#doukeshi2022

[doukeshi-kun]

𝙣𝙞𝙠𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙞 + 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨

contents ⨳ nsfw mentions, hands, size differences, hints of sadism, fluff, gn!reader

he gets off from the size differences between the two of you, knowing how you like the sight of his hand completely covering yours whenever you two are on a date. and he loves to hold your hand too, always offering his hand whenever you two have to walk somewhere. it becomes a tradition as you now automatically reach for him.

nikolai is such a gentleman to his lover. if you have a lot to hold in your hands, he'll hold your stuff for you. while it's easy for him to just slip things into his coat, he just knows that your naughty eyes will take a glance at the muscles of his arms and the veins on his hands.

he likes to accessorise himself! rings, bracelets, nail polish — you name it. and he likes to give you the responsibility to paint his nails or choose his rings for the day. he also tells you to put the rings or bracelets on him instead, just wanting to see your little fingers fiddling around his big ones. it is the same when he has to wear his iconic red gloves too.

he likes to place his hands on you, to always keep touching you — in every moment possible. it would be just a random saturday and as soon as you plop down beside him on the couch, his hand already find its way to your lap. he would not lie that he enjoys the way you touch his hand back to return his touch but the most intimate thing that could happen is when you raise his hand to your lips and give him kisses — every spot on his skin, every faint traces of veins. god, as much as he wants to escape this imprisonment in his head, these violent butterflies that cage his very heart do not feel bad at all.

nikolai loves physical affection. he doesn't mind giving and receiving. he likes to stroke your face whenever you lean against his chest. he also loves to stroke your head sometimes. he likes it when you hug his arm while trying to push through a busy crowd. he likes to wrap his arms around your waist and squeeze your body with his hands. he likes it when you sit on his lap and his hands would find themselves on your ass or thighs to keep you still on his firm thighs. but overall, his touches are careful and tender. nikolai could not handle his cuteness aggression sometimes while he's cupping your face, demanding a kiss. when he kisses you, he is just soft — holding your chin or jaw before he places his lips on yours gently.

while his usual working clothes may look baggy, he is very tall and pretty built for a guy. compared to his coworkers — ahem, sigma and fyodor, mostly — it's pretty safe to assume that he is the strongest in terms of strength and size. it is too easy for him to pin you down on the mattress while fucking you from behind. and each slap he gives on your ass cheeks would make their marks quickly, painting your ass red. he manhandles you too easily, it feels like you weigh nothing while he's adjusting your position like pulling your hips to meet his.

his fingers are long — he doesn't have thick fingers but they're veiny, somewhat. he reaches every spot in you easily — fingering you until you can't say your name properly while pressing his palm on your tummy. he likes to stick his fingers inside your mouth, keeping you quiet. he actually loves it when you bite his fingers — the bite mark you made would be just another accessory for him. he loves the sight of his hand around your neck, choking you while fucking you to oblivion — the sight of faint bruises because of his hand around your neck only boost his ego.

nikolai has nice hands and he knows it.

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[doukeshi-kun]

thank you for the tag, maby and lou!💘

tagging anyone!

FlowerBTI tag game for the peeps 💜💜 super cute highly suggest 💜💜 cute lil quiz

Tagging y’all to start it off <33 @maplesuna @zorotits @mattsunkawa @daiception @okeigo @koitarou and anyone else that wants <3

[doukeshi-kun]

i am so curious about how chuuya, dazai, Akutagawa, fyodor, and Nikolai would act for they have a crush on someone AUGHH can I have a piece of your mind on this? It doesn’t have to be long but I just want like just one or two sentences IF THATS OK

one sentence per character then. i don't write akutagawa tho

chuuya - thinks his feeling is ridiculous and he thought it's just a short moment but then he cursed himself so hard because he finds his heart getting all giddy when he sees you

dazai - he thought it's just a simple attraction (he's a womanizer) and would treat you more special like he's always done to people he's attracted to but he will gradually avoid you and push you away once he finds his crush is not a playful child play but a serious feeling

fyodor - wouldn't actively pursue you but he'll show his fond towards you through his act, ranging from subtle to obvious and he won't take the friendship further until he's sure that he could trust and be vulnerable to you — until he's sure he truly wants you

nikolai - kills you. jk. he'll push you away as hard as he could, using any means to kick you out his life, but he's a human after all and he ends up craving that feeling around you because it feels good, honestly. he's confused and scared, and yet he pretends he's not.

[doukeshi-kun]

yandere!vampire!nikolai who kept his lover in the cage to protect her. Gosh, I suddenly ran into this kind of idea when I'm doing my exam at school

𝙮𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙚!𝙣𝙞𝙠𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙞 + 𝙘𝙖𝙜𝙚

replies ⨳ hdhdhdhd maybe my trope with nikolai being petplay is real after all

contents ⨳ yandere theme, vampire au, possessive behaviour, obsessive behaviour, fem!reader

“Woah!”

“Haha, careful there, darling.” Nikolai caught you straight into his arms when you stumbled on your footing as your eyes were blindfolded. You huffed, only surrendering to the hold of a man who you adored as well.

“I can't see, Kolya..” you mumbled. Soon after, you felt something swoop between your arm, a pair of strong arms slithered behind your back and your knee. Then, you found yourself levitated in the air, held tightly.

“Nikolai..!” you shrieked and Nikolai giggled as he carried you somewhere. He said he prepared something and you just complied with his surprises.

Nikolai hummed a lullaby as he walked with you in his arms. A few minutes passed, and you found yourself being put down on a soft mattress. Your blindfold was still on and Nikolai stopped you from opening it the moment you touched the surface.

Somehow, this felt weird.

You heard a creak behind you. Out of instinct, you turned your head around and pulled down your blindfold. A bar. A golden bar. No, this... this is a cage. A big cage. Like a display box for jesters and clowns in the circus. And Nikolai was at the door, closing it.

“What?! What, what, what are you—?” you raised up to your feet and the cage door immediately shut closed. You held the bar with Nikolai smiling softly at you. Your face ashened, your eyes widened, your smile dropped. But Nikolai... He... He was smiling, beaming with delicate sight on you.

“What is this?”

“I wanna keep you safe. Don't you like it?”

“This.. This is not keeping me safe..!”

Ah, a monster is always a monster, it seems.

“Oh? You're a rare one. All my maiden before loves it when I did this for their safety. Why don't you?” he asked, hands slipping between the gap of those bars and touching your face. His touches this time felt dangerous — something to avoid, to run away from.

So you shook your head to shake it off.

“Hm? My dove, you must understand I'm doing this for your sake.” Nikolai said. Then he frowned. “I'm protecting you. And I even arranged all those mattresses and clothes for you. All those jewels and crystals in that box you could play with. All those charms and ornaments... I did them for you...” he muttered, upset.

“But this is not how I should live..! I'm not— I'm not an animal, Gogol!”

Nikolai's eyes twitched when he heard you address him as so. His eyes squinted and he reached his hand to you again. Sensing danger, you stepped back but his grip was faster — pulling you straight to the bars that your body clashed against those hard metal. You whimpered as your face was pressed on them, especially when Nikolai's hand trailed behind your head to hold you.

“I did this for you and you only. Why can't you be a good girl like the others? They don't get the same luxuries as you do, so why can't you be grateful, love? Do you hate me? Do you hate this, now? You're in my property, so you are mine too. I'm protecting you— forever. Be nice, little dove. Be nice to me.”

©doukeshi-kun 2022 — do not copy, plagiarize and repost my works to any platform, more @doukeshi-writes

[doukeshi-kun]

I want to have a steamy make out session with ayatsuji... 😞😓

𝙖𝙮𝙖𝙩𝙨𝙪𝙟𝙞 + 𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚-𝙤𝙪𝙩

replies ⨳ i want no one say anything about this but i do think i am very suck at writing making out scene lmao. just take this as my practice/attempt to write it

contents ⨳ fluff, gn!reader, petnames (doll, dollface)

Fingers curled in his blonde hair, his hand caressing your hip softly. He was relaxed against his chair but you were eager to be closer — much closer. You moaned softly against his lips as you sucked his tongue lightly.

“You're eager, doll.“ Ayatsuji mumbled and you just chuckled before your lips were connected again. He let you have your way with him, complying with your neediness to kiss him deeply. Sloppy noises filled the office, along with your heavy breathing and soft mewls.

Ayatsuji gently held your neck before he pulled you apart, glancing at the clock. You were confused a bit but that confusion soon disappeared once he kissed your lips. He tilted his head, licking your lower lip before he slipped his tongue in between your teeth. The gentle kneading of his fingers around your neck gave you a sense of comfort and you tugged his shirt.

His lips left yours, only to slowly make their way to your cheek, and then jaw. He then lowered again to your neck, sucking your skin and nibbling.ng it. You hummed, resting your arms on his shoulders as Ayatsuji was on his little mission of making hickeys.

“Ah!” you yelped when he accidentally bit your skin a little harder. Ayatsuji snorted mockingly, muttering 'Cute,' against your skin. You buried your face into his hair, keeping him close. His other hand that was on your hip slowly slipped into your shirt — warm.

“Yuki— I...”

Bam!

“Sensei— Aah! I'm sorry!” — and the door closed just as quickly as it opened. Tsujimura's countless apologies were heard from outside. Ayatsuji sighed before he parted away from you, not without a quick kiss on your lips though.

You giggled but you cannot help burying your face into his chest out of embarrassment having Tsujimura seeing you two like that. Ayatsuji gave your ass a few soft pats, gesturing you to end this intimacy. You looked up at him, smiling at his moist lips. Ayatsuji returned your gaze and he scrunched his nose when he saw your adorable face just leaning comfortably against his chest.

“Don't look at me funny, dollface. Call her in for me so I can have you as soon as my work is done.”

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[doukeshi-kun]

i just talked ab doing a moodboard hshshsgsgdg thank you for the tag, flo <3 reblogs are collapsed

i'm just using pinterest for themes hshhdhd and for nikolai of course

i tag no one~ feel free to do too!

make a moodboard with the first nine images on your pinterest feed...

...i be collecting react memes from pintrest

tagged by @watasemasaru tagging: @dejwrites @monirei @majimemegoro @skygayzer @dead-little-robin @heydreamchild @kingzephy @harveydentures and who ever else i suck at tagging- this was my first genuine attempt at tagging people and lost steam immediately lmao

[doukeshi-kun]

𝙣𝙞𝙠𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙞 𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙮 + 𝙖 𝙘𝙤𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪!

contents ⨳ fluff, gn!reader, secretary!nikolai

nikolai could only sigh deeply in his heart when mr. tonan dumped yet another shitload of work onto his desk. he just finished recording a file of the ministry's events and just when he wanted to get up and leave his desk for a quick lunch break, mr. tonan was on his ass again.

“y-yes, sir..! i'll finish it as soon as p-possible!” professional nikolai — always keep his performance top-notch even how pissed off he actually felt to his superior. god, why did he accept this disguise mission in the first place? it was not like he had never put on an act as someone else before but being inferior to an old man? cliché! tasteless!

but well, this is a price to pay for freedom, he guessed.

“akaky.” a short call of his name ended his thoughts. nikolai looked up from his computer, seeing you in a brown formal suit today. you were smiling sweetly at him and nikolai — with his act — awkwardly smiled back.

“may i help..?”

“oh, i have no issue with anything. just wanna drop by and give you this.” you gave him a cup of coffee and a printed paper bag with a cafe's logo on both of them. nikolai looked at the snacks and then at you.

“uhm, for what?”

“j-just... just you know! taking care of my friend.” you grinned before you put the paper bag and coffee on his desk. nikolai was a bit stunned — in all honesty — at your kindness. truthfully, he had noticed how you were making an effort to make him feel included in this monogamous office that was mostly filled with japanese people. him being that one foreigner did make him excluded in some events.

“oh...” nikolai took the paper bag and looked at the inside. a pirozhki.

“it's a berry-filling pirozhki! i.. i thought you might like it so i just take that one.. it's not because it's the cheapest, i promise.” you said and nikolai chuckled — oops, did he just let out his real voice? — and you were stunned upon hearing that little chortle. it did not fit his image at all but somehow that chuckle did send a little rush to your heart.

“thank you. i appreciate this,” nikolai replied, smiling at you. calm and composed. no timidity or ahh, uhh, uhm between his words.

“well! well, i hope you enjoyed your little break! hang in there with mr. tonan.” you whispered the last bits as you tapped his broad shoulder. “i.. i'll go first, akaky. see you later.”

“see you later, y/n. thank you for the treat.” nikolai bowed his head a bit as his eyes beneath the glasses followed your steps. you flashed him one final look and you noticed his sight was on you, with a small smile on his face.

with that, you smiled back at nikolai.

©doukeshi-kun 2022 — do not copy, plagiarize and repost my works to any platform, more @cherikolya

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[doukeshi-kun]

𝙤𝙙𝙖 + 𝙩𝙪𝙢𝙢𝙮 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙨

notes ⨳ maybe i'll do a smut out of this

contents ⨳ fluff, suggestive, fem!reader, soft!oda

“Hm... tired...”

Oda gave you a soft smile before he placed his large hand behind the low of your back. He moved you from his thigh to the mattress. His touches were full of care, gentle and slow as if he did not urge you to wet his thigh earlier.

“You did so good, dearest.”

“Hm..” you mumbled incoherents and Oda only caressed your face, wiping the dried tears and sweat. He then held your cheeks with both hands, leaning in to press a soft kiss, a kiss that tangled you into his warmth once again — you could only moan softly against his lips. The soft stubble of his tickled your skin, making you squirm a bit.

“You're so pretty,” he whispered as his lip moved to your neck, his hands massaging their way to your tummy, kneading your soft flesh. “My pretty girl,” Oda went down, only to kiss your tummy a few times. Your chest heaved up and down, hand tucking his hair as he kept kissing your tummy. His teeth tugged your skin slowly and his lips sucked it, creating a faint reddish mark.

“Ah!” you yelped a little in surprise when he nibbled your skin and his hand pulled your skimpy panties, tugging the fabric against your sensitive core. “Oda..”

His eyes stared straight at your hazy face was enough for you to understand his intentions. You nodded and his hands once again found their way to knead your ass, slipping themselves into the thin panties to feel your naked skin.

“What a nice girl you are, baby.”

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[doukeshi-kun]

Imagine Yukito taking his 10 year old daughter with him on a case cuz the babysitter canceled last minute and reader is on a work trip and miss girl is literally so cheerful energetic and oblivious the whole time and he’s just worried asf for her��� 

what a cute idea! i imagined yukito to be someone who isn't too fond of children theatrics but he is quite soft to them — especially when it's his daughter aww

think he's gonna protect her daughter's side from any gruesome scene when he's investigating a murder case. he'll entrust his daughter to ango's assistants while he investigates and also gives her his precious misaki doll so she could play with misaki while he's working — but then he would just find his daughter looking at the murder weapons in awe.

i live for yukito's annoyed expression (because he's so darn cute) and just imagine him giving this face 😒 to the government team who apparently can't keep a child at bay. but he would take his daughter back and keep her by his side if she's that insistent.

if he manages to catch the criminal on the scene, his ability would activate and he will do anything to cover her daughter's eyes and ears from the scene. he would pull her facing him to force her to not look and he would cover her ears from the devastating noises of death.

yukito doesn't mind being dubbed as a murderer himself and he doesn't mind his daughter knows his gruesome and cruel ability. but he would never want his daughter sees him — or rather, his ability — killing someone.

[doukeshi-kun]

i got some interesting-ish ideas for god!fyodor to help out with the other anons; - initially, i thought of a giant fyodor watching their small s/o make a flower crown on a cliff. the reader is a humble and wise believer, and just something about her love for everything just caught fyodor’s eye. - and then there’s god!fyodor who’s listened to every prayer ever uttered under his name. and never had he heard of someone pray for others and not themselves, that person would be the reader. time for the greek inspired ideas; - hades!fyodor who’s captivated by the reader’s beauty attempts to convince her to come join him as his queen in the underworld. - thanatos!fyodor who falls in love with a human reader, is unable to ever actually come into physical contact with her lest he wants his ability to kill her automatically. - orpheus!fyodor whose music sparks the curiosity of a siren reader. orpheus isnt a god but i just wanted to think of fyodor with an s/o that can sing really well while he plays the cello 😔 -i hope the format comes out okay, clownfucker

discussed this with friends and hades!fyodor and thanatos!fyodor is just ✨👌

personally i like your concept about thanatos!fyodor bcs it somehow and obviously resonates with bsd!fyodor — about their killing touch. and i think it's a perfect material or source for a touch-starving fic with fyodor. it could be a fluff and sad too, simply said, thanatos!fyodor could reach to more genres wowiee

hades!fyodor is pretty evil hshsh i'm not sure how to explore more of that idea of him trying to convince the reader to join him. but i think it'll be a very cute fluff! i like a plot where fyodor convinces the reader to join his cause or smth along the line.

orpheus!fyodor could play the cello👀 but would there be anyone who plays cello by the sea? since the reader is a siren lol. but welp, maybe with a few adjustments, it could work. i think this is the cutest idea among all three💞 a supposedly evil being who despise the world outside of the sea falls in love with orpheus music that accompany her lonely life — the depth of the sea is a dark and scary void on its own after all.

[doukeshi-kun]

No cuz imagine Yukito having a s/o who looks similar to his doll- same hair color, similar eye color, almost the same personality and voice that he imagined misaki having, and at some point he finds a picture of his s/o when she was a kid wearing a similar dress to his doll and a eye bandage on one of her eyes🙊

HHHHH he would be very surprised to see a person is looking like his favourite doll! like- “omg is that misaki?" and when he first approaches, he probably would ask whether their name is also misaki or not.

i could see him watching his s/o and gazes as them while they're taking care of misaki. you're taking care of mini-you! how cool is that?

speaking of childhood pictures, yukito would totally question the whole world for the coincidence his s/o having the same style as misaki. he had suspected his s/o might be affected by some ability... which is likely impossible but well, if that's the plot you wanna go, then why not

he will indulge himself in the relationship tho. there is a possibility he'll treat his s/o like a precious doll too. i don't think he'll call them as “my misaki” or something. after all, no one can compare to the misaki mei.

[doukeshi-kun]

After seeing my man Nikolai i immediately went to twt then i saw these!

Just wanna share u these! (U can just use Google lens to translate it hehe-)

HE'S SO HOT MY GOSH

OHHH I HAVE SEEN THIS! LITERALLY HAD A MOMENT OF SHGSHDHDAHAGAFAHSHSHAGA ON MY OWN BECAUSE UGHHH THERE'S NOT A LOT OF BSD SELF-INSERT FANARTS ESPECIALLY NIKOLAI😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

HE IS SO HOT YES. I TOLD YALL NIKOLAI CAN BE A PROPER ADULT HE JUST CHOOSE NOT TO!

i've translated it immediately after i broke down in happy tears just to know the context hsgshsdh so i'll put it down here for everyone else! the translation may be off tho to make it natural-sounding. the short manga should be read from right to left!

(🕊️ : Nikolai Gogol, 🤍 : you / gn)

Panel 1 : First date with Gogol-kun

🕊️ : Are they here yet~

🤍 : … Who is that???

(usually he -> 🤡✌️)

🕊️ : Ah! Here, here!

🤍 : Who is that???

Panel 2

🕊️ : You couldn't recognise me at all because I look different?

🕊️ : Ahaha there's no way I can walk like that in town. That's like a working clothes.

(🤍 : I am aware of that...)

🕊️ : Don't be surprised at this point.

🕊️ : From now on, I'll let you know more about me.

so cuteee hhhhhhhh if you guys wanna see more bsd self insert art, try to search on twitter with the tag #文ストプラス

i saw some fyodor's arts the last few days too! explore and have fun! btw this art is from @/tumugi1 on twt!

[doukeshi-kun]

nikolai. he's dominating the new trailer

yes. spoilers.

BARK BARK BARKKK HARFGH AHRHAKHHSLAK ARF ARFG AFRGAGS GAGSGAKGAK GSKSKAKAHHHHHHH WOAIFOAWOOOOOAHAUAHBARKBABSRK BARK BARK BARK BARK HARFHK -take a breath- ARF ARFA AHSKSKAK AM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HAGAHRGGAAAAA GARF GARF GARF GARF GAJRF HARGHF KRRKAHKA HAKKHAHGRHBRKKKAJA WODIDJAOOOOOOFFFFF AHRGF ARF FFFFFF FUCKKKKK

MY MAN IS TALKING CRYING AND LAUGHING OH GOD HE'S A PERFECT MAN IN THE WORLD 😭😭😭 THE WAIT IS TOTALLY WORTH IT he is all over the trailer bro i need to make his shrine asap

[doukeshi-kun]

somehow I can imagine nikolai as a movie director. director!nikolai tells you you’re talented and a born star. then director!nikolai turns out to be an actor as well and he casts you to be in lewd scenes with him for “artistic” purposes 🤭

-🍰 anon

HHHHHHHHH i can totally see him as an actor BECAUSE HE IS ACTING A LOT IN CANON OHOHO UWAAA I LOVE THIS ONE!

director/professional actor!nikolai who likes to call you over to practice with him because you're new in the industry or something. he always appears as cameo in his work so he'll drag you too to be his lover. and about him casting you to be in lewd scenes with him... oh me🤭 imagine he convinces the intimacy director to arrange the position so he can be much much much closer to you — whispering “it's fine, it's okay, trust me, yes we need to be close like this, you're doing good with this, hm~ you're truly a born star, so good i'm proud of you,”

FUCKING KILL ME—

and this, everyone... can go to a light-hearted route or dark content route, just sayin'👀✨

and welcome to the circus, 🍰anon!

[doukeshi-kun]

can we talk about nikolai's big hands while i'm doing this short snippet of him with size kink

edit : nah nvm i'll do hand fetish instead haha

[doukeshi-kun]

Since Yukito’s birthday is tomorrow how do you think he’d spend it with his s/o?🙈

𝙖𝙮𝙖𝙩𝙨𝙪𝙟𝙞 + 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙝𝙙𝙖𝙮

replies ⨳ it's his birthday! happy birthday to the highest ranked extremely dangerous ability user homicidal detective, ayatsuji yukito!

he's not celebrating his birthday much. like, at all. it'll just be another tuesday for him and another worksheet he has to do while being monitored by some sniper from the other building.

yukito doesn't mind if his s/o forgets his birthday or doesn't do anything grand for him. he doesn't bother to remind them it's his birthday either.

but if his s/o makes an effort to give him the best birthday of his life, then he'll celebrate it — “Well, you have prepared this much for me, it would be a shame if I leave it unattended, no?”

honestly, it will be a humble celebration. a cake, some gifts and some home-cooked dishes. a gift he'd be so happy to receive is probably a limited edition doll that is not in his collection yet. a self-made doll would be a good gift for him too.

all in all, ayatsuji doesn't mind and he's just fine enjoying a cake and whatever gift his s/o has for him — an expensive pen or a smoking pipe would also be great. and he'll cherish them — he's not an asshole.

his s/o and tsujimura might have planned to drag him out of his office for his birthday but man would rather stay in his office or home with his beloved. celebration with other people or 'friends' can wait.

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