#drrr ff

[yandereshit]

Izaya x Reader: salad. [Durarara]

So! A story I wrote in 2k15 and translated to english... well, today. The translation may be a bit weird since I’m not used to doing these, but... well, yes. Here we go lololol have fun with this weird ass shit.

Evening ritual always looked the same. The very moment the night fell upon the city – which happened quite late during summer – you showered and, wearing your cute pink pajamas, you took out the cucumber-meat salad from the fridge and pouring its small amount into a special, porcelain bowl and putting a spoon inside as well, using the lack of interest from your parents’ side, you quietly left the flat, wearing your plushy flip-flops to stay warm and quiet at once.

Luckily, no neighbor has seen you in this weird state. This time your hair was still wet, which made you even more willing to stay unnoticed. You went up the six-floor building and opened the roof’s door. According to the ritual, you’ll sit at the edge of the roof and, staring at the bright, night city, eat the heavenly gift as known as your mommy’s salad.

The door creaked when you stepped outside. The wind started to move chaotically, unwittingly drying your hair. You shook your head, trying to move the strands aside to clear your sight, because the wind hit you from behind, covering your face with the mess of hair. And when you finally managed to do so… well.

“Huh? You’re not Magenta-san.”

Eeeeh...?

You looked up and stared at the silhouette standing a few meters away and staring back at you with concern on his face.

Magenta, Magenta, Magenta... Um…

“It’s shade of pink…?” you guessed, reminding yourself of the hours spent in Ikea on choosing the right color for the curtains.

The silhouette blinked, a bit disoriented. He scanned over your body and put his hands in the pockets of his jacket, tilting his head to the side with a smile and apparently waiting for what YOU were about to do.

“I… u-um...” you stuttered, because the man was standing in your way to your favorite spot on the roof. “I wanted to eat only...” you muttered and, with your face red from embarrassment (wind, why are you not covering my face NOW?!) you circled around the person and sat with crossed legs at the edge of the roof, about to start your meal.

There was a silence. You took a bit of the salad on the spoon, stared at it and sighed deeply, trying to suppress the will to look around at the stranger. You probably should ask him what he’s doing here. But right now, you definitely preferred to take care of the salad and assume… that you’ll keep ignoring him till he goes away. The taste of your favorite meal was so tempting that you really wanted to believe it’ll just work.

One way or another, you lived here since forever. Officially, no one was allowed to enter the roof. And this stranger definitely wasn’t a neighbor since you’ve never seen him before.

You pressed your lips together, putting the spoon in the bowl and carefully taking the phone out from your pocket. You raised it to your eyes’ level to use the reflection to see the other person behind you.

But as it seemed, the person disappeared from your sight. You shrugged, putting your phone aside and finally deciding to take care of the salad.

“You have a cute dog” you heard suddenly right behind yourself and jumped (quite comically, considering you were sitting), letting go of the spoon and miraculously not losing the bowl as well. The spoon screamed drastically and a few seconds later, landed as a bloody stain on the pavement dozens of meters lower. Or maybe you just imagined that. Either way, you lost it.

“Oh dang it” you muttered, standing up and turning around, only to notice that SOMEONE barely a meter further stared at the screen of a phone. You glanced at the spot next to yourself. And yes, it was YOUR phone. You had the photo of your dog on your lock screen.

Automatically, you reached in the thief’s direction, he though, not even looking up, spun around, whirling away from your grasp. It forced you to use more strength and as a result, you lost your balance. And before you managed to stop, both you and the salad’s bowl flied in the floor’s direction.

However, unlike you, the bowl never met the ground. But a few moments later you realized in terror that the stranger has two hostages now. And – by the way – that the roof is quite dirty and you’ll have to take a shower again.

“Give back my salad!” you yelled in annoyance. Well, priorities differ. The stranger snorted and moved away a bit more, extending the hand with the phone in your direction. You hesitantly took it and put in the pocket, but it was obviously not enough. You wanted your salad!

In the meanwhile, the man moved aside and started eating the salad with his fingers.

You screamed in despair, feeling the anger boil inside of you. No one. Is. Allowed. To. Touch. Your. Salad.

You raised your fist in attempt to hit the man’s face. At that moment, the food lost its value. The revenge was what you craved for. It was a fight for honor.

Unfortunately, the man dodged. You tried to hit him a few more times, then kick, you generally tried everything you could. And he – barely amused – without hurry dodged all your attacks, making sure that nothing would happen to the salad and (if that was not enough) he even found time to keep eating it. At least he was aware what kind of treasure he’s holding!

Eventually, you let out a weird, frustrated growl and grasped his jacket with both hands, putting all your strength in not letting go. But he didn’t even try to break free.

“And what now?” he asked with a childish smile on his face, watching every single feature of your silhouette. Ah well. Your hands were busy. The first thing you thought of was kicking him, but he quickly made you unable to do so, standing on your toes. Your flip flops had no chance in comparison to normal shoes so an attempt to break free turned futile.

You pressed your lips together, thinking of literally ANY possibility to rub that annoying smile off his face. And finally, when the man probably thought you’re about to give up… you pulled him to yourself and with all the strength left, bit into his neck

He screamed, letting go of the bowl which shattered on the ground.

"O-oi, it hurts! ヘ（。□°）ヘ", he whimpered, trying to push you off himself. But it made him only hurt more, because you bit into him like some tick. He closed his eyes tightly, focusing on bearing the pain.

Suddenly, you felt a weird, metallic taste. Not fitting to the bitter taste of his cologne you were feeling for the few seconds till now. You pulled your teeth out of his neck, staring in disbelief at the slightly bleeding wound on your victim’s neck.

“Finally...” the “victim” muttered, flopping onto the ground.

“Um...” you whimpered, covering your mouth with your hand. You licked over your lips, and then… “Oh my God! I will catch something!” you yelled, spatting out as much of your saliva as you could. You started to cough in despair.

The man glared at you, carefully touching the wound. The skin in that place was weirdly jelly in touch. He stared at you for some time, clearly not willing to interrupt.

You in the meanwhile, hardly got yourself together and finally stared at him angrily.

“Youuu...”

“You’re not done yet?!” he asked in panic, covering his neck with hands.

“Look at what you’ve done!” you yelled, pointing the shattered bowl and your dead salad around it. “You killed it!”

“You bit me!” he noticed, standing up and brushing the dust off his trausers.

“I-it was in self-defense!” you announced. “And because you stole it from me! You’re the guilty one!

He sighed, rolling his eyes, which for some reason pissed you off even more. You gathered the rest of your despair and you were about to throw yourself at him once again… when something glistened in front of your eyes and stopped by your neck,  informing you that any attempt to move will end tragically. Your heart stopped for a short second and you held your breath, as if fearing that any uncontrolled movement can cause something you pretty much didn’t want to happen. You felt a slight pressure and backed away in panic, tripping and landing back on the ground.

“Maybe I should return the favor, vamp?” he suggested enthusiastically (which seemed, in your opinion, pretty creepy), tilting his head so that you could see the wound on his neck. And it looked pretty ugly. The scar would probably stay there for a few weeks or even months...

He stared at you for a few moments, analyzing the emotions appearing on your face. Shock, then confusion, still lasting anger mixed with fear for your life. The man you just really painfully bit stood in front of you with a blade pointing at your throat, ready to end your life with a short movement. Every blow of the wind made you feel as if he’s already done so.

Not a comfortable situation.

You stared at him as well. He looked like some creepypasta sociopath. Actually, he looked like one from the very beginning. His dark eyes moved slowly along your silhouette, analyzing every single piece of your body. He seemed to seep through you with his stare, yet his face stayed firm. His arrogant smirk distracted you.

Suddenly, he put the knife in the pocket of his jacket and stepped back, not looking away from your face.

He chuckled.

“There, you don’t have to be scared… that much. I’m glad I could see that many of your emotions in such a short amount of time. They were really entertaining.” He laughed and turned around, moving away as if he couldn’t care less about what you were about to do. “And now excuse me, there’s one more person I need to play with today.”

You let out an annoyed grumble and got up, eventually ignoring him and going to the building’s door. Then finally it got to you, how late, cold and windy it became in the meanwhile.

“Ah, one more thing” the man added suddenly, just before you closed the door behind yourself. “Next time, I’d like to also see you laugh.”

As if on call, you laughed.

Hysterically.

You shut the door behind yourself and went back to your flat. You entered the kitchen, took out the whole pot of the salad and, reaching for a new spoon, decided to take all the accumulated anger out on your digestive system.

[fogclearer]

@wickedpraycrs​ asked: "for the record, this is self destructive." Izaya jfhdhg

36 questions (a podcast musical) → lyrics starters

“I don’t recall asking for your opinion.” 

There’s a certain bite to her tone that isn’t normally present, a small crack in usually collected visage. Her patience is wearing thin, though she doesn’t want to give him the satisfaction of seeing her bend in constitution, doesn’t want him to recognize her limits. She’s far too familiar with these types of games ; someone like him can be extremely dangerous, but only if underestimated. Izaya might have deemed her his newest challenge ( oh, what a thrill it must be to hold a Kirigiri’s secrets against them, to force them into your own pocket ), but Kyouko refuses to play by his rules.

To continue forward without the information she had been hoping for will be dangerous. And yet — it’s nothing she can’t handle. Nothing she hasn’t already done on her own. Always reckless. Always forward. 

“If you’ll excuse me, I’ll be leaving now.” 

[lycoryllis]

Female Character Appreciation

You know those fave female characters you have who you would be glad to be punched in the face by (maybe even ask for it) like in a ‘one time she punched me in the face, it was awesome!’ kinda way? Yeah those ones

[siniziori]

Izaya: Come over

Shizuo: I can’t, I’m in the middle of a fight

Izaya: I’m home alone

Shizuo:

[theshrine-by-thestalker]

Yuri with Durarara!! ^_^

[senritsu]

parts of drrr!! fandom I remember:

people creating entire personas out of the outfits they put shizuo and izaya in on the album cover, with like names and personalities

that one time the creator wrote a LITERAL shizaya sex scene as like an April fools joke

no one paying any mind whatsoever to the racist character depictions, incest bullshit, or sexualization of minors out the ass

more yaoiz

I think the most popular fic on ff dot net was like one of them got turned into a cat .. and it was that for like 40 chapters. Like not a catboy a literal cat

trust me redraws

people DISPRESPECTING celty.

more yaoiz

[autumn-foxfire]

Seeing the talk about shipping names always brings me right back to fanfiction and how sexualized the whole expirience was for me. Like i got on ff when i was like 13-14 n i think i left when i was 17-18ish n kinda migrated to ao3. Like as a young teen just discovering sex amd sexuality that place was a dump. I remember sex coming up in every fanfiction (something i still encounter today and have A GRUDGE for, tl: you shpuld settle your arguments with talking not sex oh my god) n i remember writing sex into my fanfiction cuz i was under heavy impression thats how its supposed to go. 'Write something super angsty and edgy and then add a sex scene'.

Fuckin suprise im asexual actually which is why i viewd sex more as an ingridient than like...something thats supposed to be emotional lmao.

But ye shipping names always seemed to be a part of that n its honestly so dumb and outdated. Like if you have a headcanon for someones prefrence in bed fucking great for you but uhhh thats not personality n that doesnt really matter if you are writing anything that isnt porn. Newsflash 99% of the time what position a character likes to fuck in is 100% irrelevant. N its even stupider when people get rabid about their headcanons n start claiming they are right even tho the character sexual prefrences arent and will probs never be canon. Like i heard a person say that they said they headcanoned for tamaki to be a switch n someone got all rabid on them that tamaki is OBVIOUSLY a bottom. Like chill out who the fuck cares and really by saying it like that you just come off as stereotyping and fetishizing gay men by saying that a shy meek one has to be the bottom. Like personality has NOTHING to do with sexual prefrences and the way you present yourself in every day life can be very different from the way you present yourself in the bedroom.

Either way stop obessing over peoples sex lives its creepy

Remember when it used to be called lemons and that’s how you knew there would be sex in the story XD (”Beware lemons in the story!!!” and all that jazz)

But yeah, the position and personality based on the way you wrote the ship name was so stupid (surely with them being the same characters, personality would stay the goddamn same) and honestly it’s because of this that I have preference for certain characters because I’ve just been too burned in the past by having them change if they were any other way (looking at you, old drrr fandom and all the Izuo fics that turned Shizuo into a blushing, “girly” person :/).

As you said, personality should have nothing to do with what they like to be in bed and as shonen characters, that will never, ever be confirmed anyway because they weren’t exactly created with sex in mind so I don’t know why so many peoples pants get into a twist over them.

People need to chill and stop fetishizing gay relationships :/

[freyzrc]

10 thingy thingy..!! Tagged by @mysticmikalla ! *floof huggles!!* Thank youu Mikaaa ^^ (i live for your funny tags!!💙 XD) RULE: Name your top ten favorite characters from different fandoms. Then tag ten people.

1. 707 (Mystic Messenger) 2. Aymeric (FFXIV) 3. Axel (Kingdom Hearts) 4. Kanda (D.grayman) 5. Levi (Attack on Titan) 6. Genesis (FFVII : Crisis Core) 7. Izaya (DRRR!) 8. Byakuya (Bleach) 9. Musica (Rave) 10. - Forgive me! I’m not really into a lot of tv series/games atm because I’ve been busy (and I love old school stuffs...)!! I could just list 10 from all the FFs but that would be cheating. XD But do you see a pattern here, I do 👀👀👀 Aaaaa anyone reading this do it if you want to and please tag me so I get to know about your top10 fav too! ^^

[joyfeign]

* / QUICK LINKS

introduction

starter calls

ooc posts

memes

wishlist

* / SELECTION CANON

Ash Lynx (Banana Fish)

Natsuya (Free!)

Izuna (C.D. | Naruto)

Kanda (D. Gray-man)

Izaya (Drrr!)

Sleepy Ash (Servamp)

Hide (Tokyo Ghoul)

Uta (Tokyo Ghoul)

Diarmuid (FATE)

Nanao (Tsurune)

Ginoza (Psycho Pass)

Cloud (FF VII)

* / SELECTION OC

Karma (mystical)

Roe (modern)

[one-hell-of-otaku-is-here]

Tagged by: @ whats-left-of-me-now Thanks for the tag!! (∩˃o˂∩)♡ Relationship status: IM AND STILL SINGLE AND THATS OK

Favorite colors: Dark blue, dark red, white Lipstick or Chapstick: Both but I prefer chapstick

3 Favorite foods: Any kinds of pasta, pizza I love pineapples on my pizza so ff those who dont, then I love cream puffs Id kill for those

A song stuck in my head: Banana Fish OPENING IS MY JAM!!!!! + I cant get newest AOT Op out of my head everytime I watch the newest episode (pls save me!!)

Last song I listened to: Hot by Avril Lavigne AND I KEPT THINKING ABOUT HOW HOT ASH LYNX IS

Last movie I watched: Bungou Stray Dogs: Dead Apple WAS SOO GOOD

Top 3 TV shows: Don’t really watch TV, but when I do its for typical ones like Two and Half Men, Big bang Theory and I also really like Fraser. These were my favs when I was teen + The Vamire Diaries first 4 seasons that it got just ridicuous with The Originals I would recommend reading VD books they are much better and Stellena is actually canon there so

Books I’m currently reading: STILL WAITING FOR physical copy of LN of DRRR VOL 10 TO ARRIVE. Also it is not what I currently read but I am planning to read 2nd Izaya novel, Kafka on the Shore by Haruki Murakami, KOKORO by Natsume and Umineko manga. And Banana Fish ofc but that would be waay in the future. Atm I am not reading anything

Last thing I googled: I’m working on my thesis so I googled in which langauge I should write cos Idk if my faculty wants English but generally it is supposed to be written in our native Slovak but I learnt sht so I am writting in English for now as my sources are in English bless my soul if I would have to translate it later. I need to ask my councellor once semester starts

How many blankets: One

Dream trip: Well would you look at that it is Japan, France, the Uk, Spain, Seychelles, S Korea etc etc etc

Anything you really want: I DO NOT WANT TO BE WRITING THIS THESIS I WANT TO PLAY SOME BL OR READ SOMETHING OR HAVE A COFFEE AT LOCAL BOOKSTORE OR BE WATCHING SOME ANIME whileadmiringmyanashlynx

I AM TAGGING ALL MY ANONS WHO HAVE BLOGS HERE LOL

[aomitois]

3, 4, 6, 7, 8, 9, 11, 14, 16, 17, 19, 20, 47, 48, 50 for the fanfiction question please?

3. What is the best fandom you’ve ever been involved in? Mystic Messenger, i think. there’s barely any drama here.

4. Do you regret getting involved in any fandoms? naaayi see a lot of people say some dumb shit, especially in some fandoms, but just ignoring them is fine enough, i won’t let it hinder my content enjoyment

6. List your OTP from each fandom you’ve been involved in. oh boy oh boy i’ve been in so much fandoms xD i’ll list only the ones where there’s at least one ship i like(there are also other ships, but for things that i didn’t involve myself with its fandom)

DTB - Heiyin

Ladybug PV - Feligette

Mystic Messenger - Zenhee, Vmc

Naruto - Sasusaku

Bnha - Izuocha

Voltron - Sheith

Vampire Knight - Zeki

Bleach - Ichihime

Fairy Tail - Jerza

One Piece - Zotash

Owari no Seraph - Mikayuu

Pmmm - Madohomu

Assassin’s Creed - Arlise,Altachali (okay i’ve made up that name, idk if anyone else ships it??)

Kuroshitsuji - Cielizzy

Snk - Eremika

Drrr - Shizuona

7. List your NoTPs from each fandom you’ve been in. 

DTB - that detective and widow from eps 3-4. big cringeee

Bleach - Ichi//ruki. the ship isn’t a big deal for me per se, but its fandom is unbearable

ML - never understood the popularity of nat/chlo

Avatar - Mai/ko

Mysme - V/rika

Naruto - Jira//tsu, Kaka//saku

Fnaf - literally any ship here, jfc they’re souls of murdered children why would anyone ship that

Dishonored - Daud//Corvo (yes i’ve seen ppl ship it and??)

Bnha - bkdk

Voltron - sh//lav, also at first klonce was a notp for me but gradually i started to tolerate it, and now don’t mind it (hell, i even ship it in some fics)

Teen Titans - bb/rae

Fairy Tail - cat ships

Opm - all ships

Snk - Ere/ri

Drrr - Shi//zaya

Inuyasha - Miro//sango

Kuroshitsuji - Seba//ciel

Soul Eater - Blackstar and tsubaki

Toradora - don’t remember ship name, the main characters

Hq!! - Iwa//oi

8. How did you get involved in your latest fandom? hmmm i think my latest is DDLC. i just saw a lot of posts about it on my dash and wanted to check it out, since i like otome games and indie horrors. but not actually play them since i’m big coward xD so i just watched Manly’s gameplay. then i just went on tumblr to scout for some fanarts lol

9. What are the best things about your current fandom? there’s sooo many talented artists!

11. Who is your current OTP? currently i’m drowning in sheith hell, other that i remember put me in angst coma for good month were heiyin and zeki

14. Go on, who are your BroTPs? mmm hard to recall bc they don’t put me thru that much roallercoaster of emotions, and i liked a lot of friendships in many media. just few that i can think of atm: Corvo and Outsider, Altair and Malik, Sakura and Sai, Sakura and Naruto, Fairy Tail guild as a whole (seriously the jokes about nakama power are funny but they’re willing to go so much for their friends, their family, i spent few days crying about it)

16. Are their any popular ships in your fandom which you dislike? already listed in notp question yo, like half of them are pretty populari always reject what’s most popular in fandom before checking thing out and have to judge it myself. i won’t ship something just because it’s popular. i ship only things that pull my hearstrings. which for some reason are usually second most popular ships, that are at war with #1 fandom’s fav lmao

17. Who was your first OTP and are they still your favourite? as a kid i remember having really, REALLY strong feelings about couples in tv shows and wondered what the fuck is wrong with me, it wasn’t until over 10 years later that i discovered what is shipping and that i’m not alone xD earliest i can recall is Bloom and that blonde dude from Winx. boy i was really hardcore shipper, had headcanons, made tattoos on my dolls with their initials, couldn’t sleep at night thinking about their relationship. they’re no longer my fave, since i’ve long forgotten about them and heiyin is my absolute fave.

19. Is there a ship which you wished you could get behind, but you just don’t feel them? oh yes a lot!! there are tons of really cute ships with good chemistry, that really suit each other, but i just don’t feel anything about them?? so i’m like oh yeah i like this, it’s sweet, but i don’t ship it. mostly bc they just didn’t have any romantic interaction even hinted, and usually i ship pairs that are intended to be canon. anyway the examples are idk, ships in sport animes like hq or knb, nejiten. also Sokka and Suki, Kataang.

20. Any ships which you surprised yourself by liking? yeah, ships where i don’t like the character or didn’t like at first. like i couldn’t stand Vorona at first, but later she was more likeable and Shizuona had such nice chemistry?? damn (and he’s my boy so i wouldn’t like just any ship) also still in drrr i reeeealy dislike Iza//ya, but with Namie (which i also dislike lol) they have such an interesting relation, like she’s the only one who can keep up with him, who’s equal in cunning schemes. that’s the only ship i can think of where i like paring but hate characters lmao

47. Archive Of Our Own, Fanfiction.net or Tumblr - where do you prefer to post and why? can’t post if i don’t write anything ^^” well there is one original story that i roughly drafted the universe, but i plan to make it a comic, not write. and no idea where i would post it tbh.as for reading i don’t really visit neither ao3 or ff, i read only what i spot on tumblr, or on the two sites if some tumblr post redirect me there.

48. Do you leave reviews when you read fanfiction? Why/Why not? i liveblog whatever i think about it as i read xD otherwise i’d forget everything at the end. that is when i read Wolfy’s fic. when i read something on tumblr i write review in tags, but it’s not really vast, since i keep all weird analogies to myself this time. and generally i don’t have much to say so i keep it short.

50. How did you get into reading and/or writing fanfiction?can’t say i did, i don’t read it too often. i only read if it happens to show up on my dash and summary got me interested enough. i got really invested in Wolfy’s fics after he described one au, its world, the story. the more chapters i’ve read, the more i got fired up for next ones xD it’s just amazing, like i’m watching some good tier show in my head. mostly bc it’s not centered aroud the ship, but it’s the action story with slow burn in the background. hhhhng 10/10 my taste exactly 👌👌👌  i actually can’t seem to enjoy any other fanfics anymore bc it’s not the same style?? 😦

[insurgxnt-blog1]

Roleplaying History

the rules are simple! post ten characters you’d like to role play as, have role played as, & might bring back. then tag ten people to do the same (if you can’t think of ten characters, just write down however many you can & tag the same amount of people). aside from that, please repost instead of reblog!

HAVE PLAYED

(A few of these things is not like the others, some of these things just don’t belong~)

Nico (Lim’re) [Original Character(Mostly FF/KH related)]

Jordyn Zweiss [Original Character(Mostly HxH related)]

Gan [Original Character(Might go back to him someday but today is not that day)]

Hayato Shiori [Original Character (DRRR!! Related)]

Akira Kurusu [Persona 5 Protag]

Killua Zoldyck [Hunter x Hunter]

Xemnas [Kingdom Hearts (A very long time ago and it was strictly private)]

Xanxus [Katekyo Hitman Reborn (Same as above, strictly private)]

Hibari Kyoya [Katekyo Hitman Reborn (Same as above)]

Seifer Almasy [FFVIII(This one was actually very short lived I barely remember playing him lmao)]

Akiko/Aiko Hasegawa [Original Character (KHR related;Very very long time ago)]

Would like to

Kuromi Seikichi & Chie Kurosawa [Bleach OCs; they’d probably be a multi-muse blog like Hayato & Nolan]

Izaya Orihara [DRRR!!]

Shizuo Heiwajima [DRRR!!]

Riku [Kingdom Hearts]

Squall Leonhart [FFVIII]

Ceren Ibrahim [Original Character(AoT related; I’m not at all sure how the fandom is so this one is not gonna be done for a long while)]

Gin Ichimaru [Bleach]

Aizen Sosuke [Bleach]

Prompto Argentum [FFXV (You know, once I finish the goddamn game lmao)]

A random-ass dragon [Just a dragon. I unno I think it’d be pretty cool]

I wouldn’t Mind going back to

Xemnas [Kingdom Hearts]

Killua Zoldyck [Hunter x Hunter]

Gan [Original Character]

Tagged (inadvertently) by: @beautyxthief​

Tagging : Anyone who wants to

[fanfictionhopper]

Okay so I think my bad habit is kinda never introducing myself like- in any of the socmeds so- bcs I've embarrassed myself and creeped ppl out in twitter alr, I'm just gonna introduce myself here.

So- I'm a she/her, 22, honestly I would use my usual alias but apparently that name got busted irl and my irl friends call me that sometimes so to avoid any risk, feel free to call me as shura or rozen or hopper, eh. I don't usually stay in one fandom for long bcs of my half-assedness but apparently kuroo manages to rig me here for quite some time now. Let's see how long it'll last.

To take my half-assedness one step further, i'm an half-assed anime lover, lololol. I prefer reading manga to anime, i no longer even follow the recent animes. The last anime i completed was Violet Evergarden and that's it. Ye, I didn't even watch hq, i got roped in here because of kuroo, stayed for like... 200-ish chapters of the manga bcs for him and the rest- i just kinda figure it out by wikis and ppl's fics and posts and ig posts of hq that are starting to fill my explore page. That's why i'm kinda reluctant to join the fandom bcs i do things halfway okay. I don't have a big enough heart to love and adore all the characters but i kinda wish to meet some fellow kuroo simps. /cries/

Most animes I watched and finished, even through mutiple seasons are only stuffs like Mushishi and Aria (amano kozue's) bcs i'm weak to those kind of soft and slice of life stuffs YwY clamp's works are so frickin' ✨ too. I read random manga that catches my eye but i totally love manga like kusuriya no hitorigoto or manga that teaches you random stuffs of life, really. There were also two mangas about bartenders, one was a male bartender while the other was a female and I discovered the term 'bar hopper' where ppl just basically hops from one bar to the other in a night to taste these bars' gin and tonic and that's exactly where i got my inspiration as a reader of fanfictions :)))

I did have favorite bois before but i think it's limited to one per anime- i prefer ootoya in utapri, sebas in black butler, mikazuki in touranbu, i did like izaya before switching to masaomi in drrr, kaito in vocaloid was one of my main bois (i was as obsessed as right now to the point of downloading his music and covers from youtube as audio, wrote one or two of his fic during ff net yo vocaloid was fun times bcs i draw inspiration from songs and their song stories were SO GOOD back then), saru of k project (that boi straight up having THREE kings' power and i got weak spots for pretty bois with messed up pasts YwY saru bby main boi too, straight up wrote his fic with misaki, mikoto and reishi in one chapter lololol), ray in tpn (god i love it so much when norman and emma are baby-ing him dem this boy needs to chill ugh), and now- kuroo :")))) and i love my bois as bottom don't ask why i don't even know myself it's pure torture sometimes especially during sebastian's phase

Bbc's merlin was a wild phase to be in too tho, the fanfics are straight up on all kind of universe and deep plots on varying degrees, fun times

I draw or write or watch anime straight up based on my will and even with the story ideas, i have yet in the mood to write stories so it's mostly just collecting notes in my phone. Kinda leaning more to drawing nowadays. Reading manga / webtoon is an always.

I'm into the isekai genre too but i totally love them when other characters are developed too, kinda like shield hero and my current love, omniscient reader (still can't read their novel tho, i'm not good with novels, i'll patiently wait for the webtoon), solo leveling is no good for me even of my friends' hype, too focused on the MC YwY it's good, ye, but it's preference i guess.

I frequent MRM for yaoi mangas and dem bro i got recs up my sleeves if you ever want some but i'm most definitely into 'black-haired' bottom and most i saved bcs of their fluff and wholesomeness if you're interested- anyways. This is long enough, I'm sorry YwY.

And anyways, I've got AO3 and twitter if y'all interested, same profpic, fanfiction swinger in AO3 and shura_rozen in twitter. I'm not active much bcs i don't know what to post lololol mostly just on these socmeds for fun and discover gorgeous kuroo's art and i intend to make a thread for my favorite fics and pixiv artists so-

Feel free to drop a message or a hi, I'm putting this introduction here bcs i'm not the best at initiating introductions like do i just reply to their posts casually and go from there (bcs ig artists lately are really friendly they reply to story replies) or do i specifically dm ppl but i'm always afraid that i'm imposing on my kuroo simpness. I don't want ppl to hate kuroo bcs they think a kuroo fan (aka me) is toxic- i- but anyways, ye. YwY

[hitokayamaguchi]

if you are still doing the character you hate thing how about Bnha, Food wars and drrr! :)

Oooh yes I will always do this haha I get a lot of enjoyment out of it

AND ONCE AGAIN, WE’RE CONTINUING THE TREND OF ME HATING FAN FAVORITES BECAUSE OF COURSE I DO

BNHA: Look. I just can’t stand Todoroki, okay? I stopped watching after the sports festival arc because I needed a break from all of that bullshit and when I saw the first few episodes in the new arc had to do with characters I didn’t care too much about, I was like “yeah okay no thanks.” I’m told he gets better but I CAN NOT STAND people who are so woe is me about their life. Taking their anger and issues out on other people (exactly part of why I hate Oikawa), blaming others for their own issues, and just being an asshole for no reason. What was his real issue with Deku? Deku was NOT the most powerful in that class by any means and to me didn’t seem like the biggest threat so I found that stupid. Also, regardless of if you use the fire power dude, you’d still be becoming the #1 hero like your dad wants. It’s the same goal. It’s not really in spite of him. Also Deku basically throwing that fight just for Todoroki to wake up from all of this pisses me off. And then he goes all mopey and half assed and doesn’t even give Bakugou a fair fight! I cried my eyes out because in that instant, I was like “Bakugou deserves better than that.” How’d I get onto him? We’re talking about Todoroki lol no but honestly, I just cannot stand Todoroki. BAD THINGS HAPPEN. TRAUMATIZING SHIT HAPPENS. BUT EVEN IF YOU CANNOT DEAL WITH IT AND MOVE ON, DO NOT TAKE IT OUT ON OTHERS. (PROTECT TAPE KID AT ALL COSTS OKAY. HE ALMOST FROZE HIM TO DEATH FFS.)

Food Wars: I’m actually not caught up on this. I’m like halfway through season 1. (Super lazy, oooooops) but I just cannot stand Erina. I wanna punch her constantly. Why is she a main? She’s so unlikable. And I like tsunderes. UGH. And tbh Yukihira pisses me off too. And so does his dad. Basically where I am in the series, all I know is that Megumi is best girl, I love the kids who live at that house, and blonde boy (who I’m not blanking on the name of aaaahhh) is a huge dork. 

DRRR: I. HATE. IZAYA. I. HATE. IZAYA. I don’t find him at all entertaining to watch. He’s the lowest piece of shit in the show and that’s saying something considering there’s some really fucked up people in this series. I hate people who enjoy tormenting other characters. I hate those kinds of characters more than anything. And that’s all his character is. Fuck him. 

Send me a series and I’ll tell you my least favorite character!

[cosmiccycle]

Normally Odd

Guess who made a part two heck yeah it’s me finally

Part 2 to this  Ship: Kadota Kyohei / Rokujo Chikage Fandom: DRRR AO3 | FF Summary:  Kadota keeps avoiding Chikage, much to his own chagrin. 

Kyohei Kadota isn’t a man of cowardice, not usually. But there are rare instances that make the man known for his steadfast and upfront nature shake in his shoes and hide behind his thick, knit cap in embarrassment. And apparently one of those instances is kissing his friend, the leader of a biker gang.

For the first few days after ditching Chikage at the park, he hadn’t seen the other. He had taken a long route to avoid the biker when he fled, and if he got the smallest glimpse of Chikage, he’d beeline it. He even once tried to bail from the van while on the highway because he thought he saw the other (turns out, he didn’t, and the gang didn’t let him get out anyway.)

So maybe he was just hiding.

He knew he was better than hiding away, he knew it wrong of him to do.

But he just. Kept running.

What a hypocrite.

Why did he keep running?

Well, he knew why, but…. Why?

He knew that, too, but it felt better to question himself, and then not answer his own damn questions….

...No it didn’t.

It didn’t at all.

He’s not supposed to hide and dodge and avoid…

He, of all people, isn’t supposed to run.

But it’s not like his legs moved on their own.

New Year’s Eve.

Himself, the people that made up “the van gang” and some others were having a small new year's celebration at Russia Sushi.

Kadota, however, was stuck on Chikage.

Chikage’s smile right beforehand, the shocked expression when Kadota had caught a glimpse of the other mid-kiss, and how, when he parted and turned away, Chikage looked baffled as to what had happened.

How he just left the other there.

If anyone asked him (and please no one ask him), he would, though reluctant, say he didn’t regret kissing the other.

He quite enjoyed the feel of Chikage’s lips on his. Not that he really has much to compare to, but nonetheless.

‘The feel of him…. What a weird way to put that…’

But that was the truth of it. He had enjoyed kissing the other male.

Which, in itself, is horribly wrong, isn’t it? Ah, and in public too….

‘The hell was I thinking…’

‘You love him.’

‘Great, ok, thanks and now he might hate me. Even more for running away…’

Maybe if he could stop thinking for two whole minutes he’d have some peace

He should text the other…. But he was probably at a party of his own, huh? Well…. If he messaged Chikage, he could look at it later, right? They could talk in the coming days, explain himself, work things out, apologize and he would never have to face the other ever again. Ever.

‘Coward.’

‘I get it!’

“Dotachin, you’ve been staring at Rocchi’s contact for 5 minutes now.” “Speaking to yourself for a while too.” “Dude are you ok?”

Erika, Walker, and Saburo had been looking at their friend, worried about him for the past few days, but even more now, from his stillness and how detached he was from the party

Kadota visibly jumped, smacking one of them.

“Ow—!” He hit Togusa, it seemed.

“Ah um….”

“Obviously he’s trying to ask Rocchi to come over here and grab him and whisk him into the night so they can—” “Karisawa please.”

While that wasn’t exactly it… he almost wished he had such courage to do that.

“Anyway there’s no need to text me if I’m right here, yeah?”

Kadota nearly shrieked at the sound of the voice.

At the very least, he jumped up and stepped on Togusa’s foot (who, in turn, yelped himself).

“Oi Kadota-no-danna. Long time no see.”

Oh, he was angry.

Oh, he was pissed off.

The gang knew it from the sound of his voice but Kadota knew from the look in his eye (though the other’s voice added enough effect to make him feel a chill down his spine and for his stomach to drop) .

It was Karisawa that chirped up.

“Hey, Rocchi! What are you doin’ here in Ikebukuro? I would have thought you’d be in Saitama.”

“Well I didn’t wanna leave all the sweet girls in Ikebukuro without their New Year's’ kiss. That’d be a tragedy, wouldn’t you agree? Anyway, I had to find someone.”

Was it too late to run? If he tried Chikage would surely, without a doubt, catch him. But if he could just get himself hit by a car again…

“Kadota would you uh— Step out with me for a few minutes”

Walker had to cover Erika’s mouth to keep her from squealing audibly. He could find some solace in the fact that Chikage had his eyes trained on Kyohei, and didn’t pay attention to Erika’s muffled voice saying that ‘Rocchi and Dotachin are gonna kiss!’. If only she knew…. And boy was he glad she doesn’t.

Chikage grabbed Kadota’s jacket right under the collar and dragged him out of the restaurant (Erika’s screaming somehow got louder, but Kadota wasn't focused on that).

Dragged outside and off to the side where no one else could see him Chikage let go, and could only glare at Kadota, while Kadota tried to, but couldn’t exactly, keep eye contact. There wasn’t much to say, after all, considering….

“I don’t know where to start with you! How could you just— You just bailed?! Wouldn’t answer my texts, pick up my calls?! You ran from me! After you— You!!!”

Chikage snarled and made a low grumble, his eyes never leaving the other.

“How could you just— how could you just leave.” he grabbed the other by the collar again, and Kadota looked at the other with a pained expression. He didn’t realize that the other was in such turmoil over something like a kiss. But, well, it was out of the blue and from him, another guy, so... but even still… Chikage didn’t seem the type to be phased by anything.

“You, of all people, running away…. Didn’t think you were the type…” he muttered. “Just gonna leave me hanging again, are you?”

“I was tryina let you finish.”

“Didn’t let me even start at the park.”

He stood up straight, though he didn’t pry the other off.

“Yeah, well you have the right to yell at me, and the right to get everything off your chest…. I’m not gonna defend myself, Chikage. What I did was shitty, I know.” “No shit—” “But I…. I got scared… I got scared and I panicked and I bolted….”

“Hmm.” Eyes narrowed, but his grip loosened

“I ended up realizing that I hurt you, and more than that I was scared you hated me for this… And I was too scared to face you and see the consequences of my actions…. I’m sorry.” “Hn…. do you really regret it…?” “Running? Of course.”

“No I mean the kiss— Did you regret that”

“Ah….”

“If you did, just say so, and we—”

“I didn’t”

“What.”

“I don’t regret kissing you…. Maybe without asking or at least a second of warning, yeah, but… I don’t regret trying…”

“....And here you had me thinking I was a bad kisser—” Chikage entirely let go of the other, and laughed bitterly while he held his head.

“Ah…..?”

“Kadota you are an actual idiot.”

“Listen I get that but what do you mean.”

“I mean that you’re an idiot, a cute one, but an idiot all the same. I’m your friend, please have more faith in me to not hate you for something like a kiss.”

“I ‘unno man, you never know... To be honest, I don’t actually know you very well”

“Would you like to change that? “

“Are you asking me out?”

“You tell me.” Chikage grinned, grabbed Kadota by his jacket and yanked him to kiss him, grin widening as he held the other down. Kadota’s face flushed, and before he could gather himself, Chikage let go, grin somehow wider. “I’d run but I’d rather hear your answer.”

“Rude…” Kadota, however, gave a sly grin himself. “It’s a date, text me when.”

“You got it~” Chikage laughs, and as Kadota steps forward to go back to his friends, Chikage slings an arm over Kadota’s shoulders. “Mind if i hang out for a while longer, I ran over here mid-party, and it’d be a damn shame if I left another one now.” “How’d you even know where I was in the first place.”

“Eri-chan texted me~ Said you were staring at my name so lovingly that you got distracted from texting me, and who can blame you—”

“Oh shut up before I make you—”

“Is that a threat or a promise?”

“Stooooop.”

[theshrine-by-thestalker]

Hell yeah. <3