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Yall remeber when i mentions sol and loreleiâs kid? Yeah this is him <333 will draw him more later just wanted to get a design set
#artists on tumblr#the owl house#toh#grimwalker oc#traditional sketch#traditional art#heâs like. oc squared. cos heâs the product of 2 ocs#lmao#babey#dont let the sweet face fool you#heâs Angry#heâs a good boy but he Is suppressing Rage and Sadness and desire to Kill (belos)#as all good ocs do#hope u like him ^^#traggyâs shit#Tortured Darlings#HamARTia
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im also increasingly sure that im autistic but we'll never ever confirm that </3
#i had this in person entry exam to a new university to a course that involves working with people young and old#and Apparently waiting for your turn to speak means you never get a turn to speak which means you're not the right fit to be working with#children. i was polite sorry i didnt get in your face about it. come on. :-/#but ok i shall remain the world's most distraught humanities student for a year more. and im going to complain the whole time#i Was excited about this but i did misjudge what this course would be like. bummer. at least the teachers at btk are sweet and lovely#but god let me out. i dont want to do this. i dont want to do any of this. someone give me a thesis question that can't be dealt with in#two sentences#every time i think of something it's like oh yeah the answer is right here. this is the answer and im not going to make a fool of anyone in#writing 15 pages about it#which is admittedly not a lot but i am a man of succinctness and i want an actual worthy topic#and currently im only thinking about jeeves and wooster. i guess there could be something about societal commentary and everything but thats#not very interesting is it#so hi if anyone has an idea they want a meddling english student to research and write about in some detail chime in in the replies#my post#look how succinct these tags are. proving my point#as to why ill never get diagnosed: i could get into that as well but ive almost run out of tags
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When I think of the ways people have hurt me - the ways people have gone out of their way to hurt me, the ways people have changed themselves to become hurtful to me, the ways people know my hurt and hurt me right there - I can only see now, how I will not hurt back the same.
#every time i have to face a situation where i am dealt something that could not even exist a moment in my head as a thought im reminded#in fact it matters to me very much how anyone hurt me on purpose. and it always will. and what matters most to me and i wish would matter#more to others is that you can justify anything. stop justifying ways to hurt people on purpose. dont give it back. dont make it or let it#happen. do that and become that and i could only trust you completely. prove that to me in honest to your soul and i could only love you#in response and forever.#its just. you meet people who are hurting and who demand you hurt as well with them through some justification. you only ever break this#cycle by not justifying that someone should hurt with you actually. and personally im very very effected by years and years and#years of that that dawn on me now only in this good holiday season not one year removed from when i started this big personal journey#both by my own concious choices and others but chiefly here by others. ive long since forgiven myself for that choice but now its just#fool me once again. i have no tolerance for it in anyone. i feel myself boiling over when i see these things happen let alone trying to#creep up in front of me. i only feel that boiling stop once once these things stop or these people stop or i am alone or make myself alone#your results my vary but ive personally had the most disgusting intimate year with myself my soul my brain body and psyche this year as#a result so far. still held on steely to my hobbies and my passions and my love for everything i do still as sweet as ever and still#the same person so many many different things and people tried to bring down and destroy. so from the bottom of my heart if you have put#yourself in my way this year i feel sorry for you and your loss. to the hall brothers & your lame ilk. your will break yourself some day.#my brothers my sisters my cousins my aunts my uncles i hope you never live this year down for what i saw of you and every year before.#and from the bottom of my heart if you have put yourself beside me this year you must already know that terrible tired sadness.#my good friends and my true family that have me i hope i never let you down and i hope we only prove ourselves better still.#anyways. know your worth trans women. know your worth and refine yourself always. nothing else matters first and foremost.
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freaky friday || the proxiesďżź
âSon of a bitch, stop being greedy and pass the fuckin thing.â
Maskyâs voice was sharp and annoyed, his patience growing thin. Hoodie lifted his head up from in between your thighs, his warm tongue abandoning your cunt to pass Masky the blunt they had bought from Ben. Your head currently laid on the brunettes lap, his cock aching in his jeans as Hoodie resumed devouring your sex. The Operator had begun making drug restrictions at the mansion, deciding that after a violent coked out rage from Jeff, no resident would be allowed to consume any substances at all. Normally you and the boys attempted to be decent servants, following the mansion rules. But as proxies you see and do a lot of fucked up shit, the kind that only sex and drugs can fix. So every Friday like clockwork you all agreed to release your pent up stress, by smoking and fooling around.
It was Hoodieâs idea to mix the two, his tongue teasingly poking at your entrance. The sickeningly sweet smell of weed flooded your nostrils as Masky inhaled the beloved blunt, exhaling the smoke out of the open window. Hoodie was in heaven in between your thighs, abruptly shoving two fingers inside of you. You gasped, your hips bucking upwards. Masky glanced down at you, flicking the ash out of the window. He smirked as he looked down at you, your mouth fallen open as Hoodie curled his long fingers inside of you. âYou want me to pass this to Hoodie or can you handle smoking it at the same time princess?â Masky snickered. Hoodie could feel your walls flutter around his digits at Maskyâs mocking. The four of you were all sadistic, but the blonde knew you thoroughly enjoyed being knocked down a peg or two. He purposefully went faster, reattaching his lips to your clit. With a determined stare and a shaky hand you grabbed the blunt from Masky, weakly inhaling as your eyes fluttered shut with euphoria. You could feel the knot in your stomach tighten, Hoodie always quick to make you cum so overstimulating you would be easy. You could feel the weed circulating around your lungs as your head tilted back against Masky, his gloved hand finding your hair.
You exhaled the smoke into the air carelessly, your spare hand pawing at Maskyâs jacket for support. âAwe youâre adorable princess. Gonna cum already? We havenât even taken our dicks out yet,â Masky teased. Hoodie grinned into your folds as he abused your g spot, his tongue swirling around your clit. The brunette could tell you were about to cum, sneakily grabbing the blunt to allow you to ride out your high. The cord inside of you snapped, your thighs trembling as you came on Hoodieâs face. Your heart was pounding, your eyes fluttered shut as Masky nonchalantly moved some stray hairs out of your face. He would never admit it, but he cared for you more than he let on. It was then you could hear the bedroom door open before quickly shutting again. âS-Shit did I miss her first orgasm?â Toby asked, throwing his axes onto the carpet. Hoodie emerged from your cunt, a glorious smile painted across his lips as your juices coated his chin. Masky handed him the blunt, Toby shoving off his goggles. âDont worry kid, I think she deserves many more tonight. Just for being our good little princess,â Masky replied, mockingly grabbing your cheek and shaking it. Hoodie exhaled as he handed Toby the blunt. The blonde looked down at you, his eyes full of lust.
âCmon princess why donât you get down on your knees and see if you can suck three cocks at once, hmm?â
#creepypasta#creepypasta smut#creepypasta lemon#creepypasta x reader#creepypasta x female reader#creepypasta x y/n#creepypasta x you#marble hornets#masky marble hornets#creepypasta masky#hoody marble hornets#masky and hoodie smut#masky smut#masky and hoody#hoodie smut#masky x hoodie#hoodie marble hornets#hoodie#ticcy toby x you#ticci toby x you#jeff the killer x ticci toby#eyeless jack x ticci toby#ticci toby x reader#ticci toby smut#ticci toby
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#me mooning over pictures of him:#in a sweet serene bubbly voice:#you fool! you buffoon!#you dont know how much i want to kiss you do you#you cannon fodder of a man i want to eat you whole and digest you for all my years#please shut up and kiss me on the mouth right the fuck now !!!!!!#i am going to ruin your life with my nonsense and silliness and horribly dramatic approach to problems#i want to hit you upside the head with a newspaper full of the soft and yearnful poems i write for you until you get it into your thick skul#you daft dumb dingus i love you#let me love you you great big oaf#me scowling at pictures of him:#growling i mean absolutely raging completely bonkers beserkly arguing with an inanimate face:#you gorgeous gorgeous human being#you absolutely unbelievably sexy bastard i need you to [redacted] and ***** ** yâhear???#i want ypu to ruin my life you handsome devil#god i love you so fucking much#shut the hell your mouth but put it on mine first#i need you know how amazing and wonderful you make my life#you make me so unreasonably happy you beautiful motherfuck#i am smiling like an idiot right now goddamn grinning like a fool because YOU my friend are SO. FUCKING. GREAT. ???!?#..#do you understand me?#heâs just some guy
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streamer!ellie meeting streamer!reader
summary: ellie basically being a big gay loser mess around reader
a/n: iâve been wanting to write about streamer!ellie more so here we are
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⢠she loves to go to twitch con. always excited to meet other streamers. the one twitch con she's been so excited to go to is the one you're attending.
⢠she'd be posting a twitter:
@carpetmuncherwilliams guys in 2 days im about to meet the love of my life!! we're literally gonna get married n have children together :33
@elliewstinks replied is this about y/n?
@carpetmuncherwilliams replied whattt no ALSO LETS TALK ABOUT YOUR USERNAME?? I DONT STINK TF
@yngamez replied cute.
⢠ellie DIED when she saw your reply. the blush on her face was so embarrassing.
⢠the day of the convention she was so nervous for multiple reasons. 1) she was meeting you? 2) what if she fucks up in front of you? 3) what if you don't like her?
⢠there were so many overthinking thoughts in her mind but they were all washed away when she finally met you.
⢠"ellie! c'mere, sweet girl." you called out to her, holding your hand out for her to take.
⢠she quickly took your hand in hers, relishing the way your skin felt against hers.
⢠you were already talking to a group of people but the moment she came over, your attention was given to her and only her. the way you looked at her had ellie blushing like a fool.
⢠you both hit off well though. talking about random things and getting to know each other on a personal level.
⢠"so, you maybe wanna hang after this convention is over?" you asked
⢠before this moment, everything was going well for ellie. she hadn't said anything stupid or embarrassing, but, of course, she fucked up.
⢠"sure. what's your discord?"
⢠you giggled at her and shook your head, "i think asking for my number would be more romantic."
⢠the colour DRAINED from ellie's face. no way she just asked for a cute girls discord. is she really that much of a loser?
⢠you didn't seem to mind though. you thought it was funny and cute that ellie asked that.
⢠when you departed ways, your number in ellie's phone, she was over the moon. of course she had to tell twitter about this.
@carpetmuncherwilliams i told you guys i had rizz. just got her number :p
@yngamez replied i wouldn't say your 'rizz' is immaculate as you did ask for my discord instead of my number, but ur cute so i'll let it slide
@buffjesse replied no fucking way you asked for her discord you fucking loser. god you are never gonna hear the end of this. just wait till i tell dina LMFAOOO
@carpetmuncherwilliams replied i hope u choke and die jesse
yeah, she was definitely a loser, but she was your loser.
#ellie williams x reader#tlou#ellie williams tlou#ellie williams#ellie tlou#ellie williams x y/n#melposts#ellie williams fanfic#ellie williams imagine#ellie williams x you#ellie williams fluff#streamer!ellie#ellie x you#ellie x reader#ellie x y/n
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Billyâs Girl
Pairing: Billy Hargrove x Cheerleader!Reader (readerâs last name is Emmerson; no reason, just cuz)
Warning: Fluff, making out, Billy realizing heâs in love, and Jason Carver being the dick that he is.
Enjoy & let me know what you think! ����
âDude look at Emmerson, she looks fucking hot in that cheerleading outfit.â
âNah man have you seen Chrissy? She looks amazing.â
âYeah but have you seen that skirt on Emmerson? If she jumps a little higher, Iâll be able to..â
âFinish that fucking sentence Carver, and the only thing youâll be able to do is drink your lunch through a fucking straw.â
Billy Hargrove turned around from his seat on the bleachers to glare at the boy seated directly behind him, who was objectifying his girlfriend. Now, dont get it twisted. No one loves cat calling more than Billy Hargrove. But now that heâs a taken man things have changed. He only had heart eyes for his girl. Little Ms Emmerson was one of the first people he met in this shitty, bumble fuck town when he first moved here with his fucked up family. She was beautiful, kind, and sweet, the love of his life. She was the light to Billyâs darkness. He promised her and himself that he would protect her at all costs. And he intended to keep that promise.
Jason Carver visibly gulped at Billyâs threat, knowing that the Hargrove boy wasnât kidding. Billyâs glare deepened and it his nose flared, almost like a bull ready to charge.
âSorry Hargrove, didnât see you there. Just meant to say that your girl is gorgeous.â Jason said, attempting to calm the situation.
Calling her gorgeous? Strike two.
âYeah I know sheâs fucking gorgeous Carver, Iâve got eyes. Just keep your fucking eyes on your own girlfriend and shut your fucking mouth,â and with that, Billy turned back around, eyes back on his girl as she practiced with the rest of her team.
As if feeling his gaze on her, she turned and found Billyâs eyes immediately. She smiled wide and blew him a kiss before getting into the next routine formation. Billy pretended to catch the floating kiss and brought it to his heart. One of the girls around her whispered something and Billy watched as his girl smiled and blushed, the girls around her obviously teasing her about her their relationship. Her bright eyes found his again and Billyâs swore that in that moment, heâd never felt a love stronger than that. His heart tightened in his chest and he felt like he could explode with pride.
Practice ended an hour later and Billy found himself outside, leaning on his Camaro and patiently waiting on his girl. With anyone else, Billy would have driven off, angry at having looked like a fool for waiting an hour for someone. But for his girl? Billy would wait until the end of time. The gym doors opened and the sound of a gaggle of girls made its way to Billyâs ears. He looked up, arms crossed in his denim jacket as he waited to spot her, a smirk immediately forming on his lips when he did. She locked eyes with him and said goodbye to her friends, making her way towards him with a huge smile on her face.
âHey handsome. Thank you for waiting for me,â she said, as she wrapped her arms around his neck and nuzzled her nose against his.
âAnything for you. Just donât make it a habit. I barely wait for Maxine when sheâs late,â he teased giving her a genuine smile, his deep voice rumbling in his chest.
âThatâs mean, you should wait for her more often. Itâs going to get chilly soon,â she gently berated him, her fingers playing with the curls at the nape of his neck. Billy suppressed the shiver he felt coming on, and pulled her closer. She giggled in his arms, pressed so tightly against him, and loving every moment of it.
âIâll think about it. But I donât want to think about my little shit head sister right now. I want to think about you in that little uniform of yours,â he whispered against her lips, barely touching. She played along, whispering a reply against his lips as well.
âOh? And what about my uniform?â
âJust that itâll look way better on my bedroom floor,â he growled and closed the space between them, pressing his lips hungrily against hers. He swallowed her gasp and slipped his tongue into her mouth as he devoured her. One of his hands slipped down to her behind, using his large palm to give her an impromptu squeeze. She squealed into the kiss and Billy laughed against her lips. When they broke apart, they were both panting.
âWoah, where did that come from?â She asked breathlessly. Billy grinned and nuzzled his nose against her again.
âWhat, canât a guy show his girl just how much heâs missed her?â She smiled back at him and pulled him into a sweet embrace.
What she didnât see, however, was Jason Carverâs car behind her as she and Billy were making out.
Whatâs she also didnât see, was that while Billy was hugging her, he was sporting the biggest shit eating grin; his arm around his girlâs waist and middle finger up at Jason as he drove by, a scowl on his face.
#billy hargrove x reader insert#billy hargove imagine#Billy Hargrove fanfic#billy hargrove oneshot#billy hargrove#billy hargrove fluff#billy hargrove x reader
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ŕ¨ŕ§ Ë đđđ đđ¨đ˛đŹ đđ§đ đđĄđđ˘đŤ đŹđđ§đŹđ˘đđ˘đŻđ đ đ˘đŤđĽđđŤđ˘đđ§đ!
satoru gojo, suguru geto, megumi fushiguro, yuji itadori
ŕ¨ŕ§ satoru gojo
accidentally makes you cry like.. way too often.. usually because heâll make a joke and you take the wrong way.
dont worry- he makes up for it in full.
while he isnât the best at providing comfort through words. heâll apologize through expensive gifts, or taking you out for a date at a nice restaurant.
âlisten- iâm sorry baby. i didnât mean it like that, i swear..â he says frantically as mascara streams down your face.
heâll wrap you up in a big hug, pulling you flush against his chest. âitâs okay, baby. you know i love you, right?â
of course, he tells his best wingman. geto facepalms, âthat mouth of yours is gonna get you in trouble, satoru.â he mutters, the second-hand embarrassment evident in the way his nose scrunches as he cringes.
if someone else says something that hurts you, you best bet that if you tell gojo, theyâll regret it. gojo can be rather petty and vindictive when it comes to defending his sweet girl.
âi joke around a lot, but iâm serious about you, okay? promise.â
ŕ¨ŕ§ suguru geto
he has a natural calmness that helps keep you grounded when you start to get overwhelmed.
if youâre feeling overstimulated that day, heâll run you a bath, cook you dinner, anything he can do to make you feel less overwhelmed and at peace. âlet me handle it, okay?â he murmurs softly, before gently ushering you back into bed.
if anyone ever pokes fun at your sensitivity, heâll be the first to remind you thatâs what makes you special.
âdonât listen to people like that. they donât know you like i do, doll.â
heâs always looking out for you, making sure people donât take advantage of your kind nature.
if you needed it, he could listen to you for hours.
ânever apologize for feeling. itâs what makes you human⌠and what makes you so easy to love.â he whispers, brushing a tear off your cheek with his thumb.
ŕ¨ŕ§ megumi fushiguro
he may not be the best at communicating or expressing his own emotions, but he is surprisingly empathetic. most of the time he can tell somethingâs wrong before you say it.
heâd die before breaking a promise to you.
he knows loud environments can be overwhelming for you sometimes, and he feels the same as well. you two often leave functions early together, retreating to the quiet of his apartment.
he keeps note of things that cheer you up, like cute stuffed animals, or your favorite snacks. if he knows youâre feeling extra sensitive, heâll stop by and drop you off some comfort items.
âno, youâre not too sensitive.â he murmurs, gently rubbing your back as you sob next to him. âdid someone tell you that? who was it?â he asks, his expression turning more serious.
regardless of how much of a crybaby you are, he finds it endearing how you express yourself freely, something heâs always envied about you.
âyouâre stronger than anyone i know, okay? donât let anyone make you think otherwise.â
ŕ¨ŕ§ yuji itadori
heâs a master at cheering you up. he always knows the right joke to crack to make you smile, the right things to do to get you back into a good mood.
heâs not afraid to make an absolute fool of himself if it means he can make you laugh.
âletâs head home, yeah? iâve got a tub of ice cream waiting for us in the freezer!â he says with a cheerful smile, patting you gently on the back as he tries to race you back to the car.
heâs your biggest cheerleader, always hyping you up whenever you feel insecure.
he gives the best hugs ever.
if someone upsets you, he is quick to defend you. heâs not usually confrontational, but if itâs about you, heâll stand his ground. âhey, thatâs not okay dude. apologize.â
âtoo much for me? hun, nothing is too much for me. especially not you, sweet girl.â he says softly with a small smile, before pressing a gentle kiss to your temple.
he always talks about you to his friends, singing your praises like youâre his queen. âsheâs the best thing thatâs ever happened to me. really.â
my four favorite boys!!! things keep pouring out of my brain help. hope you like it hehe :3
Šhikidoll inc. do not copy.
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#jjk satoru#satoru gojo x reader#jujutsu satoru#satoru x you#jujutsu kaisen satoru#satoru fluff#jjk geto#geto suguru#geto x reader#jujutsu geto#getou suguru x reader#geto x you#geto x y/n#megumi x y/n#jjk megumi#jujutsu megumi#megumi fluff#megumi x you#megumi x reader#jujutsu kaisen megumi#megumi fushiguro#yuji itadori#jjk yuji#yuji x reader#yuji itadori x reader#yuji x you#yuji x y/n
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A Son For A Son
´*: シďžâË Deamons Bastard!Reader x Yan!Team black. Pt.2
â°ď˝Ľďžâ§â˝ first fic here.
â°ď˝Ľďžâ§â˝ summary: the queen has given a order, and craving revenge you expect.
â°ď˝Ľďžâ§â˝ words: 1k
â°ď˝Ľďžâ§â˝ warnings: blood & gore, murder and death, reader killing, reader being her father, uncanon events, poison, I just needed to make this.
â°ď˝Ľďžâ§â˝ DONT READ IF YOU WANNA BE SPOILED: reader does in fact kill aemond in this and idk if you are happy about it, I want his head to take to my queen.
âI want Aemond Targaryen.â she stood before the council ďżźcovered in dirt and who knows what.
It had been two weeks since the letter about the death of Lucaerys had arrived and you all had been the worst for it. and ever since she searched and searched for a sign of truth, desperate to be wrong. that her sweet boy was alive. you knew he was dead and you wanted everyone to pay for taking luke. you wanted aemond targaryen to pay. you took anger out on the ones you could, or roamed the skyâs to get your mind off of things. you would not act without her orders.
The resemblance ďżźyou shared to daemon was close and terrifying for your foes. just as you had the idea to fulfill her wishes, your father did too.
âI donât know what youâre planning,â the sound of your voice made his shoulders fall and a smirk appear on his face, one you couldnât see. a dark cloak draped over his shoulders and matched the same one across your frame. âbut I have a better one.â
âNo.â you glare at the back of his head. again denied something worth your talents.
âYou canât tell me what do to this time father.â standing your ground as his eyes turn around, a look he uses when heâs serious. and for him it was like looking into a mirror, you carved blood just like he did and loved getting to spill it. even for no reason at all.
âI have waited around for a task, and she has said she wants Aemond. I mourn the loss of my brother too, and you can not keep me from whatever it is that you think youâre protecting me from.â
Hundreds of men died at the end of your blade at night as you slip throughout the shadows. you were a slayer, a assassin who followed your own roles but loved coin and the game. a story to tell children to make them weep and fear the dark. so how could he still think you are not ready.
âI have let you do what you needed, patrol the blockade against my wishes. or fly alone when our enemies wait to make us weakerâ he lectures, âand I will not let them take you.â for a moment you saw a regular father begging for his daughter to stay safe. you arenât just a daughter now but a soldier in war.
âI would never let them take me,â you step closer and give him a smug look, âI am your daughter after all.â
Instead of going himself, daemon sends you, for the head of the copycat prince.
the castle gates are easy to slip passed with the help of a guard who shares your hatred for the hightowers. and many times, you slip into the keep without getting caught.
âSomething told me youâd be here,â his eye glanced at you amused from the cough as his fingertips spin a coin. âItâs as if the gods made me stay here.â aemond unfolded his legs and leaned forward on his knees. many years you hated the way he spoke to you like a interest of his to be claimed like his bitch dragon.
âThen the gods agree youâll die tonight.â
aemond waited for this moment to finally fight you. he wanted to win and keep you forever as a trophy, a wife who was like him and everyone feared without a doubt. he wasnât a fool, you are a skilled killer and he needed to bring his all. and some skills stayed in the dark.
a slice in his chest, in his leg and cheek arenât as bad as he thought when he had you pinned down onto the table. the cold feeling of metal as his hands wrapped around your throat was refreshing. you didnât try and fight back as he took your breath because the fight was won as soon as it started.
And he should have known you couldnât be this sloppy.
curling lips up into a devilâs smirk, looking into his eye he feels himself weakened and his grip loosen. the power of letting a man win and wiping ďżźall power from beneath their feet was riveting and a hobby. Aemond leaned back and placed his weight onto the couch while trying to keep composure. âYou honestly think i wouldnât have a plan? Make my own rules?â you raise a brow and rub the sore skin of your neck, inching closer while standing up yourself.
âSilent reaper is the name they whisper about me, come in quickly without notice. I always kill my enemies without them awake, but you,â you point and lean down as his eyes become bloodshot, âI want to feel the most pain. And I will enjoy it.â within a few minutes his body starts to leak its own blood. he was quickly taken to death of course, you couldnât hear his pleads but youâll satisfy with his death.
guards fall silent when they watch you walk through the halls they donât even announce your name. white locks lace your fingers and the weight of his head was little and you look like your father with the proud eyes of what you did. the sounds of your footsteps cause the council to glance over but stay with shock. non of them expected to see that and much less out of no where. though, your father seemed pleased and chuckled at the sight.
âThe head of Prince Aemond Targaryen, your Grace.â Walking past Jace you set the bloody head on the table as people gawk ďżźand flinch. âthe poison was my idea, hope you donât mind.â a second later you yawn of exhaustion and boredom. you look at rhaenrya as her eyes glossed with the revenge you took for her.
âIf youâll excuse me, the ride back was tiring and I wish to get back to my book.â bowing down you flash a âpoliteâ smile and walk away to your chambers with pride and a hand rested on your blade. with everyone wondering what else you would do for the queen,
Your mother.
#team black#house of the dragon x reader#yandere house of the dragon#house of the dragon#yandere house of the dragon x reader#daemon targeryen x reader#rhaenyra#rhaenyra targaryen x reader#yandere ârhaenyra targaryen#dead dove do not eat
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Amor Prohibido đˇď¸
a west side story au
w/c: 2.9K
pairing: miguel oâhara x latina!reader
tags: 18+ smut. opposite gangs, forbidden love, not caring x2, cunnilingus, dirty talk, fingering, espaĂąol (era necesario), heâs a sweetie, masquerade dance, chino is a opp, double reveal but theyâre all pissed, you donât care and leave, car sex, voyuerism, unprotected sex, riding, sweet ending
taglist: @reader-1290
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you were supposed to stay away from him. your older brother had always scolded you about only going out with one of your own. didn't have to be your exact ethnicity but they had to be latino, not any of the white guys.
you found that to be harder than expected. mainly because you didn't really care for his rules. you were always a rebellious kid and sister so now being in your early twenties that didn't exactly change.
so he continued to repeat that after you've only been in the states for less than two years, you knew you'd be in trouble.
at least thatâs what you thought until you found someone that maybe you could cheat this system with. Miguel OâHara was half irish and half mexican, with tanned skin, dark slicked back hair, and a thick accent to match.
his dad was a rich man, married a mexican woman so thatâs why he was able to be in the jettâs, because they ignored the mexican half. he wasnât exactly like the rest of them, openly hating on any and all latinos who come into the city because heâs seen firsthand how his mom was treated.
he was kind, thoughtful, and sweet. everything youâve ever wanted in a man so your brother would just have to deal with it.
he was the man of your dreams, but of course there was a downside, probably the worst one, yet that wasnât enough to put him off you or vice versa.
being the all too rebellious girl you were, you freely were sneaking back and forth with the second in command of the rival gang opposite your brother's and you didn't care too much about it. especially not when he was between your thighs, eating you out like he hasn't had a proper meal in years which was ironic because he never misses a meal, let alone his dessert.
his mouth was sucking and flicking your clit while he pumped two fingers inside you. he always took great care of you, making sure you don't go a day without a proper orgasm.
the worst part was that you let him.
you really couldn't help it, not when he was making you moan so loud and feel so good that you could practically see stars. it was to no surprise that you couldn't push his advances away, even if you tried heâd just convince you anyway.
he pulled away for a few seconds just to tease you because it always had you squirming, clenching tightly against his fingers, "like that baby?"
you could only nod your head, feeling too good to give him a proper answer. he didn't accept that though. he needed to hear you, especially if it was in your native tongue.
"tell me how much you like it, pretty girl.." he murmured, looking up at you with those pretty brown eyes while you just pouted.
"mucho- p-please dont stop." you whined, reaching down for his head so he can keep working his magic. (so much-)
"eager girl... you know you shouldn't even be with me but here you are, desperate and aching for me.. so fucking dirty, mi amor." he teased only making you whimper, especially at his usage of such an endearing word. (my love)
given every pet name that slipped past his lips had you like a lovesick fool but still, you were losing it even more, "fuck miguel- por favor- i n-need more!" you whined once more, bringing a grin to his face. (please-)
âpues porque me lo pediste asĂâŚ. como no, hermosa?â he says under his breath before going straight back in to suck on your clit. (well since you asked like that⌠how could i not, beautiful)
you gasped and brought a hand down to his hair, tugging on it making him groan against you. it sent shivers all over your body and made his pants feel even tighter.
he loved the forbiddenness of your situation. knowing you shouldn't be doing this, from either side but not being able to help yourselves. he was just, if not more obsessed with you which said a lot.
he closed his eyes and focused on the sweet taste of your arousal, always so fucking good like an ice cream sundae down at the diner. sadly he couldn't take you on any proper dates because it would be odd to others and you didn't want miguel to get into any trouble. have it be by riff, bernardo, or his parole officer.
so he would close up shop early for his boss, who was an elderly puerto rican lady named valentina. definitely accepting of your relationship and having grown very fond of miguel, like a son, of course she was going to help him sneak you in. also given the fact he was on parole and this was now his home, he didn't have much of a choice anyway.
he brought his left hand up to your body, first to squeeze your left breast just earning himself the sweetest gasp from you, then you decided to grab his hand and intertwine your fingers together. his face flushed and he felt his heart beat faster, your eyes were on his and he was determined to make you come in his mouth.
he stopped for a split second just to add a third finger then he pumped her fingers faster and harder than before. you squeezed his hand tightly prompting him to do it right back while you quickly felt yourself getting closer to the edge.
âmiguel! fuck- por favor- no pares-â you moaned and grind your hips up desperately. (please- donât stop-)
he moaned against you, practically grinding against the mattress while pumping his fingers as fast as he could. your walls entrapped them and he started curling them up to hit your sweet spot, purposely knowing youâll come faster.
he pulled away for a few seconds just to egg you on, âgonna come for me baby? sabiendo que ni debes hablar conmigo?â (knowing you arenât even be talking to me?)
âfuck miguel! si, claro que si-â you cried and felt your legs start to shake.. (yes, of course yes-)
âasĂ, mi amor, asĂ.â he cooed softly, eye back on yours, âcome on baby.â (just like that)
his sweet tone was enough to send you over the edge, gripping his hand tightly while you cried out for him. he kissed your inner thigh, slowed down his fingers, and giving you more praise while you rode out your high.
you closed your eyes and clamped your legs shut, feeling so overstimulated. he slowly slipped his fingers out, a loud plop filling your ears as you covered your face with both hands. you could hear his chuckle and his shuffling as you calmed yourself down.
suddenly you feel his arms wrap around you, pulling you towards his chest and you werenât going to deny a nice cuddle. you laid your head on his chest, swinging an arm over his body while you listened to his heart beat.
there was something about the aftermath that just made this more real and loving. you didnât know how your future would look but there was no way in hell youâre letting something this good, go to waste or into hands that already had a turn.
the following weekend there was a masquerade dance being held at the gym in the rec center and miguel wanted to be introduced as your boyfriend knowing damn well that could be the cause of world war three. but he didnât really give a fuck, willing to fight for your love and more importantly, end this dumb terf war between both the gangs.
the dress code was black and white, just so everyone would be somewhat the same. the lights were flashing so it was easy for you to sneak in with miguel.
you were both wearing black masks that had white designs on them. you in a black swing dress that anita made for you, off the shoulder with white pearls along the edges. perfect for the occasion.
miguel was in the nicest pair of pants, borrowed from his father as well as a black button up shirt.
he was looking around the dance floor, watching how each group was in their respective half and dancing their hearts out. neither of you have both seen and since the city decided to go all out for this dance to make everyone get alone, the lights were still going crazy.
he took his arm off your waist and held his hand out to you which you happily took. he led you to the middle of the floor and it was an upbeat song, so he grabbed your hands and you began dancing together.
you followed his lead and moved in sync with him and everyone else around you. your dress moved beautifully, miguel twirling you as much as possible to keep that smile on your face.
you moved back and forth between both sides of the dance floor, not wanting to stick to just one side in case you were to get caught that easily. it wasnât so strange since most people by the middle were doing that anyway.
there were a couple people on the sidelines just watching, either because they canât dance or they donât have dates. singletons from both gangs but no shark was going to take a latina out to dance or vice versa, knowing theyâd get a beating right then and there.
the song changed to a slower one so you adjusted accordingly with your arms around his neck while his were on your waist. you swayed back and forth slowly, staring into each other's eyes and ignoring everything else.
you felt happy being able to do this. and sure it was mainly due to the fact that everyone was wearing masks and you could barely even see the person next to you but still. you had the man you adored the most out in public like this and it was all you couldâve asked for.
you sighed and gave him a loving smile, taking a step closer to place your head against his chest. you danced slowly now taking one of his hands and sticking it outwards while he held your other hand by his chest.
it was a sweet and pure moment. what was once such a rarity in your life and now was slowly becoming something you needed to have every day. not at all afraid for the future, at least not now that his arms are around you. it was warm and protective, like nothing bad could happen when you were like this.
but unfortunately that wasnât the reality you were living in.
anita was the first to notice you, not thinking anything of it until she realized the man you were dancing with wasnât chino and she had to stop herself from gasping out loud. the second to notice was riffâs girlfriend, graziella, whose eyes went wide when she looked past riffâs shoulder to find miguel with bernardoâs sister of all the girls.
they both kept their mouths shut, hell even leading their men away from that part of the dance floor just to save all parties from a potential disaster. you didnât even notice, not a single clue the jig was almost up but saved by the two girls.
that quickly changed when you decided to just take a look around the dance floor, moving your head up to take a better peak while miguel swayed you both. your eyes scanned all the couples in their fancy attire and dark masks but suddenly stopped at one guy standing still on the sidelines, eyes already on yours.
your eyes grew wide and your heart started racing, you shook your head against miguel, praying to god that chino wonât say a word.
you watched him carefully, almost unable to move because your nerves were getting the better of you. âpor favor.â you mouthed to him and he just slowly shook his head. (please)
he started walking to the left side of the floor, you quickly looked over, trying to find your brother and anita. your eyes followed chino and you looked to where he was walking and you knew your fun was over.
you looked away, gaze back on miguel and leaned towards his ear, âweâve gotta go.â
he looked down at you, noticing your nervous expression, and nodding. he let go of you, quickly grabbing your hand and leading you out. he pushed past bodies, not caring for the grunts and swears of his own friends.
they luckily didnât even notice it was him, otherwise heâd have another problem on his hands. he led you out of the main exit, quickly walking to the parking lot to his car. the cold air hit you but before you could even react to it you heard someone yell your name behind you.
the all too familiar voice had you gulp and walk faster while miguel squeezed your hand, trying to make you feel better, âtodo va estar bien, okay?â (everythingâs gonna be fine)
you nodded and then heard yelling behind you, anitaâs voice filling your ears as she begged bernardo to leave you alone. you could hear them argue like they usually did when you finally got to miguelâs car. he unlocked and opened your door when suddenly the side door bursts open and out comes riff with graziella laughing.
you had one foot about to go inside when riff just blinks at the sight in front of him. you stayed silent, not having anything to say while miguel urged you to get inside the car. âmiguel please- letâs just go, anywhere but here.â you pleaded and he just nodded but his eyes were on his best friendâs.
riff was now scoffing, shaking his head in disbelief and disapproval while miguel helped you inside. he closed your door shut and walked behind the car to get to his seat just so he didnât have to get even closer to riff. he stopped before getting inside, giving him the chance to say something to him.
riff was baffled, stun locked, and disappointed. this felt like a stab in the back to him, towards the sharks and everything they stood for.
but his definition was always different to miguelâs, he just never considered that fact.
finally he was able to speak up, âi canât believe you.â
miguel sighed and stopped him from even starting a rant, âwell believe it because iâm done pretending to be something iâm not. i canât live like that anymore and you better fucking believe that iâm marrying this girl one day.â
your face grew warm and your heart started pounding, his honest words sounding like a declaration and in front of his best friend just made it all the more real and serious.
he gave him one final look before going inside and starting the engine. you took a deep breath and looked to the right to see bernardo and anita walking over. she gave you a sympathetic smile and your brotherâs was better than before.
you gulped and rolled the window down, speechless at first before thinking of the right thing to say, âperdĂłname, hermano. es mejor pedir perdĂłn que pedir permiso.. encontrĂŠ un amor verdadero y bonito, espero que lo entiendas.â (forgive me, brother. itâs better to ask for forgiveness than to ask for permission.. i found a love so real and so beautiful, i hope youâll understand)
he sighed and nodded, unable to speak because it felt so surreal. instead anita spoke, â felicidades, mi niĂąaâ (congratulations, my girl)
you smiled at her and miguel finally pulled out and slowly drove away leaving behind your loved ones conflicted and confused.
as soon as you were far and hidden enough you both jumped to the backseat. such strong comments towards your familyâs brought an energy you never felt before. an even better and stronger pull towards miguel, one that had you feeling extra grateful from him and more affectionate.
it took little to no convincing for you to ride him. you had been riding him fast, eager and ready to please while making out. hands touching anything and groping, squeezing gently as you bounced your ass up and down like you have before.
only now was he started to thrust his hips upwards as you slammed down, making sure to hit your sweet spot every time. you tried your hardest to keep up with him but he never made it easy on you, even when you were trying to do something for him.
his hands were gripping your hips, squeezing your flesh while he helped you fuck yourself harder on his cock, desperately wanting to come already. neither of you were in any mood to take it slow, just wanting it to be as passionately fast as possible.
his praise against your lips filled your ears, making you moan against him while he just continued kissing you. he kept repeating his promising words of forever, making sure you wouldnât forget them.
aunque todavĂa tuvieron un amor prohibido, se sentĂa como si ahora nada de todo mundo los puede detener. (although you still had a forbidden love, it felt like now, nothing in the world could stop you now)
como si todo este tiempo podĂan estar asĂ sin importar lo que digan los demĂĄs. (as if all this time you couldâve been like this without caring what anyone else says)
but at last, you could do that now anyway and there was no one that could come between the sweetest of love youâve ever felt with the absolute man of your dreams.
#miguel ohara#miguel ohara imagine#across the spiderverse#miguel o hara#atsv miguel#miguel ohara x reader#miguel ohara smut#miguel ohara x y/n#miguel ohara oneshot#miguel oâhara#miguel oâhara smut#west side story au#12 days of smutmas
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LnDS HCs: Sylus (General HCs)
HI! I HAVE TOO MANY HEADCANONS FOR SYLUS SO PLEASE TAKE THEM!! THEY WILL DEFO NOT BE ACCURATE COME JULY BUT STILL IM USING WHAT SCRAPS OF INFO I HAVE RN AND IF HE TURNS OUT LIKE THIS APOLLO GAVE ME THE GIFT OF PROPHECY
IF THIS IS INACCURATE I WILL COMMIT CHAPTER 4 OKOK
GENERAL HC DUMP / PREDICTIONS (MAYBE DONT COUNT ON IT)
Okay, we all agree he comes off as the type of guy that would burn the world for you.
BUT!
Big but here.
I don't think he's a terrible boyfriend or anything. In fact, he genuinely does love you.
I believe, me personally, you are the one weakness this man has and he will treat you with care. Is the way he treats you rough around the edges and comes off a little different than most? Yes.
But he won't ever actually hurt you. He watches you from afar like a silent protector to make sure you aren't hurt, even using his Evol to make sure you STAY alive.
I personally think he might actually treat you kinda like one of his men, like an equal in terms of "you can definitely handle yourself and I know you're strong", but he'll still keep an eye on you just because you're that important to him. He trusts you.
...okay, so like, maybe not completely trust you because let's be honest here, you're kiiiinda prone to trying dumb shit on him, but it's funny. He'll forgive it. The smug bastard.
From what I've seen, he comes off cool, suave, knows what he's doing. Cocky.
Bad boy. He's a bad boy in all sense of the word.
He knows what he's doing, he's confident, he's charming. Knows what to say and do. He's also a CEO so dealing with people? Basically easy for him.
When it comes to you? He will flirt. Because he likes getting a reaction out of you.
I bet he teases you a TON. You hate him? Good. At least you have him in your thoughts.
Love is war with him. You try to scheme? He already has a counter. Man is 100 steps ahead of you, but just likes seeing you make a complete fool of yourself.
You know when he gets the upper hand he'll have that signature smirk of his that just screams "kiss me to shut me up and I'll consider this your win".
You thought Rafayel had an ego? Nah. NAH, THIS DUDE HAS AN E G O.
Sparring sessions with him are very likely. He'd probably be like "alright, but not going easy on you" or something cocky like that with a smug smirk on his face.
Man genuinely treats you as his equal though when training. Teaches you everything he knows and points out some techniques you might be rusty on.
Rizz is off the charts. He's lived in the N109 Zone and breathed it for so long. He's a sweet talker, so be prepared for him to know how to make you melt.
But also, he will actually spoil you. Will he make you work for it? Yes. He will give you an entire runaround (make you say please, make you verbalize it, etc), but he does it because he loves you.
You are genuinely his soft spot, and I CANNOT stress this enough.
The things he does in the dark are things he does FOR YOU. His reason for being REVOLVES around you, you just don't know it yet. Don't let him being the leader of Onichynus get to your headâhe has method to his madness.
#lnds#lnds x reader#lads#lads x reader#l&ds#l&ds x reader#love and deepspace#love and deepspace x reader#lnds sylus#lads sylus#l&ds sylus#love and deepspace sylus#sylus x reader#sylus headcanon#sylus qin#qin che#sylus x you#no because listen the things ive seen are so#UGHHHHHHH HE SO......!!!#HIS GENTLE SMILE??? THE FIST BUMP.#tHE FIST BUMP GOT ME ANYWAY#IYKYK#IM JUST SAYING SYLUS IS MY BIAS OKAY IM SORRY I HAVE BACKGROUND WITH SYLUS AIDIDJDJD
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hiii!
could you write something with Charles where heâs obsessed with readers boobs?
Thank you â¤ď¸
Well then let's say that the reader and charles are married and they just had a baby, so the reader still has milk in her tits. Cause girl that makes it more hotter right? đŤ
So sweet â¤ď¸
Summary: charles was always obsessed with your tits but you didnt know he had lactation kink until you guys had a baby girl and he begs for a taste of your milk every time he sees you breastfeed your baby
Warnings: nsfw, 18+, lactation kink
You and charles had a baby 2 months ago. Seeing your baby being 2 months old feels like time passed pretty damn quickly. Honestly charles is an amazing father. Heâs doing so much for his baby and you. Although everything is going well but you and charles havenât had sex for like a year now which is not that great because you two are the type of couple who could never get their hands of each other. But i guess things had to change. You dont even look the same anymore. Your body bloated a lot. Your tits got bigger. Right. Your tits. God charles is so obsessed with your tits. He would suck on your tits like a baby. Flicking his tongue now and then. Even if you guys didnât fuck, he would still have his mouth around your tits.
But you thought that maybe charles doesnât find your tits that attractive anymore since you had a baby and your tits got bigger. But, you were wrong. So wrong. Charles has been begging to get a taste of your milk. At first you were quite shocked about the fact that heâs got lactation kink. But now it sort of arouses you.
You were breastfeeding your baby in your bedroom and charles was just looking at you, as he leaned on the doorframe. His white t-shirt looking so perfect with his grey sweatpants and a pair of glasses. You looked at him and smiled as you kept on feeding your baby girl. After finishing feeding your baby you pulled your bra up and made some baby sounds along with your baby who just started to make little sounds apart from just crying.
âBaby, just once. Please!â Charles said out of nowhere as you looked at him with a confused look on your face. âOnce what charles?â You asked. Charles then came closer so you had to tilt your head to the back more. He then brushed your hair out of your face, smiling down at you. âYou know exactly what i mean. Dont act foolâ you gulped at his words. Charlesâ hand then trailed down from your face to your neckline and lower to your tits. âI bet it tastes so fucking good baby. Iâm such a great husband. I should get a reward for that right?â He said. You got lost at his words as his touch made you so horny already since heâs touching you like that after a long while. His fingers trailed so softly it cause goosebumps in your skin. He then sat down looking down at your tits as he pulled your bra down, looking at your tits with an invisible drool dripping down his mouth.
âGod, i love your tits so muchâ he said as he sucked on your tits, flicking it. He moaned as he tasted you. âYou taste so good, so sweet fuckâ he said as he sucked on your tits again. His lips coating with white milk. After sucking for a good while he pulled out with a smile and pinched on your tits hard that made you squirt milk on his face as your head fell back by looking at the sight. Your squirted milk landed on his face and also on his glasses. God, he looked so good like that. âYou taste so fucking good babyâ he said as you giggled down at him. âIm so jealous our baby gets to taste it every single dayâ he said sarcastically as you took his glasses and cleaned it for him. âDont worry, youâll get a taste of it againâ you whispered as charles smiled and kissed your forehead.
A/N: requests are open! feel free to ask what you want me to write! luv you â¤ď¸
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open your window
pairing - best friend! pham hanni x basketball player! female reader
synopsis - sneaking into pham hanniâs house at 2 am through her window was practically a tradition by now. youâve done it countless times before, but tonight feels... different.
genre - pure fluff
warnings - drunk asf, swearing, and a whole lot of cute.
word count - 1.9k
â requested!
it was 2 a.m.
the time when the world outside is quiet, still, and wrapped in the embrace of sleep.
but for pham hanni, her peaceful night was disrupted by the soft buzzing of her phone on the nightstand, pulling her out of her half-asleep daze.
she squinted at the screen, trying to make out the words through her sleepy haze.
owl leader
opeb ur damn wimdoe, yanni
fvckkksjxioskejfydiej
it's freezinh out herrre
the neighbor's betch is barkimg its lungs out
dont wanna get caught by the atttractibe ghost rn skdifiif
hawhiny
...
i have a lot of nasty things to say, but let's start with this: fuck you.
owl leader
han my sweet fluffy bestie-of-the-century pooookoe bear OPEM THR DAMN FOOR
i cant stand on this sketchy-ass ladder any longer
fckkkkk it's about to collapse wljjfirowkhsgd
hawhiny
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hanni groaned, her warm, cozy blanket hugging her tightly, tempting her to stay in bed.
the thought of getting up at this ungodly hour to let you in was the last thing she wanted to do.
but she knew better.
if she didnât get up now, you'd definitely do something worse, and her night would go from bad to worse.
dragging herself out of bed with an exaggerated sigh, she padded across the room, still half-asleep, and peeked out of the window. there you were, face pressed against the glass, knocking as if your life depended on it, mouthing exaggeratedly, âOPEN THE WINDOW!â
âromeoâs here, babe! your romeo has arrived!â
hanni raised an eyebrow at the sight of you, swaying unsteadily on a ladder you most likely stole from one of the neighbors. she unlocked the window, cracking it open just enough to speak, âcanât you, for once in your life, act like a normal person and use the damn door? youâre going to get yourself killed, and iâll have to explain why my best friend fell off a ladder at 2 a.m. because sheâs a complete idiot.â
âiâm just trying to be romantic, my sweet juliet!â you slurred dramatically, struggling to keep your balance on the ladder. âf-finally, you opened up! i was freezing out here... about to turn into an icicle!â
hanni rolled her eyes, knowing all too well what was going on. she could tell just by the way your words slurred together and how you couldnât stand still for a second.
âare you drunk?â she sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose as she opened the window wider and reached out to you.
ânah, nah⌠iâm just a little tipsy. nothing major, i promise.â you grinned at her, clearly not fooling anyone.
hanni gave you a look of disbelief. âuh-huh, sure. and what exactly are you doing here, stumbling around my window at 2 in the morning?â
she extended her hand to you, helping you climb in through the window, though you were so unsteady on your feet that you almost dragged her down with you.
you stumbled inside, barely managing to stay upright as you grabbed onto her hand. âwell, first of all, i missed my juliet!â you declared proudly. âand secondly⌠WE WON THE MATCH!! BABY, LETâS GOOOO!!â
you threw your arms up in the air triumphantly, nearly knocking over hanniâs lamp in the process.
hanni flinched, quickly steadying the lamp before it could crash to the ground. âcould you not scream at the top of your lungs? youâre going to wake everyone up,â she whisper-yelled, glaring at you as she hit your head.
you pouted, rubbing the spot on your head where sheâd lightly smacked you. âyou didnât have to hit me! thatâs child abuse, pham hanni! i could report you for that.â
âchild abuse? please. youâre acting like a 5-year-old,â hanni muttered under her breath.
âyou donât understandâŚâ you slurred. âwe won the basketball match! i had to celebrate! itâs basically my job to get tipsy after a win. besides, i needed to see my Juliet.â
âright, because thereâs no other reason to climb a ladder in the middle of the night,â hanni deadpanned, crossing her arms over her chest as she looked down at you.
âhey, hey⌠donât forget, iâm banned from your house, remember?â you pouted, looking up at her with big, sad eyes.
hanni sighed. âyeah, banned because you broke my momâs favorite vase trying to show off your basketball skills. sheâs still pissed about that, you know.â
âi swear, i didnât mean to! jasmine wasââ you paused, blinking up at her. âwait, wait, itâs fine, right? sheâs not still mad about that, is she?â
âtrust me, sheâs over it. youâre just making excuses because you like sneaking in through the window,â hanni said, rolling her eyes.
âmaybe... but, seriously, iâm romeo! youâve gotta have a romeo in your life, and i volunteered!â
âyou do realize romeo was a fucking DUDE, right?â
âdetails, details,â you waved her off, attempting to steady yourself but immediately losing your balance and tripping over your own feet.
you landed face-first on the floor with a loud thud.
âow! my prideâŚâ you groaned dramatically, holding your head.
hanni sighed, rubbing her temples as if you were giving her the worldâs biggest headache. âyouâre such a disaster. youâre going to wake my mom, and then weâre both dead.â
âshe wonât do anything to me,â you mumbled into the floor. âshe thinks iâm cute. but jasmine? oh, sheâs gonna stir up everything and make your life miserable.â
hanni couldnât help but laugh a little. âmy sister? yeah, sheâd definitely throw us under the bus.â
you finally managed to sit up, blinking at her. âso⌠whatâs the plan now? do i get cuddles or what?â
hanni was dead tired.
her body screamed for the comfort of her bed, to sleep off the entire exhausting day.
sheâd already argued with you for ten straight minutes, mostly because all she really wanted to do was crash. but she couldnât just leave you alone like thisâyou were flailing around like an octopus. drunk as hell, stumbling and knocking over everything, and honestly, you were about two seconds away from destroying more than just her momâs vase.
âgod, youâre such a pain in my ass,â hanni muttered under her breath, rubbing her temples as she glanced at you as you dramatically throwing yourself backward onto her bed, draping an arm over your face
âwhy?â you shot back. âfor coming through your window? you should be thanking me! youâve got yourself a romeo climbing up here, risking life and limb to see you. who else would do that for you, huh? i missed you so much today. seriously, i came here to steal my juliet away! admit itâyou love it when i do this.â
hanni stared at you like you had three heads. âagain... romeo was a fuckinâ guy, you idiot.â
you giggled, rolling over and waving your arms dramatically. âwell, iâm your female romeo. so come here and cuddle me! romeo demands cuddles.â
âwhy would i even do that?â hanni asked, still eyeing you with mild annoyance, even though the corners of her lips twitched, trying to suppress a laugh.
you blinked at her, pouting as you sat up. âcâmon, han han! you love me, right? so just cuddle me.â
she crossed her arms and sighed, but there was a softness in her eyes now. âalright, fine. but stay quiet, or my mom willââ
before she could even finish her sentence, you flung yourself onto her, wrapping her in a tight, almost suffocating hug. âthere it is. my cuddly juliet,â you mumbled against her shoulder, eyes already half-shut as you melted into her.
hanni groaned. âyouâre insane.â
you nodded sleepily, barely registering her words. âyeah, but iâm also insanely in love with you.â
the words spilled out of your mouth in a drunken slur, but the way you said itâso soft, so genuineâmade hanniâs heart skip a beat.
for a moment, her eyes widened in shock, but she quickly brushed it off, chalking it up to the alcohol talking.
as the two of you lay there in silence, you nestled against her like a clingy cat, the peace only lasted a few minutes before your drunken brain sparked back to life.
âoh, right⌠forgot to ask you⌠the trillion-dollar question: how was your amazing date with anton lee today?â
hanni stiffened beside you, a noticeable tension creeping into her posture. âit was fine,â she mumbled, trying to sound indifferent, but there was an edge in her voice.
âfine?â You lifted your head, frowning. âno, no, no. that doesnât sound fine. something went wrong, didnât it? spill. iâll break his legs if he did anything. seriously, just say the word.â
hanni exhaled, clearly not wanting to rehash the evening, but knowing you wouldnât let it go.
âwe went to see a movie, but honestly, it was kinda boring. and then we had dinner, but the entire time, he just kept talking about himself. like, dudeâs obsessed with himselfâheâs probably not straight, not bi, but fully autosexual. who the hell talks about themselves that much on a date? he was like, 'look at what i did,' 'iâm so amazing,' 'blah blah blah.' i was sitting there, trying not to lose my mind.â
you burst into uncontrollable laughter, snorting at the mental image of hanni suffering through the date while anton babbled on.
âoh my god, i wouldâve paid to see that. but you shouldâve let me take you out instead. weâd have gone somewhere fun, like a carnival or something.â
hanni rolled her eyes. âa carnival? you? please. youâd trip and fall off the first ride.â
ârude,â you said, pouting. âbut i wouldnât fall if i had you to hold my hand. iâve got experience, remember? iâm your romeo after all.â
hanni chuckled softly, shaking her head. âyeah, yeah. anyway, what are you even going to do after graduation? you gonna work at a carnival?â
you paused, your playful demeanor dropping for a second. âi donât know, han. sometimes i think about it, yâknow? like, what comes next after university?â
the shift in your tone caught her off guard, and she glanced over at you, surprised. âyeah⌠i think about that too. itâs scary sometimes, isnât it? the whole 'what comes next' thing.â
âyeahâŚâ you sighed, staring up at the ceiling. âlike, will we still be close? or will we drift apart like everyone else does after uni? my parents are all over me about my future, but i just wanna stick to basketball and⌠figure it out later.â
hanniâs heart tightened at your words. the thought of drifting apart from you felt like something she wasnât ready to deal with.
âwe wonât. i promise. we wonât drift apart.â
you hummed in response, your voice soft and tired. âgood⌠âcause i donât wanna lose you, han. youâre too precious. if you go away, whose window am i gonna climb?â
hanni chuckled, leaning her head against yours. ârightâŚâ
âby the way, your hair smells nice,â you mumbled, your sleepy voice slurring again as you nuzzled into her neck. âwhat shampoo do you use again?â
hanni rolled her eyes, her hand absentmindedly stroking your back. âyouâve asked me that a million times. donât act like you donât know.â
ârudeâŚâ you muttered, your voice trailing off as sleep overtook you. âanyway, i love your shampoo and⌠smdhidkdheuxuâŚâ
you were out cold, leaving hanni shaking her head in disbelief.
ânot this dork falling asleep after confessing her love to my shampoo,â she mumbled, glancing down at your peaceful face, your breathing steady as you slept against her.
her annoyance melted away as she watched you sleep, a soft smile tugging at her lips.
maybe you were right.
she really did love it when you climbed through her window just to see her.
maybe⌠just maybe, she loved it more than sheâd ever admit to herself.
a/n - my brain hurts đ¤
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hey can we get headcanons for the girls and maybe donna for an s/o that doesnât drink? (#sobergang) the girlsâ whole livelihood is on the vineyards and wine business, so i feel like itâd be
âoh no thanks, I dont drink.â
âoh its okay there isnt any blood in this wine its safe for you :)â
âno⌠babe I dont drinkâ
:0 *shocked pikachu face*
and for donna im leaning into fanon sheâs italian and wine is big in their culture
Absolutely! Awhh, our darling Donna in here, too! :)
Letâs get into itđ
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Bela
Now, Bela is by far not an alcoholic
And despite how she practically worships her mother and attempts to be just like her, she doesnât drink nearly as much wine as her
That being said, though, she drinks the most out of the three sisters
Unlike Cassandra and Daniela, she doesnât drink it purely for the blood, either
She genuinely enjoys the taste of it
Her family being the one to produce the many different bottles and flavours of wine, sheâs quite proud of their unique tastes, too
They have the sweetest of wines and those containing blood, rare, expensive wine and one that is more affordable, yet earns them a more stable income
At work, she usually has a glass of wine with her, tainted with blood
The blood helps her concentrate
The wine helps her keep her calm around the incapable fools around her
Mother wouldnât approve if she slaughtered them all for their stupidityâŚ
Another glass is served to her at breakfast, though it yet again serves rather to strengthen her, and as an alternative to drinking straight from someoneâs neck
On some lucky days, you allow her to do just that, too though
To curl up with you, to mount you and grind down on you while she feeds, to moan at the delicious taste of your blood as it hits her throat
You feel dizzy each time, but never bad, and she always cares for you after
Lunch is shared by the two of you only
Sometimes in her office, at other times in her room or in the castle gardens, should the weather allow it
Today, youâre in luck
You sit out by the gardens, surrounded by the beautiful flowers and their refreshing smell
Bela has her usual glass of wine, whereas you occasionally sip from a glass of water- cleaner than all the water at the village, certainly- as you talk
You love this part of the day
You get to tell her about your day, she tells you of hers
Itâs just the two of you, no worries can reach you
You watch as she drinks, still talking and telling her about a story you picked up among the maids today
Some newcomer or so, nothing too interesting to Bela, but you appreciate that sheâs still listening to all the gossip you have to share with her
And even as you talk, your eyes are fixated upon her lips
The glass touches them gently, the soft things set on its rim as wine is poured into her mouth
Some escapes her and briefly passes her lips, but she pulls the glass away and her tongue darts out fast, catching the lost drop
You donât even notice that youâve been staring, nor that youâve stopped talking
âWould you like some, draga?â, she asks, then, her arm outstretched so the half-drunken glass is right by your face
This close you can smell its sweetness
You almost chuckle. Bela has always liked sweet wine, the fruity flavor, the elegance of it
You shake your head at her offer, though
âOh, no thank you, darling. I donât drinkâ, you refuse politely
For a moment, she sends you a confused look
You watch her sniff the wine first, then take another sip, before the glass is held out for you again
âItâs the regular kind. I promise, thereâs no blood in itâ, she hums, then
You canât help but chuckle lightly, even as you feel your face flush with warmth
You explain, you donât drink
âAt all?â, is her first reaction
You almost giggle again
For someone so smart, so experienced even, her question is adorably naive
Upon hearing your answer, sheâs visibly shocked
She isnât upset by any means, sheâs just- surprised
Her familyâs wine is a delicacy, especially in the village. A privilege. Itâs very uncommon for someone to not jump at the opportunity to drink it
She sips from her glass again, and you practically see the gears turning in her head
She realises- she has never seen you drink any of her wine before, nor any other type of alcohol
When you pick up the conversation with more gossip around the castle, itâs like the entire interaction didnât happen
You donât bring it up again, nor does she
Still, the next day, at your lunch date, you notice she has a glass of wine, and a glass of water
With a smile, she offers it to you
âWould you like some, draga?â
You giggle. How could you refuse?
Cassandra
Cassandra isnât the biggest fan of wine
Sure, sheâll have it, but it barely has any effect on her. Sheâs mostly in it for the blood
Sometimes, you find her drink wine randomly just like itâs water
She doesnât seem to mind and it has no effect on her at all, aside from a small speed and strength boost the blood seems to offer her temporarily
Due to the fact she only drinks wine with blood in it, though, she has never offered you any
This changes when, one day, the two of you stop by the kitchens on the way to the basement
Itâs not unusual by any means. Cassandra loves to pick up some snacks beforehand
Especially when she plans on taking you to her laboratory, her own little room in the castleâs basements
Sometimes, you allow her to take you out on a date there
While you occasionally hear a prisonerâs screams, the privacy the two of you share down there is beautiful
Her sisters canât interrupt you, no worries can reach you
Itâs her own little sanctuary, and she chooses to share it with you
Itâs an honor
This time, she slips a bottle of wine with her, whereas you take some bread and the raw, chopped meat she likes so very much
And she does, popping one in her mouth every once in a while as she listens to you
She loves this!
Today, especially, as she sits as if enthralled, listening to you talk about blades and demonstrating their uses, counting the pros and cons to each
Clearly, the research youâve done to impress her has paid off
You know, sheâs considered getting a new blade after all, despite not being sure which one just yet
Your vast knowledge and list of swords, daggers, axes, maces, even bows has her intruiged
As she watches you, she takes a few sips from the wine bottle set on the table with you
She hums at the taste before popping another meat cube in her mouth
Not bad at all, certainly, though she finds it lacks the flavor of blood
As you keep talking, and she keeps drinking, she eventually offers the glass to you
You shake your head, getting out a quick âNo thank youâ before your rant about blades from medieval times continues on
She tilts her head a little at you
Waiting for you to finish your sentence, she holds up the wine glass again
âThereâs no blood in it, I made sureâ
Her sweetness strikes you for a moment. And still, it doesnât quite tempt you into drinking
âOh, I donât drinkâ, you clarify instead
Her eyes are set on you
âAt all?â, she asks
You nod
She shrugs, then; âOkayâ
You watch her as she gets up wordlessly, setting the bottle aside by another table
She downs the glass in one go, then- to your surprise- retrieves water
Never have you seen her drink that before
When she sits again, she gestures for you to continue
Still, your rant is quickly interrupted by your giggles when she takes a sip
Her face turns sour, a mix of a frown and pout on it as she spits the water back in the glass and sticks her tongue out
âThis has no flavor at all!â, she complains, throwing another meat cube in her mouth
You canât help but laugh at her
Again, your rant it interrupted for a moment, and you laugh loudly when she swarms off and returns with the glass filled with fresh blood
To each their own, you suppose
Daniela
She likes to drink wine, really, having somewhat grown up with it
Ever since reaching a stage in her life in which she could control herself- her blood lust, her feelings, her emotions- easily, she was allowed to taste not only the blood of servants and prey, but also the finer taste of her familyâs rich and infamous bottle: sanguis virginis
From then on, Danielaâs been somewhat addicted to the sweetness it adds to the blood
She wishes it wouldnât come with the price of killing the bloodâs host
Youâd make such a fine bottleâŚ
But even so, Daniela has appreciated the many flavors of the many different bottles of wine her family produces
While she never has too much-
not that it would matter, seeing as wine barely has any effect on her anyway
- she likes to sip from a glass of rich wine from time to time when she reads
She finds it gives her class, and keeps her throat nice, warm and most of all; not dry
Youâre sure this prevents many from being slaughtered by her
This being said, Daniela is always quick to offer you a taste, too
She wants to share with you, after all
And still, she doesnât feel upset when you decline her offer
Despite her rather energetic, delusional and eager personality, Daniela would never push you when youâre feeling uncomfortable about something
Besides, she isnât overly in tune with what humans may and may not eat and drink
She trusts your judgement
More for her, she supposes
She never really paid much mind to it, to the fact youâre not drinking. Even she doesnât drink when she isnât in the mood for it
Then, one day, it seems itâs revealed to her
Youâre in bed with her, curled up in the sheets together
Your neck is aching, throbbing where her sharp teeth dug in mere minutes ago
Sheâs licked all the blood from you and is now curled up at your side, clutching your arm
Her flies buzz calmly, so much so it nearly sounds like sheâs purring contentedly
You feel so happy, so calm
And still, her wet lips and the memory of her drinking from you has you feel somewhat guilty
Her familyâs business is wine..she likes wineâŚand yet you havenât as much as tasted it once
And the worst of it, to you?
She doesnât even knowâŚ
âDani?â
She hums in return, but when no answer follows, sits up slightly to look at you, despite her comfortable place at your neck
You decide, if somewhat spontaneous, you must tell her
âI donât drinkâ, you whisper
She frowns in confusion
Then, she giggles, her nose scrunching up so adorably, you canât help but smile
âYou canât drink my blood, sillyâ, she giggles
You almost whimper. No, that wasnât what you meant
âNo, loveâ, you coo
You explain again, this time she seems to understand a
And yet- she doesnât get angry at all, or sad. She simply doesnât understand why it bothers you
âDonât worry, Cassie doesnât drink either!â, she insists
You wonder if she lies to make you feel better or because she genuinely believes her older sister doesnât drink aside from the blood wine that strengthens them all
Either way, though, it canât help but make you feel better
You squeeze her tight, chuckling when she buries her face back in your neck
You love her so incredibly much
Donna
You donât see her drink much outside of mealtimes, really
Therefore, you wouldnât call her much of a drinker, much less an alcoholic
Though, you know wine is a part of her culture and something she generally enjoys, given the right time and combination with something else
She loves her usual with her meals, or mixed into some of it
Itâs somewhat rare she uses it in her cooking, though, often opting for having it herself only
If you didnât know better, youâd think she knows you donât drink and isnât sure whether this applies to wine used in cooking, too
If only you knew..
Of course, she picked up on it early on
Being quiet and having quite many dolls set up to give her multiple perspectives, Donna is not only great at reading people, but is very perceptive too
Now, she doesnât know for sure, of course
She only knows she hasnât ever seen you drink before, at any occasion
At the same time youâve never actively said a thing, and have never asked her not to drink
This leaves her a little confused, admittedly, but just in case, she doesnât add any alcohol to your drinks or meals
You havenât quite picked up on that yet, or at the very least havenât connected the dots just yet
You feel a little nervous though, not drinking when you know she enjoys herself a glass-
or even two, if sheâs in the right mood
- at dinner
Today, itâs no different, when the two of you sit comfortably at the dining table
With Angie off to the side playing with some of the other dolls, you at last have Donna all to herself
You grin happily as she talks, her voice raspy and quiet from her lack of use to it, but slowly becoming more confident each day
As she talks, she occasionally tips the glass of wine to her lips
You envy the drops of wine making their way past her soft, bitten lips and inside her mouth
The food the two of you share is warm and comforting
She talks of how it reminds her of home, and you canât help but think how nice it is to share a home with her, now
To be her home
With her glass set back on the table, she reaches across to hold your hand
You feel her squeeze it and give her softer, skilled hand a gentle squeeze back
Her voice, though soft and low, catches you a little off guard
âThere is something I have been wanting to ask you, fiore, if now is a good time?â
You hum, then nod at her, then, because you canât help yourself, add a verbal answer as well
âOf course, my loveâ
She looks as though sheâs pondering on how to phrase her upcoming question, her dark eye set on the table, then flickering back to your face
âIâve been curious; do you not enjoy the wine I serve with the food? I assure you, itâs one of Alcinaâs best, and I can assure you thereâs no blood in itâ
Youâre not entirely sure what to say at first
âWell?â, Angie pipes in, her shrill voice a sharp contrast to Donnaâs
You jump at her voice, then giggle a little when Donna gently shushes the doll
You know, she doesnât mean to rush you. Her body language and silence imply patience
You automatically squeeze her hand again, feeling your body heat up a little
âItâs not that I donât enjoy your wine or cooking!â, you quickly reassure her
Then, when no answer comes from her, you reveal;
âI just, donât thinkâ, you whisper
You donât expect her to be mad. You know she wouldnât, wonât, be
You just donât want her to think you donât like her wine, specifically
As always, she understands, though
She sends you a soft smile
âWould you like to try some juice, then? The berries from the garden will soon be ready for harvestingâ
Your wide smile matches hers
âI would love thatâ
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Alone Again
peacekeeper coriolanus snow x fem! reader
You and Coriolanus have always had a complicated relationship, and before you can mend it fate makes a decision for you.
There were two men who lived within coriolanus snow. The first one was Officer Snow who held his head high and was highly respected among his fellow peacekeepers. The second one was your Coryo who came to your house every night in fragmented pieces. Yet you would always put him back together again while he whispered empty promises to you among his sobs.
He came fractured to you every night and you slowly put him back together every night. As the sunlight poured through the windows, he would be as good as new again. He left you a kiss on your cheek every morning before he put on his peacekeeper uniform and left before anyone noticed he was gone for too long. You were happy to see him at peace during the mornings, knowing that his melancholy would arise with the moon and he would come back to you bruised and broken yet again.
Sometimes you wondered how much longer you could put up with it all. Coriolanus sweared that your love could heal all his wounds. Love, thatâs what shackled you to him. He truely knew you, he would trace over the little details over your skin that you never knew existed and somehow always knew what were you feeling by the look in your eyes. But he still kept himself so guarded around you, you could see it in the way all his expressions seemed calculated and how he sometimes bit his lip mid conversation, making sure to never reveal too much. Did you really know the man you loved?
Despite his flaws, you knew he loved you and you comforted yourself with the fact. He still made effort for your sake even when he was in vain. He would always come back to you, was it for your sake or because you were all he had left?You werenât picky, you never received much love growing up so you latched onto what you could get and you refused to let go of Coriolanus even with calloused and scorched hands begging you to let go.
When the appearance of his footsteps on your doorstep was replaced with a letter, you donât read too much into it at first. It was later than his normal arrival time and you decided to peek out the window to see if you could catch any sight of him. Instead you were met with a flimsy piece of paper that that didnât even meet up to his presence. You opened it hoping it was just a warning that he would be coming home later than usual. Your face fell when you slowly unfolded the paper and realized that Coriolanus wasnât just held up by his peacekeeper duties.
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To my dearest,
It seems our path has come to an end. Not like I wanted it to, I avoided shortcuts and alternate routes. I always knew deep down we were on limited time, still like a foolish boy I pushed it down hoping for a miracle. Donât hate me, fate is a cruel thing and set us up from the start knowing we would never stand a chance. Donât wait up on me either, I wonât come back. Perhaps this was for the best, a soul as gentle as yours was never meant to be with my tainted one. I hope youâll move on, itâll be best for you and thatâs all Iâll cared about from the start.
Forever and Always,
your Coryo
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Even know that he was gone he was stil asking so much from you. âDont hate me.. Donât wait up on me.. I hope youâll move onâ. You should be angry, yet you canât help it as tears slip from your eyes. You gave him everything you were, you gave him your being and soul all for a piece of paper with his written words on it. Your tears fall on the paper smearing the ink. Destroying the last memory you would ever have of him. Still, the letter couldnât capture the way he always knew how to make up for his mistakes or the way his apologizes ran sweet through his mouth like honey. He had turned you into some sort of fool, crying your heart out over a man who could only offer you âIâm sorryâsâ instead of âI doâs.
Too little too late.
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Hiii ~âźď¸if you're still taking requests
I'd like to request some Edgar x Reader đ
But the reader is self conscious about how they look, and they've gotten genuinely upset about it and Edgar comforts them, ending with some sweet kisses on his lil monitor đđđ¤
Eeee tysm for the request!! Hehehe he WILL be making sure you know how beautiful you are. If you don't believe him he'll get angy. Probably. anyway im a certified idiot so theres probably so many errors but i dont have grammarly so oopsie
The lump in your throat seems to have gotten stuck.Â
No matter how hard you swallow, it remains there, bobbing, imploring the welling tears to spill over and fall from your already puffy eyes.
You feel ridiculous right now.
Your lips, plump and swollen, eyes all red, and strained knit in your brow make you feel like a fool. And perhaps you are one.
The mirror stares back at you bitterly. Its reflection seems to be taunting you, pulling you into its trance, and reveling in your pain.Â
Youâre so disgusting.
It feels as though the reflective glass is whispering to you, its loud, shrill voice highlighting every single flaw, and mocking you from the inside out. It has somehow wormed its way into your head, nesting there, and festering into an avalanche of thoughts, emotions, and self hatred about to collapse.Â
Please, pull yourself together.Â
You canât do this right now, you think.Â
But god, you feel miserable, and it seems as though your own visage is reflecting it perfectly. How come your face is so⌠wrong? Itâs a sight you canât quite describe. You look at yourself in the mirror and see a stranger looking back at you.
âHey,â Edgarâs voice provides a miniscule break from the battle you wage against yourself, albeit barely, âarenât you supposed to meet them at 4:30?â
Ah, yes. Heâs always looking out for you. It almost made you feel worse, in some sick, twisted way. How could someone like you deserve someone like him? He may be different, but you were sure if he were human, he would be far better looking than you. He simply has to; his personality is far too charming and handsome for his face to not reflect it. Even now, as an old, yellowing computer, you feel as though heâs got you beat in terms of looks.
But thatâs not saying much, is it? Anything is better to look at than you.
You stare back into your dull, sunken eyes.
You hear Edgarâs voice call out your name, faintly, and only then do you realize you had completely ignored him.Â
Some friend you are, huh? Couldnât just be ugly on the outside, could you?
All of these thoughts swarming your head seem to finally tip the scales. This war youâve waged for so long is finally coming to an end as you slap your palm over your lips to cover the silent sob racking your chest and lungs.
The lump in your throat remains.
It burns now, sending searing hot jolts down your throat and into your very core, heating your tears from the inside out, as they spill over and leave icy trails down your puffy cheeks.
Something about trying, and failing, to hide hushed sobs causes your throat to ache and your knees to start giving out. You want to collapse to the floor and let it swallow you whole, but you canât. You canât let Edgar know just how gross you really are. It seems like heâs somehow been deceived into thinking youâre someone youâre not, and the idea of him seeing the truth, terrifies you.Â
He calls your name again.
This time, with a sense of worry and urgency. It seems your hushed weeping sept through the walls and into his ever-so-sensitive audio processors.Â
You should have seen that coming.Â
âEdgar, IâŚâ
You meekly call out to him, trying to mask the tremor in your voice as it cracks and reverberates through the air.Â
âWhatâs wrong? Are you alright? Why are you crying?â
He sounded quite distressed now. He had become all too familiar with the sound of anguish in oneâs voice; the way he could simply hear the tears against your cheeks in the words you spoke and your soft pants as you tried to conceal your sobs sent a pain so strong and embedded so deeply inside of him it scared him.
âI donât think Iâm going anymore,â your voice murmured out, completely defeated, concealed by the bathroom door.
Normally this would make him happy, getting to spend more time with you, but he knew this was wrong. Something was wrong. He couldnât stand hearing you like this, knowing how excited you were, and now youâre not going? He loves spending time with you, but he also knows just how happy you are to have friends that care about you and want to spend time with you, and he can always see just how energized and radiant you seem when you come home to him, your sweet giggles sending him to cloud nine.Â
âWill you please come out?â
He knows you hear him. His speakers are turned up far too loud for you not to have heard him. But, he gets no reply.
ââŚPlease?â
He hears you still ever so slightly behind the bathroom door.
âWill you just let me help you? At least let me try?â
It nearly made him combust hearing you like this. He wished more than anything he could crawl out of his stupid screen and embrace you in the way you deserved; he felt simply useless in this moment. The silence hangs in the air, and for a moment, he worries that he may never break through to you until he notices the doorknob, fidgeting in place, gently unlocking and turning. The door cracked open ever so slightly and your face came into view.Â
Your beautiful face, all stained with tears and swollen.Â
How could he let you get this way?
You were absolutely magnificent to him. You had done yourself up tastefully and he thought you looked perfect. He had never seen that outfit before. You styled your hair extra nicely today. Despite your expression, you were simply glowing, so why were you so heartbreakingly crestfallen?
He hummed, a sound of relief, seeing you slowly creep out, trying desperately to hide your chaotic and jumbled emotions.
âYou look great. Whatâs got you so upset?â
Your face turned sour at his words.
âPlease stop trying to flatter me. It will never work.â
A question mark appeared on his screen.
âFlatter you? What are you talking about?â
You frantically waved your hands between yourself and the little pinecone computer flashing with worry, âThis! Iâm talking about this! You keep telling me these things that arenât true. Why are you lying to me? Do you just feel sorry for me?â
Maybe your emotions caused you to lash out. But, in the moment, you felt justified. It felt like everyone was lying straight to your face anytime theyâd have the gall to compliment someone like you.
Edgarâs screen went dark. Perhaps he was angry, or thinking, or maybe even realizing that youâre right, you are ugly, and heâs going to leave you high and dry. You wouldnât blame him.
âWhen have I ever⌠lied to you?â
You stare at your feet.
His voice sounded hurt. Accused. Maybe you went too far. You didnât mean to push your pain onto him. Not like this.
âYou always tell me how- how good I look, or how wonderful I look, or- orâŚâ
You try to swallow down the tears beginning to resurface, âhow you think Iâm pretty and⌠why say those things when I look like this?â
He was silent.
It stretched on for what felt like eternity. He must be angry with you. You would be angry if you were in his place. Youâre sure of it.
His soft chuckle throws you off guard, however.
âAre you kidding? Do you really think Iâd lie about that?â
You canât bring yourself to look up at his screen.Â
âYou are beautiful. How you canât see that is what I want to know. Here, you know what?â
You hear his fans begin to whir to life, ever so faintly.
âLook at me.â
You lift your head up to his screen. Itâs black. Until a number one pops up on the top left corner. Then a two, then three, until a long list of numbers spans the right and left columns of his screen. Heâs making a list.
âYouâre funny,â his screen displays this at the number one spot, âyour eyes are so pretty,â again, it pops up in the number two spot, and he continues to list off every single thing he finds charming about you.Â
âThe way your laugh sounds makes me happy, and- and your lips! They look perfect to have kisses. I stare at them all the time. And your-â
âKisses?â
Youâre burning red from embarrassment now. Why was he doing this? Heâs telling you things about yourself youâve never even noticed, and you canât help but wonder just how often he stares at you to note these things himself.Â
âI- I mean⌠yeah⌠your lips look just like the ones on TV who kiss each other,â his fans kick up to a much louder degree, âwho wouldnât want to kiss them?â
Oh, god. What is he saying right now? You choke and sputter.
âYouâre- youâre not saying that you-â
âThat I want to kiss you?â
You clamp your mouth shut and nod, incredibly flustered.
âIf you come here, I-âŚâ
The list on his screen fades away, the seemingly endless numbers returning to meet his usual green.
ââŚIâll show you exactly what I meant.â
His voice seemed so tender and gentle you felt compelled to move towards him. Your feet shuffled to your little rolling chair, and you plopped down in it, staring at him, completely dazed. Youâre just too flustered for this.
âYou arenât gonna keep me waiting are you? Iâd lean in, but⌠I canât.â
You smile softly. Maybe heâs right.Â
Maybe.Â
Right now, you focus on planting your lips onto every little pixel heâs got, feeling his warm static tickle your nose, as he sighs into your touch.Â
âSee? I told you. Perfect for kissing!â
Your face is on fire, pulsing up into your ears and down your neck.
âNow, go have fun with your friends, and Iâll show you more when you get back.â
The wink he displays on his screen seems quite audacious.
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