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[gotyouanyway]

i’ve decided mother tongue is actually really good and i’m obsessed with it

[prairiesbelow]

go here

[bearhaviour]

trying out a little animation in procreate dreams just to find out that gif export is not a thing yet lmao. Used a years-old Ace doodle from one of my sketchbooks for this. Good thing nothing bad ever happened to him huh!

[decarabias]

forever thinking about royal’s bad ending. my thing with it is that maruki doesn’t necessarily give anyone what they want most, he gives them what’s most appropriate for them to want within a maruki-approved framework. iirc there’s a really interesting text sequence in the game where he just straight up changes someone’s career because they’re not “good” at it, regardless of whether that’s what they actually want. why struggle at all? ever? right?

and so ultimately i don’t think goro akechi’s greatest wish is necessarily ren. i think it’s a wish for sure, but his greatest wish is his own agency. despite any regrets he has and the fact that shido and yaldabaoth treated him like a pawn, he's generally pretty adamant about owning his choices and their consequences. he doesn't want that erased. and instead, you end up with pleasant boy™ if you take maruki’s deal. maybe maruki (incorrectly) thinks sanding off all of akechi’s rough edges will make him easier for ren to love. but the crux of it is really that maruki has to essentially lobotomize him to preserve the illusion of his perfect reality, because their ideologies are so diametrically opposed that akechi would spend every waking moment fighting back.

this isn’t to undermine ren’s importance to akechi btw — he explicitly acknowledges that he wishes they had met earlier, and there are countless moments throughout their confidant that underscore how much it means to him that they mirror each other so well. he absolutely does want more time with ren, just not under these circumstances.

and that’s also what makes ren’s choice on 2/2 doubly devastating. he knows that either way he loses akechi. and if he takes maruki’s deal, he loses him knowing that his last moments with the real akechi involved the two of them being unforgivably out of sync.

[mndvx]

BILL SKARSGÅRD in BOY KILLS WORLD (April 26 2024)

[billcarden]

[tiktaalic]

heres what we are told. in the supernatural finale.

sam (straight) gets married to a woman.

john (straight) lives with his dead wife mary

rufus (straight) lives with a woman he NEVER met while alive but is crazy hot crazy talented crazy cool and a crazy pull.

cas (gay) is rebuilding heaven with his son. this son explicitly referred to as dean's son not only in the text but in this very episode. while bobby is explaining how every other man (heterosexual) is living with a wife he also says and dean your son is here hanging out with castiel. word for word just about. sequence of events:

That kid of yours, before he went… wherever, made some changes here. Rufus lives about 5 miles that way… With Aretha. And your mom and dad… they got a place over yonder. Jack did all that? Well… Cas helped.

your kid. heterosexual man mention. heterosexual man mention. and your kid is with his other dad (gay) (your best friend) (man who you last saw when he told you he was gay and in love with you)

so it follows. if you were dean winchester . and you are prone to crushes of grandeur when you are alive. you could conceivably go. what floor the [HOT DEAD ACTRESS FROM THE 90S] on!!!!! but this is not what happens. curious . what happnes is your friend (gay) (father of your child) (you killed yourself the last time he died) gets mentioned and you crack a smile. and drive as far as you can from your father. because?

[wisteriagoesvroom]

how is the landoscar tag already at 2.1k fics... the power of orange twinklaren is unbelievable

[transkholins]

I AIN'T GOT TIME FOR THAT NOW!

[rad-roche]

i'm playing with a better workshop mod which enables godmode and lets me fly around my settlements which is all well and good but i keep forgetting and exiting out of it in the air. hitting the ground like a gleteor

[theriverbeyond]

in the first book when Gideon was like "I'm not anyone's son or daughter" and then over the next two books she becomes both a son and a daughter, a prince and a bomb. the only child of a dead rebel and an immortal king & the saddest girl in the whole wide universe. maybe she was better off not having any parents at all

[twifairy]

I love you Masked Disciple being framed as a ghost.

I love you being a shell of who you once were, because stripped of all identifiers, you are functionally dead. I love you reviving from death and walking amongst the living. I love you horror of being a man with no identification or name or knowledge about the world you woke up in. I love you "living afterimage" of your own father, who also rose from a grave once. I love you stark white uniform to contrast the black we're used to. I love you haunting people who don't want you to be a threat. I love you running away before you can be pinned down by your loved ones. I love you having your soul be physically returned to you after months of silent wandering.

[capn-twitchery]

their crew said no to exploding the third ship of the day : (

had the idea of sad droopy hat twitch put in my brain. they look so soggy

[recapitulation]

[ID: gifs from episode 30 of the series "Mysterious Lotus Casebook." Li Lianhua says, "Look at me. You must be scared." Fang Duobing blinks, looking outraged, and then sighs. /end ID]

[fictionkinfessions]

(Please tag as fictive)

Is it bad that I genuinely do believe my source was real, just probably in a parallel universe, or something similar? I don't think it was just fiction, I really think my home is out there somewhere...

Everyone I know just calls me "delusional" and pities me for thinking such a thing. But considering the things I've seen happen back home it wouldn't be too far fetched that it could be a parallel universe... I still pray that maybe one day I'll be able to go back home.

... but everyone's just gonna call me delusional or stupid or whatever other rude name for thinking that, right?

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[rnmyn]

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Thought process months ago: drawn like a moth(xian) to a flame (hgj) >> "if only there was an insect that lights up" >> sitting up in cold sweat at 3am a few days after, realizing fireflies exist Σ੧(❛□❛✿)

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