#dragon age tranquility

[plisuu]

To see Tranquility compared to autism is insulting to me. It's a common take that has popped up over the years, and as someone who is autistic and has many people in my life who I hold dear that have varying levels of personal autonomy and severity in autism, it is infuriating.

The Tranquil are the example of what a corrupt system will do in order to maintain order and uphold oppression. Compare them to those wronged in prison systems, who have no voice, who are reduced to less-than human and used as labor, if you must have an allegory. Yes, some Tranquil will choose it themselves, but even that is a product of the system they are raised in, to see themselves as a danger to be sedated.

To think that my cousin, who cannot speak or express his feelings in an easily understandable way, is being compared to a fantasy group of victims who are punished as an example to others is upsetting. Is autism some divine punishment? Are we examples to others: "this is what happens when you step out of line, this is what happens when you can't keep up with your peers level of learning and are seen as threat by lack of natural ability"? Of course not.

And the emotional aspect: the Tranquil have no capacity to feel. They can't love, they can't grieve, they can't feel joy or satisfaction or curiosity. They have experienced the Perfect emotional lobotomy that can only exist in fantasy (real-life lobotomy is truly horrific and does not result in whatever the hell Tranquility does).

My cousin has feelings. He can get excited, he can become overwhelmed, he can love!! I may not understand empathy very well or feel very strongly most of the time, but I can still experience joy and sorrow and love and depression and fulfillment and I have high and low days. Real disabled people have feelings, the Tranquil do not. Real-life people will always feel, and there is no way to cut that out of someone.

You can still use your disability as a way to inform how you write the Tranquil. I rely heavily on my experiences with dissociation and depersonalization to write Tranquil characters. But Tranquility is not an allegory for those things. It is a statement on corrupt systems that use the threat of taking away what its victims hold dear to keep them in line at best, and a practice in "what would a player think is a horrible fate to suffer" at worst.

[monabee-draws]

Sometimes I think about the Tranquil and how their skulls were used to make Ocularum.

Much of the horror in Inquisition is overlooked because of the sheer volume of it we encounter. But I always think of that shack on the water in Redcliffe, with shelves and shelves of Tranquil skulls. A second death after a brief moment of struggling life during their possession.

[nerd-elf]

It’s 3 am and I said I was going to fix my sleeping schedule, but I just realized I haven’t seen a single mention of tranquility while playing veilguard.

It was such a deep theme. Many important events happened in the other games because of how the seeker order created and used it to control whole countries, and how this was conveniently hidden.

And even though the whole mage rebellion happened in the south of Thedas, Dorian mentions in dai that there are lots of tranquil in Tevinter, because the magisters manipulate the laws to tranquilize enemies.

So why didn’t we see any of this in the north?

Please tell me your thoughts about it!

[dragonageconfessions]

CONFESSION:

I played Inquisition first, and being young and inexperienced rushed through paying little heed to lore. I got sided with the mages, got to skyhold, and started judging. When it came time to judge Alexius, I picked Tranquility, figuring it was just removing the magic and making him safe, because I felt bad for him with his son. I did not expect a magical lobotomy.

[flowersonpebbles]

Rite of Tranquility- Day 1

Jowan thought Dallas might have taken him with them after he helped keep an eye on Connor whilst they left for aid from the Circle, from their home that they both only knew for most of their lives... Dallas did not take him, merely said that Jowan did in fact aid in keeping the people in the castle safe after they left for more help... Eamon did not care, he was still sent off, back to the Circle for them to punish him for being a bloodmage... poor Lilly... she must have been just as frightened as he is now.

He stares sadly down at the lyrium brand, burning with white fire. The rod shaped like the sunburst symbol so fondly looked upon by Andrastians... Jowan blinks back tears before just squeezing his eyes shut, pursing his lips to try and stop them from trembling as he's held down on his knees by Templars surrounding him.

"Dallas, do you ever think the Tranquil hates us for being more like people than they ever will be..?" little Jowan asks, struggling to fall asleep. Dallas frowns deeply at the thought, hanging upside down to glare at Jowan.

"They're people like us, just different, Jowan. They're really nice and Owain even taught me how to read!" Dallas whispers earnestly, cheeks puffed up. "They don't hate us and we shouldn't be scared of them just because they're different than us, they still feel! They just express it differently!"

Jowan takes a deep, shaking breath at this little memory... he can only hope Dallas might come visit him then. After learning of Jowan's bloodmagic and feared him, then hopefully Dallas would no longer fear now.

Now he only needs to calm himself, there is no escaping this... he brought this upon himself, after all. He should have never dabbled with the forbidden arts...

He opens his eyes, steadying himself as he stares the rod down, gritting his teeth as it is pressed against his forehead, sudden magic coursing through his veins and then just bursting into... nothingness...

Jowan blinks slowly, jaw slowly going lax as the Templars let go of him. He stands up slowly, feeling a light headache at the front of his head. A headache that will never go away again, though...

Jowan stares at Dallas calmly, smiling ever so softly, "Dallas, it is good to see you again." his friend looks so much older than he should though, and sickly, even...

[inquisimer]

the answer will be an echo

Day 4 of @tranquilweek! As Cadash & Avexis investigate Redcliffe Village, they learn what became of the other Tranquil.

read it on ao3 here!

Avexis & Female Cadash | Rated T | 1139 words | CW: implied/referenced abuse, chantry critical

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Cadash liked picking locks. It made Avexis wonder, as they waited outside the dilapidated shack in Redcliffe, if that was why the dwarf was always carting her places. She was a puzzle, an oddity—she wondered if Cadash simply saw her as a lock that could only be picked over time.

Well, she mused, thumbing the hilt of her dagger, hopefully she figures something out.

Being in Redcliffe made her itch. There were mages everywhere and odd magic on top of the rifts. It set her teeth on edge. The whole place was a disaster waiting to happen. Or maybe it had already happened. It was hard to say.

Their fear was as palpable to Avexis as her own. It hung in the air like a dense fog, coating her throat when she breathed and sitting on her skin like a cold, sticky sweat. Fear of the Templars, fear of the Breach, fear of the Tevinters and what their presence spelled for the mage rebellion.

Cadash grunted and the door clicked open, creaking ominously. Within, the cabin’s dirt floor was dappled with sunlight through the rotting roof.

“Why was it even locked?” Varric huffed.

They found out soon enough. Over a dozen skulls watched them from makeshift shelves, their empty eye sockets gleaming with Fade-touched crystals. Pointed stumps with odd runes etched into their ends were stacked against the wall and tipped over on the floor. When Avexis brushed her fingers across the runes, they flared a bright green.

For the briefest moment, she saw a face—square jaw, blank, gray eyes, freckles that sprayed up to the sunburst brand that marred his brow. Before she could dig up a name, or even where she knew him from, the vision was gone; the part of her mind that she knew was Cole slipped between her and the magic and whatever it meant.

And that meant only one thing. “Something's not right,” she murmured, skittering back a few steps. Cole was matching her rising panic with soothing comfort, but it was a cycle—the more he soothed her, the more she feared what, exactly, she needed soothing for.

She flinched at the too-loud crunch of parchment in Cadash’s fist. “That is fucked,” the dwarf hissed.

“I had noticed their disappearance, but imagined nothing like this.” Avexis could hear Cassandra’s scowl and that defensive mix of guilt and shame that the Seeker usually directed at her. A horrible realization was coming to her, sinking in her mind like boots in cold swamp mud. As if in a trance, she paced back to the shelf of skulls.

Varric coughed pointedly; she could feel his gaze boring into her. “Maybe we shouldn’t—“ he began loudly.

“It’s them, isn’t it?” she whispered. One hand cupped the smooth arch of a skull, thumb tracing the sharp edge of the dormant crystal. “We found the Tranquil.”

No one answered, not that it mattered. Their silence was all the confirmation she needed.

“Avexis—“

“Don’t,” she choked. Before she’d even taken a breath, her eyes glossed over with tears. She made no move to stem their tide. Her grief fell in heavy drops, each one sending poofs of dust up where it landed on the earthen floor.

Her other hand clasped the same skull and she stared into its empty sockets as though she could divine their identity that way. Who were you? she thought desperately. Did I know you? Is anyone missing you?

Of course not. No one missed the Tranquil. That was how this had happened; how the evidence of it existed right under the noses of the mage rebellion, and yet no one cared enough to know, or even ask.

Avexis trembled, an inappropriate laugh bubbling from her lips as anger ripped through her like an earthquake.

That should be me. Then, out loud: “I shouldn’t have— that should be me, too.”

“No.” Cassandra’s voice was closer than she’d expected and Avexis flinched. Her gloved hands caught the skull where Avexis’ grip left it bare and she slid it gently out of the mage’s grasp. Setting it back on the shelf, the Seeker put herself directly in front of Avexis instead.

“It should not have been you, and it should not have been them either.”

“Why don’t we mean anything to anyone?”Avexis whispered. She clenched her fists. “Why doesn’t anyone care?”

“Hey, we care.” That was Varric, and Cadash, coming closer as well but—thankfully—leaving the path to the door wide open. “We’re here, we see you. We care.”

“You see me,” she repeated, shaking her head. “As I am now. Would you still see me if I remained Tranquil? Would you have noticed that I was gone? Because apparently no one—” she gestured angrily to the shelves “—noticed them.”

Cadash caught Avexis’ fist in her roughened palm. “Hey. You’re right.”

“I—what?”

“You’re right,” Cadash said again. “The Circles used the Tranquil because they were conveniently controlled. Because the comfort of those in power was more important than those lives. Because they could.”

Her voice was steady and grounding. Though Avexis' sorrow remained heavy, the tension wound in her relaxed. She pressed her palm flat against Cadash’s and curled her fingers down over the dwarf’s blunted nails. As she searched her eyes for answers and assurances, the filtered sunlight shifted and caught the casteless brand burned into her cheek.

“But the Circles are gone,” Cadash said firmly. At her back, Cassandra scowled, but wisely bit her tongue. “We’re not putting them back unless we’re sure they can do better. For the mages, the Templars, and the Tranquil.”

Avexis exhaled slowly. She knew that was what Cadash thought, but it was good to hear her say it anyway. And yet—

“They’re still gone, though,” she whispered, nudging her chin toward the shelf of skulls. “They still died like that. Were murdered like that. It’s not something we can fix.”

“They were. And it’s not.”

“That hurts,” Avexis whimpered. She ground her teeth together. “It hurts, and I want it to stop hurting. How do I make it stop if I can’t fix it?”

“Sometimes, you can’t.” It was Varric who answered, but Cadash nodded. “Sometimes you just have to sit with it. It might never go away, but you’ll go on. And eventually, you’ll grow around it, instead.”

“That bloody sucks.”

Cadash snorted. “Yeah. It does.”

“Can we…” Swiping at her eyes, Avexis took a shaky breath. “I don’t want to leave them here. Not like this.”

“There is a Sister up the hill—“

“No.” Cadash cut Cassandra off. “We have time, and they deserve better than the Chantry’s biases. We’ll take care of them ourselves.”

Relief flooded Avexis where she hadn’t realized she’d grown tense. “Thank you,” she murmured, ducking her head. Cadash laced their fingers together and squeezed.

“Let’s go.”

[quillfulwriter]

Words: 2250 | Chapters: 2 | Rating: T

Alexius lost so much. To lose his magic and his entire selfhood, it felt like a blow that neither he nor Dorian would ever recover from.

Written for the Cure for Tranquility prompt for @tranquilweek ✨

Kofi commissions are also open, check my profile ☕

[underthevenadahl]

Portrait of my girl!!

Valen de la Courvielle.. I think, still workshopping her last name, I'm not the best with French lol.

Fun fact, this is my first time working with such harsh lighting, as well as attempting velvet! I posted a w.i.p of this a while ago and I think it's really gone far since there, Im a bit proud of how it's turned out!

[fancytrinkets]

Bits & Pieces

Little ficlets, set before Dreadwolf, in which former Inquisitor Trevelyan is now living in Minrathous with Dorian. (The ficlet below continues a subplot where Trevelyan's ex-boyfriend Marcus from the Ostwick Circle, formerly Tranquil and now unexpectedly cured, has been staying with them as he recovers.) Link to the full collection of Dorian/Inquisitor ficlets.

The guest room where Marcus slept had been transformed. Plants spilled their greenery over every surface. The floor was covered by pots and planters. As if that weren't enough, so were the dressers, the corner shelves, and the chair by the window.

"A bit excessive, in my opinion."

That had been Dorian's only comment thus far. The plants were too much, but he hadn't made an issue of it. Of late, he had neither the time nor the stamina to spare for domestic squabbles. For weeks he'd been overly preoccupied by his work in the senate. Of course, it didn't help that nearly two months had gone by and he still wasn't sure how to properly relate to Marcus, the uninvited interloper in his household. So he left the burgeoning matter of indoor flora entirely to his husband.

Galen seemed to think it was a good idea — an aid to recovery, he called it, and promised it would hasten the eventual departure of their convalescent guest. Dorian remained unconvinced, and this evening he could take no more of it.

"That man is broken. He needs some other sort of arrangement than whatever this is."

"Probably," Galen agreed, "but I'm not turning him out and neither are you."

He summoned his best Inquisitorial voice to make that point clear. And while that was incredibly infuriating, it was also ridiculously arousing — and so the argument was set aside, abandoned in favor of more pleasurable activities between the two of them. Lying in bed afterwards — with all the worst of his annoyance and tension having been siphoned off and swallowed down by his husband — Dorian felt relaxed enough to offer a piece of unsolicited advice.

"His appetite is better than it was. He almost looks properly fed. We ought to consider that his libido will return — if it hasn't already. He'll need companionship."

"Companionship?" Galen sounded shocked to hear it.

"Don't you think so?"

"I'm not going to drop him off at a brothel, Dorian. If that's what you're suggesting."

A brothel wasn't at all what Dorian had in mind. "Why not host a small dinner party?" he asked. "We'll introduce him to a few of our finest friends and associates." Mostly, he was curious to see if Marcus and Rilienus might find each other interesting. It would make such a good story if they did hit it off.

But Galen wasn't ready to hear it.

"Broken," he said, sounding both annoyed and accusatory. "That's what you just called him. And now you think he's ready for entertaining at dinner and welcoming gentlemen back to his room?"

"Well, sex always helped me sort things out when I was a broken mess."

Galen sighed. "I think the plants are helping. That's always been his area of expertise."

"Perhaps you don't want him to find other men." It was simply an observation. Dorian was trying to be helpful here. Nothing more.

"Perhaps you want to hurry him along in this regard," Galen said. "For some unexamined emotional reason of your own."

Dorian rolled his eyes. He was well aware of his own jealousy. It wasn't entirely unexamined. "He's fixated on you." Dorian pointed it out in a reasonable and helpful fashion.

"From twenty years ago!" Galen objected. "I'm not that person now and we all know it. The only thing he feels when he looks at me now is rage."

"Galen." Dorian chuckled, genuinely amused by that assertion. "I don't think so."

"Really?"

"You don't see it?" How could he not see it? How could he possibly miss the way Marcus looked at him sometimes — with trembling lips and eyes full of uncontained longing.

"No, I mean–" Galen sighed in frustration. "Yes, all right then. We can introduce him to some friends of ours. Gently though. Not all at once. He'll find it overwhelming."

That was not the response that Dorian had expected. More defensiveness, perhaps? More strident objections? Yes, in fact, he'd been bracing himself for a flurry of those.

"You honestly don't want him anymore, do you?" Dorian asked.

And that was a strange question to consider. To accompany it, he felt a twinge of some unpleasant emotion. He'd first thought it to be jealousy, but maybe it wasn't. Perhaps it was something more akin to disappointment. But why would that be? Dorian tried to puzzle it out, but the answer wouldn't come. All he could do was repeat himself, his voice sounding flat and dull even to his own ears.

"You don't want him."

"Honestly?" Galen propped himself up on his scarred left elbow, lifting his head from the pillow to gain the higher ground. "You want to have this conversation now? We can wait, if you like. Maybe when things are less stressful with the Magisterium–"

"A glorious day that will never happen," Dorian said. "Best get it over with now."

"Right then." Galen paused, brow furrowing, as if it took him a visible effort gather his thoughts.

Their discarded clothing was scattered across the bedroom floor. Dorian wanted to sort it all neatly, to fold it, and put it away. Wait, he wanted to say, don't tell me. You're right that I'd rather not know. But his own curiosity kept him rooted in place.

"Here's how it is," Galen said. "I can feel it here." He touched his chest. "Little sparks of attraction sometimes. And I've thought about sex — a mental image here and there during lessons. But that's it. There's no version of him that's matured for twenty years along with me — emotionally speaking, of course. There's nothing we could bring to each other now that wouldn't be fraught and painful."

Dorian frowned to hear it. A mix of jealousy and disappointment churned within him.

"If it were me," Dorian said, "I'd want you to risk everything to win me back."

Galen nodded.

"If it were you, I would."

Stunned speechless, Dorian couldn't tell if his confession was something to welcome, or else condemn as hypocritical. Lacking a clear sense of what to do with it, he opted for a clarifying question.

"Oh?" he asked. "And where's the difference?"

"The difference," Galen said, "is that you wouldn't have left me the same way he did."

Dorian sighed. The jealousy slipped from his grasp like a bottle he'd grabbed with spilled oil on his fingers. "You're right about that. I would have fought against Tranquility with all the strength I had."

"I know it," Galen said. "And I know it's not Marcus's fault that he didn't. But it changed me."

"I understand it."

Dorian could feel himself relaxing. He'd had a long day, after all. Another exhausting day of politics would rear its ugly head tomorrow, but for now, he could rest, reassured by the comforting presence of his husband beside him.

But then, he remembered the guest room, overwhelmed by a chaotic mess of plantlife — a trivial remedy that wasn't doing nearly enough to soothe the room's sullen occupant.

"Maybe not a dinner party yet," he said. "But at least he ought to meet Rilienus."

[tranquilweek]

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[plisuu]

The Tranquil are not an allegory for neurodivergence and disability because they are disabled in their own right. They are treated like disabled people because Tranquility is it's own condition.

Neurodivergent people already exist in Thedas, even if they don't have a name for it. Autistic mages can be made Tranquil. Depressed mages can be made Tranquil. Mages with other disabilities and personality disorders can be made Tranquil.

As a matter of fact, disabled mages are probably made Tranquil at a higher rate than neurotypical/able-bodied mages.

Tranquility is a punishment. The rite is magical medical torture used to suppress deviance in the norm and Tranquility is the result.

[monabee-draws]

Sometimes I think about the Tranquil in DAI, and how their skulls were used to make Ocularum.

My un-Tranquil Rook has some very personal hatred for the Venatori...

[abyssal-ilk]

where is the dialogue option to drop to your knees and get so nauseous from dread and disgust that you vomit when you find out that the venatori are using the tranquil's skulls to find the shards in dai. where is the option to have the inquisitor try to find out who each of the skulls once belonged to. where is the option to put them all to rest, either by burying or burning. ig the devs must have forgotten it during final development, smh.

[monabee-draws]

The First Enchanter looks sad, her sagging face drooping further at the corners of her mouth, like she'll melt under the weight of all the sympathy in her. That wretched sympathy. 'What a waste' she's probably thinking, as you snarl and thrash and knock a glass statuette off her of desk in your struggle, 'All that potential, all that curiosity.' The templar straightens your face, pulling back on your hair hard enough that your bottom eyelids wrench upwards, setting off tears. You are faced forward to the blow. 'What a waste,' as she cocks the iron, dipped in the scalding cool font of lyrium.

There is always half a moment where you think the templar loosens his hold. Where you see your arm come up in a wild thwip that knocks the iron from her hands. Where you duck and it misses, searing a leg behind you. Where you run and run and run and-

The brand sears a pretty sun into your flesh.

rook qotd: what is your rook's worst nightmare?

[lavellaned]

A lot of the pro-veilguard arguments I see include a very specific way of viewing what “dark fantasy” is which misses the entire point as to why there are criticisms about the overall tone of the game.

Dark fantasy is not just “how much murder rape bigotry and overall suffering can we put in a story for the sake of doing so”.

It’s about having events and themes based off of the darker parts of reality and then, as the player, being able to do something about it. The general appeal is the catharsis. It’s about seeing these stories reflected through an interactive story in a meaningful, respectful, purposeful way.

Is dragon age the poster child for handling its complicated, real-life-inspired politics well? No. But veilguard was somehow worse. The bar was in hell and it still tripped flat on its face.

Veilguard’s lackadaisical, chronically ironic “well THAT just happened”, neutered writing and theme is not a good argument as to why this is a good dragon age game, and you can’t blame the dark fantasy genre for it.

[flowersonpebbles]

Cure for Tranquility at Haven - Day 5

Avexis tilts her head, staring at this Mother Giselle. The person with the glowing hand is now being called the Herald of Andraste. Avexis wishes almost she was the Herald... would she have been save then from possession and gotten her talents back completely..? She felt like herself once more, more awake than ever, when the Herald passed by her briefly. She has been cautious to be near them since then. Not wishing to be possessed... And now this Mother asks her if she'd ever want to be cured of Tranquility... what an odd question... she shakes her head, frightened at the thought, "I do not think it will be wise as the number of demons would leave me vulnerable to possession... I might experience feelings of discomfort over events that have occurred while I was Tranquil. I believe I can survive in this fashion but might not if I was made whole again." she whispers in a small voice.. careful to sound hopeful. She misses Galyan, she would have been able to confide in him... Cassandra is being so distant...

Avexis stares at the whimpering, defiled dragon. The same one from her dreams a few nights ago... it curses and screams at the monstrous man sauntering towards the Herald. She was trying to help with the trebuchets, aware and completely overwhelmed by emotions right now as she crawls back, tears streaming down her face. Screaming out her lungs as the avalanche comes down at them all with no mercy for who is below it. The dragon being forced to save this monster -this twisted creature- of a man. The snow crashing down, sending her down into a dark, freezing cave, after the Herald. The Herald clinging to her as they both tumble down deeper with the momentum of the avalanche. And at the touch of the newly unstable Anchor, she feels free. She feels everything at once, too much. And once everything stopped moving, she got up shakily and staggered further down the cave, trembling from the cold and feeling completely undone, no longer herself any more... not alone in her mind...

Nor will she ever be again...

How will Cassandra know...? Will she think Avexis dead - that it will be better off like that for her now?