#dont do that id kms

[prodbyton]

when i heard that anton sometimes googles his name i keep thinking if he sees the shit we say on tumblr 😭😭 it's so funny to me bc imagine like "anton would ____" blah blah and he's like "i would ??!?!?@*#?#*#&??????"

it reminds me how fricking delusional we are (i still will continue u to be bc why not)

youd have to like actively look up fanfic i think tho cuz it usually doesn’t come up in top searches but im sure he’s aware of fanfiction 😩 that woukd be so humiliating tho like omg… cuz ik if i was famous i would definitely read fanfic of myself LMFAOOO

[raspberrysmoon]

lexthan pet headcanon moodboard ! lexthan and their black cat megatron!

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[brainrot-stitch]

How 2 do well in school, which is starting soon, no glue no borax

[superbellsubways]

im gonna be honest gang ive been feeling more and more hopeless as of late and seeing everything thats going on both online and in the real world im just like. wow the misery never fucking ends!!!! we live in an actual hell world and its exhausting!! fuck

[littencloud9]

i should drop out

[jrueships]

Bought one of my lil nephew giannis shoes for his birthday bcs he loves giannis and these are some of the ugliest fucking things I have ever laid my eyes on in my life. anyways it's his bday today so i gave them to him. but they are so ugly. he loves them

[meimeikyu]

im being consumed by the fucking dread

[violentviolette]

i struggle to talk about this sometimes cause i feel like i sound like an entitled and spoiled piece of shit, but i think these are real problems that happen when ur life stops being a dumpster fire and its important to talk about how to navigate them

because my life right now is extreamly stable. i have a home i dont have to worry about ever being evicted from, i dont have to work in order to affort to live, i have the time, space, freedom, and support to do absolutely anything i want right now

and yet i find myself doing absolutely nothing. im so used to using stress and external threats, the threat of starvation, homelessness, abuse, being kicked out or fired or flunking, to motivate me that now that those things are gone and im in a safe environment that asks nothing of me, im just at a loss. i struggle to even wake up everyday without some kind of big consiquence as a motivater

and even when i do have ideas or inspiration as to what i want to do with my now endless hours of the day, i just. dont really know how to execute them. i dont know how to do things if its not in a crunch time manic haze.

i think my big goal this year is going to be to try and figure out how to navigate that and retrain my brain to be able to set more long term objectives and then follow through on accomplishing them. because i can feel myself becoming a more flakey and unreliable person who gets nothing done and just kind of Exists with no real reason or purpose and i reallyreally hate that

i finally have a life i dont want to kill myself to escape from and i just feel like im wasting it by not actually being present in it, u know?

[todayisafridaynight]

seeing info only about the kiryu and majima statuettes but absolute radio silence on the ichi one is utterly sending me. Theyre hiding the fact theyre gonna make ichi pale as a cracker again

[widevibratobitch]

no panic attack <3 no emotions whatsoever to be quite honest. oh well. nothing new.

[hershey-not-the-chocolate-maybe]

i have two moods :😔 crippling depression and anxiety making it hard to stay alive 😔

and ✨️pop icon in the bathroom✨️

[simonisferal]

never watch 20th century girl.

[beautifel]

seems like my heart does nothing but break lately

[indescriptequilibrium]

seein the whole olympics gender scandal unfurl has been yet another extremely grating experience for the lil ol transsexual me. i cant even go to a swimming center w/out years of plannin n mfs talkin bout the unfair advantage i'd hve over the old aunties swimming laps twice a week in there. stfu

[himejoshibutch]

i need to vent so bad but i dont want to be a bother so i'll just rant in the tags. feel free to block me for no reason at all 👍

[mithliya]

my mom pretty much set up laser hair removal appointments for me and kinda pushed it as a necessity. I've been trying to tell her that i can't afford it (we're arab and just saying that i don't wanna do it would probably direct us to a anti feminism & hygene conversation i don't wanna have) and that I'd rather spend that on driving lessons but it's pointless and idk how to escape from that.

is she paying for it then?? anon it might have to be time to have that annoying convo,, ultimately she'll find her way through every excuse. if shes muslim maybe u can argue its haram to alter ur body or sth, i know many muslim women dont remove facial hair for similar reasons so.. if all else fails, perhaps the religion route wont? but tbh simply saying u dont want to and its ur choice might be better than pretending to want to but giving excuses if shes pushing THIS hard