#dont let this flop ill cry

[diizi-dot-png]

shapes and colours and stuff

[whalefill]

the two main characters from the fantasy story i've been so busy writing with my best friend :-)

[lununnunna]

pro hero shouto magazine cover pro hero shouto magazine cover pro hero shouto magazi— *shot*

like what you see? follow me! (inspired by @andypantsx3 )

[no-light-left-on]

without any words

[gayassdbz]

Zolu cowboy au my beloved

[3zethe3zr]

What if Blister was as cunning and manipulative as it was said she was, holding all the cards to her chest and never giving away Kestral's murder? Sinking her claws into and dividing up the Dragonets of Destiny, and what if the two she managed to nab would be her ticket to the crown?

What if Blister won?

[junkissed]

camboy jun dropping within the hour be there or be square 🫵

[magicshvps]

okay, this might flop but, like this for a one liner starter and i’ll try and whip something up <3 it’s been almost a solid three week break from the dash, i wanna dip my toes back in. please and thank u. 

[evie-sturns]

𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 - 𝙈𝙖𝙩𝙩 𝙎𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙤

summary: matt is having an anxiety attack, but chris and nick can't seem to calm him down, so they invite you over.

contains: mouth watering fluff, mentions of a anxiety attack, crying, swearing.

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i'm laying in bed, aimlessly scrolling on my phone as i feel my eyelids grow heavy, i put my phone down next to me as i pull up the blankets, closing my eyes. suddenly my phone lights up, buzzing nonstop.

i groan, picking it up,

its chris?

before i can open my messages chris calls me, i quickly accept it, putting it on speaker. "chris, its late are you okay?" i say into the phone, but i'm cut off by his franic voice

"you have to come over now, matt's having a panic attack, me and nick don't know what to do, you're the only one who can calm him down."

without another word i'm out of bed, grabbing matt’s pug stuffed animal which i recently brought him, pulling on a hoodie over my pyjama set and spraying myself with matts favourite perfume as i grab my keys.

"ill be over in 5 minutes, ill be as fast as i can." i say, worry present in my voice as i hang up.

i rush out my bedroom door, pulling on my uggs as i unlock my front door.

i sprint towards my car, climbing in and instantly pulling out of the driveway. i try to call matt as i drive, but he doesn't awnser. my heart thumps as i turn into the sturniolos street. i park messily before leaping out, running up to the front door.

nick lets me in, he looks distraught, i give him a quick hug before walking down the hallway, approaching matt's room.

his door is locked.

i knock one more time, but again i'm met with no response.

"matt? please let me in sweetheart." i say, keeping my voice calm and low. i hear shuffling in matts room before the door unlocks, i push it open slowly.

im met with matt, his bottom lip quivering, his shoulder slouched and his eyes watering.

my eyebrows raise in a sorry, "oh matt.." i say slowly before walking in, shutting the door behind me as i pull him into a hug, he doesn't really hug back, his arms just hang at his side.

matt and i have been dating for 5 months, he's only had one anxiety attack which i was out of town for, i'd only seen him cry a handful of times, and it was never for long, it was always just a few tears.

"come on, come lay down yeah?" i say softly, sitting down in his bed, my back pressed against his his headboard as i pat the spot next to me, matt flops down, his body shaking ever so slightly, he rests his head on my lap.

a silence grows in the room before its broken with a loud sob from matt. my heart drops. my throat burns as matt starts to cry. "oh baby." i say, reaching my hands into his hair as i start to play with it soothingly.

"please talk to me whenever you feel even a little better okay?" i say, my voice barely audible. his tears paint my pyjama shorts.

"you're doing so well matt. let it out for me."

i lean down, placing a kiss on the tip of his nose, which is damp, but it doesn't bother me at all right now.

"im sorry." he says in between shaky cries.

"matt." i say reaching my hands down and hold his body, "dont say sorry, this is the least i can do okay, i love you so much." i say, squeezing his side tighter.

after a few more minutes his sobs become lighter, he takes a deep breath before starting -

"its just everything, i’ve got no privacy left, it’s just so much.. pressure.” he says, his voice shaking with each word.

“i know matt, but so so many people love you, i love you, your family loves you and your friends love you, your fans love you and everything you do, that’s why you’re feeling pressure ‘cause you don’t want to disappoint them, you think?”

i assure him, he sits up slightly, resting on my chest.

matt nods before he sits up fully, moving his body around to face me on the bed, tears present on his face. i reach two hands out, wiping his cheeks with my thumbs before holding both sides of his face.

“i’m so happy to have you matt.” i say, wiping my hands on my sweater. i lean towards him, placing gentle kisses all over his face.

“don’t make me cry again y/n, i don’t deserve anything you do.” matt says, a warm smile spread across his face.

suddenly my face lights up

“oh shit wait!” i say reaching into my pocket, pulling out a small pug stuffed animal, i hold it up proudly “i got you this, it was really reminded me of you when i saw it.”

matt’s jaw drops.

“no way! oh my god.” he says, lunging towards me and tackling me in a hug. he pecks my lips multiple times “thank you so much what!!” he smiles, pure joy spread across his face.

“you’re so cute matt.” i laugh, cuddling him.

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me and matt both dozed off around an hour ago, but i’m woken up by chris and nicks whispers, they’re both standing in the door, staring at us as matt holds the pug tight, his eyes shut and soft snores leaving his mouth.

“how the fuck did she do that.” i hear chris say

“do what?” nick says, a smile on his face.

“what do you mean ‘do what’, she’s only been here for like 2 hours and she’s turned matt from a emotional wreck to a fucking peaceful sleeper, look he’s even holding a pug toy!”

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[livinggxd3adgirl]

synopsis— this is a part 2 of “what’s that supposed to mean?”

a/n— I did not expect so many people to like the first part and want a 2nd part .I thought it was going to going to flop. But thank you guys sm! As always there may be errors so pls forgive me. Likes and reblogs are always greatly appreciated!

It had been about 2 weeks since you left gojo. You had been staying at his best friends, geto’s house. You were wearing getos clothes nice all of your was at your apartment that gojo is currently living in. Gojo had called you a few times, but you never answered. You weren’t sure what he wanted with you, but frankly, you didn't care what he had to say. You sat on the sugurus couch. The house filled with silence. All you could hear was the sound of your beating heart. Your mind ran through what happened that night over and over again until you couldn't even remember your own name.

you were snapped out of your thoughts about gojo when you heard the door click open and getos soft voice. "Hey .. im back, I brought us some food. " Geto had been trying to comfort you with all your favorite foods and just be by your side during this hard time.

"Thanks, suguru.. really, " you gave him a weak smile. Suguru set down his keys before he set the bag of food down on the coffee table in front of you.

"Listen.. I know that you're still heart broken about gojo and all, but he's coming here later. He said he wanted to talk to me about something. " he sounded reluctant to tell you that Gojo was coming and for good reason.

You nod your head as he spoke. He sucked in a deep breath before you spoke. Your throat was itchy because of all the crying you have been doing for the past 2 weeks. "I understand geto, ill leave after I eat." Your weak smile pulled at Geto's heart strings. He truly couldn't reason why he even let you stay so long. Geto felt bad for you, of course, but there was something else he felt for you, but he just couldn't understand what it was.

Before geto could stop himself, he quickly spoke, "You dont have to leave, sweetheart..." he gave your hand a reassuring squeeze. "You can stay in my bedroom while he's here. I can't fathom letting that idiot drive you out of here, too. " You finally let out a real smile as you sniffle. For the first time in 2 weeks, you felt like you finally had someone that was on your side.

"Should we eat?" You ask whike smiling. Geto, let's go of your hand as he starts working the bag open.

2 HOURS LATER

You and geto had eaten and watched movies for a while before gojo texted suguru he was in his way. "Stay here, sweetheart. I'll come get you myself, " Geto reassured you as he gave your shoulder a soft squeeze.

"I'll be here waiting.. and geto thank you, really I'm very grateful for everything you have done for me. " Geto couldn't fathom how stupid Gojo was for letting someone like you out of his sight. God, if you were his, he would never let you leave his apartment.

Sugurus train of thought was interrupted by the sound of the doorbell ringing. He quickly said his goodbyes and answered his front door.

You sat on Getos bed and stared at the closed bedroom door. The mere thought of gojo being just a few feet away from you made you want to throw up. As time passed, it felt like hours, but in reality, it had only been a few minutes.

Your thoughts were interrupted when you heard gojo and getos' voice gradually get closer and closer to the door. You can hear geto say "cmon dude don't go in there really just go wait in the living room ill get it for you".

Before Geto could even stop him, Gojo flung the door open. His eyes immediately widen as he sees you sitting comfortably on Sugurus bed.

"what the fuck are you doing here?"

edit!: prt 3

tags!! @ourfinalisation @96jnie @qashmer @sugurugirlie @gollumsmygel @ritzes28

[maeizy]

C!ranboo little sister x reader!

I HATE MYSELF RN, I LOST THE DANG REQEST THERE WAS TWO AND I REMEMBERED THE FIRST ONE- sjdjdnsidndoanfiehidn anyways the request was by @fantasyfiction-net ! and no I dont have a discord server yet! Ill try and make one though, ty for the advice! And yes I'd love to be freinds!!:D annnyways- ONWARD!!

INFO FOR REQESTS MY FANDOMS, AS WELL AS BLOG

GENRE: PURE FLUFF!<3

SYPNOSIS:x-reader where very young sibling,age 4-5. of C!ranboos, gets close with the sbi, Tubbo, philza, tommy ecr. To where he thinks they like the sbi more than him but they dont.

PRONOUNS: gn

TRIGGERS: getting hurt; (by water[since readers also half enderman]), no others!

Notes <3- totally didnt forget about this- I kinda hate it but its whatever I guess. Sorry for being so inactive as of kate, I'm making a lot of more fics, not in this fandom but in others like Lockwood and co ect. Please please please make sure to check out my blog info and my other stuff I have it linked in ever post :D sorry of this is trash but I hope y'all enjoy anyways.

you and ranboo where getting ready to go to philzas house it had just started to snow. you had always been fascinated by the white floating specs that reminded you of your very own purple ones that floated around you from time to time connecting to you to your ender man heritage.

"Y\N!" your older brother Ranboo yelled out as your tiny bare feet thudded out of the shack door breaking free from your bigger brothers arms to excitedly run out to the snow and attempt to flop down on it, but as soon as your bare skin touched the cold frozen flakes of water it burned, the excitement was then sucked away, as a searing pain tore through the pads of your exposed feet.

an enderlike screech of pain burst from your shocked mouth and purple particles was all your vision picked up on as you subconsciously teleported back, with a soft woosh, you popped back into the small space of the entrance of the Shack, that you and ranboo called home.

upright and confused, you where frantically holding your foot with a Audible "ow,ow,ow,ow,ow-" trying to balance on one leg and hopping backwards. already loosing your balance due to your freakishly long limbs for your age. (Thank your enderside) with a hiss you where sent wheeling back. being uncorranated as is, and then adding the fact you where standing how you where at the moment, you knock things down with you as you fall and land on your back with another shriek and a loud thump.

You let out another small, half hurt half annoyed huff, as tears formed at the ends of your green and red eyes. ranboo panicked running over in a semi-shocked state to grab onto you checking the red scorch marks on your left foot as you pushed yourself up on your elbows to let out another soft "ow" as he bent down to pick up your small 5 year old form.

being carefull not to bump into anything as he stumbled to set you on the staircase as he went to go grab some bandages rambling on with a " oh no!- I said to get your enchanted shoes on! Water hurts us-aww no please don't cry- healing poti-TUBBO"

The shorter boys head popped around the thrown open door as cold wind pushing its way in in a blizzard you hadn't noticed brewing till now, too focused on the throb in your foot.

The boys chipper voice was followed by ranboo half falling down the stairs to greet him and help you "Hi ran boo and- RANBOO WHY ARE THEY CRYING?!" ranboo fumbled with The wrappings as he wrapped it around the fresh wound " they went outside! in the snow! without enchanted boots and got hurt when it melted on them!" The little kid rushed over to tubbo hugging him tightly completely oblivious to ranboo who was trying to help; and ran into the shorter hybrids arms tubbo stooped to pick the younger child up as he set them down again on the staircase.

She wasn't full blown crying now, just sniffling as she tried to wipe of runaway tears as tubbo patted her head warmly with a small comforting grin to calm her nerves. she let the goat boy wrap the rest of the bandages around her foot then gave him an exited hug and a small. "thank you tubtub!" And got to her feet ignoring the ache and running to the front door to pick up her shoes, while ran boo wined a little at The younger boo and crossed his long arms in silent protest, giving a little huff of annoyance.

Tubbo chuckled "apparently she just likes me more" he said in a joking tone. But ranboo frowned "pftt-no.she-" tubbo laughed again as ranboos face turned a shade out of embarrassment. "whatever" he grumbled as he walked over to little y\n as she finished yanking the big enchanted boots onto her much smaller feet. she hummed with a happy little smile as he watched her with furrowed eyebrows standing their a little she got up humming a song tommy taught her and unconsciously grabbed his bigger hand bouncing as she pulled him outside "Phil's!phils!phils!" She chanted as her hand slipped from his when they got to the front porch of their small home in the snowy biome. Phil and technos conjoined house in the distance, lit with a warm light as the girl twirled through the snow twords it.

Ranboo teleported to the front step of philzas house with ease and tubbos head peeked out of the door of ranboos house, confused and annoyed, his shouts unheard as he ran across the landscape to join ranboo, and his sibling, who was huffing up the steps. "Cheater" you glared with a tired face. Your brother grinned as tubbo caught up. they didn't bother to knock as tubbo opened the door lazily and thunked his snow boots on the side of the doorframe. piles of snow landing on the hardwood deck from his boot.

The younger boo copied his actions holding onto the door frame for balance. And with a less powerful kick, her boot collided with the door, sending a little amount of Triump into the girl as she soon forgot about it and rushed into the house.

when she spotted philza and Wilbur having a chat in the kitchen she ran straight to them ranboo trailed aimlessly after her finding a spot next to tubbo as he chatted with tommy. Tomny and tubbo where fighting over who got the last peice of cake to which ranboo intervened and took it holding it above their heads while he took little pieces to eat himself while tommy and tubbo complained.

The little girl rushed over to hug phil who managed a "hey mate!" and patted her head and before he could say anymore she found techno who was talking to Wilbur.

"no -you have to kill them, then you can drag them into the-" he spotted the younger girls salt and pepper hair as she was silently staring curiously at him. He switched up his words as she walked up to him with a small cautious and confused face "kill someone?!" You questioned "uh-but of course we would skip the uh first step. and We would -drag them... to a nice place to have a talk-" she laughed hugging the pig-man who akwardly patted her back with a grimance. A glare shot from wilbur burned into technos skull.

You then hugged Wilbur who already had his arms stretched out. and with a warm smile she ran straight into him as she gripped his jumper with all her force. She leaned her small form back to Look up at his muddy eyes. With a mischievous grin then snatched his glasses off his scarred nose putting them on there face quickly, and dodging his long arms they Ignored the shouts of the older man. running off to find philzas arms to hide in. You darted into the living room, stopping shortly to take in there surroundings. the chatter from the boys, the sun streaming through the window, and the wonderful smells coming from the kitchen of whatever Phil was mixing up. it was comforting, but the loud footsteps behind them where not.

You couldn't make it to philza in time so you went to the person you would normally go for comfort, ranboo. Your brothers long limbs where crisscrossed on the floor and he silently nodded along as tubbo and tommy conversed. His green and red eyes found yours and his mouth turned into a grin and you sprinted twords him. Tommy spotted you coming there way and intervened "HEY y\n!" His bandaged arms opened wide, with a boyish toothy grin. Before you could decide who to go to, Wilbur rounded the corner. a glare set on his face as he squinted at her. "AHAHHHH" you ran straight into tommy.

the betrayal on ranboos face was prominent, his arms dropped slowly to his sides as his smile faded. though he didn't show it his heart panged a little As Tommy's arms locked in around you. He was supposed to be the one you ran too. He was your brother!

Wilbur barreled into the living room trying to take you from him. Tommy attempted to throw you on the couch and quickly cover you up with a pillow but it didn't work. The fight was over, Wilbur grabbed his glasses back off your defeaded half dead looking form and grabbed the pillow and proceeded to beat tommy with it.

You lifted yourself up, your hair now disheveled from the two brothers. You looked over to ranboo, your own brother, who looked a bit downtrodden. A wary smile was shot tword you, you huffed, feeling a bit tired you walked over to him, laying your head on his shoulder and gripping his arm "you ok big man?" He said as he patted your head lovingly "yes-can we go home now?" you yawned "we can- but I thought you wanted to hang out with techno, and tommy and-" " ranboo! I wanna spend time with you!" you smiled up at him, your eyes squinted. ranboo, forgetting you where a very unfiltered five year old died at your next words "Tommy's a little loud anyways-" he Busted open with laughter as wilbur did too, pausing over Tommy's defeated form on the spot on the floor where he had been being hit multiple times with the soft round throw pillow clutched in wills grip, tommy yelled in protest "HEY! I PROTECT YOU AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME??" You look at him blankly " ummmmm- yes." Ranboo shoots grin his way, and scoops you up and grabs your shoes. As you slowly drifted off to sleep, you could hear techno voice echo " the kid was right, you are really obnoxious tommy" and another yelp from the blonde boy as a pillow thrown from techno this time, hit him square in the face. another loud scream was heard this time from tubbo "GET WRECKED" and a bust of laughter was heard.

This was your family.

And as you grew up, it always stayed that way, no matter what you went through, this, what some would call a ragtag group. was stuck with you, as family and you were ok with that, as long as your big brother stuck by your side, you felt impossible.

[okifyouinsist]

tagged by @killerandhealerqueen (i just keep forgetting abt this one SIGH but i have free time rn and im committed)

1. why did you choose your url?

growing up, i just wasn't a social media girl purely bc of the fact that my parents were super strict and I assumed they wouldn't allow me to have it and I just never really saw the appeal anyways. Then later a few friends basically forced me to make my first account and because i wasn't very creative and thought i was the funniest bitch ever i made my first user 'ifyouinsist' and it just kinda stuck ig

2. any sideblogs? if you have them name them and why you have them.

nope. i fear if i had a sideblog id end up neglecting it and forget abt it or make it my new main blog and neglect this blog and this blog is literally my baby

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

well i've had an account since like end of 2019, beginning of 2020???? (im pretty sure) i didnt like use my account tho i just had it to look at other ppls blogs not my own, i only acc recently made up my blog up properly and started posting this year when it was like 2 am and i was on holiday to visit my home country and my mum and my aunts were gossiping and i was like whatever who tf cares how late i am to a fandom and the rest was history

4. do you have a queue tag?

nope, my drafts are a terrifying place and if they ever saw light id die

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

to reblog pretty art and to compliment writers on ao3 AND on tumblr bc they deserve everything and more

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

logan sargeant. need i say any more???? hes my bsf in spirit

7. why did you choose your header?

loscar. LOSCAR. loscar. i am very much totally normal abt them i swear (lying through my teeth rn). they're just my everything unfortunately and sometimes i like to say the fist bump is their version of intertwining their fingers together

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

ik this bc it was the first i myself made and it was abt loscar obviously and i thought i was SO funny (im not) and its lowk still such a flop post but its MY flop post so here it is :)

9. how many mutuals do you have?

idk man im shy (scared of rejection) so i dont have a lot, like genuinely let me go see acc, oh ig its me and my 14 moots against the world i love you guys fr

10. how many followers do you have?

BYE my 26 followers are my 4 lifers fr (im such a flop this is hilarious)

11. how many people do you follow?

37 (sigh need to follow more ppl RN)

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

im gonna be so real idk what defines as a shit post but most probably yeah

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

idk im acc really inconsistent like ill be MIA for 2 whole days and the next week ill be on tumblr like for most of my day when i can its very confusing like today ive not been on it a lot im academically locking in and all that

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

ummm no. like. if i see someone i follow getting hate ill send them a supportive ask and then at the end of it be like anon ur such a loser get a life but other than that. nope.

15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts?

im very much neutral abt them, like idc if i need to reblog it yk if i want to i will if i dont then i wont

16. do you like tag games?

YES (said in a very normal voice)

17. do you like ask games

YES. i love getting asks id cry if someone sent an ask (i have one rotting away from a moot rn i WILL answer it i swear)

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

can i say all my moots. i wanna say all my moots they're all famous in my eyes guys, i start tagging its gonna end with all my moots being tagged but like @killerandhealerqueen and @dwarvenchords were the first 2 ppl to come to my mind theyre both just the coolest fr

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

nah. i have FRIEND crushes on literally all of them tho. wanna be their friends SO bad

20. what is the last song you listened to?

Mamichula- Bizarrap

21. what are you currently watching?

in my docuseries era rn watching breakpoint (STILL)(i only have time on the weekends rn SIGH)

22. sweet/ savoury/ spicy?

sweet. im such a 'lets skip the dinner and just get dessert' kinda girl

23. what is your current relationship status?

this is SUCH a complicated question to answer but heavily leaning more towards single

24. what is your current obsession?

sports. like just sports in general. like ive always been a casual fan of sports but i never used to take a deep dive into it but this year i decided to dive, and i dived VERY deep, so like motorsports, tennis, football, cricket, trying to get into hocky rn im collecting them atp. also. documentaries. like when i get time ill be binge watching like 5 documentaries i just love them sm

25. what are nine albums/ songs you've been listening to lately?

wish i could tell you fr, i mean, rn im re listening to SOUR by Olivia Rodriguez AGAIN bc thats the way my life is going SIGH, Olivia is my favourite basic artist fr, nothing compares to listening to SOUR for the first time in 2021

ANYWAYS, thanks again for the tag i really appreciate it, im gonna tag @ezisregrettinglifedecisions @fabeong @whatssthepooiintt

[notmyprey]

Short story probs will never have pt 2, but yall can dream.

Not many tw's: just panic, sfw vore obv, and eh not happy abt said vore for either party

(Btw, no edits have been made, + I'm tired. Excuse any incomprehensible words)

I am breathing, rough, and heavy. My eyes are burry. With only one question ringing in my mind.

What happened?

I try to get up, but a strange weight in my middle makes me fall back down to my knees. It is sickening, whatever it is.

I start to blink frantically, hoping to clear my eyes of the tears long enough to see what is happening.

The last thing I remembered was.... what was the last thing I remembered? I thought, maybe my friend was there? Where were we, though... my room? I felt around underneath me, recognizing the familiar carpet. Yes, I was in my room.

Where did she go, Clair? She was... near me last I remember. Is she ok? I dont think she would have left if she was fine.

I bring my hands up to my eyes, wiping away more tears. Something is wrong. My stomach twisted like it agrees with my suspension. I need to make sure she is ok.

I try to get up again, the uncomfortable weight still clinging on to my abdomen, prompting a quick gasp at the unnatural force tugging on my lungs. I slowly stand upright, my knees feeling like they are on the edge of buckling out from under me. I slap my hand against many of the surfaces around me, trying to gauge where I am in my room. I finally find my bed and flop down on top of my mattress, the bed echoing the flop due to the extra weight on me.

The longer I lie on my back, the more uncomfortable I feel, and the more ill I become. Finally, the uncomfortableness outweighs my tiredness, and I force myself to roll over, facing the side of my room where I knew my door was.

Slowly, the room became sharper, the lights shifting from lines to glowing orbs, and the cabinets and tables becoming whole once more. I sigh in relief, now that I can see, perhaps I can find my phone.

I look down onto the floor, seeing nothing but the raggity carpet. Something else, though, catches my eye. As I look for my phone, I see a glimpse of what I can only assume is my stomach poking out from under my shirt. In fact, it isn't just poking out. It is large enough that my shirt is now ridden up, exposing my newly bloated middle.

I start to open and close my mouth in a failed attempt to speak through the disbelief. What has happened to me?

I hesitantly place a hand on top of my stomach, to which it responds with a long, loud gurgle. I press into it, surprised to feel that, although my stomach was still soft to the touch and easy to move, there is something under my skin that isn't. My heart is thudding in my chest, my ears ring, and my eyes start to water up once more.

I feel a small flicker of sickening motion start from beneath where my hand was placed, something that made me nearly puke.

"Alex?" I hear a muffled voice ask.

I could hardly get the word out of my mouth, straining even to speak her name, "Clair?"

The tears start to flow again as I feel more movement start from what I have now, a hundred percent, identified as my stomach. The sensation is unlike anyone before has felt. It is like a thousand fingers touching every small crevice of my insides, like she almost was made to fit perfectly, to fill in any gaps I may have had.

"Alex," I feel a sudden larger pressure push against me, perhaps her hand, "please let me out, please." I can hear the pleading in her voice and the way she sounded like she has been crying, making my heart shatter.

I can't respond. My heart is beating too quickly, and my lungs couldn't get any air in them. I sit up, shaking with guilt, which quickly devolved into me crying, in turn clogging my nose and making my breathing worse.

Through this, though, I start to try and heavve her back into my throat. Once, twice, again and again, until I have to stop to breathe. I try again, but this time, I also press up from the bottom of my abdomen. Nothing I do helped.

Choking back sobs, I manage to say, "I-I can't. I can't get you out." I instinctively try to bring my knees up to my chest, but I was blocked by my abdomen. "I'm sorry." I wisper before becoming insoluble. "I'm so, so sorry"

Ye, I've got lots of time for a few days, so yall get to decide

(All these stories can be found in my writing masterlist if ya wanna find it)

[elimoskowitzs-wife]

Miguel finds out eli moskowitz x fem!reader

Summary-hawk and yn hook up after a party your brother Miguel finds out and snitches on you to your mum and stepdad getting you grounded but you still sneak out

Warnings- talk bt hook up, kissing, swearing,mentions of ED and I think that's it

Last night was a huge party at hawks house you an hawk have always been fairly close and flirty but you and hawk this time hawks sober and your tipsy you walk to him grab him by his chin and kiss him it's un expected but hawk kisses you back

A few hours later you and hawk are in your room kissing hawk shirtless and you in your bra and shorts

Miguel screams 'what the fuck yn I'm fucking telling mum Johnny and robby'

'there's a thing called knocking dumb ass honestly go away and don't snitch I beg' you say gasping for breath

Miguel shuts the door and you giggle to hawk putting your hand on his six pack

The next morning you sneak hawk out the house after kissing him again and again you turn around and your step brother robby is there

'who was that' robby asks

'nobody' you reply fast

'nice try your lucky Carmen and dad was out last night' robby laughs

'Miguel is gonna snitch on me because he walked in on us kissing like the fuck honestly don't snitch robby I beg' you pleade

'trust me I've done shit like that before don't worry I got you just gotta worry about miguel'

You sit in your room and Carmen Miguel and Johnny ask to speak to you in the living room

You groan 'fuck sake'

You walk out to your mum with crossed arms Johnny with a stern look on his face and Miguel is smirking

'I'm very disappointed in you yn never have I ever thought you'd be the one to bring a boy home I'm discusted that miggy has came and told me that you was with a boy in your room and you ho I can't even say it Johnny can you please finish it off' Carmen sighs after saying it

'you hooked up with a boy but not just any boy your brothers best friend it's disappointing behaviour' Johnny shakes his head

'I didn't do anything with him' you lie

'don't lie to us because if we go in your room' Johnny raises his voice

'oh fuck off I'm a teenage girl let me live life your so strict but don't care about what Miguel dose or robby dose clearly you don't care about me' you scream slamming your door to your room

You put hawks hoodie on and put the shit he left in a bag and walked to his for a few hours

You knock on his door and hawk answers smiling that your wearing the hoodie he left he kissed you and walked to his room with you

'I fucking hate Miguel he's got me in so so much shit this isn't fair' you complain

'I know i know but he's your brother' he whispers

'I don't care I can't live my life honestly' you flop into his open arms

'I'll walk you home okay princess' he smiles standing up with you

You walk home to Johnny there pissed off

You kiss hawk goodbye and walk in

'YOU HAVE HAD YOUR MUM ME AND ROBBY WORRIED BECAUSE WE THOUGHT YOU WENT MISSING HIM AND MIGUEL HAVE GON OUT LOOKING FOR YOU GET TO YOUR ROOM NOW YOUR MUM AND I DONT WANNA SEE YOUR FACE FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT' Johnny screams and Carmen smiles at you but you ignore her and slam your bedroom door

Robby walk in with some food for you and sees you lied on your bed crying

'I heard the argument get something to eat please I don't want you being ill again your my stepsister' robby comes to you

You shake your head and robby puts the food infront of you 'eat a bit' he says

You take a bite and thank him you text hawk

Hey hawk how'd your mum react?

She reacted fine tbh your parents still mad?

Yup I'll sneak out and see you later

[yeonmuse]

BREAK THE WALLS | Kim Hongjoong

Chapter 17 | Chapter 18 | Full Chapter List

🀥 Government agent Hongjoong x Rebel Oc

🀥 genre | dystopian society, halazia x geurilla concept , enemies to lovers

🀥 word count | 1.1k

🀥 Summary | An organization by the name of Sector 1 was well known for their work in the underground, theyve been well known for the recruiting of teens and using them to form an army since the year 2034. Collecting strays for their rebellion against those in higher power. Now the year is 2064 and the organization still runs strong they run like a family, with the new technology theyve found ways of keeping alive those that have been scorned in any past battles theyve had against the government.

When the government sends in 7 of their best men to infiltrate the organization. What will they do when their cover is blown and their true intentions are revealed? Will they join the rebellion or will they continue to let the government pull their strings like the little puppets they once were?

Skylar district May 11th 2064

"We passed, great but now that we know what Yeosang needs for that surgery we still aren't in the clear." Seonghwa announces as he flopped down onto the couch followed by Yunho and Mingi.

"And we dont have much time to come up with some a plan, the rebellion is ten days away." San sighs as he takes the chair across from the three.

"I'm more than sure since we know the place inside and out they'll make the G team the one responsible for getting inside. This may not be a good look but I think I just might have an idea." At Wooyoung's words all heads turn to him.

"The same day the rebellion is taking place Eden will have already been expecting us all back with information on the organization. While we feed him all that we know it should give Yeosang enough time to snag some of the microbots from the laboratory."

"Well thats a good plan and all san but im more than sure Mingyu wouldnt send is seven in alone."

"Which is exactly why youll need me." Neither of them knew when exactly Jongho had made himself present in the room, but they were more than sure that by what he just said he had heard everything.

"We have got to stop conversing in the living quarters." Mingi facepalms at all of their carelessness

"I assume the microbots are for Yeosangs Tahani blueprints? I found them a few days ago when i went to look for Eris in the lab. Youre not very good with hiding things by the way."

"They were literally stacked away, wrapped in a plastic file and put at the very top shelf of the equipment shelf."

"Okay i may have been snooping around just a little." Jongho admits

"You can use me as leveredge to keep Eden convinced that you're on his side. Your plan is a good one but Yunho was right Mingyu would never send you there alone."

"So its settled then we get the microbots before the rebellion takes place and make sure to get yeosang out of the building no matter what." Seonghwa nods his head, satisfied that they had finally come up with a good plan

"What will we do if Eden somehow realizes that we've switched sides." Yeosang questions

"Leave him to me." The entire time they were discussing hongjoong had stayed silent up until now

Skylar district May 12th 2064

"When will you allow me to open my eyes? I swear Kim Hongjoong if I run into anything because of you ill fuck you up." Tahani complained as Hongjoong covered her eyes and walked her down the hallway.

"It's not like you'd feel it anyways." He responds cheekily

"That's not the point, the point is don't let me run into anything." Amidst the girls' continuous nagging the click of a door could be heard. Upon entering the room hongjoong finally removed his hands from the girls eyes allowing her to see. Hongjoong had decorated the Memory room for the two of them. Candles, blankets and some if Tahanis favorite snacks lie spread out on the floor. All she could do was stare with her mouth hung wide open unsure if she wanted to cry, scream, or laugh at how cute he was. As she turned to face hongjoong his eyes had already been on her.

"Joong..?"

"Before you say anything just, just listen to me for a second yeah?" Sitting her down on the blankets he took his usual seat in the chair sat next to the control panel.

"When Seonghwa asked me how I felt about you a few months ago, I was completely unaware that I'd ever fall for you this hard. The more I'm with you I find myself admiring you and all that you are more and more. Whether I'm sparring with you, watching repeated memories, laughing with you and the guys, I always find my heart beating faster than it should. Back then I told Seonghwa I could never be with you, that I didn't trust myself you. That if i gave in and allowed myself to have you, you wouldnt be okay. But the more i think about it i wanna be selfish. I can no longer deny that you're the entire reason I put so much into staying here. Yes I want what's best for this city but more than that I want what's best for you. To see you happy because ever since the first time I've seen you smile I crave to see it more and more. You have this way of making people see things your way and just worming your way into people's hearts but it seems you've gotten to mine in far too many ways. So I'm simply asking that you give me a chance, Tahani, a chance to prove that I can be good for you but most of all that I'm not Loren."

After those words a video began to play up on the screen. Memories of the two together, memories of the sleepless nights Hongjoong spent with Seonghwa going back and forth with him about his feelings for the girl. The last scene to play on the screen was the day all seven of them had had their evaluations. The day Hongjoong had stolen Tahanis first kiss.

Tahani didn't know when she started crying, but as the slide of memories came to an end she found herself unable to stop the tears that fell as she sat looking at the man who had just poured out his entire heart to her. Without a word she stood up on her feet, walked over to hongjoong and kissed him. She didn't understand why he wanted to be with her knowing they couldnt be like a normal couple, but at that moment she didn't care. She found herself melting away in his embrace, the one place where she felt completely safe to show her true self. Not the tough, stubborn, fighting Tahani, but the soft, vulnerable broken girl that she truly was beneath that exterior.

The two spent the entire evening rewatching old memories and eating snacks with one another until nightfall. It was no surprise when the two of them found themselves walking into their living quarters hand in hand, and neither the guys nor Eris let them hear the end of it.

[secretminn]

OH EM GOSH IM SO NERVYYY WHAT IF I FLOP SO BAD ☹️☹️ ILL CRY PLS DONT LET ME FLOP