbing his much smaller bag and sleeping roll from where he'd stashed them and following John out of Rhonda.
"Now, you be a good girl," John cooed at Rhonda as Hickory stepped up behind him, "There are lots of berry bushes here, so there's loads to eat. You make sure you're back here in a couple of days, okay?" Hickory watched in amusement as John half wrapped himself around the armadillo bus's face in the closest approximation of a hug as he could get as she churred at him happily.
"Y'sure it's okay t' just leave her here?" Hickory asked as they began to walk away, the ex-bounty hunter shooting Rhonda furtive glances the further away from her they got.
"Oh, yeah. She's a good girl. Even if she's not there when we get back, she usually comes when I call, or we'll just need to wait a day or two when we get back," John reassured, as Hickory watched the energetic bus dart off into some bushes.
"âŠright."
And so on they went, Hickory diligently following along behind John, until he inevitably got distracted by the massive trees and flora they were hiking past. To the rather unfortunate point where John disappeared beyond a bend before Hickory had even realized he'd been left behind.
"Hey, John, have ya ever-" he'd begun as he turned from staring at a large, drooping orange flower, only to find himself completely alone. "âŠJohn?" Hickory tentatively took a few steps forward, glancing this way and that to see if he could spot the teal troll, without luck. "Sugar," he grumbled to himself, unsure if he should proceed forward, or wait to see if John would notice his absence and turn back around to find him.
Just as he turned to sit himself beneath the flower he'd gotten distracted by, a rustling in the bush startled him into pulling a knife from his pocket and brandishing it with a snarl on his face. John had warned him, at one point on their drive here, that wild critters of all shapes and sizes roamed the Neverglades, and that he should be wary of being snuck up on, lest he be eaten. John had said it like it was a joke, but Hickory had noticed the scars John's fur hadn't quite fully grown over. He had no doubt there were plenty of critters who would like nothing more than to get a taste of troll out here, and he was not eager to give them said taste.
So, he stood his ground and waited, until finally John Dory came stumbling out of the brush, leg half tangled in a bramble.
"There you are!" John laughed, shaking the bramble off his leg as Hickory quickly tucked his knife back away, "I turned around to point out some funky looking moss and you were gone."
"Sorry 'bout that. Got caught up admirin' this here flower," Hickory admitted abashedly, gesturing vaguely over his shoulder.
"No worries, man! Just gotta make sure I keep a better eye on you," John chuckled, reaching out and unexpectedly taking Hickory's hand. The country troll felt his cheeks heat up, but luckily John had turned to start tugging him along down the trail, and so missed it entirely. "Don't want you getting lost on me!"
"No, no. Don't wanna get lost," Hickory muttered mostly to himself, his gaze stuck pretty strictly on their clasped hands now, rather than the gorgeous scenery they were walking past. Occasionally John would point something out to Hickory, which would pull the country trolls gaze up for a short period of time, before inevitably trailing back down to their hands.
John didn't let go until they reached a rocky path that lead up what most creatures would probably consider a small foot hill, but was nearly the equivalent of a mountain to the two trolls. The path wound up along the side of the hill, and was only just wide enough for them to walk up one at a time. Hickory did his best to hide his disappointment as John let him go and began to trek up the hillside.
"C'mon! If we're where I think we are, there's a great spot at the top of the hill where we can stop and have lunch," John said, glancing back at Hickory with a bright grin.
"Alright, I'mma comin'," Hickory chuckled, shifting the pack on his shoulders and following along after John.
The two managed to make it about halfway up the hill when they came across a slightly wider spot on the trail, overlooking a rather picturesque little area of the Neverglades.
"Too bad there's not more of a plateau here," John lamented as Hickory stopped next to him, "This would be a great spot to stop for lunch."
"Yeah. S'real pretty," Hickory hummed, turning to look out at the view.
"Wish I'd brought my camera," John added with a despondent sigh, "But I left it in Rhonda."
"Well, ain't that just lucky for you, then," Hickory said with a smile, reaching over his shoulder into his pack, "Because I just so happen to have brought one along." He pulled a little instant camera out of his bag and handed it to John, who snatched it eagerly.
"Awesome! Say cheese," John said with a grin, holding the camera out in front of the two and snapping a photo. Hickory blinked at the flash that went off, trying to get rid of the little flare in his vision.
"Some warnin' woulda been nice," he groused quietly, rubbing at his eyes.
"Yeah, but then I wouldn't have gotten such a great candid shot," John hummed, pulling the photo free of the camera and waving it slightly. He snorted once the image developed, holding it out to Hickory. "See? Perfect moment."
Hickory wrinkled his nose at the photo, which showed a happily grinning John and Hickory looking like he was, perhaps, about to sneeze. "Yeah. Real flatterin'," he muttered, reaching for the photo.
"Hey now, nuh-uh," John said quickly, pulling the photo back to hold against his chest, before quickly stuffing it into his hair, "This one's mine."
"Aw, come on, now," Hickory grumped, reaching for John's hair, "We can take a better one. You don't need t' keep that."
"No," John quickly took a step back, while shoving the camera into his hair as well, "I like it. It's mine, and you can't have it."
"Don't be childish, John," Hickory sighed, reaching for the teal trolls hair again as John quickly took another step back and snorted.
"Have you met me? I'm the least childish troll out there."
"Mhmm, you keep tellin' yerself that," Hickory chuckled, taking another step after John, only for both of them to freeze at a rather ominous cracking sound that emanated around them. "What was-" Hickory barely managed to get the words out, before he felt his foot beginning to sink as the path beneath him began to give way, and the sound of tumbling rocks hit his ears.
"Hickory!"
The ex-bounty hunter gasped as his footing slipped, quickly scrambling for John's reaching hands. The teal troll had his hair wrapped around some roots that were sticking out of the side of the hill, anchoring him as he grabbed for Hickory as he began to fall.
"I gotcha, I gotcha," John chanted as Hickory managed to grab hold of him, using his hair to pull them both away from the crumbling section of path. Once they were both on a more stable spot, Hickory opened his eyes, which he hadn't even realized he'd clenched shut, to find himself practically nose to nose with John Dory, both of them panting like they'd just run a mile.
"You okay?" John quietly asked after a beat, grip still tight on Hickory as he stared up at him.
"Bit shaken up, but I think I'll be right as rain here right quick," Hickory murmured back, glad that the adrenaline of his near death experience and lack of breath were more than enough excuse for how dark his cheeks must be from their proximity. If he just moved his head ever so slightly, he could kiss John Dory right then and there.
"Good," John's voice shattered Hickory's momentary daydream, a short pat on his shoulder telling Hickory to move away. Which he did, taking a quick step back to give John space. "I think we're close to the top now. I'd definitely say we earned our lunch."
Hickory let out a little laugh, hoping it didn't come off as nervous or anxious. "Well, you certainly did," he said, following after John, "All I did was nearly fall down the hill."
"Yeah, but you didn't," John said, glancing briefly back at Hickory, "Doesn't that also deserve celebration?"
Hickory smiled to himself as he followed after John, mentally telling his heart to shut up as it did a little summersault in his chest at John's words.
They reached the summit of the hill rather quickly after that, not stopping until they knew they were on completely stable ground, neither wanting to risk a repeat incident.
"Here we go," John sighed as they reached the top, swinging his bag off his back, "This looks like a great spot to stop for a bit."
Hickory let out a little whistle as he also set his bag on the ground, turning in a small circle to take in the views. "It's a mighty nice spot, that's for certain," he hummed, only turning back to John when he heard the tell-tale click of his camera. He snorted a quiet laugh, arching an eyebrow at John as he pulled the photo from the camera and began to wave it in the air. "Whatcha got there?"
"Memories," John stated, a little smile curling his lips as the photo developed.
Hickory felt his heart skip a beat at the look on John's face, before he cleared his throat and stepped over to take a look at the snap shot. It was a bit of an odd angle, obviously taken hastily while Hickory had his back turned, but it was a nice photo all the same. The rolling hills and vast trails stretching out into the distance could be easily seen just past Hickory's shoulder.
"S'not a bad shot," the ex-bounty hunter hummed, reaching for the photo, only to find it disappearing into John's hair to join the previous one.
"Sure is," John said with a cheeky grin, before turning to start pulling a blanket and some food from his bag.
"Cheeky," Hickory laughed, joining John on the blanket once he had it all rolled out.
They ate in relative silence for a bit, simply enjoying each others company and the view, until the camera came back out of John's hair.
"I regret givin' that thing to ya," Hickory snorted after John snapped a photo of him while he was about to take a bite of his sandwich.
"You can't blame me for wanting to document your first camping trip," John said, sticking his tongue out at Hickory, who simply rolled his eyes and continued to eat, "It's a big deal, y'know. You're trying to start fresh, try new things, be a different troll from who you once were. Taking these baby steps, even just going on a camping trip for fun, it's a lot. You said it's something you've never done before, right? You should have something to remember it by."
Hickory stared at John for a long moment, a slow smile working its way across his face. "Why, that's real sweet of you, Johnny." His smile widened into a cheshire grin as as he watched John's cheeks darken at his comment.
"Shut up," John grunted, a smile betraying his grumpy tone as he flicked a small rock at Hickory, who easily dodged it with a laugh.
They finished up their meal while chatting amicably about the trail thus far, with John animatedly regaling Hickory with stories about the first time he came up this way, long before he'd had Rhonda. He admitted it was part of the reason he'd wanted to bring Hickory to this particular spot, as it held a certain amount of nostalgia for him, since it'd been one of the first spots he'd stopped while exploring the trails.
"Ya certainly do got a lot of good memories out here, dontcha?" Hickory hummed as they packed up their bags, a soft little smile on his face as he listened to John hum to himself while retying his bag shut.
"Sure do," John chirped, before pulling the camera from his hair again and walking over to Hickory.
"Aw, what now?" Hickory snorted, somewhat wary of the camera, now that he knew John was going to take every opportunity he could to snap unflattering photos of him.
"Nothing. Come here," John said, turning Hickory so his back was to the view. He opened his mouth to protest as John stole his cowboy hat and set it aside, only to snap it closed as John wrapped an arm around his shoulder and tugged him down into his shoulder. "There. Plenty of warning this time," John chuckled, cheek practically pressed to Hickory's, "Say 'cheese'!" He held the camera up and the flash went off. Hickory blinked to get ride of the afterimage, rubbing at his eye in mild irritation as John pulled the photo from the camera. "Nice," the teal troll hummed, a warm smile curling his lips. After a moment he offered it to Hickory. "You can have this one, if you want."
Hickory took the photo with mild suspicion, knowing full well the caliber of photo John had been taking thus far, only to be pleasantly surprised by what he saw. John was grinning widely in the photo, his arm blocking the lower left corner of the frame, while Hickory looked a little dazed, with a slightly crooked smile on his own face, and his cheek squished against John's. In the background over John's shoulder the spectacular view from the top of the hill could be seen, with the sunlight speckled across the trees at just the right angle.
Hickory was pulled from his admiration of the photo by John chuckling practically in his ear, just over his shoulder, pack already strapped to his back and bouncing on his toes. "You struck speechless by my excellent photography skills?"
"Somethin' like that," Hickory said with a quiet laugh, carefully tucking the photo into the inside pocket of his vest before scooping his hat up from where John had set it and slinging his pack over his shoulder. "Let's get this show on the road, shall we?"
The trek down from the hilltop was far less perilous than the trip up had been. To Hickory's great disappointment, John did not take his hand again once they'd reached the bottom, and in what felt like no time at all, John lead them to what he declared would be their camp site. It was a rather sizeable clearing, with bushes and tall grass most of the way around it, with only two trails leading away from it, aside from the one they'd come down to reach it. John explained that one lead to a little lake they could go swimming in, while the other lead further into the Neverglades.
"Alright," John declared, dropping his pack onto the ground with a thump, "Did you bring a tent?"
Hickory flushed, setting his own bag down more gingerly. "'Fraid not. Not gonna lie, I thought we'd be stayin' with Rhonda," the country troll admitted, with a slight shrug of his shoulders. "But, it wouldn't be the first time I've slept under the stars, so I'll be just fine."
John scoffed, rolling his eyes as he began to unpack his bag, tossing tent pegs and ropes onto the ground in front of him. "Don't be ridiculous. My tent is plenty big enough for two. Besides, you never know what critter might come across camp in the middle of the night. A tent gives us at least a bit of cover."
"Ah," Hickory's brain froze for a moment, the idea of being tucked up close to John in a tent sending a little shiver down his spine. "Uh, yeah," he cleared his throat, ducking his head so the brim of his hat would hopefully hide the blush that was yet again creeping across his cheeks, "Yeah, that'd be right as rain."
"Good," John grunted, pulling folded up tent poles from his bag, "Well, since that's settled, how about you start setting up a spot for the fire while I put up the tent?"
"Sure thing," Hickory said with a quick nod, turning to wander around the camp site to pick up some stones to mark a space for a small fire pit. He paused and glanced up when he heard the soft, tell-tale sound of a pile of fabric hitting the ground, fully expecting John to have tossed the tent from his bag, ready to offer his help once again, only to bite his tongue at the realization that it was his jacket that John had tossed aside. The teal troll was busy setting up the tent poles, a little frown of concentration on his face while he worked, completely unaware of Hickory staring at him from across the clearing. "Sugar," Hickory breathed, jerking into motion quickly as John glanced at him from where he was working.
"Hey, how about, after this, we go for a swim."
"A swim?" Hickory echoed, tucking a rock into the small collection in his arm while turning to arch an eyebrow at John, only to nearly drop them all at being presented with John leaning against one of the erected tent poles, a little smirk on his face and sweat beading on his brow.
"Yeah! It's kinda humid today, and setting up this tent is making me sweaty. I think a pre-dinner swim would be nice, don't you?" John said with a little laugh, shoving himself off the pole to start gathering the fabric of the tent up from the ground. "Work up a bit of an appetite before we eat."
Hickory swallowed thickly as John tossed the fabric over the tent frame he'd set up, his brain taking a moment to catch up to what was being said to him. "Oh! Yeah! Yeah, that'd be a right fine idea," he agreed, shaking his head quickly to try and get his mind off of the sweaty, half naked troll across from him. "C'mon, Hickory. Get yer act together," he grumbled to himself, walking to a spot he thought would be good for the fire and dropping his collection of rocks.
"I think you might be too close to the tents."
"Sugar, honey an' iced tea!" Hickory exclaimed, whipping his head in John Dory's direction, who grinned sheepishly at him.
"Sorry. Didn't mean to catch you off guard. What's got your head in the clouds, anyway?" John asked, propping his hands on his hips and tilting his head at Hickory, reminding the country troll of a particularly adorable cuddle pup.
"Ah, y'know, just , uh, doin' a mental checklist. Tryin' to remember if I brought my swim gear," Hickory offered with an awkward little laugh. "Sorry. What were ya sayin'?"
"Even if you forgot yours, you can always borrow mine. I don't mind swimming in my regular shorts," John offered with an easy smile, "And I was just saying that I think where you're setting up the fire might be too close to the tents."
Hickory looked between where John had most of the tent set up, barring the tent pegs being hammered into the ground, and the pile of rocks he'd dropped on the ground to find that he was, indeed, just a bit too close. One good breeze in the wrong direction could carry embers onto the fabric. "Oh. Beggin' yer pardon," the country troll apologized quickly, bending to pick the rocks back up, "I really was too lost in my own head just then, wasn't I?"
"Hey, happens to the best of us," John laughed, shrugging a bit. "Just move it a bit over there," he gestured vaguely away from the tent, "And it should be fine. I think I saw a decently sized stick over there, too. We can move it into the clearing to sit on later, by the fire."
Hickory nodded, dropping his rocks where John had gestured. "This whole campin' for fun thing is turnin' out to be a lot like campin' for survival," he noted, arching an amused eyebrow at John who snorted and trotted back over to the tent.
"Set up is always a pain. Same with take down. But all of the in between is great," John shot Hickory a charming smile, completely unaware of how it made the ex-bunty hunters heart flutter, before crouching down to hammer in the tent pegs. "Just you wait!"
"Sounds like a plan," Hickory muttered, though he very much doubted he was heard over the sound of the hammer. Which was probably for the best, as he had to shake himself out of staring after the teal troll once again.
In relative short order, Hickory set up his little circle of rocks while John finished up with the tent pegs. He then shoved his way through the brush surrounding the clearing to see about gathering up some wood for the fire they would be building when they got back from swimming. He deposited his selection of twigs, sticks and bark next to his rock circle once he figured he had enough for the night, just as John finished tying off a large tarp above where he'd finished setting up the tent.
"Y'all set?" Hickory asked, trotting up to John as the teal troll wiped his brow with the back of his hand, dislodging his goggles so they sat askew on his head.
"I think so. We're looking pretty good!" John chirped, grinning up at Hickory.
"I'd say so," Hickory agreed easily with a quiet little laugh, reaching out to fix John's crooked goggles. John looked startled by the gesture, Hickory barely catching a glimpse of a dark flush creeping over John's cheeks before the teal troll turned away from him once his hands dropped away. He took a quick step back, watching as John swiftly moved across the campsite to dig into his bag. Intrigued by the reaction, Hickory made a mental note about it for later.
"Did you bring your trunks?" John's voice snapped Hickory back to reality.
"Pretty sure," Hickory hummed, shuffling over to his bag to dig into it and pull out his swim shorts.
"Great! Then get changed, and we'll head down to the water," John said, staring at Hickory expectantly.
Hickory stared right back, slowly arching an eyebrow at the teal troll. "You gonna stare at me the whole time I'm changin', or just for the first little bit?" He snorted quietly as John's face lit up as he turned on his heel to face away from Hickory. The ex-bounty hunter shook his head with a quiet laugh, setting his hat aside and quickly changing into his swim trunks. He then dug into his bag and pulled out the beach towel he'd packed, draping it over his shoulders as he cleared his throat. "All set. You gonna change, too?"
"Nah," John hummed, glancing at Hickory over his shoulder, though he did pull off his goggles and glove to toss them into the tent. "I'm just gonna go as is. These shorts are already sweaty and dirty, may as well sorta wash 'em by swimming with them on."
"All right," Hickory chuckled, stepping up next to John, "Lead the way, then."
And so John did, after grabbing his own towel from his belongings. The path down to the lake was relatively short and straight forward, but John seemed to take pride in leading Hickory around, so he diligently followed along with an indulgent smile on his face. The lake itself was relatively small, as John had already mentioned, but that didn't make it any less picturesque than the rest of the Neverglades had been thus far. The shores were soft slopes of jutting rock and densely packed dirt, surrounded by drooping trees with their branches and leaves barely grazing the water, causing little ripples every time the wind blew. Early evening sunlight was dappled across the surface of the lake, making it sparkle.
"My," Hickory breathed, almost feeling like he shouldn't be there. Like he was intruding on sacred ground.
"It's real pretty, isn't it?" John hummed quietly next to him, "Almost makes you not want to swim."
Hickory opened his mouth to agree with the sentiment, only to jump slightly as John let out a whoop of a shout while tossing his towel aside, before running towards the water. Hickory couldn't contain his laughter as John jumped from the shore as he reached the waters edge, canon balling into the lake with a large splash.
"Well, that's one way to do it, I s'pose," Hickory chuckled to himself, tossing his towel next to John's. He let out a shout of his own once John surfaced further out into the lake, running and tossing himself into the water with gusto. He surfaced to the sound of John's laughter, followed shortly by a splash of water to the face. "Hey now," he laughed, returning the splash blindly, figuring he'd hit his target based on the sound of John sputtering. He wiped water from his face and grinned at finding John coughing and blinking water from his eyes. "That's what ya get for tryin' a sneak attack," Hickory stated, self satisfied smirk on his face.
"I'll show you sneak attack," John grumbled to himself, before launching himself through the water at Hickory with a yell. Hickory let out a startled shout in response, flailing rather uselessly in the water before John tackled him around the chest and dragged him under the surface.
The two tussled in the water like that for some time, with John using any means necessary to try and catch Hickory off guard as they swam back and forth across the lake, waging war with sweeping splashes. Hickory finally called it quits when John tried to use a handful of slimy lake weeds to retaliate against Hickory for managing to dunk him underwater.
"All right, I'm think I'm done," the country troll sighed, pulling an especially long piece of weed from his hair and tossing it aside.
"Aww, but we haven't even been out here that long," John practically pouted, earning a fond smile form Hickory.
"Never said we had to go back. Just that I think the war is over," Hickory hummed, kicking his feet off the bottom of the lake to float on his back. He watched John continue to pout for a minute out of the corner of his eye, before the teal troll began to swim towards the shore. "Where are ya goin'?" he called, turning to tread water with a small frown on his face.
"If you're done," John called back, walking up onto the shore, running fingers through his water logged locks, "I'm gonna work on my canon balls."
Hickory was quite certain that John had no idea the kind of sight he made as he trotted along the lakeside, looking for a good spot to use as a pseudo-diving board. He kept absently running his fingers though his hair, which supplied a steady supply of water droplets that cascaded down over his torso, which Hickory had to fight with every fiber of his being not to watch as they made their way down to the ground. The country troll had never been so happy to be submerged in water as he was just then, letting himself sink so his nose was barely above the surface as he watched John Dory pause at a particularly large rock and nod to himself. The teal troll climbed up onto it and shot Hickory a winning grin once he was at the top, waving enthusiastically, before letting out a bellow and tossing himself into the water. He was completely, stupidly endearing and Hickory knew that if he didn't say something by the end of this trip, he might just go insane.
John continued his cycle of climbing out of the water and jumping enthusiastically back in for some time, Hickory not even noticing that the sun had began to set with how enraptured he was with watching. That was, until the teal troll finally scooped his towel up from the ground instead of running off to his chosen diving rock.
"Hey, it's getting late," John called out to him, gesturing that he should swim to shore, "We should probably go get started on the fire and make some dinner."
"Oh! Right. Dinner," Hickory muttered to himself, before he began to swim back to shore, shivering as he climbed out of the water and a cool breeze swept across the lake.
"C'mon. We'll get a nice big fire going, and get you toasty warm," John said with an easy smile, handing Hickory his towel.
Hickory bit his tongue to keep himself from saying something stupid like 'Or you could warm me up', and instead murmured a quiet thanks as he took his towel and rubbed at his sopping hair.
"I brought some classic camping food," John hummed as he began to lead the way back up to their campsite, Hickory hot on his heels, "Hotdogs to roast over the fire, and marshtatoes for later!"
"Sounds swell," Hickory said with a little nod, draping his towel over his shoulders as they reached the campsite. "By the by, where did ya say that stick was? The one we could use as a bench near the fire?"
"Right! We should move that first," John said as he snapped his fingers, and pointed towards a patch of grass near the tent.
Moving the stick was only a small struggle when they discovered it was actually much larger than they had anticipated, as part of it was buried in the dirt. Luckily, what Hickory lacked in tenting supplies, he made up for in random assorted other items that John, apparently, neglected to bring along. Such as a hatchet. He made rather quick work of hacking into the stick and cutting off the portion John had indicated would make good seating, and if he happened to flex a bit more than he normally would because he caught John watching out of the corner of his eye, well, who could blame him?
The two of them managed to drag the end of the stick over to the little circle of rocks without much trouble after that, and Hickory promptly dropped himself onto it once it was settled where John thought would be the best spot.
"Gonna need to go for another swim, after that," the ex-bounty hunter joked, kicking his feet out in front of himself as John crouched next to the rocks and began to set up the bits of bark Hickory had gathered.
"If there are enough glow flies in the area we can go for a night swim, if you want," John muttered, half distracted as he struck a match and lit the kindling he'd set up. Gently, he blew into the small pile of bark and twigs until the flames began to grow, a proud little smile on his face as he slowly fed twigs into it until it was large enough that he could put a couple of the larger sticks on. Once it seemed like he thought the fire wouldn't need to be babied further he stood with a pop of his knees and a crack of his back, a low groan leaving him as Hickory winced in sympathy.
"That sounded like it hurt," Hickory commented idly as John dropped onto the stick next to him with a grunt.
"Don't get old," John joked, laughing as Hickory shoved him lightly.
"I'll remind ya, since yer memory's apparently goin', that I'm only a few years younger than ya. Yer knees ain't the only ones that make noise when ya stand up," Hickory said as he rolled his eyes. "Anyhow, d'ya really reckon we could go swimmin' at night? Y'don't think that'd be dangerous, with all the critters roamin' around?"
John shrugged, watching the flames as their fire slowly grew. "I mean, I don't see why not. Like I said, there just needs to be enough glow flies so we can see. The stars out here are pretty bright, but it's better if there are glow flies. They're a really good, obvious, first alert system if something is close by."
"Cause they'll fly away," Hickory hummed with a nod, "Smart."
"Yeah. It's something my dad taught me, a long time ago," John sighed wistfully, leaning forward to prop his elbows on his knees, his gaze distant. Hickory took that as his queue to go and fetch the hotdogs from John's bag, as well as grabbing a couple of sticks from their little stash to spear the hotdogs with.
"Here," Hickory gently nudged John in the shoulder with his own, offering the teal troll one of the sharpened sticks as John visibly blinked himself back into reality.
"Oh! Thanks," John chuckled, gingerly taking the stick from Hickory, "Sorry. Sort of zoned out there. Didn't mean to get so lost in thought."
"It's alright," Hickory said with a small shrug, cutting open the package of hotdogs to spear one on the end of his stick, "Happens to the best of us. Mind if I ask what ya were thinkin' 'about?"
"Just family junk," John offered with a little shrug of his shoulders, taking a hotdog of his own and stabbing it a bit more violently than strictly necessary.
"I assume 'bout yer dad?"
John clicked his tongue, a wry little smile turning the corner of his lips. "Yeah. A bit. More about my brothers, though, I guess. I never did this with any of them," he gestured vaguely at their campsite. "I got to go camping once with my dad, and he taught me loads. But none of my brothers got to. And then things just sort of got crazy out of hand, and I never got to take any of them." He paused, sitting up and shooting Hickory an apologetic smile. "Sorry. This is supposed to be a fun trip, you don't need me babbling about family drama."
"I don't mind," Hickory reassured, gently resting his free hand on John's elbow, "Don't got much family, myself, aside from my older brother, an' that's a whole can a' worms on it's ownâŠBut, I don't mind hearin' 'bout other folks family. If ya need someone with a willin' ear, I'm always here."
John turned his head to look at Hickory, his gaze almost searching as his brow furrowed slightly. "That means a lot," he murmured, shifting so he could take the hand on his elbow into his own, entwining their fingers together. "I reallyâŠI really like talking to you, Hickory. I know we haven't known each other that long, but you mean a lot to me."
"You mean a lot to me, too, Johnny."
John seemed to think for a moment, watching Hickory intently, before he leaned down to prop his stick between two of the rocks around their fire. He then took Hickory's and did the same with it, before turning sideways on their make-shift bench and taking Hickory's hands in his own. He visibly swallowed, thumbs brushing the backs of Hickory's hands, which sent little shivers up the country's trolls spine.
"You okay, John?" Hickory asked, leaning forward slightly with a concerned frown.
"Can I kiss you?"
It was said so quietly Hickory thought, perhaps, he was hearing things. "Pardon?"
John flushed, his ears drooping slightly as he gave Hickory's hands a little squeeze. "Can I kiss you?" he repeated a little louder, gaze fixed on their hands. "I might've been reading you wrong, but I thinkâŠI think you want to kiss me, too? It's okay, if you don't. I won't be offended, and we can pretend this never happened, I justâŠ" He lifted his gaze, letting out a little breath, "I really want to kiss you."
"John Dory," Hickory stated, tugging John's hands closer so the teal troll was forced to lean further towards him, "If ya don't kiss me right this instant, I will be madder than a wet hen."
"Can't have that," John chuckled, before tilting his head and pressing his lips to Hickory's.
It was like pop rocks were poured down Hickory's spine, little tingles igniting what felt like every nerve ending as John shifted closer on their little bench so he could kiss the country troll more deeply. Their hands parted from each other, only to slide into hair and cling to shoulders, earning little shivers and soft sighs each time their lips parted for a moment for air.
"C'mon," John breathed after a time that Hickory's mind could hardly fathom, though the world was distinctly darker than it was before he got lost in John's lips. John stood, a hand outstretched towards Hickory in offering.
Hickory took it without hesitation, letting John lead him to their tent, anticipation twisting in his gut, their dinner and plans of swimming long forgotten.
~
When Hickory woke the next morning, it was to a tent distinctly devoid of John Dory. Groggily, he rubbed at his face as he sat up and looked around, finding what he assumed was John's silhouette on the outside of the tent, puttering around their campsite. He grunted as he shoved away the blankets he'd gotten tangled up in during the night and somehow managed to locate his pants and belt, tugging them on quickly before he stumbled into the morning light.
"Good morning!" John's voice was chipper and loud, making Hickory cringe slightly as he finger combed his hair.
"Mornin'," the country troll drawled, squinting against the sun until he found his hat and tugged it on, letting out a contented little sigh. He turned to find John Dory hovering over the fire, poking at what appeared to be eggs cooking on top of a flat stone. "Yer up mighty early."
"Habit," John said with a shrug, "Once the sun is up, I'm up."
"Disgusting," Hickory snorted, earning a light laugh from John.
"Yeah, well, can't be helped," John hummed, grabbed a large leaf and scooping one of the eggs from the stone onto it with a knife. "Forgot to bring plates, so you're going to have to deal with eating off a leaf with your fingers."
Hickory took the leaf happily, trotting over to their stick bench and sitting down. "I think I can live with that."
"Good, 'cause there wasn't much in terms of other options," John snorted, taking up his own leaf and egg before knocking the flat rock off the fire and walking over to the stick to sit as well.
They ate their breakfast quietly, John staring off into the fire, while Hickory let his eyes drift shut, smiling slightly to himself as he let the early morning sounds of the forest wash over him. He felt peaceful and calm, a warm little ember in his chest growing steadily at the knowledge that the troll his heart chose to beat wildly for was sat next to him and felt the same. Or, so he assumed.
"Hickory," John's quiet but serious tone shattered the tranquility of the forest, and drew Hickory from his revere. He blinked and turned his gaze towards John, who was still staring intently into the fire.
"What is it?"
"About last nightâŠ"
Hickory frowned, his posture stiffening at the words John spoke. He had to force his fingers to not tremble around the leaf he held. "What about it?"
"It doesn't-âŠLook, I know I dragged you all the way out here, and I'm your only way home, so just in case," John rambled, speaking without taking a breath, "It doesn't have to mean anything. We don'tâŠIf you felt obligated, I'm sorry. We can pretend nothing happened and go home right now, if you want."
Hickory stared John down, absentmindedly crushing the leaf in his hands. "Ya think I'd feel obligated to sleep with ya, just because we're out in the woods?"
"I mean," John flushed, looking up at Hickory, anxiety clear as day on his face, "âŠmaybe?"
"I would sooner stab any troll that tried somethin' that I didn't want, then go willingly off to their tent," Hickory practically growled, before taking a deep breath to try and calm himself down. He closed his eyes and counted to ten, listening as John shifted and squirmed on the stick next to him. "I ain't mad," he said after a beat, letting out another breath.
"You sound like it."
"Only 'cause you implied I was easy."
"Sorry."
Hickory opened his eyes, taking one last deep breath in, before turning his gaze to John once again, arching an eyebrow at finding the teal troll practically curled in on himself in his seat. "This been buggin' ya for a while?"
"I couldn't sleep," John admitted, and upon closer inspection Hickory could see the bags under John's eyes.
Hickory sighed quietly, letting his irritation slowly seep out of him. He reached out, his heart twisting as John flinched slightly at the movement. "I ain't gonna hurt you," he reassured, gently taking one of John's hands in his own, "I'd never hurt ya. JohnâŠI was so happy, last night, when ya said ya wanted to kiss me. I've been wantin' to do that for quite a while. Just didn't quite know how to go about sayin' anythin'. I like you, John Dory. A whole lot."
John's posture loosened as Hickory spoke, his hunched position straightening as he unconsciously leaned in towards the country troll. "Really?" he breathed, and Hickory could almost describe his expression as being starstruck.
"I don't have a tendency to say things I don't mean."
Hickory let a crooked little smile settle on his face as John slowly shifted closer to him, turning slightly so he could wrap both of his hands around Hickory's. "I'm so sorry. For thinking I'd taken advantage of you. For implying you would do anything you didn't feel comfortable with. I just thought that, if you didn't want it, or felt bad for me or something-"
Hickory cut him off with a snort of a laugh, shaking his head slightly. "Why on this green earth do you think I would feel bad for ya?"
John blinked, tilting his head slightly. "UhâŠ'cause I'm a washed up ex-boyband member with a laundry list of family trauma issues and no friends?"
"Who's also mighty handsome, talented, a skilled survivalist, and who seems to be completely blind to the admirers that watch 'im every time he goes to the market?"
"âŠYou think I'm handsome?"
"Not the take away ya should be focusing on here, Johnny," Hickory snorted, rolling his eyes.
"Sorry. Go on."
Hickory chuckled, cupping John's cheek in his free hand. "You think pretty little of yerself, an' that's a real shame. I wish ya could see yerself the way I do."
"And how's that?"
"Like a shootin' star in the night sky. So beautiful an' bright, but burnin' out so fast most folks can't appreciate ya for yer true magnificence," Hickory hummed, enjoying the way John's cheeks darkened, just before he gently tugged the teal troll into a kiss.
They parted with a quiet gasp between the two of them, John looking a bit dazed.
"SoâŠyou're my boyfriend now, right?" John asked bluntly after a beat, earning a surprised burst of laughter from Hickory.
"You bet yer bottom dollar, playboy."
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