#dont get me wrong this episode ripped my heart out but it also gave me so much hope
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This, right here, is the moment I was hoping was going to be in this episode.
Millie, when Blitz is at his lowest, when he has been telling himself for years that everyone he has every been close to has been destroyed by him, says no, you're wrong. You have made me a better person. You gave me the courage to be something more than I ever thought I could be. You being so unapologetically you is inspiring. You helped me and I love and cherish our relationship because of that.
Because that's what Blitz does. He helps people.
He helped Loona get out of a horrible situation and provided for her an environment where she could thrive and be herself.
He helped Moxxie start over. Gave him a job where the murdering is (for the most part) justified (or at least done with 'good' intentions). Where he too is allowed to be himself. Musical theatre nerd and all.
He helped Stolas realize that it is okay to want. That it is okay to be selfish for once in his life and pursue something that truly makes him happy. Blitz showed him a part of himself that he either didn't know about or had locked away a very long time ago.
He needed to hear this. He needs to hear so much more of this from the important people in his life and I hope that along this journey we get to see how much he is loved by those around him and how much good he has done.
#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#ghostfuckers#blitz#millie#stolas#moxxie#dont get me wrong this episode ripped my heart out but it also gave me so much hope#we're heading in the right direction i think#blitz will be okay
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MYATB ep 11 commentary
LETS GOOOOOO, live reaction because i was at work for 6 hours right when the episode released!! enjoy me going insane
Xiaobao my son he's all grown up and trying to go about this the smart way, trying to convince Su Yin with logical reasons, he's amazing. Though Su Yin not wanting to listen to him breaks my heart, I MEAN THE WAY HE LOOKED AT HIM I THOUGHT HE WOULD COMPLY :(
i dont know what it is about them telling the horses to go but it's so fucking funny each time I hear it.
WhATS THIS RANDOM MURDER AOOO these strangers are bloodthirsty
the flying was incredibly off but it's fine we love this terrible green screen it makes it better <3
shaoyu appearing there menacingly, thank you
wdym he must get the crimson dahlia before he dies, DO U WANT TO KILL HIM AFTER AR EU NOT EVEN GONNA MAKE THE EFFORT well you know what su yin, well played, slay, I'd also be that lazy
"do you believe everything people say?" THANK YOU SIMING MY ONLY MAN EVER.
oh my god que siming stayed too much with jinbao now he's starting to lose braincells again
OOO SU YIN GAVE HIM THE COLD SHOULDER??
HUAIEN!!!!!
HUAIEN WHAT THE FUCK. NOW YOURE BOTH POISONED.
"Can you save him?" "of course I can" QUE SIMING THE ONLY MAN EVER, ONCE MORE.
It's killing me how Huai'en is incredibly elated that Xiaobao is worried about him and is not in the slightest caring about the fact that he's poisoned
omfg don't tell me the side couple gets together behind the scenes fr I will SCREAM.
Why can't gay people be normal it's always "I love u so much I want to lock you up and never make you leave me ever" or "let me marry your bestie/servant or I will literally destroy you" wtf
"I think you need medical attention" no way que siming just told him he needs to be hospitalized /j su yin please just rest who cares about killing anyone
HAHHAHAHA ZHAOCAI AND XIAOBAO BEING SO SHOOK ABOUT JINBAO'S CONFESSION I love them. dumbasses.
your honor i love him ( #me)
zhaocai is just completely thunderstruck about jinbao's coming out
zhaocai is the token straight in this entire cast, he is revolted and disgusted by gay people and will become homophobic at the first next sight of que siming and I would understand
NOT THE TRANSITION FROM CUTE SCENE TO AGONY.
please stop this madness stop his pain I am going to CRY STOPPPPP
THEY ARE SO BEAUTIFUL THOUGH. I LOVE ANGSTY SCENES LIKE THIS MAN
theyre both gorgeous and make me feel sad
"If he comes back, what will you do with him" I'm going to kiss him AND U CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT BOY
SU YIN JUST SAY YOU HAVE INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA AND GO please
when you ask su yin any relationship advice:
i hope that was not su yin nearly crying because I cannot do this
THE SHADOWS ARE BACK
why do those look nearly like su yins robes, huai'en do u have smth to tell us..
xiaoyu singlehandedly saves the plot
I love xiaoyu because when the guy drops all the lore shes like UNFORTUNATELY I COULDNT CARE LESS
UNFORTUNATELY, HUAI'EN COULDNT CARE LESS EITHER GET THEMMM
me, seeing a strange move: what was that :0 also me seeing a weird fx: ... and what was that-
omfg not shaoyu. shaoyu is gonna get himself fuckin killed
OMFG ENOUGH TWISTS WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING
what an icon li gongxiang
OH SU YIN AND QUE SIMING ARE HERE??
su yin oh my god. oh my god stop playing the jealous bf please I'm begging u he has two hands
WHY THE FUCK WOULD SHE MARRY XIAOBAO ARE U INSANE. -100 AURA POINTS FOR YOU. WHAT EWWW
SROP STOP STOP MY BOY IS CRYING ON THE GROUND IN FRONT OF EVERYONE LET ME GO CUDDLE HIM PLEASE. PLEASE. WHY MUST U BE THIS CRUEEEEELLLL
"the more I want you the faster I lose you" RIP HUAI'EN YOU WOULDVE DONE NUMBERS ON TUMBLR.
well. that was it. wow what an episode. i thought we weren't going to suffer like tormented ants tonight and here I stand corrected.. i really thought su yin would cave to xiaobao's feelings and turn over a new leaf with huai'en but I guess I was wrong :( I WANT THOSE THREE TO BE HAPPY U DONT GET IT. THEIR DYNAMIC WOULD BE SO TASTY, as I'm sure others have realized
the little twist was nice, i was very sure that Li guy was cooked and instead no. Siming was still a chaos queen, zhaocai a mood, jinbao our beloved idiot and xiaobao victim of many torturous aches, I hope the shadows are okay and me? i just want to throw myself in the river if I cannot enter the screen and hug huai'en immediately. Thank you, see u tomorrow for another one pf these.
#meet you at the blossom#myatb#myatb spoilers#jin xiaobao#zongzheng huaien#su yin#que siming#zhaocai#jinbao#zongzheng shaoyu#jin xiaoyu#zouying#youying#idek if thats the right names for the shadows#idya pls stop
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Hello may i request reki angst taking place after episode 7 with a fluff ending?
➯ A/N: Thank you for the request! I’m sure after episode 7 we all need a little bit of Reki comfort. Let’s all give this boy some much needed loving:)
A question for those of you who watched the recent episode: how are we feeling?
➯ Character: Reki Kyan x Reader
➯ Warnings: Shouting, implications of a panic attack
➯Word count:1.7K
“Someone who deserves you”
You could feel yourself struggling to keep your balance on your skateboard, the rain beating down on your figure. Reki hasn’t been answering any of your texts, and had been very distant with you in school, so you’d decided to ride up to his house to see what was wrong. Any time you asked him if he was alright in school, any time you’d beg him to tell you what was making him look so upset, he’d simply ruffle your hair and tell you not to worry your pretty little head about it, that there was nothing wrong. You were his s/o, surely he’d tell you if something was wrong? You’d asked Langa if he knew what was up with Reki, and he’d simply shrug, telling you reki had been kind of off with him as well.
Your thoughts were abruptly interrupted as you hit a stray pebble, sending you flying over your board and hitting the floor with a thud. You heard your board roll away, heard someone stop it and pick it up. Looking up, you saw none other than Langa Hasegawa himself walking over to you. He looked concerned, but as he got closer to you, he was wearing what could only be described as a look of pure despair. He put your board down beside you, tears quickly collecting around his eyes.
You were off the floor in an instant, pulling him into your chest, swaying the two of you as langa quietly sobbed into your shoulder. You could feel your hoodie begin to get soaked with rain and his tears, holding him impossibly tighter and playing with his hair in an attempt to calm him down. When his shoulders stopped shaking, you pulled his head out of your shoulder, holding his face in your hands and using your thumbs to swipe away his tears that were beginning to gather again.
“Langa,” you say it gently, but there’s a firmness in your voice that holds enough importance for him to hold in his third hiccup within a minute. “What happened?” The question was barely out of your mouth before his grip on your arms tightened, and he began talking 90 miles a minute.
“It’s Reki, he—I went to his house because he seemed off today and I wanted to know what was wrong, but he wasn’t there so I waited until he came home, but he didn’t show up for ages and I thought maybe he was busy but then it started raining and he came back and he looked so sad, I just wanted to figure out was wrong, but he started shouting a me, saying I was gonna break our promise to not skate against Adam. And I know I told him I wouldn’t skate against him, but its just so exciting and I know I need to beat him if I’m gonna get better, y/n, I need to. But Reki doesnt see that, he just thinks I’m gonn get hurt and-“ you placed a careful hand over his mouth, effectively shutting him up.
“Langa,” you repeated yourself, urgency prevalent in your voice this time. “Where is Reki now?”
“At his house. His mom thought he was with me, can you believe that? He wouldn’t tell me where he was, though. He looked all roughed up and hurt, I just wanted to make sure he was-“ once again, poor Langa’s rambling was cut off, this time by you getting on your skateboard and riding off to Reki’s house. You could tell both boys were clearly hurting, but Reki was all that seemed to fill your mind as you sped down the road to his house. As you began to approach his house, you could make out a small figure leaning against the wall, head in his hands, and soaking wet. Why wasn’t he inside? You saw his head perk up a bit when you got off your skateboard, only to hide his face when he realised it was you, tears also streaming down his face. You knew something was wrong, so why the hell did he try and keep it from you?
Reki didn’t have much time to compose himself or try to explain what was going on before you were marching up to him and flinging your arms around his neck. He stumbled back slightly from the impact, tensing up a bit, before finally letting go and wrapping his arms around you, burying his face in your neck. You kept him there for a little bit, before he was slowly pushing you off him, not daring to look you in the eyes. You looked him over, seeing his multiple bruises and rips in his clothing. For once it was him who couldn’t seem to get a word out, and you who couldn’t seem to stop talking.
“What the hell was that? Why did I run into Langa on my way here, and why was he so upset? Why are you so upset? What’s been going on the past coupe of days, you’ve seemed so sad, and I just wanted to make sure you’re okay, but you’ve been so distant and you keep telling me you’re okay, when you’re clearly not okay, so why the hell would you keep it from me? And your clothes, did you fall? Why would you...Reki?” Your questions slowly faded out as you watched Reki slump against the wall, refusing to say a word or look you in the eyes. You got closer to him, a quiet “Reki..?” passing your lips. As you got closer, you heard how quickly he was breathing, heard him quietly repeating “I’m sorry” over and over. You placed your hands on his face, forcing him to look at you. “Hey, Reki, look at me. Its okay. It’s me. I’m not mad at you, I could never be mad at you, no one is.” You could feel his breathing slow down a bit, but he didn’t stop shaking. “Please, talk to me.”
He stood up straighter, taking one of your hands in his, looking away from you once again. “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.” When you gave him a look of curiosity and concern, he let out a shaky breath, continuing to speak. “I didn’t mean to worry you, I just—I didn’t want to hold you back, any of you. Maybe,” he looked at you for the first time in what felt like forever, “maybe you’d be better of if we weren’t together.” He gave you the fakest smile you’ve ever seen as you felt your heart fall into your stomach. “You should find someone who can keep up with you. Someone who deserves you”
Oh.
So that’s what it was....
“Reki....” you pulled his chin up to look at you, tears pooling in both of your eyes at this point. “Is that how you really feel?” You thought he was having a hard time after Langa had gotten better at skateboarding, but any time you questioned him he simply perked up, claiming he was delighted with Langa’s “newfound fame.” But now you were certain of it. “You know we’d never, ever leave you behind, right? We love you, all of us do!” You stopped to wipe a tear away from his face, feeling his shuddering breath on your face.
“It’s just that,” he pulled away from your hold, pulling his arms in around himself. He took a step or two back, tilting his head back to look up into the sky, rain pouring onto his face. “It was me who started skating first, he’s barely even started! And now he’s beaten two of the top competitors, and he wants to go against the founder of the whole thing? It’s not fair, it was my thing, and now he’s got all the recognition! I dont even care that he’s gotten good, I couldn’t be happier. I just dont want this to all get to his head and leave me! Or worse,” he made his way back over to you, putting his hands on your shoulders, “what if he gets hurt, and he quits skateboarding and I’m alone again? I can’t do it again, y/n, I cant lose another friend.” He collapsed into your arms, and you could feel him begin to cry again. For someone who was always such a ball of enthusiasm, this was heartbreaking to watch unfold. You held him close to you, pushing your hands through his sopping wet hair, making a mental note to force him to take a warm bath later.
You began to trace patterns on his back as you felt him calm down a little, poking his head out from where it was hiding. “There’s no one in this world I’d rather be with than you, Reki, so you can cut the ‘someone who deserves you’ shit. I’m yours, and you’re stuck with me whether you like it or not” you gave him a soft smile as he began to wrap you in an embrace, the persistent rain still beating down on the pair of you. He placed his hands on your hips, looking down on you with what could only be described as a look of pure adoration.
“What the hell did I do to deserve someone like you”, he gave you a soft smile, before leaning down to give you a desperate, passionate kiss. You reciprocated immediately, running your hands through his hair once again. You stayed like that for a while, pressing long, open mouthed kisses to each other’s lips. You felt him let out a quiet sigh, pulling you even closer to him and gripping onto the back of your hoodie. When you finally pulled away, he kept his hands on your waist, yours still playing with the ends of his hair at the back of his neck. He looked down at you, a dopey grin plastered on his face.
“I’m not going anywhere, Reki Kyan. None of us are. You’ll never be alone as long as we’re by your side.” You kept your face close to his, your breath mingling in the middle. You pressed one last kiss to his forehead, pulling away from him. “Now lets get out of the rain, you’re gonna get sick.” He followed you down the path to his house like a puppy, a fond smile never leaving his face. “And you better talk to Langa as soon as you get out of that damn shower, I’ve never seen that guy look worse than he did than he did leaving your house.”
“Shit”
#reki kyan x reader#reki kyan#reki x reader#sk8 the infinity x reader#reki kyan angst#reki kyan headcanons#reki angst#sk8 reki#sk∞#sk8 langa#langa hasegawa#sk8 the infinity#sk8 x reader#sk8 angst#episode 7#sk8 episode 7
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tua s1 rewatch with my roommate
episode one (I forgot for the first episode oops):
I have been treated to pictures of a lovely cosplay of Klaus who won a cosplay contest my roommate was in !!
Klaus putting his arm in front of Five during the funeral fight is good shit
“I have heard like nothing about Vanya” “yeah that’s pretty much how she’s treated in show as well”
“I can see why he’s the fandom favorite” - about Klaus
“Istanbul is in the firST EPISODE?”
I forGOT about the “rapists can climb” line when he breaks into Vanya’s apartment omg but also like,, his dumb arm wound
Episode two:
HERR CARLSON
Aww baby fives first time travel his little smile. Baby. Baby boy. And the dawning horror in the apocalypse baby nO
Five: you got anything stronger
Also five: takes one sip and then fills up more, takes another sip, and then immediately puts it down ?????
The motel dude for hazel and cha cha just looks at them like “yeah these are serial killers” and just rolls with it
Also actually why tf doesn’t the commission spring for better stuff?? Why would they cut costs?? They time travel? They could game the stock market so hard ?????? Give the assassins their own rooms omg
Also why didn’t five like. Crush his tracker. Why did he just leave it whole and intact outside of the Griddys.
Forgot how much I love Agnes
(Oh man it is storming bad here it just BOOMED)
Also idk if Diego actually deserved that taser hmmmmm but also like,, communication lads five was literally right there killing people and Diego is like “hmm something is up here” like. Yeah Diego ur big brother “I can get my sibling in trouble for something” senses are tingling
Wow I really did repress all these Allison and Luther scenes huh. Also it’s still super cute that Allison read Claire moon books
Allison: dads heart gave out, which wasn’t how I was expecting to find out dad had a heart but it tracks
“SHUT YOUR PIEHOLE BEN... said with love 😘”
Did five actually sleep at Vanyas?? The sofa looks undisturbed but he had to wait for work hours to interrogate the meritech people,, five,, please sleep. The whole “IF YOU CALL ME YOUNG MAN ONE MORE TIME” interaction makes more sense with five on. Zero sleep.
I didn’t remember that Patch straight up knows about the umbrella academy oops. Like she clocks Diego as overcompensating for his childhood. Queen
Is that an umbrella adademy Diego cross stitch on Diego’s wall?? Did he buy that? Make it?? Did grace make it?
Vanya, walking into the academy: five??? five? pspspspspsps
Also like. Who was Vanyas therapist??? Clearly they did not help her
Aww the tow truck driver :(
I know the show wants me to dislike Patrick I KNOW,, and I think her fathers funeral is extenuating circumstance?? But still Patrick is valid for not giving an inch regarding his ex who mind controlled his child. Vanya didn’t really deserve Allison snapping at her but like. She had some good points. Allison arguably would have had to deal with vanyas book more than anyone else
Five smiling proudly at Klaus’s drama at meritech bless but also KLAUS DONT BREAK GLASS ON YOURSELF
Me, spotting Leonard: BASTARD
Love how everyone greets Diego in the gym and don’t question all his knives or anything like “yeah that’s Diego he lives here and loves knives :)”
Why could Leonard have not been like. A normal ass guy. Vanya needs friends who sympathize with her holy shit get this person some socialization
Pogo really did have to lead these kids by hand to the recording rooms because literally no one was super invested in reginalds ~murder mystery~
ahafahJAGSJWGAI MY ROOMMATE JUST SAID POGO IS THE BEST CHARACTER SO FAR,,,, I will probably never include pogo in my fics because I do Not Care About Him lmaoooo
Aww five does to see Dolores and being like “it’s been a rough couple of days :(“,,,,, baby,,,, but also tag yourself I’m hazel going “elastic wrist splint yesssssss”
Five I am begging you PLEASE get some sleep
OH FIVE SHAKING DIEGO IN THE APOCALYPSE TO TRY AND WAKE HIM UP OHHHHH OH :(
Episode 3:
my roommate is super faceblind which is an issue bc she identifies people mainly by hairstyle so seeing the s2 stuff on tumblr is tripping her over bc she keeps seeing diego and going ??? who is that again? bc she’s seen his longer hair
okay there is no way that the eggs that grace put in that pan are the ones that ended up on the smiley face breakfast plate,,, but also grace that whole scene was a mood honestly i would be like “okay maybe mom killed dad BUT he deserved it sooooo”
“what the FUCK” - my roommate about cha-cha’s shitty wound care where she holds a curling iron against her arm
i didn’t remember that five got shOT AT THE DEPARTMENT STORE did i just erase that from my memory?? i mean yeah it’s a graze but he stitches it up and then slaps a bandaid on it so he has a wound that needed stitches on his shoulder for the entire show ??????? is he okay???? that would make moving your arm,,, painful,,,,,
a bandaid just slapped over it i’m actively yelling
“Sometimes when I see a million gifs of a show before I watch I get really surprised when they talk but he is exactly what I expected” - my roommate, about five
“I noticed they’ve only really showed diego in really badly lit scenes so far” - my roommate defending her lack of ability to recognize diego
i’m still laughing about pogo literally having to point out the murder tapes and now allison and luther are investigating and just. allison is lowkey defending grace and i’m laughing
“why is he saying woodwork is embarrassing that’s like one of the most middle of the wood hobbies to have. you’re respectable to grandpas who used to carve wooden ducks AND twenty-year-olds who can’t make anything to save their lives” - my roommate on leonard peabody
“i think he’s already crossing some lines he’s met this lady ONCE” - roommate on leonard/vanya
five having flashbacks in the car :(
did allison and luther draw straws for who went to fetch which sibling?? allison was like “dibs on vanya” and luther was just like “aww :(”
five luther and klaus in the van - BOYS NIGHT BOYS NIGHT let’s go pick up diego
“the coat he’s wearing does have a nice swish to it” - roommate about klaus’s coat
luther being like “you’re just as messed up as the rest of us and we’re all you have” like luther,,, baby,,,,, you literally ARE all he has,,,,,, his family is the only thing he’s really cared about since he was thirteen and maybe before then :(
“I can’t tell if those are supposed to be cake or yeast donuts... i think extruded donuts are cake donuts but she said she lets them rise so maybe they’re yeast?” - my roommate focusing on all the things that i do not
sometimes i forget that hazel and cha-cha pretended to be private detectives trying to find a lost child in a potentially dangerous situation,,, five would be disgusted
“she shouldn’t get a vote” “i was gonna say i agree with you” “she should get a vote!!” this is peak sibling energy honestly i think i’ve had that exact interaction with my siblings voting for a movie or something
“hashtag android rights”
“I want to be the tailor who gets a call one day that says ‘i want you to make clothes for a chimpanzee”
is it telling that only luther in the flashback didn’t really talk to grace at all,, i mean five didn’t either but i think he was gone by that point in the flashback ????
wait diego tells grace that she worked for him for thirty years,,, the kids are 29 and later it’s implied she was built bc vanya kept killing nannies when they were like four but maybe s2 clarifies that some more?? or diego just is rounding up
“that’s an interesting fabric to her skirt” - my roommate about grace’s outfit
forgot that hazel and cha cha broke the door to the manor busting in,, do they ever fix that?? we’re only at episode three do they spend the rest of the season with their door open to anyone on the streets
okay that bathtub is WAY too small to allow for klaus to be moving his elbows about like that underwater smh
“how is HE useful on mission??” my roommate about klaus
where is the SECURITY SYSTEM??? luther LITERALLY said that reggie was more paranoid and yet some assassin can just bust down the door and have unrestricted access????? he built a whole ROBOT but no security system????????
“maybe it was like,, practice for the kids? someone breaks in and they take care of it? wait no that doesn’t explain the thirteen years they’ve been gone?”
“why WAS he on the moon?” - about luther
“I want to see what she’s embroidering!!” about grace during the gunfight in the living room she’s absolutely ignoring diego getting shot at
what is a rope-a-dope,,,, diego yells “EVER HEARD OF A ROPE-A-DOPE???” at luther but like. no i haven’t. what does that MEAN diego
aww i forgot they played sinnerman, love that song
“what are you doing dude, rumor has it you’re not shooting at me that’s all you need to do” i mean. the roommate is not wrong. allison could just end the fight with a yell. i understand she’s pissed off and has rumor trauma but like cha cha is actively trying to murder them
how is luther not winning he literally has super strength. does hazel have super strength? just punch the man and knock him out jesus y’all suck at this smh
why is there such intense music we all been knew about luther’s strength - oH HIS BODY
forgot about that
is it allison’s fault that klaus got kidnapped because she didn’t literally just rumor them to give up?? like she literally has that power. she could have been like “i heard a rumor you left and forgot about us” it didn’t even need to be violent?? i understand she has rumor trauma but this i feel is allowable circumstances
diego showing his worry about vanya by getting angry which honestly i think all the siblings do that rip none of these idiots have even heard of healthy communication in their LIVES
you know,, i don’t think vanya can drive. she takes the bus. she took a taxi to leonard’s house. we see her walking a lot. does she know how to drive?? i imagine that the umbrella academy were taught bc of mission related stuff but,,, vanya wasn’t?? that’s just depressing tbh
#tua rewatch#i cannot beliEVE she likes pogo so much#pogo was complicit in the hargreeves abuse no i wont change my mind#i would be more likely to forgive him if he didnt keep mentioning how much reginald loved them#pogo fam dont say that#youre just going to feed luthers daddy issues#more to come#i cannot BELIEVE i forgot five got shot/grazed in the arm by a bullet#he slaps a BANDAID OVER IT#right after i said five is better at woundcare than cha cha with the curling iron#he just#slaps a bandaid on it#not even a big bandaid#that motherfucker
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the last thing i'm gonna say about voltron, unintentional queerbaiting, and major s8 plotholes, and then imma shut up and let y'all be free from my long bitch ass s8 posts so we can get back to regularly scheduled klance fanfics & fanarts
yes, they queerbaited us with shiro as rep. not in the sense that he wasn't queer but in the sense that they hyped us up for his relationship with adam, made us think we were gonna see an adashi reunion, and we ended up getting like 90 seconds top of LGBT content over the entire series.
no, I highly doubt they did it intentionally. yes, they did admit they fucked up and apologized several times. yes, I appreciate the apology and I understand that they're human beings and people make mistakes and overlook things sometimes. like they said, they never meant to make anyone feel baited. they really thought they were going to get a good response. lauren called voltron a "learning experience" in the open letter to the fandom after s7. I think she meant learning experience in general ofc but I think she also meant they've learned how to and how not to do LGBT rep in a show.
but I will absolutely be taking any promises of LGBT rep from lm and jds with a grain of salt. i will absolutely be watching their future works from afar and not getting myself too invested until the series ends and I can watch it as a whole while knowing what to expect.
I dont think they MEANT harm but y'all...they fucked up. they know it, and they apologized. it shows maturity that they apologized in that open letter after s7 and at the final nycc panel, and again, I appreciate that.
but I would rather they have not said anything about LGBT rep, ever, and just let gay shiro be a nice surprise. then, the minimal rep we received would have been wonderful and a nice warm surprise instead of a huge disappointment. it was only a disappointment because it didn't live up to the hype they made for it. and I know the hype was partially due to marketing they had no control over, but it was absolutely partially them, too.
they didn't promise LGBT content in LoK and canon korrassami ended up being a nice surprise even though it was minimal. that was how they SHOULD have done shiro's sexuality if they knew it was going to be a small thing. I would rather they have kept their lips zipped about LGBT, not announced gay shiro ahead of time, and just it be what it was when seasons 7 and 8 came out.
again, I dont think the bait was intentional, but it was bait all the same.
you are not crazy or too sensitive if your feelings are hurt/you feel baited by this show. you are not a shitty person if you just dont trust them right now. dont let people tell you otherwise. it's okay to take a step back from their work and wait to see how their next show plays out before you get involved.
i really do love voltron, even though s8 was confusing af, seasons 1-7 were LIT. I enjoy bits and pieces of s8 but mostly it was a let down. not only because of rep, just because a lot of things didn't make sense to me and a lot of the problem solving just felt way too convenient.
like I feel like every conflict in the plot was resolved way too easily and/or in ways that didnt make sense. and I feel like most of the characters' futures in the credits didnt really match up to those characters personalities. specifically lance, hunk, and keith.
lance staying on earth with his family, spreading allura's message to carry on her legacy? makes perfect sense, valid af. lance becoming a farmer? not so much. I feel like he would have been better suited as teaching classes as a pilot instructor at the garrison or smth similar. altean lance still gave me whiplash and left me confused af but he looks so damn 👌👌👀👀🙌🙌😭 with his cute ass altean marks that I'm just gonna let that one go for the sake of aesthetic.
hunk becoming a chef? not ooc necessarily but I feel like he would have been better suited as a diplomat. y'know. ambassador to earth sort of thing.
keith aiding in recovery efforts and being a humanitarian (...alien-itarian...? idk). okay let's be real we all knew this edgy boi has a soft ass heart. I think hes just mature enough now to let his walls come down and not be afraid of caring ig. which is sweet and nice and all. but I feel like he wouldnt...JUST be doing that. like he would still want the battle and the adrenaline and the badass mf fight sequences. that's kinda his Thing.
shiro marrying a rando? I would have preferred adam to not die and them end up getting back together once shiro returned to earth. i just feel like there was no reason to kill off adam? shiro has already suffered so much, what was the point? but i'm not gonna hate on curtis bc we dont know jackshit about him and for all we know he could be a bombass dude. shiro looked happy tho and it's better than him being forever alone so I can hesitantly accept that ig. but on one condition and one condition only: their ship name must be shirts. if their ship name is not shirts then I dont want it
allura's death was pointless. i havent seen anyone disagree with this one so far. her life was full of suffering and then she died. like can we all just agree she was done dirty and it was entirely unnecessary.
dont come @ me with "you just dont like s8 bc your ship wasnt canon"
that's not it at all.
they could have made this season so amazing and still not have made klance canon. they could have left me disappointed in no klance but still happy because the finale made my heart go dynamite BOOM. I could have ended the last episode with no canon klance and still been smiling because the plot was bitchin' and the characters were all alive and happy.
but they didnt, so I wasnt. it just...wasnt a good season. it had good aspects, yes, but as a whole? meh.
season 8 was poorly handled. it really was. it had so much potential to end with EVERY character having a positive ending and still have an actual satisfying conclusion to the war. I know they wanted to show how heavy and serious and heartbreaking the war actually was, but you can make an emotional, heavy finale without killing off a main character and leaving her main character love interest lonely and grieving. like im sorry killing allura and leaving lance sad and lonely was not necessary at all to the plot it just flat out wasnt. they did those characters dirty and they did allurance shippers even dirtier.
allurancers cheered seeing their ship canon then had it ripped out from under them and my heart honestly grieves worse for my allurance and allura stan fam than my klance fam. they did y'all so wrong and i'm sorry it had to go down like that.
sheith shippers got fucked over when all that development and relationship and growth culminated into basically nothing in the final season. like as a broganes stan even i was taken aback by the sudden radio silence between them so I cant imagine how let down actual sheith shippers feel.
us adashi shippers? obvious. adam's death was not necessary. and dont tell me it was to show the heaviness and realness of death in war because vld does NOT have a track record of dead characters staying dead. they could have at least gave us some mild development with shirts (lmfao im so sorry but shirts) and let us see more of curtis as a character. like...literally just two 60 second scenes would have been nice. they could have easily fit that in.
us klancers got fucked over by unnecessary parallels to canon ships. they could have made it a cute platonic friendship in s8 and let us enjoy it and proceed to enjoy fanon klance without all those blatant parallels to shay/hunk that just left us confused. and the parallels in earlier seasons. like why did you have to make so many parallels to romantic moments and romantic tropes if it was platonic. why did you have to go and do that. what was the point.
s8 could have ended in such a way that shippers of every ship in the fandom were satisfied with the finale because their faves were treated right and the plot was fire. it had so much potential in the first half and could have been so damn good.
it wasnt though. the entire thing was so confusing and nothing about it felt like vld. It feels like a spin off or a reboot. I dont like s8 as a whole and I doubt I ever will. it might grow on me in time but I'll never fully like it, y'know. everything about it felt so tilted and off and just wrong.
but it really just be like that sometimes ig.
#i wont be responding to comments on this#feel free to send an ask w your thoughts#but no promise i'll answer it#klance#voltron#sheith#allurance#adashi#vld
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Somos Familia: Chapter 34 (Part 2)
Well this chapter ended up being way too long. I had planned more for this chapter, but that ended up being long enough to be its own chapter and I’m tired of feeling that I have to finish the whole thing in order to post it. So here’s the last bit of the chapter. You can find the whole chapter on ff.net, and I’ll try to have it up on AO3 with a illustration soon. Sorry again for the long wait.
Also tomorrow is my birthday. I guess you could say that finishing this chapter on my own terms was my gift to myself. :)
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Chapter 34: No Me Dejas (Part 2)
“Three days have passed since Dia de Muertos, and the country still mourns the abrupt and tragic loss of Ernesto de la Cruz, widely considered as one of the greatest musicians in the modern history of Mexico. Señor de la Cruz had just finished performing a concert that evening when sources say that a giant prop bell had accidentally broken off from the stage rigging above the singer, crushing and killing the singer instantly.
Since then thousands of grieving mourners have flocked to the gates of de la Cruz’s magnificent mansion in Colonia del Valle, holding candle light vigils and singing prayers while also leaving tokens and flowers outside. The mansion has also served as the home to his goddaughter and rising starlet, Coco Rivera. Whilst being known as a favorite topic of gossip this pass year in newspapers and magazines, Señora Rivera has surprisingly been keeping a low profile and out of the public eye since that fateful night. It can only be assumed that she is taking this time to mourn as well for the loss of such an important family member.
In related news her father Héctor Rivera, de la Cruz’s longtime business partner and songwriter, has been in hospital since that night after being taken from the scene by paramedics. There is no word on his condition, but his lawyer has assured that Señor Rivera was not injured in the stage accident but is instead seeking treatment for an undisclosed illness. We here at Excélsior wish him a speedy recovery and our thoughts and prayers are with him and his family.
Petitions are already being made to have Senor de la Cruz’s body to be lain to rest in his hometown of Santa Cecilia in Oaxaca, despite heavy requests to have him entombed in la Panteón Civil de Dolores alongside other famous people in Rotonda de las Personas Ilustres.
At the time of his death Señor de la Cruz was in the middle of several movie projects that will sadly forever remain unfinished, including a biopic about the Mexican Revolution, and was in talks of a deal to lend his voice for an American animated movie with Dis-“
A low, quivering moan broke Imelda’s concentration on the newspaper and turned it towards her husband currently occupying the hospital bed in front on her. With a sigh she folded it and placed it to her side, reaching out and grasping one of his twitching hands with hers. She winced at the tremors she still felt rattling slightly through his fingers, as well as the awkward way she was forced to hold his hand.
What with his wrist being tightly braced and strapped to the guard rail of the bed.
His other hand was also strapped on the opposite side, and a large padded belt wrapped around his thin chest to keep him firmly in place on the bed. An oxygen mask was placed over his face and several IVs were pumping him full of fluids and medicine. And despite being in a deep state of sleep, his teeth were clenched tight and his brows knitted into an expression of intense distress. A keening whine escaped his throat that gave into a deep, hacking fit of coughs.
Imelda immediately pulled off the mask and brought a clean handkerchief to his mouth as Héctor coughed painfully, only the straps keeping his body from convulsing on the bed. Finally, with one good expulsion he was able to clear his airway for the time being, gasping as Imelda wiped the corners of his mouth and placing the mask back. As he settled back down, he gently started to tremble again, whining pitifully and tears leaking from his dark sunken eyes.
Imelda sighed as she brought a clean corner of the handkerchief to wipe the tears from his face before placing it down to run her fingers through his greasy, unwashed hair to offer some form of comfort. It only seemed to distress him further and with a broken dry sob he wrenched his head away from her touch, lost in his nightmares.
It was truly heartbreaking to see Héctor reduced to such a state, but she was grateful to see him getting at least some form of rest. Especially after the last few days.
“What is this?!” she had screamed at the doctor, watching on in horror as several orderlies fought to restrain her husband’s mad flailing. “This is not pneumonia! What is happening to him?!”
Before the doctor could answer Héctor let out a wail and swung a punch at an unfortunate orderly standing too close by and knocking him off his feet. His arm now free he managed to rip off the IV out and began to frantically scratch at his chest, all the while yelling out profanities and indecipherable words as his eyes tracked at unseen figures and visions. As Imelda was hurried out of the door the last thing she heard was Héctor calling out for Ernesto.
And then for her.
“It’s the DT’s.” the doctor had explained after he was able to calm her down some with Coco and Julio by her side. “Delirium tremens. It’s alcohol withdrawal. If he’s been drinking for as long as you’ve said, Señor Magallanes, then it’s quite dangerous for him to just completely stop. It causes vivid hallucinations, irregular heart rates, sometimes seizures and, if severe enough, death.”
Ignoring the agonized weeping from her daughter and her own chest clenching in grief, Imelda whispered. “What can be done?”
The doctor wrung his hands and looked down in dismay. “Honestly, not much. There are medicines that can be given to treat this, but they would adversely affect his respiratory system. Given his pneumonia I can’t recommend giving it to him. Also, there’s the fact that he’s malnourished, and the shock… All I can do is give him some mild sedatives and monitor his heart and lungs. The rest is up to him, I’m afraid.”
They had returned to his room a few hours later to find him as he was now: strapped down and barely able to move, Dios knows that he was trying though. Despite the small amount of medicine that was given to calm him down, Héctor still saw visions that were terrifying to him and he strained to lash out at them. His screams had died down to pitiful whimpers and moans, and tears streamed down into his hair and ears. Over the next few days he was either in this state or a death-like sleep, and Imelda didn’t know which one was worse.
She felt absolutely foolish about it now, but seeing her husband going insane right in front of her had caused her to lash out at her daughter. Why didn’t she tell her that it was this bad? That he was starving and drinking himself to death, that his cold was actually much worse than it was, and that he was so miserable and broken-hearted that he screamed for her in his nightmares?
Instead of a cowed child being rightfully chastised by her mother for keeping secrets from her, Coco had met her glare dead on and even more. Imelda flinched back in shock at the righteous fury that showed on her daughter’s face, and what she had said next had finally knocked her off the high pedestal that she had set herself up on:
“What do you care, Mamá?”
And Imelda had to admit, she was right. Nothing she had done the past few months had shown that she cared about the man that she had kicked out of her life. She ignored every call, sent back every letter and telegram, even dodged each mention of him when Coco would talk to her on the phone. When she had bid a warm goodbye to Julio and Victoria she told them to give her love and warm wishes to Coco when they arrived. But not to Héctor. She just didn’t care.
But that was wrong. She did care. She cared about him and loved him so much that it hurt. And seeing her husband now, so lost in his sickness and misery, Imelda couldn’t bear the guilt that was crushing her from the inside.
“idiota… This wasn’t supposed to happen.” Imelda whispered as she locked Héctor’s cold fingers around hers once more. “You weren’t supposed to do this. Héctor…”
But he continued to sleep fitfully, his breathing hitching and occasionally giving in to more cough fits, and she continued to stay by his side. It was all she could do, now that it was too late.
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It was quiet now.
The walls had stopped melting into putrid puddles of gore and maggots, the bugs had stopped buzzing in his head and stinging his flesh, and the monsters had stopped attacking him.
The monsters were the most terrifying though. They held onto his arms and legs so tightly that he thought he would end up breaking his bones in his efforts to get away from them. They had looked human too, but humans didn’t have glowing white eyes and rotting flesh. They’re voices were low and distorted, filling him with dread despite what the words they said that were supposed to sound soothing.
Señor Rivera, calm down. You’re safe!
We have to give him something!
We can’t risk his lungs giving out! Just strap him down!
Dios, turn him over! There’s too much fluid, suck his lungs out!
It took forever for them to finally let him be, after many terrifying episodes of not being able to breathe and more fits of screaming in terror of the horrible visions in front of him, but he was finally able to break free and make a run for it. Well, run wasn’t the best word for how he was able to finally move. Floating wasn’t either. The world seemed to dissolve into a myriad of distracting colors and sounds, and he simply let his mind flow with it in a dream-like state.
And then suddenly he found himself finally there.
Back in front of the bell.
With a cry of triumph, he made his way over to it and braced himself against it in a sort of clumsy hug. “Don’t worry Ernesto! I’ll get you out! You’ll be alright!”
And so he had pushed. And pulled. Digging his feet into the earth and straining as hard as he could against the cold hard bell. He shouted encouraging words towards his friend, not letting the lack of a response deter him in any way. It seemed like he did it for hours, for days even, his throat hoarse as he cried out for help from someone, anyone! He’d even accept the monsters help if he could find them. In a last ditch effort he had even called out for his wife, pleading with her to help him even if she wanted nothing to do with him afterwards.
But she didn’t come. He could swear he heard her voice whispering to him, but he couldn’t make it out no matter how hard he tried to listen. With a broken heart he could only conclude that she was telling him to leave her alone. She had no use for such a lousy husband and a terrible father to her children. He couldn’t say he blamed her. He couldn’t even help his brother escape from his prison.
He was worthless.
And so, for the longest time, there was nobody except him and that bell. When he couldn’t push against it anymore, when his voice finally gave out and his spirit broke, he sat in front of it and softly cried. He murmured apologies to Ernesto, to Imelda, to his children, to anyone he had wronged in his existence. There was no use. There was nothing left for him. Except that bell.
“What are you doing?”
With a gasp Héctor looked up at the new presence before him. At first he feared it was one of those terrible monsters come back to take him away again, but it’s voice was not bone-chilling and grating. Rather it was sweet and clear, the clearest Héctor had heard in a while, but the figure itself was… light. A vaguely human shape ball of light that burned so bright yet oddly didn’t hurt to look at. If he squinted a little Héctor could guess that its head was slightly tilted in a sort of curious quirk. It was sort of cute, if a ball of light could be considered cute, and Héctor found himself slowly start to relax.
“I-…” he sniffled pitifully and turned watery eyes towards the bell. “I can’t move it… Ernesto’s under there and… I have to save him.”
“Really?” the light said and floated over the bell. Héctor saw a hand reach out and knock against the bell, and it rang out loudly enough for Héctor cringe back with a wince. He didn’t like that sound. Not at all. “I don’t know. Sounds empty to me.”
Héctor gaped at the bell, his heart sinking, and frantically shook his head. “N-no!... He’s under there! I saw it drop on him!”
The ball of light chuckled in tinkling sort of way, and Héctor glared at it. “Well, si, you did. I saw it too. But that was a while ago. He’s not under that bell anymore either. This bell,” it said and knocked on the bell again, the loud clanging causing Héctor to grip his head in pain. “… is hollow. Empty. And is just here to waste your time.”
Tearing his hands from his head, Héctor stared wide eyed at the ball of light. “Waste my time?... What do you mean?”
“I mean you need to wake up and face reality, tonto!”
Suddenly the ball of light zipped towards him and enveloped him in a soothing warm glow, almost as if it was hugging him, and Héctor found himself being lifted towards his feet. Once he was firmly standing up the light took him by the hand and started to lead him away from the bell. He resisted a little with a slight whine, his gaze fixed back on the bell, until a sharp tug jerked him away and pulled him forward. With a huff he glared at the light leading him away, gritting his teeth when he thought he could make out a sly smirk flitting across the vague features.
He continued to look back though, watching as the bell slowly faded from view into a white void. Then he noticed that the walls started melting again. His breath hitched a little in fear, terrified that the horrible visions from before were coming back to haunt him. The light gripped his hand tighter, but in a soothing manner, and Héctor managed to find comfort in the light for the first time since he met it. It was then he noticed that the walls weren’t exactly melting, but rather… falling into place.
Windows stacked next to each other, light fixtures dotted the ceiling in a straight line, and floor tiles tumbled into place just as his feet managed to touch them. It was then he noticed the pattern of the tiles, the color of them, and the shape of the windows and other fixtures. He had been here before. It had been a long time ago, but he had been here long enough to recognize the way the hallway was set up, and what doors led to what. It was engrained into his memory.
“I don’t like this place.” Héctor whispered.
“No, I don’t either,” the light said softly. “But it’s where you need to be right now.”
They continued on at a comfortable pace down the hallway, and slowly people started to materialize in Héctor’s vision. Men and women in sterile white clothing walking past them without even noticing them. Two of them were wheeling a bed down at such a speed that Héctor barely had time to react before they barreled right through them and raced down the opposite direction. The light giggled at that, and Héctor couldn’t help but give a shaky smile himself.
But suddenly a thought came to mind that chilled him to the bone, and he looked down at the light apprehensively. “Am… Am I a ghost?”
“Hmmm… No, I wouldn’t say that. But I wouldn’t worry about that. It’ll all be over soon.”
That was when the light finally led him into one of the rooms and let go of his hand. Looking up Héctor stopped dead in his tracks at what he saw: It was him. Lying in a bed, his hands strapped tightly onto the railings and his chest rising slowly with breath. And sitting beside him… was…
“No.”
The light paused on its way to bed to turn back and look at him. “No?”
“No I-I… I can’t.” Héctor whispered, his eyes never leaving his beautiful wife’s face. “Why is she there? She… She doesn’t love me. I can’t take it anymore… It h-hurts too much.”
“I’m pretty sure she loves you. Why else would she be sitting with you? Look at her. She looks so sad.”
Héctor shook his head miserably. “She’s just waiting for me to wake up… to tell me it’s finally over. That she’s moved on… I can’t face her… I’m too tired.” He dropped to his knees and stared at the floor, all the peace he was starting to feel again being crushed by despair. “Maybe it’s for the best… That I don’t wake up at all… Ernesto’s gone. Imelda hates me… I have nothing left.”
His head hung low and tears clouding his vision, he almost didn’t see the light step towards him until he felt its warm glow cup his face gently. With a sniffle he raised his eyes its face, or what he could guess was its face, and let it wipe the tears from his cheeks. Then he watched as it raised its hand slightly above his line of sight, and then…
*THUMP*
“OW!”
Héctor reared back onto his rump and flashed a hand up to his stinging forehead, rubbing it and staring at the figure before him in shock. “Did… Did you just flick my forehead?!”
“Si.”
“Why?!
“For being an idiot.”
With a snarl he managed to get back onto his knees. “I don’t need to take that from- GGGNAK!” His head was yanked forward as the light grabbed his nose, twisted, and pulled down hard. Then with its other hand it pulled his ear as hard as it could and started to shake his head back and forth. “GAH! What are you doing?!” he screamed nasally. “Stop!”
“What do you mean don’t wake up at all?!” The lighted shouted at him, continuing its assault as Héctor’s eyes watered with pain instead of sorrow. “Where is that coming from?! ‘Riveras never give up.’ Isn’t that what you’ve always said?”
Trying to pry the figure’s hands from his face, he glared up at it. “I’m not a real Rivera… I just married one- ARGH!”
“You’ve been a Rivera a whole lot longer than you haven’t been, old man!” the light yelled back. “And you haven’t lost everything! What about your children? Coco, and your granddaughter! What about Miguel. Are you really going to leave a little boy to grow up without his father? And who’s going to greet Matty when he comes back from the war?!”
“As for your wife, she right there waiting for you to wake up! She can’t run and hide in Santa Cecilia anymore! If you have something to say to her, then you make her listen to you! Think about it, you’re sick in a hospital bed. At the very least you have pity on your side, right? But don’t give up on her so easily, cabrón!”
“All right, all right! Ow! Just let go of me already!”
With one last shove the light let go of Héctor’s head and he cradled his face in his hands, getting his breathing back under control and trying to rub away the burns and stings. He flinched as the warm hand landed back on his shoulder, but when no further violence came his way he dared to look back up.
“I know this has been hard on you.” The light said gently. “And I know that you’re scared. But even if things don’t work out for you and your wife, you shouldn’t feel the need to give up. You still have a lot to live for.”
Héctor stared at it for a few long moments, before turning back towards the bed. Towards Imelda. It was right, she did look sad. And tired. If he woke up now, maybe he could talk to her. Maybe she’d talk to him. Despite his brain trying to convince him over and over that he was done, it was his time, and there was no need to linger on, his heart wouldn’t let him. It was leading him back to her. To his family.
Just like it always had.
Damn poet.
With a heavy sigh me slowly stood up and made it to his feet, his gaze now fixed on his unconscious form on the bed. With a new determination he made his way over and paused at the edge. Do I just… lay on myself? With a short snort of laughter he did just that, and was surprised to see his leg phase through himself as he climbed onto the bed. Rolling over he laid down onto his back, stared up at the ceiling, and waited.
…..
And waited…
…..
“Uh, nothing’s happening?”
The light shrugged. “You have been sleeping for a long time, and you’re sick. It might take a while for you to actually wake up.”
Before Héctor could reply to that, he started to feel changes slowly flowing into his body. Ah, this must be it. He started to feel heavier, more solid. That itself was a comforting feeling. He settled back down onto the bed and let the sensations build up through his limbs. He stayed still like that for a few minutes, with his eyes closed, before a tinkling little laugh next to him caused him to open them.
“This is taking forever!” The light giggled. It was such a sweet sound. So pure. Where had he heard it before? “Though not surprising. Even when you were healthy it took forever to wake you up, even when I jumped on your chest in the morning and tried to pry your eyes open.”
Héctor brows furrowed in confusion. He tried to lift his head off the pillow to look at the light properly… but found that he couldn’t. Slowly the solid feeling of his body turned into a heavy burden. He was so heavy! Too heavy! I can’t move!
“W-what?... What’s hap-”
The heaviness started to form inside his chest. His breathing turned into frantic gasps as he struggled to get air into his lungs. And now his body started to hurt! His arms and legs cramped and his head started to pound. Behind his gasping he heard his heart beating loudly in his ears. This is bad! This is bad! What’s happening to me?!
Then suddenly the light was leaning over his face, and Héctor stared at it with fright. Was this it’s plan all along? To trap him in this pain filled husk and laugh at him for his foolishness? He never should have trusted it! It started to lower itself to him, and with a small whimper he clenched his eyes shut and braced himself against... What? Oblivion? Mutilation? The destruction of his very soul? Whatever it was it couldn’t be good! It couldn’t-
“And don’t worry about Tio Nesto. He’ll be all right. I won’t let him be alone.”
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Tio Nesto?
Héctor’s eyes snapped open and he saw the light was hovering over his face. He saw that smile again grace it’s face before it leaned over and… gave him a small kiss on the forehead. It was quick and chaste, but it was so warm and sweet, and it slightly soothed the aches that were afflicting his body. It drew back again and stared at him with such love in it’s eyes, and Héctor realized with a start of the fact that he could see it’s eyes.
They were his eyes!
Her eyes.
“You feel better Papá.”
With a choked out sob, reached out towards the light- my daughter!- but found that he couldn’t. He glanced down at his hands and saw that they were strapped to the railings of his bed, and no matter how hard he shook or strained against them he could not tear them free. Sitting up was also not an option, as the thick belt across his chest prevented him from lifting even an inch.
He turned his attention back towards his little girl, but she was gone. She had left him. Again.
“Leti!” Héctor cried out, tears streaming down his face as he tried to strain against the bindings once more. “Leti, don’t go! Leti come back, please come back! Don’t leave me, mija. Please don’t leave me again! Please, please, please…”
“Calm down Héctor.” A tired voice broke through his weak sobbing, and he glanced up through watery tears as his wife ran a hand through his hair in a calming motion. She began to speak to him, numbly, as if she had been repeating the same things over and over. “It’s not real. You’re alright. None of this is really happening. She’s not here. It’s okay, Héctor.”
Héctor concentrated on his wife’s face, forcing himself to calm his seizing chest and his pounding heart. He listened to her soothing words and slowly the hysteria faded away, leaving him exhausted and light-headed. And as the minutes passed and he became more and more aware of his immediate surroundings, the visions from before slowly faded as well. What had he been dreaming about? There was a light, he remembered. And a voice. It was so familiar. But even those vague recollections of his dream faded into nothingness as well, as for the first time in over three days Héctor was finally awake and aware.
“Imelda?” Héctor whispered. “What happened?”
“…Héctor?”
#somos familia#coco#coco pixar#pixar coco#coco fanfiction#Hector Rivera#i love flicking my dad on the forehead#So Leti does too
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vld s5 spoilery thoughts
hey, so, I know that I dont usually post stuff like this on here(or anywhere else), but some of it is future fan comic ideas that I want to test, and I need to vent.
Also, does anyone have any suggestions on when is an ok time to post fanart based on s5? I’m thinking of putting a spoiler warning on top of some works, but I’d still like to know everyones thoughts before I post anything.
but yeah, spoilers under the cut
So, I’m just going to preface this that I still feel an intense emotional reaction to thinking about Sephiroth’s downfall in Final Fantasy VII. Like, I made an AU where Cloud or Zack just give a little bit of emotional support to Sephiroth during his time in the library and because of that, he has a better time dealing with learning about all the bullshit surrounding his linage. And after seeing The Last Jedi and Black Panther, there was this hole in my heart for a good, interesting villain redemption that I was craving.
And its because of this that I dont know if Lotor’s arc in this season was actually good, or if I just really needed him not to be Sephiroth.
THEY LITERALLY HAD A SCENE WITH OUR LONG WHITE HAIRED BOY LOOKING THROUGH AN INFORMATION ARCHIVE THAT HAD LIFE CHANGING INFO ON HIS MOM and they didnt pull a sephiroth
Im still ready for anything to happen to everyone at this point, but I just really like that they could have gone down making him a backstabbing fuckboy. Like when Allura got the Altaen Alchemy magical chosen whatever, Lotor’s response to his own shortcomings was not a tantrum, or even an envious grimace, but instead he was really supportive of her. Like, he was happy for her? and genuine??!?!? And he felt comfortable enough to tell her about some really intense abuse from his racist dictator dad???? AND SHE WAS SUPPORTIVE BACK!?!?!?
I just didnt know I really needed Allura and Lotor being supportive friends. He could backstab her the first episode of season 6 and I’d still be like “at least I got to enjoy it for a few months”
Going backwards tho, It was kind of weird that Haggar/Shiro/Kuro had to sneak Lotor a weapon during the hostage exchange. It was a great fight scene, but I feel like they could have at least given him a communicator to talk to them in case something went wrong? The one solid thing in season 5 is that Galra culture has evolved to include a lot of backstabbing and power play, and its kind of a miracle that they had the real Sam Holt on the ship at all. I was not convinced that Sam was not another hologram until Pidge touched him. That episode had a lot of weird moments(Matt’s hair loop skips in one scene and I died). I also feel like if they gave a little more time at the end to let Zarkon’s death sink in a little bit too. Even just a moment for someone to walk up to him and be like “yeah he’s dead. Kill confirmed” would have helped.
Also I cant stop thinking about how bored Lotor would get in that cell, but the minute he hears Shiro and Allura coming, he’d jump back to his feet like “ive totally just been standing here the whole time”
I also doodled a comic where Allura hugs Lotor and afterwards Lotor attempts to hug everyone else. I dont even care if its in character or not, I’m making it an no one can stop me. I just really need to make it.
I’m really hoping for Lotor to just be able to be a nice leader with Voltron as political and emotional support. The galra get to start working on getting that colonizing out of their system, Lotor gets an actual family. He’s probably going to be usurped next season, but I’m still content imagining that his reaction to the Garrison trio’s antics as a light scolding followed by “invite me next time”
I dont know why, but I find it funny that, the one thing Sam Holt did was suggest hacking the tree virus, and then leaves.
Also, Sam Holt is the best space dad. Coran is best space uncle, but Sam is best Space dad, no contest.
ALSO I CANT GET OVER CORAN’S RANDOM PARASITE GAG WHAT WAS THAT JOKE WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT
I realized watching the Galra fighting each other, and going back to the tree planet, and just the succession of power in the Galra while the blades set up to destroy the Galra elite, Voltron scratches that need for interesting alien species and cultures and variety that I always craved watching Ben 10 as a kid. I wish vld existed when I was a 13 year old so I could get into it when I had time and energy.
Pidge and Hunk were good. Pidge was the best achieving her dreams. Hunk could have done more, but at least he had some good lines and might have joined the ‘lowkey concerned for shiro’ club with Lance and Allura.
Speaking of Lance, I’m kind of unsure how I feel about him? I was really into his arc with self doubt and identity as the team sharp shooter and being a great second in command, and the sword thing kinda felt like a weird side step on all that buildup. On one hand he had genuinely good interactions with Allura, but still devolved into unwarranted jealousy at times? w/e. At least he ended on a good note, but I feel like all the stuff that I was getting into with his character isnt there anymore? idk
Actually, rereading this over, I’m hoping that that ending note with Lance and Shiro kinda hinted that Lance is still a really good second in command, and he can be support for both Keith and Shiro as leaders.
Keith was there. Im kind of disappointed that no one talked about Keiths actions at the end of the last season, but oh well. Kolivan had to have known who he was sending Keith to, right? I cant tell if this is going to be some Marmora loyalty test, if Kolivan was knowingly orchestrating that family reunion, or if he just didnt know. I’m also hoping to see if they touch on how the more Keith learns about his bio family, the more he seems to be drifting away from his adoptive brother...
Also tho, I have no idea what Haggar’s actual motives are, but this season had a lot of cool stuff for her? Like, I think they’re implying that Haggar genuinely wants the best for Lotor, but knows that if he takes the thrown, the weight of Galra empire will destroy him. But she also hasnt told Lotor who she really is for some reason, and I’m still scared that that knowledge could also mess with him, because it sounds like Haggar has also done some traumatic stuff to Lotor despite/because the struggle just to get her zombie baby. It seems like she’s trying to look out for him with project kuron? IDK??? I love Haggar so much but I’m also so scared at what she could do to everyone???? I’m still full force ready for Kuron to be confirmed tho.
Actually, I think that by the end, there were some other fancomic ideas that I have in production that are still technically in character? So as long as I can get them done by July, I should be good!(of course one of them was the Halloween fancomic...)
So yeah, all in all, s5 had a lot of things that I really needed emotionally, however I am prepared for dreamworks to rip my heart out and smash it into the ground.
#season 5 spoilers#vld season 5#season 5#vld s5#vld s5 spoilers#voltron legendary defender season 5#voltron legendary defender season 5 spoilers#voltron legendary defender s5#voltron legendary defender s5 spoilers#if theres any other blacklisted spoilers taggs#let me know and I'll add it to the tags!#I just really needed to get that out of my system
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Ishqbaaaz - Oct 6/17 - Episode 384
Annika is asking Shivaay what the deal is
hes like i cant tell you
lmao he gave up on the facade real quick
hes like i cant put you in danger
SHES REMINDING HIM OF THE VOWS GOODBYE FRIENDS
hes like fuck fine
homeboy gave up so fast haha
Khanna is fooling Tanya with the cardboard cut out of Shivaay
cool
Theyre legit talking in the middle of the hallway
cant you find a closet or something
so he was shown the video of the mills
the inquiry people said the Trash Four werent there
but in the video they clearly are
Tej in a rage said that he would burn the mills down
Shakti went to make sure he wasnt serious
Pinky was there to talk to Shakti
And Jhanvi is being real ominous about why she was there
Theyre running out and people are screaming
and boom the building is burning
the insurance money from the building burning down is how the Oberoi Empire was born
shes like you did all this so the video wouldnt be leaked
“i was just trying to save my family”
SHIVAAY SINGH OBEROI
ANNIKA IS ALSO YOUR FAMILY
STOP SACRIFICING HER
Annika is like LEMME GET TANYA IMMA FUCK HER UP
LOLL my sister says Annika is a punch first ask questions later kind of girl
tru @paulfwesley
hes like chill im mad too
but Tanya is just a pawn
someone else is the mastermind
Lmao Tanya is like wtf hes still standing there
shes gonna tap him oh no
oh she got a call
PROBS ABHAY
Theyre trying to make it look like its someone else
IM SURE ITS ABHAY IM SO SURE OF IT
YES YES IM READY FOR THIS ROAST
GAURI ROAST HIM IM SO READY YES THANK YOU
SHES ROASTING HIM IN ENGLISH
THIS IS THE BEST EVER
She tells him shes a simple girl who faced so many problems alone
She felt as if God sent Omkara for her
IM CRYING BABY
SHE TOLD HIM SHE FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM
SHE WANTED TO HIM TO BE PROUD OF CALLING HER HIS WIFE
GAURI MY BABY
“I wanted you to love me the way I love you”
AH
OMKARA IS LIKE ?????
hes like when did you learn english??
shes like I learned it for you
but now ive realized what a mistake I made
KICK THIS BITCH TO THE CURB
shes like you wounded my aatma sabmaan
BABY
Back to Shivika
wow this the first time I really dont care about their scene LOL
I wanna see Gauri roast Om more
Theyre trying to figure out what happened at the mills
Shes like im gonna get Tanya and get her to talk
hes like i tried she seems like she doesnt even know
Annika is like bby I trust that our family isnt this shady
LOL they all shady Annika who you fooling
shes like you just need time
and hes like uss Tanya se chutkara bhi
and shes like dont worry about her
shes only watching you because she doesnt want us together so we need to convince her that we’re not
LOOK AT ALL THIS TOUCHING AHHH GOD BLESS
hes like im sorry, i couldnt fulfil my promise to you that i would always keep you happy
SHES SAYS IF YOU’RE WITH ME IM HAPPY
HES LIKE IF YOU’RE WITH ME NOTHING CAN BREAK US
BACK TO THE ROAST YES PLS
Shes like since the art exhibition I decided I was gonna learn english
AAP KE LAIYAK BANEGE
and so Shivaay bhaiya helped me and i did it
she tells him she wanted to surprise him and tell him her dil ki baat in english
but then her mom got sick
SHES PULLING OUT THE RECIEPTS
TICKET
ENGLISH BOOKS
ID CARD
COOK THIS BITCH YES GAURI
Shes like Arjun was my english teacher
shes like you cant be right all the time
you always misunderstood me
HAR BAAR
IM SO PROUD OF MY BAREILLY KI RANI
SHES LIKE I FORGAVE YOU
I ALWAYS FORGAVE YOU
THINKING ONE DAY YOU WOULD TRUST ME
BUT NOOO
YES GAURI YES BABY
shes like i always tried to be a good wife bahu
shes like i never asked you to love me
i only wanted a bit of trust but i was wrong
“Aaj, abhi issi waqt, hum aapko har bandhan se, har rishtey se aazad kartey hein”“
SHES RIPPING HER CARD SHE WROTE HIM
MY HEART
HE DESERVED EVERY BIT OF THIS
Yesterday Kunal got all the awards
today Shren gets all the awards
IM GONNA CRY
HES PICKING UP THE PIECES
thats right BITCH YA FUCKED UP
ok Trash Four is boring i dont care about you
lol Shivaay comes into the room and Tanya is all WHERE WERE YOU as if shes his real wife bitch sit down
HE SLEPT OUTSIDE
ya’ll know he slept with Annika in her guest room
ANNIKA BUSTS IN
hes like you cant just come into someone’s room
shes like bitch this is my room
shes like i have so much to do move out of my way
shes packing a suitcase
hes like oh you’re leaving the house
shes like nah bitch
“aapka hard drive crash hua hai” LOL
LMAO 2 FEET DOORI
THEY BOTH JUST GOT TRIGGERED
TANYA IS LIKE WHAT DID I GET INTO
hes like thank God you’re leaving
ill get mukti
LOL
SHES MAD
MAINTAIN THE DOORI
shes like tanya help me pack
she sent her to get her shit from the washroom
LOOK AAT THEM OH MYGODD
WHAT IS THIS AWK HRITIK ROSHAN ACTING
LOOK AT THEMM
HIS BEARD UGH
it looks like Shivaay is gonna need a minute if you catch my drift
PINKY STOP BEING SHITTY
Shivaay wants Tanya to tell him who’s doing all this and shes like SOON
Bhavya went to see the dude who fucked her and she wants ANSWERS
kaka wont spill the beans
oh someone threatened his family
what the fuck
ABHAY
I KNEW THIS PSYCHO WAS BEHIND THIS
BHAI RUDY? WHAT DO YOU MEAN BHAI?
What is this Rudra voiceover
HE WANTED REVENGE BECAUSE SHE SLAPPED HIM?
RUDRA SINGH OBEROI
YOU IMPLIED SHE SHARED ROOMS WITH OTHER MEN
YOU SHOWED UP TO CRASH HER WEDDING
YOU GOT DRUNK
INSULTED HER IN FRONT OF EVERYONE
AND YOU THINK YOU DESERVE BETTER?
EXCUSE ME??????????
Om showed up at the english school to look for Gauri
call from Gauri for Arjun
Om thinks its his Gauri
HES APOLOGIZING
Lol Arjun this call is for me
hes like kk love you boo
OM IS LIKE ??????
Om is like you’re Arjun? and hes like yeah
HES TAREEFING GAURI AND HER ENGLISH
hes like she wanted to surprise you
Om is flashing back to the roast
Om is like is Gauri here
hes like no
hes like then who was on the phone
hes like my fiance is also named Gauri
HES LIKE DO YOU KNOW WHERE GAURI IS “meri Gauri”
Arjun is like nah bruh
Tanya on the phone with a hooded dude
who the hell
hes yelling at her
aww now i feel bad for her
shes being manipulated too she loves this dude
thats shity
I STILL THINK ITS ABHAY
but i might be wrong now
kaka gets a call from Abhay
he just wants his fam back
BHAVYA BUGGED HIS PHONE
YES BABY
SHES GONNA FIND OUT ABHAY’S PLAN AND FUCK HIM UP YEAAAAAHHHHHHHH
im 100% down for this
shes tracing the number my queen is so smart
Omkara is SUFFERING
this babaji is giving him advice
Omkara is having a realization moment
hes calling someoneee
Precap: Everyone was in the hospital at the time of the fire
and Shivika aree the wtf how were they at the mills
what a bakwaas precap
and the precap they had in the last episode didnt even happen lmao
#ishqbaaaz#ishqbaaz#shivika#rikara#shivaay singh oberoi#annika#omkara singh oberoi#gauri kumari sharma#bhavya pratap rathore#ib update#ib oct 6/17
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My Unrestricted Opinions on Stranger Things 2
linking @capthawkeye as requested, im sorry this turned into such a rant :’)
First off, i loved the 80′s vibe in the first season and i still love it now its so damn good. One of those things i never knew i needed until i saw it. Like the theme song has to be one of my favorites of all time, it just captures the essence of the show so perfectly god dAMN.
But before i talk about the rest of the Good Shit i gotta get some stuff off my chest about this cause oooOOOHHHHH boy there was some weird shit with this season.
Problem #1.
Max served no purpose. I kept waiting for her and billy to like,,,,, do something??? Like max kinda just followed the boys around, and billy was an antagonist to steve, but like, for what purpose?? Its not even that i dont like them, its more that i dont care about them cause we weren’t given any reason to care about them. So if anything, i really hope season 3 does something about that
Problem #2.
Mike didnt do shit in this season either. I really liked his character in season 1, but in this one, anything having to do with him or his development involved him pining over eleven or some shit, and that was fine and all, it served a purpose, but i would have liked to see a little more of his development with other characters too. Like the scene where he talked with will, that was GOOD SHIT, i wish there was more stuff like that.
Problem #3.
The entire plot line with dart. HoLy FuCK. Dustin what the fUCK? Why are you keeping this horrifying lamprey-pollywog thing????????? Did you not learn your lesson about weird creature bullshit from last year? especially after you watched it sprout fucking LEGS out of the sides of its body??????? that shit aint natural!! And what the fuck are the chances of discovering a new species of that complexity in the middle of god damn iNDIANA? Amazon rain forest, i could see. Galapagos islands? For sure. But BOY sure as hell not in the middle of the US of A. But for the sake of argument, lets say he just got real excited and weirdly attached to dart (Which i know is what they were going for, but god damn that decimated the ever-loving shit out of my suspension of disbelief). So Will, obviously aware of the fact that he spit up a worm boy that looked suspiciously similar to dart. They even show us a got dang flashback. WHY THIS BITCH AINT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT UNTIL ITS TOO GOD DAMN LATE?????????? ooooOOOHhh that really salted my apples, like i blame that shit 100% more on will than i do on dustin. And in the last episode where dustin meets full grown dart in the tunnels and then…..,,,, i dont even know what the fuck happened? ??? ? I thought the demodogs were a part of the hive-mind? Why was dart exempt from this? Like he physically should have not been able to break from the hive mind, heckin WILL could barely break from it. My ONLY guess is that Dustin left a bit of imprinting on dart as a baby worm, but like even thats a bit of a stretch for me.
Problem #4.
Love triangles. Ive never been a fan of them, and i likely never will.
Problem #5.
The overall ost for this season was not as impressive to me as the first season’s. Like i remember specific tracks from scenes in the first season, but i didnt get any of that with this one. It wasn’t bad by any means, but it definitely wasn’t that memorable.
Problem #6.
Ok, i fully realize this is 1 000 000% a me problem, but fuck this show for getting the Stalker Song stuck in my head. Now dont get me wrong, i absolutely adore The Police, theyre one of my favourite bands, but oooohhhhhhhhhHHHHHHH why is their most popular song Every Breath You Take? I remember when my mom first showed me that ear blood and she told me how it was mega popular when she was in highschool, and it would always be played as a slow song at the dances and i was astounded by this????? Its about this dude’s creepy stalker-attachment to a girl and ahhhh?????????? why was that a good candidate for slow dance music? Also i just think it sounds like shit, especially compared to their other stuff (actually i hate their entire Synchronicity album but thats completely unrelated to this). So knowing all this, i remember sitting there watching the snow ball scene and then it dawned on me that it would 100% be a possibility that the stalker song could play, and when it did i think i died a little bit. Like y’all couldn’t have played Every Little Thing She does is Magic??? thats the real good shit, not this schloppy garbage. The ONLY redeeming quality to this choice in song was that it acted as a really nice duality to the fact that the shadow monster is also watching every move they make as the lyrics suggest, which i thought definitely fit the song very nicely.
Ok now that i got that all out of the way i can talk about the Good Stuff
First off, id like to just acknowledge the fact that all these kids are such good actors? like holy shit, especially millie, so god damn talented, im crying
Every scene with Hopper and eleven were so good. Their character dynamic was so good. They played off each other spectacularly, and i hope we get more in season 3. Like they were hands down the best part of this season for me, no questions asked. The scene with eleven’s psychic tantrum was my absolute favourite, it was shot so well, the dialogue was perfect, you could understand why both of them were so rightfully upset, i just loved it.
Another spectacular scene this season was the one where joyce plays back the footage will took halloween night, and she sees the shadow monster outlined in the static of the tv screen. holy shit did that blow my mind. Gave me the same feeling as her communicating to will through the christmas lights last season, pure gold.
I also continued to enjoy all the dnd analogies they used, like True Sight was such a good metaphor for what they thought will was experiencing.
Just the entirety of episode seven honestly.
STEVE what a good father of five, i really loved his turn of character in the last season and he is such a wholesome person and im glad he and nancy broke up cause fuck nancy, she served a purpose but i never liked her character, she dont deserve steve.
I also was really not expecting to like bob as much as i did. he was just such a good-hearted person. I was also not expecting him to die. rip bob and rip joyce’s sanity.
THE AESTHETIC OF THE SHADOW MONSTER WAS SO SO GOOD HOLY SHHHHHHHH and i really loved the fake out where we thought will would be the spy into the upside down, and then it turned out the shadow monster was actually using will as the spy, that was goooood shit. like when the realization hits that will set up the trap for the lab guys in the tunnels, that was so so good.
Thats about all i can think of right now, the rest of it i thought was good, just nothing that stood out like above mentioned things. I may add more if i think of any
#stranger things#ooooooooppppsssss i did not mean to rant that long about the stalker song#it honestly didnt bug me that much#I just found it funny that out of all the popular 80's slow songs they happened to choose the one i have an unnatural hatred for#But besides all that i love this show and would recommend it to everyone#opinion
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stranger things 2 thoughts under the cut:
okay, this season was good, so everything after this is just going to be details but the season overall was good. any roasting is meant to be more of a light grill or even a light toast, if you will
first of all, can they just mail noah schnapp his emmy early? because that boy literally did the Most™. honestly, i don’t believe i’ve ever seen a child actor come full force the way he did. seeing will suffer onscreen was incredibly heartbreaking and noah definitely brought that depth to his role.
the soundtrack, the bush and mandale signs, the arcades, the clothing, the houses, all 80s, all wonderful.
i think the duffer brothers are trying to actually kill me bc not only do we get hopper but we got hopper in flannel doing dad thing and i am left here very thirsty and very distressed rip i brought this on myself
tbh i forgot that hopper even had a daughter until the fifth episode, because everything he was doing looked so natural
and i know there’s some Discourse brewing about jane (i’m going to call her jane consistently from now on, she deserves to be called by her real name) and hopper’s relationship, especially their fight mid-season, so i’ll throw my proverbial hat into the Discourse Ring
i’m not going to excuse hopper, actually, and i’ll even confess that as a binch with anxiety who hates yelling, i had to turn down the volume of my computer and read the subtitles at one point because it really messes with me
definitely, threatening to turn jane back over to the authorities was wrong, and a new low. but i also saw that it was very much anger born of worry. like, parents get angry, and he had a reason to, because you could see that he was watching his daughter willingly put herself in danger, and it’s not like she’s unaware of the consequences
that being said, i don’t blame jane for leaving. you could see she was starting to match the whole experience to her time in the lab with papa and the fact that she was counting the days. damn
so in the end, they both acted shitty, but they both owned up to that and apologized. and i think david and millie did a really good job in really portraying a realistic father-daughter relationship. it’s not always cute, fluffy, one-shot, material, it’s messy and screamy and painful sometimes.
but ohmygoodness their relationship hurts so good the bedtime stories the waffles the halloween candy sorry i need a mome-
max!!!!!! i!!!! love!!!!! max!!!!!! ever since i learned what internalized misogyny was, i’ve been a bit wary of tomboy characters. but max didn’t play into those stereotypes at all, which is super refreshing. she was very content to be who she was, but she didn’t need to denigrate other girls to do so!!!!!! and it’s just good!!!!!!!
(also the fact that the boys didn’t question that max beat their high score. also good, also pure, beautiful, beautiful)
[suddenly wearing a mourning veil] okay we need to talk about bob. right now.
i was one of the people who was suspicious of him (not because of shipping reasons, but the show makes you a little on edge, you know?) so i definitely squinted at everything he did but like he was so sweet and supportive of joyce and the boys and he didn’t like overstep his bounds but the way he tried to encourage will was so sweet and and and he’s just working at radio shack and he checks in on joyce to eat lunch with her and make out in the supply closet [hyperventilates a little] and and and the slow dancing in his halloween costume and he knows BASIC [is practically sobbing at this point] and he loves the byers and he died so that they could be happy and he’s a superherO AND I WOULD DIE FOR HIM AND SEAN ASTIN HOW COULD THEY DO THIS TO MEEE-
also when he’s talking about how he grew out of getting bullied and “I get to date Joyce Byers!” i get so close to tearing up every time you have no idea
i love how we get development for the rest of the party’s families, and barb’s families too. especially lucas’ sister, a gem, an icon™
and just!!!! lucas!!!!!! i really love how he’s the straight man of the group, but you can tell he’s matured over the year that’s past (also that voice drop, i see you caleb)
and lucas and max is now the only relevant ship on this show im sorry i dont make the rules
dustin is so sweet and big hearted and i really loved seeing more of his depth. tbh i may or may not have started projecting a little especially at the last ep when no one would dance with him!!!! but it’s so hard when you’re so loving and no one returns it in the way you’d want it to!!!! and the fact that he was even willing to love and protect a demon from another dimension dustin please don’t let the world rob you of your sweetness
i was crying about noah earlier but finn also basically killed it this season. you could tell that mike was Depressed with a Capital D and even though he didn’t get as much screen time as he did last season, every scene he did have was Quality,
especially the scene when he was talking about how he and will became friends and those TEARS FINN JUST DRIVE TO MY HOUSE AND STAB ME MYSELF
i really loved watching jane grow and come into her own this season! you can tell that she’s very aware of her power, but there’s that internal struggle about how to use it, which made the final battle that much more poignant.
terry’s backstory was immensely heartbreaking, i don’t have much left to say about it
i really did love kali, though! the detour from hawkins was a bit unexpected, but i love that world building aspect and im really intrigued about kali’s backstory and also her...front story? damn i hope she’s in season three because there’s so much more tea left.
and like....what about 1-7, 9, 10? are they still alive [insert eyes emoji here]
i’m going to be Agressively Heterosexual and agree that billy is pretty™ but at the same time i’m super worried that he’s going to be woobified because he is abusive, and i’m 95% sure he’s racist. so yeah i really hope that doesn’t happen but it probably will [sips wine tiredly]
STEVEN, MY MANS. the development that started last season really paid off here! tbh even i felt hurt when he asked nancy “you don’t love me?” like this binch has got feelings! and he’s not perfect but he’s a lot more genuine than i gave him credit for and the fact that he babysits kids and calls them shitheads but also lets himself get his ass beat for them. oh steve, keep growing but never change.
okay, nitpick and potential unpopular opinion, but i kind of hated the jancy development in this season
because there really wasn’t any, i don’t know, and this is really shitty of me for all my campaigning last year, but it just felt very cheap and superficial
like nancy and steve break up very early in the season, conveniently
and then when they’re at conspiracy guy’s house it just felt too explicit, too heavy handed and cliche, like Conspiracy Guy is basically spelling out their relationship to the audience
and then they do the thing where they just....have sex, and maybe it’s because i’m wearing my grey-ace hat, but like, honestly, two characters having sex doesn’t mean shit, anymore, okay?
its mostly because of hookup culture imo
so jonathan and nancy have sex, but there’s no confession of feelings or anything, so it just feels like a cheap way to show the audience THEY’RE TOGETHER NOW ARE YOU HAPPY
and then they don’t really interact as much in that context for the rest of the season, so it’s left kind of ambiguous
and i understand that it’s a 9 episode season and this is more of a C plot, but i think i would have rather had a slow burn throughout the 9 episodes [cough] like last season [cough] with a more affectionate moment at the end than just break up, nancy’s free, SEX, done
it’s not a very emotionally gratifying narrative as it is
second nitpick: tbh the final battle of this season felt a little too note for note to the final battle of the first season, and it felt repetitive at times, so i admit i kind of lost interest in the middle of episode 9
i really thought the “watering the story down” to get JusticeForBarb™ was really clever
and just....joyce. i’ll never get over joyce. i have no complaints, she’s a mom who punches back and she’s tenacious and good hearted and amazing and she raised two amazing boys
i don’t know i need a nap
#stranger things#stranger things 2#stranger things spoilers#also like comment and stuff im bored talk to me
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Favorite episodes (season 2)
Season 1 | Season 2 (4 favorites and 2 honorable mentions).
2.13 "Welcome to Earth 2"
Loved the Earth 2 aesthetic, Barry and Cisco being silly, Harry looking at them like: I can't take you guys anywhere. 🙃
There was this really funny moment in Harry's office when Cisco was trying to vibe and being dramatic about it.
“Give me some space.” "Alright, Zoom, you can run, but you can't hide..."
* crickets * "Ramon!" Lol.
Earth 2 Barry was adorable with his bow tie and glasses. His best line? "Oh, it's a seminal episode, you should check it out". 🤣
I love Killer Frost’s look and Deathstorm was particularly dashing in his Earth 2 suit. They looked like quite the power couple and had great chemistry.
I was giggling during the entire conversation between Cisco and Reverb. "That weird Samourai situation you got going on on top of your head there." "So? Vibe. You wanna run Central City?" "Flash, save us!" Lol.
I almost fell off my chair when Captain Singh 2.0 appeared with a flashy hat and goatee talking about: "Look I don't know nothin, so I ain't saying, nothin."
I lived for all the Westallen moments between Impostor Barry and E2 Iris. Barry took one look at Iris 2.0 and got completely sidetracked.
It was nice that Barry could talk to Earth 2 Nora. I was sad about the demise of Earth 2 Joe. E1 Joe better not ever die though, I mean it!
Simply one of the best episodes of the entire series.
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2.14 "Escape From Earth 2"
I love Zoom. Eobard!Wells might be my favorite character but I like him best when he plays the shady, fake nice mentor in the wheelchair. He's a villain, sure, but the mastermind, strategic kind of villain. I see Zoom as a 100% pure, traditionally evil, rampaging villain, which would make him my number 1 favorite baddie.
He's just terrifying. The cowl, the black eyes, the voice, the drive-bys where he obliterates everything in his path Tasmanian devil-style, and terrorises the people leaving his victims bruised, battered, bewildered or six feet under. As for Teddy, he slayed the part of the emotionally damaged psychopath and looked divine doing it.
So the episode starts with Tony Todd doing the "Bring Me Wells" monologue, while Zoom perches over the city. He's hunting Wells and Co. and he's inside Star Labs.
I'm Earth 2 Barry, hyperventilating during the scene where Zoom's slides through the corridor, phases into the time vault claws first, stands around for a bit, then speeds off because he's been tricked by a fake wall.
I love Killer Frost and she had a big part in the episode too. Great confrontation between her and the team in the woods, and in the end, she did the right thing by turning on Zoom: "He killed Ronnie."
Poor Barry. While nothing beats the devastation Zoom visited upon him in "Enter Zoom", the beating he took inside the cage in Zoom’s lair, was also hard to watch. "All I need from you, is your speed, Flash, and you only need to be barely alive, for me to take it." Yikes. Zoom always serves up a one-two punch of physical pain and mental anguish.
E2 Barry remains cute. "Dr. Wells, this is, very disappointing." 🤗 My favorite moment with him was at the end, after he'd survived the scariest day of his life and was trying to pull himself together as best he could like, "I'm fine, I'm just a mess." He’s just too cute.
Loved the ending with the escape through the breaches, right before Jay gets got by Zoom (or does he?). This episode is so good, not even Geomancer's cringe-worthy acting could bring it down.
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2.17 "Flash Back"
Originally posted by westallengifs
Cisco's walking around having daymares because of Jay's helmet, Barry runs back in time, manhandles himself again (he tasered his doppleganger in “Welcome to Earth 2″), Hartley becomes tolerable and of course... King Wells returns!
"That was quite an observation you had about Hartley in there, Mr. Allen." "This is quite the speed equation you've concocted here, isn't it, Mr. Allen." Oh boy... Harry was right. Barry couldn't fool the chess master even a minute.
Originally posted by coldtomyflash
Loved the face off between Barry and Shady Wells in the time vault. Some great lines from Eoabard:
"I thought, oh no... a time wraith had found me but then I though no, no, no, you know what you're doing. No the time wraith is after someone who travelled through time, and doesn't know what they're doing." "I dont need you. Do I? Not this you certainly...oops." "You ran all the way back here, just to die."
Barry made me proud, when he got Wells to fall in line by threatening to ruin his plans to go back home. Check mate! 💪
One other thing I loved about this episode was how rattled Eobard was by the presence of the speed wraith. He hardly ever loses his cool, unless his plan to go back home is in jeopardy (like when the cold gun Cisco built to stop Barry fell into the wrong hands). "If that thing comes after me, you're all dead!" "You don't know how to stop a time wraith?" "None of us do, that's why we always try to avoid them in our travels!" 😆
There's a good dose of humor in the episode also during the scene where Past Barry rushes into Star Lab asking "where's the other Flash". Cait's squinting trying to figure out which Barry's the genuine article, Cisco freaking out and tripping himself out with theories about doppelgangers and future suits and Wells is dying inside, as his precious timeline is getting disrupted: "Stop talking. You stop talking too."
Another funny scene takes place between Joe and Eddie, who keeps forgetting that Joe is Iris' dad, and continues to share intimate details about their life together. Joe's not having it and Jesse's delivery of "New, yes. Exciting, nooo." was hilarious.
The Westallen is also strong with this episode because in the midst of utter time wraith panic, Barry still makes time for Iris by asking Eddie to record a message for her. Barry’s seriously awesome.
Hartley Rathaway even redeems himself by vaporizing the time wraith in the end. Doesn't he look like such a nice guy here?
This episode is damn near perfection.
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2.21 "The Runaway Dinosaur"
Barry's "trippy" converstation with the Speed Force that takes the form of the four most important people in his life: Joe, Iris, Henry and Nora. I love that he meets SF!Iris in the same place they first kissed. That meeting with SF!Henry in the cemetery was foreshadowing to Henry's death and funeral. My favorite moment is when Barry meets his mom. Such an emotional scene. I just love Nora Allen. The actress is excellent and she and Grant killed it.
Barry also had a moving scene with his father when Henry announced he was moving back to Central City. Let me grab some tissues. Poor Henry Allen... 😢
Mr. and Mrs. Allen, I mean, Barry and Iris walking hand in hand to visit Nora's grave was one of my favorite scenes of season 2. Barry's such a romantic and he always knows the right thing to say. "You're everything to me and you always have been and the sound of voice will always bring me home." Be still my heart.
Originally posted by henycavil
Last but not least. “Let's hear it for the boy! Let's hear it for my man!” 🎼 Teddy Sears (Zoom) sauntering around the CCPD lab in his black suit and blessing us with back shots as he exits the room after leaving Cait with an ultimatum: your friends, or me. 😷
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Honorable mentions
2.18 "Versus Zoom"
Love the Westallen moments like Cait noticing the way Iris's been looking at Barry and Barry putting on a brave face when Iris tells him she has a date with Scott Evans. One of the best scenes of the entire show that I always rewind five times when it comes on, is the cute foster dad/foster son moment between Joe and Barry where they're talking about no longer having pizza from Keystone City after Wally moves in. Aww...
Originally posted by ambersriley
All this is nice and all, but the star of this episode is my man Zoom. We get a glimpse into his rough childhood and the similarities between himself and Barry. We even hear his mother say "Run Hunter. Run." (Run, Barry. Run) before she dies.
Barry uses the boot on Zoom while he's distracted by pictures of his parents but Zoom manages to get away after delivering a great monologue about family being a weakness and putting on his monster voice to drop the iconic: "You can't, lock up, the darkness." Ooh baby.
This is the episode where Zoom trades in Wally's life for Barry's speed so he's in Star Labs, mask off, explaining his villainous motivations and Teddy is amazing. Always on pitch. Perfect pyscho; in the speech pattern, the tone, the facial expressions.
He gets animated explaining that he gave people hope, "so I can rip it away from them" then gets triggered by Cait calling him a "monster", starts having flashbacks, snaps out of it and goes back to smirking. My deranged bae... 😘
Originally posted by kendrasaunders
Love you Bear, but every story needs a good villain. All hail the speed demon!
Originally posted by : theflashsgifs, justbarryallen, justbarryallen
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2.06 "Enter Zoom"
Linda as Dr. Light and Barry are putting on one hell of a show with terrible dialogue for Zoom. "We're gonna skip the part where you say you're gonna kill me and go right to the part where I don't let you." "I'm loyal to Zoom, so get ready, to fry."
It was great to see the friendship between Linda and Iris in “Enter Zoom”, especially given the way their relationship started.
This episode is among my favorites, strictly because of the Zoom part, which happens 10 minutes before the end when Zoom kidnaps Linda Park. "You like to fish with bait. I do too." The action is amazing. Zoom grabs the bolt of lightening and flings it back at Barry. They fight in free fall, Zoom breaks Barry's back after they land and Tony gives us another iconic line, "Never forget. I, am the fastest man alive."
Zoom really messes our Barry up. Stabbed in the chest, dragged like a broken rag doll.
Drops by CCPN : "Look at your hero. This man is no god. He is nothing." 😱
Goes to the CCPD: "The days of The Flash protecting this city, are over." 😨
He windmills with one arm and catches awl the bullets. 😷
After that I was in shock, and it started to feel like the scene was going on forever.
I wasn't prepared to see Barry receive an ass whooping of this magnitude.
Star Labs. "Harrison Wells. You thought you could defeat me, with this."
Then Zoom jammed his claw into Barry's side, and I was ready to pass out.
It's the only episode from 2A on my favorite list because I didn't enjoy the first half of the season (Patty and the Legends) as much as I did the second half, but 10 minutes of Zoom made all the difference for this one. 👏 👏 👏
I love this show! 🙌🏾
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minpuppy day
its 8pm here, and his birthday is almost over. im listening to day6′s stream rn and im ready to type out my essay 4 lmh
this got so long and its a mess without proper sources whoops!!!!
SO FIRST OF ALL... lee minhyuk!!!!! the kindest boy on earth and also the most extra lmao
tbh i only became a mbb in late august so i was only present for the last 2 ep of mxray but with everything else, i had 2 catch up rip.. i watched the first episode of season 2 first bc im a dumbebe and it was the cafe/nail salon episode ?? yeah. at that point i didnt know any of them and i couldnt recognise anyone except for jooheon bc i started liking jh first i was just super confused with everyone else, minhyuk included. nobody really stood out when i watched it but i still found it extremely funny (mx are so funny every show theyve been on i always laugh its great i love it) was the next episode the party one ?? (nope) i dont remember but i dont think i focused on anyone at that time either but i noticed how minhyuk was so fucking extra with how he would give kh + hw false clues and i was like .. ‘this guy is seriously..’ and when changkyun plotted with them to abandon mh i was cheering for him tbh LOL and i got so scared for ck when minhyuk found out sbwjaiks idk ive never talked about first impression for mxray so im gonna side track a bit (a lot) and?? the way he played everyone and eventually himself (and changkyun) was so funny wtfeksmk we love an idiot?? in the animal episode, i didnt take notice of mh (again) bc he was with jh and i was 2 focused on him poor mh and mary LMAO i think throughout my first watch of mxray i didnt have that much of an impression of minhyuk other than that he is super extra?? watching their older shows like ‘right now’ and the des??koptac??? fk if i know im a fakebebe i think he grew on me more??
but the time where he really impacted me and made me fall for him was when i watched no.mercy?? the way he gave the flower to the judge (i lov EHR SO MUCH) (the male judges can ***** x) it really gave me the impression of how sweet minhyuk is?? and i remember when he got second last and he cried i felt so fucking bad? he loves his parents so damn much???? minhyuk is really out here being the best son/friend/group mate?? AND despite that he worked together with the other guy (im so sorry) and they did a wonderful stage?? the way minhyuk lightened the mood after the performance showki gave? that made me really think because people gave minhyuk the title of mood maker you know? and just based on that i could truly see why and after that im so happy minhyuk is with monsta x (ill talk abt this later) and im pretty sure he was the one who lost since it was like a battle (work together with your partner but youre also fighting against them) and i know how they like messed the thing up didnt they? and they told him he won but they announced the wrong name minhyuk didnt even let that get to him? he had the biggest smile on his face even though he lost? i love lee minhyuk so much?? he was happy because he and his team mate managed to show such a good performance and that makes me so proud???
it was probably at that point where i really started to see minhyuk as who he is??? he has a lot of sides to him honestly and i dont know all of them but from what i can see minhyuk’s just great?? i was also starting to fall deeper for monsta x as a whole and that meant finding out about past incidents and watching old vlives,, i saw ppl mentioned about how minhyuk would be there for wonho throughout his harder times?? and i watched the video where wonho actually thanks minhyuk (and other members) about that and you can just see how supportive minhyuk is of wonho? hes always there for him and not just wonho, minhyuk’s always with everyone although it is different every era?? he shows so much love to all of his members and its ?? amazing??? minhyuk’s like everybody’s support system and im jsut so!!!!! minhyuk ur doing amazing sweetie :-(
right now back to the thing i said i said id talk abt later which is now so. i was watching the last ep of no.mercy (where they select who gets 2 debut) and i knew who were gonna debut obviously but it was still so fucking nerve wrecking???? honestly? you could see the shock on minhyuk’s face when he gets chosen as the last member. idk what he was thinking but it really hurts to think that minhyuk probably thought he wouldnt be able to get in? (i also have no idea how no.mercy works and im still a bit skeptical about it, was it all planned? etc.) and just the surprise and disbelief really??? goD ??? mh probably felt really bad about being chosen despite have 2 other suitable ppl next to him i kind of think minhyuk sometimes doubts his abilities??? back on weekly idol too where they asked him how he managed to get in and they (hyungwon?) answered with passion like?? i dont know :-// this whole para is a joke tbh bc of how much i dont trust no.mercy lol so disregard it?????
what i wanted 2 say though was how without minhyuk, i dont think monsta x would be able to be how they are today. as much as i hate to say this, performance & song wise, there wouldnt be much of a difference because of how little lines minhyuk gets (which is understandable, still makes me a tad bit mmMPH) however, the presence on shows would change so much??? minhyuk helps bring out everyones sides on shows? and maybe he doesnt and im just being bloody delusional but i believe that minhyuk plays a super important role whenever mx are on any kind of show because he’s able to ?? i dont know??? he can see whenever one of the members are feeling uncomfortable/not talking enough and he goes to them/asks them stuff im pulling this out of my ass actually ah . i dont fucking know i dont have any sources nd this is all from my shit ass memory so if u do read this and realize how inaccurate it is im sorry but thanks 4 reading lmao
basically . minhyuk plays an important role in monsta x as more than a vocal but as a person who’s always there for his members
ANOTHER THING. we all know of when minhyuk speaks english?? like he doesnt have to because theres changkyun but he does it anyway?? again, idk if he does it bc he wants 2 lessen the burden on changkyun (who cant speak english that well - same) or because he wants to connect with more intl fans but its sweet either way?? and its really funny the way he translates stuff too lmao
i already saw someone else talk about this but its something i noticed too though it didnt really click unitl i saw their post about it,, back on like the radio vlive he would do with kihyun he was always setting goals for the vlive and everything but in the recent vlive with kihyun (again) he assured mbbs that they didnt need to press hearts and that they should focus on the vlive (was this mentioned or assumed???) idk but we can think he probably means that even if it was unspoken.. it really shows how much minhyuk’s grown??? he went from asking for hearts to making sure that mbbs could properly watch the vlive instead?? minhyuk really looks out for others ? when he picked out the stuff kihyun didnt like too??? he didnt even to think twice about doing it he just did it immediately?? minhyuk is so fucking sweet and he just??? thinks about the others ??? always being there for them and everything????
minhyuk is also so sososososo nice to fans? i watched that one video where he gave fans his like towel because they didnt have umbrellas and it was raining/?? yeah sure maybe thats like. basic fan idol stuff but it really says a lot about minhyuk??? he didnt have an umbrella either but he still wanted to make sure they wouldnt get sick????
in these past 2 months, ive learnt that minhyuk is more than extra, hes someone who cares for just about everybody??? he was the last member selected for monsta x but he’s constantly improved himself since then and im so proud of lee minhyuk?? so shoutout to the boy who loves his members and monbebes like theyre his family and shoutout to the boy who loves his family so much. happy birthday lee minhyuk and thank you for being born :-D
also its 9pm now lmao and day6 are doing their last song im happy this has been fun so bye now
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i have been seeing your rants about arrow on twitter for a while. I agree with mostly everything what you say and my favorite character was laurel mainly because she reminded me of the actual roy from the comics. That said she never really was like dinah from the comics she had her heart but for me she is more like roy harper. So when dinah came in i was okey with it because she's more like dinah from the comcis, but the laurel fans are starting to become the olicity. So whatcha think
No offence, but I’m really wondering what renditions of both Roy and Dinah you’re referring to? Because aside from addiction Laurel and comic Roy arent alike?
I think the big problem with the whole Tuna Fake scenario (or Arrow in general) is that people have a bad habit of condensing complex characters down to one or two traits and then trying to say that’s all they are? Tuna is literally nothing like comic Black Canary. Aside from the meta human cry and the name Dinah (that they blatantly slapped onto another OC in an attempt to save face), she has nothing about her that is BC relevant? And to imply that anyone who has the canary cry is “just like BC” would be to imply that anyone who has super strength is Superman, anyone with a bow is Green Arrow etc.
A leading theme in DCs work is legacy and family. Tuna Fake has an apparent love for killing people, uses a gun and has shown next to no loyalty or compassion. She just showed up with a sonic scream and people just jumped at the chance to call her the “real” Black Canary in a bid to undermine Laurel when she’s had no development, has shown no heart, and has done absolutely nothing to earn that title. I feel pretty comfortable in saying that those people aren’t Black Canary fans at all. They just wanted a hot girl with the cry to fill the quota and they fell for Arrow’s shit.
Arrow spent literal months hammering home how unimportant Black Canary was, how they didn’t understand why they couldn’t kill her, how OF COURSE you can have Green Arrow without her. Then their ratings tanked. And in an attempt to save face they brought in ANOTHER OC because they couldn’t realistically go back on killing Laurel without making fools of themselves, but anyone with common sense can see that Tuna’s introduction was to make up for that dier mistake. Because why would they have spent so long digging their heels in and repeating “we dont need black canary” if they intended to bring in a new one anyway? They didn’t. Tuna was their Plan B because it blew up in their face.
Laurel was built up to be BC from the pilot. At the end of episode 1 we hear “Dinah Laurel Lance, always trying to save the world” and we know that this woman is a hero. She fights the good fight and defends the helpless with or without a mask. From day one Laurel has dedicated herself to helping the people of Star City in any way she could. She never needed a crucible to make her a hero, she always was one. In that sense, she was a hero before Oliver was. The same way that Black Canary and Green Arrow were both heroes before they met each other. Laurel also - very much like comic book Dinah - cleans up Oliver’s mess and takes responsibility for Oliver’s failings. Laurel took in Thea on multiple occasions and showed her endless support that Oliver - for whatever reasons - was unable to provide, which is the exact same thing that happened with Roy, Dinah and Oliver in the comics.
Thea Queen is an obvious combination of both Roy and Mia from the comics - she’s an uber Speedy. Laurel supported Thea through her drug addiction, she represented her in court, gave her a work placement position, took her in when Oliver abandoned her, threatened thugs to stay away from her. Laurel was there to catch Thea each and every time without fail, just the same as Dinah was for Roy in the comics. Laurel is loyal and compassionate and protective and steadfast and determined, she’s been shown to care for children in a way that shows her as almost maternal, all qualities that are taken from comic book Black Canary. She never let anyone tell her she couldn’t do something, she never backed down without a fight. She had a bit of a temper and called people out on their bullshit. She trained under both WildCat and the League (via Nyssa). Laurel is as close to being Dinah as the show could make her given the ramifications they’d set themselves.
Laurel was always a lot more like comic book Dinah than Oliver has ever been like comic book GA. So why is it that people always like to try and pull this “real BC” nonsense (when it’s completely fabricated)?
If they’d introduced Tina as some random OC and eventually named her something else (I’ve seen some fans suggest she’d be a great Lady BlackHawk) then people wouldn’t have a problem. But it’s the blatant damage-controlling that they’re trying to do by slapping BC’s name on her after all the shit they said about BC last year. So it’s not necessarily Tina’s inclusion that’s the problem, but rather the unfounded need to force this “new black canary” agenda when Tina is nothing like BC and doesnt deserve that mantle. They said they could kill Black Canary. They repeatedly said that they didn’t need Black Canary. If that were true, why did they immediately try to bring in another one when their ratings tanked? BECAUSE THEY WERE WRONG. And they also wrongly assumed that people wouldnt care who it was as long as they had someone to fill the canary quota. Except, people are pissed because female characters are not interchangebale and Laurel had some of the best character growth the show had ever seen, only to have it all thrown away and replaced by some rando who shows up out of nowhere and immediately starts getting the treatment and respect that Laurel never had. It’s bullshit.
I also think it’s a fucking joke to imply people who are rightfully pissed about Laurel’s treatment are the same as Oliciters. Laurel fans were grasping onto 5mins of screentime an episode (if that!) prior to her death. We got spat on at every turn. We witnessed Laurel’s ups and downs and followed her growth and watched her struggle and come into her own and embody a strong, complex character who made mistakes but grew from them, only to have all of that ripped away from us and used to prop up a ship. Black Canary is a 70year old legacy character and they treated her like she was replaceable. Meanwhile, Oliciters only care about their ship, they keep demanding ol*city sex scenes and babies and weddings and all this romcom bullshit that has no place on an action show, they attack and slander comic book writers and katie and stephen’s wife, and even that guy who played Felicity’s boyfriend for a few episodes said he got death threats. Yeah, there are some bad apples in the Laurel fandom, the same with anything else, but most of the time the Laurel fandom just call Marc on his bullshit because he contradicts most of what he says and actually private messages oliciters to give them spoilers while the rest of us sit around wondering why we give this show the time of day when there’s clearly nothing left here for us.
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Black Sails first watch
4x06
☠☠☠☠☠☠☠☠☠☠ 9/10
The moral of the episode: Dont’ go to war, it will fuck up everything. This ep gave us a bit of everything, including--if you squint really hard--tiny moments of humor, courtesy of Jack Rackham. Lots of swearing under the cut.
Ok the opening: Ugh there’s my poor bosun…oh shit Silver’s giving him to the slaves! They’re gonna kill…ok nevermind he has to be kept alive, whew.
Madi and Eleanor having a heart to heart-without looking at each other lol. And ooh dayum Madi just burned Eleanor with Mr. Scott not trusting her, ouch. Not that I feel at all for Eleanor but still
Lol @ Jack @ Flint and Eleanor: I’m going to kill one or the both of you. Eleanor and Flint: um, uh huh, sure, let’s be on our way
And here come the Spanish with Woody. I’m so glad to see Rogers looking uncomfortable around them. xD And Max is totally gonna go after Eleanor :D Maxanor feels
Back to Billy: Oh fuck, they fucked him up ugh
Silver to Billy: “Flint is my friend, but I know what he is. I have no illusions about it” ouch why does that hurt me to hear??? And excuse me but that still doesn’t answer the question: WHAT IS FLINT TO SILVER? xD
Billy’s whole “Live with it” line, fucking parallels again alkdfjakldfjaklj
Oooh Max and Jack: Lots of Jack talking and being a smartass, how shocking! And Max is like shut up the Spanish are here you douche. Well if Jack is still acting like Jack THEN ANNE MUST STILL BE ALIVE thank god
AHHHH HE INVITED MAX to escape with them alkdfjakldjflaj!!!
Eleanor and Flint: <333 Pirate Dad has a heart to heart with rebellious child for real. “Stranger things have happened” lol
Oh shit shit shit the Spanish
Silver in his throne…he reminds me so much of season 1 Flint here
Um ok clearly Silver doesn’t know Spain is there fuuuuck…ok nevermind, now he does
God Ben Gunn looks fucking hot now, I love those necklaces!
Back to Rogers: Yes Woodes, that’s right, look nervous as the Spanish man-handle that random woman, who could have been Eleanor, you asshat. Geez I hate him and did he just give them the location of Flint’s house???!!!!
Lol this is all so fucked up
Oh fuck Anne…gah emotion time. Nooo waterworks from Max al;ksdfjaldfj. I don’t blame Anne I would still be pissed also. Jack would never have done that to her. this is why I was always cautious of Max and Anne
More James, yay: Yes please UNCHAIN HIM! Eeeee
Flint sending the women inside the house to protect them I’m….?!!! that’s so awesome
Ok so let me get this straight, the redcoats are now teaming up with pirates, did I mention this is all so fucked up? lol AND FLINT IS COMMANDING THEM HOLY SHIT THAT’S AWESOME
(Also I know what’s gonna happen to his house, I saw a gif this morning :(((
Oh shit shit shit
Cut to: Miranda’s house interior….. feels ugh
“A life of isolation and uncertainty, as long as it’s lived with someone you love” HOW DARE YOU ELEANOR, HOW DARE YOU SPEAK THOSE WORDS IN THAT HOUSE oh fuck I have tears
OH thank you, gentle Ben, for untying my bosun
Oh shit the scene from the teaser, the Spanish are coming from the other direction
Oh fuckity fuck fuck and they’re skewering people?! With javelin-looking things??? WTF
Aww Madi trying to light a fire and Eleanor helping, that’s so cute. Sister bonding time…OH SHIT!!!!
Listen you prick, I don’t like Eleanor BUT LEAVE HER ALONE!!! I can’t stand violence against women in this show it kills… Shit fuck Jesus Christ she set it on fire…get the fuck out!!!! I wasn’t ready for this
Oh god, okay now I’m dying as usual. Welcome to Pain and Suffering, Episode 4x06
Hey, look at that, a slave rebellion right when you need one!!!! Well that was pretty sweet
Oh god I have to pause it for a minute, here comes Flint back to the house, okay, *breathe Laura, breathe*
Okay…Oh god, I’m …..
FUCK MY LIFE. Madi and Eleanor, ugh whhyyyyy
Now Flint has to tell Silver shit oh god PAIN LOOK AT THEIR FACES EVEN FLINT IS ABOUT TO CRY and honestly that kills me more than anything
YES THANK YOU EVERYONE GET THE FUCK OFF THAT ISLAND at last, reason and sanity will prevail (ok but this is only the sixth episode???!!! Haha funny. Everything’s funny. I feel insane.)
“It wasn’t supposed to end like this” alkdfjalkfj thank you Max, for ripping my heart out of my chest and stepping on it. Hard.
Ugh I don’t need to see Eleanor’s body. I HATE WOODES ROGERS! This is what you get, you asshole! It’s his fault.
Ok so now all our main characters of import are now on The Walrus and the other ship (what’s the other ship?), is that right? Wow
Honestly I think if it weren’t for everything that just happened on the island Flint would take serious issue with having Max on board….ha thank you Jack! I’m sorry, but I’m mad at Max right now. She’s not wrong, but she betrayed them all
Ok but whoa, “you’re goddamn right I do!” MOST. GIFFABLE. SCENE. IN THE ENTIRE EPISODE. !!!
Ok, and now I’m cheering for Max again..oh snap, Eleanor Guthrie’s grandfather. CALLED IT that was Jack and Max in Boston in the early trailer
OH damn Silver :((((( I’m so fucking sad for him right now FLINT NEEDS TO HUG HIM TIGHT Is there going to be touching?
Oh god Flint is crying againal kfjalkdsfjal;
Eeee (hand on shoulder) “It wasn’t your fault” repeated, why exactly? Why would Silver be reassuring him of that…could it be because he knows Flint likes torturing himself emotionally? But Silver’s so devastated, to even think of that…??
Back to Maroon Island: Oh god now he has to tell the Queen
AHHHH DAMN “THE REVOLUTION YOU PROMISED HAS BEGUN” !!!! But it may be too late, I’m not sure Silver cares anymore.
So we have to wait to see how Madi’s mother reacts and also WHERE’S Billy?
I’m giving this ep a 9/10. The story is fantastic and as engaging as anything at this point. And I gotta say, Silverflint was extra fantastic this episode…how this show manages to show so much within the span of one or two minutes onscreen is amazing. But why did only the audience and Mrs.Hudson have to know Eleanor was pregnant, only to kill her a few episodes later, just for the sake of more tragedy? Bleh.
And also, no more word on anything in N.Florida yet. Just saying.
And even if Silver is having second thoughts about the war I don’t think Flint is ever going to stop, unless something huge personally affects him. Also just saying,and this speculation is in no way tied to anything that may or may not be waiting for him in N. Florida.
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Explaining Things
Small irrelevant intro first. Because everything should start with a small irrelevant intro.
I’ve always wanted to try to start something like this. The idea that it’d be neat to have somewhere to collect my thoughts and share them always pops into my head when I have something I want to write about, and then it disappears a day later.
I had a pretty weird shower thought that finally spurred me to actually start this. Time to explore that shower thought. It’ll be an adventure.
In my senior year of high school, my AP Lit teacher had the class create a “found poem” as a creative assignment. For anyone who may not know, found poetry is when you take every part of your poem from some other source. The clippings and snippets combine to create an entirely new meaning, devoid of context from their original sources.
I sucked at English. I hated it. AP Lit gave me panic attacks, including one occasion in which I ended up stuck in a bathroom stall sobbing about my grades until the dean of students came in and talked to me... in the bathroom... while I was still in the stall - for thirty minutes. But for some reason, that one assignment excited me. I knew what I wanted to do. I wanted to use song lyrics. Music was my thing, and I was confident I could make something pretty cool out of just lyrics.
The poem ended up looking something exactly like this:
Interlude
I’m dreaming
your love is a song,
it’s everywhere I go and everything I see.
I’m imagining
we are one tonight.
I, I can’t get these memories out of my mind.
I can finally see the sunset
The warmth beside me is slowly fading
And I must face that I won’t be saved
I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
When the lights go out tonight, I’m gone
The waves are crashing in
But no one out there seems to care
The end is all I can see
This world is vile
And I know that none of it matters as long as I’m inside this dream with you.
I was proud of it. It captured this very particular emotional state of being blissful but bitter, accepting fate while dreaming about something else. It was about love, but that love was in the past. It might have even been about lost love. But it was also about hate. Deep-rooted hatred for the world. Can’t forget to be edgy. Considering the short length of the poem, I thought I did a good job capturing as much as I could. It wasn’t going to make it into any publications, but compared to what I usually produced for the class, it was a masterpiece. I know that says more about my other writing. My other writing was bad.
My teacher thought it was worth sharing. She asked me to read it in front of the class.
Oh shit.
I read it out loud. The delivery was probably pretty shaky.
They all know I’m single. This school is way too small for me to claim that I have a girlfriend. I’ve never even been in a relationship. I don’t have a clue what a relationship even feels like. They’re going to ask questions and then I’m going to have no explanation. You’ve really flim flammed the jim jam this time, you ninnymuggins. Shouldn’t have submitted something so edgy.
The class liked it.
Wait. Are they not going to ask about it? Don’t they want to know who I’m talking about? I don’t have an answer yet because I’m too busy sweating bullets to think straight. Think straight. Or at least curved. Think. Focus. Stop focusing on trying to focus. Shit.
One of the girls in the class and I shared a mutual dislike of each other. Even she told me that it was really good. So I was pretty sure they weren’t being patronizing.
The only question I got was about my sources. I explained that they were song lyrics from bands like Yellowcard, Senses Fail, and Muse. Everyone lost interest (rip my music taste), and then class kept moving.
Have another poem. I didn’t make this one. It’s a lot better than the one I made. I shared it with a few of my engineering friends a couple days ago.
“i dont get it. wahts the deeper meaning behind it” - D
“i dont understand this at all” - J
“WHATS THE SUPER DEEP MEANING” - D
“Is there another meaning or something” - G
“this is why i dont study english” - J
My answer was, “it’s a surprise box. what is there to think about”
I like it just because it’s goofy. I never looked into it for deeper meaning. But my friends insisted that it had to mean something. So we searched.
If your first thought upon seeing the title was, “oh no, not that one song,” then maybe it’s a poem about how perverse society has grown. Nevermind that it was released in 1960 - context is irrelevant. The surprise box is innocent and light-hearted fun, and your first thought was something far from innocent. It’s making a point and telling you to get your mind out of the gutter. It’s laughing at you.
Or maybe it is poking fun at the exact thing we were trying to do - search for meaning. Maybe the point is that there is no point. It’s a whimsical poem about spreading a bit of silly joy. Not everything needs to be deep, dark, and foreboding.
In any case, I’ve got no clue who the author is. I don’t think the author is going to be talking to my friends or me any time soon. We’re never going to get an explicit explanation. I love it anyway.
Fan theories have always intrigued me. A writer creates a universe, explores a portion of it in their narrative, and then the fans are left to fill in the blanks. Not everything can be addressed, so there are always questions left to be answered. Sometimes, writers intentionally leave questions unanswered, letting the fans decide what is most appropriate.
And for the longest time, I always hated that. If I had the chance to ask a writer a question about their book, I wanted them to answer honestly. I wanted to know what the ending of 2001: A Space Odyssey meant. I wanted to know what Area X from Jeff VanderMeer’s Annihilation was. More than anything else, I wanted to know what happened at the end of Birdman. Why couldn’t the writers just spill the beans? They knew the answers, and they were just being greedy jerks who excluded their audience refused to share the secrets.
If you’ve read this from top to bottom like a sane human being, then you’re hopefully already thinking, “well, no. You’re definitely wrong.” My dumb behind wrote a poem where I didn’t know the meaning, and yet I felt like it was fair to demand explanations from anyone and everyone. In my poem, I didn’t know who I was supposed to be in love with. I just knew I captured some emotions and it was cool. Area X from Annihilation was much the same way to VanderMeer - I don’t think he knows what it is, either. He knows what it does and he knows what effect it has on people, and that’s all he needed to write a very fun and interesting trilogy.
But with gaps come fan theories. Creating those fan theories is much like analyzing poetry, but instead of looking at stupid jibber-jabber, you get to look at broad plot and characters and motivations. Unless you’re an English nerd, it’s way more exciting. I’d rather talk about Game of Thrones than talk about poetry But unless the final season of Game of Thrones explains literally everything in 6 episodes, it’s going to leave a lot of questions unanswered. Which would normally have upset me.
But there’s that contradiction. The surprise box leaves its readers with a lot of questions. I have no problems with that.
And while in the shower today, I realized the contradiction. I loved poetry and art that explained nothing, and yet I wanted tv and movies to explain everything. In a world where media has become its own art form, it makes sense to pay it the same respect. If the writer wants to leave something unexplained, it’s fair to ask the audience to analyze it. The surprise box lets me decide what I want to think about it. Annihilation should be able to let me decide, too.
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Are you proud of Who You Are. Do you like Who You Are. I don’t know how you could! I couldn’t like somebody who purposely hurts children and ruins their homes. I couldn’t like someone who would knowingly cause pain 4 no reason other then she had a ache in her crotch. Did it make you feel accomplished or strong, 2 get your hands on my husband. Real strength is in doing what’s right. Strong women get their own man, not act like sneaky whoring holes that cant understand right from wrong. How do you sleep at night I ask because my children can’t they keep having nightmares about a divorce or if I leave. You took their security way. Shame on you curse you they dont deserve someone like you taking there home and family from them on a whim, how alful. You put them through this only because you want to see if you could, just some game to you, a challenge but its nothing, you dont even really cared about anyone. you have destroyed seven people my family is shattered your affair with my husband has stripped my home of joy so I asked you are you proud? it doesn’t seem right that you get to smile well my adult children worry about a mother that seems empty anymore they watch me fight for so long just to live now i wish i hadnt. Why did you walk in and take what little bit of joy and hope and happiness I had. Take the pride of family and make it a joke. You took form him to my husband, he lost the respect, lost the trust of his children wife nieghbors church. You stole from the children the sleep and carefree youth, the younger two keep having nightmares since this happened they’re afraid if I leave or we get divorced what will happen to them,they remember what it was like before me and they know what it’s been like up until now the short lived happiness of family and wholeness and none of us are sure we can do that anymore and here’s a really screwed-up thing if you cared about him you would have thought about these things you would have thought about the fact that if I don’t pay the rent and I’m not here if I leave my husband he will lose this house because he cannot even afford the rent on his income muchless add electrinity Child Care food xcetera. I on the other hand would be just fine my monthly annuity would go up by $450 my medical would be reinstated at full free and I have family here now. I am heartbroken I truly have lost everything I love my family but you don’t care about that you just wanted to get laid. I want you to fully understand the situation you caused the selfishness of your actions I hope someday that you feel the anguish of having to go on while simultaneously know that the happiness the joy and the trust, everything you believed has dissolved just suddenly gone. because some girl walked into your life ripped your family like you did mine. I hope that you have to hit your knees like I do and that you pray you wont wake up the next morning because these nothing worth the pain you gonna feel. and I hope you feel the crushing despair of waking up the next morning and knowing you’re still there and the situation still exist and then the other woman still exist but she’s smiling and you’ve got no smiles only uncertainty there is no choices left really, cant leave without children lossing everything, dont want stay anymore because now there is nothing to stay for. And you cant just get over it and forgive because you nolonger have a heart to forgive with. I hope you have to come to a decision for sake of the children because without you they won’t have a home they won’t have their care because you’re the only mother they’ve ever had and see it’s a little different than other children because these kids have already gone through being abandoned these kids have already been shipped from foster home to foster home. and while your head spins and you can’t think straight and all you hear is your own silent screaming inside. you have to paste on a smile and you have to do day-to-day life and you have to see doctors and therapist and help your children and you have to pretend everything’s okay even though you’re dead inside. The love you felt is fire that only burns you tourtures you. they emptiness were your faith in love and husband were is now dark cold ugly impossising and swallows all hope all of you like black whole devoring your soul .And the pain spreads he looses frieds and his family, then three verry good people who called him dad nolonger can look at him with out shame and anger. we are all stuck in a Time Loop of endless imploding doom what gives you the right to be so flippent with other people lives and well being. You devastated me in a way ( I have to give you credit because you did to me but cancer couldn’t, being raped couldn’t, losing family couldn’t) your actions brought me to my knees your actions have taken form my kids their sense of values our sense of family their belief in wedding vows loyalty and honesty. you ruined the respect for their father and you’ve left them wondering if relationships never work. If anybody is ever faithful because I mean Dad couldn’t do it, oh but I did and there witnessed to what i got for it. All I can do is think about the whole situation over and over and there is no going backwards no matter what I do there’s no fixing it it’s just too smashed up. One of the things I thought of since my husband wasn’t exactly faithful honest or trustworthy wasn’t exactly respectful of our marriage. Maybe he wasn’t completely honest with you either about me. So I introduce myself I am the woman the wife the mother you so casually took all hope from. the ones whose foundest memories are now only painful I am his wife we have been for 8 years you probably don’t know. But when I met him he had nowhere to live is children were in foster care and about to be adopted out his oldest son had already been adopted . He was struggling to get sober, he had court issues and fines and a record. but I fell in love so I gave him a place to live with me and my children in my home and I filed all the paperwork with the courts to get his kids back I took him to all of his DUI classes & parenting classes, anger management things that he had to do for the courts. I took him for his drug testing I got him his Sr 29 I paid for his alcohol classes and I made sure that he was able to go through with every hoop CPS through at him. and then together we went back to court with CPS and we got custody now something you should know is his little daughter Mia and Andrew had been in the foster care system being bounced around for almost 1&½ yrs at that point they were only 33mo and six when I brought them home. It was hard those first 6 years I was the sole provider. So he could do all the things that the courts and CPS wanted him to do. Then there was his criminal history he was unable to get a job so I got all the paperwork and I wrote his dissertation for his judge and I got a lawyer to stand in court with him so he had an opportunity actually talk to the judge and I expunged his record. now he has been working for just over a year. And this last month March was the first month in 8 years that my husband’s pay any rent we split it. he has contributed to electric bill twice in 8 years. so you see I keep the roof over our heads and his children I keep the power on I get them to school I take them to doctors to therapy I do the all the homework I clean the whole house, he doesn’t do housework at least never has I do the laundry I watch the children this is my day. I get up at 5:30 I have half hour to make coffee take a shower and come to life before I wake up the kids they get on a school bus at 6:30 then I clean the house I start whatever laundry check to see what bills need to be paid or what appointments need to be kept and then my husband rolls out of bed at 10 I drop him off at work we leave here at 11:30 I get back home at 12:30 I now have two hours to clean other people’s toilets to subsidize our income so I can put food on the table because at 2:30 somebody has to be here to get Andrew off the bus because if you don’t know Andrew is physically and mentally disabled and he requires 24/7 care it does not go to regular school he’s in a day program Mia gets home at 4:30 usually I’ve gotten Andrews homework done by then I know it’s time to Mia. Next I have to make dinner so it can be served at 6:30 cuz one of the things with Andrew is autism and he has to have a schedule thats consistent or it throws him into episode he also has ADHD and oppositional Defiance disorder which means that any day the school can call me to come pick him up because he’s not getting along. if im not here what happens to them. I can make it with out him I do have my annuity from the cancer. A long fought lawsuit after years ago the government put a magnesium plant at the bottom of the hill we lived on. my mother, father, three Sisters two brothers and my grandmother have all died from cancer I am sole Survivor after 12 surgerys so I get paid every month a breakup of award from the lawsuit that’s what Shawn lives off my misfortunes. I have to stay up and get him after work, and am expected to have time together while he unwinds after work im lucky if i get more than 4 hrs a sleep a day. I havent had a day with out his kids in yrs. I was home with his kids, paying his way, loosing my medical care while him and his kid get free medical through state, because the kids are not my bio. so i nolonger have depents and his income is held against me but i get no bennifits or bills paid from him no it gose to his games and nights out with friends, and fucking around with you. You two get drunk and go dancing at the bar, and full around in front of all my nieghbors. He gets pulled over and gose to jail for dui and i get all your fucked off inappropriate sex text to him. So for all my doing “the right thing” for being his rock and wife in every sense possible. Along comes you and 1000’s of dollars in fines and court fees and impound fees. As it is he only sees his kids while they are awke for 8 hrs wk after school on Thursday and Friday. The rest of the time hes asleep when there leaving for school and they’re already asleep when he gets home. But you two can go out on the town? I have only been out with my husband with out his kids 3 x in 6 yrs. How dare you how dare both of you. That is some shady shit, you two did to this family so dirty AND YOU HAD NO RIGHT OR REASON TOO. If there is any justice in this world i hope it finds you. I hope you get a taste of my life. I hope you get cancer, i hope you get so sick and your teath fall out from it the chemo and the puking. I home the treatment robes your bones of strenght and you get degenerate disc disease and loose use of different extremities all the time with no warning,. and you get to feel the pain of neuropathy from having a stroke. Be cause your so physically over extended and exhausted from doing it all for your family. And I hope you fall madley deeply in love with some that you would do everything for them and you get to be a mom but to kid that are his not yours and then i hope someone like you comes along and and suduces your husband and it ruins everything and you have to hold those kids why they cry and beg you make it work cause there scared to death of the life had before you, and everyone including that other woman knows, if you go thats exactly were they will be. So you really cant do any thing but struggle to breath and cry and hurt in ways no one ever should. And i want you know i mean really understand what a selfish awful person you are. i want you to beg for death like i do because of you. The only difference between us then will be you will have deserved it.
Amy cannday and your little check out friend now the world knows what you are
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