#downers south

[dollarstorebonerpills]

not the top three inches of my head peaking over the top of the bathroom stlal

[theclassymike]

Lucas TIll in the film The Curse of Downer's Grove (2015)

[sealbuffed]

cherishing moments versus mourning them before they're even over

[beseeingyou]

lucas' burthday is coming up in 20 days (yeah i know im getting to this a little late 😭 im so sorry) and i have put together this project so we can show him how much we appreciate him!

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@boolger @cannibalisticcorpse @nursestardust @desparikon @rosieblogstuff

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[downerssouthhs]

ceck out this absolute banger peice of fan art by @z0mb1b0y

this proud student took it apon theirself to make this beautiful art piece to show his appreciation for the school.

[0verseer-o9]

funfact I gave in and now I have a South Park OC

here’s the reference sheet for him they’re cool

also this

[im-no-jedi]

I am genuinely sick to my stomach with worry y’all. I’m so worried they’re gonna lose everything AGAIN. like, this is a very specific trauma of mine, but if Pabu gets discovered by the Empire and subsequently destroyed, I literally won’t be able to handle it. and then if the fam gets separated at any point (or worse, someone dies), I REALLY won’t be able to handle it.

again, I have very specific irl trauma that affects the way I view media, and since TBB is my comfort show, I have boundaries that I do NOT want crossed. the very idea that they could lose another home is genuinely bringing me to tears just as I’m writing this up. and don’t even get me started on the idea that someone will leave the group or die, I just won’t be able to handle it.

I’ve had so many shows and other media in the past disappoint me with specific plot points that ended up turning me away from the franchise entirely. obviously, something going sour in TBB wouldn’t turn me away from SW as a whole (even the sequel trilogy couldn’t do that LOL). but again, I’ve already personally lost so much that losing yet another thing would devastate me beyond repair. I’m still feeling the after effects of losing my love for Destiny after all these years, and I just can’t handle another loss like that.

I know it sounds silly, but genuinely, this is just a personal problem of mine in relation to my trauma. I’ve had several talks with my mom about how our family relates to TBB almost too well at times, and to see them go through another devastating loss would actually break me. I’m trying to remain hopeful, but the doom and gloom that’s been teased isn’t helping. and no, I can’t just avoid social media for the next two weeks; that’s unrealistic.

I guess all I can do is channel my inner Leia and remain hopeful about what’s going to happen. if they survived what happened on Kamino, they’ll survive whatever else the Empire throws at them. I just hope I can survive it as well…

[babywriter]

Yeah, graduating from college felt pretty good. And, hey, you were leaving without debt! Actually, soon enough, you’ll have enough to buy a house. A little help from the parents here, a little scholarship there, a little paid internship here. I mean, things were really good. The only real downer here was your love life. Or social life even. It went real south, real fast. First thing was when you broke up with your boyfriend. It just…wasn’t working out. But then, one of your best friend, Eric, seeing as you were now single, decided to spill his feelings for you. Bad call on his part, you two stopped talking.

It’d been almost two years since you’d seen Eric, but then you got a text from him out of the blue. Strangely enough, his profile picture was that of a girl and his name was…Erica? You thought Eric was this straight cis dude, turns out he wasn’t! While you did miss Eric, you weren’t sure you would’ve answered a text from him. Erica on the other hand? You had hope that she was completely over you.

“Come in, come in.” said Erica’s mother. “She’s in the living room.”

You had been briefed that she was regressed. But still. This was a lot to take in. She was so pretty! And so cute! An absolute doll. But seeing a twenty-two-year-old woman dressed like that felt pretty weird. Pigtails, pacifier…a toy in her hand and a frilly dress on her. She looked so sweet, though. Then, you saw that huge bulking diaper.

When you talked to Erica, it felt like talking to your old friend, but a childish and feminine version of that old friend. A side you hadn’t really seen. She’d been regressed for a while now and, as it turns out, was into men! You did feel a bit giddy about that news. She wasn’t going to be into you anymore! Not only that, but it seemed you’d just made a girlfriend. Erica was easy to talk to and you were both so open to each other and you got to gush about your love troubles with the guys you were seeing recently and Erica got to daydream about wanting a big strong daddy to pick her up.

After a few hours, Erica’s diaper was soaked and needed changing. This was your signal that it was time to leave. But you couldn’t help yourself and offered to adopt Erica or at the very least babysit her. To have a babygirl like that would be so, so much fun, you thought.

When leaving Erica’s house, you daydreamed of a life with a boyfriend and your babygirl. Able to live your fantasy of a family life while giving your babygirl the mommy and daddy she wants. You could take her to the park, change her diapers, breastfeed her. All the mommy things! Your boyfriend wouldn’t be threatened after all Erica was a girl in diapers, a baby! And Erica wouldn’t mind one bit you’d have a boyfriend to have sexy time and go on dates with. I mean, what a life!

Photo credit: adultbabysource.com

For more stories by me: https://reamstories.com/babywriter

[princessjojo-x]

Astro Notes 2

🌈 the last six signs are often a lot wiser but they lose their innocence somewhere along the way. whereas the first six signs have child like wisdom. aries is the newborn, taurus is the infant, gemini is toddler, etc.

🌈 moon opposite mars - he feels irritated & annoyed frequently, especially if he feels personally targeted or his feelings are hurt.

🌈 venus conjunct rising - the women with this placement are very superficial & huge pick me’s. they act very unpleasant when they’re getting ignored or the attention isn’t fully on them. they value being liked & fitting in. their self esteem & happiness is tied to how many people accept them. consequently, when they feel like they aren’t vibing with anyone, they enter a deep self pity & downer attitude.

🌈 mars square/opposite moon - your personality will be completely different in bed compared to daily life.

🌈 mars conjunct/trine/sextile moon - your personality in bed will be similar to your personality in daily life; perhaps it will be more extreme in some ways but it won’t be a complete change.

🌈 pisces & aries moons - likely to get addicted to substances. pisces moon to escape reality & aries moon to numb the intensity of their emotions.

🌈 - personal palenys conjunct south node - beginning part of your life was in a way easy.

🌈 aries sun - as aries get older they’re conditioned into existing as their survival self. they become fairy independent & introverted bc they struggle to form bonds with others. they’re so used to only relying on their selves so the concept of relying on somebody else is scary.

🌈 aries sun women - sometimes double down on being hyper fem since aries is naturally a masc sign.

🌈 someone with many planets in the seventh house - may feel incomplete alone. they function better in intimate partnerships. they may even encourage others to become dependent on them, thereby maintaining the rxship they need.

🌈 prominent fire & air placements tend to love bomb without realising.

🌈 the reddest flag in a man is air venus with fire mars. he will chase, chase, chase but once he’s attained you he’ll loose interest.

🌈 the greenest flag in a man is fire mars with water venus. he will fiercely chase you & cherish every single part of you, even he’s attained you.

🌈 unevolved signs tend to embrace the negative traits of their sister sign. for example, unevolved sagittarius placements are always complaining & gossiping, which tend to be the negative traits of gemini.

🌈 prominent water - emotionally intelligent, empathetic, understanding, sensitive, imaginative, deep, intuitive, fertile, values family & children. fall into depression the easiest.

🌈 lacking water - a calculated person & logical thinker. doesn’t feel emotions as deep & lacks emotional intelligence. isn’t that family oriented.

🌈 prominent fire - creative, passionate, optimistic, brave, logical, hot tempered, intense, instinctive, playful, intuitive & charismatic. hate asking for help, even when they’re neck deep in trouble.

🌈 lacking fire - calm & serious person, with less drive, enthusiasm & risk taking.

🌈 prominent air - social, curious, logical, fun, adventurous, witty, creative & emotionally distant.

🌈 lacking air - emotional, stubborn, introverted, cautious, look for knowledge through emotions & intuition rather than logic.

🌈 prominent earth - stable, stubborn, calm, laid back, hardworking, critical, routine oriented & materialistic. hate asking for help, even when they’re neck deep in trouble.

🌈 lacking earth - very restless & don’t *enjoy* peace

🌈 lacking mutable - more stubborn and have a harder time being a “chameleon”.

🌈 prominent mutable- adaptable, easy going & able to easily mimic others personalities

[amtrak-official]

Hello Amtrak! As a car owner and user, my usage of the trains in MA and RI is very limited, but friend and I opted for taking the commuter rail from the Mansfield station down to Providence for Pride last Saturday to avoid traffic. This was a great experience except for when we tried to go home at 7:00 and accidentally boarded the Amtrak (Had no idea y’all shared the station with the commuter rail so we just thought this was the 6:58 prov/Stoughton line) Once boarded and a lovely gentleman came to scan our tickets, he pointed out we were on the wrong train (thank you kind sir!) He continues walking down the line and we stand up to exit the train. However, this is where my thrilling tale gets interesting! The door to exit the train car is closed and locked, so we turn to look back for help. The gentleman then shouts to us that we are not listening and to sit back down? Very confused and now embarrassed for being called out in front of all these nice people we sit back down. Reminder that we’re just trying to get from Providence to Mansfield and the Mansfield station is not on the Amtrak map. My phone is at 4% because I’m a garbage poor person who can’t buy a new iPhone and i am frantically trying to figure out where this train is actually headed as we are now being held hostage on it. Thankfully we’re heading north, but the next stop won’t be until Westwood! (This is many miles past Mansfield) The previously mentioned gentleman is nowhere to be seen and we can’t find another employee to unlock the door and let us out. We watch the actual commuter rail train pull into the station and leave without us as we are LOCKED INSIDE THE AMTRAK????? Train pulls out and we’re off. Fast forward to Westwood, we’re allowed off and then got to wait another 45 minutes at that station until the next train south arrives. Overall very mixed reviews as your train did have Wi-Fi so i was able to figure out where we were headed without my phone dying and leaving us truly stranded and was also very comfy. Unfortunately the kidnapping and holding two innocent queers hostage inside the train car was a little bit of a downer. Hilarious situation in hindsight though so 9/10 stars

This was a journey just to read

[ineffable-bookworm]

Me (who assumed S3 was always a given): It’s gonna be ok folks … we’re just at the empire-strikes-back downer middle segment of a trilogy. Plenty of time to get that cottage in the South Downs at the end of Season 3

*finds out S3 not confirmed

Me: 😨

[dollarstorebonerpills]

why is my spanish teacher so lame

[theclassymike]

Lucas Till for Watch Magazine.

[bullet-prooflove]

Hiii! Can we get "he's holding onto you so tight the way I did before" with Neron or a Mayan character of your own choosing? (bcs I know whoever you'd choose would fit perfectly)

Marcus has loved you for a long time, longer than he can count. It’s been a couple of months since he ended things, shit had gone south with the Niners and they’d started killing off Mayans up in Oakland. There’s been a green light put out on him and he couldn’t stand the thought of something happening to you, so he’d cut you loose. It’s one of the hardest decisions he’s ever had to make. The life isn’t kind to men like him, or their families. He never explained the real reason he broke up with you, the truth is he knew you would never leave if he did. You’re loyal and fierce, qualities that he fell in love with.

Now that it’s over he knows it’s time to tell you the truth.

When he parks up outside your house, he doesn’t expect to see another bike there, especially not one he recognises.  A bike can be as identifiable as a fingerprint, and he knows that the man inside of your house is one of his brothers.

Downer from Yuma.

When he sees the other man embrace you, his lips brushing over your cheek. He knows that the two of you have been intimate. The way his hands rest on your hips through the coral-coloured robe, his smile when he leans in close and whispers something in your ear. You tip your head back and laugh and Marcus knows he’s lost you.

He watches as Downer kisses you. Instead of leaving, he walks you back inside, the door closing once more behind him. Marcus guns his engine before pulling away from the curb.

This pain he’s feeling right now, this agony, he knows it’s all on him.

He did this to you and he did this to himself.

[downerssouthhs]

We at the Dgs Super Blog would like to reach out to all students who are upset over the firing of the pedo track coach and let them know that the Downers Grove South Highschool staff are always free too talk

[royalsunshinehotel]

*slides onto your table once again*

I’m an angst girly, can you PLEASE write a fanfic where the reader and Leo are arguing? Man’s rich and all his exes before were scared to leave him because he’s a powerful man with money. Imagine if the reader is as power and as rich. The type to mot take bs (hehe)

His Mother's Son (Leo Usher x gn!reader)

A/N: I want you all to know that I listened to Whispers by Halsey at least 12 times to write the angst. The ending is a banger though, I'm really proud of it.

It’s hard to remember how good things were on nights like these. Especially when nights like these go south so quickly. You didn’t even make it in the front doors of the event, when your partner had decided to run his mouth off about your past. 

So what if you lied at the beginning of your career, you built your life by yourself, for yourself. Rage cuts through your skull, but you tamped it down, as always. 

“Why did you do that?” You kept your lips firmly pressed together, using both hands to hold your sparkly purse. 

“I just-” He tried. 

“Don’t fucking . . . why did you say that on the red carpet, about my parents?” First he almost made you late to your own party, and now the two of you were here, doomed. 

“It was just a joke.” He’d spoken with his father earlier that day, even at 6’4, Leo always seemed shorter after talking with that man. 

“I’m not laughing.” Leo runs a large hand over his face, to hide him rolling his eyes. “See, when you say things like that, it feels like you’re punishing me.” 

“And why would I do that?” Asked your beau, finally matching your stance and staying still. If this was any other night, jackets would be thrown off, clothing would be optional, but not now. 

“I made it out. I left what I had and I made something new. Something mine.” 

“No, cut deeper.” commands Verna, hiding in the wallpaper, staring out at the tragedy unfolding. 

“You’re a grown man. You should have something of your own by now. That is not, and has never been my fault.” 

“So what are you saying?” His voice came out as something of a wheeze. 

“I think we’re done.” 

“What’s this really about? Has the check from the film not come through yet? Do you need an allowance?” The whiney edge in his voice used to hide someone else entirely, someone with a big heart, who’d bend to your every whim, and now you’re wondering if he was even there at all. 

You stared at him for a moment, as if he’d just slapped you in the face. When you first took up with him, you declared money a taboo topic, and he’d just … 

You’re you. Leo thought for a moment about the day you asked him out. He should have said no. You didn’t need him like the others, you wanted him. And that was fucking terrifying. 

He’d said yes, like a fool, and here he was, exactly where he deserved to be.

“We’re done.” You stated, firmly, calmly, as Leo watched the elevator door closed. In a way, it the door closed on what he thought was the rest of his life. “Apparently not,” he thinks. 

In the elevator, you fall to your knees, staring at yourself in the golden reflection. It’s agony. It always is with him. But at the same time, there’s an unbearable lightness. 

You’d ended it. 

Anything he might have held over you…it didn’t matter now. You’re on your way down, and you’ll get an Uber home, and you’ll figure out what your life looks like without this…overgrown boy taking up all of your energy. 

It’s agony, but it won’t be forever. You’ll live. He won’t. 

With a shuddering breath, Leo’s heart drops. He knew how long it would take you to walk from the elevator, out onto the street. He should yell from the window, he should chase you and let you know that you were right, that he’ll fold, he’ll do whatever you want to keep you. He can’t be without you, he’s known that since he met you. 

But he can’t. 

Maybe it was too many upper, maybe it was too many downers, but he’s been paralyzed before, but he’s never been sober enough to remember it. 

Maybe you were right about the drugs too. 

And now you’re gone. You would be on the front sidewalk by now, he wonders if you’ve thrown a rock through the windshield of his Ferrari. He hoped you did, so he had something to remember you by. 

Leo runs a hand over his face, knees buckling, before he lands on his hardwood floor with a loud ‘thud’. He’s fallen, like a glass of spilled milk. 

“I'm the one who leaves. Ushers do the leaving.” As soon as the words fall out of his mouth he wishes against all odds his mother would appear out of the mist, and slap him upside the head. 

For a minute, Leo commits to the floor, breathing as evenly as possible, and failing. Tears follow soon after, and he doesn’t shy away from them for once. 

You’ve gone. You’ve left him. This is why he was the one who left. 

Leo’s heart pounds in his ears, and he still can’t quite get his breath to even out. It’s almost getting worse. 

Fuck. 

Verna waits in the corner of Leo’s apartment, in the shadows of course.

Oh, how tragic.

In another life, Leo has the nerve to tell Rodrick “no”. In another life, he’s his mother’s son. 

Within him, laid a great capacity for kindness that would have echoed for years after a premature passing. 

As a PE teacher, the kids adore him, of course, and he loves them completely. He still wouldn’t have gotten to grow old with you, but he let you love him that time. 

But it’s not to be. 

At this moment, in this place, he’s an asshole, an addict, and an absurdly rich man who thought his being right mattered above all else. What a shame he’d let the door shut on the one person who’d told him otherwise. 

This time, Verna makes a change. She should tell him about your life, she should tell him that she knows you’ll be alright. And she knows she doesn’t have to. He knows you’re better off without him. 

A tap to the forehead, and he’s gone. 

Mercy. 

Maybe,  this once, he deserves it.