#dont wven know anymore!
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I just got hit with the *biggest* wave of “you are not good enough you are not good enough you are not good en—“ wtf this SUCKS
#its fine im good#probably?#dont wven know anymore!#vent?? sorry yall#back to your regularly scheduled programming of bad art and shitposts eventually
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Dont read these tags its sad stupid shit
#sometimes lately ive been feeling like. good and not so depressed and like#psyched i can be proud of myself and start something new#and then i remember like. my boy is gone forever#and wont ever come back and ill never see him again no matter what#and its like ohhhhhh it is meaningless..#idk. lately theres so much new stuff#i wish someone would come back from the past eager to know me again just to hold on to something for a second from the person i used to be#when he was still with me#idk i dont wven feel like myself anymore#hard to reconcile#there was a line in white nights earlier youve reconciled me with myself#he said to the lady he met on the street and is obsessed with#i think its a kinda bad translation but what a sweet earnest thing to say#😵💫#sorry guys i hope no onw reads this#im sooo bad w grief#i have very little in the way of like. anythingnfrom my past or family support that gives me access to my childhood#vent#uhhhhh isk what tontag this#vent post#tw sad shit#i guess#pet grief#my boy is my late cat. i knownits stupid to be so attached to a cat like socially....seen as superfluous#but i was friendless and lived alone for age18-25 with just him 😵💫 even when we lived in one room all my shitnshoved to the walls#idkkkkkk k kk k k k i just feel like. everything is happening now in an epilogue of a book thats been over since he died#and idk why i am still here. kinda. in a basic way#i just have a job to have something to do during the day and i guess groceries. i dont even like eating anymore its so cumbersome#damn idk#tryin to buy smth on best buy dot com really set me off jfc
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me trying to explain that signs i see are prophetic because god sends me his most wonderful ideas because i an the only one to bring them to life and im destined to make an everlasting impression on the world
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They really just said FUCK character development and let’s go full on hypocrisy on both Eddie w/ “you should never date someone you met on a call” just to go on a date with a girl he met during a call in witch he didn’t even.. interacted with?? She was the first latina available woman and they rolled with it (so blandly racist btw after Shannon all of his interest has been latino women??) and Buck “i don’t want to pick the wrong couch again” and then picking a couch with a girl that he had 3 dates in total, two ending terribly, she’s/was obsessed over his death, she got jealous of his past after 1 date, judged him and left saying the seme exact works Taylor said to him when they broke up. And yet she’s the right one for Gods knows what reason.
This isn’t even about Buddie just a bit shh it’s about ruining two characters for the sake of an heteronormative happy ending that makes no sense at all. They really thought that this was going to be the season finale and instead of just leave them single they HAD to pair them with some women as if Eddie wasn’t a whole homosexual
#911#and oliver saying that we would be happy with this ending when it was the WORST emdinh they could give us#and him absolutely shitting over the couch theory#i know someone will read this as misogynistic or whatever#but who gives a FUCK about two characters that combined had 10 minutes screentime#and one was terrible for her whole 7 minutes the constant oh So Cool ISTG#and marisol doesn’t even have a last name 💀#im so mad its 4am and im still sick and YET#i didnt watch pass rhe kiss scene cuz it started lagging and I didn’t want to see anymore out of anger#so idk how he actually asked her on a date or how chris was involved and i dont wven want to know.#911 on fox#buddie
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No seriously, I wanna see repurcusions for their shit show. Companies keep doing this with their adaptations, and I wanna see them get burnt on it.
Just remember, this is the same company that rejected a spider-verse styled batman beyond movie
I gen hope the Minecraft movie is going to be a morbius, i want it to flop so bad, i want nobody to watch it, i want the target audience to be scared by the cgi sheep in the trailer and just not want to go watch the movie, i want to not know the plot at all, i want it to be soo ass that nobody watches it, i want it to get memed, i want it to be put in theaters a second time only to flop harder, i want it to make the studio that animated it file for bankruptcy
#dumb fucks#i dont even know a more disconnected audience than film makers that think they know better than everyone lese#i dont wven know whos making the decision anymore
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i need to be put down -_-
#you know my ass is feverish when i start to consider watching all of the old [EXTREMELY LOUD DIAL UP TONE] videos#my favorite guy of all time..... why must you harm my psyche so............... i miss him :(#unfortunately even going onto that yt channel is still an Issue for me and i dont know WHY#i mean like. i do very much know why. but like! im over all that now!!! the actual situation doesnt bother me#i havent hesrd from any of those bitches in years and honestly i dont wven care enough to think abt them anymore. however.#i still get psychic damage FROM MY FAVORITE PLAYLIST OF VIDEOS FOR 4+ YEARS. hell on earth.#is it not enough for me to watch a guy carve a pumpkin and slit his neck open. why must i have emotional damage.
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This is me with my hair wet:
This is me with my hair, wet wet:
My banking app, failing to use facial recognition : WHO ARE YOU
#personal#PLEEEEESE BANKING APP I MEED TO SEND MONEY NOW#bank: ITS LIKE I DONT WVEN KNOW WHOYOU ARE ANYMORE. POLIIIIIIIICE#🔫: banking app
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just saw the seagull finally hunt a rat oh my god the screaming 😦
#stream#girl …. i can’t take the death anymore#not animal death that is i’m fine w murder#like of humans lol#literally where’s the gif of the person talking to oprah going ‘i draw the line at animal cruelty but i can excuse racism’#ITS JUST I LIKE THE RATS TOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭#THEYRE SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#but he’s a working father ….#i’ll mourn the rat as well as be prideful of the fact that the seagull caught the rat#BRO I SAW SOME PPL OUTSIDE & I THOUGHT 1 OF THEM WAS RAID & I WENT ‘Y’all see him catch the damn rat 😭😭’ & then 1 guy looked up & went yea i#see that’ & i Realized it’s Not Raid#ALJSALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAJSLAKLS#I DONT WVEN KNOW THEM AT ALL#THEY LIVE ON FLOORS 1 OR 2 IVE NEVER MET THOSE PPL
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we're having a bad time
#it sucks and we cant feel anyhting#its been like this forever but one of the worst parts of not being from Here is not being able to have emotions#it sucks and ots like the pain is far away even though we ARE in pain. we have to be because otherwise it doesnt make sense#logan used to think that the reason we're like this is because we made a deal or a trade or something in a past life or another world#and we try not to think about it anymore necause we MADE a resolve to STAY HERE#and we cant break that promise to ourselves. especially not now.#but its so hard sometimes#i dont know what to do. i dont even know whats wrong.#samsa.txt#confluence.txt#i dont wven know whos here the brain is fucke danyqays
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I'm tired
#i feel like ill never be myself again#im so lost man#i feel lkke i completely lost myself and im never gonna find him and im so scared#i miss who i was but i dont know who i was#i dont remember who i am anymore#i feel like im just. going thru the motions and hoping for the best#i feel like i dont wven have a starting point of who i am#everything i do feels fake. like its some performance#even when i try to just 'be me' i feel like im putting on an act#im so tired man#i dont know whats wrong witb me#remi rants#also why do i only have these thoughts the day after therapy. turns into an oyster
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there are only 11 people on tumblr who know what breaking bad is. your homophobic parents were rigut
reblog this if you know what breaking bad is 😂😂😂😂 trying to prove my homophobic parents a point!
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i dont wven know what im doing anymore (COPING)
#alnst#alnst till#alnst ivan#alnst luka#ivantill#THEYRE SO STUPID#im ill#:3#artists on tumblr#art#im illiterate
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Ngl i do NOT vibe woth how ranboo just bounces from one social group to the next. Its hard to keep up with his who ever his current social group is when he keeps seemingly ditching old friends for new ones.
Crumb and Tubbo? Havent heard word on them and their status with Ranboo in ages. I remember he used to collab a lot with them both the dropped them both like stale moldy bread.
Now its Aimsey this and Aimsey that. And im sitting here just counting the days before he ditches aimsey too, cause you KNOW its gonna happen sooner or later especially given how its not a one off thing. Its a fucking patturn of behavior, and from an outside specific i cant fathom why?
Cause Tubbo and Crumb werent fucking problamatic. Tubbo, sure, maybe they didnt see wye to eye and expressed differences on the shipping issue behind the scene. Not my issue, wven if Ranboo still talks postively
Mean while aimsey is trying to avoid talking about Beau's situation and tried to lie about knowing or having any association with Harry. Which is said to see Aimsey voice wanting support all victims but lie and avoid their way out of supporting a victim because hes in the abusers friend circle behind the scenes.
AND Aimsey still never apologied for wanting to violently hate crime (running over them with her car) bisexuals who want to claim lesbian, but like as a joke, which is fucking gross. Lesbian is queer attarction to woman, and yeah, bisexuals can claim that if they want too, and if her beef is because she thinks bisexual ALWAYS means some atractiom to men, its kinda biphobic of her to assume so, given other genders besides men exist, and multigender and genderfluid lesbians exist? Its very problmaric take Aimseys never apologized for.
Either way, Aimsey is just extremely toxic id say, and i am kinda bummed Ranboo would throw away his nontoxic friends who were more queer friendly for a open terf whos quick to put down abusers unless theyre friends with that abuser. What a fake feminist.
I think Ranboo should have looked into joining QSMP and trying to make new friends or go back doing stuff with Crumb.
Cause if Aimsey is spouting anti bi and lesbian radfem terf shit, i dont want to support Ranboo anymore, especially because for all i know, Ranboo thinks the same, and is also spouting terf and rad fem stuff. Both concepts are generally not queer friendly despite claims that they are, and see ranboo associate himself with such people makes him suddenly a lot queer friendly.
Yes, queer people can be not so queer friendly. Infighting exists.
#ranboo neg#ranboo slander#aimsey neg#aimsey slander#ranboo crit#ranboo critical#aimsey crit#aimsey critical#aimsey#ranboo
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i dont wven know how 2 talk to people anymore y am i here can i jump in2 the cardboaard compressing machine
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oh I forget canon exists LMAO I am not even paying attention but I see very serious stuff in fanon and I'm like excellent . Now where are the ghouls
You know what? Lets add some more fantasy. Why it all realistic these dudes are fucking immortal. I want francis boxing vampires. Where are the other magical creatures. Make it surreal make it bizarre make it fantastical why limit ourselves. You can make historical high fantasy Why NOT everything is possible
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tw/ talk about cannibalism
tldr: theres multiple videos circulating about cannibalism in haiti going on widespread right now, spoiler alert, these claims are unverified, one isnt wven from haiti, and another that is from haiti is unrelated to whats happening now
also yea talkin bout this again cause this idea that theres cannibals in haiti is spreading around like wildfire and ppl are posting literal propaganda from alt right people on fucking twitter of all places
no, there isnt cannibalism going on widespread in haiti, elon musk and others posted multiple videos of what was supposedly haitian gangs roasting someone to eat and he and this other alt right weirdo used it to say “these are the people coming into the us” demonizing not only haitians, but haitian americans as well, many people took these videos and fucking RAN with it, using it to be xenophobic to just any haitians they find and they disagree w, like ive already seen it been used against other haitians and its been used against me as well, this isnt the first time ive dealt w some shit like this and it surely wont be the last but id feel better knowing that i at least tried telling people
multiple news articles has said that the claims are not verified, some has identified a video as not only not being from haiti, but being from china from this halloween celebration at an amusement park (there was even a community note under a vid of one of the vids they were claiming to be of haitian cannibals and it was literally from that chinese celebration), and in another article discussing about this one vid that WAS from haiti, HOWEVER, it was 2 years ago and not related to whats happening NOW
organizes in port au prince (where everything is happening, this isnt rlly a COUNTRY WIDE everyone is being gunned down, thing, however most ppl do live in PAP) are even saying theres no cannibalism even being reported RIGHT NOW
elon’s post about it isnt even up anymore i dont think bc its unverified
heres some articles
the independent
nbc news
times now
haiti is more than “white people left and look what the black people did lolololol” yall niggas never left and never gave haiti its freedom
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