#dontevencareanymore

[raphaelius2305]

#WhenItComesToMyFamily ... #EspeciallyMySiblings ... #iDevelopTheseMoods ... #TooOldForThisShit ... #TooTiredToEntertain ... #TooImmuneToBother .. #DontEvenCareAnymore ... (at Subang Jaya) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQlf8unHzyh/?utm_medium=tumblr

[wowafish]

#My new years resolution was to be more spontaneous so I just ate lefttover lasaguna with a face mask and then reorganized my book shelf

[breaking-boob]

Feeling so dead right now. These last couple months have been constant kicks in the face. 

[the-kawaii-bagel]

Well fuck me. I've had the worst week. And I'm just done. And tbh I just want everything to end

[askthesunn]

I was born to make mistakes not to fake perfection #dontevencareanymore my mistakes are endless

[cant-handlethetruth]

High Tide

They say it’s just a phase, though each time does it fade? For when a wave crashes, it comes back anew, but its the same water, the same you.

To be of discontent, if when there’s nothing left, having killed off a thousand me’s, what now will I be?

My energy begins to fade, the dagger falls aside. Synonymous with the tide, I have reached my all time high.

Let it take the reigns, or allow me to remain, this time as I am, or continue to make myself change?

[cassieeileen]

So I have to go to my counsellor this afternoon and I don't even want to go tbh because i feel like it's a waste of time and it doesn't matter because no one really cares how others feel do they? Ha..

[sn1tches-get-stitches]

Well looks like I'm going to be single for Valentine's Day this year! Oh well. -.-

[neverrgivveupp]

Sometimes you just have to lose yourself to figure everything out. & Right now I'm losing myself. I don't know who I am anymore. I don't care anymore. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of caring. I'm just tired. I'm giving up. I think it's time to just get over everything here. I'm giving up on who I am. I try my HARDEST to be this girl that is happy, that younger people can look up to.. But in all honestly I'm not! I'm not a happy person. I'm not someone who should be look up to. I shouldn't be the girl who my younger friends should want to be like. It's all one big LIE! This girl that I let EVERYONE see, she's a lie, a fraud, she doesn't exist. I don't feel like doing anything anymore. I don't even feel like leaving my house. I go to work when I have to & that's pretty much it. I'm skipping Church. When friends ask me to hang out I turn them done. On off days I lay in my bed & do nothing. I feel like I'm losing myself & I'm not even trying to change it. I'm over everything. I feel like I shouldn't have to try anymore. I want that girl back that I once was that just didn't have to try. I didn't have to try to be happy, I just was. I haven't been truly happy for a VERY long time. I feel like I'm a failure. I feel like I've failed everyone. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I can't rely on anything anymore. I can't rely on myself. I don't care about myself anymore. I just can't anymore. I feel like I'm rambling but at least I'm talking. At least I'm writing everything down, because I can't talk to anyone about what I'm feeling. I can't tell people what I feel because I can't deal with that. I have these urges that I've never had before & I'm doing EVERYTHING I can to tell myself no but it's hard. I don't even know why I'm saying any of this. I guess it's just building up inside of me screaming to let it out. I've always been told that I'm going to explode sooner or later because I keep everything inside of me, & Honestly I'm at that point. I'm at the point where I feel like screaming. I feel like going crazy, but I put a smile on my face, let them see me strong. Don't let them see anything less then me being happy. I don't even know. I don't even care anymore. All I do know is I'm shutting down. 

[awkwardlittleearthling]

I love Christmas, because no matter where you go, guaranteed free alcohol 👍

[trifog]

dontevencareanymore replied to your photo “I’m just always tired.”

you spelled beautiful wrong melissa

you are the biggest sweetie Danny xx

[lucebox-blog]

So basically, when my mom takes my money from me and spends it on drugs, it's "none of my business" what she does with my money. And when she takes off and leaves me with HER baby against my will so she can go get high, it's my responsibility to care for the baby. Before sofi was born I begged her to not adopt a kid seeing as she can't actually hold a job or take care of herself. But she somehow manages to actually believe that I am to be held just as responsible as the child's mother. I'm sorry but no, since when was it the daughter's job to take care of the mother's child? Especially since I have to watch her while my mom uses my cash to get fucked up. The worst part is, my siblings and I have all confronted her about her habits and she doesn't see anything wrong with it. She thinks it's wrong that we "judge" her and try to tell her to take care of her baby. "It's YOUR sister, you HAVE to take care of her!" Ok, mom. It must be the crack speaking.