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Sometimes a mars transit square your asc and descendant can look like tech failing on you during a virtual presentation… like your laptop goes kaput. I struggled to start a prezi presentation… couldn’t find the start button… my arrows totally stopped functioning - I didn’t have a mouse and I couldn’t figure out the touch bar. I ended up being embarrassed and upset.

Cancer mars is transiting my 10h and at the exact point it squared my asc/desc … i struggled to share the screen etc yet i had gone through everything beforehand.

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Anyway… I was flying through tonight’s partial eclipse in pisces ( sept 17. 2024) - in my 6H. My screen wasn’t working so I wasn’t able to watch any of the entertainment— others on the plane were watching movies etc.

Anyway as soon as the eclipse happened at about 7:12p (PT), my screen came on.

Not sure what the astro here is exactly.

Also earlier in the day as the moon met saturn in pisces before it went full (in my 6H) … opposing my virgo moon, I was told my sis couldn’t share the room with me even if there were two beds in there. A little bump in my emotions…

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What are the transits this week because my hope is dying?

It’s been such a long journey— since 2014 and only hope kept me going.

Honestly… I need a miracle because the embers of hope are dying.

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Sometimes Venus transiting into the first house can signify being happier and having a lighter spirit.

I’m a libra rising — I’d been having a bad week and when venus moved into my 1H… my spirits were lifted.

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Saturn transit opposing the moon.

Saturn in pisces is currently transiting my 6H and opposing my virgo moon. I’d read somewhere that a signification of this can be issues with women in your life. This kinda stressed me out coz my sister is also my good friend.

How this has played out so far is the women in my life are so busy and barely have time for me. Conversations are less and sometimes I’m not always able to bounce off ideas with them. I’ve not even been able to hang out with many of them.

The women in my life are just too busy for me during this season.

It has also shown up as my sister not being willing to go that extra mile for me because she has to consult her partner who doesn’t seem to really like me.

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Venus is about to go retrograde in my 11H and all I want is for someone to seduce me…

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Saturn in pisces transit for me (12H virgo moon at 10°) - Part one.

Well… this started with my 6H profection year with a terrible toothache that took forever to be worked on.

Not long after I developed intense excruciating pain from my shoulder to arm — finding out later its disc degenerative disease… mild case. The pain isnt mild though.

Jupiter is the ruler of my 6H so saturn has to answer to jupiter - it does feel like jupiter tempers some of saturn’s harshness but i wonder; the pain especially because it’s opposing my moon is felt heavily.

I thought saturn over my aquarius venus was lonely but saturn opposite my moon is a different kind of lonely. Here’s what I’m realizing:

- I feel so lonely to the point that my being single is becoming an issue. I go back to an empty apartment every day. I’m hoping to be able to get a dog.

- I feel unseen and not heard at work. I don’t have the energy to fight to be seen. I also seem stuck at my job because it does pay better than most but I don’t necessarily enjoy what I do. I think I’m more aware of this as the moon rules my 10H.

- 12H moon can signify working in foreign lands. Been living away from home for 9 years. Have not seen most of my family. I feel this sort of loneliness deeply today as saturn opposes my moon as compared to the previous years.

- Because of living far from home, friends filled that void. Many of them got married last year and are now having babies. Others seem busy with their lives now… so I feel like my life isn’t progressing. Hence magnified sadness and loneliness.

- my peers are also buying homes as a couple has an advantage of combined incomes. I live in a super expensive state… me realizing that I cannot qualify for a comfortable home here. Hard realizations.

- I was talking to someone for a while… but they detached from any emotional connection with me because of some hardships they are facing. I miss them… and it’s just another painful reminder of how lonely and sad I feel.

This transit is hard… I feel like everything means nothing at this point. Is there hope? Yes… this is a 2.5 year transit so I know there’s an end to all this, but I’m tired.

Anyway… this is just my experience. With saturn at 7°…

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Venus in cancer 2023– my musings

I’m a libra rising… Venusian at heart! I thought venus in taurus would be a great transit for me regarding venusian things like love, friendship money… no… it wasn’t. Neither was venus in gemini. In fact I wasn’t working well with my friends… or even with the gal I was talking to. We were fighting!

As soon as venus crossed into cancer… I was talking to my gal… working through our shit… then sorting out issues with my sis.

Yet again, it could have been the eclipse season between April 20 and May 5.

Idk… hopefully the Venus transit in Taurus next year will be better.

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MARS IN GEMINI…

whole sign houses… I had this transiting my 9H.

I enrolled into a higher ed course.

Been defending my beliefs… bruh! I’m not even talking to some people.

Saving for travel.

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My story: pluto transit in my 4H.

One thing I have to say is you can only see the transformation of pluto in hindsight as you reflect. In that moment… not so much because the process is slow and deep.

I also have SN conjunct my IC in Capricorn. I will be using Whole sign houses as it makes it clearer when breaking down themes.

4H can represent your mother or your matriarchal lineage or hometown or physical home.

For me… I discovered my dad was cheating on my mother round about 2009. I told my mother accidentally - I asked her what they had been doing at a health club close to my house at night. Anyway… soon after that my dad secretly got married in 2010. This destroyed my mother. Pluto in cap over my 4H. (Side note: pluto was also opposing my mother’s cancer moon)

Round about the same time my mom and her siblings find out that their brother had stolen from them. He was supposed to be custodian of the wealth left to them by their parents… but he’d secretly put everything in his names and added caveats to all the property. He had amassed a lot of wealth from selling some prime pieces of land. As I write… the family is now split up over this. It took 14 years for this to unfold.

I left my home country in 2014 and have become a permanent resident on another continent. Pluto changes tend to be permanent… its transition over my 4H triggered my move. It’s also painful… as we all know the pain of immigration. The are other factors that can be attributed to this like, my 12H virgo moon which rules my 10H. And SN conjunct my IC.

My mother passed on at the end of 2016. This exposed secrets in my family and also in the extended family. Pluto leaves nothing unearthed. Secrets will get exposed.

Because pluto was at an angle for me … there was a time there was a direct square to my ascendant. I had the most toxic bosses during this time. I had to face some things about me like my sexuality that I had ignored for years.

As long as you let yourself be transformed as you face your defining moments… you will be grateful for growth in hindsight.

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6H profection year

I’m a libra rising with 2H jupiter. (WSH) My 6H profection year began Dec 2022. I had a terrible tooth ache… i was in so much pain.

I then had a root canal procedure in January and have since then had 3 drilling on the same tooth… in like 10 weeks.

At the moment, my stomach hurts like crazy and it’s as a result of the antibiotics I’ve been taking! I can barely eat or sleep.

Here I am wondering if its the 6H year or the stellium pile up in pisces right now or saturn in pisces opposite my virgo moon!

(writing this on 16th march2023)