#donr get it twisted

[timogsilangan]

i dont care how fucking effective sinovac itself is or isnt (sinovac was my first 2 shots and my Only shot for months and and i still havent gotten covid at all yet) if the usa didnt want to let in anyone who didnt have a yankee vaccine "because of safety concerns" then maybe they shouldve exported their fucking vaccines instead of hoarding them and allowing them to expire under an explicit "america first" policy. this is clearly not about safety. it was another way for the usa to enforce their borders you bricks for brains fucking idiot

[sorencd]

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pairing: steven meeks x reader

summary: dancing in the rain with steven.

word count: 1k

a/n: OOH MY LOOOOOVEEEE U DONR HAVE TO LIDTEN TO A WOOOOOORD I SAY anyway song is captivated by iv of spades!

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ooh, my love.

heavy clattering resounded throughout the room you currently situated in, the rain outside was pouring densely and each drop that slid down the window gave you a sense of comfort. you were huddled in bed, waiting for steven to return from his trip to the kitchen. he offered to make a cup of hot chocolate for the two of you, and obviously, you accepted. the song that was currently playing in the background to occupy the silence was starting to get repetitive─ so you groggily got up to change the record that was playing on the turntable and glanced at the vast collection of vinyls you had that sat beside it. you chose the song ‘a big hunk o’ love’ by elvis presley and removed it out of the sleeve to play it. you really loved this particular song of elvis, not only because the tunes were catchy, but if you really listened to the lyrics closely, it’s composed of sweet verses that sometimes get overlooked because everyone is too busy grooving to the music, and you weren’t an exception.

you could hear feet approaching the room you were in while you were grooving to the tunes the turntables was playing. it was steven, he was holding two mugs of hot chocolate and an equally warm smile on his face.

“sorry i took so long, i forgot i put the stove on low.” he placed down his mug on the bed side table and handed you yours, to which you gratefully accepted.

you sipped onto the mug with a thankful smile and looked out the window, taking notice that the rain outside has mellowed down.

“aw, the rain’s about to go away.” a glum sigh escaped your lips as you took another sip. you loved the rainy weather, though the song you two were listening to right now doesn’t exactly match the atmosphere─ it still provided you with a sense of comfort that you’d always bask in without hesitation.

“that could be a good thing, we could visit the library once it's gone away." he suggested. a library date does sound nice, you missed the old scent of books, the quiet surroundings it came with, and the kind old lady you'd always see manning the front desk. you might just take him up on his offer.

but the conflicting thoughts that reverberated in your brain didn't want to stop, just like how you wished the same for the rain. you whined as you flopped down on the bed after steven comfortably sat down, now you laid there beside him. "but the rainnn, you know?"

you don't have to listen to a word i say.

his laugh mixed in with the music that was booming from the turntable, but you were able to discern his voice amidst elvis'. steven understood where you were coming from, since he too also loved the rain and all the glory it came with. he looked out the window and brashly gave you a grin, an idea popping into his mind.

"you wanna try dancing in the rain?"

"dancing in the rain?" your face twisted in mild confusion. you understood what he was saying, but you couldn’t quite comprehend each word. dancing in the rain? it was about time he asked you to waltz with him during a storm.

"yeah. come on, it'll be amazing! the weather right now is just perfect." he pointed a finger outside, the rain wasn't pouring as hard as it was a few minutes ago, but at just the right amount. it seemed like even the weather liked the idea.

"we better go outside now before it fully stops!" you hurriedly hopped out of bed, almost tripping over the blankets that tangled your feet but luckily steven was there to swoop in a steady you before you were able to kiss the floor, briskly following suit to your rapid speed-walking.

you opened the front door and marveled at the scenery in front of you─ the sun was ever so slightly peeking from the clouds and shined it's brightly-hued rays while the rain drops continued to delicately fall from the sky, everything was so pristine, you loved it. steven, who was admiring the view from behind you, took a hold of your hand and led you to the front of your house, not bothering to put on a coat because it wouldn't be as fun to dance without it. as you touched the pavement and left the front porch that was protecting you from the rain, you felt the rainfall make contact with your skin. instantly making you feel cooled off.

cause all that really matters is that i love you,

"may i have this dance?" steven bowed as he politely offered his hand towards you and with a glowing grin. it felt like everything right now was fresh out of a movie. if only you knew earlier that the love of your life would ask you to dance with him in the rain, you would've hired a photographer to catch the moment forever.

you giggled at his gesture and gladly held his hand, mirroring his movement and bowed yourself. "i'm not really good at dancing."

he drew you closer by taking both your hands and instead of the gracious motion you were expecting him to do, he instead lively shuffled about as water splashed onto the both of you. his dancing reminded you of the song you were listening to previously, both electrifying and energetic. "you don't need to know how to dance, just have fun!" he ended with a laugh.

you smiled, matching his actions as best as you can. now there were two idiots dancing in the rain, it was romantic. both of you flailing your arms into the air as you held onto one another, the downpour continuing to cascade onto the both of you. the feeling of droplets running down your arms and legs felt amazing. he was amazing. his smile that was on par with the sun's luminosity, his dancing skills that radiated delight. it all made you happy. and in the next few days, it also made you sick. it's a good thing you have steven to take care of you.

i really do.

© sorencd . 2023 ─ do not copy, repost, translate or claim any of my works as your own.

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[nervousndepressd]

wish youd stay out of my life for good

i hate tht just the mention of u sends me into dissaciociting that i cant get out of

all those things you said the ways you hurt me and manipulated me, i feel like i cant imagine what real love feels like because of how much its been tanted

i miss the soft moments and the times it felt like you cared cause it felt like you cared more than anyone else has ever cared abt me

and now that people around me care but they dont treat me with the hurt and perversion you did it doesnt feel like real care it feels fake

like those around me should yell at me for attention or force me into things i dont want, thatd be care thatd feel like real love

theres this boy and hes so nice like romance movie nice but i cant fucking bring myself to be with him cause it just doesn't feel like love, and maybe i donr have feelings for him but his love feels like a friends because he isnt harming me

ive slept in his bed twice and he hasnt asked for sex or made me feel bad because i didnt fuck him

you always treated sex like it was a reward for you, like if you bought me dinner or a vape i should go down on you and that was payment, i know a relationship shouldnt be like that but thts what made me feel warm

was when we had a nice day then we fucked and i got to be held at the end of it, i hated that i was an object to you but i loved being treated like one when it meant i got love, even for a moment and even if the next day i would yelled at

you made me feel small yet so so important, like i was this specia memento you kept for yourself

im glad you are happier now, i hope that means you wont hurt another girl like you did me, and im hopefully maybe you find your light, it scares me that you may not and another gurl will be in my situation feeling trapped and confused and lost, so i hope that doesnt happen

i just feel fucked that ive got to unlearn all these horrible ideas, that even if someone came into my life tomorrow that i wanted to be with i couldnt because i dont know how to love without it being twisted, i feel like all the masculine people in my life who shouldve taught me about what a partners love should be failed me

i cant see myself being fucking happy anymore, i want to drop out of school and drink till im blacked out again and do horrible fucking drugs that get me put in the hospital

i dont really care anymore, but i know ill wake up tomorrow and drink enough coffee and have enough cigarettes to forget about this for a little, i just dont know how ill solve this long term