#drazms speaks

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💐 do you regret giving in to dollmaker Draz?

💐: An elderly version of themself

"I wasted a lot of my youth believing him, that I was doomed only to serve as a vessel for his rebirth, so to speak."

"But eventually it worked out... one day I was free, even with the complications. I only wish I could tell my past self not to give up hope."

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Paswon: Super sweet, easily flustered at times... Acts tough but he's a tender troll, usually... Submissive but will top or bottom, though she's much more of a mess if she bottoms, Always makes sure their partner gets off too,

Jejune: They're fairly dom leaning, i don't think they'd sub for anyone they weren't very close to.. they love to tease, and if you're into a bit of light mocking they're great for that too.. they're a talker also, they don't shut up in bed, Can handle things getting rough too,

Marlox: If you like a tsundere type, Marlox is it for you.. they prefer to bottom, but can and will top.. surprisingly easy to embarrass and knock his attitude out of him if you know what you're doing.. also, bc of his psionics, he's always vibrating slightly.. do w/ that what u will,

Drazms: Very sweet and attentive, but inexperienced... Will probably ask lots of questions any time they try to make you feel good to make sure they're doing it right but is very willing to try, Submissive leaning, but I think they'd top or bottom no issue.. they also prefer things slow and romantic,

Seifer: Hardcore submissive, totally incapable of being a dom these days... incredibly reactive and timid, but considerate... will let you do just about anything if you sprinkle in some praise and tenderness, even freak shit, Also he has excellent boobs,

Excirz: Either a very softcore dom or a sub that aims to please and make you feel good.. focuses more on his partner but isn't averse to attention... Has that round padded muscle and also has good boobs, Gets really noisy at times too.. Oh, and if you prefer things rougher or are a werewolf fucker, he's got that going on too,

Lucien/Lane: Kind of a brat ngl... he likes to antagonize a little and be put in his place, Prefers to bottom, but in the right mood and circumstances, he'll top... Willing to dom or sub, just depends on the person and his mood.. he also doesn't really need a dynamic either.. Can go vanilla or get into things like knife and breathplay too,

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so you've just kinda accepted it, huh? :( aren't you worried it isn't sustainable? i cant imagine it's good for you in the long-term

"..."

"I know it is not. It has snuck up on me over time, but I know that I feel weaker than I used to... and I now have to write notes so I do not forget something important."

"Though.. perhaps my poetry will outlive me? Isn't it a nice thought, that someone, somewhere, some sweep, will fall in love with me through my work or even find a companion in it?"

"That wouldn't be so bad, no?"

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hi drazms! do you know if theres any steps you can take to exorcise dollmaker from your body?

"Careful speaking like that, I would rather he not think I am conspiring to try..."

> They glance over their shoulders nervously, like they're waiting for him to appear any moment. He doesn't, though, so they turn back to you, speaking softly.

"I have tried to find someone in the past, but... he has ruined my every attempt. Or at least, they have never followed through. Then he will go out of his way to be more difficult with me afterward, I assume as a deterrent for another attempt."

"There's no reason to bother anymore..."

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Let's be glad Dollmaker doesn't have sex. Drazms shouldn't have to be exposed to his type.

"I cannot begin to articulate how much I disliked hearing this thought of yours. However, I am thankful he is not a total monster in that respect, yes."

"I loathe to ponder my other ancestor, whoever they may be."

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what's your opinion on the whole "haunted dolls" thing? the ones that are pretty old and tend to be joked about as being haunted?

"I do not like the trope at all, I don't think a doll is any more likely to be haunted simply because it is aged any more than a well-loved stuffed animal, blanket, or even a book."

"People think dolls are scary and for what reasoning? I think living beings and their ghosts are more capable of being frightening than a doll."

"Dolls survive to be old often because they were loved-- is it wrong to love something so much that it withstands the pains of time?"

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well i just dont want you to be lonely. are you lonely?

"...It makes for better poetry."

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Hey now! Ball jointed is a broad category!

Maybe I wanted to know if you tend to work with porcelain, or wood, or clay... Or what size you usually work on! Or how much articulation they have!!!

"Well, you did not ask me for specifics, so how was I to have known what you were curious about, my guest?"

"But now that I know, I am happy to share~ I work with cured resin and clay on a small scale, for they are dolls after all, no?"

"I usually only do the painting or clothing, but when I make the dolls, I pride myself on doing very detailed articulations- I am known for my steady hand and attention to detail."

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drazms big pretty

"Ah, moi? Thank you, you are quite sweet."

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well if you say that, then that makes me want to get wrapped up More, 🥺

"That means that I am doing a good job of keeping you interested then, doesn't it?"

"So now we will have no choice but to chat more for you to unravel the mystery you're so curious about... if you think you are brave enough to try, that is?"

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i suppose theres not much else to think about when you are essentially trapped in your hive 90% of the time huh drazms

"It would not kill you to respect my choice in staying here for other people's safety- it would at least make you a much better house guest."

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Drazms has such a gorgeous design! I love their outfit! I'll tag on another question, what is their favorite flower?

"Moi? I am a fan of Black Dahlia's and Red Orchids. Ah, and thank you, I put a lot of thought into how I present myself."

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🌞🌅🌌🍳⚖️🎭🧿 for drazms... <3

🌅- Do you have a certain routine for starting your night?

"I do try to have one, but sometimes it can be interrupted by the darkness that looms over me..."

"When possible, though, I will usually start the night with a nice shower, then do stretches and practice fan dancing for a little while. Beyond that, I will try and change it up a little bit from night to night."

🌞- Have you ever gone out or gotten caught out of your hive during daylight? What happened?

"Yes, I have. It has happened a couple times, but being as I am, I do not fear the daylight all that much."

🌌- Have you ever wanted to travel intergalactically? What would you look for in a place to visit off planet?

"It's almost a nice thought- I admit to dreaming or fantasizing about the adventure and the beauty of it, but I do not see it ever being a possibility."

🍳- What sort of cuisine do you normally eat? Are you openly okay with items labeled only as grubsauce or grubloaf?

"I like to treat myself well when it comes to my meals, nicer, more decadent things like you might see in high-class restaurants. A nice glass of... wine will pair with most of my meals."

"As for grub foods, the idea of eating them makes me feel sick-- I would never eat those kinds of things."

🎭- How do you access entertainment? What is available to you to do for fun?

"A great many things, I need to find ways to have the time passed when stuck staying at hive after all. I will play chess, go for garden strolls, paint dolls, watch movies, and so on. The list is quite long; whatever I can do at home, I have likely tried or considered by now."

🧿- Do you believe in horrorterrors? Or do you believe they’re just scary stories?

"Mm... I do think it is possible they exist, but I am more concerned with life's smaller problems at this time."

⚖️- Do you believe the justice system works, or do you feel justice has to be taken into your own hands?

"I have not had any direct interaction with the justice system in place, but to think the dark market thrives as it does I hesitate to think the system is at its best..."

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Flower anon here!! One day things will be better, I'm rooting for you drazms!! Until then i'll leave you flowers everyday if it makes you feel better!!

"At least your optimism is charming..."

"I will do my best to take care of these when you drop them by, it is the least I can do in return."

"Be careful not to reveal yourself though, kind stranger. I would not want for you to get caught up in my mess."

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I leave drazm a flower.. heard you were having a rough time :( I hope things get better

"It isn't any rougher for me than usual, but thank you..."

> They smile a little and take the flower, twirling it in one of their hands to admire it.

"Perhaps one day they will, hm?"

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aw, im not upset abt that!! it's understandable,

anyways u were kind of cute abt it, i like u,

"Oh... how sweet of you to say. As dangerous a sentiment as it is to hold."

> They don't say much in reply, but you can tell that the sentiment was very touching to them.