#dont look at the emote tab

[t0esniffer69]

sky cotl screenshot!

[bruhstation]

can't it even be more obvious thomas. why are you surprised that a sudrian historical site filled to the brim with armor and weaponry that dates back to the middle ages has old people afflicted with the gold dust working around the castle

[junkissed]

his eyes are sooo sparkly i could actually cry he is literally the prettiest man in the whole entire universe. the universe itself lives in his eyes

[blindaysblogforturtles]

Somethings are not meant to be remembered.

[clownkillsyou]

YOURE LIKE ME. i keep my tabs around far too long and theres too many of them but theyre part of me now. i cant just let them go

yeah deadass theres some tabs that i had open for so long by the time i came back to them they were dead links 😭 like either it was someone who deactivated on that site or the site itself is gone

[aliceinborderlandsquidgame]

In-ho as Yandere/Obsess with You (Player) |

This is going to have two versions.

Yandere!In-ho x Fem!Player!Reader

Yandere!Detective!In-ho x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Obsessive!In-ho - Yandere - Power Imbalance - NON CANON EVENTS DOES NOT FOLLOW PLOTLINE - Suggestive parts/NSFW - Manipulation - Grammar mistakes -

Yandere!In-ho its the type of Yandere who first goes into denial over his obsession. Yes, he has read your file multiple times by now. At least ten more times than the other files. He just wants to know all about you.

No, he wont admit it out loud. He would rather pass his little free time in his room looking at the cameras he got around Seoul to keep tabs on you.

Gets angry when he first sees the video of you getting slapped during the recruit time. He may call that centrain recruiter to dispose of him.

While he sees everybody who ends at the games as nothing but low trash (yes even knowing he was part of them once) you are different to him.

You may have ended there for the most stupid reason and yet he wont mind but would feel pity over you.

Will order that the games are easier for you, that the food you get its more healthy and has more cantidad than the rest. But its subtle since he does not want the rest of the players to think you are getting special treatment (you are).

If he sees any player getting too close to you, or its informed by the guards that a centrain player has not so pure desires over you, that one is out. The next game its harder for them.

Will he joy the games to keep a closer eye ? Depends. 

Part of him likes to stay in the shadows, and enjoy the show. You are his Star during these games. The only time he moves the games so you can easily win. He hopes that you feel watched and protected, that when the times comes you will ask to stay with him. He already prepared another room till you are ready to fully move with him.

He becomes so enamored that his actions are off. While usually calculated, with you he wont waste a single time on getting the most cruel deaths for these who  go against you. A traitor? He will tell the guards to keep them alive so he can personally torture him.

The guards prays that you accept on staying with him because his mood has been down and bad the last few games and they need a rest.

There are cameras everywhere, and he uses his position to keep a close eye on you. During night one camera will point at your bed, he passes most of his night watching you. It relaxes him.

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He also has a not so saint side, he watches you go to the bathroom to relieve some stress. These are his favorite moments. The sounds and faces you make as you try to get yourself off. He has recording that one and used it multiple times till he is out of cum.

When the games ends and you win, he does things different. Does not send you home at once but rather keeps you in a well secured room with some lame excuse, and what can you do ? This Man has an army behind him.

The Manipulation starts from him slowly getting closer to you, sharing the same interests, faking the same or similar traumatic past.

Yes, you probably resent him a lot. But he is such a good liar, snake tongue and all. That you fall for his lies, how he was forced into this and how when he saw you he could not let someone as precious as you die.

Will take advantage of how emotional drained you are. Offering his ear to listen you rant about different topics from the games to your life.

You are quiet touch starved so he uses these times of vulnerability to hold you close to his chest and caress your hair.

Does give you a bit of freedoom to go and walk around the island, but a guard its with you during all of it.

He is in fact no scared to hurt you in order to keep you by his side. But his favorite way to do it would be forcing a baby inside you. Now dont get me wrong, he WONT force himself on you. He would just casually forget to use a condom and also confuse the anticonceptive pills.

He cant wait to have you all round with his baby. Maybe this is not the best place to raise a kid, but hell does he care ? No. He can make some calls and get things sorted out.

The important part is that you wont be able to leave him.

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Now, what if he decides to join the games and be your personal guard dog?

He gets enamored by you from reading your file. Maybe there is a detail that resembles his past and that pulls him towards you. So much that after see you almost die in the first game he cant help it.

He needs to be there for you.

He is the quiet player that goes to you in the first night to probably offer you a shoulder or a ear to rant to. Maybe if you are reserved about it he would sneak some sweets not telling you how he got them.

He is the one who protects you from any player. Specially males that wants to use you for their own pleasure. Most get the hint to not approach you in order to not get their bones crushed.

Its clear you have a special treatment, from how the guards just give you free pass to the bathroom or you seem to get a bit more times in the games.

When others notice that they beg you to team up with them since you are an advantage yourself.

By this point In-ho its your shadow and no one questions it. He will ever start to poison your mind with his ideals. Like how the game are a necesary evil and how if players did not truly want them then these would not happen.

Hell he would even request a voting to show you.

And no matter why you ended there. He would whisper sweet lies in your ear at night telling how you are different and how you are above the rest. No one compares to you. That if you win he is sure you would have an incredible life and make something out of it.

He already has planned on getting you "eliminated", pay up your debt and make you stay with him at the island.

Is he going to tell you who he is ? Well yes. And he does not expect you to fall quick for him. He knows whatever progress he made at the games will be like nothing and he will do even more calculated moves from now on.

And how does he make you fall for him at the games ? Well first he protects you, lets others know that you are off limits. He gives you part of his food, during nights he sleeps close to you till one night a fight breaks and he defends you like his life depends on it.

After it you most likely ask him to sleep with you. At first he may leave some space between both of you since he does not want to push you too quick. However his heart is beating so fast he cant even close his eyes, he may keep an eye on you liking how peaceful you look while you sleep, away of this reality.

He will let you come at him first. Like one night you may have a nightmare and you will end asking if he can hold you.

Of course he says yes. It does not matter how, maybe he will let you put your head on his chest or be the big spoon and cover you with his body.

Its almost a shame how much better he sleeps with you in his arms.

During games if its a game where you must play alone he still keeps himself close to you. When it comes to teams he is there.

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The bathroom stalls end being your meet up place to relief some stress.

For you probably at first its just sex. No feelings, to him its so much more.

Its passionate, its dirty. He knows no one will bother since he is there with you. No one is allowed to enter.

How would he take you ? He can easily lift you against the wall, kiss down your neck and collarbone. Will held himself back from marking you. Its going to make you wrap your legs around him as he pushes his hard dick inside you. He wont bother on muffing your moans, no he wants to listen to them knowing he is the cause of them.

If during one of the meetings you want to give him head he wont complain. But wont be soft. He will use your mouth like his personal toy, pulling your head and fucking your troath till he sees tears down your face.

[belovedivies]

Hello love , how are you? I dont know if you take request but listen....OBSESSED STALKER ALIPEDE? Like he enters her room in the middle of night just to listen to her breathing or her heartbeats (and they know each other)

anything about this blind tsundere albino PLEEEAAASEEE I LOVE THIS MAN

a/n: literally him. anyway, i’m doing good, anon!! i might start taking req from now since im 90% done with all the ideas i wanna squeeze out first. here’s some good ol’ stalker!alipede hcs for ya <3 cw: stalking, yandere content, emotional manipulation, trespassing, spoiler for johan’s past.

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stalker!alipede who memorized all of your routines and habits by heart, months before you two even talked. he couldn’t help but indulged; you were too kind! slipped in extra bread when you thought he was distracted, chastised his bullies, cleaned the dirt on his desk. his perfect guardian angel.

stalker!alipede who didn’t mind letting you play with his dear rabbit. you fed it well and cared for the creature when the albino wasn’t there. he lurked around and observed, but you eventually caught him! blushing and furiously apologizing for daring to touch his pet. you didn’t just make a friend then, you fueled his undying obsession.

stalker!alipede who murdered his tormentors with bare hands on that stormy night, blood all over his body and a sadistic smile on his pretty face. yet the second you barged in with a teacher, he was on his knees weeping; clinging to your shirt. you wouldn’t call your precious Ali a monster, would you? they wronged him first, he was only trying to defend himself! even hours later underneath layers of blanket with a fresh set of clothes, alipede’s body was freezing. he clung to you and gripped too tightly, pressing your limbs together until there was nothing in between. he counted each and every of your breath and heartbeat. he desperately needed to become one with you.

stalker!alipede who, years later, was over the moon when he managed to track you down in korea. it was his turn to give. you ran a small coffee shop at the end of the street that was doing well. alipede camped in attic above, making space between the dusty equipments and sun damage posters. you were down there just a floor away, standing behind the counter and greeting your customers with a big smile. he kept tabs on people coming in too. the girl who fussed for her order. the little brat who kept hitting on you. the office loser who begged for a pastry sample, trying to grab the chance to leer down at your shirt. he wanted all of them dead.

stalker!alipede who followed you home after dawn after you finished up for the day, your hands trembling as the feeling of being watched resurfaced. poor girl, no one knew why the security cameras in your apartment complex had been malfunctioning for weeks. he was just looking out for you, nothing creepy about that! it didn’t even take more than five seconds for him to figure out the passcode, entering your cozy home through the front door. you’re already out like a log anyways.

stalker!alipede who caressed your hair, ghosting his fingers over your face once he was inside your bedroom, lying on the mattress next to you. why must you torture yourself so? you could be his wife by now! it was only ever you and no one else. he pulled you in again like those good ol’ times. and the albino was right; you were still the same girl whom he fell in love with. with your breath and heartbeat against his ears, sleep claimed him. by daylight, he would whip you away.

[hauntedaether]

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[chuuyasfanboy]

HII!! Could you do one with Dazai, Chuuya and Atsushi reacting to a reader who has one of those SHTWT accounts? It's a kind of strange request, but I've never seen anyone talk about it!!

I actually loved your blog, I'm currently hooked! <3

NOT a weird request at all! I dont have any social medias like this, but I interact with edtwt and have friends with both edtwt's and shtwt's, so I think I'm comfortable enough talking about the issue!

Now this may be very hypocritical of me BUT IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING MENTALLY PLEASE REACH OUT FOR HELP! Here's a link to a website with hotline numbers! Even if you cant get yourself to stop completely, please at least be save enough to keep living. Love you all mwah<3

https://www.pleaselive.org/hotlines/

Definitely didn't skip a matchup request to write this... Promise I'll get to you soon other person! I've had some ideas in mind heheheh

Dazai, Chuuya, and Atsushi (Seperate) x shtwt!Reader

Tw: Sh tw, mentions of edtwt in the ooc lol, spoilers dazai totally has a shtwt too</3

Dazai Osamu

Starting off with the worst reaction

Why is he the worst, you ask?

He has one too!

He totally followed you by accident because he just found this all so inspirational. And then you posted a tweet with the same joke you'd made earlier that day.

And oh he knew.

He's mad, but mostly because you never told him you were struggling.

He's the one who's supposed to be masking his emotions, damn it!

(I'm not sure if shtwt is the same way, but i know edtwt is chock full of motivational disgusting food images posting! I'm making those assumptions that its similar lol)

He definitely tries to convince you to get help, and he feels really bad for not actually being that worried.

He trusts you to keep yourself safe enough and so eventually he just gives up on the notion altogether

It doesnt take long for the two of you to be a bit more open with it all

He finally shows you whats under those bandages

It's worse than you think.

You're the one who convinces him to properly treat his cuts, and after enough bothering, you finally let him treat you the same.

Late nights when the two of you cant sleep, and he comes over.

The both of you in each others arms, disinfectant and fresh rolls of bandages discarded on the nightstand

While he may not be the one you go to for support, he definitely wont judge you for anything, not even a bit

And if you do decide to finally get help, he's there to cheer you on

Dont be fooled though, he wont be changing his ways at all

Good luck getting this stinker to find value in himself!

Chuuya Nakahara

He's got the best reaction, by far

He's trying not to judge you, really

It's not something he's ever had to struggle with these things, and the furthest he can really give you is an absurd amount of sympathy

The little experience he does have comes from his years with Dazai in the port mafia, but that was a long time ago and he hasnt had to think of it since

It brings up old memories...

You'd left it open on a private tab one night, and he found it when you asked him to look up something

He's about ready to cry, really, but he's strong

For you

He encourages you to get help, professional help

And if you decline, he doesnt push it much further

Instead, he offers you help directly

He cofiscates your razors the best he can, but he soon finds you manage to get them anyway

So he comprimises

When you forget to clean them, he does it for you

Buys you disinfectant and fresh bandages every time he knows youre running low, keeps your first aid stocked

Things like that

He politely asks to not be shown any fresh wounds, twitter post or not, and does his best not to think about the fact you post these things so openly and he hadn't even known

If you do decide to seek help, he's the most supportive.

He keeps you on your recovery plan, holds you close if you relapse, and never passes a single word of judgement your way

He's here for you, always

Atsushi Nakajima

Akutagawa found it before he did

Atsushi was told, immediately

He PANICS, and as soon as he sees you he pulls you aside

And he just cries into your arms

You're left so confused like?

What????

He understands why you didnt tell him, and he doesnt blame you for it

But he's still pretty upset

Moreso with himself than you

Again, like the other two, you'd been posting pictures of it all online and he had to be told!

He insists you get help, and he wont let up on it

Reminds you every day after a nicely times good morning text

"If you're feeling down make sure you call somebody before you do anything, okay?"

He's practically on his hands and knees begging you to unfollow the shtwt's you've bombarded your feed with

Suddenly he's terrified of looking over your shoulder at your phone, but also so afraid every time he isnt

He's really not good at sorting it out, his brain is scrambled and he's panicked every time he thinks about it

But he really does try hard to stay positive

And while one or two things he says may unintentionally come off as judgement, a good majority of his opinions on the topic is really just trying to get you help

He makes an alt account just to keep tabs on your shtwt

Its really obvious, made a day ago and following only you

You don't tell him that though<3

[mamadarama]

hii!! I love hearing ur opinions on ships n characters bc I think u just have such a fascinating way of thinking abt characters SO I wanted to ask what ur thoughts on nazuna are, if u have any nazuna ships, and what specifically ur thoughts are on shu + nazuna's relationship? hope ur having a good day!!!

aww thank you !!!! :')) that makes me really happy to hear !!! my days been alright, i hope yours is too :^)

nazuna is really interesting hes genuinely just such a kind and emotionally intelligent person. as of now the only sort of romantic ship i have for him is unrequited kaonazu, its funny to see kaoru trying again and again to flirt with nazuna and nazuna watching him fall over himself with a look of mixed amusement confusion and pity. hes never gonna let kaoru succeed but hes enjoying watching him try . as for platonic ships , i love nazuna and kuros friendship theyre so cute

shu and nazuna.... haah. i love the tragedy of it all . theres a lot of melancholic feelings there . when nazuna first left valkyrie it was like, they dont really want to be strangers but they know theyll never be friends again so theyre sorta just standing just out of arms reach of each other and staring through the tension . but since then the dust has settled and theyve started living parallel to each other, still out of arms reach. interacting as little as possible but keeping tabs on each other not in an invasive sort of way but in an "i just like knowing what youre up to" way. honestly the whole situation ended about as well as it could have. after everything that happened of course nazuna cant forgive shu, and he shouldnt, but he doesnt hate him either which is a testament to his maturity . shu knows that too and it hurts, he does wish they could be friends again. but more than that he wants what's best for nazuna and nazuna wants the same for him, and both of them recognize that whats best for both of them is to keep their distance. thats what the logical side of them says at least . the emotional side however, is giving them cold feet. because they still care about each other and thats why they wont walk away fully . so they continue to walk on either side of the same road . they wont talk, theyll never go out for lunch to catch up, but they have each others phone number. nazuna still wears the clothes shu made for him. shu finds a christmas card in the mail every year without fail. sometimes theyll catch the other in the back of the audience at their shows. theyll smile at each other in the hallways . theyll defend each others reputation in an argument. in an emergency situation they know they could call each other for help as a last resort and there would be no questions asked. and yknow, that's okay. they dont have to be friends . they can be someone they used to know and coexist in silence . no hard feelings, only bittersweet acceptance. i think shu is happy to see nazuna thriving in rabits . theres nothing he could ever do to make up for what hes done but he can make sure it doesnt happen again and thats really important. i think they should hug each other one last time.

[maddiehu7]

Little McGill | Lalo Salamanca |

Chapter 1

ah almost there but food first I think to myself as I drive around looking for a place to eat. Finally I come up on a place called los pollos Hermanos and pull in almost near starvation. I get out of the car stretching looking up at the hot sun deciding jeans and a tank top were even to hot for a day like today. I lock my car looking around to see an out of place red and white racer car thinking that was way to nice for a fast food joint but I just chalked it up to some weird thing. I finally head inside after adjusting to my surroundings, heading to the front counter I order a number nine with a sprite and go to sit down but as I head for my seat I brush past this older guy with a mustache and his bald friend

"oh im sorry" I say looking back towards the mustached man

" ah that's ok princessa" he says turning around looking at me smiling, damn he's handsome I think as a smile smally back at the nickname and continue to my table, but once I sit down I can still feel eyes on me so I look around to see the guys I ran into sitting at the booth besides me hm weird they could've picked any tab- no stop being so paranoid it think to myself rolling my eyes at my own thoughts. im almost finished eating when a guy comes over to the table beside me smiling but it seems fake, intrigued I listen in.

"is everything to you liking?" the man in uniform questions.

"are you kidding me? this is the best chicken ive ever had" the handsome man says enthusiastically.

"well I am delighted to hear that" the man standing says laughing

"no, really im serious I mean...its crispy and not dried out and the seasoning is so flavorful" he says well his bald friend looks annoyed but scared at the same time, this is weird.

"well thank you is there anything else I can do for you?"

"is there any chance-and I know the answers probably no....but is it possible for me to meet the owner?"

"I am the owner" the man states simply, ok just got weirder.

"really? how lucky for me, would you be interested in franchising because I would be eager to invest" the man talks like hes in some tv drama.

"well perhaps we should go to my office where we can discuss this further"

"excellent! dont waste that" the man says as he slides out of the seat but just before he walks back he turns to me and says.

"see you later..." he pauses waiting for me to answer.

"um...Emma" I say confused as to what he means by see you later.

"Emma see you later emma" he says winking before walking away.

both the owner and his friend stare at me in confusion but after a second the owner walks aways and as I go to stand up ready to put this stage event behind me the bald man steps in front of me.

"what was that, how do you know him?" he questions harshly.

"I-i dont i just met him" I say backing up a little from the stranger, he just stares at me for a couple more seconds before walking away. I let out a breath I didn't know id been holding in feeling a mix of emotions from this weird ass experience.

as I exit the restaurant I decide to put the whole handsome and bald man experience out of my head. As I get in my car I turn on the radio to she will by lil Wayne yes I know wouldn't think a girl like me would like songs like that but hey im full of surprises.

[eggnogisyummy]

For anyone that is curious, here is some info of my Redemption AU of the SAMS!

**NOTE: THIS IS A SAMS AU, NOT EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE CANNON**

*Basic Info: The redemptions first started between the time when Solar Flare was made and when Bloodmoon was supposed to die. It first started with KC, then Bloodmoon, until finally Eclipse(though he put up a fight about it first). Characters such as Solar, Jacko, Forkface and Ruin still came through time.

*Characters! (Oh boy 🥲)---------

Sun: Has anxiety and trust problems. He fully doesn't trust the ex Villians and hates it when he doesn't get info on what they're doing. He's in a relationship with Bloodmoon as well, not by force by any means but still has some trust issues with the twins.

Moon: A mix of the old Moon and the new Moon. They took KC out, though the memories stayed and the code had to sort of rebuild itself. Moon is sort of keeping tabs on everyone, though he keeps overworking himself and sometimes really snappy but he truly does care for his family. He has the star hidden somewhere and plans to use it to get rid of the creator.

Earth: Still the main therapist, Earth helps the Villians see the wrongs they have done and how they could make up for it in some way. She has a small therapy garden she likes to take care of.

Lunar: He helps Earth with the Therapy, sometimes giving his own advice, throwing in humor and/or just being the stress ball/plush(since y'know, hes still made of nano machines at this point). He also works in the theater.

KC: Basically the tired but loving dad. He works at a soup kitchen and takes care of Eclipse, Solar Flare and Bloodmoon. He visits the daycare every now and again, especially on Halloween since the kids love to see him on that day. He's trying to look for a partner through Tinder of course, and does SoundCloud rapping to pass the time. He's pretty decent and is taking lessons.

Eclipse: Still a bastard, he's the least nicest of everyone. He throws insults whenever he feels like it, but doesn't do any actual physical harm anymore. He refuses to go to therapy, but KC drags him to it anyway. He has his own body, but he can't upgrade it to make himself stronger since they don't want to risk Eclipse trying to kill them all again.

BM: Nano machine ADHD twins, they still hunger for meat and blood. However KC managed to get blood bags and raw meat from stores. If Bloodmoon stays good sometimes KC will even give him a really bad guy to kill. BM is currently dating Sun.

Solar Flare: SF is the youngest, and the favorite child since he knows when to mind his own business and not act like a lunatic. He's still growing as an AI, but he's better at recognizing emotions and feelings, like the feeling of trauma from when Eclipse tried to take him over and the hatered he has for Eclipse. He tried to find ways to hurt Eclipse, though usually he keeps himself from doing those things. Sometimes he just can't help it.

Solar: He's Solar. And not dead, since Ruin didn't get a chance to kill him.

Forkface: They dont have really any huge beef with anyone except for the Creator and Ruin. They're still mysterious and powerful, but still loveable. They are living happily with Ruin Monty and are getting married soon.

Ruin: He is under supervision almost 24/7 after he tried to kill all the creators. He almost succeeded, but Bloodmoon and Eclipse were able to stop the machine before it could kill off Solar's creator. Ruin is fine with being supervised and is willing to be redeemed, even if the process is slow.

Jack: Jack is Solar Flare's best friend since the two are both growing AIs(and bodyguards lol). He enjoys playing with Sun's cats and protecting his family. He hates Ruin with a passion and doesn't want anything to do with him.

Creator: Still the main Villian and a horrible father. Kidnapped Lunar once and literally everyone ganged up on him, especially KC. He's currently in hiding and everyone is hoping he stays like that and doesn't bother them again.

If you have any questions please feel free to ask! Thanks!

[castielsparkle]

sam: *walks into bunker common area* Hey guys ots pride montnh. *sits down and opens his laptop, using one finger at a time to type out 'free books online' into a search engine with 30 free mini toolbars while his face is at most two inches from his max brightness screen*

dean: *swivels around in his non-swivel chair slowly.* And how does that apply to me sammy.

sam: i didnt. I didnt say that it did dean im just Letting you know. Yknow. Because. Like. I dont know were. friends with people who-

dean: Oh so now youre saying CAS is gay?? Right. I mean if he was itd be fine. Not that i care it doesnt. AFFECT Me it doesnt change my life *hands wildly gesturing and his face going through the heros journey* WHAT so EVER. It WOULDNT change my life and it doesnt. If he even is gay. I dont care. Why would you even. Why would you bring that up sammy.

sam:

dean: Now its awkward. Thanks a lot man.

dean:

dean: listen cas is just. hes just weird sometimes. BUT hes just a guy that doesnt change anything!!!!! Sometimes guys are just weird!!!

cas: -_- <- Baseline emotion

dean: Hes just weird sammy. You dont have to say anything about him

sam:

sam: i was talking about like. claire and. jack and stuff. dean. but yeah. ok. sure whatever. *swiftly closes three bing pop up tabs from muscle memory and keeps looking at internet search engine images of books but now hes let out a resigned sigh and his palm is against his forehead*

dean: *smacks lips* ... Mhm. *pouts his lips and raises his brows. does a pleased nod. glances at cas -> (-_-) swivels back around while his chair scrapes the floor really loud.* yep

dean: Hey isnt crowly gay.

[galadrieljones]

Dont ask me how, tumblr just served me your big Crestwood analysis post from trespasser ago describing how you always picked the angry option as the only one feeling right within the context of the rest of the game. That was an insightful read :D I didn't know about it so much since I was always team "I'm worried about you and I'm willing to show up as someone you can rely on". I feel like the game nudged me into that direction from the very early "you can trust me !" dialogue option in Haven <3 (which I'm actually drawing fanart about right now in another tab LOL). It made me wonder if consolidating anger as Lavellan's response in that moment was your starting point for Isene as we know her in your fiction or if she predated this :) I apologize if you've already explained that 80 times before. – Kind regards

Hello, my friend. I appreciate your question. Some of my old posts from the Before Times have made the rounds over the past several months. I have reread a few of them and I still mostly stand by what they say lol. The one about the angry Lavellan response is definitely very personal to me, as I remember a lot of people telling me they appreciated my reading, and that they had totally different reactions, and it's always good to see how even as we all seem to love Solas with a similar devotion, we also all absorb and process this Solas romance so differently, depending on who we are. I think that's part of why Solavellan is so beautiful.

I do not remember consciously consolidating Sene's anger, though I had always thought of her as a very hot-tempered person. She is impulsive, and her emotions burn very brightly on the surface of her reactions, and in this, she can become reckless. However, I don't really think I had this very well formulated in my mind at this point, in Crestwood, and I actually do think it probably informed her characterization to some degree, the fact that I felt angry for her, and I know that she felt angry and blindsided in this moment. So in some ways, yes, she was born in that moment.

Over the years, I would formulate Sene's "anger" in lots of ways, through The Dead Season, and through my characterization of young Solas, who is a lot like Sene in his explosive nature, and also Sene's father, Revasan, who is an extremely blustery and expressive person. I always thought of Sene and her father as having great chemistry with Solas, who is an extremely emotional man, but who has been groomed to disguise his passion through duty, to become Fen'harel. He sees in them some brightly burning light in the new world, which draws him closer to his nature.

I don't really think I even get past the tip of the ice berg with Sene's anger in The Dead Season, tbh, which is a fix-it, and in which Solas, who was raised by a mother and a father, understood what it meant to be loved. But in Riptide, I excavate it much more fully. She uses it unconsciously to destroy her relationships, and she is constantly surprised when her friends and ex-lovers forgive her and love her still. In this way, she is slowly beginning to understand Solas, and his regrets. As I develop her now through the Veilguard canon time period, I see how her anger is changing into a different kind of obsession, and passion, which consumes her and grants her a kind of transcendence, though she struggles with it at first, and she searches out ways to self-medicate and quell her own fury. I am looking forward to developing her even further now, toward her reunion with Solas.

Anyway, I hope this answered your question! Sene is very important to me and I am always very happy when people want to talk about her.

[fairychev]

Arcane Brainrot 2

Caitlyn, i believe is going to be used by Ambessa to push forward her agenda. Ambessa definitely wants revenge over Zaun because like i said previously, i believe Mel to be dead.

But it is also a factor that Noxians love to conquer, they are known for it as far as i have researched. So I believe Ambessa will try to rule over both Piltover and Zaun.

And she will use Caitlyn's rage, fuel it to further her plans. Caitlyn might be manipulated for a while in this season, whenever she falters, be it be her humanity or compassion coming forth when Zaunites are hunted like crazy as she leads the charges or if she sees Vi go through breakdowns regarding Jinx. Ambessa is going to make it seem like Cait is a failure for letting emotions come into play.

And whenever Vi would try to interfere, and make Cait see reason at some points, its gradually going to make it seem like Vi is protecting Zaun. And thats going to cause so many issues with CaitVi ( Imma cry at this, why are they doing this to us).

and i think this is all in the beginning. Because I do think there would be a time skip (also taking into factor the Annecy spoilers). The more Cait becomes obsessed with finding Jinx, the more she would push Vi away. At one point, Vi is going to leave.

Before leaving, i do think Vi might try to find Jinx one last time, in hopes that it would end this. I dont think it works out and that might make Cait lash out even more.

Like it was said in the sneak-peaks, vi isnt accepted in either Zaun or Piltover. So she becomes a street fighter, trying to feel something. it might be Cait who tracks her down and somehow convinces her to come back.

The thing i cannot place is if Vi becomes an enforcer after or before the timeskip. both theories work kinda well but in different ways.

Maybe both of these things happens after the time skip even? Vi is already an enforcers when Cait becomes obsessed and she leaves for Zaun. And when she comes back, she resumes her place as an enforcer.

the more i think, the more i cannot understand what my brain is trying to piece together.

If Vi is made to come back as an enforcer to Cait, I think she would ask for a few people she's made friends with to be on the team as well. Not everyone on Cait's team look like Pilties. So maybe Vi made connections during her time as an underground fighter and brings in people who she thinks would help them reach their goal.

Another theory that i've been toying with is that, perhaps, Vi never actually abandons her search for Jinx. I think even when she's literally GOING THROUGH IT and hallucinating Cait and is trying her best to cope, she is constantly keeping tabs on Jinx and everything that going on in Zaun. She's collecting evidence and leads (might even be sending it anonymously to Cait or someone she trusts in Piltover) until the time is right to strike.

MAYBEEEE (im getting more theories as i write wtf) jinx and Vi stay in touch during her fighter era. This could've happened after the entire Warwick reveal and the sisters having to be cordial situation , or something to together for like i mentioned in my previous theory post. So Jinx and Vi might be trying to track Warwick or see who's behind all of it, how to keep Noxus out of Zaun (and Piltover). so this might be mid Act 2 or early Act 3.

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Hello! More inquiries!

what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are?

what’s an inside joke you have with your family or friends?

what made you start your blog?

tell a story about your childhood

would you say you’re an emotional person?

what’s something you’ve always wanted to do but maybe been to scared to do?

what do you think of when you hear the word “home”?

fave colour and why?

do you collect anything?

what do you do when you’re sad?

what’s one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?

do you trust easily?

how many tabs do you have open right now?

fave song at the moment?

12. Do you forgive betrayal?

27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?

28. Have you ever been cheated on?

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?

56. State 8 facts about your body

57. Things you want to say to an ex

58. What are five ways to win your heart?

64. What is your definition of cheating?

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?

79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?

82. Who is the last person you hugged?

83. Who was your first kiss with?

84. Why did your last relationship fail?

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

Strawberry: What’s the best dipping “sauce”?

Mango: Do you have any pets? If so what are they/their names?

Lychee: What’s your favorite drink?

Grape: Do you have any siblings?

Gooseberry: Favorite animal?

Fig: Do you think you’re smart?

Cherry: Deecribe someone you think is cute.

Coconut: Do you like the beach?

Banana: What’s the worst artificial flavor?

Blackberry: What kind of phone (if any) do you have?

what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are?

past, parents and the fear of everything

what’s an inside joke you have with your family or friends?

Frutiger "_____" , "______" aero

what made you start your blog?

Started this bad boy *slaps my blog* in december of 2016 (hmmm who told me that again? 👁 oh yeah you) and back then i probably did it to find aesthetic pics

tell a story about your childhood

Ran against a cigarette automat and my mom laughed at me (rudeee)

would you say you’re an emotional person?

Maybe it seems like i am emotionally cold but if you think that you just dont know me enough (my family thinks im a cold brick and that im a robot)

what’s something you’ve always wanted to do but maybe been to scared to do?

Not be scared of everything anymore (BUT WHAT IF THIS HAPPENS??? AND THEN THAT??? WHAT IF????)

what do you think of when you hear the word “home”?

A certain smell? Maybe my mom? Maybe my childhood home? Simpler times? Last moments before death i'll see my mother? Or someone else entirely? I had certain delusions that felt like home like that house in the woods isolated from everyone else just me and him, but i cant trust my feelings at all so who knows what home is, maybe home is everywhere and nowhere

fave colour and why?

Black, dark red, dark blue, purple they look cool

do you collect anything?

Trauma just kidding, no i dont im stingy with money (i do collect pokemons for my dex)

what do you do when you’re sad?

Listen to music and think about how my blorbos will comfort me

what’s one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?

Fantasize about various things good things, sexual things, violent things, death

do you trust easily?

Yes and its a flaw of mine

how many tabs do you have open right now?

Well on chrome i have 97 and on ecosia 181

fave song at the moment?

Hmmm well it changes all the time but i've been listening to HENNESSYXMTNDEW a lot lately

12. Do you forgive betrayal?

Not really, i'll always have it in the back of my mind even if i forgave you (because im too afraid to lose someone so i'll rather have them in my life then set boundaries, cowardly me)

27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?

No

28. Have you ever been cheated on?

Depends what one would call cheating she didnt fuck anyone but she was flirty to other people and kissed them, (then i did the same to hurt her, what a dumb idea, ashamed of myself be better)

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?

I dont want to get plastic surgery i want to look like my parents when im old

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

Feels like thats all i do, yearning, yearning for what? Everything

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

"Omggg i'm so happy for youuu!!" I'd be so hurt but try to play it off but i'll cut the contact slowly or immediately

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?

I still hope we patch things up even though she did me so wrong (have some self respect)

56. State 8 facts about your body

166cm , i'd say my arms are long i think, small hands, small feet, my bones in my legs crack when i walk, body hair is doing well, veins are looking nice

57. Things you want to say to an ex

Habe ich dir nichts bedeutet? Ich dachte wir hatten ein gutes verhältnis (hast du mich jemals gemocht?)

58. What are five ways to win your heart?

I dont think im worth being won over but i'll try listing some stuff anyways, food, tell me when theres something wrong (i have the tendency to not talk about my problems so if you talk about yours maybe i'll talk about mine, and of course i want my partner to feel good so i want to listen and be a good boyfriend), cuddling maybe? I've never really cuddled but i feel like the person who cuddles me i'll fall for immediately because im just that touch starved, someone who lives maybe the same kind of music, same kind of humour

64. What is your definition of cheating?

Flirtatious texts with others any kind of kissing (likeeee why are you being flirty with another person when you have me, if the plan was to make me jealous i'll just leave)

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?

I dont know if i can provide anything back so i'll say nothing

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?

Beautiful eyes

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?

Wrote someone letters that were 5 pages long or more and put rocks and feathers in the letter because they looked cool (never got an answer)

79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?

I feel jealous all the time, something small sets me off like the mention of another name (mostly only with romantical partners, with friends i worry if their friends are better than me and if i'll be replaced soon)

82. Who is the last person you hugged?

My cousin today

83. Who was your first kiss with?

My first love, it was at night i thinkkk i was 16 she brought it the idea up (i was having feelings for her forever and she knew) and i ran around a few rounds until i crashed into her and kissed her (i was so nervous), she acted like it wasnt a big deal and i was so heartbroken about it (but continued following her like a lost puppy for the next few years in the hopes that she'll love me) (i still hope we patch things up again, i mourn for someone that doesnt exist anymore)

84. Why did your last relationship fail?

Not enough communication, impulsivity

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

When im alone all the time

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

*forgets everything anyone has ever said to me*

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

How they treat the less privileged

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

December 2016, 8 years? Goddamn time flies

Strawberry: What’s the best dipping “sauce”?

Cheeseeee

Mango: Do you have any pets? If so what are they/their names?

1 dog teddy

Lychee: What’s your favorite drink?

Pineapple juice also banana juice

Grape: Do you have any siblings?

6

Gooseberry: Favorite animal?

Wolf and snakes

Fig: Do you think you’re smart?

No i'm dumb as fuck (also got a low tier education)

Cherry: Deecribe someone you think is cute.

I'm afraid of falling in love i dont want to think about anyone that i could envision a future with

Coconut: Do you like the beach?

Yes but i havent been in like 8 years (dysphoria)

Banana: What’s the worst artificial flavor?

Hmmm i dont know but i am particular about stuff that is open in the fride/freezer like cheese or ice if i know it'll have to go into the fridge/freezer open i'll just est it whole because i hate the taste when it mixes with the other stuff but for example if its cheese thats open and i'll slap it on a pizza thats fine because its heated up and wont smell/taste like anything else

Blackberry: What kind of phone (if any) do you have?

Samsung a54