#dont know how i feel ab it

[lemongogo]

they should get to kill each other at least twice .i think

[darcyolsson]

why does actually reaching out to your friends when you're not feeling great feel sooooo embarrassing like hi please hang out with me (so i can stop crying all the time). im kind of miserable and probably not that fun to be around btw. like a total mood killer. let's hang 😃

[buwheal]

We can't hear it Spam, but it's real to you. I get auditory hallucinations a lot, and usually what helps me is a distraction. Maybe... name 5 things you can see? Or make paper airplanes with old messages, or draw some pictures. Otherwise, I'm sure someone has a crossword or story they can send you to help you out!

[fizzysgayassposting]

Simeon, the saint, on his pillar of stone

[ylangelegy]

Pleaseeeeee it’s there gonna be a update for the it is casual fic???😭😭 I’ve been thinking about it since I read it when you first uploaded it

thanks for the love on is it casual now's teaser ᐡ ᐧ ﻌ ᐧ ᐡ i'm still trying to crawl through beta-ing it because it's such a monster of a fic, but i can maybeee promise to have it out some time this year (: you'll be the first to know, i swear!

[bunnyboy-juice]

ngl. every time i see someone talk about a fairly standard/innocuous bong or pipe that isnt that structurally complex and they talk about the way it would be "impossible" to keep it clean my concern for the ways y'all treat your glass (and therefore your lungs) rises by 10 notches........

[fujobritta]

weird storytime and an abed analysis (abednalysis ?)

in s1e17, physical education, abed says that he didnt mind changing for other people because hes comfortable with who he is . a season later, in s2e19, critical film studies, he says instead that he doesnt like change . and now i realize what he really meant when he said that he didnt mind changing .

when i was younger, around 11-12, i would pretend to be other people online . more than five different separate identities in one discord server . because i wanted people to like me more . i made these alt accounts and assigned each one a personality, a different typing style, a reason for joining, a region, and a timezone . and for the most part, they were people who were nicer and just generally likeable . because im not someone who is any of those things . i am not a nice person . i dont even think im a good person . and god i am not likeable . at all .

so i played these characters . most of them only being active for short periods . i would have full back and forth conversations with these alt accounts to sell it . i had these weird insane elaborate plans . a 16 year old former drug user, lives in manitoba, somewhat parental . 13, california, liked minecraft and drawing -- completely different artstyle (and different software) too . etc .

i would let these accounts bake (make them and then not use them) so that it didnt seem suspicious with a brand new account joining the server . then i would spend a week making the account and forming a character to go with it, sometimes asking people to help me out . it was so fucking crazy . i was insane . might still be .

…yeah i probably still am .

i was such a better person on those different accounts . because i didnt know how to change on the inside, i just started over and over again . different account, new me . like i was experimenting with who i really wanted to be like . formulating the perfect person to act like when i finally decided that i wanted to become a better person .

i gave up eventually obviously . im not a tween anymore . i was a really weird tween . obviously . but i think about it a lot .

honestly i only went back to being myself because it was comfortable . i felt better being a fucking douche . and i still am a douche . im not a good person . i dont think ill ever be a "good person" . what the hell is a good person, anyways . all i know is that im fine with myself like this . even as much as i not-so-secretly hate myself, and deny it out of fear of seeming like an "edgy attention seeking loser" .

its not that abed doesnt mind change, he just doesnt mind changing the persona . he doesnt mind changing the person showing on the outside . a separate identity . but ultimately, he wouldnt ever fundamentally change as a person . because hes fine with who he is, even if other people might not like him for that . and i want to be like him . i want to be someone who is fine with who they are, even if that someone is a socially inept ass who learned tenth grade math at age ten but cant figure out when their own face is making a smile or not .

[toru-saynomoree]

WHSTATSTS @pieflavouredartz )SOMR OF MY GOATS) REBL9GRD TWO OF MY POSTS OMGG HIII I WAS SO SHY TO RESPOND ABOUT IT LAST DAYS LOL

[lemongogo]

sry i dont know what 2 draw anymore T_T . elendira portrait #999

[sixosix]

thawed readers im curious what do u think of rosalie

[bisexualgenderfemme]

always makes me sad when ppl outright decide to never try hrt (even tho they want to & even tho they could abstractly & even tho they're definitely dysphoric now) bc it 'wont do much'

you don't know that!! you don't! it could do everything! & also? you HATE yourself now! isn't /anything/ better than nothing? I'm not saying it's not hard, or that there's not obstacles, or that it'll be a huge wild drastic change leaving u unrecognizable. I'm just saying: you do not know what hrt can do for you until you try it.

[night-triumphantt]

Kiara x Yazan

@cashweasel Happy 2 year anniversary to my blorbos of all time, i didnt have time to actually draw but yk what I couldn’t let it go w nothing so.

[stupidrant]

i think the most we will get is PC release (if that) this year but that means we gotta deal with those trolls bc changing angrb0da’s skin color is such a big deal to these mfs and i still dont understand that sweet baby inc shit bcuz all the information im seeing is just bundled bullshit LMFAOOO i feel like her actual character gets overshadowed by the made up problems and no one actually talks abt HER as a character or even analyses her fr (outside of here ofc) lol sms abt to make a banger with her and atreus istg

[theadorableundead]

YAOI AND YURI FLAGS

these flags are mostly jokes, if you want to ascribe a meaning to them go ahead idc. viva la yaoi and yuri

these flags are f2u, though if you use them in any edits i would like to be linked back to.

[buwheal]

wip of the thing im working on for something. Sped up to 10 fps because theres a lot of extra frames. it will be 8 fps later so it might look a little weird and fast in the gif rn.

this is going to kill me actually i have so much left to do and ive only got the hand movement/computer jostle mostly done. A lot of it will be him just typing with a graphic but damn. i gotta do him blinking and shit which is somehow harder than the body movements because its so small and an accidental thick line makes it look stupid.

the things i commit myself to because of the tism

[synthetic-sonata]

i need to be more autistic ab my ocs right NOW