#draws genshin for 2 years straight

[slothspamsstuff]

Some of my old fanarts back in 2021-2022, can’t believe after playing Genshin for more than 2 years straight for everyday, I just abruptly quit and didn’t even slightly feel bad about the decision 😭😭 and the cyberpunk fanarts were from that time I binged edgerunners for a day and decided to draw Lucy and Rebecca, they’re the best parts of the show

[grimmwolf]

⚠️ DNI ⚠️

DNI right off the bat cuz it’s important

🤬z••s + supporters, anti therian, anti otherkin DNI🤬

🤬hunters, trappers, taxidermists, supporters DNI🤬

🤬animal part collectors/buyers/sellers, etc. DNI🤬

🤬vulture culture, “oddity” enthusiasts, etc. DNI🤬

🤬⚠️‼️All of these things = animal abuse⚠️‼️🤬

🤬I am against all animal abuse, DNI supporters🤬

🤬There’s no such thing as “ethical”, that’s crap🤬

🤬If support/neutral, go, this is my safe space🤬

⚠️Also pro-shippers/self-shippers can go too⚠️

‼️You will be blocked if you violate the DNI‼️

……

INTRO TIME cuz everyone else has one apparently-

Asks are always open btw :)

Ps. That means ask me things :)

Helloooo my name’s Maddy or Grimm. This is my Nonhuman etc. blog. So I’ll be posting and reblogging whatever identity related stuff here, some memes maybe. Anyhow, here’s…

Some stuff about me~

• I’m 20 years old in this body, and my birthday is on the 25th of May.

• I’m a straight cis female, so she / her pronouns would do just fine.

• I’ve been awakened since about 2014 ish, and I’m a spiritual Therian, Otherkin, Alterhuman, Nonhuman, Fictionfolk / Fictionkin, however you wanna call it 😂 Meaning I believe all if not most of my identities / kintypes are rooted from alternate lives, such as: Past, Future, Parallel, and Dream lives. I also display traits of experiencing some sort of age / pet regression, but I’m not sure if I fit the label entirely. But regressors are welcome here if you follow the dni! I try to keep the place as safe and family friendly as possible 😊

• Only a handful of my identities I’ve discovered are semi psychological tho. But they are not derived from imprinting, neurodivergence, or trauma. I also prefer to use the term identity, instead of therio / kin / ficto type etc.

• The label I use most in terms of my nonhumanity, is Omninonhuman! A term I coined for myself. Meaning I identify as all animals, beings, creatures, nature, etc. Basically anything and everything that’s nonhuman! Including, but not limited to: All earthly and non-earthly animals, beings, creatures, extant, extinct, insects, dirt, grass, plants, trees, flowers, fungi, rocks, stone, metals, crystals, water, land, sky, clouds, biomes, magical, mystical, mythical, mythological, supernatural, celestial, cosmic, galactic, divine, holy, unholy, infernal, universal, etc. Though, I connect more with wolves, or just canines in general lol.

• I have depression, social anxiety, body and species dysphoria. Are name, personality and voice dysphoria a thing as well, perhaps? Lol. Also I’m a vegan for the animals :)

Some fandoms I’m in + interests of mine~

• Animals

• Anime

• Art

• Black Butler

• Canines

• Creepypasta

• Demon Slayer

• Detroit: Become Human

• Dinosaurs

• Dragons

• Dungeons and Dragons

• Fantasy

• Five Nights at Freddy’s

• Genshin Impact

• Harry Potter

• History

• Hobbit

• How to Train Your Dragon

• James Cameron’s Avatar

• Jujutsu Kaisen

• Lord of the Rings

• Marvel

• My Hero Academia

• Obey Me!

• Omegaverse

• Paleontology

• Period Pieces

• Photography

• Pokémon

• Red Dead Redemption 2

• Sci - Fi

• SCP Containment Breach

• Slenderverse

• Supernatural

• Twilight

• Wings of Fire

• Wolves

• Zoology

Some hobbies of mine~

• Adding pins on Pinterest

• Collecting Merch ( Figures, plushes, posters, etc. )

• Creating playlists on Spotify

• Drawing

• Listening to music

• Photography

• Playing video games

• Reading

• Sleeping

• Watching YouTube

• Writing

Some fun facts about me~

• I absolutely love animals. I aspire to be an Animal & Nature Conservationist / Own an animal rescue ( domestic or wild ). I am against all forms of animal abuse, agriculture, cruelty, exploitation, use, etc., as I am a true vegan through and through, and so I do not support the therian real animal part gear obsession. If you support that or other related things, do not interact with me.

• I absolutely love talking about my alternate / past lives, even though I may not know a whole bunch about them. And I would be more than happy to listen to others speak of their lives as well! Alternate / past lives in general are all very intriguing to me

• I’m a huge fan of Pewdiepie and Markiplier. I watch their videos everyday, they just make me so happy. I love to laugh, and they make me laugh more than anyone honestly. They’re my gods lol

• I have a habit of either capitalizing words that don’t abide by the laws of human grammar. Or I alphabetize every thing I list. Oh, and my favorite colors are beige, black, cream, gold, gray, lavender, tan, and white :3

……

…Did you notice it?

Anyway! As I’ve mentioned before, I’m a spiritual otherkin. Meaning I believe I’ve had past or alternate lives of my kintypes! That being said, here are…

My identities / types’~

( From first discovered to most recently discovered )

• Angel

• Fallen Angel

• Earth Angel

• Dinosaur / Paleo / Raptor Shifter

• Merfolk / Draconic - Like Sea Being

• Divine Leader / Goddess

• Spirit / Universe / Goddess / Guardian

• Demon / Unidentified Being / Other bbkin ( Black Butler )

• Canine Cryptid / Shifter / Werecanine / Werewolf / Werefolk

• Alien / Angel / Unidentified Being

• Draconic Fae / Shifter

• Standard / Traditional / European / Western Dragon / Wyvern / Shifter

• Eywa / Na’vi / Pandoran

• Night / Light Fury / Goddess / Other httydkin

• Dragon / Other ratldkin ( Raya and the Last Dragon )

• Fae

• Other Mariokin

• Other Spyrokin

• Other Kirbykin

• Blue / Sea / SeaWing / Water Dragon

• Desert / Sand Dragon / SandWing

• Forest / Green / Nature Dragon

• Celestial / Cosmic Dragon

• Abyssal / Eldritch Dragon

• Black / Darkness Dragon / NightWing

• Gold / Golden Dragon

• Fire / Red Dragon / SkyWing

• Air / Blue / Sky / Wind / White Dragon

• Ancient / Imperial / Standard / Traditional Asian / Eastern Dragon

• Other WoFkin ( Wings of Fire )

• Omni Pokémonkin / Other Pokémonkin

• Other GenshinImpactkin

• Other LionKingkin

• Other mhakin ( My Hero Academia )

• Other RDR2kin ( Red Dead Redemption 2 )

• Other Alpha&Omegakin

• Other Marvelkin

• Other Supernaturalkin

• Other Twilightkin

• Other Creepypastakin / Proxykin / Slenderversekin

• Android / Divine Cryptid / Eldritch Angel

• Machine Shifter / Omni Machine kin / Other Horizon: Zero Dawn / Frozen Wilds / Forbidden West / Burning Shores / Call of the Mountain kin

• Other Omegaversekin

• Other Howl’s Moving Castle / Studio Gibli kin

• Aquatic / Dark / Drow / High / Light / Moon / Silvan / Snow / Sun / White / Wild / Wood Elfkin

• Other dbhkin ( Detroit: Become Human )

• Conceptkin / Dimensionkin / Existencekin / Galaxykin / Levelkin / Planekin / Realitykin / Realmkin / Worldkin / Universekin / Vibrationkin

• Other Twilightkin

• Other hbkin ( Helluva Boss ) / hhkin ( Hazbin Hotel ) - ps. I do not like the shows or the creators

• Dhampir / Vampire

• Other scpcbkin ( SCP Containment Breech )

• Other FarCrykin

• All Beast / Other bnakin ( Brand New Animal )

• Other Hook / Neverland / Pan / Peter Pan / Tinkerbell kin

• Other dndkin ( Dungeons and Dragons )

• Other potckin ( Pirates of the Caribbean )

• Other fbkin ( Fantastic Beasts ) / hpkin ( Harry Potter )

• Other Hobbit / lotrkin ( Lord of the Rings ) / Medievalkin / MiddleEarthkin

• Medievalkin / Other Skyrimkin

• Other Okamikin

• Other gowkin ( God of War )

• Other Grishaversekin / snbkin ( Shadow and Bone )

• Alien / Amphibian / Dinosaurian / Draconic / Kaiju / Machine / Mecha / Pandoran / Reptilian

• Other asekin ( Ark: Survival Evolved )

• Other revkin ( Resident Evil: Village )

• Dark Fae / Other Maleficentkin

• Other fnafkin ( Five Nights at Freddy’s )

• Other dskin ( Demon Slayer )

• Other jkkin ( Jujutsu Kaisen )

• Other trkin ( Tokyo Revengers )

• Chimera / Trico / Other tlgkin ( The Last Guardian )

• Alien / Avian / Canine / Draconic / Feline / Pandoran

• AI / Alien / Android / Bot / Canine / Code / Cyber / Cyberware / Droid / Drone / Firewall / Future / Glitch / Hardware / Machine / Malware / Mech / Mecha / Program / Robot / Tech / Technology / Virus

• Other Transformerskin

• Other Cyberpunkkin

• Other ldrkin ( Love, Death & Robots )

• Other aotkin ( Attack on Titan )

• Other tgkin ( Tokyo Ghoul )

• Other gotkin ( Ghost of Tsushima )

• Other ackin ( Assassin’s Creed )

• Other twkin ( The Witcher )

• Other Nimonakin

• Lizard / Scavenger / Slugcat / Vulture / Etc. / Other rwkin ( Rain World )

• Alien / Alien Jackal / Alien Vulture / Bioraptor / Hellhound / Mud Demon / Etc. / Other Riddikkin

• Celestial / Cosmic / Divine / Galactic / Holy / Universal Creator / Deity / God / Goddess / Guardian / Saint / Planet / Solar System / Galaxy / Universe / Reality / Mother Earth / Life / Moon / Nature / Sun / Death / Light / Dark / Demeter / Gaia / Existence / Nonexistence / Etc.

• White War Wolf ( Asgardian / Marvel / Norse )

• Canine Spirit / Fox Spirit / Gumiho / Inugami / Kemonomimi / Kitsune / Komainu / Lion Dog / Magical Canine / Mythical Canine / Mythological Canine / Nine Tailed Fox / Nogitsune / Okami / Okami Spirit / Raccoon Spirit / Supernatural Canine / Tanuki Spirit / Wolf Spirit

• Child Fortune / Luck / Wealth Spirit

• Demon / Devil / Ecstasy / Emotion / Encubus / Euphoria / Feeling / Fiend / Heat / Hell / Hormone / Incarnate / Incubus / Infernal / Instinct / Love / Lust / Lust Incarnation / Pleasure / Primal / Romance / Rut / Sensation / Sex / Sexual / Sexuality / Stimulation / Succubus / Touch

• Other Spiritkin ( Spirit of the Cimarron )

• Other Elementalkin ( Disney )

• Other SlyCooperkin

• Other RiseoftheGuardianskin

• Other StrangeMagickin

• Other ObeyMe!kin

• Other MysticMessengerkin

• Other Otomekin / ShallWeDatekin / Voltagekin ( Dating Sims )

• Other KungFuPandakin

• Other Lucakin

•Other TurningRedkin

• Other Baldur’sGate3kin

• Other HotelTransylvaniakin

• Spirit / Wisp

• Other Siren’sLamentkin ( Webtoon )

• Other AnimalCrossingkin

• Other Tangledkin

• Other lolkin ( League of Legends )

• Other atkin ( Adventure Time )

• Mermaid / Selkie / Siren

• Alicorn / Hellhorse / Hippocampus / Hippalektryon / Kelpie / Magical Horse / Mythical Horse / Mythological Horse / Pegasus / Thestral / Unicorn

• Kirin / Magical Deer / Mythical Deer / Mythological Deer / Qilin / Peryton

• Centaur / Cervitaur / Faun / Satyr

• Griffin / Griffon / Gryphon / Hippogriff

• Amphiptere / Amphitere / Amphithere / Magical Avian / Mythical Avian / Mythological Avian / Phipthere / Phoenix / Quetzalcoatl

• Black Dog / Black Shuck / Canine Spirit / Church Grimm / Cu Sith / Divinehound / Fox Spirit / Enfield / Gumiho / Heavenhound / Hellhound / Inugami / Kemonomimi / Kitsune / Komainu / Lion Dog / Magical Canine / Mythical Canine / Mythological Canine / Nine Tailed Fox / Nogitsune / Okami / Okami Spirit / Raccoon Spirit / Supernatural Canine / Tanuki Spirit / Wolf Spirit

• Other twdkin ( The Walking Dead )

• ( Behemoth ) / Gorgon / ( Gorgonus ) / ( Gorgun ) / Leviathan / ( Nag ) / Naga / Quetzalcoatl

• Other hsrkin ( Honkai Starrail )

• Other WuWakin ( Wuthering Waves )

• Other zzzkin ( Zenless Zone Zero )

• AI / Android / Bot / Code / Cyber / Cyberbot / Droid / Drone / Firewall / Future / Glitch / Hardware / Machine / Malware / Mech / Mecha / Program / Robo / Robot / Tech / Technology / Virus

• Heavenhound / Divinehound

• Other mckin ( Minecraft )

As you can see from my identities listed, I have about 122 discovered identities, and most likely counting. I’d like to make it clear that I am not “adding to any kin list” or “kinning for fun”. I am completely certain and genuine about my alterhumanity and my many identities.

I have entire playlists of some of these lives on Spotify, that help me connect with them more. I figured out how to link my Spotify, give it a listen if you’d like. So here’s…

My Spotify~

……

Anywho, see ya! Also pls interact, I want friends / mutuals with similar kintypes 🥲

……

[noro-noro-noro]

i hate to say it but this is kind of a W for genshin impact. i really appreciate that they took the time to draw a white day pic where a nonhuman villain from a quest that came out 2 years ago is winking w a flower in his mouth. i straight up thought they forgot about enjou. i didn't though

[menstits]

mutual 1: i'm going to kill myself

mutual 2: [picture of a man's hairy ass cheeks that was originally posted 11 years ago]

mutual 3: if i was a vegetable i think i'd be a pea

mutual 4: whatever. Here's a drawing of the guy [stunningly beautiful redesign of the guy making him look far better than he actually does]

mutual 5: i'm going to kill myself

mutual 6: fans of the guy are so generous i've seen the guy and he does not look like that

mutual 7: [long post about xie lian idk i didn't read that book]

mutual 8: the new genshin character looks so bad i'm going to kill myself

mutual 9: baba yaga was kind of hot though

mutual 10: if i got my hands on that man all that would be left of him would be a perfectly clean skeleton

mutual 11: if I don't pull that card of my gacha guy during the upcoming event I'm killing all the hostages

mutual 12: guys turns out the milf i wanted to ask out is straight I'm going to kill myself

[phantomknights]

feel free to cherry pick bc i know this is a lot :0

for the art asks: 2, 4, 7, 9, 19, 21, 25, 27, 30

2. Is it easier to draw someone facing left or right (or forward even)

i used to only draw facing left but i feel like ive gotten better at doing other angles too.. the straight ahead is still most comfortable though

4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw

insert any hoyoverse character. im also not very good at like frilly clothes T-T or designing clothes. sigh

7. A medium of art you don't work in but appreciate

i don't use markers enough tbh. theyre so cool and i have some decent ones but i hardly touch them

9. What are your file name conventions

kinda all over the place LOL

19. Favorite inanimate objects to draw (food, nature, etc.)

sleeves are very nice to draw so satisfying

21. Art styles nothing like your own but you like anyways

GOD pretty much everything i see im like oo that style is so cool.... mostly just cause i feel like mine is. Boring. yk. has no flavor

25. Something your art has been compared to that you were NOT inspired by

genuinely i cannot remember anything my art has been compared to that isnt just "anime"

27. Do you warm up before getting to the good stuff? If so, what is it you draw to warm up with

no but i should T-T

30. What piece of yours do you think is underrated

immediate thoughts are genshin ruri and duel links debut shun ... OH BUT ONE I'M REALLY LIKE "man this shouldve gotten more notes :/" IS FOR SURE THIS ONE it was my first attempt at lineless but it turned out so good imo. although it was posted on 9/11 one year ago so that myabe contributed to its lack of traction

[shuangxo]

Heyy! can I request genshin matchup? <3

I’m AFAB and I’m straight, I have short brown curly hair, it’s shorter from the back with 1 thick strand of hair on both sides (a long strand of hair) I have hazel green eyes, and there kinda shaped like serious anime characters? Idk 🤷‍♀️. I have light skin that accommodates ruby red. I have thick lashes, and people think I’m wearing mascara, but I’m not.

My sign is Capricorn, and I was born on Jan 11th, which is soon!

I prefer baggy pants over skinny jeans because they feel more comfortable. I prefer calm colors like beige, white, black, tan, etc. I don’t rlly like wearing socks for some reason, and I like lounging around in my house with a big sweater on and maybe some shorts. I really like converse shoes, dr martens, and Nike! I really like platform shoes, but sometimes I’ll go for low tops or high tops.

My personality is kinda.. meh? I’m stubborn, and pretty much serious. I’m also the weirdest of my friends.. bc I read fanfics and I drool over Al haitham.. 🤭 people in my class are scared of me bc I glare daggers at them (many have told me😀) I really love touhou music and electronic music. My playlist is currently 51hrs and over 1k songs 😅 i don’t really cry often, and personally I don’t care if my dad dies because he’s been a total piece of shit since I was born and I haven’t seen him in 2 years.. maybe that’s harsh?? I’m kinda sarcastic and I’ve gotten my phone taken away more than 3 times bc I kicked a guy in the balls on purpose🧍‍♀️tho I can be cold, I’m kinda funny ig. Idc what people say about me, that’s their problem, not mine. Though, if someone gets too touchy or insults me in the worse way possible, I’m quick to do physical violence.

My interests are drawing, writing, and fashion. I’ve been drawing since 2021 late summer, and I’ve been doing it since! Tho I’m currently in art block rn so.. it sucks.

I like men who are gentle, hold me like a expensive doll, and are overall a good gentleman to me <3 though on the other hand, I like men who are stubborn, hot, and drop dead sexy 🤭 and men who are powerful in whatever they do <3 and a good status!

Hopefully that sums it up? <3

-🫥 anon

hello 🫥 anon! and yes dw i saw the other ask about your height

i match you with..

tartaglia 达达利亚

ok so geminis and cancers are very different and have different hobbies BUT!! if ur ready to put ur differences aside u will make a cute couple

holds you like an expensive doll, but also buys u alot of expensive stuff ifykwm 🤭🤭 powerful and hot done

kind of a hypocrite bcz stops u from beating the shit out of people but then does it himself so— 😰

if you expected something else, you can send in another ask!! likes + reblogs appreciated

(GIFS ARENT MINE!! CREDITS TO OWNERS)

[kii-nami]

PLEASE I WILL LITERALLY READ ANYTHING YOU WRITE, YOUR WORDS ARE ALWAYS SO DESCRIPTIVE I CAN SEE THEM CLEARLY ENOUGH TO DRAW

tho i have to be honest i haven’t started the blue lock fics, not bc i don’t know the characters or anime or manga, i mean i dont but i’ve actually added it to my list !! but the fic, its just the 29k,,,,ITS DAUNTING OKAY THATS SO MANY WORDS ;-; i barely read anymore and my reading comprehension sucks cries but i will read it and i will compliment your writing, that i promise 🫡

wait 100 page google doc ?? you put so much work into it !! like it must’ve been fun building this world up but like also props to you, that’s hard work it’s mindblowing !! but yeah, your word is law here, if you tell me the next chapter that albedo is actually a lizard alien from a moon colony that can shapeshift and spit fire, i WILL believe you. i’ll be like ‘yeah that makes sense what a cool character :D’

also your favorite person, naur don’t say that aaaaaaaa thanks for affirming that and allowing me to tag along behind you, i will now confidently clog your inbox :D

please i can't even tell you it's not that big, that thing is monstrous fr. the next fic in that universe is like already 30k words??? idk how that happened but i don't plan on finishing it bc i want to focus on imperium. so don't worry about reading it!! tho i can say i enjoyed writing it a lot hehe

omg yes 100 pages fr. we had being doing the lore for the universe for like 2 months straight and only now got to writing it. at this point it's not genshin it's gainshean made by me lmao. also don't worry albedo is just an artificial human made of chalk, no lizards were harmed during this. although you won't see him for a while again because we will be going back in time 500 years for the first chapter. if you read the voice lines or the character profile you will have a big of a better understanding of mc, plus the love interests are also there ao you can look them up too

also at first i call mc by an actual name because it's plot relevant, so dw it's still a reader insert

[declawedwildcat]

I posted 2,736 times in 2022

That's 928 more posts than 2021!

39 posts created (1%)

2,697 posts reblogged (99%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@c0smiccreepers

@heather-fields

@bearmoods

@ssajin

I tagged 1,017 of my posts in 2022

#ace attorney - 188 posts

#art - 98 posts

#video - 86 posts

#free eternal summer - 32 posts

#video games - 28 posts

#quizzes - 24 posts

#furry fandom - 21 posts

#night in the woods - 20 posts

#goncharov - 20 posts

#:fucking-unionize: - 20 posts

Longest Tag: 138 characters

#with my exercise asthma i had a dry ragged cough for 3 days straight after that one. shit is not just humiliating but actively detrimental

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

People who make Life is Strange 1/True Colors posts and tag them Life is Strange 2 or even the LiS characters specifically, my beloathed 💔

13 notes - Posted July 25, 2022

#4

I feel like tumblr with its habit of celebrating day-specific micro-holidays would appreciate Gamer Friday Gamer Friday is a holiday started by one of my coworkers, wherein on the third friday of every month you be as stereotypically “gamer” as possible - celebrated by doritos, mountain dew and/or gfuel, RGB lighting, gamer chairs/headsets, and excessive use of airhorn and other gamer-related emotes in the work slack. The biggest Gamer Friday festivities is largely just saying that it is Gamer Friday I also have to stress that this was not preceded by anything, there was no reason or backstory for starting Gamer Friday and the only warning given was the night before in discord the coworker in question posting “I would like to announce that tomorrow is Gamer Friday”. It is spreading throughout the office and an increasing number of leads at our company have Gamer Friday profile pics that we change to for one day a month. This has been happening for 5 months now anyways happy Gamer Friday everyone

15 notes - Posted October 21, 2022

#3

Great Ace Attorney 2, or as I like to call it, Genshin’s Impact

16 notes - Posted June 4, 2022

#2

I can’t believe it’s been 7 years since the last time I drew my boys. I think a lot of quirks in my art style to this day can be directly traced back to the amount of time I spent drawing Free in high school

94 notes - Posted October 5, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

I love being on tumblr for dracula daily because I both have never read dracula nor am I signed up for the emails. Experiencing Bram Stoker’s hit 1897 novel exclusively through secondhand tumblr vagueposts

96 notes - Posted May 17, 2022

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[ceniwen]

🍰💥.

[is-nini]

Genshin impact x reader

Episode: 1

Title: Being sucked in

A/n: I'm not sure how long this.. story will take but i will try my best to keep it entertaining.. this story is about you, being sucked into genshin world, this is part 1.. please enjoy. Leave a comment or suggestion.. possible love interest for now will be : Diluc, Kaeya, Albedo, Zhongli, Childe, Xiao, Beidou, Ningguang.

Today is another normal day, nothing is really out of the ordinary, the sky is a little bit cloudy but you don't mind, you think that the wind blowing against your hair is very nice as you walk towards your school. You walked inside, stopping Infront of the locker to the entrance to fix your stuff and take your schedule until you felt a presence beside you.

"oh, hello sidia".

You greets one of your sleepy friend, she just let's out a 'hmm' and a nod while looking through her locker, not even giving you an eye contact. sidia has always been like this, she never really made an eye contact towards you but she still shows that she has some of her attention towards you.

"good morning".

Your other friend, Chelz Lee, let's out a mutter to the both of you, Chelz is more talkative then Sidia, you met them maybe a couple of years ago. they're a very talented artist and are a very interesting friends to be around with.

"what's up guys".

You too greet them without looking at their eye, you take your books out and proceed to take a peak at Sidia's schedule.

"oh? Mathematics on the first hour? Goodluck".

You snicker and slap her shoulder a little bit, she stares at you uninterestedly with her sleepy eye and started to walk away, letting you stare at her black low ponytail hair.

You giggle and take a peak at Chelz's schedule. Art. her first lesson for today seems fun you thought sighing at the sight of your first schedule that reads 'science'.

Chelz already went half way to catching up to Sidia before she looks back at you as if asking you to join them and you did. You jog towards her, taking her hand and started to jog towards Sidia either.

"how are you both?".

You ask them both while fixing the books on your hand and looking at your shoes to check the lace.

"depressed".

Sidia answered, you make a 'uhuh' sound feeling used to her answers. Chelz stroke her short wavy black bangs out of her eyes and use her black glasses and start to read her novel. Her black short hair blows a little because of the wind.

"fine".

She answered you, yawning and stretching her arms out beside her. You and the rest of your friend said goodbye to eachother and proceed to go to your different ways.

You went inside your class. As usual people are in teams, some are in teams for fun, some are in teams for checking today's lesson.

You take a one seat beside the window and wait for the teacher to come inside the classroom.

The lesson went on as usual, smoothly even, you did your homework andd the score that you got on yesterday's test is not bad, B is not a bad grade. You take out your binder and put the paper's that you got in to the binder.

Going home is the best thing about the day. You and Chelz are chatting away about until you guys cane across a gaming store.

"ou? A gaming store".

Sidia said, catching yours and Chelz attention. Chelz look at that place very seriously, squinting her eye.

"...since when is there a gaming store here- y/n!".

She was very suspicious of this place, she doesn't remember any gaming store around here... And if there is one opening soon it should be the talk of the school. in short Chelz was suspicious but you, being a gaming enthusiast decided to check it out, thinking maybe they have a good and cheap open world game.

"... She's crazy".

Sidia chuckled. She took Chelz arm, snapping her out of her suspicious state and drag her towards the gaming store.

"yo- sidia i don't wanna die".

"well i do. So let's go".

And with that the both of them followed you in.

The store looks very cool.. it's like you're in a different world. The ceiling's wallpaper is made out of galaxy like drawing and the light bulb was covered with another ball that is drawn to match with the different planets on the solar system.

"welcome to the store how may i help you".

A girl that looks like in her mid 20 greets the both of you, she have short black hair and a green uniform and a little pin on the breast part of her uniform spell out 'katheryne'. Which you assume was her name.

"hello! I was wondering do you have any open world game?".

You instantly ask her, not caring about the suspicious store, you don't even care about the insides of the place. You just wanted to play a open world game that's full of interesting stuff. The girl name katheryne hums in understanding and goes behind the table to look for a game you requested. Chelz grabs your hand and shout whisper to you.

"this place is creepy y/n. Let's get out of here".

Chelz scold you, you sigh and looks at her calmly shaking your head no.

"it's fine, were fine, what's the worst thing that could happen?".

You whisper back with a lighter tone. Really you don't care if this place comes out of nowhere you just want your game, you're smiling stupidly while waiting for the girl.

"anywayyy if anything happened, Sidia is here, she'll be able to protect us using her fighting style knowledge thingy".

Sidia scoffed and fold her arms, looking at you as if you're crazy.

"i will leave you alone and save myself".

You laugh and was about to slap her back when she holds your hand and rolls her eyes at you.

"such a tsun tsun".

You laugh out, she slowly and gently let your hand away. From the corner of your eye you can see katheryne walking towards the counter. You immediately jump and went towards her.

"this is the only open world game that i found".

She said, you look at the weird japanese like word, assuming it was the title you try to read what is said.. you don't understand it but the design was cool though.

"this is a open world game called genshin impact. I will not spoil the story but i think this game might be the game you're looking for".

Her confidence is seeping in on your game needy state so you decided to purchase it, not thinking twice. Sidia face palm while Chelz just sigh, feeling tired of your hot headed act.

"it will be 2$".

You felt giddy, you can't help it. It's cheap and is a open world game, that is a steal. After taking your stuff, the both of your friend immediately pull you away from the store.

"okay y/n. You got what you need, that place is sus i tell ya".

Sidia said, Chelz nods her head and fix her black glasses, she stare at you while furrowing her eyebrows.

"you gotta stop doing reckless thing. Who knows what that place is".

You sigh and nod, rolling your eye. You giggle anyway and put the game in front of you.

"i know.. but were safe! I wanna try and play it when i get home".

Sidia and Chelz just sigh, what can they do anyway. On the way home you and your friends goes on your own separate way as usual, you jog towards your home, feeling giddy to play the new game.

You take a bath, and goes straight to your computer, opening the plastic wrapper on the game. You insert the disc and started to wait for the loading screen.

And oh gosh.. isn't it pretty, the cutscene the art. Everything. So the game basically tells you about the story of two traveller, who was travelling from world to world until suddenly a mysterious god appears, took one of the twins and take away the other twins power, and now you're playing as the twin who was looking for their missing sister.

You look at the wishing button, tempted to wish for a character, you decided to pull. Expecting a cool banner of the current character instead, you're greets by a white screen.

"hm.. should i restart it?".

You mumble to yourself, nodding in agreement at your words, you close the disc and pulls out the game from your computer. You take a nearby wipe and wipe the back disc gently and then put it back in on the computer.

The game is launching when suddenly you felt a huge and sudden headache comes over you.

"ugh-!".

You groan, gosh.. maybe it's because you have been staring at the screen for too long.. you thinks as a bumping headache keeps going at you.

While waiting for the game you decided to lay back a bit, rest your eyes and head.. this headache is not going away anytime soon if you keep waiting and staring at the screen.

Before you reach the bed, your body stumble forward and fall on to the floor, cannot control any part of your body you close your eyes and your mind went blank.

A darkness is all that you see.. a darkness is all that you're in.. you remember that the last time you are in your bedroom, playing genshin until a huge headache wave over you. Now that you're sense's is back something felt wrong.. you can tell you are laying on something.. it's not comfy but it's still felt quite nice.

You opened your eye slowly and look around the place, groaning as you stare at the half blue and half white wall. You look at your bed and this bed looks like one of the hospital bed..... Wait hospital bed?! You instantly look around frantically where the heck are you?!

"oh you're awake!".

A gentle calm voice echoed throughout the room. That voice sounds familiar.. you turn around and saw a girl with a nurse hat and a white dress, her cream coloured hair is put in a ponytail... Barbara?!.

You stare at her unbelievably. Act cool.. act like.. like a human.. yeah!. You think to yourself. You know this girl.. this girl is the free 4 star character that you'll get once you reach a certain level. Okay y/n.. play it cool.. just act like you don't know this place.

"why.. am i here?".

You look at the girl, she seems nervous to be around you ... Which is normal maybe. She walked beside you and take a cup of empty glass beside you and pour a pitcher full of water inside the glass half full and then take them, offering the glass to you.

"you're in Mondstat.. the land of freedom.."

A/n; GOD I'm so sorry it took a long time, i hope the 'cliffhanger' makes sense...? But! Thankyou for reading! I am working on part 2 so more will be incoming!!!

[heidiblack]

Convention Review: C2E2

Convention: Chicago Comic & Entertainment Expo (C2E2)

Location: Chicago, IL

Date: Dec 10-12 (Fri-Sun)

Table cost: $462

Table size: 8'

Table placement: F-03; the artist alley was in the back corner from the entrance, the only thing further were the autograph booths

Items for sale: 11x17" posters (fanart and original), tutorial artbook, coloring book, original comic (sons of fire), zines (fanart and original; sfw and nsfw), postcards (4.25x5.5", fanart and original), pins (original), resin coasters and jewelry

New items/display: Primogem charm necklaces/keychains, black backdrop with posters mounted via magnet, raised poster prices from $15 to $20

Mask policy: All attendees/vendors required to show proof of vaccination, which was checked multiple times, masks required at all times, staff was great about enforcing mask policies.

Previously attended? No

Application: Juried

Pros: 8' table, well known convention which usually has huge draw

Cons: artists are in the far back, huge artist alley can be difficult for attendees to get the whole way through, very expensive table, the whole hall is kind of dark and unwelcoming, expensive parking in downtown Chicago

Most popular item(s): Posters (70), pins (35)

Least popular item(s): coloring book (1), commissions (0)

One of the biggest changes I've noticed in the convention scene over the last 10 years is the inclusion of all kinds of fandoms at comic conventions, and not just the mainstream (dc, marvel, dark horse, etc) American comics and entertainment (star wars). Now, video games, anime, horror, and all kinds of other subcultures are widely represented at conventions. Big name anime, like Kimetsu No Yaiba (Demon Slayer), and video games like Genshin make up a huge group of cosplayers and attendees. Thinking back to HeroesCon in 2011, where I made about $200, all while being snubbed by the comic crowd, today's conventions are a significantly more inclusive group.

C2E2 is run by the same group (ReedPop) as New York Comic Con, and similarly has fairly good organization. However, the McCormic Center in chicago where this is held is a complete maze (I even looked at the maps of the center before going and still got lost several times), and I wound up walking a literal mile, including up 3 flights of stairs, to and from my car to my table each day (I google mapped it, it is in fact a mile). Likewise, the load in/out procedures are very unclear, and while they have staff helping, it was difficult to find that staff, and I wound up having to walk almost 2 miles around the show floor to get a load out slip. Then, I had to wait in line for almost 2 hours to load my 2 suitcases (a little bit too much to wheel to my car on uneven parking lots and in very cold/windy weather) as giant vans for huge displays went in front of me (it literally took me 10 minutes to get everything in my car AND use the bathroom!)

Most of the crowd was really good about wearing masks, but one of the "artists" across from me (was he an artist? I'm not sure) not only kept taking off his mask, he decided to stand in the middle of the aisle handing out flyers SANS MASK. The show had given us paperwork with a phone number to contact if we noticed issues, but the number connected to the general building security, who weren't sure what to do about someone not masking. Some staff eventually walked by and I was able to talk to them about the person not masking.

(Like NYCC, I did notice a lot of people who just seemed to be straight up pinup/poster artists in the alley - including one of my neighbors who had nothing but tits&ass art - and while I know not everyone does comics, I did wonder why some of these people were in the alley. However, there were also a ton of amazing artists who I'm sad I didn't get a chance to buy from!)

C2E2 is another convention that "you can't help but make money at," according to others who have done it before. All conventions have waves of traffic, but the waves at C2E2 were fairly extreme, with times that were completely dead (usually the last hour of each day) to the point I could get up and go walk around. Covid, of course, made this a weird year, but I'm finding that my profits don't scale with the size of a convention; rather, the artist alley size scales and the price increases making my totals about the same as other conventions.

TL;DR: C2E2, like NYCC, is a very expensive convention, but if you're good enough to get in you're probably going to make at least a little money. Be prepared to walk a lot - though at least next year it won't be in the freezing cold, instead in the August heat and the same weekend as Gencon.

Gross sales: >$2500

Recommend/will attend again? Unsure. My sister/friends have expressed interest in going as they are big cosplayers which would certainly help cut costs, and I would be interested if I could carpool/hotel share with other artists or attendees.

Other 2021 convention reviews:

Anime Ohio

Inconjunction

Gem City

AnimaticCon

Westwood Art Show/second saturdays

Cincinnati Comic Expo

New York Comic Con

Voltcon

Anime Weekend Atlanta

Art on Vine Con+Alt+Delete Anime Zap (2022)

These reviews take a lot of time and effort, but I think they are something the artist alley community needs! If you would like to support me so I can keep doing these, please consider donating or buying from my shops!

https://www.paypal.com/donate?hosted_button_id=JBTBC5WRMRTJ2

Storenvy

Etsy

[strangehellhole]

My Jujutsu kaisen OC profile✨

Update: She’s a Genshin OC now hehe (if you want to check out her new design)

(Warning: grammar errors that can make you have cancer)

(there will be changes in the future)

Name: Mogami Kazue

First year student, grade 4 sorcerer (but her power level is equal to a grade 2 sorcerer or even grade 1)

Gender: female

Age: 15 (a week after the first year’s “death”, she will be 16)

Date of birth: 29/7/2003

Height: 1,54 m (1,67m when fully matured)

Weight: 51 kg

(if she have a voice actor, it would be Murakawa Rie)

Personality:

-Acts like a spoiled brat and a short tempered little midget she is. Never (or rarely) take annything seriously, only when it comes to dangerous situations. She’s pretty protective over her close ones but won’t make it obvious (a little bit like tsundere but not the annoying type). Only intrested in sorcerers and strong people.

-The expression on her face is blank 60% of the time, only shows other expressions when interacting with other people that she knew or especially when her ADHD kicks in, she would be very energetic, sometimes chaotic.

-Have normal or happy thoughts all the time, rarely shows anny negative emotions, if there is, it would be anger so don’t provoke, tease or make her mad during combat, you’ll get killed if your power level is equal to a grade 2 sorcerer or below that.

- spare no mercy, won’t hesitate when it comes to heartless enemies (even if they have a tragic backstory, she won’t give a shjt and go straight for the kill) or humans that got transfigured (she still feel sorry for them but they can no longer be saved annymore so she just kill them quickly while mumbling a small appologize)

(she’s like- a fushion between Arya Stark,Toph Beifong and Okita Sougo)

Appearance

-short, look kinda small and slim but she’s pretty muscular for girls at her age (she’s got like- 4 abs :,^))

-clearly has nothing that makes her look like a teenage girl, she look and sounds more like a boy who hasn’t crack his voice yet with a weird haircut and wearing a skirt

-her eyes have a deep shade of blue/purple. When she’s thinking of someting or in a state of focus and high concentrate, her gaze is kinda scary, her blank expression is very hard to read, looks like she will kill you if you dare to make a move

Powers and ability:

-she’s fast, got sharp reflexes, very good at sword, her physical strength is..ok(?) (she can carry Megumi for 20 minutes) (still working out to get stronger)

-She can’t make herself to have anny negative emotions so she have to use her sword which has curses in it to exorsize instead.

-With the ability called Blood manipulation technique, she can draw talismans or summon weapons using her own blood (she’s still trying to developing new skills so there will be more special ability in the future)

(her sword/tachi)

(shjt, i forgot to put my watermark on it...)

•Talismans:

-only take a small amount of blood (1drop=1 talisman)

-because she can’t use curses yet, the talismans only have one effect is to immobilize the opponents

-if she can use curse energy, there will be two kind of talisman: 1-The one that can cause damage by making a giant hole on the opponent’s body, very hard to heal and 2-The one that can burn the opponent and cause great damage, also very very hard to heal.

•Summoned weapon (chain)

-takes a vast amount of blood and curse energy from her sword

-because she uses her sword’s curse energy to summon it, the chain can be used to kill other curses, take their curse energy and transfer them into her sword. She can transfer that energy into her body and use it as her own as well, but it very poisonous so she tries not to absorb them too much.

-if she don’t want to injure her opponents while trying to steal their curse energy, she just immobilize them and drain their energy through her hand.

- (Another) if she only want to beat them, she just exclude the blade, use the chain to tie the opponent and smack the living shjt outa them or tie them so tight that they want to vomit their organs out.

(here’s how to summon it)

( if she don’t want to stab her hand, she just stab a bag of blood that she brought with instead.... or a person🌝)

(she don’t usually stab her hand to summon the chain, she just do it cuz she wants to act tough)

Trivia~

-love spicy and salty food, has a sweet tooth

- can cook, best at making sweet but suck at others

-her aunt owns a small cafe, she usually help her out so she knows how to make drinks and stuff, especially sweets. When knowing this, Gojo would often ask her to make some for him.

-if Yuuji is into women like Jennifer Lawrence, then she’s into women like Emilia Clarke

-She can’t decide how her type would be, a tall person with big ass and cool tattoo, or a strong one with a beaming smile, or a quiet one but very cute sometimes, or úekkckfkflfjjkkkk.

-Kazu think she’s still young for those lovey dovey stuff, she should focus how to become a powerful sorcerer, like a vietnamese quote that i stranslated to english once said: “if you haven’t success with your career then don’t even bother thinking about things such as love” —— “sự nghiệp chưa thành thì đừng màng đến chuyện yêu đương”

-Very lazy when comes to cleaning her room, “i can do what i want, it’s my room”. Megumi aways crunch his face when he saw how messy her room is, knowing that, she will clean the room next time before Megumi or someone decide to visit her room. “I can’t make it cleaner, i can only make it less dirty”.

-There’s one time Megumi decided to clean the room up for her, Kazu went panic when she can’t find her stuff at it’s old position. She was familiar with how her things stayed where they were, that’s why she prefer to leave her room messy. (much like Howl when Sofie cleaned his bathroom)

-It’s good that many people look down on her because she’s a grade 4 sorcerer, she will easily caught them off guard and hand their ass to them if they pick a fight with her

- give nicknames to the ones she likes or interested (Megumi: Meggie, Megu, Gumi-chan ; Nobara: Souichi *that character in Junji Itto’s collection*, steel/hammer girl, Thor-chan ; Yuuji: finger-kun, blossom, puppy eyes, baby boy ; Gojo: just “aniki” ; but for Sukuna, she haven’t think a name for him so she says his name wrong instead like: “Sakura”, “Xu cà na”, “Tsukuna”, “Sucku”,... and with that she always get death threat from him. Later on she just call him old man, or sometimes, “boomer”).

-“Sukuna’s finger isn’t that gross to me, it looks just like a weird-shaped sausage that got over-cooked...and i like to eat over-cooked food too.”—Kazu after Nobara says eating Sukuna’s fingers is gross and Yuuji asked if Kazu think it was gross when he ate it

Some things that i wrote for her:

•Her father, Kamo Hiroto (later on he will change his name to Mogami Hiroto) - a sorcerer from the Kamo clan who got kicked out of his family for being useless and got adopted by a former Yakuza member when he was 8. Then he lived with the man and his wife (the wife a member of Mogami clan, the man owns her his life and fell in love with her when he was working for a gang of Yakuza, he quits right after his wife was pregnant, they only had three child: 2 girls and 1 boy, the first child is a socerer, the seccond owns a small cafe and took the duty to look after her parents, the third one work overseas as a talented doctor ) he met their first child - Mogami Narito after that and they grew up together. Narito has the potential to become a sorcerer because she can use curse energy and summon shikigami, she decided to enroll to Tokyo Jujutsu high, luckily at that time, Hiroto began to develop his inherited ability. Their journey to become great sorcerer begins then. Many years later, they got married and Kazue was born.

(* about the Mogami clan: is known for their incredibly strong swordmanship and the inherited power to manifest spiritual energy . Unlike sorcerers, they can only seal away curses by summon talismans or chains, not excorsize them because they don’t have curse energy, but in some small chances, there are children in this clan that can use curse energy. In super duper rare cases, if someone from Mogami clan got married to member from other sorcerer clan that may or may not have the inherited ability, their child will have the inherited ability from that clan )

•When her parents got married, they took a long ass break away from the jujutsu world, they spend a great time together at their hometown and raise Kazue, they decided that they will return as soon as Kazue turned 12

•While as school, she usually pick fight with the shool’s bullies or deliquents, had fun kicking ass and got suspended multiple times

•Having a normal life is lame, she wanted to follow her parent’s path and become a powerful sorcerer and kicking more ass

• She started to develop her ability to use blood manipulation, a trait that only sorcerers from the Kamo clan has when she was 10

•When Kazue is old enough, they send her off to Tokyo so she can be teached by a powerful sorcerer. Because Gojo somehow owns her mom a favor so she leave Kazue for him to take care of (while her parents came back to deal with the missions that the higher ups entrusted to them) (she don’t have to stay at Gojo’s place, there was a appartment that her dad rented just for her to live in, she would be fine on her own, Gojo would often come by to check on her) oh- there was this important thing her mom says: Kazue have to finnish middle school in order to attend Jujutsu high so no slacking off in study...dang it..

•She still need to make her own monney so she have to arrange time to study, work on part times and straining. But no time to have fun activity? cut off the study part.

•Speaking about middle school, she attended the same school as Megumi, she met Megumi a few times, they don’t like each other much, there’s even a fight happened between them (Megumi’s ass was kicked), luckily they settle things down and slowly became close a while after.

•Instead of hard training, Gojo usually let her do the errand like buying sweets or hang out with him,... he says she was still young for training, maybe next year, her training route will start (she used to call Gojo “sensei” but Gojo is like a big brother to her so she called him “aniki” or “Toru-nii” later on)

•She’s one hell of a fast learner and a hard-working student when it come up to training and learning jujutsu (even though she’s lacking off quite often) (she was able to catch up that fast because her parents taught her some stuff when she was younger), a year of training and she’s ready to kick some low-level curse’s ass (4-3rd grade curse). Gojo would send her to help Megumi with his missions.

• Time skip to the night that the finger incident take place, Gojo send her to help Megumi retrieve the Special cursed object

•when she arrived at Megumi’s location, she saw a beaten up Megumi, a pink haired boy about to get squissed by a grade 1 curse and there’s something between his teeth. While Megumi was screaming desperately, she was like “...omg that’s the cursed object, is he going to eat it?! Holly sh*t i gotta reccord this”

•Sukuna turned his attention at her, she quickly use her power to immobilize him before he can do her anny damage

•things were getting better when Gojo arrived

•when the two guys were having a fun time, she just simply take one of the souvenir that Gojo bought and munch on it while holding her phone

(i’m still working on how to make her go all out +develop a new skill in the exchange event and completely lose all her sanity in the Shibuya incident)

[thundersoothers]

“the wind through the mountain passes, the parting clouds, the sound of foxes chewing on apples in the forest, the sound of crabs blowing bubbles—” 

welcome. you can call me lux. if you’re here, you should be 18 years or older. if not, leave! 

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☽ - this blog is not spoiler free

recent writing:

i - sex with me, so amazing (multi)

ⅱ - attractive things they do, pt 2. (thoma)

ⅰⅱ - attractive things they do (childe, diluc, & kaeya)

“—this is nature's favor; it allows me to sense danger long before it draws near.”

[yourlocalnonbinaryana]

1, 3, and 7 for the ED asks :)

1. when did your ed begin?

My school took our BMI when I was in like year 3 (grade 2 in the US) so I was about 7, I think. They put it all up on a chart in the classroom and I was rated as obese and put “low on the list”, I’m pretty sure that started it all since I restricted almost straight afterwards due to the bullying - I just didn’t know exactly what I was getting myself into.

3. favourite safe foods??

I love caramel rice cakes the most, I’d say.

Basic things like apples, oranges, watermelon, carrots, etc. Most and vegetables are good, in my brain.

Fruit pastilles lollies? TOP TIER SAFE FOOD, they’re absolutely amazing and I could not recommend them enough

I’ve got a few others but my mind has completely blanked them all lmao Sorry about that

7. how do you comfort yourself after a binge?

• I’ll rewatch shows/movies that I love

• I’ll play a game (Usually Pokemon Sword, Genshin Impact or Cuphead)

• Indulge in my special interest/hyperfixations because they’re super good at both giving me joy and distracting me for long periods of time

• Sleeping away guilt

• Attempt to draw something half decent lmao

I have a couple of things that I do, these are just the ones I do most often since they work the best

[beizhuo]

alright folks , i made this post last night about amending my carrd rules . & now , after calming somewhat down from getting sick to my stomach about it , i must now make one final update post about this to make people really & fully understand where i stand . why ? because i am , once again , having / needing to finely comb through the people i want to follow & interact with due to some very , VERY toxic behavior & terrible , childish individuals that think its real cute to stalk , harrass , steal , & gatekeep folks . 

understand that i will NOT be namedropping anybody in this post . this is not my intention . i am not out here to isolate folks or make people ‘ chose sides ’ . making people do that is absolutely horrible ! i do not give a damn who other people interact with . i do , however have extreme issues with theft ( amongst other things ) . i can draw a god damn line at theft ! 

harassment ? don’t care . you’re trolling , i can ignore you . gatekeeping . you’e petty and attention seeking im here for friends anyway . but actual literal theft - i can draw a line there . please get out & OFF MY BLOG if you are so unoriginal that you haveta steal from me or my friends !

please know that you can interact with those thieves & gatekeepers , i don’t care ! but understand that i will most likely softblock you because i genuinely do not want them to find me . no hard feelings . ( they have found my other 2 blogs , and i am tired of them finding me ! especially for baizhu ! i don’t even follow some of my friends here cause of this ! ) i am not even in the genshin community to begin with . my group ? we don’t do communities for toxic behavior and people being so exclusive to the point of driving people out & away . its distasteful and mean ! do you know that i have some friends that were cut off from communities entirely all because they were a dupe ? tHAT is the kind of dupe drama i fucking hate . along with theft . anyway . i will start from the beginning of my rules that i deem important .

DUPLICATES . ( AND MIMICRY / THEFT )

the irony that this is the first point . it is like it was a wonderful transition . anyway . this is actually having to deal with two rule points . and i want to group them together cause they are related .

myself & a few other people have come to find out that .... there is somebody AT THE VERY LEAST taking inspo from us . i will start with dupes .

my friend has a character and was WHOLLY mistaken for another mun . which is fine . that happens , but things took a turn for the worse when they were then shunned / cut off because they werent ‘ good enough ’ . do you know how HORRIBLE that is ? to be told that you aren’t good because you weren’t the mun that they wanted ? this is the type of shit i cannot stand with dupe drama . DO NOT EVER COMPARE DUPES WITH ONE ANOTHER !!! i mean it . 

i follow different childes ! and you know what i adore them both . they are both amazing ! 

sure i may have my mains / exclusives ( and im not inclined to interact with other blogs of that same character ) but i still like portrayals . i do , in fact , just READ threads sometimes . i don’t necessarily follow for interactions . like ffs man . i like variety . jesus christ .

going to mimicry / theft . you know ... i have fucking seen this with a couple of friends . there is a difference between coincidental similarities , however ! for myself & for my friends , we have SEEN inspo taken from us . im gonna say this really loud for people .

MIMICRY IS NOT FUCKING FLATTERY . 

do not take inspo from me . especially without credit . absolutely do NOT do it . you are very unoriginal for doing that shit . 

now , you like something i make / made ? you are inspired to want to make something ? fine , that’s okay , you can ALSO fucking ask me , you can also credit me . as you fucking should ! you can notify me and go , damn , i really like your style , do you mind if i use it in xyz ? sure , go right ahead . do it . im begging you , go ahead and do it IF YOU FUCKING ASK ME . god im so fucking angry about this , but this is some vile shit . and im angry .

i am angry and terrified cause i literally cannot get away from these people cause they seem to be wherever i go . i DO NOT DO COMMUNITIES BECAUSE OF THIS .

as a good friend said : it’s like they are a virus that you cannot get rid of .

thats what happens with attention seekers unfortunately , but for the sake of my safety & health , i will not have it on my blog or dash . if i see these people on my dash often , i will unfollow .

and it isn’t like a specific person , its a GROUP of people . which leads me to my next point .

DRAMA / CALLOUTS.

imagine having beef with an individual , and then going around and gatekeeping that individual and getting people to unfollow / block them . im not talking about , ‘ hey this person is vile because they ship incest ’ . i am talking about ‘ i had a disagreement with this person & they hurt my feelings >:/ they are mean and will hurt you . etc etc etc . ’ 

i do not give a flying fuck about somebodies issues with another person . so you guys don’t get along . not my problem . i have people that hate me . i have friends where i hate their friends . shit happens . i am probably absolute scum to some people lol . i get mistaken for other people sometimes . it’s fine , hate me cause you think im that person . that person is snowflake repellent anyway , go choke on your kool aide that you are drinking ig . 

okay sorry i am angry but still . people claim and cry about wanting to talk & communicate . but then . guess what . sometimes shitty people are like , so this person said this to me , and they are mean . IF YOU ARE THE PERSON THAT GOES ‘ OH MY GOD HOW DARE THEY ’ AND BLOCK THEM THEN YOU ARE THE PROBLEM . i will give an example . of using my two names that i have .

somebody goes to amphy and says ‘omg ghost said this , and im frustrated and angry with them cause what he said was uncalled for . ’ if amphy goes ‘ omg ghost is shitty ’ and then unfollows / blocks them without any other discussion , then thats an issue cause ghost has no idea wtf happen . amphy got involved in YOUR relationship with ghost even though ghost has been nothing but kind and sweet to you . you also don’t know if amphy is just victimising or being emotional either . so why they fuck would you believe somebody who is venting to you about it and then block somebody who did literally NOTHING to you .

i dont know if i explained that correctly but i will give you something more realistic , again without namedropping .

i have a few friends that hate one another . i’ve known all of them for years . but they all , i kid you not , they ALL fucking hate each other . there’s three of them . and they cannot stand each other . i just happen to be somebody who gets along with all of them . you bet your ass that at one point , they all came to talk mad shit about the others . what did i do ? i went , oh okay . well im sorry that you have issues with them . sounds like a bad experience , but i can’t do anything about that cause i am not you and i am not them . if you are gonna change my mind , it isn’t gonna happen , sorry !

i have had people shit talk people i have no idea who they are , and i just sit here just being a source for them to vent , but i never NEVER EVER act on anything i hear . why ? cause its petty drama and gossip . if you do that , then damn , sorry kiddo , get some help on that alright ? maybe be nicer . i dunno .

now . racism ? pedophilia ? incest ? HARMFUL SHIT ? that’s different . but again , theres a lot of miscommunication . i have people coming and pulling the cards like they are hot shit  and that isn’t fucking cute . THAT ISN’T CUTE GUYS . you are the problem if you try to victimize yourself cause of something YOU misinterpreted .

i have a friend that has this on their blog .

i am literally going off on a god damn tangent . anyway . :) 

fuck you if drink kool aide .

THERE ARE OTHER MENTAL DISORDERS! YOU ARE ABLEIST IS YOU ERASE THE OTHER (UN)COMMON ONES.

i know that autism is the ‘common’ one here . you are valid okay . but guess what . ADHD , BPD, DiD, and straight up depression and anxiety are also things as well ! there are MANY folks here that are also undiagnosed as well OR they lay on some sort of spectrum as well . I am once again not going to disclose my own things here cause again THAT IS PRIVATE INFO , but fuck you if you refuse to see other disabilities .

also there are physical disabilities as well btw .

if you are not understanding of any other disability , or you wanna mute / deafen other mental disorders , YOU ARE THE FUCKING PROBLEM .

end of story . 

treat other people how you want them to treat you and don’t you dare ever shove your baggage at them . thanks . 

please be more understanding that some people are not okay:tm: . 

i implore you to get help if you need help , but sometimes some people dont have to take your shit . and they most certainly do not need to sit and take your issues if they are not okay either . its toxic and very unhealthy behavior to expect others to help you . they can help you as best as they can , but you need to understand that everybody has their moments . do not guilttrip them . do not gaslight them . 

but also understand that sometimes , people are saying things cause they genuinely need help ! you can be there for them but as a friend , you need to also tell them your own boundaries as well and tell them that they need to seek professional help .

but also , if somebody refuses to get help , then that is on them . not on you . 

anyway another tangent , but back to the point . autism , while you need to understand is something you need to see and understand , is not the only mental disorder ! and you need to understand that some people suffer from really REALLY shitty things and are sometimes undiagnosed . i am really REALLY tired of depression , ADHD , BPD, and DiD getting brushed under the rug like they are not important . cause guess what , there are spectrums ! all mental health is important . fuck you if you disregard the other disorders , you are being ableist .

STOP HATE READING PEOPLE.

im really sick and tired of this . you don’t like something somebody said ? you can either : ask what they meant or block / unfollow them . 

DO NOT FUCKING STALK THEM EITHER . 

you have an obsession if you hover on their blog too .. do not do that . that is SO unhealthy for you . here is what a friend said on twitter . ( not name dropping them , just copy pasting them )

❛ i stg people need to fine a better hobby than to hate read a persons blog or profile. not a good look on you when you go and read what they post about just to get angry at something you think they said and then you go off spewing lies about it cause 'youre offended.'  

like you already hate them in the first place. you weren’t 'looking to see if they were a better person.' youre just looking to find another thing to hate about them. 

that is what hate reading is about. so you can read their posts and find just another reason to hate and laugh at how bad you think they are.

but it doesnt make you a better person. it just makes you a sad person with no life. stop hate reading people. grow tf up. go breathe on some plants or something idk.

i say this very loud and clear . if you hate read me , i live in your head rent free . not my problem . but it does become my problem if you begin to steal shit and start spewing lies about myself or my friends . grow up and move on with your life . sorry my life seems more interesting than you ig . idk .

anway this got long , and at this point i am going off on a tangent but !!!!

TL ; DR

read my rules ig . idk .

you can dm me for more info if you want . at this point i have blocked the problem blogs for myself. if you are curious you can ask . HOWEVER. i am not going to tell you to block or unfollow . why ? cause at the end of the day , it is MY beef . this are my issues . i am NOT here to gatekeep .

i will say that i will tell you IN private the for MY story . but keep in mind that it is MY story . not yours . not theirs . it is all about perception .

my perception is that they are scummy gatekeeping thieves . they gatekeep the people they dont like or are intimidated by . i am somebody who fucking bites and calls people out on their shit , because of this ? i make enemies . but my enemies are not yours . i dont care .  dont give a damn . i am intimidating to people who are cowards and i don’t care . 

if they feel bad when i call them out , if they try to go around and do damage control , then that means they are guilty .

and then you can ask yourself this : why are they reacting like that ?

i am once again going to bring up that other twitter user that i quoted before .

❛  you dont like hearing that because someone is holding a mirror up to you and it makes you uncomfortable because you know you . and you know the parts of you that are good . so in your heart you have to come up with a narrative that makes you feel better about the fact that somebody is asking your to confront the parts about yourself that you hate the most .

anyway . this got long . im so sorry for the long read . im so sorry i sounded hostile ad angry . im just volatile sometimes . im just really tired . and i dont need to come on this blog and have a panic attack . 

anyway . cheers loves ! stay happy , stay healthy . drink your fluids . take your meds !