#drop kicked a child in a dnd campaign i wrote

[glitchtechv1]

Yo how do people like... deal with multiple hyperfixations? IK i said at one point in a reblog that they're conducting guerilla warfare in my mind to clamour for my attention but-

My mind fortress is being sieged by multiple forms of blight and brainrot. From BG3 to DnD to the more recent COTL and being stewed in that and reading wonderful comics and fanfictions posted on this HELLSIGHT

I had undertale resurfacing due to Twin Runes and that Gaster Blaster Dragon comic thing- THEN HOMESTUCK RISES FROM IT'S UNMARKED GRAVE IN THE SAME SPOT I BIRTHED IT DURRING LOCKDOWN DUE TO THE UPDATE AND JAMES ROACH AND- HOW. WHY.

[vampirecatboy]

Hello tell us why Killian is you favorite :3

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oh where do I start with Kilian....

first off he's probably the most well rounded oc i have based on backstory. i still read the short story i wrote about his upbringing and warlock pact and think "this is one of the best things i've ever written"

he was initially part of a dnd campaign i was eventually kicked from, or at least he was supposed to be. the last session we played, right where we ended that night, was literally moments from when he would be introduced, and i had waited almost a year for his introduction. so to be robbed of that experience was very disappointing, and it left me wanting to do something with him, to not let all the work i had put into him go to waste

oof that got serious fast

no but i also love the design i gave him, his personality is so.... i can't even think of a good word for it, it just scratches some sort of itch that i can't place. he's funny in a very dry, deadpan way, he only ever smiles at the people he loves, he loves his niece to the moon and back, and yet he's hesitant to have children

plus there's the generational trauma passed down his paternal line, of fathers putting high expectations on eldest sons, and it's a double whammy for him because he's also a middle child.

but the thing i probably love most about him is that his voice is so clear in my head, he's so easy for me to write, and even so he still surprises me sometimes. he was hiding that cnc kink from me for years lol

what else is there to say about Mr Magnier. he's autistic, he's drop dead gorgeous, he refuses to label his sexuality beyond "queer," he's rich, he's biracial, he's French, he's not a drag queen but he has a drag name and it's Fleur de Lys, and in the universe where he's a warlock, he's unhealthily obsessed with his archfey patron and wants to top him so so bad even though he would likely end up dead immediately after

in conclusion, he's my precious mind blorbo and i love him