#dont mind my shitty handwriting

[dramaticngay]

I <3 ELLIOTT

lil thing i made in my art class

[once-in-a-half-life]

some new half life doodles

oh and also a ton of selfship / oc x canon doodles with gman under the cut, that i've done over the year lol

[thymeclangen]

Prologue - Part 1

{And it begins. May the story of our humble beginnings strike awe into your wild-beating heart}

[somanyratsinthewalls]

Congrats on 700!! 🎊 May I request green with hummingbird? I would love some feral zoro omg 😫.

(I didn’t know what else to say I hope this is enough for the request 😭)

Thank you in advance and I understand if you can’t get to my request!! ☺️

Hi friend! Thank you for requesting this because I haven't written Zoro in a billion years and this was fun!

Pairing: Roronoa Zoro x Female Reader

Trope/Prompt: Sex Pollen/Aphrodisiac

Summary: Zoro steals a very secret bottle from Sanji’s stash… much to his dismay it has unwanted affects. Fortunately for you, you're up looking for a midnight snack when you encounter a very feral Zoro in the kitchen.

WC: 2000

TWs: alcohol consuption, aphrodisiac, unprotected sex (dont!) cream pies, p in v sex, a smidge of oral to get things going, doggy style bent over the counter, breeding!!!! MINORS NDI

Just This Once (+18)

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Night watch was boring. Zoro would much rather be focusing on his training or napping than having to sit and stare out at the black of night for hours. He found the silence peaceful, so used to having the cacophony of his crew mates and captain resounding all around him during the day, Zoro didn’t mind the quiet of night watch. 

Tonight however, sitting against the mast of the Sunny, Zoro found his sake bottle feeling quite light. He cranes his head back and shakes the last droplets of alcohol onto his waiting tongue. It was barely anything, the bottle was bone dry now. 

“Well shit.” Zoro remarks to himself. He sighs and sets the empty bottle on the wooden deck beside him. He hoists himself up to his feet and begins to walk towards the galley, hoping that the shitty cook had hauled his lanky ass off to bed by now so he wouldn’t have to see his ugly mug. 

Thankfully the kitchen was empty and Zoro strolled straight towards the liquor cabinet. He pulls the double doors to the small wooden pantry open and surveys the array of bottles. Looking for his trusty sake, he clinks the other bottles together as he shuffles the booze around. He sees a bottle towards the back of the shelf with a note on it. 

“What’s this?” Zoro cocks his head and squints his eyes (eye?). He sees a slender, purple bottle, a bit taller and slimmer than a normal wine bottle, with a pink label wrapping around the width of it. His attention goes back to the note stuck to it. Zoro grabs the bottle and brings it out from the back of the shelf and raises it to meet his gaze. 

‘SANJI’S ONLY!!! DO NOT TOUCH!!’ is what the note read. 

“Pfffttt yeah right.” Zoro huffs and rips the note off the bottle. He notices something is written on the back of the paper. He flips it over completely. 

‘ESPECIALLY IDIOT MOSS HEAD!!!’ Is on the back of the note in bold handwriting. 

Zoro rolls his eyes. 

“Oh fuck you.” Zoro crumples the note and tosses it over his shoulder. He noticed the bottle was a bit feminine, with the pink label and ‘XXX’ being written in swirly letters across it. “Makes sense for that fucking weirdo.” Zoro chuckles as he opens his jaw, fits the cork between his molars and pulls it off the bottle with a loud *pop*. He spits the cork to the floor. 

Zoro takes a big swig from the bottle. It was bubbly and fruity, the type of shit Nami was usually into. Zoro hums. It wasn’t what he was used to drinking by any means, but at this point he just wanted to piss off Sanji so he chose to bring the bottle out with him to the deck to continue his watch. He was determined to finish it and leave the empty bottle on the kitchen counter for the stupid pervert to find in the morning. Maybe he would write his own scathing note to go with it. Zoro chuckled to himself… he had time to think about what to write. 

Zoro settled himself against the mast again, legs spread out in front of him, bottle clutched in his left hand while he rested his right on his swords. He lets out a long sigh and gazed up at the  cloudless, starry night as he chugs more from the bottle of forbidden booze. 

Over 30 minutes go by and half the bottle before Zoro notices a strange tingling in his thighs. He runs his callused hands over his strong quads, trying to massage away the feeling. He chalked it up to the booze and the rigorous weight lifting session he participated in earlier. 

“Damn this shit’s strong…” Zoro remarks as he pulls the bottle back from his mouth to look at the label again, searching for any indication of an alcohol percentage. He sees nothing but the three red X’s adorning the pink paper label. “Weird… whatever.” Zoro throws back another few gulps. 

Soon the bottle was empty. Zoro casts it aside with his empty sake bottle from earlier in the night. His head was sufficiently fuzzy and the warm prickling in his thighs had spread from his legs up through his groin and into his chest. 

“The fuck is in this shit…” Zoro wipes sweat that formed on his brow with the long sleeve of his robe. He felt hot all over, and not the usual warmth he felt from his average daily drinking… this was different. His muscles felt tight and so did his pants.

He runs his hand over his crotch to find himself painfully hard. He was a grown man for fucks sake, he thought he had his fill of random erections. This one was particularly turgid, aching against his pants begging to be freed. 

Annoyed with his body betraying him, Zoro peeks behind him over each shoulder on each side of the mast, making sure the coast was clear before unbuttoning his pants and fishing out his throbbing cock. He gently knocks his head back against the mast and closes his eyes before stroking himself quickly. He wanted to rid himself of this feeling and return to his quiet evening. 

“Shit…” 

It seemed to be more easily said than done. He couldn’t finish. He spat in his palm and sped up his pace but it was worthless, there was no familiar signs of impending release. His skin was burning hotter and his cock leaking pre all down his thick shaft. 

“Fuck…” Zoro, flustered, shoved his dick back in his pants and stood up, not bothering to button his pants back up all the way. He made his way to the kitchen, panting a bit, feeling the need to splash some water on his face to try and snap out of it. He whips the galley door open…

—

“Ah!” You yelp, jumping a bit and turning towards the kitchen door. 

“Y/n!” Zoro shouts at you, startled as well. “What the hell are you doing here, woman?!” 

“I-I couldn’t sleep! I wanted some peanut butter!” You hold up the jar in one hand and spoon in the other as you stand against the sink. You notice Zoro’s unbuttoned pants and heavy breathing. “You okay, big guy?” You furrow your brow in concern. 

“I’m fine…” Zoro huffs out as he approaches you at the sink. “You need to get out of here.”

“Okay rude?” You cock your head and turn back towards the sink to wash off your spoon, not wanting to leave any dishes for Sanji. 

Zoro is behind you in an instant. You feel his pelvis press against your ass, covered in just some boy short panties since you had been trying to go to bed. 

Zoro ruts his crotch against you, massive hands gripping your hips to pull you closer to him. 

“W-woah! Zoro what the hell has gotten into you?” You gasp out and try to straighten your body back out. 

Zoro doesn’t let you move your ass away from him, though, he just grips your hips harder and grinds his noticeable hard-on into the soft flesh of your butt. He pushes his face through your messy hair and starts to sink his teeth into your neck. You jolt in his hold.

“I-I don’t know… I drank that stupid fucking cook’s wine and now I-…” Zoro bites you again and you yelp. “Now I need to get my dick wet or I’ll explode… you gonna help?” Zoro slides one of his hands up your baggy t-shirt and harshly twists your nipple. 

“Shit!” You gasp out as Zoro dry humps your backside and teases your breasts. “Fine! Just this once, and you owe me!” 

Zoro growls like an animal and rips your panties down your legs and then pushes his robe off his shoulders. You lift your shirt over your head and toss it to the floor. Zoro pulls his aching cock out of his pants with ease since his pants were already undone. 

Zoro immediately drops into a squat and pushes one of your legs up to rest on the edge of the sink so your glistening sex was exposed to him. 

Zoro smirks to himself before dragging his tongue from your clit all the way back up to your asshole. 

“Fuck-“ Supporting yourself on one leg made your knee buckle, but Zoro’s strong hands kept you upright leaning forward onto the kitchen counter. Zoro hummed in bliss at the sweet taste of your pussy, laving his tongue all over your folds with drool pooling at the corners of his mouth, making you extra messy.  

“Can’t wait any longer, need to be inside you…” Zoro says hungrily as he stands up and positions his dripping cock at your wet hole. He pushes himself in you quickly and lets out a loud groan. You arch your back and cry out at the sudden stretch, one elbow holding you up on the counter and you reach the other hand back to claw at your green haired lover. 

“You’re gonna have to take it for me, okay doll? I know you can do it…” Zoro tries to sound sweet but the bruising grip on your hips give away his urgency. He begins to thrust hard against your backside, creating lewd wet slaps that echoed around the dimly lit kitchen. “Such a tight little pussy, shit…” Zoro slams into you at a breakneck pace. 

“Oh- my- god-! Zo-ro!” Your body is being pulled and rammed with each unforgiving thrust, you hardly even notice yourself approaching an orgasm embarrassingly quickly. You hadn’t laid with anyone in so long and the way Zoro was abusing your body turned you on immensely. He pulled your hair with one fist and it was over for you. “Zoro! Fuck! Cumming!” You shout and you collapse against the counter, cool tile harsh against your nipples.

You shake all over and your knees fully give out, luckily Zoro’s strong body was propping you up against the counter as he took you. 

“There it is, cream my cock, doll.” Zoro picks up his pace, which at this point you thought was impossible. “I’m gonna breed this little cunt, and you’re gonna take it… gonna take my fucking kids...” 

“Z-zoro what the fuck?” You were fucked-out but you didn’t know Zoro as the kind of man to talk like that. 

“Gonna fill you so fucking good… make you mine…” Zoro pulls your hips completely flush to his as his chest collapses on top of your back. You feel his hot breath on your shoulder blade and his strong, powerful ropes of cum coat your insides. 

Zoro groans and nuzzles his nose into your spine before pulling his softening cock out of your leaking hole. He admires his handiwork and smirks. 

“Uh… sorry about that… you’re…?” Zoro scratches his neck and hands you your shirt from the floor. 

“On birth control? Yes, you animal. Warn me next time you decide to drink Sanji’s weird wine, okay?” You say as you pull your shirt over your head. You shoot Zoro a glare.

“I don’t know, that might have been worth it.” Zoro gives you a sly smile and ties his robe back on. 

You roll your eyes and playfully push Zoro’s shoulder as you walk past him to head back to bed. You should have no problem falling asleep now that you’ve been freshly fucked in the kitchen by your crew mate. 

“You coming to bed, swordsman?” You holler on your way out of the galley door. 

“Yeah, meet you in your room.” Zoro calls after you. He finds the discarded empty wine bottle and places it right in the middle of the kitchen island next to Sanji’s cigarettes and ash tray. Zoro looks to the floor and sees your panties. He grabs them and places them next to the bottle on the counter. He then picks up a piece of paper and pen. Zoro scribbles out a short note to stick on the bottle. 

‘Thanks, Curly ;)’

— — 

[moldinyourfridge]

sweet boy

wish me luck on my literary theory exam thats the only thing Ive drawn w/o feeling guilty for not studying

also dont mind my shitty handwriting both in russian and chinese

[archivist-the-knight]

xiv's cute little "well it couldnt hurt :-]" before getting exploded AAAAAAA literally prime xiv moment. also stick your head innit also xiv freshly being out of the tower makes this moment a little cuter i think. xiv's out and the first thing they're being encouraged to do is to make a reckless decision thats actually THEIR decision for a change and tals cheering them on. its so... its so silly its so goofy. comfort in the comedy or whatever.

"I see this all the time back on the farm" "what kinda farm do you work on..."

"think of all the thoughts its probably thinking it could probably think us a way out of here" yeah since we got two academic minds one taxpayer one tal and zero braincells in this group. rai had the braincell for once and look where that got him.

THE NECRONOMICON RAI'S EATING IS TITLED MAGIC FOR DUMMIES IM GIGLGING. AND IT SWITCHES FROM EIGHT TO NINE AS HE EATS IT PLEASE...

"it says that it hunts smart creatures. ok so we adopted the brain-"

also xiv's cursive handwriting is so so cute.... very contrasting to the FAMILY GUY CLIP. why is XIV LOIS.

the "fighting cheeks and balls out" is so insane. put those AWAY. rai also is the one to get to the helm first!!

also i was going to say on my last liveblog post that xiv's father looked like he had a tentacle beard but deleted it but!!! now i know why i was going to!! xiv calls the ilithid they see papa + sees the grandmaster i think hes called as a father figure. :-3 thats why!!

im sorry tal. i dont give a shit. also xiv's outfit in the 3d recreation segments being a bard fit is really funny but also as a bard-main the bard fit is attrocious. get it off them

xiv killing the mind flayer immeaditly even though tal was talking to it because it tried begging for its life despite what it had done ^_^ verse 1 of father by the front bottoms not the rest of the song just that verse

rai vc hey babygirl do you. come.[persuasion failed] HERE OFTEN HERE OFTEN

xiv's first casualty is pushing someone off the ledge + unintentionally nearly kiling tal with that stone thing. btw i know act 1's intro area is like that to teach the general rules of the game but i love how that thng isjust. there. no context. its just a stone on a fucking rope dangling pecariously over a kinda broken hole. thats really funny to me

"no. i dont think it was the fall <3 anyway im sure hes fine" HORROR MOVIE TRILL

XIV'S LITTLE SHOCKED SPRITE AT THE TRAPPED SACROFOGAPHS. i dontk now how to spell that ROOM ITS SO CUUUTE AAHH

tal with his ass out talking to withers. tal thats an ancient god... tal....

tal saying "well i think every life is of infinite value <333" foreshadowing...

"JESUS I SAID LONG REST NOT SCHLONG REST PUT THAT WEAPON AWAY!!!"

that was a ganon event....

"youre gonna wake them up with your shitty fucking song!!"

[ID: screenshot of xiv walking into the scene when you enter the druid grove in bg3. they're smirking a little. end id]

clearly you dont own an air fryer <333

"some other stuff happened here. i ended racism!!"

I THINK ITS IN ONE OF YOUR INVENTORIES HELPPP. this happened while tal was still in his damn underwear.

also the xiv scaring kids so they call the law thing is really really funny im not gonna lie. it makes sense they were sheltered blah blah blah but also ngl it is really funny

he was to able to intimidate the goblins into running away. and now for an act of heroism!! be free <3333 ...... too free.

SUPPLEX HIM INTO A CONVERSATION...

xiv saying "having no friends myself!!" GIRL YOU'RE ABOUT TO HAVE EM. sorry they handed you a leash and said you have to deal with three crazy ass dogs

sorcerer's guide to jelquing. no not that one

[st4rb04rd]

accidentally created characters for a project so here's the first one lol

(dont mind my shitty handwriting lol)

[scarletmilkfrancis]

this is gonna kill me sumday fr

dont mind the random napoleon stuff, im a history fan ever since i wuz born

my shitty ass handwriting 😭😭

[thestarrlitartverse]

happy birthday to our favorite despair sisters!

[nihongo-student]

Decided to study some arabic and these are my notes for today "The passive voice " (الفعل المبني للمجهول) (◍•ᴗ•◍)

[virmillion]

things i am foolish enough to do: stubbornly handwrite long fics before typing them up

things i dread doing because of How Dang Long they take: that

things i will never stop doing: that

[lvminae]

Spooky Month self insert/oc cause why not

[honeypressed]

i’ve seen your aesthetics, your immaculate desks, your neat handwriting and artfully messy aesthetics and they’re so pretty, yes, but let me raise you something else

lined notebooks scrawled with dark inks in barely-legible handwriting, words crossed out with uneven strokes and ink smudges on the edges of each word; the inks are of different colours and sometimes it fades because there’s no more of it; the margins are cramped full of words only you can figure out

a desk full of books and bits of papers sprawled around, an order that only makes sense to you; shitty calligraphy dons the titles of your notes and your handwriting devolves into half-cursive half-written as you work your way down the page; there are half-assed doodles of a flower in the corner when you got distracted and your sentences stray upwards towards the end even though the lines are right there

no ruler-straight lines, no perfectly-imperfect round circles; your everything is terrible, joint-up lines and ovals more than circles; highlighted notes that fade fast because the ink is cheap but it doesn’t matter; bits of papers stick out of your books and you can never be bothered to stick them in and you have no idea what they are but you can hardly care

half-filled notebooks, never finished because you keep hoarding notebooks; attempts to start something like the pretty journals you see on instagram and pinterest but two pages in and it’s not anything like the typical aesthetic anymore

it’s your own aesthetic and being perfect isn’t part of it

it’s messy handwriting on dull paper and too much highlight; scribbled out words and smudges that mark the margins of your books; no neat handwriting but it’s not cursive either, your e’s join to the word before it and your handwriting changes vaguely three times in one page

so yes, your aesthetics, your bullet journal and prettily drawn flowers and meticulous planners are so pretty and i too, want something like that but give me something realistic.

give me human and fallible and imperfection. show me that i’m not alone in my half-assed aesthetics with cheap stationary, shitty calligraphy and handwriting only legible to me. give me your shitty aesthetics and i will think they are not, because they are you and you’re human and we’re not perfect

[plutonian-moon]

random astro observations p5 ! ☆°

take what resonates leave what doesn't!!

12H stelliums/placements peoples (esp. 12H jupiter, 12H pluto, 12H mercury and 12H moon) can easly manifests their minds! (even without meaning this)

3H moons easly talks abou't their emotions or feel need for venting abou't how they feel (writing abou't feelings can be also common with this placements and helpful!) also others can easly trust u and feel comfy w u bc of the way how u speak ! ☆°

12H sun/sun-neptune/12H saturn/saturn-neptune can indicate absent father or very cold/distance father ☆°

4H neptune peoples can grow up in home that have a many secrets and ur family can have lie to u alot also u r maybe discconected from ur roots/family (also i am thinking of someone who can b not sure abou't their roots?)

2H moon/2H venus can likes doing small things for themself like doing food, skincare routine etc this can brings them comfort ☆°

sun-pluto/saturn-pluto (hard aspects) or 8H sun peoples can have a father that is dominant/controlling and u can not have the best relationship with him ☆°

neptune 2H/moon 2H/2H venus/mercury-neptune/mercury-venus can have a very sweet and comfy voices to listen ! ☆°

2H sun/2H mercury/2H mars can make a person who have loud voice and 2H pluto deep voice ☆°

mercury in ur moon persona chart is how u communicate ur emotions ☆°

asc in ur venus persona chart can tell ur beauty ! and what peoples love in u when it comes to look (i have here leo rising and peoples always comment abou't my hair and that they r very pretty lolol) ☆°

5H saturns/5H chirons/5H liliths and 5H uranus can dont want to have kids ☆°

gemini venus/3H venus/mercury-venus have a love for writing or u can b rlly good at writing ! & others maybe like how u put words together also u can have very pretty hands and handwriting !! ☆°

water signs (scorpio,cancer,pisces) & 8H/12H/4H heavy placements peoples can have a hard time letting go the past :( !! ☆°

2H saturns/2H plutos/2H chirons/2H liliths can makes that u have a low self esteem and u tend to compare alot urself with others ! ☆°

virgo moons/6H moons/virgo IC their mother can be very critical to them and maybe she expect alot from them to the point that they was always feeling that they r not good enough :( ☆°

leo saturn/5H saturns/9H saturns/3H saturns/1H saturns is common with peoples who have lack of optimism they can feel easly pessimistic abou't everything ☆°

2H mars/2H pluto 🤝🏼 spending alot of moneys without thinking ☆°

gemini mars/3H mars are so argumentive sometimes for fun and no reason at all also they r very impulsive with their words and can say shitty things when mad ☆°

virgo venus/6H venus r so sweet they will do a small things for peoples that they love ! ☆

asc-pluto/asc-uranus 🤝🏼 changing their style/appereance very often ☆°

pisces rising/1H neptune/1H chiron/asc-neptune/sun-neptune is screaming identity issues & derealization/depersonalization (derealization = feeling disconnected from the world around u & depersonalization = feeling disconected from ur body) ☆°

cancer venus/4H venus/moon-venus will make everything to make u feel happy and will take care of u like no one else ! ☆°

7H chirons will attract peoples who need healing/help in some way ☆°

10H chiron & 6H chiron is common with peoples who r or want to b therapist ☆°

6H jupiters/6H virgo can have alot of pets or they want alot of pets in future!!

u can easly see when someone with 1H moon is upset abou't something just looking at their face ngl

7H jupiter/7H (DC) sag/sag venus/9H venus peoples can have a partner that have grow up in different culture or is diffrent race than u also its can mean that u have no problem with dating someone who is from different country, have different race etc ! ☆°

5H plutos/5H scorpios peoples can be private abou't their hobby unless u r close friend with them and they trust u ☆°

4H pluto/4H saturn/4H mars/4H uranus/4H chiron/4H neptune/4H lilith 🤝🏼 having family issues ☆°

5H uranus likes experiment with music tastes alot ! ☆°

3H saturns/3H capricorns can be quiet and takes words very seriously also can be learning very slow but depends of others placements ! ☆°

6H uranus/6H aquarius can randomly and very easly get sick ☆°

6H geminis can have issues with breathing ☆°

6H saturn can have a teeth problems ☆°

capricorn venus/10H venus/7H saturn/capricorn DC can takes seriously their relationships so they tend to rlly avoid and hate someone who is not stable with their feelings/is giving mixed signals etc ! they just need to know how u rlly feel abou't them bc of stability that they want in relationships! ☆°

8H saturn/8H capricorn/8H chiron/8H mars/8H venus can mean that u have intimacy issues ! also i am thinking of avoiding/not liking being touched if u r not close with them if that makes sense i have 8H saturn + 8H mars in natal and i hate when someone is hugs me or just touching in any way 😭 its so uncomfy for me if u r not my partner or someone that i have a strong connection with like leave me alone.. 🚶🏼‍♂️🚶🏼‍♂️☆°

virgo moons/6H moons 🤝🏼 having stomach issues when stressed ☆°

12H peoples and never feeling understoond by others + always feeling not rlly there and u feel every fucking energy around u to the point that everything u want is just to isolating urself from others ☆°

[shmorp-mcdurgen]

Very shitty comic I made based off the last asked

Dont mind my handwriting

You reap what you sow

Aka get dunked on

[hintsofhoney]

y’all, people aren’t mad at your favorite actor for being straight, they’re mad about him literally lying for clout

and the worst thing is, he didn’t make this “joke” about being gay because he knew it would be a shitty thing for him to do. but bisexuals are fair game because we? don’t really exist? are just confused? are less than the other letters in the acronym? like what age old invalidating argument made this shit okay in his mind?

but that is just where we differ on what happened. i don’t think he got up there and purposefully lied for clout?? think about it?? if that was his intention he would have gotten up there and clearly stated “I am bisexual” instead of a shy little trailed off “I’m all three” that no one in the room caught? and then oh, I don’t know, probably wouldn’t have redacted the statement saying that the last thing he wants to do is to co-opt the struggles of the lgbtq+ community? at worst this was his chronic foot-in-mouth, which we have seen him have before. he’s clumsy with his words and he says the wrong things sometimes and shit — who doesn’t? at best, he wasn’t lying at all and decided to redact his statement either because he was forced to or for reasons regarding safety, or he wasn’t ready yet, etc etc. in which case, he did nothing wrong. bottom line is, we don’t really know, and maybe we never will. but I am not going to sit here and jump to the worst possible conclusion that he did it for clout. clout from who? he is a d-list actor.

people make mistakes. every fucking day. celebrities are people. they make mistakes, too. and I’m not saying to not hold them accountable for those mistakes — absolutely do. absolutely call them out on the things they do wrong. but when they own up to what they do and apologize — that is when it’s okay to show a little grace.

im bisexual. cas helped me find that about myself. misha is the one who helped me accept that about myself. i have the man’s handwriting tattooed on my arm for fuck’s sake. he means a lot to me, both the character he plays and the person he is — but I am not naïve enough to think that he’s never gonna fuck up. yeah, if it was a slip of the tongue, he fucked up. and he apologized. if it wasn’t a slip of the tongue, he’s done nothing wrong.

either way, why are we jumping to the one conclusion that makes him a shitty fucking person? this man has fucked up so many times and every single time he has owned up to it, apologized, and learned from it. every. single. time. you know how many people fuck up, don’t own up to it, don’t apologize, and dont learn from it? a lot more people than those who do. and I think that alone says enough about the person he is. aside from the ally and advocate he has been for the lgbtq+ community, and all the things he has done in that regard, etc, he genuinely makes the effort to learn and do better.

im not saying don’t be upset about the situation. it’s an upsetting situation. im upset about the fucking situation. im not even saying don’t be upset with misha. when someone says something hurtful, even if they didn’t mean it, I understand that it can take some time to fully forgive even after they have apologized. i get it. all I’m asking is that we give him the benefit of the doubt and don’t immediately jump to the one conclusion that makes him an awful person. he has done more than enough through his actions to prove that he is the exact opposite.